#it was just that once it wont happen again
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luvyeni · 2 days ago
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ONE MORE BEFORE YOU GO ♱. ── ( 엔하이픈 )
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trying to get them to stay and go another round …
𝓲𝓲 ㅤ𓈒ㅤ𓈒𓈒 ( 엔하이픈 x fem!reader )   ─── ❛ genre ⸝⸝ smut. content warning. allusions to sex , cursing word count. 0.8k 「 req? ⦂ yes/no 」 library  !
𝕼 ㅤ𓈒ㅤ𓈒 yeni’s note .ᐟ i was so confused on how to write this , idky
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﹙ 𝐢𝐯. 정원 : jungwon﹚ .ᐟ
“that pouty face isn’t gonna work this time.” he said looking down at your pouty face , you were wrapped up in nothing but a sheet. “it worked last time.” you purred , purposely letting the blanket fall. “fuck , you’re really pushing your luck.” he looked at the time — he was gonna be only 5 minutes late if he left right now. “why worry about the time when you can just stay here.” he chuckled. “stay here , and what fuck you all day?” you shrug, you perfect mounds on display. “doesn’t seem like a bad idea to me.”
“you’re insatiable.” he said ; the entire time he’s slowly losing jus mind. “you know you want to.” you said , he checked the time once more — he’ll be 10 minutes late if he leaves now… but he won’t be late at all if he just doesn’t go , plus he’ll be able to feel you all over again. “i promise this is the last time this will ever happen.” he said kissing your lips. “let’s see how wet you are for me.”
﹙ 𝐢𝐯. 희승 : heeseung ﹚ .ᐟ
hearing you whine for the 10th time as he put his clothes on makes him laugh. “glad to know my suffering brings you happiness and entertainment.” you roll around in the bed , barely clothed , normal that would be enough for heeseung; but he was already 30 minutes late to practice. “im laughing because you’re just too cute baby , whine and throwing a tantrum because i wont fuck you again , even though i just made you cum three times.”
“but im still horny.” you said sitting up on your knees. “please , just once more.” you pouted. “and then you’re free to go.” you said , pulling at his belt loop. “you’re crazy.” he said , his lips barely brushing against yours. “for you yes.” he giggled , time long forgotten. “you what baby fuck it , lay back.” he said , hovering above you. “i can’t leave my girl all needy and this wet for me can i , what kinda boyfriend would i be?”
﹙ 𝐢𝐯. 제이 : jay ﹚ .ᐟ
sighing as you rub his shoulders; he knows what you’re trying to do. “what if you’re just 20 minutes late?” you purr into his ear. “what can it hurt?” you kissed behind his ear — you were gonna kill him in the best possible way. “because 20 minutes will turn into a hour messing around with you princess , the boys are already blowing my phone like crazy and — fuck.” he threw his head back as you kissed his neck some more. “please.” your hands working on his chest. “you know you want to.”
he couldn’t hold back anymore; turning around , hovering above you. “you’re so spoiled baby.” he said , wrapping your legs around his waist. “it’s all your fault.” you bit back playfully. “yeah?” he smirked , bring his thumb to your bottom lip. “let me take full responsibility then , fuck you the way you should be.”
﹙ 𝐢𝐯. 제이크 : jake﹚ .ᐟ
he literally has to fight himself internally to get out of the bed and leave you every morning even when you don’t have mind blowing morning sex , but it’s 100x times harder leaving out the door when you’re still begging for another round. “baby.” he whined. “i can’t i'm already late.” keep in mind he’s still hard himself and your begging isn’t doing him any good. “please jake , i need you so much.” he really needs to leave , his phone has already been blowing up.
he falls for it everytime ; the ole ‘just a kiss before you go.’ bending down to kiss you ; only for him to deepen the kiss , he can’t help it , he just loves kissing you ; it gets him all worked up. “fuck you do this all the time.” he moaned against your neck. “jake please fuck me.” you moaned… safe to say jake showed up to practice an hour late that day.
﹙ 𝐢𝐯. 성훈 : sunghoon ﹚ .ᐟ
his shirt isn’t even buttoned up; as he rushes to put his pants and shoes on. “shit im so fucking late right now.” you on the other hand; you’re up and on one already. “see so it doesn’t matter; you’re already late.” you said , he stared at you , you were the reason he was late now , you looked so good in the morning he couldn’t help himself. “we’ve been at it since early this morning , im not sure how im gonna stay awake during practice.” he said. “how are you still so fucking needy.”
