#insane and insecure - {mun}

[pitgritted]

𝐆𝐄𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐑.

𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞.  jojo . you can call me any variation of it really .

𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐬.   she/her .

𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧. discord is the best way to reach me ! ims are manageable , but the time gap between responding to messages are a pain in the ass . sometimes i don't even get them ...

𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞(𝐬). sett is actually my currently &. only active muse !

𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞/𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 (𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐡𝐬/𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬?). i've been one to enjoy writing ever since i was a child . i even made my elementary school teacher literally weep tears at my short little novel i wrote about some character i made up expressing shame . so you could say ... almost all my life . I haven't started to actively write a character until middle school . i'm gonna go with 9+ years .

𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮’𝐯𝐞 𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐝. tumblr is currently my only platform . i used to have platforms like wattpad or quotev when i was younger .  

𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞.   genuinely when i meet people who are now my friends . especially since i'm not a very social person &. my social anxiety tends to lead me to assume the wrong impressions . but i make an effort to not let it reign over when i have interaction with others .

𝐫𝐩 𝐩𝐞𝐭 𝐩𝐞𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐬 / 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐫𝐬. don't get me started . it pisses me off or makes me severely uncomfortable when i notice my media or graphics be used heavily as reference ... i spent many years of my life learning how to create psds &. graphics , because at the time , i was making below than average of an income to even ask someone to make " this " for me . it drives me insane how much time i've spent on an editing software to see it be replicated or repurposed on another account .

another one being when followers of mine ( who interact with another muse as i have ) compare writing &. tell me about it . i don't wanna hear what this person's interpretation is like versus mine . makes me uncomfortable &. insecure about how i write . don't try to glorify someone else's writing over the other on purpose .

additionally , when the mun tries to act like they are the only best iteration of the character . although it hasn't happened to me , i've seen it from a by standing party . learn to separate muse from the mun .

just have the respect &. etiquette when engaging with me &. many others really .

𝐟𝐥𝐮𝐟𝐟, 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭, 𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭. i don't have a preference . really . all of them are good writing material . although suggestive writing would be a rare thread if it's not someone i feel comfortable writing with . fluff &. angst are free all around .

𝐩𝐥𝐨𝐭𝐬 𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐬. i tend to do both . as i am someone who genuinely sucks at plotting first , i try to gain ideas from the person who desires to engage with my muse . &. i usually develop an idea based off a rough draft of the interaction . if i can't seem to find a sustainable idea for plotting , i will usually repost memes from it's source .

𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐬. both . there's no in between . more often i will have threads longer than others , but they take longer . shorter threads are usually the ones posted far more faster .

𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 ��𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞.  well i go strictly by MST . so the best time for me to write is towards 10 AM my time or reaching closer to the afternoon if i'm not working on classes or doing work .

𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞(𝐬). apart from being stubborn &. wanting to crack the heads of people who infuriate me or bully my friends , no . definitely not . sett is a literal criminal . he's much too bold &. loud meanwhile i am timid &. quiet . 

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[alkasden]

(Munday ask for either Alkas or Floo)

✍ Favorite thing about writing the muse?

Mun talks about the Muse

(Cut for length!)

(Alkas: Oh one of my favorite things about writing her is getting to be unfiltered in her personality causing stuff like how aggressively defensive she is right off the bat or her incredibly reckless behavior. There's also her whole love language being hate and unresolved issues bully type which is a whole topic of itself. A very indulgent character to write about, but of course adding a plot with every step of the way. I'm also guilty of making her as unfixable as possible, if nothing else seeing her made worse and become a monster, too, is my jam.

However, she can be nice once she gets to know you and even then can turn on a dime due to a plethora of reasons. I like adding a ton of complexity to it from her insecurities and self-hate to even her twisted desires all kind of bouncing off one another. Never just a bitch just to be a bitch even when it risks her life.

In the end, the fact she feels undeserving of any kind of good life in Hell just adds to it all and lets her go unhinged into the darkest part of her mind she held back from in life. I swear I could go on and on about the psychology of her personality cause she's kind of my passion project right now.

Floo: So, this character was not really ever intended to be a muse at all while she was just going to be my impsona to use as an artist pen name of sorts. So, she really came from my own personality, but cranked up to a thousand and let all the invasive and intrusive thoughts win. I guess that's my favorite part of writing her, just doing the very first thing that comes to mind no matter how insane it is.) -Mod Nine

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THANK YOU I LOVE HER!!

