#Insane and insecure - {Mun muses}
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𝐆𝐄𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐑.
𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞. jojo . you can call me any variation of it really .
𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐬. she/her .
𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧. discord is the best way to reach me ! ims are manageable , but the time gap between responding to messages are a pain in the ass . sometimes i don't even get them ...
𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞(𝐬). sett is actually my currently &. only active muse !
𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞/𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 (𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐡𝐬/𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬?). i've been one to enjoy writing ever since i was a child . i even made my elementary school teacher literally weep tears at my short little novel i wrote about some character i made up expressing shame . so you could say ... almost all my life . I haven't started to actively write a character until middle school . i'm gonna go with 9+ years .
𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮’𝐯𝐞 𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐝. tumblr is currently my only platform . i used to have platforms like wattpad or quotev when i was younger .
𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞. genuinely when i meet people who are now my friends . especially since i'm not a very social person &. my social anxiety tends to lead me to assume the wrong impressions . but i make an effort to not let it reign over when i have interaction with others .
𝐫𝐩 𝐩𝐞𝐭 𝐩𝐞𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐬 / 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐫𝐬. don't get me started . it pisses me off or makes me severely uncomfortable when i notice my media or graphics be used heavily as reference ... i spent many years of my life learning how to create psds &. graphics , because at the time , i was making below than average of an income to even ask someone to make " this " for me . it drives me insane how much time i've spent on an editing software to see it be replicated or repurposed on another account .
another one being when followers of mine ( who interact with another muse as i have ) compare writing &. tell me about it . i don't wanna hear what this person's interpretation is like versus mine . makes me uncomfortable &. insecure about how i write . don't try to glorify someone else's writing over the other on purpose .
additionally , when the mun tries to act like they are the only best iteration of the character . although it hasn't happened to me , i've seen it from a by standing party . learn to separate muse from the mun .
just have the respect &. etiquette when engaging with me &. many others really .
𝐟𝐥𝐮𝐟𝐟, 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭, 𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭. i don't have a preference . really . all of them are good writing material . although suggestive writing would be a rare thread if it's not someone i feel comfortable writing with . fluff &. angst are free all around .
𝐩𝐥𝐨𝐭𝐬 𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐬. i tend to do both . as i am someone who genuinely sucks at plotting first , i try to gain ideas from the person who desires to engage with my muse . &. i usually develop an idea based off a rough draft of the interaction . if i can't seem to find a sustainable idea for plotting , i will usually repost memes from it's source .
𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐬. both . there's no in between . more often i will have threads longer than others , but they take longer . shorter threads are usually the ones posted far more faster .
𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐭�� 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞. well i go strictly by MST . so the best time for me to write is towards 10 AM my time or reaching closer to the afternoon if i'm not working on classes or doing work .
𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞(𝐬). apart from being stubborn &. wanting to crack the heads of people who infuriate me or bully my friends , no . definitely not . sett is a literal criminal . he's much too bold &. loud meanwhile i am timid &. quiet .
tagged by : @cwarscars .
tagging : @burntscars , @weldlune , @fourt , @uppance , @windchaser , @witchcraftandburialdirt , &. @unforgivenn .
#𓆰ㅤ ㅤ〝 𝗵𝗼𝗹𝗱 𝗼𝗻 - 𝗴𝗼𝘁𝘁𝗮 𝗶𝗰𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗸𝗻𝘂𝗰𝗸𝗹𝗲𝘀. 〞 — 𝙳𝙰𝚂𝙷 𝙶𝙰𝙼𝙴𝚂 : PITGRITTED.#𓆰ㅤ ㅤ〝 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗺𝗮’ 𝗰𝘆𝗮’ 𝘁𝗼𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗿𝗼𝘄. 〞 — 𝙾𝚄𝚃 𝙾𝙵 𝙲𝙷𝙰𝚁𝙰𝙲𝚃𝙴𝚁 : MUN SPEAKS.#jojo content jojo con-
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(Munday ask for either Alkas or Floo)
✍ Favorite thing about writing the muse?
Mun talks about the Muse
(Cut for length!)
(Alkas: Oh one of my favorite things about writing her is getting to be unfiltered in her personality causing stuff like how aggressively defensive she is right off the bat or her incredibly reckless behavior. There's also her whole love language being hate and unresolved issues bully type which is a whole topic of itself. A very indulgent character to write about, but of course adding a plot with every step of the way. I'm also guilty of making her as unfixable as possible, if nothing else seeing her made worse and become a monster, too, is my jam.
However, she can be nice once she gets to know you and even then can turn on a dime due to a plethora of reasons. I like adding a ton of complexity to it from her insecurities and self-hate to even her twisted desires all kind of bouncing off one another. Never just a bitch just to be a bitch even when it risks her life.
In the end, the fact she feels undeserving of any kind of good life in Hell just adds to it all and lets her go unhinged into the darkest part of her mind she held back from in life. I swear I could go on and on about the psychology of her personality cause she's kind of my passion project right now.
