#it just felt so unnecessary and odd 😭😭😭!!!

[timothylawrence]

honestly I think I would’ve given midnight mass a 9/10 if they just removed the Muslim aspect out of cus that was the one part I don’t think I enjoyed at all

[midnight-black2]

UAAHHSHWHEBW FINALLY SOMEONE WRITING FOR DOM READER😭

anyway can u write anything about Kai please 🥹 (I always thought he would be a perfect sub lol)

-𝘹𝘰𝘹𝘰

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐃𝐒

pairing : kai (from voyagers) x reader

synopsis : kai needs to be put in his place, and who better to do it than you?

disclaimers : sub!kai, dom!reader, degradation, handjob, masochist!kai (only a little), mean!reader, kinda fast pace (sorry)

note : i had to watch voyagers to make this, but it was so worth it because like why is kai so fine?? like he's an asshole, but a hot one. anyways, hope you like this !

kai had been acting like an ass-kissing, cock-sucking dickwad ever since richard died.

for some context, he sucked up to zach, the person you hated most out of the entire crew. he would laugh at all of zach's rather rude jokes, they would walk through the ship halls together, standing tall with unnecessary pride as if they were God or something. you weren't quite sure what was happening, but you knew it had to do with the blue.

kai was a smart, sweet boy. but that was before. he would cross his legs at the table, speak with manners, he would even service others at times, especially you. whether it was making a plate for you (he seemed to always know what you wanted to eat), or carrying heavy things for you. but that was before. all of it was before. before everyone stopped taking the blue. before richard died. before you all needed a new group leader.

it all went to shit.

every single little thing. there was no in between, you either followed all the rules, or broke all of them. you believed in balance, it was the only thing that keeps people sane, yet there was none. you had been going crazy for weeks. with all of the noise, the ferocity, the smell of sweat and sex, everything was so overbearing, and nobody did anything about it. so when kai got hit in the head as a result of a fight and there was a meeting called over it, you were fed up. blue got rid of the emotions, and now that there wasn't any blue, and the emotions were getting in the way of everything.

"i for one don't know if there is an alien," the girl spoke. you didn't know her name, all you knew was that she was constantly doing the right thing. she was a little boring, but you didn't hate her or anything. her eyes were lowered, not daring to look zach or christopher in the eye.

"who cares what you don't know," zach spoke, annoyedly. you clenched your jaw, couldn't he just let the girl speak?

"if we repair the damage we can watch the surveillance video and-" she was cut off by zach.

"shut your fat, puss-filled face," you scoffed. how low, even for him. you saw the way kai snickered, you felt like slapping the two of them then and there. you pinched kai's right thigh, giving him a look of warning. he looked over to you, he gulped, yet rolled his eyes anyway.

"i have a right to talk," she responded, finally looking zach in the eye.

"you talk enough as it is, you bloated wheezing blister," he countered, with a smirk. everyone started laughing, including kai. you felt your blood boil. she was only trying to make a point.

"zach, she can talk," christopher interfered.

"you shut up too," zach muttered. he went on, and it escalated. it almost ended in the same way the fight ended last time. it was all a blur--everyone split up. kai and half of the others followed behind zach. you had it with him. you gripped his arm harshly. you pulled him down the hall, luckily no one noticed the two of you leave.

"y/n," kai called, brows furrowed, he was a bit angry. "y/n, what are you doing?"

"shut up," you ordered, through gritted teeth. he quickly complied, his breath hitched. you went inside an empty sleeping quarter, shutting and locking the door.

"you've been such a fucking brat lately, kai,"

"y-you can't do anything about it," he replied, stuttering, voice shaky. he knew damn well you could. you had this odd sort of control over him he couldn't quite understand. with the snap of your fingers he would be on his knees, consciously or not.

"yeah? watch me," you challenged. you crossed your arms over your chest, your patience was growing thin. "strip."

"w-what?" he was shaking slightly, eyes flickering between your eyes and your lips.

"you heard me, strip." he listened. it seemed an ounce of obedience was still left in him--only for you, though. he started with his shirt, pulling it over his head. he was lean, toned. you couldn't help but stare, you would've smirked if you weren't so frustrated. he felt your eyes, they were gaping burning holes all over into his body.

he slowly unbuttoned his pants, pulling them down, leaving him in only his boxers. you walk over to him, and grip his raging hard-on.

"all you do anymore is think with your stupid cock," you spit out, looking him right in the eye. he let out a soft whimper. you swiftly backed him up against the nearest wall. you were surely manhandling him, but who was he to tell you not to? you pulled down his boxers, and they sat at his feet. he breathing picked up.

it was embarrassing, to say the least. he was naked and you were completely clothed. he felt so vulnerable, but it was even more embarrassing that he liked it. your hand wrapped around his cock, you squeezed quite harshly. you had forgotten how big he was, probably a good 8.5" when hard.

"fuck, y/n," kai groaned. did it hurt? yes. did it only enhance his pleasure? also yes.

"seriously kai? you get in a fight over a girl. you get hit in the head with a metal rod, yet you're over here whimpering like a bitch when i simply squeeze your dick? a little pathetic," you utter, a brow arched.

"please," he let out, subconsciously. he cursed himself internally, he knew you would only be harsher on him now.

"please what, kai? please fucking what? i don't feel like giving you shit. you take what i give you," you responded. you brought your fingers to his mouth, thumb prodding at his lips. "open."

he did as he was told, and allowed your fingers to explore his mouth. you pushed them as deep as they'd go before he gagged softly. he shut his eyes. as humiliated as he felt, your fingers were quite warm. you took them out, and he sort of disliked the absence of you digging around in his mouth. god, he thought he was so weird.

your hand returned to his cock, wrapping around it and pumping up and down quickly, without warning. he cried out, gripping your shoulder.

"goodness, look at you. wish someone would walk in right now. hear the way you moan and whine weakly. they'd figure out so quickly you're not quite as high and mighty as you make yourself out to be," you chuckle, looking at him writhe. although he was taller than you, it still felt as though he were underneath you.

"s-shit, y/n," he moaned, hips bucking. your free hand gripped his waist, keeping it pinned to the wall.

"stay still." you instructed, your hand on his cock speeding up a bit. kai's knees buckled, he felt his mind was mush, he was shaky and all thoughts of you consumed him.

"fuck y/n, i think im gonna cum," kai warned, opening his eyes to take a peek at you. he couldn't handle it. the way you looked so angry, so ready to snap him in half. if he kept looking at you, he would surely cum right that second.

"already? that's a little sad, don't you think?" you teased, hand on his waist making its way up his chest. you pinch his left nipple harshly, and he whimpers once again.

"oh my god," he moans. you could feel his entire body shaking and jolting with every move you made. "can i?"

"cum? i don't know. why should i even let you?" you asked, only wanting to hear him beg.

"please. fuck, please let me cum. i need to i really need to. i'm sorry! i'll-ill keep my mouth shut when you want me to," kai pleaded. you, at last, gave in.

"go ahead, cum," you said. he let go with a loud moan, anyone directly outside the door could probably hear. you moved to the side just in time so his mess wouldn't touch you.

"o-oh, fuck," he panted, sliding down the wall, sitting on the floor. you kneeled, your hand placed on his cheek.

"you learn your lesson?" you asked, smirking complacently.

"maybe." you rolled your eyes at his response, but couldn't help the smile that followed.

𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟒 © 𝐤𝐲𝐚-𝐢𝐬-𝐤𝐨𝐨𝐥

𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐲? 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐲 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

[diazsdimples]

tumblr glitching and only showed me you tagged me just now 😭

pls id love some snippets if you've got an urge to write more 💜

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9 sentences for Stargazing Fic!

Evan had never considered just how big the sky could be until he arrived at the Dude Ranch in Montana. Atlanta had made him claustrophobic, the buildings around his inner-city apartment much bigger than anything he’d seen in Hershey. Sure, he’d taken trips out to Philadelphia and New York City with school, but that had only been for a couple of nights. He hadn’t lived somewhere that he’d only manage snatches of blue between the cold, hard steel and glass of the skyscrapers around him. Virginia Beach had more sky, and God, he loved the ocean, but there was too much light to ever see the stars. He’d sit on the sand after his shifts at the bar, listening to the water lap against the shore and stare out to sea, wishing that he could see just one star shining through ever-present glow from the houses and hotels around him. From state to state he’d drifted, picking up odd jobs here and there, saving up enough money to be comfortable before moving on, but nothing had ever felt right. Bartending was too loud, the hours were hectic and the pay was shit. He hated construction and the general toxic masculinity of the workplace there.

9 for Coastguard AU!

There’s enough in there to allow them to hover for a minute and be comfortable getting back, but Tommy doesn’t want to risk any unnecessary delays. Especially not when the cloud starts thickening, surrounding them like a heavy blanket. “Higgs, can you radio ahead and ask them if they can bring the patient to the seaplane base? We can send the basket down with Michaels there and make contact that way,” Tommy instructs as he pulls the chopper into a climb, giving himself some space to do a flyover of the settlement. He barely registers the choppy chatter as Higgs keys the radio, his eyes scanning the ground to see if there’s anywhere he could put the bird down. It doesn’t take long before Higgs is back on the channel, but news from below isn’t what Tommy had hoped to hear. “The patient is on the other side of the fjord, towards the mainland! The medic told me there’s a flat stretch of beach, just to the west of where the boats land. They’ve had choppers land there before, no problem.”

And 11 for Disaster Date! (2 extra because I felt they needed to be added)

He blinks his eyes a couple times, willing his retinas to get with the programme and push their way through the sedatives. It works – the room becoming clearer with every blink, and in an instant, he recognises the sleeping body. Buck. His boyfriend is asleep, his arms folded over his chest, his mouth slack, and his breathing slow and even. Even in sleep, Eddie can tell Buck is tense, his brows drawn together, and his lips turned down. There are bags under his eyes, like he hasn't slept properly in days. He must've been so worried, and Eddie aches to reach out and smooth his hand over his face, to press a kiss to his brow and erase all the stress and anxiety that has plagued his mind. Eddie looks around the room, searching for Tommy, wondering if his other boyfriend is sitting by his bedside too. He's not. That doesn’t immediately worry Eddie – he’s probably at home with Christopher. Someone has to be.

