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I have soooooo many opinions on Keigo and subspace, because so many men who are in positions like him where they constantly have to be "on" end up craving that fuzzy, safe, pleasurable space where the only thing they have to think about is submission.
I think it would genuinely do him so much good. I'm SORRY that I look at him overworking himself and think that strap could cure him, SUE ME; but it's true— and it aligns so well with his preferred methods of comfort, too! Keigo's the type of guy to close his eyes and moan when be bites into his food or sips his coffee, savoring the highly concentrated comfort because that little moment of bliss keeps him sane.
I have evidence. You KNOW that boy gets hazy and dopey when he gets fucked. You know his eyes roll into the back of his head, you know he shamelessly pleads and paws at you for more.
#i think sex is something like how he views his Concentrated Comfort of food.#its also a method to show his affection/love too dont get me wrong but the boy needs static in his brain he needs the sloppiest top possibl#it helps him calm down a little#both dom and sub and also vanilla. it's all connected. i swear you have to understand me you have to listen to me#picture that iasip pic where hes got the board w the red lines when i say thiz#but im right. im RIGHT.#🐇 rambles
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During the post dark cream arc where Cross was pregnant with Aim, is it possible for Aim to mive and kick while in the soul…? And if so is it painful for Cross+
continuing @clownyclowns' comic's topic <3
#zu art#comic#post dark cream#cross!sans#preg!cross#dream!sans#undertale#undertale au#utmv#''I'm no longer who I used to be'' [pregnancy edition]#my defensive reaction to Cross' ex-crush was to draw more of him being pregnant with Dream's child /jjj#if I had a nickel for every time I drew a multi-page comic about the issue of roles & self-esteem in a same-sex family I'd have two nickels#which isn't a lot but omg it happened twice :'D#well I love me some preg!Cross with nesting syndrome & emotional swings ;w;#(or is this also a midlife crisis? >:/ gotta learn—)#little Aim in Cross' soul be like: dad is mad at papa?? not on my watch— *kicks*#a lil defender <33#I really like how their love languages work cause Dream's is an act if service and he tries to show his love the same way by offering help#but Cross' is physical touches so he reacts sharply to the help but relaxes (breaks :'3) after hugs (Dream does to calm them both down)#men... ;w;☆#be back soon! ;3
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A bunch of doodles inspired by @wickjump saying Cross has an eternal kicked puppy look (and steadily devolving into dadmare because y'know. My Brand)
#UTDR#UTMV#My Art#Dadmare#Cross Sans#Nightmare Sans#Another post being released from the graveyard that is my drafts lol#Wick is right Cross has the biggest wettest eyes this man was a puppy in a pound in a previous life#And I think it's a little bit funny that in the way I imagine dadmare he was the only one that was like. ''adopted''#The rest were all brought in under the guise of work - fighting Dream and all that#But they already outnumbered the stars when he took Cross in there was no fighting-based reason to add him to the team#Nightmare just was getting very soft and he couldn't leave this guy all sad and alone lol#(And I like to think the MTT kind of suspect that was the reason. they don't say anything but they have all silently taken note)#And I think he could be good for Cross in the way of a caring parental figure#If he had time to do some research into it and maybe a couple of practice tries#Also something about Nightmare who used to read to Dream when they were kids so it's like his main response to help calm people down#And also it just helps him relax to do it#And Cross who has pleasant memories of xToriel reading him stories as a kid and does kind of feel better hearing someone read#Anyway it's like 1:30am and I've written 1 million tags lol#Wick if you're reading this thank you for talking dadmare to me it makes me insane (positive) <3#And also for making Cross such a special little guy to me
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I can't believe Mashita's canon reaction to Fan Service Yashiki was "You'd look better if you smiled more 😏" He calls Yashiki creepy all the time but he's making advances like a creepy male coworker XD
#my book arrived its so cool#i really love all the extra scenes and interactions they added in#the emotional scenes hit much harder bc you actually get to see the characters visually emote#the scene where yashiki puts the lipstick on Hanahiko 🥺 the way he holds them is so tender my heart#also cant confirm yet what the dialogue is but i THINK they made it so during Yashiki's identity crisis after banshee says he met him before#that yashiki has a conversation with Mashita there and he helps him calm down whereas yashiki kept all that to himself in the game#so many little changes that i adore#also the monsters were still super scary and you got to see their designs from more than one angle#10/10#death mark#spirit hunter#kazuo yashiki#satoru mashita#yashiki x mashita#yashita#death mark manga
