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manipulating words like ingredients for a potion that’s supposed to fix me somehow and putting together a story that’s a conglomeration of my blood and tears and trauma and joy and i feel the same when i read the taped together sentences on the page and i turn around and i try again and writing saves me and ruins me and builds me up and tears me down over and over again and it is my best friend and it is my worst enemy and sometimes i consider letting it go but to confine all these words and these feelings inside my head is to doom myself to an eternity of suffering in my own silence and god, good god, i just want to be heard
#ariwrites#writeblr#would u believe me if i said i typed this while listening to animals by nickelback#to be fair i didnt realize it was playimg because i was focused on typing#but good lord the shock to my system as i leaned back with this emotional density pressing on my chest#just to hear fckin nickelback#it was an odd moment
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she's singing in another room and my dog is asleep at my feet. my grandma asked me why i haven't found a man yet and i laughed. oh, you know. i like my house clean.
my girlfriend is also my man is also "my partner" if i'm in a professional setting. yesterday we went to a ren faire and a man mimed at me - you're together? and at my delighted nod, his baffled, you're gay? made me laugh. a woman with rainbow hair said i love the two of you together. you're both so beautiful it's absurd.
my dad introduced my partner as my "..... friend. or whatever" the other day. he knows we're dating. in the same way, i was never able to get my sister's husband to stop saying that's gay like it's 2008. he still uses the word fa***t, and my sister's defense of him has always been well, he's just kidding.
my lover and i dance to old music in a tiny kitchen. we judge new music together and take food critique very seriously. we watch love is blind before we fall asleep and agree that if they had a queer season, it would be bloody but also make for excellent tv. of fucking course queer people would know someone for only 2 weeks and agree to get married. what are you saying.
at a bar with friends, a man puts his hand on my wrist. got a boyfriend? and yes, i do have a boyfriend, she's amazing. i am texting her while i wander around a gas station named after geese. i am visiting a swing state for a wedding. in the candy aisle i overhear: she's actually like a lesbian it's disgusting. two teenage girls with packaged sandwiches in their hands, giggling. no literally, like. i'm not, like. okay with her being there while we're all, like, naked and changing.
my girlfriend and i tailgate, drink gin and cider out of cups. from the frat group beside us, a man corrects himself with one of his friends: bro, i mean, nonbinary entity, and it makes everyone around him laugh, myself included. he razzes his friend the same way i would have killed for at 19 years old - like nothing happened, he continues: you apply sunscreen like an alien. he does a little sassy (and fairly accurate) dance interpretation of the motion. his friend is laughing so hard they're crying.
i am lucky, i live in a safe neighborhood in a safe state. my masc passenger princess comes up from DC. i drive her for an hour to where all the leaves are a violent arrangement of color. we walk along the trails, letting autumn into our blood. in this part of the state, there's a lot of pickup trucks and trump signs. when we chastely kiss before getting into the car, i accidentally make eye contact with a woman holding her child's wrist. she looks disgusted. she looks fucking pissed.
two hours later my girl and i are eating dinner on a patio, soaking in the last warmth of new england sun before the chill of winter sets in. we are giggling and trying to talk through plastic vampire teeth. at another table, i see a young woman sit up straighter. i watch her watch us. she blushes and takes her partner's hand from across the table. shy, like the taste of evening has just become something deeper.
it's worth it for this moment, i think. my lover is still humming the same song she's been singing for four days straight and i don't want to kill her for it. her guitar is beside my bed. her toothbrush is in my bathroom. in a few moments i will make us lunch. we are lucky enough to have found each other. it is lucky enough to be in love.
