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When "Cute Usagiyama Rumi | Miruko" isn't an official tag and only the fics you've written come up...
#like she isn't cute to y'all? like y'all scream 'horikoshi is wrong for making her feral' but where's that energy for expressing#her cute side? because she has one#no just stuck on 'i want her to crush my neck with her thighs' huh?#i hc she hates the word cute ONLY when she is aware it's being used as an insult to her#from a friend or her girlfriend or her family? they're safe#everyone else? walking a thin line#with that said you know cute can be used positively right? it really just depends on how it's used#went on a ramble there...#don't mind me I'm just continue to write cute miruko fics because WHO ELSE WILL?!#just kiya's thoughts#bnha#mha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#miruko#mirko#usagiyama rumi#rumi usagiyama#💜🐇🌙
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something about hina's characterization is that he's both girlish and boyish. boyish in a girl way if you will but you can't really forget one or the other. And sometimes mellow when the situation calls for it but it has to be a rare occurrence or else it won't be significative, that's the fun part of the quiet moments like in tetora's fs1. engstars is lacking when it comes to her theatrics though 💔
#road to show was also bland girl hina characterization but i forgive it for the parkour scene#like it was indeed lacking in boyish until her physical ability is matched with trained assassin kohaku#my favorite bad movie ive watched at least twice#ive said it before but rly hina and aira were there to be the girls of the movie in a way lol the echo effect was So cringe#i love genki girls though so it's ok#like yeah it's that hina is a genki girl in a way but you can't forget that the point of atai hinata is unreasonable annoying girlfriend#she Has to be demanding look only at me style#but you also can't forget that she won the race against tetsu in beach match and is crazy strong as an acrobat#making the girly character weaker because girl is kinda. yknow#this isn't @ anyone just thoughts ive been thinking#mar's midnight rambles
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Tara headcanons :3
(it's literally just angst. Blame @lionydoorin for making me have Tara thoughts)
She can't stand the smell of cooking meat anymore. It reminds her of Amber.
After Sam left, there wasn't anyone buying groceries on a regular basis. She never starved, but there were many occasions where she went to bed hungry.
She doesn’t remember most of the night her dad left (or even the man himself for that matter). She tried to grab him as he was leaving, but he shoved her off. She slammed her head on the corner of the wall really hard, and ended up with a scar on her forehead, chronic psychosomatic migraines, and tinnitus.
She'll avoid going to the hospital unless she absolutely has to. Not only does it reminds her of being attacked, she was also a really sick kid, and she spent a lot of her childhood hospitalized. Even just going to the doctor stresses her out.
She's like. 70% stress and anxiety at any given moment. Seriously somebody get this girl some SSRIs before she has a heart attack.
Her leg and hand have permanent nerve damage, and her entire left arm is kind of fucked up after 6. She has a semi-permanent arm brace, a cane for her leg, and a whole lot of chronic pain.
Christina had a revolving door of boyfriends, and would bring them home sometimes. They were almost always awful to Tara.
She really misses Amber sometimes. She never tells anyone.
#god I have SO many thoughts about her#canon isn't angsty enough I must make her suffer more#*puts her in the blender*#the other 30% is rage btw#---#pretty much the only thing her leg is good for is telling when it's about to rain#like. it works. she can walk on it. but it can't support her weight and she walks with a limp#so she has a cane. no matter how much she hates it#she just wants to be /normal/. normal people don't have nerve damage from their girlfriend stomping on their leg#so she just pretends it didn't happen. and there's nothing wrong with her leg#--#Christina's guys were awful to Sam too (when she was around) but this is Tara headcanons so#-#she feels so incredibly guilty for missing Amber#she misses the person who tried to kill her. who tried to kill her sister. who /did/ kill her friends. how awful is that?#so she never tells anyone#the guilt almost eats her alive#Tara tag#horror tag#hc tag
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I recently found out people ship Cassandra with Apollo.
My initial reaction was...
Just tan their hides. You know what happened to her because the the bastard, don't you?..
Then, I was overwhelmed by morbid curiosity, and checked AO3. People are writing rape fics about them. ...Why?..
Could I ever see Cassandra x Apollo?.. I don't know, maybe. But, definitely not the nonsense I mentioned. Dubcon at most. I guess, he might somehow coerce her into sleeping with him, and later rescue her from the fall of Troy, because she's pregnant with his child, or something (Zeus would be pissed, I'm fine with that).
Sounds like an intriguing story, with a lot of morally questionable elements. I can imagine Apollo confiding in Artemis, wondering why his wife is so upset. She'd just go "are you serious rn?.. -_-".
