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Past Life ☯️ Karmic Spread February 2023 - Virgo
Gender I’m Picking Up On (in the past life): Male
Who You Were: The Emperor, 9 Cups, The Magician, Judgement
What You Did: 2 Wands, The Devil, 6 Swords rev, 3 Swords
How It Ended: 7 Pentacles rev, 4 Cups, The Chariot, 10 Cups
What Karma Was Brought With You: 10 Pentacles, Queen of Wands, The Empress
Who You Brought With You: Death, 8 Wands rev, The Tower, 8 Pentacles
Additional energy: Page of Swords rev, 10 Wands rev, 5 Wands rev
Past Life Oracle: Vows & Monk or Nun
Dreaming Way: Clover rev, Scythe, Ring
Charm:
Key 🔑 on The Emperor
TW: most of these are difficult. This is an intense one and a whole rabbit hole of history I intend to leap into, because I really know the bare minimum, and I hate that. The Emperor with the Key is Joseph Stalin, but at the time of your death, The Chariot is serving as a representation of the Seig Heil Nazi salute, so both of these dictators played a role in your living consciousness of the world as you knew it to be, but you specifically were under Stalin. It took some time to figure that out, these readings do not come easy always. Vows is serving as a representation of “following orders”, and Monks is serving as a representation of the people in this particular event being shown, more of which is described at the end of the reading. You were a Russian soldier put in charge of deportation, evacuating a group of people from a specific area, and may have been sent to several different regions in order to have these orders carried out. But I only see this one. The government’s wishes were your command, and though initially you felt a union with your country and fellow soldiers, you weren’t completely emotionless. Deportation, or evacuation, may not have been your only job, but it’s the one I see.
You knew you didn’t have a choice but to do as instructed, and you did, many times. The heavy emotions, violence, deaths, and heartbreaks you faced weighed heavily on your consciousness, and violated every thing you believed in your heart to be true. Especially on a spiritual level. I don’t get an age of death, or anything specific regarding that, just “young”, and that you gave up. You weren’t happy with Stalin’s direction, nor the Nazi regime, you were very conscious of where the world was heading and you thought it was despicable what was being done to families in front of your face, by your command. How it’s described is being face to face with those you were hurting is what actually killed you, but that may be more of a sentiment. You didn’t follow orders, I don’t know which ones, or who it was that killed you, Russia or those same people you wouldn’t hurt, you just simply gave up and decided it was time to put a stop to your involvement in this, because that’s all you could do, but it was willing, you knew. The feeling is like dropping your gun and just allowing it to happen, but I don’t know if that’s literal.
What you’ve brought with you is a moral dilemma involving betrayal and a karmic connection. There’s a solid foundation, probably a marriage in your world, you or not idk. There’s also a lover or mistress within that connection. The lover is who you’ve brought with you, and it causes this Empress/wife/partner very heavy grief. They may be your lover or someone else that sabotages your life, maybe your parents lives or a friend. I’m not sure who you are in this dynamic, but either way, I’m sorry 🙏 It’s also possible this is simply a mother, wife, or matriarch figure in the family that causes you a lot of stress, anxiety, and grief. Or you do this to them. Take that however it applies if you resonate.
Who you’ve also brought along is someone you don’t speak to anymore, you can’t, they changed the entire foundation on which you stand in regards to your job. Fired you? Sabotaged you? Something like that, or someone you worked with that didn’t tell you about shocking news. Something like that, they’re gone from your life now. May have even been a terrible work accident, and they’ve passed on now. You’ve also brought a personality…flaw, we’ll call it. You don’t address issues, you don’t speak your mind or say how you feel. You pretend everything is fine always and bottle up all of your emotions for the sake of keeping the peace or not having to deal with things, possibly being unaccountable on purpose. Everything is fine & you’re a pretender. You just can’t face conflict, which isn’t that rare in people, but it’s to the level of acting like it doesn’t even exist, which is not…healthy. Or human. Clover rev is unfortunate events either leading to the separation of a marriage, or your repeated bad luck ends when you commit to someone, probably a soul contract that you have to see through to the end. It’s Vows still, carried on with you, but played out differently. This is probably your most recent life.
With some research, which I always try and am often unsuccessful at finding anything related, but in your case & being so recent, I found what I was looking for:
https://www.sciencespo.fr/mass-violence-war-massacre-resistance/fr/document/soviet-massive-deportations-chronology.html
Specifically December 27th, 1943 - I got shivers all over my body, that’s what Spirit led me to find. Not actual monks, that was a directional lead for me more than a literal message. So it was this time frame, and you were present, one of the men in charge of “clearing” this group of people. You participated in more than this event, likely several, but this one was big for you, and this is the one Spirit knew how to get me to find, to understand properly and place you, and the text does mention that this one was “brutal”. I always fall into the hole of research after the readings, if/when I can, but at the moment I admittedly know very little of any of this.
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chika w pigtails are we seeing this
#. RAPUNZEL, RAPUNZEL LET DOWN YOUR HAIR !
featuring 𝘄𝗶𝗻𝗱𝗯𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗸𝗲𝗿 𝘅 𝗳𝗲𝗺!𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗿 ıllı. umemiya hajime, takiishi chika, togame jo, kiryu mitsuki, tsubakino tasuku
fluff. your boyfriend has such beautiful hair that you want to style it every second of the day.
im such a sucker for chika i love him so much, starting the takiishi chika fluff agenda i do not care he is a cutie patootie !
UMEMIYA HAJIME
You were sprawled on the couch, eyes fixed on Umemiya. It was one of those rare moments when his hair wasn't slicked back it was all naturally let down, white bangs lightly brushing against his pretty blue eyes. He was sitting in the armchair, engrossed in a book, the glasses perched on his nose making him look so divine.
You couldn't help but feel mesmerized by the sight before you, wishing for him to stay with his hair down more. Absentmindedly, you twirled a curl of your hair around your finger, your thoughts slipping past the filter of your mind. "You are so beautiful," you murmured, your voice came out as a whisper.
For a moment, you felt a little silly, knowing how you must look—how dumb you might sound—entranced by the man in front of you. But then he looked up from his book, a soft hum escaping his lips. He had heard you perfectly well and was fully aware of your gaze. With a slow, deliberate motion, he closed the book and directed his full attention towards you.
"Aren't you the fairest of them all, princess?" he teased, a playful smile dancing on his lips. Your face heated up instantly, a blush creeping up your cheeks at the nickname. He had this ability to switch personalities in an instant, and it always left you flustered.
Gathering your courage, you stood up and walked over to him, your fingers gently brushing away some of the bangs that fell over his eyes. "Can I brush your hair again?" you asked, your voice soft and hopeful, even though you already knew the answer.
A small, knowing smile played on his lips as he tilted his head slightly, granting you better access. "Of course," he replied, his voice ever so soft and gentle. "I trust you to make me look my best."
You couldn't help but smile back, your heart swelling with affection. As you reached for the hairbrush, you gently combed through his silken strands, "Your hair is so soft," you murmured, almost to yourself, but you saw the corners of his mouth twitch in response.
Once you were satisfied, his hair fell naturally into place, framing his face in a way that highlighted his best features, but nothing could beat the way he was best at kissing your lips when you least expected it — take it as your reward.
TAKIISHI CHIKA
Sitting on the couch, you gently comb your fingers through Takiishi's long, vibrant red-yellow hair. He's seated on the floor between your thighs, completely focused on his phone as he lets you do whatever you want. His hair is soft, almost silky, and it flows smoothly between your fingers — you are jealous of him
"Baby, you have such beautiful and soft hair," you murmur softly, starting to section it off. Chika hums in response, a sound that makes sure everything is okay as a small smile tugs at the corners of your lips as you part his hair, creating two distinct styles. One side has a sleek tail, while the other has pigtails, hairpins, and rubber bands.
"My beautiful, pretty princess," you tease, leaning down to kiss his temple. If anyone else dared to call him that, they'd likely find themselves regretting it instantly. But for you, Takiishi Chika lets his guard down. He tilts his head to the side so you can work better, as he is still focused on his phone.
The door swings open, and Endo strolls in. He takes one look at Takiishi's mismatched hairstyle and bursts into laughing "What in the world happened to you, Takiishi?" he manages to say, catching his breath.
Chika's eyes snap up, and in a flash, he's on his feet, fist connecting with Endo's face before the other can react as he groans and clutches his nose, you quickly snap a photo of your angry yet adorably flustered boyfriend. "Delete it or you're next," the princess warns, sitting back down between your thighs, his shoulders tense.
You chuckle, knowing full well that you won't delete it. "Yes, sir," you reply, setting the photo as your lock screen instead.
Takiishi resumes his previous position, and you resume styling his hair, sparing a glance at Endo but you know he will be fine. "Do you want me to add bows? I have different colors."
He glances back at you with that nonchalant expression. "Know your limits." Smiling, you place another kiss on his temple, continuing to enjoy your little hairstyling session with your beautiful, fierce, and surprisingly compliant boyfriend.
TOGAME JO
You never imagined you’d find yourself here, wide awake in the middle of the night, a razor in your hand, and Togame sitting on the ground before you. His black hair, styled in a mullet with the longer ends usually tied in a braid — you were the one who meticulously braided it every day, loving the way your fingers moved through his hair, the way it felt when you hugged him, the way it helped you fall asleep as you gently played with it. But now, your heart ached at the thought of cutting it all off.
He wanted to cut his hair short, a decision he made after his fight with Sakura and reconciling with his past actions at Shishitoren. He wanted to let go of the past and start anew. You knew his reasons, respected them even, but it didn’t make it any easier.
“Jo, I can’t do it,” you said, your voice breaking as tears threatened to spill. Both of you were standing in front of the mirror, and you saw the softness in his eyes as he looked at your expression.
“Angel, it’s hair, not my hand that you have to cut,” he said gently, trying to reassure you. But for you, it wasn’t just hair.
“But... But how will I do hairstyles on you now? How will I fall asleep at night?” The tears you had been holding back began to roll down your cheeks, a waterfall of emotion you couldn’t contain. Togame chuckled softly, his voice filled with warmth and understanding. He stood up, removed the razor from your hand, and enveloped you in a comforting hug.
“I want to cut it. I don’t want to dwell on the past. I know you love it, but I promise you that even if you cut my hair, my love for you won’t stop growing, okay?”
How was he so good with words? You didn’t know, but perhaps that was why you were with him. He had a way of making everything seem alright.
“Can I style it for you one more time?” you asked between sobs.
“Of course you can, angel,” he replied, his voice tender. You took your time, savoring every moment as you braided his hair one last time. Each twist and turn of his hair through your fingers felt bittersweet. When you finally gained the courage, you cut his hair, the sound of the razor mingling with your quiet sniffles. And there he stood, beautiful and handsome, even with short hair.
“See, it wasn’t that bad, right?” Togame said with a gentle smile, his eyes full of love. You nodded, wiping away your tears, realizing that no matter how he looked, he would always be the man you loved. But how can he look that good with short hair, how does he pull off everything that he tries?
KIRYU MITSUKI
Kiryu sat patiently on the couch, his beautiful pink hair cascading down his shoulders like cotton candy. You couldn't help but feel thrilled at how soft and silky it felt between your fingers, perfect for trying out various hairstyles. So what were you waiting for? Instantly grabbing some hairpins and a brush, you started to comb his hair with excitement bubbling inside you.
Kiryu remained calm and composed, his expression never wavering even as you inserted the fiftieth hairpin — yes, he counted them, into his meticulously styled locks. You couldn't help but smile at his patience, thinking he looked like a princess, the cutest and the fairest of them all.
"Open your eyes, baby!" you said, your voice brimming with excitement.
Kiryu slowly opened his eyes, gazing into the mirror you held up to him. His eyes widened slightly as he took in his reflection, a small smile tugging at the corners of his lips. He looked utterly adorable, and you couldn't help but feel a surge of pride at your handiwork.
"Well," he said softly, "how do I look?"
"You look perfect. Absolutely perfect," you replied, grinning from ear to ear, as you gently cupped his face in your hands, always looking at him with those loving eyes, as he put his hands on top of yours. "You did a perfect job playing Fairy Godmother, too. I hope I won't change at midnight."