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Sekaiichi hatsukoi is so much fun bc the tyrannical boss who takes their job way too seriously and the new employee who doesn’t know a damn thing is such a relatable concept and you can plop the entire cast into whatever au you want and it would still work just as well
#sekaiichi hatsukoi#I spent my last shift trying to put the characters into a lab work au and it still worked#Ritsu as the son of a hospitals ceo who got a cushy day shift job in microbiology at his dads hospital fresh out of lab school#he loves it and he’s good at it but he overhears the nighshifters talking shit abt how good he has it and that he doesn’t have to work that#hard bc micro is slow-paced and honestly it’s usually the same species of bacteria so it isn’t that hard to identify the species#so he quits and gets a job at a rival hospital but he’s put into a 2nd shift blood bank position despite never having worked in it#takano is the lead tech who comes down hard on anyone who makes mistakes bc this is literal life or death#it’s not just streaking plates and doing fun little biochemistry tests then putting the sample into the crispr to verify#the most advanced technology they have in bb is the cell washer. convenient but not as helpful#his first few days there are just back to back massive transfusion protocols and he genuinely wants to crawl into a hole and die#things calm down after his first week but it’s a huge learning curve and no one has the patience or the time to properly train him#emerald can all be blood bank specialists. Yokozawa is the head of histology.#having trouble finding roles for everyone else#kirishima could be a pathologist and Yukina could be a receptionist at a medical office while he goes to phlebotomy school(?)#or nursing school. something like that
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im someone who stuggles not to let his curiosity and drive sometimes (often) cross over into an overwhelming and maladaptive need for answers, for explanation, for certainty. someone who, historically, sees making art as a primarily intellectual exercise. this is not inherently a bad thing, we all have our temperaments and this kind of attention can be a strength. but, you know that artist who makes a painting, and then only wants to show it while explaining it to you? thats me, sometimes, more often than i like. every story i used to write had another hundred page document behind it, explicating every single choice -- often i would simply read that, instead of ever actually write the story itself. the explanation precedes everything. the answers alone are the experience.
david lynch's work and philosphy has been and is a vital foothold in my efforts to learn to love the questions as our breath. learn to appreciate intuition and dreams, trust them instead of fear them. learn to see that the world has so much confusing, uncertain, strange beauty, that can be terrifying but turns sublime when you cease rejecting it from fear. when you embrace the unknown and dont try to immediately & anxiously explicate it all away, a whole new world opens up to you. that you need the darkness in order to dream, and you need dreams in order to live fully immersed in what the world has to offer. a foothold in learning to be okay with abstraction, with imperfect subjectivity, with uncertainty. to know it is not anthitetical to truth and meaning. know that to skillfully make ideas come alive into a work *is* to rationally pin them down, but that you cannot lose sight of the intuition they were born as.
his artistic intuition reminds me of what i need to have -- the trust and humility for experiencing the inexplicable and understanding that to be enough. a devotion to ideas and their realisation. a balancing force, for my endless inquiry -- to not forget to live the question in my the search for an answer. to allow some thing to go without clear or universal explanation, allow for some things to remain unresolved, allow for others to have that be their resolution. it's why his work equal parts captivates me and disturbs me -- i am very bad at this. but feel in my heart a need to get better at it. to be a better artist, a better thinker, a better searcher, a better person. you need to feel it, intuitively, quiet your endless noisy need for an answer and simply let it fill you up, let it resonate intuitively, and find in that how life makes sense to you and you alone. mediation, mindfulness, humility to sit with abstraction without trying to pin it down. more and more i try to understand this. some things don't need to make perfect sense. some things dont need answers, or their answers are not the point. some things dont need anything but to be experienced as they enter you -- like dreams do. that can lead you to the answer, and that can also be enough in itself. that can be just an intrinsic value in being alive to experience it. and so often, it is all in conversation with the search for joy. it's why he feels so captivating, so unique, so tremendously alive. why people use the word "visionary" when talking about him. because he knew how to use his medium in all the potential he could see, so that it let you live in the strangeness and questions. he understood them as sublime, he understood them as enough, he understood them as a joy. he understood them as beautiful. and his memory will remind me to do the same; always to seek the space to dream.
