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im aching with loneliness right now does anybody understand. like does grief ever go away? i had a dream of my ex best friend. its been literally like 4 years at this point. i never ever think about her anymore. but i had this stupid fucking dream. and she said she missed me and she wanted to be friends again and she wanted to hug me. and then i woke up. and its just like. wow. will i ever get over this? i dont even know this person anymore. its been years. shes a different person entirely now and so am i and like. like get over it you know? but i cant let go of the fact that like. when i think about the kindness that she showed me for literally the first time in my life up to that point that i had ever experienced something like that... how am i supposed to let go of that? even if i dont know her anymore. it makes me ache it genuinely makes me feel physically weak. is that feeling ever going to go away? can i stop being fine for months at a time and then all of a sudden im grieving again? its been too long like. im 21. how bout u focus on those job applications bro? XDDDDD
#i know this is melodramatic i just want to feel better#so im doing smoething literally anything#i dont even know her anymore you know#im 21 now#last time we were actually friends? im pretty sure i was 17#i really actually dont know this person#its been too long#i never think about her anymore#but i did today for some reason#it isnt really about her#again i dont know her#im just so lonely#the only friends i have are online#and they are my best friends#but it isnt enough#and i just feel like im going to be lonely forever
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still i think the one of the more fun differences drawn between illario and lucanis that was lost would be illario's ability to endear himself to others but serious lack of empathy, vs. lucanis' (self perceived) inability to be charming but how much he cares. it's interesting that the game has gone with the "lucanis' ability vs illario's lack thereof" because i think illario being the dellamorte 'best in show dog' vs. lucanis' attack dog would have made me so unwell.
lucanis is... awkward. he's not unlikable, because he is usually very polite, but he doesn't speak much and only seems to care about the other dellamortes. he once sent viago de riva a knife with no note (who knows what he could have meant by this). he does what caterina asks of him, and by his own admission, cannot say no to her. he is a dramatic and prolific killer, and that makes how untouchable he is even worse.
and the crows like illario, sure, AND he's a good assassin! he's even a good crow! he's so good that he can make lucanis smile, and so he is the charming, sociable one. he's the one that stays in treviso and can be relied upon to care, illario's even the one people prefer over caterina and lucanis!
but illario is decoration. he's the prize poodle, and even if poodles were bred to be working dogs, nobody will ever pick him to protect the house over the german shepherd that regularly mauls intruders. anyways the analogy is getting away from me. the point i'm trying to make is that i want illario to have a different kind of jealousy/hatred that's not just over 'being bad at killing' but also an arrogant loathing for everyone around him that is getting harder to hide, because they've forgotten he can bite and is just itching to rip someone's jugular out. illario is very good at hiding his family resemblance to caterina, while lucanis suffers under his grandmother's, and his own, reputation.
