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#cw: death#someone in my industry worked themselves to death.#he wasn't even 40#he was really close to a lot of my pals#it feels ghoulish#i can't take away from his death on twitter bc everyone is mourning#but i was in the “almost died cuz of overwork” club. too poor to see a doctor and almost tied of tumor related blood loss#comics the industry won't love you back#we're dying#we're dying here#few years ago i watched a marvel colorist crowdfund his treatment in the hospital while he worked in his bed.#gabby schulz did the same thing as me. almost died#we were just gonna die#cuz we can't afford it#comics is SO FUCKED#i don't think people understand#i really don't#this isn't a place where people get paid normal. it's not normal#none of this is normal. we are devalued so much and nobody cares or knows cause it's a stupid niche industry
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Another thing that haunts me about this entire thing is that Amanda wasn’t just funny like her coworkers, or funny like other Disney and Nickelodeon actresses. Amanda Bynes was funny like Carol Burnett. Funny like Lucille Ball. She was effervescent and classic. Her comedic sensibilities were deeply intelligent. She had *it*. And she should have grown into one of the best actresses of our generation. But *something* happened and derailed it all. Even if she’s not the same, I truly hope she’s well and happy. I want nothing but the best for her, even if it’s a quiet and private life. I adored her back then and always will.
#Amanda Bynes#quiet on set#it feels ghoulish to hope she comes forward with her story#we aren’t owed anything#I think she just felt like a friend to everyone and we all want to know how to help our friend#whose ass do we need to kick#can we fight for you can we support you can we help you with what you’ve gone through#dan schneider#Nickelodeon#the Amanda show#I spent so much time on amandaplease.com at the library
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im sure its been said already but as the election draws near more and more liberals will come out of the woodwork to shame people with a conscience to give away their vote to the democrats for free. i'm already seeing posts saying "why aren't people more concerned about a trump presidency?" you want to know why? it's because people already know he's bad. everyone already knows what he is and what he's done and what he'll do. there's nothing to discuss. he's a racist despotic worm of a man. there's nothing else to say.
biden is currently president. the genocide is happening under his watch. he's the one funding isra*l and arming them; he's sidestepped congress more than once to give them weapons. by oct. 27, the biden administration already knew that "Israel was regularly bombing buildings without solid intelligence that they were legitimate military targets." the state department/biden have engaged in atrocity propaganda, cast doubt on the legitimacy of the death toll recorded by the gaza health ministry, and so on. the united states is currently in the process of trying to pin the "war in gaza" on netanyahu (see sen. schumer's speech) after months of backing blatant genocide as a means to act as if they're "doing something" about the genocide (Instead of, say, threatening to cut off all aid to israel with the condition that all hostilities in gaza, the west bank, and occupied jerusalem are halted immediately and permanently, allowing palestinians freedom to travel, allowing aid into gaza, etc etc etc.)
the long and short of it is that liberals view their own lives as being worth more than palestinians'. that's it. they'll vote for another 4 years of the guy ushering in genocide and supporting apartheid + settler colonialism because he isn't outright attacking them (despite various laws and rulings happening both at the supreme court level and at the local level all over the country that will endanger people). they'll settle for the illusion of safety and security and shame anyone with a conscience and accuse them of "supporting the republicans" when in an actual democracy you would be able to use your vote as leverage to extract concessions from those who want to be elected. that's how it's supposed to fucking work.
democrats are not owed people's vote. if biden loses, it will be biden's fault; it will be his campaign's fault; it will be the democrats' fault. trump is bad; the republicans are bad. we already know this. this is not an endorsement of either. but if democrats are too cowardly and feckless and servile to the motivations of the american empire and never do anything for their constituents then why the fuck should anyone vote for them. you want to get mad at someone, why don't you do something useful and stop worrying about team-sports with a purely selfish basis and start hounding the people in power who are supposed to serve you, the voter.
