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After a quick shower, Zoro heads out on deck and starts making his way towards the sleeping quarters. But a faint light, coming from the kitchen, stops him in his tracks. What is that idiot cook doing at this hour? he thinks to himself. He considers if he should just ignore it, but his curiosity gets the better of him. When Zoro enters the kitchen, he calls out to the cook. “Hey Curly, what the hell are you-“. Before he can finish the sentence, he finds the cook sitting down, his head on the dining table, sound asleep.
The swordsman walks up to him, ready to wake up him and mock him for falling asleep in the kitchen. But when he gets closer, he sees that the cook is bent over a little book, pen still in hand as if he fell asleep mid-sentence. Zoro recognizes the book as the cooks little notebook that he carries around everywhere and always has up while making meals for the crew. It was probably full of different recipes, and he was probably working on one before he dozed off. At least, that’s what Zoro thinks at first, before he sees the header for the page the cook had open. “MOSSHEAD” it says, with big, cursive letters.
Is… is Curly writing about me? He leans closer over the cooks shoulder and reads the rest of the page.
“Preferences: not a picky eater, could eat almost anything (would probably eat trash too). Prefers white rice and sea beast meat*
No allergies. Dislikes sweet food - avoid chocolate.
Meal plans: Workout routines require high protein and carbohydrates, combined with low fat, for the majority of the meals, especially after workout session. Make sure pre-work out drink varies for full nutrition and fiber intake.**
Other notes: Low water intake, get the idiot to replace his sake with a water bottle for better results in training. For celebrations, make healthy snacks that go well with sake. Not too sweet.
*Check page 23 for Sea Beast recipes
**Seems to not like bananas all that much. Try avocados, artichoke or broccoli for high fiber intake. Update page 56 (high fiber recipes).”
The rest of the page is filled with notes and observations that the the cook has made during their time together as a crew. Zoro notices how the cook had tracked the development of his workout and adapted his diet accordingly. The swordsman knows the cook is careful with all the crews meals and diets, but this… this level of observation, of detail in every note. He hadn’t been aware of just how much time the cook actually puts into making sure they are all healthy and happy. Even for Zoro himself.
Zoro thinks back to all the times the cook had prepared banquets where everyone was satisfied, every morning smoothie and breakfast, all the times he threw a water bottle at his head. He had never realized how much he actually… cares.
The thought travels around in his head until he gets slightly dizzy. It was getting late, he needs to get some rest. What about him? Zoro thinks to himself, turning back to look at the cook. His closed eyes lays heavy, his lips slightly parted. He looks… peaceful. Waking the cook wasn’t as tempting anymore. Instead, Zoro quietly makes his way over to the kitchen counter, where the cook has left his jacket. He picks it up, walks back to the sleeping cook, and places the jacket over his shoulder. At least the idiot won’t catch a cold.
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The next morning, Sanji wakes up from a bad ache in his neck. Ah fuck. He had fallen asleep on the table last night. Well, at least I’m already in the kitchen. As he stands up, clutching his lower neck, he hears a soft thud. He turns around and looks at the ground, where his jacket is laying in a heap on the floor. That’s weird, he thinks to himself. Could’ve sworn I left it on the counter last night. He picks it up and places it on the chair he has just vacated. The sun hasn’t risen yet. Time to get to work.
It’s still early hours, with dawn barely on the horizon when Zoro walks into the kitchen. The cook doesn’t look away from his task at hand, but he can hear by the heavy footsteps that it was the swordsman. He calls out his usual greeting. “Your drink is on the counter, take it and get out of my kitchen”. Sanji waits for a stupid comeback while sorting out Robins morning coffee. But it never comes. Instead, he hears a soft murmur, barely audible across the vast room. “Thanks”. The cook finally stops what he’s doing, standing still in shock for a moment. When he comes to his senses and turns around, the swordsman is already out the door. What the hell was that all about? Something has to be wrong. Right? But before he can think it over, Robin knocks on the open door. “Good morning Sanji,” she says. “Sorry, it’s a bit earlier than usual. Couldn’t sleep all that well”. The cook assures her it’s not a problem at all and that her coffee will be ready in a minute.
When it’s time for breakfast, Zoro seems to be back to his usual self, bickering heavily with the cook, not holding back on his opinions about the “shitty cooks shitty meals”. But it doesn’t go unnoticed to Sanji that the swordsman observed him more than usual, stealing glances when he thought the cook wasn’t looking. And for some reason, it doesn’t bother him as much as it should. For the rest of the day, he can’t stop thinking about that morning. That single word. And all those stolen glances. Maybe the idiot finally learned to appreciate my contribution to this crew. But the smile that spreads on his lips as he thinks the thought isn’t of spite or mockery. It is something else entirely. And it s the very same one that decorates Zoro’s own face the next time he drinks that smoothie.
Mornings on the Sunny
As the night draws to an end and the light of dawn closes in on the Thousand Sunny, the strawhats prepare for yet another day on the open seas.
