#is that even a tag? i faggot
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giddlygoat · 2 months ago
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laughter and shared smiles came so easily between them. from where ford lay on his side on the bed, he had the perfect view: a giggling fiddleford sprawled out lazily beside him, absentmindedly twirling a lock of beard with one pinky finger. it was downright adorable - almost like a snapshot from a bygone era - and ford treasured the sight. 
a kind of soberness suddenly washed over fiddleford, and his eyes became wide. “i jus’ remembered,” he said, barely, looking down. ford somewhat fixed his lax position on the bed in the hopes of expressing his undivided attention. 
fiddleford smiled sadly. “you’d pet my back when i laid facin’ you. it relaxed you.” 
ford felt his face get warm, as if he were the same awkward college kid and not 58 years too old for that. “…yes. it did.” he said dumbly. 
“what did i do when i needed to relax?” fiddleford asked, and his cadence was just too casual for a question like that. like it wasn’t all that important. ford felt something sour curl deep within him. 
“you’d… well, i… i’m not sure. you were always anxious about something.” ford wished more than anything that he had any skill at all in saying the right things at the right times. regretfully, all he could be in this moment was honest. “you fidgeted with your hair often. and mine,” he tacked on, suddenly remembering that detail of their nightly rituals. 
“i think it soothes you when you’re stressed. i see you stroke your beard a lot these days.” ford couldn’t help but smile at the endearing little habit. 
“can’t deny it,” fiddleford said, adjusting his head to get more comfortable in the pillows. then he reached out a slender arm, scratching softly in one of ford’s sideburns. the gesture brought that sour curling in ford’s gut back, but it also brought an overwhelming endearment. he stared at the content expression on fiddleford’s smiling face and greedily committed it to memory. 
“why’re you so down in th’ dumps today?” fiddleford asked, his smile not fading but a genuine concern evident in his eyes. 
“you mean more so than usual?” ford joked, meaning it earnestly.
fiddleford pulled himself up on his elbows, incidentally bringing their faces closer together. “i can… i can smell it all over y’ like the stench of death clingin’ to roadkill. nothin’ escapes me.” 
ford frowned. 
“well, ‘cept fer most o’ my memories, i suppose!” fiddleford giggled. ford frowned harder. 
after a beat of silence, fiddleford realized that ford really didn’t intend to respond. he sighed sadly, slowly leaning back against the headboard. “i know bein’ around me is hard fer you, stanferd. i may be ruined but i ain’t so clueless-” 
“no. no, you misunderstand.” ford corrected him immediately, looking quite fierce. “i feel empty without you,” he said clumsily, unable to properly parse his thoughts in time. 
“but ya also feel empty with me, dontcha?” fiddleford looked genuinely pleading for the first time in a while, and ford’s insides curdled at the vivid pain on his face. “i’m not- things’ll never be the way they oughta, and the both of us is just two sorry suckers, right?” 
“i’m sorry-“ 
“don’t.” fiddleford interrupted sternly, and ford worried that he would start shaking from the effort of holding his outstretched finger still. “don’t go apologizin’ again, or i’m gon’ta… i’ll jus’ tear my beard out.” all the conviction left him, and he stared defeatedly somewhere below ford’s eyes. 
“i’m-“ ford swallowed. “i won’t.” 
a long pause. ford internally scrambled for the right thing to say, eager to put fiddleford’s every worry to rest, but he just wasn’t equipped for that. he had no clue where to even start. what in the world was he supposed to be if not sorry? 
“do ya think y’ could be happy with me, th’ way things are?” fiddleford asked it quietly, his normally shrill voice sounding more weary than anything. 
ford’s chest tightened. if there were one thing in this world he could be absolutely sure of, it’s that he could never leave fiddleford’s side again. “yes. i’ve never been more certain of anything.” he said, emphasizing each word in the hopes of conveying his complete and utter seriousness. 
fiddleford sighed, still searching ford’s face. then he offered the smallest smile, the uncertainty slowly trickling away from his heart. “don’t run off.” he said, turning on his side to face ford. 
