#it felt very mean spirited
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
.
#shrieks | ooc |#WHILE IM HERE#the newest short#i loved the character design#but#ehhh#idk another fat/chubby character is annoying/undesirable#:/// really a bad theme here#also im always icked by shows making fun of things#ESP when they're making fun of their own fans#i know it was a joke around like fandom in general / 'bad' fans#and i know its a community viv herself came from#but idk#but also vivzie i saw some in fighting about if people are ALLOWED to like emberlynn bc shes a pro shipper so like you know a mirror#like i don't agree with that end of fandom culture but idk if your allowed to be mean to the people keeping you afloat#yOU KNOW HALF THE PEOPLE BUYING YOUR MERCH AND KEEPING YOUR FANDOM GOING#it felt very mean spirited#i love that l has taken emberlynn under their wing
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
did a little sketch yesterday that i really liked and tried to get it done today just so i got literally anything to post- but i fell into the trap of 'making sketches to elaborate and thus really stiff and non fun' (for me), ... soooooo .. im redoing the whole thing
but the idea was a mummy ganondorf for my (yes still existing) totk rewrite; i wanted to make him more scary looking and also emphasize just how horrid it must be to be kept in between life and death by having your heart grabbed by a cold and vengeful magical hand for thousands of years (in this case the ancient queen .. which i also tried to sketch despite not showing up aside from her dissolving hand)
the spell starting to fail and his body being more damaged in some parts (jaw being only the bones left for example) and his chest open from being slowly eaten up by the queens magic, the ribs contorting around it like its a gravitational pull- sounds cooler than it looks bc this sketch did not work out, so im saving the details for the .. hopefully, better version
#ganondoodles#art#tloz#ganondorf#posting it mainly ... to have something to post#and bc i think i remember someone telling me they like that i soemtimes post 'failed' sketches or paintings that i wont go back to#anyway ... this is one of them ...... felt rly pressured bc the weekends already over again and i dont want to work ......#was probably doomed from the start- detailed sketches rarely work out ofr me lol#anyway- also havent decided yet if i want him to have a heart still ... or if it too was dissolved by her magic#and you can still hear his heartbeat even though there is nothing in his chest#or maybe only like ... a spirit .. non physical heart ....#or its 'just' made of malice#.... or he doesnt have it at the very start and then at the mid fight he rebuild it somewhat#and for the end you find him in a tangled mess of pulsing roots like those that were in canon totk (but didnt mean shit i guess)#bc hes literally taking the life of the land to be as strong as he could possibly be#but like ... cool#i also have plans for a “demon” version and the good old boar#three phases and none is a cinematic thing#he will be a dark souls boss and you are way too low level ... i can do whatever i want in this rewrite you cant stop me!!#'kids have to play this gam-' no they dont this is in my head forever!!! no one is playing it but me!!
226 notes
·
View notes
Text
I was 13 when Gravity Falls came out, which was the perfect age to really get swept up in all the secret codes/theories/general ooky spooky vibes of the fandom. It really was one of the most exciting experiences I've ever had with a TV show. I wouldn't have had this much fun if I wasn't 13. If I had just been a few years older, I would have been significantly smarter. But I WASNT. So I thought I was watching some sinister creepypasta type shit somehow sneak its way onto Disney Channel. I thought it was run by the Illuminati even though I didn't actually know what the illuminati was. I thought the cute silly vibe was all a ruse and it was eventually gonna take a really scary bloody gorey turn. I thought the show was gonna end in the twins getting ritualistically sacrificed or something. I thought Mabel was gonna get betrayed by Lebam.