His smile grew, eyes crinkling at the edges as he leaned into your touch. "If you do, I'll just have to find you again and make sure you stay this way," you teased, knowing full well you won't let him take out the pins anytime soon. Cinderella's magic moment must have ended at midnight, but yours will stay forever.
TSUBAKINO TASUKU platonic + using he/him pronounce for my dearest wife @17020
The moment had finally arrived for your best friend with his signature long, straight black hair adorned with pinkish-red edges, were about to dye his hair at home without classified professionals. You stared at the hair dye kit like it was a ticking time bomb. "Are you sure about this, Tsubaki?" you asked, your voice trembling slightly. The idea of turning his entire head red by accident was a very real fear.
"Don’t worry, Y/N-chan! I’m sure it will be fine. I trust you!" Tsubakino chirped, his cheerfulness radiating like sunshine on a cloudy day, always so highly optimistic.
"And that's the problem," you muttered under your breath, glancing at him. He beamed back at you, completely unfazed by your evident nerves. You both sat down in your bathroom-turned-hair-salon, the scent of hair dye filling the air. Tsubakino handed you the brush and dye bottle, his smile never wavering. "Let's do this, Y/N-chan!"
You took a deep breath, steadying your shaking hands. "Okay, here goes nothing." Carefully, you began applying the dye to the edges of his hair. Tsubakino kept his eyes closed, humming a little tune, completely relaxed. Meanwhile, you were concentrating like a surgeon performing a delicate operation. At one point, you accidentally got a little dye on your own hand and panicked, almost dropping the brush.
Tsubakino laughed. "Hey, Y/N-chan, don't want you to turn into Pink Panther!"
"Ha-ha, very funny," you replied, rolling your eyes but unable to stop a smile from creeping onto your face. After what felt like an eternity, you stepped back to admire your work in the freshly opened hair salon. Tsubakino opened his eyes and looked in the mirror. His hair now had vibrant pinkish-red edges, and no part of his head was accidentally dyed.
He turned to you, his eyes sparkling with happiness. "See, I told you it would be fine! You did an amazing job, Y/N!"
You let out a sigh of relief, a wide grin spreading across your face. "Thanks, Tsubaki. But next time, maybe we should leave it to a professional?"
Tsubakino laughed, wrapping you in a tight hug. "No, it's way more fun this way. Besides, what could possibly go wrong?" Just then, you caught a glimpse of yourself in the mirror. Your eyes widened in horror as you saw a bright red streak in your own hair, right at the front.
"Um, Tsubaki," you said, trying to keep your voice calm, "I think we found out what could go wrong." He looked at you, puzzled, before his eyes followed your gaze to the mirror. He burst out laughing, clutching his sides. "Y/N-chan, you look like a punk rock star!"
You couldn’t help but join in the laughter. "Great. Just what I always wanted," you said sarcastically, but on the bright side you will match with your best friend.
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#・౨ৎ ─ 𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒔 𓏲˚˖ ᵎᵎ#his part had me smiling like an idiot wth#okay kiki you win i am now seeing the chika hype#‘know your limits’ okay kiki i am coming for your man 🙏‼️#also everybody please let’s hold hands and read kiryus part together :#kiryu. hairpins. multiple hairpins.#i just want to ensure you all have that image in your head thank you 🗣️‼️#he’s so beautiful#also jo 😕#my fave sneaky link#i’m starting to feel him in very unfaithful disloyal ways💔#‘even if you cut my hair my love for you won’t stop growing’#bro just impregnate me already tf 🤦♀️#sigh#wind breaker#wind breaker x reader#wind breaker headcannons
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Oh god , this is making me cackle and sad 💖
Cause this means Silver is the calm older child and Malleus is the younger brother who is so spoiled that he is throwing tantrum to save his family! Like he needs someone to slap his senses!!!!
Hello Sayo and Anonie 💚🌺🌸
I talked a bit about the sibling dynamics between Malleus and Silver in this post and I talked about Lilia’s parenting of them in this post (both of these posts were released before chapter 5 and 6 update in twst jp book 7)
So now’s a good time as any to update those posts a bit, though points from there still apply here.
Even if we count Silver sleeping thus making him over 400+, I don’t think their dynamics just equates to one is older than the other thus their actions equate to the “older/younger” sibling dynamic because of age.
I think it’s more based on behavior than anything. Honestly for me, while Malleus’ actions might seem spoiled and seems he’s throwing a tantrum to save his family while Silver might seem the calm one trying to stop him. It’s a matter of perspective 🤔
Malleus who was raised to be king and to be perfect, who couldn’t make mistakes, who saw Lilia change from his young years to now, who taught Sebek and Silver, and who as time went on, closed himself off still gives me the older of the two sibling dynamic. Especially when you consider that Malleus OB can be considered when the “older child” finally breaks after being under pressure for years.
Silver also still gives me the younger sibling vibes. He was raised by Lilia, Malleus, and the Zigvolts. He had expectations that he placed on himself because of this as well. Because of who his father is and who Malleus is. He also is more observant when it comes to Malleus as siblings are.
Both of them are aware of each other, comfort the other, and confide to each other, etc. as siblings do.
They want to help the one they care about. Malleus did OB after all because of how much he cares for Silver. Silver is rebelling against Malleus because this isn’t what Lilia would have wanted plus the fact that it’s literally going to kill Malleus.
Silver, I wouldn’t say is the calm one either, he’s able to hide his emotions (gee I wonder where he learned that from 🤦♀️), he also placed these burdens on himself that no one forced on him but because of his own perception.
While I believe that the older and younger sibling dynamic still falls on Malleus and Silver respectively.
I won’t say their dynamic is black and white in that way, in fact, I won’t say any sibling dynamics is black and white but more of a gray scale.
I say this as someone who is a younger sibling who has the responsibilities the “older siblings” usually does.
They both care for the other. Both show their protectiveness towards the other and their family in their own ways. They both have their own perception of their role in the family. They both have their views on certain topics and what they believe they are doing is right or wrong. And currently, those views are clashing. (To say it very simply).
Honestly, it just comes down to siblings being well siblings. They might not say it out loud that they are brothers, but their actions speak more than words will ever do.
They love each other and sometimes siblings clash and need their opinions heard and a few good punches need to be given 🤣
But everything will be alright in the end, because they love each other.
Now, let’s talk about Lilia’s parenting. Lilia’s parenting is…well, he tries his best and honestly, for his boys, that’s enough. (To a certain point)
There’s, of course, traits of the whole “raised the first one perfectly and the second one with more freedom as mentioned in the linked posts.
But Lilia raised them both the best he could with what he knew and his his abilities and what he didn’t? He learned, but that doesn’t mean he changed entirely.
With Malleus, Lilia was young and he raised and taught him what he could with his limitations. He learned to love because of Malleus. His world view changed because of Malleus. He accepted his ability to love and have love be returned because of him.
He also has to help Malleus and teach him how to act like a prince and future king when Malleus got older and more powerful. He was one of the few that Malleus would listen to after all.
But Lilia also learned from Malleus, how to savor food, the joy of spending time with others, and the joy of seeing someone smile. He helped Malleus get dressed. He taught Malleus about humans.
He loved and raised him as much as he was able.
With Silver, Lilia had more freedom, but remember that humans are different from fae. So Lilia had to learn that as well. He read books and what food would be good for humans. He had to learn about the difference in development of a human as well.
But that’s not to say, he did that all perfectly. He has help. Malleus who would make sure Silver was fed adequately and taught him magic and how to dance.
Be it fae or human, Lilia did learn, even though he was more “lenient” in raising Silver.
But what never changed was his ideals, he made sure that Malleus, Silver, and Sebek would be able to defends themselves. They would be able to survive without him. They can fend for themselves. He did what he knew best and what worked for him he did it for them. Because if he could survive and prosper these way, then so could they.
Lilia ‘seem’ to have a nonchalant attitude when it came to raising Silver versus Malleus. But the situations were different for both.
But is it really him being aloof? Or was it for him learning and caring the best way he could? And adapting? After all, like with the bat from the dorm card, Lilia wants his boys to be able to survive and thrive independently and this was his way of doing it.
But yeah 🤣 I still do agree that Lilia did take a more…carefree attitude with baby Silver before being lectured.
Thank you for sending this in Sayo and Anonie 💞💚
I always love talking about them and hearing what others think ☺️🥰
#answered#🌺Sayo🌺#Anonie ask#lilia vanrouge#malleus draconia#twst silver#diasomnia#twst analysis#twst character analysis#twisted wonderland
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Why am I not surprised...
Not telling the actors is a stupid idea, but not even the head writers? Let's not forget Marvel didn't even use showrunners for a lot of their shows, so the most important people in those series are completely clueless about what's going on in a universe sold to the audience as a connected universe! That's how Feige sells the whole thing to us, he claims over and over again that movies and series are linked to one another... and yet he won't even tell the big guys at the series what's happening in the MCU?! 🤦♀️
It reminds me of what Spellman said months ago:
Spellman: “I’ve got to tell you the truth, my friend. Marvel won’t tell me what happened to Steve, so we were able to write whatever we wanted because we don’t know. We’re wondering if Steve’s on the moon too, you know what I’m saying? That’s as good a guess as anything because they won’t tell me.”
Oh, and please let's not forget that Waldron and Raimi did NOT watch WandaVision:
Sam Raimi: "I never even saw all of WandaVision; I’ve just seen key moments of some episodes that I was told directly impact our storyline."
Elizabeth Olsen: "I proposed that to the writers who wrote ‘Multiverse of Madness’. I said, ‘Do you know what we’re doing in ‘WandaVision’? Have you seen it?’ And no, they had not seen it"
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So, hey. 👀 I have a prompt. 👀 Actually, I have two, and I hope it's okay I'll send them in one 🥰
"“i’ll kiss you right now to prove i don’t feel anything for you” but the kiss proves the exact opposite"" for Stisaac
"i’m watching you date all these other people and i don't know what it is i'm feeling but it's definitely not jealousy" for Steo (preferably with jealous Theo because I love jealous Theo 😍 But you don't have to. I'm gonna love it either way. 🥰 )
Gods, I don't even want to think about how old this ask is 🤦♀️ but I finally got the second one done!! Thank you, babes 💚💚
Pairing: Steo
Characters: Stiles Stilinski, Theo Raeken Mason Hewitt, Tracy Stewart, Corey Bryant, unnamed OG male character,
Warnings: drinking, rejection, mentions of past Sterek, Stiles thinks he can drink and fuck the breakup pain away, irritated Theo, jealous Theo
Words: 3033
Prompt: jealousy prompt in ask, thanks again, Laura 💚
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Do you know what it feels like to have happiness? True happiness. Only to have it yanked away from you with no hope of stopping it?
Stiles does.
Twice in his life, aside from his mother’s death, has it happened. Once in the form of his childhood best friend and schoolyard crush Theo moving away shortly after a death in both of their families. Right when they probably needed each other the most. The second, and arguably the worst, was Derek Hale breaking up with him and also leaving town…and the country.
At least Theo kept in touch, Derek cut him off cold turkey.
It hurt like a mother fucker.
Even now with a healthy pack and a good life, six months later, Stiles still doesn’t feel quite whole. Like the wound is still fresh without an ounce of scar tissue in sight.
��Are you coming tonight?” Tracy asks, flopping on the couch next to him and setting her feet in his lap. “Or are you finally staying home?”
He doesn’t miss the suggestion in the kanima’s tone. That Stiles should stay home tonight. But the fox won’t. A fact they’re both more than aware of.
Stiles will go to the club like every other time. Searching for someone with a hero complex insisting they can help him forget his ex. They mostly do. For the duration they’re in the fox’s bed at least. The moment the post-coital haze clears, Stiles is missing Derek all over again. Feeling guilty for what he’s done for the hundredth time.
Because that’s the thing about rebounding with a bunch of strangers that no one tells you about. You’re still the same broken shell of a person afterwards. Nothing changes just because you had an orgasm. You’re still hurt.
“Of course he’s going,” Theo huffs, all but stomping off the last step.
And he’s right. Even though Stiles knows it won’t make him feel better, he can’t stop.