A HUGE thank you to @anaseed for my DnD character comission! It arrived in the post today and I absolutely adore it! Definitely going to get it framed! Thank you so so so much!

Please check out their art! It's incredible and they're such a lovely person!

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@ignite-the-fires-far teo though

Little dress

[maculate-mango]

Psycho But It’s Okay Episode 9

Ko Mun Yeong makes me laugh.

Why are MY & GT so adorable together.

I love how they showed Jeong-tae & A-reum’s arc. PBIO did exactly what I was hoping it would.

MOST IMPORTANTLY THAT LAST SCENE BROKE MY HEART. So yes I love MY-GT but from the beginning I’ve had more of a soft spot for Sang-tae & Gang-tae and their story. That’s why this scene really hit hard. Having GT’s biggest insecurity come out from ST himself was bound to cause the reaction we saw. Also WOW KSH’s acting at the end?? Holy shit it was insanely raw. Same with OJS in the way he cried and went around shouting.

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MUN INFO.

name/alias: jun age: 20+ pronouns: they/them timezone: gmt +8 discord: boyfriend#1779 little trivia fact about you: I hate nuts in my chocolate.

CHARACTER INFO.

character name: nam kiwoong stage name: woong age: 25, turning 26 zodiac sign: gemini group/band/position: solo #5 info links or quick points about your character: stats / bio

background: — a defiant and idealistic kid from busan that dropped everything back home to pursue his music dream in seoul — not gonna lie, his face takes him places which is how he landed an idol trainee contract with an entertainment company in seoul back when he had just turned 20 (he got scouted when he was taking out the trash lol) — he never wanted to be an idol but it was his only chance to do music and break into the concentrated market and so he grabbed it despite his parents’ adamant disapproval  — without even graduating high school, he moved to seoul and started his trainee life, which he unfortunately (and expectedly) was not cut out for (basically hated the music he was made to do there) — he eventually left the company and took on several odd jobs to get by, refusing to return home with nothing to his name (yes, another hothead with pride issues...) — currently working at a street fashion store in hongdae, where he also resides (finally saved up enough to rent a humble apartment) — has been working full-time at the street fashion store for awhile now but is starting to work part-time again as his music career begins taking off — when he isn’t working, he’ll be making music and he’d even go as far as to stay up all night just to work on his music (if you catch him dozing off at work the next day, you know why) — he started out on soundcloud but never made it far, only starting to blow up after he uploaded a video of himself rapping on youtube mid last year — so while he’s been doing music for a couple of years now (est. 2018), he’s only starting to really gain traction recently, and yes, probably because of his looks — at this point, he’s starting to get gig offers and he’s going from casual busking along the streets to actually performing at underground clubs and whatnot — I’d say 2021 will be a year of new beginnings and a lot of firsts for him, with the light at the end of his tunnel finally starting to peek through — in the near future, he’ll also be getting offers to sign with major entertainment companies and this is probably one of the main conundrums he’ll face, unsure of delving into another contract that might not be suited for him  personality: — a joker and charmer with words being his best weapon (lyrically too, his lyrics are better than his beats tbh) — his playful demeanour could come off a little facetious and childish but underneath that is a boy that works really hard — humour is his defence mechanism, basically jokes everything off — claims to have started music as a joke but really, he works so fucking hard for it — insanely passionate about music but kind of hides it or downplays it in fear of failure and not being good enough (which is something he genuinely believes, despite his occasional narcissistic jokes) — knows he’s good looking and uses it to his advantage but secretly feels insecure about how this might just be the only thing he’s “good at” — as much as he enjoys his rising popularity that came with his face reveal, he worries people only like him for his looks — probably fun and easy to be around, the kind of person you can do stupid things with or have deep conversations with at 3 am (most people get surprised at how insightful he can be as he never seems to take anything seriously) — pretty reckless and hotheaded but when he fucks up, he owns up to it and takes full responsibility of it (y’know that kid in class that admits to their mistake and ends up being the only one punished? that’s him) — kind of like an endearing puppy, always excited and eager to stay close to the people he likes — also smiles a lot and there’s no denying he has a pretty cute smile which he uses to his favour — might come across a little flirty but is no heartbreaker, quite the opposite in fact, probably gets his heart broken more often (this is an open call for people to come break his heart!)