Sanji is the first one to wake, before the sun rises over the horizon. He makes himself a cup of coffee before getting on with planning the meals of the day, from breakfast to supper and every meal in between. With Luffy on the ship, it’ll be quite many of them. He takes out his little notebook with notes on everyone’s preferences, allergies and needs when it comes to food and diet. He reads through it carefully before planning each dish for each person for the day.
Next to wake is Zoro, who’s also up before the morning light for a workout session before the rest of the crew wakes up. Might be some distractions otherwise. Before heading to the crows nest he walks by the kitchen where the cook is preparing breakfast. “Your shitty pre-workout smoothie is on the table” the cook calls out, his back to the swordsman, concentrated on the delicate tea leaves he’ll use for Nami’s morning tea. “Try not to choke on it”. The swordsman calls back, ”Like I need your stupid drinks to help me”, but he grabs the smoothie anyway and heads out.
When the first rays of sunshine hit the sails of the Sunny, Robin makes her way from the room she shares with Nami over to the kitchen. She didn’t get much sleep this night but it wasn’t unusual. She still felt rested enough to get up and get some studying done before breakfast. In the kitchen, Sanji just finished pouring a cup of coffee. “Good morning, beautiful” he says by way of greeting before handing Robin the cup. “A fresh cup of black of coffee, just the way you like it!” He made it sound simple but she knew the time and care the cook put into making each of his creations. One sip and Robin could taste all the flavor of the freshly ground coffee beans, straight from Jaya Island. Once again she thinks about how lucky she truly is. Robin gives the cook a smile. “You’re too sweet Sanji”, she says and takes the cup with her to the library where she can spend some time with her books.
It’s a while yet before anyone else wakes up. Zoro has finished his workout and is napping in the morning sun up in the crows nest. He did wake up early after, he deserves some rest. Down below, Nami finally appears on deck. She’s still tired, but a walk between the orange trees always helps wake her up in the morning. She makes sure they have enough water and nutrition before heading to the observation deck to check on the weather for the day. It’s always good to be prepared, and she likes giving the weather report over breakfast. On her way, she looks up and sees a pair of feet hanging over the edge of the crows nest. Nami mutters to herself about how she always finds that damn swordsman either sleeping, training or drinking.
Franky may not be the earliest of birds but he rarely stays in bed for long. Once he’s awake, there’s simply too many things to do, too many ideas to realize. Last night he actually fell asleep in his workshop, tinkering with yet another new innovation that would improve the ships defenses. And when he wakes up he goes straight back to work. At least for a few minutes before he realizes that he needs some energy. Franky leaves the workshop and goes to the kitchen, where Sanji is plating up the dinner table for breakfast. The whole room was smelling delicious with different flavors and spices. Franky couldn’t wait too see what the cook had prepared for them this morning. So instead of heading back to the workshop, he grabs a cola from the temporarily unlocked and unchained fridge, and sits down at the table to chat with Sanji while he cries the last of the eggs.
When breakfast is finally ready, Sanji and Franky make rounds on the ship, calling everyone to the kitchen. Jimbei, after having had a long night of steering the Sunny across treacherous waters, had decided to sleep in this morning, but the call of breakfast was enough to wake him from his deep slumber. When he goes out to grab the morning paper, he’s met by Brook, the only other old man in the ship. He’s delighted in the skeletons simple jokes and lightheartedness. Brook himself is overjoyed to have someone onboard who finally appreciates his clever puns. “I can smell the omelettes all the way from here” he says to Jimbei. “Sanji sure is an eggcellent cook!”. They both laugh on their way to the kitchen.
Last ones to wake are the boys; Luffy, Chopper and Usopp are laying on a pile on the floor in their shared room, all of them deep in sleep and snoring loudly. It isn’t until Sanji himself walks into the room, after having called out to them several times, and gives them a gentle smack in the head, that they finally open their eyes to take in the late morning light. These three could sleep for days. The mosshead too, if he didn’t wake up to workout, Sanji thinks to himself. And Luffy, he could sleep through a storm without a care in the world. With much complaining about having to wake so early, the boys finally, slowly, make their way to the kitchen. But as soon as Luffy gets a whiff of the freshly cooked food, he’s once again full of energy. He takes off across the deck, leaving Usopp and Chopper to follow as fast as they can. On his way back, the cook kicks the mast that holds the crows nest, shaking Zoro from his nap. Annoyed, he makes his way down, and is the last one to sit down at the table.
Finally, all the strawhats are gathered over breakfast, loudly chatting to each other, sharing stories, enjoying their personalized food and are having a wonderfully simple morning. Nami shares the weather report and plans on where to sail according to her maps and her log pose compass. Luffy, of course, wants to take the most fun route possible, even though the others know that his definition of “fun” is the equivalent to “dangerous”. Usopp once again tells them all the story of how he single-handedly fought and defeated a giant goldfish with nothing but his slingshot and wits. Franky excitedly shares his new ideas for how to make the Sunny go even faster if he could just adjust the main and foremast. Zoro, with his mouth full, complains about how the shitty food would taste better if he had some sake, to which the cook does not respond well.