...What, you're surprised I'm among those I wish to hide with a broom? Don't be. It happens quite often, actually.
#greek mythology#greek myth fandom#apollo#cassandra#apollo x cassandra#diary pages#thoughts#greek gods#this is such a fucked up pairing#in the iliad you like apollo then remember what he did cassandra#i don't blame her for rejecting his advances he's an entitled fboy with nine girlfriends and she wanted to remain chaste#the way he responded is very cruel honestly cassandra's story breaks my heart#of course i'm discussinv them as characters not religious figures#apollo can be such a creep#greek myth fanfic#fanfiction ideas#what the hell i have a hundred epics in my wips already including one with apollo#but i SHOULD put this aside the “Apollo coerces Cassandra then saves her because she's pregnant”#it's dark but also very intriguing to explore... it isn't supposed to be hot really well maybe later#dionysus married ariadne why can't apollo marry cassandra#she wouldn't want to marry him but what other choice would she have#their further relationship just seems so fascinating#yeah apollo would be confused why she's upset - he'd get her being upset about the fall of troy but not why she's upset with him#but as gods do he'd imagine she should be happy about getting rescued by him#why am i doing this to myself (and cassandra)#i suppose... i just want a better ending for cassandra (back to the fic idea) which this would be even though she'd have to deal with apollo#side note imagine the “pairing” in disney's hercules it would be hilarious#cassandra confronting hercules about his creepy older cousin trying to hit on her#or icarus trying to ask apollo if she'll go out with him and apollo replying “if you have my luck she'll just throw a shoe at your face”#she should take out a restraining order also
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Omg...... Like Mother, Like Daughter is doomed Yuri (half yuri? One sided yuri?). TT0TT Sol doesn't feel the same way I'm pretty sure (sadly), but Som is DEF down bad. TT0TT And Som's not exactly the most mentally stable jakfjdksalfj (I think she has a bit of a "Sol's my pet" vibe going on as well. Som means well but she is NOT healthy either jfakslfj oh this is just going to be a fucking wreck I'm ready let's GO!)
(spoilers under cut, also under cut cause length and pictures)
Like she saw the boy Sol is hanging out with and was just ">:("
*sobbing* She is SO DONE when she finds out they are dating TT0TT
*sobs* ahhhh! klasjfdk OhmyGOAD SHE is tREMBLING as Sol tells her how she got with the guy TT0TT
She is literally SULLEN that Sol and guy have been dating FOR A MONTH! she looks os SICK TT0TT
My poor girl is literally doing the Arthur fist clench with her fist TT0TT
Som! Som! Girlie! I don't think this is just a friendship for you anymore.
LKFJDASKLFJKLAJFKL WAIT
"Anyone can see at first glance that he's good for nothing. But how does she not see that?"
OHHHHH MY GOD SHE'S LIEK 'HE SMELLY. HE STANK. HE POOR. HE BROKE. HE TOO NORMAL FOR HER." GURL! GET OFF THE FLOOOOOR!
"To be honest, I wish they'd break up" NO YOU DON'T SAY???? nEVER WOULD'VE GUESS!
Oh I was just here for the matricide but I've been blessed with more angst! Let's goooooo!!!!!!!!!
#“i'm sorry silly.... what's this about matricide?” Her moms a killer and killed her brother and she's just an absolute controlling pscyho-#-to the point som thought SHE was going to die before she got to high school if she didn't get perfect grades#lady deserves it but this isn't about her atm#like mother like daughter#like mother like daughter webtoon#like mother like daughter spoilers#i need to yap about this i'm sorry TT0TT#i had a feeling when she said 'life partner' in the other episode#the korean word can mean like an actual romantic partner buuuuut one of the words has been associated with pets#and she did compare sol to a pet in a sense#Somyung Gil#Look-Alike Daughter#똑 닮은 딸#webtoon#oh wait i never posted the other thing kafjdlksajflk TT0TT#som sweetie let's not call your crush a “stray dog”#the term you are looking for is “girlfriend”#now go listen to “i wanna ruin our friendship” and “good luck babe” you'll feel better#ugh I skipped a head a few chapters and the author is pushing some guys on som TT0TT#(I don't mind the boys they're cute but ahfkljsaklf you got me ATTACHED to Sol don't switch up on me now???)#For real tho Som needs therapy not a partner. Get her away from her mom and let her recover#I love how it's showing her slowly spiral into a villain arc and yesss I saw her becoming way too obsessed with Sol but oof there's some#def romantic tension in there and that's juicy#But right now things are just going to get worse if Som stays near her mom TT0TT#hopefully this thriller isn't a tragedy I need my girl to win!
