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Fluff. Comforting Joe.
What you most feared was a reality, and you didn't know what to feel precisely.
You were numb, but something in the back of your mind was bothering you and if you closed your eyes, you could tell.
You weren't good enough.
You tried your best and failed in the process and now you couldn't stop overthinking every single thing you did in the past six months. What went wrong? Why it wasn't enough? Did you spent more time doing other things? Or you didn't have the same capacities as before?
You opened the chat with Joe, and read again the message he sent you in the morning.
"You're gonna get it, don't worry baby. I'm super proud"
You eyes started to fill with tears, and you couldn't read the message anymore. You let out a sob and sat on the couch, with your head between your hands, feeling the waves of pain and disappointment for yourself.
Why you weren't enough? What were going to do now? You thought about all the sleepless night that you spent studying, the games you missed and the events you skipped, and for what? The letter you received in the morning was simple and professional. Since you read the first words your stomach churned.
"We are sorry to inform you that..."
You weren't good enough. You weren't good enough and it hurt like hell.
You didn't want to call Joe or anyone. Instead you turn off your phone and stared at the wall until you eyelids were heavy.
"Love" you felt something brushing your cheeks. "Wake up"
You stirred awake, gentle blue eyes keep staring at you with curiosity and worry. The face of your husband was close to you, and for a moment you didn't thought about anything.
"Did you turn off your phone?" he asked, softly.
He knew. Oh, God he knew. Then, the rejection came back in full force, your chin quivered and you tried to hold back the tears.
"Joe" you whispered "I didn't..." you shook your head, insecure about what to say.
"Ssh, baby it's okay" he said, sitting down and pulling you across his lap, as if you were a child. His strong arms held your back, hugging you. "It's okay" he kissed your forehead and it was unusual for him to be this soft, but you needed it.
You cried, ugly crying. Nose dripping and sobbing uncontrollably type of crying. It made you feel ridiculous, but you couldn't stop.
"I really really want it, Joe" you spoke, "I try so hard and f-fell sh-short" you sobbed, hiding your face of the curve of his neck.
"I know, baby" his lips brushing your forehead once again. "It fucking sucks" you explained, the hiccup starting.
"I'm here, it's okay" he reassures once again. You soothe under his touch, suddenly aware where his hands were, over your thigh, gently rubbing, the other on your back making circles. Slowly, you breathing even out and you could feel the tension leaving your body. Joe's warm chest help you with that too. "You're the most intelligent woman I know, don't let a bad moment erase all you have done" he said.
"How do you do it?" you asked, your voice raspy and weak.
"What?"
"You're are a professional athlete, you try hard and sometimes you lose, I know you and I know that you dislike losing and makes you angry, but what do you think?" Joe fell silent for a few minutes, considering his answer. His voice more personal when he spoke again.
"You have the right to feel like shit" he replied his lips brushing your skin as he spoke. "But shouldn't be forever. Your life shouldn't be defined for a mistake or a fail, not if you didn't hurt anyone" he clarified. "I think that I will have the chances to make it right even if the first time didn't work as I wanted. I think about the things I can improve so next time it's less hard. My mistakes don't define every outcome of my life but sure help me to change the results"
You thought about it. Joe was always under pressure because of his profession, and he handled everything beautifully most of the times. You have seen his lows and highs, so you had a great example to follow.
"Thank you, Joe" you said, and gave him a peck.
"You're going to be fine, not now but soon" he told you, and you nodded. You believed it too.
There, in is his arms everything seemed easier.
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Hiii! So I wanna start off by saying how absolutely in love I am with your writing. It's so fucking amazing and I can never get enough, I swear I've read most of your marauders' fics more than three times cause they just stay absolute gems 😭
I love how you write Remus, he's such a cutie, and I was hoping maybe you'd want to write a little fic with shy!reader x casanova!Remus? Some pining from reader's side, who's not at all popular or well-known and wayyy too shy to ever make a move, let alone on Remus? I'd like it to be fluffy, but it can contain basically anything you want 🫶
Thank you so so so much!
🥰🥰🥰 Thank you for all the love/support and the request!
And if reader won't make a move on Remus, he'll make a move on you. But politely bc that's who Remus is.
'These damn stairs'
Remus Lupin x reader
2k words
cw: fluff, mutual pining
It was a common sight to see: Remus studying in the library at a full table. Occasionally, the other seats were filled by James, Sirius and Peter, but more often than not, they were filled with various girls. He was always leaning over the table to explain something, keeping his voice low enough to not disrupt others. When he wasn’t at his own table, you would watch him offer his assistance to other girls in the area. It was obvious why so many girls loved him and purposefully sat near his table, simply hoping their expression was confused enough to catch his attention.
From what you could tell, he loved it too. How could he not? Pretty girls from every house trying to get his attention. You knew Gryffindor girls were the luckiest; they could vie for his attention in their common room as well and they had the highest chance of sharing a class with him.
You watched Remus from afar. He was a mischievous genius, part of the Marauders and a prefect. You were a nobody who preferred to stay out of the spotlight. As much as you’d like to have Remus’ attention, you knew it would come with far more eyes on you than you wanted. You made peace with admiring him in secret. You envied the girls with the courage to lean over his shoulder, asking him to read their essay for them. You wished you were a part of the group that surrounded him during quidditch matches. You dreamed that one day Remus might invite you to Hogsmeade on a date, despite knowing that the chances of that were slim.
You were surviving the day and on your way to the library during your free period.
At least you were when your foot sunk into a fake step and got lodged. You cried out as your books spewed from your arms, spilling down the stairs. The few students who were around you snickered and walked around you. No one stopped to help you up or free your foot. The embarrassment alone was enough for tears to prick your eyes. You squeezed your eyes shut and took deep breaths to gather yourself.
“Hey, are you okay?”
That voice. You’d recognize it anywhere. You opened your eyes to see Remus kneeling next to you. He had some of your things that had fallen farther down the stairs.
“These damn stairs, right?” he joked when you didn’t answer him.
He set your things down a few steps up and then gently reached for your calf.
“Turn your foot to the left. Then point your toes. It’ll help you wiggle your foot free,” he instructed.
You did as told and soon enough you were free.
“Thanks,” you said softly.
You immediately went into gathering the rest of your things.
“Yeah, it’s no problem, love.” He stood up when you did. “I’m Remus, by the way.” Part of you wanted to laugh that Remus thought you didn’t know who he was. Instead, you mumbled out your name and said, “Thanks again, Remus.”
Then, no longer feeling like studying due to your humiliation, you headed in the direction of your common room, holding your book tight to your chest. Remus watched you walk away. He recognized your face from the classes you had together and the time you spent at the library. He had never approached you in the library because of the focus that emanated from your table; he didn’t want to disturb your flow.
You hoped to put the embarrassment of falling into a false step behind you. You had gotten Remus’ attention, but it wasn’t in the way you wanted. You certainly hadn’t wanted it to be paired with the laughter of your peers. Little did you know how deeply you caught Remus’ attention.
He chatted with his friends outside of the Transfiguration classroom the next day. When you walked by, he smiled at you and said hello. You returned the gesture and hoped you weren’t blushing as all of his friends looked at you. You took your seat and tried to calm yourself down. Simple pleasantries should not send you into such a frenzy.
Remus noticed your reaction, finding it curious. It didn’t deter him from acknowledging you whenever he was near you. He would’ve been lying to himself if he said he didn’t think your blush was cute. The more he observed you, the more he realized how much you kept to yourself and seemed content to be alone. That, however, made Remus want to get to know you. He wanted to know the girl who hadn’t put herself directly in his path.
He made sure to stop by wherever you were studying in the library to say hello. He would take a longer route to where his friends were sitting in the Great Hall so that he could ask you a question about homework, whether he actually needed the answer or not. He tried to catch you in between classes, but you proved to be more elusive then. Each interaction left you blushing and flustered, although after two weeks of it, you came more accustomed to it. Remus saw that as progress and hoped you would be open to having a real conversation with him.
If someone had told you a month ago that you’d be trying to avoid Remus, you wouldn’t have believed them. However, you somewhat were. Every time he spoke to you, you felt like the whole castle was listening in and judging every word you said to him. You assumed that he was just being polite. You assumed that you were just the girl who fell on the stairs to him.
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“When I call your name, come get your essay and then you are dismissed,” Professor Flitwick said, holding the stack of graded essays at the front of the classroom. “James Potter, Emmeline Vance, Severus Snape, Remus Lupin.”
The first four students got up and retrieved their essays. You rested your head on your hand as you waited for your name. Obviously they weren’t in alphabetical order, and you assumed it wasn’t grade-wise either since you were confident in the essay you turned in. After a few more names were called, Flitwick called yours. You got your essay, noted the O at the top and left the classroom with a small smile on your face. Maybe it was the order in which the essays were turned in?
“Hey!” Remus called from where he was standing off to the side.
You kept walking. There was no way that he was talking to you. Sirius or Peter must’ve been called after you.
Then he called your name. You froze. You could hear footsteps as he jogged over to you.
“How’d you do?” he asked once at your side. “O! Nice.”
You realized you were still holding your essay and hurriedly tucked it inside of your things.
“Yeah, I put in the work.”
He gave you his easy smile and then ran a hand through his hair.
“I was wondering if I could ask you something.”
“Um, sure?”
“Would you like to study with me later?”
You stared at him, unable to breathe. Had he just asked if you wanted to study with him? Well, yes, he had. But it didn’t feel real. Your mind started to spin with worry. You wanted to study with Remus. You wanted to spend time with him. But whenever he studied, he was always surrounded by so many other people vying for his attention. It was bad enough that whenever he talked to you, you could feel the eyes of everyone passing you; you knew that they were wondering why a guy like Remus was talking to a nobody like you.
Remus said your name, bringing you out of your thoughts.
“Uh, yeah. Yeah. I’d like that,” you managed to say.
His smile, which had briefly faltered at your hesitation, relaxed.
“Great!” he said. “Meet you outside the library after dinner, yeah?”
“Yeah. Erm, I’ll see you then, Remus.”
Remus turned and headed back towards the classroom, likely to wait for Sirius and Peter if they hadn’t been called already. You took a deep breath to steady yourself before you continued on your own way. You had just agreed to study with Remus and he was the one to ask you. He had actually asked you. And you agreed.
It didn’t take long for your nerves to spike. You were regretting your decision to agree. The feeling of looming embarrassment hung around you for the rest of the day and through dinner. Part of you debated sending Remus a note saying that you were feeling ill and couldn’t make it, but another part told you that he might not invite you again and this could be your chance to make an impression on him.
You ended up walking to the library. With each step, you felt your heart rate increase. You were sure that if you weren’t holding onto your things with such a death grip, your hands would be shaking.
Remus was waiting for you, just as he had said he would.
“Hi!” he greeted you enthusiastically.
You smiled at him as he held open the door for you.
“I’ve got a table claimed in the back,” he told you, taking the lead.
Your nerves changed into confusion as you passed Remus’ usual collection of tables. He led you to a more secluded part of the library where his things littered one of the smaller tables with only two chairs around it.
Trying not to sound too ecstatic by the sight, you asked, “Oh, is it just us?”
Remus chuckled softly. “I invited you to study, not our entire year.”
A subtle blush dusted your cheeks.
“Oh… I just… You’re usually…” you mumbled.
“Yeah, I know,” he said. There was that easy smile again. “Forgive me if I'm wrong, but I assumed you’d rather have a more private table.” He paused as he watched your face for a change in expression. “We can move to a different table, if you’d like.”
Your blush became more prominent. He actually put thought into what table you’d like to study at?
“Oh, no, no. This is good. You’re right. I study better when there’s less people around.”
“Helps with focusing, don’t it?”
“Yeah,” you breathed as you placed your things on the table.
His smile grew. He pulled out your chair and helped you in before taking his own seat. The two of you worked diligently in silence for a while. Every once in a while he stopped and watched you work; he loved the face you made when you focused so deeply that nothing around you could catch your attention.
“What’d you think of Slughorn’s lecture today?” he asked.
“Hm?” You looked up from your assignment and processed what he had asked. “Kind of repetitive, if I’m honest. I guess some students need the review though…”
“Glad it wasn’t just me,” he smirked. “Good thing there are some pretty distractions in that class.”
You gave him a curious look as you repeated, “Pretty distractions?”
“You know,” he said, resting his elbow on the table, “the same pretty distraction that I have Charms, Transfiguration, Arithmancy, Defense with.”
You bit your lip. You had those classes with him.
