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kinda rough draft for a balan body ref? idk i may just keep this im p happy with it actually:]
#it has everything i wanted to convey#..i also may or may not post a fic explaining how he lost his leg and injured his hand#idk though#i used to be so confident with fics lol just wrote something and released it into the wild#not anymore ajsnwns#anyyyyyhow#screamer’s art :]#balan wonderworld#balan wonderworld au#balan wonderworld fanart#balan#my boy heart emogie#also yeah he uses a cane! yippar! i louve him
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OWEN WILSON as MOBIUS M. MOBIUS in LOKI (2021 - )
#owen wilson#mobius#mcuedit#lokiedit#marveledit#get in y'all it's valentine's day and we're celebrating the character of all time!! god he is so beloved to me there's no comparison#truly i feel he's everything owen has wanted to convey in a character for a very long time? maybe always#and for him to be fully responsible for mobius being the kind of person you'd save an entire multiverse for is everything 🥺💖#also yes i'm leaving the series open ended lmao let me live in my delusion of a potential s3 someday bc i'll never give that up 🙃#loki#marvel#owenwilsonedit#dianagifs
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Jack: Kiss, Marry, Kill- the Doctor, the Master, me
River: The Doctor
Jack: Which one? Kiss, marry, or kill?
River: Yes.
#doctor who#river song#jack harkness#everything is random except for the fact that river has kissed married and killed the doctor#i just wanted to convey that and this is how i choose to do it#thank you for listening to my not so ted tall#talk#okay bye#eleventh doctor
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I can't do much productively during the heat wave/health issue flare up/etc. like work on my games or anything where I have to sit at the computer/type for long periods of time, BUT.. I did passively sculpt a few tiny foods lol. I wanted to do one of my bigger usual sculptures, but those take so much more time and concentration, I thought something small just to keep my hands busy would be better.. close up photos look kind of weird and blurry from my camera settings or something, but overall they came out okay, especially in person.. Nearly the only reason I ever wanted to buy dolls as a kid was to get my hands on the miniature foods and plates and stuff that came with them, I've always just been obsessed with small versions of things like that, so.. why not make some! lol
#sculpture#ooops.. i could have posted this on the art blog but I forgor and do not feel like reuploading everything#into a new drafted post on a whole other blog.. not in this heat.. i have no patience lol#items are: tomato. asparagus. a four leaf clover (not food lol). some sort of folded bun or dumpling with meat inside (not based on#anything specific. I just wanted to fold a flat sheet of clay into a shape). pomegranate. cheese wheel. lemon slice. some sort of mushroom.#fish (not a real one. just made up. if it looks like any specific fish that'd be interesting). and fig.#I haven't been able to get many avocaodo pits to carve again. so sculpting. then is good for a tiny craft#WISH I COULD DO COSTUMES OR SOMETHING.. i have some pikced out. bundles of clothes laying on the floor of the closet#but GODS even before the heat wave it's just been so warm.. I know.. it's the summer. of course it's warm#but WHYYYyy............. what if it just snowed all year around and was awesome and beautiful and i was so cold and could wear 25 blankets#at all times.. what about THAT hmm?? .. the ideal..#anyway.. my favorite is the pomegranate and the mushroom maybe#The fig is hard because in the pictures of figs I googled a lot of them have that sort of white powdery type of thing on the outside#that grapes and plums and stuff have sometimes and it's hard to convey that weird like.. sheen.. plus the purple with almost powdery blue#and little lighter specks plus streaks of light green and a little orangey on some of them.#It's okay in person I think but this doesnt show up as much in pictures. The cheese also looks betterin person than images. you can't tell#the slight shine in the pictures lol. but the pomegranates look cool and also photograph decent.. hmm#I should have made toast with an egg on it or something. that would be a nice addition#OH ALSO ASPARAGUS MY BELOVED.. though they look a little wonky. the cuticle pusher tool that I sculpt with in leiu of any actual sculpting#tools has a kind of triangle edge that was suite for the little leaf details of the asparagus so that was cool. its like..ALMOST right lol
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Shinjiham is cute when it’s romantic but tbh I think i vastly prefer the idea of them being best friends instead. Like, neither of them really saw it coming and weren’t really looking to get another best friend (Shinji has Akihiko, Kotone has Junpei and Yukari respectively) but it happens anyway. Kotone takes a liking to Shinji much faster than she does anyone else and I’d say a big reason is just the fact that he’s so reserved that it allows Kotone to do most of the talking while he just listens and they love this arrangement cuz Kotone doesn’t get to talk about her own interests very much. Though I think some of her needs to talk to Shinji stems from this insecurity that he isn’t happy in the group and she has this people pleasing problem and wants everyone to be happy so she makes a much bigger effort to talk to Shinji. And it’s very unfortunate because Shinji intentionally acts cold and distant because he doesn’t want to form any attachments because he wants to die soon, but aaaaaaaagh dammit this girl just keeps talking to him and being sweet and encouraging him to engage in his interests and share them with the others and he just can’t seem to say no when she’s got those damn puppy eyes. And Kotone is just able to get him out of his shell by being persistent but not in an overwhelming way, she’s very cheerful and supportive of him. And Shinji is able to offer her support by encouraging her to talk about herself and by making sure she’s taking care of herself. They just click really well and make such a positive dent in each other’s lives and it’s all about basic acts of kindness going a long way you know?
