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Pfpffppt Iâve been tagged!!
Iâm so glad you are intrigued đ
I have so many thoughts on the au
Bearz wait bearz in your Frankensteinesque au is moon able to stop doing whatever's corrupting sun?
Also why would sun die and if he does wouldn't that kill moon too since they're the same?
Anyways my theory is that y/n will convince moon to somehow grow around the important bits of sun's inner mechanisms badda bing Bada boom happy ending love your au even though I can't find it ok bye *crawls back into your ceiling*
Yes itâs possible for Moon to stop whatever heâs doing by him changing host, but he has consumed too much of Sunâs body at the point that if Moon leaves, Sun dies immediately. Sunâs needs this parasite to survive, but Moon doesnât necessary need him (Moon doesnât know that yet and Sun definitely wonât tell him)
Sunâs death is when heâs brain dies, heâs body will still be alive in a weird way controlled by Moon
You can find the original post here for more info, i hide it because I wasnât very satisfied with the story but @ohno-the-sun brought it back to life Iâm very very intrigued and Iâm as much curious about whatâs going on in the story as you guys are ekhddkbeisbsjdg
#eating up oobâs ideas#chewing on them mmm delicious#I like to imagine their more reliant on each other than it first seems#like sun is definetly missing some vital pieces#and if moon were fully removed itâs unlikely heâd survive#but moon too#in the âmoonâ ending heâs basically consumed all of Sun#and now he needs more sustenance#since in this bad end moon has only ever had yn be nice to them#they donât care that much about infecting and killing another#who knows maybe as moon grows and grows it really does get to zombie infection level#so like the only way forward is for both sun to accept moon and for moon to learn compassion#which comes from them learning more about each other and healing their relationship#and learning to live together of course#I prob should have posted the compromise comic later#it comes pretty late in the timeline I imagine#sundrop#moondrop#mad scientist au#thoughts#also oob if ur ever uncomfy with me messing around with the au pls lmk I really donât want to upset or disrespect u#sorry I keep asking#brain thought
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How I learned to write smarter, not harder
(aka, how to write when you're hella ADHD lol)
A reader commented on my current long fic asking how I write so well. I replied with an essay of my honestly pretty non-standard writing advice (that they probably didn't actually want lol) Now I'm gonna share it with you guys and hopefully there's a few of you out there who will benefit from my past mistakes and find some useful advice in here. XD Since I started doing this stuff, which are all pretty easy changes to absorb into your process if you want to try them, I now almost never get writer's block.
The text of the original reply is indented, and I've added some additional commentary to expand upon and clarify some of the concepts.
As for writing well, I usually attribute it to the fact that I spent roughly four years in my late teens/early 20s writing text roleplay with a friend for hours every single day. Aside from the constant practice that provided, having a live audience immediately reacting to everything I wrote made me think a lot about how to make as many sentences as possible have maximum impact so that I could get that kind of fun reaction. (Which is another reason why comments like yours are so valuable to fanfic writers! <3) The other factors that have improved my writing are thus: 1. Writing nonlinearly. I used to write a whole story in order, from the first sentence onward. If there was a part I was excited to write, I slogged through everything to get there, thinking that it would be my reward once I finished everything that led up to that. It never worked. XD It was miserable. By the time I got to the part I wanted to write, I had beaten the scene to death in my head imagining all the ways I could write it, and it a) no longer interested me and b) could not live up to my expectations because I couldn't remember all my ideas I'd had for writing it. The scene came out mediocre and so did everything leading up to it. Since then, I learned through working on VN writing (I co-own a game studio and we have some visual novels that I write for) that I don't have to write linearly. If I'm inspired to write a scene, I just write it immediately. It usually comes out pretty good even in a first draft! But then I also have it for if I get more ideas for that scene later, and I can just edit them in. The scenes come out MUCH stronger because of this. And you know what else I discovered? Those scenes I slogged through before weren't scenes I had no inspiration for, I just didn't have any inspiration for them in that moment! I can't tell you how many times there was a scene I had no interest in writing, and then a week later I'd get struck by the perfect inspiration for it! Those are scenes I would have done a very mediocre job on, and now they can be some of the most powerful scenes because I gave them time to marinate. Inspiration isn't always linear, so writing doesn't have to be either!
Some people are the type that joyfully write linearly. I have a friend like this--she picks up the characters and just continues playing out the next scene. Her story progresses through the entire day-by-day lives of the characters; it never timeskips more than a few hours. She started writing and posting just eight months ago, she's about an eighth of the way through her planned fic timeline, and the content she has so far posted to AO3 for it is already 450,000 words long. But most of us are normal humans. We're not, for the most part, wired to create linearly. We consume linearly, we experience linearly, so we assume we must also create linearly. But actually, a lot of us really suffer from trying to force ourselves to create this way, and we might not even realize it. If you're the kind of person who thinks you need to carrot-on-a-stick yourself into writing by saving the fun part for when you finally write everything that happens before it: Stop. You're probably not a linear writer. You're making yourself suffer for no reason and your writing is probably suffering for it. At least give nonlinear writing a try before you assume you can't write if you're not baiting or forcing yourself into it!! Remember: Writing is fun. You do this because it's fun, because it's your hobby. If you're miserable 80% of the time you're doing it, you're probably doing it wrong!
2. Rereading my own work. I used to hate reading my own work. I wouldn't even edit it usually. I would write it and slap it online and try not to look at it again. XD Writing nonlinearly forced me to start rereading because I needed to make sure scenes connected together naturally and it also made it easier to get into the headspace of the story to keep writing and fill in the blanks and get new inspiration. Doing this built the editing process into my writing process--I would read a scene to get back in the headspace, dislike what I had written, and just clean it up on the fly. I still never ever sit down to 'edit' my work. I just reread it to prep for writing and it ends up editing itself. Many many scenes in this fic I have read probably a dozen times or more! (And now, I can actually reread my own work for enjoyment!) Another thing I found from doing this that it became easy to see patterns and themes in my work and strengthen them. Foreshadowing became easy. Setting up for jokes or plot points became easy. I didn't have to plan out my story in advance or write an outline, because the scenes themselves because a sort of living outline on their own. (Yes, despite all the foreshadowing and recurring thematic elements and secret hidden meanings sprinkled throughout this story, it actually never had an outline or a plan for any of that. It's all a natural byproduct of writing nonlinearly and rereading.)
Unpopular writing opinion time: You don't need to make a detailed outline.
Some people thrive on having an outline and planning out every detail before they sit down to write. But I know for a lot of us, we don't know how to write an outline or how to use it once we've written it. The idea of making one is daunting, and the advice that it's the only way to write or beat writer's block is demoralizing. So let me explain how I approach "outlining" which isn't really outlining at all.
I write in a Notion table, where every scene is a separate table entry and the scene is written in the page inside that entry. I do this because it makes writing nonlinearly VASTLY more intuitive and straightforward than writing in a single document. (If you're familiar with Notion, this probably makes perfect sense to you. If you're not, imagine something a little like a more contained Google Sheets, but every row has a title cell that opens into a unique Google Doc when you click on it. And it's not as slow and clunky as the Google suite lol) (Edit from the future: I answered an ask with more explanation on how I use Notion for non-linear writing here.) When I sit down to begin a new fic idea, I make a quick entry in the table for every scene I already know I'll want or need, with the entries titled with a couple words or a sentence that describes what will be in that scene so I'll remember it later. Basically, it's the most absolute bare-bones skeleton of what I vaguely know will probably happen in the story.
Then I start writing, wherever I want in the list. As I write, ideas for new scenes and new connections and themes will emerge over time, and I'll just slot them in between the original entries wherever they naturally fit, rearranging as necessary, so that I won't forget about them later when I'm ready to write them. As an example, my current long fic started with a list of roughly 35 scenes that I knew I wanted or needed, for a fic that will probably be around 100k words (which I didn't know at the time haha). As of this writing, it has expanded to 129 scenes. And since I write them directly in the page entries for the table, the fic is actually its own outline, without any additional effort on my part. As I said in the comment reply--a living outline!
This also made it easier to let go of the notion that I had to write something exactly right the first time. (People always say you should do this, but how many of us do? It's harder than it sounds! I didn't want to commit to editing later! I didn't want to reread my work! XD) I know I'm going to edit it naturally anyway, so I can feel okay giving myself permission to just write it approximately right and I can fix it later. And what I found from that was that sometimes what I believed was kind of meh when I wrote it was actually totally fine when I read it later! Sometimes the internal critic is actually wrong. 3. Marinating in the headspace of the story. For the first two months I worked on [fic], I did not consume any media other than [fandom the fic is in]. I didn't watch, read, or play anything else. Not even mobile games. (And there wasn't really much fan content for [fandom] to consume either. Still isn't, really. XD) This basically forced me to treat writing my story as my only source of entertainment, and kept me from getting distracted or inspired to write other ideas and abandon this one.
As an aside, I don't think this is a necessary step for writing, but if you really want to be productive in a short burst, I do highly recommend going on a media consumption hiatus. Not forever, obviously! Consuming media is a valuable tool for new inspiration, and reading other's work (both good and bad, as long as you think critically to identify the differences!) is an invaluable resource for improving your writing.
When I write, I usually lay down, close my eyes, and play the scene I'm interested in writing in my head. I even take a ten-minute nap now and then during this process. (I find being in a state of partial drowsiness, but not outright sleepiness, makes writing easier and better. Sleep helps the brain process and make connections!) Then I roll over to the laptop next to me and type up whatever I felt like worked for the scene. This may mean I write half a sentence at a time between intervals of closed-eye-time XD
People always say if you're stuck, you need to outline.
What they actually mean by that (whether they realize it or not) is that if you're stuck, you need to brainstorm. You need to marinate. You don't need to plan what you're doing, you just need to give yourself time to think about it!
What's another framing for brainstorming for your fic? Fantasizing about it! Planning is work, but fantasizing isn't.
You're already fantasizing about it, right? That's why you're writing it. Just direct that effort toward the scenes you're trying to write next! Close your eyes, lay back, and fantasize what the characters do and how they react.
And then quickly note down your inspirations so you don't forget, haha.
And if a scene is so boring to you that even fantasizing about it sucks--it's probably a bad scene.
If it's boring to write, it's going to be boring to read. Ask yourself why you wanted that scene. Is it even necessary? Can you cut it? Can you replace it with a different scene that serves the same purpose but approaches the problem from a different angle? If you can't remove the troublesome scene, what can you change about it that would make it interesting or exciting for you to write?
And I can't write sitting up to save my damn life. It's like my brain just stops working if I have to sit in a chair and stare at a computer screen. I need to be able to lie down, even if I don't use it! Talking walks and swinging in a hammock are also fantastic places to get scene ideas worked out, because the rhythmic motion also helps our brain process. It's just a little harder to work on a laptop in those scenarios. XD
In conclusion: Writing nonlinearly is an amazing tool for kicking writer's block to the curb. There's almost always some scene you'll want to write. If there isn't, you need to re-read or marinate.
Or you need to use the bathroom, eat something, or sleep. XD Seriously, if you're that stuck, assess your current physical condition. You might just be unable to focus because you're uncomfortable and you haven't realized it yet.
Anyway! I hope that was helpful, or at least interesting! XD Sorry again for the text wall. (I think this is the longest comment reply I've ever written!)
And same to you guys on tumblr--I hope this was helpful or at least interesting. XD Reblogs appreciated if so! (Maybe it'll help someone else!)
#creative writing#writers block#writblr#writers on tumblr#writing#writers and poets#writerscommunity#fanfic writing#writeblr#writing advice
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Some Brute doodles plus a bonus Button
#keese draws#eternal gales#Ive been thinking abt them a lot lately#theyre my other quote unquote time looper#and those quotes are pretty damn big because its entirely within their own control brute just has time rewinding abilities basically#but they sort of did a self inflicted timeloop to try to save one of their friends (softie)#it was. a rough time.#and spoilers but it didnt end well softie in the current version of reality died as a child#the past timeline stuff is mostly nonexistent within eg proper but sprinkles and tali both get to remember some stuff so good for them#<- bad for them. they do not have a good time#butter (aka current brute) would have remembered if it wasnt for the hastag brain damage#I have a LOT of thoughts and feeling on past timeline stuff but thats either stuff Ive already talked abt or stuff Im too tired to explain#well I've already explained everything in this post before but shhhh I like to imagine newcomers will actually read this#but yeah brute is my beloved they absolutely suck ass at being a timelooper they have no imagination and little patience#two of their group spent the entire period of the loops repeatedly murdering eachother and brute Never found out#all because they were too honed in on like 3 staliens to even consider how weird it was that one or both of them would Always go missing#just sprinkles showing up bleeding out like yeah. looser went to a farm where he can run around and be happy. dont worry abt it.#brute isnt stupid but they are impatient and bad at emotional stuff which makes keeping track of everyones issues hard as hell#theres so much fucking drama going on in this gaggle of teens getting them to not murder eachother is a challenge that even the more#emotionally intelligent characters arouns wouldnt be able to solve without a great deal of struggle#so brute spends a huge deal of it all feeling incredibly lost and frustrated and this leads to them making some rash decisions that make#things get much worse for both them and those around them#their arc with how they view themself over the loops is one of my favorite things abt them#finding yourself only to kill yourself all over again for the sake of those around you and all that jazz#fun fact! butters name comes from back when they were brute!#they had been internally calling themself by that for so long that by the time the brain damage left that was the name that stuck with them#brute just never got to actually use the name fully in their version of reality for a wide variety of reasons#mostly the time loop but also because most of the others wouldnt take it seriously even when they tried#this was mostly because butter is well. a fully english word that doesnt have any stalien equivalent#brute just made some bullshit up to act as their language version of it
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i am on my hands and knees begging for a shred of keigo takami baby bird kfc angel content from you, if you write hawks i will finally know true peace
â MEET & GREET ; 1 / 2 ; HAWKS ; ćæ
summary: you manage to snag two VIP meet & greet tickets for your nephew's birthday. he insists you join him. part one of two. pairing: keigo takami ; hawks / f!reader word count: 3.1k tags: humor, meet-cute, pro hero culture, birbs ignores all relevant timelines yet again, fluff, phone-flirting, hawks is great with kids, t+, relatable pre-hook up hesitation, they will fuck next time a/n: hawks is the chappell roan of the mha universe. stop touching him. this man actually changed my brain chemistry in early 2023 but we don't need to talk about that. anways, this poll was on the ropes all day and i made the executive choice to feed the hawks birblets.
You feel like your face has been set in a semi-permanent cringe all morning.Â
In your right hand, you're clutching your half-finished iced coffee for dear life. In your other, you're clinging to your nephew as he drags you through the convention center â one of the bright red wings of his beloved, homemade cosplay has started to go lopsided, and the six-year-old excitedly tugs it back in place as he tries to yank you forward.
"C'mon! We're gonna be late!"Â
This really wasn't your scene.
Fan conventions had a way of making your skin itch. The amount of sexy All Mights you've seen this morning alone has to be some sort of milestone indicator for the environment. Whether nature is healing or dying, though, you have no idea.Â
If you had it your way, you'd spend the rest of the day mingling through the artist stalls â but, to your nephew Hayami's point, the two of you had somewhere to be.
Your VIP meet-and-greet badge swings as you trip up and laugh. "Okay! Okay, slow down! You're about to yank my arm off!"
It was the best birthday gift imaginable for Hayami. You officially cemented your title as The Coolest Aunt Ever when you managed to snag the two VIP convention meet-and-greet tickets (complete with a professional photo and two signed copies of the convention's annual poster) after a harrowing seven hours in an online Ticketmaster line. There were only a hundred of them sold â and sure, you coulda thrown that pretty hunk of cash into a college fund for Hayami, but he was deeply in his hero phase.Â
Originally you expected that Hayami's father, your brother-in-law, would want to go.
But, no, Hayami himself insisted you come with him.
After all, you helped me with my costume, he begged, I wouldn't have been able to do it without you!
That you did. Many a hot glue gun burn was suffered at the hands of those damn red feathers. If you squint from far away, the cosplay isn't half bad considering the thrift and dollar-store materials. It wasn't one of those inch-to-inch replicas, but it worked.Â
He's like a cute, bouncing mini Hawks. Complete with goggles and wings.
And Hayami is happy. And that's all that matters to you.Â
The line is already pretty long, and Hayami runs his gloved hands along the line barriers as he races to his spot, audibly wooshing the whole way â just like Hawks does, probably. His badge jingles, and he hops to a stop as you come up behind him and pat his head. The six-year-old stands up on his tippy-toes, trying to see around the Miss Midnight fan in front of them.Â
"Can you see him?" he chatters excitedly, "Ti, can you?"
He's called you Ti ever since he could speak. Auntie was too long, and the shortened version has stuck.Â
You hop up onto your tippy-toes, mimicking him â and you swear you catch a glimpse of a crimson feather plumage over the gathered heads of the other meet-and-greet fans. It might be another cosplayer.
"I dunno," you whisper, your eyes darting to your phone's lock screen, "It's supposed to start any minuteâ"
The telltale roar of fanfare lets you know exactly who has just arrived.Â
Hayami's excitement is palpable. Without a word, you're hauling him up and perching him on your shoulders. His hands land in your hair, and you can feel his smile from down here.Â
"Ti! It's him!"
The line starts moving not long after, and you finish your iced coffee while Hayami stays perched on your shoulders, utterly starstruck. You weave through the barriers, moving up a few feet every minute, until you're only four or five people away from where Hawks sits behind a long table.Â
You have to admit, the guy is pretty cute.Â
Cuter than the fan-cams make him out to be, even.Â
Sandy blonde hair, sharp gold eyes, and big wings. There's no doubt in your mind he's showboating, but as people approach the table, you notice this hesitant twitch ripple through the red feathers every time someone gets a little too close.Â
That cringe from earlier washes over your face again as a girl reaches over the table to roughly run her fingers across one of his flight feathers.Â
It's Keigo's least favorite part of all this.Â
I mean, there's a part of him that gets it. He's the #2 Hero in all of Japan. He's a big deal. He's top of the popularity polls, he's the people's bird, y'know? He's a marketed commodity that sells out each and every time.Â
But, that doesn't mean he likes being touched.
Especially the wings. Hands off the wings.
"Hey, Hayami?" you ask, tilting your head up as you both step forward.
You can feel the sudden nervousness creeping up on Hayami as he nods and looks down at you. "Y-Yea?"
"Make sure you ask for permission if you touch his wings, okay?" you say gently, muscling him down from your shoulders and doing a once over on his mini-Hawks cosplay, "And remember to tell him your name!"
Hayami nods, his nerves palpable as he realizes the two of you are next.Â
On instinct, his hand shoots out and grips yours for dear life.Â
And then, one of the marketers waves the two of you forward.
The first word that comes to Keigo's mind is MILF. You're cute. Real cute. Definitely not the usual sort he meets at conventions, and definitely not the usual sort that buys a ticket to his meet-and-greets. The kid clinging to your arm is arguably even cuter, and Hawks can't hide the blooming grin on his face when the pair of you step forward.
