#infoposts

[now-imstruggling-tofreemyself]

#jacqueline jabbers - general talking

#took a risk on the satellite - rambles about sia pulp musicals

#matilda's mail - asks

#kal complains - vent posts

#hershey hating - posting about john herschel

#tommy 🧭 - asks from the c!tommy that shows up sometimes!

#marv 💚 - asks from my boyfriend

[tec-a0l]

dylan & eric’s cars

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dylan’s:

dylan drove a black 1982 bmw 320i. he had several bumper stickers on it, including one for “dig your own hole” by the chemical brothers, a dj spooky “that subliminal kid - riddim warfare” one, a rammstein logo, and one that said “hate this town.” there was also a creature from the black lagoon toy on the dash.

these last photos are of dylan’s actual car, the first being from the “morning ritual” video with nate, the second pair from when it was on sale, and the third after being refurbished by its current owner.

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eric’s:

eric drove a grey 1986 honda prelude 2.0 Si, and had a rammstein sticker in the rear window. in the “CHS highway patrol” video, there’s a clearer shot of the sticker seen, along with this clip of eric while he’s driving.

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together:

you can see their cars next to each other in radioactive clothing, and—if i’m identifying things correctly—the black car eric parks next to in this part of the CHS highway patrol video is dylan’s (shown with a matching rammstein sticker in the lower right of the rear window).

[ihatesmiggles]

mr cruel

Mr cruel is the nickname of an unidentified man of an Australian serial killer and child-rapist who reportedly attacked three young girls, in the nothern and southern parts of Melbourine in the '90s and 80s. He is the prime suspect of the 1991 abduction of a young girl named Karmein chan who he had also murdered.

On the 22nd of August 1987, he broke into a home at around 4 am armed with a knife and a handgun, he tied the parents hands and feet onto the bed then locking them into the wardrobe. He raped the 11 year old daughter and had previously tied down their young son. He cut the phone lines and had disappeared.

Next on the 27th of December, a year later in 1988 he broke into a family home at 5:20 am by the back door. This time only armed with his hand gun, he proceeded to bound and gag the parents, demanding money from them. He grabbed their 10 year old daughter and put tape over her eyeballs, putting a ball gag in her mouth, abducting her. She was released only 18 hours later, at Bayswater High School.

Onto the third victim that was fully confirmed, on the 3rd of July in 1990, he broke into a family home at 11:30pm, armed with a knife and a gun again. He tied up and gagged their 13 year old daughter, placed tape over her eyes, disabled the phones and then went to search for money. He then drove her to another home, molested her for fifty hours, he then released her at a power station.

Moving onto the crime of Karmein chan, who they still haven't confirmed was by him. On the 13th of April in 1991, a man described wearing the same clothes since the three victims before, a balaclava, specifically, abducted the 13 year old Karmein. Though, this was the only girl who was killed, she was found decomposed with three bullet wounds in her head. They believe she was killed because she could of had seen his face. Detectives could never determine if it was really him because there was a lack of evidence.

They described him extremely intelligent, very planned, even conducting surveillance on the victims and their families. He ensured that he left no forensic traces and protected his identity at all costs. He was not panicked, even eating a meal in one of the victims homes he broke into. He had never been identified, there was a reward of 200 thousand for his identity and two other victims, though in 2016, 20 years after Karmein's death, they had increased the reward of his arrest and conviction from 100 thousand to 1 million.

[nefors]

10 drunk cigarettes caldre edit before gta6 😂✌️

ac nanocat6 art by foxfeverr

[cirnoixir]

short carly gregg infopost (mainly facts i don't see people talking about)

apparently her motive was just because she got mad at her mom for finding and taking away the vapes she had ,, ive seen some rumors that her biological dad was grooming her and that was another reason but i haven't seen any proof of that ..

carly greggs sister (natalie) died at 19 months old and carly said she had trauma because of it

carly gregg wore a nirvana shirt at the time she killed her mom (and attempted to kill her stepdad) & got arrested. it can be found at SOME target stores.

apparently carly gregg had a journal,, it never fully got released to the public but here is one page that did.

a screenshot of carly greggs spotify playlist,, she might've been trans? idk

a screenshot of carly greggs instagram.

