#it feels so stupid to be this upset about this but it's like everything else is so bad
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the kyklos curse is a heavy burden, how do they cheer you up? w/ kaito fuji, sho haizono, taiga hoshibami, haru sagara, haku kusanagi, lyca colt, jiro kirisaki.
note; sorry for the ooc! still trying to figure them out

Kaito is very empathetic, it pains him to see you suffering because of the reminder of your limited-time, and it's something he doesn't want to focus on either. He'll try and distract you by taking you out to famous dating spots, but freaks out if something goes wrong because it's supposed to help you feel better! His concern feels warm, and it's impossible not to laugh as you watch how he chases after a dog that stole the crepe he just bought for you.
Sho hates to see you sulking, so he asks you to taste test some recipes for him to see if he should include them in the menu. Coincidentally, they're all recipes you've mentioned were your favorite, or things you've never eaten before but contain ingredients that you like. He won't admit to it, why not stop thinking so hard and join him for a ride instead? Just tell him where you want to go. He'll take you to your dorm later, so don't worry about time.
Taiga is a difficult one, he isn't someone to get into emotional conversations, but seeing his kitty-cat sad quickly sours his mood. Depending on how he feels that day, he might take you to the casino and make you sit on his lap while he gambles, but one of his hands stays on your waist, idly squeezing as if to bring some comfort that you're still there, you're still you. Other days, he might just drag you to his bed and lie down with you, telling you not to worry about those stupid things. It's fine, kitty, forget about it and take a nap with him, will you?
Haru can't help but feel a bit guilty, with how busy he is, he can't really spend a lot of time with you. So! He takes you with him around Jabberwock, teaching you everything he can and making sure to spend some extra time around the more harmless and friendly anomalies, always keeping a close eye. After all, what's a better distraction than some cute buddies to distract your pretty little head? Look, Peekaboo is trying to get your attention, give him some pets!
Haku is there to listen to your worries, just as he promised. The two of you could go on a walk, he knows the places to go if you don't want to bump into other people, or just stay somewhere else as you pour your heart out. He can't help you, not as quickly as he'd like, but he can be a shoulder to cry on. Let it all out, princess, it's alright. He'll wipe your tears, maybe make a flirty comment or two if they lighten the mood, and tell you not to put too much pressure on yourself. It'll work out in the end, you're trying your best.
Lyca frowns, and if you don't stop him he will try to demand more missions so he can search for that anomaly. He hates it, there's no way he can protect you from the curse and it upsets him greatly. In the end, he'll most likely ask Subaru about how to help you out, he doesn't exactly have experience with comforting. His attempts are a little awkward, but he leaves one thing clear: he's going to work really hard and help you break that annoying curse, just you wait.
Jiro is blunt and emotionally distant, so you know better than to expect comforting words from him. But, when he sees you like that, he offers to give you a check up. His touch is slightly gentler, hands sometimes lingering for a second longer than they should, he takes his time even if it means finishing a bit later than expected and having to deal with Yuri's complaints. He explains the results so you understand how the curse is progressing. It's a weird way to deal with your worries, but knowing that he's keeping an eye on it can be kind of comforting.

