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damn allowed myself to want things for a day and all i want is a van to live in, knowledge, freedom, weight loss, and a bass guitar.

im. happy with that i think. im proud of me, no jokes. im proud of being able to want things and care about them and vibrate towards them with longing. im... pleased with that. its fulfilling in a way Not Wanting For Anything isnt, because thats... kinda hollow. empty. in a vacant, lonely, yearning and grieving and SAD way. maybe because i Couldnt Want then. i Couldnt Desire or it would be used against me or taken away. that sucks. that sucked.

and now. im free to want again. and comparatively???? i think im very much never going to aim for buddhism or that weird Not Desiring Not Attached Nirvana mindset. like good for u but been there out of trauma and its not fun theres no reason to truly Live. u just float endlessly and experience and it aches so badly!!!! it hurts to want to want and not be able to. and i guess that is different from not wanting at all but... its not different enough for me to justify ever going back to that. or going forward to that. i just got this back and screw enlightenment if it means i have to give up on my passions i dont think life is worth living without it.

and anybody who looks down on that from a spiritual tower has yet to examine their own pride and how empty they feel without it.

anybody who looks down and smiles and wishes me luck on my journey? good for them. im glad theyre living their best life, on their journey as they see fit.

and i feel the need to protect myself because ive been hurt by the pride- the arrogance of others before. a lot of my hurts and traumas stem from my mother being too prideful to recognize that she can be wrong and someone under her power could be correct over her. and it was an uncomfortable truth. so she denied it was one at all and hurt me. i know the reason could be elaborated on. she didnt want to confront her own internal logic. or trauma. or even doublethink. that doesnt excuse her hurting a child for the sake of her sense of pride, of comfort, of self-worth. a child under her power, that she claimed to be parent of. teacher of.

not owing anyone anything is not the same as not hurting anyone. i havent reconciled that yet. oppressors should be held accountable for their mistakes, and give reparations if the harm is physical at LEAST. and i think that applies to politics, yes. privately though? if i beat up a nazi, i dont want to pay for his hospital bills. my personal philosophy struggles between equating people and ideas as a worth measurement, and realizing that that line of thinking is... similar to oppressors. but. its based on something people can change. the question is, do i think "if given the opportunity" is a good enough reason to stop and question a racist that runs their mouth? and do i think pre-emptive violence is okay? if say, a nazi walks into a bar and doesnt say anything but is wearing all the red flags and bells and whistles. i dont think that justifies a beatdown. being asked to leave, sure, but the beatdown doesnt start til the first remark flies.

once the intent is given OR the action is taken, the line is drawn. doesnt matter if they Havent Had The Chance. if theyre starting shit outside of debate spaces like that, and not, say, asking questions, theyre not looking for new perspectives, and it is NOT my job to educate people. its not my job to Show People The Light. a quick fucking google search could tell them why theyre wrong. if they havent put even the most basic energy into questioning their beliefs, thats on them.

it sounds like im trying to absolve myself of blame here. largely because. i think i should go out and help educate people because theyre inherently complacent if theyre, yknow, in a position of power. aka white folk and men and rich folk and cis folk and on and on and on. these people dont live my reality. they dont live the reality of a gay black man in the south, or a genderqueer lesbian in the west, or an indigenous woman whose nation is being targeted, or a muslim woman who cannot wear her headcoverings in the face of danger of death, or an asian immigrant who cant get a job because of COVD age discrimination resurging. we will never live each others realities, but we can become aware of them.

they wont come into awareness without someone asking or telling, and then doing something to change them.

we shouldnt need to go running to people in power for them to be aware of problems in the populace, govt is supposed to help and solve issues like this. like. actively. thats the whole point, make life better for the countrys citizens. and individuals in a position of social power...

are individuals who didnt take on a responsibility to protect and serve or otherwise care for the populace of a nation. i personally think they SHOULD care, but they are not obligated to. i cant make them care about others.

and honestly, on some of them, it would be a waste of time. there are people who want to change or question things and yknow what? they seek out answers. in people or places or online usually. stats and stories.

so like. i dont think someones Potential as a person matters when theres a throwdown about to happen. it really isnt my responsibility to save people from themselves or try to change their sides against their will. if they want to chat about it they can ask questions first.

not throw insults or punches or hatred.

what people have been taught is worth analyzing and trying to correct IN SOCIETY but i cant fix every broken white boy that comes to me. PSAs, fliers, outreach, online videos, debate spaces. those are things i already have access to and can be a part of if i really want to go around changing minds. or yknow. get involved in legislation and be myself around others to change their perceptions of whats socially acceptable or normal. maybe protest, maybe call congressfolk, etc.

but not every comment has to be analyzed or a learning opportunity. im allowed to shut it down, and people can respect that or stop talking to me. this isnt my parents house where i had to justify everything that i said or did when scrutinized, and doubly justify any criticism i had of mother, or any joke i frowned at instead of smiling.

these people dont have that power over me. they arent my mother. they arent my boss, and if they are i can fuck off and get a new job if necessary. they dont have financial control over my living space and food and schooling and physical control of where i can go and with who and for how long. I CONTROL THAT. I do.

Huh. maybe thats why i want a van so bad. i mean... when this lease ends if nobody is gonna end up living with me...

i could just... live in my car and shower at truck stops. get a storage unit for my stuff. save by driving jobs. like 40 to 60 a day. tear out my cars back, insulate it, and install my mattress pad there. water on the floor, cooler next to it, wooden cutting coard, knife, single camping plateware set, and another little shelf for spices. maybe a hot plate i can hook up to the car battery? get a long enough usb and it might be doable. i could go camping and open the trunk to just... vibe.

because yeah, honestly? i dont plan on having a solid apartment for a bit. like a long bit. and i still have like 70000 miles on my car before itll want to go. and by that point, even at like 100 miles a day, thats like 2 years, less if i go cross country in that vehicle. i could save up SO MUCH for a better vehicle, or like. college. live on campus, get some credit, continue working after i figure out want i want to do.

i think thats a solid plan, even if i dont get another apartment and put everything in storage. work as i need to instead of all the time for rent, really only paying for gas, car repairs, car ins, food, and phone data/hotspot internet... that would bring my monthly expenses down to like 500 a month max instead of like 1400. id only need to make some 1000 a month doing contract stuff to save for taxes and stuff. anything extra would be just that: extra for savings and things. holy shit.

depending on how this next month goes for my friends, holy s h i t.

i. i might do this. legitimately.

i. dont think i can yet. i need proof of address to get my license im pretty sure? but hey, thatll be my 21st this year, so. once i have that i wont need a new address for a While. i dont know if ill want one, really.

i could always just ask a friend or family member if i could use theirs for mail that cant go to a PO box.

anyway. yeah. wow.