After breakfast, everyone sets about with their tasks and doings for the day. While Sanji stays in the kitchen to clean up, Nami and Robin head to the library, where the former will study her maps and the latter will try to decipher yet another ancient text the crew had found on an earlier adventure. Usopp and Franky walk together to where their workshops lie at the stern of the ship, talking excitedly about mechanics and wood properties. Before Jimbei takes his place behind the steering wheel yet again, he takes a quick swim around ship to freshen up and scout the area from under the water. Chopper collects some herbs from the garden he shares with Usopp, and heads down to the sickbay to prepare some medicine and do some research. Robin had recently gifted him a book with rare and peculiar deseases that he had been reading intensely for the last couple of days. Zoro was back on yet another workout session. Can’t lift too little, right? Brook goes back to the boys room to pick up his violin. When he comes back out, he stands on the middle of the deck, between the orange trees, and plays a little tune. It’s a new song today, one he’s been working on for quite a while. It’s calm yet eerie, each note sounding as if the waves had been given a voice to sing with, and they were singing the song of old ancestors, waters that hadn’t been sailed for hundreds of years. The song echoes throughout the whole ship, keeping each of the crew members company while they go on about their day. At the very front of the ship, on top of the lion-shaped figurehead, Luffy has taken up his usual seat. He looks out over the ocean, towards the horizon, as far as his eyes can see. The music fills his ears and his heart, giving him goosebumps all over his arms. His eyes are filled with excitement and his soul with longing. He smiles to himself. Let the next adventure begin.
#it’s is currently past 4 am#but I had to get this out asap#have some more head cannons#and some extra Zosan just because I can#one piece#Zoro#Sanji#Zosan#roronoa zoro#black leg sanji#one piece headcanons#head cannons#anime#manga#ships#fanfic#strawhats#strawhat crew#the thousand sunny#Luffy#Nami#Usopp#Chopper#Robin#Franky#Brook#Jimbei#monkey d. luffy#tony tony chopper#nico robin
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bioware really said "let's release it on halloween... it's so terrible... it's gonna scare the shit out of everyone...the perfect halloween"
#oh da2 zevran face scares the shit out of you? hold my bear... wait till you see how returning characters look like in da4#here get spooked by the most amateurish writing and childish dialogue and disappointing story conclusions and lack of choice import#da critical#my post#my posts#holy shit I watched all the endings and I watched all the romances etc. ... damn the writing is bad#i am not surprised they hyped this up by showing the first 15 minutes because that seemed bad exposition dump but the rest is worse...#wtf were they thinking the story should be the selling point of these games and the role play ... not the fucking action#your choices don't matter...certainly not in the past..and even in the present...all choices essentially lead to the same ending with solas#AND that fucking retcon in the end that everything was actually influenced by big evil bad WTF shut up... this game is not canon to me#wtf are the laser pew-pew shooting sounds by the way lmao during the finale#and wtf do you mean we couldn't import the well of sorrows choice but it still comes up and essentially it's 1 of the 2 options canonised#halloween#2024#october 31#31st of october#current events#da mine#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age#dragon age 4#da4
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“[Villain].” The supervillain beckons them closer from around the door. “I think you might like this one.”
He’s in their little captive room; being a criminal organisation has made them improvise their spaces. A hero is tied to the rickety chair in the middle of the room, ignoring them both with their head bent. A rare sight, and a nice one at that. A sight that suggests a hint of winning.
“Wait,” the supervillain says softly.
They wait. Nothing happens. “[Supervillain], what—”
A sound breaks through their question. A sniffle. The villain ducks slightly to look at the hero’s face, catching the glistening trail of long-since shed tears on their cheeks. Catching heroes is rare enough, but having them cry about it? Gold.
The supervillain flashes them a quick grin. “Wait ‘til you hear their cover story.”
The villain steps forward and flops down in the seat in front of the hero. The hero keeps their head ducked, holding back shuddering breaths, and the villain simply waits for acknowledgement.
Waiting is in vain, it seems. The hero refuses to look up, even when they clear their throat expectantly.
“I thought heroes were meant to be made of steel,” they comment eventually.
The hero finally looks at them, and the villain only feels slightly bad about the miserable quiver of their mouth and the leaking of their eyes. “I’m not a hero,” they say shakily.
The villain raises their eyebrows. Denial’s a new one. “He must have told you that!” the hero continues, their gaze set on the supervillain at the door, and on the last word they break down into tears.
The villain glances back at the supervillain and he throws them another elated smirk. The slightly bad feeling they felt suddenly splits into painful worry.
They turn back to the hero and open their mouth to say something, but it occurs to them they don’t know who the hero is. They’ve never seen them before.
The worry becomes gnawing.
“You’re not a hero,” the villain reiterates slowly, and the hero’s head snaps up faster than the villain thought they could move.
“Yes!” they cry. Hours of tears scratch at their throat. “Thank god, yes. I’m– I’m not a hero. The agency they– they took me off the street, I’m not a hero or anything or– I’m not anything to do with them I swear please the agency is just–”
“Stop,” the villain snaps, and the hero's words cut off abruptly. “The agency took you off the street?”