Floo: So, this character was not really ever intended to be a muse at all while she was just going to be my impsona to use as an artist pen name of sorts. So, she really came from my own personality, but cranked up to a thousand and let all the invasive and intrusive thoughts win. I guess that's my favorite part of writing her, just doing the very first thing that comes to mind no matter how insane it is.) -Mod Nine
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□ - I don’t have any thread ideas
@my-muses-in-op
That is completely okay!
Thread ideas or not, I’m glad you follow me! I’ll do my best to reblog memes both here and on Rhealyn’s brothers page for people to use if they can’t think of any ideas to thread!
But thanks for being here regardless <3
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THANK YOU I LOVE HER!!
A HUGE thank you to @anaseed for my DnD character comission! It arrived in the post today and I absolutely adore it! Definitely going to get it framed! Thank you so so so much!
Please check out their art! It's incredible and they're such a lovely person!
#dnd#xayah genisis#eladrin elf rouge#rouge ranger#dnd comission#i love her!!!#thank you so much#insane and insecure {mun muses}
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@ignite-the-fires-far teo though
Little dress
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What’s your proudest moment/accomplishment in BDRP?
answered but have another! i originated the labors like pitched the whole insane thing bc i am a chaotic neutral and i wanted to get my way quite frankly! but i am proud of its legacy and that its become something that other people do and want to do. i remember when i pitched it i was like ‘and no one will be crazy enough to do it so its not like u will ever have to worry about it again.’ im glad i was wrong lmfao. labor stuff is so fun.
What thread that’s not your own do you remember watching closely?
i was reading a recent eilonwy/lachlann actually bc it took place in hatter’s and so i was like well what if there are things here i could Overhear xP and i just LOVED their relationship of course. they are so sweet !!
Write some love for three Muns of your choice!
this is kind of stressful but i’ll do some newer people ok
Z, seriously!! I’m so happy you’ve returned and brought such lovely characters to us. Our Nemo/Ian is still one of my favourite threads, and I really like the relationship that Pipian has too. You play Ian so thoughtfully and have amazing ideas. I also felt like personally so happy when u picked up Edward since that was one of my favourite skeletons i had written in the past year. You once again have AMAZED me with ur interpretation of it-- the book that gains a page, the narrator’s voice...literally chef kiss buddy.
Jean!!!!! you are such a delightful presence! you really made an impact with Lachlann and it shows. I love how you embraced the spill...really helps me feel less self-conscious or insecure with it sometimes ehe. and also again, our threads have been full of surprises. i like writing with partners who i cant predict and who also can’t predict me if that makes sense...we just kind of Ride The Vibe of the para. I never would have thought lachlann/jun would go where it went and i hope they get another para soon!
Emma, you sent this to me so!! You already know but we mourned ur absence for years. I’m glad u came back and decided to stick around and am constantly inspired by how inventive you are with plotting and with twitter lol. you’ve even started that amazing new friends day (!!) thing which is so cute and just shows what a natural community builder you are. Happy that we have Henleigh, a doomed and twisted ship, but genuinely do wanna say ashleigh has more affection than she lets show. also phinnip ahahahahha look when i send you 20k of the phinnip au please roll with it lkfajldk
Write some love for three Muses of your choice!
these r gonna be more ridiculous here we go
pip....... my shiny lavender scented glade plug-in. stop hijacking my brain we get it you’re awesome! keep doing exactly what ur doing, don’t change, get more embarrassing, be meaner actually!!! maybe ur the inner mean girl i never was and this is performative art! whatever it is, you’re right im wrong shut up!
nemo.......................................................i conclude. jk i just sdkjflkdal very happy u r getting off-dash help rn lmao. ur honestly my favourite trope out there, aka the good bean. to contrast wht i just said about pip, being a good kind person is way harder than being mean, its complicated and interesting to read about in my opinion. i love how hard u try.
jun! my favorite thing about u is how i can write something i just Disagree With Completely. I’m like oh ho ho, this boy is WRONG! i also like how u (secretly) know its wrong too but u wont admit it, you’d rather die. also getting really emotional these days about how you are probably on the grayro scale but how different your grayro-ness is from john darling or mel or andrina or olaf and how that helps me understand different types of aromanticism beyond my own. :) lets keep learning about each other buddy! this got serious??? my bad!
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THE POSITIVE & NEGATIVE; Mun & Muse - Meme.
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My muse is: canon / oc / au / canon-divergent / fandomless /
Is your character popular in the fandom? YES / NO.
Is your character considered hot™ in the fandom? YES / NO / IDK.
Is your character considered strong in the fandom? YES / NO / IDK.
Are they underrated? YES / NO.
Were they relevant to the main story? YES / NO. (I mean? I’m not sure? I hope he will be more important, but as it is, he could have been cut out of Part 1 of the remake.)
Were they relevant to the main character? YES / NO / THEY’RE THE PROTAG. (Except that he kinda saved him.. I can’t answer these questions, I am so biased.)
Are they widely known in their world? YES / NO. (?)
How’s their reputation? GOOD / BAD / NEUTRAL. Depends on who you ask, I’d say!
