#is this because i fell asleep begging god to put me out of my job/apartment hunt misery
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#woke up from a dream where i was like enrolling to become some kind of nun#is this because i fell asleep begging god to put me out of my job/apartment hunt misery#does not hit as hard as the one where i was jesus dying on the cross which i also very carefully did not read into. i give it a 6/10#anyway i have covid rn for the first time y'all pray for me lmao#me
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Hi, I really like your writing!! Can I request Mikey and Izana (u can add more if u want to) react to them hitting their s/o during an argument and how would they apologize ? Angst with comfort, also gn!reader pls (im craving for angst and fluff rn :DD) U donât need to if u donât want to write it ofc :)) I respect ure decision ^^ thanks for ure time â¤ď¸
Hey hey hey! Thank you so much for this request! I had a ton of fun writing it ^^ I hope it's up to par with your expectations. I'm so sorry it took this long. I've had an incredibly busy week with my new job and college, but I did my best! I hope you have a wonderful day/night.
Sano 'Mikey' Manjiro
"y/n I don't want to see you right now. Just leave before you regret staying here any longer" he warned "Leave" The air grew more and more icy with each word that came out of his mouth.
You just wanted to check up on him. He'd been so distant lately and this is how he thanks you? You were so worried. Anger boiled up inside of you as you stared at the man in front of you.
His expression was blank. He was going to snap soon. patience was wearing thin for both parties. He didn't exactly have a good day. Things went terribly wrong today and Baji Keisuke had died a few months prior and he was cycling through the stages of grief. The last thing he needed was for you to show up out of the blue like this and confront him now
But it's not like you knew this. You knew Baji had died and you were still easing through grief yourself. God you missed him, but you were coming to terms with the fact that there was no way to turn back time and save him. Mikey was still coping with this. They were best friends. of course this was something that would affect him way more than it would affect you.
"Huh? Are you really telling me this? Mikey I've been so worried about you and this is the thanks I get? I came here to check up on you and even took the day off to spend it with you. I could've been spending my time in so many other ways but I came to check up on you because I care about you!" you yelled you were angry to the point of yelling. Things were getting more and more tense.
Anger boiled inside of him. it was becoming unbearable. "And guess what? I don't care. I don't care that you took all this time off for me. Absolutely no one asked you to be a tragic hero and try to fix me. I don't need fixing. So, I'll say this one more time because apparently you don't know how to take a hint. Go. away." he hissed as his smile turned into a frown.
"Baji wouldn't have wanted you to push us away, you know. He would have-" you began.
However you weren't able to finish your sentence as you felt a stinging sensation on your cheek.
"Shut up! You don't know what he would've wanted! I don't know! You don't fucking know either! Ok?" he hissed as he narrowed his eyes at you. "You don't understand now and you'll never understand! So don't tell me that he wouldn't want me to act like this or whatever! Got it! Because you will never FUCKING know." he growled as he went to point at you.
Suddenly, he was brought back to reality by the sound of you whimpering as you covered your head, attempting to protect yourself. You were too afraid to say anything else to further upset him. You tried so hard not to cry, but with the stinging paired with fear tears cascaded down your face as you attempted to protect yourself from him. "Please don't hurt me.. I'm sorry" you apologized
"Oh god..." he trembled. "oh god, oh god, oh god. what have I done? y/n I'm so sorry." Mikey's eyes widened as he looked at your shaking form in front of him. He attempted to reach out and hold you, however his sudden movement scared you, causing you to flinch.
It was then that he realized the damage he'd done. Guilt hit him like a semi truck. "baby please don't cry. I'm so sorry I let this happen. I never meant to hurt you." he choked out, voice wavering. At that moment all of his emotions that he had been bottling up came pouring out like a waterfall. all the anger, despair, loneliness, and guilt finally made themselves known.
Seeing him break down in front of you made you realize how much he was truly hurting. "P-Please don't go. I'm so sorry." he whimpered. "I never meant for you to see me like that. I'm a monster god I'm so sorry." he apologized. The more you saw him break down the more you realized how bad he truly felt about this.
So, you resigned even though alarm bells were still softly blaring in your head and allowed yourself to be embraced by him. "Don't leave me... please" he whimpered. At this point you both were crying, though neither of you cared that your jackets were getting wet. you weren't sure what to say.
So, you decided not to say anything and let him calm down as you attempted to calm down yourself. Once you both calmed down, Mikey pulled away to look you in the eyes. "Please don't go... I can't lose you too" he begged as he held your face in his hands. He was trembling, absolutely terrified of what he'd done to you. You were his lifeline. He needed you. "I've got you. I promise I'm not going anywhere. I care about you, Mikey, and it hurts to see you like this." you sighed as you gazed at him with a soft expression.
It was then Mikey broke down again. though not for the same reason. It was because he was so grateful he had someone like you by his side. Someone so forgiving and compassionate. "I love you" he whimpered. "Thank you"
"I love you too"
Izana Kurokawa
Things weren't always like this. You were sure of it. But lately your nights were filled with screaming and harsh words. Despite this it was never anything too bad. Either he'd apologize with a bouquet of red tulips, white orchids, and purple hyacinths or a teddy bear and chocolates
But this... this was too far.
You don't really remember how it happened if you were honest. One moment you were having a peaceful conversation. However the moment you brought up Mikey since you'd recently met him at your school.
That's when the mood got sour. He'd said a few things and you retorted with your own set of phrases. Soon the fight grew personal. things were going too far. Both of you were saying things you really didn't mean, but since you both were in the heat of the moment there was no longer a filter stopping you from saying those harsh words and phrases.
Things peaked when he harshly shoved you against the wall in a fit of rage. You were terrified of him, but you didn't dare let him know that. you tried to shove him away but he slapped you. That's when you have had enough. You packed your things, not saying a word to him. Then, when he was asleep you quietly made your escape.
When he woke up however he was shocked and scared. He looked around the shared apartment. there were no signs of you anywhere. His chest rose and fell rapidly as he tried to figure out his next steps, but his thoughts were preventing him from doing so.
Has he finally done it? Had he finally driven you away to the point of never wanting to see him again? He understood if you did. He knows that what he did wasn't right, but he still wanted to make one final attempt at reconciliation and if it failed, all he could do was accept that.
But where have you gone? He had no absolute clue, however he knew you were good friends with Kakucho, so he dialed up his best friend, praying to whatever cruel god was out there that you were at least still alive and safe.
After a few rings Kakucho picked up. In a panicked state he began explaining what he had done, though Kakucho stopped him. "they don't want to see you right now. Leave them alone." he replied, clearly feeling bad for the other party. "Are they with you?" he asked. "No" he replied. "Are you lying to me?" Izana asked. "no." he sighed. "Where do you think they would go if they had no where else to go, Izana?" Kakucho asked.
Their parents. The answer was glaringly obvious but he was so panicked it didn't even cross his mind. "But, Izana now is not the time. Please. Give it a few days. Imagine how they feel." Kakucho replied. "fine..." he sighed.
The next few days Izana spent thinking of what to say and how to apologize. The more he thought over that night, the more he realized he fucked up. As he sat at a table at a cafe that had been your first date with him, he saw you crossing the road, talking with Kokonoi and Inui who also happened to be your friends.
However the more he looked the more he realized that even though you were smiling it wasn't reaching your eyes. It then dawned how much he had truly hurt you. He then raced towards you, not caring if others were watching.
He didn't give a fuck about how crazy he looked in that moment as he sprinted towards you because he knew that if he prolonged this any longer it would only hurt you even more. "y/N!" he yelled, causing you to jolt, effectively capturing your attention as well as Inui and Kokonoi's as well.
"The hell do you want?" Kokonoi hissed as he protectively put his arm in front of you. "Can't you see they don't want to see you! You slapped them and hurt them and you have the AUDACITY to come out here and follow us!?" "Koko... it's ok. Thank you for caring about my safety" you smiled softly at the taller man while Inui glared at Izana. "Fuck this up and I promise you, you won't be allowed to be even within a continent of them" Inui growled before they walked away, allowing the two fo you your privacy.
The two of you then decided to talk it over at the cafe he'd been sitting at. As the two of you sat down, it was then you finally got a good look at him. There were bags under his eyes, his hair was disheveled, and he was distraught.
"y/n I'm so sorry. You deserve so much better... It wasn't your fault to begin with. This whole mess was my fault and... and it wasn't your fault. It was never your fault. I was out of line. God you must hate me... you can't even look at me in the eyes." he mumbled as he let out a sad chuckle.
He felt his chances growing smaller and smaller with each passing minute. He was sure this was the end. The more he thought about it, the more he should've seen this coming. He was so harsh to you, spewing insult after insult at you, yet you always came back to him every time.
The silence was suffocating him. 'Just end it already' he thought to himself as he gazed up at you. 'I can't take it anymore. It hurts.' "Izana '' You spoke up finally, causing him to jolt as he slowly looked up at you. "I think I finally understand you⌠youâre scared.â you looked down at your lap. Just where were you going with this? He didnât know. âYouâre scared of being happy because the last time you were happy everything came crashing down like a castle of sand⌠Thatâs gotta be the reason you keep hurting me right? Thatâs what I keep telling myself anyway. But every single time this happens the harder it is for me to trust you. To trust that you even care about me anymore. You always tell me you love me, Izana, but I donât know if I believe it anymoreâ you sighed as you began tearing up.
The more you spoke the more he realized how badly he fucked up. âI thought this was real, was this real? Or were you just using me just like everyone else? Were you using me to get happy? Itâs getting difficult and Iâm not sure how long I can keep doing this⌠especially after you wonât even allow me to meet new peopleâ you muttered. ây/n⌠Iâm so sorryâ he sighed, running his hand through his hair. âI never realized you felt this way⌠god you shouldâve told meâ âYou never cared enough to askâ you muttered.
Izana then got up from his seat across from you before he took you in his arms. He knew the damage heâd done was irreparable, but at least he could try to make it up to you in other ways. âIâm so sorry I made you think I never loved you. God I never meant for that to happen. Youâre my home, y/n. I shouldâve been more open⌠I shouldnât have let my fears take over, Iâm sorry. And I know âsorryâ isnât what you want to hear from me right now, but I promise I still love you and I promise Iâll never let this happen againâ he choked as he shook his head, truly feeling bad for what heâd done to you. âIzana⌠please canât we just go back to how things were when we first fell in love?â you whispered. âIâm sorry⌠I donât think thatâs possible, but I promise Iâll give you the best possible future.. Just donât leave. Pleaseâ he begged, his voice growing softer towards the end of his sentence.
âOk⌠Just know that Iâm going to make sure you keep your promiseâ you smiled, the same smile heâd fallen for when he was child. âI will. Thank youâ he smiled.
âYou idiot⌠you broke our promiseâ you sobbed as you knelt at his grave, holding a bouquet of red tulips and stargazer lilies close to your chest.
A/n: Thank you for your support
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Hiiâşď¸So, we have RFA+Minor trio being single fathers after Mc's death, what about reversing it?So that Mc is a single mother after they died(
I waited really long to finally make a request and I am very excited right now, especially since it's you.I really love your writings and I read all of them for like a dozen of times and I can't get enough of themđThank you so much for your work and stay healthy đđť
Mc being a single mom after the RFA + Minor Trio died   ( Trigger Warnings! )Â
Trigger Warnings, mention of death, parental death
RFA + Minor Trio as single fathers after Mcâs death (Parental death/ Trigger Warnings)
Did I mention that I like drama? Enjoy!Â
Jumin
You pressed your lips together as tears went down your cheek. The baby you just gave birth to was sleeping in Jaeheeâs arms as you sobbed into Zenâs embrace.
,,Itâs as if he planned everything,â you sobbed, making your red haired friend shake with his head.
,,When he found out you were pregnant, he made me do all this. He didnât plan to die a month after the birth of your baby, really, he just feared that if something happened to him, his father would have acted the way he did,â Seven explained.
The reason why you were currently staying over at Jaeheeâs place was that Jumin died a week ago. One day you let him go out of the front door, still smiling as he kissed your newborn, and not even half an hour later, you found yourself in the hospital.
Someone shot him.
And as if it wasnât enough, your father in law tried to take away your baby, saying that he had to give his grandchild a better life.
But Jumin, even in heaven, saved you once again, saving a lot of money and having an external saving method thanks to Seven.
He even left behind a letter to his father filled with lies, explaining that the baby wasnât his child.
Of course everything was a lie, but this lie made it possible for you to see your baby grow up.
,,I canât even go to my husbandâs-â your words died in tears.
,,He will always look over you, Mc, and weâll help you. It will all be better soonâŚâ Zen patted your back. He too was mourning for his friend.
Zen
,,Mommy, do I really look like daddy?â your youngest girl asked you as she brushed her long white hair.
You gulped as you looked over to your oldest daughter.
Her eyes were again filled with tears.
Zen died two years ago, leaving you behind with three wonderful children.
You had to give up your job as manager and instead began to work part time in a restaurant at night and other little jobs while the girls were at school.
,,Daddy⌠I donât even remember him,â your middle child hissed as she entered the room.
,,I donât even know him, thatâs worse!â your youngest began to sob.
She indeed looked like Zen. He would have been proud to see her beauty.
Well, he was proud of every daughter he had. He loved them with all his heart.
,,Trust me, I would rather not remember him than live with memories,â your oldest daughter Mina hissed as she put down her lipstick and rushed out.
You sighed as you looked at your little family.
You were all sleeping in one single room. No one had their own space and instead they all argued with each other whenever they had the chance.
,,Youâre always so negative, MINA!â your middle child Hana hissed, followed by the youngest, Sera.
,,I HATE YOU GUYS! HE DIED BECAUSE OF YOU!â she screamed, making your heart stop.
Mina glared at her and fell on her feet as she began to scream a loud, high pitched scream.
,,SERA RYU!â you screamed.
The house died down as only sniffles were heard.
,,Your father died when the three of you caught a virus. He was trying to go to the shop for some medicine, but that doesnât mean that one of you is at fault, understand?â you hissed.
You sat down and began to cry yourself as you called them over into your arms, ready to embrace your crying children.
,,No one is at fault. Please, please donât fight, girls, your father would be devastated to see that,â you begged.
,,Sera, you do look like dad,â Mina sobbed and smiled, making your youngest smile brightly.
Yoosung
Your son finally fell asleep after a long crying session.
Nothing hurt you more than consoling your son who was in deep pain because he got bullied at school for not having a father.
Yoosung died six months ago, making you move into a tinier apartment which led to your son attending another school.
However, you regretted every single decision.
You pulled your phone out as you tried to dry your salty tears.
You entered a new chatroom as you asked for help.
,,What happened? Shall I come over?â Jumin responded, being the first one online.
,,I can come quicker, Iâm omw,â Zen shortly afterwards responded.
,,No no, I justâŚ
Can you please bring Jinyoung to school tomorrow? He got bullied⌠I think if other children see him with you guys, they will respect him more,â you wrote.
Of course Seven jumped in and wrote six lines about how happy he would be to play â
of a father, making you actually choke on your tears.
,,Thank you,â you typed and decided to bring your son to bed.
Indeed the three boys kept their promise, making him laugh like never before.
Jaehee
,,And thatâs how we met,â you laughed as you told your son about the meeting between you and Jaehee.
He nodded as he looked at the picture over the table.
It portrayed you, him, and Jaehee on his first day of school.
Jaehee died a year ago from an illness.
It all went so quickly. One day she got diagnosed and a few months later the two of you prepared the funeral for her.
As if it was yesterday, you remembered picking up your son and driving him to the hospital to give Jaehee the chance to see him one last time.
And indeed, it was their last goodbyes.
Jaehee would never see him finishing school, university, or begin a job, fall in love, or try to cheer him up while being lovesick.
She would never see him get married or have his first child.
It hurt your heart to know that you were the only one left for him.
On the other side, Jaehee was happy that at least he had you. ,,How did your favorite TikTok go?â she groaned.
,,Take him to the moon for me,â she whispered.
,,Mom was a strong woman,â you told your son as a tear left your eye.
,,You too, Mommy, you too.â
SaeyoungÂ
You sighed as you turned off your alarm to get off the bed.
It was still dark outside, but you had to wake up with the last strength you had. You pulled yourself together and walked back to the kitchen where you prepared some breakfast for your child.
Like every morning, reality hit you as you silently sobbed while putting some rice into the bento box.
Your hands trembled as you looked up, just to gasp for air and keep going.
It was hard ever since Saeyoung died. Things werenât going well for you.
You thanked God daily for the remaining person you had, that you had friends and family who supported you.
But you also begged God to make this bad life end. Even though it was selfish, you just wanted to see your family again.
Even if Jaehee often tried to make you understand how lucky you were, even at the times where Jumin promised to help you with the medical expenses, even at those times when Yoosung came over to cook dinner, and even at those times when Zen promised to go with your and your child to the park, you just wanted this to end.
You inhaled again and dried your tears as you made yourself a cup of coffee.
,,Good morning, baby,ââ you whispered as you turned on the lights of your sonâs room.
,,MoâŚ.m,ââ the boy groaned, probably in pain as you helped him get up to sit on his wheelchair.
,,WetâŚââ he gasped as you noticed that he wet his bed again.
,,Itâs okay, baby, donât worry,ââ you smiled, pushing the chair through the door, passing at the picture of Saeyoung, Saeran, and your two perfectly healthy children.
That day, Saeyoung didnât just die in a car accident from speeding, he also took his brother and one of your children with him, leaving you with your second son disabled by the accident.
,,Itâs okay,ââ you whispered.
Saeran
You looked up to the ceiling as you felt a warm, little hand on your chest.
Turning your head, you could see how relaxed the face of your daughter was as she slept safely and soundly, not worrying about anything or anyone.
You smiled as you saw how much she resembled Saeran, her father.
Your hand moved to stroke her head as you remembered the day you told him that you were pregnant, how he cared for you and his daughter in the pregnancy, how hard labor was, and how emotional it was when he once again decided to save his brother after seeing his own daughter.
,,He would be happy to see her,ââ he said after she was newly born and he was finally allowed to hold her in his embrace.
As if it was yesterday, you remembered how he taught her to walk, how he stood behind her while going to the park and how much he loved to feed her.
This all disappeared one day.
In the morning, he told you that he might have found Saeyoung and in the evening he came home, beaten up with a shotgun wound, collapsing in front of your porch.
It was your worst nightmare and you were honestly happy that this all happened at night, knowing that back then, your three year old daughter wouldnât have seen anything.
Ever since then, life became harder.
You moved, fearing the Prime Minister or the agency Saeyoung was in would track you down and kill your daughter. The RFA kept helping you guys, but questions like, ,,Where is Dadaââ werenât always easy to respond to.
,,Mommy,ââ she mumbled and opened her eyes, smiling brightly at you and rubbing her eyes to wake up.
,,Mhhh?ââ you asked her.
,,Daddy visited my dreamsâŚââ she giggled and fell asleep again, making you wander back to old memories too.
Jihyun
,,Mom, I donât understand my homework,ââ Lucy said, whispering as she entered the room as quietly as possible.
You looked back to her and nodded as you looked back to the little bed your son was in before you walked away, your hand on Lucyâs hair as you smiled at her.
,,What topic?ââ you asked her.
You noticed that she was hesitating so it was probably art since it was related to her father.
,,Art?ââ you asked her to make it easier for her. She had a pretty hard time ever since Jihyun died, well, you too. You all had a pretty hard time.
Jumin wasnât the same person anymore, or so Jaehee said. Yoosung seemed to regret a few things, and Saeran and Saeyoung were grieving, just like Zen.
Everyone was in pain after the painful death of that one special person.
,,Our teacher told us to draw a painful happy moment but⌠how am I supposed to make something happy if itâs supposed to be painful?ââ she asked you.
You nodded. ,,Well, describe something painful. What is painful?ââ you asked her.
,,Getting hurt is painful, falling is painful, getting hit is painfulâŚââ
,,How about losing someone?ââ you asked her, making her think about it for a few seconds before she asked you if it wasnât something sad instead of painful.Â
You nodded. ,,When I told you that daddy wouldnât come home anymore back then when you were younger, do you remember how you felt?ââ you asked her.
,,Did your heart hurt? Did you feel scared and suffocated? Wasnât it painful?ââ you asked her and even though you could see that she was tearing up, you knew that this was something the two of you had to talk about.
Indeed, Lucy closed up about her feelings ever since then, but this was also a good opportunity.
,,Now, think of a happy moment with your father. Isnât it something painful but a happy moment as well?ââ you asked her and got up, knowing that she knew what to do.
A week later, you were invited to see your daughter receive a prize for the most beautiful portrait of Jihyun as an angel looking down at the world, a painful and happy moment for everyone who knew him.
Vanderwood
,,Mommy,ââ your son asked you, pulling at your shirt as you stood in front of the stove.
,,Mhhh?ââ you asked him without looking as you were cooking.
,,Why did Daddy leave us?ââ he asked you out of the blue, making you stop everything and look at him.
,,The fish is burning,ââ he suddenly said as he saw the flames, making you shriek and quickly take care of everything.
After everything was taken care of, you took him in your arms and showed him a few pictures of his father.
For now, you never showed him his father. You never dared to speak about Vanderwood, fearing that your son wouldnât understand your words, but by now you learned that he was much stronger than you ever thought.
,,This is your father, Vanderwood. He didnât leave because he wanted to, he was kind of forced to,ââ you told him, gulping down the bad feeling you had as your heart began to beat quickly.
,,And why is he gone?ââ he asked you, softly touching the picture of a cool looking brown haired man.
This was on the day you two went to eat after you craved a salad and ice cream.
,,He had an important job to do,ââ you explained. Of course you didnât tell him that the agency tracked him down and killed him brutally while he tried to keep you, his heavily pregnant, hidden.
,,And what is he doing now?ââ he kept asking you as you remembered the day, as if it was yesterday, when he pushed you into the closet, begging you to close your ears and never come out until called you.
However, that call never came. Instead, Saeyoung pulled you out moments later. You didnât remember how much time passed.
You just knew that he asked you to keep your eyes closed as he led the way out of the room.
,,He is now protecting you, me, uncle Saeyoung, uncle Saeran, uncle Jumin, uncle Zen, uncle Yoosung and aunt Jaehee,ââ you answered with a smile.
How much he would have loved to meet his son, you were sure.
He was your happiness after all, the last memento of Vanderwood.
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John Mayer - Your body is a wonderland
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đŹđŽđŚđŚđđŤđ˛ : your boyfriend, Taeyong has been worn out due to working hard on his latest comeback & you just wanna appreciate him & tell him how much you love him <3
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hey everyone! this is my first official ff, so pardon me if there's Grammer errors, spelling mistakes, etc. I got inspired to write this while listening to "your body is a wonderland." I just love the soft, morning sex feel of the song & wanted to turn it into a ff. I'm not sure if I'll be an active poster , but I did have fun while writing this & making up stories is a hobby of mine so we'll see. feedback is very appreciated, & enjoy!! :3ďżź
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it was a pleasant Sunday morning & you woke up a little earlier than usual to the sound of birds chirping. You rubbed your eyes to adjust to the light streaming through the semi transparent curtains. next to you, lay your peacefully asleep boyfriend, Taeyong. {damn,} you thought, {even while sleeping he's just breathtaking to look at. God really does have favorites huh.} it made you smile to see him look so tranquil.
the night before, he came in the apartment quite fatigued since he had been out all day, practicing for his group's newest comeback.
"hey bubu," you said as you stood up from the couch you were sat at. you walked over & you hugged him. "how was everything today? any new progress?"
"mmm, everything's going along well, just a little tired because the recording session was a bit hard. I'm just glad to be back home & hugging you." he said while putting his head in the crook of your neck.
"you seem tired, baby." you reply, moving your fingers through his hair "want me to make you some tea maybe?"
