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And here's a picture of you and your buddies. Now shut up and let me get my buddy Jakurai!!!/ij
#hypnosis microphone#hypmic dream rap battle#hypmic sasara#sasara nurude#hypmic#DON'T THINK I HATE HIM GUYS#I genuinely love the hypmic cast#it's 98% of my brain lol#dotsuitare hompo#dotsuhon#hypmic rosho#rosho tsutsujimori#rei amayado#hypmic rei#tardigrade wiggles
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98 lovemail doodles >_<
#trigun#meryl stryfe#milly thompson#nicholas d wolfwood#i was able to convince my friend to start 98 after we got back from AX HAHA and so i wanted to doodle the gang again ^_^#it's so funny how i always draw trimax ww super grumpy but then my 98ww is always such a goofy goober BAHAHA#trimax ww is still pookie to me tho dont get it twisted!!! ^_^#but yeah it's fun to decide how i want to differentiate between the different versions of ww#also i love 98 meryl so much she is so let me speak to the manager core (heart eyes)#and the color palette for vash i referenced from the lost july episode bc I LOVE IT SOOOO MUCH THE COLORS IN THE PLANT STATION SCENES#idk what it is abt it but it tickles my brain. so pretty T__T#man im fr that type of artist who is posting different versions of the same drawings on different platforms LOL#but yall on tumblr and ig get it better imo hehe. when i post on twitter im like fucket whatever#i usually dont post on tumblr/ig until a day or two later so by then i make a couple of changes/finish stuff/color stuff#so here u go enjoy the colored versions of these doodles HAHA
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PISTOL PARDNERS
original image under cut :3!
#THIS POPPED UP ON MY PINTEREST FEED IDK LOL 👍#I was gonna add text but idk I cannae make it look good lol#trigun#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#the humanoid typhoon#wolfwood#vash#vash trigun#wolfwood trigun#taking everything in my brain not to spell it nicolas GRAA#vashwood#trigun 98#trigun maximum#trimax#tristamp#trigun stampede#idk its just general trigun.... more trimax/98 tho idk man..#REALLY happy w how this turned out.... might post a speedpaint..
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rewatching connor’s wedding for the millionth time (i am unwell, yes) and roman firing gerri is just always such a fucking scene oh my god!!
like first of all, how quickly it all unravels the moment he actually speaks to her, because as he says, he goes weird with her and!!! this time it is reasonable! because they haven’t spoken in, what? 4 months? and they left off in such a fucked up state and never talked about the dickpics or the betrayal or anything, and now he’s supposed to just fire her? at connor’s wedding? like the levels of absurdity are unprecedented.
then the actual conversation is so well constructed, because roman tries so hard not to look at her since he knows she has fucking superpowers and can read him like he’s a shampoo bottle and she’s bored on the toilet, but she doesn’t let him off the hook either, because she does have superpowers and knows he can’t hide from her, and yeah, she also hasn’t gotten to talk with him since italy and maybe she expected this conversation to go differently, and maybe she had prepared herself for, i don’t know, anything else than this.
and as soon as he gets it out of himself, that she’s done and dead and goodbye, her face just shifts (the fucking acting here oh my god) and it just becomes so fucking clear that this hurts her so much, and there’s nothing she can do. like it’s insane. he tells her she can go legal but they’ll silence her with money, and maybe i’m a bit too familiar now with J’s many expressions when she’s Feeling Things and Acting Them Out (turns out she cries a lot in her roles), but she’s very good at the whole ”look like you’re just about to cry, but are being so very brave about it” and it’s absolutely conveyed in this scene as well.
roman is so helpless too, because she’s emotionally stronger and more intelligent than him and he’s made her go quiet and deadly, but also you can see it in her eyes that she’s not OK but she’s handling it, and i’m sure his balls burrowed themselves right up in his fucking chest because four (4) months (!!!) of not talking to each other, and when they do he fires her and makes her put her fucking guard up and it’s so unfair, because yeah, he chose logan and fucking chose to do this to her but it’s like it doesn’t even register to him until after it’s done and he realizes that yeah, he just broke something so unbelievably badly between them and there’s no way to fix it but if only he’d held off until tom would call him again and their day would get just so much worse, but then they could’ve had an actual conversation, after, and maybe even resolved some shit and this might have all been just a bit better, in the end.