#not helped that these ideas are probably fostered by caterina. she doesnt WANT lucanis to have FRIENDS she wants him to KILL THINGS lol#and her perceiving illario as someone who wants but wont rise against her would have been interesting#so she allows his charm and friendliness etc. because she wants him to ingratiate the house to other houses#she doesnt want him out the picture. she NEEDS him there to make people like lucanis. illario just isnt content with that#i will shut up about this. i promise.#like i wont. but im trying#lucanis dellamorte#illario dellamorte#and also i want illario to have a little more manipulative asshole going on he's not believable enough in game omg#i think the main issue i have is that lucanis should have . maybe. been a bit less agreeable. SORRY#but it would have been fun to see crow-like defensiveness slowly break away to reveal a caring polite and kind man#or at least a slow understanding of lucanis-language. like he said 'i dont care' but he meant 'i dont mind'#raised by a grieving and also repressed old italian woman will do this to you#thoo. i was pleasantly surprised at how sweet he was in the game to start but i think parallel wise this could have been fun is all#veilguard spoilers#dragon age#and also really sorry that this was brought upon by someone calling him a pursedog man in tags#which was very funny for 5 minutes and then i was like actually i can do something with this
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⭐ HL x animal crossing ⭐
something for fun bc why not......i have free will their personality types?? maybe?? : seb = smug clora = peppy poppy = normal/sweet imelda = snooty ominis = lazy (or cranky tbh) leander = jock natty = sisterly
#when i was playing new horizons i bought SO MANY nook tickets on ebay bc i was desperately looking for julian..he was my bff on the 3ds one#i have his framed photo....but i never found him😔#im not 100% on the personalities especially cloras and poppys.... but what i do know is that natty is DEFS the sisterly vibe#and imelda is definitely snooty LOL. i almost put jock for her but they just talk about working out a lot and are too nice BAHAH#plus the personalities are gendered in AC so i tried to keep that the same#also i know poppy isnt mousey as a person/shes really brave and fearless but idk... she just gives me mouse vibes anyway🥹she smol#and natty was an easy choice bc i just copied her gazelle form...imelda was also super easy obvs LOL#for ominis i wasnt sure whether to do a cat (bc they nap a lot) or the chipmunk but i just think the chipmunk is cuter LMAO#and leander i almost did horse or anteater (for the long face) but the goat just suits him perfectly i think#omg wait anteater would be perfect for amit actually ....and garreth would be a lion#dont ask why seb is randomly the only one not in his uniform... (its bc the wolf ref i was using was also in a letterman and it works LOL)#choccyart#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x oc#sebastian sallow x mc#clora clemons#ominis gaunt#imelda reyes#poppy sweeting#leander prewett#natsai onai#sebastian x mc
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1 million dollars or dinner with mc princess
#zeno's art#splatoon#splatoon 2#off the hook#marina ida#marina splatoon#pearl houzuki#pearl splatoon#lesbians yea woohoo!!!#i dont really have much to say about these designs that isnt glaringly obvious sorry#but i did try to incorperate specific shapes into the designs as much as possible#such as marina having 8's in her hair highlights and pearl's X shapes#i wanna make some mini comics for these two so stay tuned and stay fresh yeaaaaa
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It will forever be hilarious to me that Disney wanted so fucking bad to make a Wicked movie — but couldn't get the rights from Universal — that they literally spent billions upon billions of dollars making SEVEN different films (and a whole season of television; not even including their sequels and spinoffs) more than one of which they even got Idina and Kristen to be in based on the stripped-down premise of "what if the Stock Female Antagonist™ was secretly the Misunderstood Angsty Girlboss Heroine™ all along?" (because Disney execs don't actually care about Wicked, they just saw Green, said "hey! if we can't get the real thing, why not use Our Own (and/or Public Domain) characters?" and simply followed the Marketing Department Road all the way to the bank).
Less funny is the fact they were so successful at it — regardless of the merits (or lack thereof) of any of those projects — that it ended up getting the production of the actual Wicked movie delayed by more than a decade (because it would ironically have looked like a copycat and probably faded into the background if it had come out back when Disney was pumping out knockoffs every fucking year).
#seriously though#wicked lived in bob iger's head rent free#like its insane the lengths they went to just to ride its coat tails#they made so much content that nobody thinks of them as brazen attempts to emulate wicked anymore#frozen / into the woods / oz the great and powerful / maleficent / cruella / descendants / once upon a time / etc.#and this isnt even speculation#the production teams have been open about this from the beginning#disney couldn't acquire wicked so they just used its keywords as a template for mass producing “original” projects#some of which went on to become among the most successful films ever made#like they really said “okay what if we just got idina menzel and hired a Broadway composer to give her a Defying Gravity” AND IT WORKED#wicked#wicked movie#disney#gelphie#elphaba x glinda#elphaba thropp#glinda upland#glinda x elphaba#elphaba#glinda#wizard of oz#the wizard of oz
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things i will never forgive the duffers for: denying us the spectacle of robin absolutely READING billy's ass
#she would have clapped back so effortlessly#unpacked the internalized homophobia he wasnt even aware of#hes scared of her because she keeps (Correctly) psychoanalyzing him but he wont admit it#billy hargrove#robin buckley#harringrove#i really cannot draw robin for which i apologize#drawing real faces in my style or at all continues to be the bane of my existence#i just hope that it isnt too uncanny looking rip#sorry about billys dialogue too but like#i feel like he WOULD
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In honor of ep 4 dropping today here’s my page of kips!