"yeah, that'd be great. I'm just gonna go lay down on the bed for a bit. " he smiled tiredly, putting his backpack & shoes next to the door.
you went into the kitchen to get a kettle onto the stove. once it started boiling, you poured it into two small mugs for the both of you, added the tea bags & stirred in some honey. you left for the bedroom & came in to see Tae curled up, fast asleep on the bed. you sighed, a bit sad & put down the cups onto the night stand next to the bed & sat down besides him. you glanced at the clock on top of the night stand, 9:55 PM. makes sense he was tired, he left pretty early in the morning. however, you wanted to talk to him at least for a little bit more since it felt like the two of you hadn't had a conversation or even really cuddled in so long for his job was keeping him very occupied. sure you both texted back & forth while you could, but it just didn't feel the same as actually being there together. it wasn't too long before his comeback would be present, but then again, he'd be busy with promotions. a bit crestfallen, you slipped out of your clothes, went to get washed & had gotten into bed.
back to the present, you were thinking of how nice it was just to be close to him & know you could finally have a day where you could both just enjoy each other's company. you knew you wanted to do some extra special caring for him. knowing how he's been so hard at work was a sign he's in need of some extra special lovin'. you felt like you hadn't been able to tell him how much you loved & appreciated him, & now, you felt like you could finally do it. you snuggled up closer to him, gently put your hand onto his face & started caressing him. Taeyong 's nose scrunched & his eyes fluttered open.
"good morning bubu. " you said, continually stroking his cheek with the tips of your fingers. "sleep well?"
taeyong smiled & stretched a bit. "yeah, I feel well rested. how about you?"
"same same. I'm just glad you don't have to go anywhere today. I've missed being able to be with you. "
"I'm sorry I fell asleep so quickly last night y/n. I just wanted to lie down since I felt so drowsy but I dozed off like an idiot & didn't get to talk to you while I had the chance. I feel so bad since I feel I've been terrible at spending time with you & actually being a boyfriend. " he looked down glumly.
"no, baby, it's fine. it's understandable since you've been going pretty hard lately, & we have all day today so : )" you assured him pressing a small kiss on his forehead.
you smiled & held his cheeks between your hands & kissed his lips ever so gently. he kissed back, & you started to kiss back a little bit harder. before you knew it, things were starting to get really heated. you had slid your tongue over his lips as an ask to come in, & he happily let you in. that cute little bubblegum tongue of his sure knew how to get you riled up, cause damn, was he a good kisser. tongues playing harmoniously while softly panting. you broke out of the deep kissing to kiss his cheek & then started to leave kisses all along his sharp jawline. you climbed on top of him & worked your way down his neck, leaving a plush trail of kisses with him sighing softly. your hands trailed down his stomach & onto his forming hard on. starting to slowly stroke his covered bulge, you now moved your lips to his nipple, giving a few light licks, giving you great joy to hear the sweet little whimpers that were coming out of his mouth. you started to work faster with your tongue & hand. you lightly dragged your tongue down his abdomen & hooked your fingers around the waistband of his boxers & pulled them off. his cock sprung up & slapped against his stomach. the tip was sore & red, glistening with precum, which made you lick your lips in anticipation. slowly, you started to stroke it,from the base & squeezing a bit once you came to the top. you began to pick up the pace, taking in your boyfriend's pretty flushed face, begging you to touch him more.
"fuck tae, your body is like a wonderland. you're so beautiful. "
he started blushing at the compliments, hand slightly against his mouth , & that just made you want to do more. you stopped stroking his length & he whined at the lack of friction, trying to buck his hips in the air. however, you had a firm grip on his left thigh & wouldn't let him. you moved further down his body, until your head was in between his thighs. you started leaving kisses & bites all along his inner thighs. reaching to his dick, you placed a quick kiss on the tip & started giving a few kitten licks.
"fuck y/n,you're such a tease. " taeyong panted out.
"I'm just trying to savor every moment of this baby âĄ" you said smirking since you knew what you were doing to him.
finally, you took him whole & he groaned out loud. bobbing your head up & down, his tip sometimes reaching the back of your throat, making you moan & send out vibrations, which made him moan right back . chest heaving & eliciting pretty moans , his back was slightly arched & his hips were pushed up a bit, but you made sure he was held put. he practically melted by your hands, & it was amazing to feel you had this much power over him. you could tell he was reaching his limit, & you got off of him with a *pop*. you were about to position himself into your entrance when he grabbed your wrist.
"no....not yet. I want you to feel good too. please, sit on my face. "
"ok, I'll let you since you've been a pretty good boy." you say as you crawl up onto him. you lower yourself slowly above his face & he holds your thighs in place. he takes one long lick across your slit, savoring it as if it tastes like candy & starts eating you out like he'll never be able to do it again.
"you're so pretty, y/n" he says against you, nose deep into you.
"ah fuck, & you're so good at this tae." you say tugging onto his hair, trying tohold back moans.
the way he eats you out is unbearably good. his tongue, gliding along your vulva , up & down & making circle motions on your clit gets you feeling so high. you felt yourself coming to a reach, & taeyong could see it & started to go even faster. your thighs started to shake in the euphoric feeling & you held his hair as he continued lapping up your juices until you told him to stop. finally, you got down off of his face & positioned yourself. you lowered yourself down onto his firm cock. "ohhh" taeyong let out a deep groan, relieved he was finally getting attention on him again. you stretched your torso across to pin his hands above his head & slowly started to move, your hips going perpendicular. moving your head towards him, you went back in for more kissing. tongues entangling & beads of sweat falling down in between your foreheads. having a tight grip on both his hands, you started going at a quicker pace, drawing out more moans from tae.
"oh my god. I'm close, y/n." taeyong moaned out against your lips with his hands starting to tremble.
"ok baby. you can cum." you replied, increasing the movements of your hips & pushing your lips into a deeper kiss with his. you felt his thighs starting to quiver & his hips bucked up deeper into yours, warm cum spilling out from inside you. you both rode it out together until you started to pant. not moving anymore,you were still on him with a bit of cum dripping out of your pussy, creaminess covering his cock. you rose up & got some tissues to clean the both of you. after that, you laid down next to him. him turning to meet your face & his chest still rising.
"it doesn't matter how long we've been together, you still manage somehow to make my heart race with every breath you take." taeyong said, a bashful little smile creeping onto his face.
"well, you never fail to make me smile at your sappy commentary." you giggled, running your hands through his messy hair. "you're pretty cute too."
"I can't believe I get to date someone as angelic as you." he said, snuggling his head into your chest, arms wrapping around your waist.
"ha, you make my heart flutter, really. I'm so lucky to have you. " you cuddled him back, hands on the back of his head, gently caressing him.
"love you, y/n"
"love you too, yongie" you replied smiling, savoring the intimacy of the moment.
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bucky barnes x reader ⢠masterlist.
bucky and you met six years ago in romania, but he disappeared. now, he's back.
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Six years had passed since the last time he was with you, before disappearing overnight. He didn't give you any explanation, he didn't even leave a note. He needed to protect you, but he also knew how stubborn you were and that you wouldn't let him take that decision for both. So Bucky simply left, breaking your heart in one thousand pieces. You wanted to understand his reasons, but you couldn't. He promised you eternal love, a life together, moving out of New York âmaybe to a remote place where anyone could recognize him and have peaceful days, without having to be worried about someone coming after him. About someone trying to hurt you.
Since the very first moment you met in Romania, Bucky fell in love with you. Sometimes you still remembered how he started talking to you in Romanian, guessing you were from there until you laughed and replied in English. The next few weeks were like a daydream. Walks, romantic dates, nights of stargazing. Then, you came back to New York and kept in touch by letters, as in the forties or fifties. Until one day. Your friends invited you to a museum and what you discovered there was unbelievable. James, your James, was Captain America's best friend. And he was supposed to be dead.
You wrote to him. You told him you knew it. You told him you didn't care, that you could figure out how to escape from that situation. Together. But he never sent you a letter back. You weren't able to forget him after all that time, still sleeping every night with his red shirt, stupidly fantasizing about the idea of Bucky coming back to you. And your hopes increased when you watched him on TV. The Avengers found him and, even if you tried to contact them somehow to defend your James, you never got it. Nobody believed you, not even when you showed them the letters, not the only picture you conservated of both of you in Bucharest. You prayed to God to help him. You begged God to the world seeing him as you did.
But when Bucky was released on parole, he never tried to look for you. He did know you lived in New York and, with his resources, he'd have known in less than five minutes. One year had passed, and you ended up losing the most minimal hope wrapping your heart. All those things he told you once, were just lies. Lies to inventing a parallel life until you left Romania. Only replying to your letters to have something to lean on for his own good. That's what he demonstrated to you.
bucky's pov
Like every night since he earned part of his freedom, Bucky stared at the windows of your apartment, from the opposite sidewalk hidden behind a tree. Like a ghost. Like he was trained to see but not be seeing. Every night, he wanted to cross the road, call to your door, kiss you, hug you, feel your touch and your love âhold you, and never let you go again. But he knew it was risky, he knew he had to wait for the right time. And it came. Tonight it came. His year of therapy had ended and he was free. Bucky was free to come back home.
He had been watching you since it started, making sure you were safe and sound. He also was aware that you never rebuilt your life with another man, that you tried to find him. That you slept every night with his shirt. Bucky was also aware of all the times you cried for him, that you always walked the same way from your job to your apartment expecting to meet him in some street close to it. He knew you better than you knew yourself.
Taking a deep, deep breath, keeping his hands inside the pockets of his coat, the soldier put a step on the road. The first step to happiness. And then, no one could stop him. He continued to the front door of the building, not needing more than a push to open it. Third floor, fifth door at the right of the corridor. Bucky licked his bottom lip nervously, swallowing as he took a master key from one of his pockets and a small metallic stick to force the lock of your house. He needed to be fast and stealthy, ringing the bell wasn't an option for very obvious reasons. Breaking into the apartment, he closed the door quietly behind his back.
The lights were all turned off a couple of hours ago when you went to sleep, after sitting on the window of your living room waiting for someone who wasn't going to show up, as every night for the last six years. The whole place smelled sweet like you used to. Bucky never forgot your scent, using it as the encouragement he needed to continue fighting for his freedom, for a life together. Now, his heart was racing so quickly that the whole city could hear his beats.
Slowly, he toured the entrance, the living room, the hallway straight to your dorm. The door was half-closed. Not a single noise coming from the inside. Bucky walked towards it, pushing it in slow motion, trying to not wake you up. And if he knew before that could be that easy to watch you sleep âfor creepy that it soundedâ he would have watched you every night since he landed in New York.
Bucky wasn't sure about what to do. If he should wake you up, if he should let you sleep and come the next day after you finished your work. When he wanted to realize, he was running the nail of his index finger on your soft cheek. Your skin was still warm, which meant you fell asleep crying again. And that broke his heart, his soul. Being conscious of all the pain and the suffering he made you being through all that time was killing him from inside. And he wished he could have handled your relationship in another way. But there wasn't another way without you being collateral damage of his past.
Bucky was about to leave when he suddenly felt a hit to his collarbone, stumbling to the bed. He didn't have time to react when your right leg was beneath his cold arm and pinning down his neck, as your left leg was laced around it. Your hand gripping his wrist, immobilizing him, pointing at him with a loaded gun between your free fingers. Your breathing became erratic, your pulse was beating faster than ever, but you were ready to shoot if the occasion required it.
In the middle of the gloom you glimpsed at those deep oceanic blue eyes you had been craving to look at for years. The same eyes on the picture on your nightstand. It has to be another dream. Another nightmare where Bucky came to tell you that everything was going to be okay. But his touch felt so real that it hurt like a million flames burning down your body to ashes. You were paralyzed. Your brain collapsed. In a very slow motion, James âyour Jamesâ raised his right hand from the mattress to above his chest, bringing it to the gun aimed at his head. You couldn't stop him. You tried with all your strength. But the commands sent by your neurons never reached the finger supported against the trigger.
His flesh digits made their way to your trembling hand, as the tears started to sprout out from your eyes. Bucky took the weapon, not needing to ask you to release it, to put it away from the two of you.
âIt's okay, draga mea, it's meâŚâ He whispered with such an angelical and melodic voice, over your dolorous sobs. âMay I, uh⌠get my arm back?â
Bit by bit, you obeyed as if it was some kind of polite order, loosening the grip around his arm and over his neck. Stepping back till your body collided with the headboard, you curled up your knees to your furious chest rising and falling, hiding your face between the gap of both. Your cry became louder, agonic, painful, ripping your throat.
âNoâ Not again⌠Not again, please⌠I câ can'tâ. You implored sorely.
Bucky didn't need to be a genius to understand you firmly believed it was just part of another of your dreams. Another of your nightmares. He sat upon your bed, coming closer to you and landing his cold metallic hand on the back of your head, urging you to raise it. You did. You did raise your burning face because of the tears falling, running down your cheeks. Your blurry gaze focused on his pale blue eyes, begging you silently to forgive him.
âI'm here⌠I'm backâ. Bucky murmured, gently touring your skin until reaching a side of your neck, caressing your throat by using his thumb. âThis is not a dream, draga mea. This is realâ.
His intentions weren't to scare you, speaking to you with such a honeyed tone of voice as he shortened the distance between his body and your legs yet curled. You pouted unconsciously, watching him leaning above your legs to press his lips on the bridge of your nose. Slowly, fondly. Wanting to transmit to you that the flame of his love for you never went out. Resting his forehead against yours, your right hand flew straight to the back of his neck. You had never needed more than you needed him at that precise instant, trying to believe that that wasn't a trick of your subconscious.
â'M so, so sorry⌠I had to protect you⌠I had to protect youâ. Bucky explained while closing his eyes, lacing his free fingers with yours. âBut, uh⌠I know you still drink black coffee with mocha and a stick of cinnamon every Thursday. I know you⌠rent a book from the library and sit on the stairs in your free evenings⌠I know you sleep with this same shirt every nightâ.
Discovering he had been watching you all this time provoked your lips to shiver, as your cry became lower and your breathing was calmer. He guarded your days, in the shadows, till the right moment. And it came. Tonight was the right moment.
âI'm free. I'm not an enemy anymore⌠I'm not a targetâ. Bucky couldn't help but chuckle to hold back his own tears. âI'm so sorryâ.
âWill youâŚ? Will you stay now? With me?â At first, you doubted asking, being afraid of his response for a second.
âNo one will ever set us apart again. No oneâ. He promised you, his heart speaking, telling the absolute truth. âEverything I told you in Bucharest; everything was true. And I⌠I want itâ.
Bucky leaned forward enough inches to make disappear the less distance between both of you, pressing his lips in yours, tenderly caressing your jawline with his thumb as his tears met yours in the corner of your lips. Neither of you could believe that you were reunited after all these years, after all the pain, the loneliness. And like James, your James, said so: no one would ever set you apart again.
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How to Lose the Lottery
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George Weasley X fem!Reader (Muggle!au)
Inspo:Â this song
Summary: Youâre remembering the night that you broke up with George Weasley. Looking back at your relationship youâre missing the good, but you canât forget the last day you were together.
Warnings: Angst
If you have to go on one more ridiculous date youâll scream. Ever since you and George broke up your friends had been insistent that you find someone else, or at least try and break out of your slump.Â
You had been with George since your second year at university. He had already graduated and was working on becoming a computer sciences professor. He was in grad school, and you were a beautiful, fresh faced sophomore. It seemed simple, he had a decent enough job that he had a nice apartment close to campus. You were just nineteen, he was twenty-three. It made sense, guys your age were focused on partying, rather than being responsible young adults.Â
Your first couple dates were fun, heâd taken you on the London Eye, and taken you for some really amazing food after. He was really sweeping you off your feet. A couple weeks into your relationship you started to spend more and more time at his apartment. Youâd stay over on weekends and spend the week at your dorm to get your work done. Every Saturday morning youâd make pancakes in one of his old shirts heâd let you sleep in. You always woke up before him, used to your classes being earlier in the day, while he scheduled his for after ten am. He told you how much he loved waking up to you making breakfast in his shirt while playing music quietly as to not waking him up.Â
Every morning heâd walk up to you half asleep without a shirt on and wrap his arms around your waist, placing a light kiss on your temple before nuzzling his face into the crook of your neck. He used to love hearing you giggle. Used to.Â
About a year into your relationship heâd asked you to move in with him. Obviously you were excited. This is the first long term serious relationship you had ever been in. You really felt like George was the one for you. You really loved him.
Then everything sort of... stopped. The hugs from the back, the sleeping in his t shirt, him waking up to drive you to class. Being together all the time made all the niceness of being together fall to the wayside. There wasnât any excitement in your relationship, even when youâd tried to surprise George with dinner and a tight dress, with a beautiful and delicate lace lingerie on underneath, heâd be working late at the library. Youâd changed out of your dress and into one of your pj sets and packed up the food into the fridge by the time George got home.
Then Angelina entered the picture. She was a transfer from Oxford that George had been assigned to show around the Comp Sci department. She was brilliant and beautiful, and closer to Georgeâs age than you were. You were a little jealous of how perfect for George she seemed. She was tall and into computers too. Her and George even started to work on their projects together. Your first reaction was to worry, but youâd convinced yourself that you were being paranoid. That it was good for George to have a friend outside of Lee and his brother Fred. That you and George had built a relationship on trust, that there is no way that he would ever be willing to throw what you had built away.
Then it happened. One night in the heat of the summer, he came home really late. You were awake, waiting for him. Sitting in your pjs watching one of your favorite movies. You had already eaten your dinner and put his in the fridge to reheat if he was hungry when he got home. So when he came back at two in the morning, you were surprised to say the least.Â
âHey babe, are you hungry? Do you want me to heat up your food,â you asked tiredly.Â
He dropped his bag on the ground and huffed, causing you to look over at him. He looked utterly defeated. You immediately stood up and went over to him. Your hands went to hold the sides of his face, but he gripped your wrists before you could touch him.Â
âGeorge what the hell is going on,â you asked in a quiet worried voice. His face looked so guilty, he wouldnât look into your eyes, your worry dropped, replaced by a sinking feeling in your stomach. âGeorge, what did you do,â your voice was eerily calm as you pulled your hands from his grip.
His eyes finally meet yours. He looks teary, but not sad, not sorry for whatever he doesnât want to tell you. âY/N...â he started.Â
âDonât bullshit me George just tell me what happened.â Your eyes started to fill with tears, dreading what he would tell you. He stayed quite as you quietly yelled, not wanting to wake the neighbors. His back slid down the door until he sat on the floor.Â
âI found someone else,â he said barely above a whisper. But you heard him. You wished you hadnât.
Your jaw dropped and you backed against the wall that sat across from the door, the one that separated the kitchen from the living room in your shared apartment. You slid down as your throat felt like it was closing. You tried to blink back the tears, not wanting George to see them fall, but they slide down your cheek silently.
âIâm sorry,â he says, finally looking up from the floor to look at your stunned and hurt face. âI didnât mean for this to happen.â
âIs that supposed to make it better,â you ask, your voice betraying you and cracking. âIs that supposed to make all of this shit better? That you didnât mean to âfind someone elseâ after weâve been together for almost three years? When we live together,â your voice starts to raise, as tears fall down your face with reckless abandon.
âYou have to know I didnât mean to hurt you,â his voice is raised a bit now, his head squared as he finally has the courage to make eye contact with you.
âOh,â you ruefully laugh, âwell then itâs all better then isnât it? Iâll tell you right now that itâs a little too fucking late to say that. To say that like you havenât been hurting me for the last year of our fucking relationship.â
âItâs not my fault that you stopped trying for us,â he stood up.Â
âI stopped trying,â your feet launched you up. âIâm the one who cooks for you every single day. Iâm not the one who wonât even get up to take my girlfriend to school when itâs five minutes away. Iâm not the one who spends all of their free time away from their house as to avoid their girlfriend. No George, that was all you.â
âOh donât blame all of our issues on me. We both had a hand in the end of this relationship.â
You stormed into the bedroom to start packing some of your things to leave. You canât stand to look at him for one more second, much less to stay in the same apartment with him for one more night.Â
âWhat the fuck happened to betting everything on us? You swore to me that you wanted to be with me for the rest of our lives. You told me that meeting me felt like winning the lottery. What happened to that? What? Some girl comes all the way from Oxford and all of a sudden all of that was bullshit?â
âDonât bring Angelina into this, you know we were falling away from each other before she ever came into the picture,â George grabbed your arm to get you to look at him. His face morphed from his angry excuse making mug to something much softer, showing the small part of him that still cared at all for you. When he saw your tear stained face and the pure and painful hurt in your e/c eyes.
âGet the fuck off of me George,â you shoved him with all your strength. He didnât even fight back as he fell to sit on the bed behind him. âIâm getting as much of my stuff as I can right now.â You wipe the tears from your cheeks. âIâll stop by tomorrow when youâre in class and get the rest of it. Iâll leave my key on the counter. Then I never want to hear from you again. I donât want to see you if I even hear your name anywhere close to me Iâll walk away.â
âYou donât have to do all that. Itâs three in the morning you have nowhere to go. Iâll leave and you can stay here for tonight,â George sighs.
âI canât stand to be anywhere that reminds me of you right now,â you glare at him over your shoulder. âI can stay at Cedricâs for the night and figure things out from there tomorrow.â George scoffs. You roll your eyes and turn to him. âWhat?â
âOf course youâre running to Cedric,â he bites.
âThe hell do you mean by that?â
âNothing,â he rolls his eyes, âjust seems convenient that you know you could go over to his place at this time of night. He always had a thing for you and you know it.â
You finish zipping your suitcase and stand up, looking at him. âWell it doesnât matter now, does it? Because one of us already chose someone else.â You felt too calm. You knew you shouldnât feel as relieved to leave as you do. That you should feel a little more crushed by the ending of your relationship. That you should be screaming and begging for more of an explanation. That it shouldnât be as easy as it was to walk out on what you thought was going to be the rest of your life.
âWhatever, just go,â Georgeâs eyes looked just as detached as you felt right now.
God, this is really ending, isnât it.
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One Last Time--Right?
Pairing: Obispo âBishopâ Losa x Reader
Summary: A sleepless night and an unexpected visitor.Â
Rating: E; NC-17; 18+ onlyÂ
Warning/notes: look what was just âsittingâ in my drafts! Some of it was sitting, some of it still had to be written. I kind of phoned in the smut ngl; based off of this dialogue prompt; language; gun violence, sort of?; blood; unprotected sex (wrap it up); sex toys; biting; excessive use of pet names, idk. Iâll have more Bishop fics in the future so if youâre not on the taglist and you want to be for those let me know.Â
Word count: 1425
âOops,â you said after flicking on the living room light, grimacing at the sight of Bishop holding his injured arm.
âYou just shot me and thatâs all you have to say? âOopsâ?â Bishop demanded. He winced as he slid out of his kutte and you snapped out of your stupor as you watched his bloodied fingers fumble with his shirt buttons. You set your gun down on the side table and rushed over to him, helping him with his shirt, easing the fabric down over his injured shoulder.Â
âItâs just a scratch,â you said when you saw the wound, sighing in relief and annoyance. Bishop tossed his shirt on the couch beside his kutte and you hurried into the bathroom for the first aid kit. Â
âClearly I should have taken you to the range more,â Bishop said. He was standing in the bathroom doorway in his black tank top, a line of blood running down his left arm.Â
âSo, youâre giving me a hard time for not killing you?â you said, looking at him like he was crazy.Â
âIâm giving you a hard time for your aim, querida.âÂ
âDonât call me that,â you grumbled, cleaning the long stripe of blood from his arm and holding pressure against the wound with a clean towel. The air around you felt tight as you realized how close the two of you were. Your bed had been empty for weeks, and the weeks before that had seen a cold space grow between the two of you. The idea that you could end that physical separation with just a small step forward, with the right touch, the right look, made your heart skip a beat.Â
âWhat are you doing here anyway?â you asked.Â
"You left some stuff over at my place. I was bringing it back."
"At one in the morning?" Bishop rubbed his chin with his free hand and looked at the floor.Â
"I didn't wanna bother you with it," he admitted. "Figured Iâd be in and out and youâd sleep right through it.â The two of you were silent as you lingered on the fact that Bishop had tried to avoid you. That if you had been asleep, the only evidence to show heâd been there would have been a bag on the living room floor full of your things. You lifted the towel to check the bleeding.
"Why are you awake?â Bishop asked as he watched you, a curious expression on his face.
âI couldnât sleep.â You put the towel down and started cleaning and bandaging the wound, trying to ignore the feeling of Bishopâs eyes on you. His gaze had softened and you knew what would happen if you met it. Sleep had never been a problem for you, even when you were stressed or upset. For whatever reason it managed to find you just the same and Bishop knew all of that. Heâd commented often on wishing he had that ability.Â
âAlright,â you said, finishing up, a white bandage placed neatly over the damage. âJust call next time, I promise I wonât bite your head off or whatever you thought was going to happen.âÂ
Bishop stopped you as you went to tuck the first aid kit away.