How strictly do you follow canon?
There isn’t much canon to go on, first of all. I am taking what I can get and expand on it. There’s probably some stuff about him that I don’t know, because I am notoriously bad at researching things properly, and also I forget stuff. So.. he’s canon-based as much as possible, but then majorly fleshed out by my own ideas because otherwise he’d be a very two-dimensional character.
SELL YOUR MUSE! Aka try to list everything, which makes your muse interesting in your opinion to make them spicy for your mutual.
He’s wild and fun and crazy and could make for some interesting threads---
He is actually compatible with a lot of muses because he technically works for Shinra, but then doesn’t seem to give a lot of fucks about his employment status, meaning he can also work with the other side without me having to change his setting much.
He’s gorgeous. Look at him.
He is flirty and easy to smut with.
He has a completely unknown backstory that could be explored c;
Did you see that ass?
Now the OPPOSITE, list everything why your muse could not be so interesting (even if you may not agree, what does the fandom perhaps think?).
He’s a bit nuts. If you’re looking for a predictable, soft, sweet romance or friendship, he is not your guy.
He'll probably die young. And there shall be angst and pain.
I’ve seen some people really reduce him to a maniac to lives on the road to attack random people. If that’s your idea of Roche then I am sure you wouldn’t be looking for threads with him~
He is tough to write love/romance with. Like proper romance.
He has a completely unknown backstory.. so my version might differ greatly from what you have in mind.
What inspired you to rp your muse?
I played the Remake and driving on those motorcycles was insane but kind of fun - and then shows up this guy who just drove right into my heart as soon as he popped up on the screen, laughing like a mediocre villain from YuGiOh. I thought that was all it was going to be, but I was thrilled to see that it wasn’t. I just love this character. I rewatched his fight scenes with Cloud a hundred times. He is so.. peculiar. I just couldn’t stop thinking about him, and then I saw a bit more of him on tumblr, fanarts and such, and I wanted to give it a shot :)
What keeps your inspiration going?
New headcanons about him that pop into my head. Finding other people who love him and talking to them & rping with them! Like with all muses, I tend to love them even more the longer I play them, compared to when I start out, because new stories around them develop, I get a clearer image of their character and backstory in my head, and new plans for their future :) On a more to-the-point level: quotes, poems, music, images, all those things give me inspiration. Also similar characters in other media, or stories that fit Roche and that I can recycle and reform into part of his.
Some more personal questions for the mun.
Give your mutuals some insight about the way you are in some matters, which could lead them to get more comfortable with you or perhaps not.
Do you think you give your character justice? YES / NO. According to whom? I am alright with the way I write him, or I’d be doing it differently. Would Square Enix think I am doing a good job? Idk. Do other Roche rpers think I am? Idk. Does it matter? As long as there are people who enjoy writing with my version of him, I am doing my job, I think :) There are Roche portrayals I find “better” than mine in some ways, more developed, but I don’t really compare myself in that way.
Do you frequently write headcanons? YES / NO.
Do you sometimes write drabbles? YES / NO.
Do you think a lot about your Muse during the day? YES / NO.
Are you confident in your portrayal? YES / NO. Yes and now because while I stand to the way I write all my muses, Roche in particular is one I haven’t fully developed yet. There are things about his story I am still unsure about or have no clear ideas for yet. So, I’m not feeling insecure when I write him, but I am not overly confident in throwing him in any situation, because something might come up that’ll require me to think harder that I’d have to while playing.. e.g. Rufus.
Are you confident in your writing? YES / NO. I’m no Rowling, I’m no Tolkien, I know that. But I think my writing is alright. I try to put some internal thoughts in my replies, describe the scene abit, offer some dialogue if applicable, and move the action forward. I am not writing a book here, I am writing something interactive, so my partner is my main concern aside from telling the story. I do feel like I’m doing an okay job at that, so in that sense I am confident in my writing.
Are you a sensitive person? YES / NO. I’m not entirely sure what this is referring to, but generally I’d say no. I can deal with most topics, it’s pretty hard to offend me, I’m open to most things, and there are very few issues I feel like they can’t be solve with just talking about them.
Do you accept criticism well about your portrayal?
It depends? I almost never get constructive criticism. What I absolutely accept is things like.. someone correcting mistakes I’ve made in terms of timelines or canon facts, because I am lazy by default and tend to not research something well and just wing it. So it might be that I’ll put some fake news into my threads that I have no problem with if someone corrects - actually, please do, I’ll gladly fix it. (Especially if they’re relevant to your muse.)
If someone dislikes a headcanon of mine or something that is particular to my portrayal of Roche, that’s really not something I aspire to change. I have my ideas of him and everyone else has their own. If a friend came to me and told me a certain headcanon of mine makes no sense because of the canon storyline or whatever, and it sounded valid to me, I’d consider that. That wouldn’t offend me. If someone just told me they dislike an idea I had, that is the kind of criticism I don’t really accept. That’s not criticism to me, that is a personal opinion that we disagree on. It’s not my problem if someone dislikes my portrayal, they don’t have to interact with it. I take no offense in that, unless it’s reported to me in a rude manner.
