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[nicol--bolas]

i know nobody will probably answer

but does anyone know how to combat severe depression causing loneliness as a system

we aren't out as a system to anyone irl except for a few people who don't understand how it works and just treat us all like the host

those of us who front the most aren't from popular sources so nobody is really interested in hearing about our canons and stuff or even really talking to us

not to mention i did some horrible things in my source and that also tends to steer everyone away

we tried to start a server for kin and fictives from our source but it doesn't have many people in it and isn't very active at all

as for irl social groups in our area there is only one centered around mental health and most of the people in it are way older than us, racist, homo/transphobic etc

we can't drive due to anxiety and being easily overwhelmed so we can only go where our parents want to go and they understandably hate going out of town

i get lots of "people care about you" type responses when i vent about being lonely but no one ever actually talks to us and its so frustrating