#inshaAllah lol

[rabbigfirlee]

how to heal from heartbreak?

step 1: don’t have a heart

step 2: see a cardiologist (aka me)

[timothylawrence]

shared my dream to my palestinian and shami friends of one day being free to take our future children on a roadtrip from Gaza to Aleppo... to stop in Haifa and Amman... Beirut and Tripoli. You really can't lose hope of a free palestine.

[tobionigiris]

receiving these unprompted at the same time feels like some sort of prophecy

[imeminemp3]

made a call to reception to ask if they do wake up calls and now im trying to remember if i fully said "youse" to her

[blackpilljesus]

4B won’t take off from this, women will never stop fucking men. Lol. Just a few weeks ago my friend admitted to me that sex hurts every time but it’s “a sweet pain” even though she’s only orgasmed through sex 2-3 times in her life. She still craves it and says the worst part of a breakup is not having consistent sex. I can’t even say I’m judging her, or pitying her, but I am at a loss. I feel like we are two different species.

Cockaine Addiction will never make entire sense to me. Inshaallah she heals.

[notetaeker]

March 29, 2024 - Friday  | Ramadan Challenge 19/30

What is something you are grateful for this Ramadan?

The magic of personal tarawih that I honestly felt for the first time in my life

I have (already) been able to fast more days than I did last year

Found a qur'an with the same script as my childhood qur'an and now I can magically read qur'an much faster (?!)

Having made small changes I think I can maintain even after Ramadan !! (InshaAllah)

Daily Moments of The Qur'an episodes. Honestly I am so grateful may Allah bless them for that it has been a staple for me the last few Ramadans

Everyone who is doing this challenge ! I love love love reading everyone's responses and try to comment in the tags as much as possible! It's so motivating and humbling honestly Jazakallahu khair for joining 💞

My masjid girls! Alhamdulillah for the youth and energy they bring into my life lol

[emeralddss]

37/100

Do you ever have one of those days where you start off so strong but then you completely fall off the wagon?? Well that was my day lol

I had an 8:30 ochem class and i got there on time

I studied the material we took in our ochem class and took notes on my iPad

I finally created my Ramadan 2024 database on notion and I'm really glad it's done

I had other classes

I got home extremely exhausted and I took a 3 hour nap at least

I went to my sisters house to help her out because she had lots of visitors

I'm not going to lie, I'm really disappointed with how the rest of my day went but I'm not going to lose heart over it, InshaAllah the next day will be much better

Yours truly,

[o0o0thorn0o0o]

Eid Mubarak!! I'm sorry if I'm late, my community started celebrating it a little later than others >_< (shaytaan is begging the ummah to make up their mind on when eid is so he knows when he can come out lol) I really hope you have a beautiful eid with your family ❤ eat lots of biryani, nihari, gulab jamun and ras malai🤌 and please stay safe! InShaAllah may your Ramadan have been accepted and may you be rewarded with the highest of rewards ♥ 🤗

(Pffft, omg, I never thought about it that way, hahaha)

Eid Mubarak, Anon ✨✨🎉🎊🎉🎊 (I’m probably late, too, considering how long ago this was sent in, but) I hope you are having/have had a great time celebrating, and, InshaAllah, your Ramadan and deeds have also been accepted!!

I had a wonderful time yesterday ^^ Ahhh, nihari sounds soooo good rn… my family typically makes it once during Ramadan, but alas, there wasn’t any then nor at the party… InshaAllah, next year (and, well, sometime soon, too, because please).

Still a great time, though, ofc, ofc, haha (I managed to get the cards done! …At the expense of getting to the party an hour late, oops, but was worth it, haha). It’s funny, though—it was such an effort keeping awake at night this Ramadan, but the day it’s over, I get around an hour of sleep (in batches), and I didn’t feel tired in the least bit during the party/afterwards. Like, I’m usually pretty introverted even when it comes to just family get-togethers, but I wasn’t at all tired of social interaction when I left (though, we did play several rounds of an argument-based board game just before I left, and I do love me my debates, haha. Have late night discussions for a reason—energizes me right up). My arms and back did, however, end up somehow feeling pretty sore that night and this morning (which I do wonder if that’s where the lack of sleep contributed?).