#i really did believe thought i was gonna see a creepy pasta type thing actually develop on the show#yknow the subversive ''the rugrats were dead all along'' type stuff#i thought they were suddenly gonna reveal a twist that made the show suddenly turn fucked up#and i dont mean like. how the show ACTUALLY turned out#like gradually getting darker and more exciting as time went on. with the stakes getting higher and whatnot#like ya gf was a cool fun child appropriate horror#but the slow descent into creepiness felt natural. and it still retained its humor and spirit despite that#i thought it was suddenly gonna jumpscare the audience into full out adult horror#i was very stupid. but GOD it was thrilling. i was having the time of my life
30 notes
·
View notes
Text

Paris has had seasonal infestations every summer, but the trend has been steadily increasing each year. Over 1 in 10 households experienced bedbugs from 2017 to 2022.
source 1
source 2
#destiel meme#destiel meme news#world news#news#tw bugs#bugs tw#bedbugs#tw insects#paris#paris france#and right before the#2024 olympics#paris olympics#i was gonna link the bbc article but it largely downplays the panic about bedbugs and ends up just blaming it on poor people#calling them “superspreaders”#it felt very mean-spirited#the forbes article the first one listed here is very informative though and explaines the situation without#ya know#blaming poor people#like the cause here is literally tourism and travel#it's not linked to parisian homeless or lower income households#specifically#bedbugs could infest anywhere and are just being spread by travelers
117 notes
·
View notes
Text
the bob dylan movie was okay
#it was fine#mid even#very timothee chalomet doing a Bob Dylan impression#rolling stone in front of a booing crowd was cool it really heightened the antagonistic mean spirited coolness of that song#bob dylan#felt like I had to document my opinion of this movie as a bob dylan veteran and historian and seer of bob dylan live
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
i recently went camping, and when i sat in the forest, wearing my felt slouch hat, boiling coffee over an open fire, i suddenly felt a strong urge to learn to play the harmonica and begin pipe smoking....
i long for simpler times. just me, nature and my few most important belongings (phone is NOT one of them)
#snufkin#snusmumriken#snusmumriken is 100% my spirit animal#moomin#nature#“felt slouch hat” is very much a guess of a translation but yk what i mean
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
i think the reason why im so drawn to spirit tracks and pkmn scarvi is that having the legendary/princess as a companion rather than a goal that marks the games completion makes me feel satisfied the way i would after helping a friend
my brother always teases me about how I still havent finished botw after almost 7 years bc "id rather be out picking flowers" which i wont say is untrue. and yes i know Zeldas been holding off ganon for 100 years, yes i can get some sort of idea what her relationship with link was like by recalling memories and going through her diary. ive always loved botw for its unique storytelling and setting which makes it stand out, because it lets you get to know who you're saving.
but because theyre memories, it only works if theres something for the player to investigate that already happened. its retroactive (but effective nonetheless)
on the other hand, spirit tracks does something similar but instead of having the player try to piece together memories and interpret them as a spectator, you actually have an opportunity to get to know zelda yourself by talking to her and working together. besides making it a gameplay mechanic, giving the player control over how they interact with zelda makes it so much more personable.
and I find that making the goal feel personal instead of an obligation gives me more of a reason to work towards it. I know what kind of person botw zelda was but as the player, shes still very much a stranger to me. but spirit tracks zelda? thats my friend!!!! she invited me to go to the beach after we get her body back!!! i dont want to whip her to make her move faster thats mean :(
you know how hostage negotiators are trained to introduce themselves and get to know the person theyre negotiating with because its harder to hurt someone when you know what their favorite food is? its kinda like that, because it feels like im helping a friend than being told or led to do smth
and although i havent played scarvi myself, i feel an attachment to koraidon and miraidon even just watching playthrough clips because its like!! thats my weird scaly dog!! it loves sandwiches and we're friends!!! you know!!!!!!
