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i am done reading chapter 12 and OHHHH WHEN I GET MY HANDS ON YOU JUNGKOOK !!!!! IM IN YOUR WALLS !!!!! he’s a father a ceo he’s 28 why is he acting like a boy 😐😐😐😐 him brushing off oc saying the L word like telling himself it was just said in the moment nope my friend that’s you being a COWARD and wanting to brush it off. tessa make him grovel pls 😞😞😞 just kidding you can write whatever ill love it regardless 😭 idk oc’s female rage probably transferred to me as well bc i am pressed. jk not even acknowledging it made me feel so sad and disappointed and like ????? u wanna be mature about things but you’re so immature with the way you handle your relationship w oc like can he even think for a second with what he’s doing like he needs to start thinking seriously bc this is not some relationship he can just end quickly bc soori is so so attached and i don’t think he wants her to go through that same heartbreak again when [redacted] left (i hate her even tho you showed her good sides but sorry tessa i hate her too i read through the flashback drabbles so quickly) anw idk if im making any sense atp im excited you’re back 😭 stayed up to wait for the new chapter and now im mad. i will be hoping jk does choke on his coffee every morning. i hope they talk about it soon
hiii <3 first of all I want to tell you that I loved this message. I'd almost forgotten what it felt like to have people interact with my writing like this. it makes me happy, even though you were going through it bestie 😭😭😭 no but, me too. ugh. it was so hard writing this chapter because YOU ARE SO RIGHT. he is a grown man, he should get a GRIP. but also, he's so very hurt I think 😭😭 (me saying I think like I didn't write this man FROM SCRATCH lmao) he's just acting a mess!!!! and oc's so right about her female rage tbh. she needed that. she's a baddie!! but yeah, I agree with you. specially about him needing to thread carefully because of Soori. it's a mess, yall. thank you so much for this message and for being so invested with my story, it truly means the world to me and has me so motivated to keep this story going <3 I love u a milli
#also the redacted bit made me giggle#mostly because for some reason I can't stop writing about ira#I should maybe stop#I just find her so very relevant in this part of the story#it won't last long I promise 😩#thank u for reading <3
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Brat tamer and daddy kink with geto, gojo and toji please 🙏🔥
Brat Tamer’s
Characters: Gojo Satoru, Geto Suguru, Toji Fushiguro, FAB!R
Word count: 4,982 (I got really into it)
Warning: unprotected sex, degrading, overstimulating, public sex, dirty talk!
A/N: I literally loved this, I got so excited. I stayed up late editing it when I need to be up in four and a half hours! Please enjoy!
Summary: JJK men and how they fuck the bratty attitude out of you! 🥵
Gojo Satoru:
Rage boiled in the pit of your stomach as your leg bounced. The foul mood you were in wasn't because you woke up early on a Saturday or due to you sleeping on the couch. No, your sour mood is sponsored by your boyfriend, Gojo Satoru.
The bastard had been the biggest twat tease the previous day. All Friday long, he sent you the most provocative, smutty, thirsty texts the world had ever seen. Sexting, who the hell even sexted anymore?
Gojo Satoru did.
SATORU: damn, I'm thirsty. 😩
YOU: Buy a drink then? 🤨
SATORU: but they don't have what I want. .🥲
YOU: How could the vending machine be out of Cola?
SATORU: I don't want soda. I want that dripping pussy in my face. I wanna lap my tongue up and down, swirl it around your clit, and fuck you with my tongue until you cum on my mouth. Then I'll do it again, this time flattening my tongue over your cunt, encouraging you to use me how you want. In whatever way, Y/N, 🥵 I need you to sit on my face. I promise you the second you get home; I'm going to live between your thighs for the night. 😏❤️🌶
The conversation progressively got hotter and hotter until you found yourself clenching your thighs together to stop the insistent throbbing. God, it was so erotic. You loved reading his nasty words and were disappointed when they abruptly stopped. Maybe he’d taken pity on you, giving you a break to enjoy your dinner with Shoko and Utahime.
You were stripping the second you got home, kicking your shoes off, tossing your keys in the bowl by the door. If you knew how to teleport like Gojo, you would have been in the bedroom instantly. Alas, you had to run for it, sliding inside, hoping to find a naked Satoru with a rose between his teeth. Instead, you saw him snoring, drooling all over his pillow.
He had teased you all day, ruined a perfectly good pair of panties, to end up passing out on you!?
Sure, he was the strongest Jujutsu Sorcerer of the modern age, and he needed to get all the rest he could. It didn’t help that he had been on a long mission two days beforehand. But he could have rested after he fulfilled his nasty promises. But no, the bastard fell asleep on you.
“Morning Sweetheart.” Gojo walked into the kitchen with a yawn, oblivious to your rage. “Man, I slept like a baby.” He glanced around, searching for you, as he scratched at his stomach.
“Aw,” he stiffened at the tone of your voice, “did my old man sleep well?” Gojo watched as you lifted your coffee cup to your mouth, taking a long sip and glaring daggers at him.
“The fuck did you just call me?”
“Old man.” You snapped before taking another sip.
Gojo scoffed, grabbing his mug from the cabinet and filling it with hot coffee, fixing it with five cubes of sugar and sweet vanilla creamer. “Why the hell are you calling me that for?” There was only a two-year difference between you two. So he assumed that you woke up in a bad mood or you were being a brat at eight in the morning.
“Oh, I'm so sorry!” Sarcasm laced your voice, “I assumed you turned into an old man last night. Seeing that you passed out at nine o'clock last night. After you were a twat tease all day! You know, promising to eat my pussy in Ultra 4K HD.”
Oooh, that's why you were so pissed off.
“First off, relax; I was so tired when I got home. I just intended to nap, but it turned into an eleven-hour nap. And, you know I'll make it up to you, princess.”
“No, you won't.”
Your blatant defiance had Satoru choking on his coffee. He sputtered and hacked into his elbow as tears flooded his eyes. The entire time he was fighting for his life, you watched with a smirk. Knowing you were the cause of that reaction.
“I'm sorry, I must have misheard you.” Gojo took a deep breath, clearing his throat. “It sounded a lot like you just told me no. As in, you don’t want me to eat your pussy.”
You crossed your arms over your chest, pressing your breasts together. “You heard correctly.”
“Ha,” Satoru shook his head, leaning forward as he rested both hands on the kitchen counter. “Good one brat. You and I both know you’re lying. Keep it up. See what happens.”
“What.” You said, tilting your head. Assuming you hadn't heard him, Satoru opened his mouth to repeat himself. “Ever.” You finish with a smirk.
Now, that was annoying. Satoru’s blood was boiling as he realized you woke up and chose violence because he didn’t eat you out last night. Annoying as it was, he’d be lying if he said your attitude had his cock twitching inside his pajamas. Two could play in this game. He'd give you one last chance to behave before he taught you a lesson you would never forget.
“You’re going to listen to me carefully, baby.” You whined as he grabbed your face in his right hand, squeezing your cheeks gently, forcing a pout to form. “You’re going to be a good girl, and stop being a brat.”
Releasing his grip on your face, Satoru grinned, pleased with the pout that remained despite not forcing It. Now that you had been properly scolded, he could enjoy his coffee without choking to death. But before he could sip the sugary goodness, your pot twisted into a sly grin.
“Make me.”
Satoru’s eyes darkened before gently placing his cup down. You swallowed hard, your mouth suddenly dry as he walked around the counter, grabbing you by the collar of your shirt. He dragged you across the floor, which was easy, thanks to his curse technique. He whistled a cheerful tune as he entered your bedroom.
Which is where you had been for the last hour.
“S-Satoru!” You cried out, eyes wide as your back arched off the bed.
Satoru pushed your trembling thighs further apart. His tongue gently flickered at your abused and throbbing clit as his fingers curled inside of you. His cerulean eyes never once broke contact with your face in the hour he's been nestled between your thighs. Satoru was a man on a mission. A specific mission that was going to involve you crying from overstimulation by the time he was through with you.
“Too much!” You squeaked as his lips sealed around your clit, sucking on it. “Satoru! Satoru, please!”
He ignored you, promptly sucking harder as his fingers fastened their pace, curling against the spongy spot inside you. With a strangled yelp, you threw your head back, trembling hands reaching for his soft, snowy locks. You yanked him back. Away from your pussy with all the strength you could muster.
Satoru could have easily swatted you away, but he decided to be nice, allowing you to pull him away from your dripping sex. God, he looked as feral as you felt. Eyes narrowed, mouth dripping with your slick, pale cheeks flushed red.
“Oh, sorry, did you say something?” His talented tongue darted out, cleaning your slick off his lips. “Sorry, I’m an ‘old man,’ so I didn't hear you.” His tongue went back to work, swirling slowly around your clit as if it were his favorite candy.
“Mnnngh!” you yelled, gripping his hair tighter, “Toru!” He still paid you no mind, focused solely on making you cum for the sixth, seventh, eighth time? You'd lost count after four. “Toru!” Your legs trembled under his relentless attack. Satoru hummed, knowing you were close. He sped his fingers up, tongue flicking madly over your clit.
“Fuck! Fuck! Ahh!” You cried out as you squirted all over his face. But the man didn't stop; he kept the same speed going. Determined to make you cry from immense pleasure.
It was getting too much to handle. Spots were forming in your vision as you convulsed under him. There might be only one way to stop this never-ending orgasm loop. One that would most likely result in you getting fucked into the mattress, but at least that way, he would leave your poor clit alone for the time being.
“D-Daddy,” you whimpered, “Daddy, please.”
Just like you knew he would, Satoru lifted his head like a puppy being called for dinner. The damn bastard had a shit-eating grin plastered over his cum drenched face. “Oh, you called baby girl?~” His head rested against your thigh while slowly keeping his fingers moving inside of you.
“Nngh, oh fuck, I’m sorry, Daddy, please, I need your cock.” You cried out in relief, relaxing as he sat up, leaning back on the heels of his feet. “Daddy~ daddy, please.”
You knew he couldn’t take much more of this of the endless foreplay himself. His cock was straining against his pajama pants, a small wet spot forming against the gray fabric. Indeed, he was done punishing you. It had been a long, amazing, but still exhausting hour.
“Please, what? Use your words, beautiful.”
“Please fuck me.”
Tilting his head, Gojo rubbed at his slick chin, pondering thought. “Fuck you? You want your sweet daddy to fuck you?”
His hands rubbed up and down your thighs, making you jerk slightly. “Yes! Please, Daddy, I'm so sorry.” Satoru hummed in satisfaction before leaning down and kissing you deeply. You moaned, and he used the opportunity to shove his tongue into your mouth. The taste of you flooded your mouth. He always kissed you like this before he fucked you.
Finally, the torture could stop.
He hooked his arms under your thighs, lifting your hips to rest over his own. But much to your horror, he pulled back, smirking as he lifted you high and higher until your legs were over his shoulders, and his lips trailed over your inner thighs with nips and hickeys.
“T-Toru! Wait, let's be reasonable!” A pitiful squeak escaped you as he dragged you to the edge of the bed. “I-I said I was sorry, Daddy!!” Terror plastered over your face as he dropped to his knees on the ground.
“Baby girl, I am being reasonable.” He pulled your hips closer to his mouth, his hot breath fanning over your cunt. “You were so hurt and distraught over me breaking my promise last night. So I have to make it up to you. I plan to fuck you all day.” Blue eyes glimmered, half-lidded, as he stuck his tongue out, dragging it slowly over your entrance. “With my tongue.”
Before you could utter another rushed, heartfelt apology, Satoru’s mouth sealed over you again, sucking you like you were his favorite treat. At this rate, he was going to suck the soul out of your body.
Geto Suguru:
“Sorry! Sorry!” You hummed out before stopping right in front of Suguru. You made it a point to bend over, your ass brushing against his crotch. “My shoe is untied!”
Suguru cleared his throat as you pretended to tie your non-existent shoelace. “No worries.” His throat was dry, and you looked over your shoulder to find him staring directly at your ass. This was going exactly as planned!
Last weekend Gojo had asked Suguru if he was a tit or ass man. Usually, your sweet boyfriend would say something along the lines that you as a whole, was his type. But between the shots of sake and the three beers he'd chugged, he eyes you carefully in thought. His dark gaze moved from your chest before he leaned back in his chair, trying to examine the ass you were sitting on. The whole scene had your friends whistling and clapping at the way he practically undressed you in front of them.
“Ya’ know, I was a tit guy in high school.” Suguru downed another shot before he draped his arm around you, pulling you firmly against his side. “But since Y/N and I started dating, I can confidently say that I am an ass man, Satoru.”
This discovery had your curiosity peaked. So there was only one logical thing for you to do. You needed to put his statement to the test. For science, of course. Nothing more than science.
Your first experiment was to see how he responded to you flashing him. When he had just gotten home from the gym, you welcomed him back by lifting your shirt showing him your breasts. In all of his sweaty glory, Suguru didn’t miss a beat. He dropped his gym bag, tossed you over his shoulder, and carried you to the bedroom, where he got his cool-down workout in.
That was the typical when he saw your boobs. Suguru loved your breasts. He loved to caress them, hold them, and bury his face in them after a long and stressful mission. In all of your previous relationships, no one enjoyed playing with your breasts as much attention as Suguru did. So to hear him say, with his own words, was a bit far-fetched.
Thus began your experiment to find out what he really was!
Throughout the day, you purposely dropped your pen, bent down to pick up your keys, and, of course, leaned over his desk in order to retrieve a paper that had mistakenly fallen into the ground. Each and every time you glanced back to look at him, to see an almost distant expression on his face as his eyes were glued to your ass.
His staring was hardly a reaction compared to you flashing him. Either he had been drunk when he answered Satoru, or you weren't putting in the effort needed to truly test him. He left you no choice but to step your antics up.
“Y/L/N-Sensei!” Itadori beamed as you carried a stack of papers into the classroom. “Do you need help with that?”
“No, I got it, Itadori!” You neatly placed the papers on the desk, grinning at Suguru, who was talking to Megumi about his stance in the earlier training. “I do need to borrow Geto, though. Sorry, guys.”
Hearing you call his name, your boyfriend turned, a soft smile gracing his gorgeous face. “Okay, class is dismissed for today. I'll see you all tomorrow.” The three first years left the opposite way that you led Suguru down.
“I needed to grab the box of paper talisman paper out of storage.” You opened the door to the storage closet. “But I can reach it.”
“So you're just using me for my height?” Suguru gasped dramatically. “Has our whole relationship been a lie, Y/N?”
With a giggle from you, Suguru stepped inside, reaching for the box on the highest shelf. Now was the perfect chance to see how he reacted to your ass. You stepped inside the closet with him. Your darling boyfriend is oblivious to your mischievous intentions.
“Oh!” Suguru turned to watch as you shut the door. He didn't get to ask what you were doing when he suddenly stiffened as you squeezed between him and the shelves. “I was wondering where they kept the extra pens!” You stood on your tiptoes, rubbing your ass on his crotch. Suguru hissed, and you could feel his cock twitch in his pants.
“Sorry! I just!” Standing on your tiptoes, you barely reached for the box of pens before dropping down. You repeated this action several times, practically dry-humping against him while attempting to maintain your innocence. “They're just so far away!”
When you reached your fingers again, grazing the box, Suguru’s hand clamped down on your wrist, squeezing it. His labored breathing hit the back of your neck as his cock throbbed hard against your ass. The air inside the closet was suddenly ten times hotter and stuffier than it had been seconds ago.
“I fuckin’ knew it.” Suguru snarled, his lips pressing against the back of your neck as her hands grabbed the hem of your pants. “You’ve been bending over in front of me all day on purpose. Are you seriously trying to test me?”
You were suddenly pushed against the shelves with one of his hands as the other yanked your pants and panties down, pooling them at your knees. “What are you talking about?” You attempt to come off as confused, but hearing the zip to his uniform being dragged down had you shivering.
“Oh, don't play dumb. You were testing to see if I was an ass man or not, weren't you?” He ends his question with a smack against your ass. “That's why you kept bending over, you know, like a brat.”
“Still don't know what you mean.” Your act is slipping up as you hear Suguru spit behind you. A second later, his hot, spit-slicked cock grinds perfectly over your ass. “Oh shit~”
Sugar kneads at your ass, thrusting his cock between your cheeks. “You can keep playing the innocent act, but we both know you're a terrible liar, Y/N.” He adjusts himself, allowing his cock to move further down, his tip teasing the entrance to your pussy.
“I am? Man, what gave me away?”
“Your shoes don't have laces.” With a sudden and sharp thrust, Suguru slams inside of you, his hand clamping down over your mouth, muffling your scream of pleasure. “Silly little brat, you wanted this as much as me, Your pussy is soaking wet for me, and I didn't even get a chance to touch your pretty cunt.”
You scream into his palm as he starts thrusting into you, the shelves shaking, dust flying around the two of you. As boxes and papers fall to the ground, Suguru picks up his pace. Your pussy is so tight and wet. It feels so good to be buried deep inside of you.
“Fuck~ fuck your pussy is the best,” Suguru whispers slowly in your ear, his dark hair falling over your shoulder as he leans fully against you. “This is like my own personal treat for being good and not fucking you in front of the entire school.”
His words, the tone of his gravely voice, and the mere force he was fucking you at. It had you hurdling to the edge so fast you felt like a teenager again. Your eyes rolled back into your head as you convulsed around his cock, cumming so hard you thought you might pass out. And Geto, he wasn't better off. You'd been rubbing up his cock off and on all day, the ultimate edging.
His teeth dug into your shoulder to silence his moans and whimpers as his cock throbbed inside of you, filling you with his seed. You breathed heavily against his palm, gasping for air as he dropped his hand from your mouth to your chin. He turned you to face him, kissing you ever so gently as he slowly pulled out of you.
“We need to go home.” With shaking hands, you tried to pull your clothes back up. “I’m going to fuck you for each time you ground that sweet ass against me today.” Suguru kindly decided to help you with your pants, pulling them up and fastening them secure. “Hope you're ready for a long night, Princess.” His hand slapped your ass as you both headed out of the closet. “Cause that ass is mine.”
In conclusion, you discovered the truth: Geto Suguru was, in fact, an ass man.
Toji Fushiguro:
“We’re having dinner with a potential client tonight. Make sure you wear something nice. Not like your usual t-shirts and shit.”
His words rang through your ears repeatedly as you eyed yourself in the bathroom mirror. You'd show him something nice. The asshole dared to tell you to wear something nice?! Mr. Sweatpants himself? What a dickhead!
After he took off for work, you made it your life's sole mission to get dolled up to a t. If he wanted to impress your potential client, you'd make their fucking jaws drop. You'd be so hot; they'd take the two of you on as clients just in the hopes of seeing you in all your fuckin’ glory!
“I assure you, my partner and I can immediately get the job done for you,” Toji said, sipping on the red wine his potential client so graciously bought.
“You both came highly recommended; I look for— my God.” the elderly man perked up. “What a stunning woman.”
Toji scoffed into his glass; he didn't care to look at other women. You were the only one he had eyes for. You were the only woman that mattered. He did, however, pay attention to the older man’s eyes. They were following whatever poor woman was walking about. Watching the man in his eighties undress them with their beady eyes was a sickening sight.
“Oh!” The man in front of Toji perked up, straightening his tie. “She's coming this way, Fushiguro.”
The sound of high- heels clicking against the tile didn't have Toji intrigued in the slightest. But the smell of your perfume and the sudden silence had him whirling around in his chair. “So sorry to keep you both waiting.” You stood there behind Toji’s chair.
Your makeup was done, and your Y/H/C hair was styled expertly. Toji had seen you dolled up countless times before. That wasn’t new. What was new was the super short red dress you were wearing. It clung to your curves, leaving hardly anything to the imagination. Your breasts bounced, threatening to pop out as you bowed at the elderly client. When you straightened your back, Toji felt the vein in his forehead throb as your dress, which went up to your mid-thigh, rode up slightly, showing off more of your smooth skin.
While you looked absolutely delicious, this was not what he had meant when he told you to dress nice.
“Please don't apologize, darling.” The soon-to-be-dead client motioned to the chair next to Toji. “Please sit. What would you like to drink?”
“Wine, please.” Toji gritted his teeth, eyes constantly darting from you to the client.
Throughout appetizers and drinks, you made sure to lean over, stretch, and emphasize your body in every way you could. In doing so, you caught the attention of passing patrons, the disgusting man in front of you, and your boyfriend, who was fuming with anger. Okay, yes, this was partially his fault. He put himself directly in this situation. Next time, he’ll know better than to tell you what to do.
When they brought out the main dishes, the elderly man licked his lips, holding a fork out to you, noodles expertly wrapped around it. “Have you ever tried the pesto pasta here? It's my absolute favorite. Give it a try, Y/N!~” Fighting back a grimace of disgust, you put on a smile. You leaned over the table, opening your mouth wide as you took the food directly off his fork.
While the act of being fed by a perverted old man was disgusting, the delicious flavor of chicken, pesto, and garlic made up for it. It was so decadent that you moaned as you swallowed the bite. Hearing a sound that was for his ears only made Toji stand up, his chair falling back from the speed of his actions. His face focused on you before he grabbed your wrist.
“Y/N! Pesto has pine nuts in it!” There was a tone of faux worry in his voice.
“Huh?” Cocking an eyebrow, you were about to tell him you knew that. When he scooped you up into his arms.
“You idiot! You're allergic to nuts!”
The clanking of silverware caught your attention, and your eyes peered back at the table. The pervert looks pale, terror painting his face. “I'm so sorry! Do I need to call an ambulance?”
“No! I have an Epi-pen in my car. I’m sorry, but we need to leave right now.”
“N-No! Please don’t; we can reschedule for another day.”
The old man watched as Toji hurriedly carried you out of the dining area of the restaurant, not once hearing the “Not a damn chance we’re doing this again.” From your very pissed-off boyfriend.
Toji suddenly turned and carried you down a hall before B-lining it into a family restroom. He plopped you down on the counter before locking the door behind him. His worried expression melted away, replaced with a darkened, more devious, rageful stare. The sheer power of his stare had you tugging your dress down in an attempt to cover your thighs. Something you had refused to do throughout the dinner.
“Oh no, you don't,” Toji’s large hand smacked yours away, “you’re the one that dressed like a slut, you might as well embrace the look.”
A shuddering breath escaped you as his fingers slipped under the skin-tight fabric, pushing it up to rest above your hips. The whole time his fingers grazed over your skin, you could see the anger in his eyes turning from a simmer to a boil in real-time. You were suddenly regretting your choices.
“Toji, we’re in a family restroom. Someone could hear us.”
“Oh? Suddenly, you're taking note of people noticing you? You didn't seem to mind when that dirtbag was eyefucking you all night. You left very little to his imagination.”
“Well, you told me to wear something nice, so I did.”
“The only place this slutty outfit is good for is in my bed.” He forced your thighs open wide, his fingers curling under the lacey hem of your panties.
His fingers were warm and oh so close to your throbbing sex. “Toji, they’ll hear us.” You scolded in a hushed tone, eyes darting towards the door leading out to a full restaurant of people.
Toji hummed and ripped the flimsy fabric of your underwear in half, causing you to gasp. “Then I guess you’ll be needing a gag.” Grabbing the back of your neck, Toji slammed his lips against yours in a searing kiss.
God, he tasted like rich wine as his tongue slid into your mouth. You followed his lead, massing your tongue against his as he worked at his belt and pants. He deepened the kiss before pulling you closer to the edge of the counter, the tip of his cock rubbing up and down your dripping sex, coating your slick all over his shaft.
“Toji~” You hummed happily as the tip of his cock popped into you. Your hum slowly grew into a whine that worked its way up the back of your throat.
“I don't think so.” Your boyfriend pushed further into you. Using his free hand, Toji squeezed your cheeks in his hand, forcing your mouth open. “You were just saying someone could hear us.” He shoved your ruined panties in your mouth. “So shut the fuck up slut.”
Tasting yourself, combined with his cock slowly thrusting into you, made you cry out around your panties. Your hands shot up, gripping his shoulders, your nails digging into his skin. The sting of pain urged Toji on as he slammed into you harder.