#MOREEEE#im gonna keep my blabber in the tags short and sweet bc i want to watch the new ep#the thing about me is the more I keep drawing characters specifically from a certain universe I'll get more and more insane about it#so if you compare my kip page to my vee page his is a lot more crowded because I just got more ill about them#vee is still my favorite though don't worry#I don't really have much else to say#I worked on this for a very long time because I got a little bored of doing art for a bit#sometimes inspiration just strikes and leaves you entirely got#I think I'm getting over it now hence the art lol#anywho#deep space discounts#deepblueink#deep blue ink#kip deep space discounts#vee deep space discounts#dee dee deep space discounts#clayre deep space discounts#bucket deep space discounts#immy isnt here huh#i didnt notice#dw guys im drawing jer her own peoce of art rn#also can't wait to go back to this later and realize i forgot to color smthin in lmao#my art#art#artists on tumblr
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Remember when Duke referred to himself as Robin while talking to Batman and then everyone spent the next 8 years saying it's illegal to expect him to be included as a Robin in anything, ever.
#and batman called him his partner.....and gordon asked if he should call him robin bc that's obviously the role he has.....#and batman said not to bc he's trying something new because duke's version of robin has been so distinct from everyone else from the start#in that he started without a batman and eventually became batman's partner#not because duke isnt and has never been robin???#exact same energy as saying steph “wasnt really robin” despite her dying words being about how glad she is that she got to be robin#even if only for a little bit. FUCK#duke thomas
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i never posted this lol
#i wish we got just a little more time before kanaya met rose like she needed to go on a quest for love a soulsearch#not for any deep character fleshing out reasons but because it would be funnie#laying down the schmooves on rose Hey Girl “What?” Um#egg art#homestuck#kanaya maryam#sollux captor#karkat vantas#kanayas isnt really about. the abstract beauty and nuances with courting#but thats ok her peculiar woman swag will carry her to marriage in the future
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*saw trap voice* Hello Persona YouTuber. It has come to my attention that you have spent way to long praising Maruki and his 'noble ambitions', however you fail to mention Sumire even once, even calling her Kasumi despite it being clear that this was a spoiler filled video.
Before you is a Google doc. You have thirty minutes to write a thesis statement about Sumire and her inclusion in Royal, including her relationship with Maruki or the Bear Trap goes off
#persona 5#persona 5 royal#sumire yoshizawa#jfc AT LEAST CALL HER BY HER NAME IF YOUR GOING TO INSULT HER#every time I hear 'Oh Maruki is an amazing antagonist :) and he's not REALLY a villain. his goals are noble and isnt that what matters?“#and I just want to yell at them 'WHAT ABOUT SUMIRE?'
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i cant lie the concept of "taylor and travis have spent so little time together while dating that he doesnt know taylors friend group well enough to invite them to his surprise party for her" is kind of darkly funny
#barry.txt#taylor swift#theyre still deep in a honeymoon phase you can tell#both of them working around the clock at the same time has really maintained that bubble#im sure her friends were there im being hyperbolic but its WEIRD#that rhey arent in any photos and havent really posted about it#didnt zoe literally plan and organize her bday last year#blake isnt even there
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Character intro:
Sally
Here's what the text says if its unreadable:
"In no less than a day... as if scorched by the sun, the prospherous City of Ambrol was burnt til ashes became air."