[skeren]

It baffles me to need to spell this out, but guys? Reblog stuff if you like it. This is tumblr. A lack of reblogs means a lack of interest. Likes have zero impact other than to say 'I saw it, that's nice' and inflate the note count. Nobody is out here posting public posts because they want everyone to ignore them (and if you are you confuse me).

Respond to posts as reblogged messages instead of as replies on any given post! Put those advanced tags into the post box and send it forward into the world so other people can see it too!

Or maybe you don't have anything to add at all! You don't have to be meaningful with your tags, you don't have to add anything. Just pass it on!

Please!

Tumblr only thrives while people share what they love, or what interests them. I know there is a toggle for this place with something like an algorithm, but anyone who has been here for five minutes probably turned that off the second that it crossed their dash. It isn't effective and most of us came here in the first place (if we weren't here already) to escape that sort of thing.

We rely on each other to build this community and make it bigger and brighter. We choose the people whose interests line up with ours to see their stuff, but that only works when they continue to share the stuff they see that they enjoy and pass it on.

So please. Especially you folks used to an algorithm doing all your work for you? Don't like. Reblog. Please.

And yes, that includes this post.

[chernobylbunker]

pekka eric auvinen's manifesto

(https://schoolshooters.info/sites/default/files/Pekka_Eric_Auvinen_online.pdf)

[intheairton1ght]

more ‘bowl patrol’ antics

in 2017 these posters of dylann were discovered, along with other anti-semitic images, taped on the walls and doors of a synagogue in sacramento.

+ they designed a shield featuring dylann’s bowlcut, to resemble the Waffen SS military units of nazi germany.

members of the ‘bowl patrol’ were subsequently placed on the no-fly list.

[techramonic]

What is Pain? : How Austin Eubanks Dealt with Addiction and the Aftermath of Columbine.

Austin and Corey

Stephen Austin Eubanks was a junior and a star student in Columbine High School. Corey Tyler DePooter, his best friend, was also a particularly gifted student who prioritized his studies over anything else. Despite having a wide range of interests, the two kids particularly bonded over their shared passion for fishing.

At the age of 17, Corey had gotten a job doing maintenance at a golf club in order to earn money for a fishing boat that he planned to buy with a friend — likely Austin. The two often used to go fishing together and would talk about the struggles they had as teenagers.

Day of the Tragedy

On April 20th of 1999, the two were inside the library getting ready to get lunch with their friends, Jennifer Doyle and Peter Ball. That was until they had heard shots fired from the outside, not recognizing the sounds and believing that it was only the sounds of construction. Then they heard a bomb go off, a teacher rushing in to scream for the students to hide underneath the table because two students were armed with guns.

In a state of shock and fear, the four duck under the same table near the windows. With 10 minutes passing, the shooters had already entered the library and methodically fired under each table as recalled by him. His best friend, Corey, was one of those who were shot after being aimed with a semi-automatic rifle and shot at the neck, chest, and left arm by Dylan Klebold.

The bullet that hit Austin's hand first passed through his best friend, killing him instantly. With his best friend lying lifelessly beside him and being wounded on his hand and knee, Austin had no other choice than to try to play dead while laying in a pool of blood. When the shooting had stopped, Austin ran through the smoke and out of the backdoor of the library. He was only 17 when the shooting occured.

In Austin's TedTalk “What Columbine Shooting taught me about pain and addiction”, he recalls:

"I remember how I felt: I was confused, I was afraid, I felt sick and I was vulnerable. And just minutes later, I was playing dead underneath a table next to a pool of blood. I had just been shot and I witnessed my best friend murdered right in front of me as we were huddled together waiting for help to come."

Pain, Grief, and Narcotics

During the time he fled from the crime scene, Austin marked that as one of the most impacting and damaging experiences he has ever experienced in regards to the feeling of pain. His definition of pain was nothing similar to what he describes in his present days.

Pain, in a medical sense, is the variably unpleasant sensation of physiological systems mediated by specific nerve fibers of the brain that are conscious of receiving signals of awareness. According to Austin's TedTalk, the American Pain Society introduced the term "pain is the fifth vital sign" in 1996. This means that when you enter the room, your status is assessed using five different data points: blood pressure, pulse rate, temperature, respiration rate, and pain.