“I know I told you to dress nice, but I take that back.” His fingers dug into your thighs, pulling you closer, pushing his dick firmly against your cervix. “You flaunting your body like that tonight made me realize I don't want anyone lookin’ at ya’ like that” His thrusts turned harder and fast, his cock pressing into your cervix over and over again. “You only dress like that for me, Y/N; you’re my slut.”
Rolling your eyes back, you mumbled some unintelligible response back to him. Hearing the lack of words coming from you had Toji smirking against your neck as he nipped and sucked at your sensitive skin. Bite marks and hickey’s littered your skin, marking you as his. If you even dared to wear something so revealing again, anyone who would dare look at you would know you were taken.
Taken and thoroughly fucked.
Being marked, having Toji fuck you into place. God, it was too much, way too much for you to handle. Your pussy started throbbing, clamping around his cock, as drool seeped out of the corner of your mouth. Wincing at the sting from your nails, Toji released himself from your neck. Tilting his head to the side, he chuckled.
“Awww~ is my little slut going to cum?~” Nodding your head, Toji licked his lips. “You gonna cum all over Daddy’s fat cock slut?” Another nod, your hands gripping his shoulders for dear life. “Then what the fuck are ya waitin’ for?” Snarling next to your ear Toji fucked you as hard as he could.
That sent you over the edge. You screamed around your panties cumming all over his perfect fat cock. “That’s it, that's a good fucking girl~ cum on my fat cock.” He hissed through clenched teeth. “Cum on my cock, cum on my cock. That's it~! Gonna fill you up, take it, take it slut.” Toji’s head tilted back as he roared, pumping rope after rope of hot cum into you.
He remained like that, holding you on the counter, buried inside of you. Once his cock softened, Toji pulled out of you. You dug your panties out of your mouth. You were holding the spit-coated fabric in your hands. You looked between them and your boyfriend, who was stuffing his dick back into his pants.
“Who knew me dressing up like this would end with mind-blowing sex?”
“End?” Your panties were snatched out of your palm. “Baby girl, we're just getting started.” he wadded up the fabric before sliding his hand between your legs. “So I'm just gonna—” you gasped as he pushed your panties inside your pussy, “keep you plugged up until I get you home.”
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Ruby The Transphobe.
Ruby: God! I want to be topped so bad! 😢
Papa Arc: Who The Fuck Starts A Conversation Like That?!
Ruby: I- I'm sorry papa Arc, it's just that Jaune has been very, very gentle with his love making. He let me do whatever I wanted, in every position, using every toy & in every hole I wanted. 😩
*winks at the reader*😉
I mean I definitely enjoyed it. It's just that I've been wanting something... More. 😍
Papa Arc: .... And why are you asking me this?
Ruby: Please Papa Arc! You must know something to make Jaune top me for once. I can't stand being the dom all the time. I'm a natural submissive. I crave being dominated by a big strong man. 😫
Papa Arc: *visibly cringe in pain*
I'm afraid I can't help you. That boy is a disappointment to his own blood.
He would sooner castrate himself before he tops you unfortunately.
Ruby: There's gotta be some way for him to take me to poundtown! 🥺
Papa Arc: ...Well there is a way, but you won't like it.
Ruby: Tell me! I'm desperate.😮
Papa Arc: Come here...
*whisper something to Ruby*
That Night.
Ruby: (Okay Ruby, you can do it just say it and Jaune will be all over you.) 😟
Jaune: Oh Ruby you're here. Come sit and play games with me, while drinking this hot chocky milk that I just made for you. ☕
Ruby: *gasp* (He's perfect! How could I want to ruin what we have. 😭)
Jaune: And afterwards we can go to sleep. So I can ignore your sexual needs.
Ruby: .... I don't think transwomen are real women. 😶
Jaune: Ruby... How could you say such horrible thing?
Ruby: You heard me I don't think they're even a real thing because there's only two genders and you can't change the gender you're born with. 🤭
Jaune: Stop! Stop it don't say anything anymore. You didn't mean it right? Say you didn't mean it!
Ruby: And come election, I will be voting for the orange man 🍊
Jaune: THAT'S IT!!!
Ruby: Kyaa~ 😜
A Few Moments Later...
Jaune: *grunt* Apologize *grunt* Apologize *grunt* right now! *grunt* Or I won't stop pounding you! *grunt*
Ruby: *moan* Yes... Give it to me! *moan* Punish me Jaune! *moan* faster, harder!!! *moan* correct my bigoted pussy! *moan* 💞
*plapping sounds intensify*
Jaune: *sigh* How's that Ruby. Had enough!? You promise you will stop making bigoted remarks?
Ruby: *gasp* (I came five times 😁) Hey Jaune.... Do you want to know what I think about the Faunus community? 😀
Jaune: RUBY!!! *back to pounding Ruby*
Nearby
Weiss: *sniffs* Those two dunces are going at it and didn't invite me. *sniffs*
Yang: It's been 3 hours. How could the two of them last this long.... Maybe Ruby won't mind me borrowing Jaune for a bit?
Blake: *furiously typing*
Epilogue:
The Next day Ruby is being targeted by the woke mobs after the hateful things she said came to light. And she is now currently in hiding.
Jaune crestfallen after Ruby went into hiding soon found himself being "comforted" by Yang, Weiss and Blake. Which left Jaune confused by this turn of event.
Papa Arc meanwhile is happy that Ruby is nowhere near his son and personally thanked the Woke mind virus for getting rid of her.
#transgender#rwby#jaune arc#ruby rose#lancaster#lancaster rwby#jaune x ruby#ruby x jaune#rwby lancaster#weiss schnee#yang xiao long#blake belladonna#papa arc
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Dressed Up, Dressed Down.
Pairing Travis Kelce x Reader
Words 4761
Warnings I mean, I think we can all agree. We know what's coming...a whole load of smut. Ass play, choking, anal, squirting. It's verrrrrrry smutty...you have been warned. And some strong language and mentions of alcohol.
So, I had 2 very similar Anon requests so I thought I would combine them and try to cover both requests in the same fic. Plus, it's smut that will feature dapper Travis and we all love that! "Trav looked so good at the ESPYs last night it’s making me submit a smut request 😩 Trav x Reader are at an event and saying dirty things to each other the whole time to rile the other one up, and as soon as they get home they immediately go at it" "Can you do a real smut of Travis maybe something were the reader has done a new accomplishment in her life and they go to an event/red carpet and when they get home travis finally truly shows her was passionate sex is hahha just a thought"
You studied your reflection in the mirror and adjusted the skirt of your outfit, angling your shoulders to the side to see how the dress would move for photographs. Your fingers ran along the intricate beading of the bodice, before returning to the satin fabric below your waist.
You faintly heard Travis clear his throat downstairs and you assumed that he was indicating that he was getting impatient. You had kept your dress a secret, wanting to surprise him with what you had picked out. You ran your hands through your hair, making sure the volume was still present and took a deep breath.
As you stepped out of the bedroom and made your way to the staircase, you could see Travis reclined on the couch, scrolling through his phone. He spotted you out of the corner of his eye and immediately lowered his gaze down your body. You continued to walk towards him, very slowly, allowing him extra time to admire you. His bottom lip trembled slightly and his eyes turned hazy. You smiled as you grew closer and Travis pushed himself to the edge of the sofa, his jaw dropping open.
"Baby." His voice was a low growl.
You looked down at yourself, "You like it?"
Travis nodded with his mouth still gaping, "You look...perfect."
You glanced over his broad chest, clad in a sharp white shirt and matching jacket with black trousers. His hands ran over his thighs before lifting his sunglasses off of his face. You turned around, making sure the dramatic skirt flowed correctly and stuck out your hip.
Travis responded by grasping at your waist and pulling you down onto his lap, "Let's just stay here, huh?"
You giggled as Travis's chin rested on your shoulder, his beard tickling your skin, "Oh yeah, I'm sure we won't get in trouble for missing the ESPYs."
"But staying here with you will be so much more fun." He pulled you in even closer and you could feel a hardness where your ass was.
"Woah, woah, woah, big guy! You'd better lock that down, right now!" You rose to your feet quickly and turned around to face him, pointing down at his crotch, "Can you please control yourself for a few hours?"
Travis grinned, his perfect teeth beaming, and shuffled in his seat, "Man, you are so hot when you tell me what to do."
You placed your stilettoed foot on the edge of the couch between Travis' legs and leaned forward, your lips inches away from his, "I'll be telling you exactly what to do when we get back here, baby."
You smiled to yourself as you walked away, taking one last look over your shoulder at your crumbling boyfriend, whose eyes had rolled back in his head as he slumped back, groaning at your promise.
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You could see the cameras flashing through the car window long before you pulled up to the theatre. Travis' hand squeezed your thigh as he looked out at the crowds lined along the roped entrance.
"You ready?" You leaned towards his face and planted a small kiss on his cheek.
"Ready as I'll ever be, baby!" He grinned and opened the door, jumping out of the car with his trademark energy.
The journalists were screaming his name but instead of acknowledging them, he held out his hand to you. You gracefully swung your legs outwards and rose to your feet, making sure your dress was falling perfectly over your curves. The camera flashes continued as Travis placed a gentle hand on your waist and you walked together to the red carpet. Your head whirled with the commotion; loud music, voices shouting, numerous people surrounding you but Travis was there to keep you calm and relaxed.
As you made your way towards the entrance, a journalist you had met before called out both of your names.
"Y/N, Travis! Hi! Can we get a few words please?"
"Sure!" You flashed her a smile and side-stepped towards her with Travis in tow behind you.
"So, you two must be pretty excited tonight? Travis, you're nominated with the rest of the Chiefs and you're presenting an award?"
Travis leaned into the microphone slightly, "Yeah, baby! I've come to rep the Chiefs tonight with my boys. And as SNL went well, me and Heidi Gardner are presenting one of the awards but I'm also here to support my girl." He squeezed your waist a little tighter.
"That's right, Y/N is nominated for Best Female Athlete. That must be an incredible feeling just to be nominated, what will it feel like if you win?"
You exhaled, shaking your head, "Oh my God, I don't know. Just being here is good enough, and to support Travis and Pat and the rest of the guys. But to be recognised and acknowledged for my passion is incredible. Tennis has been my life so all of the hard work and effort feels worth while."
You looked up at Travis who was beaming down at you with adoring eyes.
"You two are quickly shaping up to be the hottest power couple in sports right now, is there anything exciting on the horizon for you?"
"Well, Travis has the football season coming up soon and I've just finished Wimbledon which was a blast, so it'll be a lot of relaxing and watching football."
"Hopefully, another Superbowl ring on it's way to you?"
Travis nodded, "Hopefully!"
"Anyway, get yourselves in there, enjoy and good luck!"
You both smiled and waved slightly before walking back to the centre of the carpet. Travis' hand had stayed fixed to your waist but as he brought it around to the small of your back, he leaned to whisper in your ear.
"I'm so proud of you." His breath tickled your neck, "And you're so sexy when you talk about your work."
"Yeah? Well, so are you. Why do you think I'm so horny after every Chiefs game I watch?"
Travis almost growled, "I'm still horny from before, baby." His body grew closer to you and you were aware of the vast amount of people and cameras around you, "Can I tell you that I want to eat your pussy so bad right now?"
You gasped slightly as Brittany and Patrick came rushing to your side. Quickly clearing your throat, you hugged Brittany as Travis and Pat began to chat.
"Here you are!"
You readjusted your skirt, "Yeah, sorry, we had an interview to do."
"That's alright. Come on, let's get a drink, our seats are right at the front."
You looked over your shoulder to see Travis' piercing eyes watching you walk away, his gaze lowered to your ass. He quickly looked up and gave a wink, a smirk appearing on his lips. A heat rose in you but you followed Brittany to the bar, pushing all thoughts to the back of your mind.
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"And the winner is...Y/N!"
The theatre erupted into cheers and applause and Travis threw his arms around you, his loud booming voice in your ear.
"Yes, baby! I knew you'd do it, wooh!"
You rose to your feet and smoothed out your dress, giving Travis a kiss before you carefully stepped onto the stage and behind the microphone. The presenter handed you your award and you looked down at it as the background music faded.
"Er, wow. This is incredible. I thought I knew what I would say if I won but my brain has forgotten everything I had planned." You cleared your throat as the audience laughed. "I really want to thank everybody who has supported me in my career so far; my coaches, my fans, my family and my opponents. Everything you guys have done have led up to this moment." You glanced to Travis who was looking up at you with tears in his eyes, "And I really need to thank that man sat right there, who has been there for me, win or lose and has always been my biggest fan, no matter what. I couldn't ask for a better person to share my life with, so for him to win his award and for me to win this, it's just the cherry on the cake!"
You heard Travis' cheer over everybody else's in the theatre as you walked off of the stage and to the backstage area to give some short interviews and have press photographs taken. When you eventually emerged into the lobby, Travis was there waiting for you. His face was radiating with a huge smile, his arms outstretched and ready to embrace you tightly.
"Hottest power couple in sport? I think we definitely win that award." He said as he pressed his body into yours.
You giggled in his ear, feeling his toned muscles surrounding you, "Damn right, baby."
He faced you, moistening his bottom lip, "I gotta get you home now."
"What do you have planned?"
His eyes flickered down your body, "Well, as amazing as you look in that dress, I want it off. And then I'm going to kiss every inch of your skin that I can before I open your legs and make you cum with my mouth."
You squeezed your thighs together as you felt a wave of numbness cover you. Your chest became tight as you imagined the scenario Travis was describing in your head and the speed of your breathing increased.
Travis must have noticed because he immediately moved his lips to your neck, laying gentle kisses on your already tingling skin. "And then once I've finished, I'm going to slowly slide my thick and hard dick into your dripping, soaking, glistening, perfect pussy." His mouth was close to your ear, his words groaning, "And I'm going to pound you so hard that you can't even remember your own name. You're going to cum over and over and over again, screaming and begging for me to keep going."
Your breath was escaping your lips in short, sharp bursts as you listened to Travis' dirty talk. His fingers found the high slit in your gown and reached underneath the fabric to feel you. You glanced around the theatre lobby, making sure there was nobody close by and shifted your stance so Travis had easier access.
His eyes suddenly widened as he whimpered, his fingers playing with your wet folds, "Oh, baby. Please, let me take you home."
You closed the already small gap between you and palmed at the growing mound in his pants, "We still have an hour of this event to go, come on."
You retreated from him, walking backwards and smiling as he stood rooted to the spot with his jaw dropped open.
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You could tell that Travis was getting impatient towards the end of the night. Whenever he was sat, his right leg was bouncing and he continued to fidget with anything he was touching. If he was stood, he was uncomfortably shifting his weight from side to side and trying to keep eye contract with you.
You were chatting to Brittany at the bar when you noticed Travis' eyes on you. His stare was intense and heated, causing Brittany to ask questions.
"What is up with Travis?"
You smiled coyly and took a quick sip of your drink, "I think the dress that we picked out worked like a charm."
Brittany squealed in delight, "Oh yeah honey! Is he bad for it?"
"He's desperate. All I'm going to say is, I've been putting off leaving for so long because teasing him like this is too much fun."
You looked over to Travis who was still staring at you, his drink is his right hand and his left hand in his pocket. Pat was eagerly chatting to him but Travis' attention was elsewhere. You winked at him before turning back and smiling to Brittany who was giggling into her glass.
"Oh girl, you are bad."
"Let's just say, we're going to make up for all of that lost time whilst I was at Wimbledon."
Brittany blew you a kiss as you walked back to Travis, swaying your hips slightly and lowering your head to give him your best sultry look. His eyelids almost fluttered closed but he quickly recovered and turned to face Patrick as you reached him.
"Ey, man. I gotta go, I got plans in the morning so we need to get some rest."
You said your goodbyes and as you walked away, you angled yourself closer to Travis, "What are your plans in the morning?"
Travis looked straight ahead and grasped onto your waist, "Recovering from fucking you so hard tonight."
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Hot breaths rushed from your lips as Travis' hands roamed your body. You threw your head back so that he could access your neck, covering it in wet, lazy kisses. Your fingers pulled at his jacket, desperate to have him as close to you as possible.
He quickly spun you around and pushed you against the wall, your cheek pressed against the cool surface. He lay more kisses across your shoulders as his hands got to work with removing your dress. You felt instant relief as the corset was loosened, allowing your chest to swell with your breathing. The fabric slid down your skin and pooled at your feet, allowing Travis to stand back and admire his view. You curved your back slightly, letting your ass to stick out and he dropped to his knees, pulling your saturated panties down to the floor.
Without warning, he spread your legs apart and latched his lips onto your pussy, slurping and sucking at your folds. His rough beard rubbed against your skin, leaving it sore with friction. He dragged his tongue slowly from your clit to your asshole, causing your thighs to twitch. A breathy laugh left Travis' lips, the air dancing against your sensitive hole. You instinctively pushed your ass out further, allowing him better access. Travis ran a finger up the inside of your thigh, collecting some of your wetness that had dripped down. You looked over your shoulder to see him suck your juice, his eyes glazing over in ecstasy.
You gasped, your hands trembling against the wall, "Fuck me, Travis."
Travis grinned up at you, "All in good time, babygirl."
You watched as Travis rose to his feet, licking his lips and looking at you with dark eyes. He was still fully dressed, but you noticed a large bulge growing in his trousers.
"My eyes are up here." He said in a low growl as he motioned for you to come closer to him with a finger.
You pushed yourself from the wall and pressed your naked chest against him, craning your neck to kiss his cheek. His hands gently ghosted the sides of your body, sending shivers down your spine. You lowered yourself to your knees and looked up at Travis, your eyes blinking slowly. Travis quickly removed his belt and unzipped his pants, letting them fall to the floor. He stepped out of them before kicking them across the room, pulling his jacket off and throwing it down next to you. Your hands ran up his body and began unbuttoning his shirt, his strong torso revealing itself to you. Travis took care of the top few buttons and removed his shirt quickly. You sat back on your heels and looked at him standing in front of you, the fabric of his boxer shorts straining against his hard cock.
You dropped your jaw open and your tongue flattened against the bottom of your mouth. Travis took a step closer to you and you hooked your fingers under the waistband of his boxers, slowly pulling them down and displaying his thick erection to you. Even though his size was no surprise to you, you always found yourself amazed at it.
"You gonna take it like a good girl?"
You nodded before grasping your hand around his base, squeezing slightly and watching as a bead of pre-cum seeped from his tip, thick veins protruding from the pressure. You brought his dick to your mouth and licked it away, leaving your tongue out for a moment for Travis to see. He placed his hand on the back of your head and his fingers tangled themselves in your hair. With some slight pressure from Travis, you moved your head closer to him and took his cock between your lips, saliva building in the sides of your mouth. You sucked gently at first, keeping your pace slow and you heard a quiet groan, signalling his pleasure. You squeezed your eyes shut as you pushed your head further, feeling his cock pressing into the back of your throat. You gagged a little, a gurgle sound echoing loudly in the room. You tried to pull away but Travis held your head steady for a few seconds longer, his cock twitching in your mouth.
When he finally let you go, your head snapped backwards, leaving you gasping for air. Moisture dripped from the head of his cock and you wiped some away from the corner of your mouth with the back of your hand.
Travis bent down and held your chin, "You took that so well, so good."
You smiled and opened your mouth again.
Travis eyes widened, "Again? You're so cock hungry, princess."
You closed your eyes as he guided himself into your mouth, your lips closing around his length. Travis gave you full control this time, his hands dropping to his sides as you sped up, your head moving back and forth quickly, the loud wet noises making your pussy throb. Travis groaned loudly and as you looked up through your eyelashes to meet his gaze, his eyes rolled backwards and his fists clenched.
You could tell that he was trying to hold off from coming but you continued with your motion, allowing your teeth to gently drag across his skin. You held onto the back of his thighs to help steady yourself and dug your manicured nails into his toned muscles. Travis hissed at the sensation, which only spurred you on. His hips began to thrust a little, desperate to fuck your face so you stopped, allowing him to take a hold of your head and move at his own pace. You held eye contact with him as he snapped his pelvis forward with force. Tears began to form in your eyes and Travis moved his thumb to wipe them away. You widened your mouth and moved your tongue from side to side, spreading your saliva and coating his dick with it. Travis' breathing became laboured and as you were beginning to think that he was about to cum, he stepped back, leaving your mouth open and your eyes narrowed with confusion.
"I want your pussy now."
He helped you up to your feet, kissing your wet lips slowly and guiding you towards the bed. You let go of his hands and moved over to the nightstand, opening the drawer and looking back to Travis with a smile. He watched as you pulled out the diamond butt plug that you had bought a couple of weeks ago and his eyes sparkled with desire when he noticed that you grabbed the small tube of lubricant next to it.
"Well, this is a surprise." His voice was thick with anticipation.
You smiled as you handed them to him, letting him spread the lube onto the shiny metal.
He looked to you for clarification, "You sure, baby."
You kneeled onto the bed and placed a finger onto his lips, "Shut up and fuck me."
Travis grinned as you turned around and rested your chest against the soft bedspread, arching your ass into the air, presenting yourself to him. The cool metal teased your tight asshole, the tip rolling against it and smearing a think layer of the lube onto your skin. Your clit throbbed from the sensation and you widened your knees, your pussy lips opening for him. Travis reached his hand under you and his fingers latched onto your clit, rubbing it in small circles and pushing the plug further.
You exhaled slowly, the slight sting of pain radiating through your body. Travis quickly spat onto your ass, the drool running down your cheeks and on the puckered skin. With a slow and gentle force, the plug settled itself inside of your asshole and you sighed with pleasure at the feeling of it stretching you. Travis continued to play with your pussy, your folds wet and pulsating. You felt a sharp pain on your skin and as you looked over your shoulder, you saw Travis sucking and biting down on your ass cheek. You cried out when he pushed two fingers into your pussy, curling them upwards to graze against your g-spot. He pumped his fingers at a painfully slow pace, causing you to squirm against the mattress, your knees beginning to weaken. Your arms rested either side of you and you balled up the sheets in your fists, squeezing through the sheer indulgence of being pleasured by Travis.
Your pussy suddenly felt empty when Travis pulled his fingers out, leaning back to admire your quivering thighs. Your legs collapsed down and Travis gently rolled you over, stroking his dick with your juices and positioning himself on top of you. Your vision was blurred slightly and your mind felt foggy from the pleasure. You whined in anticipation and Travis teased you by waiting at your entrance for a few seconds. You hooked your leg around his back and dug your heel into his ass cheek, forcing his dick inside of you with a loud gasp. Travis' head reeled backwards and he groaned through gritted teeth as he pounded into you with impressive stamina. He grabbed at your other leg and pulled it up and over his shoulder so that he was able to grind deeper into you, the top of his shaft massaging your clit. Your eyes stared into his, a warm tightness building in your core. Travis persevered with relentless speed and you held onto his strong arms that were planted either side of your head.
Your face contorted as you rode the huge wave of pleasure that washed over you, the tightness in your core building and building quickly. You squealed and clenched your walls around Travis as you came with force, his thrusting causing your orgasm to squirt out onto his chest. Travis slowed a little as he looked down and smiled to see your cum glistening on his skin.
"That's my good girl."
Travis stroked your hair gently and watched as you panted with short sharp breaths, your walls twitching around his cock.
"That felt...so good, baby." You said, breathlessly.
"You got another in you?" Travis said with a smirk.
You gasped for air, "What?"
Travis began to thrust again, slowly at first but as your eyes rolled back into you head, he hastened. Your entire body turned limp as he fucked you hard, your mouth gaping open and a high pitched squeal ringing out into the room. You had barely recovered from your first orgasm, but here Travis was, encouraging another one out of you. Looking up at him, you watched as his complexion turned red from exertion, but his impressive stamina continued. You tried to lift your arms up to hold onto his body but every muscle was weakening. Every inch of your skin was tingling, as if jolts of electricity were charging through you. Travis' force was continuous, barely allowing you time to catch your breath between each vigorous thrust. A sudden rush of pleasure charged to your core and with a loud guttural scream, your orgasm fully took over you. Travis powered through as cum spilled from you, your thighs contracting and shuddering.
