#it still had my old username

[valcaine]

I just found my first technoblade fanart as I was cleaning out old files, the urge to redraw it to some extent is so real

[umbra-borealis]

I miss him. I miss him so much.

(WIP, maybe, have IDEAS)

EDIT: This sketch is never getting finished please check my more recent art thank u.

[akakumoeteru]

just a small notice but with the slow motion trash wreck that is the bird app i've been seriously debating how i should move house and i know i said before i'd be slowly moving all my mxtx stuff here (a process i have STILL yet to complete because what in the heck i drew so much) but i have also decided to move my pre-MXTX fandom stuff as well >< it's gonna be a lot and my plan is to just post and then backdate the posts to their original relevant post date a few weeks later but it's.... it's a lot. i drew at least the same amount for my previous fandom as i did for mdzs so U_U; anyway, my main concern is spam because of the volume and maybe it won't be so bad because i tend to forget i was posting something partway through the process (hence why my move from bird app to here for mxtx has been going on for like 3 years at this point) but just in case if you're only interested in my danmei stuff, you can feel free to mute the #suzalulu tag ahead of time. there's some other miscellaneous stuff but only a tiny bit in comparison so hopefully people will have patience with me that's it thank you for your patience i'll have more mdzs stuff i forgot to post soon too

[hungwy]

hey did i ever mention that in like high school i was on desktop tumblr and through some series of events was shown the sidebar of a completely separate blog. like back when followers and stuff were on the right side. that was literally someone else's.

[skitskatdacat63]

For @sansebastinae and @boisinnot, my fellow saint seb truthers :)

+ the usual

Yayyyy finished a drawing! Haha only took me...2 weeks. I kept going back and forth on whether I could finish it tonight, and I really wasn't going to. But then I looked at the unfinished version on a different screen and was like oh? Not too bad actually?? So I finished it :) First of all, ofc, here is the process. Kinda weird seeing it for smth like this, it makes me feel like I'm the painter in rennaisance au, not Mark dhjfkf

Ah I was gonna draw a silly renaissance au comic to accompany this(read: lighten the mood), but it's 5 am and I've still not really drafted it well, so! I'd like to finish it at some point bcs I wanna draw more chibi comics, but when I finish smth, I can't help but immediately want to post it, so part 2 will have to wait. I'll show you the outline though so you can at least imagine 😭

^ So many renaissance and beyond paintings of Saint Sebastian are always the most horny thing ever. Like pre/early rennaisance, yeah he was naked and all that, but they were pretty chaste, and uhhhhh suffering?? Well the newer paintings are suffering, but in a different way, if you know what I mean.

So I feel like Mark's the type to be overly pedantic about it, and refuses to make borderline porn of a saint, I mean, god forbid, Seb!!! But then he just. Does anyways. Because he can't control his lust for Seb even when drawing him half dead. I just imagine him holding the paintbrush in a death grip like "must not be horny. Must not draw him sexy. Must make him chaste." And then he ends up with the one seen above. Seb is all smug about it. "Wow you'd wanna fuck me even while I'm all bloody and dying? 🥺"

Mark: "oh I'll make you bloody, alright."

But god so funny to imagine Seb doing all these different slutty poses, like arching his back as much as possible, the cloth nearly falling off at all times, etc etc. And Mark finally lands on this pose bcs he hopes the suffering will outweigh the horny. It doesn't. Also Seb is genuinely serious once he actually gets into the pose, focus mode on. And honestly that's even worse for Mark, bcs it's so much more arousing to see Seb in his element, focused. Tbf I think Seb could be drinking water, and Mark would still find some way to sexualize it. Don't look at his sketches!! They're just filled with Seb doing all kinds of random activities.

Also! Here is the painting I referenced this off of, must give credit where credit is due ofc

The Dying St. Sebastian by François Fabre

Also this isn't really relevant in the context of this drawing specifically. But I looked thru a bunch of Saint Sebastian paintings while trying to find one I could reference, and I came across this middle ages one that actually looks so much like boy king seb 😭 I guess it really is meant to be!

St Sebastian between St Roch and St Peter by Pietro Perugino

Lmao but do you see the difference between early rennaisance and later work???

[rusquared]

memory is so weird i was just reminded of some online friends from when i was 17 and i cant even recall all of their names. huh.. i never meant to forget you but i have and that's so weird cause i still remember how happy you had made me feel

[mrtequilasunset]

I was cleaning out my closet and found all my original world of warcraft disk boxes

Back when you needed a whopping 5 cds for install

I can't bring myself to throw them away :')

[sylkana]

not to be mean but can that gunman do elon next

[crowleychimera]

after god knows how long, ive returned to my roots

[dracimexidae]

@woofety >> @dracimexidae

Just in case anyone might have been confused about finding a new username on their dash during these days 😁

[emostudent]

i can't believe i have never posted this anywhere, i was actually so proud of it!

[thedeafprophet]

when you click on a link to someones blog from another profile and you find something that implies There Was Drama here and it leads you onto a research spiel into some interweb of drama of people you literarly know nothing about and are entierly unrelated to you

[luminousjellyfishy]

hope this doesnt come off as creepy lmao 💀 u popped up on my dashboard we would talk on quotev and google hangouts a lot a few years back, 2019/2020 id say. thought id say hi lol -ruby

Oh my godddddddddd!!! Hiiiiiiiiiiii!!! It’s been so longggggggg

Also what on EARTH did I reblog that it ended up on your dash? I saw on your blog that we aren’t even in any of the same fandoms, so it’s weird that I would show up (creepy stalker social media)

BUT ANYWAYS! How have you been???

[sirmanmister]

Spunky.

He’s in kidney failure. He’s so thirsty all the time but can barely keep himself upright to drink. He’s very weak and sad and tired. We’re gonna put him down tomorrow morning.

I grew up with five cats, one for each person. Glory (my little sister’s), Emma (my mom’s) Zipper (my older sister’s, but also my mom), Fred (my dad’s), and Spunky (mine). Over the years we’ve lost them all. We lost Zipper less than a year ago. 11 months and 1 day. We’ll lose Spunky tomorrow and then that’s it. I’ll come back home to a completely catless household. He’s 17. His birthday is April 8th, the day before my sister’s. Spunky has changed every single time one of the other cats died. He got more snuggly after Fred, his brother, died. He got very sad after Zipper died, even though they just tolerated each other. I think he’s been a little bit lonely without another cat in the house. When he dies tomorrow he’ll see them again.

I got sick last Friday and have been incredibly sick for a whole week. Today I finally felt better and I was excited cuz it’s payday and I could finally rest and sleep and recover from this stupid fucking illness. And now I’m so exhausted but I don’t want to sleep because he’s going to die in the morning. Im so fucking sad.

[chameleon8]

AAAAAAA WEBTOONS LOGGED ME OUT AND THEN I LOGGED BACK IN AND IT DIDN’T HAVE ANY OF MY STUFF HELP

[dtaegis]

hello people tis is i. bondedostae