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im sure u get a lot of asks about how to tackle dysphpria&this ones no different im afab&the only person who knows im not cis is my sister,im currently undecided on pronouns,i keep switching between he&they,&ive tried lots of methods to reduce my dysphoria,but loose clothes dont hlp as much &ive tried binding but that hurts&i shouldnt even be binding coz im underage,i just need something to make me less aware of my body&it would mean the world to me if i got more advice abt how to deal with this

If binding is too uncomfortable for you then you definitely don’t have to do it, you don’t have to bind to be trans masc. It is worth noting though that there’s not an age restriction on binding. Plenty of younger people bind and as long as you’re doing it safely it’s a okay. As for dysphoria, I find that for my chest avoiding thin fabrics are very helpful. I tend to stick to button downs most days because most are made with a boxier fabric so they don’t highlight the curves of your torso. Wearing thick fabrics like sweaters or especially sweatshirts with a thick logo can be helpful too. Also another thing that helps with both hips and your chest is layers. Thicker layers like a denim jacket obviously do a better job of squaring you out, but if you need something lighter I’ve had luck with light cover shirts. They’re sorta like a button down but made with a thicker fabric, but not as thick as denim. You can also just wear an open button down over a T-shirt if it’s too hot for any sort of jacket. Hips are really tricky and that’s what I still struggle with the most. What I’ve found helpful is finding shorts or pants that fit to your body around your waist but then are less snug around your thighs and legs and depending on your body type that sometimes helps block things out a bit, but unless you have smaller hips as is that won’t fix it entirely. You could go the complete opposite route and wear baggier pants/shorts, but that’s not everyone’s style so I like to offer up something better than “just wear baggy clothes.” As for being less aware of your body, I find on bad dysphoria days my favorite thing to do is put on loose clothes that don’t cling to my body so that I can zone out and pretend I don’t have a physical form and then lay under a big thick blanket or comforter and play video games or watch tv so that I can just take a break from life for a bit and pretend I don’t have a body. But that’s just an escape it can’t help you all the time. So other than manipulating how your body looks through clothing there’s no way to really make yourself less aware of your body that I know of unfortunately. Other than disassociating from life, but that’s really not healthy though I know it’s sometimes necessary and I have to do it myself sometimes. But instead of trying to hide from your body maybe try doing what you can to reclaim it? Find a way to connect with your body and reclaim some sense of control over it. Some people do this through physical activity like exercise or yoga. Others just practice mindfulness and work on creating a better relationship with how they view their body. Really anything you can do to feel some sense of control. It doesn’t give the immediate relief most people are looking for, but it really really helps in the long run in my experience. If you have anymore questions or want me to go into further detail about anything you can reach me at @musicmanvans and I’d be happy to help you out!

Hope this helps,

Lake

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60+ Tarot Card Analysis Ideas

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This is since tarot cards can help you clear up the topic, not tell you what to do. Lots of people suggest the Rider-Waite deck for newbies, as the cards' significances are so typically instinctive-- as well as when they're not, plenty of interpretation guides exist in books and online. Several decks, including the Rider-Waite, included a little sheet of paper specifying each of the card's most typical analyses. Though tarot card cards have actually handled a mystical meaning in the cultural imagination, they were originally intended as even more of a party game. The cards have actually been used because at the very least the mid-15th century; the earliest taped decks came from numerous parts of Italy. I think I can assist you comprehend the covert significance of things. Our totally free tarot card readings should enable you to recognize your future better as well as comprehend what awaits you. Tarot card readings are a powerful form of prophecy that utilize an old deck of cards to aid you discover response to your crucial questions about love, connections, your career, financial resources and also more. Psychics as well as foreteller have actually made use of Tarot cards for centuries, and also Trusted Tarot card will certainly provide you an accurate analysis that's personalized based the cards you choose and also the order you select them. Every card has a various meaning relying on its placement, so you will get a one-of-a-kind as well as in-depth viewpoint on your current situation. To prepare for your reading, I suggest that you listen to this grounding excercise - then scroll down as well as select your cards. The tarot card deck includes 78 cards, each of which is associated with its very own particular imagery, meaning, as well as tale. Out of the 78 cards, there are 22 significant Arcana cards that stand for the karmic as well as spiritual lessons of a person's life. The 56 Minor Arcana cards represent the tribulations and also trials that we, as people, face in our day-to-days live. Among the Minor Arcana cards, there are 16 Tarot Court Cards which represent 16 various personality type that we reveal at various times.

