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weather-mood · 10 months

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#both reading and writing #everyone go read ‘rapture’ by Baberainbow #also the golden calf by tml #can we talk about the golden calf #it rearranged something in my brain #asks #ask games

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manderleyfire · 3 months

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I will do all this, I will get all this blood on my hands, and you are able to plead naivety.

#welighttheway #hotdedit #larys x alicent #larys strong #alicent hightower #larycent #alicent x larys #alicenthightowerdaily #hotd #matthew needham #i fuckng need to tag the man himself because all those quotes? still! so! striking! HONESTLY i pepper his brain with kisses #'he makes himself indispensable to her ties them together in blood in this extraordinary act of will'#'he can see what she’s capable of and he wants to draw it out. they’re both outsiders among the natives'#'she gets to say 'i didn't want it' and i KNOW she did'#'that’s the thing about assault like that it makes the victim’s body the scene of the crime'#rent fckng free forever #larys wants her to feel the same shame wants to break her chaste royal placid exterior and peel the layers off. manually #he wants to creep inside of her mind and rearrange what he finds there #and mr needham is the only larycent fan who gets it to the core!!!!!!!!#THE matthew of the cast i'm so sorry *or am i??*#is this my way to ignore the leaks??? who knows #tbh i was overwhelmed by the urge to give our tiny larycent circle SOMETHING before the new season starts #for better or for worse i am not sorry for my crime #sooooo i'm afraid this post is not for normies it's for sickos #LIKE CALLS TO LIKE #dolores <3 mariana <3 alyssa <3 bia <3 val <3 nina <3 #trashfam *affectionate*#game of thrones #shitty things i do for love #me in s1 DON'T FEED THE RAT ALICENT!!!! me now: FUCKNG FEED THE RAT ALICENT *before this particular determined rat chew its way through*

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fisheito · 2 months

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excuse me blade, sir, drioid,maam, why are u so cute. I demand to know. What's happening to me why can't i stop staring at your adorable helmet with the frosted :D signature screen

#something is rearranging in my brain #did.... did it take zizz asking me to rank all the eiden rooms to shift the plates in my skull?#forcing me to look away from the accursed snake in pursuit of knowledge and equality #i said.two years ago. that i had zero interest in blade #zero interest in reliving the dramatrauma of a white haired robot #but. something has adjusted. minutely.#ohhhh what is. why is this happening #maybe... maybe it's just a curse of exposure #blade does show up at my door comparatively frequently #he and yaku are sitting beside each other in my intimacy room collection like #*swinging legs cutely* *multiplies when I'm not looking* *like the mitosis*#look. I'm just . *gestures to the two of them in frustration*#they are very switchy. but also wives. but also not entirely human #maybe i have a type after all.....#or maybe i just don't wanna do any work #i could tell either of them to do a task for me and it is DONE #i am in my peepaw princess phase i do not want to do anything #i just want to look at my wives being cute in their little outfits #nu carnival blade

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curi0uscreature · 9 months

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* Decided it was a perfect opportunity to remake my first ever Viking vines piece ( Dec 2023 - 2022 fer bottom comparison )

#little did I know these sappy folk were gonna rearrange my brain neurons #plus throwback to when I didn’t know their ship name and just called them flowerbear….I was onto something #psychonauts #psychonauts 2 #helmut fullbear #bob zanotto #viking vines #click 4 better quality #curi0us artworks

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anghraine · 5 months

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This has nothing to do with SW, I just felt like saying it:

I feel like a lot of us on this site probably could identify a specific book or series we read as children or teenagers that impacted us more than any other. It's the book/series that disproportionately shaped our senses of what a book or a genre could be and changed us in some fundamental way beyond the reach of every other book we were reading at the time. People joke these days about books or other media that "alter your brain chemistry," but this book honestly did feel like that.

Maybe this isn't everyone, but it was definitely something that happened to me as a kid. I still own the same copy of the book that did this for me. I've hung onto it for over 20 years, partly because I still love the story, and partly because I have such a strong sentimental attachment to my particular paperback copy of a book that blew open my sense of what a fantasy story could be and what ideas it could engage with.

It not only made me want to read the next book in its series, it made me want to write books myself and imagine my own worlds beyond my hobby of writing little sketches and stories for myself. I previously had no intention of showing those scraps to anyone else, but this book made me want to write fantasy seriously, to write things I might some day show other people without being embarrassed about it. And the book not only inspired me to want this, but convinced me I could do it. I started writing creatively in earnest and I never stopped.

It wasn't any of the books I usually talk about, either. Here's what it was for me:

[Photographs of a paperback copy of Diane Duane's High Wizardry from around 2001]

I've been thinking of what fantasy favorites I'll re-read after I drag myself through what remains of my dissertation and ... honestly, it will probably be High Wizardry.

