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There's a post going around that's like "what's the first person you think of when you think of the name David" and i realized mine was your David! Quintessential Davidđ
delighted you thought of him first đ there's so many davids in the wild
#don't mind him he's just flustered someone remembered him#david hammond#thanks for the ask!#i couldn't help but notice your icon also features a david#at least 3 of my favorite characters are named david#it's a blorbo name. at least to me
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tbh hyperfixating on crayons + my old musical hypfixes making a comeback was not what i had in mind for 2025 đł
now i just need 2 get back into doing digital comics.... oh boy. idk i was making a comic every few days this exact time last year but i'm so eepy nowadays ugh :']
#yeah i know nobody follows me for musicals! or at least as far as i know xDD so ive got noone to talk about my blorbos with :((#btw this started with araleyn. And then it snowballed and now we're here in the musical hypfix relapse of the decade#oh well! i'm having fun at least#be more chill#bmc musical#be more chill fanart#bmc fanart#michael mell#christine canigula#michael in the bathroom#oh how ive missed mitb#whats the ship name for michael & christine.... like i ship meremine yeah but mxc just makes sense to me#michael mell x christine canigula#beetlejuice the musical#lydia deetz#beetlejuice fanart#dear evan hansen#deh fanart#kleinsen#kleinsen fanart#they are so interesting to me! i have a deh au brainworm actually. Maybe ill talk abt it someday#heathers#heathers the musical#heathers 1989#chanduke#heathers fanart#oh actually i have ANOTHER heathers au brainworm lmaoo.#i mean tbf you could probably psychoanalyze me based on these ships but dont do that đđź being known is a mortifying ordeal#dustys sketchbook chronicles#new tag yay
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humbly asking for your ocs đď¸âđď¸âđď¸â
I will ALWAYS talk about my silly little Feds i love them so much
Left to right is Anton Pavoz, Necoda "Neko" Micce and Ivia Soares
I'm stickin my info dump below the cut for dash reasons, but their group tag on my blog is "#rvb oc: the clovers" for more of them!!
Officially they're marked down as a fireteam called Clovers, despite not actually being part of a specific squad. The bureaucratic reasoning is that because they're all specialists to some degree, its easier to move them to where they need to be if they don't have to wait for the rest of their squad. The unofficial reason is that no officer wants to pick up the three of them for their squad because supposedly they're bad luck for any squad they officially join, but you can't put superstition on your paperwork. Being a small, 'free floating' fireteam also means they're super easy to grab to work smaller jobs like recon and escort missions, or just to beef up a preexisting squad, so they end up bouncing around between bases a lot, going where they're needed.
Pavoz is a weapons and vehicles specialist, and he gets his heavy artillery qualifications after the Reds are 'killed by the rebels'. He had the training for a while but hadn't taken the actual final test to get the red trimmed armor with everything else going on- thinking Sarge was dead was the final kick in the pants he needed to get it finalized. Both of his parents were in the Federal Army before him, and he used his mom's maiden name when he registered to allow for some distance between them and him. He did get his dad's dogtags after his dad died, despite that distance, so now Anton wears both his own tags and his dad's. He's a pretty quiet guy for the most part, and he likes to draw! As a teenager, he used to sit in the center throughway of the base his father was stationed at on the weekends and just people watch and sketch everyone he could.
Neko is a translation specialist, although he never actually gives the same answer if you ask him exactly how many languages he knows. Sometimes he gives a reasonable, if impressive number, like 5 or 7. Sometimes he just says 'yes' or 'how ever many I want' because he's a little shit like that. He's also a lying liar who lies, which you can imagine isn't be ideal for someone who is supposed to be translating for you, but he mostly keeps his bullshitting limited to answering personal questions, like where he's from, how old is he, why is he such an asshole, etc. You know, for the bit! Neko is always up for a good joke or a prank, although he definitely prefers the kind that are best delivered with a well timed comment and then watching the chaos unfold around him. He's also a regular feature in the gym at whatever base they're currently at- gymnastics, cardio and sparring are his go to workouts, and he's surprisingly flexible to boot!
