#it does nooot feel like it lmao

[trans-xianxian]

I turn 21 in Two Days this is so fucked up

[bugboybuck]

ty @beefcakekinard for tagging me !!

10 questions for writers

how many works do you have on ao3?

95 at the moment, though i did get over 100 at one point before deleting some particularly cringey old ones lmao

what fandoms do you write for?

i only ever do one fandom at a time, which rn is 911! (tho i have been idly drafting fic for dungeon meshi farcille also). the fandoms i've written the most fics for by far are shameless us and skam norway, but that's mostly bc both of those were like a decade ago when i had more time lmfaoo

do you respond to comments? why or why not?

i try to respond to all the comments ppl leave in the first chunk of my fics being up !! but i'm also very adhd and task blind so i definitely forget to reply to a lot later (but read and appreciate All the comments even when i dont reply ofc)

have you ever had a fic stolen?

oh yeeeeah several i think over the years, though to my knowledge none laTELY (just jinxed myself there lbr)

have you ever cowritten a fic before?

i have nooot i think i maybe tried like, once over a decade ago and failed at it lmao. i write very out of order and change my mind on things a lot so i feel like i'd drive a writing partner nuts lol

what's your all-time favourite ship?

this is a truly impossible question omfg. i hyperfixate haaard on things at one time, which rn is buck/tommy and also marcille/falon from dungeon meshi. grand scheme of life? maYbe andrew and neil from aftg based on how long i've remained insane abt them

what are your writing strengths?

i like to think dialogue and characterisation, but i'm also never sure lmao

what are your writing weaknesses?

does scheduling my own writing time count. does actually sitting down and Writing count bc i seem to suck at that

first fandom you wrote for?

unfortunately for my trans ass it was h***y p****r, which was how i discovered fanfic even existed at all when i was like ten lmao. but that was all back in my pre-ao3 days so no trace of the millions of awful tween hp fics i wrote still exists thank the lourd

ty sm for tagging me !! i never know who to tag in these things but if u'd like to do it, pls consider urself tagged by me !!

[unsleepingtales]

MENTOPOLIS REACTIONS EPISODE ONE

Here we go babeyyyyyy. (this is so long. you have been warned.)

Right off the bat the cc says (cool opening noir music) and I'm in love

Mind of a scientist ok!!

brainstorm I'm dying already

HE'S BEEN HERE THE WHOLE TIME <3<3

I'm so excited for Hank Green in the dome guys

Also I love that Hank gets to show just how big a dropout fan he is here

I love that they hacked the system by hiring the people who wrote the original system lmao

God the table is SO COOL

Oh god is this gonna be corrupt

It would be so cool to see theoretically moral 'people' have to deal with being the mental functions of a not necessarily 'moral' person

closeups on the buildings this is SO cool

Dome antics AND light antics??? We're being so spoiled this season <3

First episodes are usually one of my favorites in any given season because I love getting introduced to the characters and watching a story get set up and this looks to be no different

I love the custom office scene for Trapp is there going to be a unique backdrop on the dome for each intro??

Brennan found a list of slang terms for detectives somewhere and decided to have a good time huh

A rubbery kinda guy

Tropes!

I for one LOVE the puns

Siobhan is gonna kill it as a femme fatale I can already tell

They're being so dramatic I love them I love this so much

ooh okay different time system? That's really interesting I wonder why like is it just because the scale is smaller or is there some larger reason within the world logic?

"I understand the sequence of the words you've said, I don't understand how it involves me just yet" FELT

ooh that's a cool feat

what the fuck are you two talking about

they have a mayor?

Does stuff being in the newspaper mean that it comes to the attention of the big guy?

(nat one sound) I love that that's a normal caption <3

Halving mechanic my beloved!! King Solomon that shit

(sad, New York accent) me every day of my goddamn life

is one of god's own children a real saying that I've just never heard in my life

Brennan was just waiting for Danielle to ask what their name was and I'm so glad he was able to slip it in even though she didn't

Norrel Ojiccle I'm gonna lose my mind

The clunk means failure :D

Entirely unrelated but I can't wait for merch of this season I just know it's gonna slap

so many reporters, just one fact checker. so real.

Ooh okay so A probably has ties to a rich/powerful family but left to make her own way

So when an attention being goes somewhere it actually calls the big guy's attention to it? Like if A went to the red light district it wouldn't matter if she reported it or not, the very fact of her being there would do something?

"I heard you say a lotta words there but deep down I really don't wanna pay attention" FELT

Also the word play of he doesn't want to pay her. Because she's A Tension.

Also I didn't write it before but. I think there's more going on with her name than just being a play on attention. Tension means something else. We've gotten clues that the Pulse family has impact on the big guy's actions, implying that they have something to do with the circulatory system, I'm thinking something similar could be going on and that the ties A has could be to a musculatory family? Idk maybe I'm clowning.

(making those sounds you make right before sneezing) cc writers I love you

I was prepared to have mild distaste for this character I was not prepared to be charmed

I love that the names in the red light district all seem to be things that feel good or are a luxury or connect to a physical pleasure trigger in the body I think that's neat

Dan Fucks and Donny Urges. Man.

Ohohoho intrusive thoughts. Oh boy.

The lighting on Brennan's eyes as he said that lmaooo

That one time a barber whispered in your ear. Is this just like a universal experience.

It's not sexual. It's also not not sexual. (being satisfied) it's nooOt sexuAl

oh my GOD oxytocin being hot chocolate but also oxytocin being outlawed because the big guy is lonely and touch starved

I silence with my arms. Also my gun, if necessary. I love you.

Why is he vaguely french

The big guy doesn't DESERVE pleasure???

Deserve.

Hmm.

(saying "yeah" back and forth in increasingly horny ways)

(Hank trying to control his laughter and himself)

(weirdly tense mouth sounds)

They're all so delighted by what's happening this is wonderful

Nobody's allowed to feel good until the job is done this is such neurodivergent guilt shit. This is gonna nerf me I think.

You're telling me that the giant hitman has bad sneak? Unbelievable.

Tropes!

I am once again begging for posters of the dome art. Please. Like retro style travel posters.

oh he's good at this. he's really good at this.

fuck why was that kind of hot.

(Brennan silently laughing in terror and awe) me too babe meee toooo

He can use sharp instead of slick 'cause he's Menacing another cool feat!!

Also yeah that is menacing

I don't think Brennan was prepared to be that flustered and honestly besties neither was I

Hank's satisfied little smirk <3

Trapp so fed up and simultaneously delighted with the puns

But what happens when he's hyperfixated on something that is of no use to the main ambitions of the big guy? What happens to him then?

He's so prepared for it to be a pun

He feels a feeling that he does not know and is not comfortable with. I was so right when I said the audhd rep (explicit or otherwise) would nerf me in the emotions.

Ooh I just noticed on the map it looks like the university is in the red light district? Fascinating.

"Would a good guy do a bad thing?" oh my GOD??

I gave him all the facts and he made a choice KIDDO

He put the papers out of order on purpose?

(old timey speech music)

And all of this makes sense!

Bonjour, hello- Oh well I don't speak that!

"Please reconsider" reconsider what?? Just the illegality of it? Or did he get rejected for a job or smth? I feel like I'm overthinking this.

OOH STAT BREAKDOWN LOVE IT

Are they gonna alternate spellings of his name because if so that's hilarious

My MORTAL ENEMY (referring to a child that was introduced as small, too small, and whose character sheet refers to him as teeny tiny.)

We need lore on the Fakename family please

Oh of course they know each other!

Does that imply that Imelda is somewhat related to intrusive thoughts?

They also know each other!

Babe what are you saying

Notably slightly shinier than most rocks!

It's very satisfying to me that Conrad's stat dice are in descending order.

Wayward interests...

That's not what a superlative is?

OKAY I'M GLAD HE AGREES WITH ME

I love him

The wayward interests are past hyperfixations?? Or maybe interests that were deemed unhelpful?

They both know so many facts this is going to be a wonderful season

I like when it is very clearly explained thank you

What are youuuuu

List of Lists kid <3

Oh my god magic kid. I'm gonna cry.

Key??

Okay so she has an insane amount of power.

Cousins! Ok!

A also has a key! Noted!

Is this kid about to get shot

oh GOD WHAT

Oh what have you done

I loved that so much cannot wait for next week <3

[polyghostfacehours]

u and m for davis, billy, nd stu ❤️ - lover

YES. Gosh I had fun with these letters lmao.

TW: NSFW under the cut.

Billy:

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

HAH. A lot. Billy is the king of teasing. Billy is an incredibly patient man. I mean, look how long he waited after killing Maureen to kill Sidney. How long he waited to take Sidney's virginity. How long he kept up the loving boyfriend facade? This man will tease for hours if he feels like it.

M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)

Also a lot. Billy's libido is very high, so it doesn't take much. If you're his S/O, though, and you rub your hands up and down his chest? Or slide them up his shirt? Or kiss his neck, even lightly? Game over. That drives him wild. Also tears. God he loves seeing you cry. If he has feelings for you and you come to him for comfort, crying on his shoulder? It takes all his willpower to stop himself from getting hard.

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Stu:

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

He tries to tease. Really, he does. But you're just so hot, he can't help himself. Once he sees how much he gets you going, he'll want to jump right into pleasuring both you and himself. He's is nooot a patient guy when it comes to sex lol.

M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)

Lmao a hot person could just look at him saucily and dirty thoughts will enter his head. That cute girl bending over to pick up her pencil? That sexy guy taking his shirt off during basketball practice? All scenarios where he starts fantasizing what he could do. Honestly his boxers feeling extra soft one day could get him going lol.

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Davis:

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

Davis is an absolute tease. He'll have you arching and begging to cum, and just...pull back. Like Billy, he can go for hours. The more frustrated you get, the better. However, if he's feeling particularly impatient then he'll skip the teasing, watching you come undone on his fingers or cock is one of his favorite things to watch.

M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)

Davis isn't demi, BUT one thing that does arouse him a lot is just his partner...existing. Like you doing arbitrary things can get him palming the front of his jeans if he's head over heels for you. He also loves blood. If he sees you getting scratched by a branch or getting a papercut? He's licking it off and then fucking you.

[gisachi]

For the writing ask can you do number 4 please 😍💜

Hello, thank you for patiently waiting 🤗 I hope you don’t mind that I combined your asks since it’s the same prompt. ^^ It’s pretty obvious by now that I’m a sucker for College AUs and not only that but I feel like I have this thing for Drunk!Ran lmao if I’m not mistaken this will be the fourth time that I write her character under the influence of alcohol. I’m sorry!! She’s just so fun to write like this! No holds barred when it comes to saying what she wants. Also this kinda went longer than I expected so I put the rest under the cut. Anyway, here it is and I hope you like it!

4. An accidental brush of lips followed by a pause and going back for another, on purpose. (2,125 words)

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“Ne, Sonoko, what does a kiss on the nose mean?”