#persona#persona 3#kotone shiomi#shinjiro aragaki#i uh. probably didnt do much here to prove that their relationship is best when its platonic akjsks i mean idk how to convey it#that these two are just so good for each other but that im just not feeling it romantically#and why should i honestly like cant a guy and a girl just be platonic soulmates like me and jackie aljsks#plus i just have other ships with these characters i like better ahem akishinji and mitsuham yall already know#and i just feel really comforted by their relationship being best friends cuz it makes the pocket watch a lot more power of friendship#and it just. irks me the idea that its romantic love that saves shinji and its romantic love that gave him a will to live#cuz first off you can save him without romancing him and also like if you think kotone is the only person he wants to live for#youre just wrong like in fact its very clear in his social link that he feels this strong love for everyone#its literally like why other characters are so ingrained into his link he loves everyone and they love him back#its just kotone who organizes the time for them all to get together plus like idk when ppl say shinji only wants to live after romancing#kotone its like. well hes not gonna have a good time post coma then huh#and i suppose the point being made is he has to learn to live even if his gf isnt there but again like. shes not the only thing he has#idk i just hate this like pedestal romantic relationships are put on and i hate the implications that like#akihiko has been trying for years to protect shinji and his love doesnt matter cuz it isnt some heterosexual romance#grrrrr it just irks me is all and yeah i just think theyre besties who do everything together#kotone is like shinjis emotional support animal that guides him through the scary crowds and shinji is off putting enough to scare away the#meanies that come their way and they have a dress up montage and make cookies
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Please, if you have nothing else to do, please look at what is on the Golden Records, alongside the Soundcloud uploaded by NASA of the greetings recorded on the record. There is such a quiet vulnerability to knowing that these records have been created and are at the mercy of whomever finds them. I hope they love us as much as I love them.
I hope we can send more out - we deserve to be remembered, alongside this entire world. There is truly no place more special to me than this world💛
#positivity#i hope we all eat well#i hope we are all remembered by people we will never be able to fathom#the records were made by NERDS and i adore all of them#i love how much they thought about what they should include and how they thought through how to convey information#you don't get it you don't GET it every DAY i pray that SOMEBODY out there has sent out their own golden record do you GET it.......#i yearn to know every little thing about every type of people in the universe. i would kill and die just to have the chance to know#even IF the life out there is 'simple single-celled organisms' i don't CARE!!!! i need to know they exist#i need to know WHAT they are or WHO they are. i want to know every tiny microscopic thing about them#this applies to my fellow human of course but it applies to everything. i need to know it ALL#i feel like a caged tiger if you're wondering
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Hi Mei :)
#pmatga#my art#pmatga ocs#mei lián#“I have been drawing Mei.”#“What?”#“I have done nothing but draw Mei for 3 days.”#well- it's when she was in her 30s^^;;#also when she and Betrayus were first interacting! Betrayus initially did not like her!#he wasn't used to someone actively trying to seek out and get to know him. so he was just his usual#“grr I don't like talking to new people and I'm always grumpy blah blah blah” <- paraphrasing#I really need to just. write everything I can about her down and then just slap it here because I feel like I haven't conveyed who#she really is and how she acts as a character. I feel like she's still too empty on a surface level in my drawings#but in my head she's /way/ more fleshed out#like she's an engineer. she has 3 younger siblings. she's a hard worker (to the point where even betrayus tells her to take breaks).#she's the person who makes betrayus open up and see the world in a better light! she had such a huge influence on him and helped him grow!#I just don't want her to be 'this is betrayus's wife! and that's it!' you know? I /need/ there to be more#but alas. it is hard for me to write u_u#uuuoohh I forgot I have to draw her motorcycle too..... uwwahhh...#also notes: I didn't draw her shoes on the full-body on the left. and I didn't actually 'color' her clothing on the full-body on the right#I grey-scaled it. but never went through with coloring it
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i've been working on making title cards for each SNAP episode so i can make a nice post for each season with summaries and title cards, it's just taking me awhile in between everything else i have to do. so I suppose just general question, should i wait til all 16 are done and make one big season 1 post, or start a reblog chain and add a new episode whenever i finish drawing a title card?
