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Dunno if it's because I'm so knee-deep in my Umemiya fascination (and seriously, my mind is a three-ring circus and Ume is currently the biggest attraction. I can hear the barrel organ in my sleep!) but I feel like this song fits him so well!
🎶Swimming in the deep blue Got me thinking 'bout you I'm just tryna dive right in Wanna spend tonight like The last night of our lives Chasing all the love we can
I've been chasing so long Every right that feels wrong Rather be with you instead There's something 'bout it right here Got me seeing so clear Rainbow colored skies ahead
And now oh I'm in a sea of lights And all that I can see is you And now I'm dying to feel alive So baby, let's try something new
Let's make tonight the weekend I don't wanna wait I don't wanna wait I don't wanna wait Got no reason not to celebrate Baby, I just don't wanna wait🎶
Ume please, replace my bad memories of this song with your happy face!
#em's rambles#wind breaker#umemiya hajime#story time!#and this one gets personal...#okay so my bad memories are with the original - 'dragostea din tei' by o-zone#it was introduced to me by my ex#and that relationship was a trash fire#six months and vlad the asshat somehow managed to both cheat on me and use me to cheat on his affair partner#boy was busy 🙄#never going for the bad boy type again irl i'll stick with my nerdy hubby thank you#but... fun fact but i'm 90% sure he was a legit vampire#named vlad. came from transylvania. little bit too interested in blood.#there was a reason i called him 'vlad țepeș' as a joke#Youtube
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me & the pookies as our overwatch mains
zenyatta (me) ; zarya (sol) ; mercy (salem) ; cassidy (swarrior)
#introducing:#an ex-valorant tank with praise kink#a battle mercy#a literal ranked veteran that keeps fucking our odds bcs he singularly kept us in the high level lobbies#a tank hunter zenyatta (me)#some doodles as appreciation for all our game nights#bcs we all live very far apart & the regular vcs are how we keep social interaction rip#overwatch#overwatch2#ow zenyatta#ow mercy#ow zarya#ow cassidy#ow2#ow#overwatch 2#my art#overwut
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In honour of finishing my hellish academic semester, I present to thee:
A Brief Introduction to 'In Pursuit of Daybreak'
First things first: What is In Pursuit of Daybreak?
A post-apocalyptic fantasy reimagining of the story of Hyacinthus and Apollo! Set in a world thrown into chaos after the sudden disappearance of The Radiant God, it follows three sons of the Radiant as they try their best to bring light back to the world.
Sons of the Radiant? Meet the leading men!
Aristaeus: A pastoral god and eldest of the brothers. Due to having a strained relationship with his venerated father, he is not exactly eager to track him down and have him return to clean up his mess. After being tricked by Asclepius however, he has only one choice: protect his brothers at all costs.
Orpheus: The grieving bard and second son; with the wounds of losing Eurydice still fresh, all his songs have become bitter sorrow. Coaxed by Asclepius to help restore the beautiful world Eurydice loved, Orpheus embarks on this journey in the hopes of rediscovering himself after his greatest loss.
Asclepius: The world's best healer and the youngest son; he is intent on healing the world of its ailment for the sake of his wife and children. Though others might curse his father for abandoning the world to the beasts of Erebus, Asclepius knows better and he will cure this malady even if it costs him his life.
(Hyacinthus: The long-dead lover. Slain by The Radiant's hand, he is a vengeful wraith brought back by Asclepius' dark medical rites. He too wishes to find the Radiant - not for love's sake but for the sake of his burning wrath.)
Genre?
In Pursuit of Daybreak is a fantasy/drama piece with strong romantic themes. It also has themes of family, sacrifice, self-discovery and death.
Production Status
I've been working on this project seriously for about two years! Despite not being historical fiction, I worked very hard on research and development of the concept and characters to retain an authentic feel of the mythology and traditions they come from. I'm still in the process of writing the novel but I also want to get in the habit of speaking openly and confidently about my work, so I definitely also want to talk more and more about my children and their adventures.
Thank you very much for reading this :D Any questions or comments about the concept or my interpretations of these characters is warmly welcomed. Have a wonderful day <33
#ginger rambles#ginger chats about greek myths#I finally decided to bite the bullet and actually post about it aaa#It's a very difficult thing for me to speak openly about myself so this is a very important first step for me#The tldr of this is that Hyacinth is a very angry zombie who is being ferried from place to place by his (ex) boyfriend's disaster children#Shoutout to Asclepius this man saw the world was ending and went "Yeah okay I will now break every divine law my father taught me#I've said before that I'm more a writer than an artist and I do sincerely mean that#I can't exactly promise drawings to introduce all of the boys because they won't be polished or fancy#But I'd definitely like to post some introductory writings for them#greek retelling#greek mythology#writing#writer on tumblr#hyapollo#apollo x hyacinthus#orpheus#asclepius#aristaeus#pursuing daybreak posting
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she is the color of box...
