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Okay so I finally finished merlin. Since I already knew about the sad parts, I was pleasantly surprised at all the fluffier moments and how precious it is to watch arthur truly recognize all merlins done for him. It's not how I would've ended the show but it was a beautiful ending.
#a lot of implications ill talk about later when im not sad and tired#oh shit its 2am#huh maybr ill go to sleep lol#it wasnt the best ending but not too bad ig#an interesting one ill say#younger me was so sensitive how tf did she not remember âHEY THIS SHOW MADE YOU FUCKING SOB DONT REWATCH ITâ#i dont regret it tho i got gwen#and others but like. she is this biana or some character like that#like sm sad shit happens to her but i love her and i can never think sad thoughts about her#her and freya woukdve been friends#her reaction to merlins magic was judt ahdjfllv#bbc merlin#merlin bbc#the adventures of merlin#tiwtr-vc
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High All The Time
you get me so high- the neighbourhood
â âyour my best friend, ill love you forever.â
For @bywons âon â´ur đoveă⌠â event!! Go check out the other amazing writers :)
Pairing: stoner!heeseung x fem!reader || Word count: || 1K+ (1794) || Genre: LOTS of angst, fluff, second chance ||Warning: cursing, mentions of death, mentions of drug and drug usage, NOT PROOF CHECKED!
preview đŹ: The high school sweethearts, thats what you and heeseung were known for. Up until senior year when heeseung became a druggie, which took a toll on your relationship.
eveâs notes: STOP WHY DID IT TAKE SO LONG FOR ME TO MAKE THIS đ anyways its finally out so i hope yall enjoy đ it feel like it couldve been better but its still pretty good IGâŚ
You walked into school, usually with your boyfriend of 3 years but he ditched you to go smoking behind the school, yet again. You were wearing sweats and your Heeseungâs only good hoodie, the rest all reeked of substances and cigarette burns. You wouldâve worn something more appealing, but you were too tired.
Heeseung used to be the sweetest boyfriend ever. You met him in your sophomore year through mutual friends and several classes you shared and instantly hit it off. Casual meet ups turned into dates, and on your 2nd date he asked you to be his girlfriend. To which you obviously said yes.
Up until senior year is when things fell apart, he hung out with a bad group of friends and ended up ditching you to go do drugs with them.
You never really had a problem with it until he missed almost every date because he was knocked out cold. You were deeply concerned for his health and well being, that being the core factor to all of your fights with him.
Heeseung came over to your place on the weekends, tripping over his own feet and smelled too strongly of weed.
âBabe, Again? I told you that you needed to stopâ you said gently.
âIm sorry, i promise ill stop, baby.â He apologizes, slurring over his words. It was obvious he wasnt sincere with his words, but again, and again, like a fool, you fell for it every time. Thinking he would change.
As you walked hands in your pockets, pity stares were thrown your way but you tried not to mind it. You approached your locker and quickly got your stuff. You saw a glimpse of Heeseung and quickly stormed over to him.
âBaby, where have you been!?â You said in a huff. Heeseung covered his ears to show as if you were being too loud.
âChill, i was just out back with chenle and the others. And stop yelling, you give me a headache.â Heeseung said as he held his hand up to his head.
You scoff to the side, âI thought you said you would quit?â You angered. Heeseung shrugged and walked pass you angering you more.
âStop running from your problems!â You yelled from behind, he pretended not to hear you as he went to his friends.
Your eyes welled up with tears, but you blinked them away before anyone could see. You quickly walked to your next class half expecting heeseung to show up but as always, he never did.
You laid your head down and tried to nap. You were tired of him, tired of school, tired of everything. Luckily high school would be ending very soon, in less than a week.
Days pasted by faster than you expected, and graduation day came sooner than anticipated.
Heeseung agreed to have his focus solely on you on graduation day.
The night before the big day, heeseung came over and stayed with you the whole night. School had ended already and now the only event left was graduation day.
You both watched movies and ate snacks together. You were laying on heeseung and you felt his breaths get calmer and short sighs coming out every now and then. When you looked up, he was fast asleep and it was the cutest sight you have seen. You kissed his cupid bow shaped lips and you swore youâve never felt more in love with someone in your life. Soon falling asleep on him.
Graduation day came and went, heeseung had suprised you with your favorite flowers and a beutiful necklace with an infinity sign to represent your relationship. You made a silent promise to never take it off, the necklace meaning a lot to you.
Hugs and pictures were exchanged throughout the day, the last day was overwhelming for almost everyone.
Jay announced a graduation party that night at his parents house since they would be gone for the week. Everyone was going so you thought why not go as-well.
That night, you did your hair pretty, did your makeup soft, and wore something simple as jeans and a black top.
You went with your friends and told heeseung to meet you at Jayâs place. You and your friends arrived a little later and you stayed with them for a bit until all of you heard yelling.
ây/n!â Jay called. You snapped your head to his direction with a questioning look.
âYou need to come with me, your boyfriend is going crazy!â Jay exclaimed.
You got up from your sitting spot creating a domino effect and causing all of your friends to get up as well.
Jay signalled to follow him, and that you did like ducklings following their mother.
When you saw heeseung, he looked like he was on something and was yelling at someone.
âHeeseung!â You said, but your voice was drowned out from his yelling. You pushed yourself through the crowd until you were close enough to reach him.
Just as he raised his fist, you grabbed his hand and led him out the house.
When he saw you, his eyes softened and his demeanor shifted.
âBaby, what was that?â You questioned
âThat guy was talking mad stuff you know i cant let that slide, love,â he spoke in a daze.
âBabe, what did you takeâ you said plugging your nose to stop the smell.
Heeseung shrugged and muttered something incoherent.
âWhat?â You asked
âNever mind.â He sighed
âNo, tell me baby.â
âJust forget it!â He spoke louder.
âTell me, what did you take?â You questioned inpatiently
âI said forget it, y/n!â He yelled in your face. You were taken aback from his outburst.
âOh so its y/n now, huh?â You snapped.
âLook, just let it goâ he scoffed.
âHee, dont you get it? I care about you, just tell me!â You insisted.
âFine, i just took a few tabs. You happy?â He mocked.
âtabs!? Heeseung what were you thinking! Thats dangerous, you could die!â You yelled.
âSo what?â he said.
âso what!? Youre SERIOUSLY asking me that right now!? Heeseung, i love you too much to loose you. Please stop this addiction before it gets any worse.â You pleaded with him.
âI dont need you to dictate my life. Just stop telling me what to do!â He shot back.
You scoffed, âfine, you know what? I will. Heeseung, im breaking up with you.â You said, tears threatening to fall.
âWhat? Baby, you can be serious right now,â Heeseung argued.
âDont call me that anymore, heeseung we are done. Dont even try to contact me.â You cried, tears already pouring down your checks.
âNo please, y/n please! I cant go on without you in my life!â He begged.
âYou said you dont need me, right? So theres that, now ill leave you alone.â You sobbed, you turned away as he tried to convince you to stay. you ran away from him wiping your tears with your wrist and quickly dialed your friends number with shaking hands.
âY/n? Whats up?â
âIsa, i need you to come take me home right now,â you said in broken sentences.
You heard her cut the line of and within minutes she pulled up in front of you.
You got in the passengers seat as you cried uncontrollably. Isa tried to console you while still trying to keep her attention on the road. She drove you home and told you to call her whenever you need and drove away.