Sonoko finishes her glass and sets it down the table, its loud clatter punctuating Ran’s unexpected question. Her eyes narrow, studying Ran carefully like a professor to her student, but bereft of any form of judgment.

“Heeeh,” she cocks an eyebrow, “so Shinichi’s been doing that? For how long?”

“Since the start of this year…” she replies unthinkingly, only to turn beet red after realizing her blunder half a second later. “I-I didn’t say it was him?!”

“Ran, really? You think you can hide that fact from me?” she exclaims loud and proud, brandishing her signature grin of victory that makes Ran shrink in her seat and their other girl friends chant their excited ‘oooh’s’ around the table.

“Seriously, though. It’s about time he does that,” Kaede remarks. “Ran-chan, I only met you and Shinichi-kun here in uni but the first time I saw you both I knew right then you’re bound to get married.”

“Oh please, they’ve been married since 4.” Sonoko drawls. “I don’t know if they’re playing oblivious but everybody with eyes knows they’re practically married. Even their parents.”

“Right? Who on earth would religiously walk the other home even if their dorms are in opposite directions? Even my boyfriend doesn’t do that!” Minami adds.

“Mou, minna! Just answer my question!” Ran squeaks, torn between being flustered for what she has asked or annoyed at her friends’ embarrassing side comments, the truth of which she cannot find in her to deny.

“Okay. So since you’re such a helpless little angel, let me tell you Ran that you are surely Shinichi’s object of committed affection.”

“He finds you cute.”

“He cares for you deeply.”

“All of these, you mean like a sister or a friend?”

“Ran! As in romantically! Shinichi likes you! No— he’s in love with you! Goodness!” Minami runs her hand over her face. “How you’re so smart and so dense at the same time, I don’t understand.”

“B-but it doesn’t make sense!” Ran defends. “I mean if he uh, l-likes me... then why not say it straight to my face...we tell each other everything. We’re best friends.”

Kaede pats her shoulder like she’s consoling a child. “That’s exactly why. You’re best friends. Perhaps he’s shy of admitting his real feelings yet. So he conveys it through nose kisses instead, hoping you’ll get it.”

“More importantly though,” Sonoko leans to her, “what do you feel about it, Ran?”

Overcome by shyness, she bites her lower lip to restrain any slip of tongue that may give her away completely, although she knows deep down that she’s still unsure of her response. Her friends think he’s in love with her. Though she trusts their judgment, she cannot, for the life of her, reconcile with the idea of her and Shinichi being more than best friends by title, even if by fact they already are. The fear of uncertainty bothers her. She’s known him to be a man of his actions and words. So when he does something a guy friend won’t normally do like kiss her on the nose and without him clarifying what it actually means, she’s befuddled. Actions may speak louder than words but that doesn’t make the latter any less important.

Seeming to understand her struggle, the trio share a common look of agreement that leads them to shove her one glass half filled with alcohol.

“We got you, girl. Want a drink?”

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One glass in and Ran feels like she’s a completely different person from the woman who sat in that same chair an hour ago. She feels lightheaded and floaty. She also feels more talkative than usual, her mouth on its own accord ranting on and on about this certain detective, while her friends listen with utmost interest.

“...and when he did that the first time, I remember it was the start of school after holidays, I was shocked, really shocked, ‘cuhs he did it sooo quickly and with such a straight face and...ugh god.”

“And what? That’s when you realize you want to marry him for real?” Sonoko wiggles her brows while Kaede and Minami guffaws.

“NO! Shut! I-”

“Speak of the devil.”

The main subject of their conversation arrives, which, as they know it, means that Ran’s about to be picked up. That’s just how those two are. Still, that doesn’t stop Sonoko and Minami from offering him a shot, which he doesn’t decline.

“Sorry for taking her away from you so early. You know how her mother blames me whenever she goes home late.” Shinichi stands behind Ran and rubs the back of his head, somewhat apologetic for ruining their night out.

“It’s okay, Shinnn. We understand how strict your in-law is,” Minami coos and waves her glass in the air. “Oh, and sorry by the way if we made Ran-chan drink.”

“She drank?” Disregarding Minami’s first statement, Shinichi looks at the three then at Ran, who flashes him a wide goofy smile.

“She needs it for our session today, sorry Shinichi!” Sonoko makes a peace sign. “Only a half glass, so she’s probably just a tiiiiny bit disoriented. And she already drank water.”

Though not mad, Shinichi doesn’t hide his surprise. Ran only drinks juice whenever she hangs out with the girls, a fact he has known since they entered college. Now in their second year, this is the first time he actually hears her drink alcohol. He doesn’t mind at all because she’s in good company anyway. After bidding the others good night, he guides her out the pub.

The walk back to Ran’s apartment consists of her talking about her day half the time and the other half complaining about how she feels weird being too talkative. Shinichi walks alongside her, enjoying Ran’s newfound vibrancy as he listens, his eyes smiling with his lips and Ran forgets talking for a second because she nearly trips and falls after catching herself getting mesmerized by his beautiful smiling face yet again.

Whenever he brings her home, Shinichi doesn’t go up her floor, only to the lobby at most, but tonight is an exception. He needs to ensure that Ran makes it inside her apartment. He watches her fumble for her keys and when she finally succeeds in opening her door, he says his good night. He is about to leave when Ran tugs on his sleeve.

“Heey,” she starts. “Arentcha forgetting something?”

“Forgetting what?”

She hiccups, doesn't say anything as she drags a finger to the tip of her nose. “... Right here.”

Shinichi stares at her, startled.

“You always do that… why not now?”

“I’m... quite surprised you remember trivial details like that even when you’re like this.”

“Weell! It’s not trivial!” she puffs her cheeks, “At least for me.”

“What does that mean?” He smiles, facing her completely.

“Iunno? ‘Cause we’ve been tight since forever? And you’ve been doing that since the year started? At least be consistent? And I like it when you do that? What else?"

She catches his pupils dilate for a split second and back.

“Ran,” he suppresses a little laugh. “Stop that, okay.” Then he inches closer. “Now I kinda want to give Sonoko an earful for turning you into this shameless talking machine."

Shinichi bends a little to level with her face. “Do me a favor and look yourself in the mirror once you’re in, yeah?” One hand is in his pocket and the other he uses to part loose locks dangling over her right eye and cheek, giving him an unobstructed view of her very pink, almost swelling face. “You’re a mess.”

「A kiss on the nose means he cares for you deeply.」

“I’m nooot. You are,” she lightly punches his chest, to which he just sniggers.

“I am what?”

“You’re the messed up one. You mess me up.”

“Again, what does that even mean?”

“As far as I know, you’re the detective here. Figure that out yourself will ya.”

He gives her this tiny smirk and Ran barely catches it.

“I don’t know, Ran. Perhaps... hearing it straight from you is much better.”

She tries to keep her eyes open but they burn so much they sheen with tears, and the alcohol’s to blame. “Huh?”

“Nothing.” He chuckles, his timbre doing things to her heart that she cannot resist stealing him a glance despite the aching throb in her head.

Damn it, he’s so annoying but so beautiful, his eyes are so bright, his cheeks so rosy—

“Pfft aren’t you blushiiiing!”

“Shut up.” And he plants a little kiss on her nose.

「A kiss on the nose means that he finds you cute.」

“There. Happy?”

While that effectively shuts her up, the fleeting drop of his lips landing as gently as a falling petal on her nose has her instinctively following his head with her own, honest in wanting another feel.

“Wait no! Again. But sloooower, pretty please?”

Her grip on his sleeve tightens, and she wonders if it’s possible for the erratic drumming of her pulse to be conducted through such fabric as to make the man in front of her aware of her state. She sounds so needy and clingy, and a part of her wants to barf and slap herself into sobriety, but a part of her also insists to just keep going.  And the latter is winning.

“... You really are something, you know that?”

As swift as the night, he slowly leans his head and she closes her eyes, her senses becoming hyper aware of how open and vulnerable her entire being is before his presence. Her heart thumps mercilessly against her chest.

「A kiss on the nose means you’re his object of committed affection.」

...

What if he’s my...

The voice at the back of her head tells her to reciprocate. Which she eventually goes for as she lifts her chin, aiming to kiss his nose right before he does.

What she doesn’t expect is for their lips to brush and suddenly there is spark and both of them retract fast.

Sky-crystal eyes meet azure. For that brief second, she thinks she’s stepped one foot beyond their demarcation line, and she searches her mind and heart for that doubt and dread and fear brought about by an accidental venture to an unknown territory, yet she finds nothing. Nothing of that sort.

Instead, she feels like she has just dipped her foot on the ocean, the expanse of which scares her, but the moment the water touches her skin she discovers that it isn’t so bad and fear disappears and all that’s left is the genuine willingness to feel more of its glorious warmth, to let it consume her, to submerge into its depths.

And so she doesn’t push him away when he cups her left cheek and closes their gap; nor does he say anything when she steps on tiptoes and eyes flutter close as her lips purposely seek his. It doesn’t last long, just enough to acquaint herself with his softness, his shape; she feels him chapped from the spring cold, but really she doesn’t mind.

A kiss on the nose is sweet.

But a kiss on the lips is...

They separate as soundlessly as they merge. Both remain silent for a good minute, forehead against each other, his thumb brushing her cheek like it’s responsible for painting the crimson colors across it.

Shinichi purses his lips, before stepping back and locking eyes with hers, shyly.

“So, uh...Tomorrow. 10AM. I’ll be here. Please get a good night’s rest and I-... We’ll sort this out, properly...when you’re ready and sober. Ran.”

For the last time that night, he plants a light kiss on her nose and departs, leaving her in a trance by her doorstep.

W-Wait, Shinichi, I—!

Her eyes scan the corridor, but he’s already gone.

I’m...

Her head floats and so do her feet as she retreats to her room, all while her fingers trace her lips, trying to replicate his lips through them but she isn’t taking it. Even in this state, she cannot find the exact words to describe how he truly makes her feel. She recalls how their conversation ran. Her honest words. His vague replies. His sweet actions. Her eager response.

Their shared kiss.

Shoot. That makes everything even more confusing, doesn’t it?

She falls with her back on the bed, still in a state of trance. Reaching for her phone deep in her bag, she presses a button for speed dial, with one intent in mind.

“Hello, you’ve reached Suzuki Sonoko. I’m currently unable to take your call, so please leave your message after the beep.”

“Ne, Sonoko, what does a kiss on the lips mean?”

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[splendidcas]

Please tell us about meeting Misha 😊💙 Have you also met Jared and Jensen? And if so, how was meeting them?

BUCKLE UP FRIENDS. IT’S TIME TO TALK ABOUT MEETING J2M (bc when I start I can’t stop).