With regard to my writing? I don’t ask for criticism and I don’t really want it either. I know what areas I have to work on in order to improve, I don’t need anyone to give me pointers there. I have enough of that in my academic papers at university ;) This is a hobby, so I’m trying to have a good time and good plays with others, I’m not trying to win any awards. However, if I post a reply my partners aren’t sure how to work with (e.g. they need more dialogue, or more action) I am absolutely willing to edit it, no problem. Also, not just on tumblr/in the RPC but in general, people are really really REALLY bad at giving constructive criticism. It never ceases to amaze me how much people suck at that. Like I said, I don’t get offended easily, but it makes me laugh sometimes (e.g. after presentations at uni) how horrible the feedback comes across sometimes. And then everyone gets butthurt and I once again marvel at the fact that no lecturer ever gives advice on how to give good feeback. (I guess because a lot of lecturers can’t do it either.)
Do you like questions, which help you explore your character?
Absolutely! It helps a lot. Sometimes it’s a real challenge, but those are necessary and very welcome while developing a character. Other people often think of things I didn’t even consider, so I welcome it when they come into my askbox with these questions :)
If someone disagrees to a headcanon of yours, do you want to know why?
Maybe? If it was a friend or an rp partner, I’d hear them out for sure. If it was someone I don’t even write with.. maybe not. Like, what’s the point? Clearly I made up my mind about it, so why would you come to me to inform me that you see it differently? Go right ahead, neither one of us writes these games, so both our versions are equally right or wrong. If it’s about something that could lead to an interesting discussion, though? I’d be interested to hear your thoughts.
If someone disagrees with your portrayal, how would you take it?
I'd say some people like chocolate ice cream and some like vanilla. That’s okay. I’m not trying to please everyone on tumblr, I’m here to write what I want to write and if just one other person likes my portrayal, that can be enough for me :) If someone dislikes my portrayal, they’re free not to interact with me.
If someone really hates your character, how do you take it?
I’ve written more characters that were absolutely despised by a good chunk of the fandoms I was in, than characters who were loved, I think. I couldn’t care less. If someone hates Roche - or any of my muses - that’s their thing and has nothing to do with me. As long as they don’t feel the need to inform me about it or send me hate over it, what’s it to me? I don’t need people to like my favorite characters, it has no influence on how I feel.
But also.. why would you hate Roche? Look at him, he’s amazing :D
Are you okay with people pointing out your grammatical errors?
Sure. English isn’t my first language, I’m sure I make mistakes all the time. I’m not embarrassed by that, everyone makes mistakes, even people whose first language is English. That being said, don’t go weeding through my posts looking for mistakes, because I won’t go back and fix them in most cases, so it’s really a waste of time~
Do you think you are easy going as a mun?
I think so. I’m pretty relaxed most of the time, and I try to be polite and kind in any situation that comes up. I don’t get offended unless you’re accusing me of something I didn’t do, twist my words, insult my friends, or act like a total brat. Before I start a war with someone, I’ll usually withdraw myself from the situation. I am pro-unfollowing/blocking if I dislike someone. I would never send anon hate or write a call out. I’m not here for that. I think we should all try to be kinder than we feel, we should all show respect for others and tolerate differences, and we should try to treat people the way we want to be treated. Live and let live.
That’s about it, congrats for filling out!
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Hi Welcome To “Me Time” - Jenna Marbles
♣ Is there an author(s) that you look up to with your writing skills?
Authors? Not really. Muns? Absolutely! I’ve listed them before and I won’t go @’ing them but like.
People like Toxic, Summer, Redacted, V, Illicit, Kiwi, even people like you and Zick ! All my mutuals, really !! Everyone is so talented and creative I sob;;
♡ Would you ever write a poly ship?
I’ve never written one and I’d be down to explore one ... It’s just with Molly she is.. Very hard to poly ship with.
She has INSANE insecurity and inferiority complex so like. It’s hard. She’s SUPER easily jealous and like. It’d be unhealthy for her to be put in that situation BUT
There’s been some scenarios where she’s been like. Okay with the idea -- only like. Twice really and funnily enough both involve Angel so like SKDJ (obviously, not dating Angel, but them dating the same person. Shenanigans!)
☂ How does your muse spend a rainy day? How do you spend a rainy day?
Molly spends them curled up inside! Probably reading a book or watching some television if anything catches her fancy. I spend them also curled up inside on the computer as well, but I tend to like having my window open and listening to the rain! I love rainy weather sobs
▽ Why did you create this muse?
I sat up to write this reply I want you to know.
I was first introduced to Molly as a character by @/stripesncigs when they were getting me into Hazbin and giving me a list of all the characters. When I first saw Molly it was love at first sight. Literally. I was so focused on her I just.. I don’t know, it was a deep connection. I remember I legit changed my icon to be of Molly like within the next minute. I remember scouring for art for her, and back then it was SO hard to find ANY Molly content, there was probably only like.. four pieces of popular fanart and one artist who doodled a lot of her.
