#it’s a disgrace to everything i belive in
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allofuswantgwinam · 10 months ago
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im ngl my dad pissed me off today just like my mom the other day. i had to run him around before work bc he can’t drive bc he got dui’s awhile back and now can probably never afford to drive again bc that’s just what it is. kinda having a time where I am angry at him about my childhood and bc even tho he is present in my life he kind of is not a dad. I love him and I know he loves me but that man like does not have drive for anything, he didn’t even text me happy bday this year 🥲 I’ve even told my mom before part of my stress with having to go to her for things is that it’s always her. I can’t go to him. I cna go to him for things like when a cop made me leave my car at my ex’s and took me home 🤣🤣 was wild bc he said something was tellin him he needed to stay up that night 💀 crazy. so that’s what I mean like he’s not awful and I lvoe him, but he really has not done anything for me fr in my life and I have to do the most for him bc he didn’t make good choices. I will continue to help him bc I love him but it just makes me resent him soemtiems and I hate that. blows me away that my parents got married bc they wanted a kid 💀 thx so much to them for that 🙄 jking makes me fucking mad too 🤣🤣🤧 i mena this man will literally battle me about memories that I know he has wrong bc he was DRUNK. all the time. 80% of the time at least. he was drunk and mom was angry. it’s so wonderful they got married to have a child right 🤩😤
but anyways, now that that’s off my chest 😭🫠
we were talking about Palestine and he said the stupidest shit ever, not in support of Israel but still just disappointment. but the thing that really just grinds my gears so badly is that he was like “there’s good people in this world that are passionate and selfless” “don’t let the world bring you down, you have to keep your life going even during this” “I know there’s good people bc my kid is one of them” like wtf even is that???? I don’t understand how people just can say that and not feel the uncomfortableness and rage that I do. and the fact that him and my mom refuse to accept that Biden is apart of it. he said I was wrong 😤 I just stopped talking. what the fuck. my parents are so brainwashed, I really don’t know how I came from them sometiems
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lilacthebitch · 2 years ago
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Most people won't understand the pain of your family being a different religion than you
I'm atheist and forever will be, but my family is Christian and my extended family... and people I consider family... the only people that I know who *aren't* Christian, are my friends at school and my father, and it's the middle of summer and my mother still checks my phone!
Just knowing the fact that if you're part of the LGBTQ+ community or support it could mean that your family sees you as a disgrace is scary, and when they belive that God is what healed their sickness or hurt when it was doctors! I am afraid to even post this, as she could check Tumblr. But I am okay posting this
The pain of knowing doctor's work is being underminded, and the LGBTQ+ community's pain is being ignored. Seriously, when I went to church last Sunday, the pastor said, "We have one to day to support veterans, but one month to gay pride," and the reason I know.
We have one month for LGBT because they feel hated, not valid, discriminated, and are hated more than veterans, which we all support since they sacrifice everything to keep us safe.
I am angry, but, what can I do? I'm just a teen. I have no power and I can't leave until I'm 18.
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fanficmaniatic · 3 years ago
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The fact that there are not more “Professors in love” type of fics for Bumbleblades, concidering they are both called Professors in RBA is a disgrace to this fandom and I can’t belive I have to do everything myself.
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...Story Imagine...
((this one would be for 🦇"Vladislaus Dracula"🦇 From "Van Helsing" (2004) Movie, and it would not follow any of the Canon in the movie))
Your family was one of the few who served Dracula with great loyalty since his rebirth. They provided many things like furniture, weapons, clothen and any other luxury that he would desire or can't have because of distance. The family was also Vlad's favorite as it is the same one where he obtained his second bride Marishka.
For centuries they were his first choice, often inviting them to enjoy his parties whole under his protection. Until one night when a family member made the mistake of insulting one of his brides, specifically Marishka, saying how she was a disgrace, that everyone knew she became a bride by seducing him with a dance and luring him to her.
The man died that same night under the count's claws, he was so enraged by the disrespect that he planned to kill the entire bloodline. Your family cried and begged for forgiveness that they didn't share the dead man's belief, how they are proud of Marishka, but that didn't phase him as he lifted his claw to strike.