“i won’t,” ford promised. he reached over and laid a hand on fiddleford’s spiny back, stroking it soothingly. “i won’t.” 
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barbedwirechain · 5 months ago
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sunriseovergotham · 10 months ago
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I hate that little twink Benrey for making bro a part of my vocabulary
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iiscpr · 8 months ago
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queer-pagan-witch · 7 months ago
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One day I will learn, that just because the bottle is low, does not mean I need to finish off the bottle.
#imma be so fuckin hungover tomorrow#someone should kiss me#and i moght be either asexual or aromantic or both which like woo thats funny to only me for so many trauma reasons#i love#im so drunk#i too drunk#i stated typing thos at 12:30#imma smoke pot after i post this#if your reqding my tags hi i love you. why are you reading this though like im a schizo bipolar depreased trans girl im unhinged in the tags#i need to stop drinking by myself#if think im an alcoholic as well if it wasnt for the fact that i can genuinely stop when ever i want but idkmaybe that changes?#at this point im just typing to annoy myself cause i think its funny to annoy other people and itd be hypothetical to not annoy myself#im ramblimg in the tags and honestly its your fault for still reading this#trans thought time#i wish i was born with a pussy but i do like having a cock and there is a possibility im genderfluid and fuck me that sucks if true#like how do you transition if your genderfluid? like i kinda want a cock and pussy and i know thats an actual option#but is it the right option?#i hate being trans but not knowing what kinda trans maybe ill hit where im at with my gender and just say tranny#cause i already say faggot for my sexuality instead of anything specific maybe i should just say tranny#this is probably what a therapist is for but idk if i can justify paying for this instead of saving money to buy a hoise#america sucks#capitalism sucks#love is such a bullshit thing#how can i be in love with some ane be in love with someone. being in love is nothing but selfish but also you have to be selfish for youryou#like i know that doesn't make sense sense but it makes sense to me and i also know its wrong#maybe i should give up and spend money on a therapist#i love my freinds and would sacrifice myself for them literally#12:51 and i have one more short tag to add#i hope you didnt read this far cause even in a drunk state this tag is embarrassing and im sorry you know me irl im sorry this is rambly+ugh#but if you dead read all the tags <3 i love yoh and would die for you
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loadednachosao3 · 4 months ago
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I broke my stupid keyboard again and it's still functional-ish for now but one key is very much hanging half-off and will not pop all the way back in so. once more my dreams of writing fanfic effortlessly are dashed
gotta wait another few days for my new laptop's replacement battery to get here. sigh. how am I supposed to write Nacho on his period like this
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juggaloyaoi · 4 months ago
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wish my wife was warm so she could sit on my lap and heal me
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compassmili · 15 days ago
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And dyke, that's another thing I can talk about, the word dyke. In one of the most traumatic times of my life I was called slurs essentially every single day and treated like shit. So to now be older, and while it still really fucks with me, have it be not the sole thing my life revolves around, is nice. And I can take dyke and be like yeah you know what. I do fucking love women!!!!! Dyke alert!!!!!!!!!
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seaslimes · 2 months ago
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It is very important to know people who use different parts of the internet. My fiance uses 4chan & I browse Tumblr. This way, we maxmize the radiation from all directions to form a microwave. Only the funny shit survives the nuke, bigotry burned away like so much steam.
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buggo-buggo · 10 months ago
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Waow, they are “”homosexual’ 😍! So cool!. Love them.
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(Notice how Annasui is fully inside the rainbow)
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pepsipawz · 3 months ago
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i really did move to the pnw to live my tranny faggot dreams that my parents warned me about. and it's awesome
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semi-automaticlonelyboy · 11 months ago
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I cannot stand to be on twitter today bc they’re rehashing the “punk is about rebelling against what’s popular!!1!11!” debate like dawg,,, not only are you Wrong, the line is “redneck agenda” and maga is the same shit 💀 and oh, im sorry, the song AMERICAN IDIOT wasn’t political before this??? Media literacy is dead.
“But it was new year’s eve, we wanted to escape all that political nonsense!!”