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Finally caught up on Agatha All Along (had to watch WandaVision first) and it is such an interesting show in the way it adds so much to Agatha's character without explaining anything at all.
<Spoiler alert!>
We learn that she had a thing with Death, had a son - who she loved - who died, and spent several centuries using a scam they worked out together to kill witches, which her son wasn't happy about but didn't live long enough to really oppose.
But like... we never really learn why.
We have glimpses from her childhood - mostly when she killed her first coven, when they tried to execute her for using dark magic and she absorbed their power and killed them instead, including her mother.
Was that how it started? Did she get addicted to power, to murder and death, and decided to keep up with it? Did she need the steal power - did she have no power of her own, and decide to steal power from those that did? Did she decide that she deserved it, somehow?
Or was it before that?
"I can be good!" she pleaded to her mother.
"No, you can't," her mother spat.
"I should have killed you at birth," her mother's spirit said.
When did that start? How early? How young?
When did her mother first tell her she could never be good? When did Agatha start believing her, and stop trying?
If you can't be good, might as well be bad. Might as well be the worst. Might as well do all the things you're accused of doing - they'll never believe you didn't, anyway - and reap the rewards virtue will never buy you.
Steal the book. Practice the dark spells. Steal power, and from witches too - they're the ones who said you're so bad anyway. Never trust a witch, they tried to kill you - and you're sure they'll do it again. The more powerful you are, the safer you are, and the deader they are, the safer you are from them.
...Or, you know. Maybe she just likes murder. Who can say!
#also when/why did she have a kid?#do witches get baby fever?#who's the father?#just some guy she found?#(is he dead too?)#(like)#(did she kill him for her hot girlfriend)#(after a one night stand)#(to get knocked up)#i mean being a single mom#with no job#in the early usa#isn't exactly easy#so on one hand good for her#but on the other hand#as someone who doesn't want children#i am deeply curious as to why she did#there's plenty of possible reasons!#but which one is hers?#agatha all along#agatha all along spoilers#agatha all along meta#mcu#marvel#agatha harkness#hm i don't actually know the short form for this#aaa?#meta#my thoughts
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i wonder if my ex best friend remembers my birthday every year the way i remember hers
#haven't really thought about her in a while#hope she's well#i don't think she remembers it#i often feel like i'm leaving flowers at the graves of people from my past#lately i've been haunted by thoughts and dreams about people i used to love#and i will always love all of them#no matter how badly i got hurt in the process#a piece of me fractures off when i love someone and i wish they'd keep that piece tucked away somewhere in the closet and dust it off somet#imes. i stil have every letter#every gift every photo every silly thing i've saved over the years#and i know that no one does the same for me#i wonder what my ex did with the drawings i made them after they dumped me for their ex. were they thrown out and forgotten#or maybe did they keep them in a drawer somewhere to find a few years down the line and remember my face. my voice. my laugh#i still have the letter i started writing for them about a week before they left where i was saying i regretted not telling them i loved th#and sometimes i wonder had they seen the finished product if things would be different#my reluctance to admit my love out of fear of being forgotten results in abandonment more often than not#my girlfriend now swears the pattern isn't going to repeat but i've heard that song before and lately i haven't felt safe#and loved the way i once did. she tells me to talk to my therapist. but i don't think it's in my head. i told her if she's thinking of#leaving to just do it now and spare me the pain of love burning out slowly#and maybe she'll listen and that terrifies me#i am my own biggest burden
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every time we listen to Time by ELO I can't help but think the album's premise would work really well for some kind of angsty AU fic.
it's about a guy getting transported to the future and is trying to adjust to life in the future while missing his partner who he desperately wants to get back to
#thoughts#🍬 post#electric light orchestra#there's a whole song about him meeting a robot that looks like his girlfriend but isn't interested in him romantically#and the song is framed as him trying to send a message back in time to his girlfriend to tell her about what's happening
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My impression of how strongly Taylor felt about Harry Styles is VASTLY different after hearing the vault tracks
#i wonder if some of that isn't production#ngl it DID throw me a bit that the vault tracks are obviously produced by jack and the originals obviously are not#but for whatever reason#the original album always gave me the impression of the image she cultivated during the era:#shiny cool confident ny girl about town with her girlfriends#knowing that harry isn't ever going to pan out but jumping in anyways for the fun and excitement while it lasts#hoping for more but (if you'll excuse me) shaking it off when things inevitably finally fall apart#but the vault tracks peel back her confident exterior more and show just how BADLY she hoped for more#calling her mom for comfort?#pretending not to notice he's texting other girls but being utterly crushed?#reading into his new hair and aching to talk to him about it?#in most of the original tracks she sands away a lot of these vulnerable details#like she doesn't want him or us to see just HOW badly and HOW specifically he hurt her#but listening to the vault tracks my reaction was oh shit he really did break her heart#God bless i always thought harry styles was Not It#(as a bf#i do enjoy his music quite a bit though purely for the vibes)#but boy this guy is NOT IT#taylor swift#1989 (taylor's version)
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Dead Plate good. Doomed yaoi.