Using this as my WIP Wednesday, tagged by @theotherbuckley

NP tagging @hippolotamus @spotsandsocks @bigfootsmom @bekkachaos @slightlyobsessedwitheverything

@bidisasterevankinard @wikiangela @watchyourbuck @bi-buckrights @ravipanikking

@buddiekinard @eddiebabygirldiaz @monsterrae1 @bucksbignaturals @daffi-990 and I'm sorry if I've forgotten anyone and if these aren't anyone's ships! I can't keep track of who to tag for what anymore ksdfjhs

[jinnirev]

Falling, Fallen (NSFW)

☆ Pairing: Han Jisung x fangirl!reader

☆ Synopsis: Jisung feels a sudden attraction towards a particular fangirl.

☆ t/w: slowburn, depicts mental health struggles, slight angst, jisung stalks the reader on social media, lowkey parasocial relationship on the readers side 💀 choking (jisung chokes in food and reader performs choking exercises), oral sex (f!receiving), softdom!jisung x sub!reader vaginal penetration, unprotected sex, creampie, overstimulation if u squint, porn with plot

☆ Note: Happy birthday late Jisung!! GUYS I COULDNT FINISH THIS IN TIME AND I GOT SICK 😭😭😭😭

Han Jisung. A hardworking idol, someone who tries his hardest to perform despite how he feels. It broke your heart every time you saw him in interviews. After the latest comeback, 5 Star dropped, fans noticed Jisung feeling extremely down. You couldn't stand seeing him look so sad, his usual energetic personality toned down to just a couple of smiles here and there.

"My moustache can be seen?" Han immediately pulled up his mask after reading that comment in the livestream. God, you hated that. Hated the fact that people were pointing unnecessary things out, he was barely showing his face before that comment, now his face was completely covered by the bucket hat he had on his head and the white mask.

Immediately, you rush to comment, sweet, encouraging words to him.

y/nnie: Noo! We don't mind it! :(

y/nnie: Please don't cover your face, you look good

y/nnie: your hair is so pretty I would start barking if you took off your hat

Jisungs glances at the comments, your comments being one of the first ones he sees. He tilts his head up to the camera, his eyes filled with a hint of amusement, "you'd bark for me to take off my hat?" he asked with a deep chuckle. God, you forgot how wide of a vocal range he had. Sometimes, his voice would sound so deep it made you feel things.

You almost screamed to yourself when you realised that he had read your comment, your fingers immediately rushing to type more

y/nnie: YES PLSD I WOULD PLS 🙏

y/nnie: YOURE SO PRETTY I LVOEYOU AONMUUCH

Jisung lets out a brighter laugh this time, seeing your comments with the amount of typos made him chuckle. You were on cloud 9. You just made your favourite idol laugh on a livestream? In front of so many people?

☆☆☆

Han finally ended the live. After running on one hour of sleep and explaining his new song, he was quite tired. He went on his phone, going onto bubble to see what Stays had to say. Ah, it was the same person who wanted to bark for him to take off his hat.

y/n <3: You did so well! Go get some rest, Miserable was such a good song, I cried while listening to it 5 times 😭

y/n <3: eat well!

If he was being honest, Han usually gets sweet comments like these from Stays. But for some odd reason, he felt his heart swelling, butterflies shooting straight to his belly as he read what you said. He looked at your profile picture. It was a cute selfie of you smiling to the camera. Your hair styled perfectly to suit your face shape, makeup done in a way that enhanced your facial features, you were breathtaking.

He quickly switched apps, going onto Instagram to see if he could find more of you. He switched to his personal account. Obviously, he couldn't be seen using the official Straykids account. Who knows what crazy rumours sasaengs can come up with? Typing your name into the search bar, he scrolled and scrolled, finally finding an account, its profile picture set as Han Quokka. He pressed into it, relief overflowing his senses when he realised that your account was public.

Was he being a stalker? He felt quite guilty for trying to find out more about his fan like this, but he thought that you were just so pretty. How could he not? Jisung looked at your highlights, posts, and stories. You were an average girl, random posts about food, some occasional OOTDs which he wished were more so that he could see more of your style.

Jisung catches himself celebrating when he finds out you don't have a boyfriend. Or at least he assumes that you don't have one since you don't post any pictures of men. He decided to take a break from the stalking. The one hour of sleep seriously kicking in, he decided to return back to his dorm.

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12.37 am.

Jisung woke up feeling his back aching. He shot up, wincing in pain. He sat there in silence until his stomach rumbled. Ah, he hadn't eaten much. He lets out a sigh as he goes to brush his teeth, grabbing his beanie and a mask before heading out the door.

The night was silent. The stars would've been shining brightly if it had not been for the bright lights of the city. He could still see a couple of them, blinking and basking in all of its glory. He walks silently, the chirping of the crickets fills his ears, the soft breeze blowing in his direction. There was just something about the night that made him feel at peace.

He arrived in front of the local convenience stall, pushing the glass door open. The classic convenience store bell rings, indicating he had stepped foot into the stall.

Jisung grabs the usual cup noodles that he likes, chicken breast and an Iced Americano. He places it onto the counter, greeting the cashier before pulling out his phone. He quickly paid for his food before thanking the cashier and going over to the food preparation station.

Quietly, he prepares his food. His fingers reached up to pull down his mask to, getting a sip of his Iced Americano and letting out a happy 'mmhm!'. He takes a seat at the seating area, disappointed that there was only one. The table, which connected to the large window, perched a girl, quietly sipping at her drink and scrolling mindlessly on her phone. Han decided to just take a seat next to her. He was just there to eat his food, nothing more, nothing less.

He took a bite out of his noodles until he hears the sudden blaring of one of Straykid's songs from the girls headphones next to him. The noodles that he had been trying to eat getting caught in his throat as he lets out loud coughs. He was caught completely off guard when he hears God's Menu blasting from her headphones.

The girl turns to him, surprised by the loud coughing and sputtering next to her. Immediately, she spoke up, "Are you choking?" her voice filled with both panic and concern for his wellbeing.

Han could only look into her eye, nodding frantically, still coughing. She immediately gets up off her seat, pulling Jisung off his seat, making him stand up straight. She wrapped her arms around his abdomen, balling one of her hands up into a fist, the other one wrapped above it. Using some force, she thrusted repeating it until he spits out the noodles he had lodged in his throat.

Jisung lets out gasps for air. The girl rushes away before scurrying back with a bottle of water in her hand, holding it in front of Jisung. He takes the bottle, chugging it down.

"Don't drink so fast, you might choke again!" The girl warns, worried that he might choke on the water.

Jisung finally puts the bottle down, turning to the girl who he was ready to thank for saving his life. His gaze landed on her, suddenly everything was clicking in his head. This girl was the same girl we was stalking earlier, it was you!

His face suddenly flushes in embarrassment when he realises this was his first interaction with you, definitely not ideal, but hey, at least he got to feel your hands around his waist.

"Are you okay?" Your voice breaks him out of his train of thoughts as his face gets even redder when he realises he was just staring at you, blanked out.

"Sorry.. Just wanted to thank you for saving my life," he chuckles, rubbing at his nape. He averts his eyes from yours, clearly very embarrassed.

"Don't worry about it, you should be careful when you're eating," You flash him a pretty smile, even when your voice was laced with concern, he could only focus on how pretty you looked. Your hair was let loose, barefaced and wearing only a grey hoodie and loose wide legged black pants.

Jisung pulls out a tissue that he had stuffed into his pocket, cleaning up the noodles that he had spat out which landed in the table. His face still red from the embarrassment, he doesn't know how he's going to recover from this one.

He hears you moving, taking a seat on the chair that you had previously been sitting in. Jisung sits down as well, silence filling the air before he breaks it, "Uh.. so, do you know who I am?"

You turn to him, smiling sweetly at him, "Are you Jisung from Straykids?"

Han nodded, flashing you a small smile. He still couldn't get over how he embarrassed himself. He doesn't know why but he started talking again, "I, uh.. started choking cause I heard you listening to God's Menu," he chuckled, smiling at you sheepishly.

You burst out laughing, tears starting to brim at your eyes from what you heard. "I can't believe I made THE Han Jisung choke..." You giggled. God, that was like classical music to his ears. It made him forget about how embarrassed he was as he laughed as well.

"You almost killed me, you know?" Han voiced out, his eyes landing on your pretty orbs, the way they looked as if they had the entire universe in it. It sucked him in.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you choke.." You apologised, sounding half serious and half in a joking manner. Jisung chuckled before silence fills the air again. It was a comfortable silence, one which had the two of you staring into each others eyes, not a word leaving your lips.

"I saw your comments," Jisung's lips turn upwards into a cocky smile. A small gasp emitted from your throat, your cheeks quickly getting hot. "W-Which one..?" You cupped your cheeks in your hands, trying to cool it down while trying to desperately avoiding eye contact with him.

He cracked up, "The one about barking, and the bubble one about you crying 5 times to my song," His laughter fills the in the empty convenience store.

"If you weren't right in front of me, I'd be screaming, kicking my legs and celebrating.. I'm sorry, I'm never commenting things like that ever again." You keep my eyes fixated onto the wooden table even though you could feel Jisung's gaze burning holes into you.

"I don't mind, really, but if let's say... hypothetically, if I were to take off my beanie right now, would you start barking?" Jisung snickered. You looked up at him with wide, horrified eyes. A dangerously handsome smirk on his face as he wiggles his eyebrows.

"What?! N-No way!" You scoffed before speaking again, "I can't just throw away my dignity like that..." You let out an embarrassed laugh, acting as if you weren't just thristing for him just a few hours ago.

Jisung snorted, "I see your comments every day, you know?" He had a mischievous smile on his face, eyes glinting with excitement when he saw how flustered you were. You quickly covered your face, "I'm never commenting ever again..." You spoke with your face buried into the palms of your hands. The tip of your ears burned bright red, Jisung couldn't help but laugh at your reaction.

He realised that you were genuinely embarrassed, his hand landing in your shoulder as he rubs it soothingly, "I like your comments though, they made my day better," He whispered sweetly, his cheeks also starting to get flushed.

You raised your head up from your palms, making direct eye contact with him. A sheepish smilen plastered in your face, "Y-You actually remember me?" Jisung nods in response, "I liked your profile picture, I thought it was pretty," He says again in a shy whisper.

Was the Han Jisung flirting with you right now? Seriously? At 1am in the morning in some random convenience store?

Your cheeks immediately turned into a dark hue of red, giggling at his statement, "I can't believe THE Han Jisung is flirting with me right now..." Jisung blushes, reality hitting him hard when he realised that he was trying to hit up a fan.