Travis exhaled loudly, as if he had been holding his breath and moved some hair away from your forehead, the sweat causing the strands to stick in place. His stomach was slick with your cum, drops landing down onto the bed as he lifted his torso up slightly to admire the large wet patch that had already formed. You turned your head to plant a kiss onto Travis' arm when a gentle hum caused you to look up at him.
Travis lowered his eyebrows, "My turn now."
He smiled and kissed your forehead before pushing his cock deeper into you, the tip pressing against your cervix. You winced a little at the pain but took a deep breath and relaxed your muscles. He quickly pulled out and rolled you onto your side, settling down behind you. You could feel his erection pushing into your back and as he lifted your leg and hooked it over his elbow, his dick sliding inside of you with ease. You let out a low moan and Travis' hand snaked around your waist and reached up for your left breast, tweaking your nipple with his fingers. You fully relaxed into his grip, your leg wobbling back and forth with each thrust. His fingers were leaving red marks on your chest as he vigorously gripped your skin and you felt the familiar tightness of yet another orgasm.
"Fuck, fuck...Travis. I'm going to cum again. Holy shit!" You yelled.
Before you could completely release yourself again, Travis rolled onto his back and lifted you onto his lap with his strong arms. He positioned you with your back to him and he reached forward, pulling the butt plug out. His hands ran over your ass cheeks, spreading them apart and kneading the soft flesh. You leaned forward slightly and placed your hands on his thighs in an attempt to hold yourself steady, lifting your body up and hovering over his cock. Travis assisted by holding it at the base and aimed for your pussy but you paused, angling your hips forward and pressing his head against your asshole.
Travis swallowed loudly, "Oh fuck."
Slowly, you lowered yourself onto him, the residual lubricant for the plug and your own juices making it easier. Travis' breathing became stuttered as he watched himself stretch your ass, his jaw dropping open in awe. You breathed slowly and deeply, trying to fully relax and adjust to the feeling.
"You're so tight. This feels so good." Travis mumbled with a growl.
You began to bounce on Travis' cock once you were comfortable, leaving about an inch free at the base due to his large size. You felt Travis' hands running over your body hungrily, desperate to feel you. He grabbed onto your hair and pulled it back slightly, causing you to lean back and the new angle sent a ripple of pleasure across your whole body. You vocalised your enjoyment which only spurred Travis along and you felt him sit up, his free hand wrapping itself around your throat. You gasped as he tightened his grip, a pressure building in your face and tears filling your eyes for the second time. You felt your pussy begin to burn, electricity pulsating across your clit. Cum poured out from you, dripping onto the insides of Travis' thighs and seeping down his cock. Travis' breathy groans were tickling your neck and as you gurgled and croaked, his hips snapped upwards. He released his grip and fell back onto the bed as his warm load filled your asshole.
His thigh muscles softened and you lifted yourself up, cum dripping out of you and onto Travis' stomach. He reached for the towel that was folded up neatly on the leather chair next to the bed and cleaned himself up. Your legs were shaking as you tried to stand up from the bed, causing you to look at Travis and laugh.
He smiled warmly, "Come here, princess."
You carefully crawled next to him and lazily rested your arm on his chest, your head positioned on his shoulder.
"Well, I thought winning an award was the best feeling in the world."
Travis' chest rose as he laughed, "Damn right, baby!"
His fingers drew circles onto your arm, causing your eyes to flutter closed. Travis moved slightly so he could see your face when he noticed your breathing slowing down.
"Hey now, we gotta get you cleaned up!"
You sighed, "But it's so comfortable here!"
"You'll thank me later, trust me."
You looked up at him and smiled, "I'm so lucky to have you."
Travis shook his head and kissed your forehead, "No, baby. I'm the lucky one...I love you with every beat of my heart. I just can't get enough of you."
"I love you too, Travis. More than you'll ever realise."
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I don't think I need to say anything. Just...let's just leave this here.
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for the smutty may : 17 and 40 from the new prompt list👉👈🥺 smt with a size kink and rick going feral but seeing the reader nervous he just has this need to calm them down and assure her 💞 some praise here and there😩😩 <3
Pretend (all 8k words of it) || Rick Grimes 18+
Like I promised the whole edited stuff...I feel like I rushed through the acutal smut part but I just feel that the story is more about the "pretendig" than the acutal smut 💗
Delayed Smutty May 19/05
Summary: Rick is tying to save you from being raped by pretending to fuck you.
Prompts: Is it gonna fit?, I'll make it fit.
Warnings: darker content, oral fixation, dirty talk, chocking (?) mention of rape (not Rick being the sick dude doing it) and my usual smutty stuff
"Put her down," the pretty blue-eyed one stares coldly into the eyes of the guy who grabbed you.
The guy with the vise arms grumbles, "Oh come on. There's more than enough of her for all of us."
"I told you to put her down," you can tell he's reluctant, but the guy lets go of you and shoves you in the handsome man's direction.
Interesting to note that the vise arm is significantly larger than the handsome one, but as you turn around to face the guy again, you can see that he is actually afraid of the guy with the blue eyes.
Which, of course, now makes you wonder why.
How bad does he have to be for a beefy guy to duck his head and mutter, "Whatever."
Smiling gratefully, you turn to your savior, "Thank you. He certainly would have-"
"Shut up and come with me," his voice gives no room for argument.
When you don't move, he hisses, "Either walk yourself or I'll throw you over my shoulder and just take you with me."
Your eyes dart to his hands.
He's not holding a gun or an axe in his hands to threaten you, but your head is screaming for you to do what he asks because you could do a lot worse if you don't.
Hesitantly, you walk up to him and ask uncertainly, "What are you going to do?"
As you come within his reach, he grabs you by the hand and drags you behind him, away from the others.
This handsome man and his group of men attacked you and before you could save yourself, you were grabbed by the men.
You are not stupid and you know exactly what is in store for you. Especially because the group of the blue-eyed one is an all-male group.
However you imagined this man could be your savior is now completely forgotten as he shoves you behind a brick shack and stands up in front of you, "You need to be loud."
Your lower lip begins to tremble, "Loud?"
He looks down your body, "Yeah, you're pretty, so it makes sense to everyone that I want you for myself."
The first tears leave your eyes, "Please let me go."
At the last word, your voice breaks and the man in front of you sighs softly, "I can't."
Now it's not just your bottom lip that's trembling, no, pure fear floods your body and you shake all over, "Please."
"What's your name?" he keeps his voice low and soft and you tearfully bring out your name.
"I'm Rick and I'm not going to touch you, so please don't be afraid of me," he says it so lightly, but you don't believe a word he says.
Even as he lets go of your arm and takes a small step backwards, "I'd like to help you, but in order to do that you'll have to pretend I'm forcing myself on you."
You wipe your tears from your face, which are quickly replaced by new ones, and sniffle, "Is this some twisted tactic now to make you feel like you're not raping me?"
He sighs and puts his head back, "I know you're scared, but I swear I won't hurt you. As long as you stay with me no one will hurt you. But for that, they must think I have unequivocally laid claim to you. So you can choose if you want to pretend to fuck me or if you want to go to Jack to really get fucked."
Silently, you stare at this Rick.
You remain tense and ready to fight back with everything you've got, but irritatingly, you have some faith in him, so you say quietly, "Okay, I'll stay with you. What do I have to do?"
He looks relieved and nods once quickly, "I need your panties and before you think again that it's a twisted way to get into your pants. No it isn't. It's a trophy I need for the others to believe me."
Surprisingly, you don't object and murmur softly in a tear-choked voice, "Turn around, please."
"I won't turn my back on you. I can only promise you not to look down," again his voice is so velvety soft it gives you goosebumps.
Slowly you nod and reach down.
Motionless he stares into your eyes and you have to give him credit that he really doesn't lower his eyes even once.
Only when you hand him your pink lace panties does he look at your legs covered by a pair of short jeans: "I want you to moan and scream. Pretend I'm fucking you. Pretend I've got your face pressed against the wall and I'm sinking my cock so deep inside you that tomorrow you won't be able to walk."
With your mouth open, you stare at him and he hisses, "Go."
The fact is, his words have embarrassingly turned you on a bit and you take a few seconds to realize what you're doing.
Eyes fixed on your lacy panties in his hand, you groan softly and he hums, "Louder. The others need to be able to hear you."
Again you groan, but he shakes his head. You're still too quiet.
He takes a step toward you and rams his fist into the wall next to your head and you cry out.
"That's it," his praise relaxes you and you stare at him with huge eyes as you moan loudly, "Please."
Rick nods and exclaims, "You dirty whore, want it that way."
You moan and realize how close he still is in front of you.
So incredibly close.
"Rick," your voice is getting rougher now and he looks down at your lips: "Take it all."
He moves closer to you, "Fucking good girl."
His chest brushes your shoulder and you whimper, which in turn makes him murmur, "Louder..."
Rick's body radiates so much heat that you push closer to him and he growls, "Imagine me pressing you against the wall with my whole body. You could barely move while I fuck you."
Your body trembles and this time it's not out of fear.
"I'd put my lips to your neck and mark you to show everyone you're my property while you spill over your thighs like a good girl," now he shields you completely with his body and with each breath your breasts press against his torso.
He leans forward until his lips graze your ear and he teases you in a low voice, "You're too quiet. The others will be wondering why you're not screaming."
His curls tickle your cheek as he lifts his head again, "But I already know how we're going to solve that problem."
Before you realize what's happening, he lifts his hand to your face and places his thumb on your bottom lip, pulling it down. Slowly, you open your lips and notice the heat rising into your cheeks.
You are so incredibly hot and yet you are shivering all over.
The tip of your tongue brushes the tip of his finger and he murmurs, "Dirty girl."
Then he raises his second hand and unceremoniously pushes your pink panties into your mouth.
Your surprised cry is muffled and he leans forward again, "You look pretty with your panties in your mouth."
You completely freeze as he presses his upper body tighter against you, "When we're about to join the others you'll stay close to me the whole time and I mean it. Even if you want to go pee, I'll come with you. If you disappear alone I can't promise you that one of the others won't find you and you'll have to suck a dick. You won't say anything but "Yes, Rick" and "No, Rick" and if I want something from you, you do it without question. Got it?"
Broad and tall he stands in front of you and even though a little voice in your head tells you he'll 'save you' you're still intimidated and nod with tears in your eyes.
Your panties in your mouth are degrading and the wetter the fabric gets in your mouth, the wetter you get between your legs.
Again he raises a hand and you visibly flinch, "Shhh, remember, I'm not going to hurt you."
With huge eyes, you stare into his blue eyes as he places his hand in your hair and gently tousles it. You realize he wants you to look like fresh sex as he reaches into his thick curls as well, and when he's done, they fall deep into his eyes.
Still shaking all over, he grabs your arm with a sigh, "It's probably not even that bad that you're still so scared of me. It makes it more believable."
He pulls you up next to him and you stumble along beside him as he walks up to his friends.
You feel the greedy stares of the men on you and press yourself against the lesser evil next to you.
"Had to shut her up, huh?", Jack, the guy who wanted you at the beginning, grins at Rick, but Rick just drags you to a big tree.
Rick leans over your shoulder so that his gray beard scratches your neck: "You don't talk to anyone about the fact that I didn't touch you and now sit down on the floor like a good girl and wait until I come back to you. If someone should approach you, call for me. That's all, okay? I will stay within earshot. Just call my name and don't say another word."
You nod and he pushes you to the ground.
There's something inside you against giving in to him, but in some twisted way, you trust him.
Trust him so much that you don't say a word as he pulls your panties out of your mouth and stuffs them into his pants pocket, "I'll be right back. Remember what I said."
You nod, but he doesn't even see it anymore because he's already turning his back on you and walking to his colleagues.
At least, you think they're his colleagues.
Your eyes are glued to Rick's back so you don't lose sight of him in case you need him.
The whole situation has escalated so quickly that you've barely had time to think straight.
Until now.
With your eyes firmly fixed on your 'savior', you try to think about how the hell you're going to get out of here.
The fact is, you trust Rick to some degree.
He hasn't touched you in a lewd way, and he hasn't left you at the mercy of the other guys.
Still, you can't stay here forever and trust Rick to keep his dick in his pants.
"Well, sweetie," you jerk your head around to the sleazy guy at your side.
He bends low over you and saliva flies into your face as he purrs kinkily, "I bet I can fuck you better than that stud. Come on, let's get out into the woods and I'll show you."
He reaches out for you and you flinch, calling out hoarsely, "Rick?"
Your voice isn't loud, but not 5 seconds later, he's standing by you and you stare at him as he juts his chin and looks the guy coldly in the eye, "She's mine and you know it. I. Don't. Share."
Still looking at you, the spitter says, "Don't act like that. She can easily handle another cock."
Rick takes a step forward, shielding you like this, "That's my pussy. Mine alone. I'm not going to stuff my dick in something that had yours in it and if you try I'll rip your balls off and then you can have a go at taking something that's mine."
You make yourself as small as you can, but Rick blindly grabs your shoulder and drags you to your feet.
He pulls you roughly in front of him and grabs one of your titts, "Whose are you?"
Your heart hammers way too fast in your chest and you mumble anxiously, "Yours."
With his hand he squeezes tighter and with tears in your eyes you repeat, "I'm yours, Rick."
The guy stares at your chest, which Rick is clutching, then snorts, "I get it."
With one last look at your terrified face, he shrugs and then turns around, once he's a few feet away from you, Rick lets go of your chest and mumbles a soft, "I'm sorry. Really."
You're shaking all over, and oddly enough, his chest, pressing against your back, reassures you, "I had to do that, or he wouldn't have let go. Of course I don't own you and I'm sorry I had to touch you like that."
You take a deep breath and he asks softly, "Do you want me to let you go-"
"No!" your voice almost rolls over and a couple of the guys turn to look at you.
With Rick, no one will hurt you.
With Rick around, you'll be fine.
Panicked, you cling to his arms to make sure he doesn't leave you alone again.
He has to stay.
"Okay, okay," gently he pulls you to him and slides down the tree you were leaning against earlier with you between his legs.
Your little body seems so fragile in the way you cling to him, and it breaks his heart,
Granted, you are beautiful and that is why he wanted you, but he is not sick and would never force himself on you.
He's counting the days until he can rip everyone's head off.
Just not yet.
Now he has to play along.
His warm body presses against yours and at that moment you don't care if it's a sick game on his part to get you into bed after all, because you just want to close your eyes and forget that it's really happening right now.
You take a deep breath and ask softly, "Do you swear not to hurt me if I sleep now?"
Gently, Rick presses you closer to his body, "I swear to you."
Slowly you let yourself sink further against him and murmur ashamedly, "You're staying with me, aren't you? Until I wake up? Don't leave me alone."
You sound whiny, but sleeping is a damn vulnerable position to put yourself in, and you can only pray that Rick really won't hurt you then, and that he'll protect you from the others.
Sleeping while the other men are just waiting to yank your pants off your hips seems impossible, so you sigh in relief as Rick growls, "I'll stay with you. If I have to leave, I'll wake you."
You nod and lean your head against his shoulder, squinting your eyes.
He's not going to hurt you.
He won't hurt you.
He won't.
Rick stares at you for what seems like an eternity, until your breathing calms and he's sure you're asleep, before he leans his head against the tree himself and lets his eyes slide through the group of men.
He will slaughter them all.
A hand gently pulls at your hair and you hear a deep voice, "I have to get up."
Grumbling, you press harder against the heat source and squeeze your eyes shut only tighter.
The underground lifts a little languidly, "You can sleep later."
Then it comes back to you.
You remember what happened and where you are.
Immediately you tear your eyes open and push away from Rick, who smiles slightly at you, "There you go."
You stare at him.
He must have just woken up because his dark curls are sticking out in all directions and his blue eyes are beaming tiredly at you.
Damn, why does he have to be so handsome?
His looks obviously bring him advantages.
If only for the fact that you like to let him touch you, as you are doing now.
You don't flinch as he leans toward you and pulls you back against him.
He doesn't seem bothered and wants to treat you respectfully, but by the way he looks at you from under his lashes, makes you give in and let him pull you against his chest.
"I thought you had to get up," your voice is rough because you're still so tired and you wince as he laughs harshly, "Changed my mind."
Still you are between his legs, as you fell asleep yesterday, staring at his chest that rises and falls regularly.
The fact is that he hasn't moved an inch and has spent the whole night leaning against the tree, while also allowing you to abuse him as a pillow.
There is a comfortable silence between you and him and at that moment you realize that nothing is stirring in your camp.
Confused, you look up at Rick, "Why is everyone still asleep when you have to get up already?"
One of his hands is on your hip, squeezing gently as he reaches with the other to smooth his hair, "Why are you so curious?"
Rick pushes his hair back, but it immediately springs back to its previous place and without much thought, you raise your hand and reach into his curls yourself.
Surprised, he blinks at you and drops his own hand as you fix his hair, "Well, if you're waking me up in the middle of the night because you really need to get up, I do wonder what the reason could be."
His soft curls slip through your fingers and you tug lightly as you pull out a leaf.
"I need to meet with someone," Rick's voice deepens as he speaks more quietly.
You push his hair behind his ears in one last motion and then nod slowly, "Okay, but take me with you."
So you sit up in a way that disengages you from him, he still keeps his hand on your hip and somehow you don't mind.
"Why?" his question is logical.
Why would he take a stranger with him?
But you wonder who he wants to talk to, so you tell the truth: "It may be that my people skills are completely crap, but I have a feeling you don't fit in with the guys here at all. I'm not stupid and I can see that they're scared of you, but I'm pretty sure it's not because you're brutal towards women. So I'd like to know what you're doing because I kind of trust you and actually would hate to sit here separated from you until you come back or one of those bastards rapes me."
Dumbly he stares at you and you pull a face, "Please? I'll also do exactly what you want me to do and shut up, of course."
For a moment he still says nothing and when you already think he's really going to leave you here he sighs softly, "Fine, you can come with me."
Smiling broadly at him, you push yourself to your feet and stand up.
From above, you look down at him as he grumbles and ponderously stands up, and curiously you ask, "How old are you, anyway?"
Immediately his eyes dart back to you before he turns and leads you deeper into the forest: "Old enough to be your father."
Stumbling, you jog behind him and reach for his hand in the darkness, "Is Rick your real name?"
He doesn't pull his hand from yours and instead slips his fingers through yours, "Yes."
His hand is large and warm in yours, "Is it a short form? For Richard?"
Rick sighs, "Didn't you say you wouldn't talk?"
"When we get to your meeting place. Soooooo?" your voice is soft.
Gently he pulls you closer to his side as he dodges a branch, "No. Just Rick."
Your hip brushes his leg and you smile broadly at him, "The name suits you."
There's silence for a moment, then he sighs, "Okay, you've got my attention. Why does the name suit me?"
You can barely see his face in the darkness, but you look at him anyway, "Oh, I just couldn't imagine a soft and melodic name with you. You're...too hard."
His soft laugh fills the forest, "I'm hard?"
Immediately, a blush rises to your face as you realize what he's alluding to.
Gently, he pulls you closer to him again and squeezes your hand, "So? I thought you wanted to talk to me. Don't you want to tell me what's going on in that pretty little head of yours?"
You keep quiet about the fact that you're thinking about his cock, even though you imagine he knows what you're thinking about, or he wouldn't emphasize it so much.
He lets go of your hand and puts his arm around your shoulder. You know he's teasing you and wants to tease you, but you suddenly feel boiling hot and bite your lower lip, "Why are the others afraid of you?"
Rick is pleasantly warm beside you, "Why aren't you?"
Good question.
Why aren't you afraid of him?
Respect? Yes.
But you're actually not afraid.
You don't mind him touching you and you have to admit that you even like feeling his hands on your body.
"Don't avoid my question," you tug on his jacket and he sighs, "Yeah, okay. I've had to do some things to survive so far. As have we all. But it seems like what I've done is probably pretty scary."
You absently slide your cold hands under his jacket hem and he winces.
He's so ridiculously warm that you sigh softly, "What did you do?"
His stomach feels tight and flat under your palms, and you can't believe he's letting you do this to him.
He remains silent, then says in a low voice, "I bit out their former leaders' throat and gutted another one of them alive."
You trip over your own legs and Rick stops to catch you and you pull your hands from his body, "You what?!"
Cocking your head, you look up at him and he tilts his head, "I bit his throat out and spit the piece on the ground while he bled out at my feet and yet I'm a better man than the group I'm with. Yes, I have massive amounts of blood on my hands, but I can proudly say you actually have nothing to fear."
Blinking, he lowers his gaze and leans forward so that his lips graze your ear, "I won't hurt you."
You freeze as he leans in even further and you feel his teeth against your neck, "Do you know how pretty you are?"
The jump in subject is so huge that your brain can barely keep up and all you can feel is his lips on your skin.
His body is so close to you that you realize again how much taller Rick actually is and when he reaches for your wrist and clasps it in his big hand, you whimper softly.
Not from pain, but from pure excitement.
Just being near him makes you so ridiculously hot that your voice is all husky, "Your meeting."
Gently he walks towards you and you take a step back.
"He can wait," and he takes another step toward you and you back away again.
His fingers still encircle your wrist, but you make no move to pull away from him either. Instead, you let him push you up against a tree and stare up at him.
He lifts his head and looks down at you.
Nothing more.
He just looks at you, and in the dim light breaking through the trees, his eyes seem unnatural.
It's completely silent around you and the only thing you hear is his quiet breathing.
Slowly you lower your gaze, because you can't look him in the eyes all the way through, and let your gaze glide over his neck and broad shoulders.
You feel him staring at you as you look at his chest and stomach.
He is a handsome man.
That's clear.
Slowly, he releases his fingers from your wrist and slides them through your fingers again, "Come."
Completely perplexed, you let him pull you further through the forest.
You could have sworn he would kiss you.
Wouldn't pretend, but would really put his lips on yours and you would have let him.
He pulls you through a bush and then you're at a road and across from you you see a guy pacing back and forth, "Where have you been?"
Rick pulls you to his side, "I got a little distracted."
You try to make out the guy with the raspy voice a little better in the dim light.
His longer hair brushes his shoulders as he lowers his head a bit and looks at you, "Who is she?"
The two men speak as if you're not there, but as you promised, you shut up and grit your teeth as Rick growls, "She insisted on coming along."
The guy with the long hair raises an eyebrow, "And you couldn't just say no and leave her behind?"
You tense up and Rick squeezes your hand, "She would have run after me."
Now you feel like a dog, but he's not wrong either.
The guy finally looks at you and then rolls his eyes, "Dude, you could be her father."
Rick snorts, "It's not like that, Daryl."
This Daryl throws an arm in the air, "Of course it's like that. You can't sell me that you don't want to fuck that girl."
Stiffly, Rick takes a step toward Daryl, but you're quicker, digging a finger into the long-haired ass's chest, "I can take a lot of shit. For my sake, you can talk over my head like I'm not even there, but I swear I'll rip your dick off if you even mention whose dick I let inside me and whose I don't one more time."
Dumbly staring at you, Rick chuckles softly behind you, "See? I didn't stand a chance."
Slowly, Daryl takes a step back and grumbles, "Fine by me."
He shoulders the crossbow you're only now seeing and asks quietly, "How's it going?"
Rick removes his hand from yours and steps around you, "Slow as hell, but I should be able to get it in a few days."
You look up at him and cross your arms, "What do you want to get done?"
"You'll see when the time comes," Rick's eyes flash and you grit your teeth. Of course, he wouldn't tell you what he wants to do.
For a few minutes the two men talk and you have no idea what they're talking about when Rick finally murmurs to you, "We've got to get back or they'll start wondering where we are."
Sure enough, the sun has risen in the meantime and Daryl slowly backs up, "I'll be back in two days."
Rick gives him a slight nod and grabs my hand, "Come on."
He pulls me back into the woods and I look back over my shoulder at Daryl who disappears into the woods on the other side, "You're actually with another group, aren't you?"
Rick growls in agreement and you squeeze his hand, "Knew you are."
You notice how tense Rick is as he mutters, "I'm sure the others noticed we weren't there."
He lowers his head and pulls you back against a tree.
