#it's a love story [vanessa]

[chloesimaginationthings]

Death looms over Vanny's shoulder in FNAF..

[pierppasolini]

Woman in Love: A Story of Madame Bovary (1978) // dir. Kemal Horulu

[amourrapunzel]

van stupidly singing this to tai and jokingly proposing with a leaf and stick made ring

[transzodiacdogmom]

i am being so fucking normal about this oh my god vanessa's coming back in fnaf 2 good fucking god yes i win i won lets go.

most people assume this is a flashback scene, which yeah very well could be, but good lord I NEED hallucination Afton. I need Vanessa to be reeling from finally standing against her father and it's effects its having on her head. I need her to constantly see Afton in her head belittling her, being angry with her. Ultimately breaking her down till she's molded to become just like him, and dawns the Vanny persona. i need this. after vanny's uselessness in the game i fucking beg blumhouse to let Vanessa become vanny in the movies and actually do something interesting with it. elizabeth lail is so perfect as vanessa.

but even if this is a flashback scene holy shit i'm still so eEXCITED BECAUSE THEY ALLL LOOK SO GOOD. THEY HAVE MATTHEW WEARING A PURPLE SHIRT ITS ALL I ASKED FOR IS FOR THEM TO GIVE HIM SOMETHING PURPLE TO WEAR. i mean it looks purple to me, like a very dark purple. BUT VANESSA IS SO CUTE I AM BEING SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS I LOVE WOMEN.

(btw the image is from Dawko. but i don't wanna link to the bird app so here's an alternative)

[stheresya]

Forgive me, I'm not myself. You have no idea how I fight this thing. But it is... adamantine.

Penny Dreadful (2014-2016) // The Lady of the House of Love - Angela Carter

[connecting-the-stars]

But In the End, We Stay the Same

Matt, Fisk, and Frank:

Spoilers for DDBA ep 4

Matt walking through an entirely different apartment. Fisk refusing to dawn his white suit. And Frank? Frank is setup in a filthy, half-haphazardly thrown together base of operations that is a striking mirror to the first base we see him in from Netflix Daredevil season 2.

Character introductions really set the tone for where their arcs may take them. Very interesting how they have painted each of these characters this season.

Of course, I am not blind to the criticism and where the cracks show from the creative overhaul, but I already viewed the show coming in as… well different. A “new era” both due to the gap in time since we’ve seen these wonderful characters, in real life and in universe, and due to Disney’s influence. I’m not one to focus a lot on time/age but the era when DD season one premiered was a year after Captain America: Winter soldier. This was years before Endgame and the Global Pandemic, the impact of such events are felt in the fictional universe and real world. I am a true believer in rewatch value from my multiple rewatches of Netflix’s Daredevil, but I also acknowledge that there will be elements lost, left in that era of film making and studio management. The colors and the certain level of grim are noticeably absent, when you see characters fall through several floors and they cough up dust/debris. The certain spark found in much of the dialogue of season 1 really is incredibly difficult to replicate.

Despite the places where “season 4” falls short, I can absolutely appreciate the dedication of the actors and actresses, returning and new. While I am comforted and reassured by Karen’s confirmed involvement in season 2, I appreciate Kristin’s and Cherry’s performances as they bar Matt into this new… stage of his life. Of being a full time lawyer and keeping his fists mostly unstained. Fisk’s new environment is half hilarious and half ominous as ever. Watching him stumble through politics and its niceties, and his uneasy speeches are relatively unexplored in Netflix’s series, forced into throne he has to keep his best face on for, rather than crushing skulls. Compared to his handful of appearances in the public being executed in precise manner that always had an end goal, for example, provoking Matt after the murder of Ms. Cardenas. Furthermore, with Vanessa’s distance and unfamiliar distrust. I am eagerly looking forward to Fisk’s manipulation in his mayorship as well as Vanessa’s standing in her business with her ever loving husband. The side characters playing off Fisk, have been given parts that challenge Fisk into different ways, which is much appreciated as he navigates being a truly public political figure.