He only stopped mid-way when your father offered a new bride. Seeing how the count was considering it, your father continued said how he will bring him a beautiful woman worthy for him, he then turned to you, a mere 8 year old child, and dragged you to the count, saying how they will groom you into a perfect bride, bringing one of thier own to show that they are not against the count having thier women for brides. You weren't scared, intimidated yes, but not scared. And that it probably what stirred the count interest as he agreed to the offer.
He didn't take his eyes of your own as your family kept bowing to the ground as they thanked him for his "Mercy".
You didn't understand anything, all you knew is that after that night 2 things changed. Your parents started to force you into enduring these tiring lessons to be a lady, and the count started visiting you at night when everyone is asleep. Your were confused of the strange man in your room but with time you found great comfort in him, he'd lesson when your family silenced you because a lady should not speak, He'd take you out to play under the moon light for your family forbidden you after that night. He was your secret friend who allowed you all the simple luxuries your family had taken from you too soon.
Until your tuned 10 years old, your family has been attacked in the morning so the count won't come to thier aid. Boris and what's left of the Valerious family had killed the families who still served the count, making them traitor for both God and Mankind. You were shivering in fear from the scream when Boris found you, being a child and the same age as his daughter Anna forced him to take pity on you and take you under his family's wing.
That's when you learned the truth of the Count.
The horrible things that he has done, the monster he truely was and the reason of why you were forced into those lesson and why the count was suddenly interested with you. You didn't belive them at first, you even cried for weeks until you saw it with your own eyes.
One of his brides, Marishka had killed Boris's brother, the one who was in charge of taking care of you. She told you how she is suppose to take you to the count for he was searching for you, but will not do it because "She won't be replaced by you"
Thankfully the rest of the Valerious were there to chase her away. After that night, Boris had sent you to London's church away from the Count's hands because after your disappearance he seemed to be restless. You felt sad because you were leaving your home, you country and your very first friend Anna, all behind. But it was for the best, Amna promised to still send letters to keep in touch.
Years past and you are now in your 20s. You served the Same church that Gabriel works for, it was you who found him first and nursed him to health and ever since then he didn't forget that favor, making the both of you good friends. During his serves Gabriel has trained you in secret to fight not against people but also monsters, you weren't as good as him but you still fought better than most. But the church still refused to send you anywhere with him, so you continued to just train within the church's walls.
Gabriel knew of your past encounter with the count so you could understand his surprise when he learned that he would have to kill him next. You were understandably terrified when you learned that not only is he back but that anna and her brother were the last members of the Valerious family. You urged to go with Gabriel but you were refused even he refused you to go as he was worried for your safety. He was angry when he found you hiding among his belongings half way through the journey to Transylvania.
It was too late to go and he knew you won't take no for an answer, Gabriel took you with him.
You felt nostalgic was you rode along the roads of your birthplace. When arriving to the village Anna took a while to recognize you and when she did you thought she'd take you in a tight hug but she only stared at you on horror.
"WHY DID YOU COME BACK!?"
That's when the brides attacked. In the attack Marishka did not get killed just severely injured that the others needed to carry her back to the castle. When everything is settled and you are in the Valerious castle Anna explained to you that upon learning that you left the country the count went into a frenzy and started killing almost her family her father died protecting both her and her brother, who was missing. That he kept demanding your whereabouts before biting the throat of his victims. And now that you are back the count will come to you.
Back in the castle the count is overjoyed that you are back, ignoring Marishka's almost death experience completely. He saw you through his brides eyes. You have grown well into a beautiful woman on more ways than just appearance.
As the story goes, both Gabriel and Anna must work to not only plan to kill the count but also protect you from him and Marishka who seemed to have it in for you, wanting to get rid of you while the other brides tried to bring you to the count.
I'm still working on on the story will continue and end, but that's what I have so far.