You ran to your bed to cry in your pillow. Your phone buzzed several times, all from heeseung. Hundreds of missed calls and hundreds more unread messages. You put your phone on silent as you cried loudly in your bed.
When you woke up, your pillow was still damp and it was bright outside. All of the event of that night came hurling to you like a bad dream, causing a major headache. You only wanted to crawl in your bed and never come out.
You checked you phone and under all the notifications from heeseung, was a miss call from jay. Confused, you decided to call him back.
âHello?â You spoke in a rasp when he picked up.
âY/N! I need you to come to the hospital, heeseung just got into a bad accident.â He said in a panic.
You didnât believe it at first, you didnt want to believe it. But still you called up isa and told her to go to the hospital.
âWhat happened?â She asked while driving with speed but with efficiency.
âI broke up with him last night, and now jay told me he got into an accident. Now i feel like shit.â You said burying your head in your hands.
âHey, hey, its not your fault okay? Me and the girls will always be here for youâ she comforted.
âThanks, isa. I love you guys so much,â you thanked.
â No problem, now go get your man!â Isa said as she parked outside of the hospital doors.
You smiles and thanked her again before you dashed inside. You spotted Jay and ran up to him,
âY/n! Heeseung got into a car accident last night, he is in that room but heâs unconscious right now, i thought you might wanted see him.â Jay said softly.
You nodded and went into the room jay pointed to. There you saw Heeseung on the bed, countless of machines and wires connected to his body. You held his unresponsive hand and broke down on your knees.
âHee! Im so sorry, I shouldve never left you alone like that, i was too harsh. Please! Wake up, I cant imagine my life without you!â You sobbed, holding his hand to your forehead.
âIm sorry for being a bad girlfriend, im sorry for being a brat, im sorry for not looking after you more, im sorry for everything, im sorry i never said âi love youâ enough.â You said in broken sentences and several huffs of air.
âPlease, heeseung. I love you so much,â you cried uncontrollably.
âI love you too, babyâ the sudden voice scaring you
âHeeseung! Youre awake!â You hugged his neck close, never wanting to let go.
Once you backed up to give him space, he confessed to you
âIm sorry babe, its all MY fault. I shouldve stopped using substances a lot time ago. I was meant to be in the position, anyways.â He sighed
âHey, its okay, but please promise me you wont ever touch a drug in your life again.â You pleaded.
Heeseung smiled softly up at you, âi promise, your my best friend ill love you forever.â
And with that, you passionately kissed him cause you were the only thing that could keep him high all the time.
TY FOR READING THIS FAR MAUHAH YAY LOVE YOU ALL â¤ď¸
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THIS IS MY LIKES AND DISLIKES OF CHAOS THEORY â ď¸Spoilers below cutâ ď¸
When i first finished this season, I too like some people, was skeptical about it. I get why some people say its bad, I just thought it was very different from cc. At points the characters didin't feel like themsleves, the way some of them were written and the designs gave me a real hard time to get used to them. Also i felt as if it was just too much to process at times so i rewatched it and my final answer is that its a good show the pacing is incredeble, the plot, the suspence and character development. i just had a hard time getting used to everything new? Ig. I'm still doubting whether its a 10 but sure thing is that it was a very good first season its a easy 9/10. So here are the thinks i liked abt it:
-THE WAY THEY POTRAYED EVERYONES TRAUMA/STRUGGLES , Sammy having anxiety, Yaz overcoming her ptsd, and KENJI. MY BOY. That must have been the best breakdown i've seen in animated series. Whoever wrote that scene. Wow. It was the best thing in the whole show honestly. His vision gtting blurry, having truble breathing. The panick. Wow. I CANNOT SAY THIS LOUD ENOUGH.
-Ben and Sammy duo? Hello? Im srry to say but you might just be better than Yaz and Ben duo. Idk i really loved them.
- "Benjamin."
- Showing Yaz is doing better. Despite her ongoing struggles, she has clearly grown and matured the last 6 years, and the way she calmed Sammy in the sinking van? Ig all those therapy sessions and college paid off. That scene is a clear illustration of the progress she has made. I mean sammy did say "i can tell shes still struggling" but there wasnt really a clear scene of her getting stuck in place as she used to. So my guess is that it was just Sammys anxiety and the fact that they didint talk much. Bc then Sammy was surprised how she kept herselve together. So yeah
-YASAMMY. NOTHING MORE TO ADD.
-UM SAMMYS CHARACTER?? HELLO? GLOW UP, CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT, i loved her sm. She moved up to my top 3.
And her anxiety? It was so well shown too
-the fight between Sammy and Yaz felt so natural and not at all forced. They both had valid points and in the end they did understand each other and were on the same page.
-Ben being Ben in almost every episode
- Yasmina's "boo."
-Brooklynns design?? Majestic to say the least.
- ingore what i said ealrier abt the acting out of character. They do remind themsleves they just grew
Well, all except Ben...
-Kenjis new voice actor, he did a real good job, as much as it doesn't sound like him, he really captured some emotional scenes very well.
- The robot lady. THEY REALLY SAID TAKE A WOMAN AND MAKE HER CREEPY ASF. I was genunanly creeped out. And the detail that at the ranch if u listen closesly u can hear the whistle. Hell nah that was scary.
-Benrius Ben and Darius friendship, okay actually u can't tell me u didint feel it too, the tention between ben and Darius cmon we all know what u are Ben stop making up girlfriends in Europe
-Brooklynn turning bad, or from what we are told worked for bad people ig. Personally as much as it shocked me, im sure theres a good reason as to why and i cant wait to hear more abt in season 2.
-I can now undertand what everyone meant in reviews saying "its more mature" not only in the more death and dinos but it woyud be kind of confusing for a younger audience to undertsand some stuff in this show.
-I really liked Daniels kon death, maybe it wasn't necesarry but im all in for that dark death scene.
-Lastly the comment Sammy makes when Ben asks how bumpy got pregnant, and the yazs smirk. Gurl i was suprised they added that but i loved it
Now, the things that i didint like and why:
- First of all, Darius being in love with brooklynn. I mean i get it but i also dont get it. In my opinion, there shouldn't have been a different reason as to why Darius was the most effected by her death. They were close and she died. Its okay to be really effected by someones death and not bc u liked them, and i also do believe that the reason for him not showing up the night she "died" should have been smth more serious. Then again i get it bc now he felt a lot more guilt bc it was for a not so important reason he didint show up and thats why he didint tell anyone. Well axtually it isnt that bad, but i just felt it was forced for the plot. This again could be bc i started to like kenlynn and now they turned the tables completly but sure.
-Brooklynns voice actor. I just couldn't connect her to brooklynn? She sounded a lot different, not a major bad thing it was just hard to get used to.
-Ben having a gf, or supposedly having one, u telling me this man has a gf:
I thought it funny but yk that man is a homosexual
- and lastly, Brooklynn being alive. This might sound bad but it made sense for her to die. And i was kinda lamed out that she wasnt dead. (Pls ironically enough, just weeks ago i begged for her to be alive.) But like the way everyone suffered bc of her death, going throught the 5 stages of grief, and the way the show was played. It just would have been better if she died, all those flashbacks, the emotional moments, i mean its not gonna be the same when i rewatch it bc i know shes alive. Anyways enough abt this.
Actually i have nothing more to add to my "bad stuff" list but i might come up with smth later. Bc i will be rewatchibg it obviously. Ig lastly i just wanted more episodes how dare they cutting the season of right there.
