#it’s radioactive im afraid

[glitzybunny]

Graves disease is whacky guys

[moonsaver]

Thank you thank you thank you for answering my ask about the "accepting a confession you dont want". I was afraid Tumblr would eat my ask. I didnt expect so many HCs so Im truly very grateful. I really enjoy reading your hcs and writing.

I totally agree with Aventurine using it to his advantage and Argenti being delusional and love bombing you constantly. I dont know if Aven would ever get desperate/tired/sad of you not loving him, or if Argenti would ever realise theres something wrong. But thats a problem for the future haha.

Thank you so much for the feedback and appreciation!! Also yes i understand lol, tumblr is a very glitchy app and its half a minute away from experiencing half life of a radioactive substance.

Aventurine has many mixed feelings about it, in my opinion. I didnt expand more on it in case it went off topic and the post got too long, but i guess ill do it here.

Aventurine, despite being cunning and shallow regarding his profit at times, still does hold sincerity inside. He does want to be loved by you in a romantic way, and at times both of you share quiet moments, where you stare into space conflicted about your relationship, and Aventurine stares at you in silence, wondering about everything he's done up til now, and perhaps all the things that could have been avoided if he'd done something differently from the start. He does get jaded about your own conflicts. Regardless, it's not too soon before you snap out of your daze and look at Aventurine, his solemn face turning into a relaxed smile. Something on your mind, sweetheart? And he feels a pang seeing the conflicted look in your eyes return.

Argenti, on the other hand, is .. just painfully oblivious. Even if you tried explaining to Argenti and tried to back out, he won't understand. A part of you wonders if it's that he doesn't understand, or just doesn't want to understand. Regardless, if you of all people can't explain it to him, there's no hope of anyone being able to step up for you.

I imagine the only time Argenti could be on the verge of understanding is if you've escaped his grasp multiple times, and someone strong gives him a stubborn battle and beats some sense into him while he (hunts you down) searches for you. I imagine he only ever contemplates on it for a brief moment, before alluding it all to Idrila simply testing him and his devotion.

Sigh, he's incurable.

[unlicensedmortician]

bad movies with j&j: divergent part three. the final part. thank god. i never have to watch these again.

- I WAS RIGHT ABT EVELYN BEING THE NEW DICTATOR

- how much time is supposed to have passed??? that’s at least 8 months of hair growth

- i wonder if they want to kill him

- not how trials work!

- four still looks like he’s in his late 30s

- jesus christ??? dude??

- oh ok he’s fine

- thank god for peter he’s the only thing that’s making these movies watchable. guy who’s the fucking worst but at least he’s entertaining

- rip tori u were the most iconic bitch here

- hm. that looks like some form of ecological crisis

- do love a good blood river

- “this hole looks radioactive” hole you say?

- also that’s not even a little bit how radioactivity works at all

- “this is fun i’m glad we did this” cryingggg thank u for ur commmentary peter

- “someone’s coming for us 🥰” wrong tone! you are being hunted

- how are you not hitting any of them they’re running in straight lines

- huh?????????? what’s going on?????

- the future is more color coding apparently

- i feel like im having a fever dream

- at the very least tris has a cunty little bob

- jester: oftentimes what a main character girlie really needs is a cunty little bob

- we’re the good guys :) welcome to eugenics city

- also how the shit do they know who these random teenagers from the isolated city tm are

- i bet she has absolutely zero body hair

- get GLOOPED

- fist the wall hole, tris

- ok i’m sure these tattoos are a cool completely fine thing

- oh! so they have aggressively overt eugenics! great!

- right ok. and none of you are unsettled by this

- oh this is terrifying. we’ve been surveying you your whole life and you didn’t know we existed until rn :) don’t worry about it :)

- oh so those are. barcodes.

- providence?? rhode island????

- haha this is terrifying. “i’ve observed every second of your life” WHAT

- she’s the ONLY ONE.