“Believe it or not, saw that same distraction on the stairs a few weeks ago. Strange how she travels…”
Oh. oh. You blushed furiously before turning your attention back to your assignment. Remus Lupin was not flirting with you. There was no way.
He let you return to your work, watching you sort through your thoughts for a minute before returning to his own. Once again, you worked in tandem. After a while, you started yawning. You cleaned up your stuff, which caught Remus attention.
“This was nice,” he said as he started to gather his own things. “I’d like to study with you more, if you’ll have me.”
If you’ll have me.
“Same time tomorrow?” you offered.
“Same time tomorrow.”
As he watched you leave the library, all Remus could think about was getting you to come out of that shell of yours. Maybe then he’d be able to ask you out on a date.
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Mk1 cuddling hcs with the guys pretty please🙏
Cuddling Headcannons
+ Lui Kang, Kung Lao, Raiden, Bi-Han, Kuai Liang, Tomas Vrbada, Johnny Cage, Kenshi Takahashi, Syzoth, Shang Tsung.
Warnings; none
Contains; GN!reader, Fluff.
Liu Kang;
Adores holding you close. He’s been alone for so long and lost so much, he can’t bear the thought of losing everyone again, let alone you.
Will hug you however he can, he doesn’t really have a favourite.
However, he likes being the big spoon.
But he prefers when you lay facing each other, it's more intimate.
Kung Lao;
Not a huge hugger, but gives the best hugs. When he does hug you, he’ll lift you off the ground, every time. Without fail.
He loves to hold you close in other ways, like hand holding or arm linking.
He also likes when you put your leg over his when you’re sat together instead of cuddling.
All goes out the window when you lay together, he loves being the big spoon. Is insulted if you suggest him being the little spoon.
Raiden;
Soft hugs and forehead touches.
Doesn’t need to be touching you to feel intimate with you. He crumbles under intense eye contact.
Sometimes, however, he does love a long, deep cuddle. Soaking in as much of you as he can, especially if one of you is going away for a while.
Big spoon, but not opposed to being the little spoon. Prefers when you lay on his chest tho.
Bi-han;
Not a hugger. He shows affection in other ways, like forehead and shoulder touches.
Though, on the odd occasion, he’s been known to pull you in from one of those shoulder touches and give you a hug.
Most of your intimacy comes from laying together. He likes you on his chest or being the big spoon.
Though, when he’s stressed, he rests his head in your lap or on your chest to hear your heartbeat.
Kuai Liang;
Likes laying his head in your lap. He loves looking up at you.
He gives really good hugs. With his body heat and his strength, there’s no safer place.
He gives out hugs sparingly, but loves cuddling with you.
Prefers when you’re facing each other, your head snuggled in his chest, him holding your hands.
Tomas Vrbada;
The hugs of all time.
He adores hugging and cuddling you whenever he gets the chance. His face will light up if you ask him for a hug or if you just do it to surprise him.
Cannot get enough of you. Loves any form of physical touch. Hand holding, arm linking, just resting on each other, leg over his, his arm around you, playing with each other’s hair, touching your face, piggy backs, anything and everything.
Same goes for cuddling, he’ll just hold you as close as he can. He LOVES you.
Johnny Cage;
Holds you like a handbag. He shows you off so often.
Loves putting his hands on your waist or hips to pull you in. This is also where he will hold you when you hug, your arms around his neck.
Will have his arm around your waist 24/7. He cannot let you go.
Loves when you use his arm as a pillow, just laying and talking to him. His arm does go dead though, so you move onto his chest. Likes when you trance on his chest and abdomen.
Kenshi Takahashi;
So careful in the way he touches you. LOVES to trace your skin and your face. Getting to know every single part of you off by heart.
Keeps an arm around you or a hand on your shoulder when you’re walking around. Even though he’s capable of navigating on his own, he trusts you to lead him.
Likes having your head on his chest, either in a hug or when you’re cuddling in bed.
Holds you close when you cuddle, his head nuzzled against yours.
Syzoth;
Considerate of the temperature imbalance and tries to account for that with sheets or extra layers. He’s cold blooded, so sometimes his touch can shock you.
When it comes to hugs, despite the cold, he’ll hold you close. Even despite your protests he’ll keep holding you because he finds it funny.
Loves skinship, but is fine if you don’t want to or if you’re too cold to touch him.
Likes when you lay on his chest but also likes spooning. He’s fine with either.
Shang Tsung;
Does not like hugs but is okay with cuddles.
He prefers other intimate acts like eye contact and arm linking.
He’s okay if you initiate a hug, but more often than not he’s too busy to reciprocate or just doesn’t want to.
Cuddles are fine, but it's only for a while, he’ll hold you till you fall asleep then he’ll turn over. However, he likes to keep a part of himself touching you, like his leg or an arm, so he knows you're still there. Even though he won’t act like it he’s scared of loosing you.
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I May Be Crazy, But I Ain't No Fool (ln4)
↳ Timeless: F1 Grid Masterlist
↳ Summary: With London still filled with horse-drawn carriages, Lando's most prized possession is his brand new Ford Model C...and he plans to use it to his advantage.
↳ Title Song: I May Be Crazy, But I Ain't No Fool by Bob Roberts (1904)
↳ Word Count: 1.0k
↳ Warnings: Smoking.
June 1904
The sun was bright that afternoon, a rarity for London, when the smog from the factories seemed to take the day off. It was a Sunday, perhaps that was why; the labourers kicking up their feet for a measly 24-hours off the clock while the wealthy went by like any other day. Lando, privileged enough to be one of the latter, had perfected the art of looking busy over the years. In fact, it might have been his best skill.
On this particular Sunday, he found himself out front of his family home, loitering around the front drive on which the shiny red Ford Model C sat in all its glory. Motorcars were still a rarity in London at the turn of the century and Mister Henry Ford was ever so gracious enough to provide some of his automobiles to the United Kingdom only as of the year prior. Of course, Lando needed first claim to whatever was available. With his father’s connections in the automotive industry, this was made all too easy.
As much as Lando was proud of his automobile and the wealth of his family that backed it, he certainly wasn’t obnoxiously ostentatious about it. Instead, he let the specimen speak for itself with its crisp red paint glimmering in the bright afternoon sunshine while he lingered about like he wasn’t waiting for someone passing by to ask him about it.
He sat on the front porch with one of his sister’s novels in his hands and pretended to read, he crouched by the garden in his slacks and blazer and pretended to care about the flora growing in the beds, and, when he got really desperate, he even took a cloth to the automobile to give it a little polish. It was around then that he noticed a group of young ladies meandering down the street in the distance.
Now, Lando was absolutely no fool and, in that moment, he could see himself getting a right grand deal: a chance to show off his brand new motorcar and the swooning attention of women.
With his sights set on the distant gaggle of females, he opened his jacket and pulled out his tin of Wills cigarettes, slipping one out and setting it between his lips. He hurried to light it and then stamped out the match on the side of his boot before casually leaning against the side of his automobile with the polish rag draped over his shoulder.
The trio of women approached in their Sunday dresses and carrying lacy parasols, their attention drawn to the bright red machine on their way past. They slowed to get a good look, their eyes wide in awe.
“Good afternoon, ladies,” Lando greeted with a handsome smile, pushing himself straight with another drag of his cigarette as he addressed them by name and a polite nod of his head to each, “Miss Ackerman, Miss Fields, Miss Hawthorne.”
The ladies bent at their knees just ever so slightly in response, their attention trained on the magnificent machine sitting in front of his house.
“Mister Norris, my, my,” one of them spoke in awe, “I was not aware of your purchase of a motorcar.”
“Oh, this?” Lando glanced over his shoulder to the car, feigning modest ignorance, “Yes, it was a recent investment. Ford Model C; one of only ten in all of the United Kingdom.”
“Oh, how splendid!” one of the women gushed as the others nodded and praised in wonder.
Lando smiled back at them, “She’s a beauty, is she not?”
“Have you taken it around?”
“Yes. She rides much smoother than a carriage, I must admit,” Lando boasted modestly.
He walked around the perimeter of the automobile, allowing the women to follow in awe. Lingering to the side for a moment to take in their praise and intrigue, he finished his cigarette and put it out.
“Say,” he stepped forward, resting a hand on the rear of the car, “it’s awfully warm out here to-day; may I escort you home, ladies?”
The trio shared soft giggles amongst themselves at not only the offer for a ride in a motorcar but from the mouth of the handsome son of one of London’s most highly regarded families.
“We dare not put you out, Mister Norris,” one of the ladies politely refuted.
Lando waved his hand as if to physically brush away her reluctance, “Nonsense, it would be my pleasure.”
With the women in agreement, Lando smoothly stepped up beside the motorcar and opened the small rear door with a click before offering his hand out to the first of the trio. She smiled bashfully at him and set her gloved hand in his, using her other to hold up her dress and petticoat so she could step up into the back seat.
“It is quite a jump,” Lando warned them kindly as he helped the next young lady up, “Mind those beautiful dresses of yours.”
With the last of the three taking his offered hand, she praised him adoringly, “You are such a darling.”
“You are far too kind, Miss Hawthorne,” Lando tutted and helped her up into the back of the car.
Then, he closed the small door and made sure it was securely closed before hopping up into the front seat. The open top automobile, in its red-painted glory, housed luxurious black leather seats and gold metal headlamps and trim. As Lando situated himself in the front seat, he adjusted himself comfortably behind the steering wheel that was secured down to the front of the car by a long metal post. Sitting there, behind the wheel, something inside him stirred like this was where he was always meant to be.
With a choked rumble, the engine came to life and the giggling women in the backseat hooted in surprise. Lando grabbed his derby hat from beside him on the front seat and placed it atop his head of styled curls before glancing back to his passengers,
“Hold on tight now, ladies. I must get my precious merchandise delivered back to their fathers in pristine condition.”
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the fog. l Joel Miller
Summary: something that happened made the memories come back
Warnings: angst, mentioning violence and death, two dead, blood and gore, lots of fear, Ellie and Tommy, vomiting, Reader is broken, allusions to sexual abuse and torture
A/N: maybe I shouldn't have added this part so quickly, but I had it in my head and I literally had a few free hours. I don't know when I'll be so lucky again. there are definitely a lot of mistakes here. please, be understanding. I meant well.
your feedback is very important to me and I thank you for all the reblogs, comments and likes. 🖤 sorry for all the mistakes
short stories from life. [masterlist]
When you left Jackson with Sam and Anthony the weather had definitely turned bad. After a few days of beautiful sunshine and blue skies, dark clouds brought rain and everything became grey and gloomy.
Joel tried to hide his anxiety as you watched with such enthusiasm as you packed your backpack, reassuring him once again that you had packed everything. Even the knife he had once given you was safely in your pocket. If it weren't for that damned hand, he would have gone instead of you, but he didn't want to burden you with his worries.
After the last expedition for supplies, after you snapped, you needed him more than ever. But now you had to get back on your feet again, on your own. He knew it had nothing to do with him, but he was still worried.
"See you in a few days," you said, kissing him fondly goodbye.
"Don't be late."
You smiled, squeezed his good hand, and set off with Sam and Anthony.
Three or four days. That's how long, according to Tommy's estimate, this expedition should take. You were supposed to get to a nearby town, it was abandoned and none of you had been there for some time. After everything that could be used had been taken away from there many times, there wasn't much to be found. However, for safety's sake, the area should be checked.
Joel couldn't sit in an empty house. He tried to keep himself occupied, he went to the stables a few times, but his thoughts began to wander into dangerous areas. So he spent time with Tommy and the others, looked at the map, wondered where you were and if everything was okay.
Ellie spent time with her friends, but whenever she saw Joel, or when they met at the house, she asked about you. He didn't have to answer her much. The important thing was that she didn't hear any bad news.
On the third day, it started to rain. Small drops, the ones you hated so much. Joel smiled, because he could already see your gloomy face when you came back soaked. However, the day passed and you were gone.
Four days. Tommy said it could be four days. He kept repeating it to himself, but when he met his brother, he saw the same anxiety in his eyes.
That night, Joel didn't sleep a wink. Along with the usual guard, he sat on the wall and stared at the horizon as if you were going to appear there at any moment. This was the second time you were late. But now you went there because he couldn't, so he felt an additional sense of guilt.
"They'll come back, they always come back." Tommy didn't sound too confident when he said it.
"If something happened..."
Tommy looked at his brother. He could only guess how hard it was for him, the fear of loss was so damn strong in him, and this situation didn't help.
The sixth day. From early morning in Jackson, people began preparing to go in search of you. A group of about ten men were ready to set off. Joel was furious when Tommy refused to let him go.