#i had a whole paragraph of my thoughts typed up anyways#the unrequited love between them is so fascinating i genuinely wonder of they met under different circumstances...#but alas they didn't that guy bit his ear off 🤷#dead plate#also Rody loved bis girlfriend so fucking much 😭😭😭 rio king#*rip#dead plate isn't even a new interest i watched it like 4 months ago#but there are cannibalism songs on our Halloween playlist so yknow. been thinking about them a little lately
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Who up listening to good luck babe by chappell roan and having it resonate not in the way intended but resonating nonetheless. About to go ham in the tags about the overlap of being a lesbian and being aromantic...if u even care....
#my art#gore#organs#its 2am so not a lot of this is going to be very coherent but this song makes me feel a lot of things about it all#like. its the Expectations#the expectation that im going to date men and the expectation that im going to date at all have always felt equally stifling#theres that feeling of not trying hard enough or not realizing it at first or trying to lean into what you're told you should feel#and having it not pay off time and time again and wishing you could just make it work#because everyone else around you has it just fine and you dont get why you're struggling with it so much#THERE ARE MORE SIMILARITIES BETWEEN THE TWO IS WHAT IM SAYING#like obviously figuring out aromanticism is especially weird because its a lack of something BUT THEYRE PRETTY SIMILAR#realizing I dont want to date anyone mirrors realizing I didn't like boys but like. idk man its worse sometimes?#I wouldn't trade it for the world it means a lot to me but its almost like people go out of their way not to understand it sometimes#at the end of the day I am the you in that song#it was a very very long road to being okay with never falling in love because that was something I wanted for a very very long time#at the end of the day I will never have to be someones wife and I think its better that way#but its also hard not to get jealous sometimes#like I know its irrational I know I get physically ill at just the thought of being asked out but like#sometimes ill see my friends with their girlfriends and ill feel like clawing my own chest out with want#but also if anyone asks me out I will have to dig myself into a pit and never come out. I think.#I want to be with women but I dont want to Be With Women if that makes sense#its another layer of difficulty that I dont think I'll ever be able to get past#I feel like at this point I should just be trying to conditioning myself out of any form of desire because its just not an option for me#which definitely isn't true and like chappell roan says. you'd have to stop the world just to stop the feeling.#but its also so tiring to have to sit here with the feeling and feel bad for having the feeling.#I dont know#I think if I felt a little more or a little less I’d be fine but I’m stuck in the middle#it feels very weird talking about this openly but also its very difficult to talk about with friends because most of them dont get it#anyways something something Josies monologue from bottoms#im going to bed
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rotating tim drake in my mind like a ballerina in a music box
#i am having so many thoughts#neglected child -> aggressively independent as a result -> introduces himself to the batfam as such#he assigned himself Sole Bat Who Isn't Falling Apart#no time for tim to not be okay#and he wouldn't show it if he was#and then it kinda just stuck that way so it never gets challenged#at least not until the newbies come in#but tim has superiority there so ?????#like that's not how big brothering works#jason and damian are too antagonistic#cass doesn't have the vocabulary and/or is just... away. doing whatever. miss you queen but enjoy your worldly travels#dick is also away a lot because that's what oldest siblings do#when he's not it kinda seems worse tbh#steph has some complicated drama that changes with every fic idk. you'd better believe she's not playing therapist ex/girlfriend tho#duke? maaaaaybe#trying to get a feel for him as we speak but i don't see any reason why not#N E way#tags or whatever#dc#tim drake#batfamily#briony babbles#my other favourite is cass btw#in case you're wondering about my good taste#but i don't have as much context about her yet#dick's okay too but mostly when he's not suffocating as the oldest child in this weird family#which is sad but realistic#free him
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looool the world is so small and brief encounters are funny--as in I froze for a moment from the shock and then, when I was out of sight, laughed hysterically because I hadn't expected it
#in other words. saw the first guy who ever asked me out today while walking home#and remembered how Tall and Grand i thought he was and how much i looked up to him#he was the first boy to break my heart! and he was walking around campus too i guess#suddenly he was just THERE and i was like. songbird that is literally just some guy#just some guy who isn't so tall and grand after all! just some guy who's also wandering around campus going to class or whatever!#who also happened to ask you out years ago because he wanted **a** girlfriend and went for another girl less than a week after you said you#weren't ready to date. like wooooo boy the world is so small#i don't know why i wanted to laugh so much when i saw him#(there WERE uncharitable reasons too) but i walked back home with a light heart#because thankfully life goes on and time moves on and things that leave you lying on your bed#feeling hollow and achey inside because you wouldn't let yourself cry#those things eventually DO fade and the sun DOES come out#and then you walk on and have lunch with friends and sing loudly in the stairwell when you get back#because all shall be well and all DID turn out well and all is well now :)
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I love reddit its like misogyny central. "Am I the asshole for not wanting my friend to bring his girlfriend everywhere" yes actually you are, she's a full person all on her own and I doubt she thinks of you as "boyfriends friend" but go ahead and elaborate on why she doesn't exist to you. Let's explore that a bit.