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Seeing Styx for the 3rth time (plus John Waite and Foreigner for the 1st times)
I drove 2.5 hours to Holmdel, New Jersey for this show bc Styx hates Pennsylvania this year ig and this is the highest amount of money i have ever paid for a concert ticket and it was FUCKING. WORTH EVERY PENNY.
I need to listen to more of The Babys
JOHN SOUNDS SO GOOD WHAT IN THE FUCKKKK
I'm seeing him again in October and I can't wait now
the official L*ve N*tion press portal said that Styx was the headliner for this show and they FUCKING LIED
After John went offstage they UNVEILED LARRY'S PIANO AND I GENUINELY WASNT EXPECTING THEM TO BE NEXT SO I SCREAMED SFNGOESIRNGER IT WAS A LARRY JUMPSCARE
I should also mention there IS NO PIT at this place and the stage is LOW to the ground like 4-5 feet off the ground and the stage is SMALL too ?????? So i was like AAAAAAAAAA??? I'M GONNA BE SO CLOSE TO THEM (I was 3rd row) like I was literally 10 feet from the stage maybe a little less even
I did text Larry earlier in the day, saying like "see you tonight! I'll be the one in the Gowan shirt!" like I did last year in Allentown, but I checked really close to them coming on and he hadn't seen it
HOWEVER
WHEN THEY CAME OUT ONSTAGE
LARRY CAME RIGHT TO THE FOOT OF THE STAGE
AND POINTED AT ME
and just seemed to genuinely happy to see me and was motioning at me and nodding like he FUCKING REMEMBERED ME, GUYS
immediately after that I got Terry's attention and pointed at my shirt and his face went from joy to surprise and he mouthed "oh, wow !"
sometime before the first song was over, Tommy was standing behind JY and we made eye contact and he gave me a :O ! face he's so precious
tommy's so fucking beautiful i got to see him up close for the first time and gawwwwdddddddd pleaseeee i could see every fucking curl and detail of his face and his tattoo and hhhghghghrhhghhhhh i wanted to cry he's just so breathtaking
he's also sO TINY LIKE I KNOW WE SAY IT ALL THE TIME BUT SEEING HIM UP CLOSE I WAS LIKE HOLY FUCK HE'S SKIN AND BONES AND COMPACT AND TONED AND PETITE AS ALL HELL ANYWAY-
Too Much Time On My Hands- Tommy does his "is it any wonder I'm not a criminal?" then points at Larry and goes "A CRIMINAL MIND!!!!!!!!!!" and i guarantee you i'm the only one in the crowd who knew what he meant so he acted all bashful like "who, me?" and then POINTED AT ME AND HELD IT AND WAS BOPPIN WHILE POINTING RIGHT AT ME BC OF THE THE GOWAN MENTION
When Larry went into Lady, Terry fucking pointed at me and mouthed "LADAYYY" he wants me so fucking bad you guys
Larry did not sing Lady to me this time but Terry did so that's an even bigger win
during Lady when Larry does his "take me gently into your arms" and hugs JY, when Larry was coming over to him to do that, JY kept scooching away and i fucking died nfgonsfoginsg but JY leaned into the hug they're so cute i love these old men
god seeing JY up close was ethereal as well he's just such a softie
I don't remember what point he did this but JY also made eye contact with me and gave me the same :O !! face tommy gave me pls i love him sm I'm so elated I got his attention
Larry didn't play Khedive and I'm SO SALTY ABOUT IT GUH WHEN DID THEY DECIDE TO CUT THAT
Tommy and JY doing their twiddly fingers at the end of the one song
saw the Tommy tiddies with my own two eyes and at one point he realized he was showing too much of his chest and tugged at his shirt so there wasn't that big of a gap whehehehh
Chuck wasn't there :(
AND THEY CUT LOST AT SEA TOO GUH
WHY COULDN'T THEY HAVE BEEN HEADLINING LIKE L*VE N*TION SAID THEY WERE
anyway anyway it just felt so intimate this time and i had a blast and they're so funny and i would die for them
when Larry introduced the band he did Tommy first and said "this man right here gave you some of the best songs of the 20th century :')" and Tommy just looked at the crowd and mouthed "sorry" and i can't stop laughing at that fgndsofignregnae
just random moments of Larry pointing at me and dancing at each other
god hearing The Best Of Times live for the first time ever was ethereal as well they had tommy doin his little distorted "with you toniiiiight, with you toniiiiiiight" and seeing his solo from that it was just ughhhhh i'm so glad i got to see it
tommy also moved around a LOT more than he did last august thank god I got to be 10 feet away from him
Larry's crazy eyes during Mr. Roboto PLEEEEEASE
went nuts when he stood up on the piano IT'S HIS THAAAAANG
I'm still so salty they weren't headlining but i can say this was absolutely my favorite styx show I've been to
I did hold up my print of Tommy's portrait at the end again and Larry definitely saw me and bid me farewell pretty much when I blew him a kiss but Tommy didn't see the print tho he was SO CLOSE TO MEEEEEEE GRAHHHHH
Tommy being like "a lot of people in the crowd look our age and that's so nice to see you guys still comin out and supporting us"
THEY'RE ALL JUMPIN TOMMY'S KICKIN HIS LEGGY AND JY DID A JUMP AND LARRY AND TOMMY SHUFFLIN AND AAAAAAAA
anyway after Styx i chugged a boozy slushie and water and scarfed down a pretzel in the grass and then it was time for Foreigner
I went down after their first 2 songs and in the middle of their 3rd song (Dirty White Boy) I opened up my phone and saw Larry had texted me 3 minutes prior
I saw the notification and I literally started screaming at the top of my lungs and jumping up and down because HE GOT OFFSTAGE LIKE 40 MINUTES AGO AND HE'S TEXTING ME ALREADY ????????
he said "it was so nice to see you (and that shirt) right from the start of the show!" and when I tell you I started crying I was SOBBING bc the last thing he said to me in Ottawa before we parted ways was "we'll see you somewhere on the road!"
He makes me feel so special and I felt like I was back in Ottawa that night again because I just felt so elated and appreciated by one of my favorite people ever like here i was 3rd row at a foreigner concert sobbing to myself because I was getting texts from the frontman for Styx not long after their set
Larry knows who I am it's official and I love him so much you guys
Anyway after that I was getting super into Foreigner and Kelly is a slut
he literally let a lady spank him from the crowd like he WANTED HER TO IT WAS ALL HIS IDEA he bent over and patted his butt, urging her to smack him and she did a few times and fucking died fgbndfkjgnsfogs
he also put his ass right over where fog was coming out of the floor so it looked like it was shooting into his ass like Kelly stoppppp
I also love Bruce i never knew who he was until last night but he's my fav
I KNEW KELLY WENT ON A PLATFORM FOR JUKEBOX HERO BUT I DIDNT KNOW IT WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE CROWD ??????? that was a religious experience
so was I Want To Know What Love Is, and they had a high school choir singing with them
it was impossible to find the busses afterwards bc the way this place was set up had the busses on a dead end street behind the venue that was blocked off with No Trespassing signs and a security guard so- and it was impossible to get around the OTHER side bc it was just a hill
anyway Larry even texted me again before I got back to the parking lot and I screamed again but he just shared my story and sent me his memoji as always lol (plus he liked my message where I told him to say hi to Terry for me)
I need them again already
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My opinion on the finale episodes below the cut. Obviously spoiler warning lol
First of all. I see people say it was really underwhelming and i kinda have to agree? It wasnt a Bad ending or a lazy one or whatever words have been thrown around tho imo. I feel like with all the hype about how "painful" and emotional itll be from the VA and from everyone, we all just expected more tragic outcomes or something.