"Woa-ho!" he yaps from behind the patterned table, "Dude! Nice outfit!"
Hayami is panicking. You can tell from his shocked silence as the two of you step forward. You bend at the knees, squatting to your nephew's height, then encourage him to go ahead, go on. His big, brown eyes bob from you to Hawks.Â
"Go ahead, Hayami," you encourage softly, "Say hi."
Oh, shit. You're really cute. Is this your kid? Nah, no way. You're way too young to be his mom. Unlessâ
You've seriously got him weighing the pros and cons of step-fatherhood and he doesn't even know your name.Â
He could do stepdad shit at twenty-six. Right?
"Hi, Mr. Hawks," comes the shy voice of the mini Hawks before him; the sandy blonde's chest clenches.Â
This is too fuckin' cute.
"Heh, hey kid," he chirps back, leaning forward on the table as his mouth curves into a friendly grin; Hawks' eyes are trained on the kid's growing smile, "What's your name?"
"H-Hayami."
"It's cool t' meetcha, Hayami," Hawks parrots as your own proud smile grows. There's relief flooding your shoulders. Thank god, Hayami didn't choke the clutch moment, "I like your wings, lil' dude!"
Hayami gives a little turn, wiggling his prized, handmade possession. His confidence is building; the compliment lights the kid's cheeks up.Â
"My aunt helped me make them!" Hayami chatters, his eyes brightening from behind the flight goggles strapped to his head, "She says I need to ask for your permission to touch your feathers!"
Keigo's gold eyes slip to your face. You give him an apologetic grimace, your eyes flicking to the girl beyond the VIP area still screaming about how she touched him, she touched Hawks, oh my god. You mouth out a silent apology.
Hawks' finds himself a little speechless. Doesn't happen often.Â
He's not used to having some say in how he's objectified and consumed.
A sandy brow quirks as he pushes his yellow-tinted visor up, and into his hair. He seems shocked. It's not an expression you've seen on the #2 before â and in the last few weeks, you've seen plenty of Hawks content during Hayami's cosplaying journey. The reference material is pretty expansive.
"That's real considerate, chickadee â I appreciate that," his voice is soft; his smile is a little looser, "C'mere, Hayami, you wanna hold a feather while I sign your poster?"
This is, like, the best day of Hayami's life.Â
Hawks brings his visor back down.Â
You stand to full height, wringing your purse's strap, watching Hayami hold both hands out as one of the delicate pieces of plumage floats into his hands on command. He cradles it like treasure, his big brown eyes glimmering with new-found amazement.Â
You step forward, and place a hand on Hayami's shoulder as he gently ushers his hands toward your face. "Ti, look, isn't this, like, the coolest thing ever â it's one of Hawks' feathers!"
Hawks' eyes flick up to the two of you as his pen darts across the two VIP package posters. There's a smirk on his face as he pays half attention to the task of signing.Â
And scribbling his number on the back of one.
"I see that," you chuckle, leaning in to inspect the beautiful, crimson feather, "Make sure you say thâ"
Before you finish your sentence, the very feather in question darts up to tickle the tip of your nose. Your immediate reaction is to scrunch your nose and grin. It's not so much ticklish as it is gentle. For good measure, Hawks gives Hayami a little brush on the cheek, too. The boy descends into delighted laughter, allowing the feather to zip back through the air and into its designated place in his wings.Â
Hawks is smirking.
"Alright you two," comes the level voice of the marketer; the camera in her hands is bulky, and a signifier that their time meeting #2 is nearly up, "Let's get in nice and close for a photo!"
The table proves to be a bit of a pain, but you bend down to Hayami's height as Hawks leans over the table and gives you both bunny ears. The camera flash burns bright in your eyes as Hayami's hand darts into yours again.Â
"Here you two go," Hawks rumbles easily; he's standing now, and you find yourself yet again struck by how handsome he is. He smells like summer air and some expensive cologne you'll probably never know the name of. Definitely one of his sponsors.Â
You take both posters, as Hayami's excitement seems to overflow and he's nearly buzzing with excitement to know he has Hawks' autograph. The boy bounces at your heels as he clutches his signed copy of the annual convention poster. His big, brown eyes are wide with pure joy.Â
"Thank you!" Hayami chatters, "You're the best, Hawks!"
"Thank you," you smile, taking your own poster as Hayami's hand rockets back into yours.
"Nah, it's nothin', chickadee. Thanks for the manners," he calls after you with a touch of good humor, "You're real sweet."
"No problem!" you stutter out, thrown entirely by the compliment, as one of the other marketers guides you towards the exit with a hand on your back.Â
"Oh, hey! One last thing!"
You flick your eyes back over your shoulder as you're shuffled out of the meet-and-greet.
You watch Hawks mouth 'check the poster', and with a hand held up to the side of his face. Then, 'call me'.Â
"You're kidding me."
Hayami is finally asleep â and your sister is closing the door to his darkened bedroom as she hisses the words out. You're leaning against the hallway wall, arms crossed and looking entirely exasperated.
"I can't just call him," you say softly as you kick off the wall and follow her into the kitchen, "This isn't, like, the hot waiter who leaves his number on the receiptâ"
"No, it's even better," she chatters, moving towards the unfinished glass of wine that sits on the dinner table, "I swear to god if you don't pick up that phone and call him right nowâ"
It's your brother-in-law who speaks up from the couch. "What's stopping you?"
"I don't know, being chronically single?" you cry as you throw your hands, "I haven't gotten a wax in monthsâ"
"You seriously think #2 cares?" comes your sister's flat reply.
Your brother-in-law mimics her affectation. He throws a finger in the air. "Real heroes don't care."
The two of them high-five.Â
...They're probably right.
You suck your teeth as you cross your arms again and weigh your options.
I mean â it's only eight o'clock. It's early. And it's a Friday.Â
It could go two ways â you break your year-long dry spell with the #2 pro-hero in the country, or it's a total bust and he turns out to be a massive weirdo. Both are frankly pretty entertaining.Â
You chew your lip.
Then, you decide.
You kick off the wall and move towards your phone in the kitchen. It's sitting beside the poster.Â
"Oh my god, are you doing it?" your sister calls from the couch, her hand gripping her husband's arm tightly.
"I'm doing it," you say, ignoring the bite of nervousness in your hands as you type in the cell number that was scrawledhastily on the back of the poster.Â
"Ohmygod."
It's ringing.
Suddenly, you have an audience. Your sister and brother-in-law are crowding you, their faces wide and expectant as it continues to ring. You pull your thumb to your mouth, pushing your bottom lip between your teeth. You let it ring, and ring, and just when you settle that you're being sent to voicemail, there's a click and a voice.
"'Ello?"
Your sister slams her hand into her husband's back, the two of them scrambling in a sudden flash of limbs and excitement. You drag your thumb across your throat â gesturing for them to cut it out.Â
"Uh, hi," you fumble, "Is this... Hawks?"
Suddenly, there's a bark of laughter on the other line. "The one and only. Who's this?"
A slow smirk tugs at your cheeks. "I checked the back of the poster â a bold move, y'know."
"Convention Cutie!"Â he practically cheers, "Hold on, hold on â gimme two seconds, lemme just land."
Your lips part and you blink. The mental image is a hell of a thing. You swallow down a bought of amusement. "Sure, sure, take your time."
Keigo was starting to doubt you'd actually call him. The convention wrapped up hours ago, and he already made himself busy by exploring the southern city. It's nice here. A little bit like his hometown. Not too much crime, which has made for a pretty uneventful evening.
Until now.
His boots touch down on the nearby rooftop and he settles into an easy squat. His wings tuck themselves tightly against his back.Â
You can hear a bit of wind bristle against his end of the receiver.Â
"Alright, alright, sorry," he rumbles out, "Now you've got my full, undivided attentionâ"
You tug on your bottom lip. Your sister and brother-in-law are entirely hooked on the little bits they're overhearing from their spot across the counter. Your sister takes a long drink of her wine.
"Am I... being a bit of a distraction?" you ask, "If now isn't a good timeâ"
"You've been a distraction all day," comes the smooooooth reply; even Keigo's proud of himself for that one, "I'm just out for a fly. Nothin' too serious. I am glad you called, though."
Oh, fuck. Your knees feel like jello. You white-knuckle grip the counter as your sister gnashes her teeth and mimics biting her fist in silent mimery.
"Yea?" you pry, fanning yourself as you lean farther against the counter.Â
"Yea, definitely,"Â Hawks grins as he tips his head back and checks out the stars, "You busy tomorrow night? I'd love to take you out to dinner."
There's a commotion across the kitchen. The two of them are smacking one another's arms, their genuine excitement is palpable as they try to stay quiet. They're failing.
"I'd love that, Hawks."
This is new for him.
Technically speaking, you're not a fan. Your nephew is. So, this doesn't technically qualify as one of those unspoken hero faux pas. Don't date fans. Then again, what does it matter? He can do whatever he wants.Â
And you're cute. And nice. And kind. And maybe he's being a sap, but seeing you with your nephew made something in his heart tighten. He didn't even notice he was making a nest of scrapped trash from the posters around his seat until the afternoon was over.Â
God, sometimes the evolutionarily deep, bird DNA thing is weird.
Hawks lets out a tight breath he didn't realize he was holding.Â
"Cool. Okay. Uh, you... you chill with, like, 7pm?" he fiddles with his visor, "I'm... I'm free whenever so..."
He sounds nervous. Your grin is so bright it could outburn the sun.Â
"That works for me," you say as you fiddle with your lip, "As far as dress code goes... Do I, like, need a flight suit?"
His laugh is warm.Â
"No, no, I â I was gonna get us an Uber," his voice lilts into something more mischievous, "Unless..."
"Maybe after dinner," you remark easily, swaying side to side, "You can show me what those wings do?"
Oh, smooth. Real smooth. Keigo's face is warm. His wings in question twitch eagerly at the invitation.Â
"You gonna ask before you touch?"Â he teases back into the receiver, his brow raised.
It's your turn to laugh. "Hey, it's called being polite."
"I appreciate it," he rumbles out, about earlier at the convention, "Seriously. People are grabby â these things are sensitive..."
"Making a mental note of that, and filing it away," you flirt openly as your sister cheers silently, "For after dinner, maybe."
Keigo's brain stutter-steps. His laugh is surprised. He's about to comment on how you might just be the girl of his dreams when suddenly the wail of sirens perks up his attention. It's two blocks over. Three fire engines. The wind is carrying the smell of acrid smoke.Â
"Hey, chickadee, I, uh... I gotta go," he says, standing and allowing his attention to drift to the scene playing out in front of him; it's a house fire â must be â on the southern side of town, "I'll text you the spot for tomorrow, is that okay?"
"Of course, don't let me keep you," you hush, "I'll... text you?"
"I'm countin' on it."
"Bye, Hawks."
"See ya, chickadee."
You didn't even realize you were sweating until you put the phone down.
Your sister and her husband are there, eyes wide. "So?"
"So," you croon as you laugh and pridefully sway your hips, "IÂ have plans tomorrow night."
Their screaming wakes up Hayami.
As you help the kid back to sleep, you keep it secret that he's a better wingman than you could have ever anticipated.Â
#i had a few banger one liners in this one folks#meet & greet#hawks x reader#hawks x you#hawks x y/n#hawks imagine#keigo takami x reader#keigo takami x you#keigo takami imagine#mha hawks#bnha#mha imagine#bnha imagine
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Mk1 x S/o they are head over heels for
Flirty Intro dialogues
Ft. Scorpion (Kuai Liang), Sub-Zero (Bi-han), Liu Kang.
Note: Reader has the ability to copy other people's powers, out of character Bi-han. And I do take requests btw-
Scorpion: Your power never ceases to amaze me, Y/n.
Y/n: laughs You flatter me, Kuai Liang.
Y/n: Hello again, little flame.
Scorpion: sigh You know what that name does to me, Y/n.
Scorpion: I see many men have been approaching you recently...
Y/n: Is that jealousy I sense, darling?
Y/n: Do my words set your heart on fire, darling?
Scorpion: Like you could never imagine.
Scorpion: When will you accept my proposal, dearest?
Y/n: In due time, Kuai Liang.
Y/n: How about a friendly spar, just like old times?
Scorpion: You know I cannot say no to you, dearest.
Sub-zero: Your touch is still as cold as I remember, lovely.
Y/n: laughs Flattery will get you nowhere, Bi-han.
Sub-zero: Has Tomas been giving you trouble recently?
Y/n: It isn't anything I can't handle myself, little wolf
Y/n: You seem to be shivering with anticipation, my love.
Sub-zero: You've been spending more time with that Cage guy, haven't you?
Sub-zero: You've gotten stronger since our last spar, lovely.
Y/n: Been prepping myself just for you little wolf.
Y/n: You'd make a great husband y'know.
Sub-zero: I-uh...groan Don't tease me like that.
Y/n: You should take that mask off more often so I can see that pretty face of yours.
Sub-zero: Lovely, you know what your teasing does to me...
Liu Kang: I see you've been practicing copying my powers lately.
Y/n: What? Afraid I'll use them better than you, sweetie?
Y/n: I must thank you for gifting me with these abilities.
Liu Kang: laughs Yes, but maybe I should've been more specific on what powers you can copy.
Liu Kang: Up for another spar, pretty girl?
Y/n: Woah, where did that come from?
Y/n: You telling me we weren't a thing in prior timelines?
Liu Kang: Which is precisely why they were flawed
Y/n: Is it just me or did your eyes just shine when you looked at me?
Liu Kang: They only shine for you, pretty girl.
Liu Kang: Tell me if Kung Lao takes it too far with that flirting of his...
Y/n: laughs Don't worry sweetie, I only have eyes for you.
#mortal kombat#mortal kombat x reader#mk1#scorpion#bi han#sub zero#mk1 x reader#liu kang#scorpion x reader#sub zero x reader#liu kang x reader
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â ËïœĄâ â© Ë FIRE AND ICE
kimi raikkonen x cky / jackass member! wife! reader x ( platonic! ) oc daughter x ( platonic! ) oc son
featuring: a daughter called tilly because itâs just such a pretty name and some dico and rake slander
faceclaim: assorted but mainly lucy liu
àšà§ okay so the timeline on this one is a little messy but please just deal with it <3 i imagine they met when they were around 21, had their daughter when they were around 28 and married when they were around 30⊠so their daughter is around 16 years old⊠is that messy? a lot of this is from the pov of their daughter and fan accounts since social media wasnât really a thing in the early 2000âs and stuffâŠ
reading music recommendations: lost in a contraption by cky - along comes mary by bloodhound gang - your sweet 666 by him
loveuyn: thinking about how in an old interview yn said she was going to keep her first ever car so it can be her future childâs first car and now tilly has it and absolutely loves it đ„č photos from tillyâs social media
ckylvr: itâs so crazy seeing her drive the car that was featured in SO much of the early cky stuff đ every time i see her post it i do the leonardo dicaprio point like â oh! thatâs the car bam jumped off while it sped down a road â
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ynlnstomponme: i hope yn cleaned it REALLY good lmao⊠the amount of times people have been caught on video vomiting in it is genuinely nuts
> loveuyn: not to mention the blood lmao đ
> ynlnsbackhand: if that car could talkâŠ
> loveuyn: if that car could talk itâd be taking yn to court straight away for pain and suffering
tillyraikkonenln: the best part about being a late 2000âs baby is you get all your parents cool vintage stuff :D
ynraikkonenln âïž: youâre grounded for a year
> tillyraikkonenln: iâm sorry mom :(
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> iluvf1: teens calling stuff their parents used when THEY were teens âvintageâ just to annoy them is so funny to me
> loveuyn: crying rn, the time tilly was on live and someone commented to ask yn and kimi about AOL â what the hell is AOLâ⊠and yn immediately giving her a whole history on how she used to flirt with boys in her school over AOL while kimi and tilly just watched her ramble from the side
> oldf1lvr: she needed to educate her baby on the old ways real quick đ
> kimicelover: kimi had SO MUCH love in his eyes on that livestream⊠i want what they have
oldf1lvr: tilly, whoâs your favourite grid uncle?
> tillyraikkonenln: seb!
> sebastianvettel âïž: the greatest medal of honour! thank you tilly, come visit soon - sebastian â€ïž
> lewishamilton âïž: what at am i? chopped liver?
> tillyraikkonenln: sorry uncle lew :3
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> jackass4ever: favourite jackass uncle?
> tillyraikkonenln: CHRIS! definitely chris
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> chrispontious âïž: thank you very much tilly, always knew you were smarter than your mother
> ynraikkonenln âïž: get lost đ
ckylvr: the amount of HIM and CKY pin badges you can spot in that pile đ take me backkkk
jackass4ever: whatâs the nastiest thing your mom did on cky? in your opinionâŠ
> tillyraikkonenln: kissed dico and rake đ
loveuyn: ynâs grid milf fashion highlight â€ïž
tillyraikkonenln: i donât think iâll ever get used to people calling my mother a milf :(
> iluvf1: lmao poor tilly đ
oldf1lvr: kimi in the third picture in a boring ass button up and jeans⊠i hate m*n
> ynlnsbackhand: sheâs EVERYTHING, heâs just ken
iluvf1: i miss seeing her interact with fans in the paddock so much, bring our mom back đ
> tillyraikkonenln: she misses interacting with people in the paddock! theyâll visit soon, her and dad have just been busy with KJ â€ïž
> new2f1: KJ? who is that?
> oldf1lvr: itâs their son! they havenât revealed his name or anything yet since heâs only 5 so they call him KJ because according to yn heâs a double of kimi
> iluvf1: kimiâs genes are incredible because tilly looks EXACTLY like him too đ
> loveuyn: sheâs a double of kimi look wise but has the exact same personality as yn
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loveuyn: gentle reminder of these adorable pictures yn posted when she was pregnant with KJ ( and the only pictures we have of him so far )
ynlnsbackhand: her comfy mom era was her best era, fight me
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oldf1lvr: baby KJ đ„č you canât even see his face but you can tell he totally IS a copy of kimi
kimicelover: i wonder if KJ will be the future racer, since tilly is more into skateboarding and photography?
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> iluvf1: maybe! but is the grid really prepared for another iceman đ«Ł
jackass4ever: i love how whenever sheâs in the jackass movies sheâs still a total hardass but the second it comes to her babies she just crumbles đ„č
> kimicelover: itâs the same with kimi! heâs still ice cold to most people but the second he sees tilly, KJ or yn he just melts and thereâs SO much video evidence of it đ
ynraikkonenln: my little girl helping me and kimi celebrate our anniversary by cooking dinner for us â€ïž
tillyraikkonenln: i burned literally everything⊠and iâm not a little girl anymore, iâm 16 :(
> kimiraikkonen âïž: weâre still grateful and youâll always be our little girl kulta đ
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> tillyraikkonenln: oh and did you have to include that picture of me washing up?
