#it's being broke af and feeling responsible for me and my wife's wellbeing while not being able to financially provide for her
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arrowpunk · 1 year ago
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I want all of my friends to know that I love y'all so so much and I'm sorry I've been so bad at responding to DMs and stuff these past few weeks, I do not think that is going to improve for at least another few weeks because I am just so so busy and everything is so so so much and I am doing my best and I love all of you people in my phone and I will do my best to actually Talk to you all more and better in a few weeks when everything has slowed the fuck down and I'm no longer stressed to the point that it feels like my brain is leaking out of my ears.
#ramblings of an arrow#wedding on saturday#roadtripping and moving 1500 miles in a car prone to breaking down in 2 weeks#in the middle of work tests for a job I'm trying to apply for#don't know if I'm gonna get that job or if I'm wasting my time on these work tests#need to get a job b/c I spent over $3000 getting my car repaired last week#which WIPED out my savings that I spent the past few years trying to build up#right before getting married and moving me and my wife TO THE OTHER END OF THE COUNTRY#I'm sure everything will work itself out and be totally fine in the end#im sorry I swear I'm not trying to ignore anyone#everything is just so much right now and I'm holding it together as best I can#I keep getting mood whiplash from this job application/interview process#literally if I get this job I know that will fix all of my stress#because it's mostly financial stress#wedding i can handle#moving I can handle#it's being broke af and feeling responsible for me and my wife's wellbeing while not being able to financially provide for her#that fucks me up#ANYWAYS#im sure it'll all be fine#I just cannot exactly control my brain's stress response#I replayed all of dishonored the first one and got ghost and clean hands#because videogames help me cope with intense stress lol....#but now I've finished dishonored and dishonored 2 and hades and I'm just sitting here like aaaaaa#need new viddy game#brain wants so so bad to play BG3#I should probably just open one of the unplayed games I ACTUALLY OWN#maybe I'll see if Batty wants to watch me play Later Alligator#or if there's another game of mine she'd prefer I play#I don't know
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fairlyang · 1 month ago
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Like that ⚔️
w/c: 1.2K
pairing: bf!wadewilson x f!reader
tags: 18+ smut. you miss him so bad, secretly masturbating, but he planned it, phone sex, dirty talk, voice kink, mutual masturbation, absolute freaks, knife play mention, blood mention, ghostface roleplay mention, freaky af
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wade was fortunate enough to get a pretty girlfriend after vanessa rejected him. he moved on once he laid his eyes on you.
you two together were the horniest people alive right from the get-go and that never changed even a whole year after being together.
now you were alone for a whole week because he went on an x-men mission with colossus to another state and you were already craving his touch.
for the past half hour he had been rambling on about his day and how they nearly lost the mutant they were suppose to find when you had an amazing idea.
you held your phone to your left ear and started to gently squeeze your tits with your right hand as he kept talking. you just hummed, not really paying attention to what he’s saying but more to his annoyed tone.
he sounded good.
it was nearing close to his bedroom voice which was probably why it turned a gear in your mind to get horny. you moved your hand down your legs and started to rub your clit while attempting to let out normal responses so he didn’t suspect anything.
but wade being the fucking genius he was, had been doing it on purpose. hell he was so committed to hearing you attempt to pay attention that he was improv-ing. he had missed you just as much, if not more than you him, that he wanted to see how long it’d take until you broke before he did.
meanwhile he was already out of his suit and only in boxers in the motel they were staying at. he didn’t even have to convince colossus to get separate rooms, he knew him too well that he had to do it for his own mental wellbeing.
wade had been stroking himself through his boxers while talking, something he’s been use to doing a handful of times already without you knowing but he wanted to flip the script tonight and you fell for the bait.
“so then i told the tin can to go fucking screw himself sideways and upside down because i was doing all the work! who does he think i am, his wife?” he rambles on and that’s when you stopped your movements and he bit his lip to not laugh. 
you were silent for a few seconds because a part of you was listening and before he was saying how he was letting colossus do all the work, “wade what in the fuck are you on about?” you ask and he bursts out laughing. 