I am dissappointed because of that as well. I liked how Simon finally reflected a bit and had some self awareness about their situation with Betty. I loved that he didnt become Ice King again or that they didnt do some actual time travel to "fix" stuff. I also liked that they didnt necessarily made him a bad husband (?/boyfriend?) he kinda just never realised that Betty has been putting more into their duo than he was.
That doesnt make him innocent tho b4 someone comes at me. He was a bit too self absorbed but i dont think he was entirely selfish either. He was a person who made mistakes and didnt realise them. The line where he said smt like "i wish we could have talked like this before" also makes it pretty clear to me that Betty never really spoke up about these things either. Golbetty had to make him aware and tbh? I think that was more Golb than Betty.
The whole Scarab ordeal felt a bit. Ehhhhhh I dont know. His anger reaction to things suddenly becoming "canon" (lmao) was very nice to see but him being allowed to wreck havoc like that for a good while felt more like an excuse to bring the others into this world. I dont have a problem with it btw i just dont see the point why we need Farmwold Jay and Little... I forgot her name damn. Also whys Babyworld Finn here đ (i get it, he was in the tank, i dont mean literally i mean Why)
As much as i was soooo mad when LSP freed the scarabs it was very in character. I like how it was a thing that he likes animals from the start so it wasnt senseless stupidity, it was something he would do even tho it was the wrong thing to do. Made me pause and lay down to stare at the ceiling in frustration for a solid minute i cant lie, still in chacter tho.
But alas. I like how in the end it all didnt turn magical (completely since ig its partially magical with Cake and everything else) and how Cake finally cooled down about the crown. IM ALSO SO HAPPY THEY KEEP IN TOUCH WITH SIMON OVER THE PHONEEE!! But yea him wanting to move was so real and I hope he does lmao he deserves it.
I only kinda wish they made him reconnect with Marcy a bit more. I am actually pretty dissappointed that we dont know if he ended up reaching out to her more or not. I understand his situation with not wanting to spook her, i actually feel that bit in a soul connecting level good god, but idk. Im at least happy he is Literally in therapy now
(Kinda makes me wonder tho if he spent the time between the end of AT and the start of FC with no like therapist or psychologist. Just rawdogging his mental illness about everything. Mood tbh but like did he? Did he??)
Anyway despite my slight dissappointment i am actually pretty happy with the outcome. I really liked the theories and the ideas of how Simon may make FC magical or what he will become but tbh this is probably the best outcome. Everyone got a happy/hopeful ending (minus Farmwold Finn ig who im atp assuming is dead. Also Star Marceline and PB) which i am really REALLY happy about.
I gotta say I already wanna write fanfic about these guys so inspirational effect granted. Woooo.
Tldr
I was kinda dissappointed because it was overhyped about how emotional it will be when it really wasnt but other than that I am really happy about how the ending turned out save for the alternatives staying in FC
Edit: I SEE PEOPLE TALK ABOUT THE WHOLE SHOW DONT TELL THING AND TBHHH??? TTTTBBBHHHH??? YEAH. IT WAS ALL JUST TALKED ABOUT LIKE WHAT ABOUT SYMBOLISM? MY GOD.
Also Simon had like 10 minutes to get closure with Betty which was horrifically rushed but again, when your wife turns into Basically God you kinda dont really have a choice to chit chat. Still not happy about it but again, could have been worse. Could have been much worse.
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late night ramble but ig heres my 2 cents of this poll (not directly attaching this to the poll cause im a coward LOL)
ofc, i won't put my thoughts on luci/belphe/asmo. ik we get tidbits of them through their nobles or pb's prev games but i wanna judge them based on how they actually show up in-game. i also know there's prob gonna be some luci lore later when gamigin update is out (atm its like abt 4 or so days till that update's release) but i'll just omit my thoughts on luci for now
ok now for the rest of the kings:
i should also put a disclaimer that i don't read any of the unholy board stories unless if it's mammon's, so for the other kings that aren't mammon my opinions are purely based off of main story or event appearances or how they act in comics
satan - honestly pretty ok w him. i'm kinda biased when it comes to mc being recoginized as their own person rather than purely just the descendant of solomon so i like him based on that. idk i don't have any strong opinions abt him i just see him as a very fluffy cat :3
mammon - absolutely love him. 0 flaws. wins the idgaf war. my absolute fav squeak toy. lol ok but fr tho i don't really have any complaints abt him. will spoil tf out of mc and wants to ensure their safety. also sees mc as mc and was even kinda disgusted(? idk a better word for thisđđ) by the fact that a part of solomons soul can be sensed in them, almost as if he doesnt want it to be in the way of mc. also wasnt afraid to call out the fact that sitri kept calling mc solomon. and ofc the love at first sight thing is great too but also the bodyworship (or ig faceworship bc he only just kissed mc's entire face??) before the confession like UGH... absolutely weak for that man (devil?). idk i dont rlly see that many mammon fans rlly anywhere and it saddens me hes such a good char outside of just having huge tibbies. srsly tho pb pls we get it he has huge tits you dont need to constantly bring it up the char sprite is literally right in front of us-
cant wait for the next chapter w the big lore dump abt mammon and hope we finally get a pt 2 of his h scene (hopium)
no srsly he's the only king w 1 h scene, satan and levi got 2,, WHERE IS MAMMON'S PT 2
as a side comment also i love the silly banter btwn mammon and satan like they are truly besties from the cross on their foreheads to matching skill names to the amnt of times they throw hands and still hang out and care for each other
beel - hes ok ig? i think lore-wise hes gonna be one of the more interesting ones considering how "mysterious" he is i.e. constantly wandering, almost being an absent king. like what led to the constant wandering? what did andrealphus mean when he said beel is the key to ending the war? how does his cloning work? i kinda feel bad for bael and the other nobels needing to manage everything while beels away but i don't rlly hate him for it? at least not now considering we don't rlly know the definite reason and i want to assume the best and say he has a valid reason for being absent so he could protect his region. hate is a strong word ig its more of a slight dislike towards beel, but its like this đ¤ small of a dislike im still overall neutral abt him
levi - falling into the majority from the poll i have to agree that levi is my least fav king also lol. i get where he's coming from and why he acts the way he does, i just dont like how he's written? or ig moreso how he's written in the perspective of mc. tho tbh that's more of an mc issue than a levi issue, but i got pretty tired of the story constantly reminding us how pretty levi is (similar to how we always get reminded of how big mammon is/how huge mammons tits are). idk its like a gut feeling to not like/trust him. i also just don't really vibe w him in general even before we were actually introduced to him in main story. hes a good attacker gameplay-wise tho lol
so yeah, those are my thoughts for now. ofc they could change in the future when we get more info abt all of them but we'll see
#i just realized i wrote sm abt mammon LOL#i cant help it hes just an amazing char#but seriously wheres his pt 2 h scene#hopium we get it next chapter#fbj rambles
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happy birthday, iâm sorry your day wasnât the best! if you wanna talk about it, iâm always here for you! and if youâd prefer not to, hereâs some love <3333
i think my form of talking abt it will just be complaining so heres a list of shit that happened today <3 thank you ily
my car wouldnt start
jumped it and eventually it started
we hadnt really shoveled enough so i couldnt get out of the driveway
i ended up having to get a ride to school and barely made it on time
like half my friends forgot it was my bday until reminded by someone else (i mean thats kinda whatever)
my laptop broke (ended up getting fixed by it but still a pain)
someone threw up in my chem class
also i broke a test tube in chem
