#it was all worth it in the end boys
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Did I just stay awake till 8:30 am to write a 7.5k Dazai x reader (and slight Chuuya x reader) fic?? Yes, yes I did. Do I regret it?? No, no I don't
#dazai x reader x chuuya#dazai x reader#chuuya x reader#chuuya x reader x dazai#bsd x reader#ill post it later today probs!! gotta get my friend(s) to beta read it first lmao#i can see all the equations#i can smell colors#it was all worth it in the end boys#I LOVE THEM YOUR HONOR#let me know if for whatever reason you’d like to be tagged when I post it lol#it has some slight#yandere#themes to it tho#very slight. Dazai and Chuuya just get really protective/possessive over you#you know. just girly tingz 🤪#bsd dazai#dazai#osamu dazai#dazai osamu#nakahara chuuya#chuuya nakahara#wip#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bsd chuuya#chuuya
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the final phrase of my last sentence / hangs in the air, sounding stupider and stupider
#THE LINK IS MY BIRDRICK PLAYLIST. LISTEN TO IT PLEASEEEEE#rick and morty#birdrick#rick sanchez#rick c137#oh my GOD i struggled w the colours on this one. im SOOOO bad at colours man 😭😭😭😭😭 bane of my life#idgaf if this isnt how it happened in the actual scene. imagery over truth#if it bothers u ummm imagine its a dream or smth.#had to take dreadful reference pics of myslef for this. worth it#i might change the playlist art at some point to smth more fitting but idgaf i just want to show ppl now#and ive wanted to draw this for a whileee now lol#BUT YEAHHHHH. LISTEN TO MY PLAYLIST BOY#artsbotz#oh my god ok im not makinga ny more tiny edits. POST#COMPLETELY FORGOT TO TALK ABT THE PLAYLIST LOL#urmm hopefully its kinda clear which pov each song is. except a few kinda mixed ones#it goesssss all the way from them meeting up until like. s5 ending kinda#apologies again for all the csh. youll have to cope im afraid#its vital listening. listen to twin fantasy btw. btw
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Harry's world/Bad end
Inspired by Christina's world by Andrew Wyeth
#I dont think people talk about the bad end enough#this is the social murder game you guys#i dunno#my health took a bit of a decline recently and my doctor forgot to get me a refill on my meds in time and it got me thinking#disability puts a person in such a vulnerable position#it doesnt matter how well Harry solves the case or how upstanding of an officer he tries to be#one drink is all it takes and he is left to die#he cant even run after them anymore... he doesnt even know where he lives#he's nothing but an addict to them#reduced to an animal... grovelling in the dirt#used for all hes worth and then thrown away once he cant work anymore#ive written about the bad end before and ill get back to it(after my fic about his mom is done) when i get the energy for it#its just so compelling!!#does anybody hear me???#disco elysium#harry du bois#disco elyisum fanart#my art#illustration#also some people in the fandom do NOT see disabled ppl and addicts as people and it shows#ITS THE SOCIAL MURDER GAME
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my take on the suffering Game graphic novel is that they did the Suffering Game dirty but they did that Lunar Interlude REAL good
#the adventure zone#taz gn#I stand by what I said before it came out#they should’ve ended at “I’ll be taking my body back now you undead fuck” and made lunar interlude it’s own book#WONDERLAND YOU DESERVED MORE TIMEEEEEEEE#that said magnus was GREAT in this just all in on the “looking for a cause worth dying for”#But missing out on the governor kalen sacrifice is a god damn travesty#A TRAVIS-TY#AND ARTEMIS WHAT HIS NITS JUST DIDNT EVEN EXIST#AND ARMS OUTSTRETCHED WAS JUST NOT EVEN CLOSE TO THE MARK#THEY FUCKED UP ARMS OUTSTRETCHED DUDE LOOK HOW THEY MASSACRED MY BOY#but AGAIN the moonbase stuff was great!#They did griffin great! they did Barry great! They did the Jon reveal FUCKING AMAZINGLY#The Davenport handoff was so cleverly executed#AND TAAKO? TAAKO??? TAAKO!?!?!?????#TAAKO “YOU STOLE HALF OF MY FUCKING HEART” FROM TV????!!!#FUCKING AUDIBLE GASPS OVER AND OVER FROM THOSE LAST PAGES#I’m disappointed by the suffering game but the moon base was INCREDIBLE#TAAKO LOSING HIS BEAUTY HOW COULD I FORGET ANT TAAKO LOSING HIS BEAUTY#THEY JUST CUT IT!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!
