#it’s so bad that I’m coming to tumblr about this

[dangermousie]

Hi

I am a lurker and I've followed your Tumblr for a while. I want to check out the First Frost but after reading your recent post abt the complete lack of plot, I wonder should I even try to get into it? The other shows that you like Lost you forever 1, a journey to love 2023, Blossom 2024, Derailment, or even the Love of the Divine tree make me think that your tastes align with what I usually enjoy as well.

And I love your whole rant about a male interest's loserism in love. But it seems that the ML here suffers the exact same fate: he is fixating on and being so down bad for the FL and cannot move on here in TFF for no believable reason? They were highschool sweethearts I get that but other than she's ethereal and extremely pretty and fragile and embodies the kind of weak and docile woman that men want to dote on and protect, what else does she have by modern society standards that other women do not have that makes him do this very... unrealistic pining for her almost a decade later on?

Like the ML seems to exist as a wish fulfillment. Just two very pretty people together.

I also read reviews of Chinese fans and they rant that characterization of the FL sets Chinese feminism hundreds years back. The FL has nothing going on for her except torturing and abuse and trauma, and her biggest sin is to be too beautiful and fragile like a flower. And not in the sense of WTPR but in a very passive and muted way and overall she's just very beautiful that makes ppl's hearts ache?

Do you think the criticism are warranted and whether writers turn her into a victim in a very excessive and forced way, taking away all her power? I’m interested in hearing what you say about Chinese viewers’ complaints?

Hi!!! This is a fun ask, thank you!

OK, there are three issues in the ask: (1) is there enough plot (2) how are ML's attitudes not unrealistic perfection for unworthy FL (3) is FL weak. Because I am contrary and because I want to rant about (3) the most, I am gonna do it after I quickly deal with (1) as the easiest.

(1) Is there enough plot in The First Frost for you or anyone who likes some plot.

Before I get into the meat of this, a quick disclaimer - I am a strong believer that people should check things they are interested for themselves/not check out things they think they won't like regardless of what others say about it. I mean, I love TFF and can (and will) explain at length as to why but all that means is it clicks for me in my lizard brain and I try to come up with a lot of words to justify why I have that reaction (actually that's rather like love, come to think of it.) All my years on tumblr, I think I've come across like two people where our tastes are so aligned that if they rec I'd almost certainly like it and vice versa. Everyone else is who knows.

To get to the answer - there is very little plot in this drama. This is very much a character study and a relationship piece and a slice of life. These are narratives that I find it very hard to pull off but when they are done well, are my favorite. It makes me think of older twdramas like In Time With You (two long term friends slowly fall in love) or jdramas like Long Vacation (an out of work model and out of work pianist end up as roommates) or Aishteiru to Ittekure (an older deaf/mute painter and a bubbly younger aspiring actress fall in love.) Perhaps an older kdrama like Worlds Within (the lives of various employees of a TV station) also fits. These are all huge favorites but none of them have more than a teaspoon of plot. The joy of them is watching the characters who feel like real people live and breathe.

I cannot tell if there will be sufficient plot for you. All I can tell is if you do like plot, probably not the drama for you.

(2) Is FL weak and setting feminism back.

OK, I want to address this one first because it's making me see red. And not in a fun "what has Santa brought me" kind of way.

I have noticed a tendency in a certain fragment of various fandoms all over the place to have a fit when the protagonists are not OP and always winning and always find it easy. How dare there be ugliness and hardship in life! (I've seen comments about The White Olive Tree, for example, that rant about how ugh it is that ML was not able to easily overcome his horrific trauma from war, death/danger of loved ones, and literal torture and mutilation. That's not "inspirational" apparently.) This fits there.

FL is actually quite strong. She does not need ML to rescue her ever except one time where he helped her when she was being chased. Despite an abusive family that had no money to spend on her either and trauma in her formative years, she had good enough grades to go to a good college and get a good job. She has a couple of friends. She's had setbacks and every single time she's pushed through. Horrific family? She leaves them as soon as she's legally able and supports herself. Dancing is closed as a path? She goes into media. One job doesn't work out. She gets another. Apartment becomes a horror show? She gets another one.