Due to a movement that was certain that we were undertreating pain, patient satisfaction surveys were implemented in order to monitor the campaign's success. To him, in order to uphold this new momentum and cause the patient's pain levels to cease completely, the ethical dilemma instantly arose:

“Do I issue this person with narcotics to make them happy or deny them and potentially hurt my compensation, the revenue of the hospital? Or at worse, open myself up for a grievance for undertreating pain that could potentially result in the loss of my job?”

Austin says that the healthcare system predominantly treats physiological systems and would rather not assess emotional pain into the equation. He akins the emotional pain of dealing with trauma being identical or if not more than when dealing with physical pain. With that, within months after the incident, Austin was prescribed opiate medication for his injuries.

In an exclusive interview with The Fix, he said that his injuries were not to the point of needing an opiate pain medication but was immediately given a 30-day supply and became addicted within three months. From then on, he said, “I used substances every day, day in and day out.”

After the shooting, his parents took him to a therapist who said Austin was too shut down to process his horrific trauma. But the reason no one could reach him was because he was overmedicated. He was addicted to painkillers, and used medication because of his unwillingness to engage in the stages of grief that he dreaded to face. He was haunted by the past. Struggling with survivor's guilt and the death of his best friend, he would rather ignore the intense burdening feelings he bore. According to him,

“Acute Physical Pain ends relatively quickly, complex emotional pain does not.”

The morphine Eubanks received at the hospital that day proved to be the opening dose of a costly addiction to prescription painkillers - one that revolved around commonly prescribed drug Oxycontin, he said.

“I learned to manipulate doctors … I could literally get whatever I wanted. Telling them I’d been shot at Columbine and lost my best friend was like [getting] an open prescription book from any doctor.”

He could not process the grief, moreso, he didn't want to. He didn't want to be haunted by the memories that scarred him. In his own words, he would describe the physical ailments he felt to be a 4 or 5, but the emotional turmoil was a 10.

Austin never set foot back to Columbine. His parents hired a tutor and he then went on to graduate in 2000. He attended the Columbine ceremonies but never went back inside the school. He then went into advertising and married in his early 20s. Around this time his substance abuse escalated, and his first attempt to get sober was in 2006. He went into a 30-day inpatient program but failed within hours of leaving, for  relapsing using pain pills and Adderall. 

Addiction and Sobriety 

He failed both outpatient and rehab twice and it wasn't until 10 years later, in 2009 that he was able to overcome this addiction. Right before Columbine, young Austin had been misdiagnosed with ADD. 

“I didn’t have ADD,” said Eubanks. “I just liked being outdoors and playing golf better than being in school. At that time, if anybody was truant at school they said, ‘Oh, they must be ADD. Let’s put them on a stimulant.’ That was why I got Adderall. I liked it because I could abuse opiate pain medication to the level that most people would be nodding out. With Adderall, I could function. Basically, I was doing oral speedballs. It was like using methamphetamine and heroin.”

His second try at being sober was in 2008. Gaining the motivation to change after recently separating from his wife, he went to treatment, stayed 90 days, and achieved eight months of sobriety. Then, he akinned addiction to a causal sequence, a domino effect. According to him, he achieved abstinence for a period of time, built up enough false confidence to where he thought he could drink, because alcohol was never a problem. From alcohol, he went to weed, then Xanax, then Oxycontin, and then back into the same routine.

In 2011, approaching the age of 30 and estranged from his wife and kids, he hit rock bottom: "My sobriety date is April 2, 2011. I woke up in a jail cell and had no clue how I got there." His downward spiral began with Oxycontin and alcohol abuse, leading to arrests for various offenses like car theft and fraud. Realizing that he needed a drastic change, he recounted that his lowest moment was waking up in withdrawal, hungover, and facing the ruins of his marriage and being estranged from his children. He knew he had to stop or he would die. After unsuccessful attempts at sobriety, he finally sought help, surrendered to treatment, and was now willing to follow any guidance to rebuild his life.

His journey to lasting sobriety didn't hinge on traditional 12-step programs, but rather on understanding behavioral triggers and brain function through a therapeutic community approach. He was five years sober and started working at The Foundry in Colorado, becoming the COO and handling approaches that combined neuroscience with 12-step principles, recognizing that each person's path to recovery is unique. Using comprehensive approaches aiming to rebuild the lives of those in recovery.

During this time, he would also indulge in old activities in remembrance of his bestfriend.

“It’s something I do to connect with Corey. It's always nice whenever I catch a fish that's above the normal or something special about it. I always tend to look up and give a nod to him. And I know he’s still looking out for me."