"You're in a sling! You can't fucking ride." and then he watched in horror as his brother freed his arm and, although wincing in pain, mounted the horse.
He couldn't fight him. He wouldn't stand a chance.
The road wasn't easy. The ground was damp and muddy, it was cold and unpleasant. The group didn't say much, they focused more on observation, to find some trace as soon as possible or to spot someone approaching them.
Joel tried not to focus on the unpleasant feeling that accompanied horseback riding. He guessed that the bone might have healed, but it was still very sensitive. However, his brain was focused only on you, the rest was not important.
With difficulty, he was convinced to stop. Night was approaching and there was no point in everyone risking it. If it weren't for Tommy and the others, Joel would probably have gone on alone. However, he stayed and as soon as the sun appeared on the horizon, he was already on his feet and driving everyone to continue their journey.
The fog engulfed the area, and the cold seeped into his jacket. Silence, only the sounds of horses and the forest. But, unexpectedly, something changed.
Tommy's horse twitched, startled by something, and right after that Joel felt his own move strangely too. Something must have been approaching them and the animals must have sensed it. He reached for his weapon and tried to peer into the nearby trees and undergrowth, to see some movement, maybe a figure or an animal.
Joel's heart stopped a second later.
You looked terrifying. He noticed immediately that something was wrong. He jumped off his horse and before Tommy could stop him, he was already running towards you. You tried to run too, as soon as you realized who you had met, but you were too tired. Your knees were buckling under you and tears were welling up in your eyes, and you couldn't hold them back anymore. When Joel grabbed you in his arms, you sank down onto the grass.
"Riders... There were riders." You whispered in a trembling voice.
More people surrounded you, but you were only staring into those brown eyes, the ones that were home and a symbol of safety.
"Are you hurt, baby?" he gasped, looking at you in horror.
Your clothes were covered in blood, as were your face and hands. He noticed the cut on your jacket, but the wound on your arm was no longer bleeding. Neither was your lip.
You shook your head. "Sam... Anthony... They're dead."
"How many are there? Were they in the city?" Tommy asked. You didn't even flinch. Your lips twisted, however, and after a moment you burst into tears.
"Sam and Anthony... I couldn't do anything..."
Familiar hands grabbed your face, pushing back your wet and dirty hair. A terrifying sob escaped your throat.
"Did they do something to you? Tell me!" Joel asked, maybe a little too nervously, but everything inside him was boiling.
You were too distraught, alternately sobbing and repeating the names of your companions, repeating that they were dead, talking about the Riders, and crying again.
Your fingers dug into the ground as hysteria slowly consumed you. Like you had been strong for too long and only now, with Joel before you, had all the dams given way. Your voice was incoherent, jumbled sobs and the same repeated words blending together.
Finally, Joel turned your face towards him, shook you as if he hoped it would bring you to your senses. For a moment he saw it in your eyes - total terror and brokenness.
"Tell me everything, please."
Somehow the words spilled from your lips.
Joel didn't remember how you got back to Jackson, or how you ended up at your house. Ellie's face showed complete fear when she saw you, but she quickly followed Joel's instructions.
She was the one who drew you a bath, and put your comfortable clothes on the counter by the sink. Without a word, she left the bedroom and closed the door behind her.
Just like you had done a few days earlier, it was Joel who helped you take off your clothes. Layer by layer, all dirty and wet. You jumped like a startled animal when a sound like something heavy falling to the floor came from downstairs.
"It's nothing." Joel quickly tried to calm you down. "Ellie wants to make you some tea. She's just a little clumsy..."
You nodded, but the fear didn't leave your eyes. Finally, when he took off your underwear, he helped you get into the tub and you immersed yourself in the hot water. The scent of lavender reached your nostrils and the warmth began to envelop you, slowly permeating the layers of your frozen skin.
Seeing you like this always broke his heart. Yes, you were only human and you didn't have to be strong all the time. However, you carried wounds that clearly couldn't heal. Joel knew there was nothing he could do, but he would give anything to be able to take this burden off your shoulders, to take it upon himself so that it would be easier for you.
Carefully, with a wet towel, he washed your face and hands. He did it slowly, as if he could wash away the bad memories from you. It was only after several long minutes that you spoke. Almost a whisper, your voice was dead and alien. Joel listened, although he knew he might regret it later.
"I was part of a group that got out of one of the cities controlled by FEDRA. A few outcasts, a few who wanted to find their loved ones, a few who wanted to have adventures. And me. Maybe ten people, something like that. It was unwise, I know, but then..." you took a deep breath and wrapped your arms around your knees, letting Joel carefully clean the wound on your shoulder. "It was fine for a long time. A few broke away, went their own way. That's fine. I stayed, I didn't have a plan, I didn't have anyone close enough to look for or follow him. One guy was a Firefly, as was his girlfriend. I thought... Why not? I was good at what I did, but not good enough..."
You froze. Joel didn't say a word. He guessed what he might hear next.
"We met them when we entered some city, I don't even know what the sign at the entrance said. First a few infected, quick work. And then... It was a larger and well-organized group, and we were like ducks in a shooting gallery. I killed one or two of them and hid. I waited until nightfall, and they... I heard everything." Nails dug into your flesh, but you didn't react to it. Once you started, you couldn't finish talking. "I heard everything. What they did to those girls, how they slowly finished off the guys. It was a long night... I didn't dare go out in the morning. I waited again until nightfall. I was paralyzed. Only then did I get out of the city and hide in the forest. I don't remember how I got to Jackson, I sat there for a while, but I couldn't be around people. So I started hanging around the area again... Closer and further away. After a while, I came across you." Your eyes found him. Joel noticed how much sadness there was in them and how much it cost you to tell him all of this.
"Baby..." he said quietly "I'm so sorry you went through this..."
"On that patrol... I couldn't do anything. I didn't hide like I did then, but I couldn't do much and..." your breathing quickened, your eyes glazed over again and Joel grabbed your face trying to calm you down.
"No one blames you for this. Fuck! Baby, I should have been there, not you. It was me..."
"You could be dead already!" you interrupted him sharply "I don't want you to feel sorry for me, I don't want pity. I survived it and I would do it again if I had to. I did terrible things, but for you, for Ellie, for Tommy and Maria, I would do it all over again."
Joel understood that. He understood you really well and he felt that it was you who gave him strength at that moment, and not him giving it to you.
"Hi. I brought some soup. Maria made more, she thought you probably have other things on your mind right now."
Joel nodded and let Tommy in. It was dark. He'd only managed to convince you to go to bed an hour ago, and he was trying to find a place to sit and think.
Tommy put two jars of soup on the counter and leaned against it, folding his arms over his chest. "How is she?"
"Fine, if I may say so." Joel sighed, sitting down at the table. "Ellie is there. She's in bed with her so she can sleep."
Tommy nodded. "She was in terrible shape. God! Two days without sleep, food or water, in this condition..." Joel rubbed his forehead with his hand and closed his eyes for a moment, he still had your terrified face in front of him. "Did they? You know..."
He shook his head. "They didn't make it. She ran away when she had the chance."
“The scars and wounds will heal, but here…” Tommy touched his temple with a finger, and Joel nodded to show he understood. “A group will go tomorrow to see what happened there. She said there might have been ten of them, we’ll check it out.”
He noticed his brother straighten up, dark eyes looking at him carefully. "I'm going with them."
"Are you crazy!" Tommy snorted. "With your shoulder and when she's like this? Besides, she'd cut my balls off if she found out I let you go."
Joel stood up abruptly, slamming his hand on the table, anger written all over his face. "I have to find them. For what they did to her... Fuck! You didn't see her!"
The younger brother watched him carefully, but also with fear. He knew that in anger his brother could do terrible things, and although he wanted to get his hands on those men, he didn't want to risk him too. Finally he shook his head.
"No way. You should stay here. She needs you, more than ever."
"I can help you!" Joel hissed, already furious. "I can't wait here while they fucking torture her."
"No! I don't agree." Tommy continued. "This is a crazy idea."
"I don't fucking care! You don't know how I feel! I should be there, not her. I could have lost her too, do you understand?! I can't wait and do nothing!"
"But you will! Because she should be your priority right now, not revenge." He noticed that Joel's eyes were getting glassy, he tried to hide it clumsily by looking away. "She's already saved my life, I'm grateful for that. So I can't let you risk yours, she wouldn't want that."
"You don't know what she wants." Joel snorted.
"She definitely wants you and Ellie to be safe. Listen..." he approached him and put his hand on his shoulder "We'll find those people. But you have to take care of her now and..."
The noise upstairs drew their attention. Quick footsteps, a slam of a door, and then another. Ellie's cry echoed downstairs.
"Joel! Quick!"
He and Tommy were upstairs in a flash, then burst into the bedroom. They saw a terrified Ellie, who pointed to the bathroom, and Joel guessed he'd find you there. When he entered, he saw you huddled by the toilet, spasms of retching racking your body, your shirt wet and stuck to your back.
"Baby..." he groaned, kneeling next to you and brushing your hair away.
You were unable to answer. Only Ellie, who slipped in behind them, spoke quietly.
"I don't know what happened. I must have fallen asleep... Suddenly she woke up screaming, jumped out of bed and... Joel, is she okay?"
He didn't know what to answer. He saw Tommy's face, who was just as scared as he was.
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WILDFLOWER — “she was crying on my shoulder, all i could do was hold her”
you had both been set to watch over to make sure nobody tried to attack you guys. the third game was terrible. it felt like kill or be killed and you felt like so much blood was on your hands. you saw so many people you considered yourself to be pretty close to die right in front of your eyes. daeho was sitting across from you, actually watching out while you just stared at your lap.
“you tired?”
you look up. his eyes were so pretty but you didn’t really remanence in them for too long before putting your head back down. tired of this game or tired and you wanna go to sleep? you didn’t ask, just shaking your head no before puckering your lips out to the side and messing with your lip with your fingers. the nerves just messing with you. you two just sat in silence again, but of course he’s the one to break it.
“all we can do is move forward. we have to put it all behind us, it’s all we can do.”
put it all behind us? how could you possibly do that? he just upset you more honestly and you let out a sigh before pressing your face into your hands. feeling them start to slip off your face as your tears start to dampen them. he couldn’t see you were crying, but he knew you weren’t okay. it was obvious, nobody was okay.
“i’m sorry, i didn’t mean to be so blunt or harsh or—”
he cuts himself off before swallowing and getting up. you feel the bed dip beside you before he wraps his arm around you and he moves your hands off your face, they easily slide off and his eyes are stricken with even more concern. he didn’t want to speak though, not wanting to say the wrong thing to you before he flinches, you pushing your face into his shoulder, holding in your sobs as well as you could to not make them super loud, but they were still audible. your hands move up and start gripping on his bloody jacket for dear life. he moves to face you more instead of sideways and pulls you into an actual hug, rubbing your back while it heaved up and down. he couldn’t tell if he was helping or making things worse, but by the grip you had on him, he couldn’t pull away even if he wanted to.
you mumble a load of sorrys into his shoulder before he just shushes you. he tried to push all his emotions and thoughts to the side about this all, but when in a position like this, he wanted to cry with you. he hadn’t even realized that he was until he started to notice your own jacket getting damper, turning a darker shade of green. he just keeps seeing your teary face in his mind now. sure he only saw it for a brief second, but it was etched in his mind. it would be until he died. he waits until you still a little and your grip loosens before he pulls away. your eyes completely drenched in tears. he takes his thumb and wipes the ones continuing to silently come down. he speaks up.
“i’m sorry.”
you shake your head no back and forth, the tears spraying everywhere. he had nothing to be sorry for. you take your sleeve and start wiping your face completely before shoving your face back into your hands. he moves his legs completely up onto the bed, criss crossed before grabbing your wrists and pulling them down, looking you in the eyes.
“we’ll get out of here.”
we’ll. we’ll. we’ll get out of here. it was on repeat in your head. he may have been lying, he didn’t know what would happen. he was freaking out himself. but he sure as hell would try his hardest to get you both out of here. and he’d protect you forever, even if it meant he’d lose his own life. you just stare into each others eyes before you pull your wrists out of his grip and wrap him in a tight hug, arms around his neck before he slowly reciprocates it. he wanted to treasure this moment as long as he could, not knowing how many more chances he’d get to do this with you, or if this would be the first and the last.
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stolen dance
PAIRING ↬ idol!park jisung x fem!reader
TAGS ↬ romance, fluff, they dance a bit, there is totally no angst, i would never lie!
