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c-m-stuff · 2 years ago

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Undercover

-Description: You and Spencer are married. When you needed to go undercover, something went wrong.

-Warnings: Angst, language, mention of rape, mention of fight

-Word count: 1214

-Note: Hey guys, I'm back with a somewhat more angsty one. Speaking of the warnings, those are only mentions, nothing got discussed in detail. This is also a repost from Wattpad! If you have any requests, send them in! Much love!

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Y/N POV:

'Are you ready?' Aaron asked, while we sat in the black SUV with Derek and JJ.

'Yes, I'm ready.'

I was about to go undercover, meeting with the unsub on a so called date. After creating a fake profile on one of the most popular dating sites, it took me an hour of chatting, before he finally asked me out.

I wore a beautiful, black dress, with stunning, black heels under it. A necklace was hugging my collarbone, while my hair was just loosely behind me. I got an earpiece in my ear, hearing everything the team said.

I took my little handbag, and stepped out of the SUV. While I took place in the sweet restaurant, Derek and JJ came walking in, taking place not much further. While we were all waiting for the man to show up, Penelope began talking.

'While we need to wait for that creep, I really need your advice, cupcake. I am stuck between two choices for a gift for Kevin's upcoming birthday. Either a thick book with lots of words in it, or a lame men's perfume.'

'Garcia, let's keep this professional.' Hotch joined the conversation, before adding:

'But, I would go for the book.'

'Look at that. Boss man has taste.' Derek chimed in.

'I agree. Thank you, sir.'

'He's coming.' Aaron announced, making my heart beat faster out of nervousness.

There he was. Victor Parker, the unsub we needed to catch. Thanks to the pictures, we've sent of ourselves, we were able to recognize one another. He looked around, before spotting me. I smiled, waving him over.

'So you must be my gorgeous date? I'm Victor Parker as you know, it's nice to meet you.' he kissed me on the cheek, before taking place on one of the seats.

'Thank you, I'm (fake name), it's nice to meet you too.'

We began talking about whatever came up in our minds, the team telling me to keep him distracted. The food came quick in, as we ended it later with a dessert. He was quiet easy to talk to, you wouldn't say, he's the bad guy. But, maybe that was the dangerous part.

After a lot of talking, eating delicious food and laughing, our date came to an end. But, not if Victor has anything to say about it.

'Hey gorgeous, would you want to watch a movie at my place? You can pick.' he smiled widely at me, a glistering in his eyes, that made me somehow shiver.

'We still don't have evidence, agree on the invitation.' my boss ordered through the earpiece, as I smiled, sweetly.

'I would love too!' I told him, as we left after paying. While we were walking towards his car, the team was talking in my ear.

'JJ and I, will drive right behind you, pretty girl.' Derek reassured, as Penelope chimed in.

'I'll watch the street security cameras, keeping an eye out for you two.'

'Be careful, love.' the man I much rather have a date with, spoke a bit concerned, as I cursed in my head for not being able to answer them.

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Spencer's POV:

I was watching the camera footage with Garcia, seeing the car my wife was in, while Morgan and JJ drove right behind them.

'And, boy wonder. Now you two are married, have you ever thought about having baby geniuses one day?' she asked, curiously, but I hadn't need to think about the answer.

'I-um, I actually would love to be a father someday.' I admitted, causing her to let out an enthusiastic shriek.

We turned our full attention back to the screens, Garcia switching from one security camera to another, the unsub and my wife still talking.

'Are you also scared of spiders? I'm terrified of them.'

My eyes went wide, hearing the sentence, (Y/N) just said. Garcia looked at me, worried as well. She just spoke the safety word, meaning something was wrong.

'Oh no, this is not good.' she turned around again to look at the screens, only seeing the car of Derek and JJ. She immediately began typing, the footage jumping from one to another.

No (Y/N) to be seen.

'Shit, we lost them.' I heard Derek curse through the walkie-talkie. I was quick in calling Hotch, my panic increase.

'Hotch, we got a problem.'

After explaining everything, it only took moments before he came storming in.

'Garcia, can you trace her earpiece?'

'No, I can't trace anything. They're probably somewhere without a signal.'

'No, no, no, that's not what I meant. I loved our date, I'm grateful we met.' (Y/N) her panicking voice sounded loudly through our walkie-talkie, she was clearly afraid. I began to panic more, scared something would happen to (Y/N).

'So, do you own this place?' she asked Victor, with a shaky voice.

'Oh, it's from your mother.'

'Garcia-'

'I'm on it!'

After the quick typing, she gave us the address, as we ran towards the SUV's. While driving with high speed, I couldn't maintain my emotions, my fears and concern visibly for everyone. It only got worse when hearing a terrified (Y/N) yelling.

'No! You don't have to do this! Please!' Morgan pressed harder on the gas, the inability of hearing the unsub bothered us every second more.

'No, please, stop!'

The next moment, we heard several screams and background noise. It looked like a fight was going on.

'We're here!' we immediately ran inside, our guns pointed in front of us.

As Morgan kicked in the door, we saw (Y/N), sitting on the back of the unsub, firmly holding his hands. Morgan quickly took it over from her, cuffing and escorting him away. Her shirt was off, leaving her in her bra. She had a blue eye, along with some other bruises.

I ran towards her, finally allowing the tears to roll. We both allowed. I wrapped gently my arms around her, scared to hurt her. After a lot of tears, I slowly pulled away, looking into her scared eyes.

'Did he?-' she shook her head, knowing what I was referring for. I was quick in taking my FBI coat off, helping her in it.

'He didn't. He only took my shirt off, before I hit him in the balls. It was a whole fight.' I sighed a breath of relief, glad she reacted fast, glad she was safe.

'I was so worried. You did so good, my love. I'm so proud of you.' I wrapped her in another hug, as I pressed kisses on her head, while rubbing her back, gently.

'Spence?'

'Yes, sweetheart?'

'Bring me home, please?'

'Of course! But, let's first go to the ambulance. I want to make sure you're alright.'

So said, so done. The paramedics checked her out and took care of her wounds. Afterwards, we went home, took an relaxing bath, and fell peacefully asleep in each other's arms.

#criminal minds #cm #fanfic #spencer reid #spencer reid x reader #spencer reid x yn #angst imagine

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heavyfreaked · 1 month ago

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Recently been fixating on some comic ideas that I'd love to write and draw now that I have this here alt account and am no-longer limited exclusively to NSFW stuff. Decided I'd do some character designs and post them just so that if nothing ends up coming of them then there can at least be something to show for the time I spent thinking about them, and also an art style study since my normal art style was developed from doing single drawings one at a time, whereas comic pages are multiple drawings at once, making a simpler art style a necessity in order to get anything done, like how in manga the cover art often isn't in the same style as the pages, that's for a reason.

For this one, these are the characters I have in mind for a continuation of Captain N, the old Nintendo commercial cartoon from 1989, the one where Mega Man was green. It's not the best-aged cartoon, it's not one I'd recommend most people put on for casual viewing, but most of what it gets picked on for nowadays applies to pretty much every other cartoon from the time. Ninja Turtles also had cheap animation, corny catchphrases, was more concerned with selling a product than anything else, and deviated heavily from the source material it adapted, so I don't see why Captain N has any less potential to be revived and made good again for a new age just like Ninja Turtles, Thundercats (the 2011 one, Roar does not exist. I'm barely joking. If a TV show airs and nobody watched it did it really air at all?), Transformers, G.i. Joe, etc. But because that's probably never gonna happen because the only people other than me who are unironic Captain N fans are Andrew Dobson and MovieBob, the two people I least want on my side on anything, and if Nintendo wants to do a cool crossover thing Smash Bros. is right there, it's pretty much up to me alone to see it get done.

My idea is that it takes place in the future, (which is actually now the past to us) around 2015 or so, with the Switch still in production. (I'm already pushing it with the amount of characters, there has to be a cutoff somewhere, I'm not designing a Captain NX, at least not for this story) After the events of the original show, Kevin defeated Mother Brain, and instead of going home, chose to stay in Videoland, marrying Princess Lana, and becoming its new king. Since then, with the production of new Nintendo consoles, new video worlds have spawned into existence. The worlds and all the people in them are manifestations of game code that crossed over from computers in the real world, and usually the Ultimate Warp Zone, the gateway between the real world and Videoland, is good at filtering out harmful code, the kind that cause game-breaking glitches. But this time, one slipped through, code from a nonspecific in-production game that causes consoles to brick has manifested in Videoland, becoming an emotionless entity, more of a force of nature, named Cascade, which acts as a video cancer cell spreading its influence with the intention to corrupt everything and brick all of Videoland. Unable to defeat it himself, even with the Power Glove granting him near limitless strength, even with Link wearing the Fierce Deity Mask in his party, Kevin has no choice but to bring in a new set of gamers from the real world.

Sylvester Smalls is a YouTuber who does satirical game reviews and let's plays, Breanne Atwood is the lead singer of an indie garage band that does covers of video game tracks, Gregory Cooper is a troubled kid with divorced parents who uses an inherited game collection as an escapist coping mechanism, and Nick Usher is a stepdad who isn't much of a gamer but learned to love the medium by playing multiplayer games with his kids. Under Kevin's leadership, they form the new N-Team

#Captain N the Game Master #Captain N #Nintendo #retro gaming #retro games

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bowtiesnmusicals · 2 years ago

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Here is my recap of the Things Get a Little Harry with Harry Shum Jr. Episode of the podcast.

Today they have a very very special guest. Kevin said its a long one so lets get to it.

They have the one, the only, well actually the second because he is Harry Shum Jr but the one and only Mike Chang.

Kevin said get ready for some wisdom. Jenna said he is such a golden nugget of good thoughts. Kevin said what’s it like to smart. Jenna said I’ll never know. They have to combine their brains to make a barely whole brain.

Kevin said as the years have gone by one of the biggest voices of reason amongst all of them is Harry. He is low key about it. He is a calm and steady force. He said maybe as Harry has gotten older he just speaks his mind and is always right. He has always just had really profound, wise thoughts. Harry said for people that are listening he made that scrunch face kind of like what, where are you every single day of life when I am making completely wrong decisions and saying wrong things. He said he doesn’t know what to say to that. He said maybe because they are on a podcast and speaking more and so their ratio is going to be different.

Jenna said I don’t even know where to begin with you because he started with them. They had such a journey. Harry said we had quite a journey on a rocket ship. Jenna mentioned he has been multiple shows as a series regular. She congratulated him on getting on Grey’s Anatomy. She said she is so happy for Harry and he deserves everything. Also Grey’s was one of favorite shows back in the day. Harry said he thought about her when he got on because Jenna would obsess over the show. He said she would say she has to go. She would DVR it but wanted to watch it live. He said he got a lot of what the vibe of the show as from Jenna. She said your welcome. Harry said you did my homework for me. Jenna said she has to go back because she stopped watching a few years ago. She said she always comes back. It’s still so good ever time she comes back and she definitely watch the new class with Harry. She asked if he having a good time on the show. He said he is and it’s amazing that they brought on five new interns and taking good care and putting effort in getting to know them. He said being on a show that is going into its 20 season and still working at a high level and everyone is gracious and still trying to make it the best it can be. He said they have all been on projects where at a certain year it’s like alright lets get it done. Kevin joked what are you talking about. Jenna was laughing really hard at this point. Hurry said he feels very fortunate and it’s a constant reminder that you can constantly refresh yourself. It’s a really cool thing to be a part of.

Kevin said he remembers hanging out with Harry at Amber’s Masked Singer party and talking about how Harry told him that they were giving him actual medal classes. That he would go to USC and talk to real interns. Harry said they got to see surgery and talk to doctors and interns. He said it was incredibly helpful. He said the importance of the medical stuff, advancing it, and questioning it and also trying to look at it from completely different perspectives while also dealing with the relationship issues and why doctors marry other doctors. You don’t have time to look outside of work to find romance. Kevin said it crazy to have a show that after 20 seasons the show is still grounded and have people coming in with the resources like that. Harry said the medical director, Linda Klein, and she has been with the show since the very beginning. He said she is a beast and knows anyone and everyone in the medical field. He said it’s really amazing you can go to her saying you have an issue who should I go see no she will be like go to this person. Jenna said Kevin needs that. He said this has turned into a Grey’s recap podcast and he’s not mad at it. Jenna said that was her full intention was to only talk about Grey’s Anatomy.