“When are we leaving?” The fox asks, making Theo scoff. “What’s your problem?” He asks, rolling his eyes towards his Alpha.
“Nothing at all,” Theo mumbles in annoyance from the kitchen. “I’m staying home tonight, let me know when you guys are heading back,” the Alpha stalks back upstairs without another word.
Right. Okay, Stiles should probably back up a bit. He mentioned having a healthy pack now. With Derek gone, it’s obviously not the Hales. But Scott isn’t his Alpha either. When Theo came back to Beacon Hills at the beginning of their senior year, he and Stiles reconnected as if he’d never left. He was an Alpha and quickly built a pack of stray supernatural creatures both Scott and Stiles didn’t even know existed.
Well, they knew about kanimas. But not raijus or that were-jaguars were a thing. Or that there were creatures that could turn invisible! Nor that kids they went to school with were supernatural and right under their noses. Granted, Stiles was a human at the time and literally never would’ve known.
What bothered Scott the most is hard to say. Unclear to which straw finally broke the camel’s back. It’s always possible that it was just a culmination of everything that got to the True Alpha. In part, it definitely had to do with the fact that Theo wouldn’t relinquish his title as Alpha because Scott asked him to. And he shouldn’t have either, in Stiles’ opinion. The coyote got his power fair and square by his Alpha passing it on.
Then it boiled down to how close he and Theo became.
They were best friends before Stiles even met Scott. Even over the years when they stayed in touch, there never felt like distance between them. There’s nothing that Theo doesn’t know about. No secrets.
At first it started with Stiles already having plans with the coyote. But eventually it progressed to Stiles forgetting about pack nights because he was with Theo. And then the Alpha asked if he’d think about joining his pack since he sees Scott so little and seems happier with Theo.
Saying yes had never been so easy.
He even accepted the bite.
Because Theo was absolutely right. After Allison, there was always an uncomfortable air around Scott and Stiles. On the surface, the fox was happier.
Not happy. But happier.
So off to Sinema he goes. Pack in tow save for their Alpha.
“What are the chances I can get you to be my wingman tonight?” Josh asks, looping an arm around the fox’s shoulder. “I need some of that luck you always seem to possess.”
Any other night, Stiles probably would’ve said yes. But for some reason Derek is at the forefront of his mind tonight. And there’s something clearly pissing Theo off. So for the sake of not thinking about either Alpha, the fox knocks back his fourth- fifth?- wolfsbane infused drink courtesy of Hayden.
Throwing a wink at the raiju, Stiles says, “watch and learn young padawan.” He can’t focus on fully helping Josh right now. But if he pays attention, it could work out for him.
It did with Corey and Mason.
Grated, Mason was so far gone on Corey, he didn’t really need to do much to get the human.
Feeling that last cocktail settle in his blood, Stiles makes his way towards the dancefloor. It wasn’t until after Derek that the fox realized just how much he likes dancing. Or the fact that once he loosens up, Stiles is actually pretty good at it too. Moving through the sea of gyrating bodies, he finds himself a nice little space off the center.
That’s his trick. He’s close enough to the outside that someone sitting down can see him. But he’s also enough in the crowd that people on the dancefloor have eyes on him too. The more visible you are, the more chance you have of taking someone home.
It takes no time at all for someone’s hands to find his waist. Stiles doesn’t even bother to push people away anymore. Company is his goal after all. So when the person pulls him close, grinding the fox against him, Stiles lifts his hands up, curling his fingers into their short strands.
When the song changes, the body behind him makes no effort to move. So Stiles takes the initiative to turn around, see who’s interested. He’s surprised to find someone who looks like they could be Derek’s body double. It’s almost scary. But it deals the deal for the fox. Determination setting in to take this guy home. Maybe one last hook up, this time with Derek Lite, will be just what Stiles needs.
“Hey, handsome,” the fox lightly slurs over the music, “what are the chances I can get you to go home with me?”
Blunt and to the point.
Works every time.
The hands fall from his waist, the stranger’s face softening. “I’m sorry,” he leans in, not knowing that Stiles can hear him perfectly. “I was just looking for someone to dance with and you’re really good. You’re not my type, sorry.”
“Right. ‘Course, have a good night,” Stiles says, biting his remark away. The ‘you rub your boner on me but I’m not your type, huh?’ stings the back of his throat. The fox leaves the dance floor, making a beeline for the exit.
That always works.
It didn’t work on Derek either.
Okay, that’s just fucking rude. The voice in his head has no right to say shit like that. Derek wasn’t some guy in a club. He was a good Alpha and brother who left town to protect his sister.
That doesn’t help it sting any less that an essential carbon copy of the Alpha rejected him.
The fresh air hits his face and all of the alcohol Stiles consumed makes itself known He’s not going to throw up, but he feels how much he had to drink. The fox doesn’t stop moving until he gets to the alley on the side of the club. Crouching down, Stiles puts his head in his hands.
He should be over this by now. Why the fuck does it still hurt so much? The fox’s eyes sting with tears. Drunk or not, he’s not going to fucking cry.
He won’t.
A hand rests on the fox’s shoulder, Josh’s scent filling his nostrils. It’s a comfort like no other. Stiles doesn’t know what he’d do without the raiju.
“Do you wanna talk about it?”
“He broke me,” Stiles snaps, looking up at his best friend with blurry eyes. “I’m broken, Josh,” the fox sobs, tears spilling down his cheeks. He said he wasn’t going to cry, dammit. But here he is, one simple question from the raiju- one he could’ve said no to- and Stiles’ drunken brain releases the floodgates.
He feels pathetic.
“But you’re not,” Josh speaks softly.
“Yes, I am!” Stiles sniffles, angrily wiping his face dry. “I’m not his type,” the fox scoffs, “Derek left me.”
“Okay, well fuck both of them. They’re idiots if they can’t see how great you are.” Josh looks at him earnestly, “but I also don’t think sleeping with a bunch of nameless faces is going to make you feel better. Kinda seems like it’s been doing the opposite.”
“Excuse me?”
“Look,” the raiju sighs, “I’m not trying to piss you off or control you. I’m just trying to help you. It’s kind of my job.”
Josh is right. Stiles knows that. But how else is he supposed to get by? Who else is going to want someone as damaged as him?
“How about instead of hooking up with everyone you can,” Tracy rounds the corner of the building, “you take a look at what’s right in front of you.”
Stiles, rather drunk and confused, looks at his best friend who is indeed in front of him.
“You mean Josh?” Don’t get him wrong, his best friend is rather easy on the eyes. But that’d be like dating his brother. No, thank you.
The raiju laughs.
“Oh my god,” Tracy groans, scrubbing her face in aggravation. “You are not that dumb or blind,” the kanima scoffs. Stiles gives her a blank stare and shrugs. “For the love of- Theo! He’s in love with you, you idiot!”
Stiles’ heart stops.
“Bullshit,” he snorts. “Theo doesn’t even look at me like that.” If he did, Stiles would’ve tried something with his childhood crush a long time ago. Theo’s hot and nice and actually cares about him. He gently hits Josh’s arm, “tell her to stop fucking with me.”
Josh pulls a face, lifting a shoulder, “she’s not.”
Stiles’ heart stops again.
Then he laughs. A full on giggle fit that doesn’t stop even when they get him in the car. Laughs as he explains his behavior to Mason and Corey. But when they pull into the driveway and they give him the same look Josh had, Stiles sobers up real quick.
They’re home.
And Theo’s inside.
Theo.
Who doesn’t like, but loves him.
What’s breathing? Stiles has forgotten how to do it, but he’s pretty sure it’s something that’s supposed to be automatic, not a conscious choice of inhaling and exhaling.
“Uh, hey guys,” Mason’s voice echoes beside him in the back seat, poking his shoulder.
“What?” Josh asks, putting the car in park.
Tracy actually turns around, “oh shit.”
“What?” The raiju repeats, looking behind him, “shit. Stiles?”
The fox is frozen, staring at the house. Full of alcohol and nervous energy. “He’s going to think I’m a whore,” Stiles mutters, his brain running a stomach churning montage of all of the people he’s slept with.
All the while Theo knew about and said nothing in the way of disapproval. Unless you count his attitude.
Gods, Stiles feels like such an idiot.
The kanima cackles. Actually cackles, “oh, honey. If anything Theo is just jealous and upset you’ve never let him grace your bed.”
“Why do you think he was so upset tonight?” Mason asks, rubbing the back of the fox’s neck. Even as a human he understands how to calm them down.
That would explain the Alpha’s attitude, sure. But still, “Why did he never say anything?”
Everyone in the car gives him a shrug.
“Guess you’ll have to ask him yourself,” Corey says, leaning over Mason and Stiles to open the car door.
“What?” The fox looks back and forth and before he knows it, the couple shoves him out of the car. If not for his supernatural reflexes, Stiles would’ve eaten the concrete.
“We’ll see you in the morning,” Josh yells through Tracy’s open window.
What?
The car door slams closed, tires squealing in its haste to get out of the driveway before the fox can react.
“Dicks,” Stiles mumbles, turning and facing the house.
His body really wants to go into flight mode. Guess it’s time to put his big boy pants on. His heart picks up, fingers shaking trying to use the key to unlock the front door, one thought nagging him.
Has he been hurting Theo this whole time?
“Dammit,” he squeezes his eyes closed, pushing open the door. The only sound inside the house is his Alpha’s heartbeat. Too quick to be sleeping. A page turns. “Theo,” Stiles calls out, closing and relocking the front door.
Please don’t ignore him.
Please.
There’s a pause followed by a sigh, “In my room.”
His heart is thundering in his chest. Yes, the revelation from the pack sobered him up, but the fox isn’t sober. There’s still a buzz in his head and a slight wobble to his legs. Stiles very carefully walks up the stairs to the Alpha’s room. The one right next to his. At least their walls are soundproof, so unless a door is open, you can’t hear shit.
Meaning Theo never had to hear Stiles with the people he brought home.
The smallest of consolations because Theo still knew they were there.
When Stiles makes it to the Alpha’s room, Theo is propped against his headboard reading Catching Fire. No shirt on and gray joggers. He is a sight to see. Why the hell did Stiles never even flirt with the guy? He’s more than aware of how hot Theo is. Maybe the fox just didn’t want to ruin their friendship. Or step over any pack bounds.
Excuses, honestly.
“Hey,” Stiles says a breath above a whisper. His tipsy brain says the best course of action is why not try for some flirtatious humor to break the tension? “You waitin’ up for me, handsome?” The fox leans against the doorframe with a grin.
“No one warming your bed tonight?” Theo asks in a sour tone. Not even bothering to look up from his book, simply turning the page.
Alcohol takes control of Stiles’ tongue, “I was hoping you would.”
It’s unmistakable. The rush of arousal coming off the coyote. His fingers twitch against his book. “So they told you.” But Theo still doesn’t look up.
“They might have informed me that I’m a moron,” Stiles says, stepping over the threshold. “That I had someone much better right here the whole time.”
That gets Theo’s attention. He looks up from his book, eyes flickering red for the smallest of seconds.
He’s getting to Theo.
“I don’t want your pity,” the Alpha closes his book. “You’re only here because it’s convenient. A fall back because no one came home with you.” Theo’s voice is full of something Stiles can’t quite place. Anger? Sadness? His words hurt just the way that Theo must hurt when he says, “You don’t actually want me.”
The fox snorts, filter nonexistent, “Are you jealous that people come home with me?”
Theo tosses his book on the nightstand, getting up from his bed. The fox is ready to drool. All he needs is to get his hands on the coyote. But Theo stays just a step away, “I’m watching you fuck all of these other people and I don’t know what it is I’m feeling,” Theo’s heart skips. “But it’s not jealousy.”
“Liar,” Stiles says confidently. Never once feeling so bold and so fucking nervous at the same time.
The Alpha scoffs, giving him a tongue in cheek smile. When their eyes meet, Theo crosses his arms to his chest, stepping closer, “I’m not lying, sweetheart.”
Sweetheart.
Stiles’ mouth dries out. Throat clicking when he swallows. Does the Alpha realize how he looks and sounds? He is growing determined to get Theo to crack. He’s putting on a face so that Stiles won’t know he’s getting to him.
As if he can’t smell it.