But, yeah, had a good time this Eid, Alhamdulillah ^^ Hope you do/did, too <3

[qayira]

Salam girls<3

Yes, I have definitely learned from this, and as rueyam said, I am also closer to myself, alhamdulillah.

Bless him though, he tried very hard. He is a good guy, and I hope he finds someone who can give him what he is looking for. I appreciated what he has done, and I told him that. Not gonna lie, from the outside, we looked good together lol. Like a random uncle who would send his blessing when we were walking, and another uncle from the last meeting gave us free drinks and blessed us. I could feel the people around us.

Anyways, unfortunately, I just couldn't vibe with him. I never felt a true attraction towards him. Thinking about our future as a married couple was hard for me to imagine: like living in the same house, our conversations still lacking a vibe, things feeling very formal, and even simple intimate gestures like a hug would put me off. I know myself, I can be talkative and laugh easily if I feel like I'm on the same wavelength as another guy, and everything comes naturally. I'm not saying a guy needs to be perfect, I'm definitely not perfect either and have my own personal problems. Everything happens for a reason. Alhamdulillah.

No, thank you both<3<3 Thank you for giving me this space to write with you here and for encouraging and supporting me. It makes me so happy. May Allah bless you both. BarakAllahu feek for both of yours beautiful duas, and a BIG ameen to them. May Allah ease all your hardships and make your affairs clear for you. May He grant both of you happiness and success in this world and the hereafter, with your loved ones. Ameen.

If we still use Tumblr in the future and I get married, inshaAllah I will let you know haha and maybe reveal myself too lol. But for now, I'm gonna focus on myself and pray, pray, and pray and let's see what Allah has planned for me. Khair inshaAllah.

Salam <3

aw inshAllah that’s really cute of you haha, khayr!! @sseol the way she started to mention us both 🥹💗

imagine marrying someone you don’t vibe with, who will you laugh with till your stomach hurts? who will understand you in all ways? who will look at you and know how to act right? who will know your love language? ofc nobody is perfect, we all have our flaws but we have to find someone to complement these flaws with. everything happens for a reason and behind every obstacle there lies a deep wisdom we will find out later, if Allah wills!

i would love to hear from you and find out who is hidden behind the wonderfully worded texts, but only if you want to. big big ameen to your duas and thank you my dear! i also pray for the kind-hearted man you talked about, i hope he will find a spouse who brings him happiness. take care 💕

[of-n]

feb 16, 2024.

let's just make it simple.

on this date, we unexpectedly met again. very unexpectedly, because i was confident you were back at Penang, since i took as a hint when i asked Allah to make us stumble upon each other in a good way last time and i got it. so He answered my prayers and i was okay with the fact that you were back at Penang afterwards. but maybe, you were praying to meet me too before you went back to Penang. yeahhh delulu at its best.

this encounter was the first time after the smiling-to-each-other moment, lol. i didn't know it was you because i was looking at the car in front of me so aimlessly while having my yoghurt, just because i was directly facing it. but then i saw the shirt that i recognised instantly (it was your jersey) and just when i was loading, you already went out of the car. indeed, it was you. i then continued eating my yoghurt and focusing only on my yoghurt 😂 i was thinking what was happening actually– thought that you already went back 9 days back, but here you are, with a different car. i started making it make sense hahaha i tried to. and lol in the moment i was thinking while only looking at my yoghurt, when i was confident you no longer looking at me, i took a glimpse at you while you were heading to the cafe entrance– i saw you smiling while looking down, in your way of heading there. oh, i remembered we smiled at each other last time.

i didn't know what time you went back afterwards because i went to catch sunset, but i got the gut something is up. maybe you gonna go back to Penang after this. maybe you just came back from Penang with that car. something like that.

and today, after weeks, i finally felt like looking at your fb. it surprised me knowing you just lost your loved one– your dad. Allahu. it was on feb 4, 2024. and i honestly remembered the moment i saw you, the moment we made a brief eye contact on 31 jan, 2024– i got the feeling that you looked down, sad, gloomy. but i didn't really overthink. i just thought maybe it has something to do with fyp and i just pray everything will go well with whatever you are progressing on. my instinct was right all along. something was bothering you and this was it.