#tokyo debunker x reader#sho haizono x reader#haku kusanagi x reader#taiga hoshibami x reader#tkdb x mc#tkdb x reader#kaito fuji x reader#jiro kirisaki x reader#lyca colt x reader#haru sagara x reader
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they should invent a period that doesn’t feel like dragging around a cursed amulet for at least seven days
#lena.txt#i’m seriously in so much pain rn i can’t stand it#i always forget how bad it feels until it comes back around and i’m like oh yeah i’m in hell#i asked my dad if he could get my a chocolate bar last night bc i really wanted one and he asked if i needed anything from the store#and he forgot my chocolate bar but got everything else on the list like i should’ve known he was never gonna buy me a chocolate bar#am i forgetting my entire childhood#he said he forgot but i know he just didn’t want to pay $3 for it#like i’m aware this is stupid as fuck to be upset over but my hormones do not care about that#also i hate craving chocolate on my period it feels like too much of a cliche and i don’t like when it happens i feel like i am in a sitcom#personal
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being in the DS9 fandom, you'll discover there are so many ways for people to be wrong about julian bashir
#wow i don't like a lot of you#baffled at how a predominantly autistic fanbase can be so contemptful of autistic behaviour#buddies i think you're the ones who are cringe. see i cringe WITH julian not against him#and not even just that#theres the ''julian is stupid about everything that isn't medicine'' thing#fuck you that man is a starfleet officer and he's a genius. i saw him fix a console and i was genuinely surprised because of this shit#''julian is stupid'' ''julian is annoying'' ''julian is insufferable'' ''julian deserves to be bullied'' and so on and so forth#wow. i hate. all of you. and based on the way y'all talk? you guys would hate me too#oh and worst take of all. like on a moral level:#''julians parents were in the right for doing what they did. its natural for a parent to want to have a normal child''#and other such ableist takes. literally i have seen people like that#i saw somebody baffled by that ep being like ''what did julians parents do wrong. they helped him. what is julian upset about''#and holy shit. that is. so fucked up#besides all that. the way the fandom and the show is mean to julian pisses me off#Why Are His Friends So Mean To Him#i have this brain thing where i take criticism of julian bashir as a personal attack. its called autism#sometimes an autistic-coded character in star trek will say something the narrative has deemed as Wrong#and i can tell thats what im being told because i understand media language but im still baffled like ''Whats The Problem''#spock. data. seven. julian. and its like... actually guys its everybody else who is being weird and mean about this#i do find it a little sad knowing that if i existed on DS9 that o'brien and kira wouldn't like me. like damn. i like you guys#anyways i have a lot of the DS9 fandom blocked because they got me at risk of developing a wee chunk of self loathing. and i refuse#i wasnt raised to feel shame how dare you
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haha once again my dad shows me he could not give a fuck about my issues with audio or me because he's got the tv unnecessarily loud again :)
#🍊.txt#i turned it down myself the other day and he once again said 'its only on 6' and im like yes and like ive said before#i can feel the bass in my floor#i can hear it over my headphones#i can hear every word and explosion and EVERYTHING happening#i ask him to put it on 5 because its managable and its still loud for him but its not violently making me anxious and overwhelmed#its one number difference im not asking him to put it on 2#ive just text him like do you specifically ignore me when i tell you it causes me problems or does he want me to key his car#because at this fucking point i will#im going to go insane and it will get worse because i will be at work all week now and then when im home he will be too#i wont get time away from him any more#he keeps referring to me as the cats mommy too even when ive said hey dont do that i dont like it it makes me uncomfortable#everything i ask him not to do CONSTANTLY he keeps doing#i need to win the lottery so i can pay off my debts and move far far FAR away from my family and this city and everyone i know or im going#to end up right where i started wanting to off myself again#my personal life is made so much harder bc no one gives a fuck about me or accommodating me#i have to stay closeted else id get torn to shreds#i cant unmask bc i cant even get respected enough to stop anything that makes me uncomfortable and anxious#im so fucking sad man its such stupid shit to be upset about too god
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god !!!!!!