Matt standing dead eyed in front of his window, right after the reshoot with Foggy’s death. Man, knew something was different. Like are you not crashing out and living out of a basement rn because….? I know that he only received medical attention after the finale of Defenders because he was in a Coma, how is the King of Guilt, Self Destructive Murdock not crawling out of dumpsters again? (Crit: where is queen of sass Sister Maggie?)

But it is fascinating watching this Matt Murdock listen to a nice record player and cook his own meals and walk like he isn’t living in the Bad Ending timeline. The quiet despair washing over him every time he reaches for Foggy’s prayer card. My dread as I realize he takes a piece of Foggy with him everywhere. The idea that Matt has lost faith in Daredevil, this utter stab to the heart proof that he Failed as daredevil, that he was not enough to save his best friend. Every which way you look at Matt and Foggy’s relationship, they are each other’s person. College, first internship, first official business. Matt of course sees this as his fault, that guilt clinging to him like a bad cold. Eats him (in the words of Castle), tears him up to the point he refuses to allow himself to enter a church. The sermon mention a person’s worthiness. Point blank. The fact that he no longer lives in Hell’s Kitchen is major flag of Distress (avoiding Sister Maggie who could talk at least some sense, some kindness to him, the absence of the church he visited so often in the Netflix show). Thus, refusing consolation of faith, of worthiness to be daredevil, Matt clutches twice as hard as ever to the Judicial system. To the part of his life and faith he shared with Foggy, where they promised each other they would do good. The abrupt introduction of Cherry and Kristin apparently filling said places of Karen and Foggy by Matt’s side is jarring as much as it is telling. While Kristin is a comic book character brought into this series, the knowledge of her and connection built with her so far is minimal, when set besides how much of Karen’s development we saw in season 1 of Netflix series. Similar to Cherry’s role being a mix of Ben Uriah and “Foggy” in essence. (I say very lightly. No one will compare to our Foggy.) Cherry’s reminders to Matt of the reality of the system and praising his efforts of being a Good Lawyer, mirroring in a way to Foggy’s constant mission to ground Matt when his head is in his ass. Heather also being pulled from the comics is quite interesting as I had no thoughts of who would be Matt’s love interest, though her being wedged between Vanessa, Fisk, and possibly Muse is not a good sign for her. New apartment, new firm, new co-workers but he cannot outrun grief. It will catch him.

(I know the lack of Karen is mostly due to the overhaul, but the fact that he does not have her to rely on currently also pushes this unresolved/unaddressed grief. The one person who also endured losing Foggy)

The time-skip is certianly something I’m intrigued by. Where it plays in the current story, and the pieces of Matt and Karen’s grief that are unexplored. Wonder if it had been inserted due to the creative overhaul?

Fisk and Matt’s parallel stories this session have been done quite well. While there was a particular balance the Netflix series formed for telling both their stories, I find giving more time to Fisk’s arc strengthens how well these characters are as narrative foils of each other. Fisk arriving this season through a slow flip of the camera, setting the city on its head and picking through a meager breakfast and his tense reunion with Vanessa, while Matt ghosts around his apartment before reaching for Foggy’s prayer card to leave. Both characters are damaged, pieces of themselves lost. While I have not watched Echo, the psychological damage done to Fisk appears to have followed him into Born Again. His confidence seemed to be shaken and his lack of support from Vanessa further pushes him towards stress. Matt facing Bullseye without Karen beforehand, the brief strained conversation with Karen afterwards. While Kristin does tell the audience that Matt needs someone in his life, that he needs a win, it is clearly seen how destitute he is when Fisk announces his mayoral campaign and he sits idle as his food burns behind him. Both Fisk and Matt turning to different ways to get by, to proceed to their goals, by refusing their “darker halves.”

This refusal to indulge in a part of who they are will double the pressure, suffocating until they can no longer stand it. Matt faced with the consequences of revealing Hector’s vigilante identity and the injustice of his murder, of being forced to face the grief and righteous anger of his niece. “No one will do anything about it!” As well as his extremely emotionally intense encounter with Frank. Fisk squaring away first steps of many in political action and faced against the failure of Daniel, then pecking through yet another modest meal. That is until episode 4’s reveal. Indulging in that carb heavy and seasoning rich meal for a king, paired swimmingly with a tortured soul’s pleas. That power, that desire for absolute authority, never truly left Fisk. Most likely never will. Then Matt scaling the roof’s ladder to his pristine collection of cowls, hand already reaching for his billy club. Their darker halves never left them, refused and placated for a time, but never not in the corner waiting for them.