Sadly, despite his long battle against drug addiction, in 2019, Austin had passed away in his home in Colorado after an accidental heroin overdose. Just a month after the 20th anniversary of Columbine, Austin was 37 at the time.

What is Pain?

Pain, to Austin, encompassed many things: the confusion and vulnerability of not knowing what to do in such a time of terror, the physical wounds that the doctors tried to medicate to bring the pain meter to zero, and most importantly, the emotional hurt of knowing your best friend was gone, taken right in front of you. Knowing that very moment can never be undone.

His advice for survivors dealing with the same guilt is to feel it. Don't run away from it. Survivors often find other things that allow them to detach from the pain, but to him, that's the wrong choice.

“You can heal physical pain while you’re medicating it. You cannot heal emotional pain while you are medicating it, In order to heal emotional pain, you have to feel it ... You want to feel better immediately, [but] you have to have the courage to sit in and feel it, and if you can do that long enough, you will come out on the other side.”

Along with post-traumatic stress, there is also the potential for post-traumatic growth.

“That doesn’t imply you will ever be the same person again. After a trauma, you will be changed forever.”

[sizzlingcandyjellyfishhhhhh]

vitamins: when should I take them?

you might have seen my posts on which vitamins to take together (and not to take together), but you may be wondering when you should be taking these vitamins in the first place. this post is for you

water soluble vitamins only require water for your body to be able to use them. these vitamins cannot be stored by the body and any excess is peed out. 

some water soluble vitamins are: the B vitamins group, biotin, folate, niacin, vitamin C

fat soluble vitamins require dietary fat so your body can use them, so take them with a meal. these vitamins can be stored by the body. 

some fat soluble vitamins are vitamins A, D, E, K, and Omega 3

vitamins to take in the morning (and why):

B vitamins (to avoid sleep disturbances)

iron (best on an empty stomach, can be taken with orange juice to enhance absorption) 

zinc (I personally find that it gives me energy)

vitamins to take before bed (and why):

magnesium (can improve sleep quality)

vitamin E (can improve sleep quality)

vitamins to take with a meal: 

Fat soluble vitamins (they need some dietary fat to be absorbed effectively) 

Multivitamin (can also help with absorption)

things to keep in mind: 

some vitamins are absorbed better with food, so take them during one of your meals

some mineral supplements, such as zinc, calcium, iron, and magnesium can compete with each other for absorption. try to space them out. 

vitamin C can reduce absorption of vitamin B12. take at least 2 hours apart

[cephalophobic]

The Yunnan University Murders

From the 13th to the 15th of February 2004, 23 year-old Jiajue Ma bludgeoned four classmates with a hammer in his dormitory at Yunnan University.

One of his victims, Ruijie Shao, was a roommate of his. His other victims (Kaihong Yang, Bo Gong and Xueli Tang) resided in neighbouring dormitories.

As Ma would later confess, the killings were sparked by an altercation over a game of cards. His friend, Ruijie Shao, had accused him of cheating which eventually escalated into an argument where Shao described Ma as a bad person and made remarks about his poor family. Ma came from an impoverished rural family in a remote village in the Guangxi Region. His family's poverty was something that he had worked hard to overcome by performing extremely well academically and subsequently attending Yunnan University to study Biochemistry.

Ma claimed that he had faced consistent harassment surrounding his background from not only his friends, but several other classmates during his time at the university. It is likely that this was a sensitive subject for him.

During the argument Shao also implied that Bo Gong had not invited Ma to his birthday party due to his abrasive character. Ma was enraged by this disrespect and made plans to kill both Gong and Shao. He researched other murders on the internet then bought a hammer, tape and plastic bags as apparatus for his own murders. He also obtained a fake ID so that he would be able to go into hiding afterwards.

Ma told police that the only reason he had killed Yang and Tang was because they got in the way of his plans to attack Shao and Gong.

(left to right) Xueli Tang, Ruijie Shao, Kaihong Yang, Bo Gong

On the 13th, Ma was alone in his dormitory as Ruijie Shao had gone to stay with a friend. At some point, Xueli Tang came to the apartment and intended to stay the night. Once he was asleep, Ma struck him in the head with a hammer and killed him. He then wrapped his body in a black bag and hid it in a closet.