Unresisting, you let him push you against the tree a second time in a short time, and he sighs, "We've been out too long."
You bite your lower lip and dare to ask him directly, "Then why don't we just get out of here. Take me with you and let's go."
Rick shakes his head, "I can't."
You look at him questioningly, but he just shakes his head and then puts it to the side a little, "Come on." He points to his neck and you stare at him, completely perplexed, "Huh?"
You have no idea what he wants from you and he rolls his eyes with a sigh, like you're slow on the uptake, "Give me a hickey, sweetheart."
'Sweetheart'.
That's the pet name he gives you and you like it.
Maybe you took a liking to him.
"Why?" your voice is low and weak and he growls, "Proof."
His bright eyes bore into yours and you nod, "Okay."
You stand on your tiptoes and place your lips on his neck.
On the spot between his neck and throat.
Tears well up in your eyes as you start to nibble on his skin.
Not because it's so bad, but more because you're a bit ashamed of how much you enjoy putting your lips on his body.
Gently, he places his hand on your back to pull you closer to him and murmurs harshly, "Good girl."
Your breasts are pressed against his chest and with tears on your cheeks you whimper against his skin.
He feels the tears land on his skin and his heart tightens, "I'm going to get you out of here soon."
You suck on his neck one last time and then lick over the red glowing spot before looking into his eyes and he stares at you languidly, "You even look pretty when you cry."
You blink and he presses you against a tree with his body, "So beautiful."
His body against yours feels so good and you lick over your slightly swollen lips as you look briefly at his neck and murmur, "You think I'm pretty?"
"Fuck, yeah," he stares at your lips and you're afraid your heart is going to jump out of your chest.
Yes, he pushes you against the tree and constricts you, but otherwise he doesn't hurt you.
He wouldn't touch you.
His beautiful eyes bore into yours and you feel the need to lean forward again and press your lips to his collarbone.
He's so strong and so damn manly that you press your legs together and lick your lips again, "One hickey will do?"
His eyes flash and he takes a deep breath, "What do you want?"
So many possibilities.
Endless possibilities.
The thought of him giving you almost anything you want crosses your mind and you swallow hard, "Kiss me."
Slowly he leans in and growls, "I shouldn't. We're just pretending."
With a pout, you bat your eyelashes and press closer to him, "Pretending?"
His nose brushes your cheek, "Hmhm.."
As a few leaves rattle, Rick flinches and lets his gaze wander to see if anyone is watching you, but you lift your hands and place them on his cheeks to turn his face back to you.
You've never touched him so intimately before.
It's intimate in a different way than his hand on your titts.
His gaze softens and you pull his face closer to yours, "If you want, you can pretend to kiss me."
His breath hits your lips as he breathes, "Sweetheart."
"Please," you lean forward yourself to join your lips.
He flinches but applies pressure into the kiss himself.
Your fingers slide through his beard and he moans harshly into the kiss.
He's warm and hard and when he presses his leg between your legs, you gasp against his lips.
It's bold and direct, but not overbearing.
Gently, he pushes your head back a little and that gives him the opportunity to kiss you deeper.
So much deeper.
His tongue is in your mouth and you can taste him.
Can taste the mint leaves he chewed earlier.
He puts one hand low on your hip and the other slips a few inches under your shirt as he hums at your mouth, "I'm not taking advantage of you. We're just pretending."
His hand feels rough on your soft skin and you reach for his waistband.
Immediately, he releases his lips from yours and murmurs, "We don't have to do this."
Rick is a good man, you're sure of it by now.
You have no idea what he's doing among all the assholes, but he's not one.
Frozen, he doesn't resist as you unfasten his belt and undo the button, "Rick, I want you."
And you don't want to just pretend he's fucking you.
His blue eyes dart over your face, "Aren't you afraid of me?"
Gently, you lean further into his touch and kiss his jaw, "No, and I don't want a show either. I want it to be real."
Your hand slides into his pants and he gasps hoarsely.
His cock is hard in his pants and so fucking big, "Do you want me?"
Your little hand closes tighter around his cock and his brain shuts down, "Fuck yeah."
It's been ages since he's been inside a woman and he's probably never wanted anyone as much as he wants you.
He presses his hips harder against you, not giving a thought to whether or not he's smothering you with his body.
His movements become frantic and needy.
He pushes your hands aside and grabs your pants.
It's all happening so fast.
One moment you're asking him if he even wants you, and the next you're standing half naked in front of him, with a big cock wedged between your bodies.
Your confidence disappears with each twitch of his cock and you look up at him nervously, "Is it gonna fit?"
Rick bites his lower lip and stares at his twitching cock against your belly, "I'll make it fit."
You wince and immediately he looks you in the eye again.
Your whole body tenses and the wild look he was giving you before softens, "Are you nervous, sweetheart? When was the last time you had a cock in your pussy?"
Briefly your eyes dart back to his cock, "It's been a while...and it's never been this big either. Rick, I'm small...I don't know if you can push into me."
Gently, he puts a finger to your chin and lifts it a little before kissing you softly, "That's okay. I'll go real slow and if you want me to stop, I'll do it without you having to explain yourself."
Lasciviously, he leans even closer and murmurs hoarsely against your ear, "And your pussy is made to take cocks inside you. Most of all, your pussy is made to swallow my cock."
Your knees go weak and all you can do is nod.
His cock is so hard against your belly, you start rubbing against him pathetically.
Panting, he presses against you even harder and you slide your belly up and down his cock as you grab his upper arms and whimper, "Please, Rick."
Breathing heavily, he leans forward and presses his lips to yours.
His beard scrapes across your chin and your movements become more choppy and needy as Rick slips his tongue between your teeth and you groan hoarsely.
His cock twitches between you and he growls into your mouth, "Fuck, you're so pretty."
Hectically, you nod and kiss him harder as he pulls his hips back slightly and instead of his knee, slides his cock between your legs.
The length of his shaft slides lengthwise through your labia and feels so good against your clit that you bite his lower lip hard and your body trembles.
Without thinking, you rub against his cock and with each moan he hears from you he rewards you with, "Good girl. So needy for me."
Shamelessly you press your breasts against him and he murmurs, "That's it."
Purposefully, he pulls back his cock, glistening with your wetness, and then adjusts it so that it presses against your wet pussy entrance and you throw your head back into your neck.
His broad tip pushes an inch inside you and your whole body tenses.
He's too big.
Without you having to say it, Rick knows and slides his lips to your ear, "I'm not going to hurt you. Just relax and let it happen. Just let me take you."
Gasping, he presses a little further into you, widening you so much that you can barely see straight.
All your senses are focused solely on the stretching that Rick's thick cock is causing inside you.
Trembling, you try to relax, "Rick."
Your voice is rough and far too fragile, but as he gives you more of himself his name is lost in a moan and he gasps, "Oh holy shit, you're tight."
It feels to him like you're crushing him and he has to pull himself together to keep from slamming his cock into your tight cunt in one thrust.
With circular motions you try to lower your hips further onto him, again teasing your clit that pulses between your legs and literally screams for Rick.
You barely notice as Rick lifts his hand and reaches for your neck.
He presses the back of your head against the tree and looks at you from under heavy lids, "You're going to take every inch, right?"
"Yes, Rick," your voice is a gasp as he presses further into you.
He kisses you on the cheek, "That's my pretty girl."
Almost languidly he pushes himself into you inch by inch and you squirm and moan his name over and over until he growls, "Oh fuck," and is up to his balls in your cunt.
You can't manage another sentence and just mumble, "Full. So full."
He fills you completely and nods at your words, "Shhh, I know."
His thumb glides over your pounding pulse and then your jaw.
Quickly, you turn your head a little to the side and grab his thumb.
Gently, you suck it into your mouth and feel Rick wince and move inside you.
Sucking on his thumb while his cock is inside you feels dirty, but it also turns you on and you animate him to finally move inside your pussy and give you both what you desperately want and need.
Rick stares at your mouth as he pulls his hips back and then thrusts into you again, "You like the dirty stuff, huh? Like it when I use you."
Your eyes roll into the back of your head and he hisses, "You want to be mine."
You groan.
He feels good.
Too good.
With each thrust his cock rubs against your clit and trembling you get closer to your climax.
With each thrust he comes closer to his climax.
He presses his thumb flat on your tongue, "Make me cum inside you. I want to mark you."
You gag slightly and nod.
Hard he rams his hips against you and you can barely think as the knot loosens in your stomach and you squint your eyes.
You tighten around him and Rick moans, "That's my girl. Perfect little pussy."
With one final thrust, he presses his whole body against your small body and pulls his thumb out of your mouth to kiss you hard as his cock twitches and pulses inside you.
You cling to Rick and whimper into his mouth, "So good."
"I know," his voice is low and his accent heavy.
Slowly he pulls out of you and with him you feel his cum drip out of you down your thighs.
You feel dirty.
And so fucking hot.
Snorting, he rests his forehead against yours, "We really need to get back."
"Yeah," neither of you move.
Rick searches your gaze: "I'll get you out of here as fast as I can. I promise."
You nod and in silent agreement you get dressed and you follow Rick back to the camp and the people you met him with, not knowing why he's even with them or what his plan is.
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Tohru, Marin Kitagawa, Tamaki Suoh, Mipha, Natsuki, Kōsei Arima taking care of a very sick reader who can't even get out of bed.
Sick!S/O can't even get out of bed
[ HEADCANONS ] [ Tohru, Marin, Tamaki, Mipha, Natsuki, Kousei ]
[ Miss Kobayashi's Dragon Maid ] [ My Dress-Up Darling ] [ Ouran High School Host ] [ Breath of the Wild ] [ Doki Doki Literature Club ] [ Your lie in April ]
The last time i was so sick that i can't get out of bed was so long ago, and even if it was just one day I felt like dying 😩
Tohru
Once Torhu falls in love she start to get clingy and caring towards you, as well as little possessive (is more like her dragon nature). Even when she has some problem to comprehend your feelings if you don't tell her directly (specially if you aren't a dragon) she wants to have a relationship with you where you can rely and even depend on her, even if is just a little it will make her happy
Whenever you get sick she worries but her excitment quickly overcome that feeling, don't take her wrong she doesn't like to see you in such pain but it makes her excited the idea of being able to take care of you, and she will totally take advantage of the situation. Although the firsts times you get sick she is more worried and desperate for find a way to help you
When you get so sick that you can't get out of bed it scares her a lot, fearing that something really bad happened to you, mixed between despertly trying to find out what happened and how to help you and getting mad thinking that this may be someone's fault. Still is probably that you manage to calm her down enough to explain that you aren't going to die or that no one caused this, you will be fine with seeing a doctor
Tohru will be really hesitant of letting a doctor see you in such vulnerable state so is more probably that she ask Fafnir or Quetzalcoatl for help, she can even ask Kobayashi of what she is supoused to do and at the end she will try a lot of different things between dragons and humans solutions
Once you finally manage to calm her down enough to finally convince her to at least follow your lead on how to help you and take proper care of you she will totally go in nurse mode and even promise to make you feel better in no time
She will totally take advantage of this situation to fully take care of you and baby you all she wants, specially if normally you don't let her, as well she will cuddle you a lot, holding you close to her and even putting you on top of her with the excuse of helping you stay warm and comfortable
Tohru tries to follow the human medicine and the instructions the doctor give you but she can't help to think that the process is too slow (even when she is enjoying it) so she will try the healing methods of her world in hopes that it help you get better faster (she won't really tell you this if she knows that you will disapprove it)
Tohru cheerish for you to get better soon but enjoys every little moment of it
Marin Kitagawa
Marin is really caring a loving, but she is pretty dumb too so if you aren't obvious or directly tell her about how you feel or when you are troubles for something she probably won't discover it herself
Marin is most of the time alone so she has to take care of herself, and even when she isn't the best to do so she is proud of what she knows to do, as well she tries to look after your well-being too, if she ever notice that you seem to not beem taking care of yourself she will insist that you have to do it, and that if she has to do it herself she will
Speaking of, anytime you get sick she gets really worried it doesn't matter if is just a little fever or something really serious she will be really worried (she could overeact a little), that is why the moment you tell her that you are feeling so bad that you can't get out of bed she gets worried sick and start overthinking everything, her friends has to calm her down at least enough to wait until she had the opportunity to go to see you, reminding her that you aren't alone or that at least you are already taking meds and resting
Still the very moment she is free she is already running to where you are, and when she finally get to see you someone has to stop her before she throw herself to your arms with tears in her eyes, and if she actually does it she will end up apologizing really dramaticly for hurting you again
She will bombard you with questions about what happened, how you feel, where it hurts and so on, after a while she will calm down and start to recover her cheerful self again and start to comforting you as well as promising to take good care of you
And as she said she will spend all the free time she has by your side taking care of you, and even if you try to tell her that she doesn't have to she will just giggle and insist on doing it. If you feel insecure for looking bad she offers to fix yourself a little if you want
Also she will take seriously her promise of take care of yourself, or at least tries to, so she will be making sure you are always comfy and don't overwork yourself, as well that you always take your meds and eat properly. She is a little ashame of it, but she is enjoying taking care of you a little to much, if you let her she will like to baby you from time to time
As well she offer you to watch some anime so you don't get all bored but you will have to remind her that you two can't cuddle right now or else she will end up getting sick too, she will be pouty for it for a while but if you promise to cuddle her when you get better she imediatly feels happy again
Tamaki Suoh
Tamaki is pretty dramatic and spontaneos and that is showed in his relasionship, he is really loving and caring and he is always really open with his love for you (unless you feel uncomfortable with it he will try to calm down)
He doesnt worry much about you, or at least tries not to, and when he does it his reaction is always really dramatic, when you seem troubled by something he imediatly ask you about it but he tries to don't pry until is something really serious or that is afecting you a lot (or at least he tries to because most of the time he end up having a childish reaction), so when you get sick he tries to keep his cool and help you out (even when is just a little fever)
However you being so sick that you can't get out of bed make him worried sick, by the very moment he gets the news he is mixed between fearing the worst and trying to use everything he can to help you get better. He will try to get as soon as posible to your side and he practicaly throw to your arms dramaticly tearing up when he finally sees you (probably end up kneeling next to your bed with puppy eyes)
He tries to ask you what happened and how you feel but he is making a lot of questions so quickly that he doesn't give you time to even try to answer if no one stop him it will take him a long time to calm down, and even so is probably that he doesn't exactly calm down, will be more like changing his behavior in a more determinante to help you
Ouran High School is a school for rich people so is probably that you have the resources to afore a good medical treatment, and even if you can't he will make sure to provide it to you himself as well as make sure that you take your meds and proper rest, even if you have someone by your side in charge of taking care of you he will insist on taking care of you himself
You don't being able to move much gives him the opportunity to baby you, he hates seeing you in such pain and he almost cries anytime he hears you complain and that is why he start doing a little too much for you
You won't be able to convice him to leave your side, he may even invite over the rest of the club as long as he knows that it won't upset you. Also if you feel insecure or bad for being a mess while being sick he himself will makes sure to fix your hair as well that you use cute clothes and are wrapped in cute and fluffy blankets (is one of his ways to help you to feel at least a little better)
If you need comfort either for the pain or for feeling like a bother he is up to comfort you, you don't even have to ask because he is already giving you compliments
Is practically a miracle that he doesn't get sick too for how much time he spends close to you
Mipha
Mipha is really caring and sweet, is like a nature for her being so caring so that is going to be expressed in her relasionship too, although she tries to not be overwhelming or overcome your bounduries and respect your privacy, specially if you are a warrior or an adventurous, she worries for you but she doesn't want to stop you from doing what you love
Also Mipha has healing powers so everytime you get hurt or even sick she is inmediatly by your side healing you, she insist on doing it because it comfort her being of help when you need it, and you won't really be able to convice her otherwise always insisting that she is just caring for the one she loves the most, also if you ever try to hide it from her for trying to not worry or bother her she will scold you, even remind you that she is the leader of the Zora Kingdom is her work to worry for her people (even if you aren't a Zora)
That is why the moment she gets the news of you being so sick that you can't get out of bed she gets worried sick for you, if she had the opportunity she will drop everything and just go to your side, still there is the posibility that she isn't able to get away from her responsabilities (specially if you are outside of the Zora Kingdom, although in that case she is just even more worried)
When she finally is by your side she first asks you what happened and how you feel, she is eager to help you but first needs to know what exactly happened, she tries to waste not too much time before starting healing you and there is no way you will stop her, specially if you seem too uncomfortable or hurt for your sickness
Is more probably that she stops until at least what you have becomes a little annoyance, either because she end up exhausted or because you convince her to don't use all her strength on it, in any case she will still feel bad and makes sure to take care of you the rest of the time
Also even if she had helped you get better already she still feels uneasy about you so she prefer to stay by your side at least a little longer and keep a close eye on you, she knows you aren't exactly in danger but she can help but fear (seeing you in so much pain truly affect her). As well even if she manage to fully heal you she will insist on you taking a break and just rest as well as asking you to be more careful next time, although now you will be able to convince her to rest with you so she can recover her energy too
Natsuki
Natsuki has a big problem with both trusting people and showing her emotions, that is why when she finally trust you and open up to you she becomes more caring and even soft with you
Whenever you are troubled by something or even sick she worries but always show it up in discreet ways, she could even ask you about what is happen though a message before asking you in person
When you get so sick that you can't get out of bed she gets worried sick, Natsuki tries to stay calm or at least seem calm but his mind is going crazy and if no one stop her quickly she will end up having an anxiety attack by fearing losing you. At the end the other girls of the club have to help her calm down
Once she finally has the time and had calm down enough she inmediatly make her way towards your house, but she still fears that will better to let you rest or even that you will reject her (if you two were texting it would help her feel more sure about visiting you)
She doesn't like seeing you so sick and in such pain, it make her feel frustrated and powerless, but she still wants to give a try, she ask you what happened and she may be a little harsh with her words (she may or may not call you idiot for getting sick) but is her worries and desesperation talking
She will try to pay you a visit in all her free time but she is still troubled for the frustration, it has to be their friends who give her the comfort and motivation she needs
Natsuki will be taking care a lot of you in discreet ways, when she is with you she handle you whatever you need and making sure you are taking your meds, she even stay by your side when you are napping and when she sees you sleeping peaceful is all the reasurance she needs to know that you will be fine. She also ask the person who is in charge of take care of you how are you doing and if there is something she can do to help (she may be embarrased for having to do it but she want to). As well she make sure to pay extra attention in class to explain it to you later while you are skipping classes, as well as taking extra notes for you of the most important, is the least she feels she can do
Once you are better she will make you some of your favorite cupcakes and may or may not write a poem expresing how much she missed you and how worried she was (if you tease her for it she will turn around the situation and scold you for getting sick on the first place and making her so worry)
Kousei Arima
He is really caring of you and he is a little observant so after a while of knowing you (even before start dating) he learn to notice when you aren't feeling too well, so you won't be able to hide from him that you are feeling sick
Kousei can be pretty hypocrite in this part because for him is easy to get so invested on playing the piano that he forget to take care of himself, going as far as falling sleep in the floor next to the piano, but when it comes to you he always insist that you should take proper care of yourself
Anytime you get sick he worries a lot for you, specially when you tell him directly, it makes him feel uneasy is just that he can't help but remember her mother (or Kaori), but he always calms himself down, or at least never shows how worried he really is (although, as long as you don't have to go to the hospital he doesn't have much troubles). Even if you feel a little sick he insist that you should at least rest for a while
When you fall so sick that can't even get out of the bed is shocking for him, he will have to take a while to calm himself down or else he will have a panic attack or something, although if you explain to him that is just something not really serious, maybe just like fever or even cramps and you can't move much out of pain it help calm down more easily, but still make him feel uneasy
Even if you try to tell him to don't go to see you he will, he doesn't say it out loud but it make him feel more comfortable if he is by your side, and he will keep you company all the time he can, even when he is doubting if he is of help
It makes his really worried that you can't get out of bed for your sickness but everytime you look at him he has a smile in his face (although you could notice that when he gets more worried when his smiles are more forced), he just know that right now all your body hurts and he doesn't want to bother you with his worries
He will spend all the time with you until you finally feel better so he will be taking care of you, and if there is someone else taking care of you (like your parent) he will help them too, he just want to be of help for you and even if you still can move but you shouldn't he is the one making sure you stay still and just rest
If you feel insecure for him seeing you right now for the mess you are he calls you silly, is obvious that right now you can't do much for your appearance since you are sick but he doesn't care
Kousei has not problem with comfort you if you need it, and he talks a lot about what you two will do once you get better if it helps you
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Hi!! I saw your beautiful poem and came running to your inbox, How are you doing?? Is Elvis treating our girl well? I bet he is!
I've been thinking about your suspicious minds series and was wondering when you'll be posting the next part? It's so fun to read, I just can't get enough😩
The guns, the cars, the outfits, the locations, the love making, the horrors, the story...
EVERYTHING
I've always found spy action movies very entertaining but man reading your series just makes it so much more😮💨
I've also been thinking about your series you did a while back of widow!reader and neighbour!Elvis(I don't remember the name😭) and gosh I really don't know how many times I've reread that story.
Is it possible for you to write a mini series like that one again??
Definitely don't have to if you don't wanna!
Hi friend!!! Sorry, I posted that poem and then promptly passed out last night 😂.
I'm pretty good. Getting over having strep and trying to wrap my head around how much I'll be working this summer, but I've been worse. Elvis keeps me going with little hints of his presence here and there!
I'm so glad you love Suspicious Minds!!! It's one of my favorite things that I've ever written. Part 3 will probably be coming here before too long now that I finally finished Your Love's Been a Long Time Coming. So stay tuned! I promise I'll write it. The story is burning in my brain too much to abandon it!
You liked A Very Quiet Life too?? That was my first series! What did you like about it? I have a new series coming that's going to be very fluffy and domestic, if that's the part you liked about it. Or I suppose I could always revisit that one!
I have this problem though (called ADHD) where I have to write what's shiny to me at the moment or I won't write anything at all. So it's hard for me to do requests and things. But I'll keep all this in mind as I write!
I sincerely appreciate you so much. I love getting messages like this. They keep me writing when I get discouraged. So thank you!!!!
🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷
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i’m so sorry for this rant in advance😭. for a little backstory i’m 20 and i’ve been with my boyfriend since i was 15. he is pretty much perfect. he is supportive of my passions, he is understanding, he is sweet, and we have sooo much in common. lately ive been feeling extra lost and down due to (most likely) going off of anti depressants that i have also been on for 5 years. i feel very confused about who i am and also have been disassociating which is something ive never experienced before. ugh im so sorry this is getting so deep😭. i really do love him but im just so confused on if i’m IN love with him anymore. i mean we try to be intimate but the past few years due to body changes and stuff it’s really hard for me to find pleasure in it. when i read fictional things i definitely enjoy that (thanks father rey🫡) but it’s so hard when it’s actually real life. in the past i’ve also become like infatuated or had “crushes” on other people during our relationship but obviously of course never acted EVER on these feelings. when i would look things up people would say these things are normal so i would try not to dwell on it. but right now there is nobody that i have feelings for (at least that’s real or someone i know) yet i still feel distant from my boyfriend. our lives are so intertwined in literally every aspect and we have so many memories together. i can’t possibly imagine my life without him and it scares me thinking of a future where he isn’t the one that i’m with. life would be so different than what it has been and he is my best friend as well. the thought of us not being together devastates me. even with all of these things i can’t help but imagine my life sometimes if i were to be with other people or just be single and move some where across the world and live all of these unrealistic dreams that i have. sometimes i feel like i’m settling. not because he isn’t good enough but because it’s the exact opposite. he is too good and deserves all the love in the world. i want to be in love with him so badly. i just don’t know if i am anymore. like are these fleeting feelings that will go away or is this just my mental illness speaking?? i don’t know anything anymore. all that i know if that I actually just don’t know anything at all anymore. everything hurts so much. being an infp on top of this makes it so much worse😩. i’m not even expecting you to know an answer to this of course but i haven’t even told anyone in my life the way i’ve been feeling. i’m scared that if i say it out loud things will change. i just hurt so much every single day and this has been going on for over a month now. somehow it feels like an eternity though. thank you for taking the time to even read or respond to this😭❤️
well first off, breathe and take this virtual kiss on your forehead. mwah. this is painfully complex, which makes it very human, too. and that is good. it means we're alive and functioning. i promise that all this hurt won't last forever. it never does. we got this !!
i'm sorry for taking so long to reply to you :(, i wanted my thoughts to be somewhat meditated so i could make sense and be as helpful as humanly possible.
also, please don't apologise. you all keep apologising when you think you're bothering me or annoying me or sending asks too long WHICH IS NEVER TRUE so yeah, there's none of that in reyville. we're all really cool no matter what.
and if only the act of sharing this has been useful in the slightest, even just for the relief value of venting, then it was more than worth it and i'm really glad you did !!
first thing is the going off meds. antidepressants are bitch. i don't know which ones you were taking specifically, but usually what they do is numb you out instead of taking away your pain, right? they don't make you feel less shitty, just limit your ability to feel at all. which is fucked up, because the day you stop taking them all the pain comes to you at once. and you don't know what to do with yourself and you feel miserable and you don't even know why.
so. i'm no one and i know nothing. still. i am your friend from the internet, which is a sacred bestie bond, so i'm gonna try to be as honest as i possibly can.
but ultimately you're the person who knows yourself the best (you're literally you), so the wisest and most valuable opinion is always your own, which is fucking scary because freedom is a prison. but you're cool and i trust you, so.
so (and again, i'm not a psychiatrist i'm a rando on the internet), i think you're right when you say that going off the meds might be a reason why you're in so much pain. you need to be patient and allow your brain some time to balance the chemicals and get used to working on its own.
but beyond that, you're feeling shitty and lost, which absolutely fucking sucks. your pain is here and widespread and tangible and so we need to cope with that now !!
when you talk about that inability to feel pleasure, again, mental illness is literally crippling. so you shouldn't press yourself about not being able to enjoy getting intimate with your boyfriend. just take your time and get comfortable with yourself first.
and don't get the concepts of love and attraction confused !! you struggling a little to get turned on does absolutely not mean that you love him any less. asexual people exist, and they date and get married !!
love comes in so many different ways, even within one person. so don't be scared because things aren't as they used to. even if you were feeling great emotionally, things like this happen all the time and it's alright !! your libido might not always be on the high, and so what? and with all that's going on inside your head, it's understandable that you can't enjoy getting intimate.
i feel like i can't advise you to tell your boyfriend about this because i don't really know him and i don't know how he would react. but you do know him !! so if you trust him and you think it's safe, in time and whenever you're comfortable, talk to him. your mental health is your right and duty, but this involves him as well, so maybe he deserves to know. (and he definitely will be able to help you. more than me, at least).
the precise point of it being not real is that there is no risk, nothing to lose. you're allowed to be at your most open and comfortable. that's why fic writing is often brought up in conversations about feminist sexual liberation, because in real life there are little to none safe spaces for girls. so they, we (assuming that you share this experience) wouldn't get a chance to explore our sexuality were it not for fiction. (i rambled i'm sorry).
still, i don't think your libido is entirely broken? you mentioned only getting turned on by fiction, but that's literally so common. if it weren't, the idol industry would totally crumble.
it's pretty simple, in fiction there's no danger to the relationship, no actual commitment and no threat of failure. it's not real, it has no effect in your life. so all those worries that clog up your brain in real life and that paralyse you—do i still love him, do i love him like he deserves, what would i do without him— those ugly but very necessary parts of a relationship are just gone.
that's the beauty of literature of any genre, it's a chance to try and fail without real consequences. an exploration.
but it can also be a great source of dissatisfaction, when real life feels dull and not enough. there's a beauty to that dullness too, though sometimes it is a little harder to see. that's where the deep bond with your boyfriend comes to play.
there's the line (this is stupid, sorry, it just reminded me of it) in the intro to the new ariana grande album. "how can i tell if i'm in the right relationship? aren't you really supposed to know that shit? feel it in your bones and own that shit?"
you mentioned he's your best friend, and i think that's so cherishable. personally, i value having someone to share life with so much, (i'm terrified of being alone, and now i'm supposed to insert some lame joke to make it goofy) but i also understand that great fear of not being satisfied in that kind of traditional, unbreakable concept of relationship.
i think fear of commitment is so much deeper than people usually make it out to be. he's perfect, but is he perfect for me? no one is ever gonna make me feel this safe and loved, but also, why does it feel like it's not enough? it fucking sucks.
but there's so many external things that can be triggering all those thoughts. things neither you nor your boyfriend can control.
there's the antidepressants. there's the fact that you've been with your boyfriend since you were fifteen?? that's so fucking young, you were babies !! you don't know how to live a life without your boyfriend because you practically never have. there's the combination of everything that just results in that anxiety storm which might also be causing you to wanna run away and live a completely different life !!
whatever you do, just remember that there's no such thing as a bad choice. you have a right to be curious and want to explore other ways of life, and you also have a right to look for stability with your boyfriend. they're both scary, and there's a lot of pondering to do. but i believe in you !!
your boyfriend is so important, and he deserves all the best. but the best is almost never pretending that everything's going fine so that he doesn't get upset. loving him like he deserves might mean talking to him earnestly about everything you're feeling, or even a sincere break up.
and please don't take this as me encouraging you to break up with him. only you know if that's the right choice. i just want you to walk without guilt into whatever path you think it's the right one.
as you think about all this, love yourself a lot. that'll make everything easier. (cliché but true) you need integrity and a lot of self-respect to make the best possible decisions, for you and for everyone you love.
please try to not get anxious. to keep your head a little cold and your heart calm. if not, your fears will turn into these irrational bloodthirsty monsters and every decision will feel like it's life or death. it's not, it's gonna be okay.
talk to yourself as you would talk to dear friend, be supportive of yourself. sometimes it even helps to put yourself in a third person pov and think about your problems as if they were happening to a character !! (again, the holy power of story).
and don't hesitate to send in as many asks as you need and talk to me about anything !!
i hope i didn't make too many stupid points during this long ass speech, and i hope i didn't tell you too many things you already knew. i really want you to feel better, and i trust that you will.
be strong !! a hundred thousand kisses.
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pretty young thing
☆AGATHA'S MASTERLIST☆
summary : you've always been so cheery and very joyful person, you also made everyone's day, there's one person you want to loosen up, Eddie Munson, you might be the reason that his life will change forever
word count : I'm trying not to make my short fics not too long 😩
warnings : 18+ Shy!Eddie Munson x FEM!reader, language, Eddie and reader are both 19, use of Y/N, Eddie and reader will having nicknames by the characters from Audrey Hepburn's films, reader will be unaware, oblivious to her own feelings, yeah I think that's just about it yep :))
what to expect : friends to lovers, fluff, happy ending hehe
note to reader : EDDIE & READER are both NERDS in FILMS AND MUSIC! like literally everything about pop culture, cute lil' fic, I hope you enjoy 🫶🏻 UPSIDE DOWN & VECNA DON'T EXIST HERE!
author note : LONG LIVE THE KING‼️ since it's the king's birthday month I decided to make my ideas into a reality now 💜✨
"Y/N! come on! we're gonna be late!" Max shouts at your doorstep, arms crossed, her foot keep patting repeatedly on the ground surface
You can feel her getting impatient so you speeding up as fast you as you could
She moves her sleeves up to check on her watch and it's 7:15am, she groans and begins to pace around at your front porch
Class starts at 7:30am
She doesn't want to be a part of community service again for a damn week because of tardiness
"In a minute!" you check yourself one last time on the mirror and you locked up the house and you put the keys on your pocket
she sighs of relief, while going down at the stairs
You don't even understand why you became bestfriends in the first place, both of you are the exact opposite
You're a joyful person and Max is.... well... Mad Max
You immediately lock your arms around her forearm and you say sweetly "I'm sorry, Max won't happen again, I promise"
She rolls her eyes "you know, I can't stay mad at you"
She finally smiles at you and you giggled
"Ah- there she is! My bestie!" You bounce up and down in excitement and she goes back again to her formal self
"Oh please!" She sneers, you both go up at the school bus sitting next to each other
Later in Art Class
"I have already decided the pairings for the whole class" your favorite teacher, Ms, Amelia- spoke with a smile that she knew some of the students won't agree on this
All of your classmates complain but you don't mind it
You look around at the room and it seems you already become an acquaintance to them, but there's one that catches your eye
He's sinking back on the chair, doodling something on his notebook, chains are hitting the metal chair, obviously not aware of the situation
"Edward Munson! Oh my god- this is perfect!" You think to yourself
You grin to yourself thinking that this could be the opportunity to finally get to know each other
You already have shared some casual interactions but never bonded that much
You wanted to be friends with him so badly ever since Dustin, Mike, Lucas talked a lot about him
Your mind is overflowing with ideas to hang out with him, you didn't even hear your teacher announcing your partners
"Y/N L/N, you will be pairing with Edward Munson" Ms. Amelia says while she pushed back her reading glasses from sliding off, she flips the next page
you only hum in response, but you closed your notebook and your eyes goes wide
You need to double check again just to see that you didn't just misheard it
"I'm sorry? Come again? Miss?"
"Your partner will be Edward Munson" she says with her eyebrows raised at you, she uses her pen to direct where Eddie is
Your mouth agape and you smiled and you squealed with "Yay!"
"What do you mean, Yay?" Max turns to you look at you while her head is laying at her arms resting on it
"Eddie Munson is going to be my partner!" You say not looking at her, you kept your eyes on the metalhead still doodling
Max follows your gaze, she raises her head and prop up her arm and rest her chin on it
"Well, Iooks like we have the same situation"
You turn around to face her and you lean in with your eyes gleaming with curiosity
"And that is?"
"I am paired with Gareth" she snorted
You knew that Eddie has a band called "Corroded Coffin" and you always been so interested to know about more of his favorites ever since you found out about his music taste
You gasped "Oh my god! We're twinning!"
She laughs at your enthusiasm "I've never seen anyone else in this room has the amount of excitement as you do"
"I just love to interact with people that I hardly knew, I mean- you'll never what you could miss, that person might become your bestfriend"
"That's true" she replies while tapping her pen on her desk
"and without this trait of mine, we wouldn't to have this friendship" you smirk
Max eyes might stuck for rolling her eyes too much "Alright, alright, I get it!"
"You'll be presenting a piece that shows the meaning behind your friendship for the partners that I have given for you" Ms. Amelia explains
You nudged Max's arm and she scoff but couldn't contain her smile
"See? I told you, coincidence? I think not" you whispered and she snickers
"Y/N? Are you with us?" She sighs while shaking her head
"Yes ma'am, I'm very much present" you pressed your lips together trying not to laugh and Max hides her face on her hands as she shakes from laughing
The bell rings, art class is dismissed
Max told you that she'll meet you at the cafeteria, she'll be meeting up with Lucas
"Oh, I tell him I said "Hi"
"I will!" she waves bye at you and you nod at her
You pack up your stuff and you put your bagpack, you walk towards to Eddie, he's also putting his things on his bag
"Hello" you say with a warm smile
He stopped to what he was doing when he heard that familiar voice
He lift up his head and locked eyes with you
The struggle with Eddie is that, he is very intense with eye contact
Less talking, more on eye contact
You seriously don't have a thing for Eddie, right?
You break the silence by saying "I'm your partner for the project?"
"o-oh, it's you, Y/N" he completely ignores of what you just pointed out but you don't care about it anyways
He zips his bag and put over his shoulder
"Good, you remember me!" you clasp your hands together with a grin on your face
He stammers "Of course, I do remember, y-you're friends with Max, right?"
He winces slightly, "Damn- why is this so hard?" He thinks to himself
He wants to keep the conversation going but he is too shy to talk to you normally
Talking to you somehow it seems to hard for him
You got him all tongue-tied up
"Yeah" you nod at him, your hands gripping on the bagpack straps
"Okay, so about the project, maybe we could...." You trail off, your eyes are on the ceiling thinking
Eddie watches you, if you could read his mind, he is panicking, why? he doesn't know how to act whenever you're around
You didn't get the chance to notice it but you have this feeling that you will be the best of friends
You're so sure of it
You look back at him, "Ah! How about we hang out and while we're doing it, maybe will get ideas from there?"
"What do you think?"
He blinked "U-Uh yeah, that sounds good"
You smiled at him and you walked away
He just watches you and he furrows his brows when you turned around and you notice that he's not with you
"Well, come along then!" You gesture your hand to motioning to follow you while standing on the doorframe
He forgotten that it's lunchtime
He scrambles up to his feet, almost tripped, catching up with you
You both walk together at the cafeteria, you spot Max already talking to Gareth and she waves at you
You wiggle your fingers at her and you hook your arm over at Eddie's forearm, he blushed
You passed a tray for him, and he just sheepishly smiles at the kind gesture
You're wearing a polo with a velvet maroon vest with pleated black skirt, your hair is curled with a red ribbon on top, small black boots
Your bag is black heart shaped like bagpack
Your style is clearly not his style but you definitely know how to dress up, he likes it
After you both picked up your food, you asked
"Can I sit with you?"
"Y-yes, you can"
You give him a cheesy grin and you sat down where Max and Gareth is
Jeff, Lucas, Mike and Dustin are there on the same table as well
"Y/N!" Dustin says with a sing-song tone, he drops his bag of chips, as he leans in to hug you
Mike's eyes shines with the same energy you have
You made the secret handshake with Lucas and all of you share a laugh
Duff just gave you a squeeze at your shoulder before he settles down and you smiled at him
Eddie watches you again, you bring so much life at the table
His heart flutters at the sight of you interacting with his friends
"So, Eddie- you're partners with Y/N" Gareth says plainly
"Y-yeah"
"Could Y/N bring out the best of you?" Jeff smirks at Duff
"What do you guys mean?"
"Man, cut the bullshit- you're always this blushing mess whenever you're with her" Duff exclaims while chomping down his food
"Oh- see?" Gareth points his rose-tinted cheeks and Eddie swats his fingers off and Jeff laughs
"We're just friends" he grumbles, while he aggressively stabs the piece of chicken with the use of fork on his plate
"We'll see about that, man" Jeff chuckles at his friend in his denial statement
Before you leave, you told Max that you'll see her at the ladies restroom
"Edward" the 3 of his friends chortled at what you just called him and he cringes
You laugh as well "Okay, I seem to get to know that you didn't liked that, now- that's a start"
You sat down beside him for a while and you just pretend that you didn't see his friends clearly spying on the both of you
They're not playing good for keep it low-key
"Just call me, Eddie" he says while finishing his drink
"Okay, can I also call you, Joe?"
He puts down his cup and a smile grows on his lips and he clears his throat
"No one else called me that before"
"Oh really? then I'm the first" he smiles at you
He got the prettiest smile, don't he?
"Sabrina" he blurted out
"What?"
"Since you got me a nickname, so I figured, I can call you Sabrina from Audrey-" you cut him off
"Hepburn film!" You finished his sentence with your lips apart
"I didn't knew you watch classic old Hollywood films" your voice is so loud in excitement, you didn't even care about it
"There's a lot of things you don't know about me" he manages to wink at you, it gave him the confidence after you geeked out in front of him
"Well, I'm willing to know all about it!" You say while you search for a pen on the pocket of your bag
You tear out a piece of paper and you wrote your phone number on it
"Here's my number, you can call me whenever we make this project" you hand out it to him
You graze your fingertips to him and it shoots an unexplainable feeling through your core
He looks down at it and his eyes are big like he couldn't believe that this is happening
"I'll see you later, Joe" you rest your hand on his shoulder and you smiled
He watches you leave, his heart might have been stopped every minute you talk to him
His friends are sniggering behind his back and he shuts his eyes closed
"Still denying that you don't have feelings for her?" Duff says with a teasing tone
"Oh- shut the fuck up, Duff!" Eddie shouts at him and they throw their heads back in laughter
The next day....
Eddie is leaning against his RV van on the front in the school's parking lot
Chewing on some gum while he reads "Batman" comic book
A faint music coming from his RV van, it's Depeche Mode - Strangelove
"What are you listening to?" you open the door and he removes himself and he quickly closed off his comic book and goes to you
"You're listening to Depeche Mode?" both of your eyebrows raised and you grinned
"Y-yeah, I am" he shyly repiles, both hands we're on the comic book, he gripped it so hard it might tear apart
"I love Depeche Mode" you say with a smile and you sat down on the passenger seat and you look over to his cassette tapes
Picking it up on every tape with a curious look on your face
He scratches his forehead and runs over to the driver's seat
"Why am I so stressed out?" he thinks to himself
"Just be cool, Munson" he muttered
Once he opens the door, you say "No way! You also listen to Queen?"
You hold up the "Night At The Opera" tape with a excited smile
He just chuckles and he just loves it when you're so energetic about the simplest of things
You hum on the chorus line of Depeche Mode - Strangelove still playing
while you settle down, placing both of your hands on your thighs as you drum the beats of the song
Eddie is now very self-conscious about his RV being messy but you don't seem to mind it, you feel at home
You eye the comic book that he just put on the dashboard and your eyes are now filling up with so much chaotic explosion of geekiness
"Ahhh!" You shrieked and he jumps out of his seat, he acts like a child which is so funny and..... cute?
You laugh out loud while you throw your head back at the seat and he just grows completely flustered
He had a minute to recollect himself until he is now also laughing of what just happened
"I'm sorry" is the only thing you manage to say, you're still breathless from your laughter until you calmed down yourself, fixing your position on the seat, straighten yourself up
Eddie just continues to laugh while he hides his face on his hands, peeking out to look at you, you're also staring at him, while you're pressing your lips together to stop your another wave of serotonin
You patted down on his shoulder, you reach out for the comic book on the dashboard and you flipped the pages, a smile tugs at your lips
"Stop" you mumbled
"What?" Eddie thought he might've done something wrong but a smirk is sitting on your face
"You also like Batman? We have so much in common right now" you say while you shook your head in unbelievable manner
"What's your favorite comics? DC or Marvel?" he asked, while watching you still flipping through the pages on the comic book
You slam the comic down on your thighs with your jaw dropped "That's like the hardest question ever!" you pushed him on the chest playfully and he chortled
You rolled your eyes at him and you pick it up the book again
"I mean- come on, there's gotta be a-
Your eyes are still on the comic book while you put your hand on his face to shut him up making him all giggly and shit
"That's the most impossible question ever, Joe" you say, your hands are still on his face
His voice is a bit muffled but audible "Okay, you win, let me hear your thoughts"
"I grew up to both that's why it's hard to pick!" you pushed his face away and he chuckles in the process while he reaches to your hand and he holds it for a while
"I love Spiderman, Iron Man, obviously I like Thor and Wonder Woman, Aquaman, the whole damn Avengers and Justice League" you say as you finally placed the comic book on the dashboard to where it was before
He nods while listening to you, and girl- he is still holding your damn hand, why is that?
He is now caressing it with his thumb, oh gosh
"Say, um-" he began and you look at him waiting for what he has to say
"We can eat pizza after school" he put his other hand on top of yours, he looks at you very directly
Your heart spluttering in a beat that you could never understand
"Uh- sure, Joe" you shrug with a pleasing smile on your face and it warms his heart seeing it everytime
The bell rang and you slipped off from his hold and maybe it's just your brain messing with you
Did he just frown slightly when he can't feel your hand over his anymore?
You go down from the passenger seat and you say
"What's your favorite comics, then?" You smirk, repeating the same question to him and he smiled
He squints his eyes for thinking a bit for a moment, "I'd say both too" he shrugs
"Really?"
"Yeah, my uncle owns a Venom comic book" he winks at you and you laugh in disbelief
"What? It's the truth? I have proof- I could show it you" he says with a confused expression
You breathy laughed "Okay, fine- Joe, I believe you, I'll see you later-
"Alligator" he finishes it and you snorted while turning back at him, heading towards at the school's entrance
You both shared a couple of laughs together, shared some stories about each other's lives
Eddie watches you pulling the stretchy cheese out of the pizza and you throw your head backwards as you raise up your hand to eat it
He dust off the crumbs out of his hands as he kept his eyes on you
You're giggling about the story that he almost punched Gareth for scaring him, one time at a band practice
He has very active reflexes, he warned you not doing the same thing that his friend had done
"Of course, I wouldn't do that to you, Joe" you cackled and while licking off your fingers from the residue of the pizza, you take a sip of your soda
There's two slices left of the pepperoni pizza, he gave you the other half, you mumbled a soft "Thank you"
"Okay" he starts "besides Audrey Hepburn, what else do you like to watch?" he finishes with his mouth full
"Hmm" you hum while taking a bite from the crust of the pizza "Can't Buy Me Love by Patrick Dempsey is really nice"
"Oh, you're also into that kind of teen movies, huh?" he licks off the crumbs from his lips while he reaches for the tissues
"Yeah, I do" you swallowed "Some of the teen movies, I relate to it a lot especially when it's John Hughes" you say
"John Hughes is the man!" He put his hand over his head making a mind blowing motion and you laughed
"Yes, he is" you chortled
"I just- I love everything about art in general, you know? I love music, films, paintings...." You trail off while letting out a sigh as you lay your back against the seat
His eyes you for a minute, admiring how you look tonight as if he didn't saw you earlier at school
"I know what you mean by that, Sabrina"
You look into his eyes and you smile, oh- god he always loved your smile
You lean forward with both of your arms propped up as you crossed your hands together resting your chin on top of it as you say "ooooh- tell me about your music? like what else do you enjoy listening?"
He popped a spearmint chewing gum on his mouth and he offers you a stick and you kindly accept it
He chuckles and shook his head "I think you already know what I'm listening to" gesturing to his outfit
You rolled your eyes at him and he laughed "No, I'm serious! Eddie!" you slammed your hands on the table with a raised eyebrow
"Woah, okay since you called me by my real name, fine" he held his hands up but can't help smirking at you
"I love Metallica, Led Zeppelin, Black Sabbath, Iron Maiden, Deep Purple and all that jazz" he plays with his fingers by waving it ridiculously and you giggled
"I do enjoy listening to Earth, Wind & Fire and Tears For Fears" he shuts his eyes while opening the other one slowly, he thinks that you judge him for it but you didn't
Instead, he saw you- almost like heart eyes of what he just said
"Aha! I knew it you're a music lover just like me!" you cupped your face together and you flash out an elated smile at him
He finally opens his eyes as he chuckles softly
"What did you mean?" He asks
You tilt your head at him "You know" you shrug
"No- I don't" his eyes goes side to side as confusion takes over him
"You're open to all music genres! that's what a real musician is!" You wink at him and he blinked, he covers his flaming hot red cheeks with his hair hoping that you didn't get to see it
And yep, you didn't saw it- how freaking clueless you are
"You knew that I play guitar?" He asks, while scratching his head
"Duh, you have band called Corroded Coffin right?" You wipe your lips with tissue paper
"Y-yeah, I do" he smiles
"And I know for sure, you will do great things"
Oh- his love for you continues to grow and grow
"Really?" He squints his eyes as he asks again
"Really, really" you smiled at him
He invited you to come at Jeff's party and he didn't expect that you will indeed come
*Michael Jackson - P.Y.T (Pretty Young Thing) playing at the background*
You dance across the floor and you let the music takes you into your system
Eddie is having another negative thoughts feeling that you won't hang out with him after the project, he double take when you caught him frowning
You tilt your head at him and he is taken a back and you smiled, he is confused
"Why so blue?"
"uh-" he stammers
You laughed "Come on, dance with me!"
You reach for his hand and you drag him, he just sways with you shyly
"Don't worry too much, Eddie"
He looks at you and listens
"There's so much to do while you're here in this world, so just have fun!" You say while you're bopping your head into the beat
He just continues to sway, you managed to brighten him up just like that- he loves watches you throughout the party
Your teacher gave you 2 weeks to finish your project
You insisted to buy all of the materials needed for it, Eddie wants to contribute but you take it down and you assure him you got it covered
You both take turns to sketch the picture on the illustration board
Eddie is the one who draw first, you're shocked when you saw his sketch, it's not yet finished but you already get the idea
You and him, both arms are hanging each other shoulders, looking around at all of the things you both love and enjoy
from music to films, you admire his creativity and talent
Eddie's heart skips a beat as he watches you complimenting his good work
Next Monday, is the deadline
while finishing up the project over at Eddie's trailer, you're now coloring the drawing that you both did together
He carefully putting more details on the picture as he pokes his tongue out in concentration
Your stomach is laying down flat on the mattress as you start to shade the drawings
You're hesitant to ask him but you put down the colored pencil on the side- "Eddie, I have a question" you say as you look at him at his behind
He's on the chair, dusting off the eraser residue at the table
"Shoot"
"Have you ever...." you look down for a sec and you blinked "fall in love?"