“because you look good.” you smiled with a look anything but innocent. “how about you stay home then?” he scoffed. “of course you’d say that.” he said , yet he’s the one kicking his shoes off , crawling back in bed. “are you gonna call the guys and tell them you were being such a needy slut for me today that’s why i didn’t show up?” you nodded. “if you stay in this bed and fuck me all day then i’ll tell them anything.” knowing sunghoon he’s gonna definitely hold you to it.
﹙ 𝐢𝐯. 선우 : sunoo ﹚ .ᐟ
“sorry my love.” he said quickly trying to get ready while you persuade him to stay behind. “but i can’t stay any longer.” you looked so good laying in bed , but sunoo was already so late. “why.” you pouted. “i miss you already.” you said. “what about one more round , then i guess you can go and leave me here to die.” he shook his head at how dramatic you were being , but alas he couldn’t tell you no , even if jungwon was currently blowing his phone up.
“just one more okay.” he crawled back into bed with you. “then i really have to go my love.” he kissed both sides of your cheeks. “so pretty.” he whispered , grinding his lower region against yours. “how can i ever say no to you.”
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niamhthefae · 2 days ago
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yes, you are right!
during the 1920s and 30s the german economy was terrible due to the reparations they had to pay stated in the treaty of versailles, they were slowly paying the insane amount of marks with some financial aid from america until wall street crashed, which heavily affected germany's economy . so now the german people were all starving and cold and many people were homeless. there are images of people burning marks because it was cheaper than buying firewood and there's a cartoon i always think of that was drawn of a mother and her child (who is basically a skeleton) and she's telling them “i will feed you when we have payed 132 billion marks"
so then hitler shows up and promises the people of germany "arbeit und brot" or ''work and bread.'' you can see where this is going.
the mustache is one that was very common among working men and in a lot of propaganda he is depicted in his uniform from the german army. even hitler had once been a starving man on the streets of munich and he used this to his advantage.he promised to fix the economy so that people could afford to live again.
this is why this history should be taught in schools,not just ww1 generally as a whole but the rise of hitler in germany specifically, so that people can learn to spot the signs and can ensure it wont happen again.
because do you know what the holocaust started as? mass deportations. do you know what hitler started doing fairly early on to avoid people learning and questioning? book bannings (and eventually burnings. funny how the diary of anne frank is on the list of banned books in america) Do you know what the german people's view of hitler was? 'he's going to fix the economy! he will make germany great again!'
so yeah, funny how history repeats itself in the most horrible ways. trump is basically hitler 2.0 and elon is no better. i'm not american and i don't know about everything happening there but i hope for every single person in that country that it doesn't go the way germany did in the '30s
Yo, correct me if I am wrong please, but didn't Hitler rise to power because he promised to fix the German economy and people really liked that so they looked past everything else he was doing??? Like exactly what's happening in America right now???
So many people said they voted for Trump, put a truly evil person in power, because he said he'd fix the economy, and a little voice in my head is going, "Isn't that what happened with fucking Hitler??"
But I've seen no one point that out so maybe I'm miss remembering???????
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footygirl114 · 20 hours ago
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Salvadora (Alexia Putellas X Reader)
It's amazing the inspiration you can get when you get rid of an unsupportive weight! I hope this wraps up this series and does it justice, but I could be open to adding additional scenes to this one :)
This is the final part to my body guard series; but the universe could be added to :) See here for previous part: Part 7
Seeing the knife pressed to Alexia’s neck immediately kicks in your military training, the mindset you have been so hard to get out of immediately falls back into place. Taking stock of your surroundings you know that you are alone here and if the police come up it will be behind you up the elevator, you also know the knife is pressed right on the carotid artery and one false move and its over for Alexia. 
“okay there no need to do anything drastic here” you start as you take a step to the side away from the elevator and towards Alexia’s kitchen. 
“She’s mine, you cant have her” he hisses out and you see his free hand tighten on Alexis hip, pulling her close to him. 
You watch the grimace on Alexia’s face and when she meets your eyes you can see the fear in them, you have to look away cause you know if you get lost in them your facade will fall. The military training is what you need here as you know what you say next will hurt. 
Moving slightly closer to the pair you meet his eyes and say “You care about her, then why are you hurting her right now?”
