#it will be good for me though hyperfocusing is THE worst thing idk how anyone can enjoy it
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i think krita is starting to feel a bit better finally....???? figured out how to best adjust key shortcuts and after 2 months or so the default brushes are actually meshing with me now that i can better feel how similar they are to the ones i always use in csp.... tbh i might just consider using that and csp both side by side once i build my new desktop, theyre different enought to force different things out of me and i find that fun and refreshing honestly
#i struggle going outside my comfort zone these days compared to before with increasing physical issues#since its frustrating to feel like i wasted the few times i can sit and draw only to accomplish nothing of worth#but i need to learn how to best rest and how to best make use of the time i have#and keep practicing doing things in more smaller sessions#basically somehow defeat the adhd hyperfocus hard mode boss LMAO#it will be good for me though hyperfocusing is THE worst thing idk how anyone can enjoy it#both mental and physical anguish for me rip#sharan talks
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DILF HAWKS WHO’S BABY BIRB IMPRINTS ON YOU AND NOW THERE WILL BE BIRB COURTING AAAAHHHHHHHHH 😳😳😳!
~Plus a mystery~
Like, you’ve never met.
Either of them.
Ever.
But one day at the park, you’re eating lunch on your day off, sitting there with your bentō, and this small child, a toddler of maybe 3, is screeing and giggling as he chases a ball around the walk near you.
It’s so dang cute you have to a hold back a laugh after you’ve taken a bite of your sandwhich. You love seeing kids being happy, carefree when you normally see people of all ages at their worst.
You’re a rescue and medic hero with a Healing Quirk and also studying. Idk what. There’s a lot of options. Let’s say some in ‘verse medic level ranking exam. Right now you’re level 4. There are 10 levels in total.
Point is, you’ve seen things.
So watching people enjoying themselves, adults and children alike, soothes your soul.
You watch the little bird in amusement. There’s a smile on your face as he chases the ball, but then you frown.
He’s getting awfully close to the road — he never strays off too close, staying on the sidewalk near by at most, but you get a bad feeling.
You’re hyperfocused on him. You don’t hear anything as you start to stand up, everything moving in slow motion and suddenly you move.
You let your lunch fall to the floor as you’re at the kids side, grabbing him and throwing yourself back as a car wildly swerves, jumping the sidewalk all the way to the grass on the other side and then corrects itself into an old street light that breaks.
Debris comes flying from both car and light.
You’re shielding the child, curled around him and ducking your head close, closing your eyes because you’re out of uniform, you don’t have your visor on you (like an idiot, you think self-deprecatingly, even though it’s your day off and you’re not even in costume) and even the weak protection of your eyelids is something against a spray of glass.
Except, you feel nothing hit you.
You don’t even feel yourself hit the ground.
And that’s because you don’t.
There’s red feathers cradling you as you cradle the child in your arms. Feathers anyone would recognize.
Oh, you think, that’s really lucky.
You vaguely note the form of the #3 hero heading towards the car, as well as a medic already on scene. Good.
Your attention is immediately on the child in you arms who’s distressed crying and chirping, stress gripping you and you begin to speak softly as you check him over, mimicking a gentle coo you’ve heard before from an owl. Maybe. Or a dove? (Hmm.)
You don’t know why, you did the cooing of a maybe owl. It. it just feels right?
The baby birb still cries, but it’s less and less as he realizes he’s safe and okay. There’s still an upset chirp, a hiccuping one, though.
You coo again and wipe away some of his tears. He nuzzled into your side.
“It’s okay, sweetie bird, but that was really scary, huh?” / “NnnhgH…. Mmhmm…”
“I didn’t see any ouches on you, but do you feel hurt anywhere?” Your heart drops as he nods, gripping you harder and you’re pretty sure your arm is bleeding but so what. The kid is hurt and you missed it!
“Can you tell me where, sweetie bird?” / “Inside. Cold hurts.”