#i dont normally write long posts like this but i think ive been trying to put this into words for a long time and it finally happened#my cloth mother spirit tracks zelda and my wire mother lttp zelda#ACTUALLY ANOTHER THING when i was a kid i always felt guilty when i had to catch the legendary at the end of the game#because to me it was like 'i know none of this is real but if i capture you and have you under my thumb am i robbing the world of something#normal thoughts for a 10 year old to have#when i talked to my brother abt this he was like 'i mean yeah the point is to dunk on the NPCs what were you expecting' and i mean i think#i get that its supposed to feel rewarding because the legendary is THE reward. but it doesnt feel right and i dislike he feeling of pushing#others down to get ahead. i guess u can argue sun/moon does smth similar where you have nebby with lillie#but lillie still ends up handing nebby over to the player and i STILL feel bad because im like shit man you raised that little guy#and koraidon/miraidon feels less like a reward but more like overpowered motorcycle lizard that is just so oupydog. and i love him#and in spirit tracks i went out of my way doing some of the side quests bc zelda asked nicely and honestly that was enough for me#i think all of this boils down to.. i feel very protective abt things i care abt so stories that give me a reason to care hits harder#this can also go the other way bc i CRIED when i finished links awakening because i KNEW every person and im responsible for#literally the end of their world. like. there was a family with 5 kids. marin loved singing and cared about me. she was my FRIEND#i just. ugh. i have too many feelings rn. i kinda wanna draw more spirit tracks link and zelda i think that wld make me feel better#yapping#diary#loz#pokemon
41 notes
·
View notes
Note
I find it funny how the fandom begged for an edgy darker ppg, cause they did that with the ppg movie already and viewers and even Craig claimed it was TOO DARK
I think what he claimed was that he wished it was a little lighter and sillier, not so heavy the whole time, but I get why he made the movie more heavily action packed after seeing the merchandise skew the way of cutesy jewelry and fashion kits... so basically the other way that people misinterpret the show (...and, actually, after literal years of ruminating about that, I would probably consider writing a whole post about that whole phenomenon, but that's a whole 'nother topic for a whole 'nother day). I think darkness has its place, and stuff like gore does, too, but it is interesting how it seems that that certain subsection of the fandom just craves and begs for, like, all out misery and maliciousness and seriousness, no silliness, no levity, always, all the time. It's sort of creepy.
#it's just very mean-spirited#i looked back at that doc from the dvd to see what he said#this feels like the kind of thing that if he were still on tumblr he might reblog and mansplain to me about... so idk#'i didn't say lighter i said *airier*!!!' okay thx craig lol#and then the fanboys would skitter into existence and attack me 'yeah you dumb bitch he said airier!' 🙃#...maybe i shouldn't be answering this right after i wake up sorry lmao it's a wrong side of the bed morning 🤣#to his credit though i mean the movie felt like a pretty good mix of high stakes seriousness and silliness but that's just me
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
,,,man
#is it weird to feel like. second hand bitterness abt the fans of a game franchise i dont even watch/play#like ive seen so many comments abt silksong (not all of which were jokes) never coming out and it always felt so mean spirited to me??#like no shit it took a while its 1) an indie game 2) an indie game with very pretty animation 3) following up a Huge Indie Darling#not even getting into the fucking scare that was that bullshit unity tried to pull which undoubtedly shook production#LIKE. SORRY YALL BUT GOOD GAMES TAKE TIME TO MAKE ESP IF ANIMATION IS SUCH AN IMPORTANT FACTOR#ppl acting like silksong is the modern version of hl3 or whatever when 6 years is. honestly pretty good dev time these days???#like even mainstream games with big teams take just as long so a big indie game coming out in that time frame is wild imo#and if you want it faster its going to either be bc of 1) Crunch 2) a bigger team with less creative control or 3) much smaller scope#i wont pretend the devs shouldnt have maybe waited until later in development to announce it#but thats something everyone in the game industry does; kh3 comes to my mind as a more mainstream example#idk man it just bugs me that ppl love to be all 'we want worse media that takes longer to make' until its an indie hit#and now that it has a proper release window ppl are acting like they knew itd be fine all along#listen man im a fan of valve games and kindom hearts ok you wanna talk abt waiting for sequels then get on my fucking level
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
bunny mask is literally the living embodiment of songs like ' dog days are over ' by florence + the machine and ' rebel girl ' by bikini kill. and no, i will not be taking criticism
#SOMETHING FEELS AMISS: musings.#LET ME TEACH YOU: headcanons.#HEAVY on dog days are over though. because the dog days of summer are often the most hot and miserable... so saying that they're over means-#that even though it may seem like these days are never going to end... they will and your spirit of happiness will return.#i don't think there is a solid interpretation out there as to what it's about but it is VERY MUCH a song that is about overcoming-#something difficult and / or overcoming depression to me. and that represents bunny mask pretty well i think. she was literally trapped in-#cave for what felt like FOREVER and wasn't sure whether she'd ever be released but she was + she was given a new start with her life in a-#way because of that. and i'm not trying to overinflate bunny mask's character here but... hey. whenever it comes to ' rebel girl ' -#bunny mask is VERY much a girl's girl so i feel like it's equally as likely that she feels the same kind of admiration for other women that-#the singer does and firmly believes that women should lift other women up rather than bring them down. plusss... this song kind of has-#an underlying message in it about the confusion between friendship and sexuality whichhh i could kind of see bunny mask experiencing?#because she is still trying to wrap her head around the different kinds of love that exist and whether if you like someone so much that you-#want to BE THEM... does that mean that you just really like them as a friend or that you're in love with them?? idk but i just love#bunny mask being unapologetic about defending and loving her friends. so yeah. bunny mask is just very special to me okay
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
that sadness that hits when you read a book you expected to be 5 stars and in the end it's just. Not.