Yes, he did- it's you
The tip of his pencil breaks as you finished the last line, his breath catches from his throat
He slowly turns around, his eyes meet yours and you're waiting for an answer
He clears his throat, he can't even look into your eyes that long "Uh, I think- I" he stammers
"Dinner is ready! Come out and eat!" Wayne called
You glanced at the door and you get up from the bed but as soon as you reached for the doorknob
"I-I haven't experienced what it felt like- I don't think that I did" he answers
Dumbass
"Me either" you chuckled slightly, not turning around just yet
He looks at you from the back of your head "but I do know what love is"
You finally turn around at him with amused look at your face "You do?"
"Yeah" he smiles
Your face falters a bit and Eddie notices it "what is it? and also why are you asking me this?"
You shrug "it's just a thought, I just wanna know what you think"
Eddie nods, he hopes he had a chance with you
and then he blew it up
moments later, Eddie gave you a lift to go back at your place, he should've told you the truth
A minute that Eddie left, you've been pacing around your room, are you falling in love?
You're confused, you never had this before, you don't know what to do so....
You called Max to come over
You both catch up from all the things that happened
Max find out that Gareth wasn't so bad at all, she understands why Lucas likes him
He is very determined when playing D&D and sometimes when Eddie takes it too far he becomes even more dramatic
She also finds that they both love the film "Karate Kid", and you guys chatted with each other over an hour, you both laughed and gasp
Even you don't say anything, this is not your usual hang out together
Calling someone to come over means something else
"Come on, fess up, what's going on?" Her voice is in serious tone
You're both sitting on the top of your bed, you take a deep breath, you look down
"I think- I-I'm falling in love, Max" you raise your head slowly to meet her gaze
She immediately bounced from the bed "with whom?"
But before you can respond, you and Max looked at each other as she slapped her hand against her mouth with wide eyes as she realized
"Yeah" you chuckled unenthusiastically
"Eddie, huh?" she nods with a smirk from her face and you throw a pillow at her and she laughed
"I asked him if he ever falls in love"
"So? What did he say?"
"He said.... that he didn't?"
"Well, maybe he's just afraid of rejection"
"Rejection? that's bullshit, Eddie is really wonderful guy"
"Oh gosh, Y/N! You're so in love!"
You shoved your face with your hands, your voice became muffled under it "yeah, I'm definitely falling in love"
"What should I do?, if ever that happens"
"Just say what you feel"
"That's really hard, Max"
She giggles "No, I'm serious! Just say what you truly feel, you know, Lucas and I back then we lack of communication because both of us don't say what we really meant so end up arguing sometimes"
You gave her a squeeze from her shoulder as she sighs "ever since we started to say the truth with each other nothing has ever bad between us"
"I may not know, Eddie, that well but I've never seen him this happy like genuinely happy" she added
"You too, like I mean- you always been so cheerful person, building up everyone's mood, you remove the cloud from them" you both laughed when she gestures thunder with her hands
"You'll be okay, Y/N, you'll see"
"Thank you, Max"
you hugged before she left your house
It's Monday
You both presented your project so proudly and you both explain it so very well
"I found out that we both love almost everything that we enjoyed" you glanced over to Eddie and he smiled
"Over the course of hanging out together, I also found that Eddie is a really nice guy, he is not what you think he is" you emphasize the last line and he looks at you with so much adoration
"The best part is that I developed Friendship from him" you end your speech and Eddie is the next one
He sheepishly smiles at everyone
"Your turn, Munson" Ms. Amelia says as she grading your presentation
"What I like about Y/N is that she's so fun to hang out...."
He is lost for words when he meet your eyes again and you grinned at him
"S-she is so cool that she knows a lot of things better than me" you chuckled and you say sorry
"The best part is that whenever I'm with her, I forget everything that is killing me, when you're with Y/N all of your sadness will fade away"
You blinked at him, your heartbeat became shockingly rapid
You glanced at Max, she gives you a knowing look and you swallowed nervously
"She's so full of life, kind, thoughtful, really amazing" he said while he locked eyes with yours
"Ms. Amelia, I found-" the bell rings and everyone started to applause for a bit and get out of the class to eat lunch
"Impressive presentation" Ms. Amelia smiles at you as she gaves you the paper
You read the criteria and you guys both got an A+!
Eddie come cover to your side as he also jumped with excitement, pumping his fists in celebration
"We did it!"
"Yeah, we did!"
"We make a pretty good team, don't we?"
"You have no idea"
You both smiled each other and it felt like the time stopped, what is this feeling?
You look down becoming shy to look at his gaze again
"Oh, we go to the cafeteria now" you hold his hand dragging him out of the classroom
Eddie is appalled from your action and your touch, your hand is so soft and he can't stop staring that you're holding his hands
Dustin, Mike, Lucas, Max, Gareth, Jeff, and Duff congratulates the both of you
"Y/N does presentation so naturally, if only Gareth stopped laughing earlier" Max groans while she ates her sandwich
"He is always unserious" Duff snickers nudging Jeff's arm signaling that Eddie is so lovesick with you
The situation is even more laughable because you don't even see it, you don't even notice it
Eddie just sighs in content as he watches you flip your hair over your shoulder and giggle at Dustin's corny jokes
"Don't give him that Y/N!" Lucas exclaims
"Y/N is always bubbly, you know that Lucas" Mike chuckles
"I give the best jokes ever" Dustin smiles in satisfaction
The school's over, Eddie gave you a lift to get home and unexpectedly you hug him for the first time and you gave him a last squeeze before you let him go
"Thank you so much for everything, Eddie!"
"No Joe?" Eddie smirks
You laughed "You know what I mean" you smile
You turned around to walk inside but he spoke "Hey, Y/N"
You look over him at your shoulder "Yeah?"
"I-I just wanna say, I've had a great time"
"This won't be the last time since we're friends"
He doesn't want to be friends with you, he wants something more than that
His mood shifted a bit and you furrow your brows "yeah, um- goodnight, sweetheart"
"Goodnight, Eddie"
He didn't even take one last look at you before he left- that's new....
Out of nowhere, you caught a fatigue, your muscles felt sore, and you had a slight fever
You can't get up and your mom told you to skip the class today...
You check your temperature and it says 37.5 and you winced it while you look it
You throw your head back at the pillow and stare at the ceiling for a bit
There's this feeling inside of you like you're searching for something, are you longing for someone?
You turn on the other side and you shake your head at the thought of it
You gasped when the realization hits you
"I miss..... Eddie?"
You slowly get up and sat on the bed
"I love Eddie?" It sounds so new to you and it feels different but it's so good to say it out loud
You finally stand up on your feet and say "I love Eddie Munson!"
You seething at the pain you felt when you try to get up but you have to- you have to ate something for strength
So, you walk down headed towards at the kitchen
"Where is she?" Eddie kept tapping his pencil on his desk when he kept glancing at your empty seat
As if the more he stares at it, you might appear but you didn't
He is worried, you never missed a day in class, you never skip for no reason...
Eddie is now overthinking, he thought you didn't like the things he say over the presentation yesterday
Maybe, you're just late, maybe, you'll attend the next period
Turns out, you didn't as well
While walking down the school hallways, he looked over at your locker....
He is not used to this, not having you around
He supposed to get, warm smiles, he supposed to hear your sweet laughter, maybe even a hug, but he didn't get any of those today
"Uh- hey, Red- have you seen Y/N?" Eddie asks while lining up for lunch holding a tray
"No, I haven't since this morning, you know, I was supposed to ask you about her too, damn" Max shakes her head, as she raises her tray to place the meal plate on it
"I have to see her" Eddie can't calm down without knowing if you're okay or not
Max hides her face and smirks in excitement and she is thrilled about you had that effect on him
"Then you should go, right now" Max says plainly
"What?"
"I'll let you know what will happens throughout the last period, okay?" Max raises her eyebrows and gesturing to leave the cafeteria
"O-okay" Eddie runs away and leaves his tray
"Go get your girl, Munson!" Max giggles and she saw over at the table
Gareth, Jeff and Duff both share high-fives with each other and laughed
Lucas, Mike and Dustin their jaws dropped on the ground of shock
Lucas walks towards to Max "you have a lot of explanation to do"
She tuts "y'all blind, dumbasses" Max snorts
Eddie finally arrived at your doorstep
He breathes heavily while he places his hands over his knees
Catching up with his breath, he knocked at your door rapidly
You flinched at the couch while having a blanket hung around your shoulders
"Who could that be?" You headed towards the door and words caught up in your throat when you finally lay your eyes at the certain metalhead you've been looking for since morning
"Eddie-"
He shushes you "Please, let me explain"
"I don't know why you didn't come up to class today, I know why, because you told me, you just wanted to be friends but just listen to me- remember when we're making our project and you ask me if I fallen in love?"
You nod and you gulped
"I did, and it is you, Y/N"
You stare at him, he's telling the truth
"But I understand, you don't want to have me, I respect that, but I just wanna let you know that I do and I'll never regret that I told you what I really felt whenever I'm with you" he pauses, taking a deep breath
"I love when you pulled the melty cheese on the pizza, I love it when you ramble all about your faves, I love that you have the ability to make everyone's day happy, I love your smile, your hug, your laugh, I love you so much, Y/N"
Despite the bodyache, you're having- you feel like light as a feather- it's like you're above the clouds as he confesses his love for you
He waits for your response but you just remain silent, he turn away from you, holding up the tears from his eyes
"Eddie- wait"
He gasped and he turn around at you immediately, he is nervous of what you're about to say
"I think I.... I love you too" you let your happy tears fall and you sniffled and chuckle a little bit
"I know I was oblivious but everything seems clear to me now, I was confused and didn't understand back then.... but right now- it just feels right when I finally let myself feel it"
Eddie blinks and a smile grows on his lips as he moves closer to you
"I love y-" Eddie held the back of your head and he kisses your lips- you squealed as he pulls you closer, you close your eyes you kissed him back, you place your hand on his chest as he deepens it
By the time he touched your neck, it felt hot
He pulled back "Woah- woah, you're burning up, what- you have a fever?!"
You shyly smiled at him "y-yeah" you laughed
He connects all the dots and the awkward silence fills the air
"Damn" he chuckles, he scratches his neck
"That's why Max don't have any idea what's going on with you because you don't have the energy to tell her"
"Yup"
"And here I am, confessing my feelings for you" he grins awkwardly
"It was really cute and romantic! You don't have to be embarrassed by it!" You wrap your arms around him and he blushes
"You made me feel so good inside, I just want a girl just like you, such a pretty, pretty young thing" he says as he kisses your forehead
You became flustered at his words and you roll your eyes playfully "You can come inside, let's watch Sabrina?"
"Sure, on one condition" he holds up his index finger
You went quiet for a moment
"Let me take care for you, sweetheart" he held your cheeks
"That's the reason why you're here" you smile at him and he chortled
"My pretty young thing" he thinks to himself as you tagging him along inside
🎶I want to love you (P.Y.T) Pretty Young Thing, you need some lovin' (T.L.C) Tender Love and Care, and I'll take you there🎶
#Spotify#eddie munson#eddie munson x female reader#eddie munson fic#stranger things 4#eddie munson x fem!reader#eddie munson fluff#eddie munson x y/n#eddie x fem!reader#michael jackson#king of pop#pretty young thing#michael jackson fan#i love michael jackson#agirlwholovesrockstarsfics
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Expensive Anime Plastic part 2: Two years later
now with 80% less cardboard as risers!
so I've had this as my pinned post for two years now, but it's pretty outdated at this point. my collection has grown a lot in the last two years, and I wanted to show it off! this is my blog and I'll make you look at my plastic toys if I want to >:D
this post is a full tour of my anime figure collection as of June 2024, which basically spans across my whole apartment these days. this is my 11th year in the hobby, so everything you see here was accumulated slowly over that time.
buckle up because this is REALLY long and picture-heavy. (also other collectors can find me on myfigurecollection(dot)net as peofun1, if you'd like~)
Alright, first up, the detolfs in the living room:
Some thoughts: the BNHA shelf will likely get rotated out pretty soon. I fell off the manga pretty hard a while ago, but I do still enjoy these figures... but when my Haikyuu Kotobukiya scales get here (all four of them 😩) I'll probably try to turn that into a Haikyuu shelf. Jirou, Shouto and maybe one Dabi can take the place of the Haikyuu Nendos on the left side
the Katamari Dipp figure is a custom by sixsculpts on instagram! (topshelf on MFC) they reached out to me when I mentioned I'll probably never get my hands on the F4F Dipp figure, and made the Dipp of my dreams for me 🥰 definitely check out their work if you like customs!
last thing -- I know the bottom left shelf is kind of a disaster. Ike and Alphen just REFUSE to play nice together, with the way they both have big capes and swords that stick out and bump things -_- if it helps, we're usually viewing these shelves at an angle from our couch, and Claude in the back is much more visible from there
as a little bonus, here's what one of these shelves USED to look like before I rotated out these figures:
I decided to pack away most of my League of Legends figures after they laid off my wife 😐 (and several good friends 😐) I may bring them back out once I have more room, but they currently live in the closet. and that's fine, for now.
Next up, my desk in the office:
I put away all my random stacks of MTG cards to take these pictures.
most of the figures here are blind box/prize figures that I won't be too sad about if they get dusty or attacked by the cats (though I do use some boxes to block them from the cats when I'm not in the room). the exceptions are the goth angel, who doesn't fit anywhere else, the light-up Futaba figure and the Cintiq girlie, who simply have to live with my computer and Cintiq tablet. themeing!
some of the pins/keychains/prints here are official, but a lot of them are fan-made merch! some of them are bonuses that came with zines I preordered (including the infamous showtime akeshu zine)
also, since you can see a few of them in the top pic, here's those plushies. I have way more plush than this, but these are the ones that currently live on my desk:
Moving on to the bedroom: ❗❗ Warning: this section contains figures that are NSFW ❗❗ I've censored one of them (because her bits are just OUT and I don't wanna to get smited) but there are a few that are ~spicy~ proceed with caution
(I promise we have books that aren't manga, they're just all on a different bookshelf in the living room!) this doubles as our manga shelf, obviously. we got back into collecting physical manga after moving to LA, since it's easy to make a trip to Kinokuniya and pick up new stuff! mixed in are some older volumes I recently rescued from my parents' house. I'm slooooowly trying to complete TRC, but it's hard to find it these days...
anyway this shelf is kind of a mess theme-wise, since they're mostly just figures I don't have room for anywhere else. especially that top shelf, yeesh. 10th anniversary Miku trying to bridge the gap between horny 1/4 scales and live-service game hell.
long-time followers might also spot the sonic screwdriver, which is the same one I'm holding in the very first post I ever made on this website. please don't go looking for that.
I'm hoping to pick up a third display case (probably second hand, since ikea discontinued the detolf >.> ) but in the meantime they're here getting in the way of my manga.
aside from the LoL figures, I have three others not currently on display: one is Magical Mirai Miku 2017, which is in her box because she's broken 😬 her neck peg got messed up one of the times I packed her to move, so I need to fix that sometime. the second is the 1/4 Yakuwa Nazumi designed by WOOMA, which I desperately want to display but she's ENORMOUS so she'll probably have to wait until I get another display case. and the last is another Miku prize figure, because I clearly don't have enough of those lmao
so that's my whole figure collection! it's a constant work-in-progress, because they keep making cool new figures and I am never satisfied :)
if you actually took the time to read all this, thanks for indulging me!!
#ramblings#my life#figure collecting#my figure collection#anime figures#long post#my ramblings tag has never been more apt#also i was smart enough to open the doors on my detolfs to take pictures of the shelves this time. lol#but as always if you can see my reflection in the glass: no you cannot :^)
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😩😩😭😭
Did you just kill him?
Poor Eloise. This is 💔 surely you wouldn’t do that to her.
Pleading that you finish than leave it ambiguous
I did not kill him and to fix things, here you go ❤️
Daniel felt as if he had been in a daze for the last few hours since he had stepped out of the car. With only a few laps left and how extensive the clean up was, they had ended the race five laps from the end.
There was no way Daniel would have gotten back into the car. He knew his team knew that when they had looked over to see him on the ground, Eloise tucked into his chest as she sobbed, asking for her Daddy and clutching at him. Not one of them would have asked him to step into the car, not after she had seen Lando's crash.
Currently, Eloise was sleeping in his arms. Michael and Jon had both offerred to hold her, citing that his arms must be sore after the race weekend and holding her for hours but Daniel had shook his head. A kind nurse had brought them a blanket to drape over her as they waited in the hospital's private waiting room.
"He's still being examined. He hit his head pretty hard a few times, and as a result we want to make sure he has no brain bleeds or is suffering a servere traumatic injury to the brain", a doctor had explained to them when they had amanged to get through the crowd of journalists at the track to go to the hospital.
Daniel wasn't sure how long it had been since then. Zak had come and gone, asking Jon to keep them updated. Andreas was sitting in the corner, he had refused to leave, too concerned about Lando and about Daniel and Eloise. Michael had left briefly, running to get them snacks and drinks and to grab Daniel a change of clothes that weren't his McLaren gear, but Daniel had refused to let go of his daughter.
Her ran his fingers through her curls softly, dropping kisses on her head from time to time. His hands and arms holding her close so she could relax. His heart broke a little every time she sniffled in her sleep or he looked down to see the little tear marks that were left from when she had cried herself to exhaustion.
"Mr Ricciardo?", a nurse called softly, her head peeking through the door, "You and your daughter can see him now if you like"
Daniel swallowed hard as he stood up. His limbs stiff and his heart hammering.
"Do you want me to take her?", Jon asked softly, taking the blanket from them.
"No", Daniel managed to get out before he was moving, following the nurse passed a series of rooms until they were met by a doctor coming out of one.
"Ah there you are. Mr Norris is resting. He has a pretty severe concussion, and a break in his hand from the impact of the crash. We will be keeping him a few days to monitor his head injury, and he won't be able to race for at a minimum four weeks", the doctor explained, gesture to his chart but Daniel wasn't really listening. All he wanted was to see Lando.
After a few moments, the nurse opened the door for him and it took a momet for his eyes to adjust to the dim lights but then he saw him.
"Hi babe", Lando managed to get out, wincing as he spoke and closing his eyes.
"Hi", Daniel swallowed back tears, moving to the bed and sitting down with Eloise still tucked in his arms, "You scared us"
"Is she okay?", Lando asked and Daniel could hear the guilt in his voice.
"She will be, and so will you", Daniel promised, reaching out a hand to take Lando's in his, his eyes noticing the absence of Lando's ring before spotting it on the bed side table.
For a moment their fingers entwined, and Daniel just soaked it in. Soaked in the fact that Lando was still here. His heart was still beating, he was just banged up and bruised right now.
And then Eloise was moving, grumbling just like her father did when woken too soon and she pulled away. Her eyes blinked up at Daniel softly, a small hand rubbing her eyes before she leaned her head against his cheek and then she was gasping.
"Daddy!", Eloise whispered, she'd gotten much better at it as she'd gronw older.
Lando, depsite the pain he must be in and the cast on his left arm, reached out for Eloise as Daniel gently helped her crawl into his arms. Her own going around Lando's neck as she kissed his cheek and Lando hugged her. It made Daniel wanted to cry and he had to look away for a moment to push it all down.
"Papa, come here", Eloise's demand made him look at them again as she patted the bed at Lando's side.
"Sweetheart, Daddy needs rest, not me squishing him", Daniel tried to laugh but it broke a little in the middle.
"Danny, just come cuddle us. I'm okay, I promise", Lando whispered, holding up his right arm and Daniel didn't resist. He allowed himself to strech out on his side and wrap an arm around the two most important people in the world to him as Eloise curled into Lando's chest.
They'd be okay, Daniel reassured himself, they were together and that was all that mattered.
#this ended up longer than it should be#dando#daniel/lando#single parent lando au#single dad lando au#single dad au#lando/daniel
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Hello! I don't know how often you get these, but I really, really, really miss your fics. Seriously, your stories are so unique and wonderful and they have this gothic-romantic-sexy-tragic atmosphere that's just 😩😩 Anyway, do you think you're going to post again any time soon?
hello! yeah, I do semi-regularly get asks like this, and have published none of them. my past policy has always been "don't answer them until I have some good news," ie something written and ready to post, which is why they've gone unanswered for a while now (my apologies to anyone who's sent one in! I'm not ignoring you out of malice so much as having trouble confronting my own...trouble, I guess.)
because I can't sugarcoat, I've been in a real writing slump for the last year and change! I don't really know why, or how to fix it, so I'm kinda. trying to make peace with it. lately I've been limping along writing bits and pieces of WIPs and things, but nothing I feel is in a state of completion or readiness (and I hold myself to a pretty high standard there to begin with.) I'm trying to at least stay in a writing-y mindset by reading lots of books (both fiction and craft), taking long rambles through the hills, working on other creative hobbies, continuing to write meta and the very occasional journal entry, etc. but the truth is I feel like a drained battery most of the time. it is what it is ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
when it comes to my fics (and thank you for the compliment, omg that is the HIGHEST praise and has definitely made my week), in particular my two big WIPs, the most I can promise is that I'm never not thinking about them. I may not have posted updates in a long time, but really I've been tweaking outlines, taking notes, writing down little inspirations I bump into so I can revisit them when my ability returns from war. I even did the Fanauthor Workshop again, which was great for inspiration, craft-honing, and just easing back toward a general writing mindset. so I have hope that I'll pick them back up again! I just can't say when. it's been hard to talk about because I hate having nothing to say except "yep, I haven't written a goddamn thing, it sucks," but like, maybe it's one of those paradoxical situations where my creative output won't be restored until I learn to let it go, or something. who knows.
anyway I'm sorry I rambled about my creative slump for the length of a high school paper but this has all been on my mind a lot lately, so your timing was great! thank you for giving me the space to self-analyze a bit.
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Hey!
If it's not any trouble, would you entertain a certain little sewer rat's request? Just a little thing, I promise.
Imagine Law with Kirin, and Law just got home from a 12 hour shift that went past *beyond* that. And, well, dead on their feet, simply wants a gentle head scratching from Kirin. Or perhaps to lay on Kirin's lap, to recharge?
a/n: YAAAAAAA MY BOYSSSSS 😩😩💦💦💦 it took a while to get into the groove of it but one little thing of lawrin fluff coming right up 💕
recharging after an exhausting shift (Law)
oc x canon, he/they law word count: 0.4k
The jingle of keys don't register in Law's mind as they cross the threshold into a familiar darkened hallway, mind still buzzing with static from a too-long workday. Days? How long was it since they last rested their eyes? On the cab ride home maybe, but that hardly counted as rest, let alone anything substantial.
He scratches under Cookie's chin when he comes to greet them, purring up against their worn jeans. Law heaves a heavy sigh as he scoops the household monarch into tired arms - never too tired for kitty cuddles though.
They're home.
Law carries Cookie into the living room where the cat leaps from an oh so loving hold and way too many forehead kisses to curl up against his other parent's side, curled up snug in the comfortably worn groove in their old couch.
"You're home," Kirin smiles, sleep-laced and disheveled but no less glad to see his partner after far too long.
"I am. What are you still doing up?" Law hums at the trail of kisses roving up his neck, a gentle rumble from their throat not so unlike the sound of Cookie's pleased purrs. The cat in question stares at his dads, almost unamused, now that Law had fully occupied his seat next to Kirin.
"Recchan has to be up early and I didn't want to disturb him. Kept tossing and turning without both my big strong mascs."