somehow like half my class had lost their sense of smell and never got it back after having covid so i was like the only one that sat there the whole class nauseous from having to smell it even after they cleaned it up
were all gonna die if theres a gas leak bc no one will notice bc no one can smell shit
multiple classes sang at me bc yk ur friends always tell everyone but its always kinda miserable
my mom like filled my brothers car w balloons and wrote all over it for his 18th bday and did like nothing for me
to be fair i didnt have my car at school today but still she wasnt going to
also to be fair its bc my brother told her not to bc he hated it and i kinda wouldve hated it too but i also hated feeling like he got that and no one cared enough to do smthn for me
bought my first scratch ticket and didnt become a millionaire
won zero dollars
that one's not shocking at all
had to recompose myself after crying abt being a horrible ungrateful person bc i forgot to feed my dog so then i had to go downstairs and see my parents again when i had just been crying
one of like my two best friends has not wished me a happy birthday she has 24 more minutes and yes i am actively crying about that
she sucks at staying in touch sometimes even tho we still go to school together so im really worried abt staying in touvh w her next year :(
thats it ig like idk like no individual thing was that bad but today just felt like an onslaught
so far being an adult is like 2/10 would not recommend
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(quotes i like from your WIP 4/4) i'm really surprised polaris has no experience hunting w/ that spear she carries around O_O since she carries it around, you know, i'd guessed she knows how to use it đÂ
which is partially related to my next point: i loved how many times i was reading and had thought, "*points* Inuk-coded" :D everything from how she quietly complained when her compass broke, rather than screaming (even though she was already hungry, + cold and uncomfortable in wet clothes T~T), to how she took a deep breath to compose herself, to how she comforts herself gently... so good... Polaris Inuk(-coded) moments... đĽ˛Â you thought out her actions so well!!! and you also thought out how, even though she has clearly been influenced by Inuit(-coded) culture, she still has distance from the traditional Inuit(-coded culture's) way of life (i.e. she doesn't know how to fish) bc she was raised by someone non-Inuk(-coded) :0 !!! DETAILS!!!! đ¤Š
YEAH SHE HAS NO EXPERIENCE i wanted to make it pretty clear shes really not used to it at all and is kinda fumbling around, because its not actually hers! well, it is now, but it wasnt always. so shes tryinggg shes very green still. i do intend for there to be multiple scenes of her training w her teammates and other guild members to get better at stuff like this too
BUT IM GLAD YOU THINK SO BC I THINK ABT THE ARTICLE AND STUFF YOU SEND ME WHILE WRITING HER. i wanna do my best obviously, so i try to keep it in mind esp when shes dealing w stressful circumstances or things that may make someone angry. she shant yell. BUT thats also part of why the hunger is being emphasized bc (spoilers in case i post this bit later ig?) after a particularly stressful encounter with two idiots (guess who) which saiph intercepts, she actually does Kind Of yell at him. its nothing crazy, pretty tame by others standards, but in the next scene she feels reaaaallly embarrassed and guilty for acting that childish and pretty much immediately apologizes. and then also reveals that it wasnt just a skipped breastfed, she hadnt eaten for like 4 days to which hes like "dude i get cranky after a few hours PLEASE dont feel bad. also please order seconds wtf" she was in that forest for a minute.
AND (end spoilers sorry!) about the fishing too- shes also lived a pretty isolated life from a lot of things, partly due to herself being so... self-isolating. theres a reason she kept being called "the lone girl" through the little excerpt! like yes because shes alone, of course, but shes Literally the lone girl. thats her. but not for long!
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this is about the convo earlier with being molested by family members..i'm also balkan and i grew up with my grandparents but especially my grandpa inappropriately touching my chest and when i tried to tell my mom, older sis and aunt they all dismissed it as 'ehh he probably didn't mean to/his hand slipped'. i didn't wanna insist and look crazy because i do love my grandpa and he was the only parental figure i had in my life growing up, but at the same time...he did do that. idk if he thought it was normal or what but i think about it often. i can't bring it up with my family again because they'll just ignore it (especially now that he's dead). it's weird to think about how loving and nice he was when he was also doing shit like that from time to time. idk where i'm going with this but yeah. i don't think of myself as someone who was molested as a kid but this shit is definitely normalized. i've seen it in other families where they'd constantly touch and talk about their little boy's genitals... it's so fucked up
it really is fucked up, and its fucked up to realize that so many of us grew up w this.... for a long time i thought this was a me issue not a cultural one - and all the silence and shame around it certainly didnt help w that.... its been fucking weird to think abt the last couple of days since i asked on here abt it. like.. weve really made this SO normal and common huh?? that going against it is outright dismissed or even punished??? i cant help but just keep wondering where the fuck it all went so wrong and how we got here - and whats so wrong that things like this havent been accepted only in the balkans but elsewhere. what. what is wrong with this species. incest is one of the only universal taboos among humans, and most other mammals also have an aversion to it. and yet. we have normalized an abnormal amount of it nontheless over and over again .....? uuuff
im sorry you went through that, and im sorry they didn't take it seriously and listen more to you. thats something that always hurts in particular. discomfort/repulsion is a normal reaction to have and youd expect at least the other women in ur family to care or understand it too, and its rly fucked up when they just... dismiss it or minimize it or make you feel guilty for it or like its your issue or hell do it themselves.. i figure for a lot of them, if theyd accept that what youre saying is bad, itd mean theyd have to accept that things they went through themselves was bad, and they dont wanna do that. so they dont do either.. im sorry that u cant speak abt it and i totally get how him being dead would make it all much harder. in my family at least we v much have a "dont speak ill of the dead" sorta thing, or just excusing the actions of particularly men after they did sorta thing......i still haven't told my family just about anything. any time i ever tried to bring up anything as a kid id get dismissed and ignored at best or be punished or degraded and humiliated at worst so.... learned my lesson on that one but. thank u for sending this, i hate to hear how many of us went through this but also its. nice to know that were not alone in this and that other ppl do get it
and i feel you. its a really confusing mess to try to make sense of how to feel abt ppl like that... be angry? be grossed out, be scared? be numb, be okay with it, pretend it didnt happen? excuse it, explain it away? .... and its just weird in the cases when it wasnt rly something particularly violent, or ""not that bad/bad enough"" ig or towes that line of being able to convince urself that maybe welll it could have been an accident. its weird to know how to feel abt them when they were seemingly ok ppl you cared abt and still do and who were nice other times. .. but also... did shit like this which end of the day just isnt ok. idk... i dont think theres rly a end or solution or one way to feel, i think.... its just kinda bound to be a cocktail of conflicting emotions... im still trying to figure out how to find some sort of. idk, potential resolution or peace w any of it but i haven't rly figured it out yet, i just keep turning it in my mind too
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DBH part 78
C told her that thingz could have gome wrong. And being in a hospital is not necessarily a good excuse on bein in a save place. Heaven's he knows.
Na apologized sincerely & begs them not to tell her parents. She doesn't need anymore lectures from her mom. Her dad was just sitting there letting her mom do all the lecturing but K always backs her up.