- yeah of course tris (cis straight white skinny neurotypical) is the only genetically pure person alive. what the fuck

- oh so u can get full access to people’s memories. that’s terrifying

- sure her mother might as well have been from outside

- the tattoos indicate how damaged they are that’s so cool and great. and that also determines how much access they have. awesome.

- there’s no way this guy is a good person

- when i say this surveillance technology is scarier than any horror concept i’m being serious

- really really interesting to have a black woman defending the status quo

- if they’re the good guys why is everyone else so afraid

- also like. why wouldn’t they take adults in also? what’s the cutoff point?

- “we’re here to help” while pointing a gun at a family. what. BRO YOU JUST FUCKING SHOT HER DAD?

- what the fuck they just wipe these kids’ memories ??

- the political messaging here is confusing at best

- this is the first time i’ve been anything more than completely neutral on four

- can i blame the current lack of media literacy on this franchise or

- tris. what the fuck

- who would win: guy who stuck by you through all the absolute batshit insanity of the last two movies and was like. decent through all of it. or old guy eugenicist who says he knew your mother. the answer will shock you!

- kinda ate with tris’ costuming evoking jeanine

- who media trained her

- “we’re not taking you to chicago” four is like. sure. this might as well happen. i guess. gonna make this ship crash now

- so were they gonna execute him? i’m confused

- “this ship is the only one that can fly through the camo wall” immediately crashes it

- wait lmao is this actually rhode island

- oh wow the eugenics guy is untrustworthy! who could have seen this coming

- “the factions work” they literally didn’t. that was. the point of the whole two other movies? are we forgetting those

- matthew and four should’ve been endgame thanks for coming to my ted talk

- thank you peter for always serving cunt

- yes girl completely wipe your ex husbands memory

- i don’t think anyone talked about tris’s terrible fucking tattoo enough

- yeah girl of course he’s wiping the memories of everyone in chicago

- she can do whatever she wants. she’s the protagonist

- peter cmon i liked you

- ok but like. the gas is still there? whatever

- i feel like this plot is not finished

- oh my god it’s not allegiant did so bad in box offices that they cancelled the fourth one. that’s hilarious. thank god.

[askthehiddencaste]

Im curious tho, how'd lizard radioactive? :00

(I haven't found any info yet, am just asking stuffs)

Goji hasn't had a lot of postings on the blog lol just teases in the tags really

But goji is a large deep sea troll who's very much taking after ancient lizards rather than whatever fish turned into sea dwellers. He and his family live around radioactive thermal vents and as such are just naturally radioactive due to the amount of time they've lived around those vents

Gojiras little sister went missing and as the youngest and least likely to collapse under his own weight, was sent to the surface to find her only to have been caught by scientists and since he was putting off radiation was used as a radioactive battery for their research. He's been missing for sweeps and his family are afraid they will never see either of the youngest of the family ever again

[detective-piplup]

You're "do u like the color of the sky?" To me. And I'm guessing I'm fucking radioactive green or something lol

yeah you’re right you are radioactive green. but also purple glitter.

ALSO THAT IS VERY FUNNY BC I HAVE NEVER HIT POST LIMIT. like ever. i have other things to be doing im afraid. But i should watch a tumblr history video i need a drawing soundtrack

[jonesatheart]

Buried Alive

Raph squeezed his eyes shut and wondered again how he'd gotten himself into this situation.  

Try as he might he still couldn't remember, though he did suspect the throbbing in his arm had something to do with it.  

On the one hand, the throbbing led him to believe he'd been shot with some drugged dart, which was very much less than ideal, but it also meant there was a higher chance that his brothers were looking for him. 

He hoped. 

He hoped and prayed it hadn't been his own stupidity and temper than had gotten him into this situation, he hoped his brothers weren't waiting for him to cool off and come, he hoped they didn't just assume he was with Casey.  

Something crawled across his leg and he prayed harder. 