The hero nods as they gulp down another sob. “I don’t know why. They threw me out in a hero costume and told me to distract the villains, I don’t– I don’t know anything—”
“Hey,” the villain says smoothly. They scoot their chair closer to the hero’s. “Hey, it’s okay. We’re all here because we hate the agency, right?” They glance back to the supervillain, who’s looking rather unimpressed by this turn of events. “You’re on our side now.”
The sob escapes the hero’s throat this time. Or whoever they are. “I just want to go home,” they manage through the tears.
The villain fishes a tissue from their pocket, tipping the hero’s head back to carefully wipe some of the tears from their face. “I know,” they say softly, “but the agency might be out searching for you right now. We’ll look after you until you can go home, okay?”
The hero hiccups their next breath. “T–Thank you.”
“I’ll get you back on your feet,” the villain says with a sigh. They glance back at the supervillain scowling from the door. “And [Supervillain] will go find whatever the hell the agency’s trying to distract us from.”
#creative writing#writblr#writers on tumblr#writing#writing community#heroes and villains#hero x villain#i am currently away friends#this is posting 2 hours from home#however im nothing if not on the GRIND#i brought my laptop lmao but only cause ive been SO burnt out so im hoping this trip will Fix Me#so far so good too ive written 2 lines in 4 hours. more than ive done the past week. success
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Guys imagine, Roach died, before the creation of 141, but Soap is able to see his ghost. He was originally following Ghost around, really annoyed that he was using his death as an excuse to not get close to anyone, but when he found out Soap could see him and talk to him he started following him around instead.
And they get really close, like two peas in a pod, except they have to be discreet about it because no one else can see or hear Roach, and they'd think Soap was crazy if they saw him talking to no one.
They use that for shenanigans too: Roach will go follow someone else and report back to Soap, Gaz is genuinely starting to believe Soap has superpowers or something. It's really useful on missions as well, and Soap managed to successfully rescue team members thanks to Roach being able to move through walls and everything.
(Roach is not the only ghost Soap is able to see btw, just the only one he's talking to.)
And then Roach is witnessing his past lover trying really hard to not fall in love with Soap, and Soap trying really hard to not do anything about the love he already feels, and he has to try and convince Soap that he is dead. During that conversation he finds out that something else that keeps Soap from doing something is that he feels very confused about everything because he also has feeling for Roach.
So now Roach has to try and convince him that even if he was still alive he wouldn't have a problem with that. He's known for a while that he was polyamorous, but he hadn't really dared talking to Ghost about that because he thinks he's jealous and possessive.
And Soap is like "oh yeah, you want me to go say to Ghost 'don't worry about your dead lover that I'm not supposed to know, he's actually polyamorous and also in love with me, I know because his ghost told me!' ??? I'm sure he's gonna take that well!"
But Roach is nothing if not resourceful and he manages to put Soap in situations where he's forced to interact with Ghost, and eventually they kiss and their relationship is beginning to be something. They're not really sure what.
And Roach is sad, because he has to watch the two men he loves being in love without him, yes, but at least they're both happy, and it makes him feel a bit better. And then during a mission Ghost almost dies.
Because he was alone and Soap and Gaz were together, Roach was following Ghost this time, ready to fly to Soap in an instant if there was any problems. But there was and he didn't have time, so he instinctively grabbed the gun being pointed towards Ghost's head and moved it as the person was shooting, saving Ghost's life, giving him enough time to shoot the enemy himself.
But even as the threat is eliminated, Ghost is still looking up from where he's on the ground, staring right through him, looking shocked. No, not right through him, he realises when he moves to the side and Ghost's eyes follow him. He also realises that he grabbed the gun. He's never grabbed anything before, in all his years of being a ghost.
Then suddenly Ghost's eyes move wildly around, and he figures he disappeared from his view. He can still go through the walls, but he's kept the ability to grab stuff when he wants. It gives him a ton of new possibilities, to fuck with people and, of course, to touch Soap.
"I wish you were actually alive," Soap whispers to him, holding his hands against his face as he's falling asleep.
"What the fuck," comes Ghost's voice the next morning, waking both of them up - wait, since when could Roach sleep?
Soap doesn't understand immediately, because he's always been able to see Roach. But Ghost is standing in the door, looking straight at dead past lover.
Turns out Soap is a necromancer and he had no idea, though the whole 'I can see dead people' should probably have told him sooner that he wasn't normal... The more he wishes Roach is alive, the more he actually is. And they all end up happy and together. And Gaz is very happy to have won the bet that Soap indeed has superpowers.
The day Roach says, in a wondering voice, "I... I think I'm hungry" is the day they understand that something is really happening and he's actually coming back to life.
(Also, Soap has no control at all on his abilities, he has no idea what does what and why, he knows nothing. No one knows.)