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san-fics · 3 years ago
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The day that changed everything
MLB fan fiction
Ladrien, Marichat, Ladynoir, Adrianette
Part 1. Defeat and betrayal
Gabriel Agreste was standing on his knees. There wasn’t any repentance on his face, not a sign of regret.
Ladybug was looking at him with horror in her eyes. The day that was meant to be for her the moment of triumph and justice turned out to be the day of disappointment and making difficult decisions.
Ladybug and Chat Noir defeated Shadowmath. But it did not bring her the expected relief. The evil mastermind behind the mask was none other than Gabriel Agrest, her idol, father of her best friend, father of the guy she loved more then she could belive herself.
“You!” Chat Noir said just one word, but his voice was so full of hate and disappointment, Ladybug made a protective step toward Gabriel. She never saw such aggressive and dangerous expression on her partner’s face.
“People will know about your doing.” Chat Noir spoke again after a long pause, like he was dealing with his feelings.
“No!” Ladybug exclaimed.
Chat threw a furious look at her. “Are you mad?!”
“Chat, listen to me!” She begged. “There are still people depending on our decision. They are innocent, and they would suffer the most if we make his name public!”
“What are you saying, LB?” Chat Noir was looking at her in disbelieve. “You just let him go with years of terrorizing the city?!”
“Of course not!” In her worst nightmare Ladybug couldn’t imagine herself doing this choice. The choice between justice and protection of Adrian. She knew Chat Noir was right, but she couldn’t let her friend, who already lost his mother, lose his father like this. Lose his name in dishonor. She couldn’t bring disgrace and destruction to his family.
Would she do the same for any other innocent person? She didn’t know. This was her choice, the burden of her responsibility. But if she would ask something in return for years of her everyday efforts as Ladybug, then saving Adrian would be the reword she��d accept.
She felt that she was betraying Chat Noir with her decision. She knew he’d fallow her lead this last time and then something would be broken between them forever. But she couldn’t do otherwise.
“I’ll teleport him to the Temple of the guardians,” Ladybug said finally in a doomed monotonous voice, as if she were announcing a judgment to herself. “He will meet his punishment there. We will declare that Shadowmoth is no longer dangerous.”
Chat Noir inhaled sharply the air and exhaled slowly. For a minute, which felt like for ever, he was silent. “I will follow your order, guardian.”
Tears froze in her eyes. There it was. The price to pay. Instant and violent. They weren’t partners anymore. She’d betrayed him in this decision that she felt like she had to make, even she regretted it the moment she spoke.
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Marinette woke up screaming again.
Almost a year passed since the horrors of constant acuma victims and everyday battles ended. Almost a year since she saw her partner for the last time. Almost a year since she’d realized his love for her has never been unrequited. Almost a year too late.
Would she have done otherwise if realized her love to Chat Noir sooner? Maybe not. We’ll never know.
What she did know, was that her own decision made her destroy her feelings for Adrian. The price she paid for her love to him was too high. She could never let it touch her heart again.
One day that made her lose two men she’d loved.
Marinette sighed, trying come back to the reality from her nightmare. The events of that night were restored in her memory by blows to her nerves one by one.
Chat Noir was with her all the way to the Temple. He was there through the guardian council routine and their judgment. He stayed next to her while she unbounded in front of Paris’s cameras that Shadowmoth no more.
He didn’t say a word to her all that time. They understood each other too well to say anything, and the more painful it was for her to know: this was their last night.
He left her before the Agrest mention. “Good by, Ladybug.” He simply said and vanished in the dark. He didn’t say he’d leave or that they’d meet soon. But she knew it already. She made her choice. And he made his.
She met Adrian that night still as Ladybug, and told him his father had to leave for indefinite period of time for east. She didn’t say who he was, she knew Adrien would understand due to who brings the news to him after the announcement she just made.
Adrian’s face met the news with a stony expression. She couldn’t guess if he had his suspicious or why else he didn’t express any emotions. She didn’t care. She did everything she could for this man and it destroyed her.
“Thank you, Ladybug.” Adrian said. “For your efforts.”
She nodded and left. Without looking back.