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swingmexico80 · 5 years ago

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60+ Tarot Analysis Concepts

On this occasion, they offer 3 minutes completely free, regardless of the selected solution. In other words, you can pick a tarot card analysis for love, a psychic chat, and even a fortune-telling session if thats what you desire. Although they request your credit card info, they just charge you after your session ends. The most important tarot pattern used in these 2 nations was the Tarot card of Marseilles of Milanese beginning. The earliest surviving tarot cards are the 15 approximately Visconti-Sforza tarot decks repainted in the mid-15th century for the leaders of the Duchy of Milan. He explained a 60-card deck with 16 cards having photos of the Roman gods as well as suits portraying 4 type of birds. Other very early decks that additionally showcased classical motifs consist of the Sola-Busca and also Boiardo-Viti decks of the 1490s. Alongside the usage of tarot card cards to divine for others by professional cartomancers, tarot card is additionally utilized commonly as a device for looking for individual suggestions and also spiritual growth. You can think about a tarot card reading as a way to inform your life story, consisting of the parts that haven't occurred yet. The reading will not be quite as certain as your preferred book, yet it will certainly be all about you. You're the tale's main personality, though the tarot tale possibly includes details regarding the people and situations around you. This firm has actually been in business because 1989, giving extremely precise psychic readings by chat, phone, and also live video. They enable you to make a decision based upon recognizing the context. To additionally understand just how tarot cards job and how they can assist clarify your lovemaking, you shouldnt ask closed-ended inquiries. 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However, the cards in the major arcana don't always represent us in a given reading; they might stand for another person in our lives, or represent more basic issues. Tarot is a intricate language, and every analysis is different; likewise, every viewers as well as the approach they utilize to interpret the method the cards communicate is various. This is one of the more different websites free of charge tarot readings online. You do not have to utilize them for every analysis, but it's a great way to get going while you learn more about the cards. One of the most basic analyses you can make use of to acquaint on your own with the cards is the past, existing, future spread. Take the top card from your mixed deck, and expose them one at a time, left to right. While you shuffle, assume thoroughly about the area of your life in which you 'd like extra clearness for. Professionals commonly believe tarot cards can aid the specific discover one's spiritual path. Professional tarot readers have at times been implicated of charlatanism. Esoteric use the Rider-Waite-Smith Tarot was likewise advertised in the works of Eden Gray, whose 3 books on the tarot made substantial use the deck. With totally free psychic analyses by means of an e-mail address, you won't obtain the benefit of hearing the person's voice or seeing their face, but you do reach take your time with the conversation in a manner that's unrushed. With email, you don't need to await the psychic to be online as well as offered to talk with you. Rather, send an e-mail concern whenever the state of mind strikes, and your consultant will create back to your e-mail address as quickly as they can. With free analyses, you'll usually need to part with your charge card info as well as an email address to access the services. We'll also offer you a couple of suggestions on what to anticipate throughout your first tarot analysis, and discuss how tarot card analyses function. A three-card spread has the visitor draw 3 cards from the deck after it's been mixed as well as halved by the querent. Normally, the initial called drew stands for the past, the second represents today, and also the third stands for the future. Just how those timelines are interpreted relies on the analysis and the concern being asked-- "future" may mean tomorrow or it may mean ten years from currently. One of the most popular and also widely known deck is the Rider-Waite, attracted by illustrator Pamela Colman Smith as well as released in 1910. These cards are recognized for their simple images, their basic color design, and also their significance. Additionally, the Minor Arcana also contains 40 numbered cards which are arranged right into 4 Suits of 10 cards each. These stand for the various situations that we run into in our day-to-days live. Oranum is your go-to option if you prefer on the internet tarot card analysis services by means of video clip chat as opposed to messages or call. Although there are a multitude of love psychics readily available online, it is essential to select a solution that is authentic, credible, as well as customer-friendly in nature. With many choices readily available at the click of a mouse, selecting a real tarot reading place is always tough. Evasion and managing the cards is a terrific way to literally connect with the deck that you're using. As intuition is an crucial facet of a analysis, you'll require to bring on your own into the cards. Try to shuffle at the very least when, but nonetheless sometimes you feel is necessary to get the cards "cleared". I'm sure if you're below, you're already loaded with inquiries. Lots of people come to be interested regarding tarot card when they are confronted with great unpredictability in their lives. As well as when the cards are utilized properly, they verify to be a powerful device to aid you consider other viewpoints and also move forward in the most effective method possible. I have actually been using Psychic Resource for many years and also they've constantly been extremely pleasant, caring, and precise. Since the earliest tarot cards were hand-painted, the number of the decks created is thought to have been small. It was only after the innovation of the printing press that mass production of cards became possible. The expansion of tarot card beyond Italy, initially to France and Switzerland, took place throughout the Italian Wars.

Right Here at Golden String Tarot card, we recognize that tarot is not about disclosing a fixed future, but instead regarding exploring your subconscious self. He drew a deck from his breast pocket-- obviously, he lugs the significant arcana from the Marseille deck with him anywhere-- and also chose The Lovers card. Everyone typically gets thrilled when The Lovers shows up in a analysis, because most of us presume that it indicates good ideas for our lovemaking; however it does not always show enchanting love in any way. While they are an on-line reading service and also can talk, they mainly do tarot analyses by phone. While that's impressive in itself, what truly attracts attention about this network is the experience of the tarot card masters you locate there. They give insightful readings that utilize the tarot as a device to magnificent info about a individual's circumstances. They have refined tarot card reviewing to the point of it being an art form and also I have actually constantly found out more concerning myself and also exactly how to navigate my current life situation from hanging out on the site. https://tarot-masters.com has actually been providing tarot readings on-line for two decades currently. There are several tarot card decks offered, and each deck and visitor are distinct. The visitor will certainly establish the cards out in different patterns making use of varying varieties of cards. Therefore, if you do choose a professional love psychic analysis, youll have the ability to approach the next occasions in your life with more guts. You can figure out every detail you require to learn about your current and future love life. Also, youll discover to make the right options and also count on the right people. What you truly require in order to utilize the power of a tarot reading to the maximum, is a very user-friendly and well-informed overview. The interpretation supplied by a genuine psychic is the outcome of experiences passed down from generation to generation. According to a lot of psychic resources on extracurricular relations tarot details, you need to ask flexible inquiries. This is due to the fact that tarot card cards can help you make clear the topic, not tell you what to do. Lots of people suggest the Rider-Waite deck for beginners, as the cards' definitions are so often intuitive-- as well as when they're not, lots of analysis guides exist in publications as well as online. Many decks, including the Rider-Waite, come with a little sheet of paper defining each of the card's most typical analyses. Though tarot cards have tackled a mystical definition in the social creativity, they were initially meant as even more of a party game. The cards have been utilized considering that a minimum of the mid-15th century; the earliest tape-recorded decks originated in various parts of Italy. I think I can help you comprehend the surprise meaning of points. Our complimentary tarot readings should enable you to comprehend your future far better and recognize what awaits you. Tarot card analyses are a effective type of divination that utilize an old deck of cards to aid you discover response to your most important concerns regarding love, connections, your job, funds and even more. Psychics and foreteller have actually made use of Tarot card cards for centuries, as well as Relied on Tarot card will give you an accurate reading that's individualized based the cards you pick and also the order you pick them. Every card has a different definition depending upon its placement, so you will get a special as well as thorough point of view on your present scenario. To get ready for your analysis, I advise that you pay attention to this grounding excercise - then scroll down and also select your cards. The tarot card deck contains 78 cards, each of which is associated with its own certain imagery, importance, and also tale. Out of the 78 cards, there are 22 major Arcana cards that represent the karmic as well as spiritual lessons of a individual's life. The 56 Minor Arcana cards signify the adversities as well as trials that we, as humans, face in our daily lives. Amongst the Minor Arcana cards, there are 16 Tarot Court Cards which stand for 16 different characteristic that we express at various times.