oh yeah-
ALSO BTW
i really really love people playing with SNAP and i thought it would be cool if anybody who felt like making fanart for SNAP could draw a title card if they'd like! soooo if you wanna claim an episode and come up with a title card, i'd love to 'canonize' your art like that, just DM me or something and i'll gladly tell u which episodes need a card and give you the plot deets!
a few friends have contributed some extremely good title cards already and seeing the variety in style and SNAP brought to life through the eyes of different artists is genuinely one of the most heartwarming things about this project i've experienced
#this isnt me pawning off my work onto others for free art or anything#ill end up drawing everything anyway itll just take awhile#if ppl DO want to draw a title card for SNAP itll go faster but more importantly#fannish communities are ALL ABOUT uplifting and trading and appreciating each others cool works!#every time someone has drawn snap art/written snap fic i have been BLOWN AWAY that ppl like this au so much!!!#ive canonized the stuff that fits! i try to leave commentary that conveys just how much i love it!#and thats what im trying to offer with this title card thing. completely optional but i thought it would be cool
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I WANT TO HEAR YOUR DAKOTA N VYNCENT THOUGHTS SO BAD please tell me about them.....
oooh dakota and vyncent…, where do i start. i warn you i don't normally do like. character analysis writing type posts? so please excuse if it's bad.
they have perhaps the most strained relationship out of the prime defenders. but that's not necessarily a bad thing. it's really compelling. they're very similar but also very different at the same time. and maybe this is why they can sort of grate against each other sometimes, but is also why they are such good friends who can rely on each other.
vyncent grew up living a life that, while not necessarily comfortable, he was familiar with. he was happy and he had a support system in the greats and his parents. that got ripped away from him very suddenly and he got dropped in the deep end of a world entirely unfamiliar. meanwhile dakota (from after his parents death onwards) had a very difficult childhood. he spent many years without a support system - his parents gone, his aunt struggling herself and not able to care for him as he needs. but he's had time to learn to deal with that. rockfall/new haven is where he's grown up, and he knows it like the back of his hand. so they're both struggling but like in opposite ways? where vyncent has been okay for most of his life but now he hasn't had a chance to adjust, while dakota's been going through it for longer but that means he's been able to adjust and is familiar with the rules of this world.
they also have opposite ways of coping with bad things / tackling their problems. dakota shuts down. vyncent lashes out. dakota is determined to never take a life. vyncent comes from a world where fighting to the death is normal. dakota not only trusts, but idolises heroes. vyncent has been nothing but let down by them and doesn't trust them at all.
i think about that scene in season 1 so much where they're at mark's house, and tide has been taken, and dakota's just shut down. vyncent starts yelling at him because he's lost everything he had in this world and can't afford to just stop like that. it's just the perfect example of how their opposite experiences and coping mechanisms cause them to clash.
more extremely, when william gets killed. dakota completely breaks down, while vyncent starts attacking even more furiously. then vyncent is like. almost pleading (? you could say? not sure if thats the word) with dakota to just get up and fight because he can't do this alone. he can't do this without dakota. he couldn't have done any of this without dakota.
but in perhaps the more simple ways, they're quite alike. they're the epitome of dumb teenage boys. i mean, they'll just break into a duet on the train. they goof off together - the shopping cart race, that one scene in the gym in season one.
so. like. they lean on each other. they both don't have much to rely on. but they have each other. i think vyncent was probably, even if its a large part subconsicous, feeling betrayed when dakota left over the s1-2 timeskip. likewise how dakota felt betrayed over the bino and mark thing / mal amulet / belltech, etc. etc. but they stick together. no matter what they go through they get out of it, and they get out of it together.