Cold hurts? you mouth the words to yourself, gently running your free hand through his hair, gaining a surprise by calmer chirp, but you’ve always been quick on the uptake and oh!
“Do you… Do you hurt from all the scary things? Does it feel a big, big, BIG rock is in your tiny birdie tummy?” You asked, watching his expression. The kiddo looks to you in amazement that you could describe it so well!
He nods his head quickly, eyes never leaving you. You smile gently and whisper that you know something to help that, but he has to listen well. He can do that, right?
The vigorous, serious nodding he does seems to indicate he agrees with you and you choke back a giggle at how cute he is.
You begin to hum to a melodic tune, soon singing without actual words. Vocalizing? Something along those words.
And the baby bird calms. He’s no longer stress gripping you, but holding on still and looks at you with awe in his adorable little face instead of the miserable distress he had earlier.
As you sing the last note, though, you end in a little coo again, surprising yourself once more.
What surprises you even more is the clapping coming from near by… You glance and see Hawks, as well as some civilians who had been paying attention.
The little bird in your arms gives a series of happy chirps, bouncing and partially letting go of you, holding one arm open towards the well known hero.
“Daddy!” …daddy?
FFS it’s so obvious. Omg how didn’t that enter into your mind??
You feel like an idiot as Hawks holds out his hands, one to help you down as his feathers begin to lower you, from cradling you safely, and the other to his “baby bird!”
You grab his hand and gently allow him to help you down. Only he turns it to grabbing you and twirling you and his son around for a moment before setting you both on ground level.
You make a surprised noise. that sounds an awful lot like a songbird’s startled chirps.
Hawks and the kid, who still hasn’t let go if you, both turn to face you. Hawks with a startled, then perceptive gaze and the son with a giggle.
“It seems we have a lot to talk about.” What.
And that’s how you find out your Quirk should’ve really been named Caladrius (from how it works in conjunction with the bird traits you’re beginning to show), you and the kid have imprinted on each other, only the kid realizes it full force as he’s more in tune with his bird instincts, your bird characteristics (and isn’t that a trip!) are just now coming in about 16 years late (at the least if you had gotten your Quirk when you were 4 like everyone else, but most likely had it in part since birth, theorized due to trauma from how your own imprint bond was broken when your father died when you were a toddler yourself) and that Hawks — Keigo would like to “court” you.
…really. All you wanted to do today was eat lunch and take in the peaceful, happy vibes of the park.
Now you’re a mama, a bird, a mama bird, potential mate to a high profile limelight Hero and digging into a mystery of your past that you never even knew was a mystery.
……hopefully the sex will be really good.
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this is so cute!! little baby birb omg <3
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Zira Lyons Blackwell -- Character Sheet
holy water cannot help you now / thousand armies couldn't keep me out / i don't want your money / i don't want your crown / see I've come to burn your kingdom down / holy water cannot help you now / and no rivers and no lakes can put the fire out / i'm gonna raise the stakes / i'm gonna smoke you out
Archetype — The Ruler Birthday — January 29, 974 Zodiac Sign — Capricorn MBTI — INTJ Enneagram — The Challenger Temperament — Choleric Hogwarts House — Gryffslyth Moral Alignment — Lawful Evil Primary Vice — Wrath Primary Virtue — Patience Element — Earth
Overview:
Mother — Souhalia Lyons Father — Unknown Mother’s Occupation — homemaker Father’s Occupation — idk rich lord dude Family Finances — rich Birth Order — eldest Brothers — Kay (yes, that Kay) (7 years younger than Zira) Sisters — Guinevere (yes, that Guinevere) (4 years younger than Kay) Children — biological: Barack, Djimon, Nyah; adopted: Nuka, Vitani, Kovu Best Friend — n/a, maybe Nuka lol Other Friends — n/a Enemies — the Lyons family and the Pendragon family; anyone aligned with them. Pets — she probably has peacocks and other exotic animals, maybe she has a lion, lmao. Home Life During Childhood — she doesn’t even remember lol Town or City Name(s) — too many to name; all over the world What Did His or Her Bedroom Look Like — irrelevant Any Sports or Clubs — also irrelevant, though she does dabble here or there in this or that Favorite Toy or Game — revenge. Lol. she likes chess. Schooling — she’s a doctor so -- she’s gotten probably quite a few PhDs. what else are you gonna do for a thousand years but go to school a bunch? Favorite Subject — she likes all of them Popular or Loner — loner for sure, always has been Important Experiences or Events — having her children, getting turned into a vampire, Nyah dying, finding her adopted children, etc. Nationality — Originally from France, her parents were Moroccan, but she married some English noble and moved to England. Usually she says she’s English. Sometimes she says she’s French. Culture — Vampire. Religion and beliefs — Revenge.