Ivia is a medic! She was starting in her second semester of college for a degree in zoology and xenobiology when the protests against the Chorusan government escalated and the first whispers of civil war started cropping up in certain circles and she joined the Federal army after her father was killed in what was reported as a rebellion bombing. Her dad's UNSC hoodie that he gave her when she first moved to Armonia for her classes is her most beloved possession now, even if it is way too big for her- it reminds her of when he would take her camping, just the two of them, and she treasures both the memories and the skills she learned on those trips. She tends to be separated the most from the other two Clovers- medical personal are in high demand everywhere on Chorus, and there's a pretty limited supply. She tends to worry a lot about the boys when they're apart, but that high medic demand does keep her distracted at least. When they're together, Ivia keeps the other two from driving each other crazy- just as they keep her grounded with her tendency to get caught up thinking about the bigger picture of cause and effect, and usually overthinking about it in the process.
#rvb#my art#batsy art#rvb oc: the clovers#necoda ânekoâ micce#anton pavoz#ivia soares#TY FOR ASKING ABOUT THEM YAY#IM FLATTERED#theyre my BLORBOS#my dolls my beloveds my little lego guys my barbies my faves#i tried to keep it short n sweet i really did#their personal tags are just their full names#if Ivia seems underdeveloped compared to the boys which is not intentional ijust struggle to summarize her well...#all three of them are 'watch me write an essay about them' to me but the boys can be broken down into the highlights at least#everything w ivia feels like a highlight i love her so much#shes a lesbian she was her daddy's princess and he taught her to be a badass survivalist and shes got anxiety and she cares so so so much <#shes so kickass and thats why she has to be away from the boys sometimes bc it the easiest way to nerf the three of them#i have so much more about all of them too im just trying to not overload anyone with TOO much all at once#i also have other rvb ocs like the wu kiddos and my sangheili i just dont have them worked out quite as solidly as i do the clovers#bc i am playing favorites here as you do#it does help that the clovers like spawned in almost fully formed with dynamics between each other n everything ive just been reinforcing e
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listening to laufey while scrolling pinterest and planning a wedding is a vibe ngl
#im already married to 3+ moots dont look at me#its for my blorbos#blorbos mother actually#vagueposting is hilarious actually i need to do this more often#makaria and thanatos are getting married aw#if i write this its going to be a standalone oneshot thing bc it sadly doesnt fit in the timeline i have atm#jazzys plus one is apollo mueheheheheh#anyway im calling it everyone adores you (at least i do)#from the super adorable song by#matt maltese#fic names are fun lol#im having way too much fun making lore and planning details i prob wont ever do anything with XD#but im happy so its whatever ig :3#jazzy#makaria#thanatos#pinterest#wedding planning#so much crying u guys#i will die if i dont make moodboards#soon i promise#unrelated: can u get married in a butterfly conservatory?
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when a new Blorbo drops and all the girlies go gaga, you'll forever find me scratching my head in disbelief because I can't comprehend any other Blobo but Stephen Strange
#ugh we're in another cycle of#Blorbo of the Moment#he's like in at least half of my feed#so much so I may have to blacklist his name#or at least his character#Stephen Strange#Strangebatch#the only Blorbo for me
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Long time no Bud. Wow the last time I made her a ref was 2018. I experimented some with her pallet. Unsure if I like the profile head but oh well, open mouthed anime inspired profile faces are notoriously hard for a reason.
Sigh. What am I going to do with her.. my writing conundrum workshopping in tags. My tag rant mentions plot related suicide and ableism (in relation to the zombie trope).
#my art#my ocs#ft the irises#tw suicide#tw ableism#sh e the yello one. can you tell she's thematically yellow?#as i don't care about 'spoilers' anymore because i'm doubtful i'll ever get to finish my writing stuff i'll just dump my writing hangup her#i think she's probably about 18 here (physically)#beware the in the tags plot includes suicide and ableism (in relation to the zombie trope)#Bud's voice specifically is tricky.. as Vera (the ghost) left her body (bud) when she was 10.#And vera took all knowledge (memories and words and thoughts) with her when she left.#and bud had to start mentally from scratch after rising from the dead. thus being interpreted as a 'zombie' sort of monster#Vera hatess Bud as hate of the self/ hate of the physical/ hate of the unintelligent (vera is in the wrong here. but she's complicated)#((lol can you tell why vera named herself that haha))#i want her to prompt characters/people to reininvestigate how they think of 'brainless zombie' tropes in relation to ableism but--#but i am doubtful of my writing ability and should probably change what i have going on to something less risky#originally when i was 12 and i first made them all bud was purely a chaotic antagonist. and i have def moved past that#12 yr old me expressing my suicidal idealization by having Vera absolutely hate her old body#and bud (formerly xqi for askew iris in middle/high school) being the body that was rightfully thrown away#but now that i'm past that all.. i need to make bud a character that can actually take up just as much importance as the other 3 irises#do i have the writing skills to do that? who knows.. Bud isn't even a 'main character' the way vera is. should i still try?#even if i never wind up trying and this conundrum stops me forever.. at least these blorbos can live in my head u_u#might delete the tag rant later if i feel self conscious enough about it :/#shrugs profusely#any suggestions are welcome. join me in untangling this gordion knot if u want ashdfhasdfjldf
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Thank you @dying-suffering-french-stalkers for tagging me in this :)
rules: make a poll with five of your all time favorite characters and then tag five people to do the same. See which character is everyone's favorite!