Also lore dump below:
So Sally is like an alien in a literal sense, she is a star afterall so she is beyond the sky amd such. She landed on earth when she was young, like think very small and harmless, and was found by some people. Immediately gets taken into Ambrol city and revered as a god. As Sal grew older, her flames grew as well and at some point she could not control it so she accidentally burned her hometown down to the ground. Bummer.
#i changed her design the most honestly#wanted to make sure both her hands amd feet were covered#so like she dpesnt accidentally hurt people when she touches them cuz shes a being made of fire#painful fire#welcome home#welcome home au#welcome home hvh au#hunter vs hunted au#welcome home sally#sally starlight#digital art#my art#nomi arts#sorry this one I had to rush like the text for cuz there really isnt much know about what race she is
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under your spell 🪄♥️
#ace attorney#gyakuten saiban#trucy wright#pearl fey#trupearl#ive noticed a lot of instances where trucy and pearl are shipped together without really properly exploring that#so ive been thinking about a possible dynamic between them and thought they could be pretty interesting#which also led me to think about what they couldve done with an older pearl until i thought a little too hard about her wasted potential#but this isnt the post to ramble about that 👍#art#my art
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self indulgent post canon papa au. don't mind me!!!
#mp100#metukikart#mob psycho 100#teruki hanazawa#hugging and snuggling mtkk compilation#comic#sorry im bad with names idk!!!#fuyuka stays most of the time with her mama and dad but visits and stays with teru about a thrid-fourth of the time and plenty of times#on holidays. yukito really likes him cuz hes psychic and wants to visit him with his sister often#fuyuka is showing sings of psychic powers. currently she can only see spirits and exorcise ones small enough to fit into her palm#and unmalicious enough that teru would let her near. if hes in the area.#anyways#hes not the perfect dad but damn does he want to be and thats one thing hes got going for him#hes glad he doesnt have to take care of her 247 but he would if he had to he loves her more than anything#and he loves yukito too but isnt close to him
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i survived another week under capitalism's thumb. w me. anyway, here's some Tension >:)
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reblogs are appreciated!!! 🕺🕺🕺
#hazbin hotel#lucifer morningstar#hazbin hotel sara#hazbin hotel fanart#fanart#hazbin hotel comic#comic#rays art#i noticed that sera doesnt really call charlie by her name... shes 'lucifer's misguided daughter' or "daughter of the morningstar'#her identity only seems to tie back to lucifer in sera's eyes#its very demeaning and although i dont think sera even realizes she's coming across that way... i do find it very interesting#i like to think she does the same thing to lilith#lilith isnt 'the queen' or 'the first woman'... shes 'lucifer's wife'#and thus lucifer's importance is exaggerated and those related to him are underrepresented#especially since both charlie and lilith care about demonkind and have radical ideas#and while lucifer USED to be the same way... his sense of self has been crushed (at this point in time)#thus making him easier to manipulate#again i dont think sera even realizes this is something she's doing or taking advantage of as her intentions are not 'evil'#but its still happening#thats the consequence of a 'the end justifies the means' mindset
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mc when they go into a book and fuck shit up: why is the story different!!!
My brother in christ YOU CHANGED THE STORY!!!!!
#We're all thinking it#Kim dokja#Cale henituse#Okay lets get more obscure#Its time to change the genre#My girlie judith#I became the lousy side top#This is like the only time im gonna get to complain about this but HOW COME#There was a whole drama about real jaewoo vs story jaewoo AND HIS NAME IS JUST ACTUALLY JAEWOO#AND HE LOOKS THE SAME LIKE AM I CRAZY??????#Seo jaewoo#Sweetie sweetie sweetie#Eugene really isnt like this cuz hes changing the story on purpose but hes still dumb of ass#Dokja is the only one on here that isnt an isekai victim#Orv#omnicient reader's view point#Lcf#Tcf#trash of the count's family#Theres 100% more im forgetting or just dont know#Let me know some and ill add them i suppose#the villainess flips the script#Judith maibaum#I had to look for her last name
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