I’ve been very fortunate to meet Misha many times, Jared about 3 times and Jensen twice. I’ve also been lucky enough to get photo ops/autos with Richard and Rob, David Haydn Jones, Adam Fergus (kind of...we ran into each other going to/from the bathroom lmao), Tahmoh, Rachel Miner, Felicia Day, and Kim rhodes. every single one of them was SO sweet. 

Out of J2M, I would say that Jared was the easiest to talk to; when it’s your turn, he gives you 100% of his attention, his eyes/focus totally on you, waiting to hear what you have to say. It was very calming honestly. Jensen is so easy going and laid back, and it was intimidating haha. he was so nice though. he thanked me and called me sweetheart, and Jared said I was a doll *sobs*. when I did my j2m photo op, jared was the only one I could manage to look at lmao. I stuttered so bad with all three of them looking down at me. I said, “c-could I have a, uh, a hug?” Jared grabbed my waist, spun me around, and all 3 of them were just on me lmao it was INCREDIBLE.

and since I’ve met misha multiple times I’ll share the most memorable experiences I’ve had with him, bc I can’t pick just one lmao. 

*one thing I’ll say about every time I’ve met him is that he always smells good. and hugging him is like a comfort. like, you just feel safe.

the first time I met misha, I was in the very first photo op group and was in the photo op room waiting for him to come in. my heart was POUNDING. and when he finally came in, the only thing my brain could think was “he’s real. he’s real. HE’S REAL.” he’s even more stunning than in photos/videos, and taller haha. when it was almost my turn I could not get enough oxygen in my lungs and for real thought I was gonna throw up lmao. that particular photo op was really fast bc he was EXHAUSTED from a delayed flight, poor guy. so I just asked for a simple hug and cried when it was over lmaoooo. it definitely has become a lot easier the more I’ve met him though. here are the photos from my first con with J2M.

my favorite experience with misha was during a Cas op. I had bought two photos, so when I came up to him, I showed him my castiel enochian tattoo. his face lit up when he recognized the enochian and he goes “no way! what does it say?” and after I told him he grinned and said it was awesome, and then he gave me a hug even though he wasn’t supposed to *weeps*. I then told him my mom was nooot happy about it and he grinned and said “hell yeah, good for you.” so the first photo I asked for what Cas’ reaction would be to the tattoo, and then the second one I just wanted to hold hands and look happy. this was the outcome. I weep. I did not know he was looking at me at all, let alone like that. 

another time, I never shared this experience with anybody, but at another con I was next in line for my misha photo op when a creation employee came up to me and said, “would it be okay if this woman went in front of you?” I looked over and it was an older woman in a wheelchair. obviously I was like “yes of course!” and the employee thanked me like 10 times and I told her she didn’t need to thank me, it wasn’t a problem at all. I didn’t realize misha was watching the entire time, and when I looked up he was staring at me. he gave me a smile and an approving nod, and when I stared grinning back at him he winked. dsfgjhdfljghlsdjfg. 

another time at an autograph, I gave him my supernatural research paper for my final core class in college that was 17 pages and I put my blood, sweat and tears into it. this is what happened.

aaaaand finally, I met him at a gishwhes meetup in atlanta, where I live. this is what happened. I made him laugh. and my favorite part about that time was that he saw my friend shove me to the side so he didn’t put his arm around her like he had to me lmao. 

TADA. sorry this is so long, when I start talking about cons and misha, I can’t stop lmao. if you read the whole thing, I hope this made u love misha even more <3

[sarohara]

You both like dance.

Stranger: M

Stranger: not here for nudes

You: Hey

You: Neither me ahahha

You: that zzzzzz

Stranger: hahah

Stranger: nice meeting you

Stranger: what's your name?

You: nice meeting youu dude

You: Sarah it's my name.

Stranger: Nice meeting you Sarah

You: Actually Alie Sarah

Stranger: how old are you?

You: um. i'm 17.

You: how old r u?

Stranger: 18

Stranger: wanna play 20 questions?

You: yea why not

Stranger: Dogs or cats

You: wait. i didn't ask ur name. whats ur name?

You: Cats>>>

Stranger: Im jon

Stranger: not snow

You: Not snow AHAHHAHA

Stranger: I have a cat named Hope

You: Oooh hope

You: It's an amazing name

Stranger: She's so petite that she falls asleep on my tummy everyday

You: ahahahahhahahahahh aw!!!

Stranger: hahah she's AWWDORABLE

You: okay lemme rephrase

You: AWWWDORABLE*

Stranger: hahahhaa

Stranger: your turn to ask

Stranger: I like your vibe tbh

Stranger: you are fun

You: Actually, ur fun.

You: hahahaha

You: um okay

Stranger: haha thanks

You: indie or rock?

You: or none of

Stranger: Hip Hop

You: ohhh i dance hip hop!!!

Stranger: damn, that's hot

You: hot? AHAHAHHA if u say so

Stranger: I love Hip hop dancer

Stranger: dancers

You: oh thanks then :))

You: we appreciate that

You: ahahha

Stranger: hahhaa

Stranger: walk on the beach while holding hands? yes or no

You: nah, just if ur my boyfriend or best friend. ahahah

You: or mom. who knows.

Stranger: hahaha okaay

Stranger: do you have a bf?

You: good question.

Stranger: answer will be even better

You: um, i would say,.. i have someone. but i dunno if it's my bf.

Stranger: aw okaay

You: what about u?

Stranger: He's definitely missing out on something fr

Stranger: Nope

You: do u think so? i don't think so ahaha

Stranger: yes, you have a great personality

You: But how can u know that? ahah

Stranger: My gut feeling

You: Ooooh whoah

You: That's funny

You: and thanks :)

Stranger: hahah your welcome hon

You: what u doing here?

You: btw

Stranger: I wanted to talk to someone

Stranger: I get lonely sometimes

You: oh i feel you. sometimes.

You: do u wanna talk about it?

You: idk. just open up.

Stranger: Yeah i mean it gets depressing

Stranger: this life and shit

You: what's going on with life?

Stranger: I want to be a musician and nothing is going as planned

Stranger: so it gets tough sometimes and I dont have many friends to share this with

You: oh musician. that's awesome. but u know right...nothing's easy..but u can do it. i believe in you.

You: hey, what about me

You: i'm your friend now ahahah

Stranger: Thaanks, see I told you, That guy is missing out on something amazing

Stranger: yess you ARE <3

Stranger: THANKSS

You: Awwwww my goodness

Stranger: cuddling on top of a mountain under a million stars? yes or no

You: Yeaa 100%

Stranger: sooo romantic <3

Stranger: under warm sheets, near a bon fire

You: yea quite romantic ahahah <3

You: i'm not that kind of person btw but yea

Stranger: what kind?

You: romantic

Stranger: ah okaay

Stranger: i undestand

You: yea yea yea

You: what time is it?

You: random question

You: ur from texas right.

Stranger: 10pm

You: lemme say something

You: u skipped me. when i was about to show u a song. i got sad aahhaha but no hard feeling

Stranger: am*

Stranger: really?

You: yeaaaaa

Stranger: OH NO WE GOT DISCONNECTED

Stranger: YOU SAID YOU WILL SEND THE LINK

You: YEAAAA EXACTLYYY

You: disconnected? i swear

You: i thought u skipped me

Stranger: yess

Stranger: No, wtf

Stranger: i was waiting for the link

Stranger: and the server went off

You: omegle sucks

Stranger: yeahhh

You: can i show the song now?

Stranger: can you send it now?

Stranger: yes

You: AHAHAHAHA

You: yea for sure

Stranger: oblique

You: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LoY6nmmjnHM

You: idk you yet by alexander 23.

Stranger: wait

Stranger: let me listen

You: take your time

Stranger: HIS VOICE IS SO GOOOD

Stranger: OMG THIS SONG MAKES ME MIS YOU HAHAHA

You: MISS MEEEE?

Stranger: how can you miss someone you've never seen

You: oh my goodness. i felt that.

You: i miss you too

Stranger: you cutieeee

You: ahahhahahaha

You: u know

You: I really like this song. it's a pity I can't show it to the whole world. but i could show u.

Stranger: yes im glad you shared it with me

You: yea i'm glad u like it.

Stranger: i loved it

You: aw, even better.

You: your turn. u should show me one.

Stranger: kisses on cheeks or forehead?

You: can i say both?

Stranger: yess you cannnn

You: both!!!

You: but forehead>>>

Stranger: I love kisses on forehead

Stranger: giving mosty

Stranger: mostly

You: that's so sweet

Stranger: feels so secure

You: yeaaa exactly!!!

Stranger: soft whispers during a back hug? yes or no

You: Aw yeaaa !!

You: what do u think?

You: yes or no

Stranger: I love it

Stranger: it's so romanticccc

Stranger: and sexy tooo

You: Well, lemme say.

You: She will be lucky.

Stranger: I Hope so

You: I'm sure

Stranger: can i keep asking?

Stranger: Im loving this convo

You: Yea go ahead. i have no plausible question but go ahead.

Stranger: kisses on lips or neck?

You: um. lips bc I have tickles ahahha

Stranger: hahahh so cute

Stranger: i love kissing on lips too

You: Yea, well, everyone does. i guess ahahah

Stranger: hahah

Stranger: I hope my questions are not making you feel uncomfortable

You: nah ur fine ahahah

You: if I feel uncomfortable, i'll let u know.

Stranger: Lip biting while kissing? yes or no

Stranger: yes please do

You: Yea. I mean, yea.

You: abhahaha

Stranger: hahaha dont be shy

Stranger: you can be open to me

You: well, i mean...it's natural u know, u just don't think before u do it, you just do it.

Stranger: ikrrrr

You: yeaaa

You: and i'm not being shy oke ahahah

Stranger: hahah

Stranger: yess okaay

You: yessss so whaaat

Stranger: French kissing? yes or no

You: well, what that means?

Stranger: kissing with tongue

You: is it french kissing? ahahah i didn't know that lol

Stranger: Yes hahaha

You: I mean, in Brazil we always do it. ahahah good to know that it's from French ahgah

Stranger: hahaha

You: france*

Stranger: do you like kisses with a lot of spit?

You: ahahahhaha i have no clue!!!

Stranger: hahahah okaay

You: what about u?

Stranger: Yeah i love me

Stranger: in *

Stranger: I like it messy

You: oh okay then. so yea as well ahhaha

You: messy? lmao

Stranger: yes with a lot of saliva and tongue

Stranger: really dirty

You: Oh i get that ahah

Stranger: hahaha sorry, too much info ig

You: ahahah a lil bit

You: ur fine ahah

Stranger: haha thanks

Stranger: cuddling on bed or couch

You: and does it make any difference?

Stranger: hahah ig not

You: i mean, bed seems more comfy.

Stranger: ik, more space more love

Stranger: fav cuddling position?

You: the position that's most comfortable lol ahahha

You: nah i'm kidding.

Stranger: hahaha

You: i dunno. i mean, whatever, cuddling is cuddling.

Stranger: yeah makes sense

Stranger: kissing while cuddling?