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It is done
#who's the baddes bitch that wrote 6k in one sitting? THIS MF BITCH THAT'S WHO!#now time to edit and proofread this bad boy#*sees my editing notes that i wrote while writing the entire thing so i can just go back at it* *its a page long* OH GOD#i love it so much!!!!!!!#also pls read the author's note at the end of the fic 😉#good luck to everyone reading it the second it drops ❤️#end of an era#drafting this post will be a pain in the ass literally the worst part of uploading a fic#but it'll be worth it#hope you all like it!!!#katy mumbles#katy updates#bdas#update on Saturday???? if i finish early but most likely sunday
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one of my favorite senarios to imagine to put yukio in is sending him 10 years into the future (with the exwires usually) and everyone from their class are like chill adults including himself working their boring ass exorcist job and hes trying to assert dominance over them as the teacher™ but they're all like bro why so serious?
#somehow in my future au i accidently made only the boys active exorcists im so sorry to all the women in aoex#they all passed but i think shiemi and izumo would leave to persue other passions but still be in ajacent fields#like shiemi still runs her exorcist shop#idk what izumo does maybe she still is an exorcist but shes on leave trying to figure out what she wants to do with her life#cuz so much of her adolescence was focused vengence for her family i think she would be kinda lost as an adult#ive said this a bunch of times but rin isnt actually an exorcist for the same reason izumo isnt#ive been kinda muddy on my own timeline but either he passed and left or he dropped out of school and ran away#i think hes like an independent demon slayer like a contract worker#so he still is basically an exorcist but not sanctioned by the vatican like as part of a mercenary guild or something#but he can still take exorcist missions if he wants to but usually its not worth it so he just helps out yukio or bon on their missions#i think after being a literal terrorist yukio got demoted and lost his license for a bit so hes still the same rank as he is now#but now hes medicated and he went to therapy#he has like no memory of highschool to almost a concerning degree and hes generally pretty muted but is still well liked#bon had a completely normal exorcist experience against all odds actually so did koneko except koneko went back to the myoda#and then shima got scouted for his amazing spy skills and works overseas#sorry shima ur not allowed to be an idol that might be the trigger for the bad end#anyway i think teen yukio would hate adult yukio because he thinks hes not allowed to be normal and happy#this is like the 4th time ive made this post like i said its one of my favorites#the reverse is rin going to the past and like tutoring the exorcist class#nobody wants to do yukio psychoanalysis but me so i gotta step up to the plate#jk theres a lot of good yukio fanfics#blue exorcist#ao no exorcist#yukio okumura#rin okumura
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I've started playing Potion Permit, and so far it's one of my favorite games I've messed around with, but the most big brained move the devs made was giving you a dog on day 1, and then making that dog able to track NPCs and lead you directly to them no matter where they are in the town.
#im still early game but i like the play and the writing is passable#like#Theres a flatness#the characters Are distinct but theyre mostly just their jobs#with only a few who stand out and have like. something to really grab onto#Like rue? rues entire deal is little girl you can date. Nothing else behind those eyes. She has nothing better to talk to you about#than the fact her favorite color is red#Sorcelia? Sorcelia is a goth nun who loves singing and teaches one of the village children#Reynerd? sure is a guy#got nothing else to say about him. hes just a Guy™. Victor? Has ghost friends and loves bugs and cares deeply about the cemetery#he tends to. At the moment it feels like they're trying to imply there aren't actually ghosts. and hes just talking to himself/#insisting his imaginary friends are real people#and so far? The games been cool about it. Victor's a member of his community and his eccentricities are accepted and not ridiculed#all four characters ive mentioned are romance candidates. but its just as hit or miss with the regular towns folk#Opalheart is an older woman and a world renowned blacksmith who only takes jobs if they will do Good. regardless of whether or not they#pay well. She declines to make a dagger for a rich man but makes a helmet for a childs father bc the girl asked#and olive is here#anyways you can be best friends with a cat (shes just a regular cat) and i appreciate that#idk im putting it above sun haven in my ranking of life sim games#purely because there are older romance candidates.#no fat romance candidates. but sun haven doesn't have thise either.#and sdv has neither fat or old candidates Nor can you fuck a cat boy. it goes at the bottom.#gameplay wise sunhaven is at the bottom then sdv then potion permit at the top. sunhaven has the Most™ but having#a lot of crap doesn't mean its fun and it ends up making half the game feel really incomplete#idk. Sdv is a game you should've started playing a year ago. sun haven is a game that perpetually needs another year worth of updates#before id say its worth it bc the devs keep pushing content ™ updates instead of quality of life or polish so what is there is uh#Bad. plentiful. and a large portion is good#but a Lot is just bad.#its insincere and cant take itself seriously it gives you (the right dialogue option) an (the shit joke option) which is worse than just#i ram out of space. tldr. potion permit is good Now. sdv Was good. sun haven Might be great Eventually
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Hi Lexi
What do you think of partially blinded Vi? You never seem to draw her that way, and I kind of just wanted to know what do you think of it as a certified Vi lover.