Jenna asked how did being on shows like Glee and Shadowhunters helped him for where he is now. Harry said he things every project helps you in some way. He said he looks at the things he doesn’t get right while he is on the show. Failure is just a discovery of something that doesn’t work. He said to him every time you are on a show you are figuring out what wrong things you don’t want to do it again. He said instead of getting it right because when you get it right you don’t know if its right. A director might say yeah but you don’t know if that is the best thing you could have done. He said he has always wanted to be bicoastal and it was his dream. Going to Toronto to work on Shadowhunters but having family in LA, he was like oh this is rough. He understood what it felt like for someone to move from New York to LA and have all their family on the east coast. It’s hard. He said you get put in a different headspace because like in Shadowhunters he is playing a 400 year old warlock. It’s completely different then being on Glee. The biggest conundrum was does he take off the nail polish off or leave it on because he has to come back tomorrow and will have to have it put on all over again. He said he thought is this what women think about like do I take of my mascara, I am told to take it off because it’s gross. Jenna said a lot of people don’t. He said he had moments like why would I. It’s kind of like why take a shower you are just going to have to take it again. Kevin said the things you learn. Jenna said it’s a heavy mental load.

Jenna thought that he and Shelby had their daughter while he was working in Toronto. He said, no, not yet. Jenna said that would have added a whole mother level of madness. He said sometimes he gets two days off and feels like he hasn’t seen her in a week.

Jenna told Harry they were just watching Duets. They just recapped it and Jenna already forgot about the chicken feet. She said she has no memory.

Jenna asks Harry to remind everyone how he was brought into Glee. He said he remembers the day he walked onto set having a letterman’s jacket and not knowing what he was about to embark on. He did the fitting and he knew he was going to work for a week. He remembers walking around set and seeing Cory and Mark standing outside of the choir room. He said he doesn’t think he even got called into rehearsal. He got called on to set when they were about to shoot a scene. He met Cory and Mark and then walked into the room. He greeted Kevin and they kind new each other through Kevin’s NLT days. They had lot of mutual friends. He knew Dianna because she had auditioned with his wife Shelby. He had never met Zach but he knew of him. He said everyone was so nice and happy. Kevin said oh good. Harry said I don’t know what you said behind my back. Kevin said no one has ever said anything bad about Harry ever. Harry also mentioned Heather. He said he remember that it felt like this is special and it would be nice to stay here a little longer but you know how these things could end up where you con’t get asked back but luckily he kept getting asked back over and over.

Kevin mentioned how Heather had talked about her evolution of thinking about the show or herself and the production and how she came from the dancing world where it was like shut up, keep your head down and work really hard as opposed to at some point advocating for yourself in certain situations. He asked if Harry felt like coming from that side of it that where he didn’t know if would come back every week as opposed to the regulars as an actor and that perspective is very different. How does that affect you mentally? Harry said there is a beauty that now he has accepted and enjoys that he doesn’t know what will happen next even though he does have short term goals and even big goals. He said as a 20 year old that is very very hard. He said if you talk to a lot of dancers like Heather that is pretty much how you function. You are job to job unless you go on tour and even that only lasts for a certain amount of time before having to start all over again. He said the idea of putting your head down and having a fear of getting fired. Just don’t get fired, that is the worst thing you could do. He said for him he learned to just quit before you get fired so they don’t fire you so you are dodging the bullet. Kevin said don’t overstay your welcome. Harry said sometimes you are self sabotaging yourself. You just keep digging yourself a hole. He said it was always nice to open a script and see that you have a line. Sometimes there wasn’t and he would be like cool and he would just make up something in the background. He said it was a journey and there is so much technique behind him and luckily he did extra work back in the day and got a little taste of that and this was sort of amplified on Glee. Kevin said it has been nice watching season 2 and each episode Harry had more and more and more. He said the scene in the library where Mike and Tina yell at each other. Not only does Harry get to speak but he gets to yell and show emotion. Unfortunately it’s all dim sum related for episodes which is a whole other thing. Jenna said it is a whole other thing and let’s talk about it.

Jenna said she was curious about Harry’s feelings as he has stepped of the Glee train for many years now like looking back. What were some of his sentiments, if he feels like sharing, about a lot of their comedy being about Asian. She said she knows everyone was getting made fun of their own things but theirs was very race forward. She is curious what his reflections are on that in the time we are in now. Harry said as he has grown older and being more reflective and looking back at a time where it was difficult to talk about those things with people that are writing those things. He said now he has learned to think about it first and then feel is this worthy to take someone’s time to talk about it and most of the time it is and most of the time you can do your own thing to spin it the way that doesn’t feel that way because not everything needs a conversation. It’s given him more confidence to speak on something where its like if you are going to make a joke just make it funny and creative and if it’s not then don’t do it. He said there is a sense of truth and you can appreciate someone that spent a lot of time writing something that is well thought out, understood, and comes from a place of complete understanding as opposed to I am just going to make fun of this thing. He said he tries to look at it from the other side because we sometimes get into our own feelings and being like I am offended by this thing or that thing. He has learned to not do that. He said he hates to say this because it is so cliche but it was a different time where you could only do so much. Either you to choose to do it or you chose to not be a part of it. He says that is a very hard thing. He said he remembers James Hong coming on to the Glee set and he came up to Harry and said hey this show is really popular. He pulled out his card that had his headshot and said hey if you ever need anyone that looks like give me a call or hand it to whoever. Harry said he never got to tell him that story but he did get to hang out with him at the Oscars. Harry said to see what he’s seen and to compare it to what they experienced on the show you can see that progression. Harry saw that progression. They got to do things that weren’t completely about they looked like and he takes that as a victory. He said you look at the generation now and they don’t have to do that anymore. They don’t have to choose between that and if they do they have a lot more power to speak up on. He said he likes to their contributions of sticking in their and doing it, even if it wasn’t what everyone agrees is the best way to do it, they stuck out there and put an example out of what not to do again and to what to do make it better or do better. He said he thinks that is just wonderful. At the time he didn’t feel that way but now he does. He mentioned it was a beautiful thing to see Ke Huy Quan when an Oscar especially after everything he went through in the 80s. He said out of all the shows he has worked on Glee was the hardest and no one will ever understand what they hav been through and what they have done. He said it will go down in history as one of the craziest shows to ever exist. Jenna said you heard it from Harry, the man who continues to work. She’s said it really was such a wild ride.

Kevin said you’ve been a part of so many special and groundbreaking projects. He has worked on Everything Every Where All At Once and Crazy Rich Asian. Kevin those are culture changing projects. Glee was it’s own weird phenomenon. He asked if Harry feels like going through all those things gives him he capacity to be a part of something special. Kevin said he didn’t want to say being something special. Harry said I guess that was a line. Kevin said to watch someone like Harry who is so nice and works so hard and deserves all of that. Each of these things comes with their own unique responsibilities. He asked if Harry had felt that on each project. Harry said he always tries to think how did I get here, what did I do. He said he thinks it has very little do with him. He said the people he has gotten to come in contact with throughout all of these interesting projects is what really influences him taking those different steps. He said he genuinely loves Kevin and Jenna. He said they always made him feel like part of the group. He said he remembers that feeling. He said both of them did that for him but even a lot of people at the studio, it brought the best out of people but there were parts where it brought the worst out of people. He said the best was making him feel like was meant to be be there at events where he felt like he wasn’t supposed to be there, like award shows. He said he tries to remember to give back to those that were like him when he started. He said he believes you attract a certain energy and giving off that certain energy. He said Everything Everywhere felt like the penultimate that comes with age and comes with experience and comes wit going through the fire and know that this is an experience like no other and hoping that others get to experience hat feeling camaraderie and film making at its highest level. You get to do what you want to and not worry what people are going to think. He thinks in a lot of ways Glee did that as well. It took a lot of chances and sometimes it didn’t work but a lot of the time it did. He said he likes going to different spaces and adapting. He said some sets are very rigid and set in their ways. He said he likes seeing what else you put that make it a little more, as Kevin said, special. Jenna said she does think it is the energy he gives and she hates saying it but he was a team player. She said he worked hard and was a voice of reason and tried to find the best and appreciation and gratitude in what they were doing. That sometimes they needed to take a step back and look at the bigger picture. She said she agrees that at times Glee brought out the best of them but also at times brought out the worst as well. She said there are sides of her it brought out that she never wants to see again. She said it was really hard at times and you couldn’t speak up and you couldn’t do things that others got away with. She said having friends and comrades to dig through the trenches with was priceless.

Harry said there were moments they would get off work and hang and talk for hours and hours. Those are the moments he savors. He said he has been taking a lot of hot showers and cold showers. He said it makes him think about the lowest of lows and highest of highs. That spectrum that you see the edge of what you can feel and handle. Anything in between seems easy. He said that is the greatest gift. He said he can just see some people break when they hear they have a two hour rehearsal and Harry is like that is nothing after what he has been through. He said they didn’t know where they were at half the time. They would be bouncing around from shooting scenes, recording songs, rehearsing dance numbers, and doing promo stuff. Harry said it is the bootcamp that couldn’t exist today. Kevin said he remembers thinking that if Harry started to lose it, it was like watching your dad cry for the first time. He was like oh no. He knew if Harry broke or was mad then it was bad. Harry said he remembered watching them because they had more to do. He said it would anger him they weren’t given a space to decompress. He said that is where he broke a couple of times. It was just wrong.

Jenna said Glee prepped her for motherhood because motherhood is the ultimate multitasking. She is like this is nothing compared to Glee. Glee was like wrangling 12 children and personalities at one time. She said Emma has a big personality.

Jenna said they have a lot of Mike and Tina memories. They had to kiss a lot on the show. Eric Stoltz told them had to make out the whole time in the background while Rachel is singing Jar of Hearts. She said she doesn’t know how all the cameras got them no matter where they were. She said Lea did that song so many times, like 8 times. She said she remembers one time their lips wee touching and they were laughing the whole time. She said jokingly I hate you Eric. Harry said he forgot about that. Harry said Eric is an intense dude when it comes to getting shots that he wants. He wore a suit and was old school with no sides on set. Harry was like he has to give an Emmy award winning kiss, eight times for three minutes each. Kevins said we may not have lines but we are going to kiss. Jenna said Eric had them on the roller coaster at six flags and made them kiss on it. Apparently Eric loved it and they were like really Eric, again. Harry said it is really awkward to do it over and over again and then try to make it interesting. Harry and Jenna would eat the worst shit they could think of to make it more interesting.

Jenna pointed out Kevin and Harry got to do some fun stuff. Jenna said Scream is one of the best numbers hands down. Kevin said it was such a fun day. Harry said it was a fun day and Kevin got to get out of the wheelchair and really just tear it up. He said it was really fun to shoot with Alfonso. They couldn’t see him, he just left them to do their own thing. Kevin said they were running back and forth to see what the others were doing. Kevin said they got to pitch what they wanted for the Michael episodes. Harry and Kevin put together a whole presentation. Kevin said to get invited into their writers space was so weird. Kevin said he had been talking with Harry because Teenage Dream had done so well because it was a bit different. They realized the songs that did really well were the ones that were different but they didn’t want to Michael songs to sound like kidz bop So they plotted to get them to let the cast to pitch songs for the Michael songs. Harry and Kevin had a whole plot line. They wanted The Way You Make Me Feel. Harry said he thinks Scream was floating around but they would’ve dare ask for that .Kevin said they would never dream of asking for something with such a big budget. Harry thinks the tempo of the song changed several times. Kevin said that was the most dancing he had ever danced and their was no one to hide behind. He said he felt like he was screwed. Kevin said one of the best things about Harry is that he commits. He said you just watch Harry go full out and were pulled into it. Jenna said you just show up. Kevin said we got to do some crazy things. Jenna said her favorites were the guys numbers when they didn’t know what was going on and hey got to sit back and cheer for them. Jenna said she forgot the storyline that Mike taking on the lead and then his parents wouldn’t let him do it. Harry said it always funny how everything is so fluid but then a song doesn’t get cleared and everything changes.