#tessas cats#i have been here for less than i afternoon and im already losing my fucking mind#for context im not out for my family but it doesnt matter since i go by a nickname ive had since forever#EVERYONE calls me by my nickname irl. i introduce myself as such#however my dipshit uncle refuses to call me by it because it reminds him of his ex (??????) and calls me by my first name since#'its your REAL name anyway'#i really want to smash his face in. the disrespect is too much#also my cousins are also here and their only audio mode is yelling over each other#my cats do a crucial job of keeping my sanity intact
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life went forward and the world moved on but I never got over among us (2018)
#but no one:(( will play it:(( with me:((#i miss amogus with my ex best friend and all her friends#she was just like me fr she loved introducing all her friends to each other its another reason i loved her so much#and why i struggled so much when my high school best friend started making friends outside of me who didnt like me#one of them even gave me this long ass lecture on KAVYA YOU DONT NEED TO BE FRIENDS WITH ALL YOUR FRIENDS' FRIENDS YOU KNOW#oh and you cAnt jUst Ask pEoPle tO bE yOuR fRiEnd (jokes on her we're friends now. kind of ive been ghosting her for a while but not the po#Int 💀)#and look i learned that. sort of. but i still struggle with it sometimes#like at least with my best friends i always wanted to know about and be involved with everyone in their lives you know#which ive realized now is not practical#but im still this hopeless romantic who wants to be friends with all my friends friends and all my friends to be friends#even if i barely have the energy for it anymore. i guess losing her drilled that in#also another thing i realized is. its good to keep your friends separate sometimes because if the chain breaks you dont lose a whole system#which wasnt even a point of consideration for me back then because like i said. hopeless romantic. why would we ever fall out#but yeah it was hard having to accept that sometimes the whole world doesnt want to be friends. and people are allowed to dislike each othe#shocking i know#anyway what am i even talking about how did i get here#liveblogging.pdf
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you ever become friends with someone who introduces you to a new game or show and later realize how symbolic that piece of art was to your relationship or is it just me with every single friend i've. ever had
#haha wow that's such a nice game thanks man. you wanna follow the narrative of that with me or what#rn i mean it in a very good way but my ex friend introduced me to devilman crybaby and hoo boy
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i wonder if i could comm a kirk chibi from someone that could be made into a plushie...
#remembers that my ex-bestie said that's weird of me and frowns#but ohhh he would be the cutest i would introduce him to my other plushies
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Kinda fucked (but also kinda the best possible way it could have happened) that I developed a special interest into mormon doctrine, theology, and history AFTER I stopped believing in it.
I know sooooo much more now than I ever did as a believing member. And I think you can only fully acknowledge the history after you've stopped believing so maybe this was the only way I would have learned as much about mormonism as I have
#thank you John Dehlin <3 and that one middle ground episode for introducing me to his work lol#one time when I was drunk my roommates bf asked me to explain anything (and everything) about Mormonism to him#and I just went off for like at least an hour#full hyperfocus on explaining everything I knew at the time#not in any good detail (re: being drunk) but getting the points across#exmormon#ex lds
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i feel like i ask this at least once a year but is someone . ANYONE ready to talk abt the parallels between mason and the mantle twins . hell the verger siblings themselves and the twins .
the second i saw the operating room it was so evident what they were paying homage to.