#(in dreams / oh in dreams / the snake will find its tail)#i am! a guy! who likes! answers!!#someone who resolves his fear of monsters in the closet by picking up a flashlight and brazenly throwing open the door!!#but at my worst i am also extremely anxious and thus avoidant!!#so i will resolve my fear of monsters in the closet by opening the doors wide and then simply pretending to see whats inside#searching for answers without the bravery to sit with questions#this makes me worse!! it makes me worse!!!!#thank you david lynch for reminding me over and over again that the way to stop being afraid of the dark#is to not stop at all#but instead embrace that disquiet. open the closet door wide as it will get. turn off the flashlight#and simply sit in front of it#observing -- simply observing -- whatever shapes emerge#letting them fill you up#and then doing something with them#also... man#lynch is one of the few things my mom and i almost completely agree on and could connect through#despite everything i feel like she gets this necessity for humility and curiosity and quieting down your need for answers#and not to get overshary on the tumblrs but it is a source of friction at times#because of my me and like. the abuse. i dont want someone whose failure of self knowledge gave me cptsd to tell me i should *think less*#but idk it's precious that through lynch we find a common ground in which to agree about it#i think i get what she was trying to tell me a little better now. or maybe what she would've liked to be trying to tell me#idk tldr i had a violent childhood where nothing made sense and everything was scary so now i struggle not to be desperate for#certainty and knowledge as protection. and the way i always found that was through art and philosophy so. yeah.#lynchs work helps me like... calm down a bit about that and do it better#to learn to love the strange and the confusing and the disquieting not see it always as a threat#to sit in the dark and see it for what it is. painful and beautiful. tender and hard. its deeply relieving. its good#hole in the world dude im gonna miss him really bad all i can feel rn is sadness gratitude and joy#forever in dreams#david lynch#mine
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renewing this kid's subscription to the Horrors
#sorry bella but it had to be done#anyway imagine being seven years old and life is Okay your day's ok#and then you go downstairs and you a) see two of your siblings dead and b) your older brother having a nervous breakdown#then Bella tries to talk to Ben bc what else is she gonna think of. Ben probably slaps her idk something that makes her want to leave#like in the scene where vi slaps jinx yippee yahoo#and get outside help from ppl she knows can deal with him#goes to get Charlie and Ben and starts breaking down in the process bc holy shit two of my siblings are dead#like. charlie goes to deal w Ben and snap him out of it and Heinrich stays to calm down Bella 👍 he had little sisters#charlie's not gonna do it in a Good Way btw she doesnt know therapy shit. sorry to both of them#...Heinrich's not great at calming people down either but like theyre vks what do you expect#wait hold on i need to lay out the timeline#ben loses his eye (13) -> ollie and will die (oct 2012/2021) (13) ->#kills his dad like a month after (nov 2012/2021) (14) -> kills bella's dog (14-15)#yeah okay we're good#she wasn't really scared of Ben until after this and the whole mess (sykes getting killed & her dog getting killed)#god i love the sykes kids so much. theyre so silly#oc: bella sykes#oc: ben sykes
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get yourself a weighted dinosaur from target, they make perfect cuddle buddies
#listen your girl was having a little bit of an emotional breakdown#i swear cuddling the dino helps calm me down every time#anyway i have the green one and i named him milo 🤗
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Puppy is not feeling well, I’m worried :(
#he’s not doing bad but not great :(#my mom said he chocked this morning and vomit#and now he chocked again and it took a while to calm down#it seems better now but I’m scared it happen again and I’m alone for another 2 hours :(#i would bring outside to breath some air it helps sometimes#but he start doing that after going outside so I Don’t want to accidently make it start again since he’s okay now#i feel like staying a lot a long time yesterday messed up is heart a little especially since he was so excited before we left#cause he though he was going too :(#we took good care of him yesterday and he was fine so idk if it’s really that#alex.txt#tw sick pet
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Let's try this again...
