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#pjo#wottg spoilers#wrath of the triple goddess#it wasnt the worst thing ive ever read#but was the worst rick book ive read#there were parts i liked#some cute moments#but overall it felt like a marketing cash grab that didnt have that much effort put into it
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they werent lying that knuckles series barely has knuckles in it
#i pirated that shit Btw just so we're clear. also gonna talk about it a little bit in the tags#nothing too spoilery but also might not wanna read if you want to go in knowing absolutely nothing? idk#anyway he WAS a main character still he was present for a decent amount of the first couple episodes#but the amount of screentime he gets just starts dropping after that . hes barely there at all in the second half ???#and it feels like theres a lot of scenes mostly focusing on wade and his problems and not near as many for knuckles and his whole deal#overall it feels more like a wade show with knuckles in it than a knuckles show with wade in it. which sucks#and human characters having plot relevance isnt the problem here i dont mind human characters at all i think they can be really fun#its the fact that the human characters are taking over the story and spotlight when the show is called knuckles#and all the marketing makes it look like knuckles is the main focus#and i also would have preferred if they just went with a differnet character to be knuckles' human friend#because i dont particulraly care about wade. and the knuckles (and sonic and tails) i know would not be friends with cops </3#well at least the story wasnt knuckles training wade to be a better cop like a lot of people were expecting but thats like.the bare minimum#also aside from the issues relating to knuckles' screentime (or lack of screentime) i thought the ending was unsatisfying#regardless of all that though there WERE some parts i enjoyed or found kind of funny or whatever. because knuckles so cutesy as always#knuckles being a cute little guy is the most important part of the show actually#and i liked the parts with sonic tails and maddie even if they were only there for like 5 minutes#(i really wish those three had gotten more screentime. i feel like they could have easily worked in at least one more scene with them)#and its a minor thing but the opening sequence is cute. was honestly expecting just a title card or something#overall the show is just . kind of okay i guess. not the worst thing ive ever seen but still disappointing ? idk how to explain..#my expectations also werent very high in the first place#so maybe im being a bit more generous than i would have been otherwise. idk#and i definitely would not recommend this to anyone who already dislikes the sonic movies . youll probably hate this more#like people who thought the human characters got too much screentime in the second movie would lose their minds if they saw this
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the summary here is to not leave ur assignment to the night before when it was released 20 days ago. alternatively just do not be neurodivergent in an academic institution they will EAT you
#the adhd was on acid tonight genuinely might be the worst ive ever had#like i was getting overstimulated by my DOGS WALKING ON THE TILES#LITERALLY THE SOUND OF CLAW ON TILE#THAT WAS IT#the moment i clocked it i was a goner i started hearing the hum of the radiator the drip of the tap etc etc i went supersonic#and spent the entire time with that ball of panic in my chest like i was being hunted for sport#like girl it's not actually that serious please GOD#and i COULD NOT READ A FUCKING SENTENCE LIKE IT WASNT EVEN THE CONTENT#IT COULD HAVE BEEN ANY SENTENCE I JUST COULDNT READ IT I WAS SAT ON THE SAME SLIDE FOR 20 MINS EACH TIME#but ofc i couldnt have taken the stress away by starting the assignment sooner#bc then i wouldnt be scared enough to be productive#so ofc we MUST wait until the very last minute. duh#i hate it here truly fuck every tiktok bitch that ever thought adhd was a fun little thing YOU CAN HAVE MINE IF UR IN THE MARKET BABE#hella goes to uni
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"it's easier to leave an abusive situation than it is to stop an abuser" :^( but it's not easy :^(
#repeating patterns repeating patterns repeating patterns repeating patterns#im not unsafe btw just. :^) scared :^)#tired.#starting to stop walking on eggshells kind of. in a cowardly way. like responding some of my real thoughts but at 4am#i want to scream. im not like that but i want to yell and tell her to leave me alone forever and i just want to be able to rest !#and to not be afraid. i want to move. i want to drop off the face of the earth. i want to go to bed. i want to stay awake and on guard.#idk. im tired. im so tired and i want it to stop. it's not even a big deal.#the thinly veiled insults bother me more than anything else. insult sandwich on compliment bread.#im so pretty im so stupid im so funny. im smart im too insecure im beautiful. im the most interesting person she knows im evil im talented#it's not even the worst thing it just pisses me off so much. do you think this is helpful to say? do you think this is normal?#do you think you'll get what you want insulting and belittling me as long as you tell me you think im attractive?#it's always how pretty i am. like some superficial bullshit is going to make up for an insult or make the insult disappear#and everyone else gets to leave but if i leave she'll die and it'll be all my fault and this is just like x y or z#and didnt i know she almost experienced trauma as a child but didnt? and how that effects her?