“listen cupcake, i wanted to do a little experiment… let’s just say i pavlov dogged you because i want you to be horny at the same time as me.” he explains and you gasp, “you sneaky fuck!” 
“you think i can’t hear how you’re practically out of breath? come on baby, you can’t hide shit from me.” he teases and you bite your lip. 
“now let’s get to it because as soon as we got to this rust bucket i got rock hard thinking of you.” he says, making you let out a small moan.
“aw you like that don’t you, sweet pea? love hearing how just thinking of you drives me fucking insane?” he murmurs and you just nod, circling your clit with two fingers. 
“you know i do baby- i love it so much.” you mutter and he grunts. 
he slips a hand into his boxers and takes his cock out, spits on it then starts to stroke himself just so you could hear it. “my fucking god i wish you had teleportation powers- fuck i’d kill anyone in my line of sight for you to be here.” he groans and stroked himself fast because he was too antsy. 
“wanna feel your hands on me, touching and groping me everywhere.” you whimper and close your eyes, imagining your fingers are his and not yours. 
going for more than a day without fucking was like not breathing, it was serious stuff. 
“fuck don’t say that you’re gonna make me miss those tits even more.” he complains and you could just picture the pout on his face. 
“need your mouth on them.” you say breathlessly and rub your clit faster, already feeling your arousal seep through your panties. 
“fuck baby-“ he moans and you could hear him working on his cock fast too so you copied his pace. 
“wanna sit on your lap while you do it so i can grind against you.” you murmur, your hips bucking up against nothing. 
“you’re actually going to kill me.” he murmurs and sinks into the pillow. 
“mm i’d already be nice and wet for you but you know i love some teasing..” you say earning yourself more grunts from him. 
“is that pretty pussy dripping for me already baby?” he asks and you hum. 
you quickly move your panties to the side and slide two fingers against your folds, “mhm.. you hear that? all ready for you baby.” 
he moans as soon as he hears the sounds of your sweet pussy talking to him, taunting him. “my fucking god i need you on my face.” he pants and increases his speed again. 
“you have no idea how much i wish i said no to this whole thing. need to take care of my girl daily and this job-“ he starts to complain but you interrupt, “you’ll make it up for me by fucking me all night long when you come home.” 
he moans and his eyes roll to the back of his head, “gonna fuck you so good we’re gonna have to get a new bed stand.”
you giggle and quickly slip your fingers in, immediately matching his pace because you needed to cum. “next one should be halloween themed.” 
“god i love when you talk dirty.” he mutters, making you whimper. 
“dirty fucking girl- what do you want chucky or myers? or maybe ghostface so we can have another excuse to roleplay.” he suggests and you quickly nod. 
“maybe we can use knives again…” you whisper, making him let out a loud moan. 
“maybe i’ll be the one in costume and hold a knife to your neck….” you purr and he feels his lower abdomen reacting. 
“fuck baby i’m close.” he mutters and you quickly pump your fingers harder. 
“you’d like that feeling of my knife pressed against you, wouldn’t you baby? just draw a little bit of blood, afterall your favorite color is red…” you murmur, making him absolutely lose it. 
“i would- fuck i’d fucking love it- fuck- god i need it so bad baby please-“ he pleased and it brought you closer to the edge. 
that feeling in your stomach that came too often, one that was usually caused by him. technically it still counts but you wished he was there. 
“we’re doing this as soon as you’re home- hell maybe i’m in the closet in that motel you’re in…” you say in a low voice, hoping to scare him for a second at least. 
as soon as those words came out of your mouth, he let out the hottest mixture of moans and grunts. his load spilled out even more than usual and some even landed on to his chest, hell almost reaching his mouth. 
your body quickly followed suit, the sounds coming out of him being enough for your entire body to shake as your orgasm hit you harder than it has by your own fingers. 
he quickly murmured sweet praises to you as you rode your high and you nearly let go of your phone. your body was shaking and you only wished he was there to hold you but hearing his voice was able to calm you down.
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