He was scared to move, scared to open his eyes, scared to so much as breathe lest he disturb his prison mates and they turn on him again.  

He almost laughed at himself for it.  

How pathetic was that. 

He was afraid to breathe lest it disturb whatever insects were buried with him, lest they crawl into his nostrils, but not of running out of air. 

Something skittered across his shell and this time he couldn't stop the whimper that leaked from his mouth. He covered his beak for some meager protection as a sob threatened to over take him.  

He couldn't panic again. He couldn't. He had to calm himself.  

He let out a slow breath and tried to imagine Master Splinter walking him through a breathing exercise.  

He could do this. He could remain calm until his brothers found him.  

Something shifted around his neck and it took everything he had not to scream. 

They'd just better find him soon. 

--- 

"Okay," Leonardo shook his head. "Explain it one more time, slowly." 

"Do you remember the shipment of glass April got in last week?" Don asked without looking up from the small wires he was soldering together.  

"Yeah, the green ones Mikey said he were going to give him super powers or whatever. But what does that have to do with finding Raph and whatever you're building?" Leo shook his head. 

"The green in the glass is because it's laced a with uranium. Which is as we all know is?..." 

"Really expensive?" Leo shrugged, growing more and more impatient. "Glow in the dark? I don't know!"  

"It's radioactive," Casey told him. "That's why Mike was makin' Spider-Turtle jokes."  

"But what does that have to do with Raph?"  

"I was helping April set up a display later and not all of the glass that had set off the Geiger was glowing. We double checked and it turns out it's because we're radioactive."  

Leo's face lit up. "The ooze." 

"Bingo. April gave me one of the Geiger counters that came with the shipment and I've been modifying it to read our signatures. Which brings me to the good news and the bad news." 

"Let's get the bad news out of the way," Leo decided and wrapped his arm around Mikey.  

"I can't go with you to find Raph."  

"Why not?" Leo demanded.  

"That's actually part of the good news. The way the ooze interacted with our DNA means we each have our own unique signatures. Except for me and Raph." 

"Cause you're twins," Casey realized.  

Don nodded. "The signatures confirm it. If it had been all us giving of the same signature, this would've been a solo mission for Casey. The distinctions are pretty minuscule, but they are there. I can follow at a distance, but I have to be far enough to be out of range of the Geigers which I've calibrated to only react to mine and Raph's signatures. The signatures are faint. So you're going to have to get close for the device to go off, even with my modifications. That's why I had the rest of you working on a map of where to check first." 

--- 

"Guys, I got 'im, I got 'im!" Mikey announced over the radio and began digging with his bare hands out of fear of damaging his brother any further than he already may have been. "We're on the Garbageman's Island." 

"We're on our way!" Leo answered. 

"Is he hurt?" Donatello demanded.  

"Dunno. I haven't got him out yet." 

"Out of what?" 

"The ground, bro! That's where his signature is coming from."  

Leonardo stopped in his tracks, his heart catching in his chest. He ripped off his headset and plucked his shell cell off his belt as he took off running again.  

"You don't want an answer," Donatello said when he answered Leo's call. 

"That is answer! If he was alive when they buried him-" 

"I don't know, Leo! There are too many factors that I don't know. We just have to get to him as fast as we can."  

"Hopefully before Mikey does," Leo muttered darkly.  

--- 

Raph clutched his head in his hands. It was taking everything in him not to start screaming as his prison mates began skittering, agitated, all over his body. Tear began soaking his mask. He'd been so still, so careful to not disturb any of them so they'd leave him alone, so they wouldn't be curious or angry and come swarming at him. He didn't understand what was happening to warrant the sudden activity.  

"Over here!" A voice, muffled and far above his head called.  

Raphael's eyes snapped wide open. He could have sworn-  

"Are you sure?" Leonardo questioned. Raph's head snapped to his brother's voice and he was bit for his crimes. He yelped in surprise. 