Unless Theo’s trying to be done.
The fox gets an idea. He nearly purrs at the thought. If Theo wants to drop it, he’ll let him. But if he doesn’t…
“Okay,” Stiles quips, “if that’s what you really want. For the record, it’s not pity, I’d never have stepped foot in the club in the first place had I known you had feelings for me too. But I guess I’ll just leave you be then” He turns to leave, ready to walk away if that’s really what the coyote wants.
No matter how much it might hurt.
Theo’s hand curls around his wrist. “Don’t you dare walk away from me,” the Alpha growls, words charged and breath thick. “I can’t-” Theo takes a controlled breath, sounding small and vulnerable, “I can’t watch you walk away again.”
“Then don’t,” Stiles whispers, unable to properly breathe either. “I’m yours…if you want that,” that fox turns around meeting rubies.
“Not just for the night, sweetheart,” Theo sounds like he’s begging, yanking the fox close. His arm wraps around the small of Stiles’ back, keeping him there.
Stiles gulps, imagining this very situation since he was a kid, “However long you want me.”
“Don’t make a promise you can’t keep,” Theo tells him, eyes still glowing red, fingers twitching against his back.
“Try me,” Stiles retorts, kissing Theo’s response away.
The Alpha doesn’t pull back other than to drag Stiles to his bed.
Needless to say, Stiles doesn’t return to Sinema again unless it’s with Theo on his arm. Nor does he sleep in his own room anymore. Theo’s room became theirs.
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Hey girl I was wanting some input on this situation💕
So I was pretty drunk one night at a concert after party and met this guy who ended up taking care of me the rest of the night, getting me water being with me and then he got us a hotel to go to after and we had sex. The morning after he told me to let him know when I would like to hangout again and then we didn’t talk for like 2 weeks. I texted him again when I was out with a friend drinking asking him to come out but he said he couldn’t but another time. We continued to talk, I found out that he’s in the navy, lives an hour and half away from me..I told him I wanted a relationship which he said he wanted too but asked me for a contact picture of me and I sent him a selfie and he goes “full body” which I thought was interesting...anyway our conversations haven’t been consistent and every-time we don’t talk for a bit or I react to the text he last sends he’ll text me again saying “alright or ok”. The last time we hung out he invited me out to a bar where he was with his friends and coworkers for a going away thing for his friend. I was introduced to them and then we went to a different table just to talk the two of us, talked about how I really didn’t remember the night we hook up, and all and I was there for only an hour telling him he should spend time with his friend that was leaving the navy and the rest of his friends...he walked me out and he said he wanted to see me again. We had planned to get dinner this last week but after he asked he didn’t reach out to me for a week and the morning after we were supposed to go he goes “this ain’t working out” and I was like “yeah because you don’t text me” and he goes “oh and replies to his last message he technically sent but I loved it and then I was like “🤦♀️ okay but I mean after that you didn’t text me, and then I was like “I didn’t blow you off...if you made the plans I thought you’d text me” and he reads it and doesn’t respond. Is this my fault? I just don’t understand....he was also expressing to me that if we were getting dinner he wanted a place to stay after because of the hour and half drive and I said he could then sent some nudes which I shouldn’t have sent...anyway any thoughts? Why’s he being like this and putting it on me to text him? Also—-his friend who he was with the first night we met when I was drunk somehow found my Instagram and followed me and always liking my stories I post of myself, and idk what to think of it or why? He told the guy I’m talking to to block me when he found out that I blew him off a couple times but to follow me and then always be liking my stories? Also they don’t follow each other so idk how he found me
If I’m being honest I don’t even know why I’m about to respond to this because you just answered all of your questions. This is a mess.
1. Don’t get drunk in public! Don’t drink or keep it at a 2 drink max! Men will see you as the weakest link and take advantage. Which is exactly what he did. Free and easy sex. Hard truth.
2. Why would he want a relationship with you? You’re giving him everything he wants so easily and you don’t even know each other.
3. Stop sending guys pictures of you! Especially nudes. All he is doing is sharing your pictures with his friends and work buddies.
4. His friend is liking your pics because he wants to try you out too.
5. Don’t let men who don’t pay your bills stay with you! PERIOD! Don’t even let guys come to your home. That is your safe space.
Stop letting low life guys take advantage of you. Focus on yourself and whatever you have going on and leave these guys alone. Reading this you completely disregarded your own life and put this loser on a pedestal. The world won’t end but you need to keep your dignity and self respect intact. You wouldn’t want this situation to happen again.
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Dolly & Adonis Pt.2
Dolly: I just don’t want her to know about this yet, she’ll try to spoil it
Adonis: Our secret, I swear
Adonis: but I won’t let anyone spoil it, I can promise you that as well
Dolly: I did mention how dire my social life is, she’d wanna know where I was and with who
Adonis: Does she have to know you’re gone? If we sneak you out now and back early enough, make your door impossible to open
Dolly: It might work, in theory
Adonis: Tell me I’m being pushy if you like, but it means I’m not wrong
Dolly: I’ve never slept over a boy’s before
Adonis: We can hit every girly sleepover cliche if it makes you feel better, it wouldn’t be the first time I’ve had my hair braided or nails painted
Dolly: I wouldn’t hate having my hands in your hair again
Adonis: Let me take you home
Dolly: Okay
Adonis: I’ll be there in [however long it’ll take you to turn this car around cos I doubt it has made it that far away]
Dolly: I feel a total fool for sending you away now 🤦♀️
Adonis: Don’t
Adonis: I shouldn’t have left when every instinct went against it
Dolly: It’s difficult to differentiate what’s instinct and what’s desire
Adonis: You can desire me, I don’t mind that either
Dolly: Oh good, that would be slightly awkward
Adonis: But I do need to tell you something
Dolly: Go on
Adonis: It’s slightly awkward…
Adonis: I’ve been desired before, but I met my girlfriend, an actual real one, post my mini golf disaster date, in Dublin and we decided to wait for 17 because it’s the age there, not being able to see each other as much as we wanted broke us up before then though obviously, so we never fully acted upon it
Dolly: That’s okay, we don’t have to do anything you don’t want to do
Dolly: I’m sorry you and your girlfriend split up, was it recent?
Adonis: I want to, I just didn’t want my lack of experience to let you know about it before I could
Adonis: that’s all, this isn’t a confession I’m not or am barely over her
Dolly: You didn’t have to tell me but I really respect that you did
Dolly: I didn’t think that, just curiosity, my bad
Adonis: Good, because I’m really not sorry she and I broke up, especially now
Dolly: You’re the only one I’m thinking about
Adonis: I’m glad she wanted to wait and we don’t have to, I want it to be you
Dolly: You’re killing me
Dolly: I hope I can make it everything you deserve it to be
Adonis: I’m nervous too, don’t run away in the opposite direction if I’m not everything you’re thinking about
Dolly: I’m not going to, I really like you
Dolly: and you have nothing to be nervous about, I promise
Adonis: I feel like I’ve known you longer than a day
Dolly: I wish we had
Dolly: we used to look you all up on socials, when we were younger
Adonis: I’m sorry I didn’t post more
Dolly: Yes, you were the most illusive 😅
Dolly: it was bizarre, thinking we were like the opposite side of the same coin, all related to Jay, no other link
Adonis: It is bizarre, I barely feel related to her, until something like her engagement happens to remind me I am
Dolly: It must be a complicated thing for your father to deal with
Adonis: Yeah, I don’t think he’ll ever completely make his peace with it, how things have played out with Jay
Dolly: I don’t imagine she will either, or James
Dolly: it’s awful, really
Adonis: He’s been a good dad to us, but so has James to them, clearly
Dolly: Yes, it’s neither of their fault’s, I’m sure she knows that, if she ever thought different
Adonis: I can’t imagine having kids, wanting to even
Dolly: I think it’d be super odd if you did
Adonis: I don’t know, my mum was always that person, from when she was a kid still herself
Dolly: Some girls are
Dolly: all the dolls must get to our heads
Adonis: I’m scared to ask what happened to yours with your sister around
Dolly: I am intrigued if your perception of her weird matches the actual, I can’t lie
Adonis: Maybe, but talking about her in more than passing is a waste of time, we could be talking about you
Dolly: Well, I don’t want any babies, if that’s what you’re worried about
Dolly: It isn’t something I ever see for myself either
Adonis: I’m not worried, I may be inexperienced but I have that much knowledge at least, and we aren’t in Ireland so I don’t have to convince you prayer alone won’t suffice
Dolly: 🙏🙏
Adonis: What do you see for yourself?
Dolly: I just want to make a life for myself, away from my family, doing what I want to do, hopefully doing some good as well
Dolly: what about you?
Adonis: I want what you want
Adonis: essentially, there are some specifics I could add in, like Oxford, but otherwise
Dolly: Oh wow, that’s amazing
Dolly: it looks so beautiful, imagine living there, learning there
Adonis: I think about it all the time
Dolly: I knew you were smart
Adonis: The next open days aren’t until June, but if you still like me, we should take a tour together
Dolly: Do you mean it?
Adonis: Yeah, you’d look beautiful there, I can imagine you
Dolly: I want to be there with you
Adonis: Are you taking a gap year?
Adonis: we could be
Dolly: I hadn’t really thought about the details, I need to, they’re getting on at us to now but I didn’t think I’d make it this far at one point
Dolly: It’s hard to get out of that mindset but I want to
Adonis: I want to help you
Dolly: I’m no dunce, I work hard but if I was focused, had a goal to work towards
Dolly: maybe I could do it
Adonis: Come with me, that’s the goal, and I’ll motivate you
Dolly: Alright, you’re serious and I’m serious but that was hot
Adonis: It’s fitting given we’re about to see each other again, we’re both as 🥵 as we were the first time
Adonis: especially when I’m so close to your house and I have the same urge to run to you
Dolly: I can’t quite explain how flattering that urge is, that it’s directed towards me
Adonis: A lot of my behaviour has been uncharacteristic today, I’d struggle to explain it too, if I had to
Dolly: Me too… Are you worried, that when we revert to type, it’ll be different?
Adonis: I’d be worried what was wrong with me if I reverted back to acting different to this, yeah
Dolly: I also can’t express how completely unlike an ‘act’ this feels, is, but also how unlike my usual day-to-day it has been
Dolly: that doesn’t automatically make this any less real though, does it?
Adonis: All I know is, I’ve felt the most like myself, who I’m happiest to see myself as anyway, talking to and spending time with you
Dolly: It’s hard to pry apart who I am and the circumstances in which I found myself but- it’s very mutual
Adonis: Well, that’s a relief
Dolly: 😏
Dolly: I want to continue to get to know you, let you get to know me
Adonis: Me too, hopefully you’ll continue to like me
Dolly: So far you’ve proven insanely likeable, it’s a bit ridiculous, honestly
Adonis: I want to keep proving myself
Dolly: Who else would have me seriously considering Oxford, thinking I might be able to do it
Adonis: Honestly, plenty of people should have
Adonis: a single convo in I didn’t doubt you could do it
Dolly: Academia isn’t highly prized in my family
Dolly: as well as Lulu surely insisting it’s her thing anyway
Adonis: It’s supposed to be at school though, somebody there is letting you down if they aren’t insisting you consider uni
Dolly: I was definitely going to go
Dolly: but I was playing it safer, main considerations being I definitely got in and it was as far from my parents and sister as possible
Adonis: Then you met me, and I taught you no risk, no reward
Dolly: 😌 Something like that
Dolly: What about my gap year, what should I do?
Adonis: We’ll think of a way you can do some actual good, as it’s what you want, avoiding the usual gap year tropes
Dolly: but I so wanted to go to Thailand to get involved in drug trafficking 🙄
Dolly: as long as I can still see you often
Adonis: This country has its own worthy causes, unfortunate as it is you won’t be washing elephants or forcing people to learn English
Dolly: Helping you get your French pitch perfect is a much better use of my time and forced Swiss sojourn
Adonis: [Suggest something she’d actually like, based on the non-stop getting to know you sesh you clearly had earlier, which I won’t commit us to necessarily but I imagine you’re saying someone in your giant af fam/peeps you know could help her out] is another possibility
Dolly: How am I possibly going to repay you for seemingly sorting out my entire life plan in a day?