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any tips on helping my friend become an anal queen?

Honestly, no 😂 I love it, but I've always watched pretty exclusively anal porn for as long as I can remember and was very curious. Got my partner to try it with me when i was really drunk and while it hurt, I fell in love. It helps that im a little into pain. We still cant get him in there without struggle. Its a constant battle of getting me loose enough, even if I've been toying all day, and finding a balance of speed thats slow enough for me to adjust but not too slow where he goes soft.

I'd suggest she starts watching anal porn. Personally, I love dap. The more a girl can fit in her ass the hotter it is imo. That and if shes toying herself, go slow, but try to keep up with it. Like every day/every other day. If you dont keep up in the beginning and youre anything like me, itll just keep being difficult. That and try to get ass fucked as often as possible.

I emphasize the go slow bit in the beginning because I once sold a video that included rough anal with my beaded toy and i thought I could go at it and in the video you can clearly see the blood on the toy. Didnt realize until i pulled it out and looked lmao. Couldnt use my ass for like 3 weeks while that healed.

Things to remember: Lube is your friend. If youre not into it, you just wont be into it. Obviously give it a few tries, but after putting it in my butt the first time, a simple fingertip pressing against my asshole is enough to make my fluids gush out. Be horny and try to have cum at least once before putting something in your ass so youre more relaxed. LUBE LUBE LUBE LUBE THERES NEVER ENOUGH USE MORE

Oh and invest in a sex towel for said lube. Dont try anal play if you havent pooped in a while. I suggest like 3 hours after your last shit if youre not doing an enema to minimize the risk of poop. I dont use an enema, its certainly not necessary, but be warned that poop does happen here and there. Its minimal. Just wipe it off on aforementioned sex towel. Dont go ass to pussy for various health reasons. (Insert disclaimer of you shouldnt do ass to mouth either but I have so i mean. Just get checked for hep whatever letter it is regularly if you do that.)

Thats all I can really think of atm

#tails gives buttstuff advice #sorry i couldnt give better advice #im really not great at this xD

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fightinginthenameofnothing-blog · 6 years ago

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Become an Electrical Auto Technician

Your car operates using a complex series of electrical circuits to function properly. Car’s today can have over 25 computers and operate on a large data bus network. With modern navigation technology, your car might even have more memory stored in it than your computer does. This is what makes driving modern cars today so simple and fun. Cars are also safer than they’ve ever been before. The one major downside to this, is that most people are afraid to work on electrical problems on their cars.

This is absolutely an irrational fear. There is no reason to be afraid of working on your car when it is experiencing electrical problems. The reason for this fear, is that many people do not understand how electricity works and they do not know how to go about diagnosing electrical problems. With a basic understanding of how terms like volts, amps, and ohms, you have much of the necessary knowledge to understand what is going on with your car. (By the way a great school to learn auto electrical repair is Midlands Technical College.)

Another great thing to know is how various electrical components operate. Your car uses a wide variety of capacitors, motors, solenoids, diodes, and transducers. These words may sound strange to you. Understanding how each of these components operate, will help you out so much as you go about diagnosing your own vehicle. Once you understand electrical components and how electricity works, there is a simple diagnostic process to find the problem and repair it.

Man’s Best Friend

When it comes to working on electrical systems, your multi-meter will be your new best friend. This is the most useful tool you can have when it comes to diagnosing electrical faults. This tool is capable of doing so much. You can buy one online or at any auto store for anywhere from $5-$200. There is a huge market for these and you can get them with all sorts of different features, some are fused, and some have nice displays. This is one tool you will always want to have on hand. It is a lifesaver when it comes to diagnosing your car’s electrical problems. For those of you who don’t know how to use a multi-meter, here is a helpful video that explains the basics of using one.

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This is not the only tool you will ever need but it is by far the most used tool. You may find it helpful to buy things like a test light or a fused circuit breaker. Once you have the proper tools, you are ready to start working on your car. With a basic understanding of electricity, fixing your car’s problems becomes very easy.

Remember that your car is built up of a large amount of circuits. When a circuit is closed (when the circuit is active/switch on), there should be electricity flowing through it. If there isn’t or if there is but the circuit’s load isn’t working like it should, then you have found a problem. By thinking about it, it becomes obvious that there are only three possible problems that could be causing your cars electronics to misbehave. They are a short circuit, open circuit, and excessive resistance. No matter what you are experiencing, only one of those things can be the culprit. Now you just have to discover which one it is and where the problem is taking place so that you can fix it.

Open Circuit

One of the simplest problems to diagnose is an open circuit. An open circuit means that the flow of electrons is interrupted somewhere in the circuit. This could be something like a broken wire. The wire breaking stops the electrons from flowing through the circuit as they are unable to continue through the wire. Another example of an open circuit is a worn-out component. A good example is a light bulb. When the light bulb burns out, the filaments inside wear out and eventually wear out until the circuit is open.

The best way to go about making sure that an open circuit is your problem, is to test with your multi-meter. Switch it to volts and measure the voltage at various locations in a given circuit. If you have the proper voltage at the battery and throughout the circuit but then lose it at one point, then you know you have an open. You also then know where the open is. Simply testing the voltage at different spots will tell you a lot about the circuit and help you find the problem.

Short Circuit

Another common problem is a short circuit. This means that the flow of electricity is flowing somewhere where it shouldn’t. This could be to a variety of places. It could be another circuit, straight to ground, or back to its own circuit in another place. This often happens as a wire rubs against something. Over time the insulation around the wire wears out and then the metal inside becomes exposed. As it then touches something, electricity can flow to something else.

Short circuits are diagnosed in a very similar way. Use your multi-meter to measure the voltage at various places. This is how you will know when there is no longer the proper voltage present in a circuit where it should be. Using this method, you can narrow down the problem.