Law rolls their eyes, neglecting to mention that Kirin was the tallest among the three of them anyway. No, he's far too tired for that right now. All Law wants to do is rest their head in their lover's lap and pretend they won't have to clock in for yet another double-digit shift come sunrise.
"Don't you wanna sleep in an actual bed?"
"Mmno, we'll wake up Reiji. Lemme close my eyes for a while here."
"This'll make your back pain tomorrow worse, you know," Kirin's voice comes light and airy like the tenderness of his fingers combing through Law's hair, like he's far away.
Law only presses his face deeper into Kirin's torso, uncompromising on their decision to relocate. Kirin sighs, slightly exasperated but could never actually fault his partner for this - the two of them only had so much time together with Law's busy doctor's schedule as it were.
Kirin feels the exhaustion in their bones practically seeps into the couch and on the floor, Law slumbers unperturbed even as he runs his thumb over their cheek and through their side burn. Disturbing such an angelic (in a scruffy, haggard medical practitioner kind of way) image would surely be a sin.
Just for tonight, he'd let it go.
#cebwrites#one piece#trafalgar law#lawrin#one piece law#law one piece#op law#law x oc#oh wow#this is the first time i've written for me in a hot minute#clenches fist#they're so fucking SOOOOFT#ty for sending this ask anon wink wink#lol
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For @notmaplemable feat. Wolf Faunus Ruby.
Vet Visit
Curled up in her own bed and under her blanket while sipping a cup of hot cocoa. Ruby Rose let out a content sigh while wagging her fluffy tail...
Ruby: Ahhh.... This is the life. All snugged up inside my bed watching anime in my scroll while drinking hot cocoa. And with the air conditioner in full blast. Nothing could ruin this moment for me. Absolutely nothing. 😁
Yang: Hey Sis! It's time for your daily check up with the vet.
Ruby: Ruh-roh. It's time for me to make my exit.
Ruby after hearing the word she dreaded the most. Decided to escape through her window. But when she opens the window and sticks her neck out. Her neck is suddenly grabbed by a catcher pole from seemingly out off nowhere.
Summer: I knew you would try to escape from here. Oh Ruby, try to at least be more creative with your escape attempt. 😔
Ruby: Mom please don't sent me to the Vet. I'm not even sick. 😷
Summer: No can do Ruby. You know that an ounce of prevention is better than a pound of cure. 😌
Yang: Hey mom, did you catch her?
Summer: I got her. Tell Tai to warm up the engine. We are going to the Vet. 😇
Ruby: No! Please save me sis! 😵
Yang: I'm sorry Rubs. But remember it's for your own good. Now be a good girl and please get into the pet carrier.
Ruby: What. No! It's embarrassing to be seen in that. 😠
Summer: If you didn't try to escape every time we go into the vet then we won't have to resort to this sort of method everytime. 😑
Ruby: *sniffs* Okay... I will be a good girl. So please don't put me in there. 😢
Summer: *Release Ruby* Good girl. Now go to the Car and wait for us. ☺
Defeated Ruby slowly leaves her room in and get into the family's car. Along the way she didn't say anything even when she finally arrive at the hospital.
Ruby: Please dad don't let me go inside. I promise I'll be good from now on. *cute puppy wolf eyes* 🥺
Tai: *visible pain* I'm sorry Ruby but a routine check up is important. We don't want you to get sick, okay.
Summer: That's right dear. We only wants the best for Ruby. 😉
Yang: Oh I'm so gonna share this video with everyone.
Ruby: I hate you Yang. 👿
Announcer: Ruby Rose the vet will see you now.
Tai: That's us Ruby c'mon.
Ruby: No! I won't go in! 😫
Yang: C'mon Rubes just go inside you're embarrassing us.
Ruby: Good! Because I refuse to go in without a fight. 😩
Tai: C'mon Ruby please get inside. I'll buy you ice cream after this.
Ruby: No! I will not go in. Not even for choco strawberry double scoop sundae. 😤
Summer: Young lady if you don't go in there right now. I will erase all your save game data from your scroll. 😐
Yang: Wow mom. Overkill much?
Ruby: You monster! You wouldn't dare! 😨
Summer: Try me. 😈
Ruby: Hhhh..... Fine! You win. You monster. 😭
Tai: Uhh that's great honey. But can we go meet the vet, now?
The entire family then all go in together with Ruby. To make sure she didn't try to escape. Again.
Nurse: Rose-Xiao Long family I'm afraid that the usual veterinarian will not be attending.
Ruby: Yes! We can go back home now. 😆
Nurse: Fortunately we have someone on standby. But I have to tell you that he is rather young.
Ruby: (Oh no just my luck... And I bet him being young just mean being slightly younger than my dad. 😏)
Jaune: Hi my name is Jaune Arc. I'll be the one doing the checking for... Miss Ruby Rose I presume.
Ruby: (hubba, hubba. He can play doctor with me anytime.)
Jaune: So I received Ruby's file from her last visit. She a half-wolf faunus, in her early teen and have no record of sickness the last time she's in.
Summer: Yes as you can see my little Ruby is the perfect picture of health. And we would like to keep that way this time too. 😊
Ruby: (he's so dreamy) 🫠💕💕💕💕
Tai: *feeling concerned that her daughter might have feeling for the blonde teenager*
Jaune: Excellent then let us proceed. Now miss Ruby can you take off your clothes?
Ruby: As you command. Master. 😋 *proceeds to strips everything*
Tai: Ruby!?
Jaune: *hides his face* Just the outer top please and you can keep your undershirt on!
Ruby: Oh phoey... 😟
Tai bottles up his emotion seeing her baby daughter obviously smitten with the boy. And seeing him touching her body under the excuse of checking her condition does not help with it one bit.
Jaune: Well everything seems to be okay. There's nothing to worry about.
Ruby: *moan~* (Yes touch me more pls 🥴) *wags tail*
Tai: Good then just write us the bill and we will be on our way. C'mon Ruby let's go!
Yang: You heard the man sis.
Ruby: But, but I could be sick. In fact I think I have one of those virus that are in the news lately. *cough* *cough* I think I might have to stay a bit longer. 🤢
Tai: Nice try Ruby but the vet just said you're fine.
Jaune: Well... We can have her stay overnight if we're still not sure. And don't worry the insurance also cover this.
Ruby: Staying Overnight? But Mr. Arc we just met. 😍
Jaune: Please just call me Jaune. I mean we're around the same age after all.
Summer: Ohhh look our little girl is in love. Maybe we should let her stay the night. Who knows maybe that Jaune boy will mate with Ruby and gives us bunch of cubs. ❤
Tai: Summer!
Yang: Mom!
Jaune: Mrs. Rose!
Ruby: Me! 😝
#jaune arc#ruby rose#lancaster#lancaster rwby#rwby#rwby lancaster#jaune x ruby#ruby x jaune#yang xiao long#summer rose#tai xiao long#faunus au#rwby faunus
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So Pirate Jake...
It was a quiet afternoon when reader was looking for a wax stick in her father's office, he was an important man of law so this wasn't the first time she got in trouble for messing up with evidence, papers and all sorts of documents that were covering his desk. This time was different though, while looking for wax to seal some letters she found something rather interesting. It was a drawing, the portrait of a pirate.
Now this was not just any pirate, he didn't really look like any of the lowlifes her dad and his entourage were constantly after. This guy, he's possibly the most dashingly handsome man she's ever seen. His long brown hair, his beautiful dark eyes looked gentle, even if he was probably far from it, after all, her dad was on the hunt for him. At first she's not sure if the man actually exists or if this drawing is simply a missing page from a book.
She doesn't think twice and takes the picture with her back to her room, hoping her father won't notice.
Months pass and she still has the portrait of that man hiding in a drawer. She finds herself lost in her thoughts, staring at it sometimes while she's brushing her hair before bed, she wishes that maybe just maybe, he'd appear in her dreams tonight.
Tonight was the night. When Jake and his crew arrive in town, they quickly get in trouble, so they split as they try to run away...
Of course Jake would find a way to escape from the officials who are after him and the others... He runs until he finds what seems to be a good hiding spot, this happens to be reader's family manor. He knows the guards are not far behind so he climbs a tree to jump through the first window he sees, that's how he ends up in reader's room.
Her dreams are interrupted by the noise he makes when he gets in. She wakes up and rubs her eyes as he just stands there, staying still hoping she won't start screaming and alert everyone of his presence. Then she sees him for the first time, her cheeks pink, her heart flutters because she feels like she's dreaming it's him, the beautiful man from the drawing, he came to see me at last... She goes with it, her heart's been craving something from him for the longest time so she throws herself at him, going for the kiss but Jake is taken aback and confused and "Wait wait wait... What are you doing?"
He's trying to be calm and make sense of the situation but she's standing so so close, he can feel her body heat, she's smells so good and her skin looks like it was made for him to kiss and worship until the end of time...
Maybe one kiss won't hurt anybody, he believes that so he gives in, they both do because everything about this feels so right until- the officials they storm in the room, they caught him distracted and outnumbered so they catch him. Jake let his guard down for a second so now he's handcuffed and on his way to a horrible prison cell.
Reader feels sorry, she really wants to see him again but she also knows that he got caught because she distracted him. She needs to find a way to help him escape before he's executed.
It takes her a couple of days but finally she got her hands on the keys. She sneaks out to go see him that night, she tries her luck one last time and asks him "Tell me, pirate. If I give you the keys, do you promise to come back one day to see me?" And yeah, sexy pirate Jake is more than happy to seal the deal with a kiss.
I am in love with pirate Jake 😩
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I forgot how long this was, my apologies to anyone who’s come across it without the read more thing😭💗
“his friends included one smartass star pitcher for your university’s baseball team who made it his life’s mission to be a thorn in your side.” Oooooo😏
“Needless to say, you couldn’t stand the man.” Good thing we’re sitting 😍
Lmaooo that was lame please ignore me😭
“Needless to say, you couldn’t stand the man.” I know it’s such a short little piece but as a horror girlie I think you would write such a good horror story 🙉
“ had always been kind to you and you got along well.” Thor is such a sweet cuddle bear🥹🌸
“ Wanna know what they found?” A voice you know all too well whispers into your ear from behind. The hairs on the back of your neck stand as his breath fans your ear.” THE WAY MY BODY SHUDDERED 😵💫😵💫
“Bucky can’t help the cocky grin that overcomes him when you look at him like that.” He better stop playing before I kiss him😍
“ None worth my time, sweetheart—and it's Bucky.” You’re gonna kill me😵
“ We’re not friends, James. Friends don’t make you miss your biology final,” nah I would be pissed to regardless of the make up exam😭 it’s the principle of the matter james🤌🏾
“The way they dance and crackle as if telling their own story alongside Sam’s.” Mel belle you already have my heart🙉 I don’t have anything else to give 🤧💗
“His eyes reflecting more than just the golden flames in the bonfire. There was something deeper and not entirely unfamiliar. He had looked at you this way before, and yet it was still unrecognizable to you. An emotion you couldn’t pinpoint, but that was heartstopping nonetheless.” I’m in loveeeee with the way you write 🙉
“That damn grin.” I’m tellin you we gotta kiss it off his face 😍
“You make your way over to one of the many trashcans around the campsite and dump the last bits of your s’more in along with the disposable plate. Your appetite for the treat long gone after his little stunt.” You’re making me crave s’mores 😩
“By the way, I’ll be staying with Thor tonight, so you have our tent all to yourself.” Oooooo 🤭
“Maybe then it would be easier to look at them without being affected—without feeling that pull.” This comment is towards the whole drawing scene: you have such an artistic way with words and it’s so refreshing!! One of my favorites without a doubt🥹🌸
“Another noise rang out—the skidding of dirt. And this time it was closer to your tent.” The way I would actually hurt Bucky, I know it’s him😤😤😤
“Your surroundings are cast in shadows as the moon seems to be hiding behind a gloomy cluster of clouds.” Eeeeee
“ You have no survival instincts, do you?” We really don’t 😂
“Positioning himself between you and the unknown noise.” What a sweetheart 🥹
“ The noise was me then—sorry. I tripped over something while looking for a place to piss.” I KNEW IT😂 can’t be mad at him tho since it wasn’t on purpose 😂
“Are you worried about me, sweetheart?” “Oh, you’d miss me if it did. But don’t worry—if it gets me, I’ll make sure to let it know you’re the one worth chasing." I NEED HIM RIGHT NOW���� need a relationship full of endless teasing😩
“So you are worried about me,” no we just wanted to take your money first🙄 smug bastard😒
“Sweetheart, why won't you admit—” he’s cut off by the swift movement of something dashing past the both of you. He immediately pulls you in closer, his arms encasing you protectively—his body a shield. One arm is wrapped around your waist while the other holds your head. Your own body leans into his as if bracing for impact.” I am not okay 😵💫
“The rain cutting through the trees and promising to kiss every inch of your skin.” YOU.ARE.TOO.GOOD.😱
“Your features heightened in the gentle sheen of the lantern. Intricate shadows scattered across your figure that made you look ethereal. The way his heart hammered in his chest romanticizing the sight of you.” Teach me how to write like you🙉
“Every fiber of his being holding back from doing something to snap that rope.” SNAP IT SNAP IT RIGHT NOW😍😍😍😍😍
“Persistently you pull at the blanket again. He pulls back—a tug of war ensues between you.” Need them to turn around and kiss or for Bucky to overpower us😵💫
“ You have got to be one of the most stubborn people I have ever met in my goddamn life,” baby you ain’t seen nothin yet🤭
“You end up on top of him.” I’m ready but I’m not 😱 need someone to toss me around like that🥵
“However, when his hands grip the back of your thighs, sliding your legs from on top of him to his sides so you straddle him—you believe it. And when your hands find themselves threading in his hair—he believes it.” It’s cruel of you take make me crave the things I can’t have😩
“Don’t do this to me, sweetheart. Can’t leave me like this.” Nothing gets me going more than a desperate man🥵
“He hopes you shut him up like this more often.” AHHHH I SO WILL
“I’m sure of you, sweetheart. You’re worth every second, and I’m not stopping until you see it too.” Kill me already 😭💗🥹🌸
“Goodnight, Bucky,” STOP IM GONNA CRY, THE GROWTH😭😭😭😭😭
“No words were exchanged, but both of you were conscious of the line you had drawn last night. And yet, you both also knew that in time, that line would be crossed again and again. Until the line blurred into oblivion.” Your endings never fail to be so wonderful and leave this nice feeling of closure despite what’s left to come🥹🌸 I am obsessed with the way you write and craft such beautiful stories mel belle!! Even with this cold vision in my mind of the middle of the night being casted in a blue hue, I still felt the warmth within your words! I adore their relationship dynamic and the moments where you see their hearts yearning for the other even when their minds haven’t made that connection yet🥹💗✨You also did exceptionally well with capturing Bucky’s mannerisms!! Like there wasn’t one spot where i couldn’t not picture him saying or feeling the things that you wrote for him!!(i had a huge brain fart so I apologize if that didn’t make sense 😭💗)
A Night of Frights & Delights
Pairing: Athlete!Bucky Barnes x Artist!Reader (College AU)
Summary: It’s Friday the 13th and the college kids in town decided to host a weekend camping trip on the outskirts of town. Your best friend convinced you to go much to your reluctance. What could go wrong when the one guy you can’t stand is also there?
Word Count: 7k
Warning(s): slight horror themes / suggestive tones + implications / mentions of a past murder (not in graphic detail just campfire storytelling) / slow burn / suspense + other elements of spookiness / touch starved elements / be prepared for lots of back and forth + tension
Prompt: Campsite + forced proximity + “ It’s not bad enough to have Friday the 13th, we’ve gotta have a full moon too?”
a/n: here’s my entry for @witchywithwhiskey ‘s summer slasher writing challenge. Any chance to celebrate summerween and I’m there 🤭✨ I got carried away with the spooky element of it and this ended up longer than expected. Thank you for reading! 🧡 Feedback is always appreciated!! 🎃🧡
a steamy part two ❤️🔥
“ It’s Friday the 13th! Gather ‘round, for some good ol’ scary campfire stories!” Sam Wilson called out to anyone who would listen. A task that wasn’t the easiest thing to ask for when all the college students in the area were trying to have their last bit of fun before fall semester started. Amongst the ones that weren’t already drunk or passed out, a few were trying to find the perfect opportunity to sneak away into the night.
You on the other hand sat near the bonfire, appreciating the warmth it provided on this chilly night. Your back was resting against a log. The scratchy surface grazes against your black sweater at the slightest movement. Camping wasn’t your ideal choice for a weekend getaway, but when your best friend Jane insisted on you coming along it was hard to say no. Especially, since you had already said no to multiple get-togethers throughout the summer.
It’s not like you didn’t want to hang out with her. The issue was that wherever she was her boyfriend was—and wherever he was his friends were. And his friends included one smartass star pitcher for your university’s baseball team who made it his life’s mission to be a thorn in your side.
Needless to say, you couldn’t stand the man.
“ It was actually 1982, not 1985,” Jane whispers her comment to you, nudging your arm lightly. You snapped out of your thoughts and looked at her, your clueless eyes meeting her amused ones.
“ You’re not paying attention to Sam’s story, are you?” She quietly calls you out, leaning slightly closer. You shake your head sheepishly,“ No. Kind of got lost in thought,” you admit. Jane nods in acknowledgment,“ You’re not missing much. He’s just telling the story of the murders that happened here in ‘82,” she explains. You nod slowly, an eerie chill creeping up your spine. Everyone within fifty miles of the town knew of the horrific crime. It was the worst the town had ever seen.
A group of teenagers had snuck off into the woods to party a week before their senior graduation. They brought their camping gear to spend the night under the full moon to celebrate the milestone. They had gone so deep into the woods no one heard their music blasting all night.
No one heard their screams either as their life was taken from them.
You took a shaky breath, your fingers tracing random patterns into the dirt beneath you. Even though you could recite this story from memory it was different hearing it told in gruesome detail. Something Sam was not shying away from doing.
“ Don’t let Sam’s story get to you—here have a s’more,” Thor spoke up, handing you a small disposable plate with a freshly assembled s’more. His way of trying to comfort you.
“ Thanks,” you shot Thor an appreciative smile, taking the sweet treat. Jane’s boyfriend had always been kind to you and you got along well. The mutual friendliness extended to all of his baseball friends.
Well, the friendliness extended to all his friends except for one.
“ He’s telling it wrong anyway, so don’t pay it any mind,” Jane says causing you to let out a small laugh. Leave it to Jane to alleviate your nerves by just being herself.
You try to drown out Sam’s true crime retelling and focus on the sugary gooeyness on your lap. Jane and Thor snuggle into each other beside you and a small smile appears on your face at the sight. You take a bite of the s’more, letting the flavors melt into your mouth.
“ The next morning the cops led a search party into these very woods. Everyone searched day and night for three days straight. Scouting every inch, no stone unturned, to find them. And then one day, one member of the search party found something. That member being my Titi—so listen close,” Sam sets up the big reveal.
“ Wanna know what they found?” A voice you know all too well whispers into your ear from behind. The hairs on the back of your neck stand as his breath fans your ear.
“ I already know,” you grit out, turning your head to glare at him. Bucky can’t help the cocky grin that overcomes him when you look at him like that. He makes his way over the log and sits right next to you. You don’t hide the displeasure on your face.
“ Couldn’t find anyone else to annoy, James?”
“ None worth my time, sweetheart—and it's Bucky.”
You roll your eyes biting back a snarky comment. No matter the number of times he insists on you calling him by his nickname, you refuse to. Only his friends call him Bucky, and you're not friends—far from it. So to you, he’s James and nothing more.
“ We’re not friends, James. Friends don’t make you miss your biology final,” you remind him bitterly. He looks at you with slight disbelief,“ You’re still stuck on that? How is it my fault the party went until four in the morning?” You bristle at his defensiveness.
“ I don’t know. Maybe by not kicking everyone out of your apartment?” you retort, taking another bite of your s’more. Hoping to lose yourself in the sweetness of it before the distaste of his presence taints it.
“ At least the professor let you make it up…” he mutters under his breath.
“ That’s not the point,” you snip, unable to let him have the last word. You pretend to focus on Sam’s story, but really your attention is on the flames in front of you. The way they dance and crackle as if telling their own story alongside Sam’s.
Bucky stares at you, his eyes scanning every detail of your face. His favorite pastime is finding all the ways to push your buttons. There’s something about your reactions that he can’t help but want to see more of. He openly enjoys being the only one who can elicit such responses from you. Hell, you could say he was proud of it.
“ Stop it.”
“ Stop what?”
“ The staring.”
“ Don't want to.”
You turn to give him a piece of your mind but abruptly stop when you see the way he’s looking at you—or more so the way he’s examining your lips. His eyes reflecting more than just the golden flames in the bonfire. There was something deeper and not entirely unfamiliar. He had looked at you this way before, and yet it was still unrecognizable to you. An emotion you couldn’t pinpoint, but that was heartstopping nonetheless.
His hand lifts to your face, his thumb brushing away at something on the corner of your mouth. Your tongue instinctively darts out to lick your lips and remove whatever remnants of the s’more are left. Something unreadable flashes in his eyes. You wonder what he must be seeing in yours when his eyes drift from your lips to your gaze.
“ You had a little something there,” his voice has a deeper cadence to it, contrasting the cheeky grin plastered on his face. That damn grin. It’s all you need to snap out of whatever trance you were just in.
“ You’re insufferable,” you hiss out, getting up from your spot on the ground and stepping away from the bonfire. You hate how he does this—how easily he’s able to mess with you. It’s like it's his second nature to know exactly how to get a reaction from you. Almost as if he knew you better than you knew yourself.
The vulnerability of it all is what ground your gears the most. Bucky was used to this. The flirting, the back and forth, the teasing, and having girls wrapped around his finger. The last time you were in a relationship was your freshman year of college—a few years ago. It had been too long of being touch-starved that the slightest of touches or gazes brought about a yearning deep within you. One that you swore Bucky could see right through and it made you detest the man more.
You hated feeling like you were being toyed with. But above all, you hated how much you actually didn’t hate the attention he gave you.
You make your way over to one of the many trashcans around the campsite and dump the last bits of your s’more in along with the disposable plate. Your appetite for the treat long gone after his little stunt.
You use your phone as a flashlight as you walk over to where all the tents are stationed. It’s not too far from the bonfire, but far enough that the voices of everyone drown out into a low hum. A few people are already in the tents enjoying the night without the warmth of the fire.
“ Y/n! Hold up!” Jane calls out to you from behind. You face her confused expression, “ Everything okay?” You nod, your hands hiding in the pockets of your grey sweatpants,“ Yeah, I’m fine. I’m just gonna call it a night,” you say tiredly. You don’t want her to worry or keep her from enjoying her night.
“ Okay…Are you sure? Because you seemed off after Bucky—”
“ Please for the love of everything don’t mention him.”
Jane drops the subject entirely, “ Okay, okay. I won’t,” she assures you and pauses for a moment before she adds, “ By the way, I’ll be staying with Thor tonight, so you have our tent all to yourself.”
“ Oh? Oh…behave yourself, Foster,” you warn her playfully. She rolls her eyes waving off your tease,“ No promises.” You laugh together—the exchange alleviating the heaviness in your shoulders.
After a light farewell, your best friend retreats to the bonfire. You find your eyes drifting from her figure to the back of Bucky’s head. He’s still sitting in the same spot, right next to where you had sat. He was drinking away at a beer as Sam continues his story. You look away, ignoring the way your heart feels a small pang as it wonders if it would have been so bad if you had stayed.
Only Bucky had this way of infuriating you, but enticing you at the same time. A magnetic push and pull that tugs at you whenever you’re near him.
You crouch down and unzip your humble abode for the night. Gazing up at the sky before heading in. The moon is bright and full amongst the dark hazy clouds.
“ It's not bad enough to have Friday the 13th, we've gotta have a full moon too?” you grumble before entering the tent. The knowledge of being in here alone all night sounds less appealing now. You wish Sam had told a different story to set the mood for tonight.