> kimiraikkonen âïž: yes, she did, itâs pretty unbelievable for a teen so we need people to see photo evidence
loveuyn: yn ln⊠then and now đ„č
tillyraikkonenln: black and white filter on the first pictures made me think my own mother was dead for a secondâŠ
> loveuyn: sorry tilly đ
iluvf1: goddamn, this woman has aged like fine wineâŠ
ynlnsbackhand: just me who thinks sheâs got hotter with age?
> oldf1lvr: definitely not just youâŠ
> kimicelover: kimi too though⊠theyâre both so hot as older people⊠i want them BOTH so bad đ
jackass4ever: genuinely HOW is this the woman that let dico pee on her in her sleep and only hit him with a belt after?
> oldf1lvr: sorry WHAT?
> loveuyn: the iceland incidentâŠ
> ynlnsbackhand: at least ryan got back at him properly for her
> ynlnslighter: those belt whips she gave dico were fucking crazy what do you mean đ
> ynlnsbackhand: HE PISSED ON HER
> ckylvr: everyone was pissing on each other in iceland, wtf was in the air over there?
â ËïœĄâ àšà§ Ë NEW ADDED BONUS Ë àšà§ âïœĄË â
her parents are in love⊠gross
tillyraikkonenln: sigh⊠my parents are still SO in love even after like⊠60 years⊠nasty
kimiraikkonen âïž: cheeky girl⊠thank you for taking these pictures kulta đ
> tillyraikkonenln: wonder who i get that from⊠youâre welcome isĂ€ <3
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ynraikkonenln âïž: 60 YEARS? youâre pushing your luck missy⊠love you
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kimiynlover: if i donât ever have a love like theirs i have failed at life đ
sebastianvettel âïž: KJ is getting big! sending my love â€ïž - sebastian
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Tintin through time!Â
Thought it would be fun to have my various designs for Tintin in one post. The canon comics have a floating timeline and Tintin never ages. I think rooting him in a specific time and context makes him feel a little more real (also I am a sucker for historical fiction). Click below for a potted timeline and notes about each design!
Left to right, top to bottom:
Child - in my timeline Tintin was born in 1915, a year into the First World War. He was probably picked on a lot by his peers for being small, ginger and slightly effeminate, and was picked on by adults for being âdifficultâ and asking too many questions.
Early canon - He leaves school early and becomes a reporter at 14. Heâs unhinged, heâs blasĂ©, he dresses like Spongebob. Coming right out of Catholic school he has a lot of unhealthy beliefs he needs to confront and unlearn. I imagine his editor is a pretty shady person as they are willing to send this kid off to dangerous places. His naivety prevents him from spotting any red flags at first.
Late canon - Tintin as we know him! His journalism career is at its peak at the tender age of 17. Heâs found a family and stability at Marlinspike. His politics are evolving. He is, however, pretty neglectful of his own personal life, almost fully focusing on his career. Heâs starting to grow wary of his editor and they frequently argue, Tintin often winning out as he knows itâs his articles that sell papers.
Young adult - With the Second World War breaking out this is an unstable time in his life. Heâs come to terms with being gay but is fired from his paper after being forcibly outed. Tintin and the Marlinspike team take fighting fascism into their own hands.Â
For his design here he wears a turtleneck like Captain Haddock, glasses like Professor Calculus (also representing a renewed perspective on things) and his hair is more relaxed like Changâs! The idea was to show how he has been impacted by the people he cares about.Â
After the war ends he struggles with unemployment and burnout, insecure that he might have peaked as a teenager.
Middle aged - Itâs the late 50s - early 60s, Tintin is jaded and cynical but still kind and willing to help others. He is absolutely horrified by the events of WW2 and carries an enormous sense of guilt, feeling he didnât do enough. His faith in journalism has also been thoroughly shaken, witnessing the spectacular failing of the system himself, and realising there are people who genuinely do not care for the truth, and are only concerned with power.Â
Elderly - if he somehow makes it to old age heâd be a chaotic little old man who doesnât give a Single Shit. Itâs the late 80s and early 90s, at this point he has retired from journalism and has published his own books, and has taken to becoming a full time political activist (here heâs wearing an AIDS awareness ribbon from 1991, in the 70s Herge had Tintin wear a helmet displaying a symbol for nuclear disarmament). Kids adore him, cops hate him!Â
He has taken to technology, being an early adopter of the Internet and desktop computers. He and Chang have since been able to reunite with Changâs family and they often spend time with Didiâs grandkids!
I donât know what would kill him. Old age? A car bomb? Maybe he falls over badly and bangs his head one last time. I donât think itâs my place to decide.
#fanart#tintin#adventures of tintin#photoset#headcanon#historical fashion#might do this again for other characters!#professor calculus would be very interesting to research for#homophobia mention
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Some people have been making the joke about the characters of Dracula being stuck in a time loop but honestly it got me thinking about how epistolary novels feel like a potent manifestation of the concept of being doomed by the narrative
Because when I read a non-epistolary book, Iâm not left with this sense that itâs all going to reset because the events of the book arenât happening according to a very specific timeline. Like, sure, maybe specific dates get mentioned in the book, but itâs not as rigid as having a diary or letters with exact dates laid out over the course of six months.
Because Dracula has a definitive start date and end date, the characters are fixed in time and being (sometimes literally) railroaded. Your sense of the passage time is very concrete and thereâs not a ton of wiggle room. Like, a book such asâŠidk, The Great Gatsby that doesnât have any dates in it (IIRC) feels timeless. Sure, maybe it takes place in spring and summer, but you can kind of lose track of that because there isnât a calendar keeping you aware of the date. Gatsby has to die within a certain window of time in the year but youâre free to imagine that as being whenever you want.
Not so in Dracula. Jonathan HAS to be on his way to Castle Dracula on May 3 and 4, he HAS to be there until at least late June. He cannot be already at the castle on May 2, and he canât leave until after a particular date has come and gone. Every event in the book has to happen on or about the date itâs written about, thereâs no room for deviation. We are free to imagine what might happen between specific dates (especially in the long stretches with no updates) but ultimately it all has to conclude in a specific event happening on a specific date.
That really lends the book the sense of being a time loop because we can pin down a pretty much exact timeline of the book. We know that these characters are locked in, and on the dates of the novel they cannot meaningfully deviate from the text. And because of that, theyâre doomed to live those events out on the same exact date every single year for all time.
It adds the same layer of dread/grief/futility that you might feel when playing a game and reading in-universe diaries/news stories/etc from the early days of the gameâs apocalypse. You canât change the events of the past no matter how much hindsight you have, and none of us can change the canon events of Dracula no matter how much foresight we have. Jonathan is always going to be on his way to Dracula on May 3, and heâs always going to be completely unaware of whatâs waiting for him.
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Hummingbird Has Landed, ch 11
Marcus Pike x female reader Co-written with @absurdthirst
After the debacle of his failed engagement and relocating to Washington to take charge of his task force, newly minted Special Agent Marcus Pike is ready to get back out into the dating pool once more. A slew of bad dates has him feeling a little down, and he takes an old friend up on an invitation to get away and get his head on straight. Imagine his surprise when he finds not only fresh air, but his soulmate as well - hiding in plain sight but in the unlikeliest of places.
Rating: E for Explicit! 18+ Word Count:Â 14.9k Warnings: *Blanket warnings for this series: occasional mention of American politics, pregnant character, food/alcohol consumption, mentions of clothing/regulated dressing for occasions, mentions of therapy because we believe in self care here, reader is in a previous relationship, love triangle, reader is mentioned as turning 30 during the course of the story, dom/sub dynamics* Fingering, shower sex, vaginal sex, unprotected sex, rough sex, Marcus Pike the Breeding Kink King, a dash of dirty talk, the tiniest whiff of roleplay, sexual activity in a public place, cum eating. False accusations of cheating, gossip rags being gossipy, descriptions of getting a tattoo (needle mention). Summary: The end of your trip to Texas comes with a few surprises, and a meeting with your mother goes far better than expected. But good things do not guarantee paradise forever. Notes: Hi my lovelies! I do apologize for the spotty posting timeline lately. My health has been inconsistent to say the very least and continues to be unpredictable. Thank you for bearing with me and always being so incredibly supportive. I'm certain that I missed fixing some errors in this chapter, but I blame the migraine I've have for the last 10 days. Enjoy this week's chapter!
Ch1 ~ Ch 2 ~ Ch 3 ~ Ch 4 ~ Ch 5 ~ Ch 6 ~ Ch 7 ~ Ch 8 ~ Ch 9 ~ Ch 10
The last night you and Marcus are in Texas comes after an afternoon-long barbecue that somehow manages to outdo every barbecue of every previous day. You're pretty sure that you've been nibbling constantly since sunrise but rather than being overwhelmed, you're just sorry that you're going to have to leave tomorrow and not see most of these people again for a long time.
The water in Marcus's hand is for you and he comes over to drop a kiss on your lips as he presses it into your hand. "Band is starting at seven." He tells you. "Do you want to shower beforehand?"
"Probably should." There's mischievousness in your agreement, though, and you tuck a smirk in the corner of your mouth as you take the water from him. "I saved my cutest top for tonight. To be the very best groupie I can be."
"Oh really?" He chuckles at how eager you have been to meet his old bandmates. "I like groupies." He smirks, wrapping his arm around you and tugging you close. "Really like them."
"Do you want to show me how much?" You ask, letting that smirk loose but keeping your voice very quiet even when you bat your eyelashes at him.
"I can do that while we shower." He groans wickedly, winking at you. "Unless you want to save that for after the show?"
"No need to save," you assure him easily, drinking down half of the glass of cold water he brought you and letting your grin grow wider. "There will be hours in between. We can do both."
"Insatiable." He grins back and you, wrinkling his nose slightly and proud about that fact. "I love it."
"C'mon." Grabbing his hand, you head for the house with a bitten back grin. Back inside and upstairs to his room â now appropriately defiled by the fact that you're in that Early Relationship Honeymoon Period and horny as hell â to add his childhood bathroom to the list of places you've fucked on this property.
Marcus smirks when thereâs a number of suggestive whistles that ring out. Everyone here aware of how eager the two of you are and he gives a halfhearted wave before disappearing. You might be embarrassed if you cared at all, but his cousins have been nothing but welcoming and accepting. They all seem to share the opinion that Marcus has waited too long to meet his match and you are more than happy to be the one that they have welcomed as their cousin â or nephew or son's â perfect match.
âI love them all, but I need to get you alone.â Marcus huffs as he practically races over to the stairs.
"Alone, naked, and wet, I hope." You're on the stairs just ahead of him, the advantage of one or two steps meaning your ass is right in his face as you hustle up to the second floor.
"How wet you are depends on how good of a job I do turning you on." He can't help himself, reaching out and slapping your ass, something you love if your delighted giggle is anything to go by. "How wet are you?"
âWet enough that if you even touch me over my clothes, Iâm going to moan,â you admit, glancing back at him when you reach the top of the stairs.
"Promises, promises." Marcus reaches out and cups your pussy from behind, jumping up the last two steps to press close to you. "Fuck, I love you." He growls into your ear as he rubs your clit.
âOh fuckââ Maybe itâs more of a whine than a groan but the arousal in your voice is unmistakable. Pressed between Marcus and the wall, your hips rock to get as much pressure and friction from his hand as absolutely possible. âIâI love you too, baby. Fuck.â
"Shower." He orders softly, pulling away from you reluctantly. He knows he can't fuck you in the hallway and his cock is already pressing against his shorts.
Since the discovery of your interest in a more submissive role sexually, you and Marcus have been enjoying playing with the dynamic. Soft orders for things that he knows will bring you both pleasure. Seeing how well you follow his instructions while heâs inside of you in any way. Right now you move with long strides to get to the shower as quickly as possible, already shedding your clothes along the way.
Smirking as he watches the rushed strip show, Marcus pulls his own shirt over his head. He's never had someone so enthusiastic for his touch and it's honestly its own kind of high. Plenty of women wanted him, but not with the hunger that you constantly display. He can only hope that it never changes. "So sexy." He huffs, unbuttoning his shorts to step out of them as he follows you.
âOh yeah?â As soon as the water is on, you glance back over your shoulder and throw him the most tantalizing glance you can possibly summon. âCome and show me how much.â
âFuck.â He hisses and immediately rushes forward to crowd into the shower with you, pressing kisses to your back as he folds in closer to you.
Marcus might be testing the waters with how dominant heâs comfortable being, but he still likes it when you show him how much you want him. When you hum at the feeling of his hands on your skin or moan deep in your throat at the perfect kiss. He even loves moments like these, when you whimper at the way his large hands spread over your body to hold you as close to him as you can possibly be without him being inside you.
âLove you.â He whispers into your skin, not wanting you to forget it in the two seconds since he has said it last.
âI love you, too.â Pressed into that little space together, you twist your head around to kiss him and then lean forward against the wall. There arenât too many comfortable ways to fuck standing up under falling water, but having him press into you from behind is good no matter where you are.
His hands slide over your body and one sinks between your thighs. Immediately parting enough for his hands with a quickness than has him smiling. âYou like when I finger you?â He teases. âRub your sensitive little clit for you?â
âI like every way you touch me.â Your hips roll as if to prove it, searching for the right angle to get his thick fingers to sink inside of you.
âGreedy.â He chuckles softly. âThatâs what you are.â He doesnât pull his hand away, giving you what you want as two fingers slip inside you. âMy greedy girl.â
âCanât blame me for getting addicted.â You moan, forehead pressed against the tile, when his fingers scissor open inside you. âYou feel so fucking good baby.â
âYou feel better.â He groans quickly, working you open as the hot water rushes over you.
âMade just for you, baby.â If there was ever anyone you could truly feel that about, itâs Marcus. The way he seems to make you feel complete in ways you didnât know you needed or even wanted is uncanny and beautiful. And the way he fills you to bursting is just as fantastic.
Marcus worships you with small kisses as his fingers move inside you, groaning in your ear about how good you feel. The thick length of him pressed against your ass. âMarcusââ His name is a whine and a prayer with every long stroke of his fingers. âPlease, baby. Please fuck me.â
âIâm going to.â He promises, grinding against your ass as he continues to finger you. âToo bad you still have your birth control.â He moans in your ear. âDreamed about you pregnant last night. Nice and round with my baby.â
âFuck.â If anyone had suggested pregnancy or breeding or any of those fertility-related kinks to you before Marcus, you might have laughed them out of your bedroom. But in a few short weeks, youâve got from wanting children but not looking forward to being pregnant â all the way to getting wet at the thought of starting to swell with Marcusâs baby. The impulse to promise youâll stop taking it tomorrow is right on the tip of your tongue but you know itâs just a touch too soon. âYeah?â You breathe instead. âYou woke up hard to the thought of fucking me full of your baby?â
âWhy do you think I was ravenous this morning?â He asks, chuckling at how he had woken you up. He had been a little embarrassed by the dream, so he hadnât mentioned it at the time, but realized later that it was dumb to keep it from you. âWhen youâre ready, Iâm going to be feral.â
âWe need to start building that house now.â You insist, suddenly possessed of a whole new set of reasons to be eager for more privacy.
He chuckles as he nibbles on your shoulder, moving to the hollow of your neck. âYeah? You want to paint a nursery right away baby?â
âWeâre gonna have to if you keep growling about getting me pregnant.â Something which you apparently find far sexier than you anticipated, if the way your cunt throbs and pulses around his fingers is any indication.
"You love the idea." He challenges softly, humming against your pulse. "It's not my fault you're so perfect I can see the future we have in store."
âI love the idea so much Iâm ready to say letâs just buy a house.â The throaty laugh you let out burns into a long moan when he curls his fingers inside you. âNeed you, baby.â
"Never want you to say that I don't give you what you want." He pushes your feet apart, careful not to let you slip on the slick tile and pulls his fingers out of you to immediately replace them with his cock. A smooth transition planned to keep you from missing the fullness.
There is more freedom here, at least where volume is concerned, and when your moan bounces off the tile it is music to Marcus's ears. The utterly satisfying fullness of having him inside you is indescribable, even if you have tried to find the words several times talking to Syd. Sharp, powerful strokes will work you both up to your peak quickly, letting you enjoy the water that burns as hot as your skin as he pounds into you.
Marcus has learned that going harder is needed sometimes. Itâs something that both of you enjoy and lose yourselves in, always making sure that you are still with him with filthy sweet praises in your ear. âMy perfect princess.â He groans. âTaking me so well.â
Itâs so much filthier coming from such a sweet, unassuming man like Marcus, and he presses you into the wall with a firmness that leaves absolutely no room for questioning. You are his. He is yours. And anything you moan to each other in the throes of passion is fair game. Filth, praise, and everything in between is welcome as your hips slap against your ass and your throat strangled around the endless cries of pleasure.
Itâs never been this good. Itâs cliched to even think it, but itâs true. He can barely even breathe when you are surrounding him. Drowning in you happily. âFuck, I love you.â He promises. His hands squeeze and caress before sinking back between your thighs to rub your clit while he continues to fuck you at a frantic pace.
âLove you so â fuck! â so fucking much.â You practically claw at the wall of the shower when the calloused pads of his fingers find your swollen clit and press in on tight circles. Perfect little circles. âSo close baby, so fucking close.â
âThatâs it.â He groans. âWant you to cum. Want you to soak me. Need it.â He dips his hips lower and changes the angle that he shreds up inside you.
âFuckâfuckâcanât wait until youâre fucking me full of your babies, oh godââ Heâs already an expert at tearing you apart and putting you back together, and this time will be no exception. Your legs shake with it and your belly tightens, coiling at the base of your spine tightening as pleasure rips through you.
âThatâs it, fuck, so good, Princess.â He hisses in pleasure. âCum for me. Fuck, you feel so good squeezing my cock. I love it.â It only takes two or three more sharp snaps of his hips before youâre calling his name, sure that if anyone else is in the house right now they can definitely hear you but too overcome with pleasure and too full of him to care.
When you cum, itâs like your entire soul melt with his. Your heartbeats align and for a split second, Marcus canât tell where you end and he begins. Perfectly fused together in ecstasy. As soon as you tighten around him, his thrusts ease, still moving but helping you float down from the precipice. âGood girl, fuck baby, you are so good to me.â He pants in your ear. âSo good. Giving me everything, arenât you? Yeah, you are, I can feel it.â
âFill me up, baby.â Your legs may be rubber at this point but that sensation of his cum painting your inner walls is worth holding out for. It has you rocking your hips back even more than you need to ride the aftershocks of your own orgasm, hoping to bring him to his.
He loves when you say that. Groaning your name as his pace picks back up. The slap of his hips not quite as sharp, but insistent. âGonna, fuck baby, gonna fill you up.â He moans in your ear. âDrip me all night.â
From the way his hips start to stutter you know heâs close, and you grind back against him with a low moan. âGonna be dripping your cum while I meet all your friends.â
âJust the way I want you.â He groans, kissing your shoulder and moaning as he pushes deep, throbbing inside you as he fills you up.