Excessive Resistance

Excessive resistance is exactly what it sounds like. There is too much resistance in the circuit so that the proper voltage isn’t able to arrive to the load. This is diagnosed in exactly the same way. Measure the voltage throughout the circuit. You should have 12 volts throughout the circuit all the way to the load. If you don’t, narrow down and find the excessive resistance.

You Can Do It

Armed with a multi-meter, you can fix the electrical problems your car might have. Just remember that there are only three possible problems you could have. This is exactly how the most skilled mechanics diagnose and repair electrical systems. There is no need to be afraid of working on your car when it has electrical problems. You can do it!

If you happen to live in or around Mountain View California, and would prefer to have an expert auto electrical mechanic repair your vehicle, A-1 Auto Tech, Inc. are the best of the best.

#auto repair #auto electric repair #oil change #wheel alignment #engine repair

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Ghost of you, 14/?

Volume: 1.

Number of parts: 14/?.

Pairings: Human!Nine x Rose; Human!Ten x Jack; Clara Oswald x Olivia Baxter (OC).

Synopsis: "Rose opened the interactive screen and changed the setting for the attached glass wall. It became transparent. Allegro turned around to see Maxence wandering around his cage, a washable felt tip in hand. He had a screen open with all the results his team had entered on their work space and all the other walls were covered with his handwriting."

A/N: I've started writing this fiction last year after I had a particularly weird dream (as usual) and after I wrote the prologue, I've put it aside to work on other stuff. I've gone back to it not so long ago and decided that it would be the fiction I would post next, after not posting anything for a while. I must have watched I am legend and Game of thrones way too much to come out with something like this but I hope you will like it. I am not a scientist, nor did I have a particular knowledge of sciences. I do my researches on the internet like everyone to make sure everything is as close to the reality as possible. I have a literature degree only. Writing is what I do and it makes me explore next fields, and learn new things.

“It is an absolute human certainty that no one can know his own beauty or perceive a sense of his own worth until it has been reflected back to him in the mirror of another loving, caring human being.” - John Joseph Powell.

CHAPTER 14:

Amy didn’t leave Rose any second while she worked. It was an offer Rose had made to her: observing her as she worked so she could make her own opinion on her. She wouldn’t be biased by anything her patient would have said. Rose was only natural when she was working. She wasn’t pretending to be fine. She wasn’t wearing a mask. She was just herself and being a witness of it would help Amy understand her patient better. The therapist was glad that this idea came from Rose herself and not from her. The woman wasn’t gonna refuse this opportunity and she wasn’t gonna abuse this benefit either. Rose had also offered her to be a friend and that was very unexpected for Amy. Someone asking to be a friend. Rose hadn’t asked questions about why she had had to leave the session for a few minutes. She was giving Amy the time to build a good friendship before opening up to her. The therapist was sat beside Zachary who was keeping his eyes on the screen before him. He was trying to fix the intrusion that had happened a couple days ago. The hacker had left a real mess inside the codes and he had to fix this. Amy’s eyes were focused on Rose though. Standing in front of Allegro’s cage, she was reading the updates on his condition. She was studying the scans from two days ago and the ones Tegan had done in the morning. There was a clear evolution. Being exposed to the UV lights had caused him to develop some symptoms of the virus and react consequently. Now that the lights were off, he had gotten back to normal and was being completely normal again. He was a bit shaken by the situation but he was talking to Liv when he felt the need to. He refused to speak to Amy. He trusted Liv more than the therapist to be honest. The security guard came to the intercom and pressed the button. He was curious about his own situation. Except for Liv and sometimes Zach, no one was speaking to him. And no one was telling him much about how things were evolving for him, for Maxence, for the cure. “How is he going?” he asked. Rose raised her head from the notes she was taking and glanced at Allegro. She tucked her pen in the pocket of her white coat. She pressed the button to answer. “He’s better. Kyle has been brave by going inside unprotected to save his life. I’ve released him today. He hasn’t developed the virus thankfully.” “Antibodies?” “We’re working on that. His body has rejected the noctiagus very fast.” “It’s good. He’s very young. Would have been a really bad thing to lose him too.” “We haven’t lost you, nor Maxence.” “But we’re both in a cage, and he’s infected.” “Both of you are helping us to find the cure.” “How?” Rose opened the interactive screen and changed the setting for the attached glass wall. It became transparent. Allegro turned around to see Maxence wandering around his cage, a washable felt tip in hand. He had a screen open with all the results his team had entered on their work space and all the other walls were covered with his handwriting. “Someone hacked the system and made us believe that his sensors had to be changed. But when we proceeded to the change, the phial wasn’t the right one. Someone has replaced the sensors with a supposed cure that did more damages than anything else.” “Have you found who did this?” “Not yet. But we have a couple of detectives here. Maybe they will find this for us.” Rose chuckled lightly. It was her first joke in a while. She set the wall back to opaque. For a second, Allegro was silent. He put his hands in his pockets. “Who are those detectives?” “Camden McCarson and Donna Noble. Jack has recommended them. Him and Clara think the virus has been created by someone and the detectives are looking for the patient zero.” “Is there any chance to find him or her?” “Very little. But if we don’t try, we’ll never know.” “Indeed.” Their talk was over for now. Allegro walked back to his camp bed and lay back down. His hands behind his head, he looked at the ceiling. Rose finished taking her notes and put them aside. She went to Maxence’s cage and read the new formulas on the walls. He was doing quite a nice work. She was a molecular biologist too and all of this made sense to her… except for one thing. She pulled out her own washable felt pen and wrote down another formula right under the wrong one. She did it backward so he could read it from his cage. Then, she knocked on the glass wall to draw his attention. Maxence raised his head when he heard the knock and walked closer to where Rose was. She pointed to the formula she had written. He took his time to read it and checked his notes. He shook his head and pointed to another formula. He was trying to explain her how he had come to this conclusion and she was trying to tell him where she thought he was wrong. It was a silent communication, all in hand gestures and written formulas on a glass wall. It was fascinating for Amy. Any other couple of scientists wouldn’t have had this alchemy between them. They were working together as if they were the same person. If there was a picture next to the soulmate definition in the dictionary, it had to be them. They were the perfect representation of this word. Even in the darkest times, they remained together, hand in hand. Amy grabbed a pen and a piece of paper to note her observations. Usually, she was recording them but she couldn’t record what was happening here. She could later ask for the videos but they wouldn’t be as convincing as seeing it happen live. She was envious. She had never had this kind of love with someone. Not even with her ex-husband. The thought distracted her and, for a minute, she was unable to focus on Rose without thinking about what she had lost on this terrible night. She could hear it still. The screams, the screeching of the tyres on the road, the gasp of surprise, and that sound. That so terrible sound that was haunting her nightmares. She closed her eyes briefly and took a deep breath. She needed to push it away quickly, before anyone could see her weakness. Now wasn’t the time but she was vulnerable and had troubles controlling herself. “Are you okay?” Amy jumped when she felt a hand touching her shoulder and turned around. Rose was done with Maxence. They had managed to find a solution to the problem they had found in the formulas obviously and Maxence was using a new colour to distinguish his new notes from the old ones. “He’s a busy bee,” she remarked. She hated how her voice was trembling, how Rose was seeing clear in the poker face she was showing. She hated being this vulnerable. Rose glanced quickly at her husband. “Yeah. We found something. I’m waiting until he’s done to compare our results.” If he happened to have the same as hers, it meant that they were on a good path. They couldn’t be wrong if the two of them were coming to the same conclusions. “He’s almost done.” Rose knew she shouldn’t do what she had in mind but she would do it anyway. She had promised to be a friend for Amy and her mission was to help her to get better. So she was gonna take her to the room she was sharing with Maxence and she was gonna force her to have some rest there instead of going to her office like she always did. The therapist was as exhausted as Rose and a bit of rest was hardly a luxury. Maxence concluded his formulas and Rose checked them. She smiled. They had the same results. They hadn’t used the same way to get there but the result was there. She pressed the intercom button. “Add this on your interface. I’ll transfer it all to Tegan.” Maxence nodded. He would do just that. Rose watched him sadly for a minute. She really wanted to come in there and hug him tight to tell him that everything would be alright. She would find this cure. She murmured an ‘I love you’ and told Amy to follow her. “Where are you taking me?” “To a place that used to be my oasis of calm before.” Amy had to admit that she was intrigued and it didn’t get any better when she recognised the private parts of the building. They passed by the dormitories but didn’t stop before they reached the kitchen. “First, let’s eat something. I’m rather hungry. Aren’t you?” “Sort of.” Amy wasn’t eating much. It had been this way since that night. She was eating just enough to have strengths for the day. This meal was the first real one she was eating in a while. But Rose wasn’t letting her refuse. She was even forcing her to eat a bit more than necessary. After that, she took her to the room she was sharing with Maxence, the room where all their pictures were. A room where she was supposed to find her own peace and have a better night of sleep.