"Yeah, dude- Did you-" 

"I heard him," Don answered.  

Raph yelped again as the ground above his holding cell began to shift and his prison mates punished him for it. 

"We're comin', Raph, just hang in 'ere!" Casey called down to him.  

Raphael curled in on himself as tightly as he could in the soft narrow box, trying to protect his face and squeezing eyes shut. Even when he felt himself being hoisted out of the ground he kept his eyes squeezed shut. 

He had to stay calm. He couldn't panic lest his crawling prison wardens punish him for it.  

And he did stay calm. 

From the moment his box hit the ground, throughout the lid being cut into, and even after it came off, he stayed still and calm. 

Right until the moment he felt his brother's arms wrap around him and lift him out of the box and onto the ground in their arms.  

"Get 'em off me!" He wailed, flailing in he didn't even know who's arms, as panic finally won out.  

"Leo, take him," Mikey ordered with a confident firmness they all knew he had, but rarely used. "I got an idea."  

Before Raph even had time to process being handed over, he was drenched and coughing.  

"There!" Mikey announced.  

Raph launched himself at his little brother, tackling him to ground, and clinging to him in a tight hug rather than starting a retributional wrestling match like he would have done any other time Mikey threw a bucket of brackish water over his head.  

"Thanks," he croaked, burying his head against his brothers plastron. 

Mikey patted his brother shell as best he could with his arms pinned to his side. "I gotcha, Raphy," Mikey promised.  

"We all do," Leo added as he knelt next to Raph and rested a hand on his shell. 

--- 

"So how'd you guys find me?" Raph asked and accepted the hot mug and forehead kiss from April. He sat, blanket wrapped shoulders hunched forward, in the middle of couch between Casey and Leo.  

"I know you're not gonna believe this," Leo goaded, "but it was Donny's genius."  

Raph snorted, "Figures. So how'd ya do it, Turtle Wonder?" 

Donny smiled up at his brother from the floor before turning back to his work of applying ointment and band-aid to Raph's legs. "It wasn't just me. It was actually Mikey and the glass April got in last week." 

"Don, I don't know if you're aware, but that ain't an explanation." 

"You remember how April and I were telling you guys about the glass being very mildly radioactive?" Donny asked and made a mental note of a potential spider bite on Raph's ankle so he could keep an eye on it. 

"Yeah?" 

"It turn out, so are we." 

Raph choked on his tea. "Scuse me?"  

"We put off mildly radioactive signatures," Don said patiently. "Leo and Mikey each have their own unique signatures because of the way the ooze interacted with their DNA. But you and I actually share a signature for the same reason."  

Raph blinked. "Okay, Donny, I'm aware there's a hint somewhere on there that ya tryin'a drop. But I was drugged and spent the last 14 hours in a nightmare fueled cardboard box. My autism's actin' up, okay? Just spit it out."  

Donny snickered. "It affected our DNA  the same way, because, as twins, we share DNA."  

Raph snickered. "Guess you found that shell after all, huh?" 

"Dinner is served!" Mikey announced and grandiosely brought a bowl of chicken noodle soup around Raph's head.  

Raph passed his mug off to Leo to be able to take the bowl. "You're amazin' sometimes, Mike," he said gratefully. 

[sappymix1]

thats really interesting!!! for one of my classes we had to read a recount on how chernobyl survivors dealed with learning how their bodies were reacting to radioactivity it was crazy but super wel written <- just telling u things mybad. thajnk u for the article :33

oh that sounds really interesting! i never read a lot abt chernobyl on school mostly just like on a very surface level to compare gov response to that with the sverdlovsk anthrax accident for my thesis but i found a few books abt it for super cheap so i’ve been reading a lot i read i think it was called voices from chernobyl? that oral history one a few weeks ago :’) I LOVE IT WHEN YOU JUST TELL ME THINGS it makes me happy i just like being talked to im afraid 😭