#writeblr#wlw#i often think about like.....#being happy in a gay relationship is sometimes so odd#bc u can forget how stupid ppl are.#bc ur so USED to being gay. and u forget other people GENUINELY ARE homophobic#so it's like. girl pardon?????#but also there are moments where it's like. ohhh the kids are alright#like watching someone razz someone else.... so fucking wholesome#“lemme get this bitche's pronouns before i make gentle fun of them” .... i would have KILLED for that.#THAT is how u know ur accepted#not just tolerated#..... when ppl are like. sure ur nonbinary congrats but WHAT is this fucking sunscreen application#ps idk if "razz'' is a real word but someone asked what it means -#i've always heard it as being a term for 'gentle & friendly teasing'' which like#i personally notice more from my guy friends but is like - when a person isn't#LIKE ACTUALLY teasing u (it's nothing personal/mean) they're just laughing w/you about something#my friends often put on a little voice and call me an anemic little bitch#like 'ooooo the anemic little bitch is cold??? does she need a mouse blanket#bc she's SOOOO SMALL AND ANEMIC???''#and it doesn't hurt my feelings (it makes me laugh very hard) bc 1. i actually called MYSELF that first#and 2. i'm not sensitive about it!!!#a proper razz is when you are ALSO in on the joke - i ALSO think it's funny#for some people i personally find that when they razz u it's when they love u -#they've noticed something genuine about u and love u enough that u know they're not being mean#this is cultural and personality based of course but i'm hispanic#if someone isn't making fun of me it means they hate me . obviously.
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-Slides into DPxDC fandom and slaps down another AU sticky note on everyone's forehead-
Kinda single mom (maybe Queen Regent? if we got Ghost King route) Jazz! to triplets (deaged) Danny, Dan, and Dani! and they all get sent to the DCverse to start new lives.
The three were ditching school, secretly of course mostly to help get money for Jazz and themselves, when they get taken by the Joker because he decides the Wayne bait looking kids would make the most interesting hostages for the game he wanted to play.
Jazz is NOT happy when she senses them in danger. (and it happened during her job hours too so she had to book it out citing a 'family emergency'. She knows she's no doubt going to be fired for leaving the way she did but fine, she hated the job anyways and her boss was a creep.)
Jason falls head over heels when he see's this amazonian tall/powerful woman knock out a good number of Joker's teeth and basically destroys him when he got info of where the Joker was hiding out after the clown kidnapped some kids from his turf.
Speaking of the kids, they are busy cheering their big sister on and hoping she wouldn't be too upset that they ditched school. And...
Was Red Hood a Reverent?! Cool!
#danny phantom#danny fenton#crossover#dp x dc#blue rambles#danny phantom dc#writing ideas#random idea#dpxdc#jazz fenton#dani phantom#dan phantom#The Fenton sibs are sent to the DCverse#and are living in Gotham/Crime Alley cause they dont have a lot of money#Jazz hates her job but it was the quickest one she could get at the moment#Danny. Dan. and Dani all ditched school looking to do odd jobs for some cash to help out#they know theyre going to get in trouble but they wanna help#Jason falls head over heels for Jazz after watching her beat the Joker into next year#Protective of sibs. Leaving crappy job to save them. BEATING THE JOKER.#Then once shes done she turns around and starts lecturing them about ditching school#anger management pairing
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(wip) loser twink dad and loser ipad kid
#the fairly oddparents#fairly odd parents a new wish#fairly oddparents#fairly oddparents peri#peri fairywinkle cosma#fairly oddparents dev#dev dimmadome#devin dimmadome#PERI SAYING HE CARES ABOUT DEV IN THE FINALE#I need more of that pls#im sorry but i cannot have the last episode be the one where peris gonna explode the majority of the ep#IT WAS SO HARD TO TAKE THE MOMENT SERIOUSLY WHEN HE LOOKS LIKE *THAT*#wip
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idk what else to say but shes insane for doing this IMMEDIATELY
#just like THAT#the moment ladynoir arent at odds#they become the most pta platonic but more than friends that touch each other all the time pairing ever#ml#mlb#miraculous ladybug#ml paris special#ml paris spoilers#ladynoir#sidrabbles
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An anonymous group of Dale's fans asks you, honorable creator, to show him to us in a swap AU.