You Cannot have green day on a broadcast where artists play an incredibly short set of their most well known songs in the small time they’re allotted and NOT expect them to whip out one of their MOST POPULAR SINGLES. It is also FUCKING GREEN DAY, a band who has Always been political from wayyy before american idiot’s release (she) to now (the american dream is killing me).
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anyways stream the new album Saviors coming out january 19th 🤪
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beskar33 · 7 months ago
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Kinda neg I guess but I'm live laugh loving about it, no worries
Had such a weird few days in general but huge shoutout to my bae for inspiring me to learn some staff fighting basics yrs ago cos some bitch boy really tried to fuck w/ me on a midnight walk & I managed to get him so good in the head it legit bent my cane lmaooo.
Dude made a sound like a wounded animal & RAN away. Like how much of an absolute wuss do you have to be to try to mess w/ a blind guy and then not even finish the fight😐
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moe-broey · 10 months ago
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Something something about how Moe is both and neither due to its failure to perform or achieve "either" set of gendered expectations, regardless of its own personal feelings of gender identity (which is complex in and of itself), which results in it ultimately fitting in nowhere.
#moe tag#like moe's identity is exclusively masculine but its 'doing it wrong' on purpose. fag style.#and in this performance it still doesn't quite fit with the men. it's ultimately something else.#and ofc there is the failure to adhere to cis feminity/expectations. it's doing it wrong bc it was never capable of doing that correctly#even if it 'seemed' like it was. it wasn't.#i think this is why moe has become such a fascinating way for me to express and explore my own gender identity#where there are significant differences. moe is literally just more well-written LMFAOOOO#like what do you mean you're a feminine trans man. that you're exclusively a man when you look Like That.#moe just cuts to the chase by being genderqueer and therefore 'other' by default.#and the way that it is does very much feel like the way i experience my gender despite my own view of myself#even though i'm a man. i'll never be 'a man' in the same way the average joe is. hell i bet there are other transmen#who 'achieve' manhood in a way i cannot. which isn't really a judgement or an insecurity for me like more power to them#it's just me expressing objectively that no matter how easy it is for me to view myself the way i do#i'm always going to be subjected to the perception of others. some will get it. some won't.#and that's sort of what i mean about being 'othered' despite my own view of myself/#despite moe's own view of itself. again it's just so much more easy and concise to explain w moe bc its identity#exists outside of the binary. while a huge core of mine is that it DOES exist in the binary. i'm just a faggot about it LMFAO
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kordbot · 1 year ago
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thinkin abt benny tonight
#tags rant approaching lets goooooooooooo#ive been thinking abt his route a lot and his overall place in the story#and i think it would be. REALLY interesting if he got revealed as gay in the sequel#he's already the one who's able to reject toxic masculinity the most !! he's the only one who wants to actually befriend five !!!!#and im not saying that it would be impossible if he was attracted to her but what im saying IS#how Pointless this whole journey in the hopeful must have been to him then !!!#it would also mean that he had to be deep in the closet around his friends due to how affected by toxic masculinity they were which is! sad#im saying this all as an aroace benny believer btw. but a character like him being canonically aroace seems ! kinda unrealistic#but gay benny is real. it's possible. he already gets homophobic comments thrown at him#and im not saying i want him to get called a faggot. hes already a faggot in my heart#like i literally dont care about him liking men i just care about him not liking women#i want this 'searching for The Girl' adventure to feel completely pointless to him at a personal level#but knowing that he can't abandon his friends like that. and pretending that he actually cares about finding her#and for it to become something bigger in the sequel. something beyond personal. like this is not about him anymore#does any of this even make sense#EDIT because i forgot more thoughts i have#first of all sth more personal and less analytic which is: even if he was aroace i dont think he'd have the words for it anyway#and who cares if hes gay or aroace or both hes still queer and not into women#and second thought. it would mean that he didnt have feelings for the red haired girl#which makes. his whole pre flash backstory a lot more interesting#bc she couldn't have been ''leading him on''#but the whole situation got misinterpreted from the outside. basically#idk man. i like benny i just think he's neat
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juggaloyaoi · 7 months ago
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attempting 2 draw 4 tha first time in AGES. Wish me luck.
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