#in said talent but still supportive and involved with area only to rediscover love for the talent once more

[baeshijima]

ZHEZHIS COMPANION STORY ???

THE SHOUJO FILTER + SONG CHANGE WITH ROVER HERE LIKE HELLO IM SOBBING (i get it tho zhezhi, i really do)

this cinematic... ourgh....

AND THEN THIS CUTSCENE OHHHH

but also

kuro... i see u.... i also see u zhezhi.....

[bellphilip91]

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[letthesleepingdoglie]

The Long Road - 06

Title: Rebound

Part: 06 of 12

Rated: T

Gotham City

January 15 th , 2012

21:15

Team Year Two

“Not a bad start, right?” Dick asked half-playfully, half hopefully. He wrapped an arm around Zatanna’s shoulders and pulled her close. “I mean, this has gotta be a solid eight. At least.”

While they had technically been official for just over a year now, their activities usually consisted of hanging out in the cave or missions with the team. In that time, he had never done anything with her just as Dick Grayson.

Zatanna had pointed this out to him (not as a complaint, merely an observation) and here they were, a day later, out in the world as two ordinary teenagers. She looked amused as Dick held her hand and led her away from the restaurant that had been the venue for their first date.

“You rate all your first dates?” She asked teasingly.

Dick ran his free hand through his hair, looking embarrassed. “Technically speaking, you’re the first, so… yeah.”

She blushed at that, but looked elated at the same time. “I’m whelmed.” She said, standing on the tips of her toes and kissing him quickly on the cheek. “Dinner was nice, but an eight is reaching. I’ll go seven and a half.”

“Where I come from, that’s a cause for celebration.” Dick smiled as he pulled his phone out of his coat pocket.

“Are you taking a picture?”

“Seven and a half?” Dick said with a shrug. ”Come on—That’s like, future relationship numbers. We’re gonna want to remember this.” Dick gestured for her to step closer. Zee rolled her eyes jokingly, but she didn’t resist as he put his arm around her waist and pulled her closer.

“That’s… pretty cute of you.” She whispered into his ear.

He straightened happily. “Really?”

“Yeah.” She kissed his cheek as he took the picture. “It’s almost worth an eight.”

Barcelona, Spain

August 10th, 2016

10:06 AM CET

“Looking good, Dick.” Raya said, as they climbed down from the board in the middle of the big top. Since the night Boston had recognized him as a Grayson, Dick hadn’t felt the need to hide his real name from the trapeze artists of Haly’s Circus.

He smiled back at her in thanks.

He and Boston had spent the better part of the last three weeks choreographing the movements and tricks necessary to replicate several moves from the vast repertoire possessed by the Flying Grayson’s.

Dick knew his family had been good, but it hadn’t occurred to him how good they had been until he’d come back to the circus. Granted, the people he was working with were all skilled aerialists, but they were all used to performing moves with a catcher that would be able to assist them.

The moves that the Flying Graysons had performed, the moves that Dick had grown up with, didn’t involve catchers at all.  Each of the Flying Graysons had been able to catch a moving bar in any situation. Flips, rolls, pirouettes, it didn’t matter. Once, he’d seen his cousin Johnny come out of a triple somersault and catch a bar with his ankles. That was the talent that his family had possessed.

Still though, due in no small part to the skill and effort of everyone on the team, things were going quite well under the big top, and Dick loved the new routines that he’d developed with Boston.When he practiced, when he performed, he could stop thinking about Wally’s death and relish the feeling of flying on a trapeze once again.

It also felt like he was rediscovering his past. What would life had been like if Tony Zucco hadn’t taken his family away from him? If things had gone only a little differently, this could have been the path his life would have taken. If he wanted to, it could still be the path his life followed.

Dick wasn’t sure how he felt about that.

Training occupied most of his time during the day, and the performances took up most of the night, but there were still long hours where Dick found himself without anything to do. Often, he found himself just lying in his bunk, staring off into space and thinking.

Most of the time, Dick thought about the time he’d spent with Wally, or with his own family. He spent time with old Jack Haly often, hoping to catch some measure of the peace and happiness he’d felt as a boy.

