#it felt like that

[return2zero]

⬅ medium + custom setting || Full Ultra! ➡

So.... I decided to try Ultra mode on my phone and by the gods are my eyes blessed with really pretty graphics...

And cursed with a battery dying faster than Xavier falling asleep and burning like a thousand suns (okay maybe not that bad)

I... Might need a new phone at this rate... Or find a way to record and play on PC without the weird rendering issues happening c':

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And I feel like I should make a side blog for all my LaDs stuff (mainly Xavier ramblings... >>;;;; )

[kelvintimeline]

i have one ep of severance left! i like it... although i will say... it feels very... familiar? something about the cinematography and tone just feels very... rote? which is intentional on some level but it does make me feel like i've seen it before, only now it's a(n anti-)corporate take on the same skeleton

[reedilla]

I just hailed a cab for the first time in a while and let me tell you it was so awkward. So humiliating. Oh you want someone to drive you around? You stick your little hand out on the side of the street like a fool and wait for someone to perceive you and pull over? At this point cabs are cheaper than uber but at what cost

[opaleyedprince]

thought there was an unauthorized individual in my house but it was just my cat

[nyancrimew]

[starbuck]

“…to me” is one of the most powerful disclaimers we have on here… is this character analysis accurate? debatable. but it’s real… to me.

[illumerie]

all of humanity in his hands

[sonic-wildfire]

the "cannibalism as a metaphor for love" enthusiasts when a rap lyric is mildly scandalous

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

[bethfuller]

limited perception.

find me on instagram!

[squidflavoredsoup]

mama n her babies

[sparrowlucero]

The Land Before Time (prints)

[cometiny]

you can shake him. he enjoys it

[moonsorchid]

Tumblr feels so different without the boops

[obsob]

i am a being capable of immeasurable love and whimsy

[lastoneout]

Ya know when people told me "when you're finally safe enough that you can leave survival mode and start to let go of and process your c-ptsd/trauma things are probably going to get really, really bad before they slowly start to get better" I thought that was reasonable. I did not understand that by "things are going to get bad" they meant "you're going to find yourself in the worst mental state of your entire life, but dw, that means it's working" and tbh I simply wish someone had been more clear.

Edit: If everyone could please take a minute and think about what it must feel like to be struggling and then have multiple strangers say to your face that they find the prospect of going through what you're going through so horrifying that they'd rather kill themselves and then stop leaving comments like that I would greatly appreciate it.