Thereâs nothing but the sound of running water and panting breath for a minute or two as you both collect yourselves, arms wrapped around each other in the best way you can manage while heâs still inside you and youâre leaning on the shower wall. âI love you so fucking much.â You murmur, giggling softly at the giddy feeling still coursing through your veins.
âI love you too.â He whispers, smiling against your shoulder as the soft aftershocks continue to squeeze him as he softens inside you. âAddicted to everything about you.â
âGlad we agree about that.â It isnât elegant but you twist around and manage to place a kiss on his jaw. âSoâŠbreeding kink, huh?â
âYeah.â He chuckles sheepishly as he slowly pulls out of you. âSorry. I know that took you by surprise.â
âNot in a bad way.â You promise him, fully turning around now, to put your arms around him before you both have to clean up. âSurprising butâŠpotentially shared?â
âWhen it actually happens is still one hundred percent up to you.â He assures you, wanting you to know he would never pressure you, no matter how much he dreams about the future. âBut shared, huh?â
âSurprise,â you tease, reaching for a washcloth.
âEvery day is an adventure with you.â He chuckles and steals another kiss before he turns his attention to getting ready for tonight.
Youâre right on time despite taking an overlong shower, arriving at the club in downtown Dallas in time to see a group of his old friends gathered at the bar.
âHey.â A carefree grin lights up his face, reunited with old friends and their spouses. The band is about to leave to get on stage so itâs quick backslaps and promises to catch up later after he introduces you proudly. They disappear and it seems like all the other crowd around you to all talk about Marcus.
Itâs much the same as it was with his cousins. Quick questions about you â or the occasional âThatâs why I recognize you!â â but mostly wanting to tell stories about young Marcus in the olden days, teasing their old friend and gauging your reaction to their stories to decide if youâre good enough for him. You donât mind of course. Your friends would have done the same if they hadnât already met Marcus before you got together.
âHey now.â Marcus pouts and protests but itâs all in good fun. Heâs enjoying the stories; taking him back down memory lane. He hugs you tighter to him as he laughs at a college age story, where he had imbibed a little too much and made a fool of himself.
âEveryone got drunk and dumb in college at least once, didnât they?â You hug his side and grin at him while his friends tease and chatter. âAnd Iâm sure you werenât the only college student in the world to skateboard across campus in boxers and a cowboy hat. Iâm just impressed you didnât fall off the board more if you were drunk.â
âHammered.â He confirms with a laugh. âHonestly, I donât know if I would have felt anything that night.â
âAll the better that you didnât get hurt then,â you laugh with him, enjoying these glimpses into the Marcus of the past. âThough I think we should recreate the look. For posterity.â
âBachelor party.â He grins, leaning in and kissing you on the nose. âOne of those boring co-ed ones where the couple is disgusting and canât be apart for even one night of debauchery.â
âCause weâre gross in love.â The smile on your face is blinding, lighting you up from the inside out as you beam at him.
âYes we are.â He agrees, unable to stop himself from kissing you again, as his friends groan playfully around you both.
âYeah, yeah.â Marcusâs old college roommate huffs good naturedly and rolls his eyes. This is the guy Marcus had lived with before he moved off campus to live with Lara and heâs always known Marcus Pike to be exceptionally lucky in love. âLucky bastard.â
âI am.â He agrees with a small nod. âIâm honestly surprised that you arenât already engaged.â One of his closest college study partners snickers as she shoots you a grin. âHe always was rushing into things headfirst.â
âDonât think he didnât give me a ring right away,â you joke, holding up the shimmering promise ring on your hand. âBut we want to keep our heads on straight, so itâs a promise for now and an engagement a little bit into the future.â
âThereâs the Marcus we know and love.â She giggles, taking your hand and admiring the ring. âHoney, itâs gorgeous.â
âIsnât it?â The little heart-shaped diamonds wink and shine in the dim lighting of the club and you canât help but smile proudly. âI told him he set a dangerous precedent with this one. If the promise ring is this beautiful then the engagement ring has to be, too.â
âKnowing Marcus, itâs perfectly designed to set with your promise ring.â She guesses, grinning wildly when he shuffles guiltily. âI knew it!â She throws her arm around his shoulder and smacks a playful kiss on his cheek. âAtta boy!â
âYou did not buy it already!â You gasp in shock, giggling with unrestrained joy at the embarrassment and glee on his face.
âItâs safe.â He promises, shrugging slightly. âI didnât want to risk them not having the perfect mate when I came back.â
âYouâre incorrigibly sweet.â The idea that heâd gone so out of his way makes you melt on the spot, with warmth in your cheeks and a fluttering extra beat of your heart. âAnd I love you.â
His group of friends cheers when you kiss this time. For all the shit they give him, they are all thrill Marcus has found his sweet soulmate. Right then, the lights dim and everyone turns towards the stage. âMarcus Pike.â His eyes widen when the lead singer says his name. âReport to the stage. There is a bass waiting to be played.â
âOh fuck yes!â When you squeal with absolute pure excitement you grab his side and practically cackle with glee. Even Agent Bailey is smirking in her plain clothes. âGo, baby! Go!â
âOh my Gooooood.â Marcus groans as heâs practically shoved towards the stage and he shakes his head, pointing his finger at the band. âI hate you guys.â He moans, even as he shuffles closer, but they just grin.
âBest night ever!â You call back, grinning from ear to ear as you make your way to the front with his friends.
âThis is going to be amazing.â Hooking her arm through yours, Stephanie grins at you. âHave you ever heard Marcus sing?â
âNo.â And you pout about it for about two seconds before the glint returns to your eyes. âHe always demurs and says heâs not that great but I know heâs being humble.â
Marcus shrugs out of his leather jacket and winds the strap of the bass around his neck and back to quickly strum a chord before adjusting the tension to his liking. âIâm going to hurt all of you.â He huffs, even if heâs grinning out at you.
âYou fucking love us.â The lead singer, his old friend Leo, reminds him with a shit-eating grin.
Marcus rolls his eyes and huffs, not even able to deny it. âWhich songs are we doing?â He asks instead.
âSet list is next to your pedal,â Leo tells him, grin only growing bolder when Marcus doesnât deny anything. He knows his old friend misses playing. Theyâve talked about it. Hence this silly little stunt. âJust like riding a bike, right Pike?â
He snorts and looks out at the crowd, his eyes automatically finding you and he smiles. âYeah.â He scoffs. âIf riding a bike means embarrassing the shit out of yourself in front of your soulmate.â
âIt absolutely fucking does, dude.â Leo laughs, slapping Marcus on the back before he steps up to the mic to hype up the already excited crowd.
Marcus winks at you from the stage and looks at the lineup. Most of them are songs that they performed when he was in the band and quite a few that he knows Leo knows he knows. Apparently this wasnât just a last minute deal. As Leo introduces the band, Marcus starts the bass chords for the first song.
Itâs not the night you were planning â swaying to the music with Marcus with a cold beer in your hand while his friends played. This is infinitely better. Marcus is in his element up on that stage, showing off and playing to the crowd and making sure he finds your eyes every so often. Surrounded by friends and an enthusiastic audience, you could see Marcus enjoying many more nights like this. It makes you all the more glad that his friends decided to surprise him.
The crowd is a mix of older and younger people, the songs favorites and he enjoys the energy of the people singing along. Finally finished and sweating, in desperate need of a beer, he grins when you clap and yell.
"You are absolutely incredible." The second he hops down off the stage; you're practically jumping into his arms to give him a kiss. "And I never, ever want to hear anything about your singing voice again. That might be the sexiest singing ever."
He laughs, catching you easily and spinning you around. âThink you might be a little biased, Princess.â He teases, feeling euphoric and like he could do anything tonight.
"So?" The giggle that bubbles out of you is nothing short of adrenaline-infused joy. "I'm still right."
âShit.â The laughter is infectious and he joins you. âI need a beer.â He admits, squeezing you close.
"Allow me." You insist, and when he makes a face you hold up a hand, still grinning. "Groupie's privilege."
âGroupie, huh?â He chuckles again and slides his hand down to your ass. âYou have someone in mind?â
"Yeah," you poke his side and laugh, wiggling the fingers of your other hand in his face. "The one wearing the ring."
âRing?â He glances at your hand and smirks. âThatâs a pretty ring baby, but I could do better.â He flirts. âDump that guy and run away with me. Iâve gotta sweet van and I know how to treat a lady.â He waggles his eyebrows suggestively.
"You think you can do better for me than my soulmate?" Batting your eyelashes back at him and half playing along, you tug Marcus toward the bar to get him his drink. "He's pretty amazing."
âI know I can.â He snorts, grinning at your playful banter. âYouâve never been with a musician baby.â
"Hmmm." An amused hum barely smothers your grin and laughter. "I have heard that bassists are experts with their fingering."
âThen you know.â He nods as you both slide up to the bar and Marcus orders a draft. He turns back to you. âMy fingers are magic, baby.â He promises. âI can take you to the stars.â
It's too hard for you not to giggle at that, leaning into his side there at the bar. "I did know that already, though."
He breaks the character he was putting on and winks at you. âI was merely playing my favorite instrument.â He leans in and whispers in your ear. âYour pussy.â
"Marcus." Your tone is very false in its admonishment, and you're still grinning when you swat at his arm. "You can play her any time you like."
âNow?â He arches a brow in challenge.
You should have known he would jump on it, and you tilt your head at him with a wide-eyed expression. "I mean...not here but..." Glancing around the room proves that there is little cover to be found, and you bite your lip. "Bathroom?"
Marcus smirks and nods to the bartender when he sets his drink down. âCome on.â He takes your hand and drags you away, unable to even drink his beer in his haste to make you cum.
Practically able to feel the heaviness of Agent Bailey's eyes tracking you across the club, you can't bring yourself to care. Not when the promise of his hands on you is so close you can already feel it.
Normally, Marcus would never do this. Not now. But somehow, being with his own friends and playing, seems to have tapped into the wilder side he had exposed when he was younger. Not thinking like an FBI agent at this moment.
The club has two single-occupant bathrooms in a back hallway, and Marcus shoves open the door to the nearest one to tug you inside. "Holy shit." You're giggling again, bubbling over with it. "We're so lucky Agent Bailey trusts you."
âAmazing what a background check and a security clearance will get you.â He jokes as he pulls you to him, capturing your lips in a hungry kiss. He knows he canât be in here too long with you, it would be rude, but he has to touch you right now. You are just adoring him too much.
It's almost too bad you wore jeans tonight, but you had wanted to keep that feeling of fullness after the shower and truth be told the denim inseam still managed to give you a little stimulation on the way out here tonight. Now Marcus pops the top button open with eager fingers and you whimper softly, biting back the sound so no one in the hall outside hears you.
âGotta be quiet, Princess.â He coos, smirking at your already lust blown eyes. âCanât let anyone know youâre fucking a musician in a bathroom, can you?â
Youâve never done anything like this before and he knows that, but with wide eyes and the shivering desire to obey, you nod your head and bite back a needy whine. His hand slides down your panties, finding you slick with new desire and the remnants of his cum covering your lips. He groans your name in your ear and immediately pushes two fingers deep inside you.
It takes effort not to cry out. Not to whimper or moan or keen his name at the sharp, sweet intrusion of two thick fingers deep in your pussy. The vaguely taboo tint of doing something sexual in a public place only makes it better â a surprising feeling that youâll have to bite for later â and you bury your face in the crook of Marcusâs neck, knowing that it will muffle the little bit of sound that you simply canât swallow in your own throat. He doesnât draw it out, doesnât tease you. Just pumping his fingers deep and twisting his wrist to rub your clit as he tries to see how fast he can make you cum for him.
Itâs like being sent up in a rocket, where all you can do is lean back against the sink in the little bathroom and hold on tight. He knows your body, knows how to make you see stars without breaking much of a sweat, and the adrenaline from playing on stage thatâs still coursing through him keeps the pace of his fingers thrusting inside you at an almost punishing speed that feels amazing.
Itâs like his playing a song with your body. The soft whimper echoing the timing of the beat of his fingers. Kissing along your neck as he pants against your skin. Already throbbing in his pants, but this is for you. âGood girl, baby. Youâre so sweet for me.â He groans quietly.
There's not really much you're doing for him right now except keeping quiet and spreading your legs so he can dive inside you, but you'll fix that later. You'll lay him out on his bed and worship him for as long as he will let you. Right now your back arches and you have to let go of your white knuckle hold on the counter in order to tug him closer, pouring the moan that you want to let loose into a kiss instead.
He feels when you let go. Your moan muffled by your tongue as your walls soak his fingers in their pulsing grip. Feeling your heartbeat through the sensitive walls of your pussy. Itâs so good and he loves that you are enjoying yourself as the bar music plays loudly.
"Fucking hell..." When you can finally breathe again you look up him with a hazy smile. "I'm gonna give you the best blow job of your life later on," you promise him with a grin.
He smirks as he pulls his wet fingers out of your fluttering cunt and holds them up to the dim light of the bathroom. They are shiny with your slick and he reaches out to your lips. âOpen.â He orders.
That was not at all the response you were expecting, but somehow it far sexier because of that, and even though you've just cum you can feel your pussy fluttering at what he wants you to do. It only takes a second before you open your mouth, letting him put his fingers heavily on your tongue before you obediently clean them of any trace of your slick.
Marcus groans quietly, cock twitching in his pants and all he really wants to do is bend you over the sink to fuck you this time, but he canât. You pop his fingers out of his mouth and he hisses at your innocent look. âGood girl.â His voice is raspy and dripping with lust.
"I feel like I should start calling you something." Leaning up, you steal a kiss and then rebutton your jeans so the two of you can wash up and go back out to his friends. "But I don't know if you wanted to be that kind of dom."
Marcus chuckles as he watches you in the mirror. âSo youâre telling me you want a red room in our new house, hm?â
"I'm not gonna be mad about it if you want one," you answer innocently. "I just had the very intense urge to call you...'daddy' a second ago, but I didn't know if you'd like it. That's all."
Marcus has never been in a situation where someone would call him daddy so he has to think about it. âOnly one way to find out.â He decides, patting you on the ass as you move out from the sink so he can wash his hands.
"I guess we'll give it a try later then." The air dryer in the bathroom is loud enough to drown out any other conversation, so you finish cleaning up and steal yet another kiss before dragging him back out into the club feeling like you're living on Cloud Nine.
Everyone in the group knows what happened when the two of you disappeared. At least to some degree. They might not believe that it was only an orgasm for you, but the grins are wide and Marcus snorts at the whistling and clapping from the guys. You brush it off with burning hot cheeks and a grin and go to get fresh drinks from the bar. Tonight has been pretty fucking perfect in every way you can think of. The best possible way to say goodbye for now to Texas, although you know you'll be back as often as you can be.
Marcus accepts this beer quickly, feeling parched and he winks at you before he takes a sip. âI think she might want me to find a band in D.C.â he teases.
"Oh, ya think?" Stephanie snorts, leaning into Leo's side when he comes over to join you at a high-top table.
"Actually..." Leo smirks, looking down at his soulmate before he glances up and around the group. "The guys know this already but...there was a big reason we were glad Pike showed up tonight." He tips his beer toward Marcus in salute. "Tonight was the last Dallas show we might ever play."
âReally?â Marcus frowns instantly, looking around to the group. âYou guys are gonna stop playing?â
"We're moving in about a month." Leo announces. His arm winds around Stephanie proudly and he squeezes her tight to his side. "Steph got an amazing job at George Washington Hospital. So we're actually moving to DC."
âWhat?â Marcus sputters and starts beaming. âThatâs great!â
"I'm really excited," she admits, smiling even bigger and brighter than Marcus is. "So maybe you won't have to find a new band after all."
âWell, weâd still have to find other members.â He look at the guys. âUntil you come out to visit.â
"Maybe we'll all move East." Their drummer, Clark, jokes. He takes a sip of his whiskey and leans on the table. "Y'all know anyone that needs an electrician or a carpenter? I could be persuaded."
âWeâre gonna be building a house.â Marcus snorts. âYouâre hired.â Heâs joking, because he would never make that decision without you, but itâs interesting to think about. Clark is the best damn carpenter he knows.
"Actually..." Tilting your head to look at Marcus beside you, you shrug your shoulders a little and have a sip of your drink. "There's some work that needs to get done at the inn, too. I've been putting it off because my electrician retired last year and finding a new guy is a pain."
His brows lift in surprise and Clark smirks. âReally, tell me about it.â He encourages.
"It's a historical property," you clarify right away, knowing that that scares some people off. Which is fine with you, really. If they aren't comfortable working on historical structures, you're not going to work with them anyway. "Of course things have been updated, but the structure is colonial so it does require a little bit of tender loving care."
âThatâs awesome.â Clark snorts. âI love historic structures. Have you rewired the entire building or are you having to replace as you uncover issues?â He asks. âCode has changed so much since knob and tube. And thatâs recent in a historic home, depending on how historic.â
"I've only owned the property for a few years, so we're having to play catch up from the previous owner." His enthusiasm is met with plenty of your own, and you look back at Marcus with a wide grin. "You just watch how fast I adopt all your friends. I was not exaggerating about that being what my family does."
Marcus laughs and leans back. âAdopt away, babe.â He encourages you. âYouâll get sick of them quickly.â He teases, laughing again when they all shoot him a finger.
Two days after touching back down in DC, the early morning meeting that you have with your mother and the communications staffer whose job it is to wrangle all things concerning the First Kids means that youâre up and moving before Marcus. Youâre essentially having breakfast at the White House, which is less cozy than having coffee and muffins with your soulmate, but this meeting is important. You really do have things to talk to your mother about.
The staffers show you to the less formal dining rooms in the apartment, a rare time the president allows business to be conducted here, but itâs important that you feel comfortable.
The family dining room in the White House residence is still beautiful, and honestly you prefer it to the larger state dining room. The smaller and more casual room makes it easier to convince yourself that itâs just a normal breakfast with your mother today. Agent Bailey blends into the background here, noticeably more relaxed when she is around other agents and not working solo. Itâs a good morning for both of you, and you move to the sideboard in the room to make yourself a cup of coffee while you wait for your mother to come in.
The communications staffer comes in and greets you warmly, laying out folders by the plates. âYour mother should be here in a few minutes. She was just in a briefing.â
âHow are you, Annette?â The senior staffer thatâs joining you is a woman that youâve known for years. She was also on your motherâs staff in Pennsylvania and she is a good friend of the family after so many years working side by side.
âIâm doing well, how about you?â She asks politely and gives you a warm smile. âYour mother told me about your soulmate, Iâm so thrilled for you.â
âThatâs so sweet of you, thank you.â Thereâs going to be a lot more talk about Marcus as this goes on if your mother and Annette accept your proposal, but for now you sip your coffee and smile. âThe adjustment to DC hasnât been too bad for you? Everythingâs been okay?â A little small talk before your mother comes in and breakfast gets served is actually nice. With everyone being so busy you feel like there are people you havenât gotten to talk to in ages.