#hell followed with us had so much potential and i enjoyed a good portion of it but. ugh. idk i felt disappointed#fuck religious queer people among other things. it very much had a “you're either with us or against us” mentality that. eh.#not my favourite thing in the world tbh#anyway faith deserved better.#(and by better i mean not being another cartboard cutout character that was there to fill a rep quota and never addressed after)#mar's book rambles#will i pick up the spirit bears its teeth by the same author tho? of fuckin course i will rjsjjd#amd compound fracture also sounds extremely fascinating. i just hope it doesn't fall into the same traps & pitfalls-#-that made hell followed with us personally unappealing to me
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
God I missed David and Catherine. I missed Russell’s writing. The first special was so fun. 😭😭
#‘OH MY GOD I DID IT AGAIN’ both peak Catherine Tate energy and Russel t Davies writing 😂😂#Yasmin Finney was also delightful and I love the twist the story used but it’s also very much#‘he a little confused but he’s got the spirit’ writing bc is she nb? bc it felt like they established her pretty solidly as trans fem#both not that she couldn’t also be nb but also not every trans person is nonbinary#‘he a little confused’ 🫲#🫱’but he got the spirit’#(the he is Russel T Davies)#also oof that line ‘a male presenting time lord’ like…bruh what. what are yall talking about. what do you mean?? 😂😂#I know I haven’t watched anything since mid way thru 11 but what?#that was the only line that felt like pandering it was weird.#and definitely just to excuse plot device tbh#still good overall tho. I’m so excited for more Doctor Donna 🥺🥺#apple talks#to the tune of spam
14 notes
·
View notes
Text
Don Thousand doesn’t like the mortal form he’s found himself shoved into more and more often. It’s uncomfortable, a restrictive feeling of containment that his magic is unused to. The pressure of human skin and oddity in comparison to the spiritual void of energy he subsists on. Subsequently, his newest feeding source isn’t the most powerful source for him either.
The little white haired human he’s tethered to is lonely. That’s what he’s noticed most throughout his time on this earth. He maintains a distance in all his friendships that no one seems to notice, let alone try to cross. The entity does nothing to dissuade from this fact either.
Neither creature seems enthused by their state of body sharing. Don Thousand gets that tidbit rather quickly, especially with how the first thing the boy asked of him was to beg to be rid of the entity. Not for its destruction, or its elimination, but through a more peaceful path. Despite himself, Don Thousand finds himself intrigued by the duo, growing increasingly (yet frustratingly) fond of the two as time passes.
Comparatively, the entity utterly refuses to accept any sort of absolution of its crimes. It grows angry if the boy attempts to offer it remission for the crimes it committed. What these entail Don Thousand knows not, and the boy doesn’t seem all that aware either, but he tries anyway.
Don Thousand finds them fascinating. He finds the whole world this boy is showing him to be more so. The other children the boy befriends and introduces to him, even including the broody one and the one who seems to be in the same boat as Don Thousand’s summoner. Their entity is much warmer than the one his boy has. Friendly, if he dared to give an entity that title.
He’s grown to adore the little old human nearby to his boy. She’s oh so kind, yet grumpy nonetheless. (A mimicry of someone Don Thousand used to know. If he were here-). He loves the flowers that the young children of the building his boy goes to daily are planting along its borders, brick walls stained with greens and pinks among other shades.