So, I went ahead and made Ice a new yarn wig, among other progress.



(The clothes are placeholder.)
I was originally gonna cut it all short like the concept sketch, but I thought the long hair just looked so cute, so I decided to only trim the bangs and tie the rest of it back. I even braided some of it~
As for the rest:
I sculpted his horns and tail, and they're all delightfully shiny. It's kind of a miracle that his design called for horns because the pins I stuck them to are helping to keep the heavy-ass wig in place XP.
I don't know if I'm loving the face-up. Using the metallic paint for his lips is giving Bratz energy, but I don't know if I love the eyes. They're just missing something. Maybe an accent color? The original vibes I wanted to go for with Ice was "backup dancer from Mottai Nightland", but they're not quite hitting it yet.
Maybe something like this would work?
(Kinda reminds me of a jawbreaker~)
But since I'm working with acrylics, if it doesn't work out, I'm basically gonna have to start all over again, so I'm more inclined to just leave it be.
I dunno. I just don't like how small the BTS eye molds are. It worked for the one project I got them for, but it's not really my style otherwise. I think any future dolls are going to use more stylized bases (I'm trying to brainstorm some ideas for that Hairdorables/Cave Club hybrid I proposed). I need some giant eyes to work with.
Otherwise, assuming I leave the face-up alone, all that's left are the clothes~ You may have noticed that he's already wearing the apron, but there's still a bit more I have to do~
#gbunny makes#OCs#custom doll#Ice#doll repaint#he's coming along#i didn't get any work done on him today#but i plan to tomorrow#i might even finish the shirt~#i'm on the fence if i want to make the pants darker#the pastel blue does help calm down the hot pink#but he's supposed to be a little obnoxious~#my worry is that the white dots are going to get lost in them if i don't darken the blue at least a little
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Normally I'm Donnie-biased but for 2012 this short angry frog has stolen the spotlight
#your honour i love him#someone get him into therapy tho#i'm 4 episodes in and he needs help#like bro just calm down a little#teenage mutant ninja turtles 2012#tmnt raph 2012#raphael#raph#2012 raph
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Hey hey, I wanted to try writing a little something with Stec and Fordo to get a better feel for their characters and this is what came about!
If you prefer to read it on ao3 I have a link for that right here
And if you prefer to read it here on tumblr! I posted the entire thing under the cut!!
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If he ever got his hands on the person who booked their room for this mission, 17 was going to make them suffer.
Alpha-17 had been sent on a recon mission deep into Seperatist-held space. He already was annoyed by the fact that he could not have his whole kit on this op, but the fact he was not alone on the mission either was also annoying. Well, 17 thought to himself, it wouldn’t be so bad if I wasn’t paired with-
A hand smacked into 17’s face and he immediately reached up to slap back at his assailant. Stec squawked and latched onto 17’s wrist as the older ARC held onto his face and shook his head back and forth, shoving him off the bed that 17 had claimed. Fordo had stolen the blankets from the bed, leaving 17 to freeze, the shebs, and was hidden under the blanket pile.
“This is the greatest betrayal!” Stec moaned from the floor of the room. 17 grunted when Stec kicked his feet up onto the bed and jabbed at his side. “You subject your poor kih’vod to sleeping on the cold, hard floor! How will we survive the night!” Muffled snickering coming from the blanket pile accompanied Stec’s groaning and 17 was quick to grab the ankle of the foot that kept pressing into his side and shove them off the bed.
Whoever thought it was a good idea to put these two di’kute on a mission with him is going to meet the business end of his deecee. A thought occurred to 17 as he thwarted another attempt from Stec to take the bed. He had talked to Maze while on Triple Zero and had told the other Alpha that most of their brothers were off Kamino and out in the war.