âWhy couldnât you sleep?â he asked. The question hung in the air between the two of you and you struggled with the answer because there was no good one. Before Bishop showed up you had been tossing and turning, the blanket too hot, the sheets too cold, every part of you wide awake, and a familiar need growing inside you. You had been reaching for your vibrator when you heard the noise and reached for your gun instead. The truth was that without Bishop beside you, sleep was getting harder and harder to find each night. But you werenât about to admit that.
âI donât know,â you lied. You went to move around Bishop again but he caught you by the arm and this time you met his eyes. You wished you hadnât because you were certain he could see everything.Â
âBullshit,â Bishop said, bringing you close, your body tight against his. His tongue passed slowly between his lips as his eyes lingered on yours. âYou need me, donât you, sweetheart?â
âNo,â you said, but your voice was so weak and pathetic that you scoffed and rolled your eyes at yourself. You repeated the word, firmly that time, but it didnât matter. A corner of Bishopâs mouth was turned up in a soft smirk, eyebrows raised, his face clearly asking who you were trying to kid. Bishop caressed your cheek and you melted into his touch, eyes closing at the feel of his calloused hand on your skin. You did need Bishop, maybe just for one night. One last night and then the two of you could move on. You felt the brush of his lips and the heat of his breath, the bristle of his mustache on your skin.Â
âYou need me to fuck you to sleep, baby?â Bishop whispered. The only response you could manage was a whimper, the sound cut off by his lips closing around yours. The kiss was hungry, desperate, the two of you needing each other more than you were willing to admit, and Bishop pushed you against the wall, his thigh between your legs, thin panties the only barrier between your clit and the friction you so desperately needed.Â
âObispo,â you gasped as you felt his teeth leaving marks on your neck, his hand slipping under your tank top. You caught sight of yourself in the mirror, eyes lust-drunk and heavy, and you pushed away every shred of common sense. You rocked your hips back and forth, moaning in Bishopâs ear at the sensation.Â
âLook at you,â he said with a chuckle, âthat little toy of yours not getting the job done? Need me to show you how to use it?â Bishop pulled away from you, taking your hand in his and leading you back to the bedroom. Lips locked, Bishop made quick work of your clothes and urged you back onto the rumpled bed.
âYouâre fucking soaked, baby,â he said as his fingers found your warmth and you whimpered when he took them away, reaching for the top drawer of your bedside table. Bishop leaned down, lips finding yours in a slow, wet kiss and you moaned into his mouth at the feeling of the vibrator pressing against your clit. You rolled your hips, grinding against the toy.
âI want you,â you said through tight gasps, clinging to Bishop. âI wanna feel you.âÂ
âYou gotta come for me first, sweetheart,â he said. With his free hand he held you by the chin, and you lost yourself in his warm brown eyes as your chest rose and fell with your frantic breathing. âCome for me.â Your nails dug into his skin, your body tensing up before falling apart under the wave of pleasure, and you slumped limp and heavy into the bed. Bishop tossed the vibrator aside and brought you into a tender kiss, his teeth tugging gently at your bottom lip. You reached out, hands fumbling with his belt and he smiled through the kiss.Â
âCanât get away from this dick, can you baby?â
âShut the fuck up,â you said through a breathy chuckle. Bishop tugged the black tank top over his head, tossing it to a dark corner of the room, and you ran your hands over his chest, craving his closeness, his warmth. You wrapped your legs around him, both of you moaning as he entered you, and you dropped your head back on the pillow.
âGod I fucking missed you,â Bishop said, burying his face in your neck and planting wet kisses along your skin. You curled your fingers in his hair, begging him not to stop. Bishop altered his pace, snapping into you faster, his thrusts punctuated by sharp grunts and he slipped his hand between your bodies, finding your sensitive clit. It wasnât long before another orgasm was sweeping through you, your nails raking his back as his name fell broken from your lips. Bishopâs pace faltered with his last thrust, burying himself deep inside you as he came. He slumped against you, resting his head next to yours on the pillow. The two of you stayed like that, your hand stroking the back of his neck as a calm blanketed you. You turned your head, meeting Bishopâs drowsy gaze.Â
âStay,â you whispered.Â
âIâm not going anywhere,â he said, pressing a kiss to your forehead.
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âYouâre making this so much harder than it has to be.â Y/N watched as Harry scrambled to get his clothes on.Â
This was a regular routine for the two of them, Harry would text her telling her to be ready when he arrived. She wouldnât exactly call their relationship a relationship. She felt like calling it a booty call made her feel gross though thatâs the closest to what it was. Y/N wouldnât even call it friends with benefits. Harry wasnât her friend, he never tried to be. They were from different sides of the spectrum. Harry was rough around the edges, blunt, pretentious. An arrogant son of a bitch if you asked Y/N. She leaned more on the safer side of things, not a good girl, but not exactly bad. Just your average girl. Sheâs boring and uptight if you asked Harry.Â
âItâs 2...â Y/N trailed off to look at the clock, â2:46 in the morning, just stay.â She sighed, sitting up and bringing the sheet up with her to cover her front. She wasnât sure what his deal was, but it started to get under her skin.
âThat isnât my thing, Sweetheart.â Harry chuckled, feeling the panic bubble in his chest at the idea of staying. Of being too close to her. Y/N was equally as terrifying to him and she had to have some clue.
Harry didnât do relationships. Hell, this was the closest thing he had to being truly intimate for years and he was terrified. He had gotten a bit too comfortable with Y/N and found himself wanting to stick around too long after their fun. It was made abundantly clear to the both of them that they werenât going to be anything more than a booty call. After the last time, it had been insanely good and he had fallen asleep in her bed. Waking up with her curled up on his chest, the warmth, the comfort? It was so amazingly lovely and so terrifying he could cry. No. He wouldnât allow himself to get attached again.Â
Besides. She was... god. She was fucking immaculate. Smart and kind, talented and sweet. There was no damn way she would actually want a relationship with someone like him. Covered head to toe in tattoos and piercings and shit. Smoking and drinking and all that too. No. She deserved a nice guy. Someone with an office job.
Y/N rolled her eyes. She hated that fucking nickname. It felt patronizing, but she knew that wasnât the angle Harry was coming at this all with. He was avoiding her. She could see it. The way he wouldnât meet her gaze. Harry was well aware she could read his eyes, he wouldnât be able to hide from her then.Â
âHarry, itâs fucking pouring.â He didnât have a car, she knew he had full intentions of walking back to his apartment on campus. Y/N looked at him with furrowed brows, realizing he wasnât stopping. She reached over and slipped her Fleetwood Mac shirt back on, getting up to walk over to him. âIf youâre that fussed about it, you can take the couch, or I can take the couch, but Iâm not letting you walk home in the fucking rain in the middle of the night.â Y/N spoke sternly, but her voice was soft. What was the big deal?
âNo. You arenât taking the couchâ get back in bed.â He sighed, closing his eyes. Fuck. He didnât want to hurt her feelings, Y/N didnât do anything wrong at all. She was being her normal, sweet, tender self and wanted to make sure he was safe and he understands that but... fuck. âGo back to bed. Iâll sit until the rain stops and call an Uber or something.â He was nervous. He knew that if he laid back in bed with her that he would like it and want more of it. Those kisses would be soft and not the rough ones he was used to and he would melt. Normally his hookups didnât make him nervousâ but she absolutely did. Very much so. âDonât give me that pout please.â He groaned when she looked up at him with puppy eyes and approached him slowly. Oh no. He was a strong man but he knew his inner weakness for her. He felt it. Didnât want it.
âI donât understand why this is such a big deal.â Y/N frowned, genuinely confused. What Iâm earth was he on about? Sitting until the rain stopped or getting an uber? Was she really that unbearable? Y/N wasnât going to beg for him to stay, but if he really wanted out there must be a reason? She thought maybe since theyâve been having regular sex for a few months that maybe it wouldnât be such a big deal for him to just stay. âI donât understand you, ya know?â She muttered, looking at him as if she was examining him. What changed so much? He had come into her home all guns blazing a few hours ago, pinning her against the wall, ravishing her after a night of drinking with her friends. She even thought they made progress when they had a little laugh about it afterwards, but then he was up and itching to get out. âI know youâre not the biggest fan of me, but do you have to be so fucking stubborn?â
Wait. What? Harry furrowed his brows and looked at her with disbelief. The way he had just fucked her as if his life depended on it? How did that translate into him not liking her?
âHold on. Noâ I donât dislike you or anything. Mânot trying to get away because I donât like you.â He said lowly, face full of confusion and a bit of irritation. âJesus Christ. Itâs the opposite. Thatâs why I canât bloody stay in your place.â He felt a bit stupid admitting that because even to him it didnt make total sense. All he knew was that she wouldnât like him the way he could end up liking her and he already had the beginnings of something more than a crush. He knew he fell in love quicklyâ far too quickly. And he didnât want to set himself up for more disappointment.
Now Y/N was confused.Â
âAnd thatâs supposed to make sense?â She asked with furrowed brows, her arms crossing over her chest in defense. It was chilly in her apartment, but she wasnât about to go put on more clothes when they could just get back into bed and go to sleep. If he would just listen. âYou stayed here last time and you were fine.â Y/N stayed simply, âjust go lay down, can go home whenever you want tomorrow....â She was giving up on fighting with him, but of course his words were still ringing through her mind. If he liked her why was he so desperate to leave? Why did he want to get away from her so bad? It didnât make any sense at all.
âYeah, I did and we cuddled! We arenât supposed to do that.â Harry stressed. When her face was even more confused he let out a dark groan, covering his face with his hands. How did she not understand this? This dilemma, this crisis? They were meant to be fuck buddies. Nothing more. She wouldnât be interested in more and it was so fucking embarrassing to think of himself catching emotions for her when she would just laugh or not want to be involved at all. His last girlfriend had summed it up by explaining that Harry was fun for a while. Fun to explore and live out that bad boy fantasy with his motorcycle and crazy parties and tattoo artist apprenticeship but he wasnât boyfriend material. If she thought that âand she wasnât a total prize once he thought about itâ Y/N would for sure laugh if he wanted more than that.
âYou understand youâre making zero sense right now right?â Y/N chuckled, shaking her head. âYou were balls deep in me and cuddling is what youâre worried about?â She asked with a small sigh, taking a few seconds just watching him. âLook, Iâll stay on the other side of the bed if you want. Just stay. It isnât a question, youâre not leaving.â Y/N didnât like being challenged, she liked getting her way and he was making no sense with his talk. She reached out and took his hand, pulling him back towards her bed. She was tired, sleep was visible on her face but she wouldnât sleep until she was sure he wouldnât leave.Â
Truth be told she didnât want him to leave for other reasons. She liked having him around, even if sometimes he didnât act so fond of her and pushed her away. Y/N liked having his calm energy around, liked him roasting her, liked how he always found a way to get her to wind down. Not to mention sharing a bed with him during the night was incredibly comfortable. When they started this whole thing, Y/N knew that there was a possibility that she could catch feelings. However, she let those die. He wasnât interested. She was just some good pussy to him.
He felt squirmy. Sitting in bed with her and not touching her felt wrong. It felt weird and uncomfortable and he just wanted to pet her hair and gently touch her skin and it was such a weird and odd feeling. He wanted to vomit. How the fuck was he even doing this?
She was terrifying.
He didnât realize he had said that out loud until she turned over and looked at him with a questioning look. Fuck. Oops.Â
âI... didnât mean to say that out loud.â He cleared his throat, face flushed as he realized he didnât know how to get himself out of this.
To say Y/N was thoroughly confused was an understatement. Y/N was getting antsy, she didnât like all this scrambling around, she wanted to have an adult conversation with him.Â
âCan you please just tell me what is on your mind? Cause Iâm lost.â Y/N sighed, âyou text me telling me youâre going to come over, you get here all eager to see me, fuck me for two hours straight, then want to get out of here faster than I can say your full name. Say youâd rather wait the rain out or get an uber than sleeping here. Tell me itâs not because you donât like me but because you do like me, then say Iâm terrifying? Am I reading this wrong or?â Y/N wished he could just be straight up with her, she didnât have time trying to figure him out.
âFor fucks sake!â Harry sat up on the end of the bed so he didnât have to look at her. It was too embarrassing. Getting flustered over this. âIâll get too comfortable. Iâll sleep here and weâll cuddle again and Iâll feel close to you and youâll end up getting tired of me.â He huffed. âNo one keeps their feelings for me for too long and Iâm fun to fuck around with but Iâm not relationship material.â It was obvious he had heard this before and it had stuck in his mind. Very much so because it was like he was reciting it bitter from memory. âAnd then youâll be tired of me and Iâll be used to sleeping in your bed, and Iâll be fucking worthless with sleep again and itâll fuck me up. I donât want that shit to happen. Iâm not the type of guy you want to cuddle or sleep with anyways. Mâonly decent for a fuck.â Plus, she hadnât shown any real interest besides the fact she did want to fuck him.
Y/N sat up, completely taken aback. She didnât realize it was getting like this. Hell, she was fully convinced he just didnât want to be around her outside of their sex life. But to think he had been sat here convincing himself of things that just werenât true? Assuming that she wouldnât want him when, if given a proper chance, she would? âAnd how the hell do you know what I want?â She asked out right, âyou never asked me... and I never said anything about it. Youâve barely even attempted conversation with me, fuck... and you justââ Y/N knew she had to relax. âIf I didnât want you sleeping here I would have let you leave. If I didnât care about you I would have let you leave.â Her voice was softer this time. She took a few moments to calm down and then decided to speak again. âYou know you could have asked me... what I wanted? Know itâs scaryâ and... I donât know who hurt you.... but I donât want to be lumped in with them. I donât think like that...â
Harry clenched his jaw. He didnât know what to think. With Y/N being as sweet as she was, he didnât think she would be one to lie about it. It did make sense if he thought about the fact that she never kicked him out. He was just the first to leave so she wouldnât have to be the one to say it and make him feel weird about it. He was used to that.Â
âIâm sorry. I donât mean to be a dick.â He rubbed the back of his neck, still not turning around to face her. He felt like a bit of an idiot as it was. He didnât want her to think that he didnât want to stay either but he wasnât sure how the hell to go about it. âYouâre... I dunno. Youâre nice and different and itâs terrifying. I donât want to be rejected by the nicest person.â He said lowly. âYouâre really sweet and Iâm scared to get to know you properly. Everyone talks about how lovely you are and I know you must be.â God, talking about feelings? He didnât know how to properly do that without sounding like a damn idiot. âIâll probably like you a lot more than I should. The sex is fucking fantasitic. But then I think about you kickinâ me out or waking up and realizing what youâve done and get upset.â
Y/N could understand him, sure. It was self preservation. He assumed because of his past and naturally, he wanted to be ahead of the curve. He didnât even give her a chance. Y/N felt like this type of behavior didnât help anyone, only landed them in situations like these.Â
âHurts a lot more when you just get up and leave ya know?â Y/N swallowed thickly. âFeel dirty... used... convince myself it isnât what you mean and that maybe itâs just cause youâre ashamed or something.â She said with a shrug, âknow youâre a nice guy, know you donât mean it like that... but..â it still hurt. âWe decided it wasnât going to be anything more and I wasnât expecting anything more, just thought maybe we could be I dunno... not like this?â Y/N chuckled sadly. âThought that we could be friendly even if it wasnât real? Dunno, just... the last time you were here it felt nice? Felt like what I wanted it to feel like, minus the awkward bolt you did once you realized where you were.â
âFuck. Iâm a dick. I didnât wantâ I donât want you to feel like that.â That had him turning around, piercing in his brow slanting down with the snarl in them. âI just canât do this shit right, huh?â He groaned, a sarcastic chuckle leaving his throat. âJesus. I donât know how I manage to fuck shit up so damn bad. I donât want you to feel dirty or used cause youâre not. I enjoy myself, darlinâ.â There was a deep sigh, rubbing his eyes with his knuckles. How the fuck did he end up getting it all wrong? âWasnât leaving cause I didnât like it. Left because I did. Too much. Sânot what Iâm used to and I donât think I could have stomached you telling me to leave, so I just left before you could tell me to.â He looked down at his lap. âMâsorry, Y/N. It wasnât my intention. Know that doesnât do shite to make you feel any better and doesnât take away the fact that Iâve been a dick but, I thought youâd want me to leave.â
âWhy?â Y/N asked softly, deciding that if she got him talking she might as well get the answers she wanted out of him. âWhy did you think Iâd want you to leave? Cause I wasnât going to ask you to.â Y/N told him honestly, âit isnât polite and even then I thought... I would feel like shit if someone asked me to leave.â She explained with a small sigh. âJust because we decided it was nothing more than sex didnât mean that I wasnât going to at least try to be your friend or something... I just assumed that wasnât what you wanted. Practically ignore me everywhere else.â Y/N knew that no one really knew about them. They sat there for a few moments before she decided to be bold, to look at him properly and just get this over with.Â
âDo you want this to be more than sex?â
Harry sat and thought about it for a moment. Of course, he did. His little crush on her was massive now and he had been kidding himself every time he left to walk away and do dumb shit like this.Â
âI didnât think you had any interest because you didnât really show any besides wanting to fuck.â He said bluntly. Which is true. âI thought Iâd be overstepping boundaries by suggesting more. Plus... youâre so.... good. Youâre sweet as fuck, youâre smart, I would have thought youâd want an office dude or someone whoâs going to give you some sort of good stability. Not some guy like me.â Harry shrugged, looking over to her. âI canât tell what youâd want. Maybe sâpartially my fault because I leave so quickly. But... I dunno. Maybe? Itâs... itâs hard.â He didnât know how to explain it properly. On the outside, he was a dickhead. A bad boy. He fucked, drank, smoked, dabbled in coke and shrooms. He was an artist, wanted to be a tattoo artist, didnât see himself leaving at least for another 2 years. Then he wanted to go to New York, or New Orleans. Something bigger than him. Would she want any of that?
âCouldâve asked me out for a drink or something... didnât have to be this elaborate thing.â Y/N sighed and played with her fingers some more. Obviously she enjoyed herself, obviously she didnât want it to stop, but he wasnât wrong about her not showing him any signs of wanting more. They agreed to it being strictly sex so she kept it at that. âSo what then, youâre just going to keep coming around and fucking me and leaving again?â She asked quietly, âwhat do you want me to do?â Y/N didnât know how she could help in this situation. She didnât deny him, never said she wasnât interested, but when asked if he wanted more he deflected. Y/N had been single her whole college career. She wanted to focus on her school work, besides, all the college guys were assholes... most of them were. They just assumed they knew more, tried to mansplain everything. She hated it. Y/N didnât want that. If she was going to get into a relationship of any kind, she would hope that they brought out the best in her, made her feel like she could have fun the way Harry did.
âNoâ obviously mânit gonna do that. I didnât realize it made you feel shitty. Sâwhat everyone else has wanted but... I should have realized.â Harry licked his dry bottom lip. âYouâre a lot nicer than them. Softer. I shouldnât have just treated you like everyone else and mâsorry for that.â Of course she was different. She was just... sweet. She never made him feel poorly and always praised him during sex. Always was excited to see him. He really felt like a massive dick. Especially seeing the worry in her face. âWhat do you want?â He asked, picking at the non existent lint in the bed. âLike... would you want to do somethinâ other than that?â
âI wanna go on a date...â Y/N said without really thinking, âif you want... we can like, go for coffee or a drink or something just... talk.â She didnât know what he was going to say, she felt like she would bite the bullet in this case since he was far too nervous to take initiative. She had to force it out of him. âAnd if itâs not up to your expectations then I guess we can just pretend it never happened or something... you can even come here for dinner if you want?â Y/N didnât want to make a fool of herself. âand if you donât wanna do any of that then maybe we can just like... be friendly?â She rubbed at her eye, feeling extremely sleepy. He really did fuck her good.Â
The two of them were realizing that they were both full of shit. They should have communicated better, shouldnât have been guessing. Neither of them wanted to comprise the sex but sometimes, adult decisions had to be made.
âIâd... youâd really want to go on a date with me?â It wasnât something he had ever initially expected but hey. Harry would take it. Especially because she was so shy usually but she had been the one to switch roles and take charge when it came to talking about feelings. âYeah. We can do that.â He noticed she was sleepy, rubbing at her eyes and felt guilt course through him as he noticed it. âWhy... donât we talk about this in the morningâ. Youâre so tired.â And damn, was she cute. He felt a bit of pride as well knowing a good fuck could help aid in the sleepy thing.Â
âI promise Iâll be here in the morning.â He stood up and took his jeans back off but kept the shirt on, not sure what was proper when sleeping with a girl when you werenât fucking them. This was good, yeah? Cuddling was still foreign so he wasnât going to attempt itâ he would let her decide if thatâs something she wanted. âAny of that sounds good to me. Mâsorry I was a prick. I didnât think youâd want anything to do with me but thatâs my own fault.â
âItâs okay, you can make it up to me.â Y/N was happy that he agreed to go on the date with her. She felt like it would be nice for them to actually have a conversation without it leading to sex. Just for them to get to know each other properly and not just based on what theyâve heard. She hummed as she felt sleep coming on, immediately falling back on the bed and getting all cozy. Y/N curled up and pulled the pillow closer to her, looking up at him as he stripped back down. âShirt too.â She mumbled. âcause youâre warm.â Y/N cooed and patted the spot next to her. She moved to curl up to him, lifting his arm so she could rest her head on his chest. âWhat? You said you liked the cuddle.â She teased, nuzzling against him. âCould you turn off the light?â She asked, pointing to the switch above her bed.
Harry felt okay now. A bit shakyâ but better. He didnât know what would come of this, but he could feel that he was comfortable and warm and bright. Happy. She made him feel at ease with these simple things and had even suggested a date. A date. Something the man hadnât imagined a girl like her would ever be into but, look at them now. When he turned off the light and settled into the bed, feeling the warmth of her body as she clung on to himâ there was one thought that kept going through his mind.Â
Itâll be alright.
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The Truth Will Set You Free- Part 3
Pairing: Bucky x Female Reader, Thor x Reader (other Avenger characters)
AU: Modern
Summary: You dated for two years, and thought he was the one for you. One day you came home and found him with someone else. After running away from you, you return home and found yourself in the arms of Thor. When Thor decides to introduce you to his friends at a dinner, you realize that thereâs something familiar about the house you were visiting.
Warnings: implied cheating, language
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Steve allowed you and Bucky to go up to his guest room to talk without being interrupted. You walk into the room, and immediately start to pace, as Bucky walks in and closes the door. He watches you with a mix of guilt, sadness, and relief that you are here.
Bucky never thought he would see you again, and that thought killed him. When you left that day, he thought he was going to die from the pain. He shut himself out from everyone, because nothing was going to take the pain of losing you away. You refused to answer any calls or texts, and when he went to your job and heard you were transferred, he knew that he had lost you forever.
Now he stands in a room with you as you pace, and he worries that even though he has an excuse for what you saw, he might be too late, and you have moved on with Thor. Bucky takes a deep breath and tries to find some courage to speak.
âY/N?â he says softly, which makes you stop pacing and glare at him.
âTell me, Bucky. Tell me now. Why did you cheat on me?â you ask angrily, trying to hold back tears.
Bucky wants nothing more than to grab you and hold you, but he walks further into the room and sits on the bed. He looks at his hands for a moment before turning his beautiful blue eyes on you. âI didnât cheat on you,â he says.
You scoff in disbelief, âI know what I saw that day, Bucky!â you scream and start pacing again.Â
âI know what you saw, but it wasnât what you thought. I never cheated on you. I would never have cheated on you. I love you!â Bucky says as he stands and stops you from pacing but grabbing your arms.
You violently pull away from him, âOh please! You and Nat sleeping in our bed, naked?â you say sarcastically. Who did he think he was kidding?
âWe werenât naked,â he said calmly.
You stare at him, blinking a few times. You remember that day. You have that image ingrained into your memory. Was he just messing with you? You open your mouth to respond, but Bucky beats you to it.