Perhaps sensing his melancholy, Boston made it a point to invite Dick to dinner with his family every few nights.

Dick appreciated the effort to make him feel welcome, but it did come with an annoying caveat: upon learning his real name, and the past connection that Dick and Boston had shared, Lorna had taken it upon herself to be his personal matchmaker.

Apparently, she’d gotten the entire Brand family to back her effort: three times now, when Boston had asked him to babysit Sophia for a night, Dick showed up at their rented apartment to find Raya there, having been asked by Lorna perform the exact same duties. Sophia was an easy child to watch and had an early 8:00PM bedtime, which meant that Dick usually ended up spending several hours in Raya’s company by the time Boston and Lorna returned home.

It wasn’t that Raya was a trial to be around, but there were certain things that made him feel… well, he wasn’t sure how he felt about them. He noticed that when they sat together, Raya tended to sit closer to him than was absolutely necessary. Also, there was a lot of physical contact between the two of them. Not in a sexual way, but it was noticeable. A lingering hand when she passed him something, or perhaps pressing a bit of her cleavage into his chest when he caught her on the swing during rehearsal: largely innocent, but extremely effective at causing Dick to pay attention to her.

Confusing moments aside, he liked spending time with Raya. She was intelligent, witty, charming, and undeniably attractive. Just talking with her was soothing, and as the days went by Dick found himself looking forward to her company outside of their many rehearsals together.

Part of him longed to open up to her a bit more intimately, but the other part of him felt bad about the possibility that he would be pursuing Raya just because he was lonely, and in pain.

Besides, how was he supposed to sort out his lingering feelings for both Zatanna and Barbara if he kept developing new entanglements to confuse himself with? And so, Dick had resolved to try and keep his distance.

All these thoughts crossed Dick’s mind by the time he finally reached the bottom of the ladder. Focusing on being a circus performer had let him escape the worst of the pain he’d felt as Wally’s loss, but it it was starting feel like he wasn’t going to find an answer on who he was here. His past was an important part of his history, but it wasn’t what defined him as a person.

His frustration must have shown on his face.

“Something wrong?” Raya raised a questioning eyebrow.

“Huh?” Dick started. He had completely forgotten Raya had been talking to him. He shook his head as if to clear it. “No, nothing’s wrong. Just tired.”

Raya gave him a sympathetic pat on the back. “The amount of time you spend practicing, I’m not surprised.”

They headed left the big top and headed toward the area reserved for Circus staff. Now that they were done with practice, they had about four hours free before they had to start preparing for their show at 7:00.

Raya went slightly ahead and spun so that she was walking backwards in front of him. “You got plans tomorrow?” She asked somewhat hopefully.

He smiled and shook his head no. Usually, he tried to eat with either Boston’s family or Jack Haly if they were free, but both would be preoccupied tomorrow.

“Well, since we’ve got the day off tomorrow, I’m gonna take advantage of the peace and quiet to cook some spaghetti. Care to join me?”

Dick hesitated. A night completely alone with Raya…

The younger Dick Grayson, the one who hadn’t been dumped, and who hadn’t lost his best friend, would have jumped at the chance to spend a whole evening with her without interruptions.

Not that he had been disloyal to Barbara when they had been together; she had made it clear she didn’t want him to turn anyone he had an interest in away because of her. He’d never understood why, but then again, he didn’t understand most of the significant romantic relationships he’d had over the last six years.

He had dated Zatanna on and off for years, with their breakups primarily being caused by the stress of maintaining their relationship while also juggling their responsibilities at school and the Team. Their time apart never lasted though. Powers or not, she’d always entranced him.

Their last break up, almost a year ago, had felt different. He knew now it was because it was because Zatanna hadn’t wanted to watch him break himself, but back then, he’d thought that she’d gotten a glimpse of the darkness he’d kept hidden inside himself, and been repelled by it.

It was during the latest of those off-periods that he’d gotten his reputation as a dog, where he slept around in an effort to feel some sort of intimacy. It also helped him escape from the stress he felt from sending Aqualad out into harms way. As a result, most of those relationships had been purely physical.