That little- Stec crowed as he finally managed to get on the bed, pinning 17’s arm down and capturing the other with his hands. It would not be difficult to roll and send Stec over the other side of the bed, his kih’vod practically did it himself having pinned his arm under the younger Alpha.
A weight settling itself over both of their legs, however, thwarted that plan. Stec and 17 both paused in their shoving to look down at the end of the bed and were greeted by the sight of the blanket mound.
Moving one of his legs resulted in a grumble, bending his knee garnered a huff, and when 17 tried to pull his legs free he was rewarded with a pinch and arms coiling around his knees.
Stec was cackling, quick to exploit the opportunity to slump over 17’s chest and arms while his tat kept the older Alpha’s legs pinned.
“See, this is sharing 17!” Stec finished shifting, mashing his face into his 17’s shoulder. “Isn’t it much more comfortable anyway? Now no one has to freeze or sleep on the floor.”
“The only reason I would have been cold is because Fordo stole the blankets” 17 jostled one leg and ignored the Kark you tapped against his knee.
“You know him, never like’s letting his face see the light of day” Stec yelped and jerked a leg up, glaring down at the blanket mound and kicking out when the wheezing laugh of their youngest came from the blankets.
17 bit back another groan as he felt both his brothers settle for the night, Stec draped over 17’s chest and Fordo curled over his legs.
It was…nice, he thought, feeling both of his brothers’ breathing even out as they dropped off to sleep. Knowing that his brothers were close, that he could do something if they needed him, it settled that little voice that was always nagging him, telling him that something could -and would- go wrong.
Feeling Stec curl closer, his younger brother’s unruly hair tickling his neck, settled half of that voice. The same happened with Fordo. Even though the youngest was curled under the blankets, knowing that he felt safe enough to sleep without his helmet and was holding onto his twin’s ankle- 17 could see his hand peeking out from under his hideaway- finished off any other doubts that hissed in the older Alpha’s head.
He curled an arm over Stec’s shoulder and moved a leg so it rested over Fordo’s knees, settling himself in for the night.
He would have to send Maze a message after the mission. Something to thank him for the comfort that the twins brought. And I know the perfect message 17 hummed as he settled in for the night.
Ni ganar ja'hailir, vod'ika 17 thought, content with having his vode close again.
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Mando'a translations
kih'vod: little brother di'kute: idiots tat: twin shebs: ass Ni ganar ja'hailir, vod'ika: I have watch, little brother vode: brothers
#crab writes#alpha 17#captain fordo#alpha arc stec#i love them#theyre my boys#and menaces#Stec distracts and Fordo steals blankets#Maze 100% sent Stec and Fordo with 17 to both annoy him#but also to help him calm down#alpha-17 has like a little (read: a lot) of anxiety about his brothers#mans got stabbed by a lightsaber I'd worry about that happening to my siblings too#17 retaliates by unleashing the twins on Maze later
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Something real to me immediately post-Voyager is that both Tuvok and Janeway are looking around at their crew like “God...these poor folks are not dealing with this transition well...” in an earnest but also slightly condescending way (as they are prone towards thinking of themselves as examples to be followed and somewhat superior to others, even if that isn’t the language they’d use/how they’d understand themselves) but in reality they are also dealing with it extremely and visibly poorly and are thus unable to help literally anyone and everyone who sees them is like “You guys don’t seem to be doing well” but this flies over their heads or they think to themselves, shaking their heads sadly, ‘this poor bastard...trying to say that I need help when they’re obviously the ones suffering...thank God I don’t have any problems.’