Tagging: @mister-e-muss @rollypoliesonarock @elfje-8 @the-worst-fe-player and whoever else sees this and thinks it would be fun :)
#what's this? mary doing the ask game without taking at least 5-7 business days?!#considering most of yall followed me because xenoblade this will probably skew xenoblade#despite this turning into a final fantasy blog lately whoops#shoutouts to Chrom the og blorbo#also yes i had to google aerith's last name because spelling is my nemesis
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you don't understand how much I felt the slow saline drip of gaining interest in a character, and instead of going, "oooh. interesting. new blorbo?" I instead went, "...really. that guy? oh. oh no."
<- guy with a li tianchen icon ends up blorbofying liu xiao. alas, I have played myself đ
#mine musings#but he won't eclipse cxs. cxs is still my lc blorbo of all time#but i was so surprised how much lx snuck up on me#bc i'm writing a shiguang fic right. i can tell it's gonna be a long one and it's primarily about shiguang facing The Horrors⢠(of course)#and it's non-linear (of course) and i write non-linearly anyway and it's just the kind of story where i *have* to write the endings first#so i was like. okay. i'll write the endings. they'll be my north star. roadmap to shiguang#and then my brain decided: wait. i want to write xiaochen epilogues to this#me (eyes squinting at lx and ltc): ?????????? this fic is not about you???? stop. go away#like it makes *sense* for them to be there. they have roles in the story. but it's like#you know how in the yingdu op lx hijacks the screen to print his english name in red letters#that's literally how it feels writing this fic. lx is hijacking it to have the last word even though he's supposed to#just be in the background scheming or whatever#like. what in the metanarrative experience...! why are you hijacking my fic lx!! this is not about you!!#and yet it kinda does naturally circle back to you in the end?? fuck#and i am!!! so mad!!! like truly!!!! i'm getting so heated just writing these tags lmao#i literally cared about you the least when i checked the hothh pvs so whyyyy are you. climbing the faves list. stop. go away#if i get annoying about lx in the future i apologize in advance#especially next friday#omg i feel like i'll be annoying about it actually bc he's so (gestures hands) vague about everything and i'll be like:#[standing emoji] viewers are gonna misinterpret you lx. and you're letting them#I'M probably misinterpreting you#is this fun for you? i bet you're having fun#ughhh. hell character. shaking him in a glass jar. putting him in the washing machine#microwaving him microwaving him microwaving him
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For the fic prompt explore some third age mannish politics?
Aahhh this is kind of scary BUT about time I tried it I suppose!
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The King was dying.
The murmurs ran through the streets of Osgiliath, pooling in the taverns and the markets, growing dark and foul in the hidden corners of discontent. RĂłmendacil II was two hundred and forty years old, but he had always been a man of great vigour, both bodily and spiritually. There had been some who had hoped he would pass three centuries.
"Do none of them ever read?" Lossiel asked irritably. "This is why Númenor fell. All those ancient kings more obsessed with their own mortality than with the actual business of ruling."
"Keep your voice down," Eldacar implored.
His sister tossed her head. "It is true, is it not? For all their preoccupation with being true-blooded Men of Westernesse, they seem to have learned remarkably little from the Downfall."
"Your scholarship is unparalleled, as always, lady," came a deep voice from behind them. Their father's cousin, Urumacil, made a small, ironic bow.
"Princess," Lossiel corrected pertly. "The correct title for the King's daughter is 'princess'."