SUMMARY ↬ jisung has been teaching you how to dance lately. but is it really to teach you or is jisung using these dances as a form of escapism to hold onto a deeper secret?
WORD COUNT ↬ 2.8k words
AUTHOR’S NOTE ↬ in classic winwintea fashion here is jisung's birthday fic <33 suffer.
PLAYLIST ↬ stolen dance - milky chance; show me the meaning of being lonely - backstreet boys
“Alright, alright, one more time!”
Jisung grins, as he claps his hands and beckons you to step back into the middle of the room.
The living room is bathed in the soft amber glow of a single lamp in the corner, casting warm shadows across the room. The faint hum of a speaker plays an upbeat pop track, its rhythm pulsing like a heartbeat through the air. A pile of mismatched socks and sneakers sits abandoned by the couch, proof of your long evening spent dancing. You groan dramatically, flopping onto the couch instead. “I can’t feel my legs anymore, Jisung. This is basically torture.”
“Nope, no quitting!” he says, darting over and tugging you up by the wrists. His hands are warm, steady, and they pull you effortlessly to your feet. “We’re not done until you can at least try to keep up with me.”
You roll your eyes but smile, letting him guide you into position. “I’m only doing this because you’re making me, you know.”
Jisung smirks. “And because you secretly love it. Admit it, you want to keep up with me on stage one day.”
“Oh, sure,” you laugh, stumbling a little as he begins to guide you through a spin. “Me, a world-class dancer. We’re talking about K-pop standards too. Totally believable.”
“Hey, don’t doubt yourself like that!” Jisung says, catching your hand to stop your wobble. “Besides, I’m a great teacher. You’ll be better than me in no time.”
“Better than you? Let’s not get carried away.”
He steps back, giving you a playful once-over. “Okay, fine, maybe not better. But decent. Maybe passable.”
You swat at his shoulder, which only makes him laugh harder.
The music shifts to a softer beat, and Jisung takes a step closer. “Alright, let’s try that one move again. Step left, then cross. No, your other left—”
You fumble the step, tripping slightly, and Jisung reaches out just in time to steady you. His arm loops around your waist, holding you close for a moment.
“Gotcha,” he says softly, his voice losing its teasing edge for a second.
You look up at him, breathless but grinning. “You know, for someone who claims to be a great teacher, you’re not very patient.”
His lips twitch into a smile. “And for someone who says they hate dancing, you’re not as bad as you think.”
The room feels still for a beat, the music fading into the background. Jisung’s dark eyes linger on yours, something unspoken passing between you. It’s the kind of gaze that makes your heart skip, though you can’t quite place why.
“Anyway!” Jisung suddenly blurts, breaking the moment as he steps back with a sheepish grin. “Let’s try again. I’ll slow it down this time, I promise.”
“Good. My feet are already filing a complaint,” you joke, shaking off the strange flutter in your chest.
He grins, taking your hands in his again, and the music picks up once more. The two of you fall into the rhythm, tripping over each other’s feet and laughing so loudly that it drowns out the sound of the song.
The days start to blur together, each evening spent in the same corner of the living room. The small space becomes your personal dance studio, the furniture pushed against the walls to give you just enough room to practice. Jisung shows up every time with the same excitement, the kind that’s so contagious you can’t help but play along.
“Step, step, and pivot—yes! That’s it!” Jisung exclaims, clapping his hands together as you nail the move for the first time. His grin lights up the room.
You beam, sweat dripping down your face, and collapse onto the floor. “Finally! That only took, what, twenty tries?”
Jisung flops down next to you, still full of energy. “More like thirty, but hey, who’s counting?” He nudges you with his shoulder, handing you a water bottle.
You take a long sip and gasp dramatically. “I didn’t sign up for this boot camp, you know. What happened to ‘just a fun dance session’?”
Jisung leans back on his hands, smirking. “This is fun! Besides, you’re getting so much better. Look at you, two weeks ago, you couldn’t even figure out which foot was your left.”
“Wow, thanks,” you deadpan, though your smile betrays your mock annoyance.
The next night, the routine continues. The two of you move in near-perfect sync as Jisung teaches you a new routine to a faster song. Your steps are cleaner, your turns sharper, and when you finish the sequence without a single mistake, you both cheer so loudly the neighbor downstairs bangs on their ceiling.
“Oops,” you whisper, covering your mouth to stifle your giggles.
Jisung shrugs, unbothered. “Worth it. You nailed that!” He holds up a hand for a high-five, which you give him, laughing at how proud he looks.
But as the days pass, you begin to notice how your progress isn’t the only thing changing.
One evening, as you struggle through a particularly tricky move, Jisung stops mid-step. His gaze drifts off toward the window, his body going still.
“Jisung?” you call, snapping your fingers in front of his face. “Earth to Jisung?”
He blinks, shaking his head quickly. “Sorry, what? Did you say something?”
You frown. “You spaced out. Everything okay?”
“Yeah, yeah,” he says with a too-bright smile, waving you off. “Just tired, I guess.” He grabs the remote and cranks up the music. “Come on, let’s run it again.”
You hesitate but decide not to press him.
Later, after another exhausting session, you collapse on the couch, panting. “I’m done. For real this time. My legs are basically jelly.”
Jisung sits beside you, his gaze soft as he watches you. “You’re really doing great, you know.”
“Flattery won’t get you anywhere,” you joke, but the sincerity in his voice makes your heart skip.
“I mean it,” he says, his tone quieter now. “I just... I like seeing you like this. Happy. Laughing.”
You glance over at him, and for a moment, he looks... sad, though the expression vanishes almost as quickly as it appeared.
“You okay?” you ask cautiously.
“Of course,” he says, forcing a grin. “Why wouldn’t I be? You’re stuck with me, remember?”
“Lucky me,” you tease, but his words stick with you as the night goes on.
The dance sessions grow more frequent, his enthusiasm almost desperate. Every moment feels heavier, though you can’t quite figure out why. You catch him watching you sometimes, his smile softer, as though he’s trying to memorize the way you move, the sound of your laugh.
“What?” you ask one night when his eyes linger too long.
“Nothing,” he says quickly, spinning you around before you can press further. “Just... don’t stop dancing, okay?”
You laugh, brushing it off, but there’s something in his voice that makes you wonder what he’s not telling you.
The music echoes softly through the living room as you and Jisung move together, your steps slightly out of sync but improving with each pass. The rhythm feels effortless now, the usual fumbling replaced by a newfound fluidity. You’re laughing, breathless but exhilarated, when the sharp buzz of Jisung’s phone cuts through the song.
It vibrates insistently on the counter, the screen lighting up in the dim room.
“Hold on,” Jisung mutters, his usual smile faltering as he jogs over to check it. He picks up the phone and stares at the screen, his expression shifting to something unreadable.
You wipe your forehead with the hem of your shirt, catching your breath. “What is it?” you ask, noticing the way he hesitates.
Jisung’s thumb hovers over the screen, and for a moment, he doesn’t answer. Then, in a voice that’s a little too casual, he says, “It’s nothing. Just a friend checking in.”
You tilt your head, unconvinced. “Must be a pretty intense message to make you zone out like that.”
He glances at you quickly, forcing a small smile. “It’s not important. I’ll deal with it later. Come on, let’s not lose our momentum.” He sets the phone back down, face down this time, and crosses the room toward you.
Before you can say anything, he reaches for your hands and pulls you into a hug. It’s sudden, uncharacteristic, and tight. Tighter than his usual playful embraces. You blink, caught off guard.
“Uh, Jisung? You good?”
He doesn’t answer immediately. Instead, he buries his face against your shoulder, his grip unyielding. When he finally speaks, his voice is soft, almost fragile. “I’m just... really proud of you, you know? You’ve worked so hard.”
The hug lasts longer than it should, and something in his tone feels off. You try to pull back slightly to look at him, but he only holds on tighter.
“Jisung, what’s going on?”
He shakes his head against your shoulder and releases you just as abruptly as he hugged you. “Nothing. Seriously. Don’t worry about it.” His smile is back, but it doesn’t quite reach his eyes. “Now, come on. Let’s run through it again. You were so close to getting it perfect!”
“Are you sure you’re okay?” you press, still watching him carefully.
“Of course I am,” he says quickly, bouncing on his toes to reset the mood. “Now, less talking, more dancing!”
You hesitate but eventually let it go, letting him take your hand and spin you back into position. Yet, as the music starts up again, you can’t shake the nagging feeling that there’s more to the text than he’s letting on.
On the counter, Jisung’s phone buzzes again, the screen lighting up briefly before going dark. The message still sits there: "You ready to see her?"
The rhythmic click of Jisung’s shoes echoes down the hospital hallway, a stark contrast to the sterile silence that surrounds him. His hands are stuffed into his jacket pockets, clenched tightly as if to keep himself from shaking. The confidence and playfulness that had defined him earlier in the living room are gone, replaced by a hollow, heavy weight in his chest.
He pauses outside the door to a room, staring at the small plaque on the wall with your name printed neatly on it. His heart hammers in his chest as he exhales shakily, steeling himself before finally pushing the door open.
The fluorescent lights overhead hum faintly, casting an unforgiving brightness across the room. Machines beep softly, their rhythm steady and monotonous. And there you are. Completely motionless in the hospital bed, your face pale, your body almost swallowed by the thin blankets. Tubes and wires tether you to the machines keeping you stable, their presence stark and invasive.
Jisung freezes in the doorway, the sight of you knocking the air from his lungs.
“Hey,” he says softly, his voice cracking. He steps closer, his movements hesitant and unsteady. The sound of the door clicking shut behind him feels deafening.
He lowers himself into the chair by your bedside, his trembling hands reaching for yours. Your skin is cold, unmoving, and his grip tightens instinctively, as though holding on to you will keep you from slipping further away.
“I’m here,” he whispers, his voice barely audible. “I’m here, so… you can wake up now, okay?”
The only response is the steady beep of the heart monitor.
Jisung leans forward, pressing his forehead against the back of your hand. His shoulders begin to shake as tears spill over, falling silently onto the thin hospital sheet.
“You know,” he chokes out, his voice thick with emotion, “I taught you how to dance. I mean, not perfectly, but we were getting there. You were laughing so much, and—” He stops, his breath hitching as the reality of his words catches up to him.
Because it wasn’t real.
The living room, the music, the laughter— it was all in his head. His imagination, his desperate mind, had conjured you up to fill the unbearable silence you’d left behind.
“I just…” His voice cracks again as he squeezes your hand. “I just wanted to see you smile. To hear you laugh. Even if it wasn’t real.”
The weight of the truth crashes down on him, suffocating and relentless. His mind replays every moment of the past few weeks—the way he had clung to the image of you, teaching you to dance, pretending everything was okay.
His tears flow freely now, soaking into the fabric of your blanket as he clutches your hand like a lifeline. The room feels unbearably quiet, the sound of the machines and his muffled cries the only noises breaking the stillness.
He sits there for what feels like hours, talking to you about everything and nothing—how much he misses you, how much he needs you to come back.
“Please,” he whispers, his voice raw, “don’t let this be the end.
But you don’t move. Not yet. And Jisung can only sit there, crumbling under the weight of his grief, as reality continues to sink its claws into him.
“I thought…” His voice cracks, and he pauses, choking back a sob. He grips your hand tighter, as if that alone could anchor him in this unbearable moment. “I thought I could bring you back. Even if it wasn’t real—” His words catch in his throat, and he pulls his hands to his face, muffling the anguished cry that escapes him.
Tears stream down his face as he looks back at you, his expression one of complete devastation. “It felt real,” he whispers, his voice raw and broken. “You were laughing. You were dancing. It was like… like you were still here with me.”
He lets out a shuddering breath, pressing his forehead against your hand as he begins to unravel completely. “I just wanted one more dance with you,” he says, the words slipping out in a strangled sob.
The silence in the room presses against him, suffocating and unrelenting. His shoulders shake as he cries, the weight of the last few weeks crashing down on him all at once.
“I don’t know what to do without you,” he confesses, his voice thick with grief. “You were the one who kept me grounded. When everything felt too hard, you… you were my anchor. You gave me a reason to keep going.”
He lifts his head slightly, his tear-streaked face staring at your still form. “And now…” His voice falters, his lips trembling as he struggles to find the words. “Now I don’t even know who I am without you.”
His gaze drops to your hand in his, his fingers tracing over yours with a tenderness that breaks his heart all over again. “Dancing with you, even in my head… it kept me going. It made me feel like maybe… maybe you were still with me.”
He swallows hard, the lump in his throat refusing to go away. “But they stole it from us,” he whispers, his voice barely audible. “They stole our dance.”