#fuck. i hope she sees this tbh. how fucking insulting to see something someone's experienced and say that couldve maybe happened to me#but the person who couldve done it lives in another country and never came here.#what the fuck. what the fuck.#so it didnt happen to you? you cant lay claim to it at all? yet you think you understand me or that even if it did happen it's all the same#im going to lose my mind. im so. fucking. over it. but im a coward and i dont want her to die so ill grin and bear it.#and she'll tear out all my skin and ask if it's a little too much and ill say it's fine and she'll say im so gorgeous but i'm disgusting#but at least im kind. and ill say okay. because if i say anything else it's a threat on her fucking life.#tbh im only posting this now bc i know no one will likely read it. perpetual coward when it comes to this shit#because if i tell someone the full extent they'll ask why i didn't leave sooner. but i did!#i left and i got bombarded and overwhelmed and i was so tired of being scared of running into her everywhere#and i just. eased back in. and said it would be less this time. and it is so much more. it is so much worse.#ive lived in that fear before and i was so tired of it. it was a big reason i moved so far for college. and i cant just run away#so this seemed better. but it's so much worse. id rather hide every day of my life. keep an eye out everywhere and run away.#it wasnt so bad really. it was tedious and nauseating and i only ever explained it to one person. but it wasnt impossible.#this is much closer to impossible. this is soul crushing every day. and the things she does arent even as bad i dont think#it just doesnt stop. at least in high school i eventually got it to stop. i just had to be avoidant. this. wont stop.
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#i had the worst fucking nightmare yesterday when i took a nap and i havent slept since 😣#it technically wasnt all bad but it was one of those lucid dream situations and ive been groggy ever since (but cant! fuckigng sleep!)#and then i was studying but i think im getting burnt out bc i cant fucking concentrate bc im so fucking stupid and i#keep getting practice questions wrong and my test is in TWO WEEKS and i know NOTHING even tho ive been studying for so long#i feel so hopeless like i genuinely think im gonna fail and that scares the shit out of me bc what the FUCK am i gonna do then#that shit would be so embarrassing like that will just confirm what i already know that im a dumbass piece of shit loser 😭#like i lowkey broke down a few hours ago bc i genuinely think im just plain fucking stupid! like Not Smart like fucking can barely read#like one question will take me like two minutes bc i have to read that shit two or three times to process whatever the fuck its saying#thats so fucking embarrassing i feel like a fucking failure lmao#and the thing is im trying my best im just dumb as a brick fr#like how tf u study over five hours a day and still on some 56% bullshit 😭#and everyone is saying im gonna pass bc i study so much but!! i get almost half the questions WRONG that is NOT a good sign#no but fr if i fail idk whats gonna happen i dont think i'll get kicked out but i know everyone's gonna be mad at me#and im gonna be in a dark place for a while and i'll have no one to blame but myself#just like the last time i failed at something#ignore me#i just needed to vent
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haha so tempted to get worse on purpose again
i want to not care anymore.. i fucking hate being aware of whats going on in my life i want to just disappear.. its gotten to a point where im genuinely afraid of meeting new people or even seeing my friends irl- idek if they are my friends anymore- most of them havent texted me in ages which is weird cuz we used to talk constantly and they were the highlight of my day..
its fucking pathetic really- i barely do anything in my life.. i rot in bed every day and my mom thinks im getting better.. IM FUCKING NOT EVERY SECOND OF EVERY DAY IM ON THE VERGE OF WANTING TO SKIN MYSELF ALIVE WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME
people used to like me.. at my worst i had tons of people who loved me, i got attention constantly, there were people i didnt even know drawing me.. not some sona but actually me cuz they thought i was cool enough for that.. as much as life was horrible at my worst and every second i wanted to kms i had people who liked me, i had so many fucking people who liked me, things i did got attention, PEOPLE FUCKING CARED even at my goddamn worst- back then id show off every ugly part of me and there would be people whod like it
now i feel as if if im not perfect no one will like me, people dont like me for myself, they like me for what i can give them or a perfect version of myself, the second i start to struggle people FUCKING LEAVE AND IM SICK OF IT
it hurts so fucking much that one day we were literally talking about getting married, how many kids we'd have and all that shit and then the next she'd dumped me cuz i was too "mentally ill" even tho throughout the entire time we were dating all i ever did was try to make myself better for her, she said she didn't want to fix me but i never asked her to, all i asked is she love me and i gave her everything i could, pushed myself to do things to see her and even tho i wasnt perfect by any means i did so much..