For the next couple of hours, you lose yourself in your sketchbook. Every corner of the tent became your makeshift desk as the soft scratches of graphite filled the air. A small LED lantern casting just enough glow to guide your intricate curves and shadows across the paper. At first, you were sketching a flower you had seen earlier in the day along a trail. You don’t recognize the species, but the cluster of pretty violet petals vividly lived in your head and you wanted it forever memorialized in your sketchbook.
At some point, however, the petals turn into doodles and then unrecognizable scribbles. The creative flow taking a life of its own. You soon find yourself drawing a pair of eyes on another page. Giving them a space of their own. These eyes you recognize deep down, but they still have the same unreadable expression from earlier. Almost as if you hoped to decipher it by putting it on paper.
Maybe then it would be easier to look at them without being affected—without feeling that pull.
There’s a loud thump that echoes close to your tent. You freeze at the sound. By this point, everyone had called it a night and retreated to their sleeping arrangements. It had been at least half an hour that you hadn’t heard a single sound except for the chirping of crickets amongst a chorus of other creepy crawlers.
When no sound followed the thump you decided to ignore it—acting like you hadn’t heard a thing. And yet, your fingers swiftly moved to turn off the lantern and close your sketchbook, neatly tucking it beneath your pillow.
Another noise rang out—the skidding of dirt. And this time it was closer to your tent. Not directly outside it, but almost. You don’t know why your heart dropped or why your fingertips went cold, but they did. You tell yourself it’s probably just someone going out to use the bathroom or some other related activity.
Your body betrayed your mind as it started to feel enclosed in the tent. Like a prey caught in a trap. Hopelessly awaiting the moment the predator decided to take them out.
You swallow the lump in your throat and with numb fingers, you grab your phone. The tent shrinking around you as your heart pounded in your chest. Going out to investigate the source of the noise wasn't the smartest idea. However, continuing to be a sitting duck in the tent was distressing you more—and that helpless feeling overpowered anything else.
You slowly unzip the tent, trying to make as minimal noise as possible. You slip on your moccasins, putting one foot in front of the other as you step out into the night. Your surroundings are cast in shadows as the moon seems to be hiding behind a gloomy cluster of clouds. You look around and notice no one else is awake. Only dormant tents with sleeping residents inside accompany you in the night.
You scan the area, training your ear to see if you can pick up any noise.
That’s when you hear it—a rustling in the bushes.
You peer into the woods, your eyes narrowing hoping to center on something, but you can’t see anything. There’s a slight fog that encases the lines of trees encircling the campsite obstructing your view.
You take a few steps forward, hugging your sweater closer to your body. The outside air catches you off guard with its falling degrees. The shadows at every corner of the woods become creatures of the night if you stare at them for too long.
Why were you doing this? Why had you decided this was a good idea?
You questioned yourself. An unpleasant shiver goes up your spine at the thought of you walking straight into a creature’s claws. Your footing stumbled, and yet you found yourself walking further in the direction of the sound, the faint glow of your phone illuminating your path. You decided against using the actual flashlight on your phone as it could easily alert whatever was hiding in the foliage of the woods.
You don’t go too far from the campsite. Your legs only take you a few feet away from the perimeter of it before tensing at the way the hoot of an owl cuts through the stillness of the night. Your breath caught in your throat, and you gripped your phone tighter. The edges of it digging into your skin.
“ What are we looking for?” A voice too close for comfort whispers behind you and it causes you to shriek, your phone tumbling to the ground as you jump away from the source. Your eyes zero in on the culprit—your blood boiling when your gaze meets his ceruleans.
James Buchanan fucking Barnes.
A deep chuckle erupts from Bucky at your reaction. Not only at the way you jumped, but also at the way you’re now seething. He stands there in a basic white tee and black joggers, his hair slightly unkempt from lying on it earlier in the night.
“ What the hell is wrong with you?” You hiss, bending down to pick up your phone from the ground. The anxiety from before dissipating into irritation.
“ Me? What’s up with you? Sneaking around in the woods at night. That’s kinda creepy, sweetheart,” he jabs with a smirk. You roll your eyes, exhaling to steady your breath,“ Stop calling me that. And I'm not sneaking around—I heard something.”
“ And you came to check it out?”
“ Yeah.”
“ You have no survival instincts, do you?”
“ And you do? You're out here too.”
Bucky crosses his arms, his eyes roaming over your figure. He’s thoroughly entertained by your attempt to catch whatever is out there in your cozy outfit. It’s not exactly monster-hunting material.
“ I let my buddy have the tent for the night. He’s got a girl in there. Thought I'd sleep under the stars like nature intended,” he explains with a nonchalant shrug. A wry smile appears on your face,“ Aren’t you a great friend,” you reply sarcastically. He’s about to give you a snippy retort when a branch breaks ahead of you, causing you both to snap your attention to it.
You both go silent—wondering if you’ll hear anything more. Bucky takes a few steps forward to stand in front of you. Positioning himself between you and the unknown noise.
“ Is that what you heard earlier?” He asks, his voice a hushed whisper. Your eyes drift up his form and the way his arm is slightly outstretched in your direction in a protective stance. He’s looking in the direction of where the sound came from, but then his head turns back to look at you.
It takes you a second to gather your words,“ Sort of. At first there was like a loud thud by my tent and then some rustling—and now this,” you describe the unfolding events thus far.
He frowns,“ Is your tent the one by Wanda’s?”At his question you nod,“ Yeah…why?” He tilts his head slightly as he tries to recollect something.
“ The two-person one with the purple edges?”
“ Yeah…”
His features soften, dawning on a sheepish expression. His protective stance faltering as he scratches the back of his neck,“ The noise was me then—sorry. I tripped over something while looking for a place to piss.”
“ Oh…” Is all you manage to say. Feeling utterly foolish for getting so worked up over nothing. What you had thought was something going bump in the night ended up being Bucky stumbling to relieve himself.
Another branch cracks in the murky fog. Reminding you that although the noises you heard outside your tent were explained, the ones here, not too far from you and Bucky—weren’t.
“ I’m gonna go check it out,” he takes a step forward, but you stop him. Your hand shoots out to grip the hem of his shirt,“ Don’t! Are you crazy? You’re going to get yourself killed or something!”
His eyebrows raise, not expecting you to have that reaction.“ Are you worried about me, sweetheart?” A smirk spreads across his face, a twinkle in his eye.“ As if—screw you,” you deny harsher than you intended, removing your hold from his shirt. This only provokes him more, his smirk turning into a cheeky grin,“ You wanna?”
“ You know what? I hope whatever is out there gets you.”
“ Oh, you’d miss me if it did. But don’t worry—if it gets me, I’ll make sure to let it know you’re the one worth chasing."
Bucky doesn’t give you a second to process what his words really mean. Instead, he takes out a small flashlight from the pocket of his joggers. He turns it on, shining the area ahead of him. A brazen expression is the last thing you see before he wanders into that direction of the woods as if there wasn’t potentially something dangerous up ahead.
You wanted to protest, but you didn’t. Rather, you end up standing there amongst the wilderness, watching as his form gets smaller and smaller until it disappears into the haze of the fog.
You feel uneasy as soon as you don’t see him. Your chest feels heavy with the unknown. You call out to him. Thinking maybe he’s doing this to prove something or to mess with you. When he doesn’t call back you find apprehension in the sinking pit of your stomach.
Behind you, the campsite is still in sight. The smart thing to do would be to go wake someone up—like Thor—to go after Bucky. However, your feet work faster than your mind does, pushing you to follow after him.
This time you use the flashlight on your phone to light your path. The luminescence cuts through the fog as you trudge through it. Leaves crunching beneath your feet, and hands outstretched lightly to use the passing trees as support to persist onward.
You walk for a good few minutes before you finally spot him. He’s standing by a tall pine tree, his right hand tracing over something etched into the bark.
“ James! Come back to the campsite!” You whisper yelled, approaching him. He hummed,“ So you are worried about me,” the smugness in his tone doesn’t go unnoticed by you. When he turns to face you his eyes tell you he was expecting you. Like he knew in the end your stubbornness and pride wouldn’t matter because you’d end up following after him after all.
You are worried about him. He needs no further proof than your actions.
There was a prickling of annoyance building up in your system. More than anything, you wanted to get out of the woods as soon as possible. The campsite feels like a haven awaiting your return.
“ Can you stop being so insufferably cocky for one second and just come back to the camp before I drag your ass back?” You say through gritted teeth. You wanted to have more bark to your bite, but the inkling dread of what could be out here stopped you from crossing that line.
He stepped closer to you, the glow of his flashlight reflecting in his eyes in tiny glimmers,“ Why? I thought you didn't care if ‘whatever is out there’ got me.”
“ I don’t—but I’d hate to be an accomplice to that thing.”
“ Admit it. You’re worried about me.”
By now Bucky was mere inches away from you. Having slowly sauntered right up to you. His eyes were daring you to speak the truth—his arrogant smile tempting you to do even more.
“ I came to get you back, but if you’re determined to stay here then stay,” you huff, spinning on your heels to storm off.
Bucky’s hand reaches out and encloses your wrist gently. Just enough to keep you from walking away. He sighs with defeated ire.
“ Sweetheart, why won't you admit—” he’s cut off by the swift movement of something dashing past the both of you. He immediately pulls you in closer, his arms encasing you protectively—his body a shield. One arm is wrapped around your waist while the other holds your head. Your own body leans into his as if bracing for impact.
From the corner of your eye, you can see the culprit of the racket. A deer dashing through the woods like it had somewhere to be. You held back a laugh at the revelation.
This is what had you so worried this whole time? A deer?
Even so, your heart races in your chest. And Bucky has you so tightly pressed into his that you can feel the way his own heart is thrumming rapidly. Both of your breaths work to steady from their instability as you realize there is nothing truly to be worried about.
You stay like this for what seems like an eternity. Finding comfort in each other’s arms. The fog dances around your figures as if pushing you closer. The tips of your fingers tingle from where they’re pressed at his chest.
When you finally register whose touch it is, you pull away. Bucky reluctantly lets you go. His arms awkwardly falling to his sides. You don’t know what to say. He doesn’t know where to start.
Why was his instinct to protect you? To keep you from harm’s way?
And why had you felt the safest all night in his arms?
You swallow the questions that desire to escape. There’s a part of you that feels like you should thank him, but then the other part feels stupid for wanting to do so. Knowing how much it would feed his ego to vindicate him as a hero.
“ Guess it was just a deer, huh?” Bucky tries to cut through whatever tension is starting to build.
“ Yeah…silly us…” you reply, half-heartedly. Your mind still reeling from his touch.
You both go quiet again. The silence welcomes you where words fail to.
Out of nowhere, you feel a tiny bead land on your head. Followed by one on your hand and then your cheek. It's beginning to drizzle. The rain cutting through the trees and promising to kiss every inch of your skin.
“ We should get going,” Bucky says, his palm cupped to catch a few droplets.
“ Yeah, that’s a good idea,” you agree, clearing your throat. In other circumstances, Bucky would rejoice and point out how, for once, you aren’t arguing with him. But not right now—not at this moment. Not when the memory of holding each other stirred something within you both.
No, now instead you walk back to the campsite in silence. You’re a few steps ahead as Bucky decides to tow along at a slower pace. Seemingly lost in thought.
When you’re back at the campsite your eyes dart to your tent. It’s within reach. A safety you can hideout in until the emotions Bucky arose in you fade away.
“ Can I chill in your tent for a while? Just until the rain stops,” Bucky surprises you with his request. Until you remember he gave up his tent to his friend for the night.
“ What? No,” your response is immediate. The thought of you and Bucky alone in your tent causes many scenarios to run through your head. You didn’t think you’d make it through the night with him in it. You were barely hanging on as it is.
“ I just saved your life.”
“ You did not.”
“ Did too.”
“ James, you absolutely did not–”
“ Please,” his soft plea tugs at the very part of you that wants to say yes. He’s not the kind of guy to beg, but he’ll do anything to not stand out in the cold rain. You being in an enclosed space with him was just a bonus.
An extremely tantalizing bonus.
“ Fine…but only until the rain stops,” you concede. You weren’t heartless enough to leave him out in the rain.
You zip open the tent and climb inside. You remove your moccasins and leave them by the entrance. The inside is spacious enough for the two of you, but you still find yourself going into the furthest right corner of it. You sit crossed-legged as you turn on the small LED lantern to illuminate the tent with its muted glow. He makes his way inside, his hair glistening from the rain. He leaves his muddied slides by your moccasins.
“ This tent is way nicer than the one Sam and I got,” he comments, running a hand through his hair to dispel the droplets. He’s trying to make light conversation, keeping his distance as he sits in the corner by the entrance diagonally from you.
“ Jane’s family is really into camping so she had this one laying around…” you mention. The oddity of small talk between you fills the space with a foreign dynamic. The rain goes from a sprinkle to a pour. Hitting the top of the fabric cacoon in harsh strokes.
He chooses to pivot the conversation.“ Do you have everything ready for fall semester?” He asks you, maneuvering to sit with his knees bent, his shirt hiking up the smallest bit to expose the skin at his hips. You avert your gaze when your heart does a little flip.
“ Almost. I still have one or two textbooks to get,” you reply, playing with a few loose threads of the blanket beneath you. Anything to not have your eyes wander back to him.
He scoffs lightly,“ You already got your textbooks? There’s no way. I always get ‘em after the first week.” Unlike you, he can’t seem to keep his pretty blues away from you. Your features heightened in the gentle sheen of the lantern. Intricate shadows scattered across your figure that made you look ethereal. The way his heart hammered in his chest romanticizing the sight of you.
“ That's because I’m responsible and you’re not.”
“ I am responsible. As captain of the baseball team—”
“ Spare me the team leader speech, please,” you groan, stopping him from continuing. There’s only so much you can take for one night. And hearing Bucky light up as he talks about the one thing he’s passionate about—the one thing that humanizes him to you beyond his usual cheeky self. It would do more to you than just make your heart do a little flip.
You’d end up saying or doing something you wouldn’t be able to take back.
“ Look, Y/n, I’m just trying to make conversation here. You don’t have to be so difficult all the time. Just talk to me,” Bucky brings you out of your thoughts not only by his exasperated tone, but by the way your name rolls off his tongue. He so rarely calls you by it. He’s called you sweetheart endlessly—and he’s even slipped a few sunshines in the mix—but your name was foreign to his vocabulary.
Bucky is usually good at dealing with your constant back and forth. Some days it's the only thing he looks forward to. However, right now it was irritating him how much you pushed back. He wanted you to give in. To what, he wasn’t sure. But he wondered what normalcy felt like with you—what just a damn friendly conversation felt like.
You sigh, meeting his eyes.“ I don’t want to talk. Sorry, I think I’m just tired. Maybe we should go to bed,” you suggest, hoping that if he says yes you can sleep away the bubbling of emotions in your chest.
You can see the way he contemplates something, biting the inside of his bottom lip. Now he’s the one holding back. A beat passes and you nervously wonder if he’ll turn down your suggestion.
“ Fine—it's late anyway. But only if I get to sleep next to you. I promise I’ll keep my distance. It’s just there’s water leaking through the zipper at the entrance,” he mentions, his hand motioning to the entry. Your eyes dart to where he’s pointing and sure enough there’s a small puddle of water pooling by it. Not knowing how long the rain would continue, you knew you had to deal with the issue.
You grab Jane’s camping gear that holds numerous amount of supplies in all of its various pockets. She always came extra prepared no matter the occasion. You take out a washcloth, scooting over to the entrance to soak up the forming puddle. You decide to leave it there neatly tucked underneath where the water was finding its way in.
“ Alright, but if you snore I'm kicking you out,” you warn, but it’s more playful than serious. Something to lighten the mood before you go to bed. A way to dissipate whatever tension’s built up so you'd be able to fall asleep.
It’s hard to cut through the tension and alleviate its symptoms when your shelter from the storm seems to shrink the more you chat with Bucky. And now sitting right next to him—shoulder to shoulder—it seems like a damn near impossible task.
" I’ll take my chances. But just so you know, I don’t go down without a fight,” he winks at you, your shoulders brushing. Your heart rate picks up and it takes everything within you to stare into his eyes and not focus on the way that simple contact sent a shiver down your spine.
His eyes drift to your lips causing your breath to hitch. The implications of where this could go are enough to pull you away from his spell.
“ Goodnight,” you choke out. Subtly rushing over to your sleeping bag and settling into it. You don’t see when he shakes his head, but you do hear how he chuckles lowly. He mumbles something under his breath, but you can’t pick it up.
He makes his way over to Jane’s sleeping bag, but lays on top of it instead of nestling into it. Choosing to cover himself only in the maroon fleece blanket that was draped over your body too.
“ Goodnight,” he finally says, his body turning to face away from you. You respond by turning off the lantern. The space is now engulfed by darkness. Only the faintest of light shines in from the outside, letting your eyes trace the outlines of objects.
You turn to your side. Your back facing his. You take a deep breath, concentrating on the sound of the rain to hopefully lull you into a slumber. But the air felt too thick and your body was burning up from the heat radiating under the blanket. There was a good foot or so separating your body and Bucky’s. And yet, you could feel the heat radiating off of him as if he was pressed up right against you.
It was too much. You swore you started sweating, so you shuffled under the covers and out of the sleeping bag. Every movement slow and deliberate as if to not snap the rope keeping the palpable tension in place.
When only the plush fleece covered your body, the heat radiated less. But the fluttering of the blanket caused Bucky’s cologne to waft your way. A pleasant scent of musky woodiness with a hint of something that was entirely him. You gripped the cover tightly and counted to ten in your head. You were going mad.
“ Would you stop hogging the blanket? ” Bucky muttered from beside you. There were a lot of things he wanted to tell you to stop doing. Because you and your constant fidgeting were driving him crazy. Every fiber of his being holding back from doing something to snap that rope.
You didn’t realize you had been pulling it your way until he mentioned it. Your grip on it loosened,“ Sorry. I wasn’t hogging it though,” you argued for no reason other than to fill the silence.
“ Yes, you were.”
“ No, I wasn’t.”
There was something about the proximity of your bodies that made the blanket seem smaller. Like there was no possible way it could equally cover both of your sleeping forms. Maybe this is what caused you to then tug at it, however, he holds it firmly to himself too.
Persistently you pull at the blanket again. He pulls back—a tug of war ensues between you. You can hear him huff in the darkness, but you're not letting up. Bucky couldn't care less about the blanket. He only cared about not letting you get the upper hand. His competitive streak showing.
While you solely really didn’t want to let him win.
You wrap the end of the blanket around yourself—almost like a cacoon. The delicate fleece encases you. Leaving the bare minimum amount for Bucky to cover himself with.
“ You have got to be one of the most stubborn people I have ever met in my goddamn life,” he practically growls as he yanks forcefully on the blanket. A tiny yelp escapes you as you get pulled along with it.
You underestimated the strength of the star pitcher.
You end up on top of him. The blanket now an extra cushy barrier between your bodies. In the dim light, your eyes lock, and you can faintly see the outline of a boyish grin on his face. You don’t move away. There’s like an invisible force that keeps you there. Your body pressed against his feeling his warmth tenfold. You can’t tell if either of you are breathing because all you're aware of now is how his heart beats in time with yours.
“ You’re insufferable you know that?” you swallow hard, your voice lacking its usual bite.
“ You sure about that, sweetheart?” he challenges, his voice barely above a whisper. His lips brushing against yours with feather-light contact.
When had your lips gotten so close?
You don’t know who leans in first. The one who finally breaks the standoff because your lips seem to meet at the same time. The kiss is sweet, but with a slight hesitance to it. As if neither of you are completely sure the other wants this. Or more like neither of you believes this is happening. However, when his hands grip the back of your thighs, sliding your legs from on top of him to his sides so you straddle him—you believe it. And when your hands find themselves threading in his hair—he believes it.
One kiss that tests the waters turns into one that slowly sinks into the feeling. Until the two of you fully submerge into the depths of whatever has been simmering between you for what seems like too long. Delicate kisses that get more heated—more intense as your lips continue to meet. Bucky beams at the fact that you’re no longer pushing, but pulling into him. His craving for you only increasing now that he’s had a taste.
His tongue swipes across your bottom lip, slow and gentle. Asking for permission to deepen the kiss. Bucky Barnes isn’t the type to be slow and gentle—but when it comes to you he finds himself wanting to relish every second he gets. Not knowing when he’ll get another moment like this with you again.
Your lips part enough for him to slip his tongue in to truly kiss you like he wanted to. As soon as you grant access he takes full opportunity to explore every corner of your mouth. His tongue molding with yours in fervor. Your fingers lightly tug at his hair while his hands roam your body memorizing every curve and dip. Wherever he gripped and caressed, his touch left heat in its wake.
A heat you had to contain before it consumed you both.
“ If you think you’re getting lucky tonight—think again. This is the most you’ll get,” You say breathlessly, pulling away to help your lungs remember what oxygen is.
He groans, breath panting, the outline of his pout evident in the dim light,“ Don’t do this to me, sweetheart. Can’t leave me like this.” His voice a desperate whine that allured you to keep going.
“ Too bad. You're dreaming if you think this is going any further.”
“ God, you don’t wanna know what I've dreamed about.”
“ Shut up,” you cut off his groan with another kiss. Fierce enough to silence him immediately. He hopes you shut him up like this more often.
Your lips meet again in a hasty lock. No hesitation now as your tongues meet quicker. You seem to be obsessed with his hair as you run your fingers through it again. He shivers at the touch. His hands slide under your sweater to trail along your soft skin. Keeping his hands along your back and waist. Teetering around the boundary you drew, so he didn’t get carried away. But it was hard when kissing you felt as good as throwing the perfect game—maybe even better.
He realizes the emotions you bring out of him are worth a lifetime waiting for.
He pulls away this time to catch his breath, his hands sliding up your body to cup your face,“ I’m in no rush, sweetheart. I’ve got all the time in the world to take it all the way—make you fall for me.”
You hum, leaning into his touch,“ You seem sure of yourself. ”
His voice is rough yet affectionate when he speaks,“ I’m sure of you, sweetheart. You’re worth every second, and I’m not stopping until you see it too.”
He gives you one final tender kiss. One that's full of promise for the future. You weren’t sure if it was his words or the meaning in the kiss that stole your breath away.
After a few seconds, you both pull away. Separating your bodies from each other to provide that much-needed space before lines were crossed.
“ Goodnight, Bucky,” you say, staring up at the ceiling, wondering how you would keep your hands and lips to yourself come tomorrow. Bucky’s heart skipped a beat when you called him by his nickname. Bringing a genuine smile to his face, loving the way it sounded coming from you.
“ Goodnight, Y/n.”
Even after saying goodnight, the two of you can’t fall asleep immediately. You try to, but there are small moments in the night where you drift back to each other. Where in the darkness your lips meet again and again—satiating the tension in parts. Where your hands find themselves under the covers and layers of clothing. Flaming the fans of desire just enough so it doesn’t completely burn out, but smoldering to be reignited at any moment’s chance.
You don’t realize when you fall asleep. Your eyelids growing heavy at some point tangled up in his body under the covers. Your face in the crook of his neck. His head resting on top of yours. Your bodies fit like puzzle pieces like they were meant to be connected in every way.
It’s not until that morning when you wake up and find yourself in his arms, snuggled into his side, that the events of last night sink in. You pull away the tiniest bit. Merely enough to be able to get a look at him. The brown strands of his hair tousled and clinging to his forehead. The slope of his nose, his dark lashes fanned delicately against his skin, and the tiniest parting of his lips. He looks peaceful—almost angelic as he slumbers.
You’re itching to sketch the image in front of you.
You can’t stop yourself from reaching out to touch the strands at his forehead. It’s enough to have his eyes flutter open, their color brighter in the daylight. He gives you a lazy smile the instant he realizes last night wasn’t a dream and you really were here, nestled in his arms.
No words were exchanged, but both of you were conscious of the line you had drawn last night. And yet, you both also knew that in time, that line would be crossed again and again. Until the line blurred into oblivion.
#girlie pop this was so good🥹💗#10/10 would read again🥹#author rec pookies👻🌸#top tier writer🙂↔️#top tier writing🤞🏾#one of my faves😍#pure talent 🤩#Mel belle💐
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