so. okay apologies for taking so long to say so little. essentially what i like most about dakota and vyncent's friendship is that duality of relying on each other both out of necessity and because they're the only ones who really get each other, and also having the energy of like. "hey bro how many slices of pizza can i fit in my mouth at once. hey bro bet you cant backflip off of this building. hey bro let's do a karaoke duet of breaking free from high school musical"
as vyncent himself said in late season 2. they're brothers. (falls over and sobs)
#thank you for giving me the opportunity to yap about this#it makes me very very happy when people want to hear my opinions / thoughts on these characters i love so dearly#sorry if this is incoherent lol i get anxious about making posts like these#im not the most eloquent but i do hope people understand what im trying to say here#this is what i was trying to convey in that art piece. that sense of loneliness from the world but company in each other.#simultaneously being just silly pals but also having way too much responsibility and just. leaning on each other#and everything isnt okay but it will be. it has to be. because we always figure something out.#i mean they are like this in a way with william too but it just. it feels slightly different with these two in particular. idk.#i also have MANY thoughts about them specifically in the context of my death prince au (big fic im drafting)#which i will SO happily share if literally anybody wants but. i wont include that here and bombard you lol#jrwi dakota#jrwi vyncent#jrwi spoilers#jrwi pd spoilers
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Wanting more homoeroticism in the tension between the show’s leads as the narrative introduces greater intimacy and higher stakes between them, especially in a landscape that lacks queer representation who isn’t a villain or dies within one or two episodes, but also recognizing that core values/motivation for these characters lie in their relationships with one of two major female characters in an on screen sausage fest where the only other woman is a morally reprehensible femme fatale and erasing and/or vilifying female leads in favor of conventionally attractive males is a common practice observed in fandoms that’s rooted in misogyny and justified under the guise of rejecting heteronormativity, thinly veiled double standards, or claiming the woman is simply not interesting enough and not wanting to bolster that mindset
#the worst of evil#you know who’s not interesting enough? haeryeon!! bibi’s acting the hell out of her and slaying while doing it#but idk anything besides she’s willing to subvert her dad for dick and values money over everything else#and also she’s hot which is great for me!! but also the male gaze#and I also get it - we don’t know much about euijeong in her limited screen time besides her relationships to junmo/kicheol#but she is given so many traits that are silently conveyed like compassion and bravery and sacrifice#she brought a fucking gun to her date with kicheol like the conflicts and motivations here are SO JUICY#her exasperation guilt and despair with the investigation; esp after listening to the voicemails#what’s the self respecting thing to do; do I still love my husband if he loses himself; can I continue a game I never wanted to play#at the cost of my life or my family’s life?#even though a lot of her choices are for her marriage she’s using whatever agency she has in her own terms#kicheol works to be an honest man and make a difference partly bc of her#not trying to place the burden of fixing men on her but ignoring her impact in the boys’ lives is wild#ship whoever you want hate whoever you want but don’t deride a woman just cuz ‘she’s in the way’ ya know#all this being said; kicheol bringing junmo home after he RAMPAGED seemingly on his behalf - literally who else is doing it like them#the yearning all around - I get it now; we need gangster mob!throuple to get any shit done around here (and for all 3 to stay alive 🫣🙏)#but the reality next week is gonna be so so bitter
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Just saw a TikTok complaining about fanfics that didn't have "enough dialogue" because "reading more than three sentences" was hard.
I'm not against heavy dialogue-oriented fics; they are fun, but... that's a script. You want to read a fucking script, hope you know that. A writer isn't "bad" because they are... you know, writing. Just say it isn't your thing and move on, but categorize something as "bad" because you lack the ability to fucking read... ain't the author's problem; it seems like a "you" one.
#im training myself into a descriptive writing style and reading that was a slap in the face... it's not that i dont like dialogue but#i need to convey feelings showing them as I want to I can't have that just with dialogue I WISH I was good enough to do that tho#because there's people who can but im not so-#the other day i saw a girl complaining about a book having WORDS what the fuck is WRONG WITH YOU#SHOW ME FEELINGS SHOW ME METAPHORS SHOW ME YOUR SOUL IN WRITTEN WORDS#I JUST THINK people aren't reading as much as they used to... just a thought after seeing people on booktok#like... you have books.... for what exactly? pretty colors? covers? just to say you have them for the aesthetics and go home#???? god ... the art of the written word is beautiful and unique to humans it lets out your soul and your spirit in paper bringing your min#into the physical word and you are just gonna call it BORING what the HELL IS WRONG WITH THAT AAAAAAAAAAAAAA#KAFKA WE REALLY ARE IT NOW#in a world where everything has to be fast and immediate we should look into art as something worth waiting for... idk man my thoughts#maybe im just too dense with my feelings with creation and ain't that deep but to me it is actually...#ive wanted to be a writer since I learned how to read not because I liked to write but because my soul gets a little lighter when I do it
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you’ve probably already read it before, but the poem Party by Kim Addonizio really got me tonight. first thought was “oh man. yeah” and then my second thought was “how can i make this about my hockey guys somehow………..”anyway! have a good one!
oh. oh.
