#it makes me loopy

[dyrewrites]

Open document, ready to read and take notes.

"Ooh, what kind of gun is that?"

Get lost in research hole for an hour, end up checking mail for some reason, look at store pages to see if anyone's looking at my store pages, set up halloween sales on itch.io, do a writer's chat on bluesky, stare at tumblr for two hours, take a nap, woken up by sudden realization that I forgot to do something, take shower to try and remember...

"Oh, I'm beta reading!"

Open up document.

"Where does that name come from, that's a neat name..."

Lose another half hour looking up names.

This is why no one should ask me to do anything ever...

[cabinette]

I don't even care about them. i don't care about them at ALL.

[bloodiedrogue]

currently thinking about “faking your death to avoid your ex” tav running into ex boyfriend ascendant astarion at some sort of ball where they’re with someone else and the two of them make eye contact and tav is suddenly freaking out and their partner (who’s actually just a friend) starts asking them if they know the guy who’s fucking racing towards them like fucking animal and and and—

[fisheito]

Typing "capsaicin snake effect" into the search bar so i can figure out if yakumo can eat spicy food

[cutewebgraphics]

I'm really curious! I format my posts based on how good they look on my laptop, specifically using this Stylus userstyle by Pixiel (installation guide here) because I can't stand anything but the old Tumblr layout.

I know that some specific post types (mostly bullet / tiny pixel formatting) don't translate the best on mobile because of how they're blown up to fit the screen. I don't plan on changing my post formatting for the mobile gaze... but who knows? x)

[yaoimanpussy]

Changed my blog title and I’m no longer going to use the online nickname ‘Mr. Yaoi’.

I started using the yaoi and fujoshi thing as a joke after I got multiple asks accusing me of being obsessed with yaoi and being a fujoshi because I was a trans man into anime.

Someone who is Japanese pointed out this was offensive towards the Japanese language because i was making a joke about a language i do not speak, and i apologize for that.

I did not intend any offense and I will try to be more mindful about my behavior in the future.

[skitskatdacat63]

Timeswap!Vettonso(I blame @ayceeofspades for this)

Thoughts:

References HEHEHEHE:

So the dynamics would be: STR!Seb x Aston!Fernando and Post-Retirement!Seb x Ferarri!Fernando(~2011-2012)

The former would be a Seb who is very hungry for Fernando's attention, but now he's with a Fernando is actually now very willing to give him that attention. Fernando is constantly repeating in his head: "Don't fuck the twink don't fuck the twink don't fuck the twink", but every time they end up on the podium together, Seb always ends up being all over him and "accidentally" groping him. So Seb is still a brat but is with a Fernando who's not gonna just be cold to him but will indulge him instead 🤭

The latter is more angsty AAAHHH!! Cause its a Fernando who is in Ferrari hell and Seb who is post-catharsis. And to quote C, Fernando is like "why are you so happy??? Did you win!?" and Seb responds: "no :)" But also I am not immune to Seb being coy and playing with Fernando. He now understands why Fernando was the way he was back then because he's now gone through the same thing with Ferrari, but also wants him to stop being so gloomy and angsty about it.

Don't ask about how these AUs work, just know that they have knowledge of what their original counterparts were like so it's weird for the younger versions to get to see what ends up happening to the other, and then allows the olders to gain a new perspective instead of their biased memories(i.e.: "you're not who I was villainizing you as in my head" = both of them realize that they were building the other up as such an antagonist in their head but then, oh, he's just like me fr)(but for younger Seb, Fernando realizes Seb just wanted to be friends :( and so now he's trying to be more of a mentor.)

[beepmeowiskarkat]

kisses

[jesuistrestriste]

i’m on 3 diff meds and an intramuscular shot from the med clinic but i’m just coming on here to say FUCK TR*MP !!!!!! if you voted for him or endorsed him in any way, get the fuck away from my blog !! thanks !