âItâs always crazy, but we are adjusting well.â She smiles. âBrad isnât too fond of the traffic, but who is?â She snorts. âI keep threatening to steal a diplomatic plate.â She jokes.
"I'll nab them for you," you promise her, sitting back with your coffee and smiling at the way your promise ring glints in the room's lighting. "They can't fire me from being First Daughter."
She laughs, knowing that you are completely joking but it would be funny to see the headlines. âIâll expect one then.â She teases, picking up her own coffee to sip.
It takes a few more minutes before your mother comes in, but you and Annette sit and chat and pour second (or third, in your case) cups of coffee.
âIâm sorry, Birdie, Annette.â Your mother rushes over to drop a kiss on your head and throw her arms around her friendâs shoulders briefly. âThat took longer than I expected.â
âEverything okay?â Youâre wildly aware that there is plenty that your mother deals with that you do not have the security clearance to know about, but that isnât what youâre asking. Youâre asking if your mother herself is okay.
âYes.â She rolls her eyes. âBut I wish that people would stop trying to impress me with long winded reports going over every minute detail.â She huffs with a laugh. âMy favorite briefing is from DIA Agent York. He gives me the bare bones information and itâs over in less than five minutes.â
âWould he consider it a blessing or a curse to be out on the State dinner guest lists in appreciation for his speedy briefings?â You ask, practically snorting a laugh at breakfast is served.
âKnowing the kind of man he is, a curse.â She snorts, appreciating your joke but also because she would never willingly let a man like Dave York around her family unless he was protecting them.
âWell, itâs nice to know that the chaos around here is just normal chaos.â The smile you offer your mother is fully understanding. The inn is your own beautiful area of normalized chaos.
âOf course. Thank you for coming.â She acknowledges that her life, her career isnât the center of her childrenâs lives and she doesnât take for granted when they make time for it outside the normal Friday night dinners. âI appreciate it.â
âOf course, Mom.â An early morning meeting is a small sacrifice to make, especially when Marcus exhausted you last night trying out a sexy little card game youâd had stashed away since Sydâs bachelorette party a couple of years ago. Itâs safe to say he liked the suggestions the game came up with. âThereâs coffee, amazing food, and my favourite Mom, why wouldnât I come? Although Marcusâs mother is pretty great. Solid second place in the Best Mom Ever competition.â
âI wanted to ask you how your week in Texas went.â She admits, pouring her own cup of coffee. Itâs her third cup of the day so far, but sheâs also been up since four.
âHonestly?â You pause when a staff member sets a plate of hot food in front of each of the three of you and a large platter of pastries and fruit in the center of the table. The chorus of Thank youâs is in unison. âIt was fantastic. His parents are great, I got along pretty well with most of his cousins, and even met a bunch of his friends from college. It wasâŠâ you grin at The admission forming on your lips. âIt was really wonderful. His parents are planning on coming up to visit us here this summer.â
âThatâs wonderful.â Your mother lights up and she nods. âWe will have to have a family dinner.â She suggests. âHere? Personal tour of the White House? Do you think that would be something they would enjoy? I know his father would probably enjoy a game while heâs here as well.â
âMarcus has season tickets to the Nationals so weâre definitely planning on seeing a game.â The omelets that have been set out in front of you are steaming and you dig in to your plate without hesitation. âI was going to ask you about a tour for them so thank you for jumping on that. And I know they would love to meet you guys. A family dinner would be really great.â
âMarcus is wonderful and I can guarantee that itâs a reflection of his parents.â Your mother hums. âAnd as your soulmate, I think itâs important that everyone meets and gets along.â
âI know his parents already said they wouldnât be offended if you were too busy, but I do want you guys to meet.â Donna and Matthew Pike had sworn that they would completely understand if they didnât see hide or hair of your parents during the trip, but that hadnât sat well with you. Your parents have always made time for the important things in their kidsâ lives no matter how busy they were.
âAbsolutely not.â Your mother sounds offended by the idea. âThere is no reason, barring a world catastrophe, where we should meet his parents at your engagement party or some other event. âNo, if they want to have something low key, we donât have to meet here. But I am eager to meet them.â She shoots you a grin. âDiplomacy can wait for one evening.â
âIâm sure they wouldnât pass up the chance to have dinner at the White House.â The grin you send your mother is beaming and appreciative. âThatâs a bragging right not everyone gets. There will be plenty of informal meals in the future.â
âThen I will try to make sure that the chef makes something that will measure up to the amazing food Sydney will be plying them with.â If it wouldnât hurt your business, your mother would have hired her to be the White House chef in a heartbeat.
âI will carry that compliment back to her on a silver platter.â Now that all three of you are eating â devouring â your breakfasts, you donât mind getting into things. Of course your mother doesnât have all day for this meeting, but you expect to be sitting here with Annette for at least a little while. âSo, before I put my two cents in, what kind of social media and press presence were you thinking you might wrangle me into?â Youâre curious, after all. Since Junie has a clear passion and Alex is handsome and personable, whatever route they chose for you was bound to be a little different.
âWell, I was hoping that we could show how small businesses are vital for our economy.â Your mother looks over at Annette who is nodding. âYou are a small business owner and you work with others as well.â
âOkay.â You nod, mumbling the word as you finish a bite of food. âSo highlighting the small businesses we work with? Making visible visits to other small businesses? That kind of thing?â
âI know that you utilize some of the local merchants for your supplies.â Your mother nods. âMaybe some clips of you with them? We can do a voice over with the message we want to sent.â
âIâll compile a list of who we have good relationships with and you let me know who you want to have footage of?â Itâs a big plug for the businesses that you do actual work with, so you canât imagine any of them objecting. âPatronizing your local small businesses is a message Iâm happy to get behind.â
âCorporations have garnered too much power in the country.â Your mother agrees. âWe need to find a balance between them and a simpler time where everyone shopped local.â
âAlright, thatâs easy enough.â Although youâre sure that other complications will arise in time, agreeing to this plan is at least something youâre glad to do. âAnything else?â
A look is exchanged between Annette and your mother. A pause that should be concerning. âItâs aboutâŠyour soulmate.â She begins.
âWhat about him?â You frown instantly, not liking the tone that has been chosen for this thought.
âI was hoping that you might sit for an interview.â Annette is the one who voices it. âFor the Love is Love legislation that your mother is trying to get passed.
âOh!â The hesitation in their voices is nothing to do with Marcus, really, and you relax measurably. âYes. We can definitely do that. And actually?â Looking between your mother and Annette, wondering what theyâll think of this idea coming from you of all people. âI think I can do you one bigger than that.â
âWhat do you have in mind, young lady?â Your mother almost smirks at the idea that you are suggesting something.
âI know Iâm not the kid you expect this from.â The look on her face says that loud and clear and you completely understand why. âBut Marcus and I talked it over, and we thought we would see what you thought about a First Family love story. From engagement to wedding to building a house.â
As a career politician, itâs been a rare time where your mother has been speechless, but she just gapes at you, her mouth slightly ajar in shock. âIâ are you sure?â
"I mean we're not offering to have a White House photographer follow us around every second of every day, but we know that things are going to get said about us no matter what. Our family are public figures, and Marcus grew up with a father in the spotlight. We figured that getting ahead of the narrative and giving people honest glances into who we are was a hell of a lot better than people just speculating wildly."
âThat is an amazingly gracious idea.â She can understand that you are going out on a huge limb and that is so appreciated. âAre you sure you would be comfortable with that scope?â
"We've talked through it," you tell her, knowing that it's probably unbelievable for her to hear this coming from you. "And I'm more confident when I have Marcus with me. I feel better able to handle the extra sets of eyes on my life. So...I thought it made sense not to waste that."
âI think that would be incredible.â She reaches out for your hand. âOnly what you will give us though. No more.â Your father had reminded her right before leaving for her briefing that you are her daughter and probably the most private out of the three children. You donât crave the spotlight at all.
"Marcus thought we could start with the engagement," you tell her, knowing that this is a big leap for you and trying not to be nervous about it. "But I think I should put something on my social media about him being my soulmate first. Maybe some photos from a date with a small announcement?"
âIt will mitigate any issues that might spring up.â She doesnât mention how there has been chatter about the congressman being unhappy about the demise of your relationship. Thatâs not your concern.
"Our favorite restaurant is family-owned, and we can pick something to do afterward that is still small business or community oriented." That shouldn't be too awfully hard, considering the DC area is always crawling with choices for things to do. You're spoiled for it, really.
âWhatever you think would be best.â She smiles at you. âWhile I would normally have one million ideas, I think itâs better if this is organically from you.â
âI know Marcus already has my engagement ring hidden away somewhere.â A fact which makes your cheeks burn and your smile turn a little dopey. âBut I donât know anything else as far as that goes. Is it okay if I give him your email so he can touch base with you, Annette?â
âAbsolutely!â Annette agrees immediately, while your mother looks impressed that your soulmate has already bought your engagement ring. More importantly is your reaction to that information, you look dreamy eyed and she couldnât be more happy for you. âI must applaud Marcus for thinking ahead.â Your mother hums, taking a small sip of her coffee to hide her smile.
âWeâre both thinking ahead.â A fact which gives you no end of pleasure. The flight back from Dallas had been spent in dreams and future plans, cuddled together looking out the window and making up a list of big and small things you wanted for your future together. âWeâre starting to plot out what we want for our house, too. Thatâs the timeline thatâs going to take the longest.â
âYour house?â You had mentioned it before, but your mother ticks her head to the side curiously.
âWeâre going to build,â you explain, reaching for a scone from the plate of pastries on the table. âSince the land that the inn is on is more than enough and I own all of it, weâre going to use a portion at the back of the acreage to build a house.â
âThat sounds like an adventure.â Sheâs always known you enjoy doing things your way and itâs refreshing to see that apparently your soulmate understands how much of your being is invested in the inn.
âItâs going to feel like a mansion after sharing my apartment in the inn.â After a little discussion, Marcus had decided that he would rather share the smaller space with you while the house is being built and sublet his current place to Clark â ensuring that his friend can have the new start in DC that he wants. âBut weâre excited. Itâs a whole lot of planning and big steps forward all at once, and for once I really have a partner whoâs on the same page as me.â
âThatâs the most important thing.â She knows this from experience. There is absolutely no way she would be the current president if your father hadnât been on the same page as her as far was what their lives might look like. Itâs something sheâs always wanted for all of you.
âSoâŠI know itâs more than you were going to ask of me.â Which you appreciate. Your mother recognizing and honoring your boundaries is something she had to work on a lot when you were in your teens and twenties. You look at up her and crack a small, bashful grin. âBut it seemed a shame to waste the opportunity for something as uplifting and positive as a White House wedding.â
âA White House wedding?â Your motherâs gasp is surprised, honestly believing you would never even entertain an idea like that. âAre you- youâre joking right? Itâs not April Fools Day. That was days ago.â
âI am not joking.â Although you can definitely see why she would be shocked. This is not a decision that you made quickly or easily â or alone. âBut I do have an ulterior motive,â you admit, wanting there to be full transparency. âI am hoping that a super-secure and publicly documented White House wedding is a trade off for letting us go on our honeymoon alone.â
She doesnât even glance at Annette. âAbsolutely.â Your mother immediately insists. âThere is no way I would want any kind of publicity for your honeymoon. You donât even have to negotiate for that.â Itâs honestly alarming that you think she might want you to do something for her political career on your honeymoon.
âOh, that isnât what I meant,â you clarify immediately, seeing naked distress in your motherâs face when sheâs normally so good at staying neutral. âI meantâŠwithout my Secret Service detail. Give Agent Bailey and Agent Sisson a few weeks off while we go overseas. Marcus is very well trained and definitely enough to keep just two of us safe.â
Her expression eases slightly, relieved thatâs not what you are talking about and she nods. âI think that will be entirely appropriate.â
âIâm optimistic that we can make sure this works for everyone.â Sitting in your seat in the family dining room, you lean back with a little extra confidence â bolstered by the fact that you know Marcus is with you every step of the way, just like your family. âMake this happy, and exciting, and something to look forward to.â
âWhatever you want.â Your mother agrees. âWhenever you want.â She adds. âI donât want you pushing up plans for us, sweetheart.â
âWe said we wanted to get started on the house before we get engaged,â you tell your mother, though you have to appreciate her insistence here. Plenty of other parents would hack the timeline if they were in her shoes. âSo it will depend on how quickly we start in on those plans.â
âAnd Marcus wants to stay at the inn while you build?â She asks, lifting a brow in surprise. While she has seen your little apartment and thinks that itâs darling, Sam had always insisted it was too small to share space for even more than a day.
âWe talked it through and he feels like itâs more important for me to be close to the inn than for his commute to be shorter. Heâs going to sublet his current place to a friend that wants to move up from Texas and then the friend can take over the lease when it comes up. Weâll have a little less space than we would if we stayed in his apartment, but we donât mind close quarters.â A fact which you will not look bashful about right nowâŠno not at allâŠ
âThatâs a very solid plan that you have laid out.â Annette compliments. âIt seems like you and your soulmate have made a lot of plans.â
âRight now Iâd call it our favorite hobby.â Second favorite, but youâre not talking about your sex life in front of your motherâŠ
The president snorts and rolls her eyes as she reaches for another scoop of fruit. âSure.â
âAnyway.â Forcibly getting the conversation back on track seems like a smart idea. âAnnette is my point person, then?â
âYes.â Your mother takes the hint with a small smile. âI reasoned you would be more comfortable with her than any of the new staff.â
âAnd I appreciate that.â You offer both your mother and Annette a grateful smile. âEspecially since this is going to involve my soulmate, Iâm very glad to have someone that I know and trust working with us.â
âI am eager to meet him.â She hadnât been present at the state dinner, she had been sick, but from what she can tell she will like him.
âWhy donât you come by the inn and have dinner with us sometime in the next week or two?â You suggest, figuring that would be nicer than a formal sit up in an imposing setting. âSomething casual for the first time you meet? So we can all relax a little.â
âThat sounds perfect.â Annette knows the value of an informal meeting. It often creates a better mood for the entire interaction.
"Awesome." Having everything moving in a comfortable direction is as much as you could ask from this meeting, and it's nice to see your mother semi-relaxed at the start of a workday. "Well, I'm sure you have eighty-seven things to do today Mom, so I won't keep you."
She winces apologetically and looks at her watch. âIâm actually about three minutes late for a cabinet meeting.â She admits, standing up to move over and kiss your forehead again. âAre you and Marcus coming to dinner on Friday?â
"We'll be there with bells on," you promise her. "Go get to your meeting. I love you, and tell Dad I love him too."
âI will, sweetheart.â She promises. âAnnette, I will see you later. Take your time finishing breakfast.â
The unfortunate truth is that the dinner with Annette might be necessary sooner rather than later. Within a bare twenty-four hours of the White House Easter Egg Roll and the official photos that refer to Marcus Pike as your soulmate, the commentary on social media and in online tabloids begins.
Marcus frowns as he opens the new story. Itâs not uncommon for articles to be inflammatory, he knows that from the state dinner, but this is all but calling you a cheating liar. âFuck.â He growls, eyes narrowing on the wording from the âanonymous sourceâ.
"What's wrong?" Your nose is stuck in the schedule for next week while dinner is in the oven and you sit with Marcus in the living room, but you glance up when he sounds unhappy.
Marcus sighs and turns his phone towards you so you can read the headline. âI hate to accuse anyone, but this fucking sounds like your favorite congressman ex.â
"Sounds more like your ex, if you ask me." Vanessa might look sweet and innocent, but she can be cutthroat and single-minded in her goals when she sets herself to it. Something she learned from her justice father. "Think they're getting their jollies going after us together?"
âShit- you think?â He ended things on a good note with Vanessa. Actually, she broke up with him, why would she smear his name?
"I don't know what her motive would be besides trying to get under Sam, but I wouldn't be surprised by it." Leaning forward to read the beginning of the article on his phone, you still frown. "I knew somebody was going to try saying we cheated, but damn."
âWe know the truth.â Marcus frowns as he rereads the article. âThis seems to imply that we are lying about being soulmates.â He looks over to you with a small grin. âThatâs proven easily enough.â
"Hmm." That does make you smile, and you look up at him from behind your laptop. "Are you thinking we should stage a little photo on my social media as a response?"
âAbsolutely.â Heâs not thrilled about the tattoo you both share, but itâs solid evidence of your connection. âYour reputation wonât even tarnish a little.â
"I'm sure I'll get some snide comments about the kind of tattoo we share, but that's on me." You shrug at the truth of it. "I definitely should have gotten it somewhere else."
He laughs and shrugs. âDoesnât make a difference now.â He reminds you. âItâs on both of our skin, so itâs proof. Youâve had it for years and so have I. Should we post new pictures and old ones with the tattoos?â
"We can do a little album on my Instagram." The suggestion is a welcome one, but it does mean you push your laptop away and set it on the coffee table to snuggle a little closer to him. "You have old photos with the tattoo in them?"
âI do.â Marcus chuckles. âButâŠ.â He shrugs. âThey were taken by my ex-wife. Sheâs not in them.â He assures you.
âThatâs fine.â Frankly, if Lara gets involved in the conversation it will just reinforce the fact that Marcus has had your marks for a very long time. âI can bribe Agent Sisson to be our photographer for a photo that has both of us in it.â
âAnd how do we want to casually set up pictures of our lower backs?â He asks with a grin.
âThereâs nothing casual about what weâre doing.â You tuck yourself into his side and grin. âThis is answering a call out.â
âTo address any unfounded and untrue rumorsâŠ.â He captions with a snort. âStraightforward. I like it.â
"If we wanted to do this casually, I would just say we should go take some pool pictures." You glance up at him, seeing what he thinks of that. "Violating my mom's no bikini rule for a good cause."
âI like bikiniâs.â He agrees immediately, his eyes darkening slightly with lust.
"Oh yeah?" The smirk on your face is nearly instant. "Like we should take a tropical vacation level of like?"
âLike you need to book one immediately.â He huffs. âTexas didnât count as a vacation.â
"Of course it did!" The fact that he's getting all bent out of shape imagining you in a bikini when he sees you naked on a daily basis is adorably, quite frankly. "And you can't even claim it wasn't sexy. We nearly broke that bed."
âOf course we did.â He laughs. âItâs old and we are horny.â He teases, biting his lip as he pulls you close. âBut in a bikini, itâs so much less clothing to take off you.â
"You wouldn't even have to take it off." He's getting ideas and you turn your face up to smirk at him, fully encouraging those ideas to take form. "Just shove it aside. Nothing else needed."
âFuck.â He hisses, clenching his jaw and imagining fucking you on a beach somewhere.