plots or any development you’d like to see for your character: — as mentioned above, people that’ll break his heart (exes, first love, new flames, whatever) might I also add: he likes tsunderes and people that are hard to impress because he knows he can impress them — people that look down on him and think that his music ain’t shit and that he only has fans because of his looks (probably true tbh) also, the fact that he was an idol trainee before could give them more reason to dislike him, they could think that he’s only going indie because the idol life didn’t work out for him — mentors that see potential in him to be better and guides him to improve, basically seniors in the industry/producers that do not just see him as a pretty face and want to bring out whatever potential they see in him (a parent or older sibling figure maybe?)  — a fan that seems to really love him but he comes to realise they barely listen to his music and only talks about his looks (could also work this into a romantic relationship like someone that only likes him for his looks and nothing else, pretends to be interested in his music but probably has only heard it like once) — likewise, someone that enjoyed his music from his soundcloud days, before he had even revealed his face so they had no idea how he looked like and maybe they started talking and formed a connection, with looks never being in the picture? (I can see this being a relationship he really treasures and holds close to his heart) — friends he can do stupid things with; people that not only spur him on in his bad decisions but also join him in making equally as bad, if not worse decisions — someone he’s a fan of, basically someone he really simps for and don’t say I didn’t warn you, he can be pretty shameless about it (oh and you could even make use of him knowing how much of a simp he is for you) — opposite dynamics: he’s playful, jovial, maybe even a little childish and well, you’re the exact opposite but somehow it works out)  — more than friends, less than lovers because I kinda really dig this trope lol hold his hand and tell him he’s your best friend because best friends cuddle each other to sleep right — customers that frequent the street fashion store he works at or even one-time customers that left an impression on him (maybe you stole something when he was dozing off from staying up all night or maybe you met with an awkward wardrobe malfunction that you needed his help with and yes, he’ll pretend he doesn’t see your butt cheek sticking out...) — people he’s met from his many other part-time jobs from before (chimaek restaurant servers, internet cafe and karaoke part-timers, anyone?) — fellow soloists he can collaborate with! 

with that said, I’ll be more than happy to brainstorm something really cool for our characters so you can like this post and I’ll hit you up or you can just drop me an im or message on discord! 

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15, 16, 19, 20

What’s your proudest moment/accomplishment in BDRP?

answered but have another! i originated the labors like pitched the whole insane thing bc i am a chaotic neutral and i wanted to get my way quite frankly! but i am proud of its legacy and that its become something that other people do and want to do. i remember when i pitched it i was like ‘and no one will be crazy enough to do it so its not like u will ever have to worry about it again.’ im glad i was wrong lmfao. labor stuff is so fun. 

What thread that’s not your own do you remember watching closely?

i was reading a recent eilonwy/lachlann actually bc it took place in hatter’s and so i was like well what if there are things here i could Overhear xP and i just LOVED their relationship of course. they are so sweet !! 

Write some love for three Muns of your choice!

this is kind of stressful but i’ll do some newer people ok 

Z, seriously!! I’m so happy you’ve returned and brought such lovely characters to us. Our Nemo/Ian is still one of my favourite threads, and I really like the relationship that Pipian has too. You play Ian so thoughtfully and have amazing ideas. I also felt like personally so happy when u picked up Edward since that was one of my favourite skeletons i had written in the past year. You once again have AMAZED me with ur interpretation of it-- the book that gains a page, the narrator’s voice...literally chef kiss buddy. 

Jean!!!!! you are such a delightful presence! you really made an impact with Lachlann and it shows. I love how you embraced the spill...really helps me feel less self-conscious or insecure with it sometimes ehe. and also again, our threads have been full of surprises. i like writing with partners who i cant predict and who also can’t predict me if that makes sense...we just kind of Ride The Vibe of the para. I never would have thought lachlann/jun would go where it went and i hope they get another para soon! 

Emma, you sent this to me so!! You already know but we mourned ur absence for years. I’m glad u came back and decided to stick around and am constantly inspired by how inventive you are with plotting and with twitter lol. you’ve even started that amazing new friends day (!!) thing which is so cute and just shows what a natural community builder you are. Happy that we have Henleigh, a doomed and twisted ship, but genuinely do wanna say ashleigh has more affection than she lets show. also phinnip ahahahahha look when i send you 20k of the phinnip au please roll with it lkfajldk

Write some love for three Muses of your choice!

these r gonna be more ridiculous here we go 

pip....... my shiny lavender scented glade plug-in. stop hijacking my brain we get it you’re awesome! keep doing exactly what ur doing, don’t change, get more embarrassing, be meaner actually!!! maybe ur the inner mean girl i never was and this is performative art! whatever it is, you’re right im wrong shut up!