god this all sounds so cringey- i suck so much god damn but whatever- at least ive got my lovely wife <3 love you matt youre perfect even if you probably arent reading this
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ive tried like 3 times now so i guess im gonna do this in parts
so last thursday i went out with a man id been talking to off An App since before i went on that work trip, the conversation over text wasnt necessarily flowing ever and there were some long pauses while i was away that had me convinced it was joever but he always popped back up and even asked me how things were going and what i was doing. so we meet up the day after i get back and across 3 different bars and 5 drinks we get on like a house on fire. both like the same music (we were both at the same music festival in early august, talked about that a ton obviously) both play the same games (both main death knight and do very high mythic plus keys in wow) and as we get more comfortable with each other we start holding hands and intertwining legs and stuff while sat down. we make all kinds of plans for future concerts to go to together ranging from aura noir in like 2 weeks to him saying he will let me know if he ends up with a spare ticket to sigur ros in november because if he does he'll definitely take me along. we talk about different horror movies to watch together and he lets me yap on nonstop about fish related stuff, which he's actually super knowledgeable about and tells me i sound so lovely when i talk about it and i explain things so well that anyone could understand them and that it's amazing to listen to. he says he's so proud to know someone so intelligent who might actually do something notable for science and put this country on the map for scientific discoveries. we talk about art and he asks me what my favorites are in the national gallery in town and why and we discuss them. i mention i do art and he asks to see and literally can't contain himself when i show him and says i'm amazingly talented. things are going so well and the conversation about music and games and concerts and art and science has not idled or stopped once that when he's like oh shit i have to run for the train i'm like well instead of running we can continue having drinks here and then wait for the trains to start again at mine? and he's super down so we head back to mine and crowd together on my tiny twin bed in my tiny bedroom sized flat and he lets me put on jewels of the rift, the crunchy jpg quality reuploaded ancient natgeo documentary about cichlids i watch on youtube every time im feeling down. i tell him wow i've never been able to convince anyone to watch jewels of the rift with me before and he's like ohh don't worry i'm here now and about 40 minutes into jewels of the rift things get a bit 😏 but i stop things from going tooooo too far and we both have the worst nights sleep ever on a 90cm wide bed as two 6ft+ people who have been drinking heavily. he leaves at 7:30am and hugs me and quietly says it was really nice to meet me and i tell him to text me when he gets in which he doesn't so i text a little bit later asking if he got in ok. he says he only just woke up then and because i know he has work that night i ask how it's going and he just says it's going ok. i reply with a half joking type thing about how i hopefully didn't give him the german engineering university plague and get left on read so on sunday i text asking if he'd be interested in hanging out again sometime and then put my notifications off and go into the woods. i don't realize he replies 5 min later with "I'm a bit busy these coming weeks. But we can probably go to a concert or something sometime if you want :)" which feels really. not good to read. and so i reply back saying i'm definitely going to the aura noir show we talked about in like 10 days so just let me know and get left on read. it's now thursday and i still haven't heard anything and like.
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if youd like to read the stephens from the beginning you can over here :)
if youd like to read the stephens continued you can over here:)
@ohsosims
blake- riv, hey.
river- oh um hi.
blake- yeah i wasnt going to barge in or anything but i um. you werent at breakfast. was just worried you werent...good.
river-im good
blake- okay,right.
river- [pauses] hey um ..blake..last night really..um.
blake- if you were just upset about isla its okay. i get it,man. ive been there. like i said last night i dont want to hold you to something youre not into.
river- blake,shut up.
blake-right sure[clears throat]
river- you didnt let me finish. im upset about isla. yeah. and it was ..the worst timing probably ever just based off of that. i didnt really think and i um..this is weird now.
blake-[scoffs] weird? nooo. no we're normal. completely. yeah.
river- we arent but what i wanted to say was i liked it a lot. being with you. its nice. yeah i um. im glad it was with you.
blake- you are?
river- i am.
blake- then why do i feel like theres a but coming.
river- BUT i ruined things with isla the moment we kissed. we could never go back to hot things were. and i miss her, man. i miss my friend. i dont want that happening with you.
blake- what are you saying,riv?
river- i dont know..i...i dont know. i lost isla. i dont want to lose you.
blake- then you wont have to . if you want to forget it we can just you know..forget it i guess.
river-i dont want to forget it. i just need a second..i dont know.
blake- okay yeah fair. hey i told you rdad i was going to drive your sisters to school so.
river-right.yeah ill be there in a second.
blake-right.