He finds a new companion in his boys neighbor, a human who appears neither too young nor too old and reminds Don Thousand of simpler times. He knows she would have found his new domesticity to be laughable. Someone like him, cruel and wild spirited, tamed by a mere boy and his entity?
Yet he cannot find it in himself to regret it. As the days pass, as the entity unenthusiastically begins to thaw around the edges, as his boy opens up more, all he can hope is that this newfound freedom will never end.
Not related, but please listen to this song because I love it so much and even if it doesn’t thematically match (it kind of does but not 100% so I leave that up to interpretation) I love it a lot because it matches the vibes.
ALSO! I’ll make a proper post about it but if anyone cares to, please drop some prompts (one word, a sentence, anything) that I can write something for :)!
#ygo#yugioh#yugioh zexal#don thousand#ygo dm#yugioh dm#bakura ryou#ryou bakura#yami bakura#yugioh bakura#fanfic#aus with sphinx#not shipping#I mean I can’t stop you but DT is very much not interested in teenage boys#Or their weirdly possessive spirit counterparts#I felt sad so I wrote this#Spotify#I’m in love with Don Thousand
3 notes
·
View notes
Note
Coincidentally "ohh doggy!" Is the same thing that comes to mind spotting you out in the wild of my dashboard

Don't have any fucking doggy reaction pics only kitty cat and horsey so have this crude edit. Wags my tail at this ^_^ correct reaction too. If you catch me around you gotta do a Tommy Wiseau and hit me with the oh hi doggy!. It's the morally correct choice.
#luly talks#free to adapt based on whichever animal I'm vibing w hardest at the time alternatively too#unless I'm monkey posting which is rare but i think best case scenario there is throw some fruit at me and keep the distance#but that's RARE tbh only twice or thrice have i had those eras#honestly I'd make a list of all the animals i relate to and to what degree i wont but i could.#though kitty doggy horsey and rarely monki are my main ones and cats are not Even yknow like#i have cat like qualities but i am not a cat per se. more like a dog that was socialized around cats. if doggy was kitty y'know#l.l. is my dogsona in spirit and that iss shown in them bc they're mostly dog but can still purr and have cat-like reactions to things#horses are Completely detached from it tho to the point i cant even make a sona or fursona or whatever#its the most face value stuff. like just picture a horse. now give me a sugar cube. y'know#or spicy curry. i wont survive it but I'll love it.#i once made a whole list of all the others i mean cows are big up there there's a reason why cowly exists#cow eyes are something my family has too. big dark cow eyes. my eyes look not as big bc I'm always experiencing sensory overload and im chic#ato and im sleepy but TRUST ME BRO. WHEN IM HEALTHY MY EYES LOOK SO BIG AND ROUND#I think cow mood really requires in general a deep fucking level of peace.#yeah some of these are like only achievable thru certain emotions.#dog is very versatile too bc it has that biting back quality to it. though luckily I've been not needing to bare teeth#yet i keep tasting copper. curious!#yeah I'm just infodumping now you caught me b4 bedtime and i just felt like talking about this ok. pretends to jump on you#asks#anon
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
Thinks oh so hard abt the spiraling upwards clan founders, especially the birchclan founders. Silly lil kitties who's pasts are drenched in blood with the primary regret of not drawing it sooner
#rat rambles#oc posting#warriors posting#spiraling upwards#long story short they had a shitty awful terrible leader who sucked absolutely ass and they tore him to shreds#I mean that literally they pinned him onto the mountain side and slashed and mauled the shit out of him so hard that his lives evaporated#and several of the cats involved in that scene are sill alive and major parts of the story and I love them#oh also the cat that pinned him through a stab through the throat was his own daughter btw everyone hated his ass so much#and for good reason get his ass#alas in the main story I dont rly get to go too deep into how he harmed everyone involved mostly just three main ones#aka bristlestar because shes murtlepaw's ghost mom dawncrackle because hes also haunting murtle and gullspot because shes bristle's kit#so basically all the flashbacks we get involve those three in some form or another#honeystar was also there and involved but Im not currently planning on having her rly talk abt that#most of her more modern angst is the fact that she was forced into leadership against her will#and shes been alive long enough that shes been leading birchclan far longer than she ever lived in her old clan#but she did go through a lot of shit before birchclan