The words hang in the air, heavy and final, as Jisung lets out another ragged sob. His grief pours out of him uncontrollably, raw and unfiltered, as he buries his face in his hands.
The walls of the hospital room seem to close in around him, the sterile brightness only amplifying the darkness he feels inside. He leans forward, pressing his lips gently to the back of your hand, his tears falling onto your skin.
“Please,” he begs, his voice breaking. “Please come back to me. I don’t care how long it takes. Just… come back.”
His words are met with the same unyielding stillness, the heart monitor’s steady rhythm the only response. And so he sits there, broken and lost, holding on to you as tightly as he can, afraid to let go of the only piece of you he has left.
“I don’t know how much longer I can do this,” he whispers, his voice hoarse from crying. He looks down at your hand, his tear-filled eyes blurring the sight of your still fingers. “I want to believe you’ll wake up, but… what if you don’t?”
The question lingers in the air, heavy and suffocating. He lets his head fall forward, his forehead pressing against your hand as his shoulders slump in defeat. “I’m so scared,” he murmurs, barely audible. “Scared that I’ve already lost you.”
For a moment, the only sound is the steady beeping of the heart monitor.
And then it happens.
A faint movement—so subtle he almost misses it.
Your fingers twitch beneath his.
Jisung freezes, his breath catching in his throat. His head snaps up, his wide, tear-streaked eyes darting to your hand. “Y/N?” he whispers, his voice trembling with a mix of hope and disbelief.
He watches, his heart pounding in his chest, as your fingers twitch again—just the slightest motion, but enough to send a jolt through his entire body.
“Y/N!” he says again, louder this time, his grip tightening around your hand. He leans forward, his eyes darting between your hand and your face, searching desperately for any other sign of movement.
The heart monitor continues its steady rhythm, the faint beeping echoing in the room as the scene begins to fade.
“Please,” he whispers one last time, his voice breaking. “Please come back to me.”
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dolly dog man readthrough #5
PART #2
for whom the bell tolls
TRUST GET TO THE END OF THIS RAMBLE I GET RLLY NERDY
bro the behavioral modification therapy thing traumatized him
i've heard this is a common criticism of BMT but feel free to correct me
i feel as though this form of therapy may be unethical...
jesus. no wonder bro has problems with intimacy bro literally does not know what love feels like
lowkey saving this for myself bc i need to remember this
lowkey this is just my dad
anyways this is also not healthy obviously and another thing that would contribute to a personality disorder
HOLY FUCKING SHIT. YES HE IS. AND THIS IS WHY.
that fear doesn't come from nowhere, it was instilled in him by his dad from a young age
li'l petey my anarchist boy back at it again
oh baby
petey sees himself in his son so much rn and it's heartbreaking
HE TOOK EVERYTHING THAT'D BENEFIT HIM PRACTICALLY
BUT HE DIDN'T CARE FOR THEIR LOVE
BECAUSE HE CAN'T FATHOM PUTTING HIMSELF BEFORE OTHERS
it'd be too painful for him to confront his lifestyle choices, so he fell back into his old harmful habits and left his past behind
he's insistent on keeping this promise because his father never kept any of his promises
it's a recently opened wound, so it's his first impulse. distance himself as much as possible from his father's identity to distance himself from the hurt
THE COLOR THEORY THAT'S USED TO SET TONE IN THIS BOOK. IT'S SO WELL DONE
and now he sees what he's done in his son's mind from an outside perspective. he has cursed his son to the same fate as him, a nihilistic hopeless view on life. and he hates it. his son doesn't deserve that. he doesn't deserve to go through what he did. he's so young, he hasn't done anything wrong. through realizing this, he realizes that he didn't deserve it either, and that his view on the world isn't any more correct because of his own experiences, it's just a damaged unhealthy view of it. he deserves better too. he can create better things for himself, like love for his son
so that's what he does
he does what he can. he reinforces his son's value, which was damaged by his grampa. he inserts a more positive world view, to try and change what alterations he may have caused to his sons psyche
...
my shayla
THE SYMBOLISM OF THIS SCENE MAKES ME GO FERAL AND IS THE ENTIRE REASON I GOT INTO THIS FANDOM. THIS SCENE I FIRST SAW IN THE MOVIE AND IT'S JUST AS GOOD IF NOT BETTER IN THE COMIC
he's turning something seen as "bad" or "wrong" by society into something beautiful that will spark joy and serve a purpose. he lets himself walk through the mud to get home, he turns even that into a positive experience, letting himself feel wonder about his surroundings instead of repressing his feelings, turning them to stone cold logic. this represents his newfound effort in, not repressing his personality, but in learning to cope with it healthily and create a life worth living. a life with a purpose, something he denied himself for so long. it represents being given the chance of recovery as someone with a personality disorder.
i love this book so much
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Seeing Red
JJ Maybank Imagine
Summary- When a wealthy Kook starts flirting with you at a party, JJ cant hide his jealousy. After an argument, he finally admits how much he cares about you.
A/N- my requests are currently open
The party is in full swing, music blasting through the speakers as people dance around the bonfire. The air is thick with the scent of salt, smoke, and cheap beer. It’s a typical Outer Banks night—loud, wild, and chaotic.
But JJ Maybank isn’t having fun.
He’s standing off to the side, beer in hand, jaw clenched so tight he swears his teeth might crack. He’s barely heard a word of whatever Pope’s been rambling about for the past five minutes. Because across the bonfire, in the middle of a group of Kooks, is you.
And some guy is all over you.
A rich, preppy-looking asshole with a perfect haircut and a smug grin, standing way too close, whispering something in your ear that makes you laugh.
JJ doesn’t like it. Not one bit.
“You good, man?” Pope finally asks, following his line of sight. His expression shifts when he sees what—or who—JJ is staring at.
“Shit,” Pope mutters. “You look like you’re about to murder someone.”
JJ scoffs, taking a swig of his beer. “I’m chill.”
Pope raises an eyebrow. “Dude, your eye is literally twitching.”
JJ ignores him, his grip tightening around the bottle. He’s not jealous. He just doesn’t like Kooks. And he sure as hell doesn’t like watching one try to sweet-talk you like he’s got a chance.
And then it happens.
The guy tucks a loose strand of your hair behind your ear.
JJ sees red.
Before he even realizes what he’s doing, he’s moving, shoving past people with a determined stride. Pope calls his name, but it’s drowned out by the roar of the party.
By the time you notice him storming over, it’s too late.
JJ doesn’t hesitate—he steps right between you and the Kook, forcing him to take a step back. “Alright, Casper,” JJ sneers, tilting his head. “You can go now.”
The guy scoffs. “Uh, I was in the middle of a conversation.”
JJ grins, but there’s nothing friendly about it. “Yeah? Well, it’s over.”
“JJ,” you warn, eyes narrowing. “What the hell are you doing?”
“Saving you,” he replies easily, still glaring at the guy. “You’re welcome.”
The Kook rolls his eyes. “Dude, chill. We were just talking.”
JJ lets out a humourless laugh. “Oh, is that what you call it?” He crosses his arms, stepping even closer. “See, I know your type. You think just ‘cause you’ve got daddy’s money and a trust fund, you can get whatever you want. But she’s not for sale, man.”
Your eyes widen. “JJ—”
“Whatever, man,” the Kook mutters, backing off with a scoff. “Not worth the trouble.”
JJ watches him walk away before turning to you, expecting a thank you—maybe even a look of admiration. Instead, you’re glaring at him like you’re ready to throw him into the fire.
“What the hell was that?” you snap, crossing your arms.
JJ blinks. “What do you mean? I just saved you from—”
“I didn’t need saving! I was handling it!”
JJ scoffs. “Oh, come on. That guy was a dick.”
“You don’t even know him!”
“Don’t have to,” JJ retorts. “I know how guys like that work. He was trying to get in your head.”
You shake your head in disbelief. “And what? You think it’s your job to protect me? I can take care of myself, JJ!”
His frustration boils over. “Maybe I don’t want you to have to!”
The words hang between you, heavy and unspoken for too long. JJ’s chest rises and falls, his hands clenched into fists at his sides. Your expression softens, but your voice is still firm.
“JJ…” you sigh. “Why do you care so much?”
He runs a hand through his hair, looking away. He doesn’t want to say it—not like this, not in the middle of a party. But he’s already too deep in it now.
“Because it drives me insane watching other guys look at you like that,” he admits, his voice lower now. “Like you’re something they can just… win.” His jaw tenses. “You’re not a fucking prize, Y/N. You’re… you’re you. And they don’t get to have you.”
Your heart pounds. “And you do?”
JJ freezes, eyes snapping to yours. The firelight flickers against his face, shadows dancing across his sharp features. For once, he looks uncertain.
“I don’t get to have you,” he murmurs. “But God, I want to.”
The air between you crackles, thick with something unspoken. You swallow, your anger melting into something else entirely.
“Then maybe,” you whisper, stepping closer, “you should stop acting like an idiot and do something about it.”
JJ searches your face, like he’s trying to figure out if this is real. If he’s allowed to want this—want you.
And then he does it.
His hand finds your cheek, and before you can think, his lips are on yours. It’s messy, heated, desperate—like he’s been holding this in for way too long. And maybe he has.
Your fingers tangle in his hair, pulling him closer, and he groans against your lips, like he’s finally found something he’s been searching for. When you finally pull back, breathless, JJ leans his forehead against yours, his hands still gripping your waist.
You laugh softly, brushing your thumb against his cheek. “Took you long enough, Maybank.”
JJ grins, pulling you back in. “Better late than never, sweetheart.”
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What if Diluc and Kaeya shared a darling? (both characters separate)
How would they react if that darling favored them over the other sibling? Would they notice or be unaware? Would they still feel jelly over the other one? Etc. (^v^)
"You're Mine, Not His"
Synopsis: Sharing a darling was never an option. As tensions rise between Mondstadt’s estranged brothers, Diluc moves in silence—protecting you from Kaeya’s deceptive grasp—while Kaeya weaves a web of sweet words and lingering touches to make you his alone. But no matter who you choose, one truth remains: neither will ever let you go.
🔥 Diluc: The Protective Flame
Would He Notice? Yes. Diluc is incredibly perceptive, especially when it comes to you. If you favor him over Kaeya, he’d pick up on the small things—how you seek him out first, how your voice softens when you say his name, how you always seem to linger in his presence just a little longer. It would soothe him, reinforcing the idea that keeping you close is right.
His Reaction to Being Chosen Over Kaeya: A mix of relief and possessive satisfaction. Kaeya has always been unpredictable, someone he wants to trust but never fully can. So if you prefer him over his brother? It only solidifies his belief that you belong with him, that you see the truth.
Would He Get Jealous? Not outwardly, but deep down, yes. Even if you favor him, the idea of you spending any time with Kaeya unnerves him. He wouldn’t voice it directly, but his grip might tighten just slightly when you mention Kaeya’s name, his tone turning clipped whenever you bring up time spent with his brother. He’ll always see Kaeya as a threat—because Kaeya is too charming, too manipulative. If you ever waver, even for a moment, Diluc will be there to remind you why he is the only one you need.
What If You Preferred Kaeya Instead? Oh, that would break him. He wouldn’t show it outright, but something inside him would shatter. He wouldn’t lash out—Diluc doesn’t believe in recklessness—but he’d become even more protective, more possessive, more determined to make you see. He’d be colder toward Kaeya than usual, making it very clear that his patience is running thin. And if he starts noticing Kaeya getting too close? Well… accidents happen.
❄️ Kaeya: The Manipulative Frost
Would He Notice? Oh, absolutely. Kaeya is hyper-aware of emotions and relationships, always watching, always analyzing. If you favored him over Diluc, he’d drink it up. Every lingering glance, every stutter in your words when he teases you—it would be delicious.
His Reaction to Being Chosen Over Diluc: Pure, smug satisfaction. His dear brother always acts like he knows best, always tries to control things in the name of “protection.” But you? You chose Kaeya. That means something. It means you see through Diluc’s cold distance and recognize who truly understands you. He’d use it against Diluc every chance he gets, letting subtle, biting remarks slip. “Oh, don’t be jealous, Diluc. It’s not my fault they prefer me.”
Would He Get Jealous? Oh, Kaeya doesn’t do jealousy—at least, not in the traditional sense. He doesn’t get mad. Instead, he gets even. If you ever so much as entertain the idea of favouring Diluc, Kaeya will remind you why he’s the better choice. Subtly, of course. He’ll pull you into private moments, whisper words in your ear that make your heart race, fill your mind with little seeds of doubt about his brother.