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Marinette sighed again sitting on her bed. She knew it was a bad idea to agree to this charity event. It was something about love between people and the idea was to raise some money for the new children’s hospital. And Ladybug, that almost didn’t participate in the city life during past year, was very much asked to be there.
That would be a rare occasion of few famous people participating together and should have attracted great attention for the benefit of the charity, but... The problem was — Adrian Agreste, whose face has not appeared in the press for almost a year, was now one of the participants in the show.
Marinette didn’t worry about her lost feelings for him. No. That door was the one to never open again. But Adrian was Gabriel’s son. The man through whose existence she’d found and then lost someone she still loved.
And as a continuation of her bad feeling about the charity event, this was the third time on the week she had a nightmare again about that definitive day of her life.
[Part 2. Surprise, surprise]
[more MLB fanfic]
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vlladzu · 5 years ago
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I'm in the park next to mine writing this, drinking the bottle you gave me that was given to you on your birthday.. writing this at 4:00 AM, 2nd June 2020. Reminiscing everything since 11/12/2019. Listening to your spotify playlist. I'm writing this with tears in my eyes. I tried doing the last balloon we had but I fucked it..
I hate the way I am, I always manage to ruin things.. I don't deserve to be happy.. I wish I was a better person for you.. I wish I wasn't like this.. people like me are the type to not be remembered for anything good.. I'm a disgrace and I'm aware.. I let everyone around me down.. I'm a bystander in this world.. I had opportunities.. but I always managed to fuck them up.. however, it fills my heart with joy knowing I managed to make you happy for a while.. you deserve the best.. and I'm probably not that ( as much as I wish I was )
Watching you smile filled my heart, making you laugh gave me life. Hearing your voice face to face, over voice notes, a phone call or our web chats when we went sleep made me forget all the worries I had. And seeing you just made me feel accomplished.
I'm sorry for putting you through all this shit.. you don't deserve this.. I'll forever love you no matter what happens. I'm just adding to the problems you're already going through.. and I fucking hate myself for it..
I consider myself the luckiest person in this world for being able to have you..
Your parents were right about me..
Țiganul tot țigan rămâne..
Anyway.. I wanna apologise one last time.. I know I've apologised so many times and still managed to fuck it up and I hate myself for it..
I love you and only wish the best for you my sweetheart. My first love.
I'll forever love you as I told you before. That will never change, never.
I'm kinda too drunk to continue writing more.. I'll edit this later on. ( 5.14AM )
( quick edit ) its 5:29AM.. still in the park.. still drinking.. thinking of all the good times..
( edit) 8:08AM.. I'm sober now.. I've read through what I wrote this morning... and I meant every little thing I said.. I just wish I hsr the courage and the knowledge to tell you all of what I typed face to face.. honestly, if you find it in your heart to forgive me this one last time.. it'll be the best thing in my life.. and I'll be grateful for it the rest of my life and I'll make it up to you..
( edit ) 00:01AM.. I'm waiting for you, with millions of thoughts going through my head now.. my heart raising, not knowing what this night will turn out to be.. I'm here writing this thinking of what to say to you when I see you.. I fucked up bad.. the next edit I'm gonna make is going to be with you next to me. I'm hoping for the best.. I love you sweetheart.
( edit ) 00:48AM I saw you come around the corner.. I started panicking, my plan almost went to shit.. but I managed to recall myself. I still can't belive you're next to me right now. Today felt like a whole month, I've been with you 5 minutes, and an hour passed by already. I love you so much, I'm still in shock.. thank you for giving me this last chance, I promise it'll be the last you'll have to give me. It goes uphill from here sweetheart. I love you.
My bio says it all..