#cod mw2#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#gary roach sanderson#soapghost#ghostsoap#roachsoap#ghostroach#ghostsoaproach#accidental necromancer soap and ghost roach au#this is not organised at all bc my head has been hurting for days and i feel like i'm dying (i'm being overly dramatic don't worry)#this came to me when i was watching megamind don't ask me why#anyway i can't even read that again bc the words make no sense to me when my head hurts so sorry if it actually makes no sense for real lol#omg imagine ghost being interrogated bc someone reported him for sleeping with soap and he goes 'do i sleep with my sergeant?#yes i do but i don't only sleep with one of my sergeants i actually sleep with two of them; one having been dead for 4 years'#and they go 'dead as in... pronounced dead but actually alive?' 'no no dead as in actually dead as in buried; dead dead'#'so you *were* sleeping with him in the past?' 'no i am currently sleeping with him. with both of them.'#and then price has to gaslight sooo hard to make it all right they're literally taking years off his lifespan#and when he complains they giggle at him saying that it's alright bc soap will bring him back anyway if he dies for their sins
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𝕊𝕥𝕖𝕧𝕚𝕖'𝕤 𝕄𝕠𝕣𝕟𝕚𝕟𝕘 - 𝟝:𝟙𝟛 𝔸𝕄 ⋆⁺𖤓₊⋆
[Stevie sits up slowly, the mixed scents of pizza, sweat, and weed only makes her more nauseous. The world spins endlessly, she can’t hold on.] ?: Look who’s finally awake. ?: I’ll just cut to the chase. We’re kicking you out of the band. [Stevie remains quiet. She’s worried she might throw up if she opens her mouth.] ?: It’s the third show you’ve missed because you were too fucking wasted to care. You’re a good bass player, but not good enough for us to put up with your shit. Get the fuck out once you can stand. [Somewhere deep and dark inside of her, she feels crushed. But on the surface, the parts of her she's revealed to the world, she remains a perfect picture of indifference.]
[Birds chirp, car doors slam, people rush by Stevie as she wanders through the early morning streets. She can’t stomach delving into the rush hour subway, and maybe the fresh air will do her some good. She walks on, aimless, the rising sun is no cure for the cold blood running through her veins.]
[Stevie pauses, realizing where exactly in the city she had wandered towards. The mouth of the beast, open and inviting, ready to tear her to pieces all over again. She didn’t even know the gig she was supposed to play last night was this close to his—] Stevie, mumbling: Don't be fucking weird.
[But her thoughts are intrusive, unavoidable. Detestable. It's so damn pathetic she can't stand it. She wonders how Jude is doing. Is he sleeping right now? Is he aware of how she feels? Does he still — But why the fuck should he care? For all she knows he's — moved on. The thought makes her feel sick again. She has no right to even be standing here.]
[Stevie gets ten steps away before turning back to stare at Jude's apartment building in utter distaste. She's been good, the meaning of that word muddied down to her own version of it. Avoiding this place had been so easy, so why now? Why, when she could've just gone home?] Stevie: Shit, I need a drink.
#the sims 4#sims 4#ts4#s4#sims#simblr#story tag#sim: stevie#STEVIE#...#STEVIE !!!#Jude's heartbreaker 🫵#I am so in love w her.. I would also be depressed for months#current Stevie is going through a Lot#she haunts Jude's thoughts and Jude has no idea she's still thinking of him too ;-;#ill get more into their past relationship and the downfall of it soon#but ive been wanting to introduce her for so long GOD#tw alcohol#tw drugs#mentioned and alluded to.. but there nonetheless so I hope I did the tw tags right#jude's apartment lot shell is by machinegrl ;-; <3 plan to make a post soon but wanted to make sure I credit it somewhere!!#sorry if there are any spelling mistakes </3
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ohhhhhh how i hate becoming obsessed with people without realizing it it feels nice at first until i become aware of the quencies and go Oh ! Partner I Think I Fucked Up !
#casually spills guts#this isnt something im struggling with currently but FUUUUCCCKKKKK MAN#the quencies in question being 1. pouring yr entire heart out over one person and not taking any time for yrself and 2. accidentally making#the person deeply uncomfortable#the moment i realize one or both of those things it becomes immediate hellworld for me . i feel sooooo bad about it#to anyone i have obsessed over without realizing I Am So Genuinely Sorry#if i could control it i would .ok#sorry 4 the ventpost out of nowhere yknow how . thoughts past 9pm are
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#@ me please just do the one task you have left to do today so you can enjoy your evening#and stop being afeared#anyway I love directing a choir but I hate being in charge of the admin I am so bad at it#if only I could beam into everyone's minds when to meet for practice#but I can't so um girlie if you don't tell anyone there's going to be practice tomorrow evening its not going to happen#I guess I am worried that if I announce it there's going to be a secret reason why it cannot be so#and then I will look like even more of a disaster#with the track record we've had it doesn't feel that unrealistic is the problem#I keep being gone every weekend and the past few practices I have been able to hold have been miserably attended#due to conflicts that were a surprise to me#because no one can communicate around here I guess#my other simple task of printing music today already went awry#when the girl misunderstood me at the ups store and printed wayyyy too many copies#shoulda been a karen but I was too scared so I just said thanks and paid THIRTY DOLLARS and took my huge stack of paper and left#aasdfghjkllkjhghjkjh that's not what I asked for!!!!!! but I'm just eating that extra twenty I guess#last time we met we didn't even sing bc there was like 4 people and we just made a schedule for the rest of the year#decided evening practice might be better#but only those four people are currently aware of that plan#and I have procrastinated trying to get the word out because I'm Scared for some reason#like it's literally not that serious but yikes yikes yikes#what I need is like. an assistant with good organizational skills#I can do the music. I can run the practices. I can even bring snacks#but for some reason I just cannot get it together
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So earlier today I introduced some of my WIPs to some new people, and I realised that many people might not be familiar with those two WIPs.