What If You Preferred Diluc Instead? That… stings. More than he’d ever admit. But Kaeya doesn’t lose. If you think you prefer Diluc, then clearly, you don’t understand him yet. And that’s okay. He has all the time in the world to fix that. He’ll be patient, calculated. Slowly inserting himself into your life, subtly discrediting Diluc, ensuring that you second-guess everything you thought you knew. And when you finally turn to him instead? Oh, how sweet that victory will be.
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Chapter 10: The Shadow to my Flame
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“So my mother asked to curl your hair?” Eris asked Ashe. He looked confused and also worried in a way. She couldn’t detect all the emotions in his look.
“Yes,” she answered him. “I was curtain I was getting fired and that she was only nice to me because of it.”
Eris let out a small laugh. He seemed tense, but Ashe knew he wouldn’t tell her why if she asked.
“I think she misses Lucian,” Ashe continued. “Have you heard anything from or about him?”
Eris shook his head.
“I only know he’s in spring. He never answers my letters. I’m not sure he gets them.”
Ashe was the only one that knew how much his youngest brother meant to Eris. Their family dynamic was hard, and all the brothers had been set up against each other from the start. However, Eris loved being an older brother. He loved seeing his brothers grow and learn. He just didn’t have any way to show it without being weak.
Eris looked very thoughtful, and Ashe realized it was time for a subject change.
“How was the ball?” she asked him instead.
Ashe hadn’t gotten the chance to speak with Eris since ball on Saturday. It was now Tuesday evening. So much had happened in the last week. Ashe felt like she had lived a new life. She had so much she wanted to tell him, but she knew she couldn’t.
She would wait until Sunday and then she could talk to Samli about everything. Especially the kiss.
“Boring as usual. Only politics and dancing.”
“But dancing seems so nice,” Ashe told him with a small pout.
Eris was a very good dancer, but he never liked it. He didn’t like dance as a way of communicating. Ashe, however, would spent every ball she worked at as a way to look at all the different dances. It felt magical.
“How’s your back?”
“It’s fine. Almost doesn’t hurt anymore.”
With that, Eris pulled her up by her arms and laid one of them on his shoulder and held the other in his hand. His last hand laid at her waist.
“Do, ti, ti,” he sang the rhythm in the lightest voice he could, and then he started the dance.
Ashe couldn’t help but laugh. Both at the dance and at his ridiculous voice.
“You’re stepping on my toes!” Eris said. “I taught you better.”
That only made Ashe laugh even more, but she tried her best to not step on him again.
Eris had taught her to dance many years ago. He usually would dance with her before or after a big ball. And they always laughed their way through it.
Ashe didn’t mind being a servant. She of course wished they would get treated better, but she absolutely didn’t mind the work. But one ball. That was her wish. She just wanted to go to one ball. She had told Eris that, and her friend had since danced with her. He always said it was to prepare her for the day when her dream would come true.
They laughed and spoke for many hours. Even though Ashe’s live had taken a big turn the last week, at least the nights with her friend stayed the same. Or so she thought.
Azriel had read through the documents and the book three times. The book was rules for servants that he stole from Ashe.
Ashe.
Even thinking her name made him weak in the knees. Her soft eyes, calming voice and pretty smile.
“Mate,” his shadows sung.
“Shut up.”
Azriel was pacing back and forth in his office. He felt so stupid. And at the same time confused. And at the same time like he had the biggest crush in existence.
He couldn’t be right. He refused to be right. He felt everything at once.
Had she lied to him? Had he been blinded by the mating bond? Did Ashe at all know about the mating bond?
Please, be wrong.
He usually would just press down his feelings and pretend to forget them, but this. This was too much. He packed down the book, the hair colour, the small piece of hair and the two documents he stole from Autumn.
He felt almost his entire body shake as he made his way to the townhouse, where his brothers would be.
He walked silently into the living room and spotted Cass, Rhys, Mor and Amren. Seeing Mor made him even more nauseous. What had he done?
He looked quickly between Rhys and Cass.
“I need to speak to you two,” he said. He hated how shaky his voice was. And he saw how his brothers were going to make fun of him. They were smirking, however, they made their way to Rhys’ office in silence.
“Okay, brother. What’s going on.”
Azriel felt like he was going to throw up. He was crazy. He must have become insane. It was an insane theory, but at the same time, he found so many things that backend it.
“You okay, Az?”
He looked over and saw how both his brothers looked rather worried. He would just have to jump in and do it.
“You know Ashe?”
His brothers nodded.
“The servant you couldn’t stop daydreaming about in Autumn,” Cass said with an even bigger smirk. “You were basically drooling at her.”
“Shut it,” Azriel told him, even though he spoke the truth.
“What about her?” Rhys asked.
Azriel regretted that he didn’t write down what he needed to say. All the words got mixed up in his head. He should have found a better way to pack in the information. But he hadn’t planned this, so he just spoke.
“She’s a spy for us.”
Rhys and Cass shared a worried glance.
“We already know that.”
Right. Of course they did. He had told them before. This is so stupid, he just needs them to know.
“I think we should get her out of Autumn,” he said.
“Okay,” Rhys answered. “Why?”
“I’m not sure we can trust her any longer.”
Azriel felt like he was going to explode. Why couldn’t they just know what he wanted to tell them?
“What happene-”
“She’s my mate.”
Azriel froze when he realized what he had just said. He didn’t dare to look at his brothers. He had always planned to keep her a secret until they accepted the bond, but after what he had just learned, he needed them to know.
Ashe was his mate. He had known since the first letter. Or, his shadows had known. They would tell him all about her and tell him exactly what she was going through. They called her his mate, and Azriel didn’t know her by any other name until she introduced herself as Flame.
So yes, he had spied on his mate. But it was only to make sure she was safe.
And then when he first saw her in the dungeon, he knew for sure what she was.
He wanted to hold her then. To kiss her and touch her hair. Her beautiful…brown…hair. But he refused to do so. He was going to be strong.
That lasted about three hours, before he snuck into her cabin. He tried to figure out more about her. That’s how he found the brown hair colour and red hairs. His mate had red hair. Mother, he wished to see her with her natural hair colour. Even the thought of it made his heart dance. She would look so cute and sexy. Definitely sexy.
That’s also where he found the book for servants that told him that Ashe was forced to colour her hair.
He hadn’t meant for her to find him there, so he pretended it was a part of being one of his spies. He couldn’t stay away. He needed to know more.
That’s when he learned about all the abuse his mate had gone through. He learned about the pain she was dealing with as they spoke. Azriel wanted to do anything for her. He wanted to make the pain go away. If she had asked him for something, anything at all, he would to it.
Most of the harm had come from the High Lord himself. Why would he hurt her if she was…
After the conversation, he found it even harder to stay away. He needed to protect her. To make sure no one would ever hurt her again. He needed to see her eyes light up in a smile. He needed to feel her warmth and touch her. He didn’t necessarily mean touching sexually, even though he wanted that too. He just felt the need to hold her. Play with her hair. Hold her hand. Kiss her. He wanted to look deep into her amber eyes.
But now, he wasn’t sure he could look into her eyes without seeing…
When he saw her curled hair in the dining room, he lost all self-control. He almost drooled. His mate was so pretty.
He needed help to sneak into the office, but most of all he just needed to see her again. He hadn’t planned on kissing her. But she looked so terrified and when her hand gripped his tighter than usual, he couldn’t help himself.
Ashe had the softest lips he had ever kissed. He had to force himself to stop kissing her, before he went too far to hold back all he wanted to do to her. Her flushed face made him struggle to stand.
He let himself have one last kiss, and then he left.
But know, after he had learned what he had, he felt so stupid. How could he have trusted her so easily? But at the same time, what if he was wrong? Or what if he was right, but Ashe didn’t know? He just wanted her to be the kind, soft and wonderful female he thought she was!
After what she had told him and what his shadows had told him, Ashe had no clue.
However, if Ashe did know…then he had almost doomed the entire Night Court.
“That’s great Az! But why does that mean we can’t trust her?” Rhys’ voice pulled him out of his daydreaming.
Azriel looked at his brothers shocked faces. He saw that they were happy, but at the same time, neither one of them knew how to react. They soon begun to smile instead.
He took a deep breath and hid partially in his shadows before he spoke next.
“I have reasons to believe she is Beron’s daughter.”
Ashe was getting ready for bed. Eris had left a little of an hour ago, but Ashe had been too busy daydreaming over a certain winged male to do go to bed.
However, she was exhausted.
So, when a knock was heard from her door, she didn’t think twice. It was probably Eris coming back to say something or getting something he forgot.
If she had been a little less tired, she would know that Eris never came back to her room in so close intervals. Their friendship was a big secret.
Ashe walked over to the door and opened it. Fully expecting to see her friend or maybe Maria.
However, looking at her from the other side of the door was no other than the High Lord of the Autumn Court.
And he did not look happy.
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a/n: Shamelessly inspired by the fact I hit a curb, ran a stop sign, and almost hit a mailbox within 5 minutes of each other. So I present to you Graves x reader who can't drive!
Phillip Graves who loves exactly three things: His shadows, his truck, and his girl.
The downside? He has to keep the three things as far from each other as possible.
He would be damned if he let his pretty girlfriend know about all the questionable things he did for work. All you needed to know was he handled things, brought home the bread, and came crawling right on back as soon as he could.
But as he sat in the passenger seat of his F-150, he knew damn well he'd tell you every shady dealing or national secret him and his shadows have ever learnt to get you the hell away from the wheel.
He thought it was a joke when you hopped into the drivers seat! You had booked a reservation for some sushi place you liked and he had taken a little too long to get ready, only hurrying down when he heard the yell of his name.
"I'm comin', i'm going!" He mumbled.
You stood ready by the door with a smile. You dangled his keys in front of your face and to be entirely honest Phill didn't pay attention to a word you said.
How could he? Your hair all done up, a nice pair of heels, and a dress he's never seen before but is sure that it's somewhere on his bank statement. Too much time staring at your moving mouth, not enough time on it.
Interrupting you mid-sentance, he pulls you in for a gentle kiss. When your hands went to caress the stubble on his cheek, he responded with a groan and a bite on your lower lip, feeling his heart beat with fondness for the lovely lady in front of him.
Pulling away only a fraction, you look up at him with those eyes he could never resist.
"Is that a yes then?" You said, excitement clear in your tone.
Leaning back in, he presses his mouth to yours again. After a moment he digs his fingers to your waist, causing you to swat at his arm.
"Earth to Phill?! Yes or no?" You repeated. Groaning, he rolled his eyes and reluctantly separated from your body.
"Whatever you want sweetheart."
Which is how he finds himself in this precarious position. It was no ones fault but his own and now he was gonna pay big time. You had hopped right into the drivers seat leaving your dumbfounded partner to connect the dots on his own.
He should have objected thinking back, he really really should have. Commander Phillip Graves who has been around the globe, shot at, and knocked around more times than he can count did not want to deal with the fallback of wrangling you out of there.
When you reached your hand out to switch the gear, instead of holding the break like you should've, the loud sound of the engine revving blasted in his ears as you pressed the accelerator. You jolted in your seat, instinctually grabbing his forearm.
"Baby! You hit the gas."
Upon seeing his widened eyes, you couldn't help but chuckle. Laughing it off, you apologize and start up the truck.
At least that incident was stationary. It got so much worse.
"Shit, that was a trashcan."
"Phill turn up the music. That ambulance siren is distracting me."
"Did I just roll that stop sign?"
He was gonna die in this metal box. The two things he loved most were going to kill him. Phillip Graves death by bomb? No, Phillip Graves death by his wonderful girlfriends horrible driving.
In fact, he'd probably have a better chance if he had been in that tank than with you.
"Hon you're uh- this is a 35 zone and you're goin' 58."
You made a pfft sound and waved him off. Gosh he really wished you kept both of your hands tight on that wheel at this speed (at any speed really).
"Those things are like suggestions. This could totally be like a 45." You said.
"You'd still be- oomph!" Phillip was interrupted by his body being jerked against his seatbelt. Without a moments delay, his arm shot across your chest to keep you firmly pressed to the back of the seat.
Without a second of acknowledgment you slap the steering wheel with a scoff.
"Come on, that was bullshit! Hardly enough time to stop." You complained while staring at the shine of the red traffic light.
"Well maybe if you-"
Nope. Not gonna do that. He didn't even have a chance to raise his voice a note higher before you were glowering his way. No thank you ma'am.
"Nothin'. You're right. Bullshit."