C promised not to tell anyone But therefore she had to go home. B4 the walked down the way back, na Suddenly got a strange feeling: âWhy were you guys here in the first place?â
The sudden realization came back to them & the trio sprinted back to La's room. Thankfully he was still resting & had not noticed that they were gone for around 30 mins or so. Their doctor came back & saw that a little girl was sitting on the couch next to them.
He asked Na if she is lost and if he needs to call her parents. Fear overcame her & was about to ask him not to but C told him that she was his cousin & that she was going home with them. The young doctor understood and laughed awkwardly to himself. After the whole thing was over & the man left, La was taking care of by his GF. C asked if he should stay but was turned down by Sa. She said that she would sleep here on the sofa & wait for his mom to pick them up.
The teenager & girl left the hospice as C was lost in thought. How could he be such a bad friend. If he just would have visited them as he promised instead on going with his dad to a random coffee shop, La might not have been in that state. Na took a long look at his face and gave hum a small hug. It might not have solved his dilemma but he felt better, even just by a little bit.
Their ride was quiet but it was for the best. C was still mad at himself for not denying his dad's request. But he didn't really got to spend more time with his family as it is. So he didn't want to come off as rude and distant.
Na on the other hand took out her note book & write down some of the suff she learned about today. The words from doctor Dawner still rang I'm her head. Who knows. Maybe she would make a great doctor assistant.
Or any other profession would be just as fitting for her. As long it isn't tracking too much attention she wouldn't mind working as a doctor or anything for that matter.
Arriving back at jer home, Na thanked C for dropping her off. But b4 she could jump out of his car, C stopped her. He reminded her that he was serious about the danger ij the world. Her home coulx be just as dangerous ad any other place ig she wasnt careful. Na laughted at him, saying that he is overthinking things.
||if she only knew||
Saying their goodbyes, na ran up to the door as the boy drove off home. The housemaids reprimanded her for her actions. But she retorted that she only could sneak out bc they weren't even doing their job right. Caught in her observation both parties agreed to keep the whole incident a secret. Which was fine with the other staff too.
Next morning
Sa was already at her Bf's side, taking care of his needs as a man walked in asking if she was Sa. After confirming her identity the man pulled out a small gun, aiming it at her making her fear for her life. That didn't go unnoticed by La who was pretending to sleep. He knew he was not able to help but if anything happened he would just tell the authorities what had happened.
The stranger asked Sa to come with him, quietly. Sa was at the verger of crying but put kn a brave facd. Not to make things worse she came with him with no further questions. As the 2 left his roomLa quickly went down his call list. First he thought to call the police but they might not do it fast enough.
In the end he ended up calling C.
At the mall
C was hanging with his friends a As a he came across a text message from La. That came off as strange to the Ferguson. La never contacted him. He would just have Sa do the talking instead. Worried he texted back. What he was informed made his blood run cold.
#billionaire heiress#chance#eric#eric ferguson#better ending#alternative ending#alternative#divorced billionaire heiress#dbh
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im so shit at comprehending my thoughts so ill try my best to explain this but:
i think the main thing i started to pick up on recently, sometime during my main blogâs lifespan but before this one was made, i learned that âannoying is goodâ
viewing it as bad, something that needs to be treated, or silenced is a really unhealthy and toxic mindset. atleast adjusting your perspective of it to make it bearable is enough that needs to be done, but i dont think it should require any amount of intervention. at all
i dont think i wouldve been active in a lot of places if i wasnt âannoyedâ; not on disc, not on tumblrâŚ. like, i dont mean it in a way with any negativity - it would be best to redefine âannoyingâ in this post as âa result which stems from you having fun/doing anything that reaches other peopleâ - but i do genuinely mean that, if i hadnt stumbled into people who bumped into me and the other blogs they had because of avid sharing of interests/sharing of work/etc then i mightve been stayed a really quiet blog that felt like i needed to be selective and loyal to my interests
i probably wouldntve ended up making this blog either and been as confident to vent out some of my personal issues as i have not too long ago (even though they were quite harsh and i still look back on some of it with a bit of guilt) if i hadnt come to this conclusion at all soâŚ. yeah
âannoyingâ is good imo. so long as youre having fun with it, whatever it is, you deserve to be âannoyingâ - and the negative stigma that comes with being that comes from people who dont even matter to you anywayâŚ. so like. sparkle on ig?? lmfao
#summary: why i think ââannoyingââ is good and why im in support of it#i came to these conclusions somewhat on my own but i did have some help from my friends who saw through my blind bullshit and got me on the#right trackâŚ. so like. its kinda like a personal anecdote??#since ive been on both sides and realized its just a negative feedback loop everywhere so. yeah dont do this#being a grudge-holding judgmental type of person made me fundamentally worse in all aspects i think. and im certain#mostly because i started to realize i was practically a living contradiction at that point and i still did want to spread around that#generosity but with how toxic things seemed back then - i dont think i was ever going to have the opportunity to show that unless i changed#oh thats not a summary. uh oops#cataclysmic ranting
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to answer the anon who clarified! i think in the end we will agree to disagree because we have different informations on all those examples!
1- cameron dated a lot of people (which is fine! live your life the best you can) but it is true that he kind of ended up with a new partner each time he went for a new project. he dated sadie, then when ruby got casted, he started dating her. i remember that emma (debbie) would comment on their pics together saying she helped them get together and as always they had lots of pictures that would be classified as pintarest couples goal. after they broke up, he starred in that movie where he met payton, dated her and had that bad break up leading to him dating a model after. i donât remember jf the model was the one called lauren? but he broke up witj her too as we know and 'that's it' for now! ( also 'fun fact' he did disneyland with payton, having proper paparazzi pics and such, later on he did the same with the next oneâ he also went coachella with sadie and then payton! it means nothing of course but its 'funny' seen from the outisde) also /if/ he is dating that new girl he shared on ig, that would be another person he dates from working on a project! (which again not bad but thatâs a pattern)
2- the private account thing is legit. the thing is, shameless and the actors werent that famous back then ( despite gallavich being loud etc. ) so it wasnt as common for people to screenshot everything or to be able to save/see things quickly like it would happen in bigger fandoms ( e.g. the bear cast ) the ones who saw the account (that i knew of) were people that had connections and said they would never screenshot or share them as theyre clearly personal/intimate and it was an accident not meant for everyone to see. it can happen, maybe the app glitched and the account got public, maybe he wanted to fix some things and clicked the wrong button! many times can happen. but it is also true that he does the whole sneaky thing, posting stuff trying to gain attention, dancing around it and be âmysteriousâ (but i really doubt he would leak nudes of his exes cause that would be a scumbag move and im sure he knows how it feels being a public figure and having pictures you donât want still online)
3- when he officially broke up with payton (probably after the on and off & injury) cameron made a twitter post about it âHey @peytonlist, figured now was as good a time as any to post this. The video was taken on the set of Anthem about two days after we had started dating. I was obviously smitten. Thanks for sharing nearly two amazing years together. Love you and wish you the best.â as you can read they were already exes when he shared the video and peytonâs only interaction was to like his posts and thatâs it. of course we donât know the behind the scenes but i wouldnât be happy to have my now ex sharing a video of when we started dating, saying he was smitten, ending it with an i love you. it kinda puts you in a weird position in the public eye, with his parasocial fans too etc. letâs remember that he also made that post later on saying heâs a private person and doesnât talk about his personal life but then all these things arenât exactly⌠private? especially not the right moment!
as always iâm just a fan of his acting and iâm nosy as hell so i enjoy knowing things of people i follow, but at the end of the day him and his friends know the absolute truth! oh and again, i wanted to find the video he posted with peyton but as i said he wasnât that famous and he only had one update account (that he met at a convention!) that has stopped âworkingâ on it. now there are lots of ig pages that keep his pictures and videos saved, i suppose that if he had fans like that back in the days, we would have more material!