Adonis: Save some space for me in your life, that’s all
Dolly: I want to be there, when you do all the incredible things you’re going to do
Adonis: I’ll be there to support you while you are too, try and stop me
Dolly: Stopping you is the last thing I have any interest in
Adonis: Good, because this car is about to stop [wherever nearby cos her sister is a nosey bitch so we’re not pulling up to the gaff]
Dolly: Oh, I should have been packing a bag
Dolly: Please bear with, I was too distracted
Adonis: Take your time, we have the entire night stretching out in front of us
Dolly: The driver can charge me separately for this wait
Dolly: What’s your favourite colour, Adonis?
Adonis: I haven’t been asked to pick a favourite in a long time, but red, I think
Dolly: Red it is
Adonis: That’s distracting, I’m going to need to wait in the fresh air
Dolly: It is only for your benefit, not the driver’s, that might be best
Adonis: [a pic of him doing exactly that]
Dolly: Wow
Adonis: You seriously wow me, I hope you know that
Dolly: My skin feels hot where you touched it
Dolly: but perhaps moreso where you didn’t
Adonis: Every driver we’ve had owes me such a depth of gratitude for everything I’ve yet to do purely for their benefit
Dolly: I fear my reaction has already been indecent, I can’t dare to think about the yet to comes
Adonis: Your reactions have been the exact opposite, I couldn’t think of any way they could be more acceptable, to me
Dolly: Your lips are so soft, much softer than anyone else's I’ve ever felt
Adonis: Yours taste like [insert a relevant yet feelsy thing here]
Dolly: 🥺
Dolly: This bag, this bloody bag is what I’m meant to be concentrating on, not how strong yet delicate your hands are
Adonis: Don’t bring anything, I’m sure I have everything you need
Dolly: It should concern me, how accurate that feels
Adonis: I understand, your hands shook a little when we touched, at first, but now they don’t
Dolly: All I want is you
Dolly: I found the pyjamas that practicalities sake dictates I need, beyond that, I’m going to rely on you
Adonis: I can be your pyjamas too
Dolly: Oh God
Dolly: you know the red I have on for you isn’t pyjamas
Adonis: I know I’m not sorry I’ve broken the banned colour rule, because you aren’t going to look 🤶
Dolly: You know what you can do if you don’t like how it looks on
Adonis: I’ll be tempted to stare at you forever
Dolly: I might have to look away
Adonis: I’ll allow it
Dolly: I want to be the nervous one, you should know how in control of how this goes you are, of me
Adonis: You’re really good at calming my nerves, I don’t feel them any more
Dolly: All you should feel is me, if you’re thinking about anything else, we’re not ready
Adonis: I haven’t thought about anything else since I offered to pick you up
Dolly: and your bed
Adonis: I’ve never shared it before
Dolly: with no one?
Adonis: When my friends stay over, we’re usually all in [whatever you still call your playroom from when you were a little bub even though it’ll have aged up to be a teen hangout now]
Dolly: That makes sense, boys, from my understanding, demand less intimacy from their friends as a rule
Dolly: I promise to be the perfect bedfellow and guest in your inner sanctum, I take this honour very seriously
Adonis: Perfect is the word, I’m certain of that
Dolly: I’m aching to please you, there’s truly no other way to describe it
Adonis: I can’t fault your description either
Adonis: only the amount of time you’re keeping me waiting, if I really am in control of you, and this
Dolly: I’m sorry
Dolly: I’m trying to gain some composure for the drive to your home
Dolly: but it has become entirely apparent that whether that drive was 5 minutes or 50, I’d still crave being alone with you more than anything
Adonis: What self control I have is going to be lost the second I see you, there’s no way I can fight that
Dolly: Touch me, I’ll be quiet
Adonis: If I don’t stop kissing you, every sound will be swallowed by me
Dolly: Put me in your lap again, I won’t flinch
Adonis: We can share a seatbelt as well, good behaviour to balance out the bad
Dolly: That sounds like a plan to me
Adonis: I thought I’d spend tonight missing you, this is a much better plan
Dolly: I had already started pining on my bed
Adonis: I can picture it so clearly, how you looked and sounded
Dolly: Is it shaming, how desperate I am for you already?
Adonis: I don’t feel ashamed of how much I want you, you shouldn’t either
Dolly: Okay, I’m ready to leave then
Adonis: I’m ready to have you close to me again
Dolly: [run however far down the street he is because it’s your turn to turn up !! and slightly out of breath]
Adonis: [soz to this driver for the way he’s immediately making out with her against this parked car in such a !! manner]
Dolly: [don’t mind us, you will be paid well for your services sir, we simply have to be dramatic because have never felt more like we’re in a love story and we’re not okay]
Adonis: [mhmm and it’s v mutual, hence the way his ‘hi’ would sound when he eventually manages to get it out in between all the non-stop kisses which still don’t cease remotely as he’s taking off whatever coat or jacket she was wearing to cover that short distance because they are about to get in the car and he simply must start to undress her in the only vaguely socially acceptable way possible]
Dolly: [please also pick up her bag that was thrown to the ground because we barely managed to care to pack it, never mind not discard it the second we jumped into your arms; let him guide you into this car because the way you’re feeling would have you lowkey unsteady on your feet and you need all the help you can get, which you have to do a hot lol about because what is life]
Adonis: [I love that these sober kids are feeling drunk about this, obvs get her into the car and then yourself so you can put her on your lap as promised and seatbelt you both in because safety first, kissing her neck all the while he’s putting that seatbelt on, until it clicks into place and then he’s just LOOKING at her for a sec because first chance he’s really had since he launched himself at her immediately when she showed up]
Dolly: [STARING at you in this ensuing moment and silence, feeling like you’ll be able to hear our heart thudding in our chest, bringing up our fingers to touch your lips like this, experiencing the softness in every way we currently can ‘hi’ in a ridiculously hoarse voice]
Adonis: [oh the big smile he’s gotta do again in this moment, hi to his adorable wolf teeth, his gaze flickering down to look at her fingers for a beat before he’s back to likewise STARING at her all serious, his own hand stroking her cheek until he’s holding her chin/jaw and then kissing her again like okay lemme just test out this control thing not at all casually with a really soft and slow and deliberate kiss]
Dolly: [the sudden change between his smile and his serious face meaning he means business has you SHOOK in the best sort of way that has you melting into his touch, bridging gaps you didn’t even realise were there until you needed to be closer, to give him more control over your body and where it is in relation to his, bringing your hands down from by his face to his lap like a rag doll in a clear, put them where you want them, move]
Adonis: [such a dramatic intake of breath over the fact you didn’t expect either her or you to be as into that as you clearly both were, because everything is v new and novel, do put her hands where you blatantly want them, boy, dangerous as that is with how highkey you both feel rn, and touch her in a way she can then mirror or do something contrasting with, depending how she’s vibing, at least you’re keeping them over your clothes for the moment so there is an attempt at restraint being made instead of just being feral as hell]
Dolly: [the way your eyes are basically popping out of your head as a reaction because you’re insanely into this and him, having to make this kiss a harder one so the accompanying noise doesn’t reach the driver’s ears too, nibbling this boy’s bottom lip ever so slightly now, running your hands up his abs to his chest, over his top but firmly enough that you are really feeling his muscles with it]
Adonis: [kissing her back even harder because he promised to keep her quiet and he’s taking that seriously and it’ll be very necessary because both his hands are going to her waist ofc to start to move her in his lap, going under whatever top she’s wearing but staying there and keeping these antics up for a minute]
Dolly: [taking his thumb and placing it under the band of your knickers so he can feel the lace and see the red, then doing this on the other side too like he needs to hold onto you that tightly, which doesn’t feel like an overreaction with the way we’re naturally trying to increase how hard we’re moving on you]
Adonis: [really LOOKING because we appreciate his fave colour being utilised like this which does unfortunately mean that they aren’t kissing and his own lil !! noise at that and everything else that’s occurring will escape but it’s FINE because he’s a quiet boy, thanks to how extra his parents and sibs are, so if the driver does hear it, it’ll just sound like a sigh or something]
Dolly: [pulling your top down just enough to show the matching bra before letting it go again because you want him to keep LOOKING and appreciate the effort you’re going to for him ‘do you like how it looks?’ quiet enough that the driver would think you were talking but not be able to make out any specifics]
Adonis: [his turn to touch her lips with the same thumb, obvs, cos it’s gotta be, blatantly picturing if she had red lipstick on too the state they would be in rn, doing his own quiet hot lol about it as he nods ‘you’re my favourite’ because coming for all his parents lines, soz, unhooking said bra because nobody will ever know while she’s still this clothed, except y’all because simply must and be touching her, really taking his time about this because again the novelty and how little they have touched before]
Dolly: [nuzzling his thumb and hand because you feel like you’re coming undone with every new moment of this ‘I’ll be yours if you’ll have me’ so seriously, your trembling voice devolving into a moan on the yours and me in particular, again, we aren’t loud so it’s okay, arching our back so our boobs are at your face height because you have to see how hard our nips are now]
Adonis: [the totally involuntary way his hips move when she’s doing her quiet moans because dead about it, making a point to take his touches from the soft kind of exploratory stroking vibe they were on her back and chest and stomach, as well as her boobs, of course, to actually concentrating on properly playing with those nips like he means it]
Dolly: [‘I want to be a very, very naughty girl for you’ basically just mouthed at you now, the slightest of sound being allowed to leave our body in fear any more will have us fully losing it, grinding against your involuntary hip thrusts with the very, very]
Adonis: [his eyes widening comically almost as he follows what she was saying there, resting his head against her chest and using his mouth to do kisses over the material of her top, really soft and little so there’s no gross spit or any kind of giveaway, putting a nip in his mouth with the same energy, really lightly, whilst his hands are doing the most still underneath there, all the sensations ever happening, because it goes without saying he’s meeting every single of her movements happening in his lap too]
Dolly: [very lightly tilting his head up towards you so you make eye contact as he’s so gently sucking ‘my darling boy’ just being the most from the off because we have no choice, we’re lost in this moment, burying his head in our chest when we can’t deal with the sight any longer]
Adonis: [call her darling in French because it’s just cherie and way more chill than the absolutely insane pet names sulu are gonna be throwing at each other as well as something you’d actually know because school teaches nothing useful lol, cute that you wanna get your french on honestly though sir, and making out dramatically af again]
Dolly: [tell him that you ache in French, whether that’s something he’d understand or not simply because you need to say it, fully taking this opportunity to do the most blatant and indecent french kissing you have thus far, slipping your unhooked bra off your shoulders and handing it to him, your hands between your super close bodies]
Adonis: [I love all of that for y’all, what a vibe, I’m sure you’ve layered sir because it’s december, so take as many off as you can without fully being topless in this car, all the while making out in your indecently french manner, I like to think that he understood the vibe if not the words, so really ramping up this dry humping action too, slipping that thumb from before under the underwear waistband and starting to touch her just with it]
Dolly: [the way we have to lick very pointedly down your jawline to your ear because we have to talk to you immediately right now ‘I’ve been this wet for you all day, it’s such delicious agony’ just moving with the kind of blatant intention you know exactly what we want ‘Can I touch you?’ as we’re nibbling your earlobe and playing with your hair again, tugging it when we feel we need to]
Adonis: [really doing the most it’s possible to with a single thumb all of a sudden in contrast to his again explorative and almost tentative moves before to start with because DYING about everything she’s saying and doing, he’d be biting his lip SO hard rn to not do more than the ridiculous breathing he already is, doing a more dramatic nod than is necessary for the hair pulling and earlobe things ‘I can’t go another second without you touching me’ dramatic but it feels true]
Dolly: [the GASP we’re doing against your neck to muffle it from arousing suspicion because there’s no way not to do it, letting our teeth graze across your skin as we do, breath hot and wet ‘I can’t possibly see your parents when I’m obsessing over you pounding me into your bed upstairs’ like a true FYI because we’re so entirely focused on you and one part of you in particular now we’ve been given permission to have our hands under your clothes and around your dick]
Adonis: [‘We got you out of your house without being noticed, we can sneak you into mine’ the way this would literally take him forever to say and how frankly ridiculous it would sound because too overwhelmed right here and right now, excuse him giving her the first lovebite ever afterwards, on her collarbone where it’ll be covered by clothes like see, look how sneaky we can be, it’s fine]
Dolly: [‘You can keep me hidden, tie me up and lock me away when you’re done with me’ excuse you getting carried away but the sensations are truly overwhelming now, tightening our grip when you give us this lovebite so we don’t make a !! noise about it ‘cos we know it’d be loud ‘make me yours’ into a kiss we have to initiate for the same reasons]
Adonis: [saying ‘our secret’ like he did earlier, but in french this time because not difficult at all so you easily could ‘I swore and I swear, again’ likewise, definitely at a volume the driver can hear because he’s !! hence the french other than the fact you’re y’all and it’s a mood, pressing down into the lovebite he just did as he essentially grabs her when she tightens her own grip, and obviously kissing her back like his life depends on it ‘but you have to know, I’ll never be done with you’ in English this time because in her ear, taking his turn to do the most with her earlobe while he also finally uses more fingers to touch her with, getting a proper rhythm going]
Dolly: [repeating this back with all the enthusiasm because we love everything about it ‘a boy like you deserves a girl like me to be a filthy whore for you and you alone’ frenching the filthy whore as if that makes it less obvious because at this point we’re losing it and are entirely taken over by how you’re touching us all over ‘all night, you said’]
Adonis: [‘I should’ve said the entire [the maths on how long they have until uni plus how long his course is, which I think is like 6 years? If I’m wrong you know what I mean] at least’ because you wanna say forever but you’re trying to be less extra than your parents and sisters so]
Dolly: [kissing down his collarbone now with ferocity because him saying that has made you feral and he needs his own matching hidden lovebite ‘you need this pussy?’ in French but I feel like the vibe translates purely by how we are fucking ourself against your fingers as we say it]
Adonis: [when you’ve gotta bite your free hand so you don’t make what you consider to be too loud of a noise, even though we all know by the standards of some other characters it wouldn’t be, at least not yet, I like to think you might get louder as time goes on and you allow yourself to]
Dolly: [taking your hand away but just so you can cover it in some of your own wetness to use on him, STARING at him because entranced by his adorable reactions here]
Adonis: [pulling her into another kiss, gently, by her hair but purely so he can then bite her lip as hard as he just bit his knuckle or wherever like she needs to feel it rn immediately]
Dolly: [moan into his mouth and bottom out on his fingers so he knows in return how much you liked that, entirely fucking up his hair with your free hand doing the most to replicate ‘tell me, what you were thinking about when you said I’d look good in Oxford?’]