He would hide the keys away from you from now on. He'd dig through your purse when you went to the washroom and snatch them up before you'd even have the chance to ask to drive home.
If Phill was gonna die any other way than old age amongst the horde of kids and grand-babies y'all would have together one day, it was not gonna be because you flung him into a fuckin' electrical pole.
Suddenly, the truck began to move faster...
and faster...
The moment he heard your squeal, his heart dropped to his stomach.
"Phill! Phill my heel is stuck-" The panic in your voice was palpable, the sight of cars in the distance coming closer in view by the second. Tears had begun to gather at your lash line in alarm.
With the reflexes as a man with his own PMC, his unclicks his seatbelt and practically flings himself over the console. Grabbing your foot, he jiggles it from the wedge it trapped itself and pushed on to the break you had made no attempt to use.
Another hard stop, but one made just in time before any collision could take place. Snapping out of your stupor, you allow the truck to slowly roll for a moment while a red faced Phillip looked at you with fury that knew no bounds.
"Pull over."
With a grimace, you attempted to reply. Only to have Phill grab the wheel and fully turn you to the side of the road, signaling and all.
Clicking on the emergency lights as he opens, exits, and closes his door while you still reeled from your miiiiinor incident.
Opening your door, his stern expression warranted no argument as he held a hand out to help you down.
"Out right now. No buts or nothin'."
Hastily complying, you slip your palm into his and scampered to the passenger seat.
After you buckled your seatbelt in and Phill had time to huff and rejoin the road, he uses his free hand to grab on to yours and press a tender kiss to your knuckles while keeping his blue eyes stubbornly fixed forward.
…
Safe to say you let him play his own music this time.
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Thinking about: Hairdresser X.MH
💭Who: Xu Minghao (Seventeen) x reader 💭What: Fluff. Friends to lovers. Co-workers. Hairdresser Minghao. Hairdresser reader. 💭Word count: 2.4k 💭Warnings: None! 💭Summary:“For months now, you’ve pined after your co-worker and friend, Xu Minghao. You haven’t let yourself even entertain the possibility of your feelings being reciprocated in fear of getting your heart broken.
But, in the midst of bleaching your hair for you one evening, Minghao shows you that your heart will always be safe in his gentle hands.”
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A/N – Thank you to my beabie @ourdawnishotterthanourday for helping me with the summary! 💗
“What are you doing?” The amused tone of your co-worker and friend makes you look over at him where he’s sweeping up from his last client, and away from the mirror you’d been staring into while holding various shades of blonde extensions up against your face.
“I think I want to go blonde,” you inform.
“Oh, really?” He looks at your natural hair in surprise. “I always assumed you don’t like to colour your own hair, you’re the only one of us who has their natural colour,” he muses, prompting you to look over the other hairdressers and stylists around the salon.
Although you logically know they all have dyed hair, even in natural colours, because you’ve probably dyed and bleached all of their hair at least once over the past few years, it hasn’t really clicked until Minghao points it out that you are genuinely the only one without coloured hair. Even Minghao as the newest member of the team, has streaks of various colours mixed in with his otherwise dark and shaggy hair, some of which you had put in only days ago with left over dye from a client, turning the last of his blond streaks a royal purple.
“I used to when I was a teen, but it got messed up so much that I don’t trust people to touch it anymore,” you explain with a shrug and turn back to the mirror to try and decide which shade you like best. “I know everyone here is incredible at their jobs and I’d highly recommend them all, but I just can’t bring myself to let them near my hair with scissors, let alone dye.”
“Ah, so offering to stay behind with you today to bleach it for you is pointless,” he realises with a chuckle and moves to empty the dustpan and wash his hands.
When he returns, you’re looking between two different extensions in your hands. He plucks them both up and turns you to him so that he can hold them either side of your face consideringly. You can only stare at his focused features and hope that your awe for this beautiful, kind hearted and endlessly talented man isn’t obvious on your expression.
From the very first moment Minghao was introduced to you as the newest member of the team months back, you were taken. At first it was his natural beauty and uniquely elegant, yet artistic style, paired with his shy smiles that pulled you in. But as you got to know him and became friends, you realised that everything about this man is utterly endearing, and you would love to have the chance to know him romantically too. Yet, you don’t want to risk ruining your working and platonic relationship with him that you do your best to keep your feelings to yourself.
“This one,” he decides, lifting the blonde hairs in his right hand higher, making you look at it instead of him. Silently, you take the extension and turn back to the mirror to hold it up. “I think you’ll look stunning in that shade.”
“Yeah?” He hums in confirmation. “This one it is,” you agree and notice the way he smiles because you approve his choice. “So uh, you don’t have anything to do after work?” You wonder.
“Hm?”
“You said you’ll stay to do it for me?” You turn just enough to peer at him and notice his expression turn mildly surprised. “I’d like that; I think I’d really fuck up if I tried to do the back myself.”
“Oh, yeah, yeah, I’d love to have the honour,” he smiles softly. “We’ll do the patch and strand test now and bleach after work?”
“Sounds good, thanks, Hao.”
“Of course, any time.”
Which leads to a few hours later when everyone has gone home and the salon is closed for customers, the keys left with the pair of you today, Minghao pats the chair at his station invitingly, prompting you to sit and allow him to put the cape in his hands around your shoulders securely to protect your clothes.
He had finished with his last client with enough time to clean up his station and prepare everything needed to bleach your hair, including all of the foils and the bleach itself so it’s all set up neatly in wait for this moment.
“Sure about this?” He checks for the last time when he’s finished sectioning your hair and pulled on his gloves to get started.
“I trust you,” you assure, meeting his gaze in the reflection of the mirror in front of you. Minghao’s expression softens slightly, and his eyes do that tender thing they do sometimes, which never fails to make your heart race.
“Thank you,” he breathes out and brushes his hand over your shoulder before he grabs the bleach and gets started diligently painting it onto your hair.
As Minghao works, the two of you talk about everything and anything that comes to mind; art, movies, music, family, friends, work, food, nothing is out of bounds for you two but curiously, one thing Minghao never asks about, nor mentions, is romance.
You know he’s single thanks to co-workers having been excited to learn as much when he started, and they still regularly seem to be updated on his lack of love life, but he hasn’t once mentioned it to you or asked about your own. You can’t tell if he’s purposely not talking about it or if he’s just following your lead and not bringing it up.
Honestly, you’re kind of glad either way because you dread to think of the day he is no longer single, and you have to learn that someone else has his attention.
Sometimes, you think about just biting the bullet and asking him to get dinner with you after work as a date, not just as co-workers and friends. But every time you approach him to ask, you lose all your nerve and fail to make the distinction, so you end up sitting with him in the same restaurant as usual with your heart aching. Though his sole attention and bright smiles on you always picks you back up before dessert is over, so it’s not a complete loss. At least you still have him by your side as a dear friend, something you hope will remain for a long time.
By the time Minghao is putting the last foil in and moving around to stand in front of you with his careful gaze glued to the crazy silver mess atop your head, the conversation has only just ceased, to be replaced with a comfortable quiet.
It always amazes you that Minghao is a man of few words with his clients, he’ll respond to them politely and give smiles, but his clients know he’s not the one to go to if they want someone to listen to then blather away the whole time or gain a reciprocated line of conversation with.
Minghao is quiet and efficient, professional yet still friendly.
Yet he has barely stopped talking since he first started on your hair and not even just to respond. He’s started new topics, made jokes, and even walked away at one point from laughing so hard that he had to lean against the chair of the next station until he gained his composure, only to return with sweet giggles spilling from his lips.
It makes you feel beyond privileged to see the man like this; so open and bright when he’s always careful with his reactions and sparse words with all of your shared colleagues. Even outside of work when you go for staff meals and drinks out, Minghao tends to remain content in his calm bubble while watching everyone else act like fools with a little smile on his face. You would assume he’s just naturally a listener in all regards, but with you he instigates and talks, laughs, and playfully nudges you when you make jokes or tease him.
If you weren’t already so infatuated with the man, you’d think he likes you, but you refuse to entertain that thought and get your hopes up. You think it would crush you too much to have your heart broken by Minghao, even if you know he would be nothing but gentle with it all the same. He’d hand your shattered heart back in delicate, tender hands, and that would hurt even more than the rejection.
Sometimes you wish Minghao isn’t such a kind person, sometimes you wish he’d tell you to stop talking or turn down dinner invites, but he never does. He always turns to you to listen patiently and accepts with a smile on his pretty face. It both lifts you up into the clouds and drags you deeper into the aching abyss of your own feelings for him.
“There,” he declares once he leans back, eyes still darting over your head to check everything is correct even as he removes his gloves to toss onto the station behind him. “Now, we wait.”
“Now we wait,” you agree with a nod, causing the foils to bob above you, making Minghao giggle. “Don’t laugh,” you complain, gently nudging his leg with your foot in something so weak it can’t even be considered a scolding kick. He smiles at you brighter. “You should count yourself lucky to be here with me like this, I wouldn’t let just anyone make me look this insane.”
“I always count myself lucky when I’m with you,” he retorts simply and turns to tidy up as if he hasn’t just caused your heart to body-slam against your ribs erratically.
You can only watch, struck silent by his words, as he moves around to clean up, disappearing into the backroom to wash everything he needs to and put away items.
When he returns he starts to talk, though about what you’re not really sure, at least not actively because a part of you is always tuned in to Minghao enough to understand the topic and carry on the conversation naturally, as if a part of you isn’t still having a breakdown over his blasé words.
Minghao perches on the table of his station in front of you as you talk despite there being a chair a few metres on your left at the next station. His feet are on the floor pretty much underneath where your own are propped on the bar of the chair.
There’s not that much space between you right now so you’re glad he didn’t sit in the next chair, while also wishing he had so that your heart would stop racing with nervous hope.
As the topic ends, Minghao doesn’t start another one and you don’t have the brain capacity to even attempt to either. He hasn’t looked away from you once and there’s something contemplative in his eyes that doesn’t match his relaxed expression.
Then, only seconds after quiet envelops you both, Minghao leans forward, one hand lifting from where it’s holding the edge of the desk beside him so that he can gently cup your cheek a second before his lips touch yours.
You’re too shocked to respond, mind whirling and screaming as your heart tries to break free of the confinements of your chest to jump into his elegant hands to make a home there in his peaceful touch.
When Minghao pulls back after only a few seconds of soft pressure, he gives you small, apologetic smile and settles back against the table while both hands grip the edge. “Sorry, I just…I’ve wanted to kiss you for a long time and couldn’t stop myself anymore.”
“Y-you have?” He nods and then yelps when you reach out to hit his arm.
“Ow! I said sorry!” He defends and flails to grab your hands before you can whack him again, even if you are barely adding any sting to your touch, not wanting to hurt him and he knows that, he has to know that.
“Why did you have to pick now when I look like this?!” You exclaim and free one hand from his hold to motion to your hair.
He glances up at the foils then looks at you. “I don’t understand.”
“I look crazy, Minghao! Of all the times you could kiss me, you chose this to be the first? Now this is what we’re both going to think of every time our first kiss comes up! Couldn’t you have chosen a time when I look decent?”
“You’re ridiculous,” he declares flatly then leans over to press a quick peck to your lips again. “You’re always beautiful to me,” his lips brush against yours as he speaks.
“Hao…” You reach up to touch your fingers to his jaw gently. “Do you mean that?”
“When have I ever said something I don’t mean?”
“I…Good point,” you concede then tilt your chin up the miniscule distance needed to kiss him. You feel his lips turn up into a smile before he kisses you back.
“I want to clarify,” he says when he’s leaning against the table again, but he’s slouched more now so that he can comfortably hold your hand with your fingers laced together. “I really like you and I would like to date you, not just kiss. But I’d of course like to do that too, a lot, if possible.”
“Very possible,” you confirm with an emphatic nod that makes him giggle as the foils flop around your head comically. “I’ve been trying to ask this for so long now but tonight, please get dinner with me, as a date, not just friends.”
Minghao doesn’t answer at first, but he does light up with joy before he sweeps back in to kiss you happily, hands cupping your cheeks to brush his thumbs over your skin adoringly.
After many kisses, Minghao finally agrees to get dinner as your first date before you kiss, and kiss until he has to wash the bleach from your hair.
Then you kiss some more and barely make it to the restaurant in time to eat. You don’t mind not being able to order dessert when Minghao pulls you in close once outside of the restaurant and out of the way, to slot his lips adoringly against yours.
You’d pick kissing this beautiful man over dessert any day and you’re finally understanding that the feeling, your feelings, are entirely mutual.