Jenna asked the question she always does at the end of these episodes. She asked what is the feeling that Glee left you with t hen versus now? Is it the same, has it evolved? Harry turned the question back on Jenna and Kevin. He said the craziest thing was seeing a 12 or 13 saying that Glee was her favorite show. He said he doesn’t know how he feels about that. Kevin said like you weren’t born when the show started. He said at the Oscars some younger actors came up to him and said they loved him Glee and he was like you are eight years old. He said they left a certain stamp on that time period. They contributed to popular culture and music. It’s neat to see that carried over into another generation that can enjoy this thing. He said the show at is core is about expressing joy. He said he feels like that is resonating with younger generation. He feels like its cool to be part of something that he doesn’t know if it will ever exist again. He said he’s definitely gotten people calling him trying to do the same thing. He said the fact that you don’t know what you are doing you are probably going to do things no one else is going to do. He asked if they have had that same kind of experience. Kevin said it’s the exact same. It’s been crazy. It’s strange. It feels nice. It’ not something you think about while doing the show. He said that is part of what incentivized them to do this podcast. He said it nice to feel like they were a part of something that was culturally significant and speaks to people that want to experience joy and see joy in people like themselves on screen. Jenna said it’s the bigger picture. The effect and stamp they left. She said she wishes in hindsight that she was able to see it the way they see now even just a little more because it would given her a bit of perspective. She said she wishes that she could have thought about ht bigger picture more. She said had she known what she knows now she would have handled things differently. Harry said isn’t that always the thing. Kevin said it is so interesting to hear how Harry thought he was such an asshole during Glee. He said we are always in our own heads and have different perspectives. He said sure did Harry have some moments where he was worn out and didn’t handle some things correctly, sure everyone does those things. He said on the whole Harry’s perspective was really good. When you are working 14, 15, 16 hour days no matter how good your perspective is you are going to be worn out. Harry said sometimes you have to think if it is you being an asshole to yourself or other people. Kevin said oh damn. Harry said he was probably an asshole to himself. He said it takes time to repair that. Jenna said that is fair and very profound. Harry joked saying we would be gods if we went back to high school. Kevin said don’t tempt Ryan and then said Harry is unavailable. Jenna said they would make Harry available. She said is nice to look back and go oh yeah it was really great, we did have really good times, and treasure those moments. That is why still stay in touch and love each other. She said the appreciation for it could have been more and they could have led with that but here we are. Harry said it is the intervals that it happens in and you don’t have time to appreciate it because it’s already on to the next. He said that also speaks to society now. Kevin said you have to spend so much mental power to make sure you are present and appreciative in addition to the opportunity. Sometimes you don’t have the capacity to be aware and conscious of that all the time.

Harry said I love you guys. Jenna said it’s so good to see you. She also they could talk for hours. She said it is so good to see your friends succeed. Kevin said you are the best of us. Harry thanked them for always reaching out. He said he wants to see their faces in real life soon. Jenna said to say hi to your awesome wife. They basically set up having dinner together.

Jenna said Harry is deserving of everything. Kevin said it gave him goosebumps. He couldn’t be prouder. He then thanked Harry for joining them.

#and that’s what you really missed #atwyrm #jenna ushkowitz #kevin mchale #harry shum jr #glee #podcast

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hi!! do you have any blog recs for fellow kevin day (+ possibly kandrew as well) enthusiasts? i'm trying to clog my dash with nothing but taste

AGH UM time and again i get asked this question and im very terrible with recs in general because i forger a lot but ill do my best! i think if you follow me then you already follow these people but if you dont..!!! here u go!! some of these are naturally not only aftg blogs but you know.

actually the more i think about it the people that come to mind are the lovely & talented @dayzone @nanatsuyu @kebiday @lucky-slice !!! my beautiful sam xu while not a kevin specific blog also does very sweet art and often does include kevin in it so here u go as well @heroghosts ..:) other than those there are a few kandreil writers i also really love such as @water-gaw @onbeinganangel @frickenpasta @chai-and-cherries and @jaywalkers but their blogs are more miscelaneous !!!

im happy u enjoy the kandrew specific blog thing i got going on i truly do!! unfortunately for both of us only i am crazy enough to do this, but when someone else pops up in the same insane vibe im sure you will know right away because we will be visibly married

#asks #rec

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liampboyle · 3 months ago

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“So our kids know what we do right?” His tone was elevated as he spoke and his eyes darted back and forth as he sat in the chair at the table. The hero of the region, and he seemed even more nervous than I was, even though we were in his house.

“I try not to bring it up much at home, but I’ve never kept it a secret. I haven’t told him you are essentially the reason his mother died.” I lowered my eyes as I said that, I wasn’t here to battle or needle my nemesis, this was for the kids.

“I have a strict rule against killing.” His cup banged against the table as he set it down sloshing coffee onto the surface.

“Relax, I’m not here to rehash old wounds, our kids like each other, but you set my entire complex on fire, did you think no one would be hurt? Four people lost their lives in that fire because you had already disabled the sprinkler system by busting the main water line, when you demolished that wall, another six died in the days following from medical complications, Kevin’s mother among them. I know you didn’t do it intentionally, but you’re less conscious of collateral damage than I am, and I’m the one they call the villain. Anyway, we’re here for our kids so let's not get into all this.”

“Well, I am sorry about that.” The champion of Raguel squirmed in his seat, it was obvious this was making him very uncomfortable, “but how many people have you assassinated? You’re a literal serial killer.”

I took a sip of coffee, before replying, “I target multimillionaires and billionaires, people who cause untold amounts of harm in this world. The cops and guards, I actually try to avoid having to kill them, but they are the enforcers of a corrupt system, and I never target those not directly involved. Roy Richardson, I’ve known your real identity for years now, and have I ever once come after anybody close to you, who didn’t first willingly put themselves in harm's way?”

Roy scratched under the collar of his linen button-down shirt, those corporate sponsorships must be paying well, I still got most of my clothes from thrift shops. “Well, Anarchon, no you haven't, the only time Jeffery was involved he had snuck out to follow me, and then you locked him in that shipping container.”

“By the way, around our kids you can call me Steven, that’s my actual name. And I locked Jeffery in there because it was literally the safest place for him to be at the time. Plus that was years ago, I didn’t even recognize him when Kevin brought him home.” I stared into the empty coffee cup as I finished speaking. There was too much history here, could we manage to bury the hatchet for our kids?

“More coffee Steven?” Roy, Champion of Raguel the angel of justice, held up the thermal coffee carafe.

“Yes, please. Anyway, what happened to your son’s mother?”

The corners of Roy’s mouth turned down and his eyes dropped as he finished refilling both our cups. ‘She passed away from breast cancer.”

“I’m sorry for your loss. Megan had a cancer scare once when the doctors found a lump in her breast. I was out of my mind with worry for weeks until we found a place that would cover the cost of the mammogram and biopsy to determine if it was cancerous or not.”

Ray sat back in his chair and sighed, “I guess being a villain doesn’t come with employer sponsored health care. Neither does being a hero. I didn’t have any sponsorships at the time so we had to jump through all sorts of hoops to get her diagnosed and then treated. I’m still paying off the medical bills.”

I fought the urge to say “and that’s why I go after the rich assholes that cause these situations.” Roy shook his head, and then spoke again, “I really am sorry about causing your wife’s death.”

“We weren’t married, Megan and I were in a committed relationship, but we never took the step to get legally married. With the mission I had given myself I didn’t want her to have to go through a lot of paperwork if she ever felt the need to leave. Anyway, Kevin and Jeffery said they met at one of the downtown summer concerts, I honestly didn’t know Kevin liked gothic country music before then.”

you are a Villian who's a single parent of a son. Recently they started dating someone. When you arrived to their house, you notice how their parent is the hero you fight daily. Your son and date went outside for some alone time, leaving you and the hero some time to talk

#writers #writers on tumblr #writeblr

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saisok · 6 months ago

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07-24-24

Wow! How long has it been since I last blogged? I can vividly remember the day I started my very first entry on Xanga in 2002; Time is surely flying.

Life is good. Life can be better.

How's life, Sai?

Welp, it's life'ing (heh)

I'm 36 years old....wheeew that was hard to type. I'm married and a Mom. Til this day, calling myself a "Mom" is very strange. It might be because before Kevin (husband), I didn't want kids. The thought of having kids was a bit.... too grown(ish). Now that I'm a mom and someone's wife (ha) I kinda like it. Mind you, my son is 4 now. I know this sounds ridiculous and for sure people say this all the time, but I cannot envisioned a life without Hunter (son). I've experienced more headaches in life than ever before because of Him. Think about it; how to protect a toddler. Kevin and I stay protecting this little kid from bruises, unicorn foreheads, cuts, sprained body parts and falls. I've came to a conclusion and acceptance that this Parent job will never end. I can imagine him being 30 and I will still try to protect every bits of him. Oh what a great time to be a Parent lol

Last month I finally went back to full time (in office). I've been remote working for over 2 years due to my son. We just didn't trust the daycare so I decided to work from home and care for him. It was a good run. Although he was born literally on the Start of covid Feb 2020 and I've been remote quite a bit but it was different this time. I was able to see him 24 hrs a day and work while he's attached to my hip. Being at the office is a bit more of a headache. Getting back to being the Office Manager and actually managing issues and problems on a daily is like I'm fighting crimes all day.

School starts in two weeks for hunter. My cutie will be full time in Pre-K. I am worried of course. I'm constantly wondering will he be okay being there all day?!?! but I was rest assure from everyone that it will be okay. They are smart, they'll learn to adjust. I thought 3 hrs a day for him was already hard.... I won't know til school starts (ehh)

I just remembered that our wedding anniversary is approaching next month. My husband and I honestly have not kept up with our wedding anniversary. It's hard y'all. We got together literally in high school. Who knew I would be married to my husband whom I met online (Maplestory) A total stranger who lived in Stockton, California while I live in Houston, Texas. This year will mark our 5 years marriage and 17 years together. I know...dang we are old. Thanks ☺

Anyways, not bad for my first blog in the many years I cannot remember. I will keep this up for my own sanity. My thoughts are important. lol

#life #journal #family

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4c-aperture · 6 months ago

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13x06

sam is so fcking annoyed lmao his brother is going to be UNBEARABLE this entire trip

why is this man driving in the middle of the road

"which is why you're making me wear this stupid hat"

THIS SHOW IS SO STUPID I LOVE IT SO MUCH

wait i thought this was the cowboy destiel episode!! no one said this was also jack angst :(

13x07

ohhhh ik this isn't how im supposed to meet kevin but i love him already

oh no

absolutely NOT. THE EVIL TWIN PLOT?!

this show is so gd STUPID. I LOVE IT SO MUCH.

why are they using a split diopter lens on the boys during sam googling ketch?

evil colonel sanders is so sauceless, i feel like -

WEL NEVER MIND, DAMN

13x08

they love putting their black characters in dicey set ups, don't they

"i ordered pie" im so sorry bart dean is married :/

sam blowing on the paper...why'd y'all make my man hold the idiot ball

13x09

i am. DEEPLY uncomfortable with the entire conceit of this ep

KAIA?!

i need the girls of color to have more sense than this, why are you following this strange white boy

ohhhh patience is back! hi baby :)

WHO IS RENTING THE SPLIT DIOPTER AND WHY

so mary's back to functionally being the fridged mom in the plot, even if she's technically alive. awesome.

"we need you to dreamwalk for us" this girl don't owe y'all white men shxt fcking all?!

NOT KIDNAPPING?!

im banning white men from writing actually until we figure out what's going on

why is this filmed like a mockumentary???

i...genuinely hate this plot. free kaia and i hope she kills dean!

not the angels got in formation 🐝

they are trying but they will never be arcane ep3 explosion

oh you're fcking with me. DINOSAURS?!

#spn #randi liveblogs media #me #spn s13 #spn 13x06 #spn 13x07 #spn 13x08 #spn 13x09 #kaia nieves #patience turner #mary winchester

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Review #382: Currents, Tame Impala

Yet another album coming up on ten years old that forces me to reckon with the fact that I too am also almost ten years older than when it came out. They took five years to put out another! By the time they did that we were in the throes of a pandemic. So a lot happened. I had a lot of different haircuts. A lot.