As i mentioned him in day 14 of DT and day 6 of DHT i think of him as a smaller bussiness owner / and him prototyping Haze`s drones/ Yes, he may talk do Dev more often and didn`t name him DeVeLoPmEnT But Dale still 100% would NOT notice that his son got a fairy (that disgused himself as a tutor, but still Dale wth-)
I also have a thought that he prefer to write, not to type out stuff ...`cause i dont remember Dale writing in any of his scenes, and his Project H didn`t have any note-styled writings /...yea, my thoughts make a lot of sense/
#i swear i didn`t mean to be so slow -#Yes i didn`t drew (at this moment) Daletober promts past day...22 i think???#but it doesn`t mean i didn`t drew Dale AT ALL#swap au#dale dimmadome#fop dale#fop fanart#fop a new wish#the fairly oddparents#fairly oddparents#fairly oddparents a new wish#a new wish#art#art tag#my art#digital drawing#artists on tumblr#digital art#fanart#fairly odd parents a new wish#fairly oddparents fanart#fairly odd parents fanart#digital#dev dimmadome#dev fop#dev fairly oddparents#digital sketch#fop dev
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23.5 trailer + most important character latte cameo
#23.5 degrees#23.5 the series#23point5#milk pansa#uservid#lextag#tusernix#tuseralexa#userkit#rowan gifs#wanted to gif the dog but also i extremely love this loser moment for ongsa#as well as just how hard theyre going with the space theming in her room#she is my dear my darling#purpled this gif just a little. it is what it is#also looking at this the scream gif seems either like a different scene or odd editing
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Lilia reading freshly thirteen year old, completely innocent and oblivious William Kaplan’s future and being like:
Okayyyyy lemme just un-know that real quick so it doesn’t haunt me forever🥲
I can’t properly express how much I love her
#also how we could see how heartbroken she was broke me too#even though she’s a little odd and is often bitter and resentful#her consistent moments of genuine fondness for the other witches in the coven#especially billy#make me love her so much more#like when he was injured and she was like ‘hes young hes strong’#the whole coven had no idea why this child was there with them#but every single one of them almost immediately decided they NEEDED to protect him#jen trying to warn him about agatha and alice being so so kind to him#and of course agatha who is so motherly towards him#even after he kinda tried to kill her#she was still so supportive#because her mother never was#ugh this show i cant say it enough how amazing it is!#marvel#mcu#lilia calderu#patti lupone#billy kaplan#william kaplan#billy maximoff#wiccan#agatha all along#agatha harkness#sasheer zamata#ali ahn#kathryn hahn#joe locke#kate's post
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I think a lot of discussions would be made better by recognizing that masculinity and femininity aren't inherently preferred, but adherence to cishet standards is, which is slightly different.
This is why a masculine trans man* or a feminine trans woman* often still face stigma - it isn't that they aren't gender conforming to the gender they are. It is that cishetero standards do not want trans people to exist at all, in any capacity.
#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#mtf#nonbinary#transphobia#transphobia tw#it's just frustrating when the conversation is 'oh well [x] is ALWAYS rewarded!'#because in certain contexts it won't be#the sweeping generalization and assumptions will only alienate others who may have similar interests and goals#whenever i see these conversations it does feel pretty antagonistic toward people percieved as 'rewarded' for the way they're treated...#...and it's odd to me because it's not challenging any systems in any way. challenging the systems itself is a very momentous task...#...so while i do understand if somebody isn't ready or able to challenge those systems that doesn't mean the answer is going after...#...individuals. basically this is a branch off the tree of 'is this punching up or just attacking somebody?'
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Boys grow up, change, but still remain dearest and closest to each other.