#camera talks#this is so stressful#I don’t have reliable internet at home#and I’m supposed to finish and present my graduate or not project literally Wednesday#like. if there was anytime for my internet to go out why the Fuck would it be this week#woooow#I feel like crying but I’m in public so I can’t#and just nothing feels good right now I feel so bad for feeling bad#like I want to feel good but this is so so damn stressful#and I just want to call my bf but I don’t know if I can because I don’t have any fucking WiFi#and I just. I’m feeling so so upset I just want a hug and a stress cry and everything to be okay#and I want to graduate already and I want to be done#this is so fucking stupid#I’m simultaneously super happy about some stuff and some parts of my life#and infinitely stressed and upset about almost everything else Jesus#I’m tryinggg so fucking hard rn#I’m going to get through this I know I will but by god is it harder than it should be
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#came home and immediately wanted to text him#but alas#i know im weak and so i blocked him as soon as i woke up#not thats hes talking to me anyways#but at least this way i cant be tempted#hell be back this month#should block his number again#just so stupid of me#about a boy#fool me once shame on you#fool me twice#like this is the exact same scenario as last time#last time it ended the same way#like i gave you a huge chance to try again why are you fucking it up exactly the same way#so upset#god forbid you set aside some time to msg me back in your day#and everything else#i was being so clear i was explaining exactly what i needed#and i was so happy#i feel so awful like im toxic and he cant even talk to me for more than a few weeks#im not that hard to get along with#i just dont understand
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I miss rping so fucking much and it's so hard to start a successful thread it's so weirdly crushing and depressing
#for it being my fav hobby it sure brings me a lot of miserable grief LMAO#text posts#it feels so stupid to be this upset about this but it's like everything else is so bad#and writing used to be a solace that i had but it feels like I've lost it#like no one wants to write and everyone always leaves eventually and I'm apparently not worth talking to HAHA
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wowwwwwweeeeeeee
#being left on read being ignored getting ghosted is a massive trigger#why did it take me this long to figure it out#like. bro fell asleep while we were makin plans to see each other last night#this morning he apologized bc. well what else is there to do#and it was an accident i KNOW he didn’t do it intentionally#he worked yesterday I’m sure he was tired#logically it’s all said n good n fine#BUT IM STILL UPSET AND I KNOW ITS MY OWN BRAIN MAGNIFYING THE SITUATION AND HE CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT THAT#I’m upset and sad and feel small and alone and FOR WHAT#FOR!!! WHAT!!!#i KNOW i sound stupid and dramatic and worse things have happened to other people AND ME!!#and i wanna explain it to him but idk how????#I told him I spiraled last night and all he sent was a sad face emoji like#if I send a whole paragraph he’ll give me a fucking crumb#I FEEL SO CRAZY AND INSANE LIKE WHY.#gfrjrjrjrjrjrksjdjejdjdjehshfhe#can my brain be normal please can. my brain not take things so personally#edge speaks#edit: i may have ruined everything w my crazies#edit 2: no I didn’t
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haven't been sad like this in a long time
#doll#did i get lovebombed again#it's been ages since he last even tried that w/ me...#but. the more i think abt it the more it makes sense.#the others were suspicious from the start but we couldn't figure out what the ulterior motive could possibly be#cause it was so out of character for him. suddenly wantin to make us more official when he'll usually avoid any trace of actual commitment#i guess he knows i dream about a more....traditional relationship. exclusive for both instead of just one way.#white picket fence etc#so it was easy to spin it into that when rly he just wanted to stake his claim in a more visible way#(not a proposal just a promise ring type of thing on a necklace so i thought it was him tryin to compromise)#so now i just feel stupid cause i bought into all the stuff he said. bout the way he wants this to be forever.#when it rly was just another way to mark me.#i'd be fine w/ it if he just said that's what he wants! he knows i don't mind wearin his name or w/e even though i don't rly get it#but tryin to mask it as smth else that he knows i want but would never ask for cause he doesn't do that stuff#it's not ok#everything he does we deal w/ as it comes but. not the fucking mind games again. he can't/doesn't wanna force me to do things (anymore)#so now he's tryin to trick me into em instead?#i don't feel like i can trust anything he's said now#n if i try to have an actual adult conversation about it he's just gonna talk circles around me til i'm dizzy again#i was rly startin to trust him. i don't understand. what happened?#did i do something? have i been so flaky he feels he needs to do this stuff to keep me in check?#he just told me that he's happy if i even just drop by for a little while but. i'm not sure i believe that now either.#i mean i shoulda realized cause it'd only affect me anyway. i don't think he even mentioned wearing one himself.#i've been so happy ring shopping for days n now i just feel sick. messing w/ consent is a whole Thing for him so#chances are he wanted to keep me content w/ an empty show of commitment while he gets off on what it really means#i shoulda known it was too sudden n came out too easy for him. he never talks about feelings stuff so easily it's always a struggle#i think it's all bc he's afraid of losin me but....i rly thought we were past this stuff. i rly thought i could trust him now.#i'm just rly rly upset n sad n disappointed#spdrvent