I was like. Hyper fixated. And it sucked because Tord told me legit “there’s only two bits of canon info” and I just rolled with it.
I remember the two of us going back and forth with funny spider fam scenarios, I already brewed up my headcanons and perception of her.
I remember I saw like. One or two blogs for Molly at the time when I was in Tumblr RP and had one foot in the Hazbin RPC (I had an Alice Angel blog at the time w/ a Hazbin verse) and I just.. Didn’t like how she was portrayed, not my cup of tea. Same in some posts and art I’ve seen of her.
A lot of people painted her as like. Soft uwu baby and like. Cry baby and thing that needed Angel or Arackniss to protect her and I just... No? Lol.
She grew up in an Italian crime family, she’s named after the drug of Ecstasy. She isn’t like. uwu baby uwu.
So, I finally decided to delve into Hazbin RPC like. With an actual muse for Hazbin. The idea of rping Molly has been on my mind a LOT but since we had like. No canon info and she was a character not very well known it made me hesitant, as well as feeling like I would be intruding on my friends who rp’d Angel and Arackniss and had their set lore for where the hell Molly was.
Finally said fuck it and caved and I did ONE test reply as her and it was immediate. I made the sideblog and fell in love. It was originally low activity because I didnt think I’d be active here but low and behold I write here more than any other blog and wish I did make this it’s own blog, but, ah well.
Molly is a character I just immediately felt connected with. She resonates deeply with me! She’s very important to me and like.. Is my baby! I care so much about this spider. She grew and has changed so much over the like.. A little over a year, year and a half, since I’ve been introduced to her. Both on my blog AND like. In the community.
Causation doesn’t equal correlation but since my creation of the blog I’ve seen a LOT more recognition for Molly, she began being mentioned more in streams (and once even someone donated 5 dollars for Viv to Draw Alastor hugging Molly and I was dead.) and Tord has told me, who has been in Viv’s circle since the dawn of time, that Molly in the fandom/media has changed to fit more how I portrayed her than when she was first around as little baby fussy Molly.
So many people told me they had no idea who Molly was until me, told me they thought Molly was straight up on OC and also have made so many people fall in love with this spider with me.
And honestly I can not be more thankful.
So, simply put
tl:dr: her design was cute, I felt connected immediately and decided to rp her because I was tired of how people seemed to portray her as and I wanted to finally join the hazbin rpc, essentially.
#long post#sorry i rambled but im v emotional over molly man OASDKIJ#this was me even condesncing myself cus i couldve gone on LONGER#fever sugar#Interview (Ask)
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Send my muse a name and they’ll tell you
@smart-n-funny
What song they associate with them:Adam Lambert - Better Than I Know Myself
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The farthest length they’d travel for them: Even at their worst moments he wouldn’t let her die . or at least hopefully wouldn’t be the cause of it
How comfortable they are with them: This is horrible he’s more comfortable having sex with her than anything else. He’s kind of afraid of being romantic with her as when he thought he paid her a compliment she took it as an insult, he’s also insecure his dad gloating doesn’t help, he, fears killing her when hes gets pissed off , another stab at the dad telling him he could cheat doesn’t help his relationship . He has paranoia about being cheated on.Damn these lyrics from an abusive song reminds me of em
I can’t tell you what it really isI can only tell you what it feels likeAnd right now there’s a steel knife, in my windpipeI can’t breathe, but I still fight, while I can fightAs long as the wrong feels right, it’s like I’m in flightHigh off of love drunk from my hateIt’s like I’m huffing paint and I love it the more that I sufferI suffocate and right before I’m about to drownShe resuscitates me, she fucking hates me,And I love it, waitWhere you going, I’m leaving youNo you ain’t, come backWe’re running right back, here we go againIt’s so insane ‘cause when it’s going good, it’s going greatI’m Superman, with the wind at his back, she’s Lois Lane(During the moments they get along it’s good.. and when it’s bad. it’s really bad)But when it’s bad, it’s awfulI feel so ashamed, I snapped, who’s that dudeI don’t even know his name, I laid hands on herI’ll never stoop so low again, I guess I don’t know my own strengthare they heiman 2.0?
Would they take a beating for them: Yep
Would they give a beating for them: Always
Would they date them: Yes they should probably date more their last one ended up with vegetables on Scotts headHonest opinion of them: Scott loves her but hates that she slept with his father , isn’t a big fan of her hating his friend but his other bro hates her so there’s nothing he can really do about it. Hates when she gets pissed off at him hating Eric, hates that she even cares about Eric. Sort of forgave her for sleeping with his father since she was honest enough to tell him about it and he values honesty in relationships, plus she’s 18 and in his pov more naive than his womanzing scummy father. She also went a week without sex for him so he respects her integrity. Heidis good points: Caring, nice girl, honestHeidis bad points: Overly horny for older men, loving Eric, overreacting, sometimes bitchyScott is both of those last things too this mun really loves scodi I never saw that coming tbh
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This is Killian Maverick! His quirk is bat! He’s a little sweetie :)
I don’t have so many friends with Bnha OCs so feel free to send me yours or canon characters from an AU :D (Just reblog and add a ref of that character or sth like that) I probably gonna do this on Sunday and then choose randomly 9 characters.