âI didnât have a shirt on, but I was wearing sweats. Nat at that tube top thing on that you wear sometimes. We were both wearing clothes. I mean I can understand how it looked, but I swear I didnât cheat on you,â Bucky said.
You donât know how to respond. How can you honestly know if he is telling you the truth or not? So many questions entered your mind at once, you didnât know which to ask first. You take a deep breath and try to calm down your nerves. The adrenaline seems to have evaporated and you now feel exhausted from todays events.
âOk, letâs just say, for arguments sake, I believe that you were wearing clothes. Why was she sleeping with you in our bed? Why did you have your shirt off?â you ask looking out the window, not knowing if you could handle looking at him at the moment.
âI-I want to tell you everything, but I am not sure how much I can actually tell you. I know that sounds bad, but there are things that I am not at liberty to tell,â he says.
You glare at him and stand, âThen there is nothing left to discuss. If you cannot be honest with me, then we are done here,â you say as you start walking toward the door.
Bucky grabs your wrist, âNo! Please! Donât leave. There are things I can say. If you are not satisfied after what I have to say then I will see if I can tell you the whole story. I know this sounds crazy and maybe it is, but I really want to explain my side. Please?â Bucky begs.
You sit back on the bed and nod for Bucky to continue. âOk,â Bucky breathes. âI should have worn a shirt. I was working on my bike outside when Nat showed up. It was really hot out, so I didnât have my shirt on. Even when we went it, I was just so warm that I kept it off. I should have put one anyway but there it is,â he says shaking his head.
âNat came over to talk to me about something. Thatâs the part I canât really disclose without her permission. But she was really upset. We were in the living room and she was crying and I was trying to console her. After awhile, she fell asleep. I decided to leave her on the couch, and went into our room to nap myself. Next thing I knew, you were barging into the door screaming and Nat was in the bed with me,â Bucky says, looking at you sadly.
âYou really expect me to believe that you had no idea Nat joined you in our bed?â you ask.
âY/N, if you recall, I didnât sleep well the night before because of nightmares. I passed out and I am dead serious when I say, I had no idea Nat followed me into the room I swear,â he says, hoping to god you believe him.
You stare out the window, taking in everything he said. I mean you could remember him not sleeping the night before, so it would make sense that when he fell asleep that he completely passed out. But Nat going into your bed is so inappropriate! Why wonât he tell you what their discussion was?
âWhat did you and Nat talk about?â you ask quietly.
Bucky sighs, knowing you were going to ask that question. âIf you give me a moment to ask her if itâs ok. I will tell you, but Iâm afraid I canât without her permission,â Bucky says.
You look at him and wonder if you should allow him to bring Nat into your conversation. You donât understand why he canât just tell you. Will it even matter? You sigh and rub your brow as your thoughts fly through your head.Â
âI- I have to go find Thor,â you surprise yourself by saying. Bucky looks down and canât help the tears that start falling down his cheeks.
âI know you care about him, but--â
âI am falling for him Bucky. Even if what you say is true, and I am the asshole in this story. Iâve moved on. Iâm sorry, but you moved on too. You and Nat are dating, so maybe we should just close this chapter and move on,â you say, as tears start to fall down your cheeks as well.
âNat and I are not dating. I havenât dated anyone since you. You are it for me. Please, Y/N,â he begs.Â
It breaks your heart to hear his voice crack at the end of his plea. You sniff and stand.
âI have to think about this. I need to talk to Thor. I-I donât know what will happen from here,â you say as you grab your things and walk to the door. You stop and turn toward Bucky, who continues to sit on the bed and silently sob.
âIâll reach out to you, and hopefully you can tell me everything, but I canât waste anymore time here and let Thor think I donât care about him,â you say, feeling guilty for leaving Bucky like this.
Bucky stands and walks over to you. âI will tell you everything. I will make sure itâs ok, but I need you to know that I still am irrevocably in love with you. I know you care for Thor, but I want you to think if there is any love left for me, because as far as I am concerned, you are the only one for me,â he says before kissing the top of your head and leaving the room.
You stand there in a shock for a second before coming to your senses and heading back downstairs, your Uber already being called. You donât bother to say anything to anyone and just head out of the house. In a few minutes, your ride picks you up and you head toward Thorâs apartment. You hope that he will let you apologize.
Your emotions and thoughts are everywhere. You know you still love Bucky, and yes you have deep feelings for Thor. Now you are in a position to make a choice, but you want all the facts first, plus you donât know if Thor will even take you back.
You sit in your Uber and silently cry as you realize the pickle you are truly in.
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Part 2 / Part 4
What do you guys think of Buckyâs excuse? What could Nat be hiding and will it make a difference? Will Thor forgive Y/N and his friends? Who should Y/N choose when it comes down to it? So many questions, so little time! Feedback is appreciated!Â
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Perfect mistake
Pairing: Kim Yugyeom x Reader
Genre: smut
Word Count:Â 2.1 k
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Pov you
The noise caught your attention while you work in the office. âWhat the hell?â You walked to the front door while someone continued to enter the wrong code. You opened the door and Yugyeom fell at your feet, giggling. This is something new, you thought.
âYugyeomâ you tried to get his attention. But he seemed to completely ignore your presence. He spun on the floor, taking off his jacket. You covered your mouth so as not to laugh when he successfully coped with the jacket, and climbed towards the bedroom.
âIt's hard... How hard ...â he grumbled, continuing to get rid of his clothes, crawling on his elbows into the bedroom.
You should definitely have been angry for being in this state, but he was too cute to be angry with him now. Kim Yugyeom in boxers is sleeping on my floor! Great, you grumbled as he fell asleep on the living room floor next to the couch... for a second your head ached as you imagined what would have happened if he had confused the door not with your apartment. You shook your head, driving away the thought.
"Yugyeom, wake up" you tried to bring him to his senses but it was all to no avail. "Damn, why are you so heavy" you tried to drag him from the living room to the bedroom. "I think I broke my back" you fell exhausted on the floor by the bed, after being able to drag the sleeping Yugyeom onto it. Your whole nightie was practically wet with sweat. You didn't sweat that much even after strength training in the gym. You stood on trembling legs and froze when Yugyeom stretched out on your bed, showing off his gorgeous body. Your eyes could not get away from his tight naked body, but even more you were attracted by the part that was hidden by boxers. You closed your eyes, taking a deep breath, and how did you manage to move into the apartment that was right below the Yugyeom apartment. You've never been particularly interested in guys, although there have been a lot of people suggesting you go out on a date. You didn't even believe in love. For you, "love at first sight" was something like a unicorn, a fiction that exists only in fairy tales. But then you saw Yugyeom in the hall of your agency, which simply captured your heart in a second. Your jaw practically fell to the floor when they told you that you will be his manager and how should you work with him when your stupid heart went crazy with every look ...
To say that you were shocked is to say nothing when you ran into him in the elevator on the day you moved. He hugged you so tightly, congratulating you, even now remembering that moment, your skin is covered with goose bumps. And now he lies only in underwear in your bed... Maybe you must just quit... And what are you doing?, you asked yourself mentally when your hand froze a less then inch from his skin. The temptation to touch him was too great, you bit your lip. You shuddered when Yugyeom, sharply opening his eyes, grabbed your hand. He pulled you towards him, which caused you to practically be on top of him, resting your free hand on the pillow next to his head.
He raised his hand and ran his fingers over your face, smiling at you "You are in my dreams again," he whispered softly, continuing to stroke your face. "Always so close to me and at the same time so far away ... we work together, we live together ... but why is dreams the only place where I can touch you?" his smile turned sad. Before you knew what was happening, he lifted his head and kissed you. Your eyes grew even wider, and your heart seemed to faint, slowly sliding to the floor. You should have pulled away, but your body did not obey you. He hugged you, pressing you against his body, deepening the kiss. You moaned softly as his tongue slid into your mouth. Is it possible only today, will you pretend that this is all a dream? Everything inside you trembled as his hands caressed your body. He turned on his side with you, being on top of you.
"Oh my god" you moaned softly as Yugyeom squeezed your breast, leaving kisses on your neck. Your head was spinning, there were too many emotions to cope with. "Yugyeom" you choked with pleasure when, pushing the edge of your nightie, he licked your nipple. You need to stop! Right now! You scolded yourself mentally, but there was nothing you could do. How could you stop yourself if now you wanted him more than take the next breath...
You moaned as he rubbed a hard dick against your clit as his tongue drove you crazy, caressing your nipples. He put his hand between your bodies, lifting the hem of your nightie up. One movement and your panties were on the floor ... You dug your nails into his skin when he pushed hard at you. "Fuck" you whimpered with a mixture of pain and pleasure. He kissed you, intertwining your tongues as he continued to fuck your pussy hard. Your body shook at how close you were to cum. A tear rolled down your cheek in discouraging pleasure. He moaned your name loudly, thrusting faster as his lips dug into your skin. His arms wrapped around your body. You cum hard by moaning his name on his lips when he kissed you again.
"Yeah baby ..." his movements were chaotic as he started to cum, filling you with his sperm "Mine! You are only mine,â he growled, making hard thrusts at you. "You should only belong to me!" he moaned with a few strong thrusts, prolonging your pleasure, before his body completely relaxed, falling on you.
 POV Yugyeom
He groaned and smiled as he lay in bed with his eyes still closed. Today you were also in his dreams. Everything was so real that it seemed he could still feel your scent. If this were a real⌠he groaned, turning on his side and hugging the blanket instead of you. What is it? He asked himself mentally as your scent grew stronger after taking a deep breath. He opened his eyes and it took him a few seconds to realize that he was not in his bedroom. He sat up abruptly on the bed, looking around, what the hell happened? Where is he? He stopped when he saw a painting that was in front of the bed. He knew this painting. Moreover, he personally bought it. And  gave it to you when you moved into his house. Wait a minure, stop! He looked around again. Is he in your bedroom? His eyes widened when he saw some of your photos with friends, on the table next to the window. How did this happen? He lifted the covers and his eyes widened as he realized he was only wearing boxers. Indeed!.. no, it cannot be ... but it was all so real...  no, no... most likely the dream was so real because of your scent. How did he end up in your bed? How he ended up in your apartment at all. Oh, why did he drink so much yesterday. Was he so drunk that he came to you at night ... he didnât do anything stupid, did he? Damn, why, right now, he couldn't remember anything.
He slowly got out of bed. He saw his clothes folded neatly on the chair. Dressing quickly, he left the bedroom. "_______" he called you, but he was greeted only by silence. His stomach gurgled when he went to the kitchen, he smelled food. He went to the table and saw a note from you, next to the food.
âKim Yugyeom !!! Do not even think that you can avoid punishment for being so drunk that you confuse someone else's door with yours!!!"
He laughed after reading your note. So that's what happened, he just messed up the floor. He sat down at the table, smiling broadly. I wish I would confuse my door with yours every day, he said, looking at the food you prepared for him.
In the evening he entered your office, immediately falling to his knees and raising his hands up. "I agree to any punishment," he muttered.
You laughed at his behavior. "Should I spank you?" He looked up at you and immediately regretted it. Flashbacks of his dream floated in his head. He immediately averted his eyes, looking at the floor. He tried to drive away these fantasies from himself, but they were too real. Your body in his hands, your taste, your scent, your moans ... it was all too real for a simple dream. He looked at you again "What happened yesterday?" he asked getting up from the floor.
"You mean how you literally burst into my apartment drunk or about how you crawling on the floor into the bedroom, scattering your things?" you smiled broadly at him
He fell into the chair next to your desk. âSorry, I'm such an idiot,â he shook his head.
"You know, yesterday I barely supported myself so as not to get your drunk ass!"
"Oh really?" he laughed
âYou generally understand what could have happened if you had broken not into my apartment,â he shuddered when you banged the table. "I need a drink, this job too stressful!"
"Do you want to keep you company?" he asked, but you gave him a murderous look. âI didn't say I will going to drink, I'll just keep you company.â He shrugged as you threw a crumpled piece of paper at him.
"Yugyeom" you practically moaned his name, leaning back in your chair. "You beg to be spanked for your behavior!"
The way you pronounced his name made it aroused to remember his dream again. "Hey _________" he ran his hand over his face.
"What?" you looked at him
"I yesterday ... we yesterday ... Â is it" he muttered to himself
"What are you muttering there, I don't understand a word"
"Between us yesterday ..."
âNo,â you interrupted him without letting him finish. âWhateveryou thought for yourself, there was nothing,â you said, looking away. He didn't even think that he would be so disappointed that it was just another dream.
âI just ... It's a good thing I didn't do anything stupid,â he replied.
"Wow, it's so late" you quickly changed the subject. "Time to go home."
"I thought you wanted a drink" he smiled at you
"Another time," you said, reaching for your bag. Your shirt slipped slightly, exposing your collarbone. He clenched his jaw, trying to calm down and regain his ability to walk. He was already looking away when he saw a red mark on your skin. It was definitely hickey. He grabbed you by the hand, pulling you closer. He exactly remembered this moment in his dream. He remembered how he left this hickey, and all the rest, while he was deep in you. And if it was not just a dream, then there must be another hickey just below . "What are you doing?" You asked in a trembling voice when he raised his hand and took your collar with his fingers He pulled your shirt collar down and saw another mark on your skin.
"So there was nothing?" he asked, pushing you against the wall.
"It just a bruise from the blow" you did not look at him, averting your eyes
âBlowâ he laughed softly. âWhatever I thought for myself, there was nothing.â He repeated your words.
"Yugyeom, nothing happened." You wanted to shove him away, but he pressed your hands against the wall, holding them above your head. "What are you doing, Yugyeom?"
He was slowly unbuttoning your shirt. âThis is also from the blow,â Yugyeom asked, running his fingers over the hickey on your chest that he left last night.
"What do you want to hear from me?"
âUnlike me, you weren't drunk. And what I remember...â he paused, allowing him to return that night. "You wanted it no less than me."
You escaped from his embrace, buttoning up your shirt. "Yugyeom ..." you turned towards him. He came up to you diging into your lips. He didn't want to hear excuses or anything like that.
"I'm so happy" he took your face with his hands, leaving light kisses on your lips. You rolled your eyes as he lifted you into his arms. "I have dreamed of kissing you for so long" he laughed. "Don't even think that I will let you run away from me now. You are mine!" He kissed you, hiding in his arms.
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In Session
This one is a doozy. Warnings: m/f sex, over stimulation, multiple orgasms, voyeurism, male masturbation, cum eating, use of mutant abilities in a sexual situation. 18+ please!
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The three of you have been home for a couple of weeks now and, unfortunately for poor Bucky, the pixie dust has worn off. All Steve has to do is breathe near you and you go off. He has apologized and apologized but you refuse to let it go. Steve tries to be patient with you. He accepts that what he said gutted you. He is trying to make it up to you but you rebuke all of his attempts.
Quite frankly the whole thing gives Bucky anxiety. As soon as he hears âYou know what, Steve?â He reaches for the antacids. In two weeks he was leaving for a semi long trip with Sam and Nat. He needed to set you on the path to healing before he left you two alone. Thatâs why he hijacked you both and brought you to his therapist.
Dr. Coleman is far more gentle than his VA therapist. She specializes in PTSD and has worked with many first responders and members of law enforcement. She also helps couples to reacclimate following traumatic experiences. Bucky thought that, with the amount of trauma the three of you had suffered, she would be perfect to help.
Neither of you were pleased to be there. The doctor spoke ok Buckyâs behalf at the start of the session. âSteve, Y/N. Iâm so glad youâre here. This is an important first step on the path to healing. You are here for each other as much as you are here for yourselves. What we know is the three of you love each other very much. I would like you to keep that in the front of your minds as we go through this journey. I do have a few ground rules. First, we will not raise our voices or become physical here or at home. Second, we will not resort to name calling. Third, we will not shut down when confronted. We will speak on our feelings. Can I gain your agreement on those rules?â You all nodded. âWonderful. I just need the two of you to sign some consent forms and weâll be on our way.â
You hated therapists of any kind. You never had a good experience. Grant it, your only experiences were forty something years ago. You were sure there were advances. Still, you were wary of this woman. She does seem to help Bucky. If this is what he needed, youâd do it for him. When she asked Steve to speak first you nearly gagged.
âSteve, tell me why you think weâre all here today.â
He sighed loudly and spoke in a monotone voice like he was in trouble in the principalâs office. âWeâre here because our bickering is upsetting Buck.â
âOk. Can you tell me why you and Y/N have been bickering so much lately?â
âBecause heâs impossible to live with.â You said not so under your breath. Steve was quick to react but Dr. Coleman stopped him.
âY/N, you will have your turn to speak. Please give Steve the courtesy of having his time uninterrupted.â Steve smirked at you. You wanted to reach over and slap him in his smug face but Bucky rested his hand over yours.
âWeâre bickering because I said a horrible thing to Y/N and she refuses to forgive me.â
âRight. And what did you say?â Fuck it was like pulling teeth.
âI told her in the heat of an argument that I didnât want a whore for a wife. But I said I didnât mean it and that I was sorry. She refuses to move on.â
Dr. Coleman listened to both of your sides and gave you some short term and long term goals. She asked you to open the door for better communication. She understood why you were so upset, especially since his admission was premeditated. She tasked Steve with finding a way to come to terms with what you do. Now that he knows why he feels the way he does, it is time to confront those feelings as his own and stop projecting them onto you. She also suggested that, while Bucky was gone, the two of you should do couple things. Your love was not linked exclusively through Bucky.
The three of you left feeling a little lighter. You made promises to each other and you intended to keep them. The couple of weeks leading up to Buckyâs trip were fine. There was something hanging in the air that made Bucky nervous. Like you two were just waiting for him to leave so you could unload on each other. Steve promised he wouldnât make faces when you left for your appointments. You promised not to snap at him over every little thing. He didnât believe either of you.
The night before he left, Steve fell asleep on the couch. You were already in bed half asleep yourself. It was rare when you had alone time. When they were in deep Avengers mode, you cherished your privacy. Maybe it was time to start thinking of getting a bigger place.
Bucky came out of the shower still warm and a little damp. He smelled like cedar and fresh rain. He dropped his towel and slipped under the covers. Compared to him your skin felt cool when you pressed your bare ass against him. âYouâre so warm, daddy.â
âI needed that hot shower after the training session Steve and I had. I wore him out.â
âMmmm. I bet you did. Did you fuck in the gym again?â
His laugh rumbled against your back. âNot this time. Should I go wake him?â
âNo. We havenât had a moment alone since he moved in. This is gonna sound disgusting but I kind of like it when youâre sweet with me.â You didnât have to say anymore. He slid his hands under your arms to palm your breasts and pressed gentle kisses along your neck and spine. With his knee he parted your legs so he could stroke your warmth. You whined in his mouth when he ran your slick over your clit. He took his time pumping his fingers inside of you coaxing tiny whimpers and moans out of your body. âFuck me, Jamie.â
You had never called him Jamie during sex until you told him you loved him. His name falling from your lips became his favorite sound. You invoked him like you were invoking God praying for peace. Your cunt fluttered and squeezed his cock bringing you both to your end. âI love you, Jamie.â
âOh myâŚI love you too, baby. Iâm gonna miss you so much.â He stayed inside of you keeping his spend deep inside of your channel and fell asleep. Sam would be there early.
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Your calendar was pretty full the first week Bucky was gone. Most of your appointments were during the day. Steve was back and forth between the apartment and compound. You settled into a pleasant routine like a normal couple with typical careers and predictable schedules. You even got through a meeting when a realtor without a single clenched jaw.
âDo you have time for lunch?â He was so hopeful. You promised Bucky.
âYeah. I think so.â He took your hand and held it all the way to a cute little spot down the street. âI like this neighborhood. Not far from the subway. Walkable.â
âI like it too. Iâve seen a ton of kids out and about.â That made you want to cringe but you held it in. None of you have had the cliche conversation about your futures. Since you were the only one who could bear children, you figured you should speak up.
âDo you want kids?â You kept your eyes on your salad.
âYeah. I really do. Have you um, been checked out? Can you have children?â God this was awkward.
âI can. I wonder if Hydra has successfully bred a serum baby. Like, it altered our DNA. I wonder what would happen.â His brow furrowed. He really hadnât thought about that.
âI will have to look into it. Thatâs something we need to know I guess. Why do we feel so weird around each other?â
âRight?!â You were so glad he felt it too.
âAre you ever going to forgive me?â He asked so quiet and quickly that you almost didnât hear.
âBefore I answer that question can I ask a question?â He nodded. âWhy are you ok with me having your babies but not being your wife? I know in therapy you said it scared you and you didnât care for my clients. I get all of that. Those are valid things. I canât help but think you donât like the optics.â That was the million dollar question. Could Captain America be out as polyamorous? You felt like Steve might be a closet Republican. Most of the republicans that were your clients were the biggest freaks.
âThereâs nothing our media team canât spin. Iâm not embarrassed by you and Buck. My reasons for disliking your job are exactly what I said. I feel like being out about our relationship puts a target on your back.â
âBut thatâs not what you said, Steve. You said âI donât want a whore for a wifeâ. That implies something completely different. I like what I do. Those rich assholes and politicians put money in my purse. A lot of my clients are like us. Freaks of nature. They canât have normal relationships. I help them. I donât judge their abilities or physical mutations. We just fuck and they feel normal for a while. Like the guy Iâm seeing tonight. He just wants to feel normal.â
Steve was quiet for the rest of lunch. You gave him a lot to think about. He had no idea you saw yourself as a freak of nature or that you saw him that way. Everyone celebrated what Steve was but essentially threw you away. The people on your client list who he saw as villains have been tossed out by the society he swore to protect. He guessed he jumped the shark a bit by even bringing up marriage. Not like you were there yet.
You and Bucky seemed to have a donât ask donât tell policy regarding your situation. That was not Steve. He wouldnât be satisfied until he knew without a doubt that you were safe. Tonight he will follow you. If he ever wanted to move passed his own feelings, he had to know.
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Tonight you were seeing Erik Lensherr which meant you had to be prepared for anything. He never beat you like other idiots did. He wasnât stupid. Why hit you when it doesnât hurt? He liked to really bring you to the brink of pain with pleasure. Sometimes he edged you for hours. He loved when you were a drooling sobbing mess begging for relief. Thatâs what turned him on. After sessions with him, you always took the following day off.
You and Steve had dinner together. You were both much more relaxed. He sat in the bathroom while you got ready. You picked a dress and made sure to have lots of mascara on. Mascara tears were Erikâs favorite. While you put on your jewelry, he stood behind you and kissed your shoulders. You missed his touch. You leaned in and let him put his hands on you.
âYou look beautiful, honey.â he said against the back of your neck.
âThank you. Why donât you take the day off tomorrow? We can stay in bed all day.â
He smiled that beautiful sunshine smile at you that made your insides liquid. âReally? Does that mean you forgive me?â
You giggled, âNo. It means I want to get reacquainted. Forgiveness is not so easy for me. Maybe if you ever put a ring on it, Iâll forgive you.â
âIâll take it. Will you be out late?â He kissed his way down your neck.
âIâm not really sure. If I know I wonât be coming home Iâll text you. I wouldnât wait up.â You allowed him to really kiss you. My lord Steve Rogers is an amazing kisser. He is confident and strong in his movements. He kisses with his whole body. Hands roam your back and and shoulders while he presses your body into his. His eyes barely close, making his lashes flutter on the tops of his cheeks. And he softly moans which drives you crazy. Well, at least Erik wonât have to warm you up.
âI love you. Be safe. Call me if absolutely anything is off. Promise.â
âYes, sir. I love you, too.â
He gave you a thirty second head start before he followed you on his bike. You met Erik at a beautiful brownstone. He held the door for you and kissed both of your cheeks. Steve saw him pour you a drink and direct you to the sofa by the small of your back. You looked comfortable enough. It was clear the two of you were friends. Then, he sat next to you. His movements became predatory. He always kept his hands on you.
Soon he was taking your drink and leading you up the stairs. It was the moment of truth. He could walk away satisfied that you were safe or climb the fire escape to watch. The thought of seeing you in flagrante was turning him on way more than he should have been. Option B it was.
He climbed to the second story where he sat stock still in a darkened corner. The window was cracked a bit so he could hear everything.
The two of you kissed passionately. Erikâs hands found your zipper and made quick work of shedding your dress. He pushed you to the bed which was decorated by an ornate metal head and footboard. He raised his hand and part of the bed broke off bending around your wrists to bind you.