"Lossiel," Eldacar muttered. Their father was not yet the King, after all.
But Urumacil merely smiled. "Of course, lady," he said. "If you will excuse us. I wish for a word with your brother."
"It will have to be a very quick word, Lord Urumacil," said Eldacar. "My father will have need of me soon."
"A loyal son indeed," said Urumacil, as Lossiel slipped away to the other side of the busy receiving-room with a last pointed glare. "Your father will be very lucky to have you as his heir."
Eldacar managed a sharp-toothed smile. In his sister's absence he must produce his own well-sharpened claws. "My father values my counsel dearer than gold," he agreed. "But I am not to be only his son, you know; to be Crown Prince is to be loved as a son by all of Gondor. To give my life in the service of my country."
"An admirable ambition," said Urumacil, smiling too, "as long as you are quite certain which country you call your own."
Eldacar had left Rhovanion when he was five years old. Would this never end?
"I daresay," he said mildly, "when the crown of Gondor rests on my head, it will be difficult to forget."
Urumacil bowed again. "Let us not wish for your dear father's passing on this, the very day of his ascension!" he said. "You are, after all, a loyal son."
"Quite," Eldacar said. He was growing bored with the conversation, and also restless. Would his grandfather summon him before the end â his grandfather, who loved his son and heir deeply and had never truly warmed to the wife and children he had brought home to Rhovanion? If he did, would he make some fretful remark about whether or not Eldacar would outlive his father?
"A loyal son," Urumacil repeated, sounding amused. "You are not well acquainted with my own dear Castamir, are you?"
"Not really," said Eldacar, "although I am told he is making quite the name for himself in Pelargir."
"Indeed he is," said Urumacil. "In fifty years or so I have high hopes that he will ascend even to becoming Captain of the Ships."
"Fifty years!" said Eldacar. "Surely, if he is as talented as you say, he might manage it sooner than that."
Urumacil smiled. "Why hurry? We have plenty of time." He looked Eldacar in the eye. "Or, I suppose, most of us do."
#lotr#asks#anon#my fic#eldacar#first time writing about the blorbo!! hopefully I did him justice#spent way too long naming these ocs#anyway I think this is technically politics? or political undercurrents at least#thank you for the prompt! got me out of my first age beleriand comfort zone :)
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Xingqiu slumps onto his desk, defeated. The deadline for a special volume of A Legend of Sword is scarcely three nights away, and yet he still hasnât progressed past the first fight sequence. Every word he pens feels inadequate, his characters are becoming more and more crooked, and the sentences are crawling away from him like silkworms off the pageâone, two, three, four⌠Waitâbut the next arc⌠His valiant unnamed hero will claim a narrow victory against the Tai-Shogunâs cyborg samurai, and thenâand thenâŚ
When Xingqiuâs eyelids flutter open again, the lantern by his window has dimmed considerably. He cannot have dozed off for that long, can he?
At least his father and brother are asleep. It would be best if they never find out about his sleeping schedule.
The shadow of his hand is so sharp against the pages of his lantern-lit draft. Xingqiu traces the ridges of his knuckles, a flickering black silhouette on the page beneath it. From this angle, it almost looks like a dragonâs mouth, one of the Natlan kinds⌠Maybe heâll be able to see one in person somedayâŚ
He should try to finish this chapter, since itâs almost done anyways⌠Oh, but didnât Calx mention something about their alchemy experiments in their last letter? Perhaps they know a potion that could increase his inspiration⌠it wouldnât be too late to ask about it, right?
His eyes shut slowly.
ââqiu. Xingqiu. Hey, bookworm. Arenât you a sorry sight, hm?â Someone is poking his shoulder. He wishes they would stop. He knows that voice. Itâ
ââŚWhâ Hu Tao? Isnât it late? How did you even get in?â Where is she? Xingqiu can only stare blearily in the direction of her voice, strangely disembodied in the pitch-black room.