#my ea app still wont let me in#its been like this all dayyyyy lordddd#hopefully sorted soon#but anyways lots of ums with these boys#i think riv obvi has had feels for him for some time#but#its complicated#because hes also hurting over his girl#the stephens continued#river stephens#blake donovan#the sims 4#ts4#the sims#ts4 gameplay#simblr#sims 4#ts4 simblr#the stephens#the sims 4 community#ts4 community
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what is this jean/Jeremy/Kevin thing it looks interesting and the art is cool
oh boy oh boy!!!!!!!! i am absolutely going through it anon. so basically there is this book series called all for the game by nora sakavic that you should totally read (the first book is called the foxhole court -- but please check out a list of trigger warnings for it because it is very heavy and deals with a lot of serious and painful topics. i myself have had to disconnect for some of the scenes and come back when i was ready; its completely okay to do so, or to not read the books at all if its uncomfortable). its about gay athletes, guys just going through the absolute worst, the yakuza, fucked up families, a running game of how pathetic can you get answered in 15 different ways by each person, fucked up relationships, all not-so-neatly packaged into a completely made up fictional sport. (its funny because i am NOT a sports person and barely even understand cricket even though i watch it all the time, but i know the rules of exy forwards, backwards, and inside out. its that serious.)
i also need to warn you that the first book is slow. the second book is also kind of slow. i personally didnt have any trouble with it because im more of a character reader and aftg had PLENTYYY to keep me busy, but i think its a fair warning if youre sensitive to pace. however. the payoff is so incredibly worth it. its an amazing read with obsession-worthy characters, detailed and balanced plot beats, flowing and natural dialogue, very creative sports , and the relationships will make you want to reread it twenty thousand times. the romance is also the slowest burn to ever burn. if youre going in for romance at the start, you Will Not Get what you want -- but you will get it. i think we as a fandom focus on the romances a lot (im new so dont take my word for it) but its 1) because we're tumblr dont come and 2) because the romances and relationships are incredibly interesting to see through the lens of the books and vice versa. what i really love most (and youll see this in the ec doc) is that it feels like each and every choice was deliberately made by the author to make the book. like. down to the ice cream flavor they get at one point. especially with the sunshine court, i feel like i can see exactly where she made a choice and what mightve happened if that choice wasnt made. its intoxicated to read. it feels like breathing and it feels like drowning.
i just read the sunshine court (where jean and jeremy are more from) so thats what all the recent stuff has been, but you should read the foxhole court series first for it to make sense. i think tsc is 100000x times better and better written than tfc but you have to work for it lol. and!!!!! the author is on tumblr (@/korakos)! also if you do read it, please tell me!!!!!! you can keep sending anons or you can dm me or you can come to my house and live in my room but tell me!!!!! theres also an extra content doc (thanks @jeansyvesmoreau for sending this to me) between the series' (so after the kings men, before the sunshine court) that you should definitely definitely read. but im getting ahead of myself.
i hope that helps?? or at least doesnt hurt. if you liked the raven cycle by maggie stiefvater, i think this is a good step up. let me know if you have any questions at all!!
okay ive been normal for this whole thing, ranting and incoherent noises below cut:
ANON ITS SOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD ITS SO GOOD. ITS SO GOOD. i told mel this but i cant possibly say i love these books because its not necessarily love. its not something i can explain but youll get it if you read it. there is a piece of my soul that was carved out, reformed, and then put back into me by nora sakavic. i dont think ill ever be the same again. i need a therapist who has read these books so they can understand exactly what im going through. each character was like a bomb to me. jean moreau is like a straitjacket. they mean so much to me. theyre nothing. i hate them. i need to feed them breakfast. OUGHHHHHHHHORGHEURGHEOGH. there is so much grief entangled with them but they are so vibrant and full of life it hurts. i cant stop thinking about them. i finished tsc yesterday and ive been sobbing ever since. i am dead serious. i cried myself to sleep last night thinking about one of the characters. i need you to know how real i am being.