"God.. I'm sorry, I don't know what came over me.." Now it's Jisung's turn to be embarrassed. He whipped his head away from you, his fingers rubbing at his temples. He feels your hand land on his shoulder, rubbing his shoulder the same way he was rubbing yours earlier.

"I liked it," you giggled, "are you not gonna finish your food?" You asked, voice sounding a little bit worried. Jisung turned to you, "It almost killed me, I'm not hungry anymore.." His lower lips poked out. Was he consciously making puppy eyes? Either way, it made you melt in your seat.

"But you need to eat," You say with worry, "how about this, I'll treat you to something nice since I was the one who made you choke," You proposed with a grin, Han swears the more you smile, the more he was getting energised. At this point, he thinks he can survive just from seeing you smile alone.

Jisung nods, "I'd like that, let's go," he excitedly stands up, throwing away the now cold and sad looking chicken noodles. "What?" You're confused as he cleans up the table. "But you should go rest, didn't you say that you had one hour of sleep?"

Jisung looks over at you, "I already slept earlier," he grinned. His heart fluttered at how you remembered what he said during the livestream, god, you were so cute. "But I want to treat you to something nice. All the good restaurants are closed now," you pouted.

"But you promised," He whined, grabbing your hand and ushering you to clean up and leave. You let out a sigh, "Fine.. what do you want to eat then?" Jisung smiled from ear to ear, "Ramen, I know a good place. It's open till 3am, we still have time so hurry!" He helps you grab your empty plastic cup, dumping it into the dustbin next to the table before grabbing your hand in his and pulling you out the convenience store.

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The sounds of the two of your footsteps filled your ears. Again, Jisung was under the night sky, this time with someone who he thought was even prettier than the starry night sky. He shoves his hands into his hoodie pocket, letting out a sigh in relief when he feels the warmth of his pockets engulfing his hands that were previously shivering in the cold.

The flickering street lamps were not quiet either as you followed Jisung. The streets were dead silent, not a single person in sight. "Do you know my name?" You suddenly ask, looking up at him with your pretty eyes. He wanted to capture the moment, the sight of you looking up at him with your gorgeous eyes that seemed to shine even brighter in the night. Your glossy lips that makes him want to press his lips against yours so badly, but he knows he could never do that.

"Y/n, right? I'm a good idol, so I remember my fans," He shoots you a wink as you giggle in response. Slowly, you clasp your hand around his, holding it up, "Not the be sappy and ruin the moment, but I hope that you will take good care of yourself. Don't rush yourself, yeah? We have all the time in the world to wait for you to feel better, so don't feel the need to be funny and energetic all the time."

Jisungs feels his heart pounding against his chest, his vision suddenly becoming blurry. "W-Wait, are you crying?" He hears your panicked voice, he heard some shuffling of your clothes before a soft napkin is dabbed against his teary eyes. He looks down at you, more tears starting to stream down his cheek when he sees you wiping his tears away for him. Your fingers worked on his face softly, treating him as if he were a delicate porcelain doll.

You feel his hand suddenly wrapped around your wrist, his other hand snaking its way around your waist, pulling you into an embrace. You let out a soft gasp when he buries his face into your neck. You could hear his choked sobs as he cries against the fabric of your cotton hoodie. With shakey hands, you wrapped your arms around him, your hands patting his back soothingly. Hearing his crying made you extremely emotional as well. You couldn't help but bury your face into his chest as you start to cry yourself.

Engulfed with each others scents, you felt at peace, even if you're crying your eyes out with him right now. The soft scent of his cologne filled your senses. He smelled of soft floral scent of roses and lilacs.

Jisung's crying stopped, but you didn't even notice as you were too absorbed into his scent to notice. He pulls away from you, with a frown on his face. He reaches up to cup your face in his hand as he tilts your head upwards to meet his gaze. Your eyes were puffy and red from crying, and you could say the same about Jisung's.

"Why were you crying?" Jisung asks in a whisper, his thumb wiping away the tear that falls from your eye, his voice shakey. You sniffled, "...It hurt me to see you cry," You finally get out after a long sniffle. His lips curve upwards into a loving smile, "I'll keep in mind to never cry in front of you ever again," He chuckles.

"What? No! You shouldn't bottle up your emotions. If you cry, we cry together, okay? Then we can cry it all out and feel better afterwards!"

He laughs, "Whatever you say, princess."

"Yah! We're not on pet name basis yet!" You slapped him on his shoulder, his eyes crinkling as he giggled at your response and how flustered you were.

☆☆☆

"Order whatever you want, it's on me," you grinned proudly, as the two of you walked into the ramen bar. The delicious aroma of bone broth filled your senses, you could feel yourself getting hungry after only drinking an iced latte.

"You don't mind if I order the most expensive one?"

"Don't push your limits," you glared at him, taking a seat. Jisung slides into the seat in front of you, smirking. "But you were the one who almost got me killed from choking," His fingers tapping against the table in, feigning a frown.

"You're a literal millionaire trying to milk money out of a poor girl. You should be embarrassed of yourself," you scoffed, crossing your arms over your chest, furrowing your brows to make you look like you were mad.

"But you can afford to pay for Bubble," He shrugged before grabbing the menu and scanning through it. "You're so lucky I just met you today. If I had known you for a day more, I'd punch you," you scowled, watching him point at the most expensive option.

He looks up at you, his lower lips poking out, staring at you with the cutest puppy eyes he could muster. "Are you for real...?" You deadpanned, a sigh escapes your lips, "Fine.. order it, I'll pay." Han smiles brightly at your response, he pulls his phone out, scanning the QR code on the table to quickly order.

Jisung lifts up his head, "What would you like?" Still smiling brightly at you as if he wasn't about to burn a hole into your wallet. "Tonkotsu ramen with grilled chicken."

Han nodded, quickly submitting the order. He turns to you, "Tell me more about yourself, Y/n," he rests his chin on his palm, waiting for you to respond. "Uhh... what would you like to know?" You ask awkwardly, unsure of what to say.

"Hmm.. I dunno, like your job? Your relationship status? Uh, whether you want a boyfriend or not? Uh, do you think I'm your type.." He trails off, realising what he had said, he buries his face into his palm, groaning at himself.

You let out an amused chuckle, "Seriously? Han Jisung from Straykids wants to know if I have a boyfriend?" You laughed again, watching the boy squirm in his seat, cringing at himself. "Well, I don't have a boyfriend, you're in luck." You lean towards him.

He moved one of his fingers that was covering his eye, peeking out from under his hands, "Can I- Can I uh.. have your number," He asks shyly, almost in a whisper.

"God.. you don't know how hard it is for me to not pass out right now..."

Jisungs hands flies off his face in an instant, his shyness vanished as a concerned expression takes over his face, "WHAT?! ARE YOU OKAY? SHOULD I TAKE YOU TO THE HOSPITAL?"

You burst out laughing at his little outburst. Jisung stares at you in confusion, a frown on his lips as he tries to comprehend what was going on. "I'm okay... oh my god, you're so funny, Jisung..."

He rolled his eyes at you, "This isn't a joke, Y/n! You scared me!" he whined, grabbing your hand in his and pulling it back and forth. "I'm sorry, it's just that I'm still shocked that my bias is sitting right in front of me, asking for my number. It's crazy, you know?"

"So are you gonna give me your number or not?"

"Pass me your phone then, idiot," This time, it was your turn to roll your eyes at him. He quickly slides his phone over, and the contact page was already open and ready for you to type in your number.

"Yah! Have some respect, I'm older than you! Wait, am I? Wait, how old are you?"

"I'm 20, but it doesn't count cause I'm a foreigner!" You stuck your tongue out at him as if you were mocking him. "But you're in Korea, so you gotta do it!" He argued back. "Would you like it if I called you Oppa?" You immediately cringed at yourself when it rolled off your tongue, you felt like a disgusting Koreaboo. With fast fingers, you typed in your number before sliding his phone back to him.

Han nodded, a sly smile finding its way onto his lips. "No way I'm calling you that! I'd rather die than to be accused of being a Koreaboo!"

Your little banter was interrupted by the arrival of the food. The strong aroma of the nicely cooked meat combined with the warm broth, you swear you were drooling when you saw the bowl of noodles. You said a quick thank you before diving into your bowl of ramen, instantly forgetting about the banter that you were having with Jisung.

Jisung smiles to himself as he watches you struggle to put your noodles onto the big spoon. An eating habit that you've had for a long time. Jisung thought it was the cutest thing as he sneakily picked up his phone.

Snap!

"Did you just take a picture of me?" You asked with your eyes squinted, hands still working on putting the noodles onto your spoon.

"But you looked so cuteee," Han turned his phone towards you, showing you a picture of yourself with your brows furrowed, staring angrily at the spoon you held in your hand.

"I look so bad!" You whined, quickly trying to grab the phone out of Jisung's hand. Screw him and his quick idol reflexes. He moved his phone away in an instant, laughing at your miserable attempt of theft against his phone. "Han Jisung. I better not see you send that to anybody."

"Don't worry, it's gonna be safe kept in my phone."

☆☆☆

11am. Quiet snores fill your ears as your eyes flutter open. It was a quiet morning. The sun shone into your room through the small gaps of your curtain that was blown open by the soft breeze of the morning. Wait. You don't even snore, and why do you feel a hand wrapped around your waist?

You let out a loud gasp when you see Han peacefully asleep next to you, his hand wrapped around your waist as he snuggles closer to your body. Your mind wasn't comprehending what was happening until you blinked a couple of times and finally you remembered what happened.

Jisung begged to come over to your place last night. Who were you to say no to him when he was giving you puppy eyes again? He ended up dragging you to bed despite your protests that you both haven't showered.

"Good morning," His voice was all groggy. It was deep and somehow attractive. "We stink."

Jisung laughs when he heard what you said, "Are you gonna help me take a shower then?" His fingers trace at the skin of your belly, drawing random shapes onto it.

"Don't be creepy, I just met you yesterday," You rolled your eyes at the clearly disappointed man. "Pleaseee?" He tries again with the puppy eyes, thinking it would convince you for the third time. And it did. "Fine," You groaned, slipping out of the soft covers of your bed.

Jisung celebrates to himself when he hears your answer, quickly following behind you. Something about Jisung that many people don't know is how high of a sex drive he has. He couldn't help but stare at your ass while walking to the bathroom, the way it was perfectly plump in your pants. He wanted to hold it in the palm of his hands and slap it to watch the fat of your skin ripple.