What she isn't, is girlbossing her way through life. Which would be so freaking tiresome. Life is hard for her. There are setbacks. There are also victories. This is how life works for 99% of people in the real world. If one wants a wish fulfillment fantasy, that is not the drama for that viewer, but it never pretended to be - every trailer has been atmospheric and moody. I wonder if people who complain are in part driven by the very different vibe of Hidden Love, a sister story that is so sunny. But that's the thing - Sang Zhi has had a charmed life. The worst thing that ever happened to her in her entire life is having an age inappropriate at the time crush on her brother's older friend that didn't go anywhere at the time because said friend is a decent person. She is from a wealthy family, she's healthy, she has loving supportive parents and a protective older brother. Her eventual boyfriend is a very nice person. This is great and it obviously happens plenty to some people, but this is rather less realistic than anything in TFF.

FL is not in the least passive - the amount of strength it takes to dig her life out of what she had to start with is so so so so huge. Yes, she's "muted" - she's quiet and emotionally withdrawn. Introverts are allowed representation in fiction and in life too. (Also her ML, Sang Yan, is likewise a very quiet man. They are just a quiet couple.) She's neither weak nor docile unless one mistakes quiet for fragility and the only way to be strong is to be a loud extrovert.

With my personal narrative preferences, I always prefer to watch complex, wounded people slowly healing and changing, not someone who's already started on third base proceeding to home run.

As to abuse and trauma, this isn't an early 00s Ady An drama. (To say that's all FL undergoes is to wilfully ignore 95% of her story.) People who say the amount of objectification/sexual trauma she undergoes is unrealistic have been pretty lucky. She's been "mildly" harassed at work a couple of times over her career, attempt-raped as a teen and same as an adult. That happens to plenty of women, and when you take into account that she doesn't have the protection of healthy, supportive, protective family and money (that allows them to not live in apartments with strangers.) I don't know a single adult woman who hasn't been at least harassed and many of us have been worse than.

Final note - the only thing that sets feminism are stories who posit all women need a man to function and to have kids and be homemakers with them. Outside of Mormon TV and similar, not much of a thing.

(2) Is ML just wish fulfillment for an unworthy FL

The two are each other's first loves. Why? They just click. As she puts it in a voice over in a high school flashback (paraphrase) "it seemed as if there was another me in the world." To be personal for a second, I am deeply in love with Mr Mousie. Can I explain why? Naw. I can explain all sorts of reasons why I think he's a good person, reasons to respect him or what not. But love is such a subjective thing. I think of my high school boyfriend - I was so in love with him. Why? He kissed me in a meadow and had blue eyes and told me he loved me. Is it a good reason? It was for 17 year old me. The drama relies on the chemistry and mirroring and connection between them - whether you buy it, it's up to you.

Unlike in many dramas where devotion/relationship feels uneven, it does not here. It feels so even to me. The two do not meet face to face for eight (!) years after the end of their high school relationship. And in fact, if it wasn't for some coincidences and a common friend circle, may not have met another eight. And both have not moved on yet given up in the same degree.

She has not dated EVER. After him she has not opened her heart to another man in any degree, not even the slightest. In fact, he's probably the first man she's comfortable sharing a living space with (which is huge with her trauma - she does not even lock her door!!!!) We know he hasn't dated either.

She literally views him as her sun whose warmth she craves (that dream!), she tells her friend she broke it off with him back then because he deserved someone better than her. She does not chase him in the present/immediately notice that he's still a goner because she thinks he's moved on/doesn't see what would be special about her to him for him to be at all interested/he's out of her league. This is not a FL dating a bunch of randoms while ML patiently pines.

We see her slowly unfurl in the safety of their apartment - now that she has a breathing space somewhere - a place where she feels safe and comfortable (her house; it's lovely but it's also cozy and safe) and so she acquires bandwidth to deal with emotions - her Maslow hierarchy of needs now allows the next step.

And for ML, it also makes sense. We get the sense he's a very quiet, very private, very reserved, yet very intense person. He doesn't open up even to his loving family, he has like two good friends from high school/college but that's about it. He's not a person who finds it easy to let a lot of people in; it's hard for him to move on from any relationship because he has very few of them and they are all intense (he is so close to his closest friend, Duan Jiaxu, that people (plural) assume they are a gay couple!) He never planned to chase her and try to woo her until stuff in the drama happened - and even now he doesn't really plan to woo her; he wants to be around her and make her life easier because he's never moved on (and neither has she) but he has no expectations or plans of getting back together with her.

She is detached due to trauma and he's detached innately - if you commit so much when you open up, you will open up rarely; just as you will open up rarely if you are dwelling in trauma aftermath the way she is. There is a reason they are both often filmed through mirrors, partitions, reflections - they have both withdrawn themselves and their truest selves from the world and they rediscover connection through and to each other and join the world.

It all feels very real to me though of course MMV.