#i hate this episode because of how emotionally charged it is but it’s also so good!!!#will i ever get off my soap box about gerri and roman?? no ❤️#well maybe when the hyperfixation runs its course#but my brain still goes brrrr about these little people in my tv so what can you do#also my interest in succession is like 98% gerri and 2% the actual show if you haven’t gathered that already#which is why i pay very much attention when she’s on screen#and why i can keep rewatching this show over and over#because it’s like i don’t retain anything from it#so it’s like watching something new every time lol#succession hbo#gerri kellman#j smith cameron#romangerri
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Aimé Césaire saying that colonization works to decivilize the colonizer truly lives in my head rent-free
#this is the essence of the v problematic anticolonial critique in so much 19thc literature (eg heart of darkness) right?#(and also its more modern inheritors eg apocalypse now and the Doing An Imperialism Makes Our Soldiers Sad genre of war story)#it glosses right over the crucial 'systems of rapacious cruelty are bad IN THEIR OWN RIGHT BECAUSE BROWN PEOPLE ARE HUMAN' bit#but in that one limited sense - that cruelty also brutalizes the perpetrators - it is very much the same critique#anyway i guess my brain continues to find ways to circle back round to discourse on colonialism no matter the initial topic#lit tag#no more war#imperialism#imperial violence always comes home#cultures of dissociation#aimé césaire#i am also choosing to tag this#sherlock holmes#as like solidly 98% of the stories in which the murderer is a former colonial officer or official are ROILING w this exact anxiety#(especially the hella racist ones. lol.)#i mean loads of authors in that time period are doing it but i have a tag for acd so.#my posts
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I just found a draft of a WIP I totally forgot I was writing when I was a teenager and it is digging its claws into me
This book is really barely more than Strong Vibes but it had a character that was raised in a more intense and even more soulless version of the peacekeepers in Farscape, like military society, kids trained from basically birth, don’t know their families, but now with Even More Brainwashing and Creepy Cultlike Stuff.
Character doesn’t even have a name or permanent numerical designation, the absolutely only identifying thing they have is a chip in their wrist that is only readable by computers and is used when assigning missions. On every mission you get a different designation number or code name. They are stripped SO completely of any sense of identity.
Character never been on a planet, never even was taught about planets in schooling or taught what a family is or anything even academically. Has no concept of gender because reproduction is completely done in a lab and no biology of any type is ever taught to the grunt soldiers.
Additionally: never heard music.
Turns out they are an absolute musical prodigy the SECOND they are introduced to music
Like off the charts August rush nonsense.
Then proceeds to have crisis after crisis about that because if I wasn’t taught this then it must be heresy, but how could anything so perfect and beautiful not be from god
#I’m certainly not going to finish writing this book but by god I wish someone would#I want to read this story#Vi isn’t even like the main character it’s very much an ensemble cast#but man that whole story line is GRIPPING me#I want to know how their life progresses#also actually READING the draft itself is so painful my teenage writing was SO BAD#but like I remember what I was picturing and conceptualizing at the time and that hypothetical scene is what I get playing in my head#despite the very cringe writing#it’s the Vibes man#there are SO MANY VIBES#I have a lot of visual sets and musical pieces and emotional beats flowing in my head about it#not a lot of words#why am I a writer#like literally fr fr why did writing become my main art form that I’m freaking compelled to do#when 98% of my ideas are visual and music#and I have no idea how to translate that to words#I started writing before I could physically WRITE.#I made little books when I was like 2 and 3 of pictures I cut out of magazines and pasted into paper and stapled together#in some order that my toddler brain understood to be a narrative#like literally why did I gravitate to writing books when words are my least skillful area#maybe because making a tv series is what I’m designed for but don’t have the budget for lol 😂#probably why exodus terminal is my longest running and most likely to be completed project#I’ve written close to a million words in Exodus (most of them not linearly connected)#whereas my MOST completed other work was 50k#most books I’ve started get something like 3k-10k total words#spread over like 5-20 disconnected scenes#before I lose motivation#writing a book series paced like a tv series is really where I’m finally getting traction#also building the exodus terminal video game is getting those Visual Art energies out of my body when I don’t have Word Energy
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i got an anon requesting a Certain Character as a lee earlier and i would like to draw it!! both bc i would like to start doing requests again and bc it sounds fun. BUT!!!! PROBLEM!!! i have.......NO idea who the ler should be. mostly bc i see this guy as a ler MOST of the time. he has One exception where he might be lee in my brain, BUT......his ler is always a particular oc me/my boyfriend has. the anon specified that the ler didnt matter but idk if they mean it can be ANY ler or any CANON ler
SO QUESTION FOR MY AUDIENCE!!!!! would you care if you asked for tkle art of a certain lee, but with no specified ler, and the artist used their oc to fill the role?