Stranger: yes or fuck yes

You: aw ahahha hell yea

Stranger: it's the best

You: ikrrr

Stranger: a place you love being kissed?

You: Forehead? Lips? both.

Stranger: hahah i love it

You: aahhaha yea i know that

Stranger: hahahha

Stranger: feeling eachother while cuddling? yes or no

You: how is it possible, i mean, cuddling without feeling each other?

Stranger: it is lol

Stranger: he can wrap his legs around her pull her closer and feel her with my hands

You: Oooh

You: Yea sure

Stranger: his* ooops

You: Yea yea i get that ahaha and hell yea

Stranger: massaging your booobs from the back? yes or no

You: uuum. i dunno. i mean, yea?

Stranger: hahah okaay

Stranger: too much?

You: maybe

Stranger: sorry shit

You: ur fine

Stranger: you are super fine like fine wine

You: like fine wine? HAHAHA whatever that means. im fine

You: i mean, just don't make it too awkward

Stranger: yeah I wont

Stranger: you ask me a few

You: i have no ideia. i mean, u already asked everything ahahah u know,

Stranger: guys in underwear or boxers

You: boxers?

You: yea

You: sounds good

You: ahhahah lmao

Stranger: hahhaha you dirty girl

You: I ammm nooot

You: lmao

Stranger: you sure?

You: i'm preeetty sure

Stranger: okaay hahahaa

Stranger: i can make you one

You: make what?

Stranger: girl <3

You: nah im fine like that ahaha

You: oh ahjahahha

You: my girl**

Stranger: hahah yesss

You: sounds a quite better like that

Stranger: okaay

[surveys-at-your-service]

Survey #277

“i think we could reach heaven if we go through hell”

What are you currently listening to? "Heaven" by Solence. Has your father met the boy you currently love? I don’t love a guy, just his memory. I don’t think it’s accurate to say “yeah I love him” when I haven’t spoken to/associated with him since one talk in 2017. Are you closer with your siblings or cousins? My sisters. I barely ever see/talk to my cousins at all. How many people have you really fallen for? Two. Next event you’ll wear a dress to: Probably not ‘til my sister’s wedding next year. Why did you last cry? Oh god it’s so cheesy but it was during the Unus Annus video where Mark, Ethan, and Amy were out in the desert watching Neowise and just talking about life and shit. I legit sat in silence just thinking for a while after I finished it. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning? Shit, not even 10 minutes. Sometimes not even five. I don’t do anything special at all, just get dressed, brush teeth, and comb my hair. Would you ever take back someone after they cheated? Nnnnope. How many arguments have you had with the last person you dated? Well considering we jumped back and forth from hating each other to being friends like five times as kids,,,, lmao. But on a serious note, it’s rare now. I don’t exactly count arguments tho. Do you want to see somebody right now? I wanna hang with Sara so bad mayn. Do you get distracted easily? YEAH. Do you think that someone has feelings for you? Yeah. Do you still talk to the person that you last kissed? On the daily. Are you easy to get along with? I think so. I’m chill with such a variety of people that you know you can be free of judgment. The only thing you’d have to understand is how quiet I am and that it does not equate to me being disinterested in you or anything, as people have apparently thought. Have you ever had a pet goldfish? As a kid. Has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes? Yeah. Are you short? I’m of an average height for someone my gender, age, and nationality or whatever it’s called. Is there anything stressing you out currently? bruuuuuhhhhh I am ALWAYS stressed about something. What’s something that you cannot wait for? This fucking pandemic to end. Just wear your goddamn masks and stay in your fucking houses ‘n shit and maybe we’ll move forward. What was your favorite grade? So it’s super ironic: 7th. Which is when my depression manifested. I just have a lot of good memories with excellent teachers and friends. Are you afraid of shots? “Fear” is the wrong word for it, but there’s certainly a tense feeling before you get one. It’s not the needle that really hurts, it’s whatever medicine is being injected. Always stings. Were you an adorable baby? I was tbh, but I had nothing on my little sister. Nicole was so fucking cute. Are you happy with who you’re becoming? No. Do you want children? No. Do you change your phone background a lot? Not “a lot,” no. Would you rather take a relationship really slow or really fast? Definitely really slow. Really fast is nooot my style. I mean, neither is very slow, but I’d definitely prefer it and feel more secure in it. When applying eyeliner, which eye do you do first? Uhhh I think left? I do this so rarely that I don’t really know lol. How many exes have you talked to today? One. Are you tan? lol hell no. I never have been. Do you use any acne medication? I use a facial scrub to exfoliate and prevent acne, does that count? Is anybody in your family schizophrenic? If so, what is their life like? My half-sister I’ve never met. I know almost nothing about her so can’t answer the second question. Are you likely to crack under peer pressure? Not really, no. Are you emotional or very stoic? I’m emotional as hell. How many states have you lived in? North Carolina has kept me hostage my whole life. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? Yeah. Who did you last say “I love you” to? Me mum. How do you want to die? Eek, idk man. Part of me says fast as to avoid pain or a gradual, torturous decline in health, but at the same time I want my life to conclude after like… accepting it and not taking my last days for granted. I also don’t want the sudden surprise on my loved ones. Are you scared of spiders? Okay, so this is very situational. If a spider surprises me, I’m most likely going to gasp/scream/curse and try to get away. However, I find them very, very fascinating to watch and are beautiful and some even cute in their own right. I respect their existence and position in the ecosystem. I’ve held a tarantula before and even want two (… or ten) as a pet, so I can’t be THAT scared of them. Oh, and I’m much more likely to be spooked by ones with long legs and particularly small bodies. Idk, it’s weird. Do you have trust issues? fuck YES I do. Who/what was your last dream about? I know Jason was in it, but that’s no surprise. I remember someone randomly trying to kill me again lmao. Who was the last person you cried in front of? I’m sure it was Mom. Who was your last text from? Sara. Do you usually sleep with your closet door open or closed? The fuck is wrong with you if you sleep with it open?????????????? Have you ever "done it" in a hotel room? No. I don’t think we were ever in a hotel together, and besides, it’s p gross imho. I can’t say for sure I wouldn’t lmao but I hope I wouldn’t. Have you ever stolen a street sign before? No, that’s never made sense to me? My sister stole a traffic cone once tho lmao. She legit just wanted to do something sketchy. Highkey badass, amirite. Are you reading any books right now? I’m very slowly reading Wings of Fire: The Dark Secret by Tui T. Sutherland. I’m going through one of my junctures of little reading again, even though I’m enjoying the book as I do with the series. Who was the last person to send you a friend request on Facebook? Some dude I had no mutual friends with or anything. How recently did you wash your hands? Last time I went to the bathroom. Did the last person you kissed have facial hair? No. Who is the most intelligent person you know? Girt. Do you have younger siblings? If you do, are you protective of them? I have one sister younger by two years, and I’d kill for her even if we’re not all that close. What are the other members of your household doing at this moment? I’ve actually been home alone for around two weeks now and am MIRACULOUSLY doing totally fine. My mom had to take an urgent flight to NY because her mom is dying. Sadly much slower than they expected. She’s not in pain due to medicine, but nevertheless, it’s torture for her. She can't do anything. Do you have any neighbors that you don't get along with? Not really, but there is someone to our right that constantly has music playing outside, and sometimes it’s annoying. In the past week, have you slept past midday? No. I can’t remember the last time I did that. Name the last song that made you cry. “Lovely” by Billie Eilish, I think. It reminded me of Jason. Do you use Twitter? Not really, no. I only ever check it to look at Mark’s lmao what a shocker. The last time something scared you, what was it? One of my nightmares last night. A huge spider was hurrying towards my face from the wall and I actually scrambled out of bed irl, therefore nearly passing out bc I can't get up fast w/o getting extremely dizzy, oof. Who was your first best friend? Brianna. Are you still friends anymore? On Facebook, anyway. We haven’t talk-talked in many years. Who is your best friend right now? Sara. How old were you when you found out what sex was? I was in the 4th or 5th grade, whatever age you are then. I definitely learned later than most, it seems. Had no idea until sex ed in school. Name one quirk you have that drives people crazy? I pace badly, and I’ve been told by numerous people it makes them anxious. Who is your favorite Disney villain? Probably Scar. You gotta admit his scheme was pretty clever, and he had a BUMPIN song. Would you have children if a surrogate could carry it for you? No, I still wouldn’t. Do you have an account for any social platform that you rarely/never use? Yeah, like Twitter. What do you most frequently take photos of? Nature. Do you ever wear hats? What does your favorite hat look like? No. Have you tried any foods or drinks for the first time today? Which? No. Does anyone close to you smoke cigarettes? My dad. What was the last song you heard, that made you feel nostalgic? Motionless In White recently covered "Somebody Told Me" by The Killers. Is it awkward when you run into your ex? I don’t run into any of them. Do you prefer pasta, salad, or coleslaw? Oh, totally pasta. Coleslaw is fucking disgusting. Do you think any of your exes will eventually want to be with you again? I hope. Would you rather pierce your tongue or lip? I have a vertical labret and did have snake eyes, and I adore(d) both; however, I prefer my lip ring. It’s like, a part of my identity by now lmao. Last time you were attacked by an animal? I don’t think an animal has ever seriously hurt me, instead only through playing too rough. I get scratches from Roman every now and again from it. How many times have you been engaged (if any at all)? Never. Have you ever been called something and you didn’t know what it meant? So one of the most embarrassing things I’ve ever done is accidentally agree to being a martyr, because at the time, I thought it only meant like, you’d die for what you stand for, which in most serious cases, I would. I didn’t know that wasn’t the kind he meant; he meant I was trying to make shit all about me and throw a pity party about the breakup. I didn’t learn that was the “common day” definition until a long time after when I was no longer in contact with this person. Are your eyes sensitive to sunlight? VERY VERY VERY. Have you ever been busted for underage drinking? No. Do you have a picture of you and your lover kissing? I don’t have a “lover.” Have you witnessed a fight at school? So shortly after returning to class in the 10th grade, a girl deadass got stabbed in the neck during a fight nearby my classroom. I (nor my classmates) actually saw it, just heard. Safe to say the assailant was expelled, and the other girl was lucky to have her throat missed, though that was apparently what the other girl was aiming for. She went to the hospital of course, and that’s all I know. Who did you last get into a big argument with? Probably Mom. Do you drink lots of water? Sigh, no. What was the worst feeling you last felt? Before my last period I had a day of such bad cramping that I decided to go back on birth control. I originally started it for that but stopped to see how it would affect my mood, and now I absolutely need it back. Interested in anyone at the moment? Yeah. Do you know people with your last name that you aren't related to? Besides historical people, no. Are you guilty of texting while driving? ”I don’t drive, but I am so against doing that. Please don’t. It only takes a second of distraction for something to go wrong. Keep your eyes on the damn road.” <<<< This right fuckin here. Have you ever caused a lot of noise in a library? No. What was the last thing that completely took your breath away? I don’t know. When playing rock, paper, scissors which do you usually pick? Uhhh I think scissors? Have you ever tried to write a book? Yes, but they’re all projects I abandoned. Have you ever been hit by a chunk of hail? Not that I recall, no. Do you have high standards? Honestly yes when it comes to relationships (which is what I assume you’re talking about). Have you ever changed your clothes while in a vehicle? Yeah. Do you know how to snap your fingers? Uh, yeah. Do you plan your outfits for the next day or just randomly choose? I choose on the spot, usually. Are you a bossy person? Definitely not. Is it true that if you don’t love yourself, you can’t love another? I fucking hate that statement. It’s absolute bullshit.