When Shao returned on the 14th, Ma struck him across the back of the head with the hammer and killed him. Ma also wrapped his body in a bag and stored it in a separate closet.

On the 15th, Kaihong Yang heard that Ma had returned to the university and came to the dormitory to play cards with him. Scared that Yang would discover the bodies, Ma killed him in a similar fashion, putting his body in a bag and hiding it behind a cabinet. Later in the day Ma invited Bo Gong to the apartment to play cards, to which Gong received the same fate as Yang. Gong's body was hidden behind another cabinet.

Over all three days Ma attended class as usual.

After the fourth murder, Ma boarded a train at Kunming station where he used his fake ID to travel anonymously.

The dormitory where the murders occurred

Throughout his life, Ma had been isolated from his peers and struggled to make friends. One of his primary school teachers, Zangyuan Ma, stated that he 'had few friends to play with' as a child. At home he also exhibited problematic behaviour. While speaking about his parents' arguments in his diary he wrote

"I am so angry that I really want to kill him with a knife. My only hope is that my father will die soon"

He later wrote that killing his father would not be worthwhile as he was 15 and so would not get out of prison until he was at least 25.

In November of 1999, at age 18, he ran away from school because he was afraid he would fail the Gaokao exam due to his slipping grades. He was found more than 50 kilometres away from the school by police after a few days.

At University he had not participated in any group events over the four years he had attended and frequently quarrelled with classmates. One student said the following when asked about him.

"All of us felt his mental problems because he always picked fault with others while never thinking he may have done wrong"

Jiajue Ma as a child

The victims' bodies were discovered on the 23rd of February after another student had complained of the smell coming from the dormitory. After police inspection, Ma was considered a prime suspect and an estimated 1.7 million police officers were deployed on a nationwide manhunt. Additionally, a 200,000 yuan (US$24,000) reward was set for information leading to his capture. The case was closely documented by news outlets and quickly became known nationwide due to the brutality of what had happened to the students. The following is an extract from an article published on the 12th of March 2004, three days before Ma's arrest.

"Producing Ma Jiajue posters has become something like a folk art, as new variations appear every day. The stock of images is limited, but this has not stopped people from rearranging and resizing them, posting multiple photocopies on lampposts, storefronts, and residential entry gates. The repetition looks like an Andy Warhol exhibition. Right now, Ma Jiajue is the best known man in Yunnan. If the Rolling Stones and the reunited Beatles were coming to town, complete with a revived John Lennon and George Harrison, the publicity could not be greater. I don't think the Second Coming would get this much attention."

A reward posting in a newspaper

After 21 days at large, on the 15th of March, Ma was apprehended in Sanya, Hainan Province. He confessed to all four of the murders immediately. In custody he showed little remorse. The following is an extract from a letter he sent to family during this time.

"I am sure that this matter has caused some very bad consequences for the whole family.  But I can no longer say that I am sorry. When you receive this letter, please forward my wishes to my parents --- you should ask my parents not to mind my business anymore.  I don't want to see them again.  I am no longer the person that I used to be.  As far as my parents are concerned, I know that no matter how tall or how big I've grown, they will always think of me as little number '12'.  But I have changed a lot, and when a person goes bad, there is no hope."

Ma was sentenced to death by the provincial high court of Kunming city and his date of execution set for the 24th of April 2004. He did not appeal his sentence. Prior to the verdict, Ma's sister requested the media that he undergo a second psychological assessment but this was dismissed as earlier examinations had shown he was not mentally ill. He was executed by shooting on the 17th of June 2004.

For the sake of consistency all names mentioned have been placed in the western format (forename first, surname last).

[coolmagoloraskblog]

hello i have not posted in two months because i have been so busy! so sorry 😔

unfortunately i'm probably only going to get busier, between working to get into college and working to, get a job?? make some kind of sustainable income, and also still have fun and rest, i'm so busy! and while i could still continue the ask blog as it is, it would go too slow for me to actually get to the cool stuff i have planned

so, my process needs to change. if i want to tell the story i want to tell i need to prioritize whats important to me more and cut the things that aren't. and i need to do it in a way that's fun for me to do.

so, things are gonna get a bit wacky silly here.

i'm going to be simplifying/lowering the quality of most of the asks i do, maybe even in a new style. don't worry! important moments will get the amount of detail and effort they deserve, but in regards to other things, i don't think marx talking about his favorite ice cream flavor needs a whole lot of it.

and, in regards to the pacing, i'm going to be doing time skips more liberally now. that could get confusing, so i'll implement some kind of sign to signal the reader that significant time passed.

hope you'll bear with me through whats probably going to be an awkward transition 🙏

but, since i have more freedom with my pacing now, i have something special planned...

thank you for reading and participating! stay tuned!