i think if i meet nora sakavic i will probably kill her. just fully black out and kill her and not even know it. so i wont meet her for the better! but i need this to be out there. my fingers hurt from typing all this but know that there is MORE in my head. so much more. i am fit to burst with it all. love you anon thanks for asking
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ive noticed this fandom really likes to assign bad intentionality on louis no matter what he does when its not present in the show at all, when it doesnt even make sense in the show context. the latest example being the fairly popular post implying louis sees daniel as another artpiece to profit from and that is why he said what he did to daniel, that acktually he wasnt trying to save daniel at all he was just being a cold calculating capitalist, when that is clearly not how this show was framing it, not in the writing, the directing, or the performance. everything has to come from a bad place when it comes to louis. everyone kills people and does shitty things (in varying degrees) to their loved ones in this show but everyone but louis is doing it from some pure childish place, so actually theyre less bad - not louis though, his guilt is fake, hes always just pretending, like he could do better but hes purposefully not: this is the twisted illogic of the fandom.
its weird because there are plenty of shitty things louis does because he cannot or does not control his emotions like when he chokes claudia or when he escalates with daniel, but this fandom, unlike with other characters where they can clearly or more fairly delineate when lestat and armand is doing shitty things out of cruelty and shitty things because of trauma, they cannot do the the same for louis. to them louis is like the snake in the garden of eden: everything is actually his fault, his intentions were bad from the beginning, and nothing that has ever happened to him could inform any of his actions.
like what am I missing? is there some 5th dimension of this show I havent seen. Because everything I see involving louis so easily seems to fall off into conspiracy theory absurdity territory. its like you're looking past this show and beyond.
Maybe its because the show is framed as someone's account, and people are always ready to be not just skeptical but have the worst faith reading of a person's account, particularly persons like louis.
But I don't think that is the intention of this show.
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Saw a lot of people have been coming out to you and stuff sooo yeah...
Hi! I'm Non binary!
Ive struggled with misgendering since I was a kid. Im afab and as a child I was more feminine than a lot of girls at my school. I had long hair, wore dresses and skirts and such and everyone still mistook me for a boy. There was one incident in high school where I was walking upstairs to the girls changing rooms and the girl in front of me turned around and told me the boys changing rooms were downstairs, needless to say, I was not too pleased with that.
Then, after coming out as enby 2 years later, with the school sending emails to all the teachers, people openly calling me they/them and having my hair cut super short, people stopped misgendering me as a boy and started mistaking me for a girl. Now you may think this was because I was becoming more "feminine" through puberty or whatever but thing is, I wasnt, not noticeably anyway. I used binders and stuff but everyone kept mistaking me for a girl.
Now several years later, people still do this and it's super annoying! But yeah... Thanks for reading all this (if you did that is!) And yeah, just really needed someone to rant to.
Hi!
Honestly, misgendering is the WORST.
I think cis people don't even realize how bad it is, because they're like "Oh, it's not usually on purpose!" But it's like...that almost doesn't matter. it still sucks that people don't see you for you. It's like being poked with a pin all day long- by the end of the day, you're still hurting. And it's even worse when people DO know and just 'forget' or can't be bothered. Like respect isn't hard, you know?
All this to say, I understand so much. It sucks. And I still deal with it ALL the time. And I'm so sorry you have to deal with it too.
I'm here if you ever need to talk/rant!
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Worst/best movie you've ever watched?
the worst movie that ive ever watxhed was this italian .... movie ? i feel like i cant even classify it as a movue vecause this was like .. weird .. it was called la bonne and i watched it when i was finding as many lesbian movies as possible and this wasnt even .. maybe ir was a bit gay i guess from one of the girls pov ?? i mesn the gayest thing they did is show each other their pussies and then play sexual bdsm style hide and seek ?? i hobestly dont know rhat was crazy it wasnt even gay tjis was like honoerotic undertones that could be read as manipulative and for other reasons that arent rveb gay .. very entertaining in a way
the besr movie ive ever watxhed is like a top three and those top three are carol, carmilla (2019) and my first summer .. mt first summer was jst very adorable and carol has older lesbian women and thats well fucking hot i fucking love that mocie and carmilla 2019 ???? IT WAS A VAMPIRE !!! AND THEY EVEN SHARED A BLOODY KISS LIKE ACTUAL BLOOD !!! wnd that was so hot mygodd .... jesus fucking christ ... thats the best mocie in my opinion i hate the ending si nuch but god it was so hot .. carmilla ..