I personally think that while something like this can be "cool" (as in, being beneficial to the character design), it's handled quite poor for Vi and it just looks a bit... ungrateful. Simply doesn't look good, doesn't fit her personality or character (am I missing something?) and it doesn't seem to fit or suit her...unlike Kenny's iconic eyepatch. To me, it has become a pivotal thing in his design to a degree in which Kenny with both eyes seems a bit odd looking. I see it as a symbol which stands for Ken being a martyr and all he's lost and sacrificed. He is all about family and helping those he loved, his loved ones truly were the "apple of his eye". It all makes sense, doesn't it?
But for Vi, it's excatly the opposite. I'm just so sorry to see her like this. 😭😭😭 I don't think it makes sense in any way. Louis losing his tongue because he's so talkative and "won't shut up" does kind of make sense, but I cant help but see Violet losing sight as kind of lazy writing. "We need something bad happening to her!!! suffer the children!!!'- the writers exclaimed.
i think vi losing her eyesight is incredibly impactful on her character and i honestly dont understand why some people say its lazy writing. especially since it was foreshadowed multiple times. vi losing her eyesight i think is even more impactful on her character than louis losing his tongue because at least louis still has his music to express himself and uplift spirits through (and its not like he cant communicate At All. his note still makes clem laugh). the reason i dont draw blind vi very often is because of how sad it is to me. for multiple reasons
violets whole thing is wanting to be able to protect the people she cares about, and feels immense grief and guilt about the times she feels shes failed them (thinks if she had been there with the twins that day that she couldve done something to save them. feels she failed everyone taken by the raiders. is scared of failing clem too "if something happened to you because of me? i cant lose you too. i wont". its why she cant leave minnie after shooting her. and a kidnapped vi attacks clem because she doesnt want anyone else to get hurt. hell it even ties back to her grandma and feeling guilty about not doing anything for her)
so for her to lose her eyesight? she took pride in her ability to fight and now she cant do that anymore. cant protect the people she loves. and as someone who started the season as an isolated loner, it forces her to rely on those around her for help, stripping her of her independence (and her independence is what allowed her to stand up against the group for clem when it came to the marlon situation in ep2). a blinded vi is forced into accepting community, whereas a saved violet accepts it on her own. her and clem turn ericsons into the home violet could never see it as
the other reason blind vi makes me so sad is that it is Directly a result of clems actions. kidnapped vi had nothing and wanted nothing to do with the bomb, and yet shes the ONLY ONE who gets hurt by it. clem choosing to let vi be taken means clem both breaks her heart, and then burns out her eyes. louis and his tongue is between him and lilly and was a choice THEY each made outside of clems direct influence (even if it was clem who inspired him to speak up, it is ultimately his choice to keep talking, and lilly hurts him for it. its sad he gets punished for a character moment, but clem had no direct hand in him losing his tongue. its why hes not angry to see her in the cell. he doesnt blame clem for what happened), but the way vi is feeling in that cell is DIRECTLY due to clems actions. vi feels like clem abandoned her after she had put herself on the line for her multiple times. she always had clems back but clem didnt have hers. clem is the one who planted the bomb and vi gets caught in the blast. clem hurts her emotionally And physically. and vi apologizes for getting upset (she tries to apologize on the beach too before theyre forced out in the cart, so she felt wrong for those actions immediately even tho they were understandable. lilly and minnie used her moment of weakness to get in her head. she just wanted everyone to be safe)
kidnapped blinded vi is just so incredibly sad to me, especially when you compare her to a fully realized violet. a violet who has come into herself, has confidence, has opened up, has stopped pushing people away out of fear and lets herself love again. shes a leader. a fighter. a protector. and those are all things a blinded violet loses
neither vi losing her eyes or louis losing his tongue is supposed to add anything to their characters. its about what theyve lost. both of them have important parts of their identity stripped away from them after being taken by the delta. its supposed to be sad. heartbreaking. regrettable. unfortunate. they have not gained anything by their time at the delta, only lost important parts of themselves to it