âToo tight, Princess?â
âNo, sir.â Next he attached a spreader bar to your ankles springing your legs open wide. âColor?â
âGreen.â Your voice was steady but your breath was heaving in your chest. Steve wondered if it was nerves or excitement.
Erik knelt beside you and stroked your face. âHow many times shall I make my Princess cum tonight hmm? Shall we try for six?â
âYes, sir.â
âGood girl.â He produced a string of metal balls from his pocket and popped them one by one into your mouth. His lips were on yours again. His tongue moved the balls around your mouth clacking them on your teeth. When he was satisfied with their saturation he pried your mouth open with his thumb and removed them. He parted your folds and sunk the balls into your dripping hole one by one. His fingers danced swirling the orbs inside of your cunt. Your back arched off the bed. âDoes that feel good, Princess?â
âYes , sir. So good.â
âExcellent. Princess, I want you to count out loud each time you come. I will edge you for one hour if I donât hear you.â
âAh! Yes, sir.â The coil in your belly was building. Erik smiled down on your writhing body. You tried to bring your thighs together but the bar was made of steel. Unless you focused you couldnât break it.
âLook at you. I bet if I touched you even a little you would cum.â He ran his index finger lightly over your clit and you fell apart.
âOne! Oh myâŚone.â You moaned and that beautiful sound went right to Steveâs cock. He stroked himself outside of his pants at first. He wanted to last as long as you. It would be difficult.
âGood girl. Thatâs my good, Princess. Doing so well.â
He kept the balls swirling while he licked a stripe up your cunt. His lips closed over your clit. Your hips bucked wildly against his face. You threw your head back against the bed and screamed, âFuck! Two!â
He pressed the pads of his fingers over your clit and rubbed furiously. âThreeâ you whimpered.
He smacked your pussy hard. âDidnât hear you, love.â
âThree, sir.â
âYou getting tired on me? You have three more. Color, darling.â
âGreen, sir.â
âOooh. Sheâs being a warrior tonight. Give me one more in my mouth and Iâll take two on my cock.â
âYes, sir.â
He went back to licking your snatch. You were sonsensitive. His big hands held you still while he licked and nibbled. Steve leaned on the railing panting. He couldnât take it anymore. He unsheathed his throbbing member and wrapped it tight in his fist.
You got to four and tears started streaking your face. Erik pulled out the balls and tossed them aside. You mewled at the emptiness in your pussy. Erik undressed. When his cock was free he ran the leaking tip around the hole pushing in ever so slightly. The stretch made you cry out.
âSo wet for me. Youâre leaking and I havenât even pushed all the way in. Do you want more?â You nodded so he pulled away. âUse your words or you wonât get to cum.â
âMore please, sir. I need it.â He slammed into you letting his pelvis hit your clit hard.
âWas that five, my darling?â
âNâŚno, sir. Mâso close.â
âGive it to me.â His hips pumped faster and faster. You screamed and nearly arched yourself in half.
âFiiiiive. Yellow, sir.â
âOh you feel so good around my cock. One more and then Iâll paint your belly and tits.â
Steve pumped his fist in time with Erikâs hips. When you came the sixth time, so did he. Hot ropes of cum dribbled onto his hand. He kept stroking while Erik finished.
âThink you can go for seven? It would make me so proud.â You were much too sensitive.
âRed! Red red red.â Erik pulled out immediately and jerked himself all over your belly and breasts. Out of breath he fell over onto the bed next to you. You looked wrecked. With a wave of his hand your wrists were free. He undid the spreader and kissed you deeply.
âWater, Princess?â
âYes, please.â He brought you a glass and held it to your lips. He tossed you your dress. You didnât clean yourself up. That was part of the scene. You went home still sticky with his cum. Steve was feral at the thought of licking another manâs seed off of you. He made it down and onto his bike before you got to the door.
You took your payment and kissed Erik goodbye.
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Steve made it into the house moments before you. He changed his clothes and acted like he had been home all night. His heart thumped loud in his ears when he heard your keys in the door.
âHey, honey. Didnât expect you so early.â You patted him on the head as you limped into the bathroom.
âNeed a shower.â
âCan I join you?â The thought of cumming again nearly made you cry.
âYes, but only to shower.â He jumped up and followed you. You shook out your hair and went to unzip your dress but his hands were there already.
âYou look so pretty right now. All fucked out. You were such a good girl tonight.â Every nerve in your body prickled. He kissed down your neck and the top of your spine.
âSteve, did you follow me?â Your voice was low. Your expression unreadable.
âAre you mad? I just wanted peace of mind. I got a lot more than that. Iâm not saying Iâll be ok every time. But, if Iâm honest, Iâve been thinking about licking that cum off of you.â Your whole body went warm. A smirk pulled at the corner of your lips as you edged down your dress.
âDid you like what you saw, sweet boy?â
âMmm. Very much.â
âDid you make yourself cum watching us?â
âI did.â He ground his hard cock into your ass cheek.
âIâm so sticky. Clean me up before we shower.â He knelt in front of you and licked all of the dried cum off of your belly. âMmm. Good boy.â
âI need to be inside of you so bad. Please can I fuck you?â
âPlease fuck me, Steve.ââ He brought you into the shower and soaped you up. After the two of you were clean he kissed you fiercely. He lifted your hips and drove into you. âI canât wait until Jamie gets home so I can tie you to the chair while he fucks my brains out. Wanna watch Jamie fuck me, sweet boy?â He moaned loudly.
âYes, maâam. Wanna watch him pound this pretty pussy.â It wasnât long before you both lost it.
You got into bed and stretched out on his chest. âY/n?â
âYeah?â
âI had no idea I would like that.â
You giggled, âWe learn something new about ourselves every day.â You both completely passed out.
The next morning Bucky got home early. He was shocked that Steve wasnât already up. He found the two of you sleeping soundly. He nearly cried at how content you were. Steve opened his eyes and pressed his finger to his lips. Bucky got undressed and crawled in behind you. He pressed a kiss onto your shoulder and laid an arm across your back. He and Steve laced their fingers together.
âDid you make up?â He whispered.
âSomething like that. Itâs a long story.â You stirred a little.
âJamie?â
âIâm home, baby doll. Go back to sleep.â He kissed you again and pulled the covers over you.
âK. Steveâs a kinky freak.â You buried your face into Steve to shield you from the sun streaming in from the curtains.
Bucky raised an eyebrow and smiled. Steve kept his eyes closed. âWhat the fuck happened?â
âGet some sleep. I promise weâll show you later.â He kissed the back of Buckyâs hand and fell back to sleep. Bucky forced himself to close his eyes. He couldnât imagine what was going to happen but he couldnât wait to find out.
#steve rogers fanfic#captain america x reader#steve rogers x reader#marvel#mcu x reader#captain america smut#steve rogers x sex worker reader#bucky barnes imagine#bucky barnes x sex worker reader#bucky barnes x enhanced reader#magneto#erik lehnsherr
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yaku san as The sugar daddy please, nsfw nafw nsfw lemme fuck that
A/N: Iâm here after I lose my mind over the new chapter because oh god OH GOD he is THE daddy Iâm- I just- Youâll know once you read the thing because Iâm not ok...
Warning: not exactly manga spoilers but kinda?, sugar baby-sugar daddy dynamics, nsfw
Word count: 1535
Yaku knew he wanted you the moment your eyes met
heâs the handsome young athlete who frequents the family type restaurant you worked at and youâre the part-time worker who begged for more shifts because you just needed the salary to pay for your tuitionÂ
when you shyly looked away after noticing that he had been staring at you, the clear desire to steal another glance obvious as you deliberately turned your back to him, he was hooked
he made a move almost immediately, leaving his card together with a heavy tip when you gave him the check
the card was a formal one but on the back, you see the words that made your heart raced as you stared at the black ink at night, your phone in hand as you shakily punched in those digits
Call me?
he responded quickly after you sent the initial message and making it clear that he was interested in you, asked you if you would like to meet him up for dinner that weekend
you felt small when he showed up at your door in a suit that was probably worth your entire month of salary, feeling ridiculously under-dressed even though you already pulled out your nicest outfit
you shivered when he took your hand, pressing a soft kiss at the back and whispered with a smile, âI know youâll blow me away, but my my do you look beautiful tonight...â
the place he took you was grand, floor-length windows by the table at a secluded corner of the restaurant and the most prestige part of the city below your feet
it was when he left the table temporarily that you had a moment to look at your surroundings to see just how lavish everything wasÂ
he already had everything planned before you even walked through the doors so you had no number to look at, but you didnât need the figures to know that if it wasnât for him, you would likely never dine at a place like this ever in your life
the opulence was blinding but most importantly, he was so lovely. Even though it is clear that there is a difference in status between the two of you, he never once made you uncomfortable or came off as arrogant
and the feeling that someone like him wanted you made you bolder and bolder, throwing in a few flirtatious remarks of your ownÂ
you did not move away when he put his hand on yours, index finger trailing down your wristÂ
Blinking your eyes to adjust to the light, you had a sudden moment of panic when you sat up to see the unfamiliar hotel room that you were in.
Until the aftermath of your date slowly reappeared in your head and the feeling of the silky bedding rubbing against your bare legs was starting to make your skin heat up.
His lips were on you the moment the door locked, his hand rough against your waist as he tugged and clawed at the dress you were wearing. The smell of his cologne invaded your sense as he trailed wet kisses down your neck, your hand clawing at his back for leverage as your head went hazy at his rampant assault.Â
This was all overwhelming. His hand fondling your tits as he yanked down the collar of your dress roughly, the way he didnât seem to mind fucking you against the door if you hadnât pulled him towards the couch in the center of the room in between moans, the fact that you had met this man for fewer times than you could count with one hand but yet all you could do was arched your back off to let him slide your panties off as he pushed your legs apart.
Your hands were fumbling to just get his belt off while his hands wander all over your naked body. You whined at the feeling of the metal bands that clad his hand, licking your lips at the thought of them being inside of you but for now, you were simply taken over by the urge for him to just mess you up.
Holding your knees, he hooked your legs around his waist as he lifted your lower body off the couch. Your hand gripped at the couch as he nudged his leaking tip against your sopping folds, your nails digging into the soft velvet of the cushion as he hilted in you. His name was the only thing you could get ahold up as he set a feverish pace, the groans and grunts that fell from his lips making you clench.
Your face was getting hotter and hotter the more you recalled the bits and pieces of last night. God, you could barely even look at the room you were in without thinking of something that you had done on there. He proceeded to try and move your tangled bodies to the bed after you barely regained your breath from the round on the couch, only to get distracted by your pants at his ear midway and slammed you against the window that made up one wall of the room with your chest pressed up against the glass.
Oh god, he fucked you against the window. You sighed into your palms, trying to brush away the visuals of your wrists being held up above your head as he rutted against you.Â
You let out a soft gasp when you felt something tickling the side of your waist. Yaku pulled you closer to him lazily, peppering soft kisses on your stomach as he chuckled at how you tensed up.
âMorning, princess.â
âMorning...â you said, brushing away the tuft of hair that fell on his face with the tip of your finger as he sat up to kiss you square on the lips. The crisp white blanket fell off of him as he sat up, showing the red marks on his chest that was faded but still very much so visible.Â
Ah, those were from when you two actually got to the bed and you straddled his lap...
You smiled as you leaned on his shoulder, burying your face at the crook of his neck as his hand slid to the small of your back. It had been a while since you last had such good sleep, the mattresses this hotel uses must be of very good quality.
In fact, you could not even recall the last time you woke up without an alarm- wait...
âWhat time is it?âÂ
Yaku furrowed his eyebrows when you suddenly flinched away, colour leaving your face when turned the clock on the side table towards you.
âFuck, Iâm late for work.â you groaned, âIâm gonna get into so much trouble for this. God, Iâm so sorry-â
Your leg was already dangling off the mattress when you felt a strong grip at your wrist, stopping you from leaping off the bed.
âDo you like that job?â
You paused before answering with a dry chuckle, âI need that job.â
âQuit the job, Iâll take care of you.â
âWhat?â you muttered. Slowly turning around to look at him, you froze in the realisation that he was absolutely serious.
âI canât-â
âHey,â his voice was gentle as he put your hand to cradle his face, turning to his side to speak against your pulse point, âI really like you and I think this can work. Let me help, hm?â
You sucked in a deep breath, unable to ignore how tempting the offer was and the way goosebumps were already forming on your skin at his hot breath on your inner wrist.
âThank you.âÂ
He beamed, letting go of your hand to hold your shoulder instead. Your breath hitched when he kissed the dip of your collarbone, your arms hooking around his neck immediately.
âNo need,â he said with a wink, and you knew you were not leaving the room any time sooner when he trailed down.
he wasnât lying when he said he will take care of you
not only are your bills handled, he is basically spoiling you at any opportunity that presented itself
nice clothes? fancy lingerie? flying with him whenever he is traveling? you name it
so smitten by the sight of you beneath him in all the lavish things that he bought for you
gold necklace on your neck and nothing else?
red bottom heels and naked from the heel up?
he spoils you but he insists that youâre the one who treats him too well
shows you off at galas and events where you hang off his arm
itâs an arrangement of sorts, sure, but above all he just liked having you around
and all the luxuries aside, you just couldnât imagine not falling asleep in his arms anymore
you have spent countless nights with him at the fanciest places around the world but the hotel room that you first went to remains a favourite and whenever thereâs a special occasion, he books the exact same room that night for celebratory purposes
makes sure to fuck you against the window at least once every timeÂ
he also proposed in the exact same room, some time down the line
#yaku x reader#yaku imagine#yaku smut#haikyuu x reader#haikyuu imagines#haikyuu smut#haikyuu imagine
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â Kirishima answers a phone call that wasnât intended for him, and of course he canât help but be interested in the beautiful voice and soul that angrily began to rant about their day. â
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pairing: kirishima eijirou x fem!reader
warnings: fluff, lil angst (lol sorry), cursing
word count: 7,786
a/n: this was a stupid thought that slammed into my mind, and here it is!!!! now I have a calc midterm tomorrow that I did not look at because why think about double derivatives and integrals when I can think about kirishima????
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It was eleven at night when Kirishima strolled out of his bathroom, ready to go to bed. After a rather long day, he was looking forward to sleeping and not having to wake up at the crack of dawn. Tomorrow for the very first day in a very long time, he wouldnât have to work at the local coffee shop he was hired at. It was a job he had acquired with his good friends on the promise of it being a manageable job on top of his college work, and of course, the pretty girls who would go in.
From what Kirishima had gathered from the four months working there was that there were a lot of pretty girls who entered the coffee shop â most of which were focused on the angry ash-blond friend of his â and that it was so unnecessarily stressful.Â
Some days he was up at four in the morning to open at six for the morning regulars, then heâd go to his afternoon classes, only to return for a two-hour shift in the middle of rush hour, and would leave while trying to keep the peace between a certain ash-blond and two new hires. To say the least, it was hell on Earth at times.Â
Regardless, he didnât have to open tomorrow morning, so he was content! On top of not having classes tomorrow, Kirishima was excited to sleep in.
Falling on his bed with a massive sigh, Kirishima snuggled his face into his pillow, rejoicing in the way that the laundry detergent still clung to the fabric and relaxed.
Sleep sounded soâ
RIIING.
RIIING.
Kirishimaâs eyes slammed open, his head snapping to see his illuminating phone on his nightstand. He had no idea who the hell was calling this late. There was no way it was Bakugou; he was asleep already at this point. Sero had broken his phone two days ago during a failed stunt and wouldnât be able to get a new phone until the weekend. Kaminari only called him when there was a bug in his apartment, but he was currently closing⌠maybe it was Mina? Kirishima shook his head, no, he hadnât spoken to Mina in ages.
Grabbing the phone, he didnât bother to look at the caller ID and answered.
âHelloâ?â
âOh my god, I am fucking raging! You canât believe what kind of fuckery I just went through tonight!â a voice shouted into the receiver, and Kirishima flinched a bit at the loud and angry voice. âSo you know how I wasnât supposed to work today, right? Because my coworker had sex with her ex-boyfriend like an idiot, and I owed her for covering my shift three months ago, but anyways irrelevant. Iâm taking the order of this one group of adults. Thatâs right, A-D-U-L-T-S, adults! They are completely staring at my tits the entire time, and not my face. At first, I thought maybe you know, I had spilled something on my tits earlier, no. No! NOTHING! So I call them out on it, and they say something along the lines of âyou could be a camgirl with that body, but like not in a sex sort of wayâ Iâm sorry, WHAT?! Like yes, continue sexually harassing your server who is a college student and therefore has no will to live, so will gladly beat your Gucci belt wearing ass into a bloody pulp! What they gonna do? Sue me? I have one dollar to my name, fucking take it, I donât care, Iâll find another dollar in the sewer after I beat their asses up!
âBut you know, Iâm saying all this in my head because Iâm broke and canât afford to be fired from this place because the tips are hella good here. But they continue saying dumb shit, and then the obvious ringleader â I know he was the ring leader because his beard looks like it was the first picture printed on a new ink cartridge and his manspread was ten times wider than all of theirs â have the fucking audacity to slip his number while only tipping TEN DOLLARS ON A TWO HUNDRED DOLLAR TAB!!!!â Kirishima doesnât know what to say, his jaw on his mattress, breathing having stopped while your voice wheezes from your lack of air. He makes a croaking noise, wanting to speak up and apologize for what had happened and for not being the person you thought it was, but it seemed that you werenât over. âAND DONâT GET ME STARTED ON THAT FUCKING KAREN!!! âI didnât like the way you looked at me so I wonât be tipping you tonight!â yeah, well maybe if you didnât order enough FOOD TO FEED AN ARMY AND KEPT SENDING IT BACK I WOULDNâT BE LOOKING AT YOU LIKE THAT!!!â
There was a pause, and Kirishima, while feeling entirely sorry for you, finally spoke, âFuck, that sounds... horrible.â
âDamn right, it was horriâ wait, who the fuck is this?â your voice squeaked, and Kirishima almost started to laugh at the difference in the tone your voice took. Once so loud, angry, and entirely âfuck the world,â had changed into a meek and embarrassed voice.
âUm, this is Kirishima. Kirishima Eijiriou?â
âThis isnât Hagakure?â you moaned into the phone. â03-9082-2395? That isnât this number?â
â2-2-9-5,â Kirishima repeated his own number back, a small smile overcame his features knowing that you had accidentally misdialed a number.
âFuck my fat fingers,â you cursed, and Kirishima chuckled lightly at the mutterings that were poorly picked up. âWell, um, I am so sorry for calling you and dumping that unnecessary bullshit on youââ
âNo, no,â Kirishima interrupted, rolling onto his back, staring up at the dimly lit ceiling. âItâs totally okay! You seem less stressed out now too, and it really isnât a big deal!â
âYou are very kind, Kirishima Eijirou,â you laugh, and Kirishima canât help but imagine a figure curled up on a couch.
âThank you!â he beamed, a hand threading through his hair, âum, but what happened with the Karen? And why were you typing in your friendâs phone number?â
âDo you really want to know?â you ask after a fit of bubbling laughter; it seemed that you were not at all convinced.
âI work at a coffee shop for one, so I totally understand the Karen situations! Secondly, all my contacts are on my phone, I donât have a single one of them memorized!â
âOkay, okay, okay, I do not have this number memorized! Hagakure is my roommate, and she has a new number that she left posted on our fridge and because Mr. Sprinkles left in the middle of my rant, I called her to finish it!â you explain in what Kirishima could only consider being childlike glee. âAnd a coffee shop? Oof, Kirishima, you might have it just as bad as I do then.â
âEver had a boiling cup of coffee thrown back at your face?â
âShut. Up.â
âI wish I was joking!â
âThe nastiest thing Iâve ever been put through is a highschool couple breaking up in the middle of the restaurant, and a bowl of cold soup and milkshake were thrown at me! And I had to work for another five hours!â
âThat⌠that beat mine by a long shotâŚâ
âOkay, but like, it was cold. If you hadnât dodged, youâd be dead!â
As time passed Kirishima soon found himself sitting up on his bed, his back pressed against the headboard, a lamp on so that he wasnât in the dark while he talked to you. Somehow conversation flowed so perfectly between the two of you, so smoothly, so naturally. You had extremely compelling energy and a pretty bright one at that as well. Your stories were exceedingly extravagant, most derailing into hundreds of side stories before making its way back to the main point, but he didnât mind. Though there was no proof, he imagined that your arms were swinging around while you talked, a bright smile on your face, and lights shining in your eyes.
âSo anyway, I had to beg my professor to let me remake this exam because, for some reason, my brain would not switch back to Japanese. I almost cried because I was only speaking in English, and I think because I am an amazing person, my professor let me do that!â you laughed after explaining an issue with being fluent in a third language.Â
âMy English skills deteriorated after leaving high school, Iâm rather jealous you can speak three languages,â Kirishima admitted, his head falling back onto the cold wall. âMy Japanese professors probably think my Japanese sucks too.â
âJust because I am amazing and can speak three languages doesnât mean Iâm perfect at it,â you laugh, obviously trying to make him feel better about himself.
âMm, I donât know, youâre painting yourself as a pretty perfect person,â Kirishima sighed. âOr you have an enormous egoâŚâ
A loud scoff came from your end of the phone, and Kirishima waited for your verbal retaliation but was met with a moment of silence.
âOh! Welcome home!â you called out, and Kirishima quickly put together that your roommate Hagakure was home. âYeah, no, Iâm talking to someone right now! ...who? Oh, um, a friend! ...no, I tried to call you when I got home but misdialed your number and got him instead! NO! Youâre not going to get a pic of him! Wait, itâs what time?!â
Kirishimaâs eyes fell over to his alarm clock and saw in the dim red light that it was 04:57.Â
His jaw dropped.
âWell, um, Kirishima, it seems that our call is going to end,â you whisper into the phone, and Kirishima lets out a breathless chuckle, sudden sleepiness creeping into him. âIt was pretty fun chatting with you stranger, thanks for putting up with that ranting in the beginning! Most normal people wouldnât have picked up or let me rant like that!â
âItâs no problem,â Kirishima smiled softly, his fingers stretching out to turn off the light. He licked his lips, five hours on a phone call with an absolute stranger, and he didnât have your name, and better yet, a part of him wanted to ask if it was okay to be friends. You were magnetic to him, and he wanted to know more about you, even if this was this weird modern and accidental penpal thing. âI didnât have anything to do today, and you were fun talking to!â
âAww, thank you!â
Silence.
Ask, he thought, his teeth biting down onto his bottom lip. Ask!
âUm, I know this is weird and all, but do you think I can keep your number?â you ask, your voice almost timid and meek.
Kirishimaâs heart rate spikes at those words, he very much wanted that, but his mouth had a mind of its own it seemed. âWhy?â
âWhaâ well, I just had a lot of fun talking with you! It was fun, and I donât know, you seem like a pretty chill guy!â
His fingers gripped his phone, a warmth spreading through him when he relaxed under his sheets. âOn one condition.â
âOof, if youâre going to ask to decide between Crimson Riot or All Might youâre going to beââ
âNo, no,â Kirishima lets out a snort, his shoulders rolling while he imagines the curious look coming over your face. âI would like to know your name?â
âMy name? Why would you wantâ HOLY SHIT! I never gave youââ there was a loud noise on your end of the call, and Kirishima heard you apologize profusely before returning in a hushed whisper. âSorry! Sorry! I didnât give you my name?!â
âNo,â he laughed loudly, one that was pushed from his belly, spreading warmth through his body. âYou never did, but I did learn every name of every person youâve ever talked with!â
âGod,â you groan, a small whine emitted from you. âIâm an idiot, Iâm so sorry! Y/l/n y/n at your service!â
Y/l/n y/n, thatâs a pretty name, he thought while imagining just what you could look like.Â
âWell, goodnight y/l/n, Iâll save your number, and weâll see if you still would like to be friends when you wake up?â
There was a small noise of agreement, âIâm like a drug, Kirishima, youâll be back for more.â
âOkay, okay, goodnightâŚâ
âGoodnight, sweet dreams!â
âSweet dreams.â
Kirishima listened to the line ending, and he pulled his phone away from his ear and no sooner did he do that, a text came in at what he believed to be your number:
donât let the bed bugs bite! đˇđąâźď¸
He snorted and replied back before eventually letting sleep consume him.