#devil in ohio is a show that i really enjoy and talk about regalarly on my twitter#you will find me complaining ahot the ending and the victim blaming and also the way everyone trated mae like shit#that show is so special to me#bwcaudr the writers of the mocie fuckedit up#the fucking therpaist was a sbit therapist#she brought a traumatised girl into her homr and fucker her up even more#you cannot blame a traumatised girl who just ESCAOED a cult to not do ajything in her poert to stay#shes so fucking traumatised and these cunts made HER out to be the bad person ???#jo one was helpinf her !! she only had herself !!#the writers fucked her relationshio with jules up so much i genuinly hate what they did
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Tried to follow only to discover I already am. Good job, past me. Thoughts on the changes made to Rose’s character with each reboot?
YES i have so many thoughts
first of all. the new 52 was the worst thing to ever happen to rose and im not exaggerating even a little. she started out as a superboy side character (???) as an assassin that was hired to kill him if he didnt do what they wanted ? then she became a ravager and hunted people down
but the WORST part of the new52 is that they either didnt know or didnt care about lillian worth and they just. made rose one of slade and adeline's kids. and had him raise her.
also she was the oldest child of her and joey, which is nowhere near the same level of awful as the whitewashing but still makes me uncomfortable
yeah so. new 52 was fucking terrible. that is not rose even a little i do not know this woman
but REBIRTH fixed so much <3 christopher priest my bff <3 i am once again recommending deathstroke 2016 bc it has so many good moments and i think its worth reading
the first time rose showed up lillian worth was mentioned!!!!! she was there!!!!! <33333 the timeline was changed a little but i can forgive that bc!!! LILI!!!!!
the problem is that the book made her hmong instead of cambodian and i dont really know why??? but also ive said it before but,,, as much as it makes me upset bc asian identities shouldnt just be interchangeable,,,, this was the first time it was even mentioned that she was half asian since the 90s!!!! and she had a whole arc about her hmong heritage and her family!!!!!!
AND she didnt kill anyone in that book iirc :') the closest she got to killing someone was when she was in the middle of a breakdown then shado killing him for her instead which!!!! i love so so much bc rose does not kill a lot despite what some writers want you to believe. pre52 she has like maybe 3 murders that i would consider in character so the fact that she doesnt kill anyone in ds2016 is so fucking real
anyways ill also count infinite frontier as a reboot bc i love to talk about my opinions
there werent a lot of clear changes in infinite frontier BUT. technically her cutting her eye out is canon rn. in deathstroke inc theres a flashback of her stabbing her eye, and also in dark knights death metal (?) shes drawn with an eyepatch
then she was in robin 2021 which was . eh. it wasnt BAD for her but it was just kinda her continuing to kill ppl ig :( but she was drawn so nice in that book so ill forgive it
side note i still hate the idea of respawn so that bothered me in this book. also what they did to connor hawke is unforgivable so its a net loss but whatever
anyways i think thats all my thoughts. in conclusion: new52 bad. rebirth mostly good. infinite frontier eh. and my own personal interpretation is perfect always.
#thats not even mentioning the fact that she gave up the name ravager in ds2016#which i LOVE but everyone just. forgot about it.#not fair#also im choosing to ignore the fact that that hmong family was paid by slade#bc i have a lot of thoughts about what that means for her but i dont want to derail all of this#but also also. ds16 is so fucking funny. remember when rose got married just to spite slade#rose wilson#dc
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To all those comments
Yes i do forget my cis friends pronouns. Especially when they are suddenky trying something new.
But the thing is i dont have visual indicators for alot of them, and it wouldnt matter if i did because someones looks dont determine their pronouns. All my friends are online or penpals. Sometimes i get voice but that doesnt mean shit when i cant remember who is talking half the time. Or that i remeber the persons whos talkings pronouns
Alot of my online friends have their like... Birth pronounss aswell as something else. Some of them prefer the other thing. Mate im in a discord server i cannot remember every single persons pronouns in there.
Some of my friends put their pronouns in their username. And that helps, sometimes ill remember it longer because of the repitition of seeing it. But even then i am still able to forget it. Its harder when im focusing on a game and not able to focus on remembering someones pronouns.
For my pen pals we spend so much time emailing or mailing eachother that we dont even talk about pronouns. Our own pronouns rarely ever even come up ive even had ny first one admit they forgot mine and was too afraid to ask at that point and avoided it at all costs because theyvdidntvwant to risk lossing me as a friend. It wasnt a big deal.