#i loved 'so you want to be a wizard' and 'deep wizardry' but 'high wizardry' just. rearranged my entire concept of what was possible #madeleine l'engle was the closest experience but even that did not light up my brain in the same way #i would probably not have seriously committed myself to writing without this specific book falling into my hands #(by 'falling into my hands' i mean 'i was chronically ill and isolated and bought them for myself to have something to enjoy'#and boy did i ever. favorite and most formative book of my entire childhood)#anghraine babbles #anghraine's pics #writing #reading #long post #ivory tower blogging

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youjustfeelthemforever · 6 days

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the conses... they be quencing... who could have foreseen this <- promised to write and now has to actually write

#literally all the dialogue has already been written for me it shouldn't be this hard XD #but my goodness the amount of people talking over each other and how like three conversations are always happening at once #WHYYYYYYYYY #<- writing out the chrumblr main rp as a fic since a) i thought it would be fun and b) so many people have expressed interest in the story #BUT IT'S SO FREAKING DIFFICULT #the amount of sorting and rearranging it takes... ow my brain #im probably just gonna do something light and find a scene with the least amount of characters possible lol #i always enjoy it once i get going but for now it's just a Daunting Task sksjksjs #wish me luck 😂#everyone stop whatever you're doing and only pay attention to me

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lonely--seeker · 5 months

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I think I'm going insane. Lately my dreams have been so mundane, it wouldn't be weird if I wasn't just a person that has nightmares 80% of the time, so I now my dreams are so hard to distinguish from reality.

I wouldn't be able tell what was real from what not if it wasn't because last night I went to my doctor's appointment and I was handed new glasses by Harvey just to go back home and find out Laois was cooking something in my backyard.

#to be fair. in my dream i was back at my old house. so the horrors where there still #also i've been dreaming about my dog. but sometimes it's not him. it's other dog trying to replace him. but it's not him. i miss him dearly #but it's... weird. i never actually dream with characters either. something strange is going on #I've been telling my brother i wake up and i have to remember who i am #for the totally normal dreams. it's like my soul is divided and it's living somewhere else for the night #who is the person i am when i dream. because it's not me. it's a whole different live. whole different people around me. I'm going insane #there's such a strange feeling about it. it's familiar? it's comfortable?#which only makes it even more weird. why is a life so different to mine feel so comfortable...#to the point i wake up and i don't remember who i am for at least ten minutes #but then i forget what i had dreamt about. and then i go around my day randomly reminding things. then that's when i realize those memories #were actual dreams #i should write a fanfic about this lmao #it was a nice dream though. i remember vividly i was sitting in one of those chairs thingies that hang in the air?#and i was swinging happily. i think Laios was talking about where he got whatever the fuck he was cooking. i couldn't understand him really.#he wasn't speaking in spanish but it wasn't english either. i think it was a made up gibberish... I'm still baffled by how comfortable i was #i think there were friends around too. maybe a hangout was going on? everything was nice. it reminds me of the times #i would go eat at a friend's house. but things felt a lot nicer. it was like if time had stopped and nothing wrong could ever happen.#and even then. i was still there. which i think that's why i started to feel dizzy in my little swing. i ended up waking up from that.#i still get dizzy remembering it.#welp. I hope i don't lose myself tonight...#I don't actually know what's worse. the nightmares are common. they are familiar. there's comfort in knowing what to expect.#but “good” dreams like that... i end up thinking about them too much. the residual feeling is weirder #and i have to deal with the whole different layer that is.. there's was a fucking anime guy there. kill me. kill me. get him OUT of my brain #I'm not lying when I say I can physically feel Laios rearranging my brain in ways i will not share publicly #kill me.

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captainjonnitkessler · 11 months

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My brain: hey I was thinking we should put on some Nightwish tonight

Me: Okay, but we'd BETTER not be up at two am, eighteen wikipedia pages deep into researching the precambrian era

My brain: no I swear we're going to listen to a few songs like a normal person and then go to bed

Me at two am, eighteen wikipedia pages deep into researching the precambrian era: ah fuck not again

#i never listen to any nightwish except for once or twice a year #when I spend a week doing NOTHING but listening to nightwish and it rearranges something vital in my brain #and convinces me that i need to drop out of my union and become a geologist or paleontologist #or alternatively that i need to move to a secluded lakeside manor where i can wander the beaches dramatically in the dead of night #depending on which album i am most obsessed with this cycle #nightwish

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loregoddess · 1 year

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starting Dark Road, still in the prologue and I just now figure out that Eraqus is an anagram for "square" (as in, Square Enix, possibly? I wouldn't put it past Nomura to have a character named after the company)

#why my brain suddenly rearranged the letters and noticed this ONLY now I have no idea #maybe the font was more anagram-spotting friendly or something #anyhow really love how Xehanort went from generic villain to actually he gets an entire convoluted backstory too #no one gets to simply exist in the KH universe #(except Dinesy characters and visiting characters from other SE franchises they can just exist for funsies)#oracle of lore

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foli-vora · 10 months

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spent over an hour changing the look and colours of my blog while i indulged in a box of maltesers and a few g&t's and i think my brain is actually settled now