"Are you kidding me? You got a boner from me agreeing to take a shower with you?" You had an amused smirk on your face, your index finger pointing at the awfully obvious bulge at his crotch. "But you're just so fine, how am I supposed to resist?" He whined, moving his palm to cover the tent in his pants.

You grabbed him by his hand, holding it in yours and pulling him into the bathroom. You slammed the door shut behind you. You slipped off your hoodie, revealing your bare torso. Jisung's eyes widened as he realised that you were braless the whole night with him. "Are you gonna take a shower with your clothes on?" You ask mockingly, slipping your pants off as well. Leaving you only in your black lacy panties.

Jisung curses, seeing your almost naked body had him getting all tense, blood immediately rushing to his cock. He felt himself get impossibly harder. He ripped off his hoodie in an instant, he was also not wearing anything underneath. Your jaw drops to the ground when you see his small but toned waist. His abs looked as if they were carved by the gods, his soft and milky skin that made him look so inviting to touch and mark up.

Jisung smirks when he sees you ogling his body. He removed his pants as well, leaving him in only his underwear. "Get on the sink, pretty girl," His voice was husky, the moment you heard that, you scurried to climb onto the sink. "You're excited aren't you?" He pushes your legs apart, bending down to your core as he stares it down.

You couldn't help but blush as he was practically breathing against your clothed pussy. You could feel your slick oozing out of you at the sinful sight of Jisung in between your legs. His wavy hair made him look divine. "You're very pretty," His fingers found its way to your pussy lips, rubbing at your clothed clit gently. You let out a small gasp at the stimulation, whining as it wasn't quite enough. "Stay still, princess." He holds your hips in place, stopping you from bucking them against his hands again.

"P-Please, Hannie? Don't tease," You whined, your panties were drenched by your slick at this point. He doesn't say a word as he opens his mouth, this tongue darting out and licking at you through the lacy fabric of your panties. Your hands flew down to his head, grasping at his soft brown locks.

He pulls away, looking up at you with the most gorgeous boba eyes you've ever seen in the universe. "Be patient, yeah? I'll give you what you want," His fingers tug at the waistline of your panties, tugging down your underwear. Your cunt suddenly feels so exposed, you could feel his hot breath against your wet core, the sight was truly something only you'd have the chance to see.

You let out a gasp when you feel him sucking on your clit. His saliva mixing with the wetness of your pussy beginning to make lewd, wet noises. He pulls away, diving into your cunt, you feel his tongue fucking into your tight hole. You were chanting his name like a mantra, hands still tugging at his hair. He stops his movements, pulling away slightly as you whine at the loss of contact. "Best pussy I've ever eaten." He dove right back into your cunt, slurping and sucking at your little pussy. His finger now rubbing circles at your clit, you felt your orgasm approaching.

"What are you doing?" Jisung looks up at you when you pull him away from your wet cunt. His chin covered in your juices, mouth all wet with a mixture of your slick and his saliva. "W-Wanna cum on your cock.."

Jisung lets out a chuckle, "I really wanted to taste you, though. But if you insist," He pulls down his underwear, his cock springing up, standing proud and tall. Your jaw falls wide open when you see the size of his cock. He was definitely above average.

"Speechless?" He rubs the hard tip of his cock against your wet, sensitive nub as you let out a whimper. "Hurry, Sungie.. want you so bad.."

That was all it took to convince him to push his cock through the tight folds of your cunt. He groans as he feels you clamping down on his cock, "Relax, princess, can't fuck you if your gonna choke my cock like that." You whimper in response, trying to keep your vagina relaxed so that he could work his way into you.

He lets out a lewd moan as he was finally buried to the hilt, your warmth engulfing his thick length had him wanting to cum on the spot. "F-Fuck.." He cursed, knowing he wasn't gonna last long. He reached down to your clit, rubbing at it as he rocks his hip slowly against yours, eliciting pretty moans to fall out your lips.

"F-Faster, Hannie, promise I can take it.."

Jisung drags his cock all the way out of you, leaving only his tip inside before slamming back into you. Your eyes rolled to the back of your head when you felt the tip of his cock hitting that spongy spot inside of you, he was practically kissing your cervix with his cock at this point. "So deep!" You wailed as he pulls all the way out before slamming back into you again.

His hands holding your hips, his nails pressing into the soft skin of your hips. Leaving behind small, pretty crescents. He moves your hips with his, pounding his cock into you. His stamina never seemed to decrease as he continued at that pace, you could feel the knot in your stomach about to snap.

Through your mindless babbles of his name, you cry out as you feel the knot in your stomach snapping. Jisung lets out a growl as he watches your pussy cream all over his cock, clenching as your orgasm washes over your body. He slams into you even faster now, ignoring your whines of overstimulation.

"Mhm.. you can cum inside, Hannie~"

You felt his cock twitch inside you before he releases thick spurts of cum, moaning as painted your walls with his cum. He couldn't take his eyes off of your blissful expression as you felt him fill you up to the brim. Your cheeks all red and flustered, eyes rolling to the back of your head. God, you looked so amazing.

He pulled his cock out of you, watching as his cum slowly flows out of your poor little cunt. It trickles down your thighs before ultimately hitting the cold tiles of the bathroom floor.

"Let's clean you up, yeah?"

[shigarakisslutbag]

how we feeling bruh

I'm feeling at my limit, anon. MY. LIMIT.

Regarding the manga leaks;

I know I sound delusional (I am but idc), but genuinely I can't wrap my head around this being tomuras end?? Like? Just like that ? I will say, I am not very caught up with the manga, so I'm just going to comment on what I do know.

Let's say it is the end for him, and tomura is really gone;

I don't say this often, bc usually I know the writer knows best, but if that is tomuras end it just feels,,, not impactful. I know horikoshi has said the manga is going to end soon. But he's said that,,, sooo many times lol. But back to what I said about the ending, it feels rushed, and tbh it's felt rushed for a while. I think, from my understanding, it seems he's just burnt out on writing it. Which tbh I don't blame him because the series has been going on for 8 years.

Personally, I wouldn't be upset if he just took a break and came back. Even if it's a very long break. But of course, that's up to him entirely. Im not gonna be *that* fan lol.

That being said, I'm going to take the ending with a grain of salt (if it's truly tomuras end). I think someone also mentioned there was a small mention of a "reconstruction" part of of his quirk?? So it's possible horikoshi is going to revisit that in the scene where tomura may die.

It would really feel odd to see tomura die, after all this time. Like so much was put into his character. In my *personal* opinion, he has more character depth than izuku at this point. Izuku had great potential, but to my knowledge there's no back story other than him being quirkless and fatherless(?). The only thing that I liked about his character in the beginning, was his drive and genuine determination to be a real hero.

At this point though, it feels like I don't even know his character. Having so many characters, and trying to fit so many stories in them, will eventually lead into some sort of conundrum with the plot. It got to a point where I felt more connected to the villains than our supposed main character?? I almost thought that that was the direction horikoshi was going in. To be like "oops you thought izuku was the main character, but really this is tomuras story" which would've been really cool. It's so hard to relate to izuku as a character because there's no depth. I don't see many flaws in his character. His flaws as a character are his flaws, if that makes sense. He had nothing to improve on besides his quirk. I didn't see any growth in him as a person because there was nothing to grow from.

That being SAID, it feels like an absolute waste of tomuras character if he's thrown away, and would feel so unnecessary. Tomura had so much growth, and development, it's so hard not to love him. So many of us can legit relate to the villains on a personal level. I think I'm going to be more sad at the fact that the characters are being wasted. I grew up with these characters. I started watching when I was 16 and I'm 21 almost 22 now.

If this is tomuras end, I'm just gonna write a self indulgent fanfic about how I want the ending lol. Even if tomura is meant to be the villain, he deserves a better ending. They all do. I'm still in denial about twice's/Jin's death 😭.

Sorry for the seemingly long rant LOL. But ugh, I'm gonna be so disappointed to make a long story short. Again, I am not caught up with the manga, so if there's something I don't know just let me know lol. I tried to make this as broad as I could because I don't wanna seem like I know everything. So I apologize if I came off that way:').

[calmlb]

Hiya! Sorry if this is a weird question, but I am also a fic writer, and I got a comment the other day saying that the fic was "the most un-canon shit i've ever seen." How do you manage to write fics that actually make the readers happy? I can't write any romance without it being the most cheesy work on the planet. No need to respond if it's an odd question. Thanks.

OMG i am so sry that happened to you 😭💔🫂 comments like that are the worst bc they’re so unnecessary?? like

1. even if it was “uncanon,” this is fanfiction. you’re allowed to be self-indulgent or write things that would never happen in canon (←is that not literally the origin of fanfiction? 😭)

2. if you don’t like it, don’t read it! they chose to go a step further which is so uncalled for. you’re doing this for free & no one is forcing them to read anything

moving on from why i dislike those kinds of comments so much pfft, i can recommend tagging your fic as “out of character” or “self-indulgent” if you think it is, but honestly that type of person is hating just to hate

as for your question, i don’t necessarily write to make the readers happy. i always hope it will ofc! but i just try to write wtv I would want to see happen next— aka the softest or cutest thing i can think of while still being in character (even if that characterization is specific to an au, etc)

i don’t rly write romance, but when i was younger i felt like my writing could sometimes be overly… dramatic? cheesy? or unrealistic, so maybe try picturing the scene playing out irl or in a movie to help keep it from getting too unrealistic (that’s what i do at least :’))

other than that, it might not even be a problem with your writing… just a troll who felt the need to spread hate instead of just moving along

again, im so sry that happened to you, & i hope that it doesn’t discourage you from writing or sharing your writing 🥹🩷

[lehdenlaulu]

Okay, arrays are aligned. Time to finish this, I suppose.

"Greezy does it, baby!" Bless.

Well done, baby, victory smooch well deserved. ❤️

So, Tanalorr. How do I get the feeling we somehow haven't seen the last of that one bitch.

You will win that battle, Cal. You will.

Oh, that is such a lovely song. 🥺 I hope someone will cover it.

Guess we really have seen the last of that bitch. Huh.

Fine, Bode, be completely unreasonable.

I don't want to embrace the darkness, there's quite enough of that going on already. 😫

Well. I guess you two are parents now.

The Force Theme? That's cheating. 😭

You're the best Jedi anyone could ever hope to be, Cal. If anyone can do it it's you. Your new padawan/daughter will be fine. 🩵

Okay. Quick verdict: Fallen Order was, unfortunately, absolutely a better story/game than this. To be fair it was a really tough act to follow, story-wise, but frankly, this one often left me wondering if I'd missed some overarching theme, or a scene that would tie it all together, or something. So it ended up feeling like a bunch of ideas hastily thrown together with a ribbon tied on top.

