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I mean…. I mean…
i don’t make the rules AT ALL, but if you mostly spend time in Gay People Spaces then you know about 28 ppl who look like this
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h-how do you ever finish any of your work? genuine question because you seem to be productive despite your agreste syndrome and I need to learn your ways. but also how do you ever finish any of your work
unclear. last night i stayed up and finished a report worth 25% of my grade at about 5am, arrived on time for my 9am lecture, and spent about half of it zoned out while thinking about seventeen year old emilie agreste. and i was one of the most active participants in the class discussion
#in some ways it IS the move to go to grad school right out of undergrad#because your body can still sort of operate like a college kid#i’m on about 3ish hours of sleep rn and this morning it felt SO over but now i’ve eaten something and we’re so back#i also don’t really do caffeine. except sometimes i’ll go get one of those panera death lemonades#i might be able to snag a short nap before work#but anyway about seventeen year old emilie. i was thinking abt how she was in that movie solitude and adrien said she was seventeen#WAIT. NO. HE SAID SHE WAS SEVENTEEN IN THAT PHOTO ON HIS DESKTOP NOT IN THE MOVIE#well. okay whatever i’m gonna tell you what i was thinking about anyway#OKAY i’m back i just checked the wikipedia page and then i watched the end of gorizilla. to make sure i’m not lying. because i’m normal.#anyway i was thinking about the solitude film and how it’s super rare and old and obscure and whatever. and how apparently#emilie wrote it herself and andre produced it#and i’m thinking about how gabe was discovered by audrey and that’s how he got his start in the fashion industry#so now i’m like?? did gabe and emilie first meet on the set of solitude? because gabe was designing costumes or whatever?#and that’s how audrey found him? have people already thought about this??#also i just checked and it doesn’t say emilie’s last name in the credits and also it’s ‘graham films’ with the twin rings logo m#so i’m assuming she’s still emilie graham de vanily at that point#anyway it comes back to seventeen year old emilie because i started imagining seventeen year old runaway emilie having her new life in pari#after escaping her british nobility life#and the first thing she does is write and star in an original movie. of course.#and she meets this repressed bisexual punk upstart costume designer who is so the opposite of everyone she’s ever known#and he’s immediately so unhealthily obsessed with her. which she appreciates.#and then they proceed to have the most toxic doomed evil relationship of all time#also she gets cheated because once gabe gets money he represses himself SO hard that he is now exactly like all the people emilie grew up w#but at least he’s still obsessed with her#this is what i was thinking about during class today. i don’t know how i get anything done either.#ml#anna rambles#asks
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- lala magazine scans
#ouran#ohshc#ouran high school host club#(for archival purposes)#clearing out my drafts#a lot of these are taken from old flicker albums that i believe belong to the people responsible for the FROP website#i would link to the flickr acc for credit purposes but there are personal photos of the people themselves on it so it's uncomfortable to me#check out the frop website on the wayback machine though! it's so interesting as a time capsule
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boy in silly sitting positions compilation
#cats#I especially like the last one where he just has one single paw poking out of that box for some reason lol#I still have costumes to post and like a billion other things.... grr... constantly failing at staying active on social media aughh#I think because currently my Main Focus is on trying to get my game done and stuff.. which basically just means sitting and writing all day#so there's not much to post about. Though I know the Good At Social Media thing to do would be to post about the#writing and share progress and talk about the game and characters or whatever to try to build interest or something but that is SOOO weird#to me.. I could maybe get it if it was like a tiny tiny discord groupchat of playtesters with like 5 people in#it.. But something about talking openly about things before they happen is weird to me?? Like presumptuous feeling or something#''oooo guess whats gonna happen LATER!!!'' like.. how do you know.. what if it doesnt. what if you dont finish it. what if its not the way#you think it's going to be. what if something changes. etc. Like I literally avoid movie trailers and game trailers for the same reason ghj#Even if it's not ME doing it it just feels... weird.. Maybe it has to do with my OCD and how I just don't like talking about ''future''#things in Certain Terms. Like if I was going to say ''Oh yeah sure. come over to my house in a few months''. I would have to follow it up#with like ''HOPEFULLY you can come over to my house in a few months'' or 'They'll come over in a few months MOST LIKELY''. Because just#stating that something will happen matter of factly takes for granted like.. what if somehting horrible happens and I DONT have a house#in a few months? or what if something bad happens to me. or to the person coming over? I can't ever DEFINITELY say with 100% certainty#that one could ACTUALLY come to my house in a few months. anything could change. So I have to allot for that in my phrasing. hbjjkn#There are a lot of situations where you're expected to just Assume Things but for some reason that bothers me. My brain literally does not#even Assume the most basic things.. like how do *I* know that just because it's someones birthday that they want to be wished a happy#birthday? what if they dont? everyone is different and has different preferences. I should check with them first. or wait until they public#ly announce that theyre accepting birthday wishes. I have to allot for all 5034859069 rare possibilities at any given time and never take#anything for certain. etc. ghjbjhbh.... ANYWAY.. I have been feeling a bit sick lately as usual.. but still slowly making progress on some#things. Moslty I need to edit costume photos. make sculptures. and work on the game. Going back reading some of the old writing from like#2018 and suprisingly I don't have to change that much of it? In fact I like it mostly. so that's good. I would be very interested if I were#playing the game myself. Though that doesnt mean much since my tastes are so niche lol..#Still really want to clear some of my million tumblr drafts as well... alas and aughh and ooughh and so on and so forth. Between all of my#evil appointments other such things...why cant I have one billion dollar to retire into relaxed hermit artist life of no stressors.. bleas
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made up a group of edwardian-era hockey girls, Heavily inspired by the many wintery late 19th/early 20th century photos i processed in an archive over the summer. at some point, i decided their team would be called "the hail raisers".