"Gonna keep that imagine in the spank bank, babe?" You can't help but tease him a little, knowing that you would be reacting exactly the same way if it was Marcus teasing you. But you started it this time so you get to tease.
âFuck yes, I am.â He snorts. âWe would get arrested. But it would be worth it.â
"There's a private beach where we could get away with it somewhere." Leaning up to press a kiss to Marcus's cheek, you're still grinning. "Good to know it's on the fantasy list, though."
âVery high up there.â Marcus admits with no shame. Just the freedom to explore these ideas with you is amazing, even if they are never acted on.
"I think..." The only thing that keeps you from shifting into his lap is the kitchen timer going off from the oven. Instead of climbing on to him you just climb off the couch to get to the baked pasta you put together right before Marcus got home from work. "That maybe we should do half the honeymoon in Paris and the other half on the Riviera? Get some swimsuit time in?"
âI like the way you think.â Marcus chuckles quietly, nodding. âHow long are we talking? A few days in each place? A week?â
"A week each?" You pull him up from the couch to come to the kitchen with you. There's still a table to set and wine to pour, and all that good stuff. "Two weeks in France sounds like magic."
âI agree.â He grins and grabs the bottle of wine you had set out. Itâs become a routine to have a glass with dinner and he enjoys the selection the inn has, although it annoys you that he insists on paying you for the wine.
"A big, beautiful wedding. Two weeks in Paris. A lovely house for us to move into." Every time you think through the plans you're starting to make for the future, they sound better and better.
âThat sounds perfect to me.â Marcus admits, smiling softly at the idea. âHave you thought about the style ideas I sent you?â
"I was showing your Pinterest board to Syd on our lunch today." The collection of Dutch Colonial, Queen Anne, Georgian, and Federal style houses that Marcus had put together to share with you is full of so many ideas that you had lost track of time in the kitchen and was almost late to interview a new member of the housekeeping staff. "She likes the Queen Anne style Victorians, of course."
âOf course she does.â Marcus grins as he lifts a brow. âWhich one of those were you most interested in?â He doesnât really mind what architectural style your home is in, as long as you are happy with the result.
Having decided that the edge of the property where you planned to build was far enough from the inn and her out buildings that you didnât need to be loyal to the colonial structures, you have a little more freedom to choose what you build. âI think I like the Georgian houses you sent me best,â you tell him, setting down two plates of baked pasta in the table at your customary seats. âIt complements the colonial style without being obsessive about matching, and itâs not overly complicated.â
âThatâs a good choice, and it still fits with the overall theme of the property.â Marcus agrees. âHoweverâŠone thing I think is a must in our new house.â
âWhatâs that?â The two of you settle down and pick up your forks, comfortable in the relative quiet of the apartment while Agent Bailey takes one of her occasional walks around the grounds.
âWe have to have an elevator in our house.â Heâs gotten used to the elevator at the inn and canât imagine living without one now.
âNon-negotiable?â You tease, knowing that on the nights he goes to the gym after work he groans his way into the apartment on principle. âNoted. You will have your elevator.â
âThank God.â He dramatically moans and tosses his head back. âGetting older sucks. Youâll see.â He teases about the age gap, but itâs only seven years. âHeartburn is about to start.â
âI was more thinking of our kids,â you admit quietly, poking your fork into a big bite of sausage and zucchini and pasta together. âWhat if one of them needs the house to be accessible?â
âThat thought had crossed my mind.â Marcus agrees. âBut we will pray that all our children will be healthy, prepare in case they are not.â
âNo matter what, theyâll be cared for and loved.â That, at least, you can both guarantee.
âPlus it will be easier when someone undoubtably breaks a leg.â Marcus snorts, laughing slightly. âIt seemed like it was a contest in my family who would break a bone first every year.â
âKids are gonna be clumsy,â you joke, pointing your fork at him in teasing accusation. âGot it.â
âBut they will make up for it with good looks and charm.â He grins back at you and winks.
First Princess Cheating Scandal is the headline splashed across the tabloid on the magazine rack, and your hand twitches before reaching for it. This is the bullshit you absolutely hate about being in the public eye, and now that theyâve started coming for Marcus you hate it even more. The article inside claims that you faked your matching marks â including your scars, which is possible but extremely far fetched â and that youâve been sleeping together since at least the night of the State dinner.
With another one of those dinners on the horizon and the weariness in your bones over now spending multiple weeks of time on this stupid non-issue, you pay for the magazine and continue on to the J. Edgar Hoover FBI building with it shoved in your purse. Agent Baileyâs advice had been to let it roll off your shoulders because people are always going to gossip, but as much as youâd like to do that itâs possible this might affect your motherâs image. Or your business. Your previously fully booked inn has had multiple cancelled reservations since this whole thing started.
So you walk on, with the little treats you made in a container in your purse and Marcusâs favorite midafternoon coffee order from the shop around the corner to surprise him at the office.
Marcus is pouring over a case when you knock on his office door. He doesnât keep it closed, preferring to let his team come to him whenever. To feel like they can. Looking up, he sees you and immediately smiles. âBirdie.â He almost said Princess, but since the beginning of this entire âscandalâ non-scandal thing, itâs kind of soured the nickname. Immediately abandoning the file, he stands up and rushes around to give you a kiss. âThis is a welcomed surprise.â
âI did a little baking with Syd this afternoon and the results were so good that I couldnât wait to share.â The kiss is a comforting balm, even if itâs short, and you hold up the cup in your left hand. âAnd I brought your coffee.â
He groans in appreciation, of both the baked goods and the caffeine. âI was just about to get another cup from the break room, but this is better. His hand slides around your back and he rubs it soothingly, seeing the pinch of upset around your eyes but he wants you to talk to him naturally. âWant to come inside? Share it with me?â
You nod and step inside, your own cup from the coffeeshop clutched in your other hand. Itâs herbal tea, though. Caffeine didnât seem like a good idea when youâre already anxious. âAgent Bailey is in the bullpen, I hope you donât mind.â Now that youâre in a relationship with a well-trained and fully competent federal agent, your Secret Service detail tends to be a bit more relaxed about giving you space.
âNot at all.â Marcus insists, guiding you over to the little couch in his office. âRodriguez will show her where the donuts are.â He snickers.
âSoâŠâ he sits down beside you and you pull a small container of Madeleines out of your oversized purse to offer to him, but the magazine is sitting just underneath and it makes your eyebrows pinch together all over again. âWe walked past a news stand on the way here andâŠsaw a new headline.â
âOh no.â Marcus sighs, he takes the container but sets them aside to give you his full attention. âBad?â
âNot great.â With a resigned sigh, you pull the magazine out of your bag and hand it over for Marcus to inspect. Under the headline is the now-famous shot of the two of you dancing together and the article inside includes a paparazzi shot of the two of you grocery shopping alongside one torn from your social media of a date night.
He winces at the headline and huffs, opens it, flipping to the article and skimming it. âI want to really get this âanonymous sourceâ into a fucking interrogation room.â He growls, growing more and more upset at the outright lies that are being insinuated. âBut itâs fucking hard to be sleeping with you when security from Vanessaâs building has me showing up on a timestamped tape.â
âAgent Bailey was less than thrilled with the accusation that she would lie about anything out of loyalty. You might have to fight her for that interrogation.â Shaking your head as he puts down the magazine, youâre craving his warmth and security enough that you lean in on the couch beside him. âI had an idea, but I donât know if youâll like it,â you admit quietly.
âWhat is it?â He wraps his arm around your shoulder and pulls you close, wanting to protect you from all this. He feels guilty, like you would be better off if your connection hadnât been acted on.
âItâsâŠ.a little dramatic.â You can admit that, too. Although at this point you feel like a dramatic response isnât uncalled for.
It might be necessary, in Marcusâs opinion. He nods and hums while waiting for you to continue.
âHow would you feel about having another tattoo?â The question is posed carefully, quietly, but you had been considering it all the way over and bandied it back and forth with Agent Bailey during your walk. While extreme, it would certainly put all doubts to rest to share a video of you getting a new tattoo and having it appear just seconds after being finished, fully formed on Marcusâs skin.
âNo gang or face tattoos.â Marcus jokes, shrugging slightly. âIâve got no problem if you want to get a tattoo, sweetheart.â He decides. âBut I donât want you to do that simply to prove that we are soulmates. We donât owe anyone anything.â
âI know itâs not owed.â That thought had never even crossed your mind, actually. âBut I want this put to rest and something small that we decide on together would be a nice mark to share under almost any circumstance.â Shrugging a little, you take a sip of your tea and sit back. âItâs just a thought. Obviously Iâm not going to just go off and do this on my own. Thatâs the opposite of the point of it.â
âNo, Iâm not opposed to it.â Marcus protests softly. âI just want to make sure itâs not from a place of insecurity.â
âEven if we werenât soulmates, I would think it was sweet to have matching tattoos,â you tell him honestly, savoring the quiet comfort of the moment when your mind was chaotic just a half hour ago.
âWhat kind are you thinking of?â He asks softly, smiling as you lean against him. He enjoys the warmth of moment. The quiet comfort of you with him.
âI havenât come up with anything brilliant.â Or even anything original. You had mostly been waiting to talk to him about it. âBut something small, thatâs reasonably discreet? Behind the ear or on the ankle or something like that? Even the wrist, so you could cover it with your watch when you want. I wouldnât mind that at all.â
âWhat about a little flower?â Marcus offers. âBehind the ear. I can cover that with my hair if I need to, and it can be your favorite bloom.â
âThat sounds completely adorable.â The smile you have for him is beaming, feeling the way your heart bursts at his absolute acceptance and support. The love that radiates off him even in something as simple as knowing how much you love flowers.
âI thought you would like that.â He admits, tapping just behind your ear. âAnd you are so sensitive when I kiss right here. Especially when Iâm inside you.â
âThatâs mostly because youâre inside me.â Even though your cheeks burn with it and you slide down a little against his side, youâre still beaming at him. âIf weâre going for things that enhance sensitivity then maybe Iâll have to look into piercings,â you tease.
âDonât tease.â He pouts, twitching under the proper suit. âI canât think about those kinds of things and be expected to work.â
âOh, would you like if I had secret piercings?â You raise one eyebrow in interest, surprised to hear such an enthusiastic response to the passing idea.
âPiercings are hot.â Marcus would never deny that. âIf you wanted to get some, I would support you completely. Enthusiastically.â He teases with a grin.
You hum at him, intrigued enough by the thought to actually heavily consider it, just imagining his face seeing them and how eager he would be to play with them. âThat would be a very personal gift for my soulmate.â
Yes it would be. Marcus hums, trying and failing to hide a small smirk. âPersonal is good.â He agrees, âbut donât feel like thatâs something I have to have. If you want it, thatâs one thing.â
"It's something to think about." It's no secret to him that you like things that mark you as his â your soulmate marks, of course, but your promise ring and occasionally wearing a piece of his clothing as well. Piercings might be something only he would see, but that just makes it all the more meaningful.
âHmmmmmm.â He chuckles and nods his head. âIt is. But I donât think you came all the way down here to just fill my head with dirty thoughts.â
"I came down to surprise you with coffee and tell you that I love you." When he cocks his head slightly, you end up grinning. "I might have a little date night planned for you tonight. The caffeine has ulterior motives."
"Oh really?" He perks up, smiling slightly as he looks over at you in utter surprise. "So I need to make sure I'm home on time tonight?"
"Actually?" His delight is gratifying, and you squeeze his arm gently at your waist. "I'm taking you right from here. Our night is in the city."
"Kidnapping me, hmmm?" He grins widens and he bites his lip. "What does Agent Bailey think of such activities?"
"Oh, she helped me plan it." And she seemed to have fun with it, too, which made the little diversion even better. "Even made our dinner reservation for us."
"Wow." Marcus makes an impressed face. "That was a plot twist I didn't expect." he laughs. "Am I allowed to know any details or just show up and look pretty?"
"Just be your handsome self when I come back at five to pick you up." You stretch up to kiss his cheek, glad that he seems to be looking forward to tonight and hadn't been looking forward to just going home. "I'm going to scoot home, finish some paperwork, and get all dolled up for you."
"Bring me back an outfit?" Marcus asks, turning pleading eyes on you. "It can be another suit, I just want to freshen up too. Look my best."
"I'll bring something devastating but understated." That isn't hard considering Marcus's wardrobe is extremely well curated, but you still like to pay him the compliment as you pull yourself back to standing. "I'll be back in a couple of hours, babe."
He canât help but grin a little more, your compliment making his shoulders lift confidently. âIâll see you soon.â He promises, pressing his lips to yours in the office where thereâs privacy, although he will walk you to the elevator.
"I love you." That is for the privacy of his office too, but only because it comes with such a doe-eyed look from you that it's nearly obscene.
âI love you too, Hummingbird.â He promises, the same sappy look in his eyes as he turns to guide you out of the office. His hand rests on your lower back, over the tattoo.
Unfortunately, no date night photos or other positive presence on your social media is enough to combat the now growing accusation and rumors surrounding your soulmate status. It's only two weeks after first presenting the idea to Marcus that you're both sitting in a tattoo studio with the artist that did a beautiful flower tattoo for Sydney's sister AnnaLeigh.
Marcus had asked Juan to come and film the entire thing, so it couldnât be said that it was spliced together. Although he was sure that comment was coming. Some people couldnât be pleased no matter what, they didnât want to believe there was an innocent reason for them being together.
The simple design would not take long to ink into your skin, and the artist helped Juan set up two chairs so that both you and Marcus could be in the shot to capture the instant the finished tattoo appears on Marcusâs skin. The entire video would be shared on your social media, audio included, so you had had to work up the nerve to even just chat with Marcus on camera. Sharing another mark with him isnât stressful at all, itâs letting the public so deeply into your personal life that is.
âI like the design.â Marcus sits down on the other side of you and takes your hand. âYou should have let me do the tattoo this time.â He jokes. âI donât know what it feels like.â
âWe can switch if you want to?â Youâre nervous, and he knows it. Not for getting the tattoo, but from everything that has been going on.
âThatâs up to you, sweetheart. Whatever you want to do.â Marcus wouldnât take this experience from you if you want it.
âItâs small,â the artist assures you, seeing anxiety in her clients. âAnd behind the ear doesnât hurt very much for most people. I had one woman nearly fall asleep on the table because she liked the humming and the soft vibrations.â
Marcus can handle a little bit of pain. You know that. A tattoo is nothing compared to broken limbs or the incident when he was undercover and was shot â which had sent you in a flurry of cooing and coddling for about three days when he first told you about it. Tattooing is the kind of pain that some people find pleasurable, so you squeeze his hand and nod. âWhy donât you give it a shot? You might decide you like it and weâll end up here all over again.â
âIs that alright with you?â Marcus asks the tattoo artist, knowing they might not appreciate a change of clientele.
âFine with me.â She nods as she sets up her tray. âI have both of your information on file and believe it or not this happens a lot. Soulmates come in with a design theyâve chosen but theyâll change their mind at the last minute about which one of them will actually being sitting for it.â
Marcus chuckles and turns you both so he can sit down in the chair. âWeâll both be wearing it anyway.â He agrees. âSo I donât mind experiencing it.â
âIâve never been shot but I guarantee it hurts less.â You move to let him sit in the artistâs chair and situate yourself by his side.
Marcus chuckles as the tattoo artists eyes widen. âIâm a federal agent.â He explains quietly. âIt was just a flesh wound, but she thinks itâs impressive.â
âIt is impressive!â And youâre just going to keep telling him so over and over until he caves, but right now you just throw a pout at him to make him laugh.
Marcus gives you the laugh and turns his head to the side, staring at you. âStill not as impressive as you are beautiful.â He murmurs softly, although the video picks it up.
âI love you, too.â The bashfulness in it is only because you werenât expecting that kind of compliment right now â as the artist about to permanently ink Marcusâs skin is making sure she has everything she needs on her tray. You lean into his side and tip back your head, nothing but pure love in your eyes right before they slip shut at the brief press of your lips to his.
Marcus hums, an automatic sound that comes out of him when you kiss him. Excited that you are as free with your kisses as he is, itâs liberating to indulge whenever the urge strikes you. When you pull back, he grins. âNow Iâm ready.â
"Go ahead and lean forward." Sitting down on her stool, the artist beckons Juan over with the camera for the best angle to watch the action and still have you in the shot. "And here goes nothing."
The first touch of the needle nearly makes Marcus jump. He barely resists the urge and then laughs quietly, trying not to move too much. âThis is kind of ticklish.â He admits.
"Then it already hurts less than the one I got," you tease, glad that the experience isn't painful for him. Watching him giggle about it and knowing it's being filmed is downright endearing.
âIâm sorry.â Marcus apologizes, even though he has nothing to be sorry for. âI wish your experience was better.â He snorts after he says it. âMaybe not, or I might be covered in ink.â
"It wasn't bad, but it was definitely more than a tickle." The grin you shoot him, though, is knowing. "If you end up liking this so much tonight, we might be covered in ink because of you instead."
âOnly areas that can be respectfully covered.â He teases you, sending you a wink as the artist continues to carefully work behind his ear.
"Sounds like a plan," you toss him a smirk in return and the set of you grow quiet after another round of low laughter, so the only sound in the room becomes the resilient buzz of the artist's needle.
Marcus could probably fall asleep if the noise didnât vibrate in his head. He smiles at you, squeezing your hand gently. âAfter this, we will have to go get that cream to keep it clean.â
"We can get a Tattoo Goo kit before we leave the shop." His hand is in yours and you squeeze it reassuringly. "It's going to be tender for a bit, but it won't take too long to heal."
âIâm sure you will be completely cuddly as I heal.â He snickers quietly.
"I think having a cuddly girlfriend is mandatory for the healing process," you tell him seriously. At this point you've completely forgotten Juan is here for any other reason besides moral support. Forgotten about the phone in his hands being a camera and the fact that this video will become public for the world to see. This is just a moment between you and your soulmate. And a sweet one, at that.
âYou should have seen me when the scar from your appendix showed up.â He snorts. âI was upset that my soulmate was hurt.â
âWe were kids.â Sure heâs older than you, but you were so young when you had appendicitis. âDid it really worry you that much?â
âYeah.â Marcus admits, not ashamed of that in the least. âNot knowing what happened, I kept imagining horrible things. Waited for other scars to possibly show up for at least a week.â
âIf you had scarred from your broken leg or when you hurt your shoulder, I probably would have felt the same way.â Itâs less of an admission from you and more of a confirmation, telling him in no uncertain terms how much you have always cared about his well-being. âWhich is still your gunshot wound is such a big deal.â One of your fingers digs into his arm playfully. âThat scared the crap out of me.â
âWell, now if I get shot, you can baby me right away.â He teases. âAnd tell the plastic surgeon to make the scar invisible.â
"I don't mind wearing your scars." The thought comes out quieter than you mean for it to, holding Marcus's hand tightly in yours. "I'm proud of you. And proud to wear your marks, no matter how many of them there are."