He shakes his head and says “i’m not! I am just keeping her away from a whore like you. I wasn’t sure but then I saw you today in the parking lot, you are clearly corrupting her away from me!” 
Knowing this guy is delusional and having experienced this before you swallow as you tell him “you can have her, she’s not worth this hassle anyway.” 
“what?” he looks surprised and you see Alexia’s eyes widen at you as well. 
“You love her right?” he nods and you press on “Then let her go, and hurt me. I am the one who’s corrupted her, and right now she needs to see that you wont hurt her if you want her.” 
He looks at you and you see the knife drop slightly from her neck as he thinks about it “you’re right, come closer here bitch.”
You nod slowly moving closer, and you watch as he squeezes her hip and presses a kiss to the back of Alexia’s head. You cant tell what he says to her but as soon as your in reach he pushes Alexia hard to the side and moves to point the knife right at you. 
You can feel the tip press against your chest and you ask him “can we let her go? She doesn’t need to see you hurt someone else” 
Nodding he turns to Alexia who is just out of arms reach on the floor, which is why you haven’t made your move, and he says “go, wait for me in bed baby.” 
She meets your eyes and a subtly nod from you has her moving towards her bedroom, once she is out of view you turn your attention back to the man in front of you of you. He’s got a half foot and about 100 pounds on you but you know you will do anything to make sure Alexia is okay including fighting this guy. 
As you can see him formulating a plan, you hear the faint hum of the elevator and you know this will be your chance. You shift slightly away from the elevator and he presses the knife harder and hisses “stop moving.” 
The elevator beeps and you know its police arrival, and you use his distraction turning towards the door to immediately grab his arm and twist so the knife falls from his hand. With him disarmed you know that you have a chance and you swing and land one on the side of his head. I disorientates him enough that you can get your leg behind his and have him hit the ground in a heap, pouncing you are able to twist a hand behind his back. When you feel two officers join in and keep him subdued. 
You spring back and see the place crawling with officers, and they have guns trained on you telling you to put your hands up. 
You do as they say and say “I’m the bodyguard! Guardaespaldas!” you try again but they keep you stationary. 
While this was happening officers were clearing the rest of the apartment and one walks back into the main room with Alexia behind him and she pauses at the scene and tells them “Está bien, ella me salvó, ella está conmigo.”
The drop their guns pointed at you and move to help with the suspect on the floor who’s still yelling out about Alexia being his. You cant bring your self to look at Alexia after what you said so you immediately move into work mode and give statements and make sure the police have everything under control. Over the course of the next hour you know Alexia has been sitting on the couch talking to officers, Jose had shown up as well and was helping to mediate the situation. When everyone starts to clear out you can feel the tension in your shoulders start to loosen, and when Alexia tell Jose he’s good to go you see him hesitate to leave her alone but he assures her there is an extra security guard in the lobby. 
Once the elevator doors close behind him you lean back against the kitchen counter and sink down to the floor, letting your head hang between your knees. After a few moments you feel her come closer and sink next to you and you whisper out “i’m sorry.” 
She whispers out “Oh mi amor” and you feel her arm go around your shoulder and she pulls you into her you try to push back against her hold but she whispers “shhh ive got you.” You give up fighting and sink into her side letting the tears flow, you can feel your walls dropping as you sink deeper into her. 
You don’t know how long you sit there crying into her, as she whispers sweet nothings in your ear and continues to run her hands through your hair. When you pull back you meet her eyes and whisper “thank you.” 
She smiles slightly at you and says “no thank you, you saved me Y/N, you gave yourself up for me.” 
“I will always do that for you Alexia” you tell her and reach your hand out to cup her cheek. 
She turns and presses a kiss to your palm and says “can we go to your place tonight? I don’t want to stay here” 
You nod and stand up and reach down to pull her up as well, once she gets up you pull her into you and wrap her in your arms. You whisper into her head “I really care about you Alexia, and I wont let anything happen to you.” 
She pulls back and looks at you and whispers “Te amo” before closing the distance and pressing her lips to yours. 
You deepen the kiss and take a moment to remind your self she’s here safe with you, when she pulls back you keep her close and whisper “i love you too.” You both smile and you whisper “lets get out of here.” 
She nods and you know that everything will be okay, as long as you are together. 