(And I peeked at the novel, later on she tells him she will chase him (!!!) and they are quite a committed couple for a chunk of the novel so...)

Anyway, to sum up - it works for me, whether it will for you I don't know. I think this is a masterpiece tho.

[toomiieimagiines]

Hello! Could I request the period comfort for Toya and Akito as well? Thanks!

“how could you do what you just did?? (are

you having a really bad period?)”

♡ Period comfort with Toya Aoyagi and Akito Shinomome

anything to say, tommie?♪

if tumblr ruins the quality of my banners one more time i’m going to riot…. how do you guys like the new theme? i LOVED my jewel pets, but i though it was time for them to go, y’know?…<\3

before anyone says anything, yes, a rui fic WAS supposed to come out today. as always, i could give a million excuses but it doesn’t change the fact i’m an unreliable writer! i’m going to work harder to post more! rui should be out tomorrow, sorry this was so short after such a long break. thank you to all of my loyal readers who haven’t unfollowed me due to inactivity! i love you all:(

mewnies warning𖦹

AFAB! reader, but gender not specifically stated! mentions of periods (obviously), meow

Akito Shinomome

☆ If you’re someone who gets bad mood swings, get ready for him to sound like a total douche…

☆ He really doesn’t mean to, he swears! He just catches himself writing any disagreeable feelings off as pms

☆ Pulls the classic “Are you on your period?” whenever you two are fighting near that time of the month

☆ If you give him shit he’ll… apologize… but he’s usually right. He has to keep track of these things, y’know? So he knows when to avoid you

☆ IT MAKES HIM SOUND LIKE A MONSTER, BUT HES JUST SUCH THE TYPE TO THROW SNACKS, HYGIENE PRODUCTS, AND A HEATING PAD AT YOU AND JUST… RUN.

☆ It begs the question of what he’s thinking you’re going to do to him… Maybe he’s traumatized from Ena? It’s anyone’s guess

☆ If you’re a more weepy type he’ll definitely give you a good cuddling, but the second things look bad for him he’s being weary

☆ A very coddling “C’mere, babe.” as he scoops you up is very boyfriend of him, but a little more babying would be nice

☆ If you go to ask him something, He’ll just go on autopilot

☆ “Yes, I’d love you if you were a worm. No, I wouldn’t eat the strawberries, no I’m not mad at you- Hey, how about a snack?“

Toya Aoyagi

☆ The perfect opposite to Akito, he’s not afraid of a little bad attitude

☆ Babies you within an inch of your life… Doesn’t even mean to, but he just loves you! Why wouldn’t he want to comfort you when you don’t feel good!

☆ Grew up with two brothers and… him… so he’s not very well educated on women

☆ Genuinely thought that girls shed once a month because of something An said… You ended up having to give him middle school health class again.

☆ Buys you snacks, but unlike Akito he WILL stick around and hold you

☆ Thinks he’s doing something by putting his hands in your tummy, you don’t have the heart to tell him his hands are freezing…

☆ He’s very sensitive to your issues though, even if he’s a little socially inept

☆ Sure, he’ll linger behind you at school like a crazy person, giving a “Hey, how’re you doing?” every two minutes, but he also buys you drinks from the vending machine during lunch and keeps ibuprofen in his school bag.

☆ His worst nightmare is you thinking he takes you for granted, so even things as small as periods make him want to pamper you

☆ He’s not very good with words, he hopes his actions speak for themselves and you understand just how much he cares for you

[izurusstuff]

“And oh! I know that you are feeling sad. I don't feel bad, cause even after 3 text messages, 4 missed calls… you still slept with my best friend.” (Steve’s Girlfriend [fem!reader] x Bucky Barnes)

⚠️ MINORS DNI!! ⚠️

message from izurusstuff: hello it is currently 1:30 in the morning (ok it was when i started but it’s been at least 16 hours) where i am and i’m having a bad crash out cuz im a history major and i have to analyze a primary source for a class i urgently need to graduate but my thesis keeps getting denied

this is literally my face rn because of it… so instead of making my eyeballs explode, i’m gonna flock to tumblr and write angst/smut of some of my fave marvel characters!!

summary: After Peggy Carter died, Steve Rogers has had an extremely rough time getting back into the dating scene. That was, until he met a translator at one of the UN meetings. Said translator (Y/N) and Steve have been together for a couple of years, but their relationship will definitely come crashing down once Y/N becomes a littleeee too friendly with Bucky Barnes.

warnings: this is smut. straight up sex. oh and there’s mentions of cheating bc the whole plot is that y/n cheats on steve with bucky. fem!reader. dni if you’re under 18 🤺🤺

On a list of things that were never supposed to happen, this was on the top of it. But that’s getting too far ahead.