إِنَّا ِلِلَّٰهِ وَإِنَّا إِلَيْهِ رَاجِعُونَ

i didn't get the chance to meet your favourite man in the world, but with all my heart, i want to ask forgiveness on his behalf– may Allah forgive all his sins and give him the highest level of paradise inshaAllah.

and for you– may Allah swt wash off the things that sadden your heart. may He bring peace and tranquillity to your heart and mind. may He bring ease in everything you do. and may He protect us all, always.

even if you think there's nothing left in this world for you, please always know that you will always have my prayers. in whatever good that you do. i promise.

take care 🤍 i will always wish you well.

[butimonlyhuman]

RAMADAN IS 50 DAYS AWAY!!!

(excuse me for the caps lol) but here is how I am trying to get a spiritual *glow up* before it

1) make sure you are praying all 5 prayers

2) read Quran daily (decide and portion and stick to it)

3) morning and evening adkar

4) fast Monday or Thursday (or both if you can)

5) tahajjud once a week

6) and most importantly PLAN for Ramadan, it is the best month of the year and InshaAllah this year would be our best Ramadan of our life

[eleminim]

we expanded our territory to a nearby forest and we had lots of fun with some tailed beasts.

no plan, he's visiting me inshaAllah

Lol that sounds like a great activity 😅 ohh so the great Madara visiting Tobi

That sounds ridiculous 😏

[nepoznati-poznanik]

💌 LOVE LETTER 💛🫣

do you like love letters? what kind of messages do you leave for their partner?

I do, never got one though lol

never left any messages of that type, will do though. inshaAllah.

thanks.

[96babyfuckyeah]

sept 19/23

this is so insane. literally a whole year later i’m back out here man. well where does one even start? i’ll just brain dump

1. i’m 27, sometimes i feel old but other times i still feel young af lol i love it here

2. can u believe i’m still single lmao no like it a actually so crazy/sad/wow no words. maybe soon i’ll be CUFFED i hope to the loml imma manifest and speak him into existence. i kinda got my eye on someone but idk we’ll see inshaallah

3. i want a new car!! the one i want is kinda expensive so im not sure about it yet but maybe i can find something similar or something that i’ll love even more and more cost effective

4. compared to 2 years ago, i am HAPPY alhamdulilah. looking back at old journal entries ive come a long way fr like i never knew sadness like that in my life and im so happy and grateful for where i am now. id like to think im somewhat at peace

5. love my lil friends group (work) i enjoy their presence in my life and my other close friends. sometimes friendships u think that will be there forever cause you e known them for so long just don’t turn out and honestly that’s okay. u have other priorities/prerogatives and they won’t always match up to what others have and it’s just how life is

6. i’m trying to hone in and focus even more on my self, being in my own bubble it’s a lot less stress fr lmao

7. my skin has gotten quite stable ALHAMDULILAH MASHALLAH im so happy ive had such problematic skin for SOOOOOOO long in my life and im just happy its normalizing itself

8. hurt my neck a couple weeks ago at the gym so i haven’t been back for like a whole month now!! i miss it and being in shape man. i need to get it checked ASAP so i can get back to being in shape although im kinda tempted to get a lil thiqueeee this winter but idk LOL we’ll see what i can do. lowkey also looking for a new gym to go to, i just don’t feel as at home here even though it’s quite nice. it’s almost been a whole year at this one.

9. my good sis graduated from her graduate program and now she’s a lawyer!!! mashallah i’m so proud of her

not sure what else to write for now to ta tA

[tidbitsofsadness]

Haven’t written on here in a while and I’m all alone at home so why not document this interesting experience I’m going through

Found out I’m pregnant literally yesterday lol life is wild

Supposedly 4-5 weeks pregnant but won’t be able to confirm until I’m due for an ultrasound

I still don’t believe it

I don’t think I’ll sink in till I see the baby for myself

But wow the pregnancy acne and hair loss is real

I’m so annoyed

Also terrified

Overwhelmed

Constantly anxious

I keep overthinking

Expecting the worst to happen

God forbid anything happens to my pregnancy

Very scared

Feeling alone

I don’t know what to expect next

But I hope everything will be ok

InshaAllah, Amin.

[raamitsu-sos]

woaah i’m pretty busy today so i don’t get to be on tumblr for awhile (not for twitter cuz it’s easy to just come in and come out, quote retweet, like and move on lol) but here it’s a little bit of… work.

i’ll come back around later, inshaAllah.