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@clevercreepycrawlies | Yees bug boy and also what a sweet mun?? Every interaction is so fun to read from them no matter the other muse because they all have such a different approach to Shino that I’ve really come to like because he shows so much confidence in himself and is so stinking funny and witty and I love it. ( again, due to my dislike for how he is treated by the writers I’m always open for expansions on his character because he deSERVES IT & DESERVES LOVE ).
@thesunaroboticist | Haven’t rped with Moldy as of yet but even so I feel like I’m constantly hooked onto his character and development of Yamimaru?? Like he’s just such a fascinating character with lots of thought and admiration put into creating him and I admire them so much for that, as it is. What’s more is that I have this obsession with Akatsuki ocs ??? The thought process of Yam and how he vies himself and his own emotions is just..so astonishing, really and I love love love reading any headcanons concerning him, case closed. Not to mention the mun in general is a sweetie and definitely needs more love all the time !!
@avengeriiism | Okay, so even if I don’t usually get the chance to rp with Brook e I love her regardless. That being said, I also love her Sasuke because he, admittedly, has a similar portrayal to Julia’s but that’s not to put either of them down in any way or say they are the exact same because they aren’t ! But with Brooke, you also get that sort of dark and twisted feeling, but also come to understand the storms that are held within him, too. Super witty and a tad temperamental but still a fantastic Sasuke that really grips his characterization especially into the middle of Part 2 I feel like?? ( aka when he is really going down that dark path, yet we see instances of his own insanity and insecurity of what he’s becoming ) A++ friend and muse altogether ~
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☀ What's your rp pet peeve?
I refuse. To pick just one. So HERE. we go.
1. Fancy fucking formatting. I’m gonna say it because it’s the salt meme and lots of people ain’t gon’ like it, but to me, fancy formatting is a mask for bad writing. Distract them with the oohs and aahs and symbols for fucking letters and punches of bold and w o r d s that are spread apart like a horny bitch for no fucking reason.
Seriously. I can’t stand that shit. If it’s bolded or italicized, it better be for fucking emphasis. If it’s a strikethrough, I want a clever use of that shit because I don’t think there’s a legit reason for it aside from...literally nixing an idea.
You are not here to decorate my dash with words. If ya wanna do that, make some typography and post that file. J. F. C.
I want to explore characters with people. I want to break hearts. I want to make someone squeal with cuteness. I want. fuckin’. STORIES, man. Come on.
2. People who constantly reblog memes and prompts from me but never actually fucking send anything in. I’m pretty sure we’ve all been guilty of this at one point or another, but there are some people with whom it is a CONSTANT. And it drives me insane like WHY DO YOU FOLLOW ME IF YOU DON’T WANNA INTERACT. Like, for me personally, I’m fully aware that I come off as a raging cunt, but that’s because I am. But that doesn’t mean we can’t RP. Read my blog; we all have a grand time.
3. The constant need for smut. Oh my God please not everything revolves around sex.
4. Whiny motherfucking bitches. You know the type. If they don’t get the “right” blogs to like their starters or send in asks, they throw those big temper tantrums and delete their blogs, only to pop up a week later with a new one? Yeah. Them. The ones that cry “shyness” or “anxiety” or “insecurity” in order to get their inbox flooded with their groupies licking their assholes to keep them on tumblr? Yeah. Them. It’s the motherfucking internet and we’re ROLEPLAYING fucking ANIME characters. Like are you kidding. None of us are cool.
5. Whiny motherfucking bitches version 2.0. The ones that will find a way to be offended or hurt by something either a mun or muse says, regardless of context or who it was intended for. AKA, everyone who’ll probably bitch about this post.
6. Trigger warnings. I mean this is kinda a general tumblr thing that’s leaking into a cultural thing which is terrifying but I’ve seen people tw food, water, (I wish I was kidding) pregnancy, babies, and a whole slew of other things that literally keep the human race going. Like are you kidding. Enough is enough. The internet has never been a fucking safe space. And as for the tw happy people in our fandom in particular, here’s a big old ?????????????? for you.
Have ya seen the series?
7. Ship wars. And I don’t even need to go into it because we’ve all heard it a million times. It’s 2017. Why is it even still a thing.