nemo.......................................................i conclude. jk i just sdkjflkdal very happy u r getting off-dash help rn lmao. ur honestly my favourite trope out there, aka the good bean. to contrast wht i just said about pip, being a good kind person is way harder than being mean, its complicated and interesting to read about in my opinion. i love how hard u try. 

jun! my favorite thing about u is how i can write something i just Disagree With Completely. I’m like oh ho ho, this boy is WRONG! i also like how u (secretly) know its wrong too but u wont admit it, you’d rather die. also getting really emotional these days about how you are probably on the grayro scale but how different your grayro-ness is from john darling or mel or andrina or olaf and how that helps me understand different types of aromanticism beyond my own. :) lets keep learning about each other buddy! this got serious??? my bad!

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THE POSITIVE & NEGATIVE; Mun & Muse - Meme.

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My muse is:   canon / oc / au / canon-divergent / fandomless /

Is your character popular in the fandom?  YES / NO.

Is your character considered hot™ in the fandom?  YES / NO / IDK.

Is your character considered strong in the fandom?  YES / NO / IDK.

Are they underrated?  YES / NO.

Were they relevant to the main story?  YES / NO. (I mean? I’m not sure? I hope he will be more important, but as it is, he could have been cut out of Part 1 of the remake.)

Were they relevant to the main character?  YES / NO / THEY’RE THE PROTAG. (Except that he kinda saved him.. I can’t answer these questions, I am so biased.)

Are they widely known in their world?  YES / NO. (?)

How’s their reputation?  GOOD / BAD / NEUTRAL. Depends on who you ask, I’d say!

How strictly do you follow canon?

There isn’t much canon to go on, first of all. I am taking what I can get and expand on it. There’s probably some stuff about him that I don’t know, because I am notoriously bad at researching things properly, and also I forget stuff. So.. he’s canon-based as much as possible, but then majorly fleshed out by my own ideas because otherwise he’d be a very two-dimensional character.

SELL YOUR MUSE! Aka try to list everything, which makes your muse interesting in your opinion to make them spicy for your mutual.

He’s wild and fun and crazy and could make for some interesting threads---

He is actually compatible with a lot of muses because he technically works for Shinra, but then doesn’t seem to give a lot of fucks about his employment status, meaning he can also work with the other side without me having to change his setting much.

He’s gorgeous. Look at him.

He is flirty and easy to smut with.

He has a completely unknown backstory that could be explored c;

Did you see that ass?

Now the OPPOSITE, list everything why your muse could not be so interesting (even if you may not agree, what does the fandom perhaps think?).  

He’s a bit nuts. If you’re looking for a predictable, soft, sweet romance or friendship, he is not your guy.

He'll probably die young. And there shall be angst and pain.

I’ve seen some people really reduce him to a maniac to lives on the road to attack random people. If that’s your idea of Roche then I am sure you wouldn’t be looking for threads with him~

He is tough to write love/romance with. Like proper romance.

He has a completely unknown backstory.. so my version might differ greatly from what you have in mind.

What inspired you to rp your muse?  

I played the Remake and driving on those motorcycles was insane but kind of fun - and then shows up this guy who just drove right into my heart as soon as he popped up on the screen, laughing like a mediocre villain from YuGiOh. I thought that was all it was going to be, but I was thrilled to see that it wasn’t. I just love this character. I rewatched his fight scenes with Cloud a hundred times. He is so.. peculiar. I just couldn’t stop thinking about him, and then I saw a bit more of him on tumblr, fanarts and such, and I wanted to give it a shot :)

What keeps your inspiration going? 

New headcanons about him that pop into my head. Finding other people who love him and talking to them & rping with them! Like with all muses, I tend to love them even more the longer I play them, compared to when I start out, because new stories around them develop, I get a clearer image of their character and backstory in my head, and new plans for their future :) On a more to-the-point level: quotes, poems, music, images, all those things give me inspiration. Also similar characters in other media, or stories that fit Roche and that I can recycle and reform into part of his.

Some more personal questions for the mun.

Give your mutuals some insight about the way you are in some matters, which could lead them to get more comfortable with you or perhaps not.

Do you think you give your character justice?  YES / NO. According to whom? I am alright with the way I write him, or I’d be doing it differently. Would Square Enix think I am doing a good job? Idk. Do other Roche rpers think I am? Idk. Does it matter? As long as there are people who enjoy writing with my version of him, I am doing my job, I think :) There are Roche portrayals I find “better” than mine in some ways, more developed, but I don’t really compare myself in that way. 