It’s another breakup album. It came out the year I got married. I’m now divorced. It’s been pretty interesting revisiting this record, because my ex-husband and I were super into it. Everyone was, at least everyone who liked alternative music and wore flannel and tiny hats. Whatever iteration of hipster was hanging around East Nashville in 2015, they were playing it in every bougie coffee shop and thrift store. So it fell out of favor for me after a while, I got a little sick of it.

I had actually just seen them live a few years prior, right before moving Stateside. In Australia of all places, where they are from! At a festival called Groovin’ the Moo, in Canberra. I was there on a WILD ride, with a guy I met in London at a NYE party at the Ukrainian embassy (????) through a mutual friend who was dating my bestie. He and I hit it off, stayed up all night doing drugs, talking mad shit, and having a great time. Mans is moving back to Australia in three days. Oh well. Never mind. Nope, four months later I’m there visiting him. This was quite literally bananas, but really fucking fun — also a fucking disaster. It was like we were falling in love, getting together and breaking up all at the same time. The absolute fucking antics we get up to on this trip. We are invited to a house party, and are so drunk before arriving we accidentally break into THE WRONG house trying to attend. We wake up one morning in our room with the bed completely wonky, two legs snapped on it, potato chips absolutely fucking everywhere, all over the bed, floor, surfaces, and there’s just a pug dog snuffling around eating them all. Do not know whose dog it was to this day. Attend this festival, remember absolutely nothing about it other than seeing Tame Impala, return to the UK with a gnarly sunburn, a powerpuff girls pillow bought as a forget-me-not and a plastic frog table marker stolen from a pizza joint. If it doesn’t sound romantic, it’s because it shouldn’t. But we were in LOVE! It was a fucking disaster and it ended quite badly and I arrived in America a broken hollow shell of a woman. This honestly cracks me up. This is exactly the kind of bullshit you’re supposed to pull in your twenties, everyone. And Tame Impala is the exact right soundtrack for it, psychedelic pop rock weirdness. It was their prior album Lonerism that scored that particular moment, with the most prominent track for me being appropriately titled It Feels Like We Only Go Backwards. Teehee.

Anyway, it’s a few years later, I have my shit together a bit now, I’m getting married or already am, and here comes Tame Impala with Currents. It seems like Kevin Parker maybe had some love adventure of his own and he’s gotta get it off his chest, he’s got some feelings. Here’s what I love about this record, and it’s gonna sound like I’m ripping on it, but I’m not. The lyrics, they’re really pretty… What word am I looking for here. They lack sophistication and depth. Man really just says what he would say to his bros when he’s trying to say how he feels about his relationship ending. They’re simple. They’re rudimentary. They’re clumsy. But they’re perfect. Are we poetic when we are messy in a breakup? Do I sound like I was poetic in any shape or form on potato chip pug hangover day? No. It is what it is. There were multiple different KINDS of potato chips, guys. It’s like we thought we were sowing potato chip seeds to grow a little garden. The pug got his head stuck in a bag for a hot second. You can’t make it what it isn’t. It’s a damn mess. But you CAN make the music and sound emote. And that he does, magically and wonderfully, carrying the lyrics. It works together so well. It’s a journey.

Let it Happen, first of all, I challenge you to run to this. It’s almost eight minutes and is great for keeping pace (I have mentioned my running playlists are wild and I’m not kidding). A friend pointed out to me this past weekend that something I tend to gravitate towards in songs — and they’re right — is ones that evolve and take you on a trip. The end of the song is unrecognizable from the beginning. I love that. This is one of those. It also just fucking slaps. Great start.

Eventually and Less I Know The Better are prime examples of the sonic mastery and lyrical lacking just sort of working. They’re also the most obvious breakup tracks and those simple words are what make it so god damn relatable:

“She said it’s not now or never

In ten years we’ll be together

I said better late than never

Just don’t let me wait forever

Don’t let me wait forever”

Past Life. FUCK, this song is so fucking good it’s so fucking DIFFERENT. Can’t even speak on it, just go stick it on and vibe your ass off, okay?

Disciples is my absolute favorite. For a few reasons. I also love me a short track. But this one is SO fun to sing, and it’s so chirpy and upbeat for a song that’s basically about telling someone you used to care for that they’re a shitty person now (“now it’s like the world owes you, walking around like everybody should know you”). By the way, have you ever done that, told someone you loved that you officially think they suck now? Interesting experience. Not sure whether I recommend it or not to be honest, maybe one of those things that you’ve gotta try on for yourself to see if it’s for you. But anyway, also there’s just some really great steering wheel slap moments of bass and percussion that make me want to DIE and ASCEND from this mortal plain to wherever this song was born from. I said what I said.

If not for Disciples, there’s no question that my favorite track would be ‘Cause I’m a Man. I still remember driving my friend Brittney home in my Lincoln LS, and she was like, you gotta hear the new Tame Impala track. I honestly was not impressed. But she was so animated, and made me listen over and over until I got it. This is a rare song for me, because even now I like it more with each listen. It’s not a surprise, since it’s about his own self reflection on how shitty men are, how they’re always just making sad little excuses for why they don’t measure up to women, and are always letting us down. He does a good job, he really does (“Cause I’m a man, woman, I’ll never be as strong as you”). But, throughout the song he makes these kind of lazy, semi-sexual “uh!” noises and they’re honestly hilarious. They just really add something. I can’t explain why. It’s sort of a nice touch of self depreciation that I truly appreciate.

It’s a one of a kind record, really. It was different from their previous, and their follow up didn’t match it. They have a new single out with Justice and I’m told it’s very good. I saw them again in 2022 at a festival in Barcelona, much less wild and drug fueled than my previous go around (I’m in my thirties now, who has the energy). The sound was bad and my feet hurt, BUT Kevin Parker did us all a solid and covered Last Nite by The Strokes which cheered us all up, because they got COVID and pulled out last minute. Ah well, Julian’s a creep anyhow and could never write something as self aware as Currents. He’s still hitting on teenage girls in his late forties. Kevin Parker, I better not find you pulling the same shit or I will be coming for you and it will be ugly.

#album review #music #music review #rolling stone top 500 #tame impala #currents

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October 24 , 2023

Listening to Kevin Gates while also reading the Bible as well. Keeping my mind studying as well.

Also was baptized and well that was November 16, 2008 a week before I turned 10 as well. In front of My father Glenn Ray Seymour and , my two little brothers as well as my step mom and as well as my step brother as well. The verse Psalms 10: Oppression of the Poor.

Psalms 10:2

" The wicked in "his" pride doth persecute the poor,. Let them be taken in the devices that they have imagined."

Now reading this the bible states women are to "marry" its hard to marry when women feel a sense of entitlement to credibility and being thief of a man's pride . A man's pride is anything he actually pours his energy and time into as well as mind.

Men will looks at all women the same because we are always counting on a hand on how fast we can mess them over or manipulate them.

The devices they are talking about is the phones and devices and how we use them. I use mine for research, google translation and communication to people that I promised to always be here for no matter how bad things get.

A few people is about to see me as a joke because I don't hold any vengeance from anyone who hurts me or betrays me. I look at myself and having spiritual warfare in my soul because my father's obituary did not have to be exposed, nor did my face-book need to be tapped in my old foster brother from him hacking me back in March of 2015 to April really, actually April 20 of that year in 2015 and that hurts to know because he was tapped into my information and was having access to all my conversations as well. This life is getting scary being able to see it at a distance as well.

Reading this and realizing what dcfs meant by I am blessed. My daughter could be in the same position as I was as well. My spirit in my shell is feeling growth in more ways than one. I am learning the knowledge everyone is wanting and trying to manifest from the Devil, they are trying to learn take over.

That knowledge was not meant to be used for destruction it is meant for knowing the power you hold in yourself as a person as a human being. I will not be looked at like my father as a liar or a addict .

Life is a choice.

I have to much life meaning my spirit.

Women give the names you are called by the first name.

Seeing someone go by a middle name is Red flag, also after learning the truth behind my father's biological father I had already stated my last name needs to be changed to Barker because well truth came out fast and I see why my grand mother wrote that message of her red bible.

She knows how I am with my faith and knows i will do whatever means necessary's to keep my bloodline safe and as well as always reach out to talk to family because as life goes on and people block and do things as if I am here to make anyone feel bad about themselves. Nope sometimes as life goes on its better to let go , write , if there is something you want to keep with you but you don't want to carry it with you in your mind you can actually write it down and keep it , write down your mental rights with a note and keep that information personal close as well.

Family will play like they love you and trade or speak information to others that was it there business to do because now it takes away truth behind what I say or do. My past will not dictate or conflicts my faith as I am typing this. Women are always called crazy no women are tired of our voices being covered, Hint my drawings has the mouth as well muscled as well.

I like the fact that Porn Hub asks for a license or a number to upload things as well. Its amazing because well. I am from Louisiana and well, I am sorry I love music, I speak truth. One main focus I am hunting for and doing is writing or saying lyrics that doesn't look like a gateway to a bad path. The path hand and hand with Allah, God . The Alpha and Omega and understanding even as an artist that has more talents than one, I will never be perfect, right now is not the time to dive into my dream with my music because truth is , being seen as if I am noone. Lies , everyone sees what is going on. Money holds no real value when you learn the place of a women as life goes on. I don't want to be looked up to as I promote self harm, verbal abuse, mental abuse, or physical violence. My body is my body , We are all part of the problem of todays society. Women on twitter one specific is talking about things on twitter well, formerly twitter and is debating and speaking of topics she's trying to speak to women and say to be quiet and submits to every word a man says , But leaving out other factors that she wants our daughters to learn to listen and elt a man take advantage and mentally abuse you, I was once beatened by her father and we made peace and moved on from it, but his family got in the way and as life goes on we are all learning how to ehal because well. Now its feels like whose going through worse and feels like it is Karma as well for speaking up as well. I refuse toever be looked at as if I did wrong in my past when speaking up. I don't trust a person walking because everyone just wants something from you just so that way they can take your photos, data, and stories adn use them for themselves, shit even seeing my mom betray me its okay. I am greatful she is alive but she was my momma and she is protecting someone that did alot of harm to other kids as well and my baby daddy's sister thought I was wrong when I told Him that I wanted to beat my brothers ass for doing something to a kid as well my child said that she was touched by him as well and my mom is acting like she forgot who I was as a person. I know my rights as a mother and as a person I am influencing women to speak up and always keep diaries because even when I was on drugs I am still able to remember everything that has ever happened. Maya Angellou felt that she had to keep mute because she felt as well the same thing , stay quiet becasue she felt her voice played a hand in getting a man killed when facts are that is a false because murder is a choice, all humans feels a evil instinct in us but its about how we chose to pass it down and demonstrate it. I was raped 3 times and State of Louisiana through Celeste White dropped my case becasue she was intimidated by Thomas Vincent to drop the case as well, so I did allow her father to visit with her and see her under the supervision of some family from the Hebert side and May 19, 2023 my daughter came to me saying that she was touched by him as well then I got my mothers dumbass boyfriend saying and trying to message me aying that he is my dad when my father is deceased and what makes it even more sick for me is that well being honest in my life he is part of the problem as well having sex with every one he does air conditioner work as well for my mother. Church is through your way of worship. I just find it funny ebcause I was even wrong back in September 16 , 2014 when I spoke up on cocain as well about the accusations as well.

Makes it amazing for me because I even left 26 Old sandy hook road in July or August of 2017 because my mother brought him back around my daughter after I gave birth to her as wel.

I will always love her father but in truth I do believe her, but also on top of that Chris Cuevas even made a mistake and said " Why didn't you fill out a Police report."

Sir common sense is The courts does not hold anything that a child says at 6 years old accountable to be used, this is facts because on honesty It was as easy as just leave and not speak to any of them again. Do I wish them bad? Never I am staying near my home front because well. Its home.

Tired of the judgement oh wait Thomas Vincent father of three wont name because they are family but he even screamed at me saying infront of 410 edwards street that I deserved to be raped and I am not mad because they rather see me home less and not care. I asked for even a ride from Misty Portier to help me to get to court from Lafayette and she was told me no as well.