#i think i already said this and frankly idc#uspol#📁.zip#to me personally it's abhorrent and vile to tell palestinians 'biden is facilitating the murder of your people culture and history but you#still have to vote for him!!1' like how is that not unbelievably callous and ghoulish#frankly speaking. a lot of this 'you should be concerned about trump' is going to turn into#blaming palestinians and arabs and muslims and anyone remotely with a conscience for biden's loss#instead of doing something productive like pushing for people in power to do something they'll nitpick and belittle#and tell palestinians + arabs and muslims + everyone who understands that genocide is bad that they SHOULD#settle for a decrepit genocidal monstrous freak who is CURRENTLY facilitating genocide because#it makes THEM feel better and they aren't personally threatened (yet) by the guy currently in power#any and all 'you're not taking trump seriously' comments should be met with extreme skepticism#because i promise i PROMISE that the vast majority of people unhappy with biden are not going to turn around and vote for trump#and if they do? well guess what THAT'S BIDEN'S FAULT! nevermind the vote uncommitted campaign that was very successful and#will be replicated in the near future. but liberals only care about asthetics and superficial and not#about real material change which is why they'll dress up their callousness and racism in a 'you hate gay people if you dont vote for biden'#like this country is already going to shit we are rapidly descending into fascism and i dont see biden doing anything to even remotely#challenge it do you???? once agian. NOT an endorsement of the republican party but my GOD when the 'lesser evil'#is DOING the evil or normalizing the evil then you cannot settle for 'the lesser'! end of story.
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Someone come help me kill my ghoul and skeleton so I can have Ragnvaldr and Cahara in my party
#fear and hunger#enki ankarian#ragnavaldr#cahara#enki#funger#digital art#csp#pixel art#my art#I’m 100% certain that any jokes I make have already been made b4 but I don’t care ☺️🌸#you’ll see it agin lmao#really in love w these dither brushes rn#feel free to tell me if u think I’m going overboard tho lol I’m a all or nothing kind of guy#actually now I’m thinking about trying a lineless dither only drawing..that could look cool..I dont know Im good enough at rendering tho hm#anyway I didn’t know you couldn’t swap party members so now I’m just ambling along w my ghoulish and skele wistfully glancing at rag lmao#as soon as one of them dies I’m running back to him#but so far I’m the only one of the party dying ajksdnalj#the ghoul keeps getting me poisoned too smh 😒#also WHY are these men so naked and shredded!!! my muscle knowledge is not good enough for this… I had to look up so many refs lol#enkivaldr#i am putting this in ship tag actually thanks
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Hey Kibi speaking of the pokemon center, did you see they’re making bidoof stools for storing things and sitting on? They’re making both male and female bidoofs
oh my god????
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You know what's interesting to me? For all people keep claiming at every juncture that perhaps Bells Hells will come around on the gods and see the harm they do (which, as discussed extensively, is, half the time, simply not intervening) not only have they never done so, but also they never quite cross the line into saying the party should join the Ruby Vanguard or aid them - and indeed, they defend against it - so what does this achieve? It feels like they're asking for a story in which the party stands idly by, which isn't much of a story nor, if I may connect this briefly to the real world, a political stance anyone should be proud of.
That's honestly the frustration with the gods and the "what if the Vanguard has a point" conversations in-game. What do we do then? Do we allow the organization that will murder anyone for pretty much any reason that loosely ties into their goals run rampant? The group that (perhaps unwittingly, but then again, Otohan's blades had that poison) disrupted magic world-wide, and caused people who had the misfortune to live at nexus points to be teleported (most, as commoners, without means of return). While also fomenting worldwide unrest?
Those were the arguments before the trip to Ruidus; with the reveal of the Vanguard's goals to invade Exandria, the situation becomes even more dire. Do you let the Imperium take over the planet?
And do the arguments against the gods even hold up? If Ludinus is so angry at them for the Calamity, what does it say that he destroyed Western Wildemount's first post-Calamity society for entirely selfish means? (What does it say about the validity of vengeance as a motivator?) What does it say that Laudna told Imogen she could always just live in a cottage quietly without issue before the solstice even happened? (Would this still be true if the Imperium controls the world?) What does it say that when faced with a furious, grieving party and the daughter she keeps telling herself was her reason for all of this, Liliana can't provide an answer to the question of what the gods have done other than that their followers will retaliate...for, you know, the Vanguard's endless list of murders. (That is how the Vanguard and Imperium tend to think, huh? "How dare your face get in the way of my boot; how dare you hit me back when I strike you.") She can't even provide a positive answer - why is Predathos better - other than "I feel it", even though Imogen and Fearne know firsthand that Predathos can provide artificial feelings of elation. Given all the harm Ludinus has done in pursuit, why isn't the conclusion "the gods should have crashed Aeor in such a way that the tech was unrecoverable?"