Tegan was standing in the middle of his office, his arms folded on his chest, and his foot lightly tapping the ground. He was being impatient and angry all at once. Soon as he was done with the detectives, he had sent them to work. Jack had tried to stay and find out what was annoying him so badly but Tegan had resisted and convinced him that this matter only concerned Martha, Colin and him. He would let him know later maybe. No one else should know about this attempt of sabotage. Martha and Colin were there now. Both were sat on the couch and they were waiting for Tegan to speak. Martha was rather worried about this sudden summoning and Colin… Colin was Colin. He was sat there, impassible. Tegan couldn’t do anything against him. He was the real boss here. So he wasn’t worried. “Are you gonna look daggers at us all day or tell us what has made you summon us?” His words were sweating with sarcasm but he was trying to be as nice as he could be in front of Tegan. There was a witness and he couldn’t be caught bullying him once again. He doubted Martha would intervene between them but she could spread rumours just by talking with her stupid boyfriend, Ricky. Or Mickey. Whatever he was called. Tegan grabbed the report on his desk and threw it on Colin’s lap without a word. He was so furious he wanted to punch him in the face. But that wasn’t the attitude of a leader. So he was containing his rage. “One of you had mixed a new cure without telling me and this cure was given to our patient number one.” “And? What’s the matter? Isn’t that why you’re keeping him downstairs?” Tegan swallowed the anger rising in his chest. Colin was obviously looking for troubles with him. Martha was glancing at them worriedly. She didn’t know the story between the two of them but it didn’t seem to be a nice one. “This cure hasn’t been registered and it has been given without any consent. Everything is supposed to be given to me first for approval before anything.” “I haven’t mixed anything,” admitted Martha. “I’m still waiting for the new results. They haven’t been approved yet since…” She gave a look to Colin. He wasn’t in the elite team so she didn’t know what she could say before him. She didn’t want to make a mistake and be yelled at for it. Tegan was in a murderous mood and she wouldn’t cause him to have a go at her. “Martha, you can go. Not a word about this to anyone.” “What? A couple words and you believe her?” Tegan made a gesture of the hand to signify Martha that she was dismissed. He believed her. He would believe anyone but Colin. Martha hesitantly left the office. This matter was interesting but she wouldn’t know the final word of it obviously. “I have reasons to believe that you’re trying to sabotage our researches. I have no proof but I am convinced you’re still working on this cure, that you’re trying to beat us to it.” “Why would I do that?” “We both know why. You’ve been removed from the noctiagus researches and you’re angry. You hate me and I’m your boss now. To me, there are enough reasons here for you to get on my way.” “You’re being paranoid.” “You’ve created that cure.” “Maybe.” “Don’t try to lie. I know you did. I have access to all the cameras in this building. I’ve seen the videos.” He was bluffing and hoped that it would work because he wasn’t a good liar usually. Lying in his bully’s face was harder too. Colin didn’t let any reaction appear on his face. It was infuriating Tegan so much. “So, how’s good old Maxence? He hasn’t gone mad in that cage of his?” “Maxence hasn’t come back from his last mission.” “Oh, don’t play fool with me. I know he’s down there. Everyone knows. It’s not because you created this special team that keeps secret everything they do that there aren’t leaks.” “If you had good narks in this building, you would know better.” Colin was done with Tegan’s assumptions on him and his hidden threats that would lead nowhere. If the man had had the courage to do anything, he would have done it already since he had full power now. He had admitted himself that he didn’t have proof that he was guilty of what was done to Maxence. It was an attempt of murder. Despite his condition, Maxence was still the head and heart of this department and of this team. Attacking him was attacking the whole team. It had been made to destabilise them. But Colin was too clever to admit that he was guilty. “The same works for you, Smith. If you had good narks in this building, you’d be better informed about what is going on in your department.” Colin was playing it nasty. He was playing on the guilt that was eating out Tegan. He was the one who made that injection who could have killed his so precious mentor. He was the one who made a mistake and that was torturing him. “Shut up, Appleton. My mistake was created by some freaking bastard that messed with our stuff. And that freaking bastard is you, you can’t convince me otherwise.” Colin got up and grabbed Tegan by the throat. He pushed him so hard that the young man had to step backward to keep his balance. Tegan noticed for the first time that he was taller than Colin. The man was more aggressive but he was just like small dogs who kept barking and never really were able to hurt. Tegan was one of the bigger dogs who never hurt anyone in anyway, a dog that could attack and kill at any time. He hated this comparison because that just wasn’t defining him at all. He refused to be mean and evil for free. It just wasn’t in his character. “Careful what you say, Smith. You might be the boss now but there’s no witness at the moment and I can destroy you with a snap of my fingers.” “Go on then. Let’s see if you really have that pair you’re boasting about.” Colin had reached the point of no return this time. His fist collided with Tegan’s beardy jaw. The punch resounded in the silent office and the sudden shock threw Tegan against the wall behind him. For a moment, all he could see was black. He shouldn’t have provoked Colin that way and this punch was more than enough to sack him. It was one more reason added to the long list of why Colin shouldn’t be working here anymore. “There’s nothing you can do against me. I’ve created this cure and made sure you would inject it to him. His reaction to it wasn’t the one expected but I’m not gonna apologise for him almost dying. I should have taken his place when he was infected. But he gave it to you instead.” Tegan just laughed despite the pain of his jaw. Colin was so overwhelmed by his jealousy that he wasn’t doing anything right anymore. He was giving himself away – certainly thinking that Tegan would find no clue to prove this – and beating his superior. As if nothing mattered anymore. “You won’t find that cure, Colin. You’re fired.” “Oh, who’s firing me? You?” “Maxence promoted me to this position. So yeah, I am firing you.” That second punch met his face properly. He would have a black eye for sure but he couldn’t help but laugh. It was infuriating Colin but laughing was relieving him from all the pressure Colin had previously put on his shoulders. Now he wasn’t fearing this man anymore. It was over. Even when Colin threw him to the ground, he kept laughing. He didn’t even try to protect himself. “You’re so done.” “Shut up! SHUT UP!” The door was unlocked and suddenly two security members were surrounding Colin. They grabbed him by the arms and arrested him. They would throw him into a locked room for now. Tegan had pronounced his sentence but he wasn’t cruel enough to force Colin to leave the building and live among the infected. He wasn’t wishing it to his worst enemies. “Liv is on her way,” said one of the security members. “We’ve told her you would need her.” Tegan nodded to thank them. Indeed, he would need Liv. But it was only for the physical part. On the psychological part, he would need Amy. Later. When the adrenaline would have come down. When he would realise what he had done and what it would imply now.