Manipulated me threatening me saying I remember you calling the police from 2021 because her father didn't let me talk to her because of his emotions. I am so sorry that I felt played because he said " I will teach her how to please a man."

So Louisiana did fail that. Speaking that as well. My bad.

But in truth I never did anything to harm my child, when you remove a child from a mother's custody we will lose our mind and find hobbies to fill the void, so me leaving a man was wrong ? No matter what we are always serving the devil without knowing it and well I have the right to type as I am losing my mind watching how this crap really goes, I am keeping my silence as I am healing mentally right now so I am greatful because we could all be killed in America like the Genocide that is going on across the borders.

And noone will ever really get promoted or paid correct as honesty goes. So yeah, some artist play behind a screen because even right now I am looked at like an attention seeker , no , I am a woman who has alot in her mind and also alot of pain supressed, but I hold no threats.

#folk magic #traditional witchcraft #eclectic witch #spellcraft #witch stuff #book of shadows #paganblr #witchcraft community #witches of tumblr #pagan wicca

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oldschoolteenflicks · 7 years ago

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♪ What you want Baby, I got it What you need Do you know I got it? ♪

#st elmo's fire #andrew mccarthy #andrewmccarthyedit #kevin dolenz #stelmosfireedit #in my mind I am actually married to kevin #he's everything #80s #*#nati #Joel Schumacher

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I LOVED the car scene! Like the banter and the teasing and Madison`s speech about not seeing Kevin's broken parts was just chef's kiss 👄. And them having no absolute clue what they're doing. Lol like you two fouls. Bring on the banter and the comedy. I can't get enough of it.

Anon. Don’t even get me started with that car scene. I was planning a full detailed analysis of it because I just have soooo many thoughts but I’ll leave @wallofweird to do it because she’ll 100% be more eloquent about it than me lezbereal

But yes to ALL that you’ve said and I love that scene because of all of them. In saying that, this scene made me love Madison a billion times more than I could ever think to love her! Like I already love her so damn much but her giving Kevin an out from the proposal even though this girl has always dreamed of finding her person?? HOW SELFLESS CAN YOU BE.

She’s got her most incredible baby daddy, whom she thinks is just so fantastic, offering her a happily ever after and she’s like giving him a way out?? Like damn girl, damn.

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itjazzbicch · 3 years ago

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No Lies

Pairing: Ezekiel x Fem Reader

Summary: After returning from an injury and a small hiatus, the reader’s happy to be back into wrestling, but what she doesn’t is expect is Ezekiel to be the first person to run into, asking if she can assist in his claim against Kevin Owens that he is truly, Elias’s younger brother, but the reader is hesitant because Elias is the ex-boyfriend who broke her heart, but being kind at heart, she helps him and learns something new, making sure Ezekiel isn’t lying to her…

Warnings: SMUT! (18+ ONLY!)(Swearing, Oral Fem Receiving, unprotected sex)

Requested by: No One (But I hope you all enjoy it!)

(First time writing for Ezekiel so I hope I did well!)

Word Count: 2.8k

Tag List: @demonqueen29 @peachy-satan00 @new-zealand-chic @crowleysqueenofhell @unoficialy-married-to-ace-austin @thatpanpal @damnnhausen @irish-newzealand-idian-dutch @linziland13 @xxx-jazz-xxx @writtingrose @whenimakeitshine1234 @cuzimacomedian @april-jeanette-wagner

I DO NOT OWN THIS GIF:

We all need a break sometimes and I took quite a hiatus from wrestling. I was really afraid that I lost my love for wrestling after the crushing break up I had, getting injured on top of it all. A break was necessary.

My heels clicked with my head down, walking through the door and inside of the arena, all of that love I had for this industry came back. I grew a small smile, raising my head up when I noticed there were eyes on me, everyone shocked to see that I was back.

I held my head up high, getting excited at the sound of the theme song going off, able to hear the crowd along with it. I wasn’t wrestling just yet, there was office stuff I had to handle first, but an unexpected situation came along.

“Y/N?! Is that you?!”

The voice scared me a little because of who it reminded me of, having to take a deep breath, but it was just Ezekiel. Seeing him was a little weird considering he was Elias’s younger brother and Elias was also my ex-boyfriend, the one who broke my heart.

“Hi Ezekiel,” I said softly, ready to go along, but he came and hugged me:

“You’re finally back! It’s nice seeing you!”

Alright, he was being way too nice to me. I only nodded and of course he kept the conversation going:

“You returning tonight?”

“No,” I informed, “Not just yet.”

“No? What a bummer,” He gasped, hands on his hips then pointing to me, “You are a star and the fans will FLIP when they see you. Don’t you miss those pops?”

“Yeah,” I actually smiled softly while thinking about it, “I do.”

“I can help you with that actually,” He smiled, an idea in his mind and the look in his eyes did catch my curiosity and he could see that, “It involves doing me a small favor, though.”

I immediately rolled my eyes because I already knew that it was going to be about his whole feud with Kevin Owens; Kevin not believing that Ezekiel was actually, Ezekiel.

“Please don’t give me that look,” He pleaded, “You know that I’m not Elias. I have fought him, passed a lie detector test, everything! And he still doesn’t believe me. But you? You know that I am Ezekiel and not Elias. Please just help me out with this. You’re the ONE person who can prove it since Elias is, you know-“

“I know,” My eyes closed, sighing and debating on the situation. It wasn’t Ezekiel’s fault that his brother was a douche to me and if I were him, Kevin would be driving me crazy too, being generous at heart, I couldn’t tell him no:

“Alright fine. I do have some things to take care of so, how’s this going down?”

“I imagine that after my match, Kevin will show his face,” He explained, “So, just watch and when I say that I have the perfect proof, just come on down.”

“Okay, I’ll be watching,” I nodded, turning my head and going to where I needed to be.

I didn’t like being generous sometimes. Things were just so weird with Ezekiel because of Elias and the feelings I was going through, I couldn’t understand.

But I kept my word, watched his match and just like he predicted, Kevin made his way back out, raving and ranting like usual.

“Kevin, what on earth do I possibly have to do to make you believe that I am Ezekiel, NOT Elias?” Ezekiel was out of breath, but forming a smile because of the card we had to play on Kevin.

“I won’t believe it till I see Elias standing next to you!” Kevin yelled, “I want to see Elias in order to believe this stupid lie that you keep dragging on!”

“Unfortunately,” Ezekiel disappointed him, “Elias isn’t here, but I do have someone who can prove to you that I am not Elias.”

Ezekiel threw out his hand towards the ramp, Kevin turning back confused and much like Ezekiel said earlier, the crowd POPPED when my music hit.

I was so nervous, hiding the shaking in my legs when I made my way out, putting on the best fake smile I could, heading to the ring.

“Welcome back, Y/N,” Ezekiel smiled, sitting on the ropes for me.

“Y/N?!” Kevin gasped, still crazed, “Please don’t be on this too! He is a DAMN LIAR!”

“Kevin,” I breathed, taking Ezekiel’s microphone, “Can you not scream like a mad man for like five seconds?”

I had all eyes on me when I began to speak, looking Ezekiel to show that I was on his side to help him prove himself, stepping up to Kevin:

“As much as you don’t want to believe it, Ezekiel is Ezekiel. Not Elias. So, do the whole world a favor-“

“Did you two get back together and plan this shit?” Kevin quickly assumed, “Real funny how you’ve came back in the middle of all this, saving your man, huh?“

“Elias isn’t a man, he’s a bitch,” I growled, getting in Kevin’s face.

Any time I thought about Elias, all of my broken heart pieces crumbled into more pieces, emotions too hard to fight. So I didn’t fight them, ready to fight Kevin, even pulling out my phone and showing him a photo of Elias, Ezekiel and myself.

“I have been around Ezekiel while I was with that miserable asshole. There’s the proof and I know one thing, I’ve been called lots of things, but never a liar. So AGAIN, stop acting like a mad man, do the world a favor and cut the crap.”

Even Ezekiel was taken by surprise when my sudden aggression was being shown, a look that could kill in my eyes and refusing to leave.

“There’s a cool thing called photoshop if you didn’t know, Y/N,” Kevin pointed to my phone, slapping my hand and my phone out of it, “I AM SO-“

Before he could finish, Ezekiel moved me and punched Kevin dead in the face, picking up my phone and snapping quickly:

“Don’t you ever put your hands on her!“

I had to watch Ezekiel’s reaction closely, amazed because not even Elias has ever stood up for me like that. Ever.

Now we were both pissed off, but ready to leave it at that when Ezekiel took the microphone back and finished:

“I am not Elias and there was the proof. Also, I wouldn’t get back up if I were you.”

Ezekiel was still being kind, escorting me out of the ring and backstage, noticing how I was shaking, breathing heavy and full of emotion.

“Y/N, please let me apologize for what he did,” Ezekiel took me to my locker room, holding the door, “I know he’s crazy, but I didn’t expect that.”

“Don’t apologize for him,” I breathed, “I just-“

“It’s a sensitive subject,” He knew, clearly upset that about how that went down and how I was reacting, not looking to him when he spoke, “But you know-“

“I know that you are obviously yourself, yes!” I interrupted, needing to get this off my chest, “But Ezekiel, you realize that you are blood brothers and you’re almost identical to him. You’re built the same, your voice is almost identical. I know it’s not your fault, but you know what he did to me and it’s hard. Being injured on top of all it? It broke me.”

I was holding back tears and wasn’t trying to come off as rude or anything, I truly couldn’t help it. Thankfully, he understood that, whispering softly;

“I know, Y/N. I know.”

He was kind to me before and after my breakup with Elias, continuing to prove that when he pulled me into a hug softly.

Somehow he observed that hugs helped me, giving A good one and as I let him hug me, I took in all the vibes and feelings.

Nothing like Elias, able to feel every true emotion and that he was just trying to comfort me.

“I’m sorry that this is your first night back and you’re nearly crying,” He felt guilty, rubbing my back softly, “But thank you for doing that. I will make it up to you.”

The wall around me that I built was tall and thick, telling him:

“I’m gonna need more than words, Ezekiel. I don’t really believe people’s words anymore. Just being honest.”

“I get that,” His voice grew more cheerful, “As a matter a fact, I’ll thank you, make it up to you, and make you feel better. All at the same time.”

“Yeah, sure. How will you do-“ I went to stand up straight and got smacked with a kiss.

It felt like the world stopped spinning, unable to move and when he kissed me, that same vibe from his hug was there and grew stronger.

I didn’t even realize that I was kissing him back at first, having to because he was a damn good kisser, a whole lot better than Elias, who was the last person who ever kissed me.

“That a good start?” He smiled against my lips, pulling back to look into my eyes and learn how blown away I was.

“Start?” I breathed in, air getting stuck in my chest.

It had been over a year since I kissed anyone, had any kind of intimate contact and I was relearning it again.

“You kissed me back,” He chuckled, tongue darting across his lower lip, “And with how worked up you were, I think we both agree that you need to take your mind off things. Need to have a good time.”

“Good time how?” I was beginning to pant softly, nervous for a change when he played with the rim of my skirt.

“I mean,” He looked down with a smile, feeling the velvets softness, “I can show you what else I’m capable of.”

I didn’t know what it was about him, but there was something that was picking up my broken pieces, filling the void in me, even while nervous. His kiss, the tone of his voice, now playing with my skirt, it was making my blood run hot.

“You think you’re good, huh?” I put up, trying not to be so easy because I definitely had my own fire of dominance, it just wasn’t sparked. I felt so open to him.

“Only one way you’re going to find out,” His hand pushed up my skirt a little, asking, “What do you say?”

“Guess there’s nothing wrong with relaxing a little,” I let my lace panties fall, stepping out of them and back to the couch.

I could feel how tempted he was and that the temptations were buried deep, for a long time. The way his hands got so excited, all over my skirt to pull it over my hips and sit me down, dropping down to his knees and diving right between my thighs.

“Damn,” I breathed deeply, sitting myself in a good position to watch, seeing him get lost in his mind, mouth closing around my clit and sucking hard, letting his tongue fall down my folds to take in the taste.

It was so hard to fight my moans, turning into whines while his tongue was up and down, swirls and inside, starting to overstimulate my clit.