Don't get me wrong, I'm still sniffling here, so it absolutely still got to me emotionally and I love these characters to bits. But the plot was not this game's strongest point, and I don't think the base-building and open-world elements really helped. I enjoyed them, but they did not really serve the story or even tie into it that much. For example, I feel like those meditation chambers should have offered some extra insight into the story instead of rewarding you with stat bonuses etc. and finding Santari Khri's lightsaber should have felt meaningful. But since her story just felt like random background lore, it didn't. Even Dagan Gera and his whole thing with Rayvis ended up feeling like a completely unnecessary side plot, which I guess might have even been the point, but... odd decision, if so. You know?

I mean, maybe I'd feel a little differently if I'd had the chance to play the game more consistently and focus on the story instead of running around finding seeds or whatnot when I occasionally had a spare moment to play.

Ah well. These games are still 100% the best Disney Star Wars has to offer, alongside Rogue One and maybe Andor. And I hope we might get more, though it's difficult to imagine where it might go from here.

[roobylavender]

I remember watching dil lagi as a kid for the first time and I really did loved the drama- scratch that, I ENJOYED every second of it. Until humayun's character slapped her :/ OMFGGG WHYYYYYY LITERALLY JUST WHY

why the FUCK do the makers love slapping their heroines so much. You bitches love hitting women so bad I genuinely hope every single one of you die. This is the same problem I had with o rangreza. I actually gasped so hard when q*sim slapped sassi. Cuz that was genuinely so shocking to me it felt so out of character omgggg I could rant about this all day. And then the makers try to redeem him by burning his hand 💀 11 year old me was not having it. I hate pakistani dramas with a passion with the exception of dastaan (tho hassan can, like, go away)

the thing that irritates me about it is that the slap concept is built into a lot of dramas as an inherent arbitrary thing that simply happens in a marriage (to the point that one of the biggest dramas this year engaged in it.. before the marriage even..) but dil lagi actively tried to like. make some sort of warped commentary about it and how mohid had to slap anmol so she would shut up and not defame her own character but also it was bad bc by slapping her he was defaming her character anyway and he should've known better than to do that but also she shouldn't have jumped to conclusions and assumed he was defaming her character which subsequently necessitated her yelling about how he was purportedly defaming her character and led to the slap.. like it was so abominably dumb and unnecessary, even moreso because it was placed at the literal tail end of the drama to create the most useless conflict ever. the entire appeal of the drama and the romance was in the fact that mohid was as placid as a lake and willing to be battered by every ounce of anmol's hatred until she came to realize on her own terms how much he cared about her, and instead that moment completely ruined it and any romantic momentum the drama originally had going for it. in one sense ig it wasn't unsurprising for a faiza iftikhar script bc while she does have a tendency to promote progressive depictions of love every once in a while the traditional religio-cultural practices do jump out. but it was such a shame and really tamped down everything else i had loved about the drama prior

also omg the fact that you were only 11 when o rangreza was airing you were a baaaaaby 😭 i really loved the commentary on sassi's relationship with her father but the sassi and qasim relationship's execution overall was very odd to digest and that slap is definitely a part of it. in general it's sad how few dramas there are that condemn that kind of abuse, even if it only comes down to one instance of it, unequivocally. i think there are dramas that have condemned consistent abuse (kankar, khaas, both of which are ironically sanam baloch dramas) but i've yet to see a drama where even a single slap is rightfully viewed for the horrific thing it is. interestingly dil lagi tried to view it as horrific but there were so many qualifiers to the situation that the alleged condemnation of the slap didn't have much weight to it (and who knows, maybe it would've had more weight if this was a storyline they'd pursued in the middle of the show rather than the end of it. though obv more than anything i would've preferred the drama to have no slap at all bc it wasn't necessary to their relationship in any logical sense). i'd really like to see a drama where a girl puts her foot down for good even if it only happens once

[atrenchcoatfilledwithbeees]

I DIDNT KNOW WHERE ELSE TO TALK TO YOU AND IDK HOW TO USE TUMBLR BUT HERE IT GOES.

Dear God I'm so happy to see someone else who has as much dislike for the movie as I do. 😭 I read the books religiously since it's original release and was soo dissapointed. The casting felt more like I'm gonna cast popular actors cause I can with no regard for the books? I get one or two characters but the entire cast looking randomized bothered me exponentially. Seeing that Sophie's character was reduced to shit dissapointed me even more. She was well fleshed out from the beginning. I have alot of sympathy for the people who thought Agatha and Sophie would be dating but I also have a diff perspective in context of the books. Right from the beginning of the book they can barely function AS FREINDS. She never befriended Agatha out of good will either she thought being freinds with a freak counted as a good deed and kept this same mindset. She continues to be varying levels of selfish all through the book and then gets rid of Agatha the moment she is no longer needed. The actor seems much too pretty to be Agatha idk? I know everyone saw her mirror scene as gaining confidence but I saw it more as acceptance in a sense? And the general understanding that the way she acted also drove people away from her. To hear the movie cut that out is hmm. Blood magic? Why did they remove Sader and Evelyn and merge her with Lesso. Doesn't that collapse major parts of the later books.

Getting rid of everyone on the teachers staff seems odd. Uma ,Yuba ect

The evil students look like cheap DnD cosplayer teens and not malicious

Revealing the school master thing was an idiotic move and he's just ROAMING ARROUND???

They majorly fumbled with the characters ages. I know most people would like them to be teens but I feel like them being preteens/early teens helped play into things such as tedros bad Decision making and general pettiness. Why Sophie lashes out at her father ect ect

The side characters development made up most of the books. It's never focused on as a main point but introduced in the school entrance scenes and built up during class and other past times. Making them not important also seems like a bad move. I hate Harry Potter and don't wanna use this comparison but the movies did a good job of bringing over the relationships from the books.

What was up with removing major parts of the story to replace with foolishness the movie seems like a massive jumbled mess and a far cry from the books

Epxecting everything to be exactly like the books isn't an option really but these just felt like major parts from the book and bc they were cut the movie is a jumbled mess in return. I just hope more people start to read the books before saying silly stuff 😭

Omg yea I swear tumblr seems to be the only place where people are actually criticising the movie for what it is: a total shitshow.

Half the people I’ve spoken to who’ve watched it haven’t even read the books which is so annoying because the books are just genuinely so much better. I know that movie adaptations can’t keep everything the same but it felt like they’d just been given a few names and a vague plot and I seriously doubt that anyone who made it actually read the books given that the very first line of the first book doesn’t work in the context of the movie due to their removal of a key plot point

Overall I kinda wish it just never got made into a film: it’s pretty unnecessary and barely follows the plot at all

[plan-d-to-i]

I find it stupidly endearing when lwj put the silencing spell on wwx (when he as mxy was about to start bullshit to lxc) and than lxc released the spell and said "first time you brought guest and you treat him like this?"

Last time lxc teased him about someone was wwx during study at cloud recesses era.

So you know that the lan brothers never had any rifts between them. And that lwj is spoil lil bitch of lxc and lqr but with all the cloud recesses rules and regulations so he didn't turn out bratty like jinling. Altho it is made apparent that ljy is supposed to be the wwx-fied person brought up in the Lan sect but ljy basically represents lwj's inner voice too 😭. I know lwj snarks eveyone in his head.

I LOVE THAT SCENE! Thank you for bringing it up! There are honestly so many scenes where LXC is observant of LWJ and takes his wants into account, even when LWJ doesn't voice them. In WWX's first life it takes a while for LXC's opinion of him to change, and very little for him to be courteous to him again in his new life. Not to mention to trust him with the story of their mother in the hope that it will help WWX understand LWJ better, understand how deeply he cares.

Now here's the quote you mentioned:

Lan Xichen was every bit deserving of the title of Clan Chief. Upon seeing Wei Wuxian clinging onto the donkey, not a single odd expression crossed his face. Smiling from ear to ear, Wei Wuxian released the animal and greeted him. The Gusu Lan Clan attached a great deal of importance to seniority and hierarchy; if he vomited nonsense in front of Lan Xichen, they would beat him with a stick all the way from the Cloud Recesses to the bottom of the mountain. But who would expect that just as Wei Wuxian was preparing to conspicuously extend his hand, Lan Wangji would glance at him and seal his lips shut?

Lan Wangji’s gaze returned to Lan Xichen and he continued speaking politely. “Brother, will you visit Lianfang Zun again?”

Lan Xichen nodded. “We will be deliberating over the plans for the next Discussion Conference at Jinlin Terrace.”2

Unable to open his mouth, Wei Wuxian trudged resentfully back to the donkey’s side.

Upon hearing the words “Mo Manor,” Wei Wuxian’s interest couldn’t help but be piqued. He felt his lips part; Lan Xichen had lifted the Silencing Spell. The Clan Chief said to Lan Wangji, “Not only is it rare for you to bring home a guest, it’s also rare to see you this happy. But be sure to behave hospitably—not like this.”

Happy? Wei Wuxian scrutinized Lan Wangji’s face closely. How could anyone tell he was happy?!

After watching Lan Xichen leave, Lan Wangji said, “Haul him in.” (chapter 11)

and:

“It is unnecessary. The Gusu Lan Clan is also—“ Before Lan Wangji had finished speaking, Lan Xichen smiled and said, “Splendid, many thanks. Please take a moment to get ready, and we’ll set off together. Huaisang, are you able to come as well?” ...

As Lan Wangji watched the two figures depart, he frowned, baffled. “Brother, why are you bringing them with us? Their laughter and horse-play are ill-suited for handling water ghosts.”

“Both Chief Jiang’s top disciple and his only son have always had fine reputations in Yunmeng,” Lan Xichen replied. “Laughing and playing around are not necessarily all they can do.”

Though Lan Wangji declined to reply, ‘I beg to differ’ was written all over his face.

Lan Xichen spoke again. “Also, don’t you want him to come?”

Lan Wangji was stunned.

“From your expression, it seemed like you had wanted Chief Jiang’s senior disciple to accompany us. That was why I agreed.”

I mean we all know whose laughter LWJ really can't get out of his head...("no matter how Lan Wangji tried, he couldn’t shut out the sound of Wei Wuxian’s lively, unbridled laughter") since does jiang cheng even do anything other than sneer and rant?

And after WWX tries to give LWJ a loquat which LWJ wants but doesn't want to accept :

"From up ahead, a cargo boat laden with basket upon basket of golden loquats floated towards them. Lan Wangji glanced at it before again staring fixedly forward.