#fop poof#poof cosma#poof fairywinkle cosma#fairly oddparents poof#poof#peri cosma#peri fairly oddparents#peri fairywinkle cosma#fop peri#periwinkle#fop timmy#fairly odd parents timmy#timmy turner#timmy tiberius turner#fop a new wish#fairy odd parents#fairy family#timmy is part of the family#brothers poof/peri and timmy#give peri his brother back :(#the fairly oddparents#we need more siblings moments omg
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i killed. i murdered. i'm nothing like these sleepy people here… nevertheless, you can actually be grateful? bastard… i’m saying… thank you. because you spilled blood, you saved all of these people’s lives. i couldn’t have done it without you. (ID in alt)
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#participated in altades' dance collab :3 very grateful for the opportunity and many thanks to them for organizing this!#there was a lot of vw arc choices... but i went for the leonof arc bc it's a dear vw moment to me#i think a lot of the leonof arc further breaks down vash's ideology and for the readers - together with ww- to learn that his ideals aren't#pure naivety and that vash knows he's at an odd standpoint with himself. he's criticized ww for shooting rai-dei just prior when ww had don#so on the behalf of vash but here he thanks him for killing on behalf of his home and its genuine. bc vash's presence - although it's not#his fault - he was the reason leonof and gray had gotten to the ship and killed people there. that's the guilt he has to live with and#despite his anger he'd still resolute not to kill. meanwhile ww just did what he had to - beating down on a seemingly immortal monster but#at the core made up of many lives he had to take and i feel as the fight dragged on - his own mentality waned. committing active carnage#while remembering the orphanage... and bearing that guilt alongside the words vash left with him during rai-dei's death#only for vash to thank him afterwards what he's done and for apologizing for pushing his beliefs on ww when he had no solutions of his own#anyway. i just have so an immense love for this arc bc they just got around to appreciating each other in weird ways. though ofc its still#weird and confusing for ww bc every new info on vash it'll just be strange to him as someone who's human#ruporas art
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"The she-wolf laid into the squires with a tourney sword, scattering them all. The crannogman was bruised and bloodied, so she took him back to her lair to clean his cuts and bind them up with linen."
#asoiaf#asoiaf fanart#lyanna stark#howland reed#my drawings#i wonder how many times i've reread that chapter with meera's story lol#i like this moment esp it's so sweet#and clearly made an impact on howland as he followed ned into the war later.. all the way to the tower#ohhhh you know what now i want a howland and jon interaction. i want them to meet. oh man#asos#anyway i've been in a bit of a slump lately so this isn't great but eh. i've got a few backlogged as well i might upload..sometime#it was super foggy today to the point of not seeing anything which was very cool so i guess that motivated me to finish this#i like weird weather but it should have snowed damn it. there's almost always snow on my birthday so this feels like an ominous sign#also there are odd places in my neighbourhood where tons of crows and rooks and jackdaws gather for whatever reason and i see them on walks#and i always go hmm looks like a feast for crows over there. heh
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Arven and N during and after the latest pokemas storyline
#pokemon#pokemon masters#rival arven#trainer n#natural harmonia gropius#my art#i think the characterization of n in this one was pretty odd#they couldve done it better for sure#the ''are we playing tag'' moment is specially?? odd?#oh yeah i dont ship them. this isnt a ship post. dont tag it as that
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He's got a lot of catching up to do
#dale dimmadome#the fairly odd parents#fop#doodle#please ignore my chicken scratch#this is a joosie moment#joosieart
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i know thg isn't *about* romance but the way people act like it's absurd for fans to focus on the romance because it's just a tiny insignificant part is so funny because like. the last line before the epilogue is the mc telling the main love interest that she loves him.
#the disconnect between what the anti-romance crowd says sc intended vs what she actually wrote is odd#there are actually many romantic moments#like the eyelashes#the rooftop picnic#the sleeping together#the kiss when he's hijacked#need i go on#the hunger games#everlark
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harrows a sped kid but gideon is a girl who should by all accounts at LEAST have a 504 plan but all adults dismiss her as merely combative and disruptive, at Best theyll throw in a "not utilizing her potential to the fullest." multiple teachers have vaguely alluded to her having ODD rather than think for a second about why she might be acting like that
#hi hello i have Thoughts#sorry this is so usamerica specific i cannot do an hour of research for every spur of the moment thought that hits me#anyway i have many ideas about how the education system would fail these two spectacularly#the ODD thing is pulled from my actual experience and also just the fact that brown kids are more likely to be labeled that#rather than adhd/autistic/ect#and its basically a death sentence on your fucking record#its not an actual judgement of it as a diagnosis just how its weaponized against struggling kids cool we all on the same page?#feel free to add on if you have your own thoughts#i just think constantly about how characters in the book disregard gideon as stupid#because she doesnt give a shit specifically about their magic version of stem#LEAVE HER ALONE I BET SHED LOVE LIT CLASS GET HER ASS ANTIGONE SHED LOVE IT
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