#twdg#like idk to me kennys eyepatch symbolizes his descent into madness. its the impact carver had on him#hes 'lost his sight' hes losing his way. becoming a danger to the people he says he cares about#kenny gets waaaay too much forgiveness in the fandom and i cant take it honestly. his motivations dont justify his actions#i dont hate him but god do i hate the way the fandom talks about him#esp when certain kenny stans ignore all the protagonists and hate all the women/anyone who opposes a protagonists views/actions#EXCEPT for kenny for some reason???? like when he opposes lee its fine but no one else can do it#you cannot deny hes a scary man by the end of s2 regardless of his motivations and people loooooove to handwave it away#i hate that 'family is family' crap#have none of you ever had a family member do something so horrible that you cut them out of your life completely?#HES NOT EVEN BLOOD FAMILY like that idea doesnt even apply here!!#the whole point of that phrase is that you cant choose who youre related to. twdg is LITERALLY about choosing your family#s3 is the one that makes a point to address blood relations and what worth they have#ok unexpected kenny rant over sorry but boy does the overwhelming kenny love get to me sometimes. there are other characters#sorry i hope this doesnt sound directed at you personally its just the overwhelming fan opinion i see and it drives me mad#where is the NUANCE??#replies with lexi#plamglam
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house on fire :)
#not literally#this stupid research paper worth a third of my grade is due on monday and i CANNOT find sources and i cannot concentrate#and i've just come out of a week of five final assignments (including the conference) and am still trying to separate my feelings#about this STUPID BOY from my professional development nonsense but i can't compartmentalize very well#i have limited hours left and i'm on my period AND THIS PAPER IS NOT WRITING ITSELF I AM LITERALLY AT MY WIT'S END#it is DUE AT NOON which is SUCH a stupid time for a paper to be due#anyway respectfully i am in tears!!!!! that's all the complaining i can do for now
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*taps mic*
Princess Tutu
*gets off stage*
#Idk I just randomly remebered it and I want to say that I love princess Tutu#Ahiru grew on me. she’s so sweet and cares so much for others she is so precious#Fakir also. like fuck him sometimes but if you saw how I behaved on my insta stories when I was watching it you’d be concerned#the ultimate tsundere boy that it’s actually tolerable in my very humble opinion#(I don’t know of any other tsundere boys)(does WW count??)#all in all princess tutu is the magical girl ever to me and that’s all that matters in this one sided conversation#the ending was very ending if you ask me. it was#something certainly. and well. yeah watch princess tutu it’s worth it thanks#princess tutu
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half my first paycheck went to these beauties and I DO NOT regret it XD
#I want to actually get resin so that I can make my own dice and stop spending upwards of $70 on the pretty ones#But that isn't going to happen anytime soon. So until then I will pay $70 for pretty ones#I have this idea for a really cool Supernatural set that like I would make where all of the dice are based off of different characters#I only have two color schemes actually thought out: red and black for Crowley and blue and white for Castiel#Actually make that three because I would do green and gray for Dean. Green for his eyes and gray for his morals#I don't know about Sam though#And actually I just thought of one for Jack. I would do like gold and like yellow. And I know those are two really similar colors but trust#I guess I could do purple and red for Rowena. That would work. That would actually be kind of pretty. or like purple and orange#And I would either find or make charms to put in the dice#Not for all of them#just the ones where is makes sense#Like for instance#The Castiel die would just be sparkly#But the boys could have the anti-possession symbol#One really cool idea I just had is that I could make a hellhound head like separately and put that inside of Crowley's die.#I would just have to be careful with something like that to make sure that the dice don't end up weighted at all#Which honestly sounds like more trouble than it's worth so I don't think I would bother#But in theory it's a really cool idea#idle speaks#Idle speaks#dnd dice#Dice gremlin
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it’s not my fault that 90s harry anderson looked like a kind of lesbian i see every day
but he did
#and i LIKE it#to be clear#harry anderson#ALL these dave’s world press photos im like….. lesbian#that episode of night court where he turns down the lights for a lesbian???#i really thought was going to end with the woman thinking he was a soft butch lesbian#society wasn’t there yet BUT#also worth mentioning that despite not being a lesbian myself i do dress this way so#full disclosure u know#about me: my ideal gender presentation is girl who looks like a boy who looks like a lesbian
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The lust of my life is back on my screen in Bake Me Please, and he is a Blue Boy!