But Lan Xichen said, “Since you want to eat some loquats, why don’t we buy a basket and take it home?”

“…”

“I do not want any!” Lan Wangji brushed something off his sleeve and moved away.

Once again, he changed boats."

LOL LWJ is being such teenager here...rip LXC and:

"Lan Wangji’s eyes flew open. Sure enough, Wei Wuxian was lying on a slab of limestone beside the cold springs, head tilted to the side and smiling.

“How did you get in here?!” Lan Wangji blurted out.

Slowly, Wei Wuxian crawled up. “Zewu Jun let me in,” he said while removing the sash around his waist."

and after WWX left Cloud Recesses:

The rabbit that failed to drag away the human exasperatedly hopped around the two of them. The rabbit, unable to move him, hopped around the two in a fury. Lan XiChen was quite amused, “Is this the boisterous one?”

Lan WangJi, “Too much so.”

Lan XiChen, “There is no harm in being boisterous. It is lovely, after all. If I recall correctly, there should be two of them. The two are often together, are they not? Why has only one of them come? Does the other one prefer quietude as opposed to playing outside?”

Lan WangJi, “It will come.”

Just as expected, soon later, another snowy white head hovered above the edge of the wooden hall. The other rabbit had also come, in search for its companion.

The two snowballs chased each other for a while. In the end, they found a spot, which was beside Lan WangJi’s left hand, to cuddle together.

The rabbits snuggled against each other, forming quite an adorable scene even when seen upside-down. Lan XiChen, “What are their names?”

Lan WangJi shook his head, either to say they had no names or simply refusing to say them out loud.

Lan XiChen, however, added, “I heard you call them by their names last time.”

“…”

Sincerely, Lan XiChen commented, “They have lovely names.”

Lan WangJi switched his hand. Lan XiChen, “The time is not up yet.”

CUTE! I don't think it's a wild leap of logic to guess when LXC is talking about how being boisterous is not a bad thing he's not only talking about the rabbits. Even when LWJ talks about fried watermelon rinds LXC is ready to have someone fry some for him! Just as with the lotus pods LXC remembers the conversation and tells LWJ some were purchased. (I so wonder just how coincidental this really was...)

Lan Xichen said, “Yesterday I heard you bring up eating lotus pods. Coincidentally Uncle had someone buy some and bring them up the mountain. Do you want any?”

Lan Wangji said outside the window, “I already had some.”

Lan Xichen was a little baffled, “Already had some?”

Even later:

Holding the flower, Lan WangJi seemed to be quite cold. His tone seemed cold as well, “Was it you?”

Wei WuXian immediately denied it, “No, it wasn’t.”

The maidens beside him spoke at once, “Don’t believe him. It was him!”

Wei WuXian, “How could you treat a good person like this? I’m getting angry!”

Giggling, the maidens pulled their reins and went to the formations of their own sects. Lan WangJi lowered the hand that he held the flower with and shook his head. Jiang Cheng spoke, “ZeWu-Jun, HanGuang-Jun, apologies. Don’t pay attention to him.”

Lan XiChen smiled, “That is fine. I will thank Young Master Wei’s kindness behind the flower in place of WangJi.” (Chapter 69)

Even When NMJ is annoyed about WWX not carrying his sword LXC is chill about it and ascribes it to his youthfulness.

Nie MingJue’s gaze turned over again, “Why does Wei Ying not carry his sword?”

Carrying one’s sword was like wearing formal attire. In such gatherings, it was a non-negligible indication of etiquette. Those from prominent sects saw it as especially important. Lan WangJi responded in a lukewarm tone, “He had probably forgotten.”

Ning MingJue raised a brow, “He can even forget something like this?”

Lang WangJi, “It is nothing out of the ordinary.”

Wei WuXian, Well, well, bad-mouthing me behind my back. Now I’ve caught you.

Lan XiChen smiled, “Young Master Wei has said before that he does not want to care about any of the redundant formalities. Let alone carrying his sword, even if he does not wear his clothes, what can others do about him? How truly youthful.”

and immediately after encourages Lan Wangji to go talk to WWX because he probably can read how much his little brother wants to talk to him.

Suddenly, [WWX] heard Lan WangJi mutter under his breath, “How frivolous.”

The voice was extremely soft, as though it was directed at only himself. The two words knocked upon Wei WuXian’s ears, somehow making his heart skip a few beats as well.

Lan XiChen looked at him, “Hmm? Why are you still here?”

Lan WangJi was a bit confused. With a straight face, he replied, “Brother is here, so of course I am here as well.”

Lan XiChen, “Why have you not gone to converse with him yet? They will soon be far gone.”

Wei WuXian found this rather strange, Why did ZeWu-Jun bring this up? Might it be that Lan Zhan had something to say to me?

And how another one of the few times LXC is irritated is when Su She is being rude to Lan Wangji :

Perhaps Su She had been holding it back for too many years. He’d keep on rambling all on his own even without anyone provoking him. He examined Lan WangJi from top to bottom and mocked, “Things are already like this, and you’re still holding up the front you think looks so calm and collected. How long do you want to keep it up for?”

Lan WangJi was still silent. Lan XiChen, however, spoke up, “Sect Leader Su, when you were studying in the GusuLan Sect, I believe we never treated you badly. Why do you attack WangJi like this?”

And ofc WWX also defends his man and puts Su She in his place lol <3

But maybe my fav moment of all is LWJ throwing hands at a jiang cheng, a Clan Leader, and LXC very politely telling jc to stfu and chill.

Jiang Cheng’s voice harshened, “What do you mean, enough? It’s enough as long as you say so? You know everything! You’re better than me at everything! Whether it be talent or cultivation or spirituality or personality, you guys knew everything while I was much lower—then what am I?!?!”

He suddenly reached out, as if to seize Wei WuXian’s collar. Lan WangJi grabbed Wei WuXian’s shoulder with one hand, letting Wei WuXian stand behind him, and with his other hand he forcefully pushed away Jiang Cheng’s hand. Rage could be seen hidden within his eyes. Although his push held no spiritual energy, it was quite powerful in terms of strength. The wound at Jiang Cheng’s chest ripped apart again. Blood surged.

Jin Ling cried, “Uncle, your wound! HanGuang-Jun, spare some mercy!”

However, Lan WangJi’s voice was cold, “Jiang WanYin, spare some virtue!”

Lan XiChen took off his outer robe and lay it over the shivering Nie HuaiSang, “Sect Leader Jiang, please do not be so agitated. Your injury will worsen.”

And these are not even all the moments between the Twin Jades! So yes, I love the relationship between them. WWX himself gets it, and I have little doubt WWX also does value LXC, who is not only a kind person, but who WWX knows is someone else who loves and apprecaites LWJ and who LWJ loves very much back.

[bunnyhugs77]

you said that there was a scene that you had cut out from Platinum Panther don't be shy and post it bestie 🥰 btw loved the fic <3 😆

This scene was super irrelevant so I just cut it but here it is😭❤️

Drabble For: Platinum Panther

Pairing: Dilf! Jungkook x Spoiled Reader 

Word Count: 1.6k

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"Basket or stroller?" Jungkook lists your limited options once the two of you enter the local grocery store through its sliding doors.

"Neither." You create your own answer to avoid any unnecessary tasks. "Neither wasn't an option. You agreed to run errands with me, so you have to help. Now, you can either hold the basket or push the stroller." Jungkook held up the empty errand basket towards you as if he already knew what you would pick.

With a sigh, you took the basket from his grasp into your own as you both began to make your way towards the fruits and vegetables section. You had never actually gone grocery shopping before. Well, you've waited in the car while other people have done it for you if that counts.

"I don't see why you couldn't just get a cart like everyone else?" You were already complaining about the practically weightless object that you held in your right hand while Jungkook worked on bagging a few fruits.

"Because you're here, and you can help carry the basket instead of me managing a cart and a stroller at the same time." He had good reasoning, but he was strong, you were sure he could do it on his own if he wanted to.

"Here," You watched with misery as Jungkook placed bagged apples and bananas into your basket; the change in weight being subtle, no more than two pounds but it felt like a million bricks to you. "It's getting heavy~" You whined as Jungkook simply ignored your protests knowing you were exaggerating.

"Oh, yes, I'm sure it weighs six metric tonnes. You can help pick out things too you know?" Your ears perked at the mention that you could pick out items, but you had to remind yourself this was a grocery store, not Dolce and Gabbana.

With your high heels softly clicking against the floor, you stepped towards the berries shelf. "How about these?" You quietly yell across the display of fruits that sat between you and Jungkook.

"Yeah, any of those are fine just no strawberries; Mira's allergic." This was news to you. "Babies have allergies?" Sometimes you didn't think before you spoke, this was a good example of one of those times.

"Yes, babies have allergies, Y/n." He couldn't control the small fit of laughter that broke through his words. You couldn't lie and say you didn't feel the slightest bit embarrassed at his reaction. You knew little-to-nothing about babies, this was a known fact, but sometimes you wished you knew a little more.

Soon, the two of you made your way over to the next aisle while you watched Jungkook check his list of items to purchase while you were busy fearing for the well-being of your arm. Sure, the basket was barely half-full and you could probably carry twice your body weight in shopping bags but not produce. You were sure your arm would fall off within minutes.

"W-what are you doing?" You flinched as Jungkook gently took the basket from your hands while he encouraged you to take control of the stroller. You didn't even know he had finished using his phone.

"I'll hold the basket, you can push Mira--" Instantly, you reached back for the basket in denial, "No, no it's fine. I can manage," Your odd behaviour was nothing new to him, he knew why you were insistent on holding the basket.

"Y/n, Mira will not bite you. She's a baby." Anyone listening would think this was an amusing conversation but Jungkook actually had to try and remind you. "I know that, I just don't want her to scream when she sees me approaching her since she basically hates me."

"Don't say that, she laughs at your funny faces sometimes."

"Sometimes." You emphasize his last word before you give up trying to retrieve the basket from him. With a deep breath and a quick fix of your outfit, you put on your friendliest face as you face the stroller and take a few steps towards the baby who was already eyeing you curiously.

There was that familiar frown, the one that notified you that tears were on their way with some loud cries to follow suit.

You quickened your pace to pass her and turn behind the stroller, taking hold of the handle. "Not even 5 seconds of me facing her and she was about to cry." You complain before you curiously observed the way Jungkook walked directly in front of the stroller, only to squat in front of the baby who was smiling at the sight of her father.