[just-rogi]

im so fucking tired of going to the doctors. i cant keep up. every week its a new test or a new lab or a new specialist. i'm just exhausted. i have to go in for blood work AGAIN- this is the fourth time since april. its expensive, and time consuming, and honestly? im tired. im just tired. all the fucking time im tired of the lack of answers, and the phone calls in the middle of the day, and crying at work in front of my students, and opening my email to new lab results every other day. IM TIRED OF IT!!! im not even afraid of hospitals or needles i never have been, even as a kid, but i couldnt stop crying last time i got bloodwork. ive never been upset by bloodwork before what the fuck. last week i had an ultrasound of my liver and i got a call in the middle of the work day today that i need to get a BONE SCAN?? are you kidding me?? im scared. and im tired. and im angry. and i dont want to do any of this. i just want to cry and isolate myself and go to bed and not see anyone ever but i cant fucking do that because i have to go get injected with radioactive contrast material and wait four hours so they can see what is wrong with my bone enzymes.

[ossuarywarden]

last session carrie got to dance with the traveling dentist its been crushing on for the past few days and im very much enjoying this slow-burn eventual trainwreck of a dynamic (vengeful morally questionable enabler tells a young impressionable grieving godling exactly what it wants to hear)

also i need everyone to know that i drew this while listening to toxic by britney spears on loop

(long thoughts about the piece under the readmore)

i must emphasize that carrie isnt afraid of him, but its afraid of touching him with the skeletal hand. the hand reminds it of its former warlock patron (noirak), who was a source of pain for so many people, including people carrie itself came to love.

its mere association with said patron tends to end up hurting those victims. and in the words of one of them, "i dont hate you, but your presence is radioactive." that kind of stuff really stuck to it, and its even reminded of that fact near constantly. so no matter how much it wants to have roltz around, it's scared that he might get hurt like everyone else. (carrie's relationship with noirak in another can of worms. ill save it for another drawing)

on the flip side tho what makes the idea of being with roltz so attractive to it is that he has NOTHING to do with noirak. maybe carrie somehow thinks that roltz will see it for who it is, and not a living reminder of noirak's legacy. not to mention that roltz is so far removed from the godhood shenanigans that been plaguing carrie.

it doesnt help that roltz keeps talking about not obligating urself to bear the mantle of heroism (another can of worms), and insisting on what you *want*. this isnt an avenue of thought that carrie's ever considered before and oh boy is it an alluring one. he's been throwing around the word "want" all night ("what do you want?", "want me to kill that guy for you?", "want to get out of here?") and carrie sure is enjoying having someone advocate for its desires

its not all smooth sailing tho bc as a player who knows what roltz' ideals and motives are, i dont think carrie will come out of this unscathed

i also wanna point out the border, the tentacles and daggers pointed at roltz and carrie's backs. those two ARE gonna end up hurting each other someway i just know it. they just dont see it yet. inclusion of lightning and constellations on the sides hint at other figures in carrie's life that its gonna have disastrous but important relationships with (eventually hopefully). bullets along the bottom and the stone necklace on top hint at backatory stuff for those two that they either keep buried or have hanging over their heads constantly

[bri-to-the-future]

hello im here to request 40s doc for the song post 👀

Hehe i figured youd be the one to ask for him. Okay here they are:

Rat by Penolope Scott- About someone losing faith in a scientist- gives the vibes of doc losing faith in oppenheimer. “When I said take me to the moon i never meant take me alone/i thought if mankind toured the sky it meant that all of us could go/but i dont wanna see the stars if theyre just one more piece of land/for us to colonise for us to turn to sand” in particular makes me think of him

Laplaces Angel (Hurt People? Hurt people!) by Will Wood- “have you ever died in a nightmare?/woke up surprised you hadnt earned your fate?” And “so if you wash your hands of where youve been/until you flood the second floor/neatly fold your skeletons/but stull cant shut the closet door” give me such 40s doc vibes its insane

