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disengaged · 11 months ago

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one time when i was seventeen a girl from school invited me to queer prom & i got so stoned i forgot my jacket in her car, and she posted a pictures of her bird on her shoulder while she was wearing it, and when she gave it back a few days later it had yellow paint stains on it. and i think about that a lot

#i didn’t know her very well and i was confused why she kept messaging me and inviting me to random things with her friends #at graduation she really wanted photos together which i didn’t really understand because we weren’t that close #and now five years later i realize it was probably because she had a crush on me and i feel like a huge fucking idiot #pegasus speaks #right after graduation she had a really bad bipolar episode and crashed a car and showed up to my friend’s house with a knife #it was during a party & i was so high i could barely stand but i had to call the cops cuz i was the only one who could spell her name right #two days later her mom checked her out of the hospital AMA and she called me as i was going to work saying she was going to kill herself #last time she messaged me was in march i think. she’s in BC somewhere and living in a basement with some old guy and doing a lot of drugs #and i miss her

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