One of the few exceptions had been where he’d fallen into a relationship with Rocket, where he cared for her during the difficult months of her pregnancy, when she was about to become a single mother. Both of them knew that it wouldn’t last, but Rocket had been grateful for his support.

The other had been Barbara.

For years he’d been torn between the knowledge that being Batman’s successor meant that he’d have to make the hard decisions that no one else could or would, and the desire to be the open and carefree guy that he usually was without the mask. When Barbara had donned her own cape and cowl, he’d been elated because he thought he’d found a friend who could understand the darkness that he knew existed within him.

That hope had drawn him to her, and over the last year, they’d transitioned into something more than friends, but not quite lovers. It was both of their faults: she’d kept him at arms length, and he’d held himself back.

He didn’t want to complicate his lingering feelings for Zatanna and the feelings of hurt he’d felt from his breakup with Barbara by dealing with another intimate relationship. He didn’t trust himself to keep things physical in his current state of emotional vulnerability.

“I don’t know if that’s a good idea…” Dick began.

“C’mon.” Raya cut him off. “It’ll just be a nice dinner between two friends. Nothing to be scared of.”

Raya stopped suddenly, so that Dick walked into her. She grasped the front of his leotard and pulled so that they were face to face, and did her best impression of a puppy dog. “Pleeease?”

Dick chuckled, but he noticed there was an intense cast to her eyes that seemed out of place. She was smiling in her usual charming way, but there was a look of definite anticipation in her green eyes. It made him feel like the decision on whether or not to accept her invitation was important.

It also made him feel foolish for overthinking things.

He chuckled at his absurdity, feeling some of his old playfulness return. “Alright. I’d love to have dinner with you…” Raya’s grip relaxed on his leotard. “… as long as you serve my every whim and I get to eat all the spaghetti I-.”

Dick let out a sound somewhere between a yelp and a laugh as Raya pinched the muscles at his side.

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The next night, Dick met Raya at the small apartment the circus had rented for her bearing gifts.

“Oh, wine.” She said, eyeing the bottles with obvious glee. ”Trying to take advantage of my maidenly charms and corrupt my virtue, hmmm?” Raya winked at him, which had the double effect of causing his heart to race and his mind to worry.

Dick put on his best smile. “I doubt a dozen hookers with a truck full of whisky could corrupt you, Raya.”

“They wouldn’t know where to start.” He added under his breath.

Raya laughed as she handed him a bottle opener. “Come in. I was just about done cooking. You sit at the table and pour the wine while I finish up.” She guided him into a chair next to the small table next to a window before returning to the small kitchen and bringing the food to the table.

“I hope you like it.” Raya said, setting a steaming plate of spaghetti in front of him. “My mom taught me how to make it.” She watched him expectantly as he raised a forkful of the pasta to his mouth. He smiled.

The food was good and Raya blushed when Dick told her so before digging in to the plate in front of him. They talked as they ate, conversing about subjects ranging from places they had seen to their respective histories in the circus.

Despite his earlier reservations, Dick found himself relaxing as the evening progressed, due to both the excellent company and the bottle and a half of wine he and Raya consumed. Unfortunately, his sense of relaxation disappeared as Dick found himself just… looking at Raya. Not paying attention to what she was saying or doing, but just looking at her; the way her hair moved, or the lovely smoothness of the skin of her neck.

This always happened to him when he was in the presence of a beautiful woman.

The feeling persisted after they had cleared the plates away, leaving him staring at her awkwardly. If she had noticed his current inability to communicate or respond intelligently, she didn’t show it, continuing on with her story of learning how to perform on the aerial straps.

Before long, as Dick was paying attention to the fullness of Raya’s lips, he felt the urge to kiss her. He managed to suppress the urge, but it only grew stronger as time went on. “I should go.” He said abruptly, cutting her off mid-conversation.

He stood up, but Raya followed him out of his chair. Before he could say anything, she leaned closer and kissed him fiercely.