#honestly i just wanted an excuse to make a poll. tee hee#but i am curious to see the opinion here. cause ik i lot of people just do like. ghost hands or magic feathers#when they wanna do a lee with no particular ler#and thats fine . i just prefer.....character dynamics. but i understand if no one wants to see THIS dynamic#bc its a guy who lives in my brain#i personally am not interested in like . 98% of others ocs . NOT BECAUSE THEYRE NOT GOOD and i love my friends ocs obvi#my point is just that i understand if other people dont care about MY ocs lol#ALSO IF THE ANON IS READING THIS!!!!! you might know who u are i dont get very many reqs and this one is from. today? yesterday?#you can send me another ask wth your answer to this poll and/or you can even specify a canon ler you want#and i wont publish the ask but the art will be made accordingly . thumbs up emoji
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The rare moment where I drew their 98 versions
#art#digital art#fanart#trigun#trigun fanart#trigun 98#trigun vash#trigun wolfwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#vashwood#i like 98 its just didnt possess my brain like trimax or tristamp did lol
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Forgot to post this earlier but I did in fact comb the entire Vesperia script to determine how many times he uses ま/まあ throughout the game, along with a few other phrases he uses repeatedly. This counts all of main story, every single sidequest, and every single skit in the game.
Final counts were:
ま/まあ: 280
Ma/Maa; translates to "well". He uses this at the beginning of a sentence usually, but it's sometimes in the middle. "Ma" is usually more quick and snappy. "Maa" is more thoughtful and/or prolonged. Obviously it can vary based on context, but that's the general breakdown.
んじゃ and any variants: 133
Nja, along with variants such as "ja", "soreja", etc. Variants are counted when they're all used to express "let's get going", when they're about to head off ("ja" could be used in a sentence such as "ja/but then, why is xyz like this", etc). They encompass translations such as "well then" (let's get going implied. includes "so then", "then" "alright then", and so on), "we should be off", "let's get going", "let's go", etc. (not to be confused with 行こう(ikou), 行くぜ, (ikuze), and other similar versions of this phrase. That can also mean "let's go", but any instances of Yuri using that particular phrase was not counted because it wasn't a variant of, specifically, んじゃ, which is also his most common "let's go" ja variant).
おい / おいおい: 66
Oi/Oi oi; translates to "hey"/"hey, hey", though "oi" is more or less an accepted word in English nowadays.
おっと: 12
Otto (not to be confused with "oto", referring to sound); an expression of surprise that can translate roughly to "whoa there" (which is the most common translation I do see for it and what I'd use in most cases too, context of course varying). The reason I included this one despite it being so seemingly low in number is because it's not a particularly common expression, much less one used multiple times by a single character? It's so rare from anyone else, which is just a regular thing relative to Yuri and his dialogue/speech (i.e. most characters sparingly use phrases repeatedly, as compared to Yuri... as you can see lol. Other characters use these words/phrases, but nowhere near as regularly, if regularly at all).