#don’t think i’ve read this kim addonizio poem and it just blindsided me like a truck thank you so much#i. oh god. like yeah.#pour me shitfaced into your car i feel like you own a comforter extremely dysfunctional only in surface details like which person was the#black hole and the distant spark in space that might’ve been a star there’s something too with unrelenting mist / many-headed mist / missed#who knew mis(t)/sed had undone so many. while you keep an eye on the burner here’s hoping this flame doesn’t go out#the flame as in the spark as in don’t let me have pinned my hopes on you to watch it burn out again but also me. like please let me not go#and i think there’s something there too with the repetitive ‘i have just met you’ and i already love you that reminds me both of a story#colman domingo told abt meeting his partner i cry everytime i hear it right when he says ‘i think i love u &you’re about to change my life’#and i KNOW there’s another poem. and i feel like it maybe has a dog and it talks about how they don’t even know you but they love you#OH IT’S ALSO. OH MY GOD THAT’S IT. i mean not exactly so maybe i have read this before & it’s what has been haunting me for so long but#the opening line to tim seibles naïve is ‘i love you but i don’t know you’ - mennonite woman#the odds of that dog poem being a carl phillips poem is non-zero btw. his poems about dogs make me see shrimp colors (bertuzzi thesis)#ANYWAY. agreed. this is incredibly hockey and incredibly hurtful because they DO bond like this in 0.0001 seconds because if you can’t#you’re fucked. you have to just find somebody and fall in love with them and it’s the salmon and the triple cream brie like they got taken#out to some fancy meet the donors team night in their suits and one of them is dealing with a heartbreak and a trade and are the things#they think true or are they just missing what the used to have. jamie who used to empty and refill the ice tray YES sorry i have been a#little bit thinking that about the trevor dealing so poorly with the breakup and i wish i had another narrative (which i do) but it fits#trade deadline tragedy#and also the formation of a codependent rookies like. two guys that get drafted and brought up together and suddenly they’re doing#everything together and it’s your first time in the big show and none of your old college friends understand because they’re not there#and you can’t get it. like you think you know but they can’t understand and the loneliness and it IS guys taking care of each other#(alexa play harriet by hey rosetta! but specifically the bridge) and it’s just. i just!!! trying to fill up the missing pieces of your life#like i cannot convey WHOMST i am trying to pin this narrative to this is going to rotate for a long while i think#because it’s not a wild i fell in love with you at first sight it’s a you were kind to me when i was broken. and i love you for that.#like who is FALLING APART &happens to fall into someone else’s arms. purely for the partygirl aspect the devil (old hrpf) says ‘13 bennguin#who among us hasn’t fallen mildly briefly brilliantly in love with a stranger and imagined a future where you get everything you want#sometimes we love people for who they are and sometimes we love them for what we’re not and sometimes for who we think they’ll be#this was a very long way to say thank you for sharing <3 i will also be making this about my hockey guys <3#OH MY GOD IT’S DPAIRS. WHO’S BEEN THROUGH SEVERAL DPAIRS#nonny <3
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okay it’s extremely funny that anybody interprets mitski’s me and my husband as a straightfaced love song. like no? we’re not all having the same vivid mental picture of a 1950’s housewife? “and i am the idiot with a painted face / in the corner taking up space / but when he walks in / i am loved / i am loved” is not reading to everybody else like really good lightly sarcastic narrative imagery about hanging too much of yourself on this relationship working out?