[acilykos]

Tagged by @amakatarei ~ ♥ Thanks! Hahaha this is gonna be fun (lolol) Have fun reading that(?) 1) How many works in progress to do you currently have in progress? Uhhhhhhh that’s a good question.. gimme a sec to look *looks at her phone* Ah, yes, I have currently around 35 +/- If take the ones I stopped out, I still have around 20 +/- works oof 2) Do you/would you write fan fiction? That’s the only thing I ever did when it comes to writing, I think, oops.. 3) Do you prefer paper books or ebooks? Paper books to be honest. I always am with my phone and only read there so I really like it when I get a real book in my hands ( Trust me, if fanfictions and Oneshots were published as regular books, I probably would only read on paper lmao) 4) When did you start writing? Uhh a loong time ago, I think around 8 or 9? Or 10 Idk. I remember that I started writing during my Futurama phase back then loll (and the story I still haven’t finished was Futurama so, uh, I got into Fandoms sooner the I thought I would lol) 5) Do you have someone you trust that you share your work with? Nope, unless you count Ao3 as the someone I trust and share my work with, since I post my works there (There actually only two bc I need so long until I finish smth) In real life? Hell no. I mean, sure there were sometimes this school stories we had to write and friends volunteered, but now days, betterr nooot. Online? Idk, does anyone really wanna even read my stuff? 6) Where is your favourite place to write? Truth be told, I don’t have one. When I’m in the mood, I just start writing at any place lol. But mostly I’m at home in my room where no one can really distract me while writing. Favourite childhood book? I was kinda forced to read as child to train so I didn’t really had a nice start with reading, until we started to read in school and I think the one I’ll choose is “Die Gespentserjäger” (The ghost hunters) from Cornelia Funke. We read this in School and I kinda fell in love with the first book afterwards and got the rest of the series (or rather got it as present), too lol 8) Writing for fun or writing for publication? Fun lol. It started for and with fun, now it’s all about the angst and to make myself (and maybe others, too lol) cry with the sadness hahahahahaha 9) Pen and paper or computer? I like both lol. Pen and paper in school when I can’t go on my phone and then later at home in digital lol (Tho, transfering the stuff from paper to screen is tiering, but eh, while tranfering I sometimes get even more ideas and I definitely rather transfer all that stuff than wait until I’m home and forget everything I planned to write) 10) Have you ever taken any writing classes? Nope and probs never will lmao 11) What inspires you to write? Music, my mood and how I see the world around me or when I think that a character and ship need more appreciation (smh), and sometimes even when I’m writing, my mind just goes somewhere else and then I have another story idea. Or sometimes when I draw oof lol, then I’m getting like comic ideas and those can easily join my list of stories that I’ll probably never finish. Phew so yeah, das are my answers lol. At this point, I don’t really have anyone to tag and don’t know who already got tagged, so I’ll just be as lazy as always and say feel tagged if you want to do that lolol.

[mykethequestionista]

LITTLE AND BIG THINGS I NOTICED FROM RVB EPISODE 16

this is. pretty long. as I literally went through every scene and talked about it cause every scene was golden

- Alright, either Vic is still inside the computer, or he hacked the thing and just put his face on everything he could find

- Sarge gave Simmons a “stern” talking and I would very much like to hear how Simmons acted

- UH THE MACHINE IS FINISHED?? ALRIGHT TIME TO SCREAM

- Sarge is disappointed omg he really wanted Simmons to reconsider his choice

- Temple’s “you are an inspiration to us all” line has me laughing so much cause that’s an obvious lie

- SUPER COLONEL SARGE

- Temple actually sounded surprised when the subject of there being an intruder was brought up

- “It’s not that kind of situation, sir” well dangit Grif’s made a fool of himself again

- HE DIDN’T CHECK FOR CAMERAS THE IDIOT

- HE’S JUST RUNNING AROUND??? GRIF PLEASE

- TEMPLE THOUGHT IT WAS BIF AND HE SOUNDED SO HOPEFUL

- yes make this asshole suffer

- okay I can’t stay mad at Grif, he’s having so much fun with this

- MGS GRIF YOU NERD LMAO

- THE EXCLAMATION MARK AHHH I LOVE IT

- Grif no d o n t  e a t  i t

- Miles as Cronut was a wonderful choice omg

- GRIIIIIIIF PLEASE WHY DID THE THOUGHT OF GOING THROUGH THE VENT EVEN OCCUR TO YOU

- haha his legs I would love to hear how fun that part was animating 

- okay listen no one can call Grif fatass but Simmons it honestly sounds so different when Temple says it

- TUCKER’S “FUCK YOU” AHH OKAY I’VE NEVER HEARD HIM SO PISSED BEFORE?

- As much as I hate Temple as a character, I adore his voice. I guess it’s just the tone he uses sometimes

- bitch don’t you fucking DARE bring up Caboose in this

- OKAY SIMMONS YES GET ANGRY I WANT MORE SERIOUS SIMMONS

- did you guys hear the way he said it though, he, like, laughed a little and the tone omg yall everyone did their lines so well

- “GRIF”

- “SIMMONS”

- wait Caboose w ha t you’re colorblind

- HE’S SORRY, HE DID IT, HE SAID IT!!!!!

- “EVERYONE. SIMMONS.’

- HE’S SORRY HE LEFT SIMMONS AHHH

- HE’S APOLOGIZING TO EVERYONE INDIVIDUALLY

- Temple no amount of please will get him to shut up minus well shut your own mouth

- BROTP CABOOSE AND GRIF!! HE’S GENUINELY SORRY HE DIDN’T WANT TO FIND CHURCH!!!!!

- Caboose accepts the apology so quickly ;-;

- TEMPLE YOU BI T CH DONT YOU DO IT

- here I am again to scream over Tucker’s tone. He cares so much about Caboose AND Church and it breaks my heart how attached he’s become to them, so the way he just says the line gives me chills geez

- like I said earlier, Im a sucker for Temple’s voice

- THERE’S A FULL RECORDING? 

-wait where did Donut come from

- Grif and Simmon’s realization that it was a lie as they turn to each other is soooo good

- they’re killing me with the slow head movements

- alright, Im expecting someone to draw Tucker’s face after that cause DAMN I can only imagine how pissed he is (hey I may just start drawing it myself)

- CABOOSE DOESN’T UNDERSTAND DEATH AND IT’S HURTING ME TEMPLE PLEASE 

- okay Temple does have a point there cause they do treat him like a child, but he just has a different way of thinking and now that he’s just insulting Caboose’s stupidity is actually making me mad

- caboose undERSTANDS AND IM NOT OKAY

- AW SHIT I CAN IMAGINE LOCO’S FACE WHEN TEMPLE EXPLAINS HOW HE HELPED HIM WITH THE MESSAGE

- YALL IM SO CONVINCED LOCO GONNA TURN GOOD HE WANTS TO BE FRIENDS WITH CABOOSE SO BADLY AND HE ACTUALLY SOUNDS GUILTY

- BUCKY YOU DID NOT JUST DO THAT

- yes may I hear about Dylan what questions do you have about her

- hnnn here comes the angst

- may I mention how easily Caboose can hurt me when it comes to just the way he talks. He sounds so broken and sad and im just in pain

- OH GOD HERE COMES THE “GOODBYE” TOPIC

- Tucker is nooot going to forgive Grif anytime soon it seems and I can’t blame him for being mad

- oh. OH. OOHOHOHOH HE’S TALKING ABOUT LOCUS AHH FAAACAKKCK LOCUS IS GONNA SAVE THE DAY

- WAAAAASH CAROLINAAAAAA AHH 

- HE SOUNDS SO TIRED HNNGNGN

- alright but it sounds like he needs to pee

- can I tell you how good it is to hear them again even though they sound terrible

- HIS NOSE. ITCHES. WASH I FEEL YOUR PAIN OMG

- I feel even worse for Carolina cause jesus that has to hurt like a bitch

- waIT WASH NO DON’T DAMMIT STAY THE HELL AWAKE 

- IM IN TEARS I FEEL SO BAD FOR HIM HE’S A BABY COMPARED TO LINA

- FUUUUUUUUCUCXJXJKKC YES LOCUS MY BOOOOOOY HE’S HEEERE

- “im hallucinating again” WHAT WAS THE FIRST TIME???

- Im so happy that Locus actually sounds annoyed and tired that everyone thinks he wants to kill them. Its a big step forward bb im so proud of him

- AAAAAND ITS TIME FOR BIG BOY LOCUS TO SAVE THE DAY BuT WAIT WHERE’S LOPEZ AND WHAT PLAN DOES GRIF AND LOCUS HAVE AND WILL I GET TO SEE MORE OF MY BOYS INTERACTING AND WILL LOCO BECOME GOOD AND WILL WE GET TO SEE SARGE AND TEMPLE TALK ABOUT DYLAN AND WILL WE ACTUALLY GET TO SEE DYLAN AND JAX AND WILL I EVER NOT SCREAM ABOUT THIS SHOW? find out next time on blue vs red: the show where comedy turns into pain

[acenancy]

@linseymorgan

replied to your post

“So, out of the mains, which characters do you think are NOT on The...”

I'm guessing she's only put the people who will contribute the most on the list. As awful as it sounds I don't think jasper will be on there not just because of his mental state but because he won't be able to contribute enough. Possibly Harper too? And maybe (I'm Hoping) octavia isn't on there and I'm wondering how Bellamy will react to that. Raven, Monty, Abby, Jackson will all be on there since they are the most valuable. I think it'll be interesting to see how everyone reacts to the list.

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But yes, I think we might all be in the same boat about Jasper. It wouldn’t make sense for him to be on there. Unless Clarke was feeling sentimental which I REALLY wouldn’t put past her tbh. 

I’m nooot sure about Harper. She’s a guard, like Miller and Monty and Bellamy. Bellamy and Monty have other skills that can be beneficial though (shh, Bellamy’s leadership counts as a skill), and I’m not really sure Miller and Harper do. You might be right about Harper being excluded, so I’m sort of skeptical about Miller too. 