Realized along the way I should've included やれやれ (yare yare, "good grief", "oh dear", "oh boy" etc), but by the time I realized I should have in case it was an interesting count, I was too far into the script to be able to handle going all the way back through it LOL.
No. No, I am not joking that Yuri used ま/まあ 279 times throughout the course of the game. That is to say, it could be more if I missed any, but on the assumption I didn't, that's where it stands.
Why do I love this so much? Because it's a very specific character quirk of a character I adore. I'm very fond of his repetition. Thank you.
#GTF Vesperia Things#GTF Yuri Things#so glad I gave him his own tag jpfjugDFJISHFG he fuckin' needs it#OH ALSO note that I may or may not have (I genuinely don't know I don't THIIIINK I did?) accidentally picked up#the “but then" etc variant of ja. at this point I don't remember and I'd have to go back through my doc of this#bc I was skim-combing the script juggling several phrases mainly for ma. if I ever do a recount I'll confirm lol#also shoutout to Rays for using ま/まあ 68 times for him which is 4 more times than he uses it in Vesp arc 1 main story#I'm both thankful and amazed that Rays' writers ACTUALLY kept it to the correct general extent at large (when you consider the size of#both games and Yuri's role) I've always expressed how dedicated they are to the source material of the legacy chars but#that CEMENTED it LOL. the way they retain speech quirks for legacy chars is amazing and I applaud them#he uses おい / おいおい 54 times throughout Rays#おっと was used 10 times throughout Rays which is hilariously almost identical to Vesp's usage#んじゃ they did keep but I didn't count the amount of times#now MIND YOU Rays is split into 4 arcs prior to Recollection (which he's not in) and has to contend with about 200ish legacy characters#Yuri is largely in arc 4 and has a large chunk of appearances in arc 2#he's mostly absent from arc 3 after the beginning of it and he's not in arc 1 much after the first chapter (which is his chapter)#he does show up in a lot of skits early into Rays tho since they only had so many chars to work with for arc 1 skits#and I also included count of those phrases in events (both skits and events throughout the game)#WHAT I'M SAYING is that Rays still managed to retain his word choice repetitiveness#and managed to get the count that high which is a very accurate reflection of it#while trying to put about 200 legacy chars through a revolving door#they were THAT on the nose with Yuri's quirks and further cements that this is a very Yuri thing#and a character quirk choice that was brought in from the game of origin#and they DID do this with other chars not just him... but the fact that they DID to me means#they thought it was important enough of a quirk to make sure they didn't lose it in his dialogue#WHICH. I AGREE. I AM VERY VERY DEEPLY PLEASED THEY KEPT IT#it just goes to show how dedicated they were in faithfully translating the characters into a gacha game#(not tl in the loc sense but tl in the ''writing a char outside their origin game for a non-origin game appearance'')#it also proved my theory that Yuri's vocal repetition was done intentionally bc they found it part of him enough to carry it over#anyway yeah i have yuri lowell brainrot and he pretty much owns 98 percent of the real estate in my brain these days
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I had a super weird dream last night, it probably would've been a nightmare, but then [name redacted] showed up so even the weird and scary parts were kinda nice. it's so nice of him to show up in so many of my dreams :)
#it's just one of my favourite youtubers lol#but he shows up in SO MANY of my dreams#it's kind of crazy lol#and it's always really nice. even if everything that happens is scary. doesn't matter it's still nice lol#weirdest parasocial relationship ever#I mean I'm not complaining!! I have nightmares like 98% of the time and most of the rest is literally just. dreams that start out as#nightmares and then he's there and it's like 😊 yay! how nice! 😊😊😊#the scary shit keeps happening but I'm just following him around or talking to him or whatever and it doesn't matter#my brain is a fascinating place#personal
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silly billy x self insert post part one billion
#fnf silly billy#fnf yourself#fnf yourself x oc#hit single mod#fnf mod#friday night funkin#hit single real#my art#oc x canon#self ship#//ik ive been mostly dead sorry lol. just been doing other projects mostly#//dont worry though im 98% certain he is a permanent part of my brain now . it's been like four months. the silly billy is eternal
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finally tackled the absolute mountain of laundry in various states of cleanliness around my room. now all of it is sorted and put into its respective zones of "away".