Kriya Petri: fantasy (with body horror & dystopian elements). Setting: A country called Fillor on a planet called Thuluke. In Fillor, to bind yourself to the one you love, you require a trinamate potion to seal the bond. 'Trinamate' is marriage (though that is a rather crude translation of the word). But to get a trinamate potion legally, the couple needs to be… acceptable. A man and a woman who plan to have at least one child. Yes, it's been 1000 years since the global apocalypse, but 'sufficient reproduction' is still a concern among the Filore people (plus it's a moral virtue for the Divine Monarchy, who reside on the cloudlands, with an iron grip on the institutes of Fillor). A potioneer wants to elope with their lover, but the pair is, let's just say, not acceptable. So what are they to do? The potioneer brews a trinamate potion on their own, finding the closely guarded methods & ingredients for the potion through who-knows-who, bunch of shady people. The potion explodes. The potioneer knows the punishment for something like this. They'll be condemned to Kaewoe (so will their lover, if anyone finds out), a realm so deep below the ground that it's close to the core of the planet. Kaewoe, where the mind & body are destroyed by the horribly high concentration of magic. Kaewoe, the names & lives & loves of all who enter it, all slowly turned to unknowledge. Good thing stealing identities is absurdly easy in Fillor! The potioneer wipes all memory of their crimes & love (or else the Thought magicians would know), flees to the city of Naebo. Their name is now Kriya Petri,
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Welcome To The Real World: scifi, fantasy, surrealism, horror, tragedy
This one's in very early stages Inspired by Frankenstein Setting: The Great South Asian Rip in Reality, where physics (time & space both) is just completely twisted. The year is sometime in the 2070s. Sometimes it's the 2040s outside the Rip. Depends when/where you step out. Moh-maya, reality's very fabric & everything that keeps up the illusions that comprise reality, are very malleable in here. Main character: Kabir aka Moksh. A closeted Indian trans man who lives a double life, perhaps even a triple life. One in which he's a cis woman & a regular bright STEM student (STEM studies also include study of moh-maya). Another in which he's just some guy with good friends (the most authentic of his lives), where he goes by the name Kabir & uses moh-maya to present as his true self. If only temporarily. (it's painful, mentally & physically, whenever he has to revert to the female form). The third is some mad scientist bullshit, he's going by the name of Moksh among his fellow mad scientists & his main project is a moh-maya Frankenstein's monster that others can share their consciousness with, such that they can experience shape-shifting more easily & go where they physically aren't, do things they physically can't. Let's simply call it the 'entity'. Due to many reasons, creating this entity is pretty illegal. Hence the new name & collaboration with fellow shady people. the plot, put shortly: he starts doing vigilante justice w/the entity & then goes far & gets more & more consumed w/work & things go verrrrrrryyyyyy wrong despite starting with (dubious but) good intentions.
in this second one i neglected to mention the fact that you, as the reader, get front row tickets to the main character's spiral into madness & justifying murders thru the entity + the entity is a whole person & has opinions + a whole lot of other stuff, I DID mention that this WIP is in very early stages but holy fuck i could go on & on about it (just not in a way that can be packaged in a structured & sensible introduction)
#i have re-written the introduction to kriya petri so many times because it's hard to know WHAT parts i should talk about first#and this introduction still isn't concise. currently i'm not really in the phase where nailing the introduction is super important but#it's still at least a LITTLE BIT important. but i never seem to get it right. i think this one IS an improvement over my other#introductions to this wip because it gets the MAIN FOCUSES across (and even without talking about the other major characters it at least#touches upon the issues kriya has which will be common with the other characters. so it works).#still not entirely satisfied BUT this is my 'baby' wip cuz i started it when i was 14 and it's grown so much in the past 4 years#and honestly i should probably just read a bunch of scifi (finish octavia butler's series lilith's brood maybe since i finished the last#book recently) because before i wrote this intro. THAT was what made some of the worldbuilding aspects 'click'.#i really need to make the amphibious nature of the thuluken humans play more of a part in their culture as well!#i just realised that so many aspects of this world have been DISCONNECTED! they need to be woven together!#it's midnight and i'm sleepy. why am i sleepy i could be working on this (or on my college assignments [it's okay i've got a lot of time#for them & am making progress on them at a steady rate])
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it is absolutely wild the way i’ve allowed people to treat me