Do you frequently write headcanons?  YES / NO.

Do you sometimes write drabbles?  YES / NO.  

Do you think a lot about your Muse during the day? YES / NO.

Are you confident in your portrayal?   YES / NO. Yes and now because while I stand to the way I write all my muses, Roche in particular is one I haven’t fully developed yet. There are things about his story I am still unsure about or have no clear ideas for yet. So, I’m not feeling insecure when I write him, but I am not overly confident in throwing him in any situation, because something might come up that’ll require me to think harder that I’d have to while playing.. e.g. Rufus.

Are you confident in your writing?  YES / NO. I’m no Rowling, I’m no Tolkien, I know that. But I think my writing is alright. I try to put some internal thoughts in my replies, describe the scene abit, offer some dialogue if applicable, and move the action forward. I am not writing a book here, I am writing something interactive, so my partner is my main concern aside from telling the story. I do feel like I’m doing an okay job at that, so in that sense I am confident in my writing.

Are you a sensitive person?  YES / NO. I’m not entirely sure what this is referring to, but generally I’d say no. I can deal with most topics, it’s pretty hard to offend me, I’m open to most things, and there are very few issues I feel like they can’t be solve with just talking about them.

Do you accept criticism well about your portrayal?

It depends? I almost never get constructive criticism. What I absolutely accept is things like.. someone correcting mistakes I’ve made in terms of timelines or canon facts, because I am lazy by default and tend to not research something well and just wing it. So it might be that I’ll put some fake news into my threads that I have no problem with if someone corrects - actually, please do, I’ll gladly fix it. (Especially if they’re relevant to your muse.)

If someone dislikes a headcanon of mine or something that is particular to my portrayal of Roche, that’s really not something I aspire to change. I have my ideas of him and everyone else has their own. If a friend came to me and told me a certain headcanon of mine makes no sense because of the canon storyline or whatever, and it sounded valid to me, I’d consider that. That wouldn’t offend me. If someone just told me they dislike an idea I had, that is the kind of criticism I don’t really accept. That’s not criticism to me, that is a personal opinion that we disagree on. It’s not my problem if someone dislikes my portrayal, they don’t have to interact with it. I take no offense in that, unless it’s reported to me in a rude manner.

With regard to my writing? I don’t ask for criticism and I don’t really want it either. I know what areas I have to work on in order to improve, I don’t need anyone to give me pointers there. I have enough of that in my academic papers at university ;) This is a hobby, so I’m trying to have a good time and good plays with others, I’m not trying to win any awards. However, if I post a reply my partners aren’t sure how to work with (e.g. they need more dialogue, or more action) I am absolutely willing to edit it, no problem. Also, not just on tumblr/in the RPC but in general, people are really really REALLY bad at giving constructive criticism. It never ceases to amaze me how much people suck at that. Like I said, I don’t get offended easily, but it makes me laugh sometimes (e.g. after presentations at uni) how horrible the feedback comes across sometimes. And then everyone gets butthurt and I once again marvel at the fact that no lecturer ever gives advice on how to give good feeback. (I guess because a lot of lecturers can’t do it either.)

Do you like questions, which help you explore your character?  

Absolutely! It helps a lot. Sometimes it’s a real challenge, but those are necessary and very welcome while developing a character. Other people often think of things I didn’t even consider, so I welcome it when they come into my askbox with these questions :)

If someone disagrees to a headcanon of yours, do you want to know why? 

Maybe? If it was a friend or an rp partner, I’d hear them out for sure. If it was someone I don’t even write with.. maybe not. Like, what’s the point? Clearly I made up my mind about it, so why would you come to me to inform me that you see it differently? Go right ahead, neither one of us writes these games, so both our versions are equally right or wrong. If it’s about something that could lead to an interesting discussion, though? I’d be interested to hear your thoughts.

If someone disagrees with your portrayal, how would you take it?

I'd say some people like chocolate ice cream and some like vanilla. That’s okay. I’m not trying to please everyone on tumblr, I’m here to write what I want to write and if just one other person likes my portrayal, that can be enough for me :) If someone dislikes my portrayal, they’re free not to interact with me.

If someone really hates your character, how do you take it?  