Y/N had so many bullshit public appearances to keep up with because she was the girlfriend of Captain America. It’s like she had no true meaning to her persona anymore because everything had to be about Steve. How did his friends manage this?! Y/N would love to find that out.

Steve would always bring out his perfect little girlfriend and say how she inspired him— it wasn’t his fault things were like this, people just flocked to him because he was a hero and she had to just shut up and take it... everyone would always come up to Y/N and talk about how lucky she was to be Captain America’s girlfriend, and something just snapped in her one day when this happened. During that specific press tour, Y/N stomped off and began walking back to the Avengers compound. Was it a three hour drive? Yes. Did she care? No.

On her way back, she noticed a familiar face in a car at a stoplight— oh hey, it was Steve’s best friend, Bucky. Y/N wasn’t too close with him, but they had similar interests; Y/N was a Russian translator, and for a while, that’s the only language he was able to speak until he was able to recover from the brainwashing. So, they had a few interesting conversations that none of the Avengers could understand (except Natasha but she’s not a snitch).

Once he noticed her, Bucky rolled down his window, giving Y/N a soft smile.

“Snova brosayesh' Stiva?” (translation: ditching Steve again?)

“Da. Mne eto nadoyelo.” (translation: Yes. I’m tired of this.)

Bucky unlocked the car door, motioning for Y/N to hop in. She reluctantly took his offer and got in his passengers seat, looking around at the leather interior.

“Yeah. I love Steve, I really do. But it’s almost as if I get completely erased from the narrative when I’m with him.”

“RIGHT?! No one even cares to know anything about me! I-it’s just like I’m an extension of him!”

Y/N exclaimed, her fingernails diffing into the palm of her hand out of anger. God, being the girlfriend of Captain America fucking sucked. But Y/N felt terrible for thinking this way— she loved Steve. She truly, truly loved him. It was just hard to always be discarded just because you’re dating Captain fucking America… no one even knew your name aside from being “Mrs. Captain America.” Was it jealousy? Who knew.

“Yes, exactly. I’m dubbed as ‘Steve’s friend’ anywhere I go. Honestly, I’d rather be referred to as the Winter Soldier, because then at least people can acknowledge I’m seperate from him.”

Even though Y/N wasn’t extremely close with Bucky, she thought he was an interesting individual. Hell, he had a vibranium arm! His background goes crazy, and it was by far more interesting than Steve’s. Getting kidnapped by HYRDRA? Somehow getting reprogrammed to learn a completely different language? SOMEHOW CAN FEEL WITH HIS METAL ARM?? (yes this is actually canon to the MCU which still baffles me) He was a very unique person, and he deserved to be acknowledged as such.

“I personally think you’re more interesting.”

Bucky would’ve turned and looked at Y/N, but driving a car made it difficult to do. So he just smiled and holyshithisteethweresowhite— Y/N had to stop. He wasn’t her boyfriend, it was her boyfriend’s best friend. But he was so mesmerizing…

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After the long car ride where she talked nonstop with Bucky, they finally made it back to the Avengers compound. Bucky didn’t live there for obvious reasons, so he was originally going to leave once he made sure Y/N got inside okay.

“Hey… do you want to come in? You’ve been driving for so long, at least let me offer something to eat.”

Bucky shrugged and got out of the car. He was a bit hungry, so why not?

Y/N led him inside. Surprisingly, it was empty. Everyone must’ve been at Steve’s celebration. She wasn’t complaining though, she loved being there by herself. That also meant she could hang out with Bucky without having to answer to anyone.

“Here’s the kitchen. Help yourself! I uh… I’d offer to cook you something, but I kinda suck at it.”

Y/N murmured the last part, then trailed off to her room to change into comfier clothes. But she must not have closed the door all the way, because Bucky saw her get undressed through the crease in the door. He knew he shouldn’t watch her, but he was so mesmerized by her body. Wait, what was he thinking?! This is his best friend’s girlfriend! He had to turn away… he had to. But Y/N noticed him through the door crack. Fuck. She knew that door took extra work to close. She was about to cover herself in embarrassment, but the way Bucky looked at her… yeah… she had nothing to be embarrassed about.

Y/N walked to the door in her underwear, opening it a tad more. Bucky basically shoved it open once he was able to grasp Y/N’s face and pull her in for a kiss. They both knew it was fucked up, but they seemed to be the only people in the world to actually acknowledge each other outside of Steve Rogers.