Even as early as the first real discussion on what the party should do, the fandom always stopped short of saying "no, Imogen's right, they should join up with the people who killed half the party," it was always "no, she didn't really mean it, she just was trying to connect with her mother." Well, she's connected with her mother, and at this point the party doesn't even care about the gods particularly (their only divinely-connected party member having died to prevent the Vanguard from killing all of them). So they will stop the Vanguard; as Ashton says, the means are unforgiveable. As Laudna says, it's not safe to bet on Predathos's apathy. As Imogen says, she's done running; the voice that she used to think of as a lifeline belongs to someone she doesn't trust. So I guess my question is: if they're stopping the people who are trying to kill the gods (and defense of the gods isn't remotely their personal motivation)...do you think the next phase of the campaign is Bells Hells personally killing the gods? Reconstructing the Aeor tech and hoping none of their allies notice? How does this end? Does your ideology ever get enacted? Or is this entirely moot and pointless and the story ends with Bells Hells saying "well, I'm really glad we stopped the people who [insert list of Vanguard atrocities from above]; none of us follow the gods or plan to, but honestly, the status quo we return to is preferable to whatever nightmare Ludinus had concocted in his violent quest for power and revenge"?
#i've got a lot to do today so I think I'm done posting but#cr spoilers#i called that this particular cohort of fans had empathy only for those like them and were terrified of player agency like. 18 mos ago#and i have never been proven wrong. zero analysis just a constant demand that everyone coddle their feelings and confirm their biases#literally will straight up fabricate lore and cry you're disrespecting a pretend person for not including it in your considerations#absolutely SHIT understanding of actual lore. utter incapacity to follow a logical throughline to its conclusion#it's like. wow. wonder why you're so focused on hypocrisy and you overreact to the word selfish#the reason they hate or fear orym (they say they don't...but that just means they want him to go to a reeducation camp instead of die)#is bc i think they are truly terrified of the idea that people can not just hold opinions that are against theirs but stand fast by them#easier to stan the villain because then they die and you can feel wronged and betrayed and wallow in a sense of continual victimhood#than to like a character who might last long enough to call you the idiot and asshole that you are#but it's also funny bc literally if orym weren't there in the latest convo the conclusion is the same.#ashton's had the same opinion of the vanguard the whole time (and it's not positive) but that's not under scrutiny#probably bc it doesn't allow people to be ghoulish in the most cringeworthy way possible
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tw for gorey imagery
okay so basically him. I copied his hat from a photo bc I got lazy and didn't want to bear with drawing it for n'th time.
#i was actually considering making a mod that would change hancock's texture to make it more ghoulish (like fallout nv/3)#tbh i feel kind of shy posting it#my way of thinking is very. speficic. difficult even.#please forgive me for any digital painting mistakes I truly dont know what i was doing#john hancock#fallout 4#fo4 john hancock#fanart#fallout#art#digital art#illustration
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"Harls plz dude I don't wanna know more about your weird crush on rollo" <- continues to engage in the convo regardless
Besties (ew)
tag list: @ramshacklerumble @thehollowwriter @summerspook @scint1llat3 @skriblee-ksk
@cyanide-latte @twistedwonderlandshenanigans @oya-oya-okay @viperbunnies (lmk/dm if you wanna be added)
#they're messier than normal I wasn’t feeling like drawing more lol#twisted wonderland#twst#idia shroud#twst idia#yumeship#yumedanshi#twst yume#self ship#my persona#twst self insert#platonic f/o#ghoulish demise#<- their name#harls is a nickname idia uses because it's on Harry's online username (@/harlsthewarlock)#Harry calls Idia “gloomy” sometimes because of his (@/gloomurai)
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#for the ghoulish spirit#digital art#art#fanart#prox.art#hlvrai#hlvrai tommy#not a fan of this honestly but that’s alright#im trying to have more fun with my art and this was definitely fun :^]#blood#tw blood#i was going to give him a gun but i didn’t feel like it by the time I got to the hand
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It's funny when people treat the level of planning and calculating out sympathetic responses that you have to do with low empathy as like 'scary' or manipulative or whatever because in practice it's so deeply un-malicious and if anything motivated by NOT wanting to unintentionally hurt someone
#Like I have to do this level of calculation for people I love and care about deeply just as much as people I don't.#And like to be frank it's not more 'manipulative' in a literal sense of the word then when normal empathy havers do it#It's just that affective empathy makes it easier for you to know the 'right' things to say without you necessarily having to care either#It does feel a little ghoulish sometimes though I will admit it
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Has anyone seen that post about like, RPG worlds that felt full of life as you're playing them suddenly feel hollow when you've 100%ed them and all the NPCs just have generic things to say to you. But how can you possibly part with it when you've put so much time in it. This too can make me think of in stars and time