Physical Appearance:
Face Claim — Danai Gurira Complexion — Blemish free, being a vampire is amazing. Hair Colour — Black Eye Colour — Dark, dark brown. Height — 5’7 Build — Slender, muscular Tattoos — n/a Piercings — n/a Common Hairstyle — Shaved close to the head or a fro, sometimes wears wigs if she’s getting #fancy Clothing Style — sleek businesswoman chic Mannerisms — stands very still, always looks like she possesses controlled rage, because she does. Usual Expression —
Health:
Overall (do they get sick easily)? — uh no. Physical Ailments — none being a vampire is awesome remember? Neurological Conditions — uh a lil obsessed with revenge but im sure it’s fine Allergies — none bc being a vampire is the bEST Grooming Habits — gotta keep these up tho real talk do vampires have BO like they wouldn’t really get smelly liek a WOLF (i mean human) would Sleeping Habits — she...doesn’t sleep... Eating Habits — blood? Exercise Habits — when she feels like it Emotional Stability — on the surface: a ten; beneath the surface? like a 1. Body Temperature — frigid dead. lol Sociability — she can do it but she doesn’t really like entertaining Addictions — revenge? Does that count? Drug Use — eh Alcohol Use — copious.
Your Character’s Character:
Bad Habits — explosive temper; being kind of lowkey insane; hyperfocuses. Good Habits — detail-oriented; good mom…...sort of, it’s complicated Best Characteristic — uhhh her commitment to the follow through Worst Characteristic — …...her neurotic nature…...sure Worst Memory — her daughter’s death Best Memory — when Kovu was born aw Proud of — her children Embarrassed by — her children lmao Driving Style — gotta go fast. Temperament — chill until she’s not chill Attitude — laidback, until she just straight murders you Weakness — single-minded focus Fears — not completing her revenge (Arthur lowkey, only lowkey tho) Phobias — none she’s a vampire Secrets — none really, she shares everything with her kids; at the very least with Nuka. Regrets — not saving her daughter. Feels Vulnerable When — I AM NEVER VULNERABLE Pet Peeves — her children being bratty; people not immediately following her lead Conflicts — none lmao she knows what she wants and bitch is gonna GET it Motivation — avenge her daughter’s death Short Term Goals and Hopes — break the charter Long Term Goals and Hopes — break the charter Sexuality — chaotic bi Day or Night Person — no preference Introvert or Extrovert — extroverted introvert Optimist or Pessimist — optimist
Where and How Does Your Character Live Now:
Home — Talon Hall, it’s a fancy old mansion Household furnishings — fancy Favorite Possession — oh man idek probably some old painting or something she isn’t attached to material things bc like she would have lit nothing left of her original life Most Cherished Possession — eh Married Before — yup, to Mohatu Lyons Significant Other Before — lots Relationship with Family — her family is very loyal to her and she dotes on them in return Car — idk i should give her some fancy Audi or something Career — at the moment? Doctor Dream Career — eh Dream Life — doesn’t really have one outside of completing her revenge fantasy Love Life — chaotic and complicated probably Intelligence Level — highly Finances — super fuckin rich
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