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libra-cant-just-dance · 7 months ago

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MIRRORED WALLS CHAPTER ONE IS HERE!!!!!!!!!

The wait is over! Come and get it!!!! I'm very excited for this fic and I hope you are too :)

#oops this took longer than i thought it would #first chapter is also longer than i thought it would be but future chapters wont be as long #i have another chapter in the drafts ready to post too #no idea how regular updates will be because in a week i'm moving across the country and starting a big boy job #but i am determined so gosh dang it it will get done #enjoy!!!!!!#just dance #just dance 2024 #jacklust #wanderrose

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serendipitous-mage · 1 month ago

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HEY DIDU GET A LOT OF VOTING MAIL?

this is what the ACTUAL absentee ballot envelope looks like if you've been waiting for it and aren't sure if it's in the pile of other shit they send out!!!

it will have this logo on it and also specify that it is "official absentee balloting material"

every 'official' looking piece of mail i got for weeks i thought would be it and wasn't, my ballot was returned to the city clerk office so i went in and picked up a new one in person

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YOU CAN DO THIS TOO!! i am holding your hand, i am prepping a blanket fort for you to crawl into and hide once you get back, it's ok, we can do this<3

IF YOU'RE MISSING YOUR BALLOT, check vote dot org, or, just google your city/town and 'election office' or 'municipal clerk', you can go in and let them know you don't have your ballot yet and would like to cancel what they sent out and pick up a new one in person, you may even be able to just fill it out there and hand it back to them all in one trip!

i'll rebagel with some links i can get a better pic also if anyone needs sorry i was just sending it to the gc but then decided to also post ;w;'

#remembering now i saw another post that had this logo on it #but id forgotten OTL #im not sure if the envelope may look a little different if its actually Mailed and not Handed over the counter but prob just addresses #vote #just me #fucking FINALLY have this thing it was expected the FIRST WEEK OF OCT #i dont want to go up there a Third time but i refuse to just mail it back i dont trust it i am Handing this to a physical person #dont be complacent- remember hillary was 'so far ahead she doesnt think about trump' IDC WHAT THE STATS LOOK LIKE RN #we need to assume that Every asshole and racist and malicious bastard out there who can vote are going to because they Will #because its just another day to them just another act of bigotry whereas anyone with a #conscience is having a fucking nightmare of a time about it AND THATS OK me too bud but thats why we gota do it<3 #a lesser evil is still less evil #pick the one that wont make it even More impossible to ever be able to get ranked choice voting so we dont *have* to pick between evils #we can pick good #but rn we just have to pick as good as is possible to Get there #im doing it you can too<3 #there are so many step by step posts out there and vote.org really does make it ez but if you got any questions lmk #anon asks are on u can message u can email whatever lol idc if u need help to get this done i will do my damndest

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yo9urt · 18 days ago

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applied for a job a while ago and wrote in my spreadsheet "i am not fucking getting this job" not because of the qualifications but because my application was honestly just not that good. today the lady called me and scheduled an interview. Ok

#mine #i dont knowwwww though #urgh...#its in the city where i went to college so i know its a nice place thats familiar to me #but its also pretty hcol and the job itself is like...idk about the pay #the content of the job is good though like its basically exactly what ive been wanting to do #but then i keep coming back to my hysto...i really want that too #it sucks its like a rock and a hard place you know #i dont want to keep delaying this surgery i want my shit gone NOW #but at the same time i dont want to keep delaying my ~career~#and then i think well theres more jobs in the world...but then i think about how few ive applied to since graduating #and how long it might take me to find one after surgery #and if ill even want to or not cause this country is getting old #i want a job...but i also want my hysto...#i dont want to like get a job and then go do it and then be stuck for ages waiting for PTO and bennies to kick in and to find someone who #can take care of me when i can instead do it now like i already have a letter from my therapist and consultations upcoming #but also i need money and i dont wanna fuck up my early ~career~ days #I DONT KNOW #its a lot #i just wish id done the damn surgery sooner but i couldnt in 2023 cause i was working that summer #and this year i naively thought that i would be able to get a job relatively fast and just get hysto next year after working for a while #WHATEVERRRRRR #the interview isnt for another week and a half so ill talk to my therapist and see what she thinks #if i need to cancel the thing i can if not then i wont #ughhhh