#it's all about texture texture texture#i'm very bad at modeling old handwriting. but just bc i've seen a lot of old handwriting doesn't mean i can replicate it :/#also- technically the vast Vast majority of any photos pre 1930 (that i worked with) were explicitly black and white#but we're gonna pretend this is some super faded autochrome!! which works bc i LOOOOVE autochrome <3<3<3#the things i'm most proud of here are 1) the gloves and 2) the personality shining through each girl#they're bruised and bloody and gap toothed and they're ready for more!#my art#artists on tumblr#edwardian era#edwardian art#hockey#also this is more for me but- gap toothed girl is clara#alma's the formal looking one (with a crooked nose). lenore's looking dazed and confused. and dolores at the bottom right is out for blood#(also i'm preemptively blaming any 'off' proportions on the fact that they're wearing bulky sorta-oversized winter clothes)#(also also- drawing old fashioned hair was fun. they kinda just did whatever as long as it's in a particular shape)#(also also also- i enjoyed drawing injuries. for better or worse i think of 'injuries' whenever i think 'hockey'.#now. would you photograph edwardian-era girls beat up to hell? idk. but check out the 1890s princeton students post-snowball fight photo!)
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MY SHRIMP HAD BABIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO TINY
#Emu tries to post#shrimp#Aquarium shrimp#ojhhhhhhh#I spotted them yesterday#and saw one of the ones that was pregnant had only one egg left in her belly#And another one also had less#checked this morning and there's still babies#didn't look at the females again though so not sure if the other eggs are out now#this is. This is what baby shrimp look like right? Just making sure?#I think they weren't more than a few hours old when I took the photo#some of them were drifting around and then jerking towards the walls#and some of them were already sitting on the walls#I crushed an algae wafer for the babies.. not sure if I should do anything else#there's a mesh bag put on the outside of my filter because I was worried about the adults getting stuck inside#And it seems that was a good decision since the babies came so quick#But I want to get a sponge filter when we can
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[ I'm casually awake at 4:20am again, thinking about Gale not knowing how to smoke a pipe with a carb and he is too intimidated by bongs cause he is afraid he is going to slurp up bong water so he just gives you puppy eyes to shotgun him anytime you take a hit but he insists it's just cause it's hot and not because he has no idea what the fuck he is doing and is too afraid to ask for help ]
#wisdom check#tw: drugs#I don't even want to tag this lmao#but this is genuinely based off of my personal experience as a young adult back in the day#I saw an old photo of me at a toga party my ex threw#and I was mortified both by the dirty ass bong water AND not understanding why the pipe my friend had wasn't working (it was the carb)#and I'm just sitting on this deep deep couch non-verbally begging my friend to make out with me so we could shotgun the smoke#and I'm in this goofy ass toga - can you imagine the God of Ambition like that#cause when I think about it I start wheezing#Gale just trying so hard but being an absolute dork nevertheless#I wake up at 4:20 to think about this a lot - it keeps me going honestly
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god bless 20 year old forums
#the only way i was able to make sure the biggest xd card my camera can take!#new camera!!!!!!!!!!!!!#cause my other digicam is probably going on hospice soon......... i don't want him to die 😭😭😭#the new camera is from 2005ish as far as i can tell#so similar age#but it has much more features#and uses an xd card rather than sd (hence why i was checking size capatibility cause i can't use the sd cards i have)#which i just bought myself an sd card phone reader....... and now i'm switching to xd....... it's fine 😭#anyway i can't store pics yet but i've been going through the manual (again thank u 20 year old sites!!!!!) and testing a lot of the thibgs#i'm making a step up!!!!!!#i don't think i'll be able to replicate the old digicam looks#but i think it takes photos like that because it's broken lol#but i think this one will look cool too!!!!!#and it has a lot more settings like iso and apurature and stuff#so i'm excited!!!!!!!!#going out to the state park later this month and i'm excited to take lots of tree pictures hehehehheehe