And you know what? They dont have so much of a problem with it as yall do. I forget things. All the time i forget things. Most of my friends also have disorders or disabilities of somekind so they understand. I just forget things.
Sometimes i have to look back at discord to see the name of whoever is talking to me. Like i said i forget peoples names.
Im sorry yall cant understand that i really do forget things.
And even then. Even if my memory werent so trash. People forget things all the time. Even people with a good memory. Sometimes you get so absorbed in something your talking too fast and focusing on something that you use the wrong pronouns for someone or who your talking to. This happens to one of my friends occasionally.
Its not a big deal. My pronouns get forgottem all the time too. Honestly i dont care personally about it becaise i prefer to be called by my name instead. Newer people get my pronouns wrong all the time. Its nit a big deal. Hell i dont even know if my sister even knows what my pronouns are.
I get that it can be frustrating. I do try. But i cannot help it if i cant remeber something.
"just ask" i do. But sometimes i dont think before i talk or think ive remebered them correctly and i get them wrong.
As someone with the worst memory on earth, you can tell whos doing it on purpose and who has actually just forgotten.
Also thanks for jumping to conclusions and getting mad because you cant comprehend the life of someone other than yourself. I have bigger problems than remembering my friends pronouns specifically. Its not like i dont try to remember them, but like with everything else i just forget them. I forget things about my long term friends because our lives and friendship dont revolve around remembering eachothers pronouns and then berating eachother for forgetting. Most of what we do is talk about games or books we read. What shops weve been going to or bad snacks we try. In between all the actaul stuff we do its normal to forget things that arent talked about.
And i prefer it like that rather than some big art discord i tried joining a while back and there was almost twice weekly drama over someone forgetting someones pronouns. That level of stress and worry over pronouns is not normal for anyone. And. Yeah some of those times it was people dping it on purpose bit most of them from what i saw was usually teenagers antagonizing others for not focusing their entire life on what pronouns they were using. Even when someone apologized it wasnt enough. It was disgusting to see and stressful.
Idk what to tell any of you.
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Frankly, I think a lot of the disagreements are actually over what 'friends' implies.
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ooo i dont think i know that song but its funny cause right after i saw ur little sneak peak post for the tag list i went on tiktok and there was some angsty satosugu slideshow thing
like it was one of those comics and on the last slide there was a lyric like “if the world was ending you’d come home right?” or something like that idk what its from but fml
i wasnt gonna put my heart through a shredder for ur mini series and then last night i somehow read a geto cheating fic, which, i mean i was probably top 5 geto fangirls at some point this year but i never read for him lol like ever tbh, i hate to admit i think i only loved him in the context of gojo 🫢if that makes any sense anyway what i know from the solid 3 geto fanfics i’ve skimmed through is they tend to be brutal and that was no exception and i followed that up with the most criminally disgraceful toji terminal illness fanfic
Terminal illness plots were never my thing but genuinely what was that, the word sadness and anything of the kind has lost meaning so ig im all geared up, gimme ur worst 😤
(have mercy)
its been a hot minute since ive read a dystopia thoooo probably cause apart from school novels i havent read an actual book since being obsessed with hunger games when i was 13 😓
Instead i read ur glorious fanfictions what am i saying “an actual book” when you be churning out wholeass masterpieces of literary experience
You are a fantastic author 🫵
💞
yeah! the song that inspired that fic has a similar line “if the world was ending you’d come over right? sky’d be fallin and i’d hold you tight”
hahah it’s actually funny i think ppl know me in my writing for fluff? at least i think that’s the genre i’ve kinda been incorporating into my fics the most so far. but i actually enjoy writing angst the most! it makes me feel like i’m journaling
AW thanks my love i appreciate u :”) naw they’re just my silly lil fics but i’m so happy that they are loved!!
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Do you mind if I ask your top 10 favorite characters (can be male or female) from all of the media that you loved (can be anime/manga, books, movies or tv series)? And why do you love them? Sorry if you've answered this question before.....Thanks...
well THANK YOU for asking, you are the first to!
tbh ive been meaning to do this on my main blog bc I take these wayyy too seriously lol but ANYWAY heres my top 10 faves (in no particular order) that I can think of (tbh theres prob more i forgot about, or i wanted to keep only 1 per fandom... except tgcf)
Huge Spoiler Warning: for ALL of tgcf, 2ha, aot, AND JJK MANGA!!!