I’ve written more characters that were absolutely despised by a good chunk of the fandoms I was in, than characters who were loved, I think. I couldn’t care less. If someone hates Roche - or any of my muses - that’s their thing and has nothing to do with me. As long as they don’t feel the need to inform me about it or send me hate over it, what’s it to me? I don’t need people to like my favorite characters, it has no influence on how I feel.

But also.. why would you hate Roche? Look at him, he’s amazing :D

Are you okay with people pointing out your grammatical errors?  

Sure. English isn’t my first language, I’m sure I make mistakes all the time. I’m not embarrassed by that, everyone makes mistakes, even people whose first language is English. That being said, don’t go weeding through my posts looking for mistakes, because I won’t go back and fix them in most cases, so it’s really a waste of time~

Do you think you are easy going as a mun?

I think so. I’m pretty relaxed most of the time, and I try to be polite and kind in any situation that comes up. I don’t get offended unless you’re accusing me of something I didn’t do, twist my words, insult my friends, or act like a total brat. Before I start a war with someone, I’ll usually withdraw myself from the situation. I am pro-unfollowing/blocking if I dislike someone. I would never send anon hate or write a call out. I’m not here for that. I think we should all try to be kinder than we feel, we should all show respect for others and tolerate differences, and we should try to treat people the way we want to be treated. Live and let live.

That’s about it, congrats for filling out!

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This is Killian Maverick! His quirk is bat! He’s a little sweetie :)

I don’t have so many friends with Bnha OCs so feel free to send me yours or canon characters from an AU :D (Just reblog and add a ref of that character or sth like that) I probably gonna do this on Sunday and then choose randomly 9 characters.

[automated-life]

Rhea now has both a Bleach and a Kabaneri of the Iron Fortress verse! If you wish to interact with her in those verses, please let me know!

Bleach

Kabaneri of the iron fortress

[mxbxcracy]

My new blog is killing me, why do I like to be detailed with things

[pxppinmolly-archived]

♣ ♡ ☂ ▽

Hi Welcome To “Me Time” - Jenna Marbles

♣ Is there an author(s) that you look up to with your writing skills?

Authors? Not really. Muns? Absolutely! I’ve listed them before and I won’t go @’ing them but like.

People like Toxic, Summer, Redacted, V, Illicit, Kiwi, even people like you and Zick ! All my mutuals, really !! Everyone is so talented and creative I sob;;

♡ Would you ever write a poly ship?

I’ve never written one and I’d be down to explore one ... It’s just with Molly she is.. Very hard to poly ship with.

She has INSANE insecurity and inferiority complex so like. It’s hard. She’s SUPER easily jealous and like. It’d be unhealthy for her to be put in that situation BUT

There’s been some scenarios where she’s been like. Okay with the idea -- only like. Twice really and funnily enough both involve Angel so like SKDJ (obviously, not dating Angel, but them dating the same person. Shenanigans!)

☂ How does your muse spend a rainy day? How do you spend a rainy day?

Molly spends them curled up inside! Probably reading a book or watching some television if anything catches her fancy. I spend them also curled up inside on the computer as well, but I tend to like having my window open and listening to the rain! I love rainy weather sobs

▽ Why did you create this muse?

I sat up to write this reply I want you to know.

I was first introduced to Molly as a character by @/stripesncigs when they were getting me into Hazbin and giving me a list of all the characters. When I first saw Molly it was love at first sight. Literally. I was so focused on her I just.. I don’t know, it was a deep connection. I remember I legit changed my icon to be of Molly like within the next minute. I remember scouring for art for her, and back then it was SO hard to find ANY Molly content, there was probably only like.. four pieces of popular fanart and one artist who doodled a lot of her.

I was like. Hyper fixated. And it sucked because Tord told me legit “there’s only two bits of canon info” and I just rolled with it.

I remember the two of us going back and forth with funny spider fam scenarios, I already brewed up my headcanons and perception of her.

I remember I saw like. One or two blogs for Molly at the time when I was in Tumblr RP and had one foot in the Hazbin RPC (I had an Alice Angel blog at the time w/ a Hazbin verse) and I just.. Didn’t like how she was portrayed, not my cup of tea. Same in some posts and art I’ve seen of her.

A lot of people painted her as like. Soft uwu baby and like. Cry baby and thing that needed Angel or Arackniss to protect her and I just... No? Lol.

She grew up in an Italian crime family, she’s named after the drug of Ecstasy. She isn’t like. uwu baby uwu.

