#inbox

[clementinesweater]

did you know that the "images of the afterlife" that gothitelle send its enemies are actually just pngs of the inside of its skull

hello?

i'm obsessed with the idea that a mental image can be a png. that's not how this works. but i'm intrigued.

what the hell is up with gothitelle. why is she like that.

i have many questions.

[ask-plurals]

Hello!! I have a question, what is the difference between subsystems and sidesystems?? /nbr (not being rude) /genq (genuine question)

I need someone to explain it to me- cuz whenever I try to do my own research I get even more confused...😭 /vlh

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so technically they can be synonymous, subsystem can/does have multiple meanings and one is the same sidesystem. sidesystem was created to give one of the definitions a different word for more ease of communication and understanding.

however, using these definitions if the two

subsystem - an alter with alters. and sidesystem - a system within a system/a system thats To the side of the main system.

heres a quick doodle

again this is just One definition of subsystem.

[mattscoquette]

cravinggg matt’s tattooed bicep wrapped around my throat!!

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matt fucking u from behind with his arm wrapped around ur throat>>

[peachysunrize]

We need to talk about girl's day with Alicent, Hel, and Clementine (love the nickname!!!). Starting the day with yoga per Ali's request (idk why Alicent is such a yoga mom for me, probably resorted to it as a form of healing from her marriage to Viserys lol) and the girls would be like "I don't feel so healthy doing this pose" "I think I just twisted my shoulder help?" and in the end Alicent would say "alright none of you step foot in my yoga studio again"

Shopping and they'd be like "you know what we need? MATCHING DRESS" so they got three same dress with different colors😭 (and maybe Hel teasing her mom "mm yeah I think Cole would like that on you😏" and Clem on the side just "🤭"-ing). Or going to a flower market. I know the three of them would turn heads in the street ugghh my pretties

Lunch with Alicent talking shit about her boys (ik it must be tough raising three young men on her own😭) but it's okay bc now she feels like she has two daughters to make up for it. Hel and Clem being curious gremlins of what Alicent thinks of love and marriage ("what was it like to be married?" "how do you know that he's the one?" or "mum you're telling me you've never sneak out past midnight to party?" "you're telling me you have? helaena!")

Then coming home to three cozy boys on the couch being uncharacteristically civil to each other, just waiting for them. The girls would turn up with the doppiest smiles and messy hairs and till today nobody knows what truly happened during that girl's day

...... yeah can you see how obsessed I am with Tangerine Dreams. Now you can

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU

I think I read this ask 3 times because each time I started GIGGLING LIKE HOLY FUCK you’re so nice and sweet and I never thought someone could be so interested in my story I FUCKING LOVE YOU

100% going to give this ask a mini shot after the series is finished because THIS IS SO REALL!!!!!!

I’m not gonna spoil anything but hypothetically imagine Alicent knows about Clem & Aemy and when they go shopping she’s like “is my boy treating u right? He doesn’t hurt you does he?” And Clem is like NO BABE NOOOO HE IS SO SWEET and Alicent is a proud mum because she loves seeing her kids happy and Clem’s been a part of their family for so long but now she seems to be locked with them🥹

I CAN TOTALLY SEE CLEM AND HEL TEASING ALICENT ABOUT COLEEENEJZISISHIA they would make her regret EVERY decision she’s made lmao but Ali would secretly LOVE it😭

Omg imagine if they buy the boys matching shirts too!! Like Clem will definitely buy the “number one boy” shirt for Aemond and he’ll wear it with pride😩😩😩

I will DEFINITELY turn this into a one shot after the series is finished🤭💕💕💕💕

[sturniqloo]

BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! once you are given this award you're supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people who deserve it. if you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out 😝🤟

thank you darlinggg so sweet of youu!🫶🏼🩷

[n-yeons]

hi, i have a gif request! can you please gif jihyo's outfit with the orange top in her "10 minutes" cover? thank you!

helo beloved!!! sorry they look so bad 😭😭 but here they are!!!!

[hpdfag]

earth Nom

nomnom !!!

earth — what is your favorite thing your love does to get your attention?

hmmhmm ... i like how he'd grab my hand, when he wanted to say something to me. i like the small looks he'd give me from across the room to make sure i was still involved, still all-there instead of checked out of whatever conversation he was in.

he was very direct .. i can't think of many complex bids for attention he would try. there was no need to, after all, i was practically suffocating him with my love at all times. i was the one trying to get his attention, usually.

he never forgot about me, about my presence, always cataloguing my position and making sure he knew what was happening. i don't think he could really tune out the way i could. he was always in focus, and in a way, i was slowly becoming more hazy by the day. i wish things were different. i miss him.

sorry, all of that probably isn't exactly the answer this question was looking for. i've just been thinking about a lot recently and it fell out of me, i guess.

[hysteria-things]

can i be 🍊 if it's not taken? 😽

TEAM ORANGE🧡

[saintirulan]

1, 11, 21, 30 <3

hiiiii not me replying 3 weeks later im so sorry 💀 life has been lifeing but i still love these so thank you for asking <33

(these are from identity asks uenwuwh)

1. if someone wanted to really understand you, what would they read, watch, and listen to?

this one is such a nice & complicated question!! submitting to the mortifying ordeal of being known etc etc <3 so difficult to narrow it down, but here goes!! as far as reading, i think the book that made me feel the most Seen™️ would be the lonely city by olivia laing; there is just something about the way she writes on loneliness and being misunderstood that really speaks to me. also!! my favourite poem is the love song of j. alfred prufrock <33 as far as watching goes i'd definetely name the banshees of inisherin and decision to leave for movies (2022 was a crazy year for me lol) and succession and arcane for series (fucked up siblings & complicated dad stuff my beloveds). also don't read too much into the similarities between these i swear im normal and have never been hurt in my life <3. and for listening, definetely to be loved by aurora. i can't talk about these lyrics ever. also what could have been by sting!