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âYouâll never believe what just happened!â you squealed into the phone, and Kirishima laughed while wiping his sweaty face with a white towel. You had called thirty minutes earlier than usual and had caught him leaving the gym.
It had been a bit over two months since your misdial, and things with you had been going pretty well for strangers. The two of you didnât talk every day, most weeks going by with just a single call, but they were always delightful talks. You worked most nights, and he most mornings, the two of you discovered. So most calls took place the night he didnât have to work the following morning.Â
âYou got a customer who complained that there was too much salt in their meal that had no salt in it?â he asked, pulling a random story of something that had happened at his own coffee shop today. You let out an amused snort, a clear indicator that he was wrong, but found his guess to be amusing at the very least.
âNo, but oddly enough, someone did ask for an insane amount of salt on their food and hated it!â you sang, clearly happy with how you found their distress to be funny.
âClose enough!â Kirishima laughed, but he was straight out of guesses, so he stopped. âSo, what happened?â
âI tried coffee for the first time ever today!â you squealed loudly, and Kirishima cheered happily.
Through these two months, there were some hard facts that Kirishima had learned about you. One, you were living in the same city as him. Two, you worked at a semi-classy restaurant. Three, you had two roommates named Hagakure and Jirou. Four, you were twenty, just like him. And five, you were a child who only drank hot chocolate and tea because you were afraid of coffee.
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âCaffeine is a drug you know,â you had snarkily teased him one night when he said he was going to make a cup of coffee. âNice to know Iâm friends with an addict!â
âIf drugs were as amazing as coffee, Iâd be an addict!â
âYou knowâŚâ your voice whispered, your voice suddenly taking a guilty approach. âIâve never actually tried coffeeâŚâ
âWHAT?!â
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âWow, look at you, becoming an old woman in front of my own eyes!â Kirishima chuckled, starting his walk back home.Â
His fingers pushed the headphones to be more secure over his ears, hopeful that there it wouldnât pick up too heavily on the wind of the outside world.Â
âTo be honest, it wasnât that good, your taste buds are just tarnished from drinking that bitter crap all day!â you huff and he half imagined you turning your nose up.
âOkay, okay,â Kirishima laughed, a warmth flooding in his chest at the sounds of your muffled laughter. A visible indicator that you were also amused at this. âI hated coffee until I started working at a coffee shop, and that was because I needed to know my shit.â
âWow, you only got that job while not being a coffee addict?â you tease. âSeems like a fake barista to me.â
âItâs pretty hard to believe, I know,â Kirishima stated his tone one of fake melancholy. âIâm so sorry for deceiving you, and honestly, I am a shit barista.â
âAww, donât say that!â you exclaim, and it seems like youâre ready to fight him. âI bet you put all those fancy TikTok baristas to shame!â
âTikTok?â he laughed, his pace speeding up just a bit so he would get home faster. âWow, I am honored you think that!â
The light conversation continued, nothing too deep or too intense, just chatter about today's shifts and classes. Eventually, Kirishima made it back into his apartment complex, and stumbled into his room, collapsing onto his bed.Â
âCan I ask something?â you ask suddenly, and Kirishima lets out a small hum.
âYeah, of course, whatâs up?â
âWhat do you look like?â you asked softly as if you were curled up in bed, seconds from letting sleep consume you. âI havenât come up with a mental image that I like, and well, I want some hints.â
âI can just send you a picture of me,â Kirishima smiles, his eyes closing. âIt would be much easier than me trying to explain to you what I look like.â
âNo!â you disagree, and there's a long sigh from your end of the phone. âIâm not ready for that kind of information yet, Kiri. I just⌠I canât accept a pic of you without sending one back, and Iâm not mentally ready for that yetâŚâ
âDonât tell me the big fat Gucci bougie you is shy?!â Kirishima exclaimed, humor drowning his words as he referenced you to something you had called yourself one drunken night weeks ago.
âNot shy!â you bemoan, your voice muffling out at the end of it. âIâm more scared youâll find me ugly and ghost meâŚâ
âI donât think thatâs possible,â Kirishima interjected, his voice stable and confident.
âWhich part?â
âBoth parts.â
âHow do you know that? You donât know what I look likeâŚâ
â...call it⌠Kirishimaâs intuition,â Kirishima slowly stated, his eyebrows furrowing. âI find your voice and your personality to be attractive on their own, so I would never ghost you. And of course, appearance isnât anything; plus, thereâs no way youâre not gorgeous.â
He says these words with honest truth, and a part of him fears he overstepped and made you wildly uncomfortable with the amount of silence that is heard from your end of the line. But finally, as Kirishima is ready to apologize to you, a soft exhale is heard.
âYouâre a dork,â you whisper, and a soft grin spreads on his own face. âAnyways, Iâll ask questions, you answer them first, and then Iâll do the same.â
âSounds good!â
âHair color?â
âBlack, but I dye it red.â
âMm, edgy teenager, I like it, and also knew that because you complained about your stained sheets! Eye color?â
âRed.â
âOh, am I sensing a theme? How tall are you?â
âIâm⌠a bit over six feet?â
The list went on, most questions becoming more of a joke than anything else, but he was glad that you were asking these things because now he had an insight on how you looked too. You had told him your eye color, your hair color, how tall you were, and a whole bunch of trivial things he would have never thought to ask about to begin with.
âOkay, last question!â you cheered, happy to have finally included Kirishima into your inside joke that revolved around your eyebrows. âDo you have any distinguishing features?â
âWell, I donât actually...â Kirishima admitted, his fingers brushing against the scar on his eye, and then it hit him. That was one! âOh, waitââ CRASH. A loud crashing noise emitted from your side of the call.
âShit, hold on!â you curse and Kirishima can only remain silent while he hears you yelling in the background, it was too far away for him to quite understand, but it was enough to know that it didnât sound okay.Â
Kirishima sat on his side of the call, the phone pressed to his ear while he tried to strip his gross and sweaty shirt from his body. His teeth bit into his lip, his canine pressing into the permanent indent of his lip, an indicator of how anxious he used to be.Â
âFuck, Kiri?â your voice suddenly snapped back onto the call, your tone frantic and quick.
âEverything okay?â
âNo, Hagakure showed up drunker than⌠a drunken drunk, I donât know expressions, ANYWAYS I know tonight is our unofficial official call night, but anyway I can get a rain check?â
There was guilt that swallowed your voice, a pang of guilt that made Kirishima warm a bit because it showed that you valued these calls, just like him.Â
âOf course, I donât have class or work Friday morning this time around, so Thursday night?â
âThat works perfectly,â you sigh, gratitude. âI owe you, text you later if you donât fall asleep! Goodnight, sweet dreams, love ya!â
Kirishima couldnât repeat the whole statement before you hastily hung up, but he couldnât keep the smile off his face the entire time he showered. The shower didnât take too long, and by the time he emerged from the shower, towel around his neck and his waist, he had a text message.Â
sero -Â hey bro!!! i canât pick up my morning shift tomorrow i know you have tonight to speak w y/n but todoroki and bakugou canât cover it!
Kirishima sighed, he definitely didnât have anything tomorrow anyways, he could manage with going in for an extra shift to help a friend.
kirishima -Â yeah sure what time?
sero -Â youre a life saver T-T im covering 8 am - 3 pm!!!
Kirishima sent a simple affirmative emoji before finishing up his nightly routine.Â
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Kirishima looked at his apron while he was assembling himself in the backroom. The aroma of roasted coffee beans and pastries was almost pungent in the back, and he was eager to get out of there. As per employee regulations, he was to wear a black apron, a name tag, and something to hold his hair because it was a bit too long, for that, he wore a white bandana around his forehead.
âWait, whereâs my name tag?â Kirishima called out, his eyebrows furrowing when he turned out to Kaminari, who was currently in the back with him.
The blond froze and scratched the back of his neck, laughing awkwardly, âAbout thatâŚâ
So Kirishima was in the front of the store with a shiny silver name tag that read Hanta Sero. Because Kaminari was the best barista they had on hand currently, he was busy teaching Midoriya â their newest hire â around the bar. For now, Todoroki was nowhere to be found, and Kirishima was handling the cash register.Â
Today was a slow morning, most people had their day off today, so morning coffee rush wasnât in existence. Sure, there were a few outliers, but it was never chaotic.Â
The gentle bell of the front door rang, and Kirishima automatically called out.
âWelcome!â
You had walked into the store, your eyebrows furrowed while you prayed that this was the coffee shop your roommates had been raving about. Youâd never been here before, but it was the closest coffee shop available that wasnât something generic and basic like Starbucks. You looked up from your phone at the voice, a thank you automatically being repeated while you neared the register.
You froze when you saw the red hair and the red eyes of the handsome man at the register. A careless thought entered your mind, Kirishima said he had red hair and red eyes⌠but he said he didnât work todayâŚÂ
A kind smile sat on his face, his eyes taking you in, waiting for you to approach him.Â
This couldnât be him, right?
The last time you had assumed a redhead working in a coffee shop was Kirishima, it had ended embarrassingly.Â
âUm, hi,â you drawled out, your eyes reading the board to figure out your own order.Â
Kirishima couldnât keep his eyes off of you, you were exactly what you had described to him, but he wouldnât ask until he was sure. He would ask you for your name after collecting your order for either tea or hot chocolate, and if it was you, heâd reveal that he was Kirishima. But he didnât want to be wrong; he didnât want to pin any other person as you, after all.
âIâve never been here before,â you confess, your hand rubbing the back of your head. You were transfixed on the caramel macchiato that was spelled in the prettiest font, though, plus Hagakure promised all their coffee was good.Â
âOh, well, welcome! If you need any recommendations or have anything else to order, I can put those through while you look?â
His smile was kind, and you felt blood rush to your face, something you desperately tried to fight off by thinking of anything you didnât like.Â
âOh! I do have two orders, though! Thereâs going to be one chai tea latte with three pumps of vanilla, and a lavender tea with a splash of oat milk.â
Kirishima nodded his head, âWill this be for here, or to go?â
His voice sounds so similar to Kirishima, you hoped, studying his face. While you answered that it was to go, you saw a distinctive scar on his right eye. Kirishima had said he didnât have any distinguishing featuresâŚÂ
âWhat are your favorites here?â you ask, your eyebrows scrunched in confusion, your thoughts very evident in your face.
Kirishima couldnât help but find hope bubbling up in his chest, there was always the possibility that you two lived in the same city-based off the same area code, and with what seemed like an incomplete knowledge in coffee, maybeâŚ
Kirishima rambled off about the different seasonal drinks right now, his recommendations leaning towards the teas and non-coffee things primarily after his general and basic list. You seemed to take every word out of his lip like gospel, agreeing and nodding when appropriate, and his lips stretched into a grin when you bluntly exclaimed your ill knowledge of this all.
âTo be honest, I only step into coffee shops to take a cute pic and then leave,â you laugh, pressing your hands against your lips and screaming a bit in your throat.Â
Kirishima laughed, more confidence blooming through his body over the hope that this was you. It had to be you.
Your eyes then found the nametag on his apron, and like a sinking ship, you read Sero.
Not Kirishima.
âAnd for you?â
âIâll have the caramel macchiato,â you decide, a grateful smile on your face while he looks down and writes the orders.
âA name?â
âPenny,â came your automatic response.
You never used your real name in coffee shops.
Kirishima suppressed the way that his mouth wanted to drop into a sad smile, and like two rejected teenagers, the money was exchanged. Before Kirishima could attempt to calm his disappointed soul, you walked out of the shop with the coffees and tea in hand.
âWhat was that about?â Kaminari asked, his eyes wide. âThere was so much flirting and then poof, gone from both sides. Come on, dude, itâs my job to fail at flirting, not yours!â
Kirishima laughed, ignoring the way that his three friends looked at him with concern and curiosity. âNothing, I just⌠the customer looked like how y/n described herself to beâŚâ
âOh⌠sorry, bro.â
âNah, itâs all good,â Kirishima waved it off, and without so much as another slap on the back, he went back to work.
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âWhat the hell are you doing?â
Kirishima looked up from his phone, his fingers mid-type pausing only for a millisecond before continuing to text blindly.Â
âOh, hey, Bakubro, whatâs up?â he cheerfully spoke, ignorant to the controller in the ash blondâs hand.Â
âItâs your turn, shitty hair, pay fucking attention!â Bakugou barked, tossing the plastic controller into his chest. Kirishima grunted, the feeling of the plastic slamming against his chest was less than ideal, but the smile on his face didnât waiver while he offered his best friend the controller back.
âItâs all good, you can have another turn, I can handle being out this round!â
âKiri, thatâs six rounds in a row,â Kaminari spoke up, his face in a teasing smirk.
It was then that Kirishimaâs face turned approximately the same color as his hair. âI didnâtââ
âAwww, Eijirou has a little crush on y/n!!!â Kaminari sang, resulting in agreeing with noises from Sero and Midoriya. Only Bakugou and Todoroki remained silent.Â
Kirishima only laughed, he knew he couldnât deny that fact, but he wouldnât say it aloud â especially because Bakugou seemed to hate you. It had been now four months since the two of you had âmeet,â and while he still had no face to imagine you with, things had taken a slightly flirty route between the two of you.
Calls were much more frequent, nearly all nights the two of you would speak, even if it was just a measly summary of the day and a âsweet dreamsâ and a âgoodnightâ and an âI love you.â It always happened nowadays.
Tonight was an exception, of course, because he was out with his friends, and apparently, you were doing the same.Â
âYou canât be fucking serious?â Bakugou spat, a laugh spluttering from his lips, but it was cold and held no humor. âYou caught feelings for a person whoâs too much of a fucking coward to reveal a picture of themselves?â
âThatâs not fair; besides, it's not about physical appearance!â Kirishima waved him off, pressing send to his text message.
have fun tonight! text me when u get back home if ur able to!
âJust how naive can you be?â Bakugou sneered, his hand taking the phone from Kirishima's side. âSix months of talking every week, texting every day, and this y/n still hasnât trusted you with a single picture of them? I know you said that she told you how she looked, and all that shit, but let's be real, itâs so easy to lie about how you look like when you donât have to provide a picture. What y/n say? Big tits? Big ass? Small waist? What about her did she say that made you so fucking insane over her?â
âN-Nothing! We didnât talk about our body types!â Kirishimaâs eyes widened significantly, the once comfortable atmosphere of the room wholly gone while Bakugouâs vermillion eyes seethed silently. âNone of that matters! I told you the truth! I like y/n because of her personality, sheâs manly, and I like that a lot! Itâs not about her appearance, how pessimistic can you get, bro! I promise you, sheâs trustworthy!â
âIs she really?â
âWhat?â
âHow can you be in love with someone who you trust entirely, but doesnât trust you at all? You said that y/n wonât show you a picture of herself because sheâs scared you wonât like her? How is that trusting you? How is that fucking fair? To me, that sounds like some fucked up catfishing thing.â
âWe talk on the phone, dude,â Kirishima said softly, but those thoughts were invading his mind. Did you not trust him? He knew he wasnât the best option in the world, and he had accepted that in time and by improving on what he thought he was best at. But did you, after all this time, really not believe him when he claimed nothing would change when he saw you? âCatfishes donât even do that⌠besides, the first call was by accident, why would someoneââ
âDunce face, whatâs that one fucking idiotic thing you do for fun?â Bakugou snapped at the blond, not even bothering to look at him.
âWell, thereâs a lot of things I do that youââ Kaminari laughed awkwardly, his smile tight and awkward.
âKaminari.â
âI call⌠random numbers⌠pretending to have a big issue to see how they reactâŚâ he admitted, and Kirishimaâs stomach clenched.
âAnd?â Bakugou snarled.
âI pretend to be a girlâŚâ
âDonât be stupid, Bakugou, this is more than one time!â Kirishima groaned.
âIt's a voice that you canât attach a face to, who knows if this is a person you can trust! People with voice acting exist in this world, how the hell do you possibly know that theyâre not one of them?! Be fucking real, if ây/nâ trusted you, if thatâs even their name, they wouldnât be hiding their face from you.â
Kirishima didnât say anything else, the acid piling in his throat was too much for him to even look at his friend. The night didnât really recover from that conversation, and Kirishima eventually found himself back home.
He sat at the edge of his bed, his phone in his hands, waiting for a message from you. He couldnât sleep, and even though he had work tomorrow morning, he found himself wide awake, unable to let sleep consume.
It was three in the morning when you sent a text, his eyes still wide awake, and with shaky fingers, he read the message.
i just got home can you believe that i drank three cups of wine and didnt get tipsy??????? thats on being a raging alcoholic ;D
Kirishima wanted to laugh; on god, he wouldâve found this beyond delightful to read because he knew you couldnât handle your liquor, but that bitter stream of acid destroyed the humor in his thoughts.
Were you really telling the truth? Was this all a lie?
He didnât text back; instead, his finger pressed the call button, and he held his breath.
âHelloooo?â a voice picked up on the second ring, but it wasnât your voice. It was a voice he didnât recognize at all.
âVoice actors,â Bakugouâs voice reentered his thoughts, and the phone in his hand nearly dropped.
âSorry, hello?â the voice he knew as you finally came through, and Kirishima let out a shallow breath, one so small, so mediocrely weak it burned his lungs.
âDo you trust me?â he asked softly, maybe too softly because you asked with a strained laugh for him to repeat his words. âDo you trust me, y/n?â
There was a pause on your end, too long a beat for Kirishima to be comfortable with.
âOf course I trust you, Ei, are you okay?â
âDo you actually trust me, or are you lying?â
âWoah there,â you said a small laugh on your tongue, but there was only confusion in it, not your contagious sound. âDid you drink? Itâs a work night, you never do that!â
âAnswer the question,â Kirishima spoke with finality, his shoulders tense, tears pushing past his eyes while he struggled to maintain composure.
Prove Bakugou wrong, please, prove Bakugou wrong.
âOf course I do,â you spoke with genuine clarity, but still, Kirishima was rattled, his confidence blown. âWhatâs going on?â
Did he want to confess to his insecurities? Was it worth it? His breathing became frantic, almost as if he was going insane just thinking about where his thoughts were. But Kirishima was never good at hiding things, no he was as open as a book.
âWhy wonât you let me see you⌠weâve been friends for six months, and the only thing I know about you is your eye color and your hair color. Itâs so insanely generic that I canât⌠I canât do this.â
âWhat are you trying to say?â you ask, your voice small, almost a whisper of all the energy one could have at this time of night.
âI canât be friends with someone who doesnât trust me, whoâs using me,â he spoke with perfect clarity that hid away his insecurities about this all. âFor all, I know nothing about you is real, that this is all just some ploy to hurt me in the end. Six months and you canât trust me with a single meet up or even a picture? I just⌠has this been a game for you, y/n? Or is that even your name.â
The call ended and a single message held on his screen, this call has been dropped, but you didnât seem to want to call him back.
Kirishima didnât sleep a wink that night, his words coming back to bite him in the throat each and every time he thought he was close enough to sleep. Insecurities riled up in him, consuming him entirely.
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He tried to call back.
For fourteen straight days, Kirishima attempted to call you back.
Every time he called you, he would always hang up before he could take back his words. But each call, after he had prematurely hung up, he would recant his mean words to the unresponsive phone. He did trust you, he was weak, he was unmanly to assume those things. You could take, however long it took to finally trust him again because he would wait for you no matter what. He apologized again and again until the very last one he broke down into silent tears, a single message of âI hope one day youâll forgive meâ hung weakly on his voice and put his phone away.Â
It was sixteen days since he had spoken those cruel words to you, and in that time, he didnât regret finally talking about his ill feelings towards wanting to reveal yourself to him. But he did regret the way it came out; instead of it being a deep and personal conversation, it came out as bitter and one-sided. The two of you were disconnected, and he felt empty.
But he couldnât focus on it, not today, after all, it was Bakugouâs birthday, and everyone was gathering at the local fancy restaurant to celebrate.Â
Kirishima dressed up presentable, wearing a navy blue button-up, and dark slacks. He walked towards the entrance of the restaurant where Kaminari, Sero, and Midoriya were eagerly leading the group of them into the building. Typically Kirishima wouldâve been with them in terms of spirit, but he felt energyless at the moment.
With the moon high in the sky, Kirishima stilled when Bakugou called out his name.
He stared at his best friend, the ash blondâs lip curled into a sneer while he huffed, âListen, Kirishima, Iâm sorry for what I said that night.â
âWhat? Oh, no, itâs okay, Bakugou!â Kirishima laughed, his hand slapping to the back of his neck. âYou werenât wrong.â
âI never said I was wrong,â Bakugou grunted, his eyes locked on Kirishimaâs while he shoved his hands into his pockets. Kirishima stilled, unsure as to where this would be leading. âI just donât want you to get hurt. I know that Mina hurt you badly, and youâre too big of an idiot to not see when things arise. Maybe y/n is genuine, but if you arenât fucking honest with her about your own feelings about how sheâs so secretive, itâs not going to work.â
Kirishima smiled softly, a weak shrug moving through him, âI know, thanks, man.â
Bakugou nodded, and without a word, he continued on ahead where Midoriya was yelling at them to hurry up and come so they could be seated.Â
Kirishima sighed, rolling out his shoulders before following afterward.
Kirishima followed after the hostess, smiling at her gratefully when she sat the group into their own private room and left.Â
âBakugouâs paying, right?â Kaminari stage whispered to Midoriya while staring at the prices on the menu.
âEat shit, dunce face, learn how to save up your fucking money the next time you offer to come to this fucking place!â Bakugou roared, hearing the whisper.
âIâll be covering the bill,â Todoroki informed with a smirk on his face. Kirishima laughed, looking at the prices and indeed agreeing with Kaminariâs statement. Having a wealthy friend was very convenient at times like this.
âHi, welcome to Eiko, Iâll be your waitress today!â a voice chirped from the entrance of the room, and Kirishima froze, he recognized that voice and face.
It was the person he had mistaken for you all those months ago.
By the smile on your face, it seemed that you recognized them all too.
âAnd what is your name,â Sero winked, his eyes captivated by you.
âOh, haha, sorry, my name is y/n,â you smiled, moving the menus you held in your hand to show the silver nametag on your uniform.
âOh, like Kirishimaâs y/n,â Kaminari laughed, pointing a finger at Kirishima, not at all being as quiet as he probably thought himself to be. But it seemed that he wasnât the only one who thought that because while Kirishima was staring at your face, embarrassingly taking you in, you followed Kaminariâs finger.
Your sight sat on the redhead in the middle whose name was Kirishima, and you straightened up in what felt like panic.Â
âYouâre Kirishima?â you asked quietly, your finger grasping the menus so tightly, your knuckles turned white. âKirishima Eijirou.â
âThe one and only,â Kaminari voiced for him, his arm thrown over Kirishimaâs shoulder while he nodded like a scholar. âAnd why do you ask?â
âShut the fuck up, dunce face.â Bakugou hissed.
Kirishima continued to stare at you, a million words running through his head, yet not a single one being translated on his tongue. You were beautiful.
What should he say?
What could he say?
Your lips pursed, and you shook your head, a smile of disbelief spreading across your face, âUnbelievable.â
âY/nââ
âBe quiet,â you snap, your tone angry, but your eyes beyond hurt. âWhat can I get you guys to drink?â
Dinner wasnât exactly a pleasant time, you came in and left faster than anyone could blink, and yet none of their drinks went empty, nor did they really have a problem. Much quicker than Kirishima wouldâve liked, they were done and were soon piling out of the restaurant after Kirishima decided to leave a very, very generous tip.
âIâm going to stay until I can speak to y/n,â Kirishima said, waving off his friends who were expecting him to follow. But he couldnât, not when he felt like the world's biggest ass for what he did to you.
âGood luck,â they all wished him well before eventually leaving, knowing better than to stick around.
So there at the outside bench, Kirishima waited.
Two hours he sat there until you emerged from the front door, your hair was no longer put back, you held your apron in your hand, and your purse on your shoulder.
âY/n!â he called out, his feet no longer cemented into place; he strode after you.
You didnât seem to pick up the pace, nor did you slow down. You were focused on your car that sat at the edge of the parking lot, and you ignored his calls.