Thanks. I agree that having receipts for everything would be great. But even then, all of this is speculation is still subject to opinion because at the time that all this happened, other factors mightâve been going on simultaneously in his life that we know little to nothing about.
Itâs why I usually donât like to comment on or critique this sort of thing because I didnât follow him then. My scope is limited to only the information fans of that time convey to me. I probably wouldnât be a very good juror in a court case for this reason! đ
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Morning! Today is the second day of hari raya and im on my way back to work as raya falls on a (awkward) Wednesday. I could feel my body being very lethargic and fatigue this morning partly tired from all the energy hikes and food yesterday.
Ramadhan 2024
This ramadhan, i have lost about 4 kg weighing 76kg before and 72kg thereafter. This month had been very challenging. I had my period in between and gearing back to fasting wasnt easy.
I worked out the first two weeks, once a week doing mins beginner weights and thereafter I was just too unmotivated to do so, feeling like im fasting and loosing weight anyway đ¤ˇđťââď¸.
Managed to solat tahajjud before sahur and never a day that I missed sahur, alhamdulillah. We woke up at 5 and imsak was close to 6am so its not that bad.
Lived a routine life:
7pm shower w aqil + prep
715 buka (had been real light food)
8pm magrib
830pm lepak sometime fit in work
930pm shower and prep for bed with aqil
1030pm sleep đ´
Alhamdulillah ramadhan has since ended and heres my reference:
1/ Google photos - ramadhan prep folder
2/ https://www.instagram.com/reflect_to_repent?igsh=ZndiNnhuczRzbGtz - best ig to seek guidance on a deeper level
May Allah panjang umurku to witness another Ramadhan for my investments in afterlife. Amin.
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why are people on the internet so mean.
so the sims released the trailer for their new pack today and i was really excited for it, and my favourite sims youtuber, kayla (lilsimsie) was too when i watched her reaction video. in the video tho she missed a little text box that said one of the new items allowed you to summon the grim reaper at will, a feature i knew she'd be really excited about.
so then i went onto twitch and opened her livestream since i knew she was live and wrote in chat "pls tell me y'all told simsie about the summoning the grim reaper at will thing in the trailer after she missed it three times", to which a couple people very nicely replied "yes!" and "she did!", to which i replied "yay! I knew I could count on y'all!". i initiated this because I was excited for the feature and I knew Kayla would be too, and I hoped to spark a conversation on stream about it since I like her being excited about things.
I'm about to close the stream after this when I hear kayla say my username and start talking about what I just put in chat. she was perfectly nice and not targeting me in any way, just pointing out that so many people had brought up that she missed it. but then EVERYONE in the chat is going "people are so toxic" like constantly on repeat everyone is saying it. also, whole Kayla is talking someone says "you've done it now y'all you've broken her". and then kayla says "truthfully I did notice in editing I was just trying to get the video out quick and also I didn't want to take the time to add something onto the end because I had just found out my parents dog had cancer."
meanwhile, people are still yelling in the chat that people are so toxic for bringing this random feature up repeatedly (I'd just opened the stream I thought it would have already come up and i wasnt expecting kayla to respond to my comment if it had cos in that type of scenario she would just ignore the comment if shed already seen a similar one)
so basically the entire chat is yelling at me for bringing something up (in a very friendly way btw) because i thought kayla would be excited about it, and they're all making me feel shit about it and then I get the news that the reason kayla didn't go back and add it in afterwards is bc she found out her parents dog had cancer. which is really sad and obviously im sorry about that and kayla didn't do anything wrong in this situation.
but the CHAT oh my lord why were they so mean ;-; Kayla was perfectly nice about the way she addressed it, as we're the chat mods when they informed me that yes kayla had in fact been told about it, but the rest of chat were so freaking mean ;-; how on earth does this situation make me toxic. I was excited about the new feature. I knew Kayla would be excited for it too. I just wanted to hear her talking about it. I had no way of knowing if shed already been talking about it since I hadn't previously been watching the stream. but I'm toxic. great.
and then afterwards I knew I needed to rant about this whole situation bc it was pissing me off and I can't let go of things until I say them outloud (or type them ig) and I considered my boyfriend, but he was offline, and I considered my mum, but she was asleep, and then I realised I don't have a best friend to rant to. it got so bad I even considered twitter even tho I almost never use it anymore. eventually I decided on tumblr even tho I don't have a following who would be interested so no one's gonna reply to this being like "oh I'm sorry that happened that sucked" or whatever, which is fine ofc, but I just which I had someone in my life who I could be saying this rant to instead of saying it to an empty corner of the internet.
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omg hii ty for tag srry i didnt see this earlier hehe. anyways umm uhhh here we go :3
1. A Silent Voice - it just makes me so damn emotional. i watch it whenever im not doing too well cuz it reminds me that change is possible ig. life has its ups and downs and ur not forever doomed if u made a mistake. kinda taught me to be less harsh on myself. ive always been bad at accepting ive been an asshole in the past and actually apologizing, but im working on it. i used to separate myself from people since a lot of people avoided me, and it wasnt until the beginning of high school that i might be the asshole here, and not them. ive been exploring myself a bit more now, being more accepting, trying not the start old bad habits again, and really really trying my best to improve. and i think itâs really paid off. i feel like im surrounded by such wonderful, supportive people now, and im really thankful for the people who made me realize my mistakes and help me fix them. oops accidental half vent hehe but yeah that movie really makes me think about all those things :,)
2. Up - oh my god. itâs just so beautiful. the storytelling in the opening scene is beautiful. despite there being no words, you can fully understand an entire lifetime of events. you can tell the ups and downs of their lives just through lighting and emotion. kinda crazy. anyways, thatâs just one part, so enough about that. yk, one of my fav tropes is literally found family, soo, obviously i love up. and putting that new found family over something that youâve been looking up to your entire life and sacrificing that dream? mwah. i love it. and also, talking dogs!! flying house!!!!! like, when you really think about it, itâs actually really random. but it doesnt feel random. i never once questioned it. itâs just⌠neat! and i love that
3. How to Train your Dragon 1 + 2 - grew up with httyd since the age of 4 or 5. i remember when the second movie came out, and i was begging for the dvd the instant i heard about it. my mom surprised me with it one day after school, and i began watching as soon as i got home. ive always just been a huge fan of dragons (though i wasnt a wings of fire kid) and iâd draw them literally everywhere. i even made a tiny clay toothless! the movies themselves are gorgeous. hiccupâs journey is not just about gaining toothlessâ trust, but also his whole friends and family. it took him a lot of courage to go against berkâs norm of slaying dragons, but the end result turned out extremely satisfying, clearly worth the struggles and sacrifices he made along the way. also, it kinda is found family. and httyd 2 was just pretty cool, man, i dunno. showed that berk wasnt the only threat to dragons, and that not everything was just instantly sunshine and rainbows. shit can still happen. lifeâs rough, man. now hiccup has to deal with responsibility and maturity. and also hiccupâs mom is my fav character sheâs literally sooo cool. ig im not that emotionally attached to the 3rd film. i also found it odd that they just.. left. even though the movies r about dragons. i usually do like bittersweet endings, but i dunno, just wasnt a fan of this one. thatâs just my personal opinion tho :]. but yeah httyd 1+2 r my fav movies of all time probably. just not my #1 COMFORT movie.