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This is a "complain into the void about being annoyed" post so feel free to ignore lol
ok like i get being mad about the a/c not being fixed as fast as you'd like and the various other legitimate maintenance problems ppl have been dealing with when they shouldn't have to be. but pls don't get mad at the maintenance workers not being able to give you a timeline for a fix because of the ADMIN not having tracking info for a part they need for your a/c repair as if they were the ones who manufactured the part and handle it's transport like babe not only do the guys who come in to do your work likely not handle this shit themselves separate from the admin, but the housing org and the a/c part ppl are seperate businesses, ran by people with limited time/resources/staff and high demand like. The ppl could literally just not have stuff to tell you because THEY weren't given a way to track it themselves by the a/c part seller? You don't always get tracking info, like when a teacher i know had issues with getting a part shipped for an oven issue they were fixing or with some international orders. Did ya think that maybe they aren't purposefully trying to slight you in any way but are just ppl with limited info and resources who ALSO would rather just fix your issue and be done with it like? Be mad about the high cost of living with an administration that isn't as efficient as it should be considering the scope of their work and the high demand, be mad with issues like your a/c or water not working properly considering the price you pay for maintenance and the space itself, but don't get mad at the repair workers for issues outside of their control or make a fuss because of a "problem" that really is just how life goes sometimes, instead of acting like it was meant to be a personal slight just cause it's not the most convenient or what you wanted
#i'm mad over stupid stuff#because most of these complaints are legitimate#but i hate ppl complaining about dumb shit when there's plenty of reasonable things to be upset about#i just feel like sympathetic to the repair staff who is overwhelmed with a ton of maintenance requests and poor admin#like they can't be happy with the state of the college repair admin either so i don't get why students act like they're equally at fault#or straight up blame them for issues that aren't in their control#like if a worker tells you they don't know a timeline for fixing the a/c because they need to wait for a part to ship and that can take time#THEY PROBS MEAN IT BABE.#idk it's like the same ppl who yell for respecting workers will also be so critical of workers for shit that ain't even their fault#and over something like not having a timeline due to shipping. SHIPPING. which could have so many variables#like if it's an international order that shit could in fact take weeks or have wonky tracking info just cause it's like that#idk man#i love how i'm literally just mad bc this one person got annoyed over one dumb thing even though everything else was reasonable#rose's notes#rose's vents
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aaahhhh. i never learn
#vent#yersonal#one of my friends i sorta kinda was starting to have romantic feelings for is dating another one of my friends and i found out just now#and it is a STUPID amatonormative thing to be upset about and i am not in the right here#but man.#why am i always left out of everything#why is everyone else so much better at life than i am#i missed my chance and thats fine but i really liked her. it feels like everyone else just knows things i dont or does things i can never do#im not in the right here i just wish for once just One Time my feelings were reciprocated by someone
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raw dawged ficlet in the tags lmao, oops
hey actually. something just hit me so hard lmao
if the King hadn't gotten frozen in act 5 and Mira had defeated him in the same way as usual (making him "disappear"), then Siffrin 100% would have looped again, wouldn't they. regardless of what resolution they come to with the group.
because there's not just two conflicting wishes at play. there's three.
Siffrin's, to stay with their family (solved by communication, yay)
Vaugarde's, to be saved (solved by stopping the King)
and the King's, to preserve Vaugarde forever (solved by freezing him in time, so he remembers, in that moment, in eternity)
if Mira hadn't somehow managed to reflect the King's attack to freeze him in act 5 and had instead done the usual "disappear" move, i actually kinda think the Universe would have made Siffrin loop, again, because the King's wish wouldnt have been fulfilled too.
...man, that would've sucked, huh!
