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Mamma Mia! (2008) dir. Phyllida Lloyd

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Will Poulter as Luca in The Bear — 2.04 "Honeydew"

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What part of your morning routine takes the longest?

Finding the will to live.

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Daniel Radcliffe as Allen Ginsberg in Kill Your Darlings (2013) dir. John Krokidas

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not sure if anyone still remembers me but i thought i could just give this a go.

i haven't written something in so long haha...i use tumblr once in a while but med school has really taken a toll on me. i don't know when i'll come back to writing, it's never really about me losing interest in writing since writing is just something i love to do but it's just me not having the leisure to just sit down and write. my semester breaks really just consist of me volunteering for experience purposes. never got the chance really to catch up on any of my hobbies when all i'm doing is work, study, work, study on repeat for the past 3 years.

i will admit that i've lost interest in kpop quite a long time ago and just found other interest and going through different phases. exo however will always be my #1 but at the same time i haven't been in exo planet for a good year. don't really know what's going on there haha but hopefully all is well with the boys.

if any of you guys ever see me dropping some writing it's just a way for me to get a sense of normality in my life or easier to let at east 12% of stress out. i feel like a robot getting lost in all these research papers and charts but it's what i signed up for so i can't really complain can i..

i definitely miss those days (pre-university days) when i would write freely and interact with my readers but things change right, i definitely know that some of my old mutuals here have probably move on from writing or just not on here anymore and that's okay honestly, good to know that some of us are just growing up and pursuing other things.

it has been a good 6 years or more...don't really know when i started this blog but i remembered having another blog before moving to this one so could be a decade actually. i made a lot of good friends here and became a part of different communities which i can say have gone inactive as well but you can never forget the good times can you. truly a blessing to have this experience.

don't wanna be a sap but at some point writing on here was all i did and quite a huge hobby of mine.

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HARRY POTTER 20TH ANNIVERSARY RETURN TO HOGWARTS | 2022

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“There’s no Hogwarts without you, Hagrid.”

R.I.P. Robbie Coltrane (March 30, 1950 - October 14, 2022)

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how am i only seeing this now omfg

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EXO — SMTOWN LIVE 2022 : SMCU EXPRESS in SUWON 🤍

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94.03.29. #HAPPY_SULLI_DAY !! 🌸

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“You’re Not a Good Writer.”

I once received a DM comprised of just that sentence. Nothing else. No constructive criticism or any reason as to why this person clearly agreed with my own view of myself.

For someone who has never told anyone in their real life that they write anything, reading something like this from an anonymous user only solidified in my mind the fact that this person was right.

I’m not a good writer.

After an embarrassing amount of minutes passed, in which I thought about deleting every story I ever posted, I decided to delete the message instead. Unfortunately, that didn’t mean I could delete the feelings it caused or change the fact that I’m not a good writer.

Two weeks went by and I didn’t write anything, let alone post. Then I received a comment on a story I had posted three years prior, one I’d written after a death in our family. The comment read, “Thank you for sharing this heartfelt story. I really needed this. I just lost my mom and this really got me today.”

I stopped thinking about being a good writer after that. I thought instead, “what if I had deleted my stories and that one person three years later hadn’t read it that day?”

Here’s what I realized: no one is a good writer.

Good means to be approved of, but stories aren’t created from approval. They’re built from life experiences, feelings, and emotions Therefore, the impact of anyone’s story isn’t good or bad. It’s a million other things.

Heartfelt.

Sad.

Funny.

Inspiring.

Romantic.

So to all the story writers out there, hold your head up, write what is in your heart, and never doubt that there isn’t at least one person out there that needs to read your story.

So, no.

We’re not good writers, but why would we want to be?

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