So, I finally decided to delve into Hazbin RPC like. With an actual muse for Hazbin. The idea of rping Molly has been on my mind a LOT but since we had like. No canon info and she was a character not very well known it made me hesitant, as well as feeling like I would be intruding on my friends who rp’d Angel and Arackniss and had their set lore for where the hell Molly was.

Finally said fuck it and caved and I did ONE test reply as her and it was immediate. I made the sideblog and fell in love. It was originally low activity because I didnt think I’d be active here but low and behold I write here more than any other blog and wish I did make this it’s own blog, but, ah well.

Molly is a character I just immediately felt connected with. She resonates deeply with me! She’s very important to me and like.. Is my baby! I care so much about this spider. She grew and has changed so much over the like.. A little over a year, year and a half, since I’ve been introduced to her. Both on my blog AND like. In the community.

Causation doesn’t equal correlation but since my creation of the blog I’ve seen a LOT more recognition for Molly, she began being mentioned more in streams (and once even someone donated 5 dollars for Viv to Draw Alastor hugging Molly and I was dead.) and Tord has told me, who has been in Viv’s circle since the dawn of time, that Molly in the fandom/media has changed to fit more how I portrayed her than when she was first around as little baby fussy Molly.

So many people told me they had no idea who Molly was until me, told me they thought Molly was straight up on OC and also have made so many people fall in love with this spider with me.

And honestly I can not be more thankful.

So, simply put

tl:dr: her design was cute, I felt connected immediately and decided to rp her because I was tired of how people seemed to portray her as and I wanted to finally join the hazbin rpc, essentially.

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.....how bout my url?

My Opinion on;

Character in general: aight *cracks neck* get ready for the paragraphs Em

So I think Spider-Man is one of my earliest loves, and my most guarded secrets when I was a kid. Growing up, I was bullied relentlessly for not “being like the other girls in my class” (as funny as that sounds now), and my interests were often the target when it wasn’t my personality traits. As such, I learned to guard my interests close to my heart, two in particular: Star Wars, and Spider-Man.

Now, I remember being eight years old and writing my first Star Wars fanfic, and following it CLOSELY with my second, a Spider-Man fanfic. I never loved Toby McGuire’s Spider-Man, but it was the ONLY Spider-Man content I knew at the time (because I didn’t watch much TV aside from the Danny Phantom episodes that were on Nickelodeon at six thirty when I was eating breakfast before school), so I was sort of working off nothing. My brother actually finally got into cartoons when he was about six, and that’s when HE started to watch Spider-Man cartoons, and I remember being planted in front of the TV RIGHT next to him waiting to see what shenanigans were going on.

I loved Spider-Man WELL before girls liking superheroes were popular, and when I tried to tell people about this interest, I was mocked heavily for it. I began to hoard collections of things - episodes, comic strips I’d found at the library, the Toby movies, etc. I was afraid to even tell my PARENTS I liked Spider-Man, which was,,, dumb, looking back aksjdfhsjakdf but I guess I also liked that it was solely mine?

Peter Parker is a character that I have always resonated with. Like Aladdin, I instantly connected to Peter --- from his sense of humor to his insecurity to the ol’ Parker Luck, I just really had an instant click with him as a character. I loved that he was fourteen (which, to me, seemed INSANELY old at the time and now sees laughably young), I loved that he never knew when to give up, I loved that even though life constantly seemed to try to break him he was always putting himself back together.

I also adored, and still adore, that he was a homegrown superhero. Sure, Tony Stark had billions to go off of, but Peter made his webshooters (well, not according to Toby, but I actually HATED that as a kid (a fear of bugs will do that)) and decided he’d come up with his own device on his own, funny enough. I loved that everything was very much a “basement” superhero operation, with him jerry rigging police radios and sewing his own suits. 

It made me really think that anything was possible and that everyday people could be extraordinary --- and something that I’ve always been amazed by, especially looking back, is how I didn’t think everyday people could be Spider-Man. The chances of being bitten by a spider and turned into a dude with powers? GOD I wished, but not likely. I believed in everyday people being extraordinary because of PETER PARKER, even at eight years old, and I still think that message managing to get across to an EIGHT year old is the true meaning of what it means for media to resonate with someone.