#it's the same feeling as rearranging your room #something in the brain just fucking clicks #idk about my avatar tho #but it'll do for now

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feminetomboy · 1 year

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Going through a really big frustration phase with my art rn, please be patient with me (and by you I mean myself I feel the need to wrap my spine around a lamp post bites bites bites bites)

#it's been a while since I had one of these #i want to draw something beautiful #but I don't like anything that I come up with #all of it is so fucking ordinary and then when I get inspired and I experiment I don't like it one bit cause it doesn't look like mine #*look mine #so I'm really just frustrated #I want to sit outside and colour something using my pencils and have a relaxing time #and I want to draw rooms and I want to draw washing machines and shit. but whenever I imagine myself actually drawing them it feels ordinar #and boring and not spectacular and beautiful #i need a drawing that will rearrange my personality as I know it #i wanted to draw a lot of blood and meat so I drew a lot of blood and meat and it just feels cheap #having a really bad time rn. i can't find anything that would make me really happy or at least invested in the drawing #well to be fair I've been that way since like february none of the Jaidens I've drawn make my brain spark #bites bites bites I want to achieve the beauty I see in other people's art but I know it's not for me I need to find beauty in myself #hard hard so fucking hard #rambles rambles rambles

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dan-crimes · 1 year

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I love writers I love when they ramble on abt characters and their motivations, their core values and the reasons why they react to things in certain ways and having character interactions work off of each other due to their differing ways of viewing the world and in general I just love character analysis

#as someone who loves humans and human behaviours and figuring out why people react to things the ways that they do #uhhh I'm actually surprisingly really bad @ writing characters with those same traits 😅#unless it is smth I can connect to on some sort of level like a few of my characters have issues that I specifically relate to #thereforee I can understand the ways they act in certain circumstances #BUT when it comes to characters that are like almost entirely outside of my wavelength it's pretty hard for me to understand how they work #and it's pretty basic habits and behaviours I just fuckin lack them in general #like the concept of clinginess or abandoment issues or wanting to stay around people who treat you badly or jealousy or missing people #also love like I understand my type of love but my type of love isn't typical from what I've seen from others #even some of my own past issues like dealing with trauma have kinda been lost on me especially bcuz I'm the type to ignore stuff #like I just ignored it til it came back to bite me in the ass and had to just kinda struggle with it and go completely numb #until I got tired of feeling that way and pulled myself outta it step by step and my various negative ways of thinking elude me #since I just gradually built myself up and rearranged my brain so that all negative thinking eventually turns into dust #whether be positive or purely neutral until I'm able to handle it better #REGARDLESS I try to get a sense of what these other traits are like and how exactly they work for people but it is VERY difficult for me #bcuz the stuff is just such an alien emotion to me like people get REALLY emotional about things that simply aren't a problem for me #and I wish I could understand why and what goes on in the brain that causes that but my brain just doesn't work that way #SOOO me trying to make characters of typical issues I see people having DOESN'T really work when I have no idea what's going on #like IN GENERAL my characters need to have more emotion behind them but the emotions I need them to have are #like I said before. something I totally lack ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ so I have no idea how to do it #I mean I think I need like a check list I need to make a list of traits my characters have in general cuz I never write anything down #it'd be easier to figure it out if I had words to go along with it and then I could figure out the behaviours behind those words #plus I need to draw my characters cuz I'm very much a visual person I can't get as good of a feel without some visuals along with it

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hazbincalifornia · 8 months

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So, Emmie was very kind in gifting me some of her duplicate card pulls/extra stuff from the merch boxes, and included some of her art for me in the box with them! It’s really cool to see how vivid the colors are, (pic doesn’t show it super well) and how little some of it is!

#shadow says stuff #I’m currently rearranging the cards to something Pleasing To The Brain #before they go in an extra binder from my brother’s elementary school pokemon/yugioh collection #he’s 27 now and said it’s free game lmao

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wine-dark-soup · 2 years

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Oi everyone. 1 quastion. What is, in your opinion, the best way to level a job. I'm having problems with this because if i do more than one roulette at a time, my brain starts feeling numb out of lack of stimulation. The bozjan front sounds like a lot of fun but you can enter only starting lvl 71. What is your wisdom

#Im learning to love raid fights now that i rearranged my hud #But it still isnt very stimulating and my brain feels mush very quickly and then i cant play for a while #And while it's healthy that i stop and go do something else. I am very curious about every job's questline #And would love to finish them in less than 4 months lol

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wewindondowntheroad · 11 months

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something has to change something has to change something has to change something has to change something has to change something has to change something has to

#today's been a weird day #one of my kids at work told me the store got robbed #and like other work things i did not want to be thinking about on my day off #and i'm just tired of my current brain cycle #i need to rearrange my furniture or something #i feel so stuck

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muqingists · 2 years

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once again im funniest when im livetweeting experiencing media

#playing dmmd has permanently rearranged something in my brain i think #clear route made me feel like i was going to explode/blow something up/my brain was on fire #txt #dmmd

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