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carcarrot · 5 months ago

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well that was a shortlived good feeling about my job

#maybe i should just become unemployed. maybe i should just suffer!#recap of todays further events .#that supervisor? who i kinda didnt already like but now absolutely hate?#she came down to confirm that i wasnt leaving. okay . and then she fucking tells me #oh we're going to get another person to help out from this other company. we were going to do that bc we thought you were leaving #but she thinks that even if im staying there should be another person on this floor. bc apparently more has to be done #and there are 'constant complaints' abt this floor . which doesnt make sense to me bc there shouldnt be #and so we're waiting to see what the manager decides but hes on fucking vacation and wont get back until. next week??#she said she was gonna email him and like right after she left i emailed and texted him explaining everything #and trying to very nicely say hey what the fuck are you doing you don't need to hire anyone else #and if im doing a bad job fucking tell me so i can do it better. bitch #and she had the nerve to fucking tell me when she was talking to me #that i wont find an easier job than this one #well if its so fucking easy why are we hiring someone else #by the way getting that extra person from this other company doesnt cost them anything which is why theyre doing it i think #which is making me not feel good abt my own future lmao. like why would they keep paying me when they can get someone for free #and she was saying all this stuff like oh you have it so good here we dont write you up i do all this stuff to help you like . ok #i didnt ask you to come downstairs w the coffee order and if you wanted me to i would come up . god #but the thing of me not being able to find a better job like wow! what if i killed you. for saying that to my face #and she talks abt how shes been w the company 20 years ok and that doesnt give you an excuse to treat me like a child. jesus #anyway im very pissed off and not enjoying my work situation lol. i dont wanna do this anymore #but looking at other jobs im so unemployable. sigh

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quaranmine · 7 months ago

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i hate being an adult i hate money i hate bills i hate healthcare and health insurance

#im fine im just upset that it is VERY likely i'm going to have to front $700 of my own money for work reasons this week #bc nobody at work will help me resolve this!! apparently! i'll be paid back eventually but not for a few weeks #and that i may run out of a prescription while i'm on my trip and i was trying to get it filled and have been bouncing around on the phone #to find out that it's the insurance company that won't pay for it until june and i dont want to pay out of pocket #i'll live til then and i may actually have enough til then (i need to just physically count all the pills; i just knew it was running low)#but i'm so frustrated that after i hung up the phone with CVS that i just cried a little #i'm not gonna call the insurance. the last thing i want to do is deal with those guys when i know it's not going to kill me if i run low #(i have been taking half doses to stretch the bottle. is that advised? who knows! but i've done it before and it aint killed me)#i'm just. sigh. nothing going right for me this week #there's also ANOTHER medication that was supposed to refill this week but didn't because it had no refills left. i should've got it today #sooooo i had to call that pharmacy and that doctor to basically beg them to refill it asap or at least send me a sample #i also wont die if i run out of that one (already taken half doses to stretch it this week) but contrary to the other one i will notice thi

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acetheabnormal · 9 months ago

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I was supposed to be writing today but I got stuck watching old Slimeriana clips because there's something wrong with me. Writing will have to wait I suppose

#thoughts #i do have another chapter ready to go i just want to write 2 more before i post it #for my sanity #also i work for a while #and family is visiting all next week #so i wont be able to get much done #we shall see