“Are you even breathing down there?” I wondered, amazed by the things he could do, moans and whines reaching high notes, his response being his mouth completely eating me out, only burying his head deeper, earning something even his own brother didn’t.

“Ezekiel,” I cried out hard, not able to breathe, thighs squishing his head and taking a handful of his hair, grinding against his face that followed along, opening his mouth wide to take my orgasm.

Resting my hips, I was shaking and catching my breath, but his humming gave off an intense moment of bliss, taking the time to savor and enjoy it, wiping his chin when he finally picked his head up:

“Having a good time?”

“A great time,” I breathed, letting my head fall back, “Got damn, Ezekiel. That was- wooo.”

“Woo,” He rose to his feet slowly, giggling at my reaction and noticing my eyes fixing on the line of his erection, how hard it was pressing against his spandex trunks, “Like what you see?”

From the blue eyes, down to his defined, muscular physique, abs building in, thumbs in his trunks and pulling to show off the v-line along his inner hips, length of his cock that was ready to be freed.

“Hell yeah,” I breathed, so focused on the sexiness his body had, jumping slightly and gasping when he pulled his trunks down and his cock slapped my clit.

I met his gaze, confirming if he was ready, no protection and the little smirk on his face confirmed it, but before I let it go further, I asked softly:

“I have to ask you a question and don’t lie to me.”

“Anything,” He nodded, holding himself back, emotion flooding him when I asked:

“Have you always liked me this way?”

“Yeah,” He mumbled, professing, “I hated watching you get treated like crap when this whole time, I could’ve been making you happy, getting you in a great place like this.”

His profession made my heart flutter, sitting up and pulling him to me for another kiss, his hand between us holding himself, chuckling when I watched him:

“What? Never had it raw before?”

“No, I haven’t actually,” I chuckled nervously, then smiling at his tip meeting my entrance that was already tight, circling softly, “And, I don’t think I’ve ever heard you cuss, let alone talking like that. I like it.”

“Your last probably couldn’t last,” He chuckled back, kissing softly, “Just know, I’m full of surprises and I can go for rounds and rounds.”

“Give me one already?” My eyes gazed into the blue deeply, “I’m ready, Ezekiel.”

Squeezing his shoulders, I closed my eyes tight, really feeling the stretch due to my first orgasm, whining a little from the friction and feeling him inch his way up, body tensing up at how deep his cock was.

“So soft and warm,” He cooed into his kiss, rolling his hips to meet mine, making me do nothing but moan.

“You’re steaming hot,” My voice was breathless, lungs already feeling heavy from the sweet and slow started to turn into quick and immense.

“And your moans are so beautiful?” He listened, snapping his hips faster, “That’s steaming hot, Y/N.”

I only nodded, still adjusting and just enjoying myself, missing intimacy like I did had me taking in every little detail I could, especially since I’ve never had it this good before.

His words weren’t lies at all, with how fast he was going, never seen anyone go like he did, having me in small sweats, having to throw off my shirt to let my breasts breathe, only to moan more, body rattling at his mouth latching to my nipple and sucking hard.

“Fuck, why are you so good?” My words started to slur from the pleasure making my mind nearly drunk, hands all over him and hugging to keep my body from going so crazy.

“Guess I’m just gifted,” Leaving kisses along my neck and lead up to my ear, whispering, “That and I’ve been waiting forever to do this.”

“Don’t stop,” I began to beg, holding on for dear life, “I’m getting close again, Ezekiel!”

“I’ll get you there,” He held my hands and kept them pinned against my head to make up for his body drifting away from me, but his hips shifted and moved faster than ever, which made up for it.

I began to feel a small pinch that made my hips jerk, the heat in my tight stomach beginning to split and all the air in my lungs got knocked out with the screams of his name.

“Ezekiel, I think I-“ I tried to explain this new feeling, not sure what it was till my head grew faint, chest still pushing out moans and looking to see his cock thrusting through my wet slick squirting, walls pulsating and keeping him in deep.

“Oh my,” He panted, proud of himself, but also not expecting it, biting his lip, growling, “Got damn, that’s nice.”

Lifting my legs a little, he gave my ass a slight tap, slowing down and realizing that I was almost out of it, in dimension of bliss, soft thrusts helping me die down.

“When given the chance, we’re going rounds and rounds like you claim,” I smiled, briefly looking up to see his cocky smile:

“Just say when and I’ll make it happen.”

#wrestling #wrestling imagine #wrestling fic #wrestling smut #wrestling oneshot #wwe #wwe imagine #wwe fic #wwe smut #wwe oneshot #Ezekiel #Ezekiel x reader #Ezekiel imagine #Ezekiel smut #Ezekiel oneshot #read and enjoy

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jeronicascene-finder · 3 years ago

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Jeronica Season Five Scenes (Real)

5x01

(Jughead Forgets His Girlfriend pt. 12)

Time-Stamps; 14:17 - 15:26

(It’s Blink and You’ll Miss It, But It’s There)

Time-Stamps; 31:11 - 31:15

(He’s Hugging Her From Behind - Change My Mind.)

Time-Stamps; 31:40 - 31:43

(Kevin: “...surviving this crazy town!” Jughead: Looks Towards Veronica)

Time-Stamps; 31:54 - 32:04

5x02

(Yeah, He Definitely Noticed Something Was Off...)

Time-Stamps; 3:39 - 4:04

5x03

(Remember This Moment Cheryl Calls Jughead Out About the Old Pop’s Menu - It’s Important)

Time-Stamps; 6:18 - 7:17

(I Choose to Believe That He’s Looking at Veronica and You Can’t Stop Me)

Time-Stamps; 7:30 - 7:53

(RED ALERT! RED ALERT! WE GOT A SHOULDER TOUCH PEOPLE, RED ALERT!)

Time-Stamps; 10:21 - 10:27

(Is Jeronica Sitting In the Same Row the Smallest Crumb We’ve Ever Gotten? Yes. Am I Still Going to Count It? Also Yes.)

Time-Stamps; 15:20 - 15:24

(See, I Told You That That Menu Scene From Earlier Would Be Important Later)

Time-Stamps; 23:41 - 24:53

(”Now Cole, I Want You To Look Over At Cami During This Scene With a Look Of Utter Sympathy And Understanding On Your Face - But It’s Definitely Completely Platonic, Understand?”)

Time-Stamps; 25:00 - 26:50

(The Writers Let Us Have An Actual Conversation - You Know, As a Treat.)

Time-Stamps; 33:34 - 33:52

(Jughead Pointing Out Archie On the Bus So Veronica Can Find Him? And Then Gazing Up At Her Like The Lovesick Idiot That He Is? OH MY HEART!)

Time-Stamps; 34:49 - 35:12

(I Mean...Can You Say Love-Triangle Setup Shot?)

Time-Stamps; 35:20 - 37:08

(’She Left Within A Week’ or, Jughead Shows More Emotion Over Veronica Leaving Riverdale Then He Does Over Betty Kissing Archie)

Time-Stamps; 37:39 - 37:55

5x04

(7 Years Later, Veronica’s still Checking in On Jughead)

Time-Stamps; 39:54 - 40:49

5x05

(Both Toni and Betty are Giving Major Knowing Glances)

Time-stamps; 00:04 - 00:35

(Eye-line Ladies and Gentlemen, Eye-line)

Time-Stamps; 31:12 - 32:21

(Look, They’re Hot Together, and I’ve Run out of Creative Ways to Say It)

Time-Stamps; 33:47 - 35:44

(Height Deference? Costume Department Loyalty? I’m in Heaven!)

Time-Stamps; 36:40 - 37:32

5x06

(Jughead is in Pain and so am I)

Time-Stamps; 14:17 - 17:00

5x08

(”Plans for your very own Shangri-La, Veronica?”)

Time-Stamps; 5:32 - 6:20

(Our Wild, Misspent Youth, You Say?)

Time-Stamps; 13:05 - 13:29

(This Counts as a Scene Because I Say So)

Time-Stamps; 24:17 - 26:20

5x12

(80′s Gang Make Some Noise!)

Time-stamps; 9:13 - 9:24

9x15

(Veronica and Jughead, Sitting...Next To Each Other!)

Time-Stamps; 12:55 - 14:27

5x18

(Musical Episodes Always Feed Us Well)

Time-Stamps; 00:01 - 00:50

(No-One Liked Veronica’s Answers to Screw, Marry, Kill)

Time-Stamps; 13:30 - 14:13

(And That’s Me Marking Jughead Down as Scared and Horny for a Third Time. You Do Know What They Say About Patterns, Don’t You Mr. Jones?)

Time-Stamps; 18:21 - 18:37

5x19

(They’re In Frame Together, I Say it Counts)

Time-Stamps; 4:22 - 4:47

(They Blurred Jughead So We Couldn’t See How Hard He Was Simping)

Time-Stamps; 21:21 - 23:27

(They Are Both My Disappointed Parents and My Nerdy Children. No, I Will Not Elaborate.)

Time-Stamps; 29:23 - 31:32

#jeronica #riverdale #jeronicascene-finder #vughead #jeronica scenefinder

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iguessitsjustme · 2 years ago

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Ghost Host, Ghost House Ep 3 Thoughts

-Surprise! I’m posting like this again! This is because I am crashing from the massive amount of caffeine I consumed earlier and this is the only way I’ll stay awake throughout the episode.

-I don’t know who has their car radio up so loud but do they mind?? I’m trying to watch my spooky show.

-I like that the comedy aspect of this show is built into the plot. It’s not shoved down our throats in a slapstick way. The comedy is that Kevin is a ghost hunter that struggles to find ghosts but he’s living with ghosts and doesn’t know. And in the comedy, there is inherent tragedy. Kevin’s family is dead. But they love him and worry about him so they’re unable to move on just yet.

-I like the little logo for the show that sometimes appears on the screen. It makes me feel nostalgic for some reason. Also I like the fonts.

-How is Kevin part of the ghost hunting community and doesn’t know that the house he’s currently living in is one of the places to look?

-Does he dress like a ghostbuster every time he goes looking for ghosts? Should I watch those movies?

-PLUEM! He’s scared of ghosts but he still went into the house to get Kevin? Or is this another trick that that ghost is pulling?

-IF MY UPSTAIRS NEIGHBORS COULD QUIT TAP DANCING THAT WOULD BE JUST DANDY

-TWO PLUEMS. The one that’s more scared is the real one.

-What if neither of them are Pluem? Hmmm? What then? Also my guy, you went ghost hunting with the intention to live stream it and you didn’t charge your phone? My guy, you need to work on your preparation skills.

-Kevin scaring Pluem to freak him out and know who the real one is, I love him.

-Pluem, I love you. This is a precious scene. This is DARLING.

-Oh, this pillow has been by my heater and it’s warm. Oh this is nice.

-I LOVE A PINKY PROMISE. Aw I feel cheated.

-This soundtrack makes me feel like I’m watching a Disney channel Halloween movie and I mean that in a good way. I love those movies.

-Had to pause to rant for a second so I haven’t actually finished this scene but WHAT the FUCK does Kevin mean that his mother married a new guy and now he doesn’t get to eat as much Thai food anymore. EXCUSE ME? Who marries someone from another culture and doesn’t want to eat as much of that culture’s food as possible? Also imagine having someone that willingly cooks you authentic Thai meals and being like “actually no.” Also her Thai son doesn’t get to eat his favorite foods? That’s like taking away a whole chunk of his culture and I bet that man didn’t even try to learn any Thai or anything and don’t mind me I’m just livid.

-The FLIRTING. These two are cute. Two cuties surrounded by ghosties.

-HEJSUSJSJEKDDNSOWHDNCJE HE’S JUST LIKE “I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU AT FIRST SIGHT” AND IM JUST LIKE “TIME TO PACK MY BAGS AND HEAD TO THE UNDERWORLD BECAUSE I JUST DIED”

-Off to become another one of these little ghosts in this show since these two are so cute they’re gonna kill me.

-ARE THEY HOLDING HANDS. SOMEONE COME RESTART MY HEART.

-Car radio, hush, I’m trying to enjoy my boys.

-HAND HOLDING AGAIN IM IN HEAVEN.