#Janeway seems like she'd earnestly want to help everyone post-Voyager#Like she'd call them and want to meet up and try to keep everyone together/keep tabs on them as best she could#Tuvok would not do this v_v#I also like the idea of others thinking that Tuvok is probably the most well adjusted but other Vulcans immediately are like 'this man has#problems. this man has so many issues. your mind is like swiss cheese.'#Janeway & Tuvok: we're the only normal people here dear friend... <- deeply traumatized and a bit insane just like everyone else on Voyager#Just wait until one of them betrays the other by suggesting maybe they're NOT as well adjusted and normal as they claim...the infighting....#I will die on the hill that Janeway & Tuvok get along so partially because they both are a little bit egotistical...mildly insufferable#<- this does not negate the fact that they are good people who earnestly care about others#I also laugh at people who think Tuvok is in any way good at talking to others...he fails at it literally every time#remember when Chakotay told him to help B'Elanna calm down and he immediately bullied her without hesitation???#remember when Harry told him he had a crush on a hologram and Tuvok told him 'stop that' before immediately forming a friendship with said#hologram??#Remember when he tried to talk with that Maquis guy and immediately got BODIED ?? Deservedly so?? HEHEHE#The only times I can remember him actually succeeding in such encounters is when he's talking about his children#<- with Samantha Wildman / Tom Paris / Neelix#Meanwhile Janeway's out here giving mommy issues to everyone she so much as looks at. Janeway's like is a mom was a disappointed dad whose#expectations you have to live up to or she's gonna be so incredibly either pissed or sad (Harry Kim knows that Seven knows that B'Elanna#lives in fear of that)#Tuvok is not necessarily a good mentor figure (nor does he seek to be) or particularly wise...h e is just a normal person.#Janeway is a captain so she is a better mentor figure but she also seems to at first struggle with how close she should be with her crew#which eventually slips into Way Too Close (necessary for Delta Quadrant but once they return home...)#I just like them both so much and I wish we got more with their friendship#Janeway & Tuvok are people who believe in and identify strongly with their moral principles and thus those who fall short of them fall short#of...hmm personhood? 'humanity' ??#If you break Starfleet code you are not only not a good officer but perhaps a terrible person#Janeway's rage at the Equinox crew being centered VERY INTERESTINGLY /genuine NOT around the fact that they tortured and killed aliens/ppl#but the fact that they are not in line with Starfleet...they wear the uniform but don't follow the code. Absolutely unacceptable#to Janeway.#Tuvok also seems like the sort of person who would harshly judge other Vulcans in the same way..to ME.
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I went to preschool for a few hours to help take all the kids to their kapa haka performance and they did sooooo good!!!!! Was a bit tricky walking them there across several roads and getting them all on stage with as few tears as possible (minus one who was a bit too overwhelmed), but the audience loved them and at least half of the kids were so excited they wanted to do it again! I feel like a proud childless mum 🥹
#p took a photo of her big brother and it helped calm her down to have him there “with us”#he is always in her sweet little heart ❤️#i think it helped mama to cope with taking p to the event without him too#so many things they will have to do without him for the first time :(#personal#kapa haka
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I like how I said a while back that my Astarion origin run was gonna be him doing the act 3 thoughts about his actions but with his act 1 sass and power hunger, but now that I made him trans my brain is trying to apply that special transmasc Rage onto him
#look when you're a trans man that's lived a heavily objectified and abused life you get some special inner demons#I would know I've lived it#and now my brain is trying to make him have a particularly bad nightmare he relapses after and turns into a tank for a while#because he's so Fucking Mad about everything and none of the companions really understand and can't help him how he needs#he rushed the healing process too much because of wanting to be better than Cazador and breaks for a while#so he has to go through violent and angry trial and error until he calms down a little and takes Wyll's hand to come back to the light#and is met with everyone there waiting for him#LOTS of ''and what am I OWED?'' moments from him for a while#I'm getting brainrot as I type this and am trying to figure out how to make him a XIV type dark knight#playing origin characters however you wanna tell their story is dangerous when you play as your comfort character
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I thought of something Funny that Danny and Genuinly anyone that are logical thinker Alway haven’t you watch incredible Cape are a bad idea. Only for Vlad Flaming White and Red cape draft over someone else shoulder to be an extremely comforting image for Vlad charater years to come in his Hero career.
#When Danny is frozening inside out and vlad is trying deperately to get him to the hidden yeti village#his cape were there to provide warm abeit little#When Danielle is in in distress as she realize she have been fool and her action have put everyone in danger just becaused she is too naive#the cape is there as a signal that it is not her fault#and it is ok#Ghost suprise attack it is a tool often use to help calm down the kid#stuck inside fallen building
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