[lilaccatholic]

I'm down to 2,500 unread emails. I'm so skinnnnnyyyyyyyyyyyy

[rontra]

I only just read the most recent chapter and ahhhh your MIND. I had Nyx's theme playing as I read it, the grief of having that hope and the memory of her friend ripped out of her, not even knowing what she lost, everything with Kawakami all coming back to that one night years ago. How she's already lost people she's cared so much about and Kawakami's pushing her away but she just can't bear to leave. She can't lose this person she's gotten so close with. Not again. YOUR MIND

NYX'S THEME IS SO GOOD!!! very nice pick 🥰

but YESSS.... you're picking up what i'm putting down... (rubs my hands together) i've been so excited about it. my moon scheme. she finally looked at that big orb and went IM NOT LETTING THIS GO...!!

earlier she said it "creeps [her] out" but that was kind of incorrect. but how is she supposed to turn to her coworker and articulate what being out under a bright full moon Actually makes her feel without sounding like an absolute lunatic pun intended...........

it's something she likes to mostly avoid dwelling on in too much detail because it's confusing and painful. but standing out there in a crowded street...letting it wash over her and deciding she can't let this bond slip away from her...ive been looking forwards to drawing that so bad. HFHJBGB I'M GLAD YOU LIKED IT!!!! THANK YOU FOR READING 😤😤

my special power is "taking the gamer teacher really seriously"

[entering--hyperspace]

I wanna know more about Leo in his fahrar days!

(Leo offering flowers to an Ascalonian Ghosts. .5 seconds before disaster)

So! The important thing you gotta know about Leo's Fahrar days is that he was essentially a "Transfer student."

The Iron legion had merely Requested more numbers due to an ongoing threat of flame legion and the Ascalonian ghosts, the Blood citadel responded by sending them cubs, in a cheeky "you got what you asked for. You are Still getting soldiers.)"

So Leo had two Primus, one in the Black Citadel (where he mainly grew up) and his "Actual" Primus in the Blood Citadel (which he and the other blood cubs would return to during the summer.)

His Iron legion primus was a bit gentler with them than the one in Blood. She did have lesson plans seperate between her own legion and the blood legion cubs, but she took care of them all the same.

(This is just my excuse to have Leo grow up in Ascalon and be blood legion dont think abt it too hard.)

Leo was a super inquisitive cub, and his tendency to always question things be it during history lessons or basic training, was treated with both scorn and admiration. His interest in the ghost started with a history lesson over the eventsbin Ascalon and him wanting to know more from the source, since they were There. He snuck out of the Fahrar a lot, and nearly got himself killed approaching the ghosts thinking they wouldn't harm him even if he was Told otherwise. From then on he began watching them from a distance, and his empathy for them grew as he heard them stuck in a loop discussing things that really just made them People. Conversations that ranged from food, fears, reminicing on children long since dead, and the hatred for the charr.

It was only until he watched an Ascalonian necromancer that he was introduced to the Idea of Necromancy, since those ghosts tend to retain a lot more individuality, they also spoke a bit more free than their counterparts.

As he grew this growing interest (obsession?) Is kinda what lead to becoming distant with the other cubs.

His tendency to question things never truly changed but he eventually learned the older he got the less it was tolerated (mostly by his blood legion primus).

He did have to work Twice as hard as he learned necromancy on his own, and still kept up with what was being taught to him offically. He was never Close to the other cubs except for one, and it was because of Reeva that he graduated with the Echo warband (named because of their tendency to take inspiration from the great charr heroes in their weapon choice)

[lost-rxverie]

best way to not procrastinate is just to never stop moving. like a shark

[revenantghost]

Man! I feel bad about being not as present for bookclub as I was last year, and also about how behind on messaging/responding to peeps between migraines and health stuff I am, but the community here and support and kindness has been amazing even as I feel like I'm letting everyone down, and I've just gotta say:

Thank you <3

[cheriekos]

MY WALLY BRAIN WORMS UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wally talking with cissie in young justice and how he was trying to explain that he was in teen titians do you ever wonder if he struggles with feeling like an adult????? how he's supposed to work with all of the adults who have been apart of his life as guardians and mentors??? do you ever wonder about how he probably struggles with toeing the line between being a responsible figure in these kids lives but also understanding that sometimes the adults just don't get it?????? how do you go your whole life being kid flash and suddenly your mentor, your idol, your uncle (your family!!) is dead and they're looking to you to step in. to constantly be boxed in and perceived a certain way (as juvenile, as just a kid) and one day you have to grow up, you have to, in a big fucking way, because everyone needs you to. anyways. wally west my fucking BELOVED!!!!!!

[phosphorus-noodles]

every time i want to have dairy my lactose intolerant stomach says No with a very big capital N but unfortunately my brain says "but this time, it's different" like that one nature documentary does and then i drink it and get so Physically Ill and my brain says hmm stomach why didn't you warn me :/ and my stomach sighs with a deep pain and also severe indigestion