a little afterthought from the last post about Ichigo, which I didn’t want to leave as a tag, cause it felt kinda unrelated, but yeah: the amount of existential and identity crises this boy had to go through is astounding.
he sees ghosts;
he killed his mother;
finding out he’s a shinigami;
finding out he’s a hollow;
finding out his father is a fucking liar (that one was a banger, straight up A+ parenting, give it up for Isshin);
finding out his whole life was planned and orchestrated by Aizen (I know Eren would go mad if someone pulled this shit on him);
finding out the spirit he thought was his sword wasn’t his sword all this time and actually is kind of the god he’s supposed to go defeat (casually, yk, like we all do on a nice Tuesday morning), and his actual sword is the Hollow he thought he needed to fight. but oh no, wait a moment, BOTH of them are his swords:
and oh yeah, he’s a quincy;
also don’t forget his mum dying wasn’t his fault, but wait no, it kinda was??
and of course that time he lost his powers aka the only thing allowing him to fulfil what he sees as his purpose in this life;
and then that one time a random dude pulled up and started gaslighting everyone around him, to the point that Ichigo started thinking HE was the one going mad (all that while still being powerless, so his sanity was already nonexistent);
and yeah, don’t forget the training with squad 0 when he got kicked out no sword, no nothing! (and was so ashamed and afraid of his father’s reaction he couldn’t go home, so he went to his boss???)
I could probably add some other stuff, but it’s not really canon, so let’s settle on these 11 points. obviously not in chronological order, bc I have memory issues and haven’t re-read the manga in a while, so don’t hold that against me, pls.
also, if this seems a little bit erratic, manic and unhinged… it’s bc it probably is, tbh. so I’m putting down tumblr before I write more bs.
aand last, but not least, I must thank @kingofanemptyworld , you are truly a darling and I couldn’t agree with you more, you never fail to validate my delusions!
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i know i’m the last guy that should be complaining because yes, i would in fact scream and cry in joy here the moment a fnaf collab would be announced, but GODDDDD do i not care about the next season at all, im cancelling my crew i don’t even care about the 1k vbucks i literally just don’t want any of ittttttt. if my duo doesn’t hold my hand hard enough through this i know for a fact that the hyperfixation will slip and i don’t want it to!! i want to keep thinking about the sillies instead of going back to real life it’s so sad and bleak there:( midas save me! monty save meee! nolan save me even!!
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What if eventually Jing Yuan has to perish by the hands of Yanqing due to being marastruck
Yanqing who is forced to subdue the only person he knows as a legal guardian..his own dad
Jing Yuan knowing when the time comes that he becomes marastruck, he hopes that Yanqing can stop him before he does too much damage (or even hurt his own son)
And if im not mistaken, general Teng Xiao had the lighting lord and it was passed down to Jing Yuan when he became general due to the fact Teng Xiao had passed, theres an assumption that Fu Xuan will too get a spirit when she becomes general (maybe not the same but who knows)
But surely Jing Yuan is well aware of that, and it makes me wonder if he has other reasons to not let her be general just yet and telling Yanqing he should be patient and learn the reason for swordsmanship too
What are the chances that hes waiting and hoping for them to truly be ready when the time comes that hes marastruck
So atleast when he loses his mind and his time is up, he knows the Luofu is in safe hands
Even if it means that his own companions have to strike him down
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