âThe same way I always do; donât tell me you already forgot? Anyways, there was business at Wuwang Hill tonight. It takes a long time to walk back.â There's rustling, the tap-tap of shoes against the sandalwood floor, and then a crackling of fire as Xingqiu's lantern flickers to life again. It illuminates Xingqiuâs room, his manuscript, and the girl leaning against his desk, idly twirling her hat round her thumb. A smile dances across Hu Taoâs peach blossom eyes, and her merry lips quirk up at the corners, greeting him warmly. Xingqiu is impressed by her liveliness at such an hour; anyone normal would never be in such a good mood in this dead of night. Of course, Hu Tao has never settled for normalcy. And he would be delighted to see her any other time, butâŚ
âHu Tao, I appreciate your visit, but you should head back to Wangsheng. I need to focus, and you should rest too.â Xingqiu straightens in his chair, and immediately grimacesâhis back is aching. Hu Taoâs eyes narrow, and Xingqiu resigns himself. Heâs never been able to hide much from her: not his double standards, his avoidance, his fatigue.
âYouâve been in this slump for at least a week, and youâre still putting on a brave face? Itâs unbecoming for a chivalric hero to refuse help in dire straits, Xingqiu.â Hu Taoâs voice is rarely so serious, and Xingqiu can feel her studying him, her gaze quietly burning. He looks away. When had she become so adept at instilling that indescribable feeling of shame-guilt in him?
âHow long have you been working on this dialogue? You know, inspiration wonât strike you like a lightning bolt in this dead of night, or it wouldâve already.â
âIââ Xingqiu looks back at the draft. The last sentence trails off illegibly, and there are ink splatters all over the pageâit seems his brush control is no better with less sleep. He sighs.
âAiya⌠look at you, already so despondent. Isnât your deadline still three midnights away? Come on, youâre already turning into a dull and uninspired young master. If you go on like this, soon I wonât have anyone to trade verses with anymore.â
âHey! Iâm not becoming dull or uninspired! I just⌠I just need a bit more time.â Yeah, thatâs it. He just needs to get used to the flow of his story again. After all, thereâs never been another way out, has there?
âHm. Whatever you say, young master. Listen, let me tell you about the hanged ghost mystery that cropped up a week ago; itâll send chills down your spine for sure. I guarantee it would make for an incredible plot point!â Thereâs a warm lilt in Hu Taoâs voiceâa rare teasing fondness that makes Xingqiu raise his head. She is looking at him expectantly, eyes alight with the promise of a good story, words waiting to spill from her lips like the sweet melody of just-ready rice wine.
Really, this girl. Itâs scary how much she understands him.
âOh? Then, if it pleases Master Hu to continue, my attention is all hers.â
âââ
notes: i have no idea how hu tao could get into his room tbh i just accept she's better at being a prankster than i am lmao. peach blossom eyes does not just refer to hu tao's pupils, it's an eye shape classification! i thought it fits her <3 (putting this note here since I already described it like that 2x) also just imagine that xingqiu usually has relatively fast reflexes but he's eepy and tired so he isn't as alert against intruders. also, smiles serenely. they could be each other's muses and inspirations (high honor). this is rlly just xingqiu going through The Horrors (writers block) but i hope it's decent i love him dearly. i dont actually know if hu tao was written that well tbh something about writing in limited perspective kinda fucks me up idk. the more i look at this the more things i find wrong with it but i need to be free from it now or it's never getting done
also this is irrelevant to this snippet but i choose to believe in shit eyesight xingqiu who got the teyvat equivalent of contacts and/or lasik eye surgery. he would've needed glasses but he doesn't want to look like an Old Man!!!! (baizhu: ._. )
#hoyo when will i see him/them again..... in my xqht maining era (< in terms of blorbo meter as well as gameplay)#WHEN WILL I SEE FANART OF THEM AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP im so ill#you should absolutely read this as xq slumped on his desk with white rectangle eyes and a little ghost spirit xq hanging out of his mouth#and the bg has those manga lines of doom and despair behind him#he's so me when im trying to finish my hw the night its due btw. and me using up my one remaining braincell to get out of writers block!!!!#xingqiu#hu tao#teyvat thoughts#genshin impact#plum blossom bookmark#SOOOOOOOO dead about this actually when will i see my son and my daughter in someone elses stuff....... whennnnnnn i can't subsist#on crumbs forever sigh. is it time to crawl thru ao3? is it?#irrelevant but also i was holding myself back from saying 'that's so crazy' at least thrice in the notes. ily author boy go write ur#weeb scifi novel i will support the next volume wholeheartedly (ht will support the next volume with teasing and critique)#also i want to shake genshin because what do you MEAN part of the chinese title was xq's old pen name before they changed it#his self insert novel doing numbers /JJJJJJJJJ