#ill rb the post in a sec i found it in my likes#but anyways i started thinking about it when remembering The Final Loopchat#it's such an odd conversation. it's really kind of the peak of isat's very strange balance between RPG mechanics#and what's actually happening in-universe. this concept of there somehow being a Universe-ordained limit on what you can talk about#with someone. that both of you can feel hanging over your head. how ghoulish conceptually!#but honestly that feeling of I've done everything and spoken to everyone and they all repeat their dialogue to me over and over#But I'm too attached to them and to this world to let them go#is really such an isat feeling to me. i don't think isat ever quite reaches the full level of that feeling bc you always have a goal mind#but it grazes against it. it's interesting
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this the case with most celebrities for me but i feel it really strong with idols but being able to dig up really candid and personal images from right before their death always feels more perverse and invasive to me because those are published explicitly by the agency in PR packs to stoke the news cycle
#being able to watch an MV with a dead 19 year old dance around and know that was published 2 weeks after she had died in a car crash feels#really ghoulish and absolutely against the families wishes#this is same feeling of disgust i get when i was Yukiko in Swiss#what a ghoulish horror show
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I want my fictional lover to lay against my chest, letting me cradle him in his arms and press little kisses to his head. Feeling him smile against me and hum low as he holds me a little tighter in return, nuzzles a little further. My special man, my lovely man, my pretty man; well loved, warm, content, happy as can be completely enveloped in me. After an eternity of comfortable silence I feel and hear him rumble a low “I love you” into my chest, seeps through my skin and my bones and straight into my soul. With a soft kiss to the top of his head I whisper “I love you to, darling, more than anything in the world.”
Pr.oship / co.mship DNI
#r: the end of nihility#r: just like heaven#r: love’s ghoulish eternity#r: this feels karmaic#r: wake up in the gutter#self shipping community#self ship community#f/o community#self ship imagines#self shipping imagine#f/o imagines#imagine your f/o#imagine a world
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Here it is!
I added glasses to make 'em arospec lol
You can give them a name because I haven't really thought of one :/
Have a good day!
Awwww! I love it, I think I'm gonna call them Pickles cause those are green (the aro color). Also the addition of glasses makes me chuckle cause my bunny has a tendency to yank those off of people's faces.
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its truly not that i have a problem with ppl continuing to engage with a persons work after theyve been called out for being problematic or whatever but the way m//lanie m//rtinez stans literally just convinced themselves all the allegations were false, called the alleged victim a liar and then proceeded to pretend it all never even happened is frankly chilling to me
#like i think her music sounds good!!!! but i just cannot fw her stans ever bc you truly just never know#do they know shes an alleged abuser and just make the personal decision to continue engaging (fine) or are they one of those people.#i make this post like annually lol im sorry. it just continues to really creep me out that people just don't talk about it#and when they do it's just the party line. no actual interest in the truth#like. sorry i think irl abusers should be accountable and not just get away with things bc they're cute girls w a cool aesthetic&good art#her fanbase at large just feels so ghoulish to me like there was almost nobody pushing back on this insane conspiratorial victim blaming...#the total lack of any level of concern or even basic respect for survivors in a lot of these people was very transparent#anti melanie martinez#cw assault
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one of the worst parts about being a watcher fan rn is that in theory I think having paywalled series isn't that bad and people are being needlessly eat the rich about it, but on a personal level the two series I don't like and don't watch are ghost files and dish granted, and they're the most expensive shows to produce....... Like I'm seeing a potential solution here
#watcher#idk i feel like theyve DONE ghost hunting#i just want more of mystery files and too many spirits#which while I'm sure they're not cheap to produce they're basically just two guys hanging out in an area lol#i also want a lot more puppet history but it seems like shane is sort of done with that#i know a significant portion of their audience is into the ghost hunting and i love that for them but i always preferred their true crime#bc i usually hate how ghoulish and awful true crime hosts are#but ryan and shane never talk about current cases#and never do like particularly recent murders which is nice#all of this is beside the point but yeah as a fan of their sit down and chat shows this is kind of sad for me#i feel like something relevant to this convo too is that i don't believe in ghosts so i find watching that stuff kind of boring#where other people probably don't#and i get that this is probably an unpopular opinion
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