the movie about the twin gynaecologists? with their unconventional methods? i could do a whole dissertation on this but i just finished a bottle of wine and i should stop before i get worked up
#blabble#just pls . please#someone#anyone#tell me i’m not the only one who sees it#hannibal#mason verger#dead ringers#elliot and beverly mantle#listen . dead ringers is one of my favourite fucking movies of all time#(DONT tell me ex fling . the only good thing i got out of that weird months was being introduced to this film)#it’s one of the very few that has rattled me and sat w me heavily for years to come and if u make me think that much ur automatically a fav
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i want to revive my fnaf ocs (AGAIN) every few years. it just keeps coming back. i was so insane about fnaf as a child (i still am but more secretly) n i can never escape it
#as a fun story i have from the peak of my FNAF times#there was a time where i had an argument about mangles gender with some rando on youtube🤦♂️ for whatever reason#some time passes. my ex childhood friend introduces me to these couple of girls who go to her school/take the bus with her#i get to talk with them n stuff#a while later i realize its THE PERSOJ I WAS HAVIMG AN ARGUMENT WITH#THE SAME PERSON#IT WAS SUCH A WEIRD COINCIDENCE#i also got cancelled for stealing a couple of times fnaf youtube was insane#its so funny bc both rhe times i got ganged up on for stealing i was NOT GUILTY#but i NEVER got in trouble for all the art i stupidly actually stole as a dumb 9 yo 😭😭😭#the two times i got cancelled one was bc. some more established artist got pissy my fnaf ocs were also called fnar bc both our freddy#stand-ins had names that started with R. THEY WERENT EVEN THE SAME NAME#second time some girl got mad bc both our ocs were umm. cats? and pink? and named candy?#which was OBVIOUSLY INCREDIBLY UNIQUE and REVOLUTIONARY there was NO WAY i didnt steal it from her#okay yap over#mb#fnaf mention#key times with tea
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trying to come up with a non-creepy way to convey to people “Hello, I am new to this whole possibly-being-queer thing and don’t know what the fuck I’m doing. I know I’m old as fuck but please forgive me, I had a late start. I want to hang out in queer spaces and just Vibe. Absorb my surroundings. Observe and learn from people in a casual and fun way. I’m here to be a friend but also if anyone wants to casually kiss me I might be down for that. I am lacking so much knowledge about myself and I NEED to figure this out oh my god HELP”
#my bff has friends she can introduce me to which she described as a queer d&d group which god pls I hope we vibe#I need more queer friends that will live near me pls someone take my hand I’m scared 😭#also if I can find an irl d&d group I may actually cry from happiness#I don’t want a relationship bc I’m p hung up on my ex in that regard#but I am PLAGUED by this lack of knowledge about myself. it won’t leave me tf alone!!#like I’m sorry I was too shy/religious to experiment when I was younger I’m SORRY 😭#I’m hoping I can just figure it out by proxy#shut up keri#queer
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europe is so interesting. they treat me like a cute kid, backpacking across europe at age 21. the next second they ask me why i'm responsible for gun violence in the united states.
#it's just so irritating#after my first night out in barcelona i introduced myself as peruvian exclusively#bc fjweiaofjreaogehw#they care sm abt american ex-pats gentrifying lisbon#(which is a problem)#but they don't care about literally any of the other clear as fucking day problems in their continent#i introduced myself as american#(texan moving to californian)#and then asked for my opinions on anti-queer laws; pro-gun laws; and why i still 'support' the country#i just happen to live therefjewiaofjreioag#this one parisian thought that we never learned abt the renaissance like#how much do u wanna bet they never learned abt any usa renaissances (harlem; french language rebirth in louisiana; etc)#cw: gun violence mention#gun#gun mention#so at least now i know i can't live in europe long-term#dash rambles#tonight is a night to think abt my spain speed-run#and then move on to portugal where hopefully they understand me#if it weren't for the tourism (english-speakers) i would've been in trouble in barcelona bc catalan doesn't sound as spanish-y as it reads
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#cont thoughts of my last rb but. i think ppl are so quick to say that teruko is a badly written character bc of her role in the story??#idk how to explain it but. yeah bsd isnt the best at writing female characters and theres hints of misogyny here and there#but ppl always say teruko's entire character is a product of misogyny and that is just. not true.#prob bc people focus too much on the fact that shes a rare female character idk#yeah shes extremely dedicated to the hunting dogs and fukuchi. her LEADER. i dont think thats misogyny#people dont say that about chuuya being extremely loyal to the mafia 😭😭#'her having to give the credit to fukuzawa for killing fukuchi is so misogynistic!!!' except youre ignoring what that scene is really about#it's about two kinds of people. how fukuzawa couldnt kill out of love vs how teruko killed because of it#it's about the fact that SHE can do it. shes strong enough to. SHE understands whats necessary. SHE pushed her feelings aside.#which i thought was amazing. it really solidified her role as a SOLDIER which was how she was introduced. shes VICE CAPTAIN of the hd i fee#like people always forget that.#it's also rare to see a female character act on smth that isnt emotional cause it's always male characters pushing aside their grief for th#better. i loved that we were shown how fukuzawa who is stone cold and an ex assassin CLDNT do it while teruko who is explosive and emotiona#could!! it was an interesting side to both their characters#thats not to say teruko isnt a victim of misogyny. cause people do hate her for traits they love in other characters (shes very similar to#ranpo and chuuya and jouno off the top of my head)#but to say that her entire self is a result of misogyny is doing a disservice to her character#and shows that you cant look past her relationships with male characters idk#saying she doesnt have anything outside male characters is so untrue i cant stand that argument. bc SHE DOES. youre the one not seeing it#her role during the skyfall arc was amazing how do we forget that#anyway sorry. to each their own ofc im not defending bsd's occasional bad writing#but teruko get behind me djhfjhd