As much as I am not a fan of Octapalooza right now, I feel like it would be weird if she wasn’t on the list. Bellamy wouldn’t have that, first of all, and Clarke 100% wouldn’t do that to him. That being said, she for sure doesn’t have anything to offer lmao. Her ninja skills are necessary on the ground but in the Ark? For 5 year? With 100 people who don’t have a warrior’s mentality? What is she going to do to help them? Personal feelings aside, she shouldn’t be on the list imo, but I think she will be because Blake Siblings and Bellarke Love. 

You’re right about Raven, Monty, Abby, and Jackson for sure. I’d add Kane there too, though he might try to sacrifice himself. How about Jaha? I think they’ll keep him because he was an engineer so that’s super useful. He might trade his life for his peoples’ too though.

How about Murphy and Emori? What does everyone think about them having/not having spots on The List?

Also, does anyone think they’re sticking to just Arkadians? Or keeping Grounders too? Like, Nyko could be really handy, you know. Why not add him?

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okay so you've mentioned before that you're kin with viktor, we have that much, but what does kin mean to you. like why are you kin. what IS kin. i'm honestly curious and i think i might be myself but going through the tag hasn't given me much insight???

{ah! it’s always so fun to explain it to people!! and yeah the tags can be a bit confusing and all over the place??? nooot the best point of reference for the kin community (which is full of really great people by the way, but we also have our own set of discourse and drama that you’d probably find out about fairly quickly upon joining us if you’re right about being kin)}

{kin means different things to different people because at its core kin is usually a very spiritual concept and you’ll never really meet two people with identical beliefs in abstract concepts like that. but for the sake of explaining it briefly, to most people kin is the belief that you were something nonhuman (or a fictional character that can totally be human) in a past life! that’s the most widely accepted definition, but there are people who think differently; this is actually a common point of discourse but tbh in my opinion if you think you’re kin you probably are, no matter what personal definition you follow}

{usually, especially in cases of fictionkin, the things you’re kin with have some sort of impact on your identity. like i’ve adopted the name ‘vik’ for myself in online circles because it makes me feel nice to be called a derivative of my kintype’s name. i can’t really explain it but there’s something nice about being recognized as your kintype(s) by friends & i know a lot of people who literally only go by their kintype’s name. but then there are people i’m friends with who probably wouldn’t care to hear about it, and i’m fine with that}

{despite popular stereotype, we don’t believe that our kintypes are our genders or that we are physically our kintype (well… some do but those are the types we discourse over lmao)}

{it sounds REALLY FUCKIN DUMB to tell people outside of the kin circles on the internet that i believe i was a 5 time gold medalist from a gay-ass sports anime in a past life, so i don’t. most of us aren’t rly keen on telling people bc we do recognize that it’s Extremely Weird and that it’ll set us apart from others (at least in the modern kin community on tumblr, i guess some middle-aged therians have different ideas? idk i have some opinions on that)}

{there are a lot more topics i could cover, like missing people from those lives and memories, but i dont think many of my followers want this clogging their dash lmao}

{i hope you have an easy enough time finding more information & u can message me if u need anything ovo}

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Survey #213

"there's a voice in my head, says i'm better off dead, but if i sing along a little fucking louder to a happy song, i'll be all right."

Are there popsicles in your freezer right now? No. Ice cream? No. Is there a lamp in your bedroom? Well, two heat lamps for Kaiju and Venus. Would you prefer eating jello or pudding? Pudding. After washing your hair, do you put any products in it? No. Last time you ate a salad? Yikes, it's been a long time... Can you name 2 books of the Bible? Uhhh Luke and Revelations? Do people usually think your brother is handsome? I don't know, I haven't lived with him since I was a kid, and he doesn't live in my state. So we don't know the same people. Have you ever crawled thru a vent? Not to my memory. Are there toothpicks in your kitchen? They're in the bathroom. How many living grandparents do you have? One. Do you eat more than 3 meals a day? No; I don't even always have three. Do you know how old your house is? I believe it was made in the '70s. Do you think you have great potential for success? Meh. Have you applied any lipstick, chapstick, gloss, etc to your lips today? No. Would you rather have tan or pale skin color? Pale. Sometimes I hate it, but I like it more overall. Especially when you're a goth at heart know what I'm sayin'. Last time you entered a high school? Probably my sister's graduation. Last time you rode a bike? It's been years, dude. Probably not since high school. Do you drink your water from the tap? You couldn't pay me to. Our water is technically clean, we've had it tested, but dead serious, the hot water smells like rotten eggs. I'm pretty sure Mom said it's something about the salt content in the pipes. But nevertheless, mind over matter would nooot work. Is there any kind of design on your socks? I'm not wearing socks. Have you ever had an ice cream cake for your birthday? No, I'm not a fan. Do you use dryer sheets? Yes. Do you like Subway? Yeah. What was your worst mistake in your life? Letting a guy become god, the entire universe, and more to me. Is this year the best year of your life? Oh, hunny- Is there someone in your life you wish you never met? I don't think so. Did you sleep well last night? I never do. I always wake up at least once. What’s the last song you heard? "Happy Song" by Bring Me The Horizon is on repeat. What is your favorite line from a TV show? I don't have a clue. Any current family issues? No. Who is the last friend you spent time with outside of school? Summer and I talked for a while at my niece's b-day party a few days back. What do you think of your mother? Your father? Your siblings (if there are any)? I love them. There's one sister I don't know so can't really say anything on her, then I do have another sister who, if I can assume via Facebook interactions, can't be too fond of me. But I could be mistaken with my habit of said assuming... Who/What is one person/thing that had the biggest impact on your life? Who: Jason. What: my mental health. What is the biggest problem in your life right now? How isolated I am and void of purpose I feel. What is one band that you find yourself going back to again and again? You mean like, stop liking but then get back into? None, I think. Have you ever had a crush on someone of the same gender as you? Yes. Have you ever kissed someone of the same gender as you? Yes. Do you and your dad get along? Yes. What’s the longest amount of time you’ve ever kept a goldfish alive for? Idk. Can you see your purse right now? Yes. Are you wearing any perfume? What kind? No. Are there products in your hair? No. Have you ever eaten cat food? I don't think so, though I wouldn't be surprised as a kid. How many pets do you have? Six. Do you actually like them? All but my sister's dog. I can't stand him. Do you have one best friend who is always there for you? My girlfriend. Do you wear skirts a lot? I never do. I hate my legs. Do you basically live in jeans? I have zero jeans. Do you wear sweatpants a lot? Not really; if I'm not in pjs, I'm usually in dance or yoga pants. How many pairs of jeans do you think you have? Zero. Do you like hoodies? Yeah. Big ones or the form fitting kind? Bigger ones. Did you ever actually have a rubber duck? I think I did. Are you one of those people who claim to live with no regrets? I go back and forth, lol. But no, I have regrets. Do you love your computer? It's got a few issues, but yeah. Do friends or family come first? Family of the heart, anyway. Us sharing blood doesn't mean shit to me, honestly. What’s your lucky number? I don't believe in "lucky" numbers. Who were the last 5 people you spoke to? I'll include via technology because otherwise I have no clue. Mom, Sara, Emma, and two women interested in adopting Kaiju. Do you have the same password for everything? No. Do you get shy around the person you like? Sometimes. What color is your phone? Dark navy. Do you prefer pens or pencils? Pencils. Do you like peanut butter? Yes. If you could live forever, would you? Hell no. Do you talk in your sleep? A lot. What was the last thing you regretted? Probably depression binge-eating something. Are you any good at cutting hair? Never tried. Do you like your yearbook picture this year? N/A What was the last YouTube video to make you laugh? Ummm there was something last night, but idr what. Do you like tomatoes? No. Do you have a pool? I wish. How would you describe your style? Too poor and lazy to be a goth so dresses in whatever is at the top of my drawer tbh lmao. Do you still talk to any of your exes? One. Have you ever been arrested? No. What was the last thing you watched on TV? I don't watch TV by my own volition anymore and there's not even a TV in my room, so... I really don't know. Do you have a tan? Even the Irish are ashamed of me. What was your most embarrassing moment? Who knows. I'm so easily humiliated and affected by it that I can remember times I've been even remotely embarrassed as far back as pre-k. Do you fall for people fast? No. Do you tell your parents everything? No. Are you quick to judge? Depends. Not generally. When was the last time you crawled through a window? I have zero clue. Are you scared of spiders? Most, yes. What would you do if the doctor told you that you were pregnant? Have a full-blown panic attack despite that being physically impossible. Do you plan on moving within the next year? It'd be nice, but I estimate it'll be around two more years. Have you been to a baby shower? Yeah. How many cars can fit in your driveway? Hm. A few, since the parking area behind the house is decently-sized. Are you taller than your mom? No. Are you a cuddler? Yes. Sleep on your back or stomach? My stomach/upper torso kinda to the side. Think of the last time you were angry. Why were you angry? I don't remember. Though I know I was mad recently. How long has it been since you had sex? Almost four years. Who was the last person to call you babe? Sara. Last reason you went to the ER? My sister got in a car wreck. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth? Yeah. When was the last time you shaved your legs? It's been maaaany months. What facial cleanser do you use? Biore. Do you use a blowdryer? No. If someone wanted to know what you smelt like, what should they smell? Dogs and cats lmao. Have you ever cheated on the significant other that you have now? No. For that one week a month, do you hate being a woman? Still rather be a woman. Favorite underwear brand? Idk. Last thing you bought at the mall? A book. Do your parents like your boyfriend/girlfriend? Yes. What if an ex asked to be back in your life? Aaron: We've never had issues, we just drifted apart. It'd be weird for him to ask that, but I mean, sure? Juan: I don't know. Probably not. Jason: I REALLY don't know. We could probably be friends at a distance. Tyler: No, I think. Girt: He's still in my life. If you’re on a laptop, how much charge does it have right now? It's charging and only tells me the minutes until it's at full charge. Last gift you received? I don't know. Lesson you recently learned? I absolutely cannot work in a busy environment. What is your favorite condiment to go with french fries? Probably ketchup. What is a field of study that is of your interest? Zoology. What do you have a habit of doing when engaging in a conversation with someone? Thinking too hard on what the appropriate amount of eye contact is. Have you ever laid in a hammock? Yeah. What time of day do you feel mostly at peace? Morning. How has the weather been treating you lately? It's way too fucking hot and humid. Have you ever lost a pet in a tragic way? How did you cope? We've had numerous cats be hit by cars. It was always sad, but I mean, I got through it. Especially as I was just a kid and didn't quite fathom how serious death was, nor did any cats I was SUPER attached to die that way. What can you go a day without doing? Going outside. What can’t you go a day without doing? Using some form of technology. Talking to Sara. Who do you spend most of your time with? No one. I'm usually alone. Do you have a favorite classical composer? No. What type of quality is a must-have in a friend? A caring heart. Have you ever eaten a zucchini? A fried one that was sliced into chips. What type of art would you hang up in your room? Dark art or fandom-related stuff. What goes good with a nice cold glass of milk? Oreos omggggg. What fruit is too sweet to you? None, I think? How much money did your last vacation cost? I don't even remember my last vacation. Have you ever taken a physics class? Yeah. What are your thoughts on celebrity idolization and ‘fangirling/fanboying?’ Oh boy, I can't talk shit here for obvious reasons lmao. What is the messiest area in your home? I'm not sure... I haven't been in my sister's old room in forever, and I can't remember if it's empty or not. If it is empty - hell, even if it isn't -, the answer's probably the laundry room. Who was the last person you called? My mom. What’s your favorite computer game genre? Horror is my favorite game genre period. Do you have any exes your parents never liked? No. Well, Mom had mixed feelings about Juan, but so did I. She didn't not like him, though. Do you take public transportation to work? N/A. Public transport doesn't even come here. What extracurricular activities did you do when you were growing up? Soccer for one season (I hated it), softball, basketball, briefly cheerleading, and dance. Has anything unusual happened to you recently? Idk. I don't think so. Do you like chicken korma? I have no clue what that is. What was the last type of tea you drank? I never drink tea; I hate it. Have you ever been severely mentally ill? Yes. Where is the most interesting place you could go that’s within day-trip distance from your house? Stealing previous answer: Washington D.C. Do you ever rearrange your furniture? No. Have you received financial help from your parents in the past 5 years? Lol I'm still financially dependent on them. Are you a fast or a slow eater? I am an extremely fast eater. I'm not messy or anything, I just, eat how I feel is normal? Just chew until you've done so enough to swallow. What room(s) of your house did you last vacuum? Mine. How old were you when you had your first relationship? My first "real" relationship started at 15. I had a middle school bf for just like... a month or so, but that was all puppy-dog love. Why did your last relationship end? I verified that I didn't like him romantically, and I also found I was just too guarded. In our four months of dating, I got no closer to him than I was from the start. I wasn't ready to date a guy again. What was the last thing you purchased from a small local business? No idea. Is there anyone in your family/household whom you frequently argue with? No. Do you live in a high cost-of-living area? No. Have you ever used chewing tobacco? Ew, no. Do you ever feel like someone would be disappointed to see your body or are you comfortable with your body enough where you don’t think that? I fucking hate my body and I'm sure anyone else would too. What is your favorite flavor of Monster? I don't like Monster. Do you follow your head or your heart? Both, I guess. It depends. How do you act under pressure? Did somebody say PANIC?!?!?!?! Do you ever call people just to hear the sound of their voice? No. Do you ever look back at your yearbooks? No. It'd probably depress me. Have you ever ran from the police? No. Have you ever written on someone’s face in your yearbook? Ha ha yeah, back as a kid... Are you double jointed? No. Who was the last person to yell at you? Mom. What is your favorite stuffed animal that you own? My first stuffed meerkat I named after Zaphod from MM. Or my moose Brownie. Do you have any trophies? Somewhere. Do you work out? No. What grade are you in? I’m not in school. Do you like screamo music? No. Let me hear words, please. If I learn the lyrics, I can /sometimes/ enjoy the song, though. What does your wallet look like? It's rectangular with a Harley Quinn design. Do you have any hickeys on you? No. Is weed a drug? *Technically*, by definition, yes Who’s the first person you turn to when you need a shoulder to cry on? Mom or Sara. Would you cheat on someone for revenge? Or if they wouldn’t find out? No, that's fucking stupid. If you got pregnant right now, would you keep the baby? If I was, God forbid, raped, I don't think I could. If I had unprotected sex willingly, I truly think pregnancy would traumatize me, but I'd probably go through with it and put it up for adoption. I'd want to take responsibility for my actions. Does your family have a secret? No. Are you prejudice against any groups of people? No. If someone gave you a houseplant, would you keep it? Yeah, to be nice. That fella wouldn't live long, though. When/where are you most likely to sing? In the car. Are there any exercises that you do regularly? I'm trying to get in the habit of planking every day since it works out your whole body. Would you ever wish to explore a cave? HELL YES!!!! If you had a son right now, what would you name him? Probably Damien. Who names their son after a Markiplier character? Me. But real talk, I like the name. Do you own a desktop or a laptop? A laptop. Have you kissed more than three guys this year? I haven't kissed any guys. Who’s with you? Mom's on the couch outside my door. Can you use chopsticks? I highly doubt it, especially because I have tremors. When did you last go to an amusement park? Oh, wow. I actually think this was shortly before Jason and I broke up. So 2015. Are there certain things that can’t be joked about with you? Don't you fucking dare joke about rape, retardation, suicide, or self-harm. What would you do if you had a baby with the last person you kissed? We're both females. We can't. Your phone is ringing. It’s your ex. What do you say? I don't have any of my exes' numbers, so I'd answer it and say "hello?". Are any of your texts in your inbox locked? A couple from Sara. If there were no letters on the keys on your keyboard, could you still type? Yes; I don't look at the keyboard when I type. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year? Twice now. Do you currently have a scar? I have a lot. Have you ever seen somebody get shot? No. You have $5 and need to buy snacks at a petrol station. What do you buy? I mean, it depends on what I'm up for. Usually Reese's or something sour. If you were reincarnated as a sea creature, what would you want to be? Probably a dolphin. What do you order most off the internet? Clothes. Describe the last time you were injured? So I have this awful habit of tearing my fingernails when they get long, and I peeled it way too short. Rock concert or symphony? Y'all know I'm picking rock. What is the wallpaper of your mobile phone? Mark and Chica, and my home screen is Sara and me. Most recent movie you’ve watched at the cinema? Detective Pikachu. Name an actor/actress you’ve had the hots for? Jason Momoa. My straight side is certainly still there, friends. What’s your favorite kind of cake? Red velvet. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? No. Have you ever eaten snow? Yeah. Have you ever done ballet? No. Do you listen to classical music? No. Do you watch Spongebob? I don't watch TV period. Do people consider you intelligent? Those in my life seem stuck on high school me, when I was really smart. I don't think I am anymore. What curse word do you use the most? "Fuck," oops. Would you ever date someone covered in tattoos? Well yeah, I'm probably gonna BE that person one day, lmao. What’s the way people most often mispronounce any part of your name? It's impossible to mispronounce my name... The only thing that sometimes happens is my name is misspelled.