Frank. Haha. Frank is great, let him take a few verbal swings at the Devil of Hell’s Kitchen and he can work out more than his therapist girlfriend. Matt really is not coping, not processing. Cannot tell most people in his life everything, why he feels so responsible for the death of Foggy, for failing him. Best keep his name out of his mouth, because it’s not about him, right? Frank sitting in this grief of losing people who meant Everything to him, and recognizing that pain and stifled rage in Matt. When he retaliates, apologies and curses falling immediately afterwards, Frank does not accept it. Knows that his Darker Half is apart of him, is apart of his grief and pain. Being Daredevil, that righteousness and ruthlessness fueled him. Losing his dad to the criminal underground that got away unscathed, that injustice and lack of closure. Acting as that immovable object to villains unstoppable force. If it’s him or these innocent people behind him? Matt’s stepping to the plate everytime. Even when he attempted, he prioritized saving the victims. Frank is taking out people he deems worthy of the death penalty, Frank is “by any means necessary.” Frank’s grief, the Punisher is a part of him, of course he is going to see Matt’s grief as part of Daredevil. “You lose him. Didn’t you red? You hear him don’t you?”

Frank started out as a corpse on mission for vengeance. He got the people who took his family. He spends his efforts to end the threats permanently. Startling similar to how we first met him.

Matt and Fisk have denied themselves from fully indulging, allowing themselves to lean into their Darker Halves. However, after the events of episode 4, that is clearly going to change. I hope it does in the most explosive way possible.

All of this started from listening to Mother Mother’s - Try to Change

[vannyisinsanity]

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1. Intro:

Hiii!!! - I am a cis woman (she/her) in my late 20s who is a Terrifier enthusiast. I am bisexual with a preference for women, and I am diagnosed autistic/adhd +. (I wont be yappin much about this as it gets exhausting to restrict my humanness to labels of any kind.)

This blog is multi-fandom/selfship/yumeship primarily with Sienna Shaw from the Terrifier series. I started self shipping myself with her during Terrifier 3, but I will from time to time reblog some stuff from Terrifier 1 + 2. I also self ship with my other fictional crushes, though not as much. This is a NSFW blog, so please be 18+. Mostly this is just a chill safe space for me to gush mainly about my yandere women boyfriends and occasionally my baby boy wives. I also ship Ronance (Robin x Nancy from ST) and Zadison (Zoe x Madison from AHS) - I might occasionally post about them.

This is also a safe space for all of MY hyperfixations. I do not like pro/anti discourse and I do not exist to appease you and your tastes or opinions. If you don’t like that, don’t interact. I won’t list all my fandoms, but I enjoy many video games, shows, movies, animes, mangas, horror/gore, fantasy, and science fiction medias. Fiction is often my way to cope and express myself so be mindful of that while interacting with me.

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2. About me:

I like the 80s, anime, writing, making music, oil painting, thrifting, dark room + analog photography, and drawing expressionism + surrealism portraits. I have a weird obsession with clowns. I play a lot of Overwatch, Fortnite, Phasmophobia, Pokemon, and Stardew Valley (I play other things but I play a lot of those). My favorite author is Iain M Banks (I have the entire culture series collection), and my favorite book genre is sci-fi, though I also enjoy horror, poetry, classics, memoirs, mangas, and theology. I am bias to female solo artists like Halsey, Grimes, Lady Gaga, Lana Del Rey, but I also love 80s, witch house, and necrotrap. I enjoy horror franchises like American Horror Story, FNAF, Terrifier, and Halloween. I love Attack on Titan and I am currently collecting the manga box sets. I also enjoy Game of Thrones, but hate what they did to Daenerys. :,) (I will grieve forever). Thai girls love dramas are also cool :3

I love love love clowns, and if you can’t tell, i’m pretty bias to villains (and or) mentally ill characters. Of course I studied psychology as a result -.- …

Moreover, anything that I post about is fiction. I am not listing all of my ideologies here either, but just know that I believe that everyone deserves freedom, acceptance, peace, and lack of violence/bullying - even the people you don’t like. That being said, I DO NOT agree with any real harm towards others, especially children and animals. Keep that far away from me. Other than that, I have no dni. It’s your life, you do what you want with it. Oh and by the way, I know these mfs aren’t real - that’s the point. Don’t be weird or make this distressing for me.