The news of Alexia being attacked makes headlines the next few days, luckily the team had only one game that week and the coach was able to excuse Alexia from it. Which mean the two of you barley left your apartment due to the media outside. It was exactly what you both needed to process and get over the situation, it also gave you time to help Alexia look for a more secure apartment, which lead to her asking you to move in with her. 
Of course you agreed and you were excited to start your life together, not just as her body guard. 
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wassupmygays · 12 hours ago
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listen i think i need to ponder on Davey and his very probable trust issues after the whole strike. i mean just think abt it.. the kid who seemed to take him under his wing, who he now trusts to help lead this whole strike, seemingly scabs and betrays them for some petty cash. and then, once jack comes back and is seemingly back on their side, he still wants to leave them all behind
and in the movie its worse. davey thinks denton just tosses their cause to the rats for a better gig. jack scabs and we never see him explain that pulitzer was threatening Everyone, not just him. and then when jack returns to the cause, he really does just leave. he gets in Roosevelt's carriage and leaves. and then he returns the next day to cheering and smiles like nothing happened.
but really. its gotta be hard to truly trust someone immediately after all of that apparent side-switching and deserting. even if jack always came back to daveys side every time, who's to say he wont do it all again?
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aetherbladedstick · 3 months ago
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spaciebabie · 1 month ago
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being a lesbian is great until you realize you're autistic and the common methods of women flirting are lost on you
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nardos-primetime · 10 months ago
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As much as I love leosagi we have to admit Leo's ass is not ready for any relationship and he'd fumble the bag so hard multiple times but Usagi is just stupid persistent so there's a chance they'd work it out
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skunkes · 5 months ago
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not an ask, but I saw ur post and relate a lot to it.
anticipatory grief sucks. people will tell you not to think about it, not to let it steal from today, but some days are just so hard. sometimes it feels unavoidable, like it’s some goliath mountain in the distance or even the sky and you can’t not look at it. it’s like you have to keep trying to distract yourself not to think about it, and it’s exhausting, and you’re so fucking scared of the inevitable.
like how does anyone even function? the idea of the world continuing to spin when there’s this terrible, horrible thing that will happen some day is unfathomable but it does, and it’s horrible. Some day will mark the before and the after. nobody can ever be ready for it.
I hope the love you have keeps you strong. wishing you the best.
this is literally it. i know thinking about it Now wont make the actual day it happens any easier. but it's impossible to not think about it, especially since there's no tangible way to preserve memories or feelings or the like forever. i cry easily and get emotional over most anything and everything, which is another layer of difficulty wrt it because I spiral. I want to squeeze out of my body. im not meant for any of it
#skunk mail#Anonymous#ill be in a car with my dad fighting tears thinking about how ill miss it one day and there's no way for my brain to capture the moment and#make a simulation of it. and even then that wouldnt help. ykwim#sometimes i sit in my parents room while my parents and brother are there and i cant stop thinking about when ill see them for the last tim#and how i wish i could full really truly wring every last drop of ''appreciation'' from the moment.#i think about that time isnt linear thing. how everything that has happened or will happen exists on its own#and i think about the cheye experiencing the After tragedy. and i cant handle it. not now or then. i envy the past cheye#even the one of 5 seconds ago. because that was 5 seconds ive lost. 5 seconds closer to events that will#separate my life into Before and After. over and over again#(like you said anon. i think abt that all the time too)#i think this is also why im struggling with the thought of moving out#we all have so little time. dont even get me started on the fear and grief i feel for my own life#not only fearing dying but fearing the lead up where ive lost and cried over much. just me. alone.#ill never see them again. it will never be today again. we'll never be in my parents room like today again. i cant take it.#even if i spend every last second with everybody i still wont be able to take it. i cant believe it#human beings that were all somebody's baby once. tomorrow it will be like they were never here at all. all their memories#go with them. it hurts so bad. i cant take it#i cant even breathe rn ruminating abt it *peace sign emoji*
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mirkwood · 7 months ago
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The fact that the oath "helps" melkor with his plans and affects him in a good way is just,, another way that it goes against fëanor 😭 even after death he can't have one good thing
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leblogreblog · 2 months ago
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Being a Cahir fan from the time before the show came out is so weird cause-
That's. That's litteraly a completely different character.