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anyway scenes finished 7/100 let's hope this set doesn't take the next nine years lmao
#talkin' malarky#scene count#<- official tracking tag watch me forget. I'm probably just gonna reblog this anyway but hey. it's the thought right#I'm not sure if stopping at 100 was intentional or not bc there are many more mav scenes that are not on the sheet#but this gives me a certain pleasing symmetry so#I do not think this lot will take nine years bc I'm far more intentionally focused this time#honestly I can probably wipe out a lot of them in nov#but hey we're gonna keep a public count now ig?#will I name them. uh. maybe?#I'm v definitely stalling before I have to go to work#I got ready too early lmao#my flatmate has still not got out of bed. I have heard many alarms#we are uhhhh not the same#back to topic. my tracking list is at least five every two months but I have just slipped another into the july/august set#bc that mav scene was so short to finish so#also the sept/oct set will include two presents by necessity#god I love how much longer the tags end up being opposed to the actual post lmao#I have a lot to mutter and nothing to say#mav def has the most of the scenes because they are blorbo of the year don'tcha know
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Re: prev post. I realized while writing that that the dynamic I was describing in it is pretty similar to my one oc shipâs dynamic, so I wanted to write a bit about them as well I guess to kinda expand upon the dynamic I was discussing, in a different context.Â
Rßà and Noir, if you were to meet them now, it would be impossible to ever imagine them being anything other than the best of friends. They function like a well oiled machine, they work together perfectly. But when they first met? That description couldn't be any farther from the truth. They did not care for each other, yet they were still drawn to each other. Rßà was incredibly standoffish, a loner, and extremely self serving. Noir was a fresh, friendly, desperate for praise and approval, rookie, a puppy almost. Noir desperately wanted Rßà â attention, all for herself; Rßà was her cool, older, intimidating superior, Noir, her fresh-eyed, sociable subordinate. So she would pester Rßà constantly, constantly outside of working hours, and Rßà would always give her this look of disdain, disgust even. Theyâd function together at work begrudgingly, but instantly snap back to their seemingly unrequited dynamic as soon as they werenât together in a professional context.Â
For Rßà to have this rich, absolute pedigree of a girl constantly begging for her attention was extremely rewarding. Itâs not that Rßà didn't have girls after her attention before, but back then, it was usually momentary and she gave it rather willingly. But hereâs a girl pursuing her even when she's acting her absolute worst. Usually people would leave her when they saw this side of her, and realized she was no fun outside of bed. Not that she minded, she was fine on her own, better even. Thatâs what she tells herself. Anyways, she found Noir to be extremely annoying, but her puppylike behavior was almost cute, almost appealing. There was something about being able to be herself, put up no front, and yet Noir would still be there, desperate for Rßà to even glance at her.Â
For Noir, well, she has never experienced this in her life. Sheâs a pretty girl from a prestigious family, and up to this point, everyone around her was always desperate for her attention. Not Rßà though. Thereâs also this whole element of Noir being a wolf(a very pedigree, honored, noble species) whereas Rßà is just a dog(basically the underclass on the planet to some degree, seen as usually being submissive to a fault.) Yet here Noir is, begging greedily for the attention of one stereotypically considered lesser for her. Showing her soft belly to the one who is usually expected to unequivocally do the same. Thereâs so much imbalance in their dynamic(species, class, power structure in their job, etc) but Noir seems to defy all the conventions. One in her place would probably rankle at being subordinate to a dog. Yet, Noir wants to be submissive for said dog, wants to serve her to the best of her ability. Again for RĂźĂ, to have this aristocrat, this wolf, beg for her attention in this docile way is an absolute ego boost. Even if she finds her attention seeking behavior irritatingâŚshe canât say she HATES it. Noir obviously likes Rßà a fair bit, but at the same time is extremely aware of RĂźĂâ bad traits, but again, it makes her all the more appealing. Even though she feels pretty aggrieved that Rßà isnât just falling head over heels when even just getting to talk to Noir, she appreciates the challenge, she likes to solve issues.Â