It wasnât until his hand touched your shoulder, and he appeared before you did Kirishima freeze again. Angry hot tears slid down your face, your face screwed up, your shoulders stiff.
âWhat do you want, Kirishima?â you spat, but there was only exhaustion in your voice, nothing bitter, nothing at all what Kirishima deserved from you.
âI want to apologize,â Kirishima whispered, his hands struggling to reach out and wipe your tears away. You were crying because of him, he did this to you. âI was a dick, I was⌠beyond unmanly to you, and Iâm so sorry! I just let Bakugou get into my head, and Iâve never been a secure person because, well, Iâm just⌠fuck, I donât even know, but all I know is that you didnât deserve this. And I like you so much, but I didnât â I donât know what to do?!â
Your eyes stared up at him, they were bright with tears, wounded beyond anything Kirishima could hope to fix.
âThat night, you said if I didnât trust you, but I did trust you! Iâve always trusted youââ your finger jabbed his chestâ âbut it was you who didnât trust me! I get that itâs hard to not have a picture of someone you care about after a long length of time, but we were always fine for a while! It was going to happen, but while I trusted you, I didnât trust myself, okay?! I couldnât trust myself to see that if you were so much more handsome than me that I couldnât be confident enough to let myself be friends with you! I constantly fuck up relationships when I have crushes on people because⌠I donât know, I just do! But you were someone with no risk and the highest risk, and I wanted to be sure in my own feelings before giving you a picture of me! But⌠fuck, Kirishima, you didnât trust me!â
Kirishimaâs throat tightened, the tears on your face a guilty reminder that this was because of him. But how could he fix this?
âIâm sorry,â he whispered, his hands grabbing onto your arms just above the elbow, and his head hung by your forehead, not quite touching you, but just enough that his spiked hair teased the atoms between you. You were taller than he expected, but it wasnât anything he couldnât deal with, no, not at all. âYouâre right, I didnât trust you, and you didnât deserve that. I donât think thereâs anything that I can say, or do for that matter, to change your mind, and Iâm sorry. I just panicked because who gets into this type of situation, how do I tell my phone friend that I have feelings for her? I was weak, and I am so fucking pathetic, and I just want to make things better. If youâll let me be your friend againâŚâ
He slowly looked back up at you, and you were frozen in your place, tears falling down your face still.
âI donât think we can be friends,â you confessed, and Kirishimaâs heart broke in two, his hands dropping from your arms in his embarrassment and humiliation.
âOh, well, Iâm sorry still, um⌠maybe Iâll see you again?â Kirishima smiled despite it all, he kept smiling despite the crack in his chest and his soul.
âYou will,â you murmured, and before Kirishima could blink, your fists wrapped in his collar, and you brought him down for an ardent kiss that he was not quick to respond to. It took three seconds for him to wrap his arms around your waist and pull you in, kissing you again and again and again.
It didnât seem to matter to either one of you that you were both now kissing without a care in the world in the middle of a parking lot, because you both had your emotions exposed to the other, and you didnât want to be friends. At least not when the man who held your heart confessed that you held his in yours.Â
The two of you werenât truly disconnected, it was just a little lost moment in your call.
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Trigger Warnings: Lil bit of /implied/ Smut, Fluff, Angst, Fighting, Swearing, Blood, basically everything that makes the Peaky Blinders the Peaky Blinders.
Word Count: A lot...5,447 (Iâll be adding it to the masterlist under requested fics because itâs long as hell lmao)
Characters: Finn Shelby x Female!Reader
Request:Â âHey can you make one with Finn where they dating for some time but the Shelby family doesn't know much about her/her family so they don't trust her but them she receves a black hand and Luca goes after her trying to get her to betray the family and she pretends to agree just to tell them a Luca is up to and just how her relashionship becomes better with then and how Finn just love her more and more. angst/fluff maybe smut idkâ
Requested by: Anon
Summary: Y/N worries Finnâs family wonât trust her, but she gains it in an unexpected way.
âIâve told you a hundred times Finn, your family doesnât like me! Itâs no secret.â Y/N stated, pacing around her room that Finn ventured to almost every night.
âThey do too! Theyâre just...horrible at trusting people really. Thatâs all.â He said, stopping her from frantically pacing by placing his arms around her when she got close to him.
âLet me go!â She yelled, giggling as he picked her up and placed her on the bed.Â
He hovered over her like so many nights before, kissing her neck as she whimpered quietly in her barren apartment. His hands trailing down to her hips as she pulled him closer, their movements slowly breaking her out of her worries.
âWhen you-â Y/N began, but was interrupted by Finn kissing her passionately.
âStop worrying. Weâre seeing them tomorrow whether you want to or not. They know how important you are to me, they just havenât gotten to know you that well yet.â He said, continuing his actions as she moaned into his lips as his hands traveled further down.
Later that night, they lied there tangled in each otherâs arms. Breathing ragged as they came down from their high.
âCan you believe weâve been dating for a year, love?â He asked, looking up at the aging ceiling.
âDating in secret for 6 months, dating in public for the other 6, it doesnât feel like a year.â She said tersely.
Finn sighed as she spoke, preparing himself for another mini-lecture.
âMy family can be a bit much Y/N, Iâm sorry I kept you a secret from them for so long. Thereâs just...a lot of things about them that are-â He started before Y/N interrupted him.
âDangerous. I know.â She said sighing as she cuddled into his chest.
âYeah. Youâre not on their bad side, but itâs easy to get there, so I just wanted to keep you safe. Those 6 months were some of the scariest of my life so far. I just didnât want you to get hurt.â He said, kissing the top of your head.
She turned to him, not saying a word as she looked into his eyes. They were so bright and full of hope despite the things heâs seen, making her wonder how long it would be until they turned cold and sinister like his brothers.
âI love you, Finn. I really do.â She said, pecking him on the lips before lying back down to sleep.
âI know.â He said, settling down beside her, hoping tomorrow would go well.
The next morning, the mail man came by dropping off various letters, waking them from their slumber as he banged on the door.
Finn shot up, looking to see Y/N still asleep as he went to see who it was.
He grabbed his hand gun after he put on his pants, and quietly walked to the door.
âHello sir! Good morning. Hereâs the mail for Miss Y/L/N.â He said cheerfully.
âThank you.â He said, his nerves calming as he tucked the gun in his pocket, out of sight of the man.
As he waved the man off and closed the door, he heard his girlfriendâs footsteps lightly coming down the stairs.
âFinn? Who was that? Is everything okay?â She asked, pulling her robe around her nude body tightly.
âYeah, just the mail.â He said, running his hands through the mass of hair on his head. He hadnât told her the terrible news yet, but he figured bringing her to the family meeting would suffice.
He watched as she rummaged through various letters from her loved ones in London, knowing sheâd probably spend hours writing back as she missed them terribly. Her job at a childrenâs charity office had forced her to move out to Small Heath after all.
As he watched, he saw her pick up a small letter that had intricate writing on it.
Y/Nâs brow furrowed as she didnât recognize the persons handwriting.
And when she opened it, she only grew more confused as she stared at the black handprint stamped on the white paper.
âWhatâs this?â She asked, raising it up to him. He crossed the room in a flash and tugged the letter from her hand.
âWe have to go.â He said quickly, angrily.
âFinn, wait! We have to get dressed are you mad?!â She yelled, panicking internally.
Finn stopped near the front door and pinched the bridge of his nose in annoyance, realizing he almost went to a family meeting half dressed, and leaving his girlfriend to meet them in a robe.
âRight. Ok, we have to be quick. Câmon.â He said leading her back upstairs so they could change.
Once done, they ran down the stairs, Y/N grabbing the letter and shoving it in her pocket as they went out the door.
Meanwhile at the shop, Tommy paced and checked his pocket watch as the family waited for Finn, knowing heâd probably bring his girlfriend in with him.
âSo youâre telling me this fucking black hand is from the Changrettaâs, Tom?â John asked, his face flushing with anger as he slammed the letter on his desk.
âYes. Theyâre here and theyâre taunting us. But I canât talk about that until everyoneâs here alright?â
âOi heâs probably just fucking his, girlfriend theyâll be here soon. She has no ties to us besides Finn. They wouldnât go after him or her, heâs not as involved.â Arthur said.
âNot yet. I know how he works. Heâs going to try to run this family into the ground if we let him.â Tommy said, lighting a cigarette as the shop doors flew open, Finn practically dragging Y/N through the lobby and into the room.
âWhat the fuck is this Tommy! Whyâs he coming for her eh?â He said grabbing the letter from her hand roughly and tossing it on his desk.
âFinn, Y/N...nice of you to join us. Everyone sit down.â He said walking in front of his desk and leaning against it.
âWhy is he coming for her? Can we trust her?â Linda asked, earning a cold look from Finn.
âShut it Linda. Yes you can trust her for gods sake, leave the poor girl alone.â Ada said.
âSince I got this letter personally may I speak? Or do I have to be pregnant or married to one of you to do so?â Y/N remarked snidely, annoyed at Lindaâs assumptions. Polly smirked as she sipped her tea nervously. Tommy raised an eyebrow and nodded for her to continue, not expecting her to join in on things so quickly.
The room fell silent as she clutched Finns hand nervously.
âI know Iâm not liked around here. You have no reason to like me and Iâm not going to beg for anyoneâs approval, but I want you to know you can trust me. I love Finn, and Iâd never put him and your family in harms way, and to my knowledge he wouldnât do so either. I canât even begin to tell you how I got that letter, but before you call me out again, Linda. Iâd like to ease some of your allâs suspicions.â She said, shifting in her seat.
âIâve met you all a fair amount of times in the last 6 months. During that time Iâve had to readjust to a new job and move away from my family who are in London, and they have no ties to whatever the hellâs going on, therefore they donât have ties to me either. I swear you can trust me.â She said, feeling her heart rate sky rocketing.
âDo you know about Luca Changretta?â Tommy asked, rubbing a cigarette along his lip before lighting it and taking a drag.
âNo. Iâve never heard that name in my life.â She stated.
âWell, Iâve called you all here today because that is one of the men who sent us all black hands. Everyone got one, and that means he knows where we live, he most likely knows where we are at all times.â Tommy said.
âIâm going to have eyes on you until this is over, but I need you all to promise me something.â He said, putting out his cigarette in the tray on his desk.
âPromise what Thomas?â Polly asked, putting her tea down and crossing her arms.
âIf you see anything suspicious, you tell me. I donât care if itâs a false alarm, you tell me and donât mutter any of this to a single soul.â He said, glaring at everyone as they sat before him.
âJohn, Arthur, Finn, Isiah. Get ready, grab your guns and your caps. Ladies you stay here, only go out for break. Polly, keep the legal business running, we canât have someone slipping under our noses.â He said checking his bullets and putting on his coat.
âWill you be setting men up at our houses?â Esme asked.
âYes. Mine too, donât worry theyâve been briefed already.â He said, walking out the door.
Finn stood up reluctantly and pulled Y/N in for a hug and she placed a quick peck on his lips before he left, putting his cap on his head and grabbing a gun.
âNow, we have to work ladies. Y/N youâre staying here. Youâll have to call in today.â Polly said, grabbing papers off Tommyâs desk.
âOkay. I can help if needed, Iâve done secretary work before.â She said.
Polly looked at her for a moment and studied her before answering.
âAlright, thereâs a desk near mine thatâs been empty, I think the poor girl quit but hasnât handed in her letter of resignation. Youâll take her desk for today, Iâll give you papers to sign with the company name.â She ordered.
âOkay, thank you Polly.â Y/N said quietly, sitting down at the rather large desk. The girl mustâve quit because the desk was empty and she found no personal items there, not even a photograph.
Polly came strolling over with a handful of documents pointing at the various places to sign and explaining some of the forms to her.
âThank you, Polly.â She said giving her a small smile.
Y/N began signing, using it as a way to take her mind off of Finn and his brothers whereabouts.
Polly and Ada discussed some other work, and Linda filed some papers while Esme typed documents up, they all worked together nicely but there was a visible underlying tension between them and Linda. And if Y/N had a bad list, she knew she was first on it.
She sighed as she blew through the papers, yearning for a break and deciding to call in for the day at her regular job.
âHello this is Y/N Y/L/N. Iâm calling in today, I have some personal matters to attend to.....alright....thank you Mrs. Johnson. Iâll be in tomorrow....goodbye.â She said, hearing the disappointment in her bosses voice as she spoke.
âDid you call in?â Polly asked, overhearing your phone call.
âYes. My boss wasnât too happy but itâs not something I can control really.â She said.
âNext time I wouldnât deal in absolutes my dear.â Polly said, combing through papers.
âWhat do you mean?â Y/N asked, finishing the forms on her desk.
âI know we havenât known you for long but one thing you should know about the Shelbyâs my dear is that we try not to make promises or make definite plans with others.â She said.
âSo youâre saying I probably wonât be coming into work tomorrow either?â Y/N asked, anxiety filling her mind as she thought of Finn being hurt.
âYes. You never know with this fucking family.â She said lighting a cigarette.
âIâll keep that in mind.â She said, excusing herself as she went towards the front door.
âWhere are you going?â Polly asked.
âI just need some space. Iâll be right outside.â She said, she was about to promise that too but she heeded Pollyâs words. They made sense but she couldnât shake the sense of dread out of her bones.
As she leant against the cold brick building, she heard the door open as Ada walked out and stood near her.
âDid you come out here to see if I was lying?â Y/N asked.
âThat and I wanted to apologize for Linda. Sheâs...difficult.â She said, lighting a cigarette for herself.
Y/N scoffed and lit one of her own, looking around nervously, scanning the streets for anything suspicious.
âThey wouldnât hang out right near the shop unless they want to be shot on sight.â Ada said.
âCanât risk anything though eh?â Y/N said, taking another drag from her cigarette.
Ava smirked and nodded as she looked out at the dark, black-tinged buildings in front of them.
âWe do like you, you know...we just canât trust people very often in this business.â She said, looking at Y/N.
Y/N smiled as she stared at the brunette Shelby, her eyes less scarred by everything, kind of like Finnâs.
âFinn said that too. Iâm relieved to hear that, I know itâs not easy welcoming in new people.â She said.
Ada nodded and patted Y/Nâs shoulder before going back inside, leaving her out in the open.
Suddenly, a man walked near her looking just slightly out of place against the tattered clothes of the townspeople. He was tall, lean, and had a black hat on, making her tense up as he drew closer.
âHello miss. Ya know where I can find a bar âround here?â He asked, looking around him quickly as he spoke, a toothpick sticking out of his mouth on the verge of falling with each word.
âNo, sorry sir. Have a good day.â She said glancing at the tattoo on his neck.
âYou work here?â He asked, walking closer to her.
She backed up until her back hit the wall, leaving her nowhere to go.
âNo. May I ask your name? Not many men stop me on the streets and Iâd like to know.â She asked, her heart racing as she tried to remain calm.
âYou donât belong on the streets sweetheart. You could join me though, I have some business Iâm taking care of here, but when Iâm done I can help you ya know.â He said leaning his palm against the wall, he was so close she could smell his cologne.
âThat sounds suspicious you know. Iâm not stupid.â She said, trying to walk towards the door of a nearby unmarked building, trying to get him away from the entrance to the shop.
He grabbed her wrist tightly as she went to yell, clasping his hand hard over her mouth and nose with a wet cloth. One whiff of the stuff and she was out, blackness overtaking her vision.
When she woke up she was in an alley, her clothes were ripped and her hands were tied to a pipe along a brick wall.
âWhat did you do to me?â She asked, scared of the answer.
âNothing sweetheart, just wanted to take you somewhere more quiet, you seemed like a rowdy one.â He said, closing in around her and cutting her hands loose.
âNow, Iâm going to ask you a question again. You have to answer honestly or Iâll take you right here in this alley.â He said.
âOkay.â She said sternly, trying to calm her nerves.
âWhatâs your name?â He asked.
âI asked you that earlier but you never told me.â She spat as he gripped her wrists tightly.
âMy name is Y/N Y/L/N.â She said.
âI thought so. Mr. Shelby really needs to beef up his security around there donât ya think?â He asked.
âYes.â She said as he chuckled.
âYou didnât answer my question you know.â She stated, looking at his gun in its holster.
âOh my bad sunshine. The names Luca. Luca Changretta. Wish we coulda met under better circumstances. I didnât know Finn had such a fine woman.â He said.
âHow do you know me?â She asked.
âI know all my enemies names. Ya gotta keep emâ closer than ya friends, you know the saying.â He said.
âI know youâre scared, but I just have one proposition for ya.â He continued, his eyes boring a hole into hers.
âWhat is it? To join your shitty hat club?â She asked, annoyed she got into this situation.
âNow that wasnât nice miss Y/L/N. Iâll have to get ya for that one. Such a shame.â He said, flicking his switchblade out with one hand and gripping both your wrists with the other.
âIf ya scream Iâll end ya.â He said. She blinked back tears as she forced her mouth shut, bracing for the pain of the blades edge coming for her face.
âYou tend to run that pretty mouth of yours so let me help you with that.â He said inching the blade closer to her lips. She breathed heavily through her nose as she thought of anything to get her out of this situation.
She quickly brought her knee up, hitting him in the groin and making him groan in pain as he moved away from her, allowing her to run a couple of feet ahead of him.
âYou canât out-run a gun sweetheart.â He said, standing there with a pained look on his face as he clicked the gun, the bullets ready to fire in a split second.
âWalk back here and listen to my plan princess. Iâll let you go home after we talk.â He said.
Shaking, she reluctantly walked back to him, the alley feeling as if it was closing in on her every second.
âWhat?â She said, crossing her arms over her chest.
âYouâre going to help me. Iâm gonna send my men to Tommyâs warehouse and youâre gonna tell Tommy to meet them there with his brothers in tow...and youâre gonna blow it up. Weâve planted the bombs but youâll push the button.â He said, a evil smirk hinting at his lips.
âYouâre mad.â She said, attempting to walk away from him before he slammed her to the wall, cutting her cheek with the switchblade in the process.
âIf you stand me up or tell them about the bombs, Iâll kill ya, and then Iâll kill your little boyfriend. Iâm already after the rest of them. You canât beat me sweetheart, Iâve been tracking you and Finn for days.â He said.
She touched her cheek silently as she cried, nodding along with his words as he brought her in for a hug.
âGood girl. Now, go home or back to whatever you were doing. Donât forget ya job later, be at the wear house at 7.â He said before walking off.
Y/N smirked as the blood ran down her cheek. He wasnât that smart, and it was the perfect way to earn the Shelbyâs trust, now that their lives depended on it.
She glanced at her watch and realized sheâd been out for longer than she shouldâve. Knowing Tommy and the family would probably kill her themselves once she got back.
As she walked through the alley she realized she was right down the street.
âStupid bastard, couldnât even take me to a discreet location.â She scoffed, walking quickly to the doors and going in, walking straight to Tommyâs office. She could hear Finn yelling and Polly arguing with Ada, and the rest of the family quarreling back and forth as she walked in, not bothering to knock.
Everyone stopped to look at her as she walked straight to Finn, tears welling up in her eyes as he pulled her into his arms.
âWhere the hell did you go love? You know he told you to stay here...â he said as she cried into his shirt.
âI know. I only went outside the shop. Iâm sorry.â She said wiping the blood off her face with her hand and wincing at the cut.
âWhereâd you get cut then aye? You werenât at the shop when we got back. Fucking explain that Y/N.â Tommy said walking over to her as she sat down.
âThatâs why I came back here. I was just getting some air outside, Polly and Ada both know that. Then a man came up to me, asking me if I worked there and if I knew where the bar was. I said no of course. Then as I tried to head the opposite way, just to lead him away from the shop, he fucking grabbed me...â She said, struggling to catch her breath as tears streamed down her face. Finn knelt beside her, holding her hand.
âThatâs not all. Who was it?â Tommy demanded, the others stood around, tension in their features as they waited for her to speak.
âLuca Changretta.â She said, Finnâs eyes went dark, a look of anger settling over his features.
Tommy and Finn got up quickly, Tommy checking the guns and Finn pulling on his cap. Meanwhile John and Arthur gathered their machine guns.
âWait! Please...â Y/N yelled, making them all stop and turn to her.
âDonât go. Please donât go. He-he told me heâd kill me if I told you about his plans but I donât fucking care. If thereâs a time to trust me then itâs right now because if you go after him youâll all die.â She said, sitting back in the chair as she felt faint.
âWhat are you talking about Y/N?â Finn said, checking his gun as he stood near her.
âHe said that he wanted me to meet him at the wear house at 7, thatâs where you all were going, correct?â She asked, looking at Tommy.
âYes.â He said.
âDonât fucking go. He wanted me to be the one to push the button. Tommy heâs laced the warehouse with bombs. He wanted me to betray Finn. He wanted me to betray your family, but I couldnât do it. I-â she said, tears streaming down her face once again as Finn knelt down and pulled her into him, resting his head atop hers.
âWhat do we do then aye Tom?â John asked. His trigger finger growing impatient as he clutched the gun in his hands.
âWe wait him out. When he sees weâre not there heâll go after her, but heâll come here. If he was confident enough to come here in broad daylight heâll come here at night in a heartbeat. Weâre waiting him out.â He said.
âPolly, Ada, Y/N, Linda, Esme. You go to the room in there, close the blinds.â He said, pointing to the door in his office that led to a smaller area where Lizzie usually worked. Luckily she was at home with the children, so she wouldnât have to deal with the chaos.
The women went into the office and sat in various seats, closing the door behind them and waited quietly, all except Y/N.
âDid you hear what I said?â Tommy asked, his voice thick with anger.
âYes. But I have a feeling he wants to see me, maybe I can-â She started to say before Finn took her hand and led her to the office.
âYouâre not staying out here. The Changrettaâs take their plans seriously and heâll be pissed when he finds out you betrayed him. Stay in there until itâs clear.â He said giving her a long hug and brushing his hand lightly over her cut.
âWeâll get them, I-â He started to say before she cut him off with a kiss.
âDonât promise anything. Just go.â She said, going into the office and shutting the door behind her.
Polly quietly gave her a hand gun as she came in, putting a finger to her lips as she did so.
âIâve never shot one what are you doing?â Y/N asked.
âYou may need it. Just point and shoot.â She said.
âWhy me?â She asked, her hands shaking as she held the foreign object.
âYou just helped the family. We trust you, and consider this your first day.â Polly said.
âWait I still work-â she started, Polly cutting her off.
âIâve made arrangements for you. Youâre safer with us. Besides...â she said lighting a cigarette.
âWe pay better than those blokes at the charity office.â She said.
âYou called my boss? When I left?â Y/N asked.
âYes. Now do you accept or not?â She asked, finally looking at Y/N with a look more so of approval than suspicion.
âI will if we make it out of this alive.â Y/N said. Checking her watch to see the clock ticking down to 7pm.
âFinn.â Tommy said, pulling his little brother close to him.
âYouâll be answering the door. Donât say a word, just lead them here in my office.â He said.
John, Arthur, and Isiah stood at varying points around the room, guns ready to ambush them if needed.
Tommy checked his machine gun as he saw Polly closing the blinds and shutting the lights of.
âIsiah turn the rest of the lights off in the shop, I only want mine on.â He said and Isiah stepped out to do as told, coming back a few minutes later and deciding to help protect Polly and then from inside the small office.
Finn looked anxiously at the clock as he stood near the front door. It was 15 past 7, and knowing the Changrettaâs, they rented the fastest cars they could manage to get there.
A loud knock sounded on the door not long after, causing Tommy to look up from his pocket watch, a feeling washing over him similar to the moment right before The Battle of the Somme.
âHello Finn. Show me and my men where Tommy is and this whole thing can be over. I promise you that.â He said. Finn just looked at him and led him to his office acting as if only Tommy was there.
He knocked twice waiting for his answer.
âTommy, Mr. Changretta is here.â He said, waiting for his response.
âSend him in.â Tommy said. Finn came in and quickly stood in front of the door where the women were, reaching for the gun in his coat.
Luca and 3 men walked in, looking Arthur and John up and down as they sized everyone up with their eyes. His lips curling into a sinister smile as the toothpick stuck out of his mouth.
âI have a bone to pick with Finnâs girlfriend. She stood me up...broke my heart really. I couldâve made her night if she woulda let me.â He said, watching as Finnâs face turned into a mask of anger. Heâd never been one to keep his facial expressions in check.