Oblivion by Halfy and Winks- look. I know its a dream smp fan song. But they make good music! And this absolutely murders me with the 40s doc vibes. The entire first verse fits him so well. “Pride in myself was something i swore would never die/gaining respect means giving up a past life/the illusion crafted by my arrogance/had protected me from the wrong that i couldnt admit” PLEASE. The song is about guilt and regret and its so perfect for him

Dr. Sunshine is Dead by Will Wood- another will wood song! This one gives me the vibes of someone who’s afraid of themself, which fits 40s doc beautifully. Particularly the last line. “And if dreams can come true, what does that say about nightmares?/ill stay awake tonight”

Run Boy Run by Woodkid- this one makes me think of someone trying to run from themself “run boy run/they’re dying to stop you/run boy run/this race is a prophecy/run boy run/break out from society” it sort of gives me the vibes of how hectic it mustve been while they were working on the bomb

21 Guns by Green Day- this one almost feels obvious to me? It’s about wanting peace in a time of war. “When you’re at the end of the road/and you lost all sense of control/and your thoughts have taken control/when your mind breaks the spirit of your soul” reminds me of him. Also at the start of the chorus when he says “one, twenty-one guns” its like 1.21 which is fun

Wires by The Neighbourhood- this one (i think?) is about someone not being in control of themself due to obligation. “I see the wires pulling while you’re breathing/you knew you had a reason/it killed you like diseases” reminds me of how i think 40s doc probably feels about his actions. It ended the war, but at what cost?

What Ive Done by Linkin Park- this whole song fits him really well so its hard to pick a lyric to highlight. “Put to rest/what you thought of me/while ive cleaned this slate/with the hands/of uncertainty” makes me think of how doc would react to marty finding out (assuming he knew him from the 30s)

Killer by The Hoosiers- well it’s just right off the gate with this one. “I hate my work/but im in control/im fearless now/but it cost my soul” c’mon thats so good for him! Theres also a later line, “i conduct fear like electricity/a manmade monstrosity” and i think thats his feelings about the project and his part in it exactly

Radioactive by Imagine Dragons- this one gives me the sense of doc a bit further past the bombs being dropped, reluctantly accepting the new norm. “All systems go/the sun hasnt died/deep in my bones/straight from inside” particularly makes me think of him

[frenchphobic]

okay so thida lore:

-they are nonbinary. they/them. also khmer child of immigrants

- they ate a radioactive fried spider. specifically a tarantula on their trip to cambodia

- they can produce needle projections that are a little venomous. im calling them spike. or spider spike. who knows.

- i actually dont know of tarantulas are venomous can someone search that up im afraid of spiders sorry

[mikerowavedart]

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[animozitet]

once im done with this family pack of store brand instant noodles i am going to become so radioactive the elephants foot will be afraid of me

[sunrayretriever]

im curious about 88-93 (Let's get personal)

i really hope u mean 88 THRU 93..... cracks knuckles...

88: If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?

uhhhhh..... uhhhh >:3c a certain. ceo of a certain company. on a personal level tho it would have to be one of my exes oop

89: What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?

i honestly cant think of one.... uhhh.... probably how much weed i smoke because its an embarrassing amount

90: One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do?

i dont have to say anything do i (im gonna try and fuck em)

91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?

bitch i am FLYING!!!!!! I WANT ANGEL WINGS!!! AND I WANT TO FLY!!!!!

92: You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?

ohh what a surprise im gonna be picking the time my ex came to visit me because it felt like him and i were the only ppl in the world and i was truly happy

93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

the entirety of when i was in high school

[inbetween-beast-and-man]

if I think this is who I think it is Im afraid theyre quite radioactive

kissa you ion the lips but im radioactive

I would let this happen

[krytus]

anyways remember kingsman coming out in 2014 and leaving us all on the floor like car crash victims by unceremoniously killing their kind, noble hero after he slaughtered a church full of people? they dont make movies like That anymore.