Itâs this mix of having both negative traits in common, but also being able to see past the negative traits they donât even share. Yes, Noir can be a nuisance, but sheâs also being a nuisance specifically to get RĂźĂâ attention. Yes, Rßà ignoring her can be immensely frustrating, but even when she gives in just a bit, itâs extremely rewarding. They are both selfish people who canât contain their ego, and constantly butt heads. But guess what? Theyâre never going to get fed up with each other, because they know the other understands that about them. Theyâll argue, but they wonât feel alienated or offended like another person might. And donât even get me started about their shared bloodthirstiness, their libidos. They match each other in ways others might find extremely off-putting, but they can rely on each other in basically every way. Also, to call back to the whole species thing. They are a wolf who wants to be submissive and a dog who wants to lead and control. Quite the odd couple. Noir has a lot of trouble restraining herself, Rßà keeps her in line. Rßà wonât judge her for it, she actually revels in it, having such a powerful woman practically collared, and on her leash. Rßà at that point, and through the rest of their relationship, is on the track to becoming powerful. But sheâs always gonna feel that imbalance because of how, and where she was raised. So having such tangible evidence that she does have power and influence is significant to her. But yeah, there really is something about a dog holding the leash of a wolf(it almost makes me wanna make Rßà shorter sometimes, but it feels wrong AGH)
Side note. I have a lot of random drawing/writing ideas for them but I'll describe to you one of my absolute favorites. I love imagining Rßà one day, in a bad mood, feeling fed up with Noir. So when Noir comes to pester her, she absolutely snaps at her, saying something like, âYou're no purebred wolf, you're just an untrained mutt. â Noir stares at her wide-eyed, face turning red, before rushing off, mumbling âSorry, I have to go.â Rßà snaps out of her bad mood, actually worrying for once if sheâs crossed a line in their dynamic, if she actually offended Noir. Meanwhile Noir is pressed up against some wall, biting her hand, panting, out of breath, dying out of arousal, thinking: [New Kink Unlocked: Degradation]
Also itâs funny because they have a third person in their little unit, Seren. But Seren is from a different planet, AND is a pretty meek, selfless person. So she adores and trusts Rßà and Noir deeply, but also does not remotely understand their dynamic. Sheâs involved tangentially, and is important to them as well, but also often has to just sit and smile politely, and think internally, âwow these guys are on a different level.â I sometimes feel bad cause it feels like a trio thatâs actually just a duo but, I think Seren is fine with the setup. Maybe they try to involve her in their dynamic and sheâs like, no no, itâs fine!! Lmao Iâm saying this so ambiguously, but it makes sense to me. Just kinda difficult to explain the boundaries of their different relationships, because theyâre all pretty unique. But yeah, Seren is happy to be involved with them, but also just. Is okay with not really having a complete grasp on the complexity of their dynamic. She likes them as people, and is okay to look past their bad traits, but not wholeheartedly accept and embrace them like they do with each other. This doesnât make her relationship(s) with them lesser, just different. I think itâs also good for them to have this person who can offer an outside perspective and steer the course a bit so they donât go too far. I do though love her different planet perspective, where theyâre both just, foreign, to her, so she canât ever really understand the whole species nuance. Itâs good for her specifically to be the third person in their trio though, because it means she doesnât really complicate the whole interspecies strife, to them, sheâs just: Seren.Â
Anyways. They arenât even the main ship LOL, not even Noirâs main ship. Itâs complicated. I kinda go back and forth between the two main ships because I like both of them. So maybe Iâll write about the other one like this sometime, it has the same kind of âappreciating the badâ but in a different way. But yeah I wanted to talk about them today, they make me feel so devious, I love them!! This was very self indulgent, but Iâm posting it cause, why not :D Maybe itâll give a good look into my psychology and why I write sebnando the way I do. My ships affect my ocs, and my ocs affect my ships.