âIâm sorry that happened, we were none the wiser, we were going to the warehouse just now.â Tommy said, staring blankly.
âIf you didnât know about her then you wouldâve been at the warehouse like we planned.â Luca said.
âCorrect. But she didnât return. We donât know where sheâs gone so that pushed us back.â He lied.
âSheâs as smart as she is beautiful, and I told her to go home but I know she came here. Iâll kill her, youâll see.â He said, walking towards the door to go look around.
âWhy else are you here Changretta? You could be out finding Y/N yourself but instead youâre here. My brothers and I were just about to go deal with this business before heading home.â He said, John yawned as if on cue as he rocked back on his heels impatiently.
âIf youâre not going to tell me then Iâll have to find her myself.â He said stepping towards Finn.
âArenât you here because you wanted to kill the family? Not just Y/N? You served us all a black hand after all.â Finn questioned, pointing his gun at Lucaâs chest.
He smirked and turned towards Tommy as he nodded at his men, clearly not afraid of Finnâs gun. The three men lunged for Arthur as John cocked his gun, aiming at one of the men and shooting him in the head.
Tommy went towards one of the others who almost tackled John as Luca taunted Finn against the door.
Arthur tackled the first man down, wrestling the gun out of his hand as a bullet grazed his shoulder, Linda silently cringed in the other room at the sound of her husband in pain.
âYou really thought you could take us down?â Finn yelled over the noise, shoving Luca back with the gun.
âI can, and youâll be glad youâre dead if I tell you what Iâd do to her-â He started to say before Finn landed a punch to his face, sending him back a couple feet.
âYou talk too much.â He said, going towards Luca again.
Luca smirked as Finn looked to the side briefly to see Tommy pulling a gun at the man heâd tackled. With one shot the second man was down, leaving John wrestling down the last one.
Tommy quickly ran to where Finn was and hit Luca in the back of the head with the butt of his gun, causing him to fall back against his desk, blood dotting various papers as he fell.
âFinn, go help John.â He said, before punching Luca in the face once again.
Finn shakily held the gun as he aimed at the man who was now landing punchâs to his brothers face, and shot, the sound of his body hitting the ground still causing a shiver down his spine despite him killing before.
As he stood there he heard a muffled cry coming from inside the room as he knew Y/N was watching through the cracks of the blinds, but was soon snapped back to reality as Tommy yelled out in pain.
Luca lowered his gun as he saw Tommy fall back, clutching his arm tightly.
He raised it at Finn, the blood dripping down his face and clouding his eyes as he aimed for the young blinder.
But suddenly the door opened, and Y/N came out pointing her hand gun at Luca, a tear rolling down her cheek as she did so.
âGet back Y/N. Go.â Finn said as he tried to shield her as Luca raised the gun up more, on the verge of shooting.
A shot rang out from behind Finn as Lucaâs head rocked back at the impact, his body going limp as the bullet passed through his skull.
It was eerily silent after that. Finnâs ears rang as did hers as he realized he wouldâve been dead if she had listened to him when he told her to go back.
Finn quickly took the gun from her and Tommy crawled over Lucaâs body to check the pulse, smirking as he looked up at Y/N.
âNice shot. Howâd you get the gun?â He asked, walking towards her.
âPolly gave it to me. Told me to point and shoot.â She said, wiping a tear from her eye.
âAlright.â He said, walking over to the door and telling the others they could come out.
John and Arthur got to dragging the bodies out back, while Polly and the other women tiptoed over the blood and back to the lobby.
Finn followed them out and left Y/N standing there for a bit, staring at the blood coating Tommyâs floor.
âIt feels weird the first time killing someone, youâll get used to it.â He said, tying a tourniquet on his arm before going to clean some of the blood off his desk.
âUm...Polly said something about this being my first day. Am I to work for you now? I-I donât know what Iâd do.â She said pulling her tattered coat around herself.
âYes. You can start tomorrow actually. Take the empty desk out there.â He said, referring to the one she worked at earlier in the day.
She nodded and walked towards the door, her hands shaking from the days events.
âOh and Y/N?â Tommy said, grabbing a cloth from a drawer.
âIf it makes things any better, I trust you just as much as Finn does. Youâll fit in here, just go easy on him eh?â He said, a small smirk playing at his usually stoic lips.
âIâll try.â She said smirking and closing the door behind her.
âY/N you ready to go home?â Finn called out over everyone talking. She looked around at what would be her new work, and ultimately her new family. Linda was cleaning Arthurâs arm, and John and Esme were making out on her desk. Meanwhile Polly and Ada were tidying up the place.
âYeah.â She sighed, walking to him and putting her arm around his waist as he led her out into the cool night air.
âDoes that cut hurt?â He asked, once in the car.
âYeah, but Iâll be fine. Donât worry about me.â She said, giving him a kiss before they drove off to her apartment. It was only mere hours ago that she was struggling to earn his familyâs trust, and now she had it, and she knew she had to keep it no matter what.
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Netflix and Kill
request: CHANGKYUN possessive yandere! Where he's your quite neighbor who slowly opens up to you but you have a house Netflix date with another member, he can't handle that, time skip you go to your kitchen to get some midnight snacks(same night after the date) and find kyun in the kitchen sitting in the dark etc etcđ
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The first time (Y/N) had âmetâ their neighbour was the day after they moved in. There was a knock at the door, leading (Y/N) to abandon the assembly of their IKEA wardrobe and greet her visitor. By the time they were at the door however, there was no person but rather a box of fresh cookies, and there was a young man walking away. (Y/N) stepped out to try to talk to him and thank him, but he just walked straight back into his apartment and locked the door.
(Y/N) picked up the box with a smile on their face, the smell bringing a rush of happiness and peace to their exhausted body after days of heavy labour. Meanwhile, her neighbour was just watching through his peephole to see their reaction, letting out a breath he didnât know heâd been holding in in seeing the delighted smile of his new neighbour.
Changkyun collapsed on the sofa. He didnât know why his heart was beating so fast when he hadnât even interacted with them, when most of the people he saw on a day-to-day basis disgusted him and he had to put on the facade of kindness in order to advance in society. Yet, he was secretly yearning to speak to his new neighbour, a completely foreign feeling to his cold heart. Even if heâd put in the bare minimum effort by buying some simple cookies from the bakery, they seemed to treasure his gift and he liked that feeling.
Before he quite knew what he was doing, he was writing an email to his landlord to ask for the new residentâs name. There was a pit of worry when he hit send that his request would not be received and he would never be able to learn enough about the person who was occupying his brain.
Luckily, by that evening he had his reply, and his night was spent scouring the internet, fascinated by the enigma (L/N) (Y/N).
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The next time that (Y/N) encountered their quiet neighbour face-to-face was a week later, when checking their mail in the morning. He was already there, a few envelopes in his hand and ready to leave only to stop in place when he saw (Y/N).
âHi.â (Y/N) smiled awkwardly. âI donât think Iâve had the chance to introduce myself.â
He nodded, not saying a word with his eyes trained on them.
âMy name is (Y/N), and Iâm the new chef at the Traveller.â They said, stretching out their hand for him.
Of course, Changkyun knew that but he didnât dare tell them that. (Y/N) didnât need to know how heâd spent long nights pouring over the social media of them, their friends, their family, just shooting any form of the drug that was (L/N) (Y/N). Nonetheless he took their hand in his own and gave it a firm shake, enjoying the soft feeling of their skin against his. It was better than anything heâd absorbed from the computer screen.
âChangkyun.â He replied shortly.
âYour cookies were delicious, by the way.â (Y/N) offered him a grin as they withdrew their hand from the slightly too long handshake.
âThank you.â A ghost of a smile ran over his lips. âIâm afraid Iâm not much of a cook otherwise.â
âWell maybe I can teach you. It is my job after all.â His neighbour said cheerily. He nodded and pushed past them to leave the mailroom, hoping they couldnât hear his racing heart.
By God, Changkyun had never been so infatuated with anyone in his life. There was something about them, about the way that they smiled at him that made him feel alive.
~ ጠ~
In the passing months, (Y/N) found themselves establishing a closer bond with Changkyun. Teaching him how to cook their favorite dishes, helping him decorate his drab apartment for Christmas, listening to the playlist he made for them on spotify. All the while, his obsession with his neighbour was spiralling downwards - when (Y/N) stood a bit too close to him, the desire to bury his nose in his hair and breathe in their gorgeous scent was almost uncontrollable. When (Y/N) would stagger up the stairs drenched because they forgot an umbrella, his hands twitched to remove their wet clothes and run his hands down their naked body. (Y/N) had become his night and day, and they didnât even know it.
Heâd taken to walking around the block at 8PM on Thursdays, since usually (Y/N)âs shift was over and they would be walking back only to coincidentally run into Changkyun and have him accompany them home. However, when he engaged in his daily ritual on that night, he saw no sign of his neighbour. Clearly, their work was taking over their life - he was considering phoning their boss as their boyfriend to ask that she doesnât work any more overtime, since it was depriving them of time together. A little white lie never hurt anybody, no?
However, just as he was arriving home and unlocking his door, he heard the familiar soothing sound of (Y/N)âs voice.
âNo way! I swear, Iâll kill you one day.â Their laughter was medicine to his ears, but he froze in place when he heard another voice accompanying it.
âYouâd never do that, you love me far too much.â The words sent shivers down Changkyunâs spine. Was there a secret boyfriend behind the scenes that he didnât know about? Had he spent all this time chasing after someone who had already been taken?
(Y/N) didnât even pay any attention to Changkyun, rooted to the spot in front of his door - as they dragged their partner over to their flat and continued to babble on.
He felt himself shaking with rage, at himself and at her. How could she seek out the company of someone else when he was always there for her?
All ideas of going to bed were now abandoned, as Changkyun abandoned his home to sit outside of (Y/N)âs door and listen in on the interaction.
He heard the âBa-Boomâ of Netflix turning on, the sound of popping corn, and then relative silence whilst (Y/N) and their vermin watched some film together bar the occasional snarky comment.
It was practically torture, knowing that (Y/N) was with another man, possibly even cuddling with him. Changkyun wanted nothing more than to rip the bastard into shreds, but he had to be patient.
As the hours trickled by, he felt his eyelids starting to droop. Surely a coffee wouldnât hurt, he posed to himself. If he had the caffeine, he could stay up and talk to (Y/N) long after that vermin had scampered. It was when he was on his way out of the apartment holding the steaming cup of joe that he ran into the man who had been plaguing (Y/N). And like that, an idea popped into Changkyunâs head.
âYouâre (Y/N)âs newest victim then?â He spoke in a low voice, hoping that regardless of what state (Y/N) was in they wouldnât hear him.
Kihyun gazed at him quizzically.
âWhat do you mean?â
âI see men like you in there most nights of the week. Theyâre practically the village bicycle.â Changkyun scoffed, taking a sip of coffee.
âWe just watched a few movies, we didnât fuck?â His rival retorted, but Changkyun just laughed coldly.
âTheyâre buttering you up. I wouldnât expect them to be âfriendsâ with you for much longer.â
âWhy are you- never mind.â The man sighed, turning on his heel to leave the building.
âHave a nice night!â Changkyun called after him, barely able to contain his shit-eating grin. Yes, it was satisfying to indulge in (Y/N), to admire them like anyone else. But it was way more fun to see the ones once enamoured with the ethereal being scamper away with their tail between their legs.
With the nuisance gone, Changkyun decided to enter (Y/N)âs apartment. The door was left slightly ajar, practically inviting him into the warm haven.
His angel was passed out of the sofa, having been tucked up nice and warm in a cozy blanket. He stopped to admire their perfect face, barely lit by the dim light of the television screen.
He found himself a seat in the kitchen to indulge in his lukewarm coffee as he waited for (Y/N) to awaken, so they could have a nice little chat.
~ ጠ~
When (Y/N) woke up, their apartment was dark and Kihyun was long gone. Brushing off the disappointment that came with no longer having his pleasant company, they sat up,
their stomach was screaming at them. The only food theyâd eaten that night was the popcorn with Kihyun - theyâd planned to cook a meal for the two of them, but exhaustion had won over them and they embarrassingly fell asleep in front of the movie before they even had the chance to offer.
Even if they regretted being an awful host to Kihyun, their hunger was a more pressing concern as they plodded into the kitchen to find something. Their mind was so occupied by their stomach in fact, they didnât even notice Changkyunâs presence.
They found a packet of instant ramen shamefully hidden at the back of their cupboard, and were just about to heat up some water when a familiar chilling voice spoke up.
âDid you have a nice evening?â
They turned to finally notice Changkyun, leaning back in one of her chairs like he owned the place.
âChangkyunâŚ? What are you doing in my kitchen?â (Y/N) rubbed at their eyes to make sure they werenât dreaming.
âI thought it would be nice to pay you a little visit. It seems I wasnât the only one who felt that way.â
He stood up and approached them, his aura more intimidating than theyâd ever seen before.
âWho was he?â Changkyun snarled, his hand shooting out and gripping so tightly into (Y/N)âs neck that the nails were digging into their skin. âThat son of a bitch you spent the entire evening with, leaving me out in the cold?â
âHeâs just my colleague! Nothing more!â (Y/N) insisted, tears welling up in their eyes.
âIs that so?â (Y/N) was shoved onto a chair, with Changkyun standing over them. âBecause I think some boundaries were overstepped. You donât quite understand that you should belong to me, and me alone. Youâve severely betrayed my trust, and you should have to beg for my forgiveness.â
âWhat is wrong with you?â
âYouâre going to phone them tomorrow and resign. Do you understand?â He breathed out, ignoring their scathing remark. âYour workplace doesnât deserve a worker who will whore around with whoever pays them attention.â
He seated himself on their lap, his face getting dangerously close to them. It was then they felt cool steel pressing against their neck and realised he was brandishing one of their chefâs knives.
âYou donât need your job. You donât need anyone else. You just need me.â
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Come and Find Me
Chapter 3: Ring, Ring!
Things are heating up my loves!Â
Spencer Reid x ReaderÂ
Warnings: Mentions of Violence, swearing
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âBreaking news. After countless weeks of Quantico in fear, the murderer of five innocent women has been caught. Andrew Curtis, age 29 has been accused of first degree murder and will face trial in these upcoming weeks. Curtis was caught before laying his hands on his 6th victim, 24 year old Emily Bloise-â
You groaned, awakening to the sound of the TV blasting the news. You didnât even remember turning it on before going to bed last night. Hell, you donât even remember falling asleep. You pulled the blankets over your head to block out the noise, as you shifted your legs, you heard a jingling of chains and became aware of the cold clasped around your ankle.
Your body jolted fully awake and you shot up as everything came crashing back to you. You hadnât been able to sleep last night, you were too nervous for your presentation tomorrow. You were meeting with the one and only Lila Archer. She had gotten word of your design company and was so impressed with your work, she had contacted you to meet with her to discuss designing her vacation âworkspaceâ home in Florida. This was your first celebrity job that would most certainly put you in the big leagues if you got it right or put you six feet under if she hated it. So needless to say your brain would not shut down for the night.Â
You had given up on the idea of falling asleep on the rock hard bed the hotel had provided you. Instead you had thrown on some shorts and one of Spencerâs oversized t-shirts you had stolen from him and made your way to get some snacks from the convenience store that was just up the block from your hotel.Â
You cautiously made your way up the street, pepper spray in hand. It was 3am and you were no idiot. You were still haunted by the Andrew Curtis case, and you knew deep down so was Spencer. He had gotten you new pepper spray, a pocket knife, and a keychain alarm after the case. He made you promise to carry it everywhere you went and you had held to that promise. It was the haunted look in his eyes that had bothered you the most.Â
The bell on the door let at a shrill ring as you entered the store. You gave a small smile and a wave to the man behind the register which he returned. It looked like you were his first customer in a while.Â
You wondered the aisles waiting for a snack to catch your eye, when the bell rang again signaling that someone else had entered. You didnât really pay much attention to it, as you were focused on your very important task at hand; salty or sweet.Â
Thatâs when you caught movement out of the corner of your eye. It was a male silhouette. You struggled to make out any of his features. He had his hood up, with a ball cap pulled low to block his face. Yet even without seeing them, you could still feel his eyes on you.Â
Ice went down your spine. Something was not right about this, and you always trusted your instincts. Grabbing a random bag of chips and some chocolate covered pretzels you walked quickly over to the register. You could feel the hooded guyâs eyes burning into you even as you handed your money over to the cashier.Â
The cashier didnât seem to pick up on your discomfort and took his merry time with your purchase. You rushed out of there as soon as he handed you your change and bag.Â
You had the urge to call Spencer, but you didnât want to wake him up if you were just being paranoid, he hardly got enough sleep as it was.
 Glancing over your shoulder, you realized there was no one behind you. You slowed down a bit and caught your breath, chastising yourself for letting your fear get the best of you.
That's when you felt a muscular arm encircle your waste. You began to thrash and scream, but a cloth was thrust over your mouth and with one inhale, you were met with darkness.
And now you were here; a dingy little room with soundproof walls and chains on your ankles.
âFuck, fuck, fuck.â You whispered glancing around. Your fear doubled when your eyes landed on the small TV near the foot of your bed. On it was reruns of the news footage for the Andrew Curtis case. The news footage recapturing every horrific detail.Â
You got out of the bed slowly, trying to figure out how to move with the chains around your ankles, and began to take stock of anything that could be made a weapon, but the room did not have much. You paused when you realized this room held details that looked like they were taken right from your home.Â
The gray and white duvet was exactly like the one you had on your bed in your apartment, itâs complex design hard to miss. The lamp on the bedside table, which was unfortunately glued down, was the exact replica of the one you had found while thrifting. How this person managed to get a similar one, you had no idea. You shivered when you realized there were cameras all over the room. One in each corner of the room, one on top of the TV and one glued to the bedside table.Â
You slowly made your way towards a curtain blocking off something. You took a deep breath and ripped it open, only to find a tiny bathroom with a toilet, sink, and a door. You rushed to the door and attempted to open it. The doorknob rattled, it was locked.
 A voice boomed from a PA system above. âAw my darling, youâre awake!â The voice was clearly distorted to sound deeper. You nearly jumped out of your skin. âIâm sorry your quarters arenât that nice, but donât worry, after we win the game, you and I are going to go someplace where youâll have everything youâve ever desired.â
âWho the hell are you?â You growled, your head whipping back and forth to see if there was anyone in the room. âSomeone who cares very much about you. Someone whoâs been in the shadows waiting for you for a long time.â
âWhy donât you come out and show your face instead of hiding behind a little PA voice system? Only a coward hides in the shadows.â You growled trying to seem unafraid, but your body trembled.Â
âOh no my sweet, there is a game afoot and as tempted as I am to reveal myself, I have something better in mind and I canât have you ruining it.â He purred.
âWhy the fuck am I here?âÂ
âBecause darling, I had to open your eyes. Youâve been blinded by awe for your Doctor and you need to see the truth! He doesnât deserve you, he canât give you what I can! He leaves you so often, discarding you like a broken toy, only to return later to pick up the pieces.â The voice hissed.
If you werenât so terrified you would have laughed in the manâs face. âYouâre wrong. Spencer is the best thing that has ever happened to me.â You argued.Â
âYouâre a love-struck blind bitch who canât see the truth.â The voice snarled. âHe took so much away from me and I won't let him take you away too. He disgusts me. Stumbling around spewing bullshit and everyone regards him as a God. Guess I am the devil who has to show him the truth.â
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Reid glanced around your room, he hated how nothing seemed out of place. Part of him wished it was ransacked so he could find a clue as to who the unsub was, so he could see wrath or vengeance or some sort of motive, but there was nothing.Â
Instead he just saw you everywhere. You liked to joke that your room was organized chaos. You had a large calendar above your cream-colored desk with important dates and meetings on it, color coded by importance, yet your desk had your design plans and pencils strewn about it. Pictures of you and Spencer were taped up precariously around the calendar. ClichĂŠ photo-booth pictures that you had begged Spencer for, silly selfies you had taken of the two of you, and some pictures you had snuck of Spencer when he wasnât looking.
Spencer ripped his gaze away as his heart shattered. He instead dragged his gaze around from that glancing at your bookshelves nearby. Design, fantasy, and sci-fi books were strewn all about the shelves. Spencer dragged his hand along the spines, remembering how you had teasingly refused to read any of Spencerâs âreal-worldâ books. âThe real world is too boring, I need my escapism and magic.â You said, sticking your tongue out at him as you had gone to the adult fantasy section of your favorite bookstore. Spencer had followed you, eager to explain the science magic tricks he knew.
Spencer shook his head, he needed to focus, yet every part of your room held a precious memory. He made his way to your bed, smoothing out the ornate pattern of your gray and white duvet. Your bed was made, each fluffy blanket folded and decorative pillow in place.Â
The thing that truly hit Spencer was the lone stuffed animal that sat on the bed. It was a chubby bumblebee stuffed animal. Spencer had surprised you with it, after he witnessed you squeal in delight at it through a storefront window. You had claimed it was your most prized possession and that he would be your snuggle buddy when Spencer was away on cases.
Emily popped her head in through the door. âHey Reid, any luck? I didnât find anything.âÂ
Spencer glanced up at her. âNo, everything looks normal. Not a damn thing out of place.âÂ
âWhoâs that youâre holding?â Emily asked gently.Â
âReid. (Y/N) named him that, he would be by her side when I was away. (Y/N) joked that he protected her while I was away. A lot of good he did for her.â Spencer grumbled, shoving the bee back onto the bed.Â
Thatâs when it caught his eye. The empty picture frame. The one that usually held the photo of you and Spencer, the one that had been mutilated and sent to him in a Curtis-like box.Â
Spencer observed the frame, turning it this way and that. He heard the tiniest rustling sound of something moving within the frame. He opened the back of it and a folded up piece of paper fell out.Â
Emily rushed to Spencerâs side to see what it said. Spencer slowly reached to pick up the paper and opened it.
Good job Doctor! You found something. Hopefully you find her on time! Ring, ring!
Emily looked at Spencer confused. âRing, ring?â As if on cue Spencerâs phone began to ring. âWhatâs up, Garcia?â Spencer asked urgently.
âYou need to get back to base, now.â Garcia sounded like she was near tears.
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You tried to tear your eyes away from the screen, but you couldnât. The news reruns had turned into home videos that Curtis had made. You remember how Reid had explained that they had found the camera Andrew Curtis had used, but no physical films had been found. âLike they had disappeared.â He had said.
 It had driven him and his team nuts because Curtis had worked alone, so who could have taken the film?
âArenât they beautiful darling?â The voice crackled through the PA. âDrew and I put so much work into them. Itâs a work of art that Picasso would envy.â
âItâs perverse and disgusting, and it proves how truly sick you and Curtis are!.â You yelled, holding back a sob.
âYet, part of you canât bear to look away can you? Have you noticed yet?â He purred.Â
You didnât answer, tears flowed down your cheeks.Â
He chuckled at your silence.
 âOh you have, havenât you? I bet you thought it was a sick coincidence that they looked like you, huh?â He mocked. âDrew told me all about the haunted looks in your Doctorâs eyes. How weak your Doctor was, how your Doctor could never find them in time. They were always dead before they got there.â
âSpencer worked his ass off to catch Curtis. He managed to stop him and he saved so many more lives than what Andrew Curtis took. Spencer is not weak for not getting there in time. Curtis is sick for killing those girls in the first place!â You snarled through your tears.Â
âAh, ah, ah darling. Drew is not a sick man, heâs a hero. He was like the big brother I never had, he protected me, he made sure even when he was caught I was not. Nobody would know I was even involved with him, so I could achieve my goal of having you- of putting that ridiculous Doctor in his place.â
You remained silent, your body trembling at his confession. Whoever this man was he had worked with Andrew Curtis and he had done it just to get you.
âEvery girl was a mere tool to prepare me for when I got my hands on you. Drew told me my time would come. Even when he was caught, we wrote letters back and forth, we had a code you see. Nobody really trusts communication between a prior serial killer and innocent boy, theyâll corrupt you apparently. But we found a way around those who separated us. You see, Drew, my guide, my brilliant mentor, the man who taught me so many things, was right, now I have you right in my hands.âÂ
âWhat are you going to do?â You asked terrified.
âPlay a game.â You could hear the smile in the manâs voice.
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