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Survey #112

“i’m like a jesus crisis.”

Have you ever kissed someone who was drunk?  He wasn't wasted or anything, but I'm pretty sure he was drunk with how ungodly talkative he was, and was way more expressive of emotions than he naturally was. Do you like going to weddings?  I do again now.  Although I haven't been to one since recovery, I'm sure I'd handle it fine and actually be happy this time.  I need to get more comfortable in that setting since I'd actually really like a big part of my hopeful photography career to be weddings.  Such a big celebration of love is something I adore.  I already just like taking pictures of couples. Who was the last person you know who became pregnant?  BECAME pregnant, uh, I think a person I'm actually doing pictures for in January. Beach, city, or mountains?  M O U N T A I N S.  DAMMIT they're so beautiful. You get a call at 2:00 a.m. - your first thought is:  My instinctive answer to this question is, "is something wrong with Sara?"  I live with my mom and sister, so it wouldn't be them, and it's not like Ashley calls me if there's trouble, she'd call Mom.  Dad would call Ashley.  She's pretty much the only thing that would come to mind if someone called me at 2:00 A.M. Future names of your children:  I'm not having kids, but I'd absolutely name my daughter Alessandra and my son probably Luther, Vincent, or Victor. How much does your mother know about your sex life (or lack thereof)?  She's aware I'm a virgin but have "done things." Are any of your siblings married? What are their spouses’ names?  Nick and very recently Joshua.  I don't know if one's married or anything whatsoever, two are in relationships, idk about my brother. Do you think age matters in relationships?  In romantic relationships, yes. What brand of face wash do you use?  Biore. What’s the last letter of your last name?  S Did your parents give you an allowance as a kid?  No, we couldn't afford to do that. Would you ever consider moving to another country for your career?  No, and that's the reason I'm not pursuing being a meerkat biologist. Do you have any lingerie? Lol no, no one wants to see me in that. What was the shortest amount of time you knew someone before dating them?  A few weeks.  Maybe a little less than a month. What is your favorite app on your phone?  Fuckin' thanks Sara, DragonVale.  I love Pinterest more when I actually go on it, but I don't use it a lot. Which of your pets were you closest to in your lifetime?  The dog I have now, Teddy. Who are you most proud of?  Myself.  I don't mean that in an arrogant way, but seriously.  I don't over-exaggerate what I've been through, but I don't make it sound lesser than what it was, either.  I know I should be proud. When you’re eating pizza do you add anything like crushed peppers, parmesan cheese or hot sauce to it?  No.  Jason got me into adding hot sauce to jalapeno pizza (we wanted death, I know), but I don't do it now.  Loved it, but I think it being slightly less hot was more enjoyable. When was the last time that you plucked your eyebrows?  I've never plucked them; I used to get them waxed, but no longer do.  Don't see the point- they're just going to grow back, and quickly, and I'm not wasting money on that maintenance.  It's not like normal eyebrows are hideous anyway. Do you ever argue or debate with people about your beliefs? I will avoid this at all costs.  I hate it. When’s the last time you had Sunny D? Holy moly, I couldn't tell you.  But it used to sometimes give me heartburn, so I could only fucking imagine drinking it now if I hadn't taken my heartburn medication. Would you turn a family member in if you see them commit murder?  Duh. Would you risk your life to save a total stranger? A total stranger, honestly, no.  I don't know anything about that person.  Could be a piece of shit. Have you ever embarrassed someone intentionally in public? I don't remember ever doing so, and I never could now.  As someone with AvPD, I know how fucking awful embarrassment can be.  Plus it's just rude to try to make someone uncomfortable like that. Are you more likely to believe a man or woman? I'm perfectly aware this is wrong, but a woman.  I'm afraid of and don't trust men. Are you satisfied with the picture on your ID card?  Hell no.  Thank God I look like a totally different person now. What fruit did you last eat?  Hmmm, maybe strawberries? What font do you use most? I prefer Garamond for basic things. Are you allergic to anything? Pollen, big time, and silver. Where is your dad from? Ohio.  ... Or maybe he was born in Michigan but grew up in Ohio.  Idk. Aside from your own, whose house did you last set foot into?  Ashley's co-worker's. What was the first thing you learned how to cook? Scrambled eggs.  And it's still the only thing I know how to cook lmao. What are some wild animals commonly found where you live?  Squirrels and birds are the only things you commonly see.  But you'll see a deer sometimes, too, and more rarely a rabbit.  I think I've seen a fox once in my entire life.  Oh yeah, you'll see possums and raccoons sometimes at night. Does it take a lot to make you cry?  Noooope.  Well, yes to physical pain. What’s the longest hospital stay you’ve had? For what?  Uhhh I think I was there for two weeks.  Mental stuff. Do you know any same-sex married couples?  Hm... I actually don't think I personally do. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?  There was a point where we dated, Jason was like my only real life friend lol, so he was.  Now I call my girlfriend my best friend, but if you don't include s/os, then my current one would be a guy. Skim, 1%, 2% or whole milk?  Eh, probably 2%. Was the last person you kissed physically attractive? Personally, I wasn't physically attracted to him.  But he's definitely not an ugly guy or anything. Do you prefer to say “haha” or “lol?”  I'd say I use them just about the same amount... maybe "lol" more? How many stories does your house have?  One. Were you dreams very vivid as a child? Yes. Do you eat meat?  If you do, what is your justification for it? Yes.  One, the human diet is meant to contain meat.  It's much easier for our bodies to receive the nutrients it needs with meat.  Two, it's part of population control.  Yes, I know, you could argue the exact same for humans, but it's not like a sane person's gonna start eating humans.  Three, it's just the food chain.  Humans are on top of it.  The process of killing an animal for food seems horrible and cruel, I know, and I doubt I personally could do it unless it was a survival situation, but I don't see it as morally wrong. Do you think that time travel is a possibility?  I don't think it's possible, really.  And if it ever happened, you can bet we'd fuck shit up. Do you enjoy night or day better?  I've actually gotten to where I enjoy day.  I strangely have a much higher chance of experiencing anxiety at night, which has kinda turned me away from it.  Plus I have more energy and am generally in a better mood over all in the early day. Have you ever been to a protest? No.  But the more and more passionate I get about gay rights, I'd absolutely partake in a *peaceful* protest regarding that subject now if one was nearby. Worst decision you ever made?  Let a heavily flawed person essentially become God to me. Do you like to hang out with friends one-on-one or in groups? Eh, depends on the mood of those who would be involved, including myself. Bambi or Nemo?  Nemo.  I've actually never seen Bambi, but I love Nemo.  Lil cutie. Do you have any of your exes as friends on Facebook?  Don and Aaron, yeah.  Well wait, Juan too, but I barely even consider him an ex. Has your partner ever accused you of cheating, when you actually didn’t? No. If your hair is long, would you ever think about having it cut short? Or, if it’s short, would you like to grow it long?  I have a short portion on the left and then the rest is shoulder-length.  After seeing myself with a bit of short hair, I'm thinking of getting a purely short haircut eventually.  Built my confidence up when Mom said she thought I'd probably look nice with a short hairstyle after seeing my new haircut.  It'd be something different. What area of science interests you the most?  Genetics. Have you ever been in an inflatable bouncy house? Yeah. Do you think there will be a WWIII?  Yes, eventually.  I don't think humanity's going anywhere too soon, and there's too many militant people. What are things you’re exceptionally good at? Uh.  Going into full-blown panic mode over stupid shit??  That's my specialty. Do you have any good book ideas?  I think a ton of the stories within my friend group's RP would make amazing novels, but I highly doubt any of us will ever actually make books about it. In all honesty, can a person be too nice?  Mixed feelings.  I just don't think some people deserve being nice to, but a part of me says you should treat everyone with kindness regardless, all the while not letting people get away with shit. Is mental abuse really as bad as physical abuse?  Fuck yes it can be.  Some people will take one worse than the other, but both are fucking awful.  Both can ruin someone's life. Zelda Twilight Princess or Ocarina of Time? I have zero interest in Zelda. Do you own a rosary? I'm sure I have one somewhere.  I was raised Roman Catholic, and essentially every Catholic has one. What's the hardest game you've ever played?  Fucking Dark Souls.  I gave it a good effort, but did nooot get that far.  The difficulty honestly drained all the fun out of it.  The hardest game I've ever beaten, uhhh... omg.  Maybe it was just my age/when I played it, but "The Legend of Spyro: The Eternal Night" was so.  Fucking.  Hard.  It literally took me a year or so playing it on-and-off to beat it.  Fantastic game, but my god it was hard.  "Parasite Eve" was also pretty damn hard (mostly thanks to the last boss, jc), but I definitely beat it faster. Would you ever try Fear Factor for one million dollars? Why or why not?  No, wouldn't see the point in wasting the time.  I KNOW I would never get past the second day where you eat some crazy shit.  Nope.  Couldn't do most things they do due to me being a germaphobe, either. If you have a camera, when do you use flash? I never do because I hate the lighting personally, plus the red eyes are just no.  I'd need to learn more about properly using it. What do you call your grandparents? Grammy and Grandpa. What color do you usually paint your nails? I don't paint my nails. Do you look better with red lipstick or black lipstick?  I personally think black.  It fits me better. How many times have you actually been in love?  Once.  I'm not to that point in my current relationship, but I most certainly love her.  There's a difference. How many pills do you take a day?  Five. Have you ever been around someone who was high?  Yeah. Do you want a church wedding?  Definitely not, that's way too traditional for my taste. Have you ever met any celebrities? Lol you don't meet celebrities among my interests in NC.  One day. Have you ever tried archery?  No, but I was interested in it once. Favorite foreign food? Hm.  I'm not sure. Were your ancestors royalty? I only know of Queen Victoria. Does your house have air conditioning throughout, or do you have one that sits in your window? Throughout. Would you ever move to Canada? Sure.  I mean it wouldn't be my first pick for sure, but there's beautiful landscapes, and it at least seems to have way less drama than here. What about Kansas?  Tornado Alley?  Fuck that shit. When you go swimming, do you put your hair up or down?  I keep it down. What do you think is the coolest piercing on someone else?  Ohhh.  This really depends on the person.  Coolest... probably collarbone dermals.  If mine were actually prominent and dermals didn't make me nervous, I'd probably have them.  They're beautiful, but seem super painful.  And risky. Are you attracted to girls?  I've pretty quickly realized I'm more attracted to them than men both physically and emotionally. Growing up what were your favorite cartoon characters?  I loved both Pikachu and Ash. Do you know anyone in a wheelchair?  I don't believe so. If heaven or hell didn’t exist and wasn’t a reward would you still make an effort in being a good person? Duh. Do you want your kids to go to church, synagogue, temple, mosque? Why?  If I had kids, I wouldn't force them to go.  I don't even go. Do you think starting a gofundme is begging or helpful?  It can be either depending on the reason and person's honest intentions. Could you put your dreams on hold to support your bf/gf pursuing theirs? On hold?  Yes. How long should sex last?  It depends on the couple and how they're feeling.  But once one person wants to stop, you stop. Five year plan? Go!  Move out and have a stable job.  Those are the main two things.  Other things will fall into place. Can you be content if you are physically uncomfortable?  I couldn't be. Do you have pictures of your friends, and family in your bedroom? No. How old were you when you went on your first date?  That was like 7th grade, don't know age.  Me, Aaron, and I think two other friends went to a roller rink.  It was enough of a date for middle schoolers lol. Have you ever had surgery, if so for what?  Tubes put in ears when I was 2, pilonidal cyst surgery July this year. Have you ever seen a shark, and if so, were you scared? Never in the wild, just in aquariums.  They never scared me.  Such majestic creatures.  Now if I saw one in the ocean, yeah, I'd be scared. Have you ever gone fishing, or is that totally yucky? Fishing with Dad may just hold my all-time favorite childhood memories.  One of my most cherished memories is this time Dad, Nicole, and I woke up really early to go out on the boat at the nearby river to fish 'til around noon, when activity slows down.  So peaceful and beautiful out there, I'd love to fish there again with him.  I remember it so clearly that I can recall I packed those tiny 3 Musketeers chocolates and Nicole brought Snickers, lol.  Didn't have breakfast since we left so early.  Man... so many good memories related to fishing. Do you enjoy museums, or think they are totally boring? I.  LOVE.  Museums. Do you think illegally downloading things is wrong?  My conscience says yes.  You're stealing.  Yet I still download music.  Oops. Have you and your friend ever liked the same guy/girl?  Not that I know of. Do you tell your best friend everything?  I tell Sara just about every little thing. Ever taken any lessons for anything? Guitar lessons, yeah. Do you call it pop, soda, or fizzy drink?  Soda. Do you like french fries, cheese and gravy mixed together? Uh, that sounds horrid, even without the fact I hate gravy. Do you live in a house, apartment, or what? House. How hot does the temperature get in the summer where you live?  Mid-high 90s, low 100s.  Sometimes high 80s. When was the last time you had a headache? What about stomachache?  Headache, a couple days ago or so.  I get them a lot.  Stomachache, not since I got sick two or so months back. Where is your second home?  Uh.  I guess my dad's? Honestly, could you live without your computer?  Honestly, after being exposed to one for so long, I couldn't live happily, no.  Not unless I just adjusted to not having one after a very, very long time, but I don't even know if that would happen. What is more annoying, people who take forever to reply to texts or when they only say ‘K’? I stg do not reply to me with just "k." Is family the most important thing in your life? If not, what is? My definition of family is different than the traditional.  Just like friends, for me, you pick "real" family.  Say I'm related to an absolute asshole; by actual definition, they'd be family, but to me, nope.  I can put other people above "actual" family, so to answer the question, not necessarily. After taking a shower, do you change in the bathroom or the bedroom?  Bathroom. Are you completely over your last relationship?  There was nothing to get over.  I never got to where I loved him and doubt I ever could.  It was just awkward. Last 3 movies you watched?  "Monster House," "Corpse Bride," and uhhh... pretty sure "Coraline." Do you get stage fright?  Well, when I used to dance, it wasn't that bad since I was with others.  Now, I'm not so sure how I'd be. When was the last time you read a whole book, to the last page exactly?  February. Did you ever actually have a rubber duck? Pretty sure yes. Do you love your computer? MY laptop, yes.  The one I currently have to use, ew. Is there an outdoor movie theater where you live?  No. Have you ever seen your mom or dad drunk?  Both.  Mom claimed she wasn't, but I think she was. Do your parents vote? Mom does, idk about Dad. What’s your favorite thing to eat during a movie? Popcorn. Do you like cherry Pepsi? I like cherry Coke. Would you rather live without your Facebook or Tumblr? Facebook. What Lisa Frank character is your favorite?  Ohhh, the angelic cat. If you inherited a large sum of money what is the first thing you’d buy?  A train ticket. What did you do with your baby teeth when they fell out?  Mom kept them. What is the last thing you took a photograph of?  My snake. <3 Do you have a bookshelf? If so, just one or how many?  It's technically a bookshelf I think, but we store our DVDs there. If you answered yes to the above, are your books ordered in a special way? The DVDs are in alphabetical order. If dinosaurs could be tamed, would you want one as a pet? If they were guaranteed to not attack their owners/be docile and I could care for it appropriately, sure, I'd keep a smaller raptor. What type of souvenir do you usually purchase when on vacation? It's not consistent. If you could choose only one thing from Walmart, what would it be?  Hot fries or Takis, depending on my mood. Would you rather get highlights or dye your whole head?  Dye everything.