#two weeks before i broke up with my shitty ex boyfriend in highschool i gave what i thought was a birthday present to a mutual friend#and we never spoke again#i was never anyone except my my shitty abusive boyfriend's ex girlfriend to these people#why dont you care about women like for real why isn't she your friend
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I wish it wasn't so difficult to maintain friendships. I miss having a lot of friends.
#ranntics#these days I usually don't talk to anyone but my girlfriend#and my coworkers. but they're not my friends. there isn't anyone at work I would hang out with outside of work.#I have a few groupchats with college friends but I'm not really active in them.#friendships over text messages are so hard. but I also don't like leaving my apartment.#and I live so far away from my closest friends. and a lot of them live in major cities that I don't like driving in.#I sometimes wish I was able to message my tumblr mutuals instead of just interacting with posts and making posts to be interacted with#but honestly I have been awful at it the times I've tried. I just can't hold conversations with people anymore#idk. I feel like I'm losing the person I used to be#I used to be. idk. funny and charming and popular and cute. now I'm just. miserable.#I guess I was miserable back then too. but at least people thought I was funny
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winter 2024 first impressions: ishura
and so we ring in the new year with some beautiful doomed yuri that lasts only until a weird guy appear
typical
i picked this one up for the cast (romi park my beloved please arrive soon) and it's off to an alright start imo. the fight sequences were pretty good, visually, but the soundtrack didn't blow me away—and i really wish it did. the ost wasn't bad or anything, but if it had stood out more to me, i feel like it would have elevated the action scenes as a whole
the premise is remarkably simple so far, which isn't necessarily a bad thing. i often like simple, but it means the series will swim or sink based on its characters (who were mostly only namedropped towards the end of the first episode, so time will tell if they compel me)
one element of the worldbuilding i did like is there are these big mech type 'golems' facing off against humans, some of whom can use magic. exceedingly standard stuff
but then!
you see one of the golems using the same magic humans wield, which was a nice little twist i quite enjoyed. not sure if anything will become of that detail, since it seems like the series is shaping up to be more of a pvp battle royale than a pve humans vs golems type story
(side note this feels like it would make a pretty sick video game)
the weakest part of the first ep, to me, was the pacing. it just felt rushed, but that's mostly understandable since this ep was clearly just set-up for the 'main' plot. i feel like it might have benefited from being an hour-long episode, or maybe all this backstory would have felt more impactful if we saw it later, with the 'main' plot starting in medias res and circling back to this later? idk it wasn't The Worst, i just feel it (the pacing) could have been Better
also content warning for anyone who might need it: there was at least one instance of extremely graphic violence in this first ep, which i anticipate might continue through the series, so heads up on that
tl;dr it's fine so far
#crab watches#ishura#winter 2024#first impressions#to ramble a bit more on the pacing...#i'm liking where yuno's character wound up by the end of the episode#the ''wow this guy is powerful... kinda want him dead ngl'' vibe is a pleasant surprise#and a nice subversion of the helpless girl companion trope#but i kind of think it would have been an even more impactful 'twist' if we'd gotten a bit more time with her#showing both her peaceful life AND her in the aftermath of the attack on her city#like as is she basically speedran survivor's guilt which is kind of funny but probably in an unintentional way lol#of course her survivor's guilt isn't necessarily something that's completely Resolved already#i thought it was for the most part done quite well! especially when she defeats a golem quite... easily?#and has that moment of anguish over realizing she maybe could have saved her girlfriend#but all that just happened so fast#which is just the natural cost of a 20min episode so i'm not like mad about it per se#just... rambling ok i'm done now tl;dr again it's fine so far
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