Adonis: [‘Us studying together, distracting each other from it, you walking across campus and through the gardens, the sun making new freckles on your face and over your shoulders, I’d carry your books in the library, you’d sit there with a pen behind your ear or in your mouth’ just rambling shamelessly here, living your best fantasy but will be a reality life]
Dolly: [the way we are really going hard and making you fuck our hand with increasing desperation because this is everything we want ‘Am I your girlfriend?’ we mean at Oxford but admittedly sounds like we mean now because too into this fantasy to differentiate from current reality]
Adonis: [the ‘yes’ is indecent but also the most sincere ever and could not be said with more feeling because he couldn’t mean it more, for then or for rn, no notes]
Dolly: [‘Oh I’m your girlfriend’ as the loudest moan we have so far, it couldn’t be any more mutual]
Adonis: [saying ‘you’re my girlfriend’ in french, of course, he has to do it + ‘and I really, really like you’ also in french, with so much verbal and physical emphasis on the reallys which are getting added to in french and english over and over because he’s DYING]
Dolly: [I know we’re gonna die over this, physically folding in half ‘cos we can’t keep ourself upright remotely, LOOKING up at him in a way that we hope translates you need to cum or I am going to put you in my mouth because it’s right there now and we want to do nothing more but know we should not]
Adonis: [LOOKING back at her as he undoes this seatbelt because there could not be a clearer non-verbal way of telling her he wants her to do it, soz that all chill has left this car and this boy’s brain, he’s clearly so close to fully losing it himself after the way she just did]
Dolly: [kissing him over his boxers with the total opposite vibe to the way he was being so soft and deliberate earlier ‘cos there is neither the time nor desire to slow down now, pushing him out of the fly in his boxers straight into your mouth so you aren’t exposing him technically, just here to suck the cum straight out of you until you have none left to give us]
Adonis: [the ‘oh my god’ is a whisper in that !! frantic kind of way when you literally don’t have a voice cos you’re so shook, this boy cannot cope atm in the best way because nothing like this has ever happened to him before]
Dolly: [when you’re still here despite the fact he’s done because you can’t help yourself and you need him inside you in this way for as long as you’re getting away with it, the fact that you are making your moan vibrate around him, putting his hands in your hair]
Adonis: [‘I made it a rule I’d never call a girl babe, baby, angel or princess, and you’re making it impossible for me to stick to’ not me literally on purpose picking every pet name your dad has called your mum, what a savage drag]
Dolly: [barely moving to say ‘en francais’ but enough that it’s not a garbled mess, like it doesn’t count in french, it’s okay]
Adonis: [do it in french, cos again, none of those are hard, taking his time to genuinely try out each one, time he has because of how hard it would be to get words out rn, we know]
Dolly: [shuddering with each one, pushing him further into your mouth, trying to do the most without choking about it]
Adonis: [doing your own shudders in response to hers because of how it feels, pulling her hair more and more each time]
Dolly: [finding your bra from wherever it got lost in this sesh and using it to play with him so you can look up at him for a moment ‘what am I calling you?’ using this lace to its full teasing advantage]
Adonis: [‘What do you want to call me?’ his breath and voice catching a little at different points because of her antics but holding the eye contact really steadily]
Dolly: [going bright red and looking away because you have some ideas but now you’re shy, not shy enough to stop on anything, in fact you’re looking back at him for a moment of this steady eye contact before trying to have him in your mouth with the bra still in place so you can trace the lace patterns with your tongue]
Adonis: [when you were gonna give it the whole tell me vibe but then she’s doing all that and you absolutely 1000% have no desire to stop her even for a second, finding her hand and SQUEEZING it because that feels really good and he’s into it]
Dolly: [playing with his hand the way he has yours, distractedly though it is ‘cos we are focusing on this and making you feel as good as we can]
Adonis: [meanwhile you focus on staying quiet, boy, because we all know his breathing is getting more extra again in response to all this attention, he’s a teenage boy, when and how is he not easily turned on and she’s really giving it her all]
Dolly: [should be evil and say the driver does a cough or something that makes you think they’ve clocked what you’re up to to make you stop and get up like a shot casually, here in the mortified silence feeling like you just got caught, despite the fact the driver hasn’t said anything]
Adonis: [Winnie approves, and it’s real tbf, not us just reaching for a cockblock where there isn’t and doesn’t need to be one, oh the awkward af re-dress and shuffle in your seat, unable to look at each other for a sec, until he spots something random stuck to her from this car floor or something like that which amuses y’all and breaks the tension]
Dolly: [soz you care more than some insane characters currently about being caught and the like and this is a good time to show this lmao; picking this thing off of you and flicking it in his general direction like oi you lol]
Adonis: [it’s important to show too, because yeah you do unlike so many of the others, hence I’m letting this silence stretch for a while despite his lil smile when she flicks the thing at him, mouthing a sorry in her direction awkwardly before opening his window to throw the thing out and then point his flushed af face into the breeze from said window and look out for a sec]
Dolly: [shrug that sorry off because it’s absolutely mutually your fault that you’re both this embarrassed now so he doesn’t need to apologise to you, you were doing what you wanted to be doing and we’re not going to protest otherwise, but this silence can stay, only uncomfortable in the sense you think that driver saw some shit but not, from our POV, uncomfortable with you, at least we’re hoping so]
Adonis: [eventually, when you’ve had time to calm down and the driver hasn’t done or said anything, close your window and angle your body more towards her even if you’re still facing forward technically, and pick up her hand and play with it, tentatively almost but nevertheless]
Dolly: [look down at your hands and then back up at him and smile, giving his hand a squeeze that is basically the ‘how are you?’ from your hi, how are you moment]
Adonis: Unfortunately, I didn’t consider the possibility I’m not good at keeping secrets, especially when it involves how much I want you
Dolly: Maybe it’s okay if the driver knows, we’re behaving now
Adonis: And we’ll be there soon
Dolly: and I can say hi to your parents, if we need to
Dolly: That would seem less suspicious than if we got caught sneaking around
Adonis: I’ve already told my mum I was going to have someone over, but I didn’t say you, in case you didn’t want me to
Dolly: We’ve got things in common, we could have found that out at the party
Dolly: I’m not suggesting you have to say anything beyond that, you’re being the perfect gentleman, after-all
Adonis: I’m wary of giving too much away if it’ll mean my sister finds out, and in turn, yours
Dolly: I can’t imagine they’ll hang out much longer anyway, I barely understand why they would be now
Dolly: but no, we’re just going to be friends, my parents are away, you can tell them that
Adonis: I have other friends who are girls, my mum won’t think anything of it
Dolly: Perfect
Adonis: They’re actually just friends though
Dolly: Yeah?
Dolly: [smiling over at him for a sec like 😏]
Adonis: I’d hate for you to think I make a habit of inviting beautiful girls to my house for the night
Dolly: Then I’ll do my best to believe I’m special
Adonis: You really are
Dolly: I didn’t think everything you said was just heat of the moment
Adonis: Another relief, not that I’m ever going to mind reassuring you about how much you mean to me
Dolly: [lean against him slightly whilst still staying in your own seat]
Dolly: I really, really like you too
Adonis: Can I kiss you?
Dolly: Yes please
Adonis: [lean and kiss her cheek, the corner of her mouth and then her mouth, with slightly less chill each time but still keeping it soft and not too feral]
Dolly: [holding either side of his face as a grounding technique here so you don’t immediately lose yourself again because it would be SO easy but we’re trying]
Adonis: [doing the same back and LOOKING at her for a beat with the biggest heart eyes, taking a breath that’s lowkey shaky because still so !! and so easy to be just like my boo said]
Dolly: [and who can blame you, this is a true bolt from the blue situation, we were just trying to get the goss on your crazy sister at the start of this conversation and here we are mere hours later, so mirror his unsteady breathing and pull him back into you for a deeper kiss about it]
Adonis: [it escalated madly in a way we rarely let ourselves do these days and I’m personally living for because neither of you would seem the type at first glance, god bless, tell her in french ‘I want you desperately’ speaking fully against her lips cos not moving a mm away]
Dolly: [neither of you would’ve expected it for yourselves either which is what is making it all the wilder, you’re both romantic nerds clearly, under the seriousness and the rest ‘you have me desperately’ also in French in the same into your mouth manner]
Adonis: [the exact same kind of lil !! noise he made the first time he ever made one in response because it’s the only suitable one]
Dolly: [be holding both his hands and put them on your waist, far more tentatively than before but still]
Adonis: [pulling her closer to him within the realms of what this seatbelt will allow because not going to undo it this time but do need her nearer as he kisses her again]
Dolly: [when the restraint is killing you in the best way and also the worst ‘how close are we?’ in french ‘cos we don’t want the driver to answer lmao]
Adonis: [answer her likewise in French cos don’t want him getting involved or knowing what they are chatting about cos it’ll sound like you’re being all hurry the fuck up please thanks to the frustration in his voice that they aren’t there already]
Dolly: [not trying to be rude but also this does not concern you, mind ya business ‘not close enough’ too real for everything you’re feeling right now]
Adonis: [pulling her closer before she’s even finished her sentence because duh, even if he has to lowkey yank her seatbelt to get the give needed, again mind your business please mr]
Dolly: [looking at him with massive heart eyes and brushing your fingers against his lips again and then his cheeks and his brows and then ending up in his hair as per ‘you’re stupidly handsome’]
Adonis: [‘you’re flawless’ soz coming for your dad’s lines again but am I soz really, no, as he’s doing little kisses over her whole face and neck until he ends up at her collarbone where the lovebite is and so he’s just going over and over it like he’s trying to kiss it better]
Dolly: [pulling your body closer to him via this hair pull you’re doing, pushing into how good it feels and how much it gets to you that he’s paying it so much attention, ‘cos you know he really meant to do it and it wasn’t just an accident]
Adonis: [running his hands over her body as he continues to do this until the little kisses over this lovebite inevitably become more because can’t leave it alone now he’s started, special shoutouts to her back where her bra clasp would be if she’d put it back on and the boobs themselves that are just there free and chilling + her lower back and waist]
Dolly: [just here living our best life lowkey, where the only concern is keeping our reactions chill enough that we don’t have to stop again ‘will you do the same with your mouth?’ again, in French, because that’s not something that could be said out of a saucy context]
Adonis: [LOOKING at her for a sec to check his french is right and she’s asking him what he thinks she is, even though it clearly is we just wanna have a moment of eye contact like !!]