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Channeled Messages from Ma Saraswati
Hi everyone!! On occasion of Vasant Panchami i decided to do this reading. Usually this auspicious day dedicated to Goddess Saraswati,marking the arrival of spring and honoring the Goddess of wisdom, knowledge, music, and arts.✨🌻🍀
Even if you don't worship her i truly wish you all would be able to connect with concious of creativity, knowledge,art, music, and passion. I also set an intention by end of this reading all of stuck energy from you people goes away and is replaced by spring and blessings. 💚🍀🌱✨
If you are going to buy me coffee so thank you in advance! (Opps! It's potatoes)
Close your eyes, take a deep breath and pick the pile you feel most attracted too.
Pile one
Cards: Chariot, Hanged man, Page of wands, Two of swords/cups
Okay so this pile might be of my creators especially musician because I keep hearing "there are people who wait for your music". This thought/affirmation can be used for just starting or being yourself to manifest even greater audience. But first you need to start,like take action and then let it be. Don't think like it didn't go instantly viral or something rather just let it be there. Your music will find it's Lover at right time. It's like the feeling of actually just being in love with process of making your art instead of being in anxious state waiting for some outcome. Your music is important for someone so just do it. Like on Chariot card I see the figure looking satisfied with a sense of calmness and yet proud of himself. So make music for your satisfaction instead of standards you have been subjecting yourself too. Go for something new too. Maybe you don't have to try finding completely new topic or something. Rather see the existing thing from a new perspective. I know so many artists worry over the fact that ow it's already done by someone else but maybe it's not done by you, from your perspective? Maybe the audience love that specific genre so they need more perspective in that genre only. Like if I have to summarise I would say try something which is already popular but add new perspective to it. If you have any idea in mind try working on it because it might feel like small anxious beginning but there is definitely involvement of some higher source, could be your ancestor or your own past life efforts. This idea will take you on long journey in future.
Okay, so it was supposed to be two of swords but I end up reading it as two of cups. It can be a cautionary remark. It's like if you get compliment with a sense of critic. Take it with good heart because at end how you view those comments will definately affect you. You can take it as mutual exchange where they are helping you to improve or other way around. So double check yourself how you will be looking at things or these interactions.
Pile Two
Cards: Eight of swords (j with 6 of wands),Two of cups, The Lovers, Seven of swords
Lol somehow this pile always get an extra card it's like they have so much to hear but than i go into deep silence. I want to ask do you watch too many readings, it's as if there's something going on in your head like always but you need to drop it because you have beautiful potential to connect yourself with pure silence and bliss. There could be some evident phone addiction. It's like stop feeding yourself anything you see. Take a break, create space for new wisdom to flow. There are very high chances you might be feeling stuck, overwhelmed and no where to go. So come back to yourself sit with yourself sit with your peace. There's so much potential of union. Union! You might ask what union? Union of you and your higher self who will guide you throughout this road less taken. There's so much success and collaboration on this road aka journey. You might meet people alike you. Just know that, like always remember your soul tribe and your true work will only bring peace to you. The Chances of deceit could be early eliminated by just trusting your inner knowing. If you think according to what your intuition says then all those finger critics will eventually manifest into sweet fruit for you! Because your guides and your higher self are looking after you.
This pile have really strong psychic abilities or atleast intuition themselves so trust it!!
Pile Three
Cards: Knight of Pentacles, Nine of wands, Magician, Fool
Hi my dear pile of powerful people full of potential but serial procastinators. How have you been doing while pretending that you are awfully stuck while knowing exactly what to do ? See i get your fear of slow results but maybe, maybe you should consider that things which take time are more stable, like castles are not built in a day RIGHT???? Like on serious note stop acting confused there are no shortcuts just start it. Get used to process because the potential, rewards, fame, money it hold is insane. Like stop staying in your comfort zone because your goal seems way too big. Like trust me no one is going to save you there not even your guides because you are being stuck by your own will. Start a new journey with belief that yes it's huge it's overwhelming but you are guided along your way. I don't know it reminds me of footprints in sand. Check it out.
Like my pile three you people are walking magicians. You have everything you need to bring this vision dream into fruition. Stop tricking yourself because you know it, i know it, we all know it that you got what's needed so simply start okay. Like i won't lie but there's so much resistance here while moving forward. But at same time my bro it's not external but you, it's fucking internal. You need to trust yourself and take steps ahead! Best of luck for that if not?? You are free to complaint for longer period in same position . Just keep in mind blame will be only yours not God.
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was tagged by the lovely @sidekick-hero to share a snippet of something out of context 🖤
“Why do you even care?” There’s no bite in his question, none of the frustration and anger he feels inside. Eddie sounds pathetic, like he’s desperate for attention, for someone to tell him he’s worth the struggle.
“Because,” Harrington takes another step forward, “I know you can do better. And I hate to see you throw away your life for nothing but an act.”
Eddie swallows roughly, feels his heart rate pick up. Mostly deaf to his words, he can only focus on the movement of Harrington’s pretty pink lips. It’s distracting, and it must be obvious, because one hand comes up to grab him by the back of his neck, giving him no other chance but to look into a pair of green-speckled eyes.
“Always pretending it’s all about ‘fucking authority’ when the real problem isn’t authority, it’s you not being able to follow the simplest rules.”
Eddie feels heat spread where the broad palm is splayed across his neck. Heat pooling in his lower half, too, where something stirs, and pulses, and rattles at invisible bars.
This is bad. He should probably tell the older man to let go, should bring distance between him and the coach, but he’s stuck. Feels trapped despite having every possibility to step back, walk away, run if he must but he can’t.
Because he doesn’t want to.
“Make me,” he grits through his teeth, fists curled at his sides to keep his hands from trembling.
“You’d like that, wouldn’t you,” Harrington chuckles, low and vibrant, and Eddie can barely swallow the noise that tries to slip from his throat.
Fuck. FUCK!
Why is this so hot? Doing things to Eddie he won’t be able to hide much longer, not if his body betrays him.
“Want me to tell you what to do, is that it?”
No.
Yes?
Eddie’s mind is reeling; he’s fighting for clarity, needs to get level, needs to get out before he does something stupid.
“What makes you think I’d listen?”
Shut up. God, you fucking dumbass, just SHUT UP!
That has always been Eddie’s problem, hasn’t it. He just can’t keep his big, stupid mouth shut. Has heard others complain about it so many times before but did he learn? No. So, here he is again, talking himself into trouble rather than out of it. And this time, he can't even blame anyone but himself.
“Don’t challenge me, Eddie.”
Oh, but he does. Can’t stop himself from taking yet another step forward. One step that brings him way too close to the man whose hand suddenly tightens in his hair, pulling enough to make it sting.
“This is your last warning.”
There’s something dangerously dark in his voice and his eyes but not enough to scare Eddie off, to make him stop. He should, obviously, but he can’t shake the feeling that they both want something else instead.
It’s stupid, risky, wrong. So, so wrong. But when has Eddie ever made smart choices?
“I said- MAKE. ME.”
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"so, in what universe are we, Trivia?"
"i-i...i don't know, for me even is new, it looks so normal. . ."
"just hope we're not on the canon universe. . ."
". . .if we keep investigating we'll not have time to meet the Mario of this universe and the rest of the cast. . ."
Strawberry sighs as he just looked at his best friend as gave a smug smile
"i know. . .Trivia, hey, what if you go for and meet Mario and I'll find the rest of the crew? it will make you happy?"
Trivia gasps as his eyes shine and smiled genuinely
"y-you're for real Strawberry?"
"yeah, after all, i know you root for know him and try to be a friend of any Mario, go now, we'll meet later, ok?"
"y-yes! see you later bro! thanks you so much again!"
"see ya, Trivia, be careful, ok?"
"i'll be!"
Trivia walked off to try find Mario, as Strawberry stayed on the place for a bit, he'll then start walking, he knows maybe he'll found the rest of the SMG4 Crew of that universe on the showgrounds, so he'll go there. . .as Strawberry approached the showgrounds, he could notice SMG4 standing by the door of his castle, immobile, maybe he was staring at some random stuff? who knows. . .the neko Mario recolor stepped in to try to talk to SMG4
"hello? SMG4? my name is Strawberry and-"
. . .
but no response. . .Strawberry would walk closer, to see better the SMG4 before his eyes, as he approached him, he could notice SMG4 with a tanuki tail and tanuki ears, and strange red rings over his wrists and ankles. . .too his clothes with more pale colors. . .instead of his bright blue and white colors
". . .S-SMG4? is. . .is that you? well now i am pretty sure you're not the canon one, but. . .but. . .you look. . .look pretty. . .i-i no want offense, but. . .look pretty. . .in bad state, i-i am a medic, i-i can help if you wa-"
"no thanks. . .i am perfectly fine~"
"G-Guh? S-SMG4!? y-you're far from. . .from be ok! i-i can help i-"
God Box SMG4 turned around fully and quickly approached Strawberry, grabbing him by the shoulders
"it was a long time since i saw a Mario Recolor. . .since our little incident with 0 on my channel's 10th anniversary. . .i thought they all died or. . .got reworked"
"i-i. . .ummm, i am from. . .from other universe, 4. . .w-we too lived the 0 incident, but i and my family got to survive and we was like the only Recolors who didn't got redesign on my Universe"
"interesting. . ."
SMG4 lifted Strawberry grabbing him by the throat, strangling him a bit, Strawberry gasps as he try to fight back for get free from SMG4's grasp, kicking his legs, hitting his arms. . .nothing worked, no success. . .
"i wonder how would it feel to be a Mario recolor again since. . .that fatidic day and my design was forcefully changed that day~"
"S-SMG4...P-P-Please. . .t-this. . .this not. . .not you gah! l-let. . .l-let me go!! let me goo!!"
No response, as soon as Strawberry knew, everything went dark around him. . .
. . .
and then a sudden pain, where he felt his body stretch a bit more, his bones cracking, and felt like if his cat ears and tail was ripped off and feel tanuki ears and tail on grow on it's place, blood came out of where his ears was and was replaced by the new tanuki ears, too from his tail, and felt how his leg and arm felt like burning
"i-i. . .i am sorry, Trivia, Noelle, Berdly, SMGS. . .i-i. . .i won't be there for you 4 anymore. . .more for you Trivia. . .i. . .i failed you. . .i am sorry"
was the last words he could say on his head, as he didn't even had control of himself. . .he isn't dead, but felt like on a deep sleep. . .a big heavy deep sleep. . .for eternity
"ahhh. . .it feels so good!~ i could get so used to this new body, i can use it for remember the old times when i feel nostalgic about my old body!"
SMG4 said with a mix of Strawberry's voice and his, SMG3 who arrived shortly stared at his partner as put his hands on his hips
"you lucky bastard, if i was here sooner. . .I WOULD had the chance of be the one reviving the nostalgia!"
"too slow, snail"
SMG4 stick his tongue at SMG3 which he grunts and crossed his arms. . .they suddenly heard someone come and calling by Strawberry
"Strawberry? you're here? we need. . .need to go!"
. . .SMG4 and SMG3 looked at the direction the voice came from, then looked at each other and smirked
"you thinking the same as me, 3?"
"yeah!"
"let's have fun with this poor soul's friend~"
they both whispered at each other and then SMG3 hided on the bushes, he's ready to see the fun that awaits ahead
"t-the Mario of this universe looks. . .looks kinda weird. . .i-i. . .i no want keep here if we entered an apparently creepypasta au or something. . .u-uhh?"
Trivia walked near as saw Strawberry from far and turned backwards just noticing his friend has a Tanuki tail
"S-Strawberry? w-why. . .why you. . .you turned a Tanuki now?"
"Strawberry" turned around as which Trivia could see "Strawberry" a bit
gasp
"S-STRAWBERRY!? S-STRAWBERRY WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?'
". . .don't worry, old friend. . .i am fine, i am a medic after all, no? i am ready to hang out now with you. . .let's start, shall we?"
I DONE instead of work by my own 200 special pics i am doing other's special lol
Long time since i discovered this AU existed and wanted do something for it! but couldn't find what to do since my ocs/aus are. . .well all Mr. Puzzles even my own sona lol and i had planned do it with my sona but she is total artificial
and i saw this and i said i wanted participate and i had Strawberry available so why not! (and be a follower since i followed the content without follow the artists cuz i am so shy-)
@grinnames congrats for the 200 followers i like your AU and whish if i didn't had artificial robots I would make a version of godbox of any of my aus or my sona but wouldn't so accept Strawberry as sacrifice for the collection 🙏🏻 hope SMG4 enjoys his new body that too bring nostalgia for be a Mario recolor
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