#98% of my room being clean with visible floorspace is just finally handling the laundry#i am ashamed and embarrassed that i always have so much dirty laundry#eventually i'll get back to the point i was at when i was the coach of laundry where i'll have like a week's worth of shit to get done#and not a backlog of several months#eventually#and i will be working on not feeling so much shame about the state of my laundry#i don't *like* that i do it but there's nothing inherently immoral about it like the voice of my mother that shouts in my brain thinks#the put away laundry plus the effort i've been making to Make My Bed before sitting in it has helped me feel more settled in the space#so that's good#when i am not as concerned about blocking the various registers in my room i will be in business#(mattress on the floor only fits in one specific corner right by the intake)#(output register is awkwardly directly in the middle of the opposite side of the room which makes arranging the furniture where i'd like it#an interesting endeavor that i'm not super excited in attempting to orchestrate in the future)#i know where i'd *like* things to go#whether or not that'll actually be feasible is another story#also i think i'm going to have to just go through my clothes with the mindset of actually getting rid of things#i threw out a couple pairs of socks because they were worn so thin i'm not sure mending would have fixed the holes#like that that point i'm making a whole new sock and you know what i could do instead? not do that#i also have a lot of Baggage Items i haven't quite gotten around to divesting myself of#(as in the items of clothing have a lot of emotional baggage tied to them that i may or may not be using to negative effect on myself)#lots of old shit lots of things that don't fit lots of things i don't even like actually#but it was free or nearly so and i've just held onto it because free#only a few things are kept because i like wearing them and the texture is nice#so we'll just. go through some stuff and eventually i'll get to the point that even if *all* of my clothes are dirty and on the floor#it doesn't take up my WHOLE goddamn room#that said this has in fact been a problem my whole life and so i don't imagine it's going to be quick or easy to fix lol
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I look at the 98 anime with a fond fascination. It’s based off of only the original couple issues of Trigun plus like I want to say the first 4? Of trimax. And bc of how many things get developed and revealed much more down the line in the manga, it’s so interesting to think about this offshoot of the original source material where things didn’t quite ramp up to the same scale but still got to the heart of things anyways, where everyone’s backstories played out just a little to the left and led to a similar but different tale. Trimax is definitely my favorite, bc just everything about it is so well done to me, but 98 holds its own unique spot in my favor
i definitely agree anon ur So right
it's practically a branching timelines situation, where everything is so, SO close to being the same, but thanks to the butterfly effect everything got skewed ever so slightly and now the whole world is just that much more different
call it parallel universes, alternate dimensions, alternate timelines... i really love it all. there's so many specific parts of both trimax and 98 that shine brighter and dimmer than one another. unique pieces of the narrative that were either expounded or brushed aside.
like in 98, meryl didn't want to believe that vash was the legend she was looking for. it was a ridiculous notion that such a friendly, goofy guy could be the bloodthirsty killer she hunted for
but in the manga, she and milly took to it instantly. in fact, they jumped into it with AGGRESSION- actively getting involved in the fighting and PUSHING to calm the situation down. this panel in particular i think sums it up very well lol:
they meet him with confidence and they're not afraid to fire upon others for the sake of collective peace. vash is caught off by how readily he's approached and even defended, in a way. when the automatic reaction to learning his identity is usually either hostility or fear, it makes sense.
and i dont have a convenient shot of any particular moment in 98 that portrayed their early relationship well, but it's easy to see the differences anyway.
instead of steady confidence, meryl met vash with confusion and outright denial for awhile. she and milly both got involved in fewer fights overall i think? but i might be wrong. i won't speak much on this since i don't remember 98 very well, but i get the sense they sought out vash's fights much less in that rendition (at least early on. they went CRAZY toward the end- meryl especially).
and there's countless little differences like this.