Y/N and Bucky made their way to the bed, with Y/N pulling him on top of her. He was definitely so much different than Steve, and she loved it. Her hands ran through his hair while her legs wrapped around his muscular body... and boy. The pool that was already in her underwear grew even more.

Bucky could feel it too. His cheeks turned red as his eyes trailed down your half naked body. He really, really should stop now. But he didn’t want to, and by the looks of it, you didn’t either— so his lust got the better of him and he took off his shirt. Y/N’s eyes nearly exploded out of her head because dear LORD he was hot. His abs were so enunciated and toned and Y/N was able to see first hand just how cool the transition from the metal arm to Bucky’s body was.

Before Y/N could admire his entire body, Bucky moved from kissing her on the lips to kissing down her body, stopping when he reached her panty line. Y/N nodded at him in approval, then he slowly slid them down and kissed her soft, plush thighs. Y/N was trying her hardest not to crush him with her thighs out of reflex, but Bucky made it easier by firmly yet gently holding her thighs down. Yeah, Steve never did this… it was a new feeling for Y/N, but she loved it.

Then Y/N felt something metallic poke against her entrance— it was Bucky’s hand, pausing to wait for her consent.

“G-go ahead… d-do whatever you w-want to me…”

She murmured, which was followed by Bucky sticking a finger in. Y/N gasped, gripping the bedsheets underneath her while Bucky gave her a warm smile. Once he knew she could take it, Bucky added another finger and rhythmically pumped them into her… God, the moans she let out were so heavenly.

After a couple of moments, Y/N reached down to Bucky’s bulge, hinting that she definitely wanted more. He raised an eyebrow but complied, taking his pants off and lining up his length with Y/N’s hole. She was growing more and more desperate, so she forced himself onto his massive length with a huge gasp. It felt like she was being split open, but it felt so good. Y/N looked back up at Bucky with a sultry stare, signaling for him to thrust. Obviously, he got the gist and began slowly doing her. Ugh. If she wanted vanilla, she would’ve fucked Steve.

“Harder~!”

Y/N demanded. Her wish was granted— Bucky began thirsting into her like his life depended on it. He did feel a little bad though because he could feel her wince on his dick.

“You alright, doll?”

Bucky asked. He was unphased, but not because he wasn’t into it. He was just use to more… vigorous… activities, being a supersoldier and all.

“Yes! Fuck, yes!”

She exclaimed, guiding herself up and down his length while he pounded into her. God, he was so deep that she could feel him in her stomach.

“F-fuck! I-I’m gonna cum!”

Y/N exclaimed. Oh boy, was this fun…

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Meanwhile, the main six Avengers were out to celebrate Steve’s press tour. Poor Steve was worried relentlessly about his love, not realizing she was preoccupied with other activities. Tony was trying to distract him, so he didn’t really pay attention to the fact his phone has been going off regarding an ‘intruder’ at the Avengers compound. When Tony finally decided to check out the cameras, he nearly spit out his drink. Y/N’s moans were echoing throughout the floor in the video. Fuck. He had to explain what was happening.

“Uh… Cap… you may wanna see this.”

[dannythedog]

I have a picture with Dave Welcsh that just screams bf and it’s making me lose my mind

[fearfulandhungry]

[chrollogy]

[thesillyexpresser]

Redrew that one Fire Punch panel with Murderbot because I just got the Fujimoto vibes

OG panel (+bonus doodle because why not) below

Bonus doodle ^

[gojooooo]

man i love open endings. the fact that thanks to yuuji there might indeed be the next time sukuna talks about in case some idiot decides to eat a finger again. and we need fics where yuuji is that idiot

[shrimpleasthat77]

Merry Christmas Eve/day shrimpers if he isn’t under my tree like this I’m crashing out

[museenkuss]

wait why don’t you like lily rose? idc im just curious all i know about her is that she was in that Idol show that got panned

To be perfectly honest, I’m just sickeningly jealous. I wish I was a 25 year old rich girl that was so emaciated that she could get away with dressing like a toddler. She’s pure ED fodder and she’s been gleefully acting the part for years now. I remember the brief moment where she was at a normal weight, but now we’re back in “body so skinny that the head looks twice as big as it should be” territory. So I avoid her best as I can.