#and for those who might lose their shit over point 6. yes I do have PTSD#and yes sometimes I am triggered into a panic attack in daily life#but I deal with it like an adduuulllllltttttttttttttttttttttttttttt#it is not the internet's job to fucking babysit my emotions#armorofone#answered yo
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**kicks your front door and sTARTS BEATING POTS AND PANS TOGETHER** EVALUATE ME EVALUATE ME EVALUATE ME
Send me your URL and I’ll tell you For @sadistic-sakamaki
My Opinion on;
Character in general: *inhales slowly and deeply*Do you ever just CRY? :|, Ok so when I first started Diabolik Lovers it should be known that I was damn determined to not like Ayato because he was the apparent poster boy of the series and I just :| newp. And omg at first it was so easy because I cannot stand overly confident characters. And then I made the worst/BEST decision ever and did my motherfricken research into the games/the cd’s/and the big flashback ep of DL. This meme king essentially went from being my least favorite to being my son apparent and me wanting to adopt him from his shitty parents ;____; . Like…,I was so apathetic towards Ayato in the beginning because personality types like his are a dime a dozen and then I realized for all that competitiveness, confidence, and greed….,oh god its all BRAVADO, and the parts that arent you could DROWN in the depth behind the reasons WHY he acts that way and exactly what shaped him into who he is and how he thinks and what exactly motivates him to act the way he does… You think you’re prepared for it and its a god damn trap my dudes.
The revelations I ended up getting on this guy hit my like a mack truck and to this day I’m still not okay. The fandom sets you up so badly where he’s concerned that when you realize how bullshit it is compared to actual canon if you’re like me its enough to ALMOSt get you angry that this character has been dummed down so much and done such a disservice. I just— god honestly I could go on for days about Ayato Sakamaki, I really could but I won’t because I have to answer the rest of this meme but ;A; !!!! I’ll close off on this segment with this. I love Ayato so much, he is arguably the MOST insecure character I have ever come across and I just… He is a head and a heart forever at civil war and he’s both brilliant and devastating and I adore this bratling.How they play them: Holy shit there are no words that accurately cover how impeccable Claudia’s portrayal is ok!? God I mean have you seen her writing!? Its fantastic, I honestly CRY! I REALLY DO!!! I just, literally EVERYTHING they put out is so insanely detailed and well thought out D:. Like her word choice and the amount of detail put into his mannerisms, and his speech is all so seamless its so easy to envision him going through the motions of a reply and legitimately hear his voice in every bit of dialogue! Like I cannot gush enough about how much I adore this portrayal.
For those of us who have no way of playing the games outside the translations the most lovely people are willing to share, and are therefore stuck with just the anime and anthologies to work with its obvious enough that we don’t get near the amount of Ayato content needed to really appreciate and enjoy the depth of his character. Claudia here more than delivers on that and more, and just manages to breathe such life into him and adds so much depth to his motives and mannerisms while still holding true to the essential canon from the released content available for him. I mean it may be ridiculously early to be saying this but as far as Ayato portrayals go this is my favorite, it MAY BE THE ONE for me. That’s how much I love Claudia’s take on this character. They are my very favorite and just incredible to say the very least.The Mun: Oh god, this lovely bish riiiiight here ;w; . For the life of me I cannot remember how the heck I originally found her blog but it was after I’d finished the anime and was wrestling with my Yui muse and how badly I wanted to write for her despite not knowing anything about anime//manga/otome rp much less the DL specific side of it. It was daunting, to say the least, and I think I probably found her while scoping out the dl rp tag to see if there was any potential in setting up a Yui rp blog. She was one of the first ones that really piqued my interest and… I remember going through her blog, and reading some of her writing and swooning. I remember going through her hcs and nearly sobbing over the obvious amount of love and dedication she had for her memeish son and how she did nothing to downplay his problematic behaviors and how true to his nature she was while adding so much depth through her own insight into him. Then I found her ooc tag and just… Omg I was so freaking happy that she seemed like such a genuinely kind and funny individual. I remember then making the decision that I would set up Yui and that I hoped I would get a chance to thread with them!Flashforward a few months and I’m working on her theme over Christmas and spending MY MORNINGS AND AFTERNOONS KEEPING HER CRAZY ASS UP WHILE WE GUSH AND ANALYZE OVER THE BABS AND THEIR CHARACTERS AND MOTIVES!!!! Which then lead into us talking about RL and getting to know one another better and it was all so FUN and so effortless~. Claudia is by far one of my favorite people on this site and for the time I’ve known her I’ve come to think of her as a good friend, and a supportive partner for all she’s been willing to share with me in both fandom tools for research and providing her own insight into the characters of DL outside Ayato. I think she’s both very wise, and extremely kind and I’ve said it before but I honestly couldn’t have prayed for a better introduction to the rp side of this fandom as the one I found in Claudia when I took the plunge and messaged her. One of my best decisions regarding this site in all honesty XD ! If its not clear I have a ton of love, respect, and nothing but good feels and memories when it comes to her. I look forward to when we can thread more regularly and in the meantime enjoy the conversations that we have both reagrding RL and our fictional babs ^^. She’s a blessing honestly and I’m so glad I met her