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Theres no season 4 because theyre too scared to animate the canon gay couple. They know its going to change the dr stone mrm ecosystem forever
#its the smug way that xeno introduces stanley as 'ex military' like yes he used to work for the state but now he works for ME#Listen to my problems#like tsukasen is already so popular if theyre gonna introduce another hot guy x silly guy couple AND theyre adults AND theyre evil#itll be fucking game over. actually maybe not. since theyre adults. they only wanna do dj of kids#and the current stanxeno doujins all have a very specific mature bl vibe that tsukasen struggles to match#and its so fucking funny when he immediately cracks an inside joke because he doesnt like stanleys smoking habit but hes literally the one#making the cigarettes for him like he just fucking loves him its so funny. and then when we see stan actually doing his job he complains#that xeno likes overloading him with equipment because he wants him to be at his best#and near the end he... he SHYLY hands him a pack of chewable tobacco like 'here since you cant smoke in space' <- HUH#like thinking of his nicotine addiction is already crazy enough but SHYLY looking away and handing them to him ? what was that ? why#did he get nervous ? is he gay ?#im not even talking about the face grab scene because stanley was literally about to make out with him if senku wasnt standing right there#this isnt fanfic like he reached out in canon and grabbed xenos chin and forcibly tilted his head up to look into his eyes#and it wasnt for a contrived plot reason he just did that because he wanted to. and it was never explained#like senku staring at ryusuis ass can be explained away because he just likes guys but stanley doing that was so actively and aggressively#homosexual behaviour i cant stress how much he just randomly did that#and the focus on his lips in the previous panels before that part. also pretty funny#his lips that were so beautiful that everybody thought he wore lipstick but no theyre just a perfect shade of deep red
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toying with the idea of making yancey's friends not real. would that be too evil
#personal#hear me out. the diner is a mimic and it's toying with the entire town and making people oblivious and just. stuck in time metaphorically#it's known to make people hallucinate it's known to show things that aren't there. it can fuck with technology#yancey has. problems. he's sick with grief and pain and regret and sorrow from his past moving into a strange new town#and there's all these people there in the diner and they all remind him of some part of his life#stevie quite literally reminds him of his ex but stuck in the state before anything happened. stevie is a constant reminder of like#what could have been had they not crossed the line of getting together#his relationship with daphne (friendship mostly but he has a little crush on her at some point) is like#the romanticized version of the life he had in mind for him and his ex. yeah he gets a little bit insane with it but he loves very deeply#freddy is what he wished for his older brother to be like. their friendship is what he wishes he and his brother would be like#rafiq is basically yancey's ideal partner. yukiko reminds him of his younger sister#hell even teddy is connected to him because he and teddy are basically the same person. dealing with a situation very poorly#but teddy WOULD be real since he is part of CALAMITY so his connection to yancey if anything is like. on purpose#he is SUPPOSED to mirror yancey because that will make yancey realize things about himself#that only leaves morrigan as the only other real person in all of this. because she is the only one not connected to the diner#(freddy isn't either but since he's first introduced on the radio as radio host he is sort of connected to the town)#(in like a way the diner could influence that too. you know what i'm saying)#and morrigan's whole deal is that she's so so stuck in the past. trying to get back what is no more. and daphne is her sister#so daphne could even be a manifestation of yancey's and morrigan's shared grief#for yancey the romanticized relationship with his ex. for morrigan her sister who died in the wildfires#are you seeing my vision. the diner is defeated and it's just yancey morrigan and teddy. it's always been#no one else has been real the whole time. they've only interacted with one another or yancey. never with teddy or morrigan#(with exception of daphne who would have interacted with morrigan bc of shared manifestation)#and yancey acts like the others have never existed. because they haven't. and now that he's no longer#under the influence of the diner. he doesn't remember. haha#idk if i wanna go with this because some of them aren't as solidified as concepts as others but man. MANNNNN
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Decided to rewatch Van Helsing and also restart my mission to Watch Every Werewolf Movie
I love this movie ✨️ I enjoy the plot, the characters, the practical effects, the werewolf designs, the lore, and the overall vibe. The gender and gay vibes are through the roof heLLO.
#putting Van Helsing next to Dean Winchester on my imaginary shelf of figures that encapsulate both gay and gender vibes#relatedly this is really funny to me because Anna is EXACTLY the character that pre-realization me wouldve idolized too#its really a shame i didnt find this movie earlier on but shoutout to my ex who did introduce it to me#beyond contextless gifs and images#werewolf#van helsing#something that im annoying about is becoming The Werewolf Dentist any time a werewolf is in something#and this one has wolf shaped (mostly) teeth in a human dentition pattern (mostly)#which is Nico Approved Werewolf Dentition#anyways im leaning towards ginger snaps next but well see where the adhd leads me
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