[tec-a0l]

car wax commercial

a mock-infomercial filmed 9/15/98, featuring eric, dylan, michelle hartsough, chris morris, eric veik, mike vendegnia, and a couple others who are unidentified.

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written in eric’s notebook is the list of items they planned to use in the “commercial” — note: for the third and fourth items, it’s unclear if he was writing “gross” or “grass” each time due to his handwriting, but i believe the last/non-crossed out one is “grass” since they used lawn clippings in the video.

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in eric’s dayplanner, he wrote on sunday 9/13/98: “get commerciel [sic] supplies rdy [sic, ‘ready’], pick date”

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[ihatesmiggles]

jodi arias

Jodi arias was the murderer of Travis alexander, he was 30 years old at his death, he was murdered on the 4th of June 2008 in his house whilst he was showering. This is what gave this case its popularity, as Jodi had taken photos of Travis before and during the attack, which had a striking resemblance to Psycho's ( 1960. ) shower scene.

the relationship

When the two first met their friends said there was an instant attraction. They had extremely strong chemistry with eachother, the two lived in different states, they had a long distance relationship but in the first few months, Travis' friends had recognized the relationship was starting to have many red flags, specifically Jodi. Jodi was described to be extremely excited to be in this relationship, way more than Travis ever was, Travis' friends started to even get worried for his safety as the relationship had reportedly gone toxic and posessive.

His friend, Lovingier quoted during an interview : I said, 'Travis, I'm afraid we're gonna find you chopped up in her freezer.' ... From very early on, she was completely obsessed with him." Also confirming that thought. The reason why this is also reported is because his friends said that Jodi would even follow Travis to the bathroom, waiting for him outside and eavesdrope on conversations. She went through his accounts often, that meaning his social media and his emails. Always sitting next to him and was always displeased whenever a woman was around him.

What Jodi said about their relationship was that it was abusive on his side aswell, claiming that he was violent and it wasn't her that was being the toxic one : she claimed that the murder was in self defence because Alexander had lunged at her in anger right before the murder.

She described that on the night of the murder, her and her ex boyfriend, Travis as they had broken up prior to this, had violent sex that lead to his murder of self defence. The sex involved her being tied up by Travis, her arm being twisted and being bent over a desk for anal sex and made sexual videos with her.

Jodi also described a barrage of threatening text messages sent by Alexander in which he told her he would exact "revenge" on her soon and called her a "sociopath." Jodi also told that whilst they were dating, Travis would kick her in the ribs, cursing at her and called her insulting names when they argued. One attack broke one of her fingers, Jodi then showed one of her permanently bent fingers. It was also brought up that Travis used Jodi like a sex slave, and even was accused of being a pedophile as Jodi even caught him jerking off to a photo of a child, a naked boy.

the conviction + murder

On june 4th 2008, Travis was stabbed 27 times, Jodi also slit his throat and shot him in the head. On june 9th his body was discovered by his friends who worried after they were unable to reach him, in the 911 call they were asked if anyone could of been angry enough at him to do this to him : which brought up Jodi arias into the conversation due to their break up. Whilst searching Travis' home, police found his recently purchased digital camera damaged in the washing machine. Police were able to recover deleted images showing Jodi and Arias in sexual poses taken then the final photograph of Travis alive, showing him in the shower. There was also a bloody handprint, it was mixed dna of Jodi and Travis. She was indicted of murder on the 9th, arrested 6 days later.

She was found guilty, even with the claim of abuse ( That I do believe. ) , she was served life imprisonment without possibility of parole.