I am deeply in lust with Guide, and this time around he is playing Peach, a baker.
He loves his grandmother (NOTHING BETTER HAPPEN TO HER!)
And he even has the color-coded phone.
In fact, there is a lot of blue (and white) in this show, and it's coming from Oab's family. Note: The guy playing Atom will be the lead in 7 Days Before Valentine which also airs this week.
Then we have the baker boys, Guy and Shin. Guy makes the pies, and Shin bakes the cakes.
Shin is definitely an introverted Black Brooder with a tragic past and a color-coded phone. He is also allergic to nuts.
Peach will be the light to his dark.
Regardless if he wants it or not.
Guy already likes Peach.
But I'm gonna go out on a limb and claim Oab likes Guy.
And has liked his best friend for awhile, which is the only reason he opened a shop called Temptation with the land he inherited from his mother.
Make my second couple dreams come true!
You've only got six episode.
And I'll be here for every single one of 'em!
#bake me please#waited all morning for this to air#and it was worth it#color coded boys in love#the colors mean things#give me my second couple!#peach is the best boy#and nothing better happen to that grandmother#Shin is very Ohm coded#If Oab and Guy aren't a thing by the end of this#y'all lying#And the guy playing Atom is staying booked
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It's funny actually I'm not a huge sports person, sports are fine and good (usually) and I don't mind watching them now and then, but if I go to a local summer league college baseball game you know I'm going to be cheering my head off with the ten other old people there
#last night the game went to twelve innings!!! we weren't home until super late!!! AND OUR TEAM WON!!!!#YEAAHAHAHAHA#it literally was just my family and like ten old people by the time it ended though it was after 11#me and my siblings were doing all of the cheering#but it was worth it#all the guys ran out and were cheering like crazy and we were hooting and hoollering and boy was it fun#I did stay up until 1:30 because it took me a while to calm down#but a small price to pay for VICTORYYYYY#rambles from the floor
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POV: you have fucked up big time
#i cannot describe how much the dlc was Worth It for me just to dress the boys up in custom haoris#look how multicoloured they are#ryoma sakamoto#nagakura shinpachi#okita souji#hijikata toushizo#cant believe we have continued the yakuza tradition of introducing a final ideological bad guy for the last chapter#it shocks me every time with how clumsy it is lmaooo#esp since they gave him the face of exactly that same character from yk1!!!!!!#dude who is suddenly the Big Bad who ive heard about like once#this one i dont think i even saw before the last cutscene?? i think he was namedropped in the first chapter maybe?????#and you dont even fight him! he just shows up to yell about how much he is selling out japan to britain lmao#bonkers choice thank you Like A Dragon :)#also its SO weird how removed from the plot haruka was#like both literally by only existing in her own lil map and surrounded by her own minigames#but also how i unlocked all her cutscenes and they were sooo sweet and it was clear how important ryoma and her were to each other#and then shes not mentioned ever in the plot? like even at the end when hes run off with oryo to live a lil covert life???#did u not take haruka with u?? or live together with her????#ryoma haruka and oryo having a peaceful life together would have been so neat? u wrote urself a nuclear family and then abandoned the kid??#did they add all the haruka content rly late and not have time to tie it in at all#bc it seemed rly polished#secondlastlife#yakuza
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Every time I get good grades (which is pretty consistently) I am shocked because I constantly feel like I'm on the verge of total failure in everything, and then I think about it and I'm like oh wait I do my work and try my best and it actually pays off
#and then im like well now I can never slow down and do bad because then I would not be doing My Best#I cannot stand the idea of disappointing my professors by doing worse than my consistent best#this could be related to The Issues now that i think about it#gifted kid burnout#fear of failure#all that stuff#at the end of the day I put entirely too much of my self worth into a silly little letter grade#im an education major i know that grades are not that helpful for students but oh boy do they dictate a lot of my self worth#it is something I am trying to work on
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