#every year i write an end of year recap i’ve been doing it since 2019#this year So much happened but one of the big things was breaking up with my ex#and it genuinely blows my mind how badly i was treated and the fact i stayed as long as i did#year and a half of clownery when i knew after 4 months i’d been sold a lie 😭#i feel so bad for past me because girlie you didnt deserve that!! nobody does!!!#it’s helped me sm in my current relationship because i know what it’s like to be the collateral for someone’s self hatred#it’s motivated me to heal and develop self esteem so i dont do that to my wonderful partner#they have really shown me what love is and let me tell you! it’s nothing i experienced with my ex!#mind blowing mind boggling i am never letting Anyone treat me that appallingly ever again#literally crazy i wish her a lot of healing and growth cos goddamn how are you terrified of being a bad person yet treat people like you#treated me. no wayyyy no way#i so believe in that thing of what people are most scared of they’re most likely to do#goddamn! 2023 man. wild time#valentina talks#i definitely made many a mistake which is why im not really like. Angry at her because i understand and i’ve had to change a lot and grow a#lot too. i think everyone just is perpetually making mistakes and growing and that’s okay. but it doesn’t mean the people you hurt need to#forgive you or think your actions were okay#just yeesh. i’m glad it’s over and i moved on
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I hope that in Hiyori's next unit event, she burns away all of the fuel inside of her which she uses to force herself to keep smiling. I hope she stops glowing, much like the sun would when it will reach the end of its lifespan. I hope that, much like a lower mass star (ie the sun), she enters the planetary nebula stage where she becomes highly unstable and the layers of her mask she donned for years gets stripped away until all that left is the core, now a ruined white dwarf. I hope that her core eventually cools down to be a black dwarf. I hope that she's devastated that she considers herself useless to her family and eden because she can no longer be their sun and what purpose does her life have now.
#i love yapping about hiyori it's like i was put on this earth to rant about fictional characters i am too attached to#ok so basically I was researching for my hiyo character study fic by reading up on the life cycle of smaller sized stars like the sun#and like it's so hiyori and her entire mindset and her burning herself up to provide nourishment and light for her moons (nagisa and jun)#and her star which currently doesn't burn as bright as her (ibara)#she's so interesting like her mindset and the way she lives radiates so much oldest daughter vibes even though she's the youngest sibling#and this seeps into how she views her relationships and love with how she calls herself the big brother of eden#ofc happyele hates her and we've got like no significant development or anything really past conquest which was 4 years ago#manifesting for her next event to be when she finally drops the mask known as tomoe hiyori#if enstars is extra generous we could get child hiyori (unfortunately no child nagisa cause jun is most likely gonna get the 4*)#like see her before she donned her mask (probably a very miserable 5 yr old)#I was also researching the effects of emotional neglect on people and one of the signs is the child acting inappropriately adult like takin#care of other kids and hiyori was basically the sole caretaker of nagisa since she taught her everything like writing
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I had a weird dream about a certain song that had effects on ppl whenever they first listen and it literally plays in the back of your head for I believe a week? or maybe it was a month. And certain things start to happen to you--it just makes you act weird for the whole week or so it's in your head? and then it leaves and you go back to normal. some of the things you did were pretty silly tbh xD but I can't remember much of it.
I do remember you were supposed to make others listen to the song too (kinda like chain mail) but idk what the point of that was BCZ LIKE.. it's not like it made you yourself stop thinking abt it. It isn't like one of those you give it to another person to make it stop things SO THAT MADE NO SENSE. I guess so they could suffer having to hear the song in the back of their head with you xD
#I remember I listened to it in the dream because I was “nuh uh no song is gonna make ME act weird !!!!”#spoiler it made me act weird :p#and I felt like I was gonna have nightmares with this song in my head BAHSBHSADBHBS#luckily I was already in a dream so HA#I didn't have the song in the back of my head anymore when I woke up tho#which is weird bcz usually whenever I have dreams about certain songs and music (even if they're not real) it'll be in the back of my head#but I literally cannot remember what the melody was or how it went#maybe a week past in the dream and I didn't notice xD#I was still stubborn in the dream tho even while the song was stuck in my head#I was all like “I still don't regret it I'll get through this!! >:D”#why am I like that in my dreams#I should prooobably start actually writing these in the dream journal that I've had since I was like 12#I wrote a maximum of maybe like 10 dreams in there in the 4 years I've had it#but it takes me too long to write stuff with pen and paperrrr I end up forgetting my dreams while writing in it xD#oh yea another thing that happened was my sister joined a pinterest group that I was in#and she was gonna REPLACE ME#LIKE BRO#THAT HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH THE CURRENT DREAM SHE WAS JUST THERE BAHSBDHABH