How they play them: I adore your Peter. I’m admittedly VERY critical of portrayals of characters I love (that comes from years of reading fanfic and only accepting what I deemed Top Tier and Read Again Worthy), and let me tell you, your Peter just hits all the buttons for me. I love everything about your portrayal, honestly, like it could NOT be any better.The Mun: you know I stan you hard Em HJSDKJAFAHSKDF but honestly you are such a sweetheart and one of the kindest people I’ve ever met, like I absolutely count myself lucky to know you like wowie i love ya a lot

Do I:

RP with them: YES I DOWant to RP with them: always, always, always

What is my;

Overall Opinion:

I adore you and it’s no wonder why

**Note: Mun’s answer are all to be completely honest. Don’t send url if you don’t want brutal honesty

[nikolinahart]

( AXEL AURIANT, CIS-MALE, HE/HIM ) Oh look, theres CHARLIE SINCLAIR the EIGHTEEN year old SENIOR crossing the courtyard. I read on the bathroom wall that they’re ANXIOUS and INSECURE, but I think that they’re ARTISTIC and ENDEARING. Let’s just see what this year holds?

hi okay! it’s madison again, posting the intro for my son. some of these things are subject to change because i still need to talk to juliet’s mun about their family dynamic :)

tw: depression, suicide attempt, student teacher relationship

-The Sinclair family is a super well off and wealthy family which means that Charlie was destined for great things ( and even greater pressures ) before he was even born.

-Twin brother to Holly

-He has never really fit in anywhere. Has always been shy and quiet.

-Suffering from panic and asthma attacks since he was a young boy.

-Anxiety plagues him often as a catalyst into more severe panic attacks that he has no control over.

-Parents found out he was a piano prodigy when he was about 3? Seriously he was even on the Ellen show that’s how insane his skills were.

-The only time he really leaves his mind is when his nimble fingers are gracing the keys of a piano.

-It’s like his mind was developed to transcribe music. He looks at sheet music or even blank sheet music and the world seems a lot less scary to him. It just makes sense. The order and the discipline is something that he wished he could apply more to the terrifying world around him.

-He’s not very good at talking but everyone stopped giving him shit for it when they realized he was a piano prodigy.

-Seriously Julliard is already trying to poach him.

-Very in the closet and gay.

-Actually had a secret affair with one of his music teacher’s that no one knew about but Charlie was in love. Head over heels but the teacher didn’t feel the same way in the end and was just using him. (Admins let me know if this plot isn’t allowed!)

-He was broken hearted.

-Always feels like he’s a burden on everyone so he doesn’t talk about himself much or his feelings. Remembering how annoying it used to get when he’d have asthma attacks on family vacations and everything thing.

-His depression became consuming and he started isolating even more from his twin and everyone around him

-He tried to take his life over Summer Break.

-Obviously didn’t succeed.

-Spent a few months in a hospital getting the help he needs and he’s just now coming back 

-He’s terrified to go back to school because he knows everyone knows.

-He’s doing better but he still suffers from anxiety and sporadic panic attacks.

-OKAY so like even though he’s an anxious nervous bean, if he trusts you and you’re his friend, he’ll love you and be so loyal and so good to you and will worry about you all of the time. He’ll probably text you randomly in the middle of the night to make sure you’re alive.

-He wishes he was braver and honestly wishes he was anybody else. Really hates himself.

-VERY GAY. But he hasn’t come out to his family yet. Not like it’d be surprising or anything.

-Afraid to love someone romantically because he knows he’ll just be a disappointment and thinks of himself as a basket case.

-REALLY LOVES MUSICAL THEATRE and sends like ben platt okay and this year he’s hoping to get the courage to actually try out rather than to play in the orchestra!

PLOTS okay

EX-BOYFRIENDS like maybe they were a secret give me angst, FWB, hook ups, unrequited crush, one of his sibling’s exes that charlie had a crush on,one night stands, best friends, brother/sister like friendships, bad influence friends, protective friends UH enemies? HONESTLY just everything pls,

[mysticalenemybluebird]

If you do read it then the fact that you said Arnab jeh you're not blocking me cuz you're afraid that i might go insane and reach up to your place and create a scene, hurt me a bit.

I don't intend to insult you or bring you back or whatever the fuck you're assuming I'm trying to do.

I just went to see you mun er din

I had no intentions to talk or create a scene.

I just wanna see you cuz i fucking miss that. And i don't even get that much.

'Bare minimum' o paai naaa🤌

It was fucking up my mind taai bole dilam.

I won't do anything to hurt you.

But then if what Arnab said is true. Umm-

I don't think i can't keep sending you sms once a week. Karon you'd keep on feeling unsafe/insecure/scared .

WaO bepar ta emon limit e eshe geche ki. Jeh amar presence o disturb kore toke.

Hmm. Idk.

I care about you. That's all.