#oc rambling on main. yeah.#I WANNA TALK ABT THEMMM#even if it makes little sense to anyone but me#just feeling very blorboful#i wrote so much stuff tonight sdjksld im happy#catie.rambling.txt#i cant remember if i had a tag for my ocs#bit of a shame if i dont but i dont wanna look lmao#well at least i have their ship name#rĂźnoir
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Sometimes I have art ideas but I don't have the time (or the skills) to realise them yet so I quickly sketch them in my sketchbook. This one is from a few months back, of my OC Spartha looking at the night sky with both moons visible I rarely share this kind of sketch because they're pretty crappy (there's no thoughts about values, or perspective, or composition, just the bare idea), but I probably won't be able to draw it properly for a while, and also I kinda want to talk a bit about my worldbuilding
There are two moons in that world; that's a truth no one would deny (except maybe a little fringe of conspiracy theorists claiming it's "actually a city floating up in the sky" or whatever bullshit. No world is safe from this kind of people) One is smaller than the other, and cycles more slowly in the sky (around the same size and cycle as our own moon on Earth): this one is the one reffered to as the Old Moon. The bigger and faster one is the Young Moon: its cycle takes 21 days to complete. The Young Moon is actually smaller than the Old Moon, but it's a lot closer to the planet, making it look bigger. And while the world currently lacks telescopes performant enough to tell what exactly it's made of, its surface looks a lot different to the Old Moon as well
Interestingly, every culture and place has separate creation myths for each of the Moons: they're never created together, and the bigger one is always the second one to appear, hence why it's called the Young Moon. Its rise to the sky is also always linked to the oncoming of calamities and monsters
Many scholars think it means the Young Moon was formed long after the Old Moon, at a time when sentient species were already forming communities or maybe even civilisations, and related the story in ther myths. None of them, however, has any idea how or why a second moon suddenly appeared
#sketches#original art#original story#my blorbos from my shows#Songs Project#Songs Project lore#worldbuilding#me: 'Oh no I aready packed my tablet! how will be able to sign this sketch?'#also me : *quickly shoves a bit of paper with my @ on it in a corner*#and no the moons don't have proper names yet#I'llneed to come up with a few couple of different names at least for the most common languages in the setting#and the places the characters visit
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Learning dynamic poses with Lady Irene, she's sooo pretty I gotta do her justice, I'm leveling up my drawing skills just for her, she needs dynamic poses so I can show how awesome she is with her weapon-- I mean umbrella.
#aria rants#ive never drawn much poses at all and ngl i did know its about time i learn how to do dynamic poses#just didnt think the one thatd get me motivated to practice on it is a character in a book within a game like--#id at least expected my other blorbos to help with this but no. its a faceless character with only a name. its lady irene helping me#i think it also helps a lot that im not worrying much bout details since isat is monochrome so i can just go fuck it we ball#and well tbf am drawing her also after figuring out what i wanna do more for my style which is just sharp lines but with#a softness to it which fits with lady irene. i can do sharp lines on her body and other details but do soft rounded lines on#her dress and hair and it actually is helping A LOT for my art like-- the power of being obsessed with a character is insane#and this is a character that has no appearance too like im doing all this-- designing her an appearance-- cuz i just love her so much
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late night again, you know what that means!! [starts openly weeping about the skills]
#little brain guys who i can't stop thinking about. my god. i have to start crying now (positive)#they make me so happy... i love imagining them in scenarios... everytime i see them in fanart peeking over harry's shoulder or like#they speak a single line in a post im like AUIGHKGKJH IS THAT MY FRIEND [SKILL] HI [SKILL] I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!#aoguhhhh. sorry it's 5 am and im overly emotional about my blorbos. actively shedding tears thinking about voli. not even anything#in particular. im just so emotionally attached to him. and to chemi and empy and shiv and perce and esprit and inland and#i could name at least half the skills here. once i do my empy-centric deep-dive into character analysis of all the skills i could probably#cry about any of them. im so not normal about them. full of love and sleepiness. gotta sleep before i get delirious about them lmao.#chemi chats
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sad bc i canât really pin down which oc was my first oc bc ive literally been making them for as long as i can remember ive had them for every interest ive ever watched, played or read. but if i had to choose i think the title of My First Ever Oc would have to go to my percy jackson one tbh who honestly should probably be completely revamped SHSJ
#i made her when i was literally single digits and therefore#she carries a lot of internalized racism tbh#she was straight and cis and white as hell#i think her name was elenora and she was absolutely from apollo cabin lmao#never drew her or anything#i think i wanna make a completely new one tho#with completely different everything#lyriumsings txt#percy jackson airs in like a month#and i need to reread *at least* the first cook#book*#speaking of books deadass iâm about to order the other percy jackson book that came out in sept#iâm so excited to read about him again#missed him so much#heâs hands down one of my favorite blorbos#he shaped part of my psyche#canât believe there was a time when percy was older than me as a child#nico TOO THO! i remember being so shocked when he was forced to put himself#out*#like i absolutely at age 15 was expecting the confession to be about annabeth i was like why is this so hard itâs so obvious#and then boom it was not obvious SJSJSJJS
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