4. Star Wars 1-6 - starting with the originals (cuz i have more to say about the prequels), i just think theyâre cool! i mean, this innocent little guy suddenly just got thrown into a bunch of space war stuff and now heâs gonna beat up his dad and shit which is absolutely bonkers but in a /pos way. loss of innocence is also rad lime damn we get to watch this dude learn and stuff. also theyâre just pretty iconic and i respect them cuz theyâre classics yk. ok anyways the prequels i love them yes rots is my fav sw movies and you cant stop me. i love clone wars too and i love researching about the history of the jedi and stuff like that. watching anakin and obi-wan develop as characters and the comparisons/contrasts of how they react to different situations really just intrigued me. even from the start, you can tell how theyâre completely different people, and that a betrayal was pretty much bound to happen. i also love shakespeare heheh
5. Ratatouille - oh man. hear me out. there is just something so simple and calming about this film that makes me happy. ok first of all i love france and itâs pleasing to look at and the aesthetic is nice lol. ok anyways so remy is literally the coolest guy ever. takes risks, even if it means heâll be looked down upon by his family. kinda reminds me of hiccup im ngl. except, instead of only his family not approving of his actions, neither does humanity. and hell, he doesnt even get the credit for the food in the end. but he doesnt even care, cuz heâs doing what he loves. he has people around him who love him, and thatâs enough. itâs just so wholesome!!
6. Words Bubble Up like Soda Pop - ITâS CUTE. ITâS ABSOLUTELY ADORABLE. omg. as a person whoâs also insecure about some parts of my body, it kinda hit hard. and it rlly shows how there r also gonna be people who genuinely appreciate those parts of you. this movie didnt have anything like really crazy going on, nothing huge, but thatâs what i like about it. it was just kinda about life ig, and how to enjoy it. just a simple lilâ romance. also the art style is amazing!! the colors are so bright, but they dont disturb you at all. itâs just pretty! sometimes iâd pause the movie just to take in all the beautiful views. and i love how the line work looks, too. outlined shading is always cool. itâs actually what motivated me to focus on art more, and give me the courage to even consider going to art school and pursuing it as a career. aaa this movie just makes me so happy :]
7. Howlâs Moving Castle - to be honest, i had no clue what was going on when i watched this. but did i like it? YES. I WAS OBSESSED. the music still gets me soo emotional i love it. the whole story is kinda vague and wacky, which is something i really like actually. i havent analyzed it that deeply since itâs a bit more complex and i havent had the time to yet, but i believe it has something to do with self esteem/discovery which is a topic i like to see and explore in art or media. additionally, the way that war is represented in this movie is downright terrifying, as it should be. the smoke and fire on the dark landscape with giant ominous aircrafts filling up the sky genuinely looks pretty darn scary. this just shows how the art is so, so good at expressing emotions through mood and color and lighting etc. i love the art, man. i love all ghibli filmsâ art. itâs so damn pretty, and i adore how each and every landscape has a story/inspiration behind it
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Rules: seven comfort films, seven people
Iâm nottttt a movie girl so weâll see :â)
Little Miss Sunshine (2006) - my favorite movie of all time, easily. I have seen this SO many times
Rodrick Rules (2011) - we always get together for movie nights, and watch whatever movie we have in mind, and then after itâs over we put on rodrick rules and fall asleep on top of one another on the couch. good times.
Ouran High School Host Club - the very first summer I was old enough to stay home alone, I would wait for my mom to leave for work, and I would pull all the pillows off the couch onto the floor and watch Ouran over and over again, absolutely enchanted. To this day, it still never fails to make me so happy, I will cry to the ending theme like itâs nobodyâs business. So, thatâs the closest thing Iâve got to a comfort show I guess.
The Hangover (2009) - uh. no comment.
Into the Spiderverse / Across the Spiderverse - yeah yeah weâre all obsessed with it, I know. I watched the original a whole bunch of times, canât wait til the 2nd part is out on DVD so I can watch it on repeat :3
Call Me By Your Name (2017) - listen- for the longest time, I couldnât stand this movie. I thought it was boring and confusing as fuck, everything is all subtext. Then I read the book and got obliterated by it, (mainly due to strangely similar events occurring in my life at the same time?). I had a LONG phase with this book; my copy is well-loved and covered in highlighter. when I watch this movie, it takes me back to the best summer Iâve ever lived.
Mean Girls (2004) - I can probably quote this all the way through :/
You guys donât have to give any reasoning behind your choices! I just like to talk lmao. All of these are such basic choices but Iâd call them modern classics :p
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Me who hasn't caught up with the last few eps of amphibia even tho it literally ended now: hoo boy twitch has the last ep streaming!
#That sure was an ending.#Not bad but ya know. Ya know. ya know.#edit: hello issa me. butsio from the last day of july. I didnt like the ending back then and now.....I dont still LMAO#butts talks nonsense#MAN. SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED SINCE THEN#*looks at amphibicrew* like that!#aaaanyways. I get that the whole message was about change but like. wasnt it already always about change#about how the plantars changed Anne's life and she chose to live with them#but then again I guess it works becuz she had to deal with a new change??? even tho this was all an already huge change#uh. hm. yea#her home changed and whole life changed#then she suddenly drifts apart from her 2 best friends after her life literally changed experiences#also her job is just. really on the nose lmfao. LIKE. HUH???? SHE DIDNT EVEN PAY ATTENTION TO THE NATURE OF THE ENVIRONMENTS AND ALL#OR AT LEAST IT WASNT PROPERLY CONVEYED TO?? man. if she became a farmer or something thatd be corny too but not as on the nose#like....seriously..a frog scientist at an aquarium is just. so. what???#ALSO SASH BECOMING A THERAPIST FKJWJAHSBWBSJRGGKEJWWQHBDJWBSHWHABDHWHSBWBWJKEBWBDJWBDKWBRJWHDBWJSBDBEJWJFOENEJSJEBE#half offense but it took a literal plan of world conquest for her to finally realize in herself that she was a p awful person and even then#she obvs had stuff to work thru so her all of a sudden being an actual therapist seems.....not great lol#marc works tho ig. i mean i dunno lol#I can dig it. it seems plausible. Anne's is on the nose and Sasha's seems unbelievable lol#also. ngl. the calamity powers were lame LMFAO#they were cool shonen anime powers at first that had beautiful imagery resembling lotus flowers#then it turned into diet green lantern powers....#like seriously they were so lame. this part is petty so skip this tag but seein others compare it to sa2's ending.....shame on u#aaanyways. overall preeeeetty underwhelming but not bad altogether. the sacrifice scene was mostly good but the music definitely carried it#OH thatll always be the one thing this show nails. Mr TJ Hill youll always be famous#uhhhh. but uh yea. hm. should I adress the elephant in the room about the crew???#cuz uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. yea.#I will say this. the people saying dont trust the whole crew is a bit dumb. like oh yea Im sure the composer the writers the background#artists and continuity checkers and prop designers and producers and voice actors and every single other storyboarder arent innocent. geez
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