#it’s not actually about them

[lary-the-lizard]

I’m reblogging this again because the fucking audacity. I will not be discoursing, I do not want op to be ridiculed, op is valid, I just hate their perspective because:

It’s limited. It’s ableist, and it’s heteronormative. To be clear! This does NOT mean that op is bad and problematic and shouldn’t be heard. Their opinion is not them, and they have just as much right to have it and express it as I do mine.

Marriage is a heteronormative patriarchal structure made to control females and women and facilitate state connections. Since society has evolved marriage has become much less oppressive to individuals but it’s still one of the most powerful tools used to control everyone. Yes it is romantic in many ways, the idea that someone would willingly bind themselves together not only socially but legally and traditionally vow to not romantically love or fuck others because they are that devoted is intense. Like “yes, government and community, if I fall out of love with this person/people I WANT you to punish me for it.” But not getting legally bound to another can be just as romantic. It can be just as symbolic. But more importantly, queer relationships should not have to mimic cishet traditions to be viewed as just as valid and meaningful. Marriage is a heteronormative traditional method of control and it’s only been recently that queer relationships have started to assimilate to it. Yes, many queer couples did share homes and stay monogamous and maybe many did want to get legally married. But more than anything queer relationships want social acceptance and one of the easiest ways to get that is to perform heteronormativity.

But hey, Andriel is a fictional couple and we just want a happily ever after for them. That is completely understandable and good. There is nothing wrong with that. To me, this is about queer assimilation, not Andriel, and yeah, I love the idea that they don’t ever get married but that’s my little fantasy and it doesn’t matter.

One of my favorite things about Andrew and Neil as characters is how fucked up they because of their trauma. I recognized myself in them and I loved the implications at the end of the story that they were recovering from that trauma but it was going to take a long time. And when I learned that Sacavic headcannoned that they would always be haunted by their trauma I loved that too. Not only because it made sense but because it’s authentic to what me and many other trauma victims experience.

Time and meds and therapy help a whole lot but there are some wounds that not only forever change you but never stop hurting because your brain literally grew through it. Even with healthy coping mechanisms and friends and family that love and support them, some people never fully recover. They will never be fully functional, they will always need disability aids whether that be hearing aids or medication or emotional support pets. They will be haunted by nightmares, forever fear certain situations or spaces, and go through depression periods. That is okay. Many people live long lives but are constantly on the edge of suicide because of trauma and resulting mental illnesses. That does make their lives less important or their happy moments less valid.

Romance doesn’t complete anyone. It doesn’t make you happy for the rest of your life, it doesn’t solve anyone’s loneliness or mental disability. It helps often. It inspires. But finding a special someone doesn’t make you heal. You make you heal. They are a bonus.

[etherealspacejelly]

me when the disability disables me: oh what the fuck? this sucks. what the hell man!

[inkskinned]

she's singing in another room and my dog is asleep at my feet. my grandma asked me why i haven't found a man yet and i laughed. oh, you know. i like my house clean.

my girlfriend is also my man is also "my partner" if i'm in a professional setting. yesterday we went to a ren faire and a man mimed at me - you're together? and at my delighted nod, his baffled, you're gay? made me laugh. a woman with rainbow hair said i love the two of you together. you're both so beautiful it's absurd.

my dad introduced my partner as my "..... friend. or whatever" the other day. he knows we're dating. in the same way, i was never able to get my sister's husband to stop saying that's gay like it's 2008. he still uses the word fa***t, and my sister's defense of him has always been well, he's just kidding.

my lover and i dance to old music in a tiny kitchen. we judge new music together and take food critique very seriously. we watch love is blind before we fall asleep and agree that if they had a queer season, it would be bloody but also make for excellent tv. of fucking course queer people would know someone for only 2 weeks and agree to get married. what are you saying.

at a bar with friends, a man puts his hand on my wrist. got a boyfriend? and yes, i do have a boyfriend, she's amazing. i am texting her while i wander around a gas station named after geese. i am visiting a swing state for a wedding. in the candy aisle i overhear: she's actually like a lesbian it's disgusting. two teenage girls with packaged sandwiches in their hands, giggling. no literally, like. i'm not, like. okay with her being there while we're all, like, naked and changing.

my girlfriend and i tailgate, drink gin and cider out of cups. from the frat group beside us, a man corrects himself with one of his friends: bro, i mean, nonbinary entity, and it makes everyone around him laugh, myself included. he razzes his friend the same way i would have killed for at 19 years old - like nothing happened, he continues: you apply sunscreen like an alien. he does a little sassy (and fairly accurate) dance interpretation of the motion. his friend is laughing so hard they're crying.