Dolly: [‘When we’re in your room’ hurriedly ‘cos imagine, you’ve already nearly been caught once in this car ‘have you done that before?’ maintaining this eye contact too]
Adonis: [a smirk at how quickly she got that out there but his eyes are very much saying he wouldn’t hesitate bitch, right here and right now, because soz to this driver but feels and hormones are raging ‘not yet’ because I very much assume not, I imagine you did some hardcore making out with this girl, maybe touched each other up a bit at the most before the long distance made things fizzle out cos your parents wouldn’t be letting you galavant back and forth to Dublin all the time, short flight or not]
Dolly: [slowly shaking your head in the surely not way when you don’t quite believe someone but also we are clearly THINKING about it and the way you smirked didn’t help matters ‘I’m not as good as you’ with a little nudge in his chest because we don’t believe we can be as quiet as you managed to be there until we had to stop ‘it’s easy, I’ll make it’ like I plan on being as expressive about what feels good as I can when we’re not in this car]
Adonis: [He’s clearly THINKING about it too and intending to take it very seriously and do the most, but here in this moment, letting her feel that like his mother he has bitten the inside of his cheek to absolute shit in order to stay quiet while all that was occurring ‘I’m not nervous’ like still, as I told you before, you’ve calmed them all]
Dolly: [🥺 and kissing him as if you can kiss the inside of his mouth better, when really this is just an excuse for more french kissing and we all know it ‘good’ when you can bear to take a second to breathe, because he has nothing to be nervous about, you’re both having a good time here, no doubt about that]
Adonis: [saying ‘I’m ready’ in French even though there is no doubt, purely just for the emphasis and to be able to emphasise it more by continuing to kiss indecently until this car literally stops and you both realise you’ve been making out the whole rest of the way to his gaff like oh we’re here]
Dolly: [looking around literally confused like is there proper standstill traffic and then looking around like oh shit because you are a bit nervous about this, parents are an unknown entity to you, all the adults you know beyond your grandparents are weird so God knows how this could go, from your POV]
Adonis: [getting out and doing the gentlemanly thing of literally running to open her door and then help her out of this car because he knows it’s a lot and his parents can be a lot, hence pulling her into a hug as this car pulls away like it’ll be okay without having to say it, and once they’ve hugged, looking her over and fixing her hair/clothes with a reassuring smile]
Dolly: [trying to act as casual as you can because the truth you also know to be gospel in your mind is that no one else’s family is ever as weird as yours but that means you’ll be the one acting weird if you’re not careful, so we’re keeping quiet but still smiling at you, sorting your hair for you, if a little absentmindedly because we’re freaking out slightly]
Adonis: [it’s okay gal, he’s got you, leading her by the hand to the front door and getting greeted by whatever pets you have in this era that would greet you whether that’s a dog or a cat or both or plurals of both, taking her coat and hanging it up in the coat cupboard and leading her through to the family room kitchen etc bit of the gaff because I know damn well your mother is waiting up for you boy even if it’s late by now cos she’s that bitch, dropping her hand literally just before they get there for the just friend vibes tho obvs, introducing her/being like you remember Dolly from the party and telling his mum a bit about their day in the vaguest terms ever while also offering this gal a drink or anything to eat etc etc, being like we’re gonna go watch [insert a film that has peeps going to oxford in it so y’all can live that fantasy, hopefully at the beginning because I know how distracted y’all will get] in a sec nbd nbd]
Dolly: [do your best to be polite and engaged whilst still being shy about it because you’d wanna try because you know how these people feel about your mother for good reason and you don’t want to come across like another bitch (like your sister very much does) but I can’t act like you’d be absolutely killing this hun, it’s okay, even if she’s a lot, Rio is a nice person, she’s not gonna be like who the fuck is this, even if she is slightly stunned it is you when y’all walk in lmao, accept his offer of a drink but do the I’ll have something if you are re. Food]
Adonis: [It’s okay gal, he sees you trying and he appreciates it and don’t worry I fully imagine Buster will appear at some point to come and get his missus like come on, what are you doing leave these kids to it, and he definitely won’t be expecting her and will be stunned even though he’ll style it out and purely be like UM to Rio in private later, meanwhile doing mind this boy just lowkey assembling a little charcuterie board of boujee snacks that they probably won’t even eat, which betrays he is a lil bit nervous too, esp when his dad appears]
Dolly: [we’re all a bit nervous now but that’s to be expected all things considered, we know why this is awkward but it’s not like a slanging match is going to start about it or anything of the like, get this woman upstairs so you can breathe a sigh of relief]
Adonis: [A weird situation for everyone but it’s not as if he brought Chlo herself into the gaff so, go chill in your former playroom now teen hangout which I imagine has like a massive projector for films, cos this is where you take your friends and have therefore gotta stay until ruster are in bed, hitting her with a not at all casual ‘how are you?’ when they’re there]
Dolly: [situate yourself on the sofa moment and take something from this charcuterie board to have before you answer, giving you the time to get over the adrenaline of that encounter, nod because you’re okay, this is just the reality of your life with a mother like Chlo ‘you?’ because you had to really take the lead with all of that and we could feel your own tension about it]
Adonis: [do a ca va with a lil smile because french will always make y’all feel better and I love that it’s both the question and answer to how are you as if she asked it in french, pop off french peeps, sitting as close as physically possible to her and putting an arm around her because that’ll make you feel better too]
Dolly: [smile back at him and cuddle under his arm ‘they’re nice’ ‘cos don’t want you to think we’re like oh my god I hate your parents when that’s clearly not the vibe]
Adonis: [a nod cos you can’t dispute that really even though they do your head in because you’re a teen, put this film on and let the oxford scenes and scenery play out while y’all just cuddle like this will be us]
Dolly: [keep peeping at him but also get swept up in the fantasy of this too because you’re as invested]
Adonis: [we know he’s watching her face and reactions more than he is the actual film that he’s clearly seen before to know these scenes exist, doing a whispered commentary like the one he did in the car before of all the things it’ll be them doing as they’re unfolding on this screen]
Dolly: [squeezing his hand HARD ‘cos you’re trying to watch but also you’re dying because never has anything been more romantic and you can’t deal at all]
Adonis: [laugh when something wild ends up happening because it’s a film like lol okay that won’t be us, shamelessly reaching over her to get and then feed her a snack from this charcuterie board, blatantly leaning his whole body over her in such a hot way then feeding her in such a hot way]
Dolly: [😍 at his laugh and feeling your body relax more and more until you’re shamelessly checking him out as his body is looming over you ‘do you treat all your friends like this?’]
Adonis: [the sofa they are on is blatantly big enough for y’all to lie, I’m sure, so manoeuvring her until she fully is ‘you’re special, remember?’]
Dolly: [making your own lil !! noise at this manoeuvre because he’s being hot, you’re a teenage girl so you can’t agree but do a nod ‘I remember’ like yes you did say that lol]
Adonis: [shamelessly lying with her here, basically on top of her because y’all haven’t had the space or privacy to do that yet at any point ‘What else?’ like what else do you remember, in the saucy vein of now what shall we do]
Dolly: [instead hit him with the Oxford speech from the car almost verbatim like I remember you saying all this too, wrapping your arms around his neck and nuzzling into it]
Adonis: [the heart eyes have never been bigger because you don’t understand how hard I’m having to try not to write ILY after she said that speech, dare I do this literally on day 1, that’s insane even for y’all lol, do a happy sigh instead]
Dolly: [we all know how y’all feel right now but it would be insanity to voice it, so kiss him, after a quick glance over the back of this sofa like anyone is gonna come strolling in]
Adonis: [enjoy the fact that you get to have a makeout sesh lying down which you haven’t been able to do yet and is shamelessly close to being able to be together in his bed which we all know you’re both THINKING about, but before you do, him following her glance but pulling a blanket off the back of the sofa to wrap them both in so it’s even more bed vibes]
Dolly: [this will be a relatively new experience for you too because I’m sure you weren’t going to your teacher’s bedroom and he certainly wasn’t coming to yours, just properly cuddling here and touching his bare skin under his t-shirt]
Adonis: [this boy just taking it off with no fucks given because his sisters clearly don’t use this room any more now they are uni age and barely at home and it’s v unlikely ruster are gonna bowl in when they are too busy gossiping about y’all rn so, enjoy the fact you can be topless sir because there was no getting away with that in the taxi, the adorable muddle you’d be getting in because won’t stop kissing her to do this]
Dolly: [biting our lip because too into how bold you’re being and the fact we can fully get our first proper look at your body in a way you could not in the taxi or would have at an engagement party lol ‘damn’ in the quietest voice ever even though you could be much louder now you’re in here with a film on]
Adonis: [and he’s not getting his body out on socials if you’d stalked him cos he barely uses them, so it really is a first look and he’d have a good body already because of all the sports he does, really pressing it against hers like she needs to feel every muscle and how soft every bit of his skin is, hitting her with her en francais move like if you wanna swear more hardcore it won’t count in french, cos neither of them are the kind of peeps dropping f and c bombs casually in their day to day life obvs]
Dolly: [‘your body is fucking incredible’ en francais as you’re holding him even tighter against you, gently scratching your nails all the way down his back but it’s still !! despite not being hard]
Adonis: [‘it’s yours now, it’s for you’ in english, his voice catching because of the GASP he’s gotta do when she starts scratching him, arching his back into it so there’s more pressure being applied involuntarily]
Dolly: [shaking your head again like you do not believe him because how can this be ‘but you’re so-’ instead of finishing that sentence, using these claws in his back to move yourself down slightly so you can give him another lovebite that’s more on his chest than collarbone, so still hideable but even more extra]
Adonis: [‘I’m your boyfriend’ like remember as she’s shaking her head cos gotta believe me thank you, absolutely losing it over that lovebite though and making the loudest sound he has so far, which isn’t but would feel like it to y’all]
Dolly: [smothering his entire chest and neck in kisses because both of those things were EVERYTHING and how else are you gonna let him know beyond literally worshipping his body rn]
Adonis: [we’re gonna have to say that her top has buttons all the way down it so he can not at all casually take his time undoing each one and likewise kissing all the skin he uncovers but leaving it on her just hanging open for the absolute mood and a moment that is, taking so much time over these antics, from the first to last button, including of course getting to actually put both of her nips in his mouth properly, giving her a lovebite where the top ends, lowkey on her hip, cos also totally hideable but ridiculously extra]
Dolly: [when this has escalated in a very obvious way but you’re still somehow shooketh to be here and this exposed, WATCHING him like it’s your job, casually shaking about his naked skin being on yours ‘shit’ in french, of course]
Adonis: [looking up at her from where his head is practically between her legs already, the same look she gave him in the car before because do need your enthusiastic consent to escalate things further and be more feral ‘I know we aren’t in my room, but we are alone’ like please let me do this rn immediately thank you]
Dolly: [in response lifting your hips up off this sofa to pull down whatever you have on your bottom half but leaving your pants on so he can do that part as you put them on for him]
Adonis: [take a sec to appreciate that gesture again, turning her head though via holding her jaw how he did before so she has to watch this film because I imagine there’s a makeout or v tame sex scene playing that is nothing like the antics that are about to ensue between y’all but 1. He likes moving her and 2. Then they aren’t looking at each other while he’s angling and manoeuvring her body too, pressing down on the new hip lovebite while he’s at it because too !! in this moment, especially because he’s taking this v seriously so he isn’t taking her underwear off yet and is instead echoing her earlier car lace antics by playing with the waistband in his mouth, pulling it so his teeth graze her skin but only through the fabric, and kissing her the same way, doing the same with the leg lace, enjoying touching her thigh for the first time ever, probably doing his own version of lil scratches with varying pressure as well as kisses, just having a lovely time covering all the ground her pants do with those kinds of kissing and licking and teeth grazing antics etc etc, trying everything out until he gets to where he needs to be and then he’s really doing the most he can with fabric deliberately in the way, sucking on her foof lips as if this is a makeout sesh and pushing his tongue against her for what would feel like forever but clearly isn’t cos that romance is still unfolding on the projector screen]
Dolly: [doing your best impression of someone intensely focused on this scene but it’s background noise and blurred colours and light at best because you are beyond unable to focus on anything but the sensations that he is eliciting right now and being unable to tell where he’s moving next and what part of his mouth he’s going to use is making it even more intense for you ‘you’re so-’ when your own voice sounds like it’s coming from miles away to you because you’re not in control of the noises you’re making or what you’re managing to say ‘wow’]
Adonis: [me like stop accidentally teasing and torturing her please, I know it’s cos you’re overwhelmed af too sir and everything is so new and you’re so into it, but this poor gal is dying here lol, move her underwear to one side so you can finally do something without them fully in your way and tell her ‘you taste fucking incredible’ with the fucking incredible being in french obvs so it’s the same as how she told him his body looked earlier because simply must before you actually then do remove these pants and start to really go at it]
Dolly: [you’re allowed to take your time boy, given it is your first time, lots of foreplay for her is the most logical route to take lbr but that doesn’t mean the way we moan your name when you’re fully going for it doesn’t basically double as a THANK YOU]
Adonis: [saying his own french swear word like shit or something as a lil quiet moan when she does hers, LOOKING up at her for a sec because okay damn, so glad he’s doing well here and of course then getting right back at it and going harder about it to reward her for how hot that was]
Dolly: [when no encouraging smile back would hit as hard as the blissed out LOOK we’re just managing to give back to you because we can’t deal with how good it feels ‘I’m so-’ who even knows, there are many ways you could end that sentence but are not ‘cos you have to bite your lip immediately]
Adonis: [god bless these nerds, nobody can cough and interrupt you now, live your best lives, which they so are, the way it’s BEYOND mutual too, even though he isn’t touching himself or being touched I can tell you that without a shadow of a doubt when she cums he’s gonna cum all over himself too, everything is just that !!]