Maybe once I’m healed from that I’ll just dislike her style and posing. I’ve seldom seen her look good, to make it short (and I’ve spent hours looking at her and her outfits). Her outfits (unless the red carpet people dress her of course) are usually a hot mess (to put it nicely) and I always get the feeling that she dresses like that to underline the fact that her good looks and skinny body will carry the look for her. It’s that “pretty girl dressing ugly” phenomenon. And if I have to see her weird Donald Duck “tits out ass out arched back stiff legs” pose one more time… girl how are you not embarrassed. Her whole thing is giving “kindergarten child who picks up random items on their dressing room floor, but sexy”. That would annoy me even if I wasn’t otherwise affected. But by the time that happens, she might’ve grown up. Here’s to hoping.

[ilkkawhat]

i have never resonated more with that image of matthew mcconaughey smoking, and have not felt such chaos at work like this in a long time

[wavesoutbeingtossed]

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[cuteniaarts]

@katkastrofa, circa 40-ish hours ago: Hey, what if our newest bunch of OCs adopted a baby from one of the other brothel girls who knew she couldn’t afford to raise one? That would make for some fun shenanigans :D

Me, with a notoriously non existent sleep schedule, instinct of self preservation or concern for my poor wrist: Alright, bet. Watch how fast I can make you fall in love with this hypothetical baby >:)

Daneli as a gentle and loving caretaker-turned-adoptive-mother is something that can be So Personal, actually, and originally I was going to leave it at this quick sketch, but then I got carried away thinking about what this child will grow up to be like raised by this little gang of misfits, so…

Here she is!! A little older and so, so beautiful, I need more of her in my life immediately, she’s way too precious

And, because I wouldn’t be me if I didn’t also add a sapphic element to this absolute cinnamon roll, a small crack ship that I’m only half serious about for when she’s a little older still:

All in all, we may be getting impossibly far from canon, but I for one already cannot get enough of sweet darling Kumisai <3

(I fully drew three pieces from scratch in 9 hours I cannot feel my brain or my hands anymore send help)

[abyssal-debonair]

Caught a bloke in the notes of a post about feminist issues going on a tangent about trans men, *cough,* “transandorks.” For no reason I could find aside from discourse brainrot. OP never mentioned trans men. Totally taking away from the women, cis and trans, that that post was about, that that user so claimed to protect.

Oh yea, and that user had their own post wishing all trans men dead. So… not a well-adjusted individual.

[rouge-fauna]

I think you’re talking about these posts [here & here], I don’t know if there have been others.

I'm not gonna say what I did was right, you are correct I should probably just not respond to asks getting me to talk about other people. I will say for these two posts those people had already blocked me I’m pretty sure, so it’s kinda hard to talk directly to them in that case. And I was not doing so anonymously and had not blocked them so I wasn’t hiding what I was saying. I did not follow them, I am not part of the innitor community, and not that that makes it right but I do think it is kinda different. Though you make a good point, perhaps we should stop this pattern of responding to asks about other blogs and such.

Still, the biggest thing to me I realized, back in elementary school when I first dealt with this, was that honestly all the time we talk about people behind their back. Talking about people when they aren’t always in the room is kinda just inevitable and part of socializing, however I think the important part is how you are talking about other people. It’s when you are insulting them, talking negatively about them to people they know, spreading false information and so on that it becomes not okay. Hopefully that makes sense.

In these cases I merely focused on the lore. I didn’t insult them or talk shit about them, as a person, as a blog or say their takes were stupid or they are stupid or speculate about their trauma or mental history. I just talked about reasons why I disagreed, or saw things differently and why we might see things differently. They were also not the only ones I saw to say similar things so I think in my mind I was making more of a general discussion, not trying to target them specifically. I didn’t post beyond that about them. But you are right, regardless it was probably not the right way to go about things.

But just to be clear, if I am a hypocrite it is not my intention. I haven’t vague blogged anyone or meant to vague reblog anyone. I think this week is pretty much the first time I’ve ever been not naming, passive aggressively talking about blogs, and even then I’m not trying to insult them, trying to cancel them. I’m just expressing that before you go off about how I’m stupid and unable to have a discussion about it, the very least you could’ve done was give me an opportunity to try.

[ladychandraofthemoone]

NWR 36:Rebecca the Cheerful Yellow Engine💛🔆🔅🌻🌼☀️

Some doodles and sketches I’ve had laying around in my sketchbooks of a Rebecca redesign based off of folks on Twitter and Deviantart, the first left one is the latest one I’ve finished today.

Bonus: Tiny Becca with mini lore-ish facts djfjjf (formerly known as “Spitfire” and we all know what happened to the irl basis…)