i am lucky, i live in a safe neighborhood in a safe state. my masc passenger princess comes up from DC. i drive her for an hour to where all the leaves are a violent arrangement of color. we walk along the trails, letting autumn into our blood. in this part of the state, there's a lot of pickup trucks and trump signs. when we chastely kiss before getting into the car, i accidentally make eye contact with a woman holding her child's wrist. she looks disgusted. she looks fucking pissed.

two hours later my girl and i are eating dinner on a patio, soaking in the last warmth of new england sun before the chill of winter sets in. we are giggling and trying to talk through plastic vampire teeth. at another table, i see a young woman sit up straighter. i watch her watch us. she blushes and takes her partner's hand from across the table. shy, like the taste of evening has just become something deeper.

it's worth it for this moment, i think. my lover is still humming the same song she's been singing for four days straight and i don't want to kill her for it. her guitar is beside my bed. her toothbrush is in my bathroom. in a few moments i will make us lunch. we are lucky enough to have found each other. it is lucky enough to be in love.

[liquidstar]

If my mom sees a significant amount of blood she gets lightheaded, and has fainted on some occasions. Once it happened when we were kids, I wasn't there to witness it but I heard the story from my dad. Basically my brothers, around 7 or 8 at the time, were playing outside while my mom was making their lunch, and she accidentally cut her finger. It wasn't anything serious, but it drew a fair bit of blood and she passed out. My dad saw this and rushed over, but he didn't really know what to do so he just sort of started slapping her to wake her up (not recommended, but he had no idea and panicked)

At that exact moment my brothers both came in from playing, and all they saw was our mom unconscious on the floor and our dad slapping her. So, like, without even saying a word to each other they both just INSTANTLY start whaling on him, like, full blown attack mode to defend our mom. Which obviously didn't help the situation, but she did wake up and everything was fine.

Now our dad says that he's actually really glad they attacked him over what they thought was going on, because it means he raised good boys. And I still think that's true, they're very good boys.

[tariah23]

White people are miserable, racist losers period. They’ve even been getting mad at Japanese people for correcting them about Yasuke as well.

[bllmak]

lawyer husbands

[maeamian]

If you saw me agreeing with being annoyed about wasted helium in a fictional context and were like "I bet she has some more helium based anger in her life" good news LAPD fucked up a raid on a medical facility they thought was a pot farm and flat out ruined thousands of gallons of the stuff.

[captainjonnitkessler]

You know I used to think "tumblr's absolute refusal to actually engage with the Trolley Problem in favor of insisting that there must be a third, morally pure option that doesn't require them to make a hard decision and anyone who asks them to make a binary choice is just a short-sighted idiot is really fucking annoying, but I guess it's not actually doing any harm".

Anyway that was before we asked tumblr at large to decide between "guy aiding a genocide but making progress elsewhere" and "guy who would actively and enthusiastically participate in a genocide and would also make everything else much, much worse for everyone elsewhere" and the response was that there must be a third, morally pure option that doesn't require them to make a hard decision and that anyone who asks them to make a binary choice is a short-sighted idiot.

[kensatou]

"we know how to move our bodies, but i didn't know how to manage my heart, so you need help for this"

hi we need to talk more about judo gold medallist christa deguchi.

[pocket-dragon]

Durge murder aura detected

[eydilily]

so i dont love you !

[theshadowrealmitself]

I like to think that Vulcans who come to understand that Humans just can’t try to process emotions the same way as them, it’s just healthiest to let it out in harmless ways, decide that venting and stuff should be taken just as seriously as Vulcan’s meditation time, and will encourage the Humans around them to complain about what’s upsetting them

People who are used to aloof Vulcans who avoid Humans at all cost running into one comforting a Human

“-and then they said my cheesecake was subpar, and they didn’t even bring a dish!!!”

“The purpose of this event was that every participant brings a food item of sorts, correct?”

“Yeah!!”

“And they did not follow this rule while insulting dishes that were brought?”

“Mostly just my dish but yeah >:(“

“How illogical”

“That’s what I’m saying!!!”

[feelo-fick]

why are you still here, then????

[chloesimaginationthings]

I can’t wait to see mangle in the FNAF 2 movie,,

[nidbaesenpai]

Happy one year anniversary ISAT! To celebrate I wanted to share the lil strips I made for my friends when they reached the end of the game! They're all meant to be snippets of life post game and a glimpse into the world I'm making for Loop.

[tazmiilly]

can't even make some instant ramen in peace without this guy just passing out