Do I:
RP with them: H E L L A XD Want to RP with them: pffft, NAH, she totally twisted my arm till I agreed |D. JKJKJK The answer is yes, it will always be yes, not just yes but F U C K Y E A H ^^
What is my;
Overall Opinion: Amazing portrayal, amazing person behind them I just…. How did I get so lucky? SHE’S TOO GOOD BOTH AS A WRITER AND AS A FRIEND AND I DONT KNOW WHAT I DID TO DESERVE THEM AND ALL I CAN DO IS HOPE THEY’RE HAVING AS MUCH FUN WITH ME AS I AM WITH THEM
**Note: Mun’s answer are all to be completely honest. Don’t send url if you don’t want brutal honesty
#sadisticsakamaki#<3#✞ ℟eplies;; ❛ Answered prayers ❜#✞ Øoc;; ❛ Out of Faith ❜#*blows a kiss to this babe from the tags*
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my opinion on;
character in general: jared kleinman? haha what a nerd i hate him i- *trips* *thousands of screencaps from deh spill from pockets* fuck those aren’t mine i swear i’m just holding them for a friend i- *slips on a pile of pictures* fu ck no they’re not mine i hate him i just- *more pictures fall out as i fall to my knees, desperately trying to pick them up* hang on a sec jUst LISTEN no but really the INSANELY COOL JARED KLEINMAN!! is my favorite character in deh and i may have watched the boot again last night and was emo and sobbed a little because when he first appears “(he approaches with a practiced swagger that only the deeply insecure can truly pull off)” and also later on “(like a helpless, heartbroken little kid) Fuck you, Evan! Asshole.” and um yeah. he’s a jerk but i adore him anyway how they play them: ok so as far as i know cammie has the only jared blog (i was mistaken actually there is one other that is a cosplay askblog) and if that alone doesn’t tell you how dedicated they are to this character then i really don’t know how else to swing it. jared in the show is like a mouthpiece for the audience but it’s also pretty clear that like anyone else he has personal problems of his own though we don’t get to see what they are really other than evan is one of the problems and he’s more like five problems in one. and then cammie just does such an amazing job of delving into the side of Jared that we don’t really get to see in the show. I’ve only read read a couple of jared fics so it’s not really a commentary on the fandom as a whole but from what i’ve seen, pretty much everyone is okay at sarcastic jared. no one else really does “lonely. trying.” jared the way that cammie does imo the mun: you are just??? so awesome?? all of your muses are so well written and developed and i love writing with them and you are an amazing person to talk to even though most of the things we talk about are Sad Things™
do i;
follow them: yesrp with them: definitelywant to rp with them: absolutely all the time on all my accounts tbhship their character with mine: 😉
what is my;
overall opinion: i love u
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send me a url and let me gush! // ACCEPTING.
Opinion on:
Character in general: Boi. Lemme tell you. At first, I wasn’t struck on Bakugou at all, for reasons that are obvious: his treatment of Izuku was awful, and I more or less ignored him entirely. However, my opinion began to change because of you ( and because of his friendship with Kirishima, ironically enough ). You opened my eyes up to his development, pointed out all these deep, multifaceted parts of Bakugou that I failed to notice before: from his unfailing desire to become a hero no matter what it took, his insecurities and his fears, the complexity behind his anger, his social awkwardness, his superiority and inferiority complex... There is so much to him. He’s more than just a typical shonen rival, he’s been given a depth that I couldn’t ever hope to fully understand, but I appreciate him so much and he’s now my favourite character alongside Kirishima.How they play them: WHERE TO I EVEN BEGIN? You understand Bakugou so freaking well, it feels like you’re portraying him directly out of canon. You grasp the deep complexity of his character and write it out so beautifully while making it abundantly clear ( in a very good way !!! ) that this is your portrayal of Bakugou. You breathe life into him as if you were born to do so, adding to his depth with amazing headcanons and a stunning portrayal. The best part about your portrayal, to me, is that I can always hear his voice in my head whenever I read your dialogue. Your descriptions and the way you have him speak is so on point that is almost freaking hurts. Perhaps I’m biased, as I love you so dearly and you’ve been in my life for so long, but your Bakugou will always mean a lot to me and be amongst my very favourites.The Mun: To think that we’ve been friends for almost four years now. It’s insane how quickly time flies. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again: I honestly do not know what I would do without you. You’re the sweetest, kindest, most sincere person I have ever met, and you’ve been there for me throughout everything. You’re so patient with me, even when I’m having really bad days, supporting me and lifting me up, something that I appreciate beyond words could ever hope to express. If I could give you the world, I honestly would. Writing with you, talking with you, plotting with you... These are my favourite things to do every day and I’m so thankful that I get the chance to do all of these things. I adore how passionate you are about every muse you take on ( and characters you want to take on but haven’t yet! ), because you always do them such beautiful justice. I’m proud to call you my best friend and I hope we continue on this trend for many years to come! I love you so much!♥
Do I:
RP with them: Hell yeah, we’re always making new threads, we’re drOWNING in them.Want to RP with them: UNTIL THE END OF TIME. ♥
What is my:
Overall Opinion: You mean everything to me, your Baku means everything to Kiri, thank you so much for being my friend all these years!!
#hecksplosive#` ★ .* — OOC » thyme out!#` ★ .* — ASK » (1) new message!#( SMOOCHES U ALL OVER UR FACE AND SQUEEZES U TIGHT#ilysm words don't even begin to cover it but here have an attempt )
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