âHopefully not too many more.â He hopes, smiling at you. âBut Iâm proud to wear your marks too, Hummingbird.â
The session doesnât last too much longer. Marcus has a high pain tolerance but the tattoo mainly just tickles him, making him grin and laugh as he chats with you and with the artist for the last few minutes. When she pronounces him done and stands back, there is a moment of silence before the permanence of the piece takes hold on him and transfers instantly to your skin.
A sharp intake of breath at the momentary pain is how you know it has happened, and you glance over at Marcus â and Juan with your phone â just absolutely beaming with happiness. âDoes it look as good on me as it does on him?â
Marcus inspects the area, forgetting the camera is even on and recording. He leans in and presses a kiss to the tattoo. âIt looks even better, Princess.â He promises with a smile.
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fictober request
how about Halloween party at the office and modern office romance!steve and reader show up at the same costume (unintentionally)
i switched this up a bit since i wrote something sorta similar earlier, but i hope you like it! this fic occurs a little earlier in the modern!office timeline before steve and r actually get together btw
summary: you run into steve outside of the office after you think he's been with someone else (enemies to lovers, miscommunication, hurt/comfort ish, 1.3k)
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Youâre already twenty minutes late when you rush out of the cab. Itâs not totally your fault, but Robinâs scowling at you anyway. Sheâs leaning against the dirty brick wall of the Clubhouse that pulses with a muffled bass. Dressed as Indiana Jones, she holds a cigarette between her lips.
âSince when do you smoke?â you wonder in lieu of any actual greeting.
âI donât,â the brunette shrugs, not even inhaling as she pinches the stick from her mouth. âA pretty girl asked me if I wanted a cigarette, and I didnât know how to say no.â
âMake sense.â You laugh with a sense of relief that you mightâve gotten out of her berating. The solace comes about one second too early.
ââAlso, youâre late.â
âI know,â you groan with your head tilted back. âWork ran late. We had a meeting, I couldnât miss it.â
âOh, right. I forgot about your really nice, super cushy job that you love more than me.â
You roll your eyes at Robinâs light-hearted complaint, then beam at her when she stomps out her cigarette. âI love you both equally in different ways. You know that.â
âUh-huh,â she monotones with narrowed eyes, laughing again when you wrap your arms around her neck. You smack a dramatic kiss to her freckled cheek. When you pull away, she gasps. âAh! Look! Three oâclock.â
You turn to your right and squint down the bustling sidewalk.
âMy three oâclock,â she corrects.
You look to your left, and youâre not totally sure what youâre expecting to find, but Steve fucking Harrington is at the very bottom of your list.
And if seeing someone from work isnât already the worst thing imaginable, him wearing the exact match of your costume certainly is. His basketball shorts and tank top duo is the Bugs Bunny to your tighter, more feminine Lola Bunny.
The asshole smiles when he sees you, wider when he realizes what youâre wearing.
Though the intrinsic goal of Halloween is to look slutty, you feel very suddenly on display.
âYou gotta be shitting beâŠâ
âWell, itâs good to see you, too,â Steve laughs when he nears you.
You whip around to glare at Robin. âWhy didnât you tell me?âÂ
Her deep ocean eyes go wide. She blinks at you for several seconds. âI fail to realize how any of this is my fault.â
âHeâs your new best friend!â you shout, waving your arm at Steve but talking like he isnât there. âYou knew what he was dressing up as tonightâ and you just let me wear this? That, like, breaks all the rules of girl code!â
Her brows pinch together in offense. âHey. Youâre both my best friends, alright? I love you both equally in different ways.â
âRobin!â
âWhat?â
âItâs not that big of a deal, bunny,â Steve interjects, still laughing with a stupid pink grin on his face. He shrugs and puts his hands on his hips. âI mean, itâs sorta kismet if you think about it.â
âNope. Nuh-uh. Donât call me Bunny. Weâre not doing that,â you retort with a glare and a stern finger pointed at his chest.
He sighs and tilts his scruffy chin to his chest. âYeah, I figured. Sorry,â he mumbles under his breath.
âSee, this is why I didnât tell you!â Robin blurts, waving her hands between the two of you. You and Steve turn to look at her and her wide, twinkling eyes. âThe sexual tension is practically flowing through your veins at this point!â
The bickering ceases. The silence is filled with a pounding bass and muffled conversations. You and Steve share similar looks of bemusement, but youâre the first to break the quiet. âYeah, no,â you monotone with the shake of your head. âIâm not doing this all night.â
âWhere are you going!â Robin calls when you walk off.
âTo get drunk by myself!â you shout back, right before disappearing into the Halloween night crowd.
Youâre halfway to the edge of the sidewalk when you hear the shout of your name, drowned out with all the noise. You reach the edge of it, and a warm hand curls around your elbow. You turn around, not surprised to find Steve, even though your stomach whirls at the sight of him.
âHey. Look. Iâm sorry, alright?â he stammers, sincerely apologetic. His softened features melt with it.
You feel bad, so you shake your head to cut him off. âNo. Donât apologize. Iâm just being dramaticâ I wanted to have a storm-off moment.â
Steve canât help but smile at you. He bites it back to keep it at bay. His eyes sparkle with every bit he conceals. âSorry,â he repeats anyway, a laugh sputtering from his mouth. âLeave it to me to fuck something up, right?â
Thereâs no part of you jumping up to pity your bossâs son. You comfort him by not affirming him and his misplaced feelings of inadequacy. You just cross your arms over your chest and glare up at him until he caves.
âDonât leave, alright?â he pleads with a sigh. His bushy brows pinch together, like the thought of you being anywhere else pains him. The warm hand on your elbow doesnât waver. Instead, he holds you tighter. âIâll stay ten feet away from you all night. I promise. I wonât even tease you about all this.â
You blink at him, totally deadpanned.
âWell, Iâll tease you a little bitâ but I think I deserve it!â he corrects quickly after, eyes sparkling and smile widening. âYouâre the one that didnât call me back, remember?â
You run hot with embarrassment one moment, then with fury the next. Your flat face twists with rage as you shove a palm into his chest. âI did call you, asshole!â
Steve stumbles slightly back, if only to appease you. His face swirls with confusion. âWhat?â
âYeah. Some girl answered the phone.â
Heâd make fun of how jealous you sound if he wasnât so stumped.Â
He hasnât been with anyone since he last saw you. He asked you to call him the night you left, but you never did. You acted like he never even existed. And like an idiot, he kept pining for you â even though he thought you hated him.
Sometimes, he thinks you might. But even if you do, you still tried to call him. And thatâs more than enough.
He deflates with the sudden realization. âOh, shit.â
You exhale a bitter scoff. âYeah. Oh, shit.â
Steve starts to laugh. You feel a little like heâs shoved a knife in your chest. Itâs red-hot and searing, burning the backs of your eyes when tears start to gather there. You blink them away. You refuse to humor him by letting him think you care.
âIâm glad itâs so funny to you--â
âNoâ Itâs notâ Itâs not funny, alright?â he stammers through his boyish laughter. He grabs you again when you try to walk away, warm hands curling around your arms to pull you back. Your eyes are glassy when they find his pink, lopsided grin and scrunched nose. âWell, I mean, it is kinda funny actually. âCause that girl was my mom.â
Your blood runs cold this time. You forget how to breathe.
ââŠWhat?â
âYeah, she was visiting over the weekend. She said someone tried to call when I was in the shower, but that they hung up before they said anythingâŠâ Steve explains, then clicks his lips against his teeth. âHonestly, I probably shouldâve figured it out on my own.â
Your eyes fall to your sneakers as you shift your weight on your feet, feeling a bit like a stupid child.
âYeah,â you mumble with a shrug. âItâs all your fault, basically.â
Steveâs grin widens. He steps closer to you, chests brushing with every breath. âIâll take the blame if you come inside and dance with me,â he offers with a childlike hope brightening his features.
You go back to glaring at him. Heâs used to that by now. Being fake mad at him is basically your love language at this point.
He caves with a small huff. âOkay, Iâll take the blame if you just come inside. How about that? We can figure out the dancing situation later.â
Youâre beaming again.
And so is Steve. âCause he knows youâll be all over him later â on the dancefloor and when he takes you home.
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i promise i'll do better (i will soften every edge)
zutara month, day 11: "mom and dad are fighting again", @zutaramonth
summary: kya interrupts an argument between katara and zuko.
warnings: reference to (implied) abuse/domestic violence, wrt to ozai's treatment of ursa.
other notes: lyrics from 'light' by sleeping at last. don't ask me how timelines work idk. yes there is a zutara daughter named kya here (separate entity from the lok kya.) she wears her hair in a southern water tribe braid and zuko calls her firecracker and itâs very cute. not really relevant but in this story iâm imagining sheâs a nonbender.
âKatara, you know I agree with you.â
Across from him, she crosses her arms, and Zuko sighs. The throne room is empty, save for the two of them, and Zuko feels trapped, claustrophobic in the walls. Theyâve made a point of opening up windows in the castle, letting light filter in, getting rid of old, haunting portraits, and making something new and beautiful together.Â
But the throne room doesnât have windows to open. On a day like today, at times like these, itâs all too easy to remember the staunchly severe figures both his grandfather and father made here, walling themselves as they did behind high, towering fires.
Maybe they shouldnât be having this talk here. It's too late now, but something to note for the future.
âIt doesnât seem like it.â
âOf course I want to increase reparations soon,â he insists. âThatâs the plan, and thatâs always been the plan. But we have to be smart about this,â he tries to remind her. âWe canât do it all at once, or people will try to blockââ
âOh, so now youâre all about thinking things through! Those instincts could have served you well years ago, you know.â
Zuko closes his eyes and runs a hand through his hair. The words are biting, but itâs nothing he canât handle. Things have been tense again in the Fire Nation lately. Better than ever before in some ways. Worse in others.
The first years after the war were a turbulent time in the Fire Nationâriots from those not happy with the changing of the old guard, strikes from workers contesting the need to pay reparations to the other nations, whispers of loyalists to the old regime plotting to get either Ozai or Azula back on the throne. A few assassination attempts, all handled efficiently but reason enough for concern.
Ten years past the end of the war, though, and things have started to stabilize. The plan has always been to increase reparations once the Fire Nationâs economy has improved, and Zuko intends to keep his word. But part of the system heâs trying to build means that there are representatives from all over the Fire Nation, as well as the other nations, and they each have their own agendas. Itâs a tricky thing to navigate; he has to take all of their concerns seriously, of course, but also act according to his own principles. To live up to the promises he made years ago, and that heâll continue to make for years to come.
Katara looks at him with a combative raise of her eyebrow.
Itâs taken a strain on their relationship. It doesnât happen often, but when it does, theyâre both a little too good at lashing out, both a little too good at saying the thing that will hurt, even if they immediately regret it.
But usually, by the end of the day if not before, they can remember theyâre on the same side, for all that their perspectives might differ.
âCan we pause?â Zuko asks of her, and her features soften. âJustâtry to hear each other out? Katara, I understandâŠâ but before he can finish, the large door to the throne room creaks, and Zuko watches as one of the serving maids guides their daughter into the room.
âSee?â Kya points to them, eyes wide with alarm and lip quivering. âMom and Dad are fighting again.â
Something in Zukoâs stomach drops. He doesnât want her to worry about this. About them. Heâd had to worry about his parents, to worry about his mother, Ozai looming over her, and sometimes Zuko was pretty sure he saw fear in her eyes where there should have been love, and thenâ
Sheâd been gone. And heâd drawn his own conclusions, quietly and with little reason to question them.
âShe coudnât sleep,â Hina says apologetically, and Zuko only waves a hand. âShe was asking for you both.â
âThank you for bringing her.â
âOh, sweetie, donât worry,â Katara says, walking over and lifting Kya up onto her hip. âThings are just tense right now,â she says, with a guilty sideways look to Zuko, who smiles weakly. âItâs not anything for you to worry about.â
âPromise?â
Zuko walks over to join the huddle and places a kiss atop her dark hair, which is twisted in a braid. âPromise, little firecracker. Mom and Dad are just trying to figure out the right way to handle something.â He meets Kataraâs eyes and tries to impress the sincerity of his words on her. âBut we will figure it out. We always do.â
Katara smiles at him and uses the hand not keeping Kya secure on her hip to touch the small of Zukoâs back in a gentle gesture. The three of them stand huddled together, and for the first time in⊠weeks, probably, Zuko feels his body relax, just a little.
He smiles back, a little exhausted but a lot relievedâto have Katara with him, there to both challenge and support him, to have Kya with them, creative and funny and quick as a whip as she is, and at only age four. Heâs glad to have his family.
They are okay. Right now, they are okay. Whatever else may come.
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Hiiii teecup!! How are you? Hope you're doing great, or ok at least :3c
Alrighty so I've been craving EziDes lately but I'm too busy to do anything and I have too many ideas so here it goes!
Childhood friends to lovers (god I'm such a massive sucker for this trope)
Now, I have a little bit of plot for this one, cuz this idea have been stuck in my head since 2023 đ§
Okok so it starts like usual. Desmond dies, isu bullshit, time travel, and he face plants right into Renaissance Italy. ALSO he got de-aged, maybe into his 6-7 year old self (I want them to meet pretty early in there lives :'3)
He wanders around for a while not really knowing what to do until a grumpy old lady sees him and how pathetic he looks and decides to hire him to work as her butler/caretaker (or something along those lines I don't really know at this point :'D)
And the lady's rich, not like filthy rich but rich enough. She's been living by herself for years and never got married or have any children (which I'm sure is frowned upon back then) and she's really grumpy, like 40 year old guy who just got home from a hard day of work kind of grumpy.
And most people find her very unpleasant and leaves her alone. So it was strange, downright disturbing to see a kid running around her estate doing chores and having conversations with her.
But anyways Desmond starts living with her, but he's plotting and scheming.... To save the Auditores and take care of the isu bs of course :D.
Desmond didnt plan on meeting with Ezio because he didn't want to mess up the timeline more than he already has...... and then Ezio come waltzing into life.
I don't have any clear idea of how the two would meet but it's I imagine it as extra cute :3c
Desmond is mature for his age..... A bit too mature and he's knows things that most children shouldn't,. All in all he's an odd kid.
Like mistress, like caretaker am I right ÂŻ\_( ÍĄââŻÍÊ ÍĄâ)_/ÂŻ
Desmond cares about Ezio very much, everyone can see that, and he gets Ezio out of trouble. They're always together, rarely to be seen without the other.
On Desmond's busier days (when he have too many chores to go out) Ezio would come to the lady's estate to chat with him and even help him with some of his chores. He stays out of trouble when Desmond's not with him.... But sometimes he just can't help himself lol.
The lady and Desmond develop a parent child bond and judges people together.
And the rest is up to you because my brain is jelly. (You can name the lady. I don't have any ideas on it LMAO)
(You can also make her an important character or not, I just love her too much to cut her out of the plot)
(SHE ALSO HAD A GIRLFRIEND THAT SHE WANTED TO RUNAWAY WITH BUT SHE DIED AND NOW THAT'S WHY SHE'S GRUMPY ALL THE TIME. Do what you want with this info :3c)
(this turned from an EziDes ask to the lady lore dump, apologies)
Iâm doing alright. Itâs been a busier month than I expected hahahaha
So, for this one, Iâm imagining Desmondâs mistress (as he likes to call her) / adoptive mother to be a collector of sort. Making her a collector of the art seems a bit too easy so weâll pick something a bit eccentric.
She collects dolls.
Dolls arenât all that popular during that time and, even when they were, the dolls that is more or less considered âacceptableâ are dolls describing the nativity and other religious centered dolls.
But she collects âstrangeâ dolls from foreign lands.
This gives us an excuse for Desmond to speak in other languages, sometimes talking on her behalf to foreign merchants who shows her dolls that she may purchase on a whim.
She knows how to speak some of the languages and itâs not like Desmond knows all the languages as well but she prefers to let Desmond do the talking with merchants she hasnât dealt with before. (the whole âletâs see if they start talking shit about me because they think I donât understand themâ is a common setup between them)
She and Desmond also like to talk in foreign languages when they want to fuck with other people. They rarely badmouth anyone, talking about the most benign thing while their tone and body language can be misunderstood.
She also only speak in foreign languages when the Auditore boy visits. She calls him âDesmondâs boy toyâ or some other equivalent of that and Desmond canât even tell her that heâs so wrong because then heâd have to explain why he knows that word in the first place.
Their home is filled with dolls of different origin and make. Some are even dolls so old Desmond feels like they should be in a museum in the future.
Ezio doesnât really like entering their home because he feels like the dolls are watching his every move.
Heâs pretty sure that the house is haunted.
Desmond doesnât help the entire thing because, yeah, he also thinks the house is haunted.
To fuck with Ezio, he tells him that someone died in the house and she still haunts its hallways.
Desmond doesnât know but someone did die in the house. The ladyâs grandfather who used to make wooden dolls for her to play with. Thatâs where her fascination with dolls started.
She also commissions artists to make her dolls and no one knows where she got her money.
It became normal to see Ezio Auditore with the eccentric old ladyâs ward(?)/adopted son(?)/secret grandchild(???) when heâs out for his chores. Ezio Auditore learning how to pick the best vegetables or meat was not something anyone had on their bingo card.
This is a super slow burn kind of deal for EziDes because Ezio started out as thinking of Desmond as his super smart and mature best friend while Desmond started out thinking of Ezio as someone he looks up to and wants to protect.
Really, the old lady is the one who clocked in that yeah, these two are gonna fall in love with one another because that was how her love life started.
Best friends toâŠ
WellâŠ
She just hoped his ending was a happy one.
(If you let me name her, Imma name her Renne and she'll spend most of her time teasing Desmond about his 'nonexistent' love life)
#no usual tags because#ezides#things had been busy#that's why this year's birthday fic posting bash#i really need to finalize what to call that#is gonna be a small one compared to last year#been organizing my room and it's been a slow process
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So I took a break from Dick Grayson's crisis and trauma to eat a very, very late microwave dinner, but the issue has me thinking.
With the full caveat that I don't know what was or wasn't retconned out of the NTT series yet:
Titans Tower is located in Manhattan, on an island in the East River.
I'm pretty sure somewhere between a few months to no more than a year have passed in universe between Jason Todd's death and Titan's Hunt.
So in my Annabeth Wayne timeline?
Percy and Annabeth are both 7 to 8.
Percy lives in Manhattan. He would have been effected by the debris from the bombing of Titan's tower, possibly part of the evacuation even.
Imagine Percy slipping, instinctively reaching out to the river in fear when he sees the debris falling, and unknowingly calling monsters to him in the process.
Annabeth may or may not have made it to Camp with Thalia and Luke yet.
She could very well be watching her brother's team's base of operations explode into fiery death on some passing tv display while Luke tries to shoplift their dinner.
Or she could see it after, front page news on the street corner newspaper stands, along with some headline about the Titans being responsible, or dead, or missing.