"You don't hate Y/n, right?" Jungkook's pitch had gone up a bit as he initiated a conversation with the 11-month old. All you heard were some incomprehensible murmurs but Jungkook seemed to understand exactly what she was saying.

"Well, daddy really likes her so you'll give her a chance right? I know she's not the best at first impressions; The first time I met her she let the elevator doors close on me." Your hand raised to clasp over your mouth as Jungkook recalled the first time you had met. You thought he would’ve forgotten about that by now.

In your defense you were having a bad day that day.

"But once you get to know her, you'll really like her, just like I do." His words were sweet and genuine, the perfect recipe to make your heart flutter and stomach churn at his kind statement. With a few more babbles on Mira's behalf Jungkook finally stood back up facing you.

"Give it some time. You'll grow on her." He seemed confident in his words. "Yeah? How can you be so sure?" He raised a finger to his lips, "A father never reveals his secret." Your brow raised in confusion at the incorrect saying, "Don't you mean-"

"Nope. I said what I said." He dismissed your conversation as he led the way into the next aisle which was a bit busier than the previous one. You carefully navigated the stroller behind him taking all extra precautions to avoid bumping into anything. 

You watched as Jungkook reached up for the snacks on the upper shelf, the cuff of his sleeve rolling down ever so slightly to expose the ink that trailed up his arms. You made sure that you and the stroller were parallel to the shelves, assuring that you left the most room available for any passing shoppers. 

However, that didn’t seem to stop one person from full-on rolling their cart into the back of your leg causing you and the stroller to jerk forward. With a pained expression and a sting at the back of your ankles, you turned to face the source of your pain. Inwardly cringing at the sight of yet another middle-aged woman. 

Why did they seem to be drawn to you when it came to starting problems?

“Can’t you see me standing here? There was plenty of space to go around.” You seethed, trying to channel any source of fake kindness but work seemed to have drained it from you.

“It was an accident, but it serves you right.” She mumbled bitterly as she tried to continue pushing her cart past you, “Sorry, what was that?” You say, causing the woman to pause in her steps before turning to face you. 

“I said it serves you right. Only a bit of karma for being so reckless. Now look at you, you have a child all on your own with no father to provide.” You scoffed, mouth already opening ready to argue. Mira wasn’t one of your own but you were more than ready to defend her as if she was. 

“Turn around.” You nearly forgot Jungkook was only a few meters away until he made his presence known with a deep voice and a strong stance. With a visibly intimidated gaze, she scanned him up from his shoes to his face, obviously noting the lavish material of his suit. 

“It’s ignorant people like you that piss me off. Spewing out non-sense and making assumptions about others, unaware of how idiotic you sound.” You couldn’t believe the lady was going to try and debate with him, but her words were immediately shut down and replaced with Jungkook’s warning ones.

“You should apologize for bumping into her and my child before I show you just how ‘reckless’ I can be.” Listening to Jungkook throw the woman’s words back in her face with a cautionary tone only made you appreciate his natural instincts to protect the people he cared about even more.

The woman slowly turned to you with a sour face and mumbled an incoherent apology, “Hm? I can’t hear you?” With another roll of her eyes, she repeated her apology a little louder this time and scurried off, leaving you and Jungkook behind.

“Can you believe her?” You scoffed at the unpleasant encounter while Jungkook crouched down to check on Mira, making sure she was okay but it seemed as if she didn’t feel a thing.

“I know.” He groans as he runs a hand through his hair before picking back up the basket. “But I’m a bit curious of what you were going to say if I hadn’t spoken up, you seemed ready to fight--as always.” He smiles, referencing your numerous heated arguments with customers back at the club.

“Of course I was, and I would’ve fought her if I had to--” You explained.

“-But not in front of my baby right?” Jungkook places a hand on the stroller.

“Of course not, any physical altercations would take place strictly at the rear of the stroller.” You smile as Jungkook laughs along, turning into the next aisle. 

[theflyingfeeling]

How about buddy cop story starring (t)twins, who always fight, but in the end would do everything for the partner? The rest of the boys are other officers, chief, informant etc.

I feel like opening this with one of my favourite jokes:

Why do cops always work in pairs?

- Because the other one knows how to read and the other one knows how to write 🤓

Every time officers Hokka and Porko have just had lunch at a gas station and Porko disappears in the men's room, Joel knows it's gonna be at least 10 minutes until they can leave; not because Porko takes that long to pee, but because he often likes to spend an unnecessary amount of his working hours to check himself out on the mirror or, sometimes, flirting with someone he ran into in the bathroom (or on his way there) 😑 In fact, it's not once or twice Joel has contemplated driving off and dumping Porko right there and then

(One time he actually did, but felt guilty about it immediately after and drove back, only to find out Joonas was still in the bathroom 😐)

Joonas, however, thinks Joel should "live a little and finally ask the cute receptionist out on a date before you both die of blue balls"

Hokka: "At least I can keep my balls in my pants, unlike you and Officer Moilanen the other night. I wonder what chief Lalli would think if he knew what you're using your handcuffs for."

Porko: "Why, he'd thank me for the tip 😏"

And anyway, while in the lavatory, Joonas happened to have an extremely fruitful chat with one of their key informants regarding one of their biggest on-going cases, so there! 😤

H: "In a public restroom?! Fucking hell, Porko, I can't believe you could be so unprofessional!"

(actually, he can)

P: "Because sulking about whenever someone approaches you is SO much more helpful, Hokka? Jesus, no wonder they think cops are jerks, you're a real-life example of one."

H: "Better a jerk than a loose-lipped blabbermouth"

P: "Niko likes it at least 😌"

H: *turns on the radio louder*

So that's their dynamics, yeah? I haven't watched too many cop shows in my life so I'm not gonna go in too much detail with a fully developed plot (sorry!) but I can offer you these headcanons:

Joel consoling Joonas when his favourite police dog needs to be put down 😭

Joonas, in turn, consoling Joel when he finally does ask the the cute receptionist out but he declines oh nooooo!! (it's because the receptionist just been hired and doesn't want to appear unprofessional; otherwise he'd very much like to go out with Joel 🥺

(wow look at me adding some cheeky mutual pining into a buddy cop AU, who would ever have thought 😅)

Joel has to take sick leave because he's caught the worst cold of the century 🤧 and, against all odds, Joonas misses him terribly after just one day and brings him some soup and marshmallows (he's heard they're good for a sore throat). It's the first time he's been to Joel's place and he's so shocked to see the state of it that he decides to clean it up a bit while he's at it (=ends up scrubbing the whole apartment from roof to ceiling) 🤧

(Joel may be so feverish that he asks Joonas to pet his head a little to ease the heat and pressure 🥺 and Joonas does 🥺

(They don't talk about it when Joel comes back to work.)

Joonas getting offended when Joel's insults go a step too far and he proceeds to sulk for the rest of their 12-hour work shift, until Joel attempts to appease him with a doughnut 🍩 (he accepts and gives half of it to Joel 💕)

One time they get in a huge fight (as in, bigger than the squabbles they usually have) because of a fucked-up assignment, of which they blame each other. Chief Lalli gets so tired of them screaming at each other that he locks them up in the drunk tank until they have made up

(Afterwards, Tommi finds them in deep embrace, crying against each other's shoulders)

Sideplots include Niko convincing the cute receptionist that starting a fling with one's co-worker is not necessarily a fatal move if you play your cards right, and chief Lalli running into their key informant in the most unusual context that may or may not include handcuffs.. 😳

[sizzlingpatrolfox]

hey 👋 so i wanted to know if u consider urself an “army” and if yes then would u say u’re ot7? i mean i guessed it would be kind of odd if u didnt consider urself an army cause ur whole blog is kind of centered around bts. and also i want to know how much u like each member and if u dislike any in particular (though some are a bit obvious 😭)

Hii hey. I mean, yes, in the technical sense I've always been an army, even if I've never personally called myself that. I gave the example before of how I used to like one direction too, but I never said "i'm a directioner" or "I'm a swiftie". If it makes things easier yeah, I don't mind describing myself as army. I've always thought of myself as a BTS fan and that's it. But saying "I'm army [or any other fandom name]" is something I've always considered very corny and unnecessary for MYSELF. I don't judge people who use fandom names.

How much do I like the members haha umm. It has changed over the years.

Jimin was my favorite from the beginning. I feel like my affection for Jimin has now dimmed significantly, there's a whole lot less affection compared to what it was in 2020 or even until mid 2021. Even if he's still the member I like the most, I'm more chill about it. Like an old friend you've known for ages, you just know you love them no questions asked. Sometimes things happen that remind you how kind and beautiful they are and you feel your heart bursting.

Then, there was Jungkook. At first there was a big difference between how much I liked Jimin and the rest, but eventually that gap closed and I grew to love JK as well, and so there was a gap between Jungkook/Jimin and the rest. I thought he was funny, hot, I actually liked that he was competitive, and I liked that he seemed protective of the things he loved. Nowadays, I don't feel that comfortable about Jungkook. It's not distaste, definitely not hate, not animosity, there's seriously no bad feelings at all. I just stopped being so sure of his genuinity, and I began feeling like he's superficial and unserious, so I stepped away. I'm not someone who hates or rots in bitterness about people I don't like. I'm a leaver hehe, I'm someone who cuts ties, I just leave when I feel like a place or a person is not it for me anymore. I do miss him tho, and I miss the way I used to feel about him and I wish it had never changed but what's done is done.

Yoongi was one of my faves for a while when I first got into BTS. I like engaging and simple people, simple in the sense that it's easy to get a feel of who they are, what they stand for; this is what I saw in Jimin and I felt drawn to him. I saw the same in Yoongi, and I liked that he was witty and his answers were clear, he didn't beat around the bush, and he seemed very #involved. Involved in the team, both professionaly and personally, involved with whatever purpose BTS had. They don't have a lot in common, but I do believe that Jimin and Yoongi still have these traits in common. Then it just stopped haha no reason in particular, tho looking back I think Yoongi's involvement (just as everyone's involvement) in BTS started being less and less, their interviews started becoming repetivtive and superficial, so maybe I just lost sight of Yoongi, in a way. Also ngl the constant focus on awards and charts is a turn off for me.