#each time i see cahir on screen i go 'look how they masacred my boy'#so to get out of the way the biggest differences#he wasnt anyone special in the nilfgaard or its army#hes just some son of a noble made officer that just so happened to be unknowingly responsibe for the most important mission of the war#and he didnt know ciri that long#in books he literally just 1) grabbed ciri 2) brought her out of the burning cintra 3) helped her wash up from the soot and grime#he didnt even exchange with her a single word because out of shock he straight up forgot how and when he woke up she was gone#and then he didn't see her for next five years#the fact that he even found her at all is multiple times described as one step away from a miracle#after failing to bring ciri and insulting the emperor in anger he was straight up inprisoned for few years and was supposed to be hanged#which he wasnt only because he was the only person alive that even knew how ciri looked and they needed him to find her#and then he was sent on a basically sucide mission which was equivalent of ozai sending zuko to find and capture the avatar#everyone knew it was a death sentence either from hands of the empire or people guarding the girl#also he didnt stop the scotiael on thanned#ciri killed all of them leaving cahir as the last of them#then when she tried to kill him she irreperably damaged his hand when he tried to stop her sword and then he begged her to not kill him#when asked for one reason why he reveals that he was the one to bring her out of the burning cintra and while doing so he closes his eyes#(of which ciri doesnt have any recollection besides nightmares about a black knight with wings on his helmet on horseback screaming)#after a while of not being struck he opens his eyes and ciri is gone by then and he passes out from relief and/or the blood loss#and only by then other group of scotiael came to him#after failing once again he is literally sent back in the casket (still alive just trapped in it for convinience) to be executed#the only reason he lives on is because geralt later on accidentally finds him and then frees him#then he has lots of character building that i wont spoil anymore that is straigh up not possible with how the show went on#im just really disappointed#cahir mawr dyffryn aep ceallach#the witcher#the witcher books#the witcher netflix#also in books hes described (by geralt nonetheless) as being less than 25 years old/10 years older than ciri during 'babtism of fire'#my post
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ryssbelle · 1 year ago
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jd is in his early 40s at least - if you’re going on the ‘he was 16 when he left’, thats not when the 20 year countdown begins (which is after the trollstice escape), there was enough time between brozone breakup and grandma getting eaten that branch went from baby to either small child or toddler, then the 20 years, and then around another year in the time gap from trolls 1-3.
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ableedingpromise · 7 months ago
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God I'm so fucking annoyed how come she gets to treat me however she likes and then gets to say she didn't mean it?????
#have u considered not constantly comparing me to ur abusive husband who hit u??????#since i was like 8 its really fucking weird#like who in their right mind tells their child theyre naturally destructive just like their father and then says ohhhhh but i didnt mean it#are u fucking insane#doesnt help that i look like him too everyone tells me that#and now she acts like me raising my voice once means she needs to walk on eggshells around me wtf#what about how u treated me from ages 13-16#freak#i cant believe this shes treating me like im some scary stranger as if shes not the one with full financial control and that im this horribl#person go kill yourself omgjdjsjsjwjwwhwhhw#fuck u#last year was the worst year of my life and that was wholy bc of u you showed me what place i really have in this family and that it was not#hing. how is sveryrone so ready to throw me away??#yet everyone else gets to say shes sooo proetctive and loving fuck off you wouldnt even tell them youre treating me badly diedie diediediedi#i want to cut so bad bro#but i promised myself i wont so#i mean i dont even have any way of gettibg blades so whatver#just remembered her reaction to me cutting#nothing. yeah absolutely no reaction. i thought the worat thing that could happen was her gettjbg mad at me again but no#i realised there was somwthing worse. she just straight up doesnt care#useless mother#im fine w u treating me like shit ive accepeted it that i have no place in anyone's life unlesss i hive into this but at least#at least stop trying to confront me like this#just let me rot in peace#i really dont want to do this anymore#any time now she'll ask me if i was pretending to cry so i wpuldnt have to go out w her now#as if that isnt insulting#and then she'll say i wasnt trying to be rude!!! as if she hasnt always treated me like none of my feelings r real. i only ever overeact. ok
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adreamoverlife · 2 months ago
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Good news for insane people who like q!french (me)
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spacedlexi · 2 years ago
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crying thinking about the ericson kids being like.. overly protective of clem post-amputation not because they think any less of her but because they just want to protect her the same way she protected them 😭
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arolesbianism · 7 days ago