-STOP ENDING THE HAND HOLDING. Let it continue forever please and thank.

-PLUEMJAI LMAOOOOO. I love these boys.

-“I don’t want to be just friends.” “I don’t either.” IN FRONT OF A LIVE AUDIENCE. Am I dead? Am I dying? How is it possible that these boys got this cute this quickly?

-Have I ever mentioned anywhere how much I love it when someone’s texting/messaging their crush and they’re rolling around in their bed all giddy and happy about it? Absolutely love that.

-HOW are there still people at the bar behind my apartment when it’s this cold outside? Don’t live in a city, people, the noise will never stop. (I actually love it, I just hate the bar. Them and their damn bocce ball courts). Stop interrupting my BL watching! Please and thank.

-I want a pairing with See-foon and this ghost staff man.

-Is if Kawin or Kevin? I feel like they said in the first episode but I don’t remember and MDL says Kawin but I keep thinking it’s Kevin. Am I losing my mind? Probably. I think the caffeine got me.

-Wait but being reborn as a cat sounds good actually. That should be top tier.

-Oh how sad talking about these paintings. And how he’s giving them all to Kevin. Because his children won’t grow up and Kevin is the only person he can leave them to. And Kevin will appreciate them. Oh I’m having very big emotions about this scene. I didn’t think this show would get to me like this but it is. I’m gonna need a moment.

-Okay moment had. This show, in this seemingly innocuous scene has managed to actually make me cry. I can count on one hand the number of shows/movies that have made me cry. This is damn impressive. Like actual tears. What the fuck.

-Did Pluem just experience a loss? A whole trauma? And he’s still just a kind, thoughtful, caring young man. Whoever put him through this, let me at ‘em. I’ll kill them. Look at that precious, darling boy. If he doesn’t get a hug IMMEDIATELY, I will explode.

-See-foon just casually used telekinesis in front of Kevin literally one foot away and Kevin noticed NOTHING.

-Is every episode going to end with people just…entering this house?

-Why did you wait until breaking into the house to show your partner in crime what you’re there for?

-These robbers are not very good at their not-a-job

-The family going all horror movie on the robbers is so funny. THIS is how you do comedy.

-Also does Kevin not hear their screams? Isn’t he live-streaming?

-It seems like the ghosts can manipulate their appearance but I’m not sure if See-foon has worn any other shirt? Or it might be a different shirt but it’s the same yellow color. He is constantly set apart from his family by that spot of bright color and I’m not sure why that is. The ghosts are already “other” and he’s being set even further apart.

-Oh so Kevin didn’t hear the robbers because he’s not there? Or maybe he heard them and fled. What’s happening here?

-Does Kevin KNOW? Did he see their horror movie show? Cause honestly, once he gets over the shock of their death, I think he’d appreciate their approach.

-First of all, that preview, they’re so cute. Second of all, Kevin KNOWS. But when did he find out is the question.

#ghost host ghost house #ghost host ghost house the series #ghost host ghost house bl #did i maybe still pass out a little bit while watching and need to backtrack to where i was?#yall can prove nothing

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boldlyvoid · 3 years ago

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Million Dollar Man | Chapter Five

18+

summary: Spencer's therapist recommended he branch out and meet new people who don't want to talk about his work... she didn't expect him to sign up for a Sugar Daddy website.

Content warnings: sugar daddy!spencer, age gaps (14 years), daddy kink, blow jobs, handcuffs, thigh fucking, public sex, exhibitionism, edging, vibrators, dirty talk, dom spencer

word count: 4.6K

a/n: updates on Wednesdays and Saturdays

Chapter Five | Masterlist

He’s ripped from a peaceful slumber by his work phone ringing on the night table. Y/N asleep on his chest, he tries to reach for it without waking her, successfully he answers with a groggy whisper, “hello?”

“Morning sleepy head?” Emily laughs, “it’s 10 am, Reid, why are you whispering?”

“I’m with my girlfriend, she’s still asleep,” he realizes he’s never told the team flat out that he was seeing someone, they all guessed but none of them had really asked.

“Oh,” Emily seems just as shocked that he said it. “We have a local case, I need you here for the geo profile and then you can go back to your mandated break.”

“I’ll be in, in 30,” he replies before hanging up.

“Can I come?” She whispers against him, obviously awake from all the commotion.

“Sure,” he shrugs, “if you don’t mind seeing and hearing about whatever horrific thing happened this time.”

“I don’t,” she sits up and stretches, “come on Mulder, we’ve got a case to crack.”

He laughs, “sure thing Scully.”

—

He’s nervous in the elevator on the way up to the BAU, Y/N on the other hand is so excited she’s practically vibrating. She’s dressed for the part, with her little visitor's badge and Spencer’s hand held tightly in her own, she basically drags him towards the bullpen when the doors open.

“Spence!” Luke calls for him, Tara and Matt turn around with big smiles to see him. “Who’s this?”

“Uh,” Spencer swallows sharply, “this is my girlfriend, Y/N this is Luke, Matt and Tara.”

She lets go of his hand to shake theirs, he watches as they all smile and introduce themselves to her, causing the rest of the team to notice the new person in the room and rush over. They have a lot of questions, they’re all very surprised she’s as young as he was when he started at the bureau and that he’s actually bringing her around.

When he finds out what’s going on, he’s really glad he brought her in. There’s been a few bomb threats in D.C, one of which is the building across from Y/N’s apartment. They’re trying to keep hysteria to a minimum, he knows he wouldn’t have been able to tell her if he didn’t bring her, he also knows he would have broken protocol to get her out of there.

She sits at his desk while he works, looking through all his things for a while before Spencer hears a familiar voice in the bullpen. Penelope was called in for backup, making eye contact with Y/N as soon as she walked in and cheering. “Oh! You’re here!”

Spencer leaves the briefing room, abandoning the geo-profile to introduce Penelope to the girl she helped him find, he runs down the stairs and wraps his arms around her.

“Spencer,” she relaxes into his embrace and holds him close, “I’ve missed you so much.”

When Spencer pulls away, the smile on his face is remarkable, “Penelope, this is Y/N,” he says her name and Penelope automatically knows who she is.

He told her right after he bought her whole Wishlist, Penelope has known about her the longest and yet she’s never been able to meet her. She turns to Y/N with a smile, “are you a hugger?”

Y/N stands and wraps her arms around her, “I think I owe you a very big thank you,” she whispers in Penelope’s ear.

“For what?”

“Teaching grandpa over here how to use the internet,” she teases him, “and for your helpful tips, he was the nicest one I met on there.”

“You’re very welcome,” Penelope pulls back with another smile, holding Y/N’s face in her hands, “and thank you.”

Y/N pulls her into another hug and now everyone is watching, Spencer knows he’s going to be bombarded with questions eventually but for now, Y/N is going with Penelope to her office and Spencer has a map to look at while he stresses himself out.

Matt, Tara and Emily head to the scene to join JJ, Rossi and Will, leaving Luke with Spencer in the briefing room.

“Can I ask?”

Spencer nods, “go ahead.”

“How did you meet her? Was she one of your students?”

He doesn’t know how to answer, not because he’s ashamed of it or of her, rather because he doesn’t know if she’ll want people to really know. “Penelope helped me get online to meet people, I made an account on a sugar daddy website thinking it would be easier to pay someone who doesn’t know me to hang out rather than try and make a new friend.”

“That’s smart,” Luke nods along as he listens. “She seems really cool.”

“She’s the best,” he smiles. “She’s really smart and talented, she’s an author actually, her books coming out in January.”

“I’ll have to get a copy,” Luke smiles right back.

“Her publisher and I have actually planned a big birthday party slash final draft party, if you and the team want to come and have drinks and get to know her more, that would be really nice,” Spencer offers, knowing it’s about time they all celebrated something together.

“I’d love to come, and I’ll bring Penelope,” Luke’s just as excited as he is.

“I’m a little surprised you didn’t know already, being with Penelope and everything?”

He shrugs, “we don’t talk about work or really gossip about the team now that she’s not working here, it makes her a little sad that she left but she’s doing a lot better just coming in occasionally.”

“I didn’t think I’d like my months off at first, either, but now I’m also debating leaving,” he knows it's a lie. He’s already written his letter of recognition, he’s just waiting for the go-ahead from Y/N that they’re moving to California.

“16 years is a really long time to be doing this job,” he agrees, “I’m sure if you wanted to leave the bureau would offer you your full retirement package early, given everything you’ve been through for this country.”

Spencer nods, “don’t let this job take your spark, you’re very wonderful, Luke, and I’d hate to see you lose it for the greater good.”

“My greater good is just down the hall,” he smirks, “I make the world a better place for the woman I love, she’s the reason I get up every day and come to work because I can’t wait to get home to her safely.”

Luke has always loved Penelope, it’s been very obvious, and yet she didn’t want really anything to do with him until Derek advised her to be nice. She was so busy thinking about all her other babies leaving the nest after Derek that she didn’t take the time to consider bringing in Luke to the nest for warmth and love as well.

“When are you asking her to marry you?”

Luke turns bashful, a slight blush on his cheeks as he stares at the table, “Christmas, it’s her favourite time of the year.”

“Have you talked to Derek?” Spencer only worries slightly, after what happened with Kevin he doesn’t want to see it happen to Luke.

“Nope, I’ve talked to her brothers though, we’re going to California again this year for Christmas and they all said they’d love to have me in the family,” Luke smiles, “the Garcias are my favourite.”

Spencer isn’t normally a hugger but he walks around the table and wraps Luke up, “I’m asking Y/N in a week.”

“No way?”

He nods, “she’s the greatest good I’m ever going to get.”

“Amen, brother.”

—

Penelope’s job was incredible, she was in awe as she watched her tap away at her keyboard and answer a million and one questions. She reminded her of Ned from Kim Possible and she knew if she said that to anyone she’d give away just how young she is.

She’s gotten a lot of looks, she knows people are talking about it and yet she doesn’t really care. There isn’t any malice behind the stares and the whispers, they all seem genuinely surprised that Spencer has a girlfriend over the fact she’s in her 20’s.

There’s a single dull moment and she turns to Y/N, “can I please have the juicy details, please,” she begs and it makes her feel giddy.

She’s never really had any girlfriends like this, and she certainly didn’t have anyone to tell about Spencer. “He’s the love of my life, I’m completely serious.”

Penelope squealed, “that’s all I’ve ever wanted for him, ugh this is so exciting! Are you guys serious? How long has it been?”

She nods, “not long, uh he got me this necklace a week or two ago and we’ve been moving pretty slow for his sake. In the last 10 months he’s become my bestie and I’ve convinced him to move in and he sleeps in my bed now and I love waking up beside him… he’s a real gentleman.”

“That’s good, he’s never been able to take the scenic route in life… I know you’re only here cause he trusts you and if he trusts you that means you know everything and if you know ever—“

“Yeah,” she cuts her off, “I know about all of it and everyone who’s hurt him and how he’s hurt himself but what’s more important is that it doesn’t phase me, he’s just a person trying to deal with the life he’s been given, we all are.”

Penelope wraps her up in a gentle hug, “he’s always needed someone like you.”

It makes her heartbreak just a tiny bit thinking about how as long he didn’t have anyone. Sure, he was surrounded by his friends at work and loved enough that they all brought him back home but he was never cared for the way she would have done it. There’s a weird maternal instinct that comes over her with Spencer and she knows exactly why, all she knows is she wants to love him and care for him for the rest of his life.

If she lives to be 100, she hopes he lives to be 116, because there isn’t a day she wants to spend on this earth where Spencer Reid isn’t alive and beside her.

She’s not going to cry in Penelope’s arms after just meeting her so she pulls back with a smile, “but what kind of juicy details are we talking? Cause I can’t embarrass him too bad…”

Penelope’s laugh is evil as she rubs her hands together, “a little birdie whose name rhymes with shmerek said he knows how to use that mouth for more than just talking…”

It makes her laugh almost a little too hard and she starts to feel her face heat up, she simply nods, “yeah, we haven’t gone all the way but from what’s happened so far, I can agree.”

Penelope turns in her rolling chair and laughs, “ugh that’s so great, I’m glad you’re having a good time— I mean I always thought Spencer would be good in bed after all the chats we’ve had about kinks and shit, he’s really educated, obviously, but I always knew that it would translate from paper to real-life very easily.”