#imagine having slowly going insane from living through the same 2 days over and over again#youve tried everything but nothing. seems to change anything.#you start trying everything you can think of#till it gets to the point of you latching onto a thin strand of an idea#and so you follow it with no regards of anyone one else#because even if you upset them it will start back over#so you do that.#you progress ignoring everything but the one you must face#even though your feeling weak#but you make it in front of him#and you attack#its not enough#it never was going to be enough#you try to hold on but you succumb to what feels like death#going toe to toe with your own thoughts#telling you about how much of a bad person you are#how you aren't doing enough#how this is all happening because you deserve it#........#but#you arent alone#you never were#despite how stupid you are they won't leave you alone#they care for you#they love you#so much#they help you progress#to the end#to see the maiden one last time#but... something's wrong. your still stuck HERE
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like tbh all the things on my christmas list are either things my father has said he would buy me before, Things I Need, or a 5 dollar 16gb micro sd card. so like. so like
#all i really want is to get my bedframe fixed so thats the only thing i will be Truly Upset About but if he doesnt get me anything else#thatd be kinda stupid too. Considering Everything#i dont even like talk about this stuff though it feels so badly like a first world problem. like ohh youre upset that you didnt get#a bday present and are highly doubtingg your ability to get a christmas present? grow up.#but. but. i need my bedframe fixed. and i really want the other stuff too lol.
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ive always wanted to play dnd but truly i think its too late for me and i just dont have it
#im wayyyy too ashamed to like. roleplay nowadays due to my dark and twisted past#my dads always played dnd like my whole life we were gonna do a campaign together me him and lamp when i was 13 i was sooooo excited we#planned it 4 weeks and weeks and weeks. months even. and we were gonna do it on a sundayyy so hed be off workk and it was gonna be such an#awesome day bc we were going to the zoo in cinci first and then wed come home and play dnd my first ever time playing dnd with my dad and m#sibling and i was so excited. BLANK STARE .#so anyways ive never played dnd i like. kind of dmed one session ages ago with groomer That fucking guy and ykw but that ended afte#session 0 i was the only one who actually wanted to continue bc i rly wanted to play dnd with my friends LOLLL. its so funny in retrospect#bc i was like 13 playing dnd for the first time as a dm trying to manage 3 ppl who were all older than me#g was 18-19 tfg was 16-17 and ykw was like 14-15. and all of them had played dnd before but they were making me dm for some reason#wtvr. so that went nowhere#and then me and ykw talked abt doing a dnd thing together allll the time we were even making a campaign together but it just never ended up#happening. and then all that happened and then all of his friends would come over and play dnd together in the kitchen i wasnt allowed to b#in when they had guests over (my room (garage) could only be accessed from the laundry room which could only be accessed from the kitchen.)#so there was nowhere else i could go lol. and the walls were thin so id always just hear them laughing and having a good time and it was rl#awesome for me and im SOOOOOO glad i fucking moved to wa im actually so fucking glad about it and rly happy too im so fucking glad i got to#do that. WHATEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i got upset. sorry everyone..... ill do a silly little dance as penance#anyways. i say all this to say i dont think ill ever be able to play dnd bc like ik there r like. groups or whatever you can join but that#sounds miserable and i also feel like i cant play dnd for the first time at age 20+ like. everybody else will have already played and ill#be stupid abt everything and look dumb and Even if they were my friends and not total strangers theyd fucking hate me . So yes its so sad#idk. tag apparently has started playing dnd with my dad which is nice for them genuinely im glad they get to umm. have that. ok anyways im#gonna go slam my head into a wall a whole lot of times
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i really hope another service picks the show up ala lucifer & brooklyn 99 back in 2018 but. that is probably too much to hope for.
#it's stupid but this is legitimately upsetting to me. like i havent felt fandomy in YEARS and ive been having a really hard time lately#and this was a big source of comfort... to have something to think about in the quiet moments#so this news does feel like a gut punch on top of everything else that has been hard or depressing or a disappointment for me lately
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