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one time when i was seventeen a girl from school invited me to queer prom & i got so stoned i forgot my jacket in her car, and she posted a pictures of her bird on her shoulder while she was wearing it, and when she gave it back a few days later it had yellow paint stains on it. and i think about that a lot
#i didn’t know her very well and i was confused why she kept messaging me and inviting me to random things with her friends#at graduation she really wanted photos together which i didn’t really understand because we weren’t that close#and now five years later i realize it was probably because she had a crush on me and i feel like a huge fucking idiot#pegasus speaks#right after graduation she had a really bad bipolar episode and crashed a car and showed up to my friend’s house with a knife#it was during a party & i was so high i could barely stand but i had to call the cops cuz i was the only one who could spell her name right#two days later her mom checked her out of the hospital AMA and she called me as i was going to work saying she was going to kill herself#last time she messaged me was in march i think. she’s in BC somewhere and living in a basement with some old guy and doing a lot of drugs#and i miss her
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to every single one of my followers and mutuals who got vaporized by every ounce of gravity falls related stuff i just reblogged: im not sorry. this will probably happen again.
#gravity falls#was scrolling through my photos and saw a screenshot of an old artist and though#hey i should check out their blog!#they havent postes since 2017 btw#and i just#blacked out#lol
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I am going to loose my mind trying to organise this funeral. And it's just me doing most of it alone so i cannot stop. I have to keep going
Okay.... warning i did hit 30 tags. Like u been warned if u open my tags u will be scrolling
I need a cigarette so bad and I can't drink because health. And I'm SO WIRED
#i slept after doing funeral stuff#had a dream my dad was alive and there had been mistake#woke up 7am did funeral stuff#went to sleep again and woke up with Health Symptoms#briefly sat outside#more funeral stuff#emails#phone calls#planning#checking anf rechecking anf recchecking and rechekcigng my damn to do list and emails bc i am so traumatised by#the amount of times i will forget literally any and every thing of little or great importance#music planning#email#photos and massive crying fit#break to eat#looked through 7 photo albums until my mother got mad bc she doesn't wanna do that#looked through cd after cd after cd for 3 hours of photos and some did not have photos and some had funny childhood things and i learnt a#lot about my dad from the cd from the old Brick Box Computer backup from 15 years ago and laughed so hard i triggered my asthma#and couldn't stop cry laughing hysterically for minutes#more photos#checking obsessively my email again anf adding shit to the to do list#and now....#i .... need to sleep but I'm so fucking wired#this is just like when i was at uni#i would work day in day out until i passed out. fall asleep with my laptop on my chest. dream of essays snd research papers. wake up and#start writing without even leaving bed#no fucking wonder i was so suicidal holy fuck???????#all I'm doing is funeral planning for my father but it's like being at uni again with deadlines just not enough time and the urgency
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trick or treat 😊
hi stevie!!! i give.. moon phase cupcakes (source in picture)..
may you have an excellent halloween!!!!!
#lizzy askbox#i was today year's old when i leaned that people have made moon cupcake toppers and moon related cupcakes#i kind of want to draw this now.#it's always a delight seeing you around!!!!#check out stevie's art too!!! it's very good and if you like ryoji you will not be disappointed :D#side note but i try to source all the photos of the things ive been giving to people in virtual halloween.. its important to me!!!!!#i hope everyone has enjoyed learning about the different nommies and things that are out there (i sure have!)