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#currently resisting the urge to vote in my own poll to see the results#i wonder how many characters i can put in one tag#To mankind at Large the time is Com at Last the grat day of Regoising what is that why I will tell you thous three kings is Rased Rased you#What is a presedent answer A king bonne partey the grate has as much power as A king and ort to have & it is a massey he has for the good o#TIMOTHY DEXTER#Frinds hear me 2 granadears goss up in 20 days fourder frinds I will tell the A tipe of man kind what is that 35 or 36 years gone A town ca#[10]#The yong man that doth most all my Carving his work is much Liked by our grat men I felt founney one day I thort I would ask sade young man#TIMOTHY DEXTER.#mister printter I must goue sum fourder I have got one good pen my fortin has bin hard very hard that is I have hard Noks on my head 4 difr#The preasts fixes there goods six days then thay open shop on sundays to sell there goods sum sets them of better than others bolerhed when#[12]#one thing fourder I have bin convarted upwards 30 years quite Resined for the day the grat day I wish the preast Node as much as I think I#Noue mister printer sir I was at Noue haven 7 years and seven monts past at commencent Degrees going on 40 boys was tuck degrees to doue go#T DEXTER#fourder mister for A minester to git the tone is a grat pint when I lived in hamsher one Noue Lit babstis babler sobed A way just fineshing#T D'r#fourder what difrent wous wee have of this world & the other world two good women Lived in A town whare I once lived one was sick of a cons#and fourdermore I am for sum foue Decephons but very foue fouer then Deathe preast craft is very good for what to make old women gront and#[14]#FROM THE MUSEUM OF#ESQ.#Ime the first Lord in the younited States of A mercary Now of Newburyport it is the voise of the peopel and I cant Help it and so Let it go#that maks 2 in that state the king of grat britton mister pitt Roufus King Cros over to france Loues the 16 and then the grate bonnepartey#Unto you all mankind Com to my hous to mock and sneare whi ye Dont you Lafe be fore god or I meane your betters think the heir power Dont k#I waus to make my Enemys grin in time Lik A Cat over a hot puding and goue Away and hang there heads Doun Like a Dogg bin After sheep gilty#[16]#THIS COMETH GREETING#mister printers the Igrent or the Nowing wons says I ort to Doue as thay doue to keep up Cheats or the same thing Desephons to Deseave the#Chester
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Kirby is sooooo…her process to figure out the last question? Hello? Kevin Williamson said, “I’m going to create a character that’s SO neurodivergent.”
Sidney taking a more active role in this scene compared to how it played out in the movie is super interesting because she’s said more than once that she doesn’t watch scary movies, but she immediately calls out the trick questions.
And Charlie? Die.
#scream 4#it bothers me enough that he calls her a stupid bitch in the actual movie#this really makes me HATE him#‘you were supposed to miss that one.’ okay well she’s smarter than you so like. get fucked.#i wish they’d kept this version of him just so the scream 4 tag wouldn’t be full of charlie x reader fics with NO read mores.#these movies have had me in more of a chokehold than usual the past couple of weeks. currently reading all the scripts while#simultaneously on ao3. and watching every one of beyond the mask’s videos.#do you know how down bad i am? i have read the tv tropes page for three out of the six movies. and sam’s entire page.#just smile politely y’all. we’re witnessing mental illness.
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in a couple months im gonna be asked what I did over the summer and I’m just gonna sit there unresponsive because I don’t want to admit to playing between 250-300 hours of yakuza 0
#idk what it’ll be at by the end of the summer but almost definitely in that range#currently it’s at like. 220 or something like that#I need. a job. I know. I know this#rambling#y0#sorry I gotta stop rambling into the void#one last note. that’s just yakuza 0. that’s not including other games#also this is my second time playing through all of yakuza 0 so this whole year? probably already well past 300 hours#but yeah uhhhhh between mid-late March and now (so like. three months?) ive played 0-4 + dead souls and I have 5 ready to go and will start#it very soon now#so that’s. something#special interest go brrrrr#I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again. i am scared of yakuza 6 and part of me doesn’t want to even play it really#but I should I know I should
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hmm i think i will go to bed at a reasonable time today
↑ LYING
#i have told myself this for the past week. i have not followed it once. it is currently 4 am#FORCING myself to go to bed now. goodnight. im not pulling an all nighter for funsies again.
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just got back home in kr from tokyo,,,,
roger.... didn’t get the birthday badge (the random one) but did get 2 king’s dslkds
( most of ) rest of the things me and my sister bought together also 2 colorspread books and a couple of franky stickers my sister bought also 5 merry badges because my sister tried So hard to get iceburg ( her blorbo ) and instead got merrys + an ace fksdsd if anyone knows anyone in japan or who’s been to the mugiwara stores this month and got iceburg and who would be willing to trade it or something lmk on her behalf </3
#[ ooc ] ✧〖 bid farewell to weaver’s town 〗#[ <- sharing merch they and their sister got#[ head in hands this trip has been Such a mess but sdfklsd i am going to be very normal ab blorbos....#[ highkey detest how badges are a gamble though#[ looks at the peepaw and roger ones....#[ the roger badge in the current set world something is actually new content that doesnt look weird + wano drip#[ i feel so bad for my sister though there are like. 5 characters to get birthday badge from and 5/6 is merry fdlkjsd#[ but yes! back from trip i have. walked So much in past 3-4 days#[ and it has been. an trip dsklsd very!! stressful. but we learned a lot n got some neat things#[ going to probably chill for most of tomorrow but i rly!!! want to get back to things here n other blogs bc i miss writing blorbos...#[ holds they#[ hope everyones doin alright n taking care though
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