Or one of the older campers, the ones who are able to leave and help out with "Delphi Strawberry Service" comes back and tells Luke all about how everyone is talking about the explosion that killed (he thinks) the Titans.
And Luke has to figure out what to tell Annabeth.
Any way it happens, Jason is already dead, Thalia might be dead, and now Annabeth has to pray Dick isn't dead until someone finally catches sight of Nightwing's photo somewhere.
(Luke tries to hold her and comfort her, but for all that he's the son of the God of liars, she knows he doesn't believe the reassurances he's giving.
If Thalia is still alive, she doesn't try to lie. She's thinking of her Jason and she's thinking of the pain in Annabeth's face, and all she can do is hold her little sister while trying to make sure they don't leave Annabeth too. Not yet at least.)
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why didnât you call???
Steve Harrington x Reader
[1.2k] - Steve forgets to call you.
Warnings - feeling neglected, steve being a bit of an ass without meaning to, Â just all round kinda sad i guess?
A/N - i heard this song for the first time the other night and was inspired to write! this is completely based on the song âwhy didnât you call???â by Saint Harison, lyrics have been used as a reference and are marked in bold. set in season 4 although the timeline may not be accurate.Â
Youâd had a pretty stressful week, work was kicking your ass. It had been non-stop, every time you thought youâd get a break another customer would come in with a stupid question, another rude remark. Your manager didnât like you, which you already knew, but they were especially cruel recently. Picking up on any slight mistake and making you stay late to do things you could have easily done the next day when you just wanted to go home and see your boyfriend. All you needed was to hear his voice, maybe rant to him about your week and have him rant back. The last time you saw him was when you stopped by his work on your day off.
The bell above the door announced your arrival, although Steve already knew youâd be coming, as you stepped through the threshold. You had a love-hate relationship with Family Video. You loved the colours the place had, it gave it a cosy feeling that you adored and obviously the ability to rent out movies was always useful. You hated it for stealing your boyfriend from you.Â
You found him behind the counter, along with Robin, Max and Dustin. You didnât know the kids would be here, but you didnât mind. You werenât as close as Steve was to them but you adored them nonetheless.Â
You worked your way around the store to the counter to hear them all muttering softly to each other, you peered around Dustinâs head to ask, âWhoâs Rick Lipton?âÂ
Four heads simultaneously whipped around at the sound of your voice, all wide-eyed and mouthâs parted. You raised an eyebrow in response, clearly taken aback by their expressions.Â
âNo one!â Three of them shouted at you while Steve stared, no words leaving his mouth while he clearly tried to find something to say. Heâd learnt pretty early on that he canât lie to you, often he finds he just has to keep his mouth shut.Â
âSteve come on we gotta go,â Dustin announced while picking up all his things and already making his way back around the front of the counter. Max followed while Robin hesitated slightly, momentarily thinking if they can leave one person to run the store. However, Steve didnât move.Â
He knew this meant he wouldnât be spending his lunch break with you and heâd probably miss date night on Friday, which he really hoped he wouldnât, depending on how things with Eddie went. But he also couldnât tell you the truth, couldnât get you involved, couldnât lose you.Â
âNow, Steve!â Max shouted which seemed to spur him into action.Â
He grabbed his keys before turning to you, âBaby, iâm really sorry and iâll explain everything later.â He placed a kiss against the swell of your cheek. âIâll call you, i promise!â He left you there, stunned, as both employees ran out of the store.Â
And now here you were, by the phone, still waiting for that same call.Â
âWhy didn't you call?
Are you away?
Are you okay?
I'm sat by the phone..â
You rested on the floor in your hallway, leaning against the wall. The phone sat in its holder on the wall as you willed it to ring. The soft pitter-patter of the rain outside kept you grounded as you tried to make sense of the situation. You hadnât seen or heard from Steve in 3 days when he left you standing confused in the video store before Keith came out and insisted on staff only behind the counter.Â
You couldnât help but quietly chuckle to yourself, you imagined you looked pitiful right now. The radio playing softly in the background, candles lit as his dinner sat cold on the table while you ate yours where you were, although you seemed to have greatly lost your appetite. Popcorn and movies upon the coffee table, along with his favourite sweets youâd gone out and got specifically for him.Â
Fresh sheets fitted on your bed, the extra blankets you use folded and put away because you knew Steve ran hot, a pair of his sweatpants and old Hawkins High t-shirt sat washed and dried for him to change into.Â
Now you wondered if you even should have bothered.Â
âDid you get into a car crash? âŠ
God forbid, did somebody die?
There's just no way I slipped your mindâ
Steve never missed date night. Unsurprisingly, it was his idea in the first place, and without much convincing, you agreed to do it once a week. âItâll keep things interesting,â heâd said âand besides, it means i have an excuse to buy you flowers every week.â As you replayed the memory you turned to the kitchen, last weekâs flowers sat wilting in a vase on the window sill. Your heart cracked at the sight, knowing you wouldnât be getting a replacement pair anytime soon.
Your worry has definitely started to set in by now. Was something wrong? Did he need your help? Where the fuck was he?Â
Maybe heâs stranded, you thought, broke down and heâs trying to find a way back. That seemed reasonable enough, if he had to walk to your house heâs expected to be a few hours late. Although⊠Hawkins is considerably small.
Maybe he crashed the car, you keep trying to reason with yourself, maybe he was driving back and someone crashed into him. But as his parents are hardly around youâre his next of kin, if he was hurt and in the hospital, you wouldâve heard by now.Â
Things just werenât making sense.
âAnd you might be asleep
Dreaming of me
I know I'm just guessingâ
Steve was exhausted. As soon as one problem began to solve itself another one started. He could feel himself slowly losing it, âbarely sleeping for 72 hours will do that to a man,â he thought to himself.
And now, as Lucas agreed to stay awake with Max he could finally shut his eyes, could switch off even if it was just for an hour. His mind wandered to you and to how he felt bad the second he left you, guilt had been settled in his stomach for the past three days.
He thought about how he hadnât had a chance to call you, how heâd definitely missed date night by now and how he felt like an awful boyfriend. Heâd give anything to be wrapped up with you in bed, light snores softly filling the room while he admired you.Â
He wanted to tell you how much he loved you, to whisper sweet nothings and promises of what's to come into your ear.
He wanted to feel your hands roaming under his shirt, foreheads touching and lips pressed together while the sound of heavy breaths fill the room. Â
He wanted you to tell him that heâs doing the right thing, that this will work and everythingâs going to be okay.Â
The kids needed him right now, but he needed you.Â
âThis isn't like you
There's just no way I slipped your mindâ
After accepting the call wasnât coming you went back into the kitchen, pouring the leftovers into a container although you know it probably won't get eaten.Â
Steve wasnât forgetful. In fact, he may be the most organised person you know. How could he just forget about a date night?
âThis is ridiculous,â you wondered aloud as your throat started to burn and tears filled your eyes. You realised it wasnât the date night that heâd forgotten about, it was you.Â
Steve had forgotten about you.Â
âWhy didn't you call?â
#steve harrington#steve harrington x reader#steve harrington x y/n#steve harrington one shot#steve harrington drabble#steve harrington fanfic#steve harrington x you#steve harrington blurb#stranger things#stranger things x reader#stranger things fic
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MK1 rant - Sektor's mother
*Attention, rant not spoiler free*
Keeping in mind itâs easy to criticize a worldbuilding when one was not involved in the creation process of it, I must say this - Netherrealm Studio lately is missing many potential, if not great opportunities to add a weight to connection between characters and in more general sense, layers to Liu Kangâs new Timeline. All, as I suspect, to keep the clear line between âgood guysâ and the âevil onesâ. Which is quite a sad turn of events, as the worldbuilding presented so far is pretty nuanced and worth examining and building on.Â
The latest missed opportunity is the choice of Sektorâs mother.
Sektorâs Bio put a great deal on her relationship with parents:
Sektor grew up immersed in Lin Kuei culture. Her mother was a leading warrior, her father was its Master Armorer. Sektor marveled at his flawless work. Apprenticing with him, she eventually surpassed her father's skills. When he retired, she took his place. But Sektor also wanted to honor her motherâs legacy. Now her vast knowledge of weaponry and her formidable martial skills make Sektor a kombatant like no other [...]
The presented intro dialogue between Sektor and Kuai Liang on twitter revealed that Madam Bo is in fact Sektorâs mother
Kuai Liang: You have dishonored Madame Bo. Sektor: Leave my mother out of this!
On one hand, Madam Bo trained Kung Lao and Raiden (and was going to test Raidenâs sister), so there is both connection between Lin Kuei and Liu Kangâs favorite Champions and an emotional impact, as she was forced to choose between duty to Fire Lord (and her âboysâ) and her own daughter. Which is fine, surprising but not the worst possible choice.Â
But lemme tell you this: imagine Sektor sharing the same mother with Bi-Han & Kuai Liang and the impact on Lin Kuei characters AND added layers to established previously lore.
For one, the original timeline stated Bi-Han had a younger brother (Kuai Liang) and youngest sister. With Sektor being a female now, this could nicely be a callback to ice brothersâ roots.
Secondly, Kuai Liang was established by his BIO as âRevered Lin Kuei Warriorâ. The use of strong word as revered was suggesting Scorpionâs high position within the clan and/or him being admired by others members of Lin Kuei. Yet once Bi-Han broke the clanâs ties with Liu Kang/Earthrealm so far there was no mention of any Lin Kuei (beside Madam Bo?) choosing Scorpion over Sub-Zero. And logically thinking, there should be still plenty of people who served Kuai Liangâs father and shared his sense of duty. Sektor being, for lack of better terms, one of the âLin Kuei Royal Familyâ would add a lot of weight to Kuai Liangâs statement: "You forget Cyrax and Sektor. Their loyalty to Bi-Han is absolute. They'll sooner abet his corruption than follow me."? As in: explaining why Sektor hold so strong influence over their people, developing more inner politics of the clan and expanding the family matters. Both to the biological siblings and to Tomas, especially his status within said family. If he was adopted into a clan that deeply cares for blood ties, does he have any political role/duties, or is he wholly excluded from the line of succession, leaving it only to Bi-Han and Kuai Liang & Sektor?
Thirdly, as Bi-Han was already implied to have a close bond with Sektor (MK1 Sub-Zeroâs ending) and Sektorâs BIO confirms she is Bi-Hanâs a âkindred spiritâ, we could have a great sibling duo (supportive big brother Bi-Han and his loyal, eager to make him proud younger sister Sektor) and an interesting parallel to relationship of Bi-Han & Tomas or Kuai Liang & Tomas.
Fourthly, Sektor wishing to honor her mother while joining Bi-Han and supporting their clanâs independence would nicely fit Sub-Zero's statement that âmother would applaud [his actions].â Simultaneously, again we could have a better look on Lin Kuei inner matters and how the dislike for duty to Earthrealm/doing Liu Kangâs bidding didnât come out of nowhere, but was a process already in motion. Sektor and Bi-Han being the product of their mother's ambitions and/or independence streak could add new layers to their characters. The same as Kuai Liang (and presumablyTomas) is the product of his fatherâs high sense of duty to Earthrealm.
Also, any opportunity to bring Bi-Hanâs mother into the story is a bonus point to the lore, because that woman deserves recognition for her desperate attempt to save her children from Lin Kuei. And if NRS is so set to make Lin Kuei so âbloodtiesâ oriented, they could turn Sektor and Bi-Han into siblings to A) spare me any worry about any potential romance between those two characters and B) add hilariously to the Kuai Liang & Sektorâs never ending conflict seen through the majority of old and new lore.Â
I guess everything would be better in Mortal Kombat if NRS didnât catch allergy to nuanced and morally gray characters⊠because Bi-Han could easily fall into that (and worldbuilding wise, could be seen like that) and so could Sektor, and their potential mother with ambition to cut ties with Liu Kang for good.
#mortal kombat#my rants#sektor#bi han#sub zero#nrs is missing a good opportunity to add new layers into lin kuei sibling drama#mortal kombat spoilers#no offense to madam bo but NRS should not kill off bi han's mother and instead add sektor as her daughter#at least it would not feel like some random addition most likely mentioned only in intro dialogue...
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Iâm wondering (and not sure if this has been talked about yet in a post I simply missed) about how Abram copes with Andrewâs physical affections (or lack thereof) in your lovely royal AU. With the history behind âprettyâ that you described for Abram in that last post, I feel like there is so much potential of him expecting to be touched, even before they are courting (but especially during/after), and wondering why Andrew doesnâtâespecially once itâs established that he thinks of Abram as âprettyâ. They are of different station so it would be so easy for Andrew to act entitled to Abramâs body like so many before, especially with Abram in a position where heâs basically serving him in some way. I wonder if it makes him relieved (due to professionalism/personal comfort at the very beginning) or anxious (due to having no ability to tell what is coming for him/later due to doubting if he is really wanted that way if Andrew doesnât act the same as his point of reference) or a little bit of both for different reasons.
I imagine Andrew to be both a very tactile person and not necessarily so because he is so very aware of boundaries and only crosses them with invitation or purpose. I wonder how that translates here and how his touch plays into how Abram perceives him (and honestly thereâs the whole part too where itâs something they have in common, trampled boundaries and bad associations and bone-deep understanding of such) or if they would ever have a conversation about that where Abram wonders about the curtesy of distance and space he is being given.
Iâm like two seconds from passing out bc itâs pretty late here so idk how much sense this ask really makes but Iâm having thoughts. I love your AU and your work and hope you have a wonderful day <3
YOU GUYS ALWAYS FIND THE MOST INTRIGUING THINGS TO EXPLORE I LOVE YOU (and your comments/etc, apostrophe-philosophy, are always a joy to read hehe)
(First: find the royal au writing masterpost here đ)
Iâve been working on/thinking about this ask long enough that Iâve straight up forgotten if this was a thought I had when writing that first post (here) or if you brought it fully to my attention but we can safely assume itâs the latter so thank youuuuu for that truly. I love exploring Abramâs slow inch (and Andrewâs, but heâs had more time to get adjusted) towards finding a healthy relationship with touch đ„Č and oh my GOD donât let me forget to tell all of you about Abram and gloves
I wrote a scene/lil collection of scenes about Andrew clearing things up here too because Iâve been wanting to explore Abramâs POV for a while đ there are references to canon abuse, so take care. As always, sparknotes version and additions below
I LOVE your points about Andrew, I totally agree that once itâs established and heâs allowed, heâs very much a tactile person, he just needs to get there first đ
We all know for obvious reasons that it never once crosses the princeâs mind for Abram to be anything more than a professional bodyguard, even if he does find him attractive. Heâs very good at courtesy and polite distance. How I imagine this goes down in the timeline is this:
1) Nathaniel shows up at Palmetto and heâs never allowed close to important people. Certainly never allowed close enough to touch. Totally safe there. It doesnât take him long to understand Day really wonât take advantage of him since he never did in Evermore either, so thatâs safe. Thereâs not much else to worry about for that long stretch of time.
2) Nathaniel/Abram becomes the princeâs guard. Thereâs probably a little anxiety just because thereâs plenty of opportunities for the prince to try something, but as time goes on and Andrew keeps the previously mentioned distance, even acting apathetic (as he does), Abram starts to assume that the prince is straight/doesnât care. It wasnât as if every single person in Evermore was trying to get at him. Just the ones that wanted to. Obviously, the prince doesnât want to. It gets to the point that Abram feels comfortable and doesnât try to constantly watch his own back when heâs on duty.
Then the prince, perhaps feeling a little bold or hopeful or just wanting to say something so he doesnât keep feeling like heâll explode, makes a single comment on Abramâs âpretty faceâ. Even something that could be brushed off as friendly jest, if he really wanted. But Abram completely freezes up. Andrew, of course, notices. He doesnât try to ask about it then, but he definitely notices. But he assumes that Abram took it as the genuine compliment it was, and that Abram is entirely uninterested or even wary of those advances. So he makes no more comments, he leaves the entire concept as far away as he can get it.
Now that Abram knows the prince finds him pretty, heâs just waiting for Andrew to be the same as everyone else. He didnât even directly answer to the nobles in Evermore and they were still so bold - but heâs Andrewâs servant in the most direct way, and Andrew is a prince. Surely the prince is even more entitled to him than they were. (When he realizes this is whatâs happening, Andrew tells Abram in no unclear terms exactly what is and isnât expected of him. It takes longer than that for Abram to shake the anxiety he grew up with, but at least after that he can start repeating the princeâs words to himself when he needs to.)
3) thatâs cleared up well enough, but then (much, much later) the prince wants to court him. At first Abram canât think much beyond âthereâs no way this is realâ but then the more he thinks about it, the more nervous he gets again. He doesnât know Palmetto courting traditions, what if heâs expected to do something he isnât ready for. What if now that heâs accepted the courtship he canât tell Andrew no anymore. It wouldnât be fair of him to, he thinks, he shouldnât have agreed so quickly.
But thereâs a time theyâre out doing whatever courtship things (maybe another horse ride for funsies idk), Abramâs getting nervous about it again, and when Andrew asks for a kiss or to hold his hand, Abram doesnât answer. Heâs also a little confused when Andrew doesnât just do it anyway, because he hadnât said no, but Andrew is watching him in the way that usually means Abram is acting too much like heâs at Evermore again. He tells Abram, âNothingâs changed. You can say no.â And Abram does immediately - not because he doesnât want whatever he was offered but because he scared himself. Andrewâs still watching him. âDonât forget that again,â he says. Abram takes a shaky breath. âYes, prince.â
But as soon as Abramâs past that anxiety for the second and probably final time? Andrew is still as tactile a person as before and gods know Abram is touch starved to hell and back, heâll take any kind words or touches he can possibly get and he craves them. Specifically from the prince. Who loves to give them.
Iâd love to come back and make a fluff post specifically about that point in the timeline if we can collectively come up with enough ideas for said fluff đ„° for now thanks again for the ask, swear to GOD weâre gonna get these idiots a happy ending, but Iâm having way too much fun in the meantime đ
#hand studies doubling as relevant art to post đ#this was such a good point#your half delirious tired thoughts were INCREDIBLE#i didnât get to the point about Abram thinking Andrew doesnât actually like him because he wonât touch after theyâre courting#but that can definitely be part of it#I just also think that past a certain point Andrew is asking every few days or frequently enough#that Abram realizes both that Andrew *does* want him like that#and that he really is allowed to refuse if he feels like it#based on the few times he does and Andrew moving on without further comment#very casual I feel like#idk Iâm not making very much sense either in here#I wrote the post earlier than Iâm adding tags#tag-writing emry has a headache đ„Č#ohhhh but if Andrew is asking and Abram never doesâŠ.#Andrew doesnât wanna be pushy#thatâll be fluff thatâs later#I need to be done here#fan art#my art#aftg#all for the game#neil josten#andrew minyard#andreil#royal au#my writing#asks
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