I never cared about Taehyung, I'm sorry. He's probably the only member that I never cared for and it stayed that way. No character development, and the little there was, it was for the worse. I've always thought he was good looking, I have eyes. And I'm probably responsible for at least 100k views in singularity MV because I really love it (present tense). He has some good qualities, like I know he's fierce about the people he cares about and I can appreciate that. But he never inspired in me strong feelings, of any type. I don't like a lot of things about him, one of those things being that everytime he says anything I have to ask myself if he's saying the truth or just talking out of his butt, which is something I started feeling about Jungkook too. He's just A Man. A childish new money money, at that. An eyeroll and I move on.

On the other hand, Namjoon, Jin and Hoseok were the members that at first I didn't really get a grasp of, but slowly I got to know more of them and started liking them more and more.

I know I talk a lot and a much of what I say might get lost in the grand scheme of things (posts) but I'm actually a good judge of character lol, and hoseok seemed very fake to me. I didn't even think he was funny because I didn't think he meant to be funny, it just felt too cartoonesque. A few years ago he actually admitted that he was much more serious irl and that pretending to be funny and happy and high spirited all the time was his BTS persona and it was a burden to him. He's become more and more himself, a real Him, and I just started liking him slowly, everyone knows I have a lot of appreciation for him, I think he's very strong and that he Cares capital C. He cares about his profession, he cares about the people in his life. He makes donations to charities, he pays for stray cats surgeries. What's not to like, really. I feel somewhat the same about Jin, tho I don't think that I know enough about Jin, what he likes, what type of relationships he has etc, to talk that much about him.

I love Namjoon these days, I think it was around the 2018 tour (idol era) and BV Malta when I really started liking him. I don't remember being that interested in him before that. I liked seeing him and Jimin talking, and Namjoon was always so warm towards him. Really, (honest) words are the way to my heart. I said the other day, I don't have a type when it comes to looks, but I do have a type in personality 😅

I believe BTS is bigger than its members, it's more than the sum of all of them. I don't think you need to love all of them in the same capacity, or even love them at all to enjoy BTS. Or to enjoy what BTS used to be.

I like songs, I listen to music and I watch performances from groups with people that I don't even know the names of.

In terms of music and performances, yes I think BTS need of all of them to work. I was never impatient or anxious about solo careers, until 2020 at least they all looked like they wanted to be there. And I enjoyed watching them, I thought their songs and stages were top notch. They used to work well, all seven of them.

I just saw this and thought I could add it here, because of the question "why us?". I don't know any other way to say it other than BTS as a team is bigger than all of them. I don't know why them, but it just is. It's also really nice to remember that Jimin is realistic, that he knows and understands what supporting and believing in someone is like.

[sugarlove12]

U GUYS DONT THINK I FORGOT TO COMPLETE MY GIVEN SONGS ANALYSIS SERIES! I’m so sorry I’ve been mostly inactive, even with my tumblr friends (I love u guys im sorry😭) but I’m on my 4th year of med school so the past semester was kinda tough, ngl this one is also looking rough but I promise to be more active, now LET’S GO!!!

DISCLAIMER: this analysis isn’t by any means the definite or “real” meaning, this is just my overthinker ass trying to hurt myself more 🤣 so it’s totally ok and normal if u don’t agree or even if it really wasn’t Atsushi’s intention, once again this is just how I perceive the meaning.

Bokura dake no Shudakai

This song is my personal favorite, I remember that back when the movie’d just released and everything was pretty recent, just hearing the beginning would bring me to absolute tears, and that would be enough to cancel my chores for the day (just like Kizuato and Fuyu no Hanashi when I watched the anime for the first time) till this day it makes a pretty big hole in my heart cuz of the beautiful and sad lyrics.

Let’s start with the first sentence: “We cant go back anymore” -> can someone explain how is it that just one sentence can move me so much, specially cuz we can all agree this could be Uge’s pov, so remembering all the recent events he’s going thru, like breaking up with Aki for good and also accepting that he’s found a new love, learning how to be alone, etc, I can’t help it but feel kinda sad and nostalgic about it.

And that’s something I wanna point out about this song and is WHAT A BEAUTIFUL WAY TO CONVEY NOSTALGIA OMG I FELT AS IF I WAS UGE HIMSELF AND IM JUST REMEMBERING MY MEMORIES WITH MY EX.

Moving on to the pre chorus we can see that Uge is saying that even with the “scratches” that he had, he is gonna move on from those sad days he spent crying and his past with Aki.

Now my personal favorite and the part I always get the most emotional: THE CHORUS.

When he says: I’m going, nee mitete yo (look at me) -> idk how to explain how much this gets me HAHAHA but there’s a je ne sais quois, like i feel him saying it kinda in a cutesy playful but lowkey sad way(? Im crazy ok don’t take this too srsly.

“We used to laugh at odd things, got mad at differences, I’ll make the dream I had with u come true”: this sentence to me describes perfectly when u break up with someone and there are times u find yourself reminiscing the past, those fun silly moments, unnecessary fights and u find yourself saying wow did we really fight bc of that? How immature!

Ik I’ve been saying this a lot but this really breaks me: “When I’m sad, extremely difficult times, I remember the time spent together on this memory, in the back of my mind” I’m honestly not even gonna say anything about it cuz u know when u hold someone dear and the memories with them can help u go thru hard times? Well that’s it there’s nothing more to add😹.

In the second verse we can see what u expect to experience post break up (or at least I think so) u wanna see them but everything’s cool and since that person was so important to you, you wanna be happy when u see them and u can even laugh it off or hug it out.

But to be quite honest that’s not the case for the most part ☹️.

Finally we have the bridge where to me is the most realistic part cuz u know how Uge did in fact wanted to break up with Aki cuz he knew it was for the best, but he never committed 100% to that, and now it was finally happening, so all that realization of breaking up and those feelings can be sensed in here cuz he says “I want to disappear, escape, in the screaming despair, I resented the encounter and even the miracle”

Now really the chorus again so it would end up killing me: “I’m looking for something more important than you, for you who is more important than anything” -> now with this it gives the same feeling as in Yorugaakeru’s “daijoubu” sensing that in fact Uge is gonna move on from all the pain.

At the end of the song we can listen just the violin and to me that can be Uge standing alone, saying goodbye to Aki. ❤️

Special bonus:

We can see our baby Uge is doing just fine and honestly I wish him all the happiness in the world cuz as much as Aki hurt in the relationship, he was in the same position as him, so I can’t wait to see him grow more and more as a character ❤️

[yurtletheturtlehenderson]

Um hello? I just discovered cosmic maybe an hour ago and I've read three episodes worth. This is so well written tf? Who gave you the right to be this good? And you have Umbrella Academy series too? I have to read those now because you are an INCREDIBLE WRITER. The good multichapter fic serotonin is rushing through my veins and I'm digging it. Thank you for writing!

Talk about serotonin running through the veins, this ask is so kind and wonderful!! 😭😪💕 Thank you so much, you've stolen my heart! And dang it, just take all my blurbs and uwus while you're at it?! [Affectionate 😅😙]

💕💕💕 - Yurtle

(f!)COSMIC 3 || E PLURIBUS UNAM - PART 1:

Will had known there was something not quite right about the silence that lingered in the air. Things were never this quiet, and he should have known. They all should have. Perhaps that's why he felt so determined to keep Y/n close to his side this time around.

Her wide and curious eyes were finally torn away from the shifting atmosphere around them all when she felt a hand snake down her arm, finally clasping around her own and drawing her close. The others, who had already taken notice and risen from their seats, drew in closer to one another as the chill in the air sharpened around them. But to Will, had he not been anchored to the beacon of warm at his side, he would have been sure he had plunged into ice.

But something he noticed, something perhaps just as alarming as the threat charging their horizons, was her touch; the warmth was fading with every labored breath she tried to conceal. His hand bore the strain of her growing grip on his as her fears kindled.

He gave her hand a long squeeze, willing her to feel the guilt he felt having to utter the next words aloud.

"He's here,"

TSU || RUN BOY RUN - PART 3:

There was a narrow hall around the corner, not much smaller than the one just beyond your prison. Instinctively, your hand curls around Diego's as you try to stave off the unnecessary panic. You were with him, and you trusted him. You feel his eyes studying you out of the corner of his eye, and he gave your hand a gentle squeeze.

"Hargreeves!"

You whirled your head over your shoulder, not expecting the gritty voice of a much older man. You both stopped where you stood, leaving you wedged between a row of lockers and Diego's broad chest as he turned to look the man over.

The man was much older than Diego and you, and he appeared tired and grumpy, and yet you didn't feel a need to be intimidated.

"Where the hell 'you been?" He gripes.

Judging by Diego's reaction, there didn't seem to be a need for worry. He just looked irritated. Slightly amused, but still a little irritated.

"Family emergency," he sighs. "Won't happen again... hopefully," he mutters that last part under his breath.

The man makes an odd snorting sound with his nose. Something you don't immediately realize to be his version of a laugh.

"Yeah? What about your uh, guest," he says, nodding to you. "What'd I tell ya about visitors?"

Diego makes an odd sound almost like a nervous laugh, and he shakes his head at the man. "We're not-" Diego stops mid-sentence when the man watches him with a questioning look. His eyes dart down to your intertwined hands only once before quirking his brow up at the Hargreeves man. You would have thought Diego looked flustered had you known the word before he shakes his head and sighs.

"This is Y/n," he says finally, looking to you and gesturing between you two. "Y/n, this is Al. He owns the place."

[yuyu-bi]

berlín is officially my favorite chara just bc of what he did to tokyo solely based on the fact that she’s literally messing up the plan for everyone just bc no one but her (except rio) believes that profe will call back in six hours like.....i just really don’t like tokyo lmao she’s so annoying 😭😭😭 i feel like this will backfire on them at some point but in the moment i felt literally nothing lmao

the group is already literally falling apart at the seams lmao but i rather her go than cause anymore unnecessary issues💀

and i mean berlín’s not the greatest person either or at all but literally the man has nothing left to lose at this point lmao what does shoving a gun in his face playing russian roulette gonna do especially if it doesn’t work 5 times in a row like what are the freaking odds of missing that many times in a row???? to demand a plan from him that he only knows about? that you don’t even know if he’s lying about or not? and what if you did kill him what would you do then? like i wish some charas would think stuff through before they do it bc this is literally her being angry at him for always challenging her in her own bs like jfc you guys are supposed to be smart like ugh keep it together 🤦🏾‍♀️

and it’s so sad that ik he’s gonna die at the end of this season bc he doesn’t have anything to lose but at least he shows up in flashbacks in later seasons? i’m trying not to spoil myself anymore than that tbh but the second season is already giving me so much and i’m only in the second episode 😭