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melaniedragon · 8 years ago
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A bitch who I refused to smut with started talking shit about me Now i lost some roleplaying partners because of her. For fucks sake My muse Reena is the only muse that is asexual. She has no sexual attraction towards anyone. Your muse can be bent over with only a thong on and Reena would have no reaction. She'd probably just tell you must to put on some clothes and to get out of her house. Out of the three muses I have, you had to harrass me because you wanted lesbian porn of my muse Reena and your Hope, the hoe Honestly Fuck you For your "art" by art i mean anime recolors that you call "original" Fuck your oc She is basically a typical sleazy anime girl, who wants to be the at home wife type. Yes. So "original" Its so original that i see shit blogs like that all the time Its so original that its the reason why many animes are bad because the character is only a pretty girl. Thats it. No personality, no good qualities unless if its being submissive. But besides that there is nothing special about her. Your character has no character to her. Honestly There's nothing special about you You are twenty and you act like you are twelve. Grow the fuck up. Please growing up isn't bad, it does good to you. You talked shit about one of my muses for being "fat" bitch. I seen your selfies, you are fatter than me and my muse combined you have no place to make me feel bad about her. I already know what a shitty person you are. You cheated on you boyfriend and got mad when the guy you were cheating with when he decided to date someone else. You are a shit human being You have no respect for my boundaries or anyone elses You have no place here Honestly Fuck you Fuck everything about you. Fuck everyone who believed in your shitty lies You are far from special. Mabye to your mom you are special and to the friends who belived in your lies. But i know whats up And I know you are a shit person You pretend to be nice Before you try to take advantage out of people. Honestly you are fucking rude and annoying. You are a disgrace to the roleplaying community Actually Try going outside Read a book Try riding a bike. Ooor Or Mabye Just try to be a decent human being :)))) And stop talking shit about me Please. Because really You are no more worse than i am Actually you are worse At least i have my original art instead of recolors And I don't cheat on my boyfriend So at least that.
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queenofspades137 · 8 years ago
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My Take on the Lost Prince Theory
I don’t agree with the “Tarzan is the lost Prince” theory. His father was a brunette and his mom was a redhead and Anna and Elsa’s father was a blonde while their mom was a brunette. Tarzan appears to have taken place in the mid 1800s since his family was photographed. Meanwhile I have noticed that there were no photographs in Frozen despite the fact that the royal family would have been able to afford to having their picture taken. Furthermore, by the time Tarzan is grown, the Victorian Era isin full swing. That being said, I do belive that Tarzan comes from nobility and that there could be a connection to the families in Frozen but not in the way that is implied by the Lost Prince theory. I believe that a member of Belle’s family left France and was married to the son of a duke. This person would have told her children about the blonde enchantress who cursed her father or grandfather, thus creating a fear of magic. In time, one of these children would grow up to be the next duke and would would attend a ball celebrating the coronation of the Queen of Arendelle. At the ball, the blonde Queen revealed that she had powers and everything the Duke’s mother said about the enchantress that cursed his grandfather came flooding back to him. In his fear, he turned against the queen and after she regained control of her powers and kingdom, cut all ties with his kingdom. Disgraced, the duke and his family flee to England and settle down to live a comfortable life while one of his daughters or granddaughters marries into a slightly less wealthy family. Their son goes on to be an extremely intelligent but eccentric professor and marries an equally intelligent woman from a respectable family. The professor’s wife dies not long after their daughter is born and as a result, is given opportunities most girls of the time were not afforded such as accompanying her father on a trip to Africa. While on this trip, the professor’s daughter takes a tea set passed down from her grandmother’s family. Durring the trip, the professor’s daughter is saved from wild animals by a man with dreadlocks wearing only a loincloth. After a while, the girl and her father show him the wonders of the outside world, from the projector to photography and teach him to speak and read English. After many crises are avoided, the professor’s daughter marries the man and the family decides to stay in the jungle, at least for the time being. According to this theory, the Duke of Weselton is the grandson of Belle and after the Arendelle fiasco, he and his family flee to England where one of his daughters or granddaughters marries into the Porter family and has Archimedes Porter, the father of Jane Porter and the current guardian of the tea set that housed the souls of Mrs. Pots and her children. This would also explain the similarities between Belle’s father, the Duke, and the professor such as their baldness, a trait that is passed down from the mother’s side of the family. Thank you for your patience and have a wonderful day.
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