1. Feng Xin (tgcf)
do i even need to explain this one? loyal to a fault, just a cute lil puppy, one hell of a sculpted archers back, and he's head over heels in love with Xie Lian (but tbh same) i have a lot of thoughts about him on a daily basis on this blog (and also theres the #fx backstory au tag)
2. Noé Archiviste (the Case Study of Vanitas)
MY BABY
the absolute bestest boy of EVER... with a LOAD of unprocessed trauma (yknow the typical stuff like seeing your childhood bff get decapitated in front of you) and a lot more to come once we find out how he kills his boyfriend best friend, Vanitas...
i ALSO think about him a lot but over on @noes-pillow
3. Sejanus Plinth (The Hunger Games: tbosas)
hated reading as a child... HATED it... picked up the og trilogy when i was 12 and i was a goner. The funny thing is i still hated reading for YEARS up until i picked up the prequel novel then in 2020, and now ive read all of tgcf, 2ha, and more fanfic than i could ever imagine... all because this stupid boy (i love him) chose to trust the WORST person as his friend, rip sejanus my baby
the movie is v good btw, if you havent seen it you should
4. Xie Lian (tgcf)
*Taizi Dianxia Fang Xin Guoshi General Hua Xie Lian*
how this man survived 800 years of being physically unable to die and never went insane is a mystery i will never be able to fully comprehend (aaand im in love with him... hmm i wonder why...)
5. Mihael "Mello" Keehl (Death Note)
the chocolate-addicted blonde boi that was my first anime crush... by proxy I must also add Mail "Matt" Jeevas because they are a package deal
these two are also the reason i started writing fanfic so they will ALWAYS hold a special place in my heart
6. Xue Meng - (2ha)
*sigh* he's just everyone's fav peacock (yes technically the image is XM 0.5 but he had a cool ass bird so im using this photo bc its COOL anyway...) mengmeng is another one of my trauma bois who has lost next to everything and yet is STILL kicking ass and taking names #thatsmyfuckingsectleader so proud of you my son
also this might get me into hot water here but imma go ahead and say it...
this is what i wanted Jiang Cheng to be... (i LOVE my angy grape but...) through thick and thin, despite EVERYTHING, and even mo ran fucking abandoning him he will still call mo ran his "ge"...
fgjhdfhfdg THEYRE BROTHERS, OKAY???
7. Howl Pendragon (Howl's Moving Castle)
ok this one i just simply do not need to explain... if you think i do, go watch this whole movie and then there ya go thats your answer...
GENDER
8. River Song (Doctor Who)
aside from being the character that unlocked my unhealthy obsession with :) Main Character Death :) at the ripe ol' age of 8 YEARS (although Will Turner from POTC also helped on that front... Orlando Bloom my beloved) River's story was a stroke of absolute GENIUS from start to finish and i simply love how Alex Kingston played her...
"You don't expect a sunset to admire you back."
I just love the doomed ones, okay...
9. Satoru Gojo (Jujutsu Kaisen)
look... theres *gojo girlies* uwu and then theres GOJO GIRLIES... i couldn't give 2 shits about how he's fan-serviced (tho im not complaining) but have you SEEN the amount of grief pumped into that man? he could explode in a fit of fucking insanity at literally any moment and take the whole goddamn world down with him bc what happened with suguru WASNT FAIR to him and satoru has more than enough power to go apeshit... but he DOESN'T... even after losing so many of his co-sorcerers... he still puts on a brave face to the end in order to protect the childhood of his students even tho his own youth was stolen from him during hidden inventory...
SEE? The DOOMED ones!
10. Levi Ackerman (Attack on Titan)
i read the manga during my last year of uni and when i tell you i SOBBED at the end... yes ofc for obvious reasons, but mostly bc my little Levi loses EVERYTHING. He is the SOLE survivor of the veteran scouts. He's missing multiple fingers, an eye, and the ability to walk. He was the strongest (yowaimo) but wasn't even granted the mercy to die at the end of his narrative! Broke my fucking heart.
BONUS: Morph (Treasure Planet)
he's a morph!!! nuff said <3
fin
#thanks for the ask friend!#gonna rb this to my main too bc i needed a new one of these#alex talks#asks#i swear im gonna wake up in a cold sweat in the middle of the night remembering a character i forgot lol oh well i tried
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