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ardate · 1 year ago

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#just me rambling #badvibe #god. i feel so let down by my friends these days #it's been a billion things piling up for many many weeks #and right now i just got told by a friend with whom I was supposed to go to a convention that she forgot I was coming #so she won't be able to pick me up cuz she's going with her mom instead #we made plans for visiting that city in the morning before going to the convention and all.#i put it down in my agenda and moved plans around to accomodate for it. but she straight up...#entirely forgot i was supposed to be there #she forgot about me #and i'm SO. FUCKING DONE. ABOUT BEING AN AFTERTHOUGHT ALL THE FUCKING TIME #this is just too fucking much. between this and my childhood friend who acts distant w me ever since there was a dumbass quiproquo #where i have to fucking work hard everytime at creating a good atmosphere whenever we see each other cuz she wont put in that effort #and another friend who's been utterly ignoring me on purpose for some fucking goddamn reason i don't know why or what i did #ignoring me or being rude other times #all of those are just examples but its been so many things #i have been. SO fucking patient with everyone. ive helped them so many times too- sometimes to my own loss #i've been so kind and understanding despite my personal struggles - keeping my feelings of anger and injustice at bay #and i get what in response? i'm fucking. forgotten i guess. pushed aside. treated like a nuisance #i feel like its at the point where the closer they are to me the less effort they put in. cuz i'm a given now. they can treat me like shit #they treat strangers better than their close friend cuz they know i'll just take it. or smth. i'm a punching ball for bad moods #i'm done being the understanding one. what about that. what if others were the ones having to come to me and be kind instead #what if i was the one people coddled and offered sympathy to for once in my fucking life #idk. just fucking explode #i feel so disrespected. and uncared for #and so deeply unloved #i'm done. i'm done #the convention thing was just the fucking hammer to break my back after everything #i'm so deeply heartbroken #do i matter to the people i care about

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thegeekyartist · 3 months ago

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#also speaking of health anxiety #im finally getting my bloodwork done in the next week or so #and im vv nervous bc i obviously dont want them to find anything #but i have to get it done before my follow up so i need it soon #i also have this bug bite that wont go away #it's behind my knee which is a weird fucking place #and i dont feel it 99% of the time but sometimes it itches and then it's like oh hello #its been several weeks at least #i mean it looks okay and like i said i rarely feel it but what the fuck #i dont want to go to ANOTHER appointment #personal

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crows-of-buckets · 5 months ago

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Sometimes all of my ocs decide they wanna do laps in my head all at the same time so I just end up sitting there like "I want to draw tyrian and Daeran, and Aviae and Morrigan, and Lucio and Anders, and Selene and Sera, and my other Hawkes and my other warden and-" and then none of it happens

#I HAVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT DRAWING DAERAN AND TYRIAN. FOR WEEKS NOW #i still havent played the dlc <//3 #dragon age obsession hit and also im back into sdv so #i am in a yapping mood tonight (does not want to go to bed)#maybe ill reread some of my tyrian and daeran fics hm #i need to post more than just the one #but most of them are not even CLOSE to being publish worthy #im so nit picky about my fanfic #for fanart im just like 'here take it or leave it.' meanwhile for fanfics i get so nervous posting that i just geniuenly wont look at ao3 #for days on end #i think i have another Daeran and tyrian fic close enough to done that i couls wrap it up #but i feel like dae is slight ooc #ugh #i should go to bed #i wanna draw my first kc too #she romanced arue i love her #i just have like. no stuff for her sadly

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phagodyke · 7 months ago

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played 8 consecutive hours of elden ring this afternoon/evening and forgot to eat dinner.... 🫠

#oops #well i still have bad cramps and bloating so maybe its for the best. im too tired to eat now #i feel soooo terrible. i dont think its from the gaming tho i was playing to distract myself from feeling terrible in the first place #but no such luck. well its better than spending all day ruminating anyway #i need to do laundry and food shop tomorrow and ill take the day off ER entirely otherwise ill end up playing another 8 hrs 💀#i got my meds today too but im not gonna start them until my period fucking starts and ends bc i cant handle both at once #plus itll be good if i can start them later this week so if it fucks my sleep at least i wont have to go into work multiple days in a row #while exhausted etc. mannn.#i really really hope i sleep better tonight this whole last week its been so disturbed and im so tired :-(#and so saaaaaad. and lonely but not really in a way that being around ppl helps.. i just want a longass hug 💔#ive done so well this week mentally but it takes so much out of me staying on top of it #anyway.. to bed to bed to bed #.diaries

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redpiperfox · 10 months ago

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But mainly, and really:

#red's week in music #STORYTIME WITH RED GATHER ROUND KIDDOS!#was at kids club tonight and went in knowing little 8 year olds mom had her baby this morning and lil girl was now big sis if two #and knew she hadnt come from home bc her hair was a mess of someone who didnt know curls trying to do it lol #shes generally emotional and dramatic but we can all see that shes a lil more so tonight. understandably. lotsa change #well she kinda hinges on this one thing of not getting the verses said to earn a jewel bc she wasnt able to say them-- totally fine! we'll #practice and get them later! but shes distraught bc she worked on them with mum and wont get jewel so i keep telling her when we'll work on #them together and when ill listen to her and we can get it done. cool. then lesson time shes up and down sniffly and the lesson says smth #about childbirth-- bursts into disarray. i ask her if she wants to step out and we blow her nose and she keeps talking about the verse so i #tell her solutions for that and then shes working herself up so i work thru calming down and she goes from #“i think im mad” to “mom would let me do what i want!” and i know the real issue isnt the verse but thats what shes telling me so...#adult shes staying with cautiously steps in and she calms down to tell me “its not the verse... i think i miss my mom”#oh my heart i know honey i give her a hug and we talk about the sleeover shes going to have and when shes going to see mom #and shes sleeping next to lil sis so shes going to give sis a big hug and tell her theyre going to see mom in the morning #and then i ask her if she wants to go back and she does and i just hold her and hug her the whole time #i give her another squeeze when she leaves and tell her to enjoy her sleepover #her friend shes staying with i should not did a very sweet of coming over and saying “hey lookit this new book i got do you wanna color it #with me maybe?“ which was such an emotionally mature thing for her and to see lil kiddo cheer up warmed me #teachers we debriefed and talked about kids going thru stuff at home and not being able to tell and process their emotions and stuff #and then i shared with mum on the ride back and she goes “yup. lil toddler will just miss mom-- its trauma at this age. this is why i #panicked and called my mother to come for your sis's birth bc dad said he could handle you but my heart couldnt for what you would go thru.“#i was six when my sister was born. my grandma being there before consistently made me giddly excited in that time waiting for dad to bring #us to the hospital.#anyway my heart was full and im praying extra hard for two lil girls in a sleepover missing their mom tonight.#red's personal sitcom #Spotify

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peppermintbutch · 8 months ago

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The next semester is going to KILL me. Bachelor thesis which idk what I want to write about AT ALL and if my adhd brain is even able to do it, two seminars that are probably gonna be super boring bcs the seminars this semester all suck for some reason AND immediately after that I have to do a work experience and write a report abt that. Oh and the semester starts NEXT WEEK

#plus still a lot of work until we can reopen the bar #im soo scared i wont be able to do it and everything falls apart bcs i didn't care enough and then i wont have any qualifications at all #also have to get a legal name change SOMEHOW very soon so my degree won't have the wrong name on it. for which i have to go to court #(in my birth city. it's pretty much a tossup if it's gonna work or not)#maybe i should try to get back on adhd meds that might help but i got heart palpitations and gi issues last time which sucked #god. literally every week I'm like what the FUCK is wrong with me why can't i just care and get things done why am i so lazy #but i guess it's adhd. or depression or the absurdity of having to have aspirations for myself when people all over the world are suffering #anyway I'm grumpy and feeling hopeless. but it will be ok i can do it. maybe. either way it's gonna work out some way or another

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delightfuldevin · 9 months ago

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Rushing to get the last 15 or so levels of my catalogue so I can send in my joy cons for repair

#devin speaks #devin’s gaming logs #my joy cons have become unbearable #the right ones are pretty bad but the left ones are almost completely unusable with their drift #i want to send them for repair but alas the repair will take 10-16 days and i will not be able to play splatoon while i wait #so i must quickly finish the catalogue so i can get the beloved earring and black boots i missed last year #ill be sad that i cant play side order either but honestly i probably wont be able to enjoy it anyway with my joy cons as is #so yeah must hurry to finish catalogue. must get these confounded controllers fixed……………..#i suppose i should invest in a pro controller again #the wired one i have also has a major drift problem #and the wireless one i had got rusted in the battery compartment somehow despite me never leaving batteries in there for longer than like #two or so weeks (i played with it a lot so the batteries constantly had to be replaced)#but the wireless one never did have a drift problem so maybe i will get another one and just be more careful with the batteries i guess??#idk whatever tag ramble done im just so frustrated with how poorly made joy cons are

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bomb-proof · 1 year ago

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