was founded and it definitely shaped her a lot#she used to be a very determined and high spirited lil kitty cat who tried to be optimistic#but her family began to slowly be picked off one by one by both the old leader and the one whod later get evicerated#some of the older cats around her hoped it make her back down from her revelutionary ideas but she noticed that and it backfired on them#instead of being worn down to submission she became absolutely Furious and began to lash out more and become more demanding#it got to the point that she really only had two friends in the entire clan and one of them was her aunt whod later also die after coming#out abt having witnessed the leader killing his own kits#that was the final fucking straw for her and she was fully on board when bristle and dawn started looking for cats to join their rebellion#she did get rly frustrated with them as they waited patiently for the right moment but her remaining bestie kept her from going apeshit#so once the big fight finally broke out she was more than eager to join the hoard of cats chasing the bastard upwards#now unlike some of the other cats involved this legitimately actually made her feel a lot better for a while#for the first time in ages she finally felt like she could be optimistic abt smth again and was excited abt the idea of leaving this place#she had lost so much in this damn place since she was an apprentice and just wanted to finally be able to rest easy#but once they got to their new territory and set up camp things went south real fast as a flood fucked everything up#and after losing the only cat she had left in her life and losing her tail and being made deputy on top of that she deteriorated quickly
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
ok so today i had my first thai class after a really long christmas break and somehow andreas gabalier (an austrian folk singer) and his music came up. and i don't remember what exactly my teacher said but he made a comment along the lines of "andreas gabalier is considered a standard good looking dude here in austria, right?" (my teacher is from thailand, so he wasn't sure about austrian people's preferences)
and his question was met with complete silence, because the thing is... our class consists of 3 middle aged guys plus one more guy in his mid 30s. and then there's me. the only girl
and since no one answered the question about andreas gabalier's looks, our teacher then addressed me directly and following conversation ensued:
teacher: "[airenyah]?" me: (feeling slightly shy and embarrassed) ".....i don't know what andreas gabalier looks like 🙈" everyone: (breaks out in laughter) middle-aged classmate: (highly amused) "i suspect he's not your type..." (me: "oh 🙈") "you're not missing out on anything :D"
i really like my teacher but god, let me live. don't put me on the spot like that 😩😩😩
#i hate when people ask me my opinion on somebody's looks#esp if that somebody in question is an older dude (as in significantly older than me. doesn't have to be ''old'' in reality)#idk!!! the person looks normal to me!!! person-shaped!!! idk‚ what do you want from me!!! i'm too asexual for this conversation!!!#we're not super close in this class (it's online which doesn't help with that either) so no one actually knows shit about my sexuality#and idk if my teacher put me on the spot for heteronormative reasons bc i'm the only girl in class#or bc he trusts my opinion (technically i could be considered an expert in austrian culture‚ i have a BA for that now lol)#but somehow my classmate's comment felt really reassuring to me somehow#i have no idea what made him think that that singer wouldn't be my type (maybe the age difference??) but like#so true man. so true. you don't even know#what even IS my type#airenyah plappert#stories from my thai class#also yeah everyone was laughing but it wasn't mean-spirited like. they weren't laughing AT me#i think my comment was just funny to them bc they probably weren't expecting it and so maybe they were surprised#or maybe bc i'm also the youngest in the group so maybe in their heads they were going ''aw she's too young to know andreas gabalier''#(i mean i WAS very much aware of him‚ i just never cared about him and his music and so i didn't care to know about his appearance)#the guys were laughing very amusedly while i was just sitting there like ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ lmao (i too was amused when they laughed tho)#anyway i have since looked up andreas gabalier's face and he is literally just some dude to me#i do hate his hairstyle tho. it looks greasy with gel ewww#but yeah apart from that my opinion on his looks is that he looks like an ordinary human being idk#nothing good and nothing bad about it#(except yeah. the hair gel maybe. maybe that IS bad actually)
2 notes
·
View notes