[mushroomnoodles]

I think your content is wonderful! It's so wholesome, funny and angsty all at once in the best ways possible. Just wanted to spread some nice love in my ask! ^_^

Does Morrigan talk to any of their little siblings when they're in the womb? For example telling them about some butterflies they saw or just reminding them that they have the most radical big sibs (them and Marcy) ever. I'm not sure how you interpret this, but I like to imagine Morrigan as a very loving big-brother in the universes where he has little siblings. :D

thank you nonnie <3 this is a longer post about morri being a big sibling in multiple aus.

tw/cw for sfw and non kink mpreg

morri talks a LOT to their siblings in the womb, especially golbaby morris, who remember how painfully boring it was sometimes to hear everyone talking around them and not being able to join in. (wizardbetty's morri has... no concept of normal babies not having their level of consciousness.) different morris have different flavors of big-sibling energy.

golbaby morris that get a sibling early on (wizardbetty) are initially concerned and a bit jealous, especially when simon can't carry them anymore and his belly gets in the way of them sitting on his lap. (they threw a little fit when simon first told them he couldn't carry them anymore until after the baby came) with ophelia especially (simon was always talking about how she would never stop moving) lil' morri would put their hands on his tummy and be like "not so hard, baby" because they remember simon telling them that when they would kick him. (side note, simon loves his golbspawn so much even if they bite him)

they're enamored by their tiny baby siblings, think they're stupid (wdym they don't have object permanence) and tries hard to "teach" literal 6 month olds how to read. gets cranky and wants attention when they feel their sibling is getting too much, but also gets fiercely protective of their "dummy" siblings, trying to prevent them from doing dumb things from experience "don't eat that stick, becca, it tastes like butt". as a teen they tend to be a little bit of a menace to their little siblings (who isn't?) but would still kill and die for them.

golbaby morris that get a sibling later on (plainvanilla) are absolutely STOKED to have a sibling, morrigan has always wanted one. much like early sibling morris, they make a point to talk to their unborn siblings often because of their own experience, but with a lot of added enthusiasm. entity pregnancies take longer than human ones, so they'd also be impatient ("girl, you are taking fivever. come out already") they also give me the vibe to poke their siblings back when they kick, partially to bug them but also to interact with them.

older morri's much more of a protective sibling than their younger variants, but with fellow golbspawn siblings morri at least is able to better relate to their baby sisters and brother. they are still the type to teach a 6 month old to read.

normal morris that get a sibling early on (vamparents, candyworld) are just 4 years old when they get their first sibling, and are very confused by their dad's bump (and extremely curious). these morris probably talk the least to their unborn siblings, but still do in part because of their parent's encouragement, mostly just "hi baby" or telling them about what they had for dinner. (vamp morri in particular was sooo excited to see ophelia, simon shared the enthusiasm to meet her but mostly because she was treating him like a punching bag)

(it took sour taffy five months, but they finally figured out what baby meant and where it was!)

vamp morri, when they're older, is much more laidback and totally does their siblings' homework for them, while sour taffy is more likely to just talk their ears off and braid their hair.

[lolitacide]

Eric Harris's Eye Color Change:

Upon examination of the autopsy report conducted by forensic pathologist, Ben Galloway. Two eye colors had been listed under the section detailing the anatomical proportion of the head. "The right iris is gray; the left iris is hazel." Before making the assumption Harris was born with heterochromia. This would be a less plausible explanation, as his eyes are marked as green under his driver's license. It's important to have further context on what causes heterochromia. In Harris's case, this would be an acquired condition that develops or originates after birth.

Eric's License:

Shotgun Impact:

One of the weapons used at Columbine was the Savage-Springfield 67H pump 12-gauge shotgun. With around 26 inches sawed off (0.66m). Directly making the gun more compact and easier to conceal. Firing the gun propels the bullet and inflicts internal damage. With a shotgun shell carrying a larger number of pellets. Internal damage is caused by the pellets entering the tissue and organs. In a higher quantity or high energy attack a shotgun represents a distinct form of ballistic injury because of projectile scatter and variable penetration.

Shotgun Example:

The Aftermath:

After the massacre, Harris then committed suicide by placing the shotgun barrel to the roof of his mouth. Leading to a gaping laceration of the skull measuring 3" in length 2" in width; or otherwise, the cranium being mostly split in half. There are four types of shotgun injury: contact, near-contact, intermediate, and distant wounds. Due to the range in which he shot himself. This would be confirmed a "contact shotgun injury." Characterized by a single, round defect with soot deposition. The force of the impact directed towards his brain prompted an evacuation of the cerebral cortex and brain stem. Presumably some form of blain bleeding or percussion trauma. Therefore, the state of the irises would then change from tissue loss.

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