“Oh totally,” she nods feverishly, “we talked about that before actually, virginity is simply a construct used to control women and make them feel pure or dirty, to feel like they can take something from a woman and yet virgins are so sexual and in tune with their needs and wants that they typically are good or at least know what to do from whatever porn they’ve consumed when it comes down to it. How the more in tune with someone's sexuality that they are the better they are in bed because they apply what they want to their partner and almost get off more on the fact someone is enjoying them than the fact they’re being pleasured.”

Penelope shakes her head with a loving smile, “you listen when he talks, you love every part of him and you’re beautiful… he really hit the jackpot.”

She brushes it off with a laugh, “I got pretty lucky with him too.”

Her phone rings before she can agree, answering with a cheerful tone, Spencer is on the other end, “do you have my beautiful girlfriend with you still?”

“Present,” she answers for herself, “are you still here, dad-Spence?”

She bites her lip and closes her eyes, fuck.

“Yeah, uh, I am, we think we got the actual building with the bomb, they’ve sent the team down there to clear it and check it out.”

“I’ll head back to the bullpen, then,” she stands and heads to the door, not wanting to face Penelope after almost calling him daddy right in front of her.

“Hey,” she calls to Y/N, “don’t be embarrassed. I get it, believe me, I’ve answered some calls in here with the dirtiest remarks to the completely wrong people. But, I’ll see you later?”

She smiles, “yeah, I’d love to see you again.”

In the bullpen, Spencer’s by his desk all alone. His teams cleared out and now it was just the office staff wandering around. She wraps her arms around his waist and rests her head on his back, “ready to go home?”

“Uh, not yet…” he turns to look at her, “I don’t want to bring you back to D.C unless the case is closed.” He looks nervous and she understands it perfectly.

“Okie Dokie, she smiles, leaning in for a hug to get close to his ear, “can we fuck in a storage closet to pass the time?”

He laughs but he takes her hand and he pretends to take her on a tour, he leads her down the hall and towards the filing room where he knows no one will be. “No one has really used this room in ages, since we went digital, and Penelope had all this stuff put online anyway.”

“So you can bend me over that table and rail me next time we come back?”

“Or?” She hears his playful tone and smirks to herself, letting him manhandle her hands behind her back as he bends her over a table, “I could fuck these big beautiful thighs of yours?”

“So only you can get off? Please,” She scoffs at him, wanting to piss him off to see where it gets her, wiggling her ass back against him as she does so.

He unbuttons her pants and drags them down her legs to leave her in just her thong, taking a handful of her ass and squeezing before laying a hard slap against her, she gasps at the feeling but also at the fact it was so loud.

“They’re going to hear you?!” She whispers with a disappointed tone.

“Isn’t that what you said you wanted? You wanted everyone to know only daddy can take care of you?” He uses her own words against her and she whines. “That’s what I thought.”

“No, but seriously,” she turns her head to look at him, “check my pocket.”

He does exactly that, finding one of her little bullet vibes in the front pocket of her jeans, “you planned this?”

“I knew we’d be having some kind of sex somewhere in this building,” she smirks. “Also my safe word is red but keep going.”

“Alrighty, then,” she can hear the smirk on his face as he thinks it over.

He takes his handcuffs out of his back pocket and cuffs her, “you know, it’s public indecency looking like this in here, technically it’s a federal offence and it’s my duty as a federal officer to make sure it doesn’t happen again.”

She swallows sharply, pushing back against his groin and gasping when her bare asscheek meets the cold metal of his gun in his holster. Sometimes she forgot he was a real FBI agent, sometimes it didn’t feel real to her because he was just her nerdy boyfriend and he never had any of his "cop props" with him… suddenly they weren’t just accessories to her anymore, he was actually a cop who just bent her over a table and cuffed her and now he’s going to fuck her "big beautiful thighs" as he called them.

“What’s the sentence, agent?” She plays along because damn he’s hot like this.

He presses his chest to her back as he leans in close to her ear, “It’s doctor, and you know that.”

He turns on the vibrator and rests it inside her underwear, right against her clit at the lowest setting, her thighs twitch at the feeling and all she wishes is that she had something to hold on to.

She whines again when she hears his belt buckle dangle and his zipper open, he grips his cock at the base and drags the head between her cheeks before slipping between her things with a sigh, “and it’s taking my time, you’re just going to have to, rather impatiently, deal with it.”

“Yes, doctor,” she closes her eyes and waits for the feeling of his cock between her legs but he doesn’t push in.

He places his feet on either side of hers so that she can't open her legs any further and finally, finally breaches her thighs. He groans at the drag of his cock against her skin as the vibrations from her panties continue to make her legs quake. She lets out a shaky breath and reaches for his shirt as he presses against her once more. Grabbing his tie instead, she pulls on it and he gasps for air.

“Sorry,” she mumbles with a smirk, not sorry at all for slightly choking him as she continues to hold his tie.

He swats her hands away from his tie and grips the cuffs to separate her hands, pushing them further up her back until it’s almost uncomfortable. The most uncomfortable thing about this was the fact he wasn’t inside of her, she felt so empty as she clenched around nothing. The stimulation on her clit was nice, the feeling of him taking her from behind is ungodly and yet he’s not in her. It’s the worst punishment in the whole world.

It was nowhere near enough to get her off and he knew that she wanted so much more that she wasn’t going to get, whining as he kept his thrusts at the same slow pace. It was agonizing, she squeezed her legs together more to tease him but he ended up liking it. There was nothing she could do for more, she was just going to have to let him take her, and that thought was what brought her closer.

“Please?” She begged, sounding just as desperate as she thought she would and not giving a single fuck.

“Please what?” He snaps his hips against her just a bit harder with each thrust.

She gasps again before biting her lip to hold back a moan, “finish in my mouth?” She begs once more, “please?”

He pulls off of her and yanks her off the table, turning her around, she drops to her knees without being told and opens her mouth immediately. He grips her by her hair and guides her towards his cock, slipping it past her lips and right down her throat.

He groans at the feeling, she closes her eyes for a moment to enjoy the feeling of his heavy cock in her mouth. Taking him more forcefully than ever before, he’s too caught up in the moment to realize he might be a little too rough but she also doesn’t mind. Breathing through her nose to stay calm she takes him as far as she can, pressing her nose to his pubes he can feel how hot her breath is as she struggles to breathe.

“Such a good girl,” he pulls her off so she can breathe for a moment, “you want my cum so bad don’t you?”

“Yes please, daddy,” she replies with a rasp in her voice that makes it obvious where he’s been.

She takes him in her mouth once more, sucking earnestly to get him closer and closer to the edge. He’s whining, pulling her hair and doing everything in his power not to thrust against her face, even though she’s okay with it.

She knows when he’s close because his cock always twitches in the same spot, it’s a tell-tale sign that he’s going to cum in a second. She applies more suction, running her tongue along the underside before taking him all the way once more just in time for him to cum right down her throat with each swallow.

He’s not quiet, anyone walking past the door will hear him panting and gasping, muttering good girl under his breath, he’s more fucked out by this blow job than she’s ever made him before. She can’t help but smirk as he pulls away and leaves her there on her knees, covered in spit and drool and unable to wipe her own mouth due to the fact she’s still fucking handcuffed.

She rests against his shoe, pressing the vibrator against her clit a little more, she twitches at how good it feels but it’s still not enough to get her off, and a part of her doesn’t want to.

He pulls her up to her feet and sits her down on the table he was just pretending to fuck her against. He attempts to spread her legs and get between them but she stops him, “leave the vibe where it is and let’s just go home?”

“You want to walk out of this building with a vibrator in your panties, and say goodbye to my co-workers and friends knowing you could cum anytime?”

She smirks, “yes, but I won't cum cause this pathetic toy isn’t as good at you.”

He clicks the button to turn it up a speed and she gasps, pushing against the feeling and moaning into it, “I’d like to see you try that.”

—

He takes her on the rest of the “tour” with that vibrator in her panties, she’s getting more and more flustered the more they look around. Eventually, he shows her the library, getting her alone in the back corner where he can talk to her without the risk of people knowing what’s going on.

“I can’t,” she whines as he presses her against the shelves, “please?”

“Please what?”

“Turn it off, daddy, I can’t take it anymore,” she grips his suit jacket tightly as she looks up at him with the eyes he can’t say no to.

“Mmm,” he hums, reaching into her pants to free her from the stimulation, she relaxes finally. “What do you think you deserve now?”

“Don’t wanna cum till we’re at home,” she whispers, “but you’ll have to make it quick because we have a flight to catch at 8.”

“Fuck,” he whispers like he forgot. “I hope we can get back into the apartment in time.”

“Why?”

“The bomb was in the basement of the building beside yours,” he admits and the whole facade fades, “that’s why I’m not taking you home yet.”

“That’s why you wanted to fuck me,” she whispers with a giggle. “You could have at least told me this was a ‘you almost died’ rush for you.”

“I didn’t want to say it like that,” he admits and a depression washes through his blood, he feels the low settle as he drops, “I’m sorry.”

“It’s okay,” she takes his face in her hands and makes him look her in the eyes, “I love you, I’m glad we’re both safe. Everything in there is replaceable, you and me aren’t. This is a really good thing, Spencer.”

He nods, doing what she’s told him so many times she wants him to do, telling her his thoughts so that he’s no longer haunted alone, “when I told my friend Derek about you, he said dating a younger woman means I’ll never have to worry about you dying of old age before me. That’s one of his fears being the same age as Savannah, but I’ve lost so many people I never even thought about getting old with you I’ve just wanted to keep this version of you safe and with me forever.”

“Penelope said she always wished you’d find someone like me, and my only thought was If I live to be 100, I hope you live to be 116 because there isn’t a day I want to spend on this earth where Spencer Reid isn’t alive and beside me,” he whispers with a smile, “but now I’m thinking if you live to be 100, I don’t want to go past 84.”

“You can’t say that,” he whispers, tears bubbling in his eyes, “what if I die tomorrow? I need to know you’re going to be fine and not end your wonderful existence because I’m not here anymore. You’re too wonderful to put all your worth on me.”

She doesn’t want to cry, she already looks like she’s been fucked and now she’s a mess, she pulls him into a kiss so he’ll stop talking and they can just be together, it was hard enough for her thinking he was going to die eventually, let alone him hypothesizing dying tomorrow.

She rests her forehead against his, “we always do this.”

“What?”

“It’s like orgasms open the emotions or something,” she snuffles which turns into a laugh, “do you think our kids are going to find it weird that you’re so much older than me?”

Everything takes him for a loop, “uh,” he struggles to find the words, pulling back and looking at her as her face drops, “I um—

“You don’t want kids anymore?” She looks genuinely saddened and he doesn’t know how to answer.

“I do,” he nods, “just—“

“Not with me?” She puts the words in his mouth.

“With you, just not yet,” he holds her by the shoulders, “I need more time with you before we have a kid, I need to love life and be in a good place and somewhere where I can focus all my attention on them, and I can’t yet.”

“I want a baby by 30,” she whispers before pressing her lips together awkwardly, “46 isn’t too old to be a dad, I’ve seen men become fathers at 80.”

He laughs as the anxiety leaves him, “a little California surfer baby wouldn’t be too bad.”

“Well, we fuck like rabbits, we might get there sooner than you planned,” she nudges him, “you’re a wonderful boyfriend, and if you don’t mind, I’d like for you to stay my boyfriend for a little longer? I’m not ready to be a wife or a mom and change my name when I just got it put on a published book.”

“I’ll change mine to yours,” he replies like it's nothing, “or keep yours and we’ll hyphenate the kid's names.”

“It’s plural now?” She teases him once more.

“Whatever you want, I’ll give it to you,” he assures her, “forever.”

“You’d pluck a star from the sky for me wouldn’t you, Doctor Y/L/N?”

He laughs at how it sounds but he kinda likes it. Her word choice is even funnier to him, however, because he’s actually gone out of his way to pluck a star for her. She has no idea, but her last present is a big one.

She struggled to get her own name on a book for so long, now there’s a star named after her, in the sky for everyone to see for the rest of time.

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