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some bottles i saw at an old pharmacy turned burger-joint in a rural town last summer
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There’s this guy I went to school with that will be participating in a dating show and I hope my mom won’t watch cause that will be awkward to see HDJSBJS
#she haven’t watch the last 3 season cause she prefer are version of love *sland#our*#but she always thought of going back to it if they weren’t playing at the same time for some reason#cause seeing him half naked making out will be really weird for me bfjsbdjs#but I’m always in the leaving room on my iPad so I will see by force bdjsbjdbs#living*#bestie show me a screenshot and I was like who’s that#and she was like “it’s name ! we went to high school with him’’#I felt like I was slapped with memories fjbsjdjs#the minute she said his name I was like omg you are right and got hit by more memories of being in kindergarten with him#so I went to get the lil photo book I have with photos from when I was 5#and yes he was there I have 2 picture with him fksbjdbs#even if I’ve known him for 20 years I can’t remember him that much HFJSBDJ#that must mean he was a good guy !#I only remember the people I hang out with and the one I hated bdjsbsb#so if I don’t remember him it means I didn’t hate him probably#I also remember class clown hahaha#I always check the participant to see if I know someone I actually did today but didn’t realise jfbsjdjs#I knew it would happen one day#at least it’s not a old friend or someone I know don’t deserve fame fjbsjdjs#like that actor that was in my cinema class fkbsjdns#alex.txt
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Me: okay maybe I should finally dig out my wall calendar as I'm having trouble keeping track of extended family's birthdays
Me, while redoing said calendar because it's messy: why are there so many birthdays in may and july? it's just considerate
#Demon Spawn#+Extra#theres too many fcking family members and i kept forgetting where id put and to check the diary my mum had filled out with extended family#birthdays but there are birthdays missing from that! she just completely decided against putting any of my dads family but put my aunts#fiancé down as my uncle which um excuse me hes not my uncle until marriage and the guy that was my uncle has also been snubbed cus of the#divorce! theres family politics going down in my diary. my cousin on my dads sides birthday isnt in there and my mum is always late with#birthdays so shell only tell me after its passed which is not helpful. my mum has also had another child since she filled out so she needed#to be added but her birthday is the same month but a couple of days before another siblings so it wouldnt have been chronologically correct#to just add her but my may box is very full. its very stressful to look at theres no need for that many people to be born in may and july#i have a real problem with remembering things that are written down but i cant see. like we had to have a homework journal for school and#i always forgot when i had homework..... because i would forget to check my journal.... my teachers would be like didnt you write it down?#and even when it was written down it didnt help i need to be unable to avoid seeing it it just needs to be out in the open always visible#anyway i was gonna finally put my photos up instead i wrote up my deadlines to put on my notice board and finally filled out ny organisers#which i unpacked in December buried on my shelf and then promptly forgot about because i didnt want to clean off the old whiteboard pen 🙃#im so useless i want a new brain#at least its done now. better late than never and constantly suffering for it
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a lot of you probably knows Belphie's story, but I'll summarize just in case.
Devon Rex cats are better for people with allergies (less shed fur + less Fel d1 protein in their saliva), so on February 16, 2024, I went the breeder route and put down a deposit. before Belphie even opened his eyes, he was mine!
every Friday, the breeder sent me a new photo. I had a broken leg, and was basically rotting in bed at that point, so it was the best part of my week. then, at 12 weeks old, I BROUGHT HIM HOME!
at first, he was so alive! like a wind-up monkey that never shut off. he dangled from the wall-hangings, savaged my feet as I walked, and used my elderly cats as jumping poles to do cool acrobatics over. but all this gradually faded.
first, he stopped playing. then he stopped climbing. then he stopped moving much at all. my vet ran tests on him and found multiple pathogens (calcivrius + mycoplasma), but the medication didn't help - he kept declining.
on September 17th, I woke up to find him swollen like a balloon. we finally had an answer: he had Feline infectious Peritonitis, aka FIP. before 2017, this would've been a death sentence. he would've kept bloating until he drowned in his own fluids. and before 2024, I would've been forced to inject him with black market drugs. but thankfully, South Tower Animal Hospital in Fergus, Ontario was doing a study on the oral medication! we drove two hours, enrolled him, and left with the GS-441524 pills.
and he went from those photos above.....to this:
I thought Belphie would die as a kitten. I'd accepted that he would never grow up. but now he gets to LIVE!
and all for the low cost of $7,553.....ahhhahaha........god.
that + a recent home disaster has wiped out my savings, but I still need to pay for Belphie's medication. to remain in this study, I need to do bloodwork monthly until Feb 2025, and he'll need daily pills until March 2025.
I've put a risograph print + enamel pin set up at greerstothers.shop. I hate asking for help, but if you'd like to support Belphie's continued treatment, please consider checking them out!
#belphegor#I'm sorry that I don't have a printed version of the risograph to show you!#it's still in the process of being made#the digital preview doesn't do it justice - it will have a texture akin to pointillism and the yellow + pink inks will be practically neon
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