He stiffened at first, his mind paralyzed, but as always in his moments of intellectual uncertainty, his body took over for him. He found himself kissing her back before he could stop himself. Apparently, that was all the encouragement Raya needed, because somehow she had already managed to push him against the wall behind him and untuck his shirt by the time he could tear himself away the kiss.

“Raya-.” He said breathlessly. “Please, just listen.”

Amazingly, that stopped her. For all of two seconds. She gave him an arched eyebrow before she leaned in and began kissing him again. He managed to grab her by the elbows and hold her physically at bay as he sat up.

Dick told her everything, or as much as he could without revealing things he shouldn’t. He left out all the names, didn’t mention any capes, tried to obscure the actions and the people, but he tried to give her everything she needed to understand what he was doing there.

The complicated feelings of loss and hope the circus presented for him. His strained relationship with Wally because of a stressful position he had put Artemis in. Wally dead, before he could make amends. The confusion of his lingering feelings for Zatanna combined with his desire to make things right with Barbara. He laid all of his emotional turmoil out for her to see, trying to make her understand why it was so difficult for him.

He managed to conclude with “I’m just… I don’t know, I’m all over the place right now. I like you, but, I don’t want to make this complicated” He sighed, resolving to just keep silent. Dick couldn’t think of anything to say, not that he was surprised or frustrated anymore; not knowing things seemed to be his default state these days.

Raya stood there, looking at him with an appraising look in her eye. He was sure that at this point, she would just call it a night and ask him to leave. What he wasn’t prepared for was for Raya to shrug and lean in to kiss him again.

It was a different kiss from the one she had given him before. This one was just as strong, not allowing him to break free or resist her, but much more subdued, almost gentle.

Dick’s mind went blank again.“What are you doing?”

“I know about all that already. Not the specifics,” She said quickly as she caught a quick flash of panic in his eyes, “but you know…  the general idea. Boston told me about what happened to your parents. When you’re alone after practice, you have this sad look that says you’re in a lot of pain. Like you have the weight of the world on your shoulders.”

Raya shrugged. “We both know you won’t be staying here permanently, or for very long. So let me help you forget it for a while.” Dick shuddered as she stroked the ticklish part of his ribs. She smirked. “It’s not like I won’t be enjoying the process.”

The development caught Dick by surprise. He momentarily relaxed his grip on her elbows. “But-“ Raya rolled her eyes and kissed him.

When she released him, he tried to speak again.

“But-“ Raya grasped his head and kissed him again. The conscious part of him gave a grunt of frustration, while the unconscious part moved his hands off her arms and onto her waist, unconsciously pulling her closer.

“It wouldn’t be fair to you.” Dick finally managed to get out when she released him. He was consciously struggling to keep his body in check this time. It wasn’t easy, with the blood rushing to a rather male part of his anatomy.

“You’re the only one who cares.” She whispered to him. Dick opened his mouth to reply, but she shushed him with a finger over his lips.

She gave him a considering look for a moment before taking him by the hand. “Come with me.” She didn’t exert much force into pulling him along with her, but she didn’t need to. With his mind frozen by indecision, his body obeyed, following along as she led him towards the bed.

Suddenly, Raya spun him so that his back was to the bed and gave him a hard shove, sending him sprawling backwards. As Dick laid back on the bed, she sauntered back over to him, swaying her hips sensuously as she climbed back onto the bed and straddled him. She seized the hands he had placed on her hips and guided them upwards, lifting up her shirt in the process.

She gave a breath of contentment as her shirt came off, exposing her breasts to the open air. “Well?” she said in a tone more prodding than questioning.

Luckily, this was an area where Dick knew he excelled. He reached up and wrapped a hand behind her neck to pull her lips down to meet his. As she leaned in the kiss, he seized the opportunity to roll them so that she was pinned beneath him.

They stayed like that for a long moment before she pushed against his shoulders in an attempt to breathe. As he broke the kiss, Dick was pleased to see that Raya was breathing heavily.

“I’m whelmed.” He said.

She laughed. “You’re what?”

“You’ll get it eventually.” He smirked before leaning down to kiss her again.