#from the desk#sarcastic’s not the word i want but close enough#posts brought to you by i was thinking about how good a love song i will is and idly decided to look up if thered#been a love song bracket yet#there has. i will did not win it. tragically#listen im not immune to the quiet urgency of promising to look at the most vulnerable parts of someone and make a home there anyway#mitski mitski mitski….. one of the lyricists ever i think#me and my husband is really good too it conveys that particular sense of desperation SO strongly to me while not really having any lines#directly pointing to that#but man. i will be sooooo happy when i can learn i will it sounds so NICE on accoustic#i will take good care of you. i will take good care of you. everything you feel is good if you would only let you
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THIS CUTSCENE GRRRRGGRRRRR SNARLSNARLSNARLLLLHRGGRGRGRGRGRGGRGRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#txt#i mainly want to show how clarity is animated bc i fucking LOOOOOVE it#i love her presentation its like GRRRRRR. this was so good#i think this cutscene is specificallg what made this series like grip me as hard as it does bc its just genuinely SUCH a good cutscene#i love everything conveyed here. I LOVE WOMEN!#also i love the ais like having a thick outline of some kind... clarity with a thick black outline and spark later has white.. ITS GOOD!#also i loveeee spark in this like omg 😁 hes abt to fucking POP!
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ᅳ ● ☾ ⭑ aphelios & his humanity
the lunar convergence occurring on the day he and his sister were born gave both siblings great weight on their paths in life, their orbits. it was something instilled in the two that their destinies were already woven by mother moon herself and the two had an important role to achieve when the time comes.
he hadn't opened up to nor gotten close with any of his fellow lunari save for his twin. she was the other half of his soul, the one with magical prowess while he was skilled in physical combat. the two balanced one another and were each other's rocks whenever faith faltered or a weakness overcame them. it was only with alune that aphelios could ever be aphelios the person, the brother, the person. other than that he was but another tool, a weapon for the faithful to utilize for their protection and salvation from the solari.
he was never fond of taking lives, but he did so for his faith. he knew if he faltered it could risk a slaughter that could have been avoided. the noctum's numbing helped shield his heart in a cloud that not only shielded him from the sensation of physical pain but helped numb the pain he would feel in his heart whenever a life would be taken by his hands. the sacrifice of his voice was one he disliked, but one that was worth giving himself something to help his people and to help him and his twin achieve their destinies.
when alune entered the spirit realm via the marus omegnum and he had been granted the weapons he utilizes now from her it solidified his resolve. the noctum granting him the ability to commune with his twin despite being in a different realm only firmly enforced the destinies he and his sister were born into. this much was clear to him. his obligation to his faith and his people would take precedence over anything else.
he is the weapon of the faithful and a weapon is not allotted the luxury of heart, of weakness, of pain. lives taken by his hands chip away slowly at his core being. aphelios the person behind the mask firmly held by the numbing of the noctum's influence aches but he disregards that ache to follow what must be done. alune's words are the grounding element that keeps aphelios the person, the brother, intact. if not for his twin he would have long discarded his heart in favour of hardening himself to all the pain he must endure. he knows if he fully rids himself of what makes him who he was prior his sister's heart would break and that is something he could never forgive himself for.
when on duty he allows the noctum to hide away his heart that has broken far more than he has realised. it is only when the effects weaken and he is left to the deafening silence of solitude that he is reminded of all the weight he carries and how deeply it has wounded him. but he carries on. his humanity is something he cannot forget but something he allows to sit aside to carry out his mission. he is a weapon first and a person second.
#● ☾ ⭑ 𝗠ᵒᵒᶰˡᶤᵍʰᵗ ᵛᶤᵍᶤˡ ( hc )#// this has sat in my drafts for so long but i finally wrote it up#// idk if it super fully conveys everything completely how i want it articulated but i did my best#// i'm bad with summarising my thoughts wholly sometimes#// hope this made sense :'>#// i have far too many thoughts about aphelios
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No I have not started writing the George/Tristan fic
Yes I am still outlining
#i *think* this version works#just for a stretch i thought about making it multi pov#and that's still intriguing#but it also makes it harder to plot#because tristan obviously knows he's the sin eater so the foreshadowing from george's pov doesn't hit the same#a lot of outlining this is trying to figure out the difference between the ideas i have#and what actually fits to create an arc that makes sense#especially strugglin with 4x11-4x12 because those are important in canon#yet i need a balance between following the s4 plot and deviating from that#it doesn't work to just rewrite because nancy obviously has the lead role in canon#and also it's just not right to do a direct rewrite lol i want this to be my own thing#anywayyyyy#i just need to start because by the time i get that far into the season i will have a better idea of the pacing and what makes sense#but like ughh it would be cool to get scenes with tristan and his parents#but then it makes everything more complicated to manage#particularly keeping it even between the two unless i gave them both a pov in each chapter#but again!!! so complicated#it's easier to just do one#and i'm skipping a lot of s4 plot points#trying to convince myself it's possible to convey tristan's perspective and arc through another's pov#and it is#flythepost
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