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I've been doing a casual second lob corp playthrough for fun and one thing that I've really come to adore is how the different success rates can paint a pretty cool image of how work with it looks like at different levels of each work type and while I think it's kind of sad that base game you can't see the work percentages I also think it in a way adds a fun game of is this marginally harder at level five than four or is my guy just being bad at their job
#rat rambles#lonotomy posting#like one of my favorite details is how dimensional refraction variant has its three less preferred works as 0% for the first two levels and#then 40% for the rest because it rly paints the image of a low level employee being completely unable to do those work types due to not#being able to see it but higher level employees being able to better work around feeding or talking to or whatever to smth they can't see#I also enjoy how the first two attachment work levels of scorched girl aren't dead zero while everything higher is#again its just small things that just sorta make sense with the abnormality even if the work types will still almost never be used#although I don't consider 40% a complete deal breaker if you have high level guys and are desperate lol#oh also shout out to der freischütz for being an absolute bro I love repression trainers 🎉🎉🎉#ofc he has a prerequisite but once you reach level three you can easily grind out to level five in like one work day#plus good gear and good ego gift and you have an abno worth taking as early as you can handle it#which if youre lucky with your teths should be as soon as hes available#still dont care abt him as an abnormality but hes a nice asset to have#also one thing thats been fun to remember is how comically easy most the upper layer sephirah missions are#like especially nezatch's worlds hardest quest play the game#might as well be asking me to finish the day dude we're in the early game#like I know its early game and these might as well just be a tutorial but its still funny to me#tbf the lower layers also have their fair share of piss baby missions#which heavily contrast miss 'suppress a billion abnormalities' gebura lol#I know some ppl have problems with chesed missions but I think yall just need to learn to minmax better <3#I jest but I struggle to see myself having any problems with them during this playthrough#rly the biggest thing Ive learnt this playthrough is that I was fucking robbed during my first playthrough like I did not realize how easy#it is to actually get decent gear early game when the game actually gives you he and waws to chew on#like dude the first day waws were available I got given three waws to choose from where was this my first playthrough#like I wont complain too much since my first ever waw was king of greed and thats a pretty decent first waw but still#anyways Im kind of endeared to some of my nuggets in this save but I dont rly feel like doing anything with them atm#I mightttt give throw them a bone and semi canonize them to my main facility or give them a spin off story but Im not sure rn#again none of them are rly calling to me in the way my main nuggets did so Im not feeling especially obligated to throw that bone#but if I ever start yapping abt a guy called noah know what happened
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smryshzw · 10 days ago
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splitting at my fp so i had to block his entire sources tags and anything related to it but now half the content for this fandom is gonna poof cuz hes such a popular fan favourite but unfortunately the sight of hin makes me sick ! 😋😋😋
#need a talking tag ...#🫁#yeah that works#im just so . done . im so done !#' partner systems ' i dont care . i didnt want this . all you care about is the fact your little boytoy is in our system and he acted on a#whim to date you so the rest of us had to follow through on principle#i dont want this . im not happy . we arent compatible .#he never even leaves front and most of his headmates get on his nerves so hes almost always in front alone so we have to ask to see others#and then the visits are always just a few hours at most ...#meanwhile he acts like hes never gonna see his partner again when we cant have his bf in front for long without the body being exhausted#and we still let them front for up to a week at most cuz we know how much they love spending time together#they say we can ask for anyone but no ? we fucking cant ? its not that easy ? if it were that easy we wouldve fucking done so by now#im tired of trying to break up this collective partnership and just being told no in response#do my reasons not matter ? why are you begging me to stay when i want to leave so badly ? why do you care so much ?#idk call it a persecutor thing but i just want out . he and his bf can stay together we dont care . we can go back to just being friends and#having two annoyingly clingy alters that cant live without each other its fine thats fine#but let the rest of us go . we arent happy . the others were so hopeful for this once it started and now after a month they see things myway#and i didnt even have to yell at them to listen to me although i certainly fucking tried before this even happened#its rushed . its unstable . it doesnt matter how much you try because the damage has been done .#the way our systems work is just too different . we cant keep this up without hurting each other .#rip off the bandaid . let me go . or we wont be able to stay friends when you finally do .#ugh whatever . i talked too much i feel too human . nobodys even gonna see this so i feel even worse about it all#whatever . whatever . i dont care .#nobody listens to miasma anyway
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