Camden and Donna were surrounded by dozens of cardboard boxes full of results of different patients across the world. There even was a list of all the infected people – that was updated every day – and a list of some of dead. No one could keep clear records about the dead because no one was staying outside long enough to keep track of it. Camden wasn’t gonna blame them. Outside was hell and this place was safety. Even if it was too sterilised for his liking. And people were too serious. No sense of humour. Lots of glaring if he was making a remark. Most of them were wondering why they were here. Why would Tegan hire detectives? It was a mystery and Camden wouldn’t tell them about his mission. He was too focused on it. He would go to the end of it and go back to his little life in his manor. Donna was just as focused on their mission as he was. Highlighters in hand, she was adding colours to the documents she was reading. She was also writing down notes. In front of her, there were bottles of water and snacks. They had been brought earlier by Clara so they wouldn’t be starving or become too thirsty if they were working too much. She had also taken that opportunity to speak with Camden that she hadn’t seen in a while and given him some clues for his own researches. She doubted she would be of any help but better try than do nothing. “How have you met her?” Camden raised his head from the documents he was reading and glanced at Donna. She was having a break and drinking water from one of the bottles before her. She picked a snack and opened it. She had been curious about how Camden could know people like Clara Oswald and Jack Harkness. Two people that were very different from each other but also from Camden. Too joyful, too flirty. Not that Donna minded Jack flirting with her. “Who?” “Doctor Oswald.” “She wasn’t a doctor when I’ve met her. She was just a little girl.” “Are you that old?” “Oi!” “Just kidding. Relax.” “Her parents owned a paper shop. They had really good stuff. I used to order my notebooks to them and I was coming to get it when I was around. Clara was always playing in the shop. A girl full of energy and always smiling.” “I didn’t know you liked kids.” “I don’t. But she was different.” “That’s what we say.” Camden sighed and went back to work, ignoring Donna’s chuckle. She had had her answer, now they could go back to work. He was currently reading a report from the early days of the infection. Something dragged his attention. A name. “Wait, isn’t the nickname Missy ringing a bell?” “Nope.” “I’m sure to have seen that name somewhere.” He looked into the files he had already flipped through. This name had appeared somewhere. He remembered it well. He had a very good memory. It wasn’t in a list of names. It was a report. A report from before the infection. Missy or Myrtle Appleton. Sister of Colin Appleton and mad scientist. What was she working on at the moment? He glanced at the different reports he had under his eyes. Xeroderma pigmentosum. Disease of the sun. If you were suffering from this disease, you wouldn’t be able to go out unless it was night and the lights would be a bother. A terrible disease and a very short longevity. “Xeroderma pigmentosum,” he murmured. “Hm.” “There has always been this disease. The disease of the sun. People who can’t stand the ultraviolet lights. They are living a very short life and suffering from multiple complications.” “What’s the link with that Missy?” “Myrtle Appleton was a specialist of this disease. She was leading researches to find a cure.” “Was?” “Her methods weren’t very conventional.” And this was why she had been sacked from the lab she was working in and the reason why she had been forced to continue her researches in the deepest secret. If there was a path to follow for their mission, it was clearly this one…

To be continued...