so yeah, even if trimax is the source content, 98 is this funky little spinoff that treats vash just a little bit more nicely lmao. the whole thing is a little more watered down, i think; intentionally to make it more palatable. i still love it regardless, of course. it just oozes charm <3
#trigun#trigun 98 spoilers#trimax spoilers#trigun spoilers#my post#i love all renditions for wildly different reasons#i think trimax would jump to my top fav a lot faster if it was only a little easier to follow#sometimes theres so much motion and chaos that it's impossible to tell what's going on#and not all speech bubbles actually link to who's talking#but in terms of plot and content and such trimax definitely takes the cake. it RADIATES source content vibes like a hunk of radioactive#sludge. meanwhile 98 is more chill and goofy... at least until it suddenly whips around and punches you in the gutt#i'll never forget that donut scene for as long as i live. when vash just breaks down crying in public to be so surrounded by life and#normalcy after everythign that happened to him and wolfwood. god. GOD. it was so expertly done i swear it rewired my brain#and tristamp is just so beautiful. it's so crisp and full of life and color and motion. studio orange is incredible#theres so many wide panning shots of the world and so many parts that just make me SCREAM cinematography#oh and the plot's good too LOL#but in all seriousness i adore tristamp plot too. it's taken the OG content and remixed the whole thing in all the best ways#i think the intent is to make it all feel new and fresh to old fans who already more or less consumed the same story twice#but yeah#boy i never have a goddamn clue where my tag rambles are gonna end up#thanks for the ask anon!#i had fun writing this
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once again I am Pondering this line from the gwent story... a small detail but it means So much to me... thinking about how we could have had it all in witcher 3 if this set up had been used....... . . .
#the witcher#lgtv+ ?.jpg#'traveling in the company of' aka 'historians say they were very good friends'#look at this point they'd been back home for a decent amount of time this isn't referring solely to their time traveling together in zerri#0 reason to still be 'traveling together'. outside of the fact they are married#the use of the word Them#implying they would be protected as a unit vs two separate individuals. yes. correct#read between the lines. bare minimum they were living together at this point. where was that witcher 3#no i don't care this story was written years after#the remaster adding in one of dijk's omitted lines about zerri but Not adding one about ise? crimes. imho.#everyone always talks about the ior cut content. how about the ise cut content who afair also had his name in the game files#look i need to know what intern wrote this story so we can talk. i know they understood the assignment. i just know.#i started sketching some other charas last night but then i thought of this passage and now i'm just drawing more of them lol :`)#a year later and they continue to consume 98% of my brain's real estate
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I have trigun 98 on in the background while i work on my homework and it’s really bizarre going back to it after reading part of the manga here. I’m never gonna look at it the same smh
#trigunbookclub#just started the legato episode#time flies lol#the amount of trigun media i’ve consumed in the last month is absolutely off the charts#I remembered liking 98 in middle school and now it’s like. a new thing to me#it’s also really strange coming back to this having context of manga specific things and where changes got made/why#idk many thoughts head full#it’s also definitely weird watching this knowing what i do about animation now im getting really nitpicky#my brain wants a straight trimax adaptation but also no i don’t because it’s a special thing by itself#idk if this was really a bookclub tag worthy post
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When you subscribe to a spooky and macabre channel and you go onto the channel page, and the first thing you’re greeted with is a closeup picture of the eyes of someone who is your ONLY fight or flight trigger :P
#Can’t look at him for longer than five seconds without his stupid face being burned into my mind for the rest of the day#and the only way to get rid of it is by “flushing” my brain with a very specific set of music#To be fair… the trauma I suffered in this specific instance was 100% self-inflicted… well… maybe 98% considering the circumstances#Because I was desperate to do something to keep everyone safe and feeling a lot of pressure to not be a bystander#So I came up with a batshit crazy plan — which surprisingly worked… at what cost though? lol#I just barely got over the issues caused by my little scheme after four years of feeling like an irredeemable monster#Like just now… three months ago#And I think because I’ve gotten over it; I cringe more now than I did back then because I’m not so desensitized to it anymore#from ALWAYS having to do that to myself to protect people (now I have better methods that involve no mental harm)#(a little physical strain and tiredness if I decide to go all out; but it’s a much more compatible fit overall)
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