11. describe your ideal day.

sooo i'm not really sure i have an ideal day? my life has been kind of hectic, given the semester abroad, which is not exactly ordinary life, and also ordinary life will look different once i go back anyways. i would say an ideal day has to start with my usual coffee au lait, and then it would ideally include seeing and talking to the people i love, taking my dog out on a walk and explore/learn something. <3

30. pick one of your favourite quotes.

i have so many aaaa since i've been back in my dragon age feelings, i think i'll whip out one of my favourite quotes from inquisition (surprisingly not related to solas/solavellan). it's actually by dorian, another very very very beloved character <3 "my father never understood. living a lie… it festers inside you like poison. you have to fight for what’s in your heart." 💚

21. do you love easily?

putting this one under a read more because it got kinda long and a tiny bit depressing lol (& also because honestly i shouldn't still be dwelling so much on this, god knows its undeserved but alas lol)

a complicated question at a complicated time, i fear. if i had to answer without elaborating i would say no, kind of. i never had any sort of healthy love around me, & some traumatic things happened to me as a result, so i don't really feel too comfortable being vulnerable unless i know that i'm safe and the relationship is somewhat stable & enduring. i do try to be as kind, understanding and caring to anyone, no matter how close i am to them, but it has always taken me a long time to trust people and to open up and to really grow close to them. once i do, i'm loyal to a fault and very very very loving & caring & with a tendency to go above and beyond to spoil & look after people. but again, this question comes at a time where i'm pretty disillusioned with all of it, because i've been hurt immensely sort of recently, and a huge part of the hurt was that any kind & loving gesture of mine was turned into something so ugly and far from the truth, to such an extreme that honestly sometimes i feel very jaded and find myself thinking that it's just not worth it anymore. to think that you can want the absolute best for someone & try to make them happy as much as possible only for it to just... be so uglily misconstrued and thrown aside like nothing and not mean a thing to the other person is just something i wouldn't easily wish on anyone else, especially if they already have trouble with being seen. thankfully i've really worked on not closing off to new people & asking for support & so met amazing loving people since then, who in such a little time have helped me immensely - but underneath it all, sometimes i wonder if i'm damaged beyond repair. (which sounds very dramatic but it is what it is 😵‍💫)

[saltyfilmmajor]

orange and ruby!

Orange - if you were a fruit you'd be a orange. no explanation.

Ruby - you are such a gem, you deserve so much better <3

😭🥰

Thank u

[clementinesweater]

"Chew on hair with me" What a sane and normal thing to say, Guy Who Drinks A Gallon of Orange Juice daily

i don't have a comeback for this. releasing this into the wild.

[ask-plurals]

Vent // Sorry if this isn't allowed..

This might sound stupid to some extent but I'm not so sure on what to do. So any advice or opinions is appreciated. /gen.

Most of us are very much pro endo or endo neutral, and before we made our pro endo blog(s) and fully interacted with the community, we obviously had moots/friends before then, and said moots and friends are very much anti endos. But the thing is that we really really like their presence and vibe, as we struggle with finding people who could match our vibe/energy/the way we text.

So like, should we just be honest with them and just come out with being pro endo? Cuz we have always had the urge to just be honest with everyone around us, cuz we also would want someone to be honest with us too, if there was smt going on. Thank you for reading til here. /gen.

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i think being honest is a good idea. if they drop you, they were never real friends. i have a friend or two who are either neutral or anti endo. and sometimes it can be hard, but none of like.. sending hate types or "anti-fun" lol.

you know your friends best. but yea, i just think if you dont tell me, it'll cause a lot of anxiety and/or guilt.

[mattscoquette]

hiii omg can i be 🍊or🦎 if those aren’t taken??

yess ofc !

[peachysunrize]

💕 Tell me about the latest project you're working on or what you're most excited about creating right now. Send it to as many people as you want. 💕

ASAAAAANSJSHSIANA THANK YOU FOR SENDING THIS!!!!

Omg Tangerine Dreams🍊! This series is fun to write because it starts with angst and chaos😩 but it slowly turns into something so sweet and gentle and it’s not rushed at all!!!

It’s more about how you have had someone in your life for so long but you start to see them in a different light and your life will either change for the better or worse!

[sturniqloo]

Why are you always active 😭

LMAOO its bc im home bored and i don't like leaving my notifications,especially from someone else,i reply REALLY fast cause i don't like when someone ignores me you know?? butt yeaaa😭🫶🏼 the real question IS WHY ARE U SO UNNACTIVE BROO??

[joocomics]

The way I felt myself physically get wet at the xdh spitting thing 🫠🫠🫠🫠 that's so fucking hot and the thought of them teasing you about it makes it even hotter oh god 😵‍💫 like making you admit how dirty you are and how you'd take everything they give you 👁️

also can I be 🍊 anon for future horny rambles?

yup that’s so jooyeon it makes me sick 😔 and the fact he’d love it if you spit in his mouth too makes me even more sick

ofc! welcome to the anon family <3