Dolly: [this will kill us because there’s no way that was the vibe of either man you have slept with like it would take you a moment to collect yourself and recognise that that just actually happened, getting yourself up however inelegantly because you’re dead but you also need to be holding him and having your face level with his rn thank you ‘you liked it that much?’ question even though it should be a statement ‘cos duh]
Adonis: [get you a man who, cos it isn’t Gabe and it’s certainly not that teacher, my boo is so right for that, LOOKING at her and holding the sides of her face as if to steady himself how she did earlier like allow me to get my shit together because his breathing is absolutely insane rn ‘you’re so hot, I couldn’t help myself’ not at all like a sorry and very much like I’m not soz and I simply HAD TO, obvious as that is]
Dolly: [shaking your head that he is holding ‘cos no you and kissing him with as much insistence about it ‘you make me hot’ as punctuation between increasingly indecent kisses that devolves into fully making out as messily as you have ever ‘cos there’s no chill now]
Adonis: [I love that y’all are giving your all to a feral makeout when you’re this dead, no chill ever is exactly it, eventually taking her hand and leading her, however unsteadily to one of the guest bedrooms that as far as the fam is concerned is her bedroom for the night, because instead of chill being found he is taking her into the ensuite cos you can’t tell me they wouldn’t love to shower together, not only do you get to see each other fully naked for the first time but you also get to wash each other’s bodies and hair and smell the same from whatever boujee toiletries are in there for guests, it’s all ideal and romantic, as well as practical for the mess y’all just got yourselves in]
Dolly: [it is a v romantic idea, and you have long af hair girl so you can hide in it should you start feeling self-conscious again at any moment but you’re having too nice a time to go full teenage girl about it here and now]
Adonis: [and when you get out (which at some point you’re gonna have to because you’ll get worked up af and can’t have your first time in a shower when she has no reason to be on the pill or have an implant or anything when she hasn’t slept with anyone since teachergate, why would you put that in your body when you don’t have to, so y’all are gonna have to kick your contraception old school) he’s gonna lie her on top of this bed and wrap them both up in the same big soft fluffy towel the way he did with the blanket on the sofa for that parallel, to snuggle her and comb through her hair with his fingers ‘Do you want to wait?’ obvs meaning until we’re in my room and my bed for a first time to happen]
Dolly: [just staring at him from in this cocoon, wiping a water droplet from his face before it falls ‘do you?’ because thinking you mean it in a more not today sense perhaps and we don’t want to say no to that if that’s what you want, of course]
Adonis: [‘I don’t know if I can’ just blurting that out so honestly and sincerely while he’s looking at her lying there looking like that ‘They’re definitely still awake and discussing us’ when you just know what your parents are like and what hot awks goss this is]
Dolly: [doing a small but very real smile at this confession because the feeling is mutual ‘do you think they’re going to interrupt?’ as a genuine question]
Adonis: [‘I hope not’ with a face that’s giving all the emphasis to that, because imagine]
Dolly: [loling at his face like well yeah, that’s not ideal ‘we’re further away from them up here’ with a casual shrug]
Adonis: [‘and this is your room’ like technically we’re not doing anything wrong if we are feral in here]
Dolly: [‘just remember to change the sheets tomorrow’ like don’t let your mum do it and see any evidence, making a face like soz, ‘cos that was not romantic but it is realistic]
Adonis: [we all know he was already nodding like okay valid point because it is realistic and he was right there with her on the idea so then he’s gotta smile when she makes that face like oh what are we like lol]
Dolly: [nudging his shoulder with your head in the same oh, us, way because you’re amused but the nerves are of course slightly there in the background still ‘your bed would be better but the location is here so’]
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Edit: I’m having some weirdness with my follow list and discrepancies in who I’m following depending on which platform I’m on. There are some people my tablet says I’m following that my phone says I’m not, so I’m very confused. I haven’t intentionally unfollowed anyone, so please let me know if I’m no longer following you!
If anyone’s softblocked me, my apologies for refollowing. I’m not trying to bother you. Please let me know, or hardblock if you’re more comfortable with that. No hard feelings either way. It’s just hard to tell what’s going on when glitches like this occur. 😅
Activity Update - 7th August
Hello lovely people! I’m a bit late, but it’s time once again for the monthly activity update. These posts help me to keep track of what the frick I’ve been doing, particularly when tumblr breaks or the brainfog strikes. This one only includes activity for July and the first week of August, everything else can be found over on my thread tracker (here). At the time of posting I’m up to to date on things as far as I’m aware, so if I owe you a reply, message, meme, etc, please do let me know!
The full activity update is below the cut. Bolded text = links.
If you want to see all IC interactions without the other stuff, click here. If you’d like to start something new, I have opens, memes, and a wishlist, or message me if you have a plot in mind! Alternatively you can just message me to say “WHAT UP, NERD” if you’d like to chat.
A quick OOC note before we get into the update proper: I’m going to be staying with family for a couple of months. During that time I’ll be on mobile and so won’t be able to use xkit for cutting posts. I’ll be tagging threads with my new mobile tag, which is “mobile post: Em’s on the move” and “long post” when needed. Block/filter those tags accordingly if the mobile reblogs become annoying to see on the dash. Now onto the update!
Threads, replies, and all other IC interactions:
A very confusing conversation - @harkcr
Mutual sass. - @kxllerblond
Jail meme, because our idiots can’t keep out of trouble. 😂 - @schwarzerengeltm
“Easy, there. Try to sit up.” (Deacon) - @wolfhymns
First meeting meme: bar - @real-michael-demiurgos
Awkward cuties! - @heavenguided
“If you’ll put your nose any deeper into that coffee cup, you’re gonna need a snorkel.” (Dylan) - @normallyxstrange
Extremely important food questions. (crack) - @deliciouslyfilthytm
“I was just trying to help.” (Casey) - @normallyxstrange
“What are you doing?!” - @schwarzerengeltm
“Does it still hurt?” (Mason) - @normallyxstrange
“You’re being followed.” - @kiingstech
Freedom! And punches from Tyler. - @schwarzerengeltm
“Wait a minute, you’re blaming me?!” (Carla) - @normallyxstrange
“Are you following me?” (Jamie) - @normallyxstrange
OTP reunion time! 😭 (Killian) - @nightiingaled
Ty is a brat and also in jail. (bodyguard!Killian) - @nightiingaled
Addiction Lyrics - @buggeredson
Lilith makes good points while Tyler refuses to listen. - @magaprima
“Sorry. Manners. I’m Fish.” - @the-immortals-assistant
“This right here is like putting holy water on a demon.” (Mason) - @normallyxstrange
“If you believe in any god, I suggest praying to them now.” - @the-immortals-assistant
“Get down!” (Mason) - @normallyxstrange
*Narrator voice* Caroline did not seem fine. - @seesgood
Interception (Than) - @nightiingaled
An abandoned house… oh, and a murder. - @hcartcfstcne
Under arrest. - @hcartcfstcne
“What the hell is wrong with you?” (Drevyn) - @wolfhymns
“Your mind. It’s… what happened to you?” (v: Walker and Hyde) - @intensediscipline
“You should see the other guy.” - @avengingxmarine
“Fuckin’ werewolves…” (Damon and grownup!Ty) - @schwarzerengeltm
bby!Ty gets stuck in a tree because of course she does. 🤦♀️ - @schwarzerengeltm
Tyler 👀 is 👀 suspicious. 👀 - @tobeblamed
Headcanon memes, crack, and various silliness:
Drabbles - here and here, heed the content warnings.
The nickname that hardly anyone is allowed to use. Despite it being her url. 🤦♀️
Sarah needs a demon dick intervention, I judge her life choices, and other dash commentaries.
Tyler is ANGY as usual. 😤
Incorrect quotes meme: Damon
Additions to Ty’s strawberry collection.
Ty’s reaction when Mel gets a papercut.
Ty and Damon now have a broship tag and I love it. ❤️
Only SHE is allowed to call her friends names. 😤
On behalf of my muse, I would like to formally apologise to Damon’s blood pressure.
OOC housekeeping:
Thank you to everyone who has been vaccinated this month. ❤️
Thank you for bearing with me and my fluctuations in writing quality. Chronic illness is rollercoaster y’all.
I’m likely going to start defaulting to small text for my threads as I find it easier to read on my phone. I’m on mobile only access currently, but even when I’m not I most often write up drafts on the app, and then post/queue them once I get to a PC. The smaller option being easier to read feels counterintuitive, but 🤷♀️.
There won’t be any other changes to formatting. If you’d prefer I use the normal text size when replying to you, let me me know and I will do so!
A PSA regarding character development threads.
Because this blog is Old As Fuck™️ I’m adding a throwback tag and a key events tag. The throwback one will be funny quotes from past threads, ‘oh shit’ moments, things of that nature. The key events tag is self explanatory, key events from Ty’s past. So far in there I’ve only got the encounter with Moros, and her “oops” that caused her to stop drinking since that is referenced quite a lot lately. 😂 More things will be added while I’m retagging, but speaking of that…
Tumblr is being very strange and eating parts of threads when I retag them. It only happens with old posts, but it means that my reorganising has stopped for quite a while now. Tumblr confirmed it was a bug when I reported it but that was weeks ago. 🤷♀️
Tumblr is also stretching most of my gifs even when I tell it not to. Apologies for this, my images are not intentionally huge!
Timeline tags for bby!Ty still to come.
Now that I have all of the clips I need from Buffy, I’m slowly (very slowly due to lack of PC access while I’m with family) making new gifs and icons. I’ll also be making new gifs for the relationships pages, as well as finding a better layout for it. We gonna be getting ✨snazzy✨ up in here.
I think that’s everything! Once again, please do let me know if I’ve missed anything. Stay safe and don’t forget to drink some water. ❤️ — Em
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