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3. About my self insert (Sunny Joy Clover):

(Warning, Terrifier [1,2,3] spoilers ahead)

Lore:

T1. - Sunny (my Terrifier s/i) grew up on an affluent farm with her loving mother and her controlling father. In an attempt to get away from familial dysfunction, Sunny's mom moved them to the suburbs. Sunny's mom befriended Sienna's canon aunt Jess Shaw a year after moving to the suburbs (much to her dad's dismay), as he heard about the "trouble" that the Shaw family brings. The move happened the year before Art became active in the area in movie 1. Sienna and Sunny first meet that summer before Art begins to terrorize Sienna. Timeline wise, think of this as the Terrifier 1, before we meet Sienna on screen in the 2nd movie. They spend a bit of time here and there hanging out, but not much. Sunny is mostly seen as a family "friend".

T2. - By the 2nd Terrifier movie, Sunny begins babysitting Sienna's younger cousin Gabby for some extra money. It's that summer that Sienna and Sunny grow even closer. That is until Sienna is sent to a psychiatric hospital (cannon) towards the end of the second movie. She's there for 5 years, until the T3 movie. During that time away, Sunny writes to her for years. In between releases, they tend to hang out and share deep talks. Sienna grows semi-affectionate towards Sunny, as she's the only one that really listens to her. Sienna also sends Sunny these drawings from her sketchbook and entries from her diary. However, Sunny stops writing back just before her 18th birthday. Leading up to this, Sunny is the only one that takes the time to try and understand Sienna. She spends a lot more time with her than the other people in her life who genuinely seem disinterest and "burdened" by her problems.

T3. - Five years later during Terrifier 3 (canon time jump), Sunny's 18th birthday approaches. Sienna is excited because it's the first birthday in a long time that they get to spend together. However, Sunny mysteriously disappears into the hell pit, where she later finds Gabby (who canonically disappears in the hell pit at the end of T3.) Sienna feels sad about Sunny's absence, and assumes she must be better off without her (heartbreaking.)

T4. (TBD) - In the 4th movie (yet to be released), I assume Sienna at least rescues Gabby. However, she also finds Sunny - with nobody having any idea why she was wanted down there in the first place (to be continued.) If they kill my man, I will riot !!!

Family Background: Her mother is named Garden Jane Clover and her father's name is Rain Walter Clover. She has a younger brother named Cloudy who died on Easter Sunday when he was 4 because he drowned - in relation to me irl, this is symbolic of the trauma l began to experience around 3-4, although not written in an entirely personal way. It is written in a way that is expressed through the character in her own original way. Like me, however, this impacts how she relates to love and intimacy. It affects how she makes friends and trusts others moving forward.)

Both Sunny and Sienna can relate to one another, and Sienna deeply understands just how significant taking things slow with Sunny is. She wants to be the one person who doesn't hurt her or judge her for showing up how she is. She'd never leave Sunny the way other people have.

Sunny wouldn't push Sienna away because she shuts down. Sienna would encourage Sunny to let go of those who hurt her, and in return Sunny would teach Sienna how to hold onto what truly matters without sacrificing herself.

Likes: Music, pink, baby blue, yellow, legos, Peter Pan, pirate ships, circuses, victorian dresses, blue jean 90s overalls, bunnies, duckling (pet named Tulip), picnics, tea parties, Alice in Wonderland, horror movies, balloons (especially the orange and purple ones), animatronics like FNAF/Chuck-E-Cheese (idk why but this makes sense), spiders, gummy worms, rainbows, the 4th of july and halloween, clowns, butterflies, stuffed animals, The Sound of Music movie, baking fresh cookies.

