#it was sumn i made in class earlier and then i wanted to continue it soooo yea

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That’s okay | b.baekhyun

Pairings: collegeboyfriend!baekhyun x reader

Genre: comfort, fluff, angst? i guess

Word count: 1.02k words

A/n: Just a little sumn for anyone who’s under stress because of school or even anything. Just remember, tomorrow is a new day and whatever happened today will never happen tomorrow. You are loved and cared by many, things may be hard but, you’ll get through it <3.

summary: you weren’t just having the best day at all. pretty normal for a college student who had to provide for herself. you felt like you were going to cripple down to dust from the stress but thankfully you had your loving boyfriend who’s always waiting for you with open arms.

(This was not proofread)

Everything came crushing on you. It felt like the more you breathe the harder it actually gets to get the oxygen in your lungs. You felt like you would pass out in any second if someone even dared to talk to you. It was just too much and for a normal human like you, you could only handle so much. 

You sometimes wonder why you even majored in such things. Chemistry has been your specialty ever since you even heard about it and thinking about majoring in it and becoming a pharmacist seemed like something you could be in the future. 

But today, all of the formulas and chemical equations became so foreign for you. It was your third year in college and it was clearly not getting any easier. Yes, you enjoyed learning all these new pieces of information but it was too much for you to remember and mid-terms were just around the corner and just thinking about it made you feel sick to the stomach. Your professor was giving you such a hard time during that particular day and the criticisms he threw at you about your latest assignment hit the nail on the head. You didn’t know if you could pass this class. Plus, your part-time job at the coffee shop was taking a toll on you. Your clumsiness made a customer shout at you because you accidentally spilled her drink on her while trying to serve it which meant your boss had the rights to scream at you and threatened to fire you. You wanted to shout back at him, telling how he shouldn’t be shouting at something like this to you, acting like you killed the customer but all you could do was just nod as you listened.

All you wanted to do was scream, shout and cry but thanks to your co-worker who was with you, giving a comforting pat on your back, you held it together when you know you couldn’t. It was just about time when your shift was finally done and now you’re on your way back at yours and your boyfriend’s shared apartment. It wasn’t as spacious but it was perfect for two broke college students.

Speaking of your boyfriend, you realized he didn’t text you at all the whole day despite bidding you goodbye earlier that morning and giving you a kiss on the forehead. Not like you had a problem with it tho, Baekhyun was always putting his studies first which you were completely fine with since he implied the reason he was doing it because he wanted to give you a luxurious future. That didn’t mean he rarely spends time with you, he tries to use ALL of his free time to be with you and that was enough.

It was almost 11pm and after closing up the shop, you finally got to go home. That was your life. Hours of studying at school and hours of making money. You knew it was the only choice you had and you tried not to complain about it too much but sometimes it just gets a bit too much you know. The walk to your apartment was pretty far but during days like this, you were glad that you could use the time to walk and just clear your head off. The streets of Seoul were still busy at this time. People coming back from work, and some closing shops up. At least you didn’t feel lonely. The whole walk back was you thinking about how you could’ve done better today and how you would’ve avoided it in the first place. It cringes you every time you thought about the events that happened today and you just wanted to bang your head against the wall.

The dark night and the little light from the lamp post were somehow comforting but clearly not enough. You wanted to cry badly but you can’t. All you felt was despair and hurt, mostly hurt. The pain that was creeping to your chest was getting to you and you wanted to do nothing but just take a long bath. You probably had eyebags that weight tons of kilos from your lack of rest but you couldn’t care less at this point.

Finally, you made it to your humble abode. Unlocking the door, you stepped inside the small apartment and took your shoes off, your bare feet felt cold pressed against the wooden floors. You turned to your kitchen to find your boyfriend cooking something up from the stove. You made your way towards him and he instantly turned around. Upon seeing your distressed state, he turned the stove off and quickly made his way towards you.

He knew you were having one of those days just by looking at your distraught face. Immediately, he envelops you into a hug and you finally broke down. There was something about his arms wrapped around you that made finally broke your walls. Upon hearing you crying, he tightens the embrace, pulling you closer to him that there was barely any space left. He wanted to ask you if you were alright but he knew all you needed right now was someone by your side.

Since the beginning of the semester, he knew something was wrong. The lack of sleep, and such. He tried his best to make you feel better, it’s always the little things that count and he knows you appreciate him for trying to help you.

“Everything will be alright, my love,” Baekhyun finally spoke. Your sobs finally quiet down but the tears will still there. It was definitely damping his shirt but Baekhyun didn’t care.

“You did well today, I will always and forever be proud of you,” He continued. One of his hand that was on your waist made it’s way to your hair and stroked it softly. It was comforting, really. You’re always shocked at how Baekhyun could do the little things to make you get back on your feet.

“I love you,”

You finally smiled that day. It wasn’t as big but, it’s there. You knew with Baekhyun by your side, everything will always be okay.

It will.