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However, for Maxence, things were getting complicated. His brain seemed to have switched to a standby mode. A sort of sleep that wasn’t really sleep. He was just laying there with his eyes closed. Zachary was keeping an eye on his vital signs. His brain activity had reduced to the minimum, to the very minimum. If Zach didn’t have the other information under his eyes, he would think that the man was dead or about to be. Maybe he was dying. Zachary wasn’t very qualified on this field but he was clever enough to understand that something was wrong. The vital signs weren’t good at all. He entered an alert on their interactive group work. Someone needed to come and do a check up on him. Just to be sure that the fake cure given to him wasn’t having any effect on him anymore. Just a precaution not to lose him all of a sudden.

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ithisatanytime · 3 years ago

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WICCA PHASE SPRINGS ETERNAL - "REST" (OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO)

i dunno im just going around in circles with myself again. back when i was working at sargent appliance delivering refrigerators and making good money, i bought the weed for my mother my sister and i, but i smoked comparatively very little and would not smoke every night there just wasnt always time. so what i would do is id buy an ounce and split it up three ways between us equally, but because i smoked far less than the two of them, like way fucking less, inevitably they would run out and what i would do then is take my third and split it up a further three ways, this forced a little bit of moderation into the system which was necessary because i was spending between 400 and 600 dollars a month on weed and smoking maybe sixty dollars worth of weed in a month lmao. this is a very similar thing to what i was attempting today, which is to say, extremely not fair to me, extremely generous for everyone else, but i knew making any kind of request of any sort i would be met with this insane resistance. i knew what i was asking for was more than fair, i mean its unfair to me in virtually every way but that i would be treated like i was robbing the rest of them at fucking gun point. the one highlight of the day was i could tell those three cops liked me immediately, i have no real love for cops, but generally people like me, i can be very charming and witty etc. etc. lol, but here at my home im the biggest piece of shit on earth you know. i mean these cops were all called on me, but they sided with me basically immediately and i really did have all of them laughing the entire time. the one cop was even like “hey man remember, escape plan”. i shouldnt need the validation but i did need it.

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unpaid-teenage-therapist · 3 years ago

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i dont like being miserable. i dont like laying in bed blasting music and scrolling through pinterest while barely even stoned, saving pins of other people being happy to boards i make to fulfill my feeling of longing for something ive never even had. i had one summer, a couple months with a few people that just so happened to complete reroute the path of my life and change who i was completely. im forever grateful for it, of course, and surprised at how much we managed to do in such little time.

we got arrested, had parties, went to the hospital, fell asleep on the roof, rode up to the cemetery on scooters, became possibly the worst homie hoppers to ever exist, and blasted lil peep and other emo ass shit the whole time.

my music taste, my style, my hair, my face, my voice, my entire identity became someone i barely recognize in the span of a few months. it was slow enough at the time for me to not have noticed, but now its all i can see. all i can see is then and now, and small bits in between. fuzzy memory, "because of all the drugs i do" according to my dad. i wouldnt admit it to him, but hes not wrong. even if he was joking, im not.

i can definitely say i like who i am now better than who i was before, but do i even know who i am? like, seriously?

i feel like ive created so many different versions of myself to keep everyone happy that i have no idea who i am. i know what i like, and things i do, and people i love and care for, but im very selective on who i tell what and theres very few people who see all different sides of me. not in a fake way, because none of it is me lying—i simply dont share some opinions i have with some people, or only tell others certain things instead. more like hiding i guess.

i like monster trucks. i like reading, and writing. i like anime, even though i dont watch it as often as i used to. i like comics, digital especially. i like art, of all forms. i love listening to music of almost all genres. i like collections, especially at the moment of pins, crystals, stickers, anything witch related, and stoner stuff. speaking of which, i do drugs (and no im not flexing that, im simply stating it as a fact). i smoke, and drink, and take things i probably shouldnt only 12 hours before im supposed to go work for my grandfather all day. i like coloring in childrens coloring books with kids stuff like crayons and big markers. i like having the lights on, especially my xmas lights that i have bordering my tapestry. i like trying different fashions, and styles of clothing. i like finding new songs to listen to and enjoying nostalgia from older music. i like beanies, and putting pins on them. i like accessorizing, wearing more than a necessary amount of rings and necklaces and bracelets. i like cool socks, with completely random things like tacos and eggs or aesthetic tye dye colors with marijuana leaves. i like the idea of skating, despite not knowing how to do so. i like facetiming, no matter how much i hate seeing my own face i love seeing other people's. i like random hang outs, where we have no plan and make it up as we go. i like giving, no matter who its to or what it is. im a lover, i love hard and deep and fall quite fast and unexpectedly. i show love with physical affection, such as hugs, kisses (not exclusively on the lips/sexually), hand holding, other forms of touch, and with gifts, as a way to physically show my appreciation with something someone could look at and hopefully think of me when they see it. i take thousands of pictures and videos of people, from my closest friends to absolute strangers, because having those memories is so important to me. i want to have a kid one day, maybe multiple. i want to get married. i want to have a car, and learn to drive. i want to professionally babysit (as in for someone other than my mother or a family friend), as thats my dream job, even if only for a while. i want to find a career, in hopefully something related to writing or something i enjoy. i want to work somewhere that makes me happy, even if its a mcdonalds drive thru. i want to go to college, have poloroids of my friends and lover/s hanging above my bed with string lights and posters scattered on the wall. i want to go to parties, to hold back people's hair when theyre throwing up, to have to call an uber to take me home as my ride left early and im too intoxicated to get myself home safely on public transit. i want to take road trips to finally meet people ive had to love from the other side of the screen for so long. i want to have one of those extremely sappy videos of us falling to the floor from how fast we run into each other, holding each other and not letting go. i want to have my phone wallpaper be us holding hands, or hugging, or kissing, or anything. i want to go on all my dream dates, and finally do the one thing ive put on every bucket list since i was a kid—skydive.

all of that seemed so out of reach before i met him. hes the one whos finally truly began to bring me out of this dark place, whos finally showing me that i deserve love and all the things ive longed for in a person my entire life. ive of course wanted to live for people before, but he makes me want to live not only for him (and other loved ones), but for myself. he makes me want to live just to live.

#personal vent #kind of became a love ramble at the end so my bad #doesnt make a lot of sense but putting my thoughts into words

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