Dislikes: Rain, winter (but likes Christmas), fear of water (often seen in a rain coat just in case), sports, ice cream, eating meat, snow, anything that can melt, the color grey, concerts, lady bugs, popcorn ("prefer jelly beans and potato chips during a movie"), rollercoasters, busy cities.

Appearance: Literally me lol - but think lots of clown core/kid core aesthetics. I try to make us very similar, but different enough to be able to insert her into the Terrifier universe comfortably. I like bringing my character to life and writing little quirks that make her “her”.

Current AUs in the works here

Stranger Things AU promo here

^ veeeerrrryyy [clownkisser🤡💋] coded. ~

probably somewhere cleaning my really brave girlfriend’s wounds.——————————————————————————————————

4. List of my (Current) F/O + crushes:

Ultimate/Primary (non sharing):

- Sienna Shaw - Terrifier 3

^ I am completely non sharing with Sienna

No doubles on this one, I beg of you. I will block doubles or AU(s) + fic(s) authors that conflict with mine. I write what I write for the prioritization of myself and my own comfort/expression.

This by no means is me trying to discourage writers and artists from creating original works. I am anti-censorship and encourage you to creatively engage with the media(s) you like. I know I do not own the franchise. However, I’m also not sacrificing my safe space by entertaining conflicting pieces of fiction over my blorbo. Goodbye.

Ship name Clown Kisser -> tag = clownkisser🤡💋

Crushes: (sharing 90% of the time, honestly?):

- Brooke Thompson - American Horror Story 1984

- Villanelle - Killing Eve

- Vanessa/Vanny - Five Nights at Freddy’s

- Love Quinn - YOU

- Michael Myers - Halloween

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5. Comfort Characters:

My 3 favorite non romantic characters are Geronimo Stilton, Bojack Horseman, and Jake from Adventure Time.

I do not ship myself with them, but I have a sickly obsession with them that makes my heart go boom boom boom. They mean so so so so so much to me, the goobers. Look at the mouse in space. Look at the feminist horse. Would you just look at the puppy with a sandwich !!! <3 All of them …..? may be alcoholics…

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6. Sienna Shaw (my man, my man, my man):

List of Sienna canon interests

List of Sienna head canons (I will add as I go)

Also, both me (like actually me) and Sienna have experienced extreme grief. I am drawn to her so much because she has tragically lost her family in her teen/early adults years, as have I. If you’re interested in my very personal grief analysis:

Here is part 1

Here is part 2

Anyways, I love love love my fictional girlfriend who I touch like my boyfriend to da moon and back. If you don’t like horror/gore, complex characters, villains, or anti-censorship - then this blog isn’t for you, and that is okay <3

LOOK AT MY BEAUTIFUL GIRL BOYFRIEND -

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7. Outro:

^ Currently blasting this while kicking my feet in the air giggling over my fictional lover who has anger issues and deep rooted traumas.

PSA - Please feel free to be my mutual/friend. I’m super nice and I really love to talk with & see other self shippers with their F/O(s) !!! Ship & let ship. x ~

- Sunshine ☀️ xoxo

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[shiningstarr15]

Reassembled is a year old today!!

I made this little art piece to celebrate the story so far. We’re in the middle of act 2 right now and a LOT has happened. Let me give a rundown of what’s going on in the drawing for the non readers :3

-why is Vanessa in her guard outfit? Pizzaplex is still open, and somehow she didn’t get fired. She’s not the chief but the one in charge HATES her and thinks she’s just a “privileged little princess” (he’s an asshole)

-Gregory’s outfit? Vanessa rummaged through lost and found, grabbed pieces and brought them back so he’d have more than one outfit and she wouldn’t have to keep cleaning it lol

-full body Freddy? Vanessa fixed him up, wrangled an endo and chopped its head off (happened off screen) and painted Freddy herself to surprise Gregory and as an apology for crossing his boundary

-the fist bump- Gregory wouldn’t even come NEAR Vanessa at first, let alone make contact, bc of her behavior towards him in sb. The best he would do at first is few seconds of touch, the fist bump being their primary source of contact

-the loveseat- Vanessa’s whack ass couch that she insists she can fit on (spoiler alert, she cannot)

-vanny mask? She went back to the plex before it reopened and retrieved the whole outfit so she wouldn’t get caught. She ended up keeping it as a kinda form of self punishment (blames herself bc Vanny came from her own intrusive thoughts)

-car battery- Freddy’s charging source, Vanessa managed to power him back on and he uses it as the main battery now

-animal crackers- Greg wanted them but was scared to ask Vanessa. Eventually he did and it helped strengthen their bond

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Genuinely though, thank you for all my readers and supporters. I never expected to get much attention from this but as of this post, Reassembled is sitting at 120+ kudos, 5k hits, 70+ comments, and around 40 subscribers. Thats.. insane to me. So seriously from the bottom of my heart, thank you 🥺💕💕💕💕

[bonobochick]

Max & Ellis in Wild Cards ep 2x10. 😍

[scarycatipillar]

i love yellowjackets so much agagahahag

i love how you can see their spiral into normalising lunacy reflected through how they act around the idea of murder and torture and cannibalism

in the winter they ate jackie because they were past the brink of starvation, that doesn’t justify their actions but it does give context. it makes you side with them. they had no choice

and then there was The Hunt. they knew no deer were gonna be available to kill until atleast the spring so they resort to the only source of comfort they know, The wilderness, and the wilderness invoked the need to chase the prey, but of course none of them want to die so they draw cards and then chase the “Prey”, destined to eat them no matter what

The wilderness chose natalie, until it didnt, which is exactly how the girls justified letting javi die, it was nat or him, and they all loved nat more, so they let him drown to death in freezing water and then carry him back to others, hanging from a branch like he’s just some animal ready to be butchered, which is all they see him as now

both of these cases they had a reason, one more fucked then the other but still, it was a reason to why they ate them

now there’s ben

he was found, bound, put on a mock trial, sentenced to DEATH and was unexpectedly saved so he could be used to get them home, back to normalcy. they slice his achilles and trap him so he can’t run away just like how the wilderness trapped them, and they leave him for weeks, periodic feeding and changings but other than that he’s just a rat in a cage, it drives him suicidal

finally the only girl who has any sense of morality left because she knows what it’s like to be on the chopping block, who actually made a connection with him, who has mercy, fulfills his wish

they aren’t struggling for food anymore, theyre in autumn and have a steady supply of food but still, they butcher his remains and eat them, not out of desperation but out of satisfaction, because that’s what’s normal now, if someone’s dies the rest of the pack eat them, starving or not

but now they’ve been found, but they’ve been found submitting to that primal urge, screaming into the night whilst the a pyre of the man they claimed to be their salvation lay next to them, his head watching them dance, suddenly they remember how wrong all of this is

they killed someone

they ate him

they’ve been found, and god knows what will happen to them if these bird watchers make it back to society and tell the police what they’ve found

that’s not how the wildness is gonna let this go down and they know that, especially since their leader is now the most ruthless one out of the bunch

those bird-watchers aren’t gonna make it out that forest and they have no fucking clue what they have just walked into

wolves can take down anything if the packs big enough, and that’s exactly what these girls are

i’m just so excited to see what will happen when they are found, the pack smaller, and they are now cornered on every side to spill these atrocities they committed in the name of the wilderness

[chloesimaginationthings]

FNAF movie Mike thinks Michael is dumb as hell

[pierppasolini]

Woman in Love: A Story of Madame Bovary (1978) // dir. Kemal Horulu

[puppiesareperfect]

Y’all I’m curious since people have talk about this possibility:

[ghostampire]

I couldn't be any different, considering the characters I grew up on

[puhpandas]

just watched all the way through john fuhnaffs recent theory and like godd he really is cooking he truly is onto something but like. the idea that Cassies dad did all of thos important stuff and